#my tears ricochet x closure

[fear-less]

Taylor Swift song master-list

info: i write fics inspired by Taylor’s songs, i’m planning on making most, if not all, of her songs into fics.

feel free to request for any song:3

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taylor swift (debut)

tim mcgraw

picture to burn

teardrops on my guitar

a place in this world

cold as you

the outside

tied together with a smile

stay beautiful

should’ve said no

mary’s song - fred weasley x reader

our song

i’m only me when i’m with you

invisble

a perfectly good heart

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fearless

fearless

fifteen

love story

hey stephen

white horse - sirius black x reader

you belong with me

breathe

tell me why

you’re not sorry

the way i loved you

forever & always

the best day

change

jump then fall - harry potter x reader

untouchable

come in with the rain

superstar

the other side of the door

today was a fairytale

you all over me

mr. perfectly fine

we were happy

that’s when

don’t you

bye bye baby

if this was a movie

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speak now

mine

sparks fly

back to december

speak now

dear john

mean

the story of us

never grow up

enchanted

better than revenge

innocent

haunted

last kiss

long live

ours

superman

electric touch

when emma falls in love

i can see you

castles crumbling

foolish one

timeless

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red

state of grace

red

treacherous

i knew you were trouble

all too well

22

i almost do

we are never ever getting back together

stay stay stay

the last time - james potter x reader x regulus black

holy ground

sad beautiful tragic

the lucky one

everything has changed

starlight

begin again

the moment i knew

come back…be here

girl at home

state of grace

better man

nothing new

babe

message in a bottle

i bet you think about me

forever winter

run

the very first night

safe and sound

all too well (10 min ver)

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1989

welcome to new york

blank space

style

out of the woods

all you had to do was stay

shake it off

i wish you would

bad blood

wildest dreams

how you get the girl

this love

i know places

clean

wonderland

you are in love

new romantics

“slut!”

say don’t go

now that we don’t talk

suburban legends

is it over now?

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reputation

…ready for it?

end game

i did something bad

don’t blame me

delicate

look what you made me do

so it goes…

gorgeous

getaway car

king of heart

dancing with our hands tied

dress - harry potter x reader

this is why we can’t have nice things

call it what you want

new year’s day

i don’t wanna live forever

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lover

i forgot that you existed

cruel summer

lover

the man

the archer

i think he knows

miss americana & the heartbreak prince

paper rings

cornelia street

death by a thousand cuts

london boy

soon you’ll get better

false god - harry potter x reader

you need to calm down

afterglow

me!

it’s nice to have a friend

daylight

all of the girls you’ve loved before - james potter

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folklore

the 1

cardigan

the last great american dynasty

exile

my tears ricochet

mirror ball

seven

august

this is me trying

illicit affairs

invisible string

mad women

epiphany

betty

peace

hoax

the lakes

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evermore

willow

champagne problems

gold rush

‘tis the damn season

tolerate it

no body, no crime

happiness

dorthea

coney island

ivy

cowboy like me

long story short

closure

evermore

right where you left me

it’s time to go

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midnights

lavender haze

maroon - fred weasley x reader

anti hero

snow on the beach

you’re on your own, kid

midnight rain

question…?

vigilante shit

bejeweled

labyrinth

karma

sweet nothing

mastermind

the great war

bigger than the whole sky

paris

high infidelity

glitch

would’ve, could’ve, should’ve

dear reader

hits different

you’re losing me

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the tortured poets department

fortnight

the tortured poets department

my boy only breaks his favorite toys

down bad

so long, london

but daddy i love him

fresh out the slammer

flordia!!!

guilty as sin?

who’s afraid of little old me?

i can fix him (no really i can)

loml

i can do it with a broken heart

the smallest man who ever lived

the alchemy

clara bow

the black dog

imgonnagetyouback

the albatross

chloe or sam or sophia or marcus

how did it end?

so high school

i hate it here

thanK you aImee

i look in peoples windows

the prophecy

cassandra

peter

the bolter

robin

the manuscript

[anatrik]

folklore and evermore sister songs list

1. the 1- champagne problems.

Common themes:

Failed relationship with unresolved feelings on both sides.

No satisfactory closure.

Recurring devices:

Champagne ( Rosè, Dom Perignon)

Toasts with friends (rosè flowing with your chosen family// no crowd of friends applauded)

Overall reminiscent tone

2. cardigan- willow.

Common themes:

A strong undercurrent of Possessiveness that seems to imply that no one could ever know or love him like she does. (I knew you dancing in your Levis, drunk under the street light, heart beat on the highline...// That's my man)

A certain sense of inevitability born of the long shared history of the two protagonists.

All is fair in this love. (I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired...I knew you'd come back to me// there's one prize I'd cheat to win)

Recurring devices:

Infidelity and forgiveness (I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired...I knew you'd come back to me// wherever you stray I'll follow)

Scars (you drew stars around my scars// show me the places where the others gave you scars)

Trains (heartbeat on the highline, stepping off the last train//you know that my train could take you home)

Linked music videos

Similar instrumentals

3. exile- coney island.

Common theme:

Contemplating the death of a relationship and the role each side played in hastening it

Recurring devices:

Male- Female duet,

Call and response ( you never gave a warning sign, I gave so many signs// did I leave you hanging every single day? did I paint your bluest skies the darkest grey?)

References to fragility ( did I close my fist around something delicate// balancing on breaking branches, we always walked a very thin line)

4. my tears ricochet- closure.

Common theme:

Scathing indictment of a much loathed ex

Recurring devices:

The ex who wants to be the good guy/hero and everything to be neatly tied up with no loose ends ( don't treat me like some situation that needs to be handled//you're the hero flying around saving face)

Reaching out after its too late ( if I'm dead to you why are you at the wake cursing my name//reaching out across the sea that you put between you and me)

5. mirrorball- tolerate it.

Common themes:

Power imbalance

Going above and beyond for someone who doesn't appreciate it (or atleast doesn't let the singer know that they do)

Recurring devices:

Constantly giving one's best (still on that tightrope still trying everything//use my best colors for your portrait)

Insecurity and a pathological need to be palatable ( I can change everything about me to fit in, shining just for you// I take your indiscretions all in good fun, I sit and listen)

Self deprecating self awareness in the outro (I want you to know I'm a mirrorball// I sit and watch you)

6. seven- dorothea.

Common themes:

Friendship

Innocence

Blurring the line between a best friend and a first love

Strong Homoerotic undertones

Recurring devices:

Quintessential American Towns™ (Reading, Pennsylvania// Tupelo, Mississippi)

The trustworthy friend™ (cross my heart won't tell no other// if you're ever tired for being known for you know, you know you'll always know me, I still got love for you// and I've got nothing but well wishes for ya)

Shared Memories (sweet tea in the summer, your braids like a pattern// skipping the prom, the soul I met under the bleachers)

7. august- gold rush.

Common themes:

Summer romance

Forbidden fruit

Other woman perspective

Recurring devices:

The beach (salt air, your back beneath the sun// costal town we wandered around, ships on water)

Sex (twisted in bedsheets// my eagles tshirt hanging from your door)

Yearning and jealousy (your back beneath the sun, wishing I could write my name on it// I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch everybody wants you)

Knowing he belongs to another (you weren't mine to lose// I cant dare to dream about you)

8. illicit affairs- tis the damn season.

Common theme:

"Driving a new Maserati down a dead end street"

Longing for things to be different

Recurring devices:

Time limit ( a drug that only works the first few hundred times//you could call me babe for the weekend)

Roads (take the road less travelled by// road not taken looks real good now)

Perfume (leave the perfume on the shelf...don't even exist//the holidays linger like a bad perfume)

Sneaking around (clandestine meetings//I parked between the Methodist and the school that used to be ours)

A once in a lifetime connection (you showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else// the only soul who knows which smiles I'm faking)

9. invisible string- ivy.

Common theme:

The unbreakable bond between soul mates

Recurring devices:

Color (green grass// ivy, single thread of gold //tarnished glow, teal shirt//opal eyes)

Physical allegory of their connection (invisible string tying you to me// your ivy grows and now I'm covered)

10. mad woman- no body no crime.

Common theme:

Murderous Female Rage™

Recurring devices:

Boats (my canons all firing at your yatch// good thing my daddy made me get a boating licence),

Infidelity (the master of spin has a couple side flings// her husband's acting different and it smells like infidelity)

Mad women.

11. epiphany- marjorie.

Common theme:

Taylor's grandparents

Death

Recurring devices:

The number 13

Dreams (dream of some epiphany// your closets of backlogged dreams)

12. peace- happiness.

