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mortalfortaxpurposes · 3 months ago

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pete and andy looking like romcom protagonists in joe's instagram post

#KISSING JOE FOREVER AND EVER HE GIVES US SO MUCH JOE I LOVE YOU #fall out boy #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #if you saw this caption change no you didn't #my tunnel vision. it's so bad

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puhpandas · 6 months ago

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I love ggy so much how did they accidentally make the most intriguing hypothetical gay romance ever

#also the book is just so fucking good #and tony becker is literally the best fnaf book protaganist ever once you understand his character #and how crazy the book writes him #like oh my god hes so tunnel visioned doomed by the narritave #any scenario where tony survives the attack is the best idea ever like fr #its just so fun and awesome to make stuff up with that very loose premise #like u can do anything #and the characters are likeable too because they have FLAWS #tony isnt a bad person hes just in a bad place and is an asshole without realizing #and also twelve #like how am i not supposed to become obsessed with beckory when tony spent the whole book #accidentally obsessing over gregorys evil side and then being so tunnel visioned by his own emotional baggage that it kills him #exactly how his father warned him #and his father is the reason hes even so deep into solving mysteries like #and u can put that onto gregory if tony ever survived the attack #like he wouldnt want to believe it the same way he didndt want to believe his dad did it and repeat history #by delving deep into ggy #like damn every relationship ever with gregory is so fucking interesting #ggy never stop being awesome #pandas.txt #obviously beckory isnt the only reason i like ggy but damn its a big reason #tony and Gregory are both so flawed and have so much going on in their head theyd be fucking crazy together #also expanding on the tony stuff i said earlier gregorys side has so much potential too like #even if tony died if gregory ever remembered hed mourn tony and have to deal with that #even if they werent even that close at the time and Gregory doesnt even like. actually have any memories of being friends with him #and if tony survived its like gregorys remembering this faceless nameless boy as the only connection to his past #like what if they both searched for eachother after surviving what then

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rist-ix · 6 months ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/rist-ix/749015401700229120 not you reblogging this when you ship bloom with the man who murdered her family 😭

Bloom's into ppl who slay! Hope this helps :3

#alright snark and ship wars aside i get where you’re coming from tho #if you're genuinely interested in my thought process here i would love to elaborate #which is exactly what I��ll do!#first of all! the post you linked is about headcanons #which my brain kinda wants to put into a whole different category than ships — fandom ships in particular! — but i can leave that aside #because there IS an argument to be made that relationships are an extension of characterization and personality traits #if you wanna go that route i would wanna explain that Bloom's and/or Valtor's interest in the other is in fact based on canon #(even though I don’t really think ships need to be established in the source material. make shit up that’s what fandom is for #1) the Andros episode speaks for itself. Valtor specifically tells the Trix to back off because HE wants to be the one to fight bloom #2) the episode before that he asks questions about her (and only her; even though he has more powerful enemies to worry about)#demonstrating curiosity about and interest in her #3) that same episode (or the one before; can’t remember) is their infamous first meeting #where time LITERALLY slows down as the pass each other on the stairs #they get IMPACT FRAMES #the whole color palette changes!!!#idk about u but I eat that shit up. love the drama of it all no one does it like them #I’m gonna skip all the instances where Valtor is spying on Bloom through his little scrying spell because oh god who has the time #let’s go straight to Bloom #if I had a week I would not be able to collect all the moments where she growls his name in pure fury and single-minded determination #she gets a little bit obsessed with him over the course of the season and I personally think that’s very sexy of her #Bloom is known for her tunnel vision when it comes to her past and origins and Valtor's existence fits PERFECTLY into that #it ties in neatly with her overarching story of the past 2 seasons #literally PERFECT foils #which always makes for the juiciest stories #4) she singles him out for a duel in the museum episode #5) she can literally feel his presence #6) the mere mention of his name sends her into her weird faux enchantix #of course there’s no romance in canon but there’s TENSION AND CHEMISTRY which is all u really need for a ship #all their animosity and bad blood is what makes it so INTERESTING to wonder how they COULD work. it’s the spice that makes for good fanfic!

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garfieldisbetterthanyou · 7 months ago

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I FORGOT TUMBLR EXISTED 😭

commission me on animal jam i swear i’m normal (username sheep23454)

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madame-mongoose · 4 months ago

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I wanna post here more frequently again I just don't feel I have any incentive to do so

#engagement on here has tanked so severely #cries at how bad my art does nowadays #its whatever #idk it dont help i got really bad at answering asks ahdhdjsj #i jus have really bad tunnel vision rn if its not wheatley im not interested JSHDJDJ #monnie rambles

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clandestinegardenias · 4 months ago

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#had an IBS attack yesterday that was my worst in years #my worst since I started a new medication to control it #I didn’t know it could still get so bad #I even took my emergency med right at the start and it barely touched the pain #I had tunnel vision I couldn’t open my eyes I could hardly hear people right next to me #couldn’t stand up much less walk #just lying in the grass next to the driveway as it rained on me and my mom held my hand and talked me thru it #the kind of pain the negates all you other senses #can’t see can’t smell can’t hear can only feel the pain #and the fear of the pain which is almost the worst part #the panic that comes with it #anyway I’ve been feeling like shit today!#no more acute pain but every muscle aches from my entire body tending around the pain for so long #and I’m fatigued and super groggy and my anxiety is bad #just needed to vent if you made it this far…thanks I love you haha

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doubledyke · 5 months ago

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does anyone else feel like.... extremely frazzled when they get home from the store or similar places??

