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PARTY REVENANT
So, in the SWL discord, silly things were shared and folks got extra silly (including our local @vomher; also, note that "Vh'mhyrr" is an edlritch-ification of "Vomher"):
So, as is my wont/community niche when folks say amusing things that give me a delightful mental image...I went to doodle it! Except...I recently bought a set of colorful ballpoint pens (at Rite Aid, of all places). So, what was supposed to be a quick sketch ended up being a nice clean illustration, so I could do a proper test of them! (Turns out their ink is thinner than Bic, so it's harder to get light shading with light pressure, and they're prone to glorping eventually when you try. Alas. BUT it came with brown, which turned out to be critical for this piece! Revenants are pretty much ALL BROWN)
I started out with a pencil sketch, then sorted out the lineart and some minor grey shading with a trusty Bic ballpoint pen. For the wraps I did an underlayer with yellow, then did curved hatching on top with just brown for color and shading. The coat is scribbly to give it a rough texture, both for aesthetic and to help differentiate it from the wraps. It's primarily brown, with some light blue to desaturate the worn/aged edges of the leather pieces, then purple to add further shading (and help differentiate from the wraps even more). There's even some rainbow-y iridescence in the black feathers attached to the coat! Though I did fill them in with black first...I think next time I'll try laying down the color, then going over them with black, to see if it's easier to balance how dark they are. Overall, I'm pleased with how it turned out!
#swl#secret world legends#tsw#the secret world#my art#fanart#traditional art#ballpoint art#revenant#party revenant#id in alt#rainbow#bonus points if you recognize why the rainbow's got extra colors#my pen set happened to have all I needed (and then some)#so I went for it
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Pornstar!Dabi (Touya Todoroki) x female reader
⢠word count: roughly 7K
⢠plot: as a broke student, you sign up for an assistant job at a movie set. It turns out the job is more than you bargained for.
⢠warnings: 18+, minors DNI, swearing, size kink, pierced big-cock Touya, fingering, cunnilingus (f receiving), multiple orgasms, loss of virginity, overstimulation, exhibitionism (sex in front of other people (movie set)), creampie, sweet aftercare
⢠personal note: thank you @/blankexpressions-and-falsefires for bring my beta again! As for what you're all about to read â I have no regrets. Virgin kink goes brrr
"College has always been so crucial, such an essential part of what measures a personâs worth and determines their future."
They say college life is quite challenging. That it can help you come to realize your potential, that you learn more about yourself while in it. That the challenges you experience in university help you grow into a mature person in society.
You have several challenges to face. There's the problem that you focus entirely too much on your studies. In some ways, itâs to secure your future and to compensate for your lack of private life. In other ways, it makes you, because of inexperience, too naive for your own good. Or, as your friends have called it: too innocent. You've never had anyone touch you, never been with anyone in that way. Thus, you never get the hint when someone hits on you or finds you attractive. You have excellent grades â but unlike many of your peers, youâre still a virgin.Â
Another challenge you are facing is that you aren't wealthy. One semester into your studies, you are closer to the end than you expected. Leaving your landlord's buro, you take a few steps before coming to a halt and close your eyes as if to gain some semblance of composure. You're broke and desperately need money to cover your rent and living expenses. The bank isn't going to give you another loan, and you find yourself on the verge of having to leave college without a family to support your education.
They say you have to fail first to be successful in the future. But you are beyond failing â you are simply screwed.Â
You are very aware of your financial predicament. And you loathe having to live day to day on just pennies. To put it shortâyou are sick of being a broke-ass, loser virgin.
You sigh.Â
Giving up is not a choice. So you do the next best thing: grab life by the horns and start looking for a job. Searching under your bed, clothing pockets, and between couch cushions, you scrounge up enough money to get a local newspaper. In its classified ads, only a few offers deem themselves feasible with your busy school schedule: a late-night shift at a local diner, pizza delivery, or a job doing telemarketing. None of those sound too appealing, but there might not be a choice. Then, your gaze stops at an offer that sounds too good. A movie company is looking for a production assistant on a film set; you don't need prior experience, work hours are during the weekends, and pay is double what the other jobs offer.
You donât think before hastily grabbing your phone, punching in the number, and waiting while the dial tone rings.
After a distinct click over the other line, a man hisses, "Shimura?"
"Uhm, hi. I- I am calling about the assistant job offer. I was wonderingâ"
"You're hired. Tomorrow at 5 pm," the man at the other end interrupts in an annoyed tone.
He rattles off the address as you fumble around for a pen, hastily writing it down when you find it.
Before you can reply, he finishes with Don't be late and hangs up unceremoniously.
You exhale, realizing youâve been holding your breath since he started speaking.
What the hell just happened?Â
***
The path to the location is littered with brown leaves, and you struggle to keep from slipping as you walk toward the building. The address given to you is an old warehouse on the edge of town. Its monotonous, featureless walls covered in graffiti make it feel abandoned. There are no visible signs that anything is happening inside at all.
As you walk across the parking lot, you start to see small indications of life: fancy carsâfar too fancy for this area- and sensual music permeating through the corrugated steel walls.Â
You werenât sure how to dress for a job you knew nothing about, so you opted for blue jeans, a white blouse, and pointy shoes with heels. Your hair is tied into a neat ponytail, and simple smokey eyes complete the look.Â
You aim for a large steel door that the cars are all parked close to. As you lift your head, you take in the old brick building you are standing in front of, lined with large casement metal windows.Â
There is a single doorbell, no name on it, and you hesitate before inhaling and pressing it with the tip of your finger.
You hear a clicking sound, and then the heavy door swings inwards.Â
Alright, here goes nothing.
***
The set is surprisingly professionalâlike a luxurious bedroom sliced in half. A row of chairs faces the set on a concrete floor behind multiple cameras and some sound equipment, with the crew standing around talking.
The producer, Tenko, as he introduces himself to youâwith tufts of pale hair and seemingly chronic dry lips in dire need of some chapstick â explains that your job will consist of helping around the set, distributing beverages, and handing out the script. Simple work you could do. After introducing you to the crew, he hands you a stack of papers, instructing you to pass them out.
Then you see herâthe actress. She is gorgeous, dressed in an ivory-colored silk robe. Her hair is the color of the sun. Her skin is flawless and tanned, and her body is perfect- although almost definitely sculpted by a professional surgeon.
"Where the fuck is he?" You hear Tenko grumble, pulling a phone from his pocket, thumb tapping against the screen.
A flurry of activity breaks your concentration. A door flies open, and a man strides throughâthe leading actor, you gather, from how everyone else suddenly perks up.
"Fucking finally," the pale-haired director groans, tucking his cell back into the pocket of his jacket.
The man's hair is coal-colored, falling in messy strands into his face. His eyes remind you of the bright ocean, almost glowing in the dim light of the set. His sharp lips pull into a wide grin, his canines peeking out. He is casually dressed, wearing a pair of dark, ripped jeans and a white t-shirt, allowing you to notice just how well-toned his arms are. He is handsome, with delicate yet masculine features and sharp angles set in his face. His eyes are heavy-lidded, and his thin lips form a troublesome grin when his eyes meet yours.Â
Shit.Â
He holds your gaze before dragging his sinfully blue eyes over your figure and looking away again. Your heart skips a beat because even in the low light, you can see that the actor is incredibly hot. Totally your type. You can't help but stare at him, watching how he moves, the way his muscles ripple under the thin fabric of his shirt, the way his thighs bulge in his tight pants.Â
Speaking of bulge.Â
It's the biggest one you've ever seen, and the sight of it sends a pang straight to your core. Your cheeks heat up automatically.Â
Stop it!
You curse inwardly a few times for thinking lewd thoughts on a professional movie set.
Butâyou can't help it. He just looks too handsome. It stirs something inside of you you've never felt before. You sigh, knowing that this man has already made his way into your dreams, but in the end, theyâll stay just thatâ dreams.Â
Someone like him would never want to lay a hand on you.
As he approaches the stage, the man stops dead in his tracks, staring at the actress with a bored expression.Â
âNot her again.â You hear him groan.
The actress snaps her head around, a stunned expression on her face. âPardon me?â
"The script calls for an innocent girl." The actor deadpans. "No one's gonna believe that with you in the female role."
The actress jumps to her feet. âHow dare you talk about me like that!â
Tenko hisses, âDidn't you read the script? You would have known you film with her today, Touyaâ"
âI told you not to use my real name on set,â he says with a blase, somewhat impatient gaze.
âAnd I told you not to let out your frustration on the set, Dabi.â The director retorts.
âFrustration caused by your actions.â Dabi deadpans.
You hold your breath as your eyes dart from the director to Dabi and back to the actress. The rest of the crew acts like this is an everyday commotion on the set.Â
âThis is not a requestâ I'm not doing the scene with her, " Dabi says, crossing his arms in front of his chest.
The actress jumps from her chair, visibly outraged, as her cheeks flare red with anger. âYou're such a dick!â
âYeah, you're right. But Iâm the best dick in the industry.â He turns around, a sardonic finality in his tone.