Common theme:

Title subversion (would it be enough if I could never give you peace// therell be happiness after you)

13. hoax- evermore.

Common theme:

Extremely sad songs with ultimately hopeful messages

Recurring devices:

Melancholia (stood on a cliffside screaming give me a reason// I was catching my breath barefoot in the wildest winter catching my death)

Distrust (your faithless love// I couldn't be sure I had a feeling so peculiar that this pain would be for evermore)

Self loathing (barren land, I am ash from your fire// motion capture put me in a bad light)

Turmoil (sleepless nights, winless fight// I've been feeling unmoored I'm on waves out being tossed)

Hope (your faithless love's the only hoax// this pain wouldn't be for evermore)

- Anatrik ©

FINALLLY did it

Best 5 hrs of my life that I've "wasted"

[marklilies]

% my tears ricochet

pairings: haechan x gn!reader || wc: 0.96k || warnings: mentions of de*th, dy*ng, car accidents, swearing || inspiration: my tears ricochet by taylor swift

donghyuck kneels at your grave, the rain soaking his clothes. it is the first time he’s visited you since you passed.

he couldn’t bring himself to attend your funeral.

on your headstone are the words, “a wonderful child, loved by all.” donghyuck lifts his finger and gingerly traces the indents of the last three letters.

how he wishes it was his name.

more under the cut!

------------- a month ago -------------

it was raining. you had just finished your last lesson, and were keeping your things in your locker when he walked up to you, uninvited and unwelcome.

“done failing your classes, y/n?” he sneered down at you, snatching your notebook from your grasp. dangling it by just the cover, he shook the notebook, watching with disgust as post-its and other pieces of paper fell out.

you clenched your teeth, balling your fists up, but didn’t say anything. you knew it wouldn’t make a difference anyway. ever since the break up, he never cared about what you felt.

voice even, you said, “give it back, donghyuck. i don’t want to fight.”

“you don’t want to fight?” he asked, not looking at you. “well, i do.” with that, he walked up to the nearest rubbish bin and threw what was left of your notes in.

you stood rooted to the spot as your notes were soiled with strange, sticky liquids and other undesirable substances, unable to say anything in fear of accidentally losing control. you could already feel your anger formulating as harsh words on the tip of your tongue, and if you opened your mouth, they would come rushing out in a rage, ugly and unstoppable.

you took a deep breath and counted to ten. “why did you do that?” your voice was taut, and the air was charged with tension.

donghyuck fixed his gaze on yours. “because you and i no longer love each other.”

that one sentence lit the gas on fire and you exploded.

“i’ve already told you that we broke up for good! we broke up because it wasn’t working, because you were treating me like shit, because i didn’t meet your insane standards and because we were both falling out of love! i did the right thing by ending our relationship, because you were too chicken to do it. why can’t you just accept that we are over and stop harassing me all the time?!”

there was too much to say, too much to feel, and the pressure building inside you for the last three months needed somewhere to go. so you punched the locker door, denting the metal.

you couldn’t even feel the pain.

donghyuck yelled right back at you. “and yet you never gave me another chance to prove myself, never told me where i went wrong! why can’t we try again?”

you were crying at this point, wanting so bad to make him understand you. “i’ve given you more than ten chances, and each time, you’ve failed to prove that you can handle yourself. i can’t do this to myself anymore, hyuck,” you sobbed, and donghyuck shut himself up, because you used his nickname for the first time in months.

“i can’t let you break my heart over and over again, just to tape it back together with feigned regret and empty apologies.”

you had run out into the rain, and donghyuck had done nothing about it, because it had hit him that everything you said about him was true. he didn’t know how to love you right.

and that was when you’d run right in front of a moving car.

------------- present day -------------

he stares at your name, engraved on the semi-circular slab of stone.

“isn’t it funny, that i realised my mistake just as you made yours?” he chuckles, the sound hollow. dead, just like the only person he’d ever loved.

he swallows, feeling his adam’s apple bob up and down against his throat. now that you’re gone, he has no way to apologise. it occurs to him that he may still love you, and continue loving you for the rest of his life. no closure, no way to move on.

it’ll kill him someday.

he rests his forehead on the top of the cold, hard stone, shutting his eyes. a single tear slips out from under his lashes, landing on the surface of the soil beneath which you lie.

“fuck you, y/n.” his voice breaks as he says this. his heart, it beats with melancholy, aching with a hole that can never be filled. “fuck you for making me feel this way.”

he doesn’t say what he most wants to. i wish you stayed.

he remembers a time when you would bound up to him, placing a soft peck on his cheek. or when he would drag you out of bed at two in the morning to buy snacks from the convenience store nearby. your sleepy smile, the way you clinged onto his arm.

donghyuck presses his skin deeper into the rough tombstone, the sharper edges cutting into his flesh. he digs his nails into his palms, quietly acknowledging the fact that you will never do that again. he will never get to see that again.

big, fat drops of rain splatter on his back and skull, creating random rhythms. he focuses on that, drawing his thoughts away from the smarting in his chest. maybe if he removes himself from his surroundings, he might be able to meet you again.

that’s all he needs. one meeting with you.

unfortunately, the law of nature dictates the opposite. in his mind, he hears you say, “your eyes are so bright.” he wants to contradict this statement. that was your light reflecting in his pupils.

the tears come, and for the next few years, they don’t stop.

© marklilies, 2021. all rights reserved.

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[allthefakepeople]

miels bestie hiii random question but assign some taylor songs off the top of your head to the six of crows characters

oooooh you’re speaking my language

i actually have a six of crows playlist that has some t swift on it that you can find HERE

but if you don’t want to go there just yet

look what you made me do is a general six of crows anthem in my personally opinion. Like apply the message of that song to their mission

i did something bad for all of the girls

haunted for Nina/matthias after nina’s perceived betrayal

this is me trying for either wylan, kaz, or jesper

cowboy like me feels like a kaz x inej song

now some more specifics

kaz: closure, my tears ricochet, bad blood, cold as you

inej: the man, the archer, no body no crime (lol)

jesper: peace, mirrorball, I think he knows

wylan: seven, clean, begin again

nina: stay stay stay, right where you left me, gold rush

matthias: all you had to do was stay, sad beautiful tragic

this was actually kind of tough and now I want to re-read the books to see if i get new inspiration so thanks for that bestie loll

but what do you think? agree? disagree?

-miels ✨💜

[achaoticeternal]

folklore + evermore series

over quarantine, taylor swift has produced two spectacular albums which have left a good majority of us in tears, pain, whatever you want to call it. taylor has written songs that correlate to life in multiple aspects and filtering through the different types and stages of love. And with that, I have decided to write a series of one-shots and connected stories based on the music and lyrics from the albums ever more!

Below the keep reading line, you will find the tracklist with pairings next to them and a lyric that will serve as a summary. As I publish these, I will link the finished fics. I hope you enjoy a marvel and wizarding world of harry potter twist to these beautiful songs, 

from mattie, with love - evermore

the one - draco malfoy x muggleborn!reader and if my wishes came true, it would've been you

willow - ron weasley x reader* i'm begging for you to take my hand, wreck my plans, that's my man

cardigan - cedric diggory x reader, fred weasley x reader but I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs

champagne problems - stephen strange x reader sometimes you just don't know the answer, 'til someone's on their knees and asks you

the last great american dynasty - ron weasley x malfoy!reader who knows, if she never showed up, what could've been, there goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen

gold rush - steve rogers x reader everybody wonders what it would be like to love you

exile - bucky barnes x reader you're not my homeland anymore, so what am i defending now?

