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Jee and V getting along (optional)
I found this audio Instagram.
#V gets his Southern blood pumpin (derogatory)#The kind of best friend you want to kill yourself with your bare hands#fanart#cyberpunk 2077#johnny silverhand#male v#cyberpunk v#cbp2077#It is my mission to put as much emotion into my V's one visible facial feature as possible#let V rest#my poor suffering child#cowboy parasite hate crimes local cyber twink#It's funnier because they share a mind so if V knows it Johnny SHOULD#I hope Keanu Reeves never sees any of these
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#āwait sebek i need to go to queendom of roses there's a festival and i need to dress as the white rabbit I'll be back real quickā#<- silver in the middle of book seven probably#it's like- we're all suffering but suddenly āØā¤ļøbunniesš°š#it's fresh air for me though i want to see my child happy#excuse the poor coloring i did this in an hour or so#usually it takes me 3+ hours to make something a little bit more elaborated (I'm slow and I get distracted very easily lol)#twst fanart#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland fanart#disney twst#fanart#digital art#twisted wonderland art#disney#my artwork#silver twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver twst#twst event#twst diasomnia#diasomnia
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Do you ever think about how Arya being left-handed most likely had an impact on her needlework and other tasks? And how she needed special attention not only because she wasn't as naturally gifted as her sister but because the way she was being taught fundamentally didn't work for her? And how instead of being given the attention she needed she was instead held to an unfair standard by her teacher and used as a measure for bad behavior? And how this all impacted her self-esteem and her views on being a Lady?
#arya stark#septa mordane#catelyn stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#I think about this all the normal amount I'm definitely not obsessed with Arya and her internal conflict on being a lady#I'm not saying her being left-handed is the sole reason she was bad at those tasks but I do think it had an impact#that's why it gets pointed out by Syrio and how it will impact her swordplay...it has an impact on the way she does things#Arya not being able to fit in kills me because she genuinely tried to be the Lady that her family wanted#she was literally trying her best to do tasks that didn't come naturally and she was constantly told she wasn't good enough#if her family hadn't forced the issue and been so hard on her it would've been so much easier for her to do what was expected of her#it's just so fascinating and one of my favorite internal conflicts...I can't wait to see the resolution#so many people try and make Arya the problem but she was literally 9 years old#and her behavior in canon isn't the disruptive wild child people portray her to be she was doing her best that just wasn't enough for some#she was frustrated because her work wasn't as good as her sisters and her teacher mother and sister made sure she knew it#of course that's going to impact her views self-esteem and behavior#like no she was not a burden that her /poor/ mother and teacher suffered through lol
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Oh how you must have suffered...
#ė°±ģ¤ź³µģ£¼ģź² ģ£½ģģ#black out#my poor chiā NSC's childā
#my disgust just reached a new peak#this is so heartbreaking I want to go to mucheon and šŖšŖ some bitches#the fact that he can't even sleep the suffering he must have endured#the emotional healing of this show tho#he really did get his first proper sleep on NSCs šļø#Say thank you Sangcheol-ah#he just slept like this through the night š#my heart is there somewhere please pick it up for me
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Not "Robin Jason was just an angry, violent, aggressive brat", not "Robin Jason was a perfect, innocent, complete sunshine child" but a secret third thing (Robin Jason was a child who'd suffered abuse and trauma his whole life and never got the proper tools to heal from it; he was happy and silly, and he got angry and could be difficult)
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#jaybin#robin jason todd#no he wasnt a devil child and no he wasnt a perfect sunshine angel#im much more receptive to the latter bc at least its not demonizing a traumatized child#or victim blaming someone for getting murdered#but it still feels like a big disservice to who he is#and not to be projecting/relating to jason on main but-#my life hasn't been half as bad as his but when any complexity to jaybin is denied bc he Wasn't Bad Like That it feels. bad#my trauma&mental health issues did (and do) make me difficult. when i was 13 i was angry and had a hair-trigger temper#interpreted everything in bad faith etc etc. i was difficult and a lot of work and i was suffering and deserved love and help#(which i've thankfully gotten. love my mom for always being there for me even when i WAS a nightmare)#anyway. i dont like a jaybin who was nothing but angst and rage and behavioral issues. hate it in-fact#i also dont like a jaybin w no issues n no trauma n no poor coping mechanisms and troubles#you gotta get a healthy mix. its the only way forward#once again... the answer to everything is ''people are complex and you gotta think abt things more than surface-level''
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I have been thinking on the nature of mdzs as a deliberately vague text that leaves many things up to interpretation, and how i've slowly come to understand "up for interpretation" less as "there is One True version of this story i must find" and not even as " Everyone has a different One True Version of this story inside their head be based on their interpretations and the differences don't make one wrong and the other right" but as "There is no One True Version. Even in my own subjective interpretation of the text multiple things can be true at once" specifically, in regard to Jin Guangyao and the many things which are left up in the air as to whether he did them or not, most notably killing his son.