#the best way i can describe it is feeling like theres like a scribble animation in my head if that makes sense lol #im not really one to have social anxiety but for about a year now if i go out esp during the day i feel like this afterwards #while im at the store i have my headphones on of course and im dissociating so hard that i barely remember being there #then when i get home it's like i cant focus but i also have tunnel vision and i kinda zone out for like an hour #i have pretty bad dpdr symptoms all the time but this is like x10 #those grocery store lights do a number on me #idk im probably just overstimulated or something but its weird and uncomfortable and i wanna know WHY #i wish i could afford to get an updated psych eval now that im sober #they'd probably take one look at me and set up the euthanization appt

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reminiscentrainclouds · 13 days ago

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You guys ever feel trapped? Yea I'm well-acquainted with the feeling of being trapped.

#*text #talk about unpleasant #sorry for only posting textposts here lately. I Forgot how I use this blog.#Also I'm gonna use this as an excuse to vent in the tags about something that's been bothering me today.#I hate days where it feels like I can't be the same person for even. idk. an hour?#I was gonna say just a general statement of 'I hate how I can't feel like the same person for more than an hour' but then I realized it onl #particularly bothered me today so maybe it's just a sometimes thing. throws hands up in the air I WOUDLN'T KNOW #It's just...nothing I do throughout the day matches. i keep starting new things only to forget about them (or forget how much I cared #about them) and try something else later. resulting in a long line of unfinished stuff and frustration.#I keep trying to come up with new conclusions/solutions to problems I've run through my head a million times already.#problems I didn't know I had or forgot about pop up etc.#I'll be doing fine and then I'll just feel stranded out of nowhere with no idea why and trying to figure out if this is normal for me.#I've felt stranded all day.#it's just ugh. i'm so confused. it's been a day i guess.#all the words i write feel kinda foreign to me sometimes. short term memory problems I guess. ✌️#but also I feel very very locked in a really limited worldview. or just like. my world feels very small like tunnel vision kind of thing an #for that reason it just feels like it'll go on the same forever and ever and ever. which is a very scary thought.#idk if my logical 'well that obviously isn't the case. things will change eventually' rebuttal is good enough to go against it.#so there you go I wrapped it all back to the point of the post: feeling trapped. yayyy #i don't mean to make myself sound so sad and pitiful. usually i'm doing fine and bad things kinda just don't register in my brain #but there are Secret Evil Feelings inside me that I don't even know about and sometimes I like to poke them with a stick.

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hearts401 · 3 months ago

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Looking at a character like "I understand why you did that but it was such a dick move and you knew better."

#tzu rambles #bc i GET dorian didnt believe he had a shot at life at all #but hes not a mindless idiot #hes not just running on instinct hes a PERSON #and instead of turning his anger at the person who hurt him (rhinedottir) he goes for his little fucking brother #he had such insane tunnel vision. just decided that it had to be albedo #even though he could TELL rhinedottir wasnt here???#did he ever consider that albedo was left behind as well #even if it wasnt for the same reason and if its certainly not as bad a fate as dorians #he NEVER stopped to have even a shred of sympathy #even thought thats what he demanded of others.#hes not STUPID. he KNOWS his aim was to hurt people. he KNOWS he was doing something bad IF NOT THE SAME AS WHAT HIS MOTHER DID?????#not even the same. i'll never say it was “worse” per se but it was so ridiculous. what did albedo do #he only knew of you from rhinedottir. he has a very skewed idea of relationships because of how he was raised.#its just so so SO unfair and i cant get over it #but its okay hes my favoritest ever i love him #*said while shaking with rage*#also again. JUST LIKE HIS MOTHER.#RHINEDOTTIR!!! WAS AIMING FOR PERFECTION!!! AND DORIAN WASNT PERFECT!!! AND SO!!!#BUT THEN HE DECIDED THAT HE DESERVED THIS LIFE!!! MORE THAN ALBEDO!!! THAT HE SHOULD BE THE PERFECT ONE!!!!! ARE YOU INSANE!!!!#HIS INTENT WAS TO THROW ALBEDO OUT AND TAKE HIS PLACE THE SAME WAY RHINEDOTTIR THREW HIM OUT #WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR ISSUEEEEE #WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM!?!??!#I WILL KILL HIM

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notesbynor · 4 months ago

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im so tired of neurotypical parents that enforce neurotypical standards on you