You stare at the scene before you, the forgotten papers clutched tightly to your chest. The blonde woman stares at the dark-haired man, infuriated.Â
âSo, it's either meâor her.â Dabi addresses Tenko, who isn't even trying to de-escalate the situation. âThat's my final say.â
âI can't believe you're doing this to me!" The woman wails exaggeratedly.
"Sweetheart, we need someone who conveys innocence. Not some chick as fake-looking as you," Dabi purrs with false care. âGo carry your plastic off the stage already.â
Tenko scratches his neck in annoyance. He watches as the actress slings an array of profanities at Dabi before storming off with quick strides toward the door, slamming it shut behind her.
The dark-haired man stands at ease, reaching into his pants pocket to retrieve a cigarette, lighting it, and taking a deep drag. âThank god she's gone. What were you thinking, Tenko?â
âDabi, she's the most requestedââÂ
âI don't give a fuck.â he runs a free hand through his dark bangs. âShe sucks.â
You listen to them bicker, getting more confused by the second.Â
âSoâwhat do you expect me to do now?â Tenko's scratching increases as he starts pacing up and down the set. âProduction costs will double if we cut and pick things up on a different day. Not to mention the cost of finding a new replacement.â
He jumps off his chair, pacing around the set. Then he grumbles, âWeâll take a ten-minute break. I need to come up with a solution or elseââ
âWe need someone Pretty, no makeup, normal clothes.â Dabi suggests, "That won't be too expensive. Someone who looks undefiled, innocent.â Dabi's gaze wanders across the room. âLike a student or something.â
Then he sees you, and a smirk tugs at his lips. His stunning sapphire eyes look you up and down. You swallow hard, your shaking hands almost crumpling the papers in their tight grip.
"Like her." Teal eyes narrow as they focus on you.Â
You blink back at him dumbly, the room around you completely silent.
"Me?" You answer, his words catching you off guard.
"Yep. You." Dabi's smirk returns, a playfulness in his eyes.Â
The director stares at you with the same baffled expression written on your face. "Her?"
"Yep. Her." His grin widens.
"B-But, I can't!" You counter. " I'm a simple student, not an actressâ"
"That's exactly what we need." The twinkle in his eyes is still there, "And you have a pussy, don't you?"
"Yes, Iââ You catch yourself, your cheeks flaring hot. âW- What does that even have to do with this movie?"
Suddenly, the room goes alive with murmurs and whispers.
Dabi quirks a brow. "You're telling me you don't know?"
"Don't know what?" You helplessly look around.
The dark-haired man turns to his director, "You didn't tell her?!"
Tenko mumbles something about how you would have found out eventually.Â
Dabi steps toward you and crosses his arms in front of his chest. "Doll, this is an adult film set."
"A what?" You dumbly blink at him.
"An adult film set. You know, where people fuck." He leans forward, deep azures sparkling salaciously. "You know how fucking works, don't you?"
"Yes, I meanâin theory?" A heat washes over your face and flushes down your entire body.
"Yes or no. What is it?" Dabi asks teasingly, raising an eyebrow.
The heat in your face has reached the tip of your ears as you stammer. "It's none of your business."
He steps even closer. "Câmon, sweetheart, tell us."
He smirks, eyes narrowing as he leans closer. He looks at your lips, then back at your eyes. You can smell him with how close he is leaning in. His deep, masculine scent surrounds you, sending a jolt of heat straight through your core. Even though your mind wants to scream at him, to tell him off, you hear a timid voice whisper, "Iâve used my fingers? Maybe some toys?"
It is your voice.
"You're telling me you've never done it with another person?" This time, it is Dabiâs turn to sound baffled as he leans back, taking you in. "That you're a virgin."
"I-IâŚ" You stammer, swallowing dryly.
Looking over his shoulders, he calls over to his director, "It'll break records if we film this. You're aware of that, right?"
"I am." Tenko snaps, scratching at his neck irritably, "You don't need to tell me."
"Ok, then it's a deal.â He nods towards you. âI want herâor I'm leaving."
"You little piece ofâ" Tenko growls. "That's extortion."
"You won't regret it," Dabi says, shrugging nonchalantly.
"Shouldnât I have a say on this too?" You ask, but both men ignore your words.
"Ok, it's a deal," Tenko murmurs. "How much do we pay her?"
Dabi turns his gaze back to you. "You need money, right? Or else you wouldn't be here.â
"Thatâs none of your business."
"C'mon, sweetheart, This is your chance."
âYes, I mean⌠" a sound of annoyance bubbles up your throat. "I can't afford my rent anymore, and my landlord will kick me out if I don't pay up soon."
âI sense an opportunity here," Dabi smirks. "Tenko, how much will you pay her if she agrees to do this with me?"
"How much do you want?" Tenko asks you.
âI-I don't know. I've never thought about it." You shyly add.
"Pay her rent plus an allowance," Dabi suggests. "Tenko, you know she's worth it."
"Thatâs too mâ" You swallow hard.
Tenko mumbles disgruntledly: "OK, I'll do it.âÂ
âYou what?" His words leave you stunned.
Dabi interrupts quickly. "What he's saying, sweetheart, is that he'll pay for your rent - if you let me fuck you.â
His lewd words and the deep blue pools of his stunning eyes send a flutter through your stomach.Â
âIn front of all these people?!"Â
âThat's what porn is all about, doll.â Dabi chuckles, studying your reaction.
You swallow hard.
"So? What's it gonna be?" He cocks his head, waiting.Â
You have always prioritized safety, so common sense tells you to stick to your usual way of life. However, look where common sense has led you: You're almost broke and may need to drop out of college.Â
This could be a bad decision. But, it's time to throw safety to the sea.
"OK, I'll do it," you proclaim, and a round of applause and cheers erupt on the set while Dabi nods appreciatively.
âCongratulations, you're hired. Now, get ready before I change my mind.â Tenko waves a hand. âWe still have a movie to film here.â
Your heart starts to race, a crushing weight bearing down on your chest. But you know that you have no choice. It's either a free porn loanâor being a forced college dropout. Taking a deep breath, you ball your hands into fists, trying to ignore the signs of panic your body is giving you.
"Okay, everyone, resume positions. And hand her the script.â Tenko moves to his chair, sitting down in it. âLet's do the first take."Â
"Hold on," Dabi says. "Why not do it a bit differently this time? No script, no actingâ just raw footage. The whole thing.â
âYou mean a one-shot film?â Tenko looks surprised. âI suppose that would work. Especially with a new actress.â
âAre you okay with that, doll?â Dabi smiles at you, and there's a warmth in his voice that wasn't there before.
âDo I have a choice?â you sigh.
âNot really.â He winks.
"Are you two lovebirds done flirting over there? " Tenko asks, " Because we're ready to film.â
âWe weren't flirââ you protest, but Dabi bridges the distance between you.
"So, sweetheart?" He leans in, his face hovering close, sharing a breath with you. "How are you feeling about being fucked on camera?"
âNervous.â you bite your lips, your face starting to burn.
"Doll, don't be; just focus on me," he soothes, stroking your cheek. âForget about everyone else; I'll take care of you.â
He takes your hand and pulls you towards the bedroom set.
âQuiet!â Tenko raises a hand, and complete silence falls over the set as the crew prepares to film you both.Â
Tenko calls out a set of commands, which different crew members around the room answer.
âSound?â
âSet.â
âCamera?â
âSet.â
âRoll sound.â
âSound rolling.â
âRoll camera.âÂ
âCamera Speed.âÂ
âMarker.â
A man with a clapper board enters the scene and calls, "Scene one. Takeâuhmâ whatever."Â
Dabi nods, and that is the cue. The lights dim, and the cameras vanish into the darkness; only the red lights betray their existence.Â
You glance around, your stomach in knots, as you realize that this is no game, that this is it. The only thing visibly lit was the bed standing a few feet away. The crew's faces are barely visible as everyone watches you, the man behind the camera tilting it, filming you from bottom to top.
âHey baby, you alright?â You hear Dabi's voice.
âN-No, not really.â You stammer, your hands trembling, your breathing picking up, as your eyes frantically dart around the dark set. âI don't know if I can do this.â
âSweetheart, look at me.â You feel a finger hook under your chin when Dabi tilts your head to meet his gaze. It's intense, the turquoise of his irises gleaming almost unnaturally.Â
You feel your heart sink into your stomach as his thumb caresses your skin. When he closes the already minimal distance between you, your eyes flutter close in reflex. His lips are sensually warm and addicting against your cheek, and your heart starts thrashing wildly inside your chest in response. Something changes between you, an intimacy blooming as the voices of the people mute.
It's all you need to distract your mind, to make your body heat up. Not with anxietyâ
âbut in anticipation.Â
âAre you ready to give me your virginity?â His low voice rumbles close to your ear.
You nod, like in a haze, every caress of his lips causes your skin to tingle, to burn with passion. He shifts, and you feel him faintly brush your lips, and a zap of electricity courses through your veins. Then, your lips are united in his first tentative kiss. They are so soft, and the way he kisses you is so delicate, almost tenderâ deliberately slow.
You relax, giving in to how wonderful this feels. His tongue slowly traces the shape of your lips, and you feel your brain short-circuiting. Angling your head to the side, you part your lips, begging him to enter. Dabi reacts instantly, his tongue slipping your mouth, delving deeper, tasting you, consuming you.