‘tis the damn season - george weasley x reader you can run, but only so far/ i escaped it too, remember how you watched me leave/ but if it's okay with you, it's okay with me

my tears ricochet - stephen strange x reader and you can aim for my heart, go for blood, but you would still miss me in your bones

tolerate it - tony stark x daughter!reader, peter parker x stark!reader i made you my temple, my mural, my sky/ now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life - part 2 of this is me trying

mirrorball - tony stark x daughter!reader, peter parker x stark!reader i'm still on that trapeze, i'm still trying everything to keep you looking at me part 3 to this is me trying and tolerate it

no body, no crime - dark!loki laufeyson x reader no, there ain't no doubt, i think i'm gonna call him out

seven - neville longbottom x reader passed down like folk songs the love lasts so long

happiness - steve rogers x reader, bucky barnes x reader i can't make it go away by making you a villain, i guess it's the price i paid for seven years in heaven part 2 of illicit affairs

august - fred weasley x reader so much for summer love and saying "us", cause you weren't mine to lose

dorothea - peter parker x reader and if you're ever tired of being known for who you know, you know, you'll always know me

this is me trying - tony stark x daughter!reader, peter parker x stark!reader it's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you

coney island - cedric diggory x reader, draco malfoy x reader, harry potter x reader, neville longbottom x reader, george weasley x reader what's a lifetime of achievement if i pushed you to the edge? but you were too polite to leave me

illicit affairs - steve rogers x reader x bucky barnes  you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else

ivy - draco malfoy x reader, harry potter x reader i wish to know the fatal flaw that makes you long to be magnificently cursed

invisible string - fred weasley x reader one single thread of gold tied me to you

cowboy like me - steve rogers x reader it could be love, we could be the way forward, and I know I'll pay for it part 2 of long story short

mad woman - loki laufeyson x reader do you see my face in the neighbor's lawn? does she smile? or does she mouth, "fuck you forever"?

long story short - steve rogers x reader now i just keep you warm and my waves meet your shore ever and evermore

epiphany - bucky barnes x reader, platonic steve rogers x reader you dream of some epiphany, just one single glimpse of relief

marjorie - peter parker x stark!reader if I didn't know better, i'd think you were still around

betty - ron weasley x reader right now is the last time i can dream about what happens when you see my face again

closure - draco malfoy x muggleborn!reader yes i got your letter, yes i'm doing better, it cut deep to know ya, right to the bone part two of the 1

peace - steve rogers x reader i'd give you my sunshine, give you my best but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me

evermore - harry potter x reader i had a feeling so peculiar that this pain would be for evermore i had a feeling so peculiar that this pain wouldn’t be for evermore

hoax - tom riddle x reader you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart, but what you did was just as dark

the lakes - neville longbottom x reader i don't belong and, my beloved, neither do you

[allamericansbitch]

Hey everyone! Here’s this weeks (feb 1-7) addition to my Creator Shoutout Series! For info about the series, I explained it in the first post here, but generally, it’s to show appreciate to editors and their creations that i love from the past week. To track this series or look at previous shoutouts, please check out the tag on my blog *creatorshoutouts. Have a great week everyone!

taylor swift track five’s gifset by @holygraund​

birds of prey comic themed gifset by @cillianmurphy​

cowboy like me book cover design by @cellphonehippie​

taylor swift gradient gifset by @taylorswftt​

stranger things gifset by @dailysteveharrington​

evermore vinyl design by @melodramas​

‘evermore songs as books’ designs by @bybdolan​

birds of prey music moment gifset by @anna-kendricks​

my tears ricochet graphic by @hugallurfriends​

closure gifset by @midsummerknife​

gilmore girls x champagne problems gifset by @lorelaileighs​

evermore art by @ohnoballoons​

end game gifset by @lovestory​

birds of prey musical moment movie poster gifset by @cillianmurphy​

dorothea edit by @londonsboy​

folklore/evermore poster by @wildestdream​

reputation tour setlist gifset by @paintedmesgolden​

coney island graphic by @seedaylight​

birds of prey + favorite dynamic gifset by @anna-kendricks​

reputation tour wardrobe gifset by @lovestory​

no body, no crime art by @ine8s​

schitts creek + family dynamics gifset @meliorn​

taylor swift vinyl cover designs by @krysten-knitter​

right where you left me gifset by @lookslikesnow​

frank ocean discography edit by @pureheroini​

gold rush gifset by @afragileline​

closure graphic by @ssafeandsound​

happiness graphic by @anervousmirrorball​

champagne problems art by @folkerm11

[pappydaddy]

Folklore/Evermore Collection

Folklore/Evermore Collection

THIS MASTERLIST HAS BEEN MOVED! IF YOU HAVE THIS SAVED IN YOUR LIKES, JUST KNOW THIS WILL NOT BE UPDATE WITH NEW WORKS! THIS IS THE NEW MASTERLIST FOR THIS COLLECTION!

These will not be published in this order

Just like these albums, some stories are connected, continuations, some being the same story told from different perspectives. 

*I will be working on these while still working on requests! 

Requests are still closed!

Currently in progress:  All Harry Potter fics

Next to be in progress: Stranger Things

Posted: ivy + betty + august + tolerate it + evermore + invisible string

Published (December 11, 2020)

Updated (August 29, 2021)

Folklore

the 1 - Steve Harrington x fem!reader - Coming soon

She thought they were something with the flirtatious exchanges. She was sure that he liked her too until he left her heart bleeding in her hands. 

cardigan - Draco Malfoy x fem!reader - Coming soon 

They knew each other like nobody else did, they made each other feel wanted. Now they were like strangers and she was left cursing his name. 

the last great american dynasty -  Simon Kalivoda x fem!reader - Coming soon

After the love of her life is murdered, Y/N lives a glorious party filled life, but everyone else is left wondering what would have come of her if she hadn’t lost herself.  

exile - Liam Dunbar x fem!reader - Coming soon

After their break-up Liam and Y/N need to be faced with moving on while seeing each other all the time.

my tears ricochet - Draco Malfoy x sister!reader/Neville Longbottom x fem!reader (briefly mentioned) - Coming soon

She knew her parents would disown her for being sorted in Gryffindor and dating a blood-traitor whose parent’s happened to have fought against them, but she never thought her brother would too.

mirrorball - Tom Riddle x fem!reader - Coming soon

Reader knows that her relationship with Tom is coming to an end, she feels him slipping away, but she tries to do everything to please him and amusement in an attempt to stop him from slipping from her fingers.

seven - Draco Malfoy x fem!reader - Coming soon

Draco and Y/N have been friends from childhood, having grown up right next to the Malfoy’s. Y/N knows that Draco’s parents don’t treat him right, and she finds herself falling apart from not being able to help him while being his beacon of hope.

august - Fred Weasley x fem!reader/Fred Weasley x Mallory (OC)- POSTED!

Please read betty | part two first before this one!  

Told from Mallory’s point of view (from betty).  Mallory is in love with Fred, but he’s in love with Y/N. Mallory jumps on any chance that she can imagine that he was hers.   

this is me trying - Steve Harrington x fem!reader/Steve Harrington x Nancy Wheeler - Coming soon

Steve wonders if he made the right decision by picking Nancy over Y/N as he tries to make his relationship with Nancy work. Continuation of the 1.

illicit affairs - Steve Harrington x fem!reader/Steve Harrington x Nancy Wheeler - Coming soon

Steve and Y/N must deal with their decisions, but an implosion is inevitable. Continuation of the 1.

invisible string - George Weasley x fem!reader - POSTED!

George and Y/N would always pop up in each other’s lives during their time at Hogwarts. It wasn’t until two years after the Twins left Hogwarts that they bumped into each other again, but this time, they figured out why they couldn't get rid of each other.

mad woman - Tom Riddle x fem!reader - Coming soon

After Tom cheats on Y/N, he continues to pour gasoline onto the fire by pinning her as ‘mad’. 

epiphany - Harry Potter Universe x fem!reader - Coming soon

Y/N sees horrible things while fighting in the frontlines of the Second World war and even suffers herself. 

betty | part two - Fred Weasley x fem!reader - POSTED!

Fred has a new female friend. Y/N starts to notice just how close they are and it sets alarms off for her.

peace - Neville x Malfoy!fem!reader - Coming soon

Y/N worries that Neville will break up with her because she cannot give him the peaceful relationship he deserves since her family wants to tear them apart. Continuation from this is me trying.

hoax - Tom Riddle x fem!reader - Coming soon

Y/N can’t let go of Tom after she broke up with him, thinking that she would be better off with him despite him being horrible to her. 

Evermore

willow - George Weasley x fem!Reader - Coming Soon

He didn’t mean to fall for Y/N, but once he had her in his sights, he come into her world like a cyclone. Y/N never wanted to fall for him either, but he eventually knocked down her walls.

champagne problems - Draco Malfoy x fem!Reader - Coming soon

Y/N deals with the fall out of leaving her arranged engagement with Draco and it starts to look like he might not have felt the same about the arrangement as she did. 

gold rush - George Weasley x fem!slytherin!reader - Coming soon

Y/N doesn’t like being close to people and letting them in, but George Weasley managed to wiggle his way past her walls. He helps her learn to trust, she helps him realize that maybe not all Slytherins are the same.

tis the damn season - Stiles Stilinksi x fem!reader - Coming soon

Y/N is back in Beacon Hills for the holidays and she’s forced to face the people she left behind, including her ex-love, Stiles. An argument ensues and Stiles realizes something.

tolerate it - Percy Weasley x fem!reader - POSTED!