There's evidence for this, but it's non conclusuve (jgy saying he killed him while also saying he killed Qin Su, who very much killed herself. The speculations on how he'd have killed him being sect leader yao just saying shit. ) it is, esentially, just up in the air enough that if you decisively fall on one side of the debate is probably says more about you and your general opinion of jgy than it does about the "true" events of canon.
I have, as a proud apologist, always fallen on the "he didn't kill him but felt in some way responsible for his death." Side but recently have become more okay with the interpretation that maybe he DID kill him, and that at the very least, that when he tells Qin Su their son "needed to die" he is being genuine. Which, once you look at it beyond. "Is jgy a poor lil meow meow who it is Okay to Like or an irredeemable baby murderer" becomes both INCREDIBLY tragic and deeply interesting. Because here is a man condemned for who his parents were and who wants nothing more than to live, saying that it is possible to be so cursed by your heritage that you need to die. There is no existence for you. The exact same thing that has been said to him.
Of course being born out of wedlock to a sex worker and being a product of incest are different things, but that begs the question: where is the line? What crimes of the father can mean death for the son? How cursed can you be until your existence is so incompatible with society it is you who needs to give? And if there is... where is it? Qin su clearly thought she was past it. Was his son really past it? Is he?
#warning: canon typical incest and suicide#mdzs#mdzs meta#musings on the nature of unreliable narratives or whatever#meng yao#jin guangyao#jin rusong#i know this is a controversial take#i just think! that once you let go of the idea that killing rusong is some load-bearing sin where if jgy has done it you can't like him#that there is interesting stuff to look at here!#obviously. child murder bad. jiggy has done many had things but this one is. particularly bad.#so i get it if you feel uncomfortable with it being done character you view as symapthetic despite other bad things he's done#and again! multiple things are true at once! i STILL operate from 'he did not kill him it was a secret 3rd thing' modus 90% of the time#it's just that in this one instant i find the other option really interesting#i just. non-identity problem my beloved. if rusong's suffering cannot be erased without erasing his existence is he destined to do so?#if he'd been a teen when everything about jgy got uncovered and both his parents died is there... a place left for him to go?#i just. hhhhh this poor child. we know nothing about you beyond your shameful birth and your death. is that really all you were meant to be
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yāall wish me luck, my ac unit is completely down
#rem is typing ..!#itās sof ucking hot bro#the southern heat cannot continue this way#i shouldnāt be melting while wearing a tshirt and boxers bro#my room feels like itās at least 90 degrees rn#my poor baby child suffers šš
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I've been rewriting some scenes in The Present is a Gift--- one in particular where Twig discusses her backstory with Dusknoir, and he has to try and get her to see the truth behind her perspective of her past. Itās a scene that hits me hard and pulls from my own experiences with trauma, so itās been difficult to get through. But Iām really liking how itās turning out.
This was originally a comic before I turned it into an illustration, so Iāll include it in full below the cut. It might not make much sense without the fanfic for context, but consider it a teaser of whatās to come!
#Dusknoir isnāt easily moved to tears but he wants to cry alongside Twig in this scene.#Poor kidās suffering and thereās nothing he can do about it.#My dad once said thereās nothing worse than being a parent and powerless to fix your childās problems.#He was specifically referring to sick toddlers and how they donāt understand why they feel bad but expect you to fix it#but Iām pretty sure it extends past toddlerhood and applies to mental health as well as physical#*silently slides more Dadnoir content into your feed and then walks away*#the present is a gift au#stuff by sofie#pokĆ©mon mystery dungeon#pmd#pmd sky#pmd explorers#pmd eos#pmd2#pmd dusknoir#pmd2 hero#pmd2 oc#pmd fanart#PMD AU#pmd comic#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokemon illustration#pokĆ©mon art#pokemon art#illustration#dadnoir#charmeleon#pokemon charmeleon#dusknoir#pokemon dusknoir
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A start, an end, a rise and fall No system eternal and no one immortal
Yet another dramatic illustration for little Dante and the many forces that are always trying to tug on his life and control his destiny. Sometimes I feel sorry for everything I put him through, but then I remember it makes him a great subject for this kind of symbolic drawings.