You groanâhow could a man taste so good?
It makes your knees buckle, and you start panting into his mouth, your instincts taking over, your body reacting to his touch. A desire, a passion, awakens like a wild animal roaring, and you feel a wave of arousal pool in your panties. You can't help it, and you slide your hand underneath his shirt, your other hand circling his neck. You can feel him smirking into the kiss, but the sound carries off into a groan when you rake your nails down the small of his back.Â
As he breaks away, a warmth lingers between you and him while he admires your wet, pink, swollen lips, "A little eager for your first time, huh?"
The kiss leaves you dizzy, and you can't seem to form an answer, too stricken by his closeness and intoxicating scent.
The moment passes, and then his lips smash against yours so fast you don't even have time to react. He presses his hips against yours, his clothed hardness grazing against your heat, letting you feel just how hard youâve made him.
Holy shit.
He's not gentle anymore; he's rough and demanding now. He is taking you, enjoying the shaky gasps that leave your lips. Dabiâs hands trail down your side to find your ass cheeks. He lifts you by the thighs onto his waist skillfully, never breaking the kiss. Carrying you easily toward the bed he releases his hold and you topple onto it, panting heavily.
The lights around you heat the air, and you notice one camera panning across the set while the other tracks toward you on a dolly. Just as your heart starts picking up an anxious speed again, you see a movement to the side. Dabi yanks his shirt above his head, the muscles in his stomach flexing with every movement.
The second the fabric touches the floor, he's on you with his lips pressed to yours and his tongue in your mouth. You feel yourself getting lost in the moment of passion and all you can see is him. Your stomach somersaults and the world around you ceases to exist; it is just you and himâ the people around you and the cameras wholly forgotten. The world, right now, only revolves around the two of you.
âYou taste so fucking good,â he breathes into your mouth, hazy eyes glowing with arousal. "How do you taste so fucking good?â
You feel his hand sneak underneath your shirt to slowly pull it off over your head. Next, he skillfully removes the rest of your clothes off until you are lying below him, sex and breasts cupped by delicate cotton underwear.Â
âLook at that,â he muses. âSo innocent.â
Sliding his hand behind your back, he unhooks the bra with an expert pinch of his fingers. Your breasts spill out as he slides the straps off your shoulders, tossing it aside. Then his gaze lingers on your soft, round tits.
âDamn,â he cups them and squeezes them gently, âWhere have you been hiding, girl? You're perfect.â
He slides his fingers over your nipples and a low moan tears from your throat. Dabi lets out a low rumble as his hands continue to work your breasts, rubbing and plucking at your stiffening nipples. Thereâs a deep throb low in your body, pulsing between your thighs, and you're startled at the way youâre reacting. You are so turned onâhis touch only adds to your bodyâs cravings, and as his large palms glide over your breasts; it pulls the breath from your lungs as it simultaneously fuels your desire. His thumbs drag over your nipples again, rolling it between his fingers before leaning down to lick at your pebbled nub. He makes you feel breathless with excitement the more he focuses on toying with your breasts, rolling the tips back and forth between his thumb and forefinger.Â
It makes you crazy with need until you're aching, shivering throughout your entire body. You're gasping for breath the entire time Dabi has his lips wrapped around your erect nub, sucking it to send a tingling sensation straight through to your core. Then he's biting just hard enough to make you squeal before soothing the puckered nub with a flick of his tongue.
âYouâve got the most amazing tits,â Dabi murmurs against your skin. âSo soft and full. So natural.â
While he switches from pliant nipple to pliant nipple, you feel a stray hand hook its fingers under the seams of your panties. He releases your nipple with a pop and peppers kisses down to your tummy while he adeptly pulls the little piece of fabric down and off your legs. You're now utterly naked below him while Dabi continues revering your body with wet kisses and nibbles, moving downward until you feel his warm breath on your pubic mound. He spreads your trembling legs, his eyes glazing over your pussy, pupils expanding and then retracting into pin slits.
"Look at that pretty pussy." His breath is hot against your soaked folds. "And so fucking wetâyou're dripping."
A shameful sound spills from your lips at his words, and you writhe in his hold. But his hands keep you in place.Â
"You're seriously telling me,â he slides his fingers up and down your glistening folds, âNo one's been here before?"
You squirm below him as a camera zooms in on where Dabiâs eyes are affixedâ between your thighs.
âCause you have the prettiest pussy I've ever seen.â He snickers. âAnd I've seen a lot.âÂ
His warm, calloused fingers slide up and down your slippery folds, his hot breath fanning over your sex. Then he spreads apart your sweet lips; it makes you shudder in anticipation, and Dabi chuckles.
âI can see you twitching for me.â A finger sinks in, making you arch your back the deeper it goes.Â
The camera behind him zooms in on your blushing face, and you cover it with trembling hands.Â
"Nu-uh, no hiding. Look at me." He slaps your clit lightlyâmaking you jolt. "Let us see your pretty face."
You whimper softly, because you've touched yourself beforeâ
âbut this just feels so much more intense.
âDabiââ you choke out, flinching in pleasure when he slides a hand underneath your ass,Â
raising your hips to have more access to you.Â
âRelax, baby, I'll take care of you.â A growl tears from his throat, and then he drags his tongue over your gleaming folds, tasting you.Â
You cry out, your body shuddering. Over and over, Dabi licks you with deep, claiming strokes, using his tongue to explore every bit of you.Â
âDamn, you taste better than anything I've ever tasted.â He pushes his wet muscle into your core, frantic to have more of you.Â
âOh my God. Dabi!â Your toes curl, and your thighs tighten around him. You're both â startled and aroused at his eagerness. Any worries you have are melting away as he drags his tongue over you again and again, making you squirm with need.
A moan escapes your lipsâ loud, uncontrolledâ when his tongue flicks over your folds. When he grazes your little button, you jolt as if you've been stung.Â
He hums appreciatively and buries his face into your warmth, seeking out that sweet nub. Your body jerks as he moves his tongue over it, repeating the action when he does it again. You give a little wail, and your hands curl into the fabric the longer he teases. He eagerly works that spot, and you cry out with little choked gasps.
As his tongue circles your clitoris, your sensations spiral out of control. You can feel the tension increasing in your body with a growing urgency to be released.Â
âDabi,â you pant with every flick of his tongue. But he doesn't respond, does not hearâ or pretends not to. He buries his face in your folds, hands holding you down by your hips.
With every quiver that moves through your body, with every shiver of response, every tensing of your muscles, you draw closer to the edge.
You writhe against Dabi, with his face between your thighs, lapping at your juices. All the while, he continues to work your little clit with his tongue in slow, steady strokes.Â
Suddenly, the feeling that youâre about to cum overwhelms you. Your pussy clenches, dripping with your juices, and your clit is ready to burst. Â
Your hips jerk against him, and then a release explodes in your mind, your thoughts crashing all around you. You come with a slight scream that morphs into a moan, but Dabi does not stop his ministrationsâ
âno.
He continues to lick and suck as you come and come and come.
It's too much; you feel like exploding. Youâre a moaning mess, fingers slipping between Dabiâs strands, pushing and pulling at his roots unsure if you can take it if he keeps going like that.Â
Your entire body is on fire. The orgasm continues to surge through youâ more intense than anything youâve experienced by yourselfâ with Dabi gently sucking and licking at your clit. You are delirious, feel like you are floating with no way to find your path back to earth.Â
âDabi, pleaseââ you choke out.
Dabiâs mouth detaches from your overstimulated nub and straightens up, licking your cumâs sweetness off his lips. Crawling on top of you, he gazes into your eyes. âDoll, tell meâwhat do you want me to do?â
You see his jeans straining from the bulk of his erection and swallow, your body responding with a flood of hormones.Â
âPlease fuck me,â you whisper, thinking in ways you never have before.
You want to beg him to be gentle, but you canât seem to form the words when you see him unbuckle his belt before unzipping his jeans, his eyes carefully watching your expression as he does. His cock springs to life, and you swallow thickly. It's enormousâand pierced.Â
You feel a momentary pang of doubt, questioning if that monster will even fit inside you. The previous excitement and adrenaline pumping through your veins gradually turn to panic. Your breathing picks up as you stare at his cock, wide-eyed.Â
âYou look worried,â Dabi says, stroking it with one hand. His raised eyebrows and amused grin tell you he's used to this type of reaction.Â
âAre you sureâŚâ you nod towards his cock.
âTrust me,â he says. âIâll make sure you feel good. Itâll be the greatest thing you'll ever experience.â
Your entire body yearns for his touch, and thereâs no way you're saying no now. Heâs spreading you wide open, hands on your knees, before he moves to hold himself in hand to align his cock with your entrance. Â
"Do you want me to fuck you?â Dabi asks as he drags the head of the tip up and down your slit.Â
ââS not gonna fit,â you whine with a worried expression.
âDon't be scared,â Dabi says, "I know what I'm doing. So, you'll be a good girl and take it all, right?â
âI'm not sure,â you whisper.
âI know you can...â His eyes stare at you with a desire so intense that you almost feel intimidated.Â
Heâs spreading you wide open, hands on your knees, before he moves one to hold himself and align his cock to your entrance. The pressure between your legs increases as Dabi nudges the pierced tip of his cock against you.
