#mysticvixin

[mysticvixin]

FOUR MORE DAYS LETS GOOOOO!!! It's all come down to this moment. I'm so excited to meet you all.

[raivi-blog1]

Hey Rav, i'm curious! how do you get the faint blur in you're art? it makes it look so stylized and i love it! how do you do it though? :o

by blur do you mean like the slight 3D effect? for that i use chromatic aberration in medibang! :ooo

[mysticvixin]

I DID IT.

I DREW 44 IMAGES FOR WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A ROUGH ANIMATIC OF MY VTUBER'S LORE. LMFAO.

[mysticvixin]

The Endless Cycle of Vtuber Hell

Ima just vent for a second because not only did it take three months to finish a turnaround of my vtuber, but I had to then redraw it to fit into the correct pixel and just as I'm setting up to start attempting to animate it i realized i could just use masked layers for everything and have to go back and do it...AGAIN. Which is fine given everything is already like there i just need to redraw and recolor it lol but still.

It doesn't help that my debut is coming up [Within about a month or two now] and I still have so much to do but i'm trying not to be too upset over it. I mean I only have 60 followers on twitch.. But they deserve a decent update to my vtuber, the lore, and i just want it to be a clear upgrade and im sad. Anyway Ima get to work on that now and hopefully it will be okay.

In any case if I get desperate I will just draw the sprites and call it a day and slowly but surely upgrade them through era one.

Another thing is I really don't know how to advertise my twitch or my vtuber tbh. Not without giving away things I want on the debut essentially.. I mean I kind of hinted at it but I left it vague but don't know how to further advertise myself.

But hey ima just focus on making something decent hopefully over just getting eyes on me for the debut.. but some idea would be nice if you come across this.

Thanks for reading lol

[mysticvixin]

OH MY GOD. GUYS.

So like I realized I needed to finally upgrade my vtuber software called veadotube and got the newest version and im losing my mind in the best way.

Because if I'm right about this, I can probably draw a full body of my vtuber, move it to really showcase it, and--

BRUH IM LOSING MY MIND IM SO LIKE EXCITED NOW

I NEEDED THIS. my spirits are now so high i might cry like i don't even care!!! The world can be burning right now and I'd still be smiling. I'm over shit now.

I'm so back lmfao.

Next I gotta figure out why none of my icons are showing up like wtf.

Also I find it funny that during this i'm listening to "your new home" from the digital circus on loop for obvious reasons but hey it sounds good so

[mysticvixin]

In other news

Sorry for not streaming I just didn't feel like it and I still needed some time to get some things off my plate as it were. Just doing some self-care like plenty of others are doing. I MIGHT stream this evening but we'll see. I was stuck between playing cookie clicker, cult of the lamb, or minecraft and was going to go with minecraft to do something productive basically to distract from... all that. lol.

[mysticvixin]

greetings, traveler! please forgive me for coming to you anonymously- i will show myself soon, i promise. but i wanted you to know that i've been tuning into your streams lately (also anonymously) and have found them very entertaining and enjoyable! i like your personality and how you play and commentate your games. i hope you enjoy doing it, too, and that you keep streaming for as long as it's fun for you. just thought you should know you have one little fan out there even if i am too shy to "show my face" to you yet! take care and keep being awesome <3

No worries! Thank you so much for reaching out! I've been having a bit of a rocky start admittingly. I just hope my negativity isn't too much of a turn off >.<' I promise I am having a lot of fun! I just tend to be a bit of a perfectionist. It isn't easy learning to live in an abandoned greenhouse away from home! [wink wink lol]

I will certainly be much happier once I get a new wacom pen and get myself situated in this somewhat familiar space.

Thank you for making my day. I really needed it. Genuinely.

I hope we meet soon traveler! Maybe in one of the many realms I find myself in!

I would've drawn a doodle with my response but uhhh pen is still broken jgnfdjgkjlkf.

[mysticvixin]

Not me streaming for nine hours straight lmfao :>

[mysticvixin]

HERE'S A GEARSY! I WANNA SEE YOUR GEARSONA!! TAG ME OR USE THE HASHTAG #GEARSONA Can't wait to see yours!

[mysticvixin]

Five months of work let's goooo. See you all tommorrow ! 10/23/24

[mysticvixin]

9 / 24 / 24

[mysticvixin]

[mysticvixin]

INTRODUCTION.