#like if you dont leave a specific instruction i WILL NOT do the thing and that DOES NOT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON #no i did not notice the towels werent drying outside because i have tunnel vision and terrible perception #i did not notice said towels #its not like im ignoring it on purpose!! it just wasnt on my mind because you didnt instruct me to put the towels out!!#and how am i supposed to know that im meant to wash the ricecooker if you didnt tell me to???#youre the one who usually does it! why do i have to do it this time?#why do you EXPECT me to do it without leaving clear instructions??????#I GET IM A FRUSTRATING HOUSEMATE OKAY I KNOW IM TERRIBLE TO LIVE WITH #BUT HEARING YOU LECTURE ME ABOUT RESPONSIBILITY WHEN YOU YOURSELF DIDNT LEAVE INSTRUCTIONS IS JUST STUPID TO ME #IM SO TIRED OF BEING LECTURED #WHY AM I ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING WRONG

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1eos · 2 years ago

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getting unsolicited advice as a virgo is crazy bc don't you know i already considered that in over thinking session #561190?

#i sit in my room and ponder Scenarios #i get really bad tunnel vision tho so i overlook things occasionally so i can't turn down All unsolicited advice #you get a gem once a year #plus ppl love to feel like they're helping lol

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risingsunresistance · 9 months ago

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aww that anon made me feel good :] im still an archive at heart yayyyyyyy

#all i've been doing is playing splatoon but im glad the clips still make their rounds without me o7 #i finished side order btw. just working on maxing out the shop wahoo #gonna ignore the weird bad thing that just happened and hope the other person gets struck by lightning or something #i will just tunnel vision on that anon and pretend my blog isnt being hounded by freaks FKJDHJG #why have i had to block so many people lately can yall please just be normal #chat

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selamat-linting · 1 year ago

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so apparently there's a local mma event in my hometown. im seriously considering going there just to look. not sure if i can actually go due to my work schedule being an absolute mess but.

funny how this all started with me thinking "huh, this new music blog mutual i got is really into this old man" and now im using my precious down time just to check on a sporting event i might not even like!!!!

#posts about my life #head in hands #however this isnt as bad as how i joined the worm fandom tbh #i read a writing prompts and see a dude saying one of the writings there reminds him of worm and #that stupid webserial ended up seriously forming a core part of my teenage self #and might or might not save me from accidentally committing suicide #(yknow how it is when you have tunnel vision so bad you didnt know youre in self destruct mode? thats what i mean)#and made slowly lose my fear in worms and now i have a minor interests in entomology #and i've made a considerable about of online friends who will be in my heart foreverr

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crazysodomite · 2 years ago

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ive become so bad at sketching and composition that im considering busting out blender and just make it there and paint over it 😦

#this is not a problem obviously this is okay to do #however im afraid that by using this i will never improve at sketching #genuinely ending it all because im so bad at gesture drawing. my fucking art skills are in reverse #really good at detail work but REALLY fuckig bad at the basics #just kill me at this point.lol #im starting to genuinely hate my art and it's been years YEEARS that i've never felt like this #i learned to love my art and be genuinely happy with it and now i feel like im backsliding. and brother #art is one of those few things thst keep me afloat. to be completely real #im not in full hatred mode but i feel it coming... if i dont get it together soon... then.... ?#i've tried just painting from uh #painting from.... от пятна короче #and its. kinda working and kinda doesnt #all the proportions feel warped and it's pissing me off. genuinely #it feels like it's all slipping from me #worthless 😂unskilled.#i do also think it's becasue of tunnel vision. it's been bad #it's been really bad #i just focus on 1 specific thing and can't let it go #and then the whole picture feels warped around that thing

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rainbowgothdisaster · 2 years ago

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okay ngl i kinda fucking hate the "harley is at fault for her actions bcuz joker didnt make her do it he just manipulated her"

like if you wanna say harley is at fault for her actions you gotta find a different way to word it bcuz that way just raises like 100 different red flags and also contradicts itself

#'he just manipulated her'#ew ew ew ew ew #that phrasing gives me so much ick #obviously i didnt kill ppl #but i did hurt ppl bcuz my ex had my mind all twisted sideways til it was falling out my head #'brought out the worst in me' and 'triggered an episode' and 'gave me tunnel vision' and 'enabled my bad habits'#are how i word it #'exacerbated my bad habits' is a big one #like i was like that already. it's my fault for doing those things.#ik that seems like saying the same thing in a different way but it seems less shitty when you speak plainly about what exactly happened #and doesnt include the phrasing 'just manipulated'#the word 'just' there /just/ pisses me off and makes me want to claw someones eyes out

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chainsandcherries · 2 years ago

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shoutout to advil fr

#i took some earlier this morning and homygod i'm so glad i did #bc i just had a bout of cramping so bad that i was bent over in my kitchen practicing slow breathing and trying not to puke #while trying not to let my vision tunnel too badly #that would've been. uh. very bad. without my lil candy coated friends.#i'm fine & this is normal but instead of just accepting it i'm letting myself be pissed off about how bullshit this is for once #this has been a Period Post

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