âGet ready,â he whispers.
A mix of a gasp and a cry leaves your lips as Dabi strains against you, feeling like heâs trying to shove a massive pole inside of you. You squeeze your eyes shut as tears gather in your lashes, and Dabi holds back, kissing you, waiting for you to relax.
âEasy,â he says softly, âIâve got you.âÂ
The softness of his tone relaxes you and the tension in your shoulders lessens. Then, somehow, something gives way, and he enters you. You gasp, your body opening up to accommodate the massive dick that is now sliding inside of you.Â
"Oh my godââ You throw your head back, hands clawing at his shoulders in a weak attempt to push him away.
âFuck, youâre so fucking tight,â he hisses, eyebrows furrowing before he hits resistance and then pushes forward.
Thereâs a sharp pain slicing through your core, and you don't know if it's from the stretch or a tear. Probably both. It hurts, and you squeeze your eyes shut, forcing tears down your cheek. Dabi continues to push his hips forward, only stopping once heâs entirely inside, heavy balls pressed against the crease of your ass. The cameras zoom in on the bulge in your womb, where his dick sits buried deep inside of you. But you don't notice them, your brain too consumed by him filling you up, his whole weight resting against you.Â
âYou ok?â Breathing heavily, he drags his eyes back and forth over your face.Â
âGimme a sec.â Your lips press into a thin line as the pain from the stretch slowly turns into a dull throb. After a moment, you nod...
"I'm gonna start moving now," Dabi saysâ and then does precisely that.Â
Just as you start to feel your body relaxing, he withdraws, only to plunge himself in again. The sudden shock of the movement is incredible. You feel every ridge, every single thick vein. It feels fantastic, and as he slowly slides back in, you can appreciate every inch of his cock. He starts an even rhythm, rocking inside you gently.Â
âShit, just squeezed me so fucking tight,â he moans in response. "Iâm warning you, don't make me lose my composure. You donât want to see me act up.â
Your mind feels detached from your body; you don't hear him, don't even notice the camera zooming in, focusing on how your face scrunches and your lips quiver because of how good he makes you feel.Â
He grabs you by the waist and brings you closer to him. Raising both legs in the air, he pushes them forward until your body is folded in half.
âOhâshitââ You choke out, the walls of your sex stretching to accommodate him.Â
âIâm gonna make you cum,â Dabi is panting hard as he starts driving his cock rapidly in and out of you. âYou won't be able to walk for days.â
âI-I canâtââ your jaw slackens as you tighten around his dick again, the ability to form comprehensive answers having left you the moment he breached your walls.
He rams himself deeper while his fingers slip between your strands, guiding your face upward, your mouths colliding in a frantic kiss.Â
It starts as a slow burn that gradually builds into a white, blistering heat. A feeling begins coursing through you, making you lose control of your body. You tense and arch your back, your head digging back into the pillow, voice caught in your throat. And just when you think you can't take it anymore, all that tension releases, and you cry out loud, a turbulent wave of pleasure hitting you like a storm. All your nerve endings are seemingly set ablaze while Dabi fucks you through your orgasm.Â
His eyes are wide with wonder, hearing and feeling you come undone around him. The way your eyes are shut tightly in pleasure, your entire body trembling and shaking in ecstasy, is the best thing he's ever seen. It makes his chest swell with pride. Still, it feels like it's not enough, though, and he needs more. He wants to own you, possess you, make you his.
Dabi snaps.Â
With a suppressed growl, Dabi grabs you by your hips and flips you over onto your stomach. He's not letting you catch your breath before he propels his cock back inside you again. His hand slides from the dip in your spine to the spot between your shoulder blades, pressing down until your face is buried in the sheets. At this angle, he reaches even deeper than before, his piercings rubbing your G-spot just right. Your hands tightly fist the soft duvet with every drive of his hips, knocking the air from your lungs.
Dabi seems delirious, pistoning in and out of you now. Reaching forward, he gathers your hair around his fist, tugging it to keep you in place, forcing your head up from the sheets. You sob out his name, your chin and cheeks covered with your drool and tears.Â
But Dabi is drowning too deep in pleasure to notice.Â
"Iâm gonna fuck you so hard youâll never think of anyone but me in your fantasies," Dabi growls while your elbows shake under the pressure of his forceful thrusts.
Slowly, your mind is falling apart with the pleasure pulsing through your body. Dabi starts drilling his big cock into your even faster now. You tremble below him, thighs quivering when you feel another orgasm building up.Â
âYou gonna cum for me again, princess?â Dabi groans, âI can feel your pussy clenching around me.â
You nod, too exhausted to form any words. Dabi tightens his hold on your hip, fingers digging into your plush skin, holding you still.Â
âIâm gonna cum with you,â he tells you. âIâm gonna fill up your tight hole, gonna breed you so goodâfuck!â
"Pleaseâ" you whimper pathetically, finding yourself trapped in his lewd promises.Â
And then you lose it, feeling like the world is disappearing underneath your feet. Pleasure rips through you, leaving you with no strength. Itâs an intense tingling pleasure that starts in your core and spreads through your whole body, from your fingertips down to your toes. It's all-consuming and euphoric, your body not knowing what to do with that much sensation at once.Â
You feel your body falling off a cliff into a pile of tingling ecstasy as you cum again with a broken whimper escaping your lips. The orgasm is even more potent than the last ones, like a massive burst of pleasure; all that tension explodes and shoots up the back of your legs and everywhere else. You moan and shudder, your pussy clamping around his cock.Â
âThatâs it,â Dabi lets out a long, shuddering groan. âJust like that.â
You forget to breathe while Dabi keeps fucking your harder and harder, feral with desire, shoving his cock as deep inside you as he can.
âOh fuckââ You gasp out, arching your back, fingers twisting against the sheets.
No sooner have the words slipped from your lips that you feel your whole body lock tight againâand then unravel. You forget to breathe as an unending cascade of euphoria detonates deep inside of you. You come undone, shaking uncontrollably as juices gush from your pussy, dripping down Dabis balls, drenching the sheets below.Â
Dabi groans, his eyes screwing shut, head dropping back. With one final possessive thrust of his hips, he cums, shooting his seed deep inside you. You feel his cock twitch as he moans heavily, eyebrows sewn together. His body is shuddering, his hips hitching while he rides out his orgasm.
Youâre faintly aware of your surroundings, buried too deeply in your bliss. Unable to take any more pleasure, you slump backward. Dabi slides his softening cock from you with an obscene wet sound before dropping down onto the bed beside you, taking you with him.
âFuckâŚâ he breathed out, caressing your skin. âThat felt soââ
âAndâcut!â You hear a voice call, speaking its way into the mush that is your brain, slapping you back to reality.
You open your eyes and look around in shock, having completely forgotten where you are. The lights switch on, almost blindingly bright. People start hustling about the set, and cameras mere inches away from you now pull back into their waiting positions.Â
âThat was perfect,â you hear Tenko say through the noise filling the set now.
Your breath catches in your throat, an unsettling feeling beginning to well inside you. Your heart starts pounding at an increasingly rapid pace while you feel panic stretch its icy fingers up your spine.
You feel a warm hand cradling your face, angling it to the side. Itâs Dabi. He places his mouth over yours without further ado.Â
âYou are perfect.â Dabi coos into the kiss, and it happens againâ butterflies erupt in your gut, the world around you fading until there's only you and him.
Instinctively, you let go, feeling the tension slowly dissipate and your heart calming down. Dabi smiles as he breaks away from you, and you feel itâ a lingering warmth, an unseen connection that spins fragile threads between you both.
A man approaches to help you get out of bed, but Dabi, whose face is still dewy with sweat, moves between you both. He takes the bathrobe from the guy and wraps it around your shivering body before getting dressed himself.
Helping you off the bed, he drapes an arm around your shoulder and leads you past the celebrating crew members from the set until youâre backstage.Â
Once in the changing room, he closes the door behind him and leans against it.Â
âThat was somethingâŚâ he muses. âYouâre a natural. Would you ever consider doing this again with me?âÂ
You're caught off-guard, his face radiating a tenderness that fills your heart with something joyful. A warmth spreads across your face, your hands gripping the soft belt of your robe as you nip at your lower lip. âI-I don't know.â
âYou should,â Dabi kicks off the door frame and saunters over you with a sinful, obscene sway of his hips. His hand finds yours, fingers interlacing in a silent agreement, pulling you into a tight embrace. âThink about itâŚâ
He lets the words hang in the air for a second. When he pulls away, his arms wrap around your neck, lower half still pressed against you as if youâre not a stranger. He looks down at you like the two of you have been dating for years.
âSo, I was wondering⌠what are you doing later on?â Dabi kisses the tip of your nose. âDo you want to grab a bite to eat and get some drinks?â
âAre you asking me out on a date?â A new desire for him grows inside of you. You smile back at him, reaching up to gently play with his dark hair.
âMaybe?â His lips curl into a devious smirk.
âIs this even allowed?â Chest to chest, your heartbeat slowly catches up to his, as if your bodies react simultaneously to each other's warm touch.
âMaybe?â Dabi repeats, his thumb gently brushing along your lips.
