#my primal instincts
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Periods will really have you out here wanting to howl naked at the full moon but you are forced to participate in things like โsocietyโ
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clean your sword
i. Peter had thought many times about dying for his brother, killing for his sisters, as all oldest children do.
ii. He'd imagined it a hundred times: how if his mother and father were ever killed, he'd get some low-skill job and make sure Lucy's clothes still fit her as she grew. How he'd make fists and fight dirty if Susan was ever threatened. What he'd do if Edmund ever had to flee the country on a dark, windswept night.
iii. Yet when he heard Susan's horn that day, he still froze. Only for an instant, he thought, "this can't be my job, right?"
iv. The blood on his sword shone red when it was all over. When he wiped it on the grass, the stain it left was almost black.
v. They'd put Susan in his arms when he was two years old. Peter didn't remember it, but he knew he'd been waiting for her till then. He wasn't a real person until he was a brother.
vi. And when they walked back to the pavilion, Rhindon bumping Peter's hip, all he could say to his sisters was, "I'm sorry I didn't come faster."
vii. The High King was almost obsessive in the way he cared for Rhindon. When he grew older and required weapons larger than those made for a child, he obsessed over them too.
viii. He told the others, in no uncertain terms, that if it ever came to it in battle, they were to leave him and live. As their brother and high king, he commanded it.
ix. The first time Edmund risked himself for Peter's sake, Peter didn't speak to him for a week.
x. He was oiling his sword when Edmund found him. "See, the thing is, Peter, being brothers goes both ways. If you can love me enough to die for me, than I get to love you just the same."
xi. Peter agreed with him then, to avoid the argument. He was sick of not talking to his brother. Yet privately, he knew that Edmund was wrong. That sacrifice was Peter's special prerogative, as the first-born.
xii. Back in England, his mother noticed that Peter had become more fastidious. She didn't notice that his protective streak has grown - and maybe it hadn't, really.
xiii. It was uncanny, how Peter would always show up just when his siblings needed him. He'd round a corner, and there was Lucy stamping her feet and scowling at a bully. There was Susan, crying, and now his knuckles were bloody.
xiv. He cleaned the blood off in the sink so carefully. The water ran red for a second, and it almost seemed black.
xv. When Caspian asked for the High King's advice, looking so very young, Peter jerked his chin towards the sword a Caspian's hip. "Be ready to use that," he said. "Keep it clean, and close."
xvi. Susan forgot Narnia and she forgot Aslan. Yet selfishly, Peter still hoped that she would never forget how quickly he came when she called.
#Peter's whole personality is Big Brother and everything else stems from that. this is why i love him#like. the age gap between my sister and me is not large but i can't think of a time in my childhood when I didn't have contingency plans#for what I'd do if i needed to protect her. or like if we got kidnapped and i needed to fix it. or if mom and dad died what i would do#even when we weren't getting along. i am convinced it's a primal Oldest Sibling instinct#whether these plans were even marginally executable is. another thing#high king over all the rest#narnia#pontifications and creations#leah stories#no one will ever walk the earth so close to you
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Rage Form
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#sora#rage form#arendelle#formchange#my gif#rage form is so intriguing#sora still behaves in a wild animalistic fashion similar to his anti form but it's different#anti form felt as if he relinquished all self control and acted strictly on instinct just like a heartless#he used to run around hunched over on all fours and fight tooth and claw with reckless abandon#but here you can at least see SOME semblance of who he is. he's able to wield his keyblade while in this form which is pretty major#he still fights in an absolutely chaotic and primal manner but it feels evolved#the big difference is you call upon rage form at will. he channels his rage and darkness in a desperate last resort to stay alive#which is very significant but he still loses some control like the ability to use of magic; items; shotlocks; etc#it's cool to see darkness used in this way but i really want sora to able to explore themes of darkness within himself in future games#i want these to be more than cool forms with fun gameplay. i want them to have implications that something dark is brewing and needs to be-#brought to the surface and tackled head on because we've never seen anyone capable of cloaking themselves in darkness in such a way#take riku's dark form for example. he's in control and he's very much still himself. it's entirely different#on another note i'm now thinking about how hp is fully restored when activating rage form but you have the choice to give it up again-#when using risk charge. it'll increase attack damage but you're still walking a dangerous line in the pursuit of power
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Stray Kids ใGIANTใ MV
ในใญใบ -JAPAN 2nd Album <GIANT>
#stray kids#giant#skz#that was insane to me#this was such a needed comeback#only to wake up to the news of their NEXT album#i felt like a victorian man with the way changbin tugged his shirt like sir...#and the hat?? my primal instincts are present for sure#my gifs
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So I saw your Robbie character and wanted to do a quick sketch of him with my oc! Enjoy!
