#my songs <3

[hawaiian-tea]

the freak

first song im posting on here omgg

yet another circus metaphor im sorry

he held a sickle

my hand in the other

glance lingered on my dimple

it was a long time coming

wanted to show him my paintings

he said leave pretty to the personalities

go stand in the ring

with all the other freaks

now i hate lawrence ferlinghetti

like the ghost of christmas past

he shows me what i almost was

and what i could be now

what i could be if i didn't wear one shoe three sizes bigger

you could be the poet

i have become tich miller

i would rather be the acrobat

than the freak

soaring through the air

constantly risking absurdity

but if i was on a tightrope id fall off immediately

im graceless as i jerk my body

flung over the beam

if i was in the circus

i would be the freak

fingernails down to the floor

babies with scales

gentleman with only one arm

girls with snapping bones

neuro variance

the trapeze artists stretch the furthest to normality/the ballerinas dance the closest to normality

i try to understand the lifestyle of the freaks

now i hate lawrence ferlinghetti

like an embarrassment from the past

he shows me pity i asked for

how i act even now

under strobe i wear one shoe three sizes bigger

you can be the poet

i am tich miller

but i would rather be the acrobat

than the freak

soaring through the air

constantly risking absurdity

but if i was on a tightrope id fall off immediately

im graceless as i jerk my body

flung over the beam

if i was in the circus

i would be the freak

the dancers wonder why i shake like a man possessed

clicking, scrunching up my nose

exploding through my neck and head

smirks and looks from the audience

pinned down like an insect

what a spectacle of the spastic

couldn't hold a pen in her two hands

don't speak to me at all about it

i know i don't fit into your irregular

i'm too erratic to be peculiar

and eclectic in a way that's poetic

but in the end

i'd rather be the acrobat

than the freak

soaring through the air

constantly risking absurdity

but if i was on a tightrope id fall off immediately

im graceless as i jerk my body

flung over the beam

if i was in the circus

i would be the freak

[griffin-ktb]

[nekurothings]

FOCUS!!

[notherpuppet]

Radioapple doodles whilst listening to arctic monkeys

[squidthusiast]

We know what you are 🫵🏳️‍🌈

[sunnyirry]

guess who's been listening to yaelokre on repeat lately

[araneapeixes]

lesbian bed death - goth girls are easy

Support me on Patreon <3

[juliangelart]

"I've been searching, all of my life,

Finally I've found my north star."

[sunflowerwizard]

"who should I romance in BG3?"

well that depends entirely on whether you want to dance with somebody (Wyll) or if you want to feel the heat with somebody (Karlach)

[ddruxyart]

Domestic bliss I know how bad you wanted it (x)

[artpepkin]

They watched Trolls 3 one time and the house has been filled with 80s/90s music ever since

Dust secretly likes it but he prefers to listen to it on his own <3

Killer belongs to RahafWabas

Dust belongs to Ask-DustTale

Horror belongs to Sour-Apple-Studios

Nym belongs to me

Non blurred variations below cause I like them too hehe ->

[hawaiian-tea]

if eurydice could see me now

song inspired by 'tear you apart' from she wants revenge

and of course, greek mythology

wrote this for napowrimo ☺️

eurydice, muse of mine

i'll take your hand, lead you to my time

let me bring you to this modern world

modern magic, modern love

if eurydice could see me now

look through my eyes, feel how i felt

well i think she'd be pretty proud

or pretty disappointed

just trying to keep it figurative

i write better now than i ever did

send them to tears with the first lyric

nymphs begging, me to risk it

(instrumental chorus)

i see you in parallel

eurydice please, show me hell

will you come up, if i come down

follow me, follow me

she still glitters like the swollen lips

skies of moons, a billion

im checking for a vision trick

to find out how to replicate it

oh muse i can't face you now

i would die, to bring you back

i play my lyre and don't believe the man

im not a fool, im just overwhelmed

blood pooling in the imprint you left

but i leave, there'll be no poets

i arise to the heart's music

i gave up, now i just make it

(instrumental chorus)

eurydice please, show me hell

I think she'll teach me pretty well

"..-dont help me you just help yourself"

she leaves me like a feeling

in modern hell

if eurydice could see me now

look through my eyes, feel how i felt

well i think she'd be pretty proud

or pretty disappointed

(3x with vocals in background and gets louder each time)

[heartorbit]

searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone!

[quiddling]

how many eyes does lord bloodraven have?

[lazylittledragon]

so how about that durge

[triona-tribblescore]

okay so they may have a minor chokehold on me at the minute-