Greetings. I'm MysticVixin. I'm an artist striving to create something good in this world. If not just a single smile or laugh. Seeing as the digital realm is getting infested with generative parasites, me along with many artists are becoming digital rufugees. That is to say I'm not intending to downplay real rufugees by any means. Considering I come from a place of privledge.

Though I'm willing to explain my point. As an artist, especially in a modern digital world, I'm more or less required to share my art everywhere. There is a pressure to be consistant and to have it on multiple platforms. This is because both possible employers and clients need to see your work to commission or work with you.

Which is to say that with the introduction of artificially generated 'artworks' as well as artificial intelligence training stealing the hard work of millions of artists worldwide, it would be like working a 9-5 position for possibly decades only for a new boss to be step in, take all of your work from since you were hired, attempt to reconstruct your handwriting, math, notes and everything you learned then getting a promotion.

In time, you will then be let go because.. why pay an employee when you can just have something better do it for free after already taking and learning everything that you can do and faster?

So what exactly are you supposed to do in that situation when all the largely well known offices you could 'work' for either proudly or discreetly claim that their employees' work is nothing more than free labor to steal and utilize for their companies?

Obviously you would feel forced to take down all of your hard work to avoid the problem all together even if it may already be too late and seek new offices that don't think your work is unvaluable. Or if they mention they have third party bosses that would like to take your work give you the option to opt out from interacting with them.

Thus.. this is why I am here now. Trying to find a space I can share my work openly instead of having to either give my work up to artificial intelligence training, heavily alter and hide my work with harsh watermarks, or attempting to datapoison my work in hopes it would taint anyone that attempts to take my hard work and use it.

With that said, Greetings. I'm MysticVixin. I'm an artist striving to create a name for myself with hopes of bringing some good into this world. Even if it's as simple as making someone smile or a laugh. I'm also an aspiring vtuber/pngtuber trying to create a small close-knit community and audience for myself casually in hopes of making new connections and learning new things.

I believe this platform is going to get back on its feet with the rest of the digital rufugees possibly finding their place here. I personally decided this one due to how accessible it is in terms of posts as well as browsing. At least it trys to stop me from doom scrolling. Not only that it's on desktop so I don't have to type endlessly on mobile.... Unless I want to.

It also just has that casual sort of feel to it that makes me feel a bit more motivated to post my work more casually. Without the added pressure that other social platforms seem to envoke in me. Either because it's too big and largely populated or just not nearly as accessible. [I promise I'm not a hipster.. I think.]

Other things that intrigue me is how I could keep all of my different mediums separated in multiple blogs. For example my photography can be in one, poetry/writing in another, and even just a personal blog to just hang out and shitpost as a few examples. Then my favorite aspect that I would love to utilize is the anon or user 'ask me' posts where I can possibly build a story through them or just obvously answer random questions!

But enough about stroking Tumblr's ego, currently I'm working on multiple personal projects such as revamping my personal website, recreating stream assets as well as my vtuber sprites, and even a digital social 'game' where you guys call the shots in establishing a florishing collection of creatures! Though I'm still figuring out some details on that front.

Some of my interests besides the obvious include playing games from my childhood that some have been completely forgotten, swimming at the local aquatic center in the summer, walking and listening to music while I pick up random things I find on said walks, shiny things, thinking about humanity and existence, over-thinking said existence, roleplaying, spacing out while animating things in my head, politics to some degree, and pretending my life has meaning.

I've also been exploring more into spirituality and am drawn towards religions of nature. I'm not exactly certain of which I would more likely identify with though paganism and wiccan seem to stick the most. Since I was young I have always been drawn to the moon and the tide. So my practice is likely water based in some manner. Seeing as it flows through all living things. I even remember having a phase as a teenager and making a sort of altar for aesthetics and even lighting candles but not really understanding how best to proceed. Though I did make one spell that I can still recall.

Anyway, enough of my rambling. I can't wait to share some of these things with you guys and see where this journey may take us. Now if you excuse me, I got a logo to recreate and eggs to find. [Hopefully you can help me hatch them!]

[doodleferp]

HYPING UP MY BUDDY YEEAAAAAHHHH

FOUR MORE DAYS LETS GOOOOO!!! It's all come down to this moment. I'm so excited to meet you all.