A quick explanation of most of the symbolism in this drawing:
The hands on top belong to Dante's Sire, Jonathan Faraday, current Prince of New York. He had decided to adopt and embrace Dante to groom him into his perfect successor, but a lot of things went wrong. Jonathan is still trying to force the crown on Dante's head despite everything.
The crown is bleeding because of all the lives that were sacrificed to try and mould Dante into the perfect Childe - first among them Dante's older brother, Nicholas.
The chains around his right wrist (left side) represent the Camarilla, the Ventrue clan, and Dante's own desperate desire to be perfect and strong (the Amaryllis flowers). The chains are taut because of how strict the sect's control on him was.
The chains around his left wrist (right side) represent the Sabbat and his current mentor, a Toreador Antitribu (the roses). The chains are slack because he has much more freedom in this sect, but he is still a prisoner.
In the background: the FIT Tower, HQ of Faraday's tech company and Dante's home for the first two decades of his life; on the right the tower is burning and destroyed, maybe a - hopeful? - auspice of what might happen in the future.
Dante isn't wearing any gloves. He always does, but whenever I want him to look even more vulnerable, I like to show his bare hands. They are bloodied without the protection of his gloves.
#dravensart#Vampire the Masquerade#Vampire: the Masquerade#VtM#VtM OC#Ventrue#Ventrue OC#World of Darkness#Dante#cue a wall of text under the read more with an explanation of all the symbolism lol#feel free to skip it; it only makes sense to me and like... two other people in the entire world#still; I like this one! I'm sorry for making my poor child suffer but he's such a good victim
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āColonel Mustang, sir,ā an unfamiliar male voice trickled through the speaker, and Roy stifled a yawn, running a hand through his mussed hair. āI apologise for disturbing you at such a late hour. Iām Officer MĆ¼ller, Military Police at West Station-ā He perked up, frowning off into the dimly lit street beyond his living room window. ā-Iām calling because at 02:00 hours, my colleagues took a young boy into custody who claims to be the Fullmetal Alchemist.ā
Ah.
Roy closed his eyes and raised a hand to rub at the increasingly tender spot between his brows, where a headache was manifesting at alarming speeds.
Of course. Of course.
āWhatād he do?ā he asked, his usual cool and collected tone crumbling under sudden exhaustion.
There was a brief pause on the other end of the line, before the man spoke up again. āHe was arrested for public intoxication and disturbance of peace, sir.ā
He blinked, feeling like heād taken a blow to the nose.
āHe what?ā Roy hissed out between his teeth, his grip on the receiver tightening until the wood creaked in complaint.
Ed gets drunk. Roy and Riza have to deal with the aftermath, mostly against their will!
#hi. i wrote this in several extremely long sittings because i was frustrated that i wasn't getting it done ā¤ļø#and now she's HERE. unfortunately due to my poor time management that means i am unable to wash my hair before work lol#i love just making Ed suffer. i see a tiny child i get him blackout wasted for my personal amusement#fullmetal alchemist#fanfic
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Forgive me Snow White fans, I love her with all my being I swear.
But drawing her suffering domestic violence is my guilty pleasure. It genuinely helps me vent violent/negative feelings.
#I'm sorry my baby#I love you my baby girl#But why does your suffering help with mine#snow white#disney fanart#disney#tw domestic abuse#tw child abuse#Hey at least I didn't finish the one of the poor baby being... slapped#I'm sorry#snow white 1937#my shit#disney princess#white backround#suffer with her#tw domestic violence#I still want to explore Snow White and the Evil Queen's relationship sm#It must be so Opal style
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can't stop thinking abt how the fact that declan mattered so little to his father that the asshole couldn't even be bothered to keep the memories of the day his son was born was supposed to make up for declan's whole shitty childhood
like hey kid u know what u just weren't worth the pain. do u feel better abt it now.