Percy’s become more uptight since starting with the ministry and Y/N starts to think he’s just tolerating her.

*no second war AU where Voldemort was killed by baby Harry*

no body, no crime - JJ Maybank x fem!reader - Coming soon

JJ and Y/N notice something is off about how her kook step-father is treating her mother. When her mother suddenly goes missing, things start to become fishy.

happiness - Isaac Lahey x fem!reader - Coming soon

Y/N and Isaac fall out of love, their relationship exploding in front of their faces. Follows their implosion and the after-math.

dorothea - Stiles Stilinski x fem!reader - Coming soon

Part of the story from tis the damn season, Stiles is still hung up on his ex-girlfriend despite that she’s so far away. He can’t help but wonder about her.

coney island - Stilies Stilinski x fem!reader - Coming soon

After seeing each other at Christmas, Stiles and Y/N can’t get each other off their minds. Y/N questions if she should have left him. An emergency brings Y/N back to Beacon Hills and revelations are made. 

ivy - Draco Malfoy x fem!reader/Fred Weasley x fem!reader - POSTED!

Y/N is a pureblood forced into an arranged marriage with Draco Malfoy, but she couldn’t let Fred Weasley wiggle his way into her heart.

cowboy like me - JJ Maybank x fem!reader - Coming soon

At the first meeting, Y/N thought that she wasn’t going to fall for JJ. But as she slowly got to know him, the similarities between them jumped out at her. 

long story short - Billy Hargrove x fem!reader - Coming soon

Billy and Y/N always had a spark, but she was already dating someone else. But when she falls from her pedestal, had her life crumbles under her feet, she’s sent right into Billy’s arms.

marjorie - Allison Argent x fem!reader - Coming soon

After Allison’s death, her girlfriend could swear that she was still there with her, but she knows better. She knows that it’s just her grief playing tricks on her.

closure - Robin Buckley x fem!reader - Coming soon

Robins girlfriend broke up with her six months ago suddenly before moving to a new Country for school. Today, she receives a latter and it stirrs up angry feelings within Robin.

evermore - Charlie Weasley x fem!reader - POSTED!

Y/N just broke up with her fiancé after finding out he was in love with  another woman. With no home to run to, she packs a bag and heads to the only person she could think of - Charlie. But as she stays with him, she could sense that something was stirring between them. 

[marveloussupernerd]

Mystic Messenger x Taylor Swift

Fics inspired by Taylor Swift songs (NOT songfics)

Folklore

the 1 - V

cardigan - Zen

the last great (american) dynasty - Jumin

exile - Seven x MC x Jumin

my tears ricochet - Seven

mirrorball - Saeran

seven - Jaehee

august - Yoosung

this is me trying - Jaehee

illicit affairs - Zen

invisible string - Yoosung

mad woman - Jumin (part two)

epiphany - Yoosung

betty - Seven

peace - V

hoax - Saeran

Evermore

willow - Seven

champagne problems - Yoosung (part 2)

gold rush - Zen

‘tis the damn season - Saeran

tolerate it - Jaehee

no body, no crime - Vanderwood

happiness - V

dorothea - Zen

coney island - Jaehee

ivy - Saeran x MC x Jumin

cowboy like me - Vanderwood

long story short - V

marjorie - Jumin

closure - Yoosung

evermore - Jumin x MC x Seven

“Bonus Tracks”

tolerate it - Seven

MC is the in-universe Taylor Swift — all characters but Vanderwood (headcannons)

Mysme characters as T Swift songs

[bi-bard]

Masterlist for My folklore/evermore Writing Challenge

If you want to join in the challenge, click right here! It has all the rules and such!

This is a list of what I’ve written for this challenge so far!

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the lakes: I’m setting off, but not without my muse- Castiel (Supernatural)

marjorie: And if I didn’t know better, I’d think you were talking to me now - Castiel (Supernatural)

epiphany: And some things you just can’t speak about - Robert Chase (House MD)

seven: Are there still beautiful things? - Duke Crocker (Haven)

gold rush: I don’t like that falling feels like flying ‘til the bone crush - Eleventh Doctor (Doctor Who)

long story short: and he feels like home - Jack Hodgins (Bones)

champagne problems: you won’t remember all my champagne problems - Dean Forester (Gilmore Girls)

it’s time to go: he’s got my past frozen behind glass, but I’ve got me - Winn Schott (Supergirl)

invisible string: all along there was some invisible string tying you to me - Jack Kline (Supernatural)

no body, no crime: I think he did it, but I just can’t prove it - Ed Nygma (Gotham)

tolerate it: you assume I'm fine, but what would you do if I break free and leave us in ruins? - Aaron Hotchner (Criminal Minds)

ivy: your touch brought forth an incandescent glow; tarnished but so grand - Morgana (Merlin)

the 1: if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you- Charles Xavier (X-Men)

‘tis the damn season: you can call me babe for the weekend- Sara Lance (Legends of Tomorrow)

cowboy like me: we could be the way forward and I know that I’ll pay for it - Din Djarin (The Mandalorian)

august: back when I was livin’ for the hope of it all - Dean Winchester (Supernatural)

dorothea: Do You Ever Stop to Think About Me?- Emily Prentiss (Criminal Minds)

mad woman: they strike to kill, and you know I will - Rip Hunter (Legends of Tomorrow)

willow: Wherever you stray, I follow - Will Graham (Hannibal)

peace: The devil’s in the details, but you’ve got a friend in me - Sam Winchester (Supernatural)

betty: the worst thing that I ever did, was what I did to you - Oliver Queen (Arrow)

mirrorball: I know they said the end is near - Charlie Bradbury (Supernatural)

coney island: you were too polite to leave me- Elliot Alderson (Mr. Robot)

cardigan: I knew you; playing hide-and-seek and giving me your weekends - Link (Mainstream)

exile: I’m not your problem anymore, so who am I offending now? - Peter Parker (TASM)

happiness: leave it all behind and there is happiness - Derek Hale (Teen Wolf)

evermore: evermore - Dean Winchester (Supernatural)

the last great american dynasty: there goes the last great american dynasty - Lonnie Machin (Arrow)

closure: I know that it’s over, I don’t need your closure - Barry Allen (The Flash)

illicit affairs: look at this idiotic fool that you made me - Sam Winchester Imagine (Supernatural)

this is me trying: I didn’t know if you'd care if I came back - Kara Danvers (Supergirl)

my tears ricochet: I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace - Castiel (Supernatural)

right where you left me: you left me no choice but to stay here forever - Eleventh Doctor Imagine

hoax: you knew you won, so what’s the point in keeping score? - Seeley Booth (Bones) (part 2)

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Writing Prompts Inspired by Folklore and Evermore

Including bonus tracks, this list contains lyrics that can inspire your own writing. Feel free to switch things up or add your own! Just like the albums themselves, I made a mix of happy, romantic prompts and angsty ones. 

folklore

i. the one: “if one thing had been different / would everything be different today?” ii. cardigan: “to kiss in cars and downtown bars / was all we needed.” iii. tlgad: “who knows if I never showed up / what could’ve been.” iv. exile: “I’m not your problem anymore / so who am I offending now?” v. my tears ricochet: “and you’re cursing my name / wishing I’d stay.” vi. mirrorball: “spinning in my highest heels, love / shining just for you.” vii. seven: “passed down like folk songs / our love lasts so long.” viii. august: “wanting was enough / for me, it was enough.” ix. this is me trying: “and maybe I don’t quite know what to say / but I’m here in   your doorway.” x. illicit affairs: “for you, I would ruin myself / a million little times.” xi. invisible string: “one single thread of gold / tied me to you.” xii. mad woman: “they say “move on” / but you know I won’t.” xiii. epiphany: “watch you breathe in / watch you breathe out.” xiv. betty: “if you kiss me / will it be just like I dreamed it?” xv. peace: “family that I chose / now that I see your brother as my brother.” xvi. hoax: “you knew it still hurts underneath my scars / from when they pulled   me apart.” xvii. the lakes: “I’m setting off/ but not without my muse / no, not without you.”

evermore

i. willow: “I’m begging for you to take my hand / wreck my plans.” ii. champagne problems: “sometimes you just don’t the answer / ‘til someone’s     on their knees and asks you.” iii. gold rush: “what’s it like to grow up that beautiful? / with your hair falling into   place like dominoes.” iv. ‘tis the damn season: “even though I’m leaving / and I’ll be yours for the           weekend.” v. tolerate it: “I made you my temple, my mural, my sky.” vi. no body, no crime: “but I ain’t lettin’ up until the day I die.” vii. happiness: “there’ll be happiness after you / but there was happiness           because of you, too.” viii. dorothea: “but it’s never too late to come back to my side.” ix. coney island: “the sight that flashed before me was your face.” x. ivy: “it’s the goddamn fight of my life / and you started it.” xi. cowboy like me: “never thought I’d meet you here / it could be love.” xii. long story short: “and we live in peace / but if someone comes at us, this time I’m ready.” xiii. marjorie: “if I didn’t know better / I’d think you were still around.” xiv. closure: “it wasn’t right / how it all went down/ looks like you know that now.” xv. evermore: “I dreamed of you / it was real enough/ to get me through.” xvi. right where you left me: “you left me no choice / but to stay here forever.” xvii. it’s time to go: “sometimes giving up is the strong thing / sometimes to run is the brave thing.”