When you look into his eyes, a tenderness softens the rough edges of his sharp features. It makes you wonder, heâs been so sweet and caring after everything that happened todayâ you actually believe heâs a genuinely sincere and nice guy. You feel your heart quiet when youâre with him, as if you have found peace.Â
âWellâŚâ you consider, âI've just thrown all my morals into the wind. So, might as well go on a date with a pornstar, right?â
âYou won't regret it.â Dabis laughs softly. âEven though you might not be able to move after I'm done with youââ
âIs that soâŚâ You are torn between scolding him or laughing because he's so cute. âOk, big boy, whatever you say.â
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how i manifested my dream life with extremely hard circumstances + how you can too âĄ
Note: this is not my post and it's blushydior's post that everyone been searching for, so i thought why not making it as a post,and blushy if you see this, please don't kill me i know you said that you'll change your post but you disappeared After that.
⥠table of contents:
1. the importance of making this post
2.my take on manifestation + the 3D
3. HOW I DID ITÂ - my journey in 4 phases i went through that include my mindset changes up to the moment i got my desiresÂ
4. your new rules & routine from this moment on
5. a note from me!
6. frequently asked questions: separated into topics regarding the 3D, self concept + miscellaneous questions to have you leaving this post stress free.
now letâs get into it. read every bit of this post â ~ ŕ¨ŕ§Â âĄÂ ¡
I. THE IMPORTANCE OF MAKING THIS POST
iâve been through it all. you can read my experiences from old life in the âmy life beforeâ section of my success story + here, here, here and here. this is my success story on how the law of assumption has changed my life. as you can see from the âhowâ section of the post, i had purposely left it short, sweet and simple to avoid people complicating the simplicity of the law of assumption. but as time went on, anons and other blogs made me realize that since people do tend to over-complicate the law, the need i felt to make an in-depth post on how i personally manifested through my hard circumstances grew strong.
my blog often highlights topics that pertain to mental health, so i want to make sure those who find themselves in the same situations as i once were feel seen, heard and loved. you are all so powerful, amazing and hold so much potential more than you know. with this post, i hope i am able to help you realize that fact to the best of my abilities.
đđ. MY TAKE ON MANIFESTATION + THE 3D
something that youâll see me say all the time is: âlife is a blank canvas.â thatâs because it truly is.
remember that you are working with the law of assumption. what you assume to be true, is true. nothing is set in stone unless you say it is. things have meaning only if you assign it one.
you are the sole creator of your life. you are the artist that controls the brush/pen, you control what goes on and off of this very malleable canvas we call life. you donât have to do anything. therefore,
you donât have to: affirm 24/7, be specific, word your affirmations correctly, listen to subliminals, ignore the 3D, be positive all the time, meditate, have high vibrations, script, visualize, do sats or lullaby, go into the void, affirm in the present tense, avoid the mirror, etc.
you can literally say a random word like âbonkâ and if saying it means you have all your desires or money is constantly filling your bank account, then thatâs what will happen!
âbut what if my subconscious doesnât know what it means?â your subconscious mind is literally you. itâs not some stranger separate from you. if you want a scene to play out a certain way on a specific date or a romantic partner with all the most perfect qualities even if you canât name it all at the top of your head, your subconscious has your back with the details! you have your own back. donât worry.
YOU DONâT HAVE TO IGNORE THE 3D.
read that again and again and again and again and-if your circumstances are quite literally in your face, how can you turn the other way and ignore it? you could if you wanted but youâll only be doing more harm and we donât want that, right?
âso then what do i do?â you KNOW itâs going to change. itâs challenging when you donât fully believe the law to know itâs going to change, so for a start, tell yourself that this is not the end. why? because the moment you had a desire and claimed it as yours, it has already been set stone in the 4D so the 3D has no choice but to reflect it. this is your movie, you KNOW this is not the end. you are director and star of this movie! you control how itâs going to play out.
đđđ. HOW I DID IT - The 4 Phases (more so, 3)
PHASE 1:
i found out about manifestation from tiktok. from there i have tried scripting, law of attraction and had taken a liking into the craft. i tried it all until i found out about the law of assumption, sammy ingram and finally, tumblr.
PHASE 2:
upon finding out about loassumption tumblr, i had learned more and more about the law but as time went on, i had realized i had never really fully tried to apply the law. the idea just didnât come about to apply it. as many others, i had overconsumed information, always wondering if i was doing it right, questioning the 3D,
so i took a break. upon discharge, i realized many things and decided to spend an extended amount of time alone, away from social media. iâm someone who values alone time as long as if itâs spent wisely.
during this time away from tumblr and sns platforms in general, constantly surrounded by other peopleâs takes, information, and opinions, i had learned so much about the law of assumption on my own! i went into the law of assumption with a fresh mind, actually applying the knowledge and overtime of affirming and persisting, i ACTUALLY understood the meaning behind âcreation is finished. it is done.â
iâm advising you to step away from social media (that on itâs own has negative impacts) and be alone with your thoughts. i know your thoughts havenât had itâs time to be alone because youâre most likely constantly seeking information to help you. and i donât blame you. itâs just that, you are always bombarded by thoughts that arenât your own, you barely give some time to yourself to think for yourself!
PHASE 3:
and if you canât help but be on tumblr for other reasons than loassumption, unfollow blogs for the time being, scroll past informational posts to avoid second guessing your application. tell yourself that
YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT!
when it was time to apply the law, i simplified it. you choose what you desire, you affirm from your desire and persist. okay! got it. so thatâs what i did. i affirmed whenever i thought about my desire, i kept saying that it is done! so in phase 2, i mentioned how i realized how creation was ACTUALLY done, right? before deciding to apply the law, i kept seeing posts saying that but i didnât really fully understand it until the realization hit me during my time away from social media. (see? i love alone time. solitude is my bff) â hereâs my breakdown for you:
once you decide a desire is yours to claim, THE SECOND you affirm that, in your head, imagination, your 4D, it is ALREADY yours. therefore, it has no choice to become physical reality. (this is why your subconscious only needs to hear things once in order for it to conform!)
it will always be yours for as long as you sustain that assumption (persist), it is yours! no matter what.
this is the meaning of âit is done.â itâs like telling a chef what dish you want, once they know what you want, theyâve got you covered. except that this chef is you. you know the details of your desire, you declare itâs going to conform instantly so why are you worrying? there is no need to worry.
informational post on the 4D + 3D here:
â If you judge after appearances, you will continue to be enslaved by the evidence of your senses. To break this hypnotic spell of the senses you are told, "Go within and shut the door,â The door of the senses must be tightly shut before your new claim can be honored .Instead of fighting against the evidence of the senses you claim yourself to be that which you desire to be. As your attention is placed on this claim, the doors of the senses automatically close against your former master (that which you were conscious of being). As you become lost in the feeling of being (that which you are now claiming to be true of yourself) the doors of the senses once more open, revealing your world to be the perfect expression of that which you are conscious of being. â
i kept time away from social media and being persistent really helped me be aware of my thoughts.
persistence has helped me:
be aware of thoughts that i wouldnât have been able to catch before. for example, i was declaring that i have all of my desires and creation was done, but i found myself affirming âokay but where is it?â â this made me realize i was questioning my desires in my 3D even though i knew it was done in the 4D. (you donât have to do this, you can imply your 3D conforms fast with whatever affs)
flip and interrupt my intrusive thoughts faster and faster the more i persisted. i hated my intrusive thoughts so much. like it was so annoying and hurtful. it was filled with replaying past scenarios that happened to me, things i wished had played out differently, just people who absolutely did not deserve the right to be occupying my mind and space! so i was grateful to learn that with persistence, i started to have less and less of those.
(see!! mental diet, persistence!! <3 this is how habits form and strengthen duhh. remember not to abandon common sense for the law)
AND THEN, PHASE 4:
i had entered sabbath, the state of the wish fulfilled, calm and relaxation that my desire has already manifested and there wasnât nothing left for me to do other than persist. after so much persisting and saturating my mind with my affirmations, i reached being peace with my desires. iâm really glad i persisted. see how after persistence of assumptions, though false, will harden into fact? see how even your affirmations would feel âfakeâ at first but will soon feel natural to you? this means that i wasnât questioning where it was, how long it was taking, etc. but this doesnât mean i was ignoring my 3D. i saw it all but i knew it was going to change BECAUSE i felt peace in my inevitable desires.
then, i received my desires.
â I couldnât possibly be worried about anything if I really believe that imagining creates reality. â
â When I speak of feeling I do not mean emotion, but acceptance of the fact that the desire is fulfilled. Feeling grateful, fulfilled, or thankful, it is easy to say, âThank You,â âIsnât it wonderful!â or âIt is finished.â When you get into the state of thankfulness, you can either awaken knowing it is done, or fall asleep in the feeling of the wish fulfilled. â
đđ. YOUR NEW RULES & ROUTINE
ââYOUR 3 NEW RULES ARE:
1, you have all your desires
i have all of my desires
creation is finished. it is done.