#like. for years he made declan feel like he didn't matter.#and then it gets confirmed#and that is somehow the emotional resolution?#trc#declan lynch#the whole getting rid of memories storyline was so unnecessary#such a poor attempt at artificially increasing the poor meow niall factor#like. it's like saying to every kid who got fucked up by the divorce 'oh but u parents suffered more! suck it up'#his parents lacked the emotional maturity to go through the break up and take care of their child at the same time and that's okay#happens all the time#it's okay to say that they fucked up.#u don't need to shift the blame to the child for refusing to see all the love he was supposedly showered with#yes he did that. because it's easier for a child's mind.#the conclusion wasn't supposed to be 'omg my father loved me so much i just refused to see it! now that i see it im happy and healed'#it's 'yeah my father was an asshole and my feelings abt it were valid but he was also a complicated person who did love me in his own way'#'it just wasn't enough to make him a good father and it wasn't my fault'#oh and i am forever mad abt the moth scene at the end#why are we making it abt niall? again#i have had enough of this dude#all that needed to be said abt him was said in dream thieves#he's just not intresting enough to keep bringing him up all the time#this is niall lynch hate blog
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An animatic by @twisted-brainrot. This is inspired by a scene from the third chapter of Billy's introduction story, "Friends in High Places," just before the big guy goes into Overblot. The audio apparently comes from "Steven Universe: The Movie." All I have to say is...AAAAAAA, MY POOR BABY, IT'S GONNA BE OKAY! (hugs Billy and gives him all the love and affection)
#MY POOR CHILD#WHY MUST HE SUFFER#oh#wait#because it builds character#and creates conflict and tension#okay i guess that's fair#BUT STILL#MY CHILD#MY BABY BILLY BOI#ahem#this freakout is over#animatic#not my work#i'm not an artist#or an animator#did want to be one once#but that's another story#twisted-brainrot#billy#billy geant#oc#disney#twisted wonderland#ace trappola#deuce spade#ace#deuce#grim#mc
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Mentally ill boy whines again. Solution: Get Out Of There
#im fucking TRYING too as well and it's just constant fucking roadblocks or my body screaming to self sabotage and quit and kill ourselves an#d ruin our body and flay ourselves and repent and beg for forgiveness for being a body of sin like. GOD. I'm so tired of it!!!!! and i can'#even stop it because i csnt change my innner voice or the weird neurotic way kf thinking bc my brain goes '#'its keeping us safe! safe! safesafesafe!' bc of Oh Boohoo you got '''''neglected'''' as a child and had your needs not met' well mommy and#daddy sajd they loved you grow up. you got 'locked in your room' and had your apologies ignored ok well youre making a BIG deal about this#top crying boohoo you got bullied. you and everyone else#and then when I go well no they way i got treated was fucked. growing up poor fucked us up. you can still be loved and raised unstably and#uffer bc of it it becomes a fucking game to my brain to list every single way we Had It Better and therefore cant be suffering and its like#do you fucking hear what youre saying!!!! amd then!!!!!! i go through this fucking ten times a day and wonder why i struggle with feeling l#like a human being#and this doesnt even touch the whole mature for your age becoming kind of a therapist to your parent and hearing their issues and adults off#loadinf onto you and like. man. no fucking wonder i struggle so much with interpersonal relationships om top of everything else i dont have#a personality until I know what the person needs from me!!!!!!
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Maybe one day, just ONE DAY I'll color this. Anyway, get a cute little Benetti confused in da corner with a completely screwed over moonscorched Benetti questioning his life like the cool boy he is.
#termina oc#oc art#my art#Benetti Mason#I'm sorry my boy but you have to suffer mama luvs you <3333#Blah blah blah he has trauma due to being always paranoid thats why there's so many eyes on his bulbus head.#Muah Muah *Pokes and turns into a cute little monster boyy#I love making my fictional children and giving them issues like the silly little child I am#Poor little Dutch man :(#fear and hunger termina
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I've been thinking how everyone has a personal quest, except you as a PC ofc, and for that reason... what would be Nat's personal quest.
Already established she's been constantly on the run for deserting Lolth's cult in Menzoberranzan, so it'd definitely be tied to that. I like to think that for the past 70 years, she's always been captured here and there but always managed to escape.
She's not under constant attack, there's a lot to do in actual service, but to turn your back on the Spider Queen is a great as sin as ever, one Nat's previously High Priestess would like to see properly punished, with a great deal of pain involved.
I haven't decided many specifics yet, but my general outline is that during Act 2, due to close proximity to a convenient Underdark entrance, Nat gets snatched up somehow and has to be freed. Between her companions realizing she's gone and actually finding her, her captors have flooded her system with poison that only an expert can get rid of.
And that's how it "bleeds" to Act 3, where either Araj Oblodra helps after some of her bizarre bargains, or the treatment has to be found lost somewhere in the Sorcerous Sundries. Meanwhile, Nat's in under constant but somewhat manageable pain and has her combat abilities (which are not that exquisite, she's a thief after all and not a fighter) severely hindered.
#bg3 rambling#nathrae#nothing set on stone yet#just rotating ideas in my head#subjecting my poor child to suffering as always#cause sure Shadowheart and Halsin are in the party#but I imagine only a lolth-sworn drow would know how to treat whatever fucked up poison their cultists use on their own kin
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