[curiousconch]

Come Find Me

Epilogue Ricochet (An Open Heart AU) 

Catch up here: Series Masterlist 

Chapter Synopsis: With Bryce and Heather miles apart, will they find their way to each other again? 

Pairing: Bryce Lahela x MC (Dr. Heather Song) 

Words: 1.9k+ | Genre: Crime, Suspense/Thriller, Romance

Rating/Warnings: Mature (16+) / language, implications of mental health issues

Author's Notes: This is the last installment of Ricochet, my first ever fanfiction series. Thank you for every single person who took the time to read, comment and reblog! Working on this story has helped me recover from a slump, and I hope in its own special way, it did the same thing for you.

Also, disclaimer: Majority of the characters are owned by Pixelberry, except the main character Heather Song.

23 Months Later

It was a long time coming, but the lonely nights and hard work has paid off for ADA Bryce Lahela. Well, District Attorney Lahela, as of that day.

With his relentless pursuit of grandslamming all cases, he was officially promoted. And ever since, Bryce Lahela was on a roll.

First, Jordan Peter Anderson was contrite, yet still convicted for life imprisonment on two counts of attempted murder and one count each of kidnapping and stalking. He would be transferred to a mental health facility however, due to needed psychiatric treatments.

Guilty.

Second, Declan Nash was found guilty by a grand jury on conspiring to kidnap and murder. Though he denied the allegations until the end, he wasn't spared from justice being served to him. To add insult to injury, his reduced sentence for his role in the Panacea scandal was also reversed when the Boston DA appealed for it.

Guilty.

Third, the Boston DA presented their case and helped senate managers to impeach Senator Ed Farrugia so he can no longer run for any public office moving forward. To save himself from further public prosecution, he plead guilty on counts of kidnapping and attempted murder.

Guilty.

On the sentencing trial of the the three main perpetrators, Bryce argued against bail and advocated for how much psychological damage has been made to the victim and their relatives, becoming the champion of the absent main victim, Heather Song. He succeeded to persuade the court to agree to the original terms. And Bryce, in his sharp gray suit as always, stood a little taller that day. But the latest scoop the press feasted on was the surprise federal conviction of the young DA's own parents, proven to have conspired with others to scheme against both Ed Farrugia and the Edenbrook doctor. This was announced by the federal court on Friday, almost two years after the almost fatal events. They both lost parole privileges and have been given hefty penalties by the FBI.

Bryce considered all of them a triumph. A satisfying closure to the bitter chapter of his life. Most importantly, it was a step closer to her. To reuniting with the love of his life.

Even in the middle of his newfound fame, it was her who motivated him. It was memories of her who helped him endure all those sleepless nights. Even the news of her triumphs in her field inspired him to work harder. When things went tough or didn't go his way, he would always think: what would she do if she was in his situation?

It has always been her.  And he missed her so much.

And on that final day of hearing, as the media clambered around him at the steps of Boston's city court, she was the only one in his mind. His head was kept cool even in the most stressful days by the simple thoughts of her.

Facing his adoring crowd, he thought of her and in a snap he was his usual confident self. Charming, even for the most livid of journalists with the sharpest of tongues. He addressed a barrage of questions about the latest development of the case. But a sudden, unexpected question made the ever-confident Bryce Lahela falter a little:

"What do you plan to do next, now that it's all over?"

In all of the past two years, if someone had asked him that very question, the answer would always be the same.

"I believe it's time to collect on the promise made to me by someone," he said with a smirk directed to the camera, consciously knowing that the person who needed to hear his remarks was listening. He excused himself and went on his way, several of those lens struggling to stay on his figure as he stepped inside his new sleek black car.

Hundreds of miles away, from a living room TV in Baltimore, a pair of hazel eyes watched the evening news earlier that afternoon. Still in her usual work clothes of a white ribbed turtleneck shirt and dark jeans, Heather Song couldn't help but grin back at the smug face of Bryce Lahela, chuckling as she held a glass of the same white wine that she once shared with him so many nights ago.

"Well I guess that's my queue to pack," she muttered to herself as she turned off the TV, and switching on her speakers. Shawn Mendes' crooning voice singing Fallin' All In You played in the background as she went to her bedroom, preparing for her long-awaited return to Boston.

As Heather collected her belongings, she thought of the life she built there in Baltimore. Living in a strange city with nothing to remind her of what she left in Boston was a surprisingly refreshing restart.

The first thing she did after moving in was to make an appointment for a therapist, who helped her deal with the trauma of everything she experienced. The months of consistently visiting her doctor helped her recuperate, as she worked on rebuilding the passion she somehow lost for a while when she left Edenbrook.

As she slowly found her strength again, she focused on her cancer research, providing a happy reprieve in her loneliness. The research she led has been lauded by the medical community as the most advance step medicine has made towards the cure for cancer. The plaque for which their team's efforts were recognized sat on a prominent shelf in the middle of her own office at Johns Hopkins. It was the work she was most proud of ever since she became a doctor. It was where she flourished, even more than as a diagnostician. In her video calls with her mentor in Edenbrook, she never forgot to thank Ethan for nudging her to the right direction. She often joked with Naveen as well, telling them they had good hindsight, and it was the best decision that she trusted them both.

Her friends frequently facetimed, often weekly and during drunken nights at Donahues. There was never a day that she didn't miss them.

Recalling the great times she has had in her isolation proved to be good for her. She was able to find herself once again, her mentors were right. Her career weren't overshadowed but instead shone in the months she spent by herself in Maryland.

Yet she missed this one person so much, but witnessing his career flourish certainly made it easier and the nights longing for him worth it. And she couldn't be more prouder. She watched every news coverage he was featured in, liked every post he was tagged in, asked for news of him from the gang once in a while. In her own subtle way, Heather continued to love him, even from afar.  But not knowing when and where she'd see him again ached her heart for so long. She tried to seek answers from him so many times, yet she wasn't able to dial his number.

She was in the middle of her thoughts when suddenly her doorbell rang.

"Must be Farley again," she sighed, lightly brushing back her now long brunette hair before she trudged to her entryway.

When she opened the door, she barely was only able to glance at her visitor before he dipped her down and kissed her.

The lips that pressed upon hers were soft and familiar. The visitor's scent she knew so well excited her, making her respond to the kiss. A couple of breathless minutes after, Heather can finally express her amazement, inviting the very much welcome guest inside.

"I told you I'd come find you," she said teasingly, beckoning him inside her apartment.

"There was no need, Heath, because my eyes never left you," Bryce winked at her and smiled his megawatt smile, making Heather melt inside. He was still wearing his gray suit from the press conference that afternoon, making it known that he flew straight to her after he wrapped up the case.

Bryce kept track of her, no matter how difficult. Sienna and Jackie had filled him in with updates from her, refusing to let go of his connection with her for the last two years as he waited and waited for the right time to reconnect.

It took a long time, yet finally, the months of waiting flew by fast. As if the calendar and the seasons anticipated their reunion.

Though it was agonizing to watch each other from afar, making their chosen path all the more difficult, it proved to be the final test needed for the love that they had. Distance and time apart can either make you or break you, but for them, it only made them long for each other more.

Not even for a second did Heather look at someone else, she was Bryce's alone, as promised. And she knew that, finding him tonight in her doorstep, it was the same for him.

As they stood in Heather's living room, staring at each other to trace the tiny changes in their appearances since the day they saw each other last, the unspoken longing was more than they could bear.

He pulled her once again in his arms and held Heather tight, savoring the jasmine scent of hers that he missed so much in the past. She wrapped her arms around his waist in return, finally able to lean on his warmth after so many cold nights.