2. you manifest quickly and easily
manifesting is always so easy and instant for me
i always manifest within 2 days or less, the 3D conforms instantly.
the 3D instantly reflect my 4D
the physical reality instantly reflects my 4D/imaginative reality
3. you are okay because nothing can stop you from getting the inevitable
everything is going to be okay because creation is done
i am always aware of my thoughts. nothing can stop/get in the way of my desires.
no amount of intrusive thoughts, events and opinions of others have the power to stop my manifestations.
âď¸: choose one affirmation from each list or make one of your own that makes you feel comfortable.
ââROUTINE:
affirm on loop as an act of saturating your mind whenever you think of your desire until you feel satisfied,
in the morning, after you wake up: saturate your mind with affs.
read the manifesting vaunt below everyday (whenever you feel like it) â read it over and over again until you feel confident then go about your day!!
at night, before you sleep, affirm this:
âi kept all my thoughts in check today. i didnât waver once. my mind is completely saturated with the new story.â
optional tip: if you want to saturate your mind even more as a start, you can set reminders with sticky notes around your space, have affs on your phone lock screen or wear a bracelet.
âď¸ NOTE: soon enough, your mind will be saturated and you wonât need to do this anymore. this is just a start for those who battle intrusive thoughts!
let yourself feel any emotions that may come up because of your hard circumstances then once itâs out of your system, affirm your rules, especially rule #3!
do not consume any loassumption information if you know it will only cause you to second guess your ability. if you have the urge to ask a blog a question, try to make sense of what they will say and answer it yourself.
in times of doubt, remember that life is a blank canvas. your desire is set in stone, so your only task is to persist.
REASSURANCE VAUNT
creation is ACTUALLY finished. it is done. the second i claimed my desires as mine, it has already manifested itself in the 4D so it has no choice to present itself in the 3D! all i have to do is affirm and persist. i always have unwavering faith in my manifesting abilities and the law. i never fail. i am successful at every single thing i do. manifesting is so effortless. no amount of doubt, worry, fear, anxiety, intrusive thoughts or events can ever, and i mean EVER stop my manifestations. why? because i said so. this is MY life. i make the rules. so if i say i manifest easily, the 3D conforms instantly and that i have all of my desires, then it is a FACT. iâm literally unstoppable. everything i want is inevitable. my only task is to persist, sit back and relax as the 3D reflects my 4D. it all happens so fast, but what else do you expect from a master manifester like me?
SOMETHING TO NOTE:
most of the time, people think affirming on loop is saying it like a robot but what you donât realize is that youâre affirming as if youâre reading a book. itâs not filled with enthusiasm but itâs not exactly monotone either. stop overthinking it. itâs like the voice youâre reading this post with. correct?
again, soon enough, your affirmations will feel natural and you wonât feel the need to affirm constantly. the routine above was given for those who battle intrusive thoughts, making your affirmations dominate to the point where you donât waver.
QUOTES on STATES:
â I paid thirty dollars for my first suit. Today a suit will cost me $200.00, but regardless of the cost, when the suit is new I am aware of it. But let me wear it long enough for it to feel natural and I will no longer be conscious of it. The same is true for a state. You may desire the state of fame. If you will think you are famous and remain conscious of the state long enough to make it natural, as the thoughts flow from you they become a natural part of your body of beliefs, and the world will proclaim your fame. â
â I urge you to use your own wonderful creative power and deliberately move into the state of your choice. Make it now by occupying the state long enough so that it feels natural. Havenât you had a suit of clothes that felt so new you were conscious of them every moment? I know when I bought my first suit I walked down Fifth Avenue thinking everyone I passed knew my suit was new. People passing paid no attention to me, but I was so aware, so conscious of my new suit. Thatâs exactly that happens when you move into a new state. If the state of affluence is new, you think everyone knows it, but no one knows or cares whether you are rich or poor, so walk in the state until it becomes natural. The moment the feeling is natural, wealth is yours! â
đ. ENDING NOTE
i love you. read that again. you can do it. read that again. i am so so so so proud of you. read that again! you are so strong, you have SOO much potential and power. itâs time for you to tap into it, angel. stop making excuses. stop telling yourself you canât do it. stop the nonsense! youâve dealt with your hard circumstances long enough, itâs time for you to turn to the person who can make that change (you) and make it happen. iâm really sorry you have to go through what you did. you certainly do not deserve the unkind treatment. give yourself a hug and tell yourself that this. is. it. youâre going to make the change. you know it and i do too. itâs possible. nothing is impossible for the person who believes! keep the faith in yourself. nothing can stop you.
itâs like those movies where the mc finds out they hold so much power. they doubt it because of the life theyâve had so far but once they give it a shot, they become the most powerful hero ever. you are that hero!!!
i love you and i am, again, giving you the biggestttt hug ever.
now, with that being said, @blushydiorâ will no longer be taking asks regarding this topic. iâve cleared most of the questions that could ever arise. you donât need my guidance anymore after this post! im seeing you off now. i love you. stay safe. know that youâre loved and hold the power to change your life.
â kisses from bambi ŮŠ(ËáË*)Ů âĄ
ps. make sure you clicked the words that have links! <3 (the links are missing)
đđ. FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS
Something you wish you couldâve told yourself before you manifested it all to make things easier for anyone struggling:
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
you guys are beating yourself up for something so simple. take a step back and realize that. youâre already dealing with such hard circumstances, so why are you literally degrading yourself for something so within your power and reach? tell yourself everything is going to be okay. youâre always doing your best. you deserve the WORLD.
I could write a whole novel, combine all the posts on tumblr teaching the law of assumption, and every helpful ask out there but at the end of the day, YOU are the only person who could change your life. YOU make the call. turn every doubtful question to a positive one, when in doubt, turn inwards toward the 4D and know that it is real. it is done the second you affirmed it so.
SPEND TIME ALONE.
i can NOT stress this enough. i didnât include the details of my time alone in phase 2 for nothing. youâll see that you can answer your own questions. youâll catch the thoughts you missed because you have always been so adamant on getting answers to questions you already knew. take a deep breathe and stay firm.
SEE WHATâLL HAPPEN IF YOU DONâT GIVE UP.
What did you affirm to get your dream life?
basically my affirmations i gave above and these. all i used were blanket affirmations.
What does persisting mean to you? What does persisting really feel like? Is it just like a mental diet? or what?
âpersisting is sticking to what you want / the end no matter what youâre shown, told, and what you experience + picking yourself up after letting any negative emotions & thoughts pass by.â â blushydior from this ask here (sadly the link is missing:()
+ keeping your thoughts in line of the same category. to word this in a different way, i can affirm so many affirmations just as long as they mean the same thing to me!
âit also is a mental diet. weâre always persisting in something. itâs just a matter of what youâre persisting in. you either persist in your desire or negative/non-beneficial thought 24/7.â
âin your post about how you changed your life, you said you just affirmed and persisted. but from your other posts it seems like you read neville goddard books. so did you just affirm or did you do imaginal acts too? i get confused when people say âjust affirm and persistâ cause neville never said that.â (original ask here) (note from Eli: the link is missing).
âyes, i read his books and sometimes i would do imaginal acts but i would only do that bc it helped me get by my circumstances, yk? like if i was overwhelmed i would just daydream lol. its like how i read books to escape to another world. but i would say, affirming and persisting was what i focused more on.
i just used what worked for me and used his quotes as a reminder of the power of man. i didnât want to bound myself to oneâs teaching constantly worrying if im doing it ârightâ or not so instead, i went back to his quotes that consisted of telling me to persist, look inwards, finding confirmation in my imagination, etc whenever i needed a pick me up.
but correct me if iâm wrong, iâm pretty sure many of the success stories he shared consisted of people simply decreeing their desires and feeling the wish fulfilled simply by repetition and acceptance of their assumption.â
What is saturating your mind?
read about it here (the link is missing, but Basically it is repeating an affirmation every minute or hour until you feel fulfilled)
Do we have to believe our affirmations? Did you ever doubt the law in the process?
no, i did not believe my affirmations and YES of course i doubted the law but i kept persisting either way because what could i lose? and here i am.
Did you just affirm, persist, maintain a mental diet and thatâs it? No SATS, going to the void, lullaby, repeating affirmations? Did you just got it sleep?
just affirming and persisting. sure, the occasional lullaby, i usually affirmed for 10 seconds max before i gave up. i couldnât sleep without imagining some romantic scenario LOL #bambiexposed
How to deal with manipulation and narcissism?
remind yourself that youâre in advantage because you know about the law of assumption. life is a dream, you can literally have whatever you want just by affirming. if you know that, why allow yourself succumb to other peopleâs thoughts and beliefs? i couldnât allow other peopleâs thoughts ruin my chance of living my dream life. the thought of it alone gave me the worst feeling.
How did you tackle the feelings of having no hope? + After being in the victim state for so long what did you do to get yourself out and actually stay out?
i persisted on loop whenever i doubted the law. i reminded myself that it doesnât hurt to just be quiet, affirm and persist to live my dream life. just do it. you gain nothing from turning back to your old habits. see whatâll happen if you donât give up. â Do you always turn to your imagination and, no matter what happens, do you remain faithful to the state imagined? If you do, you have passed the test. But if every little rumor, doubt, or fear can move you around like a pawn on a chessboard, then you are not keeping the faith! â â Objects seem so independent of our perception of them that we incline to forget that they owe their origin to imagination.â
What was the timeframe of when you got your desires?
about a week after deciding to be strict with self discipline, mind you, i was dealing with hard circumstances and intrusive thoughts for years. within this time span, i had entered sabbath so i immediately got my desires.