LMAOOO they both really chose violence-
#Gotta hit Robbie with the c l a s s i c s#The most feared weapon of all#T h e c h a n c l a -#I will say tho thankfully Robbie is not the type to throw things (with his hands)#He will always use his head to chuck things/people over- primal instinct to be a lil shid#Also he can be very remorseful (after) heโs done something wrong#Heโs a lil turd but he has a conscience-#Even if itโs a little delayed#Heโll do his best to try and make up for it#Even if itโs committing another crime for the sake of fixing one LMAO#BUT ANYWAY GAH ITS MY BOIIIIIII#SO MANY OF YOU GAMERS ARE DRAWING HIM AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ;;;;;;; I FEEL SO HONORED#G A H MY SONNNNNNN#Welcome home oc robbie#Robbie robs
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you KNOW that man had the longest eyelashes in all the SIx Duchies
#fitzchivalry farseer#my art#eyes#my best friend and worst enemy fitz#my skill-faring kiss boy#something primally gratifying about giving in to the basest artist instinct and just rendering eyes
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I GOT IDEA โ๏ธ๐ค โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
I think that Wolfwood has strong hands not only in the sense of strength but also in resistance, so when he punches or smacks Vash on his prosthetic he doesnโt really feel too affected by punching the hard material and barely notices it like yeah itโs harder than flesh but itโs whatevs
In addition to that, he has found that with Vash he doesnโt measure his strength a lot so sometimes he hits him a tad too hard
So to expand my panicked โoh shit sorryโ eldest sibling Wolfwood response agenda when he accidentally fucks up, sometimes he will smack Vashโs left arm playfully and Vash will hiss in pain or act a little too real (not so exaggerated) when he gets the hit, and indulges in the way WW is all oh no oh fuck sorry uh did it really hurt that bad while Vash is doubling over in pain when heโs actually pressing down a laugh
It always takes Wolfwood a little too long to realize itโs not his actual arm and when he does come to realize it, he gets embarrassed but the violent kind of embarrassed and he hits him so hard Vash always considers not doing it again
He does it again at least once a week, and Wolfwood somehow falls for it every single time and the beatings get worse than the one before that
#Vash is canonically a little shit so many times we need more of that#that one โmy arm fell offโ from the beginning of tristamp is what prompts me to think he jokes around with his prosthetic often#also WW hits Vash really hard weโve seen that. but when he doesnโt mean it to his primal instinct wakes up and he doesnโt know what to do#as another possibility I think that he would be like yeah idc whatever boo to you and your weak ass#but would be extra careful the next time he considers hitting him#by extra I mean slightly less hard which isnโt saying a lot#this doesnโt have a point nor is it really that deep. Itโs just a silly thought#old brother Nico and young brother (for minutes most likely) Vash will behave certain ways in my head#and itโs always hilarious to me specifically#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#lenssi rambles
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(mgv) OAUUGHHH lawrence and adam rooming together out of the hospital because it's made VERY CLEAR that they need each other close and safe after the trap. like @lucradiss said, they had to be moved into the same room because even after the smell of blood and shit and fear were cleaned off of them, their distress scent -- raw and unfiltered "NEED, COME BACK, DON'T LEAVE, WHERE ARE YOU, NEED YOU" -- was palpable enough to send their respective floors into a state of unease. and adam's being evicted, and tensions are high between lawrence and alison right now, so....
their new place doesn't scream "doctor's salary" but it's not a shithole either. one floor, too. at first they're in separate rooms but..... lawrence hasn't slept alone in years, and not having adam as close as possible still gives him some unease (if he can't see him how can he be sure he ever came back for him, got him out of there, let him live). he doesn't even get a chance to wheel by adam's room before the man himself is slipping into his. "keep seein' shit in the shadows. think i gotta take the door off my closet."
lawrence grants him half his bed easily. he also learns fairly quickly that adam is a funny sleeper. he burrows and squirms relentlessly in his sleep until he's nearly sideways with his head on lawrence's ribs. one time he woke up to adam sprawled bonelessly across his middle, slightly crushing him but mostly just endearing himself to lawrence.
the point of no return for Feeling Something More for adam was when diana stayed for the weekend. they hit it off well in the hospital already, so he wasn't worried about that. no, it was simply how much adam worried about making her feel safe there, because it might be her dad's place, but her dad has a roommate now and they didn't meet under fantastic circumstances. he doesn't want her to see him like zep, like some stranger in a home that isn't his.
(it is his home, though.)
he's trying so hard for this eight year old who's been through some shit, he wants her to like him, to be okay with him being there, and it chokes lawrence up if he thinks about it too hard. it feels a lot like a binding point between his old life and his new one. he loves them. he loves him.
diana learns what a 'pup pile' is that night. she has no siblings to pile up with, so she never got to learn, which just Isn't Right in adam's eyes. so that night adam stuffs them into their bed with the pillows and blankets from his old room they'll convert to be diana's, says, "three's not much a pile, but we'll work with what we got, right?" and hustles them into something comfortable, twined and piled on each other.
and if lawrence cries a few happy tears that night, well, he's allowed some by now, isn't he?