"I hope you didn't mind me barging in here without so much of a warning," Bryce whispered into her ear, as he tucked his head in between the nape of her neck. Heather silently shook her head, struggling to stop the happy tears from falling, leaning into the warmth of the man whose arms she longed be in for a long time. "I couldn't wait a second more to move on from what happened and just be together, you and me, no hospital, no stupid senators, no overbearing parents, no threats, just us." Bryce said softly, almost afraid that this wasn't all real. He dreamt about this moment so much that he thought this might just be his imagination, conjured by the many sleepless and lonely days of the path they chose for themselves.

"I'd love that so much, Bryce," Heather spoke gently into his ear, hoping that those few words were more than enough to convey that this was real, and that the warmth and love she still felt for him is still true since that fateful day in a Boston cafe.

His lips touched her nose, her cheeks, then found her mouth once again, thirsty of her after so long apart. Heather allowed him, tilting her head to deepen the kiss as her hands settled on the nape of his neck, fiery passion and warm tingling slowly rising inside.

There were no more games, no more lies. The worries of losing Heather disappeared, finding her in this new place but seeking his same old embrace, his same old kiss. Bryce felt joy and an overwhelming relief, that finally, finally, Heather was his, and him hers and hers alone.

The promise that it gets brighter from then on was uttered. And a vow that when the rain does come, they'd hold each other tighter. No more letting go. Like a stubborn bullet that never quite hit its target until now, Heather ricocheted off Bryce Lahela's walls and broke them down until he couldn't resist being hit anymore.

The tenacious, snarky, and smart woman in his arms hit him where it mattered the most. And he knew full well that not another day will be spent looking behind, just forward. Because finally, he found the right woman to fall all in for. And that's Heather freaking Song.

Fin. A/N 2: Sorry for the retag, but I had to repost this because I somehow got the initial version deleted. 😑😥 Tags: @eleanorbloom @ejustlurkshere​ @choicesficwriterscreations​ @openheartfanfics​

[archersandsunsets]

Congrats on getting so much essay work done! I have to say as a very recent English Lit grad your excitement about the Romantic poets brought back so many fond memories <3 okay but as for business: Do you or do you not think that the tracks of Folklore and Evermore are pairwise connected? I don't know if Taylor has said anything about this, but it feels like the tracks with the same number are (or could be) all related somehow?

omg! thanks for sharing about the romantic period! it’s so fun to be able to look at this romantic outlook on life and then write about my feelings on miss swift!

onto your theory: i’ve seen it. this is really interesting as an idea, but just putting the titles side by side doesn’t make sense in my opinion given the very different trajectory of story told. i can see similar themes within the albums, and within the songs—but not when constrained to the tracklist order exactly.

(she says, and then puts every song on folklore and every song on evermore side by side and proves herself all kinds of wrong!)

for example:

the 1 / willow - playful what if? / more of that “we found that forever love” rather than questions - so unless you want to see it as being more like a dichotomy... which... might actually work hold on.

cardigan / champagne problems - well these are both reflections on relationships but very different... dichotomy???? also you have the parallel ranting bridges which give you a lot of information about what happened. (i could see this one working but more like a two sides of the same coin maybe... and i have seen a theory on champagne problems being about betty/james, but given the fact that cardigan is clearly a long 20 year onward reflection... idk if it exactly fits... but who knows. i’m only on day 1 of looking at it.)

tlgad / gold rush - rebekah harkness / having a crush or infatuation... this one just doesn’t work at all imo. gold rush reminds me of gorgeous or at least about taylor x joe, and tlgad is a totally separate story thematically.

exile / tis the damn season - this is like an almost maybe but might be reaching. like. both have that whole exes storyline—one where the breakup occurs, and one after. i guess it depends on your interpretation of when this exiled relationship took place. ALSO! parallels of “homeland” and “hometown” ummmmmmm!!!!

my tears ricochet / tolerate it - there is the marriage aspect holding them together, but personally my tears ricochet fits together more with happiness? i can’t get that thought out of my head so this one is just... yeah. but i can see it a tiny, tiny bit on the surface of marriage relationships. i also saw tolerate it connecting a bit to illicit affairs too??

mirrorball / no body no crime - yeah it kinda falls apart here for me. i don’t see this one at all.

seven / happiness - i wanna say this one doesn’t work, but there’s CLEAR parallels between trees lyrics (”i hit my peak at seven feet in the trees...” / “honey when i’m above the trees” and then the direct use of SEVEN years in Heaven) AND THEY’RE BOTH TRACK SEVENS

august / dorothea - there’s a parallel here of both of them kind of going after people who don’t seem to... care about them? with august, she asks if he’ll call when he’s back at school but then ultimately reaches a reflection later that he wasn’t hers to lose. whereas in dorothea, the subject is asking “do you ever think of me” in classic Taylor Swift fashion. honestly, there is a whole other theory about dorothea where dorothea represents Taylor as like a—dare i say it—self-insert or parallel character to herself in this universe she’s created.

this is me trying / coney island - definitely two different stories being told here, as is with both of these albums. this one could definitely be a younger and an older story. this is me trying is trying to fix something that was broken, and so is coney island... both have been hurt, but they’re different kinds of hurt.

illicit affairs / ivy - uh, the obvious pair. two sides of the same coin, but maybe with different endings? DICHOTOMY... i’m scared.

invisible string / cowboy like me - now i’ve seen cowboy like me talked about as a song about Taylor and Joe... and if that’s true, these are exactly where they belong. i haven’t had time to wrap my mind around this one quite yet, so i’m leaving it at that. potential for parallels for sure—one the cute little love story, and one a bit more metaphorized version of the same tale.

mad woman / long story short - on first glance, this one doesn’t fit... but it depends on what lens you see the song through. both talk about dealing with difficult times... and taking time to come back from those things. so, yeah, checks the box.

epiphany / marjorie - this is just the couple of grandfather and grandmother at this point. case closed.

betty / closure OR hoax / closure - betty doesn’t work in this instance, so i’ve taken the liberty of pairing closure with hoax. and it makes sense, given what Taylor said in the long pond sessions about hoax being about a lot of what she was dealing with and potentially Scott mentions again... the same can be said of closure. this is just the end of that story, where the person (i’ve seen theories that are both for Scott specifically or Kanye... especially the latter wanting to like help her with her masters situation now hm) comes back asking for closure and Taylor says “i don’t need it and i’m not going to give it to you either.” i don’t fully understand hoax but i definitely see bits of the struggle with BMG there in order for this to work.

(bonus) the lakes / evermore - uh yeah this one seems pretty self explanatory too? the lakes kind of being like, dealing with the masters situation and waning to run away with her lover... and evermore being dealing with the pain of the masters situation and other things... it’s not an exact fit, but does in some areas.

and we still have two songs off evermore we haven’t heard! so, uh, yeah. i was a skeptic but then i stopped to look at it and... damn. this one holds weight. you flipped me!

tldr: i think this works, if not direct parallels then in more dichotomy ways! but, it doesn’t work for every track.

[faedawayyy]

since everyone seems to be linking folklore/evermore songs to certain ships. i gave both albums a listen and did it for myself. :’) idk what the songs are about as much as you guys, it’s just the vibe. so like. don’t be too mad if i get it wrong. i don’t like folklore at all so i won’t be surprised if i’m off...  (no hate to taylor btw, i love her as a musician but i feel like folklore/evermore are v specific and just not my style.)

FOLKLORE

THE 1 - GISELE X DALLAS

CARDIGAN - ZARA X DALLAS 

THE LAST GREAT AMERICAN DYNASTY - wtf is this song :’) idk

EXILE - MASON X MADISON 

MY TEARS RICOCHET - SORAYA X DALLAS 

MIRRORBALL - MILES X CHARLIE VIBES 

SEVEN - SORAYA X DALLAS 

AUGUST - BLAKE X CHRISTELLE 

THIS IS ME TRYING - JUST MASON ON HIS OWN. THE ONLY SONG I LIKE FROM THIS WEIRD ASS ALBUM LOL

ILLICIT AFFAIRS - MABEL X BRODY OMG 

INVISIBLE STRING - BLAKE X CHRISTELLE AND MAYBE ARABELLA X MILES.  

MAD WOMAN - DISNEY X BRODY. I LIKE THIS SONG TOO. I LIED.