How did you kept a positive mindset when it looked like there was no movement?
refer back to phase 3
What was your affirming routine?
AT FIRST, when i started to get sick of overconsumption and not getting my desires, i knew my mind wasnât saturated/my desires were not my dominant thoughts. so, i decided to be strict with myself. i reminded myself with pieces of paper in my room that said: â PERSIST. new story only!â â AFFIRM!â
â 1.) the 3D conforms instantly.
2.) AFFIRM THE DESIRED
3.) BE LOT.â
and taped them on the wall infront of my bed & one on my door so i can see it before i head out.
i didnât need them anymore after a few days. (phase 3 & 4)
What did you do on all the days you woke up and things were still the same?
stop affirming that you donât see results. i flipped the thought of ânothingâs changed.â to âi am in my desired reality, it is done.â and so on. be stern and remind yourself that you are in control. donât fall prey to the 3D. turn inwards, find confirmation in the 4D. read quotes above.
How did you not react to the 3D?
i allowed myself to be angry. if i wanted to cry, i did. if i wanted to vent, i did. i ranted my feelings out in my head, aloud or in a journal then proceeded to go back to the new story after i cooled down.
But isnât ranting ânot letting the old story die out?â
you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track. i ranted for 2% of my 24 hour days. the other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as âtimeâ went on, it began to feel more natural and i felt more at ease. i held onto that feeling because i knew this was when i would get my desires and i did. letting out and actually feeling your feelings is important. youâre not a robot.
Did you script how your life would be?
no.
(.đĽ Ý note from Eli: here's her post about her life before and After she changed it with LOA, anyway i wanted to make it in a post since the Google document can't let you make a copie of it and plus you can't take screenshots which RenĂŠ didn't allow)
#law of assumption#loa tumblr#loa#loa blog#law of manifestation#how to manifest#loassumption#void state#affirm and manifest 𫧠đ⨠ִִָ֜ Ů Ë#affirm and persist#vaunts & affirmations#4d reality#master manifestor#loa success#instant manifestation
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red velvet hearts.
pairing: bad boy!donghyuck x baker!reader
genre: fluff, slight angst
word count: 7.7k
synopsis: you patch up a boy with a bloody nose and bruised knuckles, only to find out that he has quite the sweet tooth.
authorâs note: why do i keep injuring hyuck in all my fics lmao??? anyways i tried to write his character a bit differently than i usually do to challenge myself so please let me know how you guys like it! also remember, ladies: this is fiction. you cannot fix him <3
warning(s): brief description of injuries, mentions of violence, maximum amounts of cringe and melodrama
playlist: all my ghosts by lizzy mcalpine â heart eyes by coin â close to you by gracie abrams â sidelines by phoebe bridgers â the alchemy by taylor swift
RECIPE 1. TIRAMISU
âThis is not what I meant when I said you need your back blown out.âÂ
âNot funny. I almost died,â you grumble as you wrap the back brace around your torso. You hate the immediate relief you feel from the support it provides, no longer able to tell yourself that itâs really not as bad as it seemsâwhich only makes you angrier.Â
âThrowing your back out while lifting a giant bag of flour and nearly getting crushed to death by said flour is genuinely the funniest fucking thing Iâve ever heard,â Yeri, your best friend (derogatory), snorts as she shakes her head. âI wish you had cameras in the storage room because I want to see that shit so bad.â
âThank you for the brace. You can get the hell out now.â You roll your eyes.Â
âSo, what are you going to do now? Arenât you swamped with orders?â Yeri asks, ignoring you completely.Â
You have no clue what youâre going to do now. It isnât just orders you have to worry about fulfilling; itâs also the freshly baked pastries that you have to sell every morning. After a year of blood, sweat, and tears, the bakery that you built from the ground up is finally starting to gain some stable business. So, of course, you chose now of all times to try to lift a bag of flour over your shoulder like you were Dwayne The Rock Johnson.Â
âI think Iâll have to hire some temporary help,â you answer begrudgingly.Â
âYou could sound less like someone is holding you at gunpoint,â Yeri snorts, âCome on. It had to happen sooner or later anyway.âÂ
âI was handling things just fine on my own.â
âWere you, though?â Yeri raises an eyebrow, gesturing to your current state.Â
You fear you walked right into that one. âShut up and help me make some posters.âÂ
The two of you eventually manage to whip up some haphazard âHelp Wantedâ posters, the letters written in glitter pen and Yeriâs clumsy bubble text. You tried your best to fill in the empty gaps on the construction paper by placing Pompompurin stickers that you normally give to customersâ kids all over it. The posters look like a nine-year-old girlâs school project gone wrong, but you hope itâs charming enough to catch some attention.Â
By the time you and Yeri finish hanging up all the posters, the sun is already starting to set, and all you want to do is go home and put a heating pad on your back. After saying bye to Yeri, you start making your way back to the bakery to lock up. Once you arrive, you notice a figure dressed in black slumped over in front of the door. You can see their shoulders rise up and down as they take in labored breaths, leaning against the glass door for support.Â
Every rational fiber in your being screams at you to not approach the stranger alone, but itâs not like you can just leave this person at the front of your place of business. Cautiously taking a step forward, you squat down to eye level with the stranger, wincing slightly from back pain. Through the sweaty and matted mess of his brown fringe, you can see that the stranger is a young man around your age. However, his face is absolutely battered: bloody (and almost certainly broken) nose, split lip, black eye swollen shut, and a jagged cut on his cheek. If he notices your presence, he doesnât show it, keeping his head hung down.
Gingerly placing a hand on his arm, you give him a small shake. âExcuse me? Are you okay? Do you need me to call an ambulance?âÂ
His brows furrow, and he opens an eye (the only one heâs probably able to open) with a wince before lifting a finger and putting it against his lips. You notice that his knuckles are completely scraped raw.Â
âNot so loud. Iâm okay,â he answers.Â
âYou donât lookââÂ
As if on cue, his stomach rumbles with a guttural growl that slowly drawls into a sputtering gurgle before dying out all togetherâleaving a long silence to hang between the two of you.
After another beat, he gives you a sheepish smile. âYou got anything to eat?âÂ
You stare at him for a moment; his face is flushed, pink all the way down to his neck.Â
And like a stupid horror movie character who opens the door to a room that clearly screams danger, you nod.Â
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Fortunately, heâDonghyuck, as he introduced himselfâends up not being a crazy ax murderer.Â
Unfortunately, you find yourself awkwardly sitting in your closed bakery with a virtual stranger, fiddling with a first aid kit while watching him absolutely devour a piece of leftover tiramisu that you had in your fridge. If the situation wasnât so insane, you might actually think it was pretty funny. For someone who looks the way he does, this current picture of Donghyuck absolutely doesnât suit himâbruised chipmunk cheeks stuffed with ladyfingers and cocoa powder stuck on his split lip.Â
When heâs finished, Donghyuck looks over at you with a mesmerized expression on his face, as if you just fed him ambrosia. Thereâs a softness to his face that you didnât think could exist underneath all that grime and dried blood.Â
âThat wasâŚdelicious,â he breathes.Â
âThanks,â you snort, pushing a glass of water towards him. Unsurprisingly, he chugs it in the blink of an eye. âI still think you should get those injuries checked out, though.âÂ
âNah, Iâll rub a little spit in them and itâll be fine,â he shrugs.Â
âDonât be gross,â you sigh, scooting your chair closer to him as you set the first aid kit on the table. âNow, come here.âÂ
Donghyuck reluctantly dips his head, and you carefully cup his jaw for support, disinfecting and applying ointment on the cuts and scrapes on his face. You also clean up the dried blood near his nostrils and on his bottom lip, and he doesnât flinch even when you accidentally brush tender areas like his broken nose or the gash on his mouth. Instead, he stays perfectly still, leaned back in the chair with his forearms resting on his thighs and fingers nonchalantly laced together.Â
He keeps his gaze trained on something past your shoulder, and you also try your best to focus, but itâs hard to keep yourself from staringâespecially when his demeanor has changed so much. Heâs so calm and quiet in such a cold, ruthless manner, as if heâs physically steeling himself from painâlike heâs done this a million times before. Occasionally, you feel his eyes swipe across your face when he thinks youâre not paying attention, and it occurs to you how close the two of you are. Suddenly, youâre acutely aware of the heat of his skin against your palm and fingertips, and you rip your hand away from his jaw.Â
Clearing your throat, you move onto his hands, dabbing his raw knuckles with a cotton ball soaked in alcohol before placing large band-aids on them. Despite your best efforts, itâs hard not to notice how slim his long fingers are or how surprisingly clean his nail beds are for someone whoâs covered in blood. You keep your head completely bent, fighting the urge of looking up and possibly meeting his eyes.Â
âThere, all done,â you announce a little too loudly.Â
âThank you,â he says softly, âfor the cake and for this. For helping me.âÂ
âDonât worry about it. I didnât do much,â you blurt, still avoiding eye contact as you clean up the table. However, you notice in your peripheral that his gaze follows your movements, almost hesitantly, before he asks:Â
âSo, youâre hiring?âÂ
You click the first-aid kit shut, blinking a few times before turning back to him. He looks at you with a raised eyebrow, waiting for an answer.