#saw#chainshipping#LUCAAAA YOUR TAGS GOT ME THINKINGGG#lawrence and alison probably were bondmates before but over time as the passion died it just faded#and they never got it back enough to renew the bites#and then adam starts being nervously domestic when diana comes around#even when adam starts being a bad influence (term used loosely) lawrence is like Wow#lawrence also isn't an alpha who can purr but if he could it wouldn't take much to get him going with adam around#smitten. that's the word. smitten with him#best part is that when adam is with diana he doesn't even realize he's showing desirable traits#alison's a FANTASTIC mother but she's a little detached from her instincts#(she strikes me as the type who doesn't like the whole sort of primal thing that comes with being in mgv)#(maybe she'd be a beta then idk!! that might be cool actually)#so when adam gets to teach diana something she doesn't know regarding them he gets jazzed#โoh hell yeah i can deal with this!โ (displays traits incredibly attractive to prospective mates)#lawrence never stood a chance and that is my decree#mgv#sawmegaverse
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ooohhhh i feel incredibly normal about this man
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who's afraid of me?
#my gifs#eve best#rhaenys targaryen#house of the dragon#because this doesn't encapsulate all my thoughts but it does a bit#her vulnerability and also the double meaning in the lyrics#the being capable of great chaos and not wanting to unleash it but being forced into a position where you do#and not just do out of primal instinct#but out of something neatly crafted and executed#and also the โi'm wrongโ being about something wrong inside of her or something wrong ABOUT her (namely her gender)#she is this way not because she wanted to be and not even because they MADE her be but because she HAS to be#to survive she has to be this twisted and capable and harsh and cruel and solitary and heartbroken
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Sometimes girlfriend ain't even a girl it's just vic fuentes from pierce the veil
#im telling yall im a straight guy but i feel some sort of primal instinct when i see him#and also i want to get him pregnant๐#sorry but i gotta live my truth#pierce the veil#vic fuentes#ptv
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you ever eat a bowl of cheerios but then your brain decides thatโs in fact Not Enough Honey Nut and you immediately scarf down a second bowl like a starving victorian child
#cheerios#eating#food#what am i supposed to tag this with#truly just giving in to my primal instinct to become a rodent#just a silly little fellow that kirbys every piece of food they ever have in front of them#also yes kirby is a verb#because i said so
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i want to eat more creme eggs but i am full and will surely feel sick if i keep eating. homophobia
#i exist to cram choglity eggs down my throat like the lizard creature that i am#if i could unhinge my jaw and swallow them whole i would#theres something so primal about a creme egg dude#activates the lizard brain instincts
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๐ฅฉ๐ฅฉ๐ฅฉ
#โ๐๐ข๐๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐๐๐ซ & ๐๐ก๐๐จ๐ฌ / ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ.#๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ! ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐ ! ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ! / ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ . โ#โ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ . ๐'๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ง ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ / ๐๐ฐ๐จ ๐
๐๐๐ . ๅฝก#sometimes I just call him meat ๐ฅฉ affectionately okay / silly#two face said ' my fc is meat . ' / i know he's like the embodiment of life long scars and primal instinct in a sense that he literally see#himself as ' harvey's teeth / his insides the stuff you're born with that makes you an animal of self preservation to do the hard thing#without restraint but also to protect harvey but yes he is also just meat tm in their mind and i love it so much#i'll never get over ram /v's harv/twos . never
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I wonder what Frank's reaction would be to Howdy's visiting cousin... especially since Howdy would talk about his family, but now the rest of the neighbors get to see a relative? I can only imagine the antics bwaha!
(A silly thing, for you!)
AWEEE MY BB BOYO ;;;;; more for frank to absolutely obsess over got d a m-
#Frank gonn have to watch his back tho#Robbie has a primal instinct to catch anyone off guard and headbutt them into the air HSGDHDJJ#Aka angry horned beetles when they fight-#Gave howdy a few dotted scars in his back back in the day LMAO#however now that howdy is taller and stronger than him he can easily just grab onto his horns#Robbie just goes โawe pooโ#I just realized that if howdy was to have a giant family get-together in the neighborhood#Frank would absolutely lose it-#Gets ascended into the heavens HZHDHDHHD#ALSO#My god howdy family ocs has got to be one of my favorite genders dawg#It's like he has so much family that technically all of the ocs made as siblings and such could be canon LMAO#Love love love AAAAAA#ALSO ANYWAY ENOUGH WITH ME RAMBLING GAH#YOU DRAW HIM SO CUTE DAMN IT XHHXJDJDJJDHDHDJ#HES JUST EXISTIN ;;;;;;;
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the scene
the camera man
#camera man me fr#I can just be#sitting there#minding my business#and then I remember seatbelt#I giggle#I kick my feet a little bit#I smile#I rewatch#I remember this was definitely instinct and something primal in the depths of him that was buried for so long that came out so willingly#rinse and repeat#seatbelt <3#the last of us hbo#joel miller#ellie williams#tlou gifs
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