EPIPHANY - MASON X KENDAL..BUT I CANT EXPLAIN WHY 

BETTY - NATE X IMOGEN 

PEACE - MASON X KENDALL 

HOAX - SORAYA X DALLAS 

THE LAKES - IT WAS HARD TO DECIDE BUT ZARA X DALLAS 

WILLOW

WILLOW - ISSY AND LEVI, THIS MADE ME HAPPY.

CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS - NATE AND IMOGEN, THIS MADE ME CRY.

GOLD RUSH - MASON AND KENDALL, WEIRDLY ACCURATE. 

‘TIS THE DAMN SEASON - PARK AND MARGO, I’M NOT SORRY.

TOLERATE IT - I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN CLAIMED AS LEO X SAWYER BUT IF YOU DO NOT THINK THIS SONG BELONGS TO  NATE AND CHARLIE OR EZRA AND MADISON, YOU ARE WRONG.

NO BODY, NO CRIME - ....again, wtf is this song :’) imagine it like katy perry, ariana or selena gomez released this. they’d be rightfully questioned. i don’t like it sorry. none of my muses LOL

HAPPINESS - SORAYA AND DALLAS 

DOROTHEA - i suck guys, i have no idea what this song is about LOL

CONEY ISLAND - DANICA AND ROSALIE? MARGO AND GISELE?

IVY - I GOT KYLE X DISNEY X BRODY VIBES          ALSO, DANNY X DALLAS X ZARA VIBES          ALSO, DALLAS X GISELE X OWEN VIBES         ALSO, KYLE X MADISON X EZRA VIBES 

COWBOY LIKE ME - MASON X MADISON

LONG STORY SHORT - EZRA X FELICITY 

MARJORIE - i’m so done. idk what this means either. 

CLOSURE - UGH SO MANY...ISSY X DOM, NATE X CHARLIE, HENSLEY X CLARK, ELORA X WESLEY, SAWYER X ISAAK 

EVERMORE - JUST ELOISE.

[millllennia]

Initial theories based on no facts because we have no facts: evermore

Willow 

She’s married

She gets married under a willow tree 

Or she’s safe and sounds older sister 

Champagne problems 

I feel like maybe august x New Years day? 

Gold rush 

Another historical song? That’s pretty literal though 

Also possibly like invisible string where it’s a metaphor for something 

’Tis the damn season 

I WANT MY CHRISTMAS SONG 

but this probably isn’t a Christmas song like it’s probably just got that wintery vibe the same way that so many songs on folklore at a end of summer/fall vibe 

Tolerate it 

This is track five. It’s going to hurt. That’s not a theory, it’s just a fact 

My tears ricochet part 2?

also maybe a women vs society track? 

like we’re taught to just ignore the people that hurt us so they don’t get any satisfaction from our reactions 

but that’s basically just teaching us to tolerate the pain in hopes that it goes away 

No body no crime (feat Haim) 

I want this to be a rock song so bad

Mad Woman vibes 

Happiness 

I want a swear word

a spare curse, ma'am? 

I think this will maybe be like peace? where the track sounds like happiness and the lyrics flip it on it’s head

Dorothea 

I have no clue 

who is this bitch 

Coney Island (feat the National) 

Another historial/fictional one? 

Ivy

Reminds me of the wisteria mention in the Lakes 

Cowboy like me 

I HAVE NO IDEA BUT IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS ONE

Long story short 

Maybe another low-key rock song? story of us vibes? 

Marjorie 

This is her grandmother’s name, right? 

Closure 

Daylight? 

Evermore (feat bon iver) 

This is going to cause me physical pain and I am here for it 

BONUS TRACKS 

Right where you left me 

Also could be my tears ricochet part 2

It’s time to go 

I feel like this is maybe a fan song? 

But also like im so terrified she’s going to step away from music and I know that’s an insane thought when she’s given us two albums and two films and all of the insanity that was this year but I see these words and Im like ‘it’s the end’ 

[lady-divine-writes]

Kurtbastian one-shot - Don't Break the Ice (Rated PG)

Summary: After the fight with their father that leads to Sebastian and Richard kicking him out of the house and taking away his claim to the Smythe family fortune, the next step is visiting their mother in her new home. But while talking to a doctor about her care, Sebastian is distracted by a loud tapping noise that no one else seems to hear. (2206 words)

Notes: So these are the series of one-shots I wrote back in 2015 (I think) that make up the sequel 'Special Delivery'. I held on to them because they were going to be incorporated into the chapters of the sequel. That sequel is taking forever to finish, unfortunately. It will get done, I just can't say when. So I'm posting these so that anyone who is curious or needs closure will know where the story goes and how it ends.

Read on AO3.

“As you can see, we’ve outlined an extensive plan for your mother’s care,” Dr. Harold said, handing Richard and Sebastian folders thick with paperwork. “If you take a look at page one, you’ll see …”

Sebastian opened the folder in his lap and flipped through the pages, jumping ahead of the doctor’s commentary.

Thirteen pages in, he was sorry he did.

He became overwhelmed by the amount of information he saw: dietary recommendations, meal plans, exercise schedules, medications …

… palliative care.

Sebastian read those words and gulped hard.

This folder he held, from the first page to the last, covered the entirety of what was left of his mother’s life.

And it was relatively light, all things considered.

His hands began to shake. He flipped the folder closed, deciding it would be best for the doctor to tell him himself.

Digest the information slowly.

“We’ve tried to anticipate any and all complications regarding …”

Tap tap tap tap tap …

High-pitched and dull, the sound pinged off the side of Sebastian’s skull. He lifted his head, looked around, waited for it to return. When it didn’t, he mentally shrugged and returned his attention to the lecture.

“Initially, we were concerned that …”

Tap tap tap tap tap …

“What the…?” Sebastian glanced around again. The doctor kept talking, undeterred by the noise. His brother, his sister-in-law, and Kurt seemed unfazed, as if they didn’t hear it. But it seeped into Sebastian’s ears, knocking in his brain, making it impossible for him to focus on anything else for too long.

Tap tap tap tap tap …

“Now, we’ve recommended that she be kept on …”

Sebastian stared at the doctor, continuing on as if nothing out of the ordinary was going on, stunned that he wasn’t the least bit perturbed by the interruption. But since it didn’t actually seem to interrupt him, Sebastian didn’t know if the sound wasn’t just inside his own head. No one else seemed to notice it or be bothered by it.

But for him, it ricocheted behind his eyes and made concentration unbearable.

‘Maybe I’m finally going insane,’ he thought. ‘The stress of the past year, last night, and now this? Maybe I should be checking myself in here with mom. Wouldn’t be fair to saddle Kurt with a disturbed boyfriend after being stalked by a maniac.’

Tap tap tap tap tap …

Sebastian cringed as the tap tap tapping continued, grinding his teeth together to combat the sound. It was a rhythmic sort of hammering, but he didn’t notice any construction going on when they arrived. The longer the tapping continued, the more he began to shrink into his seat, his hands creeping up to his ears to try and block it out. He started to feel like he was making a scene, but the only person who seemed to notice was Kurt.

“Sebastian,” he said, leaning close. “Honey, are you alright?”

“Yeah,” Sebastian replied, fidgeting in his seat when the sound erupted again. “I’m okay. I’m just … is it hot in here? It feels hot in here … to me …”

“I … it’s not hot in here,” Kurt said, shivering as conditioned air from a vent above them poured down his neck and into the collar of his shirt. He worried for his boyfriend. He’d never seen Sebastian so agitated before. He was usually so cool under pressure, ready with a snarky remark that was more humorous than sarcastic to alleviate the tension.

But not now.

He seemed on the beveled edge of losing control.

“Oh,” Sebastian replied, doing his best to smile reassuringly when he saw the worry in Kurt’s eyes. “Well, then, it’s probably just me.”

Tap tap tap tap tap … Tap tap tap tap tap … Tap tap tap tap tap …

The sound was getting steadily louder, becoming more relentless, driving Sebastian mad. He couldn’t wrap his head around the fact that of all the people in this room, he seemed to be the only person affected by it. He tried to relax, tried to focus, tried to shut it out of his brain, but he couldn’t. The tap tap tap burrowed into him. He gripped Kurt’s hand until his poor boyfriend let out a squeak. Sebastian turned and mouthed ‘I’m sorry’, kissing his knuckles gently. Kurt smiled in understanding, taking Sebastian’s hand in his again.

Tap tap tap tap crash!!

Sebastian fought to pay attention, to listen to the doctor talk about his mother’s deteriorating condition, his brother making arrangements for her long-term care. He wanted to be present in this decision, more than just a signature next to an ‘X’.

That irritating repetitive noise wouldn’t let him.

Sebastian looked left and right, his nerves pricked to needle points. Eventually, Sebastian couldn’t handle it anymore. It wasn’t just the tapping noise getting to him. It was everything.

He recalled all the things he had that made life worth living since there were so many times he had considered throwing in the towel. Spoiled and wallowing in self-pity, he knew, but at the time, it felt like the world was coming to an end. No money, no home, no future …

… no family.

But he had Kurt now, he had his family. He’d been reunited with his own (the parts of it that mattered), and with the help of his brother, he had gotten his trust fund back. He could provide Kurt with the security he deserved.

But what he needed to find was peace.

There was no peace.

Tap tap tap tap crash!!

Sebastian stood bolt upright.

All eyes turned to him.

“Um, I’m sorry,” he stuttered awkwardly, moving through the chairs. “I … I just need some air …”

“Oh,” Tabitha said.

“All right,” his brother added.

“If that’s what you need,” Kurt said.

“Yes,” Sebastian lied, because what he really needed was to find the source of that tapping noise and wring its neck!

He stormed into the waiting room and looked frantically around. The large, open area was fairly vacant. Gravitating near the corners were individual groups, one or two visiting relatives clustered around a resident in a wheelchair, sometimes talking animatedly, but more often than not staring off into space, completely oblivious to the presence of loved ones around them.

That would be his mom, sooner than he had prepared for.

His mom had always been a beacon of energy, so full of life and love and hope. She was his anchor, the rock he tethered himself to whenever the going got tough. There was no age limit to his admiration of his mother; it didn’t wane as years went by. Even as a grown man, he’d find himself coming home to mom, pouring his heart out to her over everything.

And she was always there, ready to listen, present for the important stuff.

The way he should be instead of running away over a little tapping.

The thought of her sitting in a chair, eyes empty, possibly unable to recognize him, to see herself in his face?  

He couldn’t stand it.

Tap tap tap tap crash!!

Sebastian spun in a circle, the sound nearly on top of him out here, and found the source of the noise.

A little girl, around nine or ten, pale complexion, and curly brown hair tied back from her head with a blue ribbon that reminded him so much of Kurt’s eyes.

Kurt.

He should go back to Kurt.

But something about this girl mesmerized him, and like the bystander of a traffic accident, he couldn’t look away.

She knelt on the floor, deep in concentration as she knocked on white blocks with a small, plastic hammer, tapping them meticulously until they fell with the loud crash that had been haunting him for the last ten minutes.

His first instinct was to tear the hammer from the girl’s hand and throw it across the room, but then he noticed she sat out here all by herself, and a strange, protective urge came over him.

“Hey,” he said, smiling brightly, sitting on a chair close enough to converse with her but not close enough to be seen as creepy or threatening.

“Hello,” the girl replied politely, not taking her eyes off the game.

Tap tap tap tap crash!!

All the blocks fell. She looked neither pleased nor put off as she put the hammer down and started picking the blocks up, putting them back into the blue plastic frame of the game.

“What is that you’re playing?” Sebastian asked as he watched her set everything back in place.

“Don’t Break the Ice”.

“Can I ask why you’re playing that … extremely loud game … out here all by yourself?”

The girl sighed significantly but didn’t stop re-setting her game to look at him.

“My parents sent me out here because they’re having tall talk with the doctor.”

Sebastian smirked. ��Really? Me as well.”

The girl’s head snapped up, revealing the most startling pair of green eyes he had ever seen … almost like his own, but more like his mother’s. It took him back a bit though he tried not to show it.

The girl smiled with an odd amount of sympathy for a child.

“No,” she said, returning to her game. “You’re out here because things got too serious.”

Sebastian’s smile fell from his face. He knew children could be perceptive, but her matter-of-fact wisdom for her age unnerved him. “How … how do you know?”

“Because that happens to my mom sometimes.”

Sebastian nodded.

“You came out here to find some peace,” she continued. “That’s why I’m here.” The girl clamped her tongue between her teeth as she tried to force the last of the blocks together. “This brings me peace.”

The girl picked up her hammer and started tapping out the blocks again.

Tap tap tap tap tap …

Sebastian watched her go through the whole process again.

“You know, a lot of people might not see this as peaceful.”

The girl shrugged. “My grandpa used to say that not everybody finds peace in the same place.”

“Gotcha. So, who are you here to see?” Sebastian asked.

Tap tap tap tap tap …

“My grandma. She’s going to go see my grandpa soon.”

Tap tap tap tap tap …

Sebastian’s breath caught. He felt his eyes burn with tears but he refused to give in. Not in front of this girl, perceptive or not.

“Can I try that?” he asked. “See if I can find some peace?”

“Sure.” The girl passed the hammer to Sebastian. He knelt on the floor and started tapping the blocks.

Tap tap tap tap tap …

Tapping the blocks felt cathartic, but the noise sounded no better even though he was the one making it this time. Plus, he was starting to get odd looks from other adults. Not that he cared, but he wasn’t eager to attract attention.

There are some things kids can get away with that adults can’t.

Sebastian sighed.

“Nah.” He passed the hammer back. “I don’t think this is where I’ll find my peace.”

The girl looked up at the sound of a door closing, a muffled woman’s crying, and a man clearing his throat. Without a word from anyone, she started picking up the pieces of the game and putting them in the box.

“I’ve gotta go,” she said sadly. “But maybe you should ask that man you’ve been hugging. Maybe he can help you find your peace.”

Very perceptive. Sebastian smiled. It was small, but it was there. “Maybe you’re right.”

She put the last of the blocks into the box when an older man came into view. He looked quizzically down at Sebastian, still kneeling on the floor, then extended a hand to his daughter.

“Come along, Lizzie,” he said. “It’s time to go.”

The girl said nothing. Probably because she knew there was nothing to say. She waved at Sebastian, then took her father’s hand and let herself be led away.

Sebastian didn’t stand up after Lizzie left. He knelt on the knobby carpet, staring in the direction she had gone, a disquieting emptiness inching up his body, turning everything inside him cold.

A warm, comforting hand squeezed his shoulder.

He tilted his head up and saw Kurt looking down at him with concerned eyes. “Oh, sweetheart! What happened?”

Sebastian opened his mouth to speak only to find his voice had stuck, lodged in his throat with those tears he’d been forcing back. Except he hadn’t succeeded. While he watched Lizzie walk away, he’d started crying. Sebastian stood, and Kurt wrapped his arms around him, held him tight.

“I was playing with Lizzie,” Sebastian replied, burying his face in the crook of Kurt’s neck. “I---I was playing with Lizzie and …”

“Shh. It’s all right. I promise. It’s going to be all right,” Kurt repeated, rubbing soothing circles over Sebastian’s spine. Sebastian felt his sorrow melt away as he inhaled deeply that sweet scent of vanilla that was Kurt’s signature scent. It was a smell that reminded Sebastian of love and hope and protection.

It reminded him of home. His new home.

In Kurt’s arms, which felt like home, Sebastian found his peace.

[freshpageonthedesk]

folklore x evermore ask game 🌿

to celebrate the release of evermore, here’s a little ask game that combines “make me choose” and regular ask games! send me one of the track titles and I have to choose between them and answer the question/dilemma 

the 1 or willow 

talk about a former OR current loved one (partner, crush, family member, friend, etc.)

cardigan or champagne problems 

favorite comfort item as a child OR favorite comfort item now?

the last great american dynasty or gold rush

what celebrity have you been told you look like OR which celebrity do you wish you looked like?

exile or ‘tis the damn season

are you looking for signs to act OR do you roll with with flow? 

my tears ricochet or tolerate it

 which do you prefer: healing others OR others healing you?

mirrorball or no body, no crime

what’s something niche that you’re good at OR what’s something popular that you’re good at?

seven or happiness 

is there a place you associate with your childhood or is there a place you want to visit in the future?

august or dorothea

losing track of time OR holding onto a moment?

this is me trying or coney island

talk about a struggle OR a success

illicit affairs or ivy

tell us a secret, we won’t tell!

invisible string or cowboy like me

which do you prefer and why: chance or destiny?

mad woman or long story short

what’s pissing you off right now OR tell a story in a single sentence

epiphany or marjorie

dad’s side of the family OR mom’s side of the family?

betty or closure

“i’m returning to ________” OR “i’m leaving __________ behind” in 2021

peace or evermore

make a wish 

hoax or right where you left me 

what’s worse & why: lying to yourself OR lying to others?

the lakes or it’s time to go

what/where would you like to return to OR what/where would you like to go to?