âIâyeah. How did you know that?â you ask, puzzled by such a random question.Â
Donghyuck points at a poster that you didnât even know you left here, sitting on the table right behind you. You realize that he was probably looking at it while you were patching him up.Â
âThat poster that says âhelp wanted.â With the Pompompurin stickers. Iâm actually in between jobs right now, so if you would have meââ
âYou know Pompompurin?â you interrupt him. Itâs not that important and should not stand out to you as much as it does. Yet, you canât help but grin at the fact that someone like him knows about a tubby Golden Retriever character with a name that sounds like a mashup of the English languageâs most adorable onomatopeias.Â
Donghyuck trails off, stiffening as if you just found out his deepest, darkest secret. He opens his mouth slightly, trying to speak but unable to formulate a responseâan excuse, rather. Instead, he just lets out an airy cough, putting a hand over his mouth and turning away from you in an attempt to obscure his face. Despite his best efforts, he canât hide his glowing red ears and the way his earlier coldness melts away.
âIâyeah,â he responds, words slightly muffled by his hand.Â
You struggle to maintain your composure as you gnaw on your bottom lip to keep from laughing. Fighting a smile in your voice, you finally say:Â
âThe pay wonât be that much, but youâll get a bunch of free desserts at the end of the day. Are you okay with that?âÂ
It takes him a moment to process that youâre offering him the job, and you watch his eyes light up and a warm smile overtake his face. Thereâs still a light shade of pink dusting his cheeks, clashing with the purple bruising and swelling of his injuries.Â
âIâd love nothing more.â
Suddenly, it occurs to you that Donghyuck somewhat reminds you of a tiramisu.Â
He may look a bit rugged and grimey, bitter like coffee, but in actuality, underneath it all, heâs soft and fluffy (but not too sweet) like a mascarpone filling.Â
RECIPE 2. BLUEBERRY PIE
âAre you out of your mind?â
You cringe away from your phone, hurriedly turning the volume down. âDamn, you donât have to scream like that.âÂ
âYou should be the one screaming,â Yeri hollers. âI better not come over one day and find your body stuffed in the freezer or something.â
âI thought you wanted me to hire someone!âÂ
âNot some random dude off the side of the street who was covered in injuries and doesnât even have any baking experience,â Yeri hisses.Â
âI donât need him to bake. I just have him working the front counter and doing all the heavy lifting when I get my ingredient shipments,â you protest. âDid you think I would really just hand over all my orders to some random dude and go party it up in CancĂşn or something?âÂ
Yeri is silent for several seconds before asking, âHeâs hot, isnât he?â
âWhat?â
âSo you did know what I meant when I said you needed your back blown out.â You can hear the smugness in her voice.Â
âYeri,â you say tiredly, âplease be serious.â
âI am serious. Youâre the one being unserious,â she retorts. âYesterday, you acted like you would rather sacrifice your firstborn child before hiring a part-timer, and now look at you. Dickmatized.âÂ
âOkay, Iâm hanging up now.â
âSo, when do I get to meet himââ
You quickly hit the button to end the call and shove your phone into your pocket, letting out an exasperated sigh. You definitely wonât be hearing the end of that for a while. Your face feels warm for some reason, and you decide that you need a coffee break. After you finish making it, you pour yourself and Donghyuck a cup.Â
You peek your head out from the curtain that separates the kitchen and the front counter to see if Donghyuck is busy. Heâs politely chatting with an elderly woman, and your eyes nearly pop out of your head when he takes out the entire tray of egg tarts in the glass display and wraps it up for her. The woman happily hands him a wad of bills and waves him goodbye. After putting the cash in the register, Donghyuck turns around and catches you in the middle of gawking.Â
âOh, Y/N. I was actually just about to head back there. Weâre out of egg tarts for the display,â he says nonchalantly.Â
âUh, yeah, I can see that,â you whisper loudly, âWas that Mrs. Kim? Why the hell did she order a dozen egg tarts? That woman can barely finish a single cookie.âÂ
Donghyuck blinks, clearly confused, whispering back, âShe asked for my recommendation, so I said egg tarts since no one had bought any yet, and she said she would take all of them.âÂ
You pause, things finally clicking. Grinning knowingly, you say, âYou know, having you work the front is doing wonders for sales.âÂ
âI donât understand.â He furrows his brows.Â
You laugh, handing him his cup of coffee. âIâm talking about your face card, Donghyuck. Youâre too handsome, so youâre flustering the customers.âÂ
âAre we not whispering anymore?â he asks awkwardly. âBesides, thatâs not true. Look at the state of my face right now.âÂ
His injuries have faded significantly, but the bruising and cuts are still there. You want to tell him that superficial wounds canât mask the warmth in his caramel-brown eyes, the fullness of his cheeks and the sharp jawline, and the air of mystery that enshrouds him and draws people in.Â
But you donât.Â
âWell, for someone whoâs only been working here for two weeks, youâre doing superb. Injuries or not.âÂ
And itâs true. Youâve always preferred to work alone because youâre the only one who understands how you want things done. You naturally assumed it would be a hassle and a waste of time to try to explain to someone else when you could just do it yourself, but Donghyuck never seems to need an explanation. In fact, he knows before even you.Â
He gets to the bakery three hours before you, cleans and preps all the equipment you need for the day, unloads the ingredient shipments, and is already manning the front counter by the time you arrive like it was no big deal at all. He also seems to have a sixth sense of knowing when youâre about to do something you shouldnât be, even though you downplayed your back injury. Heâs somehow always thereâmoving all the stuff you keep on the top shelf to somewhere within your reach even though you insisted that the rickety wooden step stool you use is perfectly safe, cleaning up a glass beaker that you accidentally shattered, taking out the trash during his breaks, checking in on you when you skip lunch. He even turned down his first paycheck, saying itâs repayment for patching him up and feeding him.Â
Donghyuck is so perfect that sometimes you wonder if youâre being set up, like maybe heâs secretly embezzling money from the cash registerâwhich would be a more viable theory if he didnât drive an Audi to work everyday.Â
âThanks for the compliment. And the coffee,â Donghyuck says, snapping you out of your thoughts. He gingerly takes a sip and makes a strangled noise, a mixture being choking and retching, before slapping a hand over his mouth.Â
âAre you okay? Was it too hot?â you ask worriedly.Â
âNo, itâs justâŚreally bitter,â he mumbles, words muffled in his hand.Â
âOh,â you blink, âSorry. I drink black coffee, so I forgot to ask if you wanted creamer and sugar. Come on, thereâs some in the back.âÂ
The two of you head to the kitchen, and you watch him dump an exorbitant amount of creamer and sugar in his coffee, the dark roast swirling into something more akin to milk tea.
âYou know, there might be some chocolate milk in the fridge if youâd rather that,â you tease.Â
His head shoots up, those doe eyes lighting up. âReally?âÂ
âNo,â you trail off awkwardly, âSorry, I'm just messing with you.âÂ
Itâs a bit adorable that you can visibly see him being disappointed in there not being chocolate milk before growing embarrassed, looking down at his cup. He turns away from you, but you can see the flush on the back of his neck.Â
âYou really have a sweet tooth, huh?â you laugh.Â
âPretty lame, right?âÂ
âWhy would that be lame? Youâre talking to someone who owns a bakery, in case you forgot.âÂ
Donghyuck smiles at you, and itâs sugary sweet like buttercream frosting. He looks at you like you just said the most wonderful thing in the world; in fact, he always makes you feel like that, no matter what you say or do. âI guess youâre right.âÂ
âWhatâs your favorite dessert?â you blurt, needing a distraction urgently.Â
He pauses briefly. âI donât think I have one.â
That actually surprises you. âYou donât? Even though you love sweets so much?âÂ
He laughs, the sound harsh and rough, and it almost makes you flinch. âIâve never really had an opportunity to have many until now.âÂ
Thereâs clearly weight behind his words, but you know youâre not in a position to ask any further. A selfish part of you wants to be important enough to him that you are in a position to know more, but youâre all too aware about him very purposefully keeping you at armâs length.Â
âWell, you have plenty of time to find out,â you quickly continue, pretending not to notice. âActually, Iâm going to a blueberry farm tomorrow because Iâm thinking about adding blueberry pie to the menu. When I get back, Iâll bake one for you, and you can be the first to taste test it!âÂ
âYouâre going by yourself?â Donghyuck raises an eyebrow.Â
âOf course. Who else would I go with?âÂ
âMe. Iâll go with you,â he replies immediately.Â
âBut itâs, like, a forty-five-minute bus ride to the farm. Plus, coming with me to get ingredients isnât part of your job description anyway,â you explain.Â
âI canât come with you on my own free time?â he asks, tilting his head. âBesides, Iâm worried about you overexerting yourself with that back injury. A bumpy bus ride definitely isnât going to help, so Iâll drive us there.âÂ
âYouâre going to drive that fancy ass car to a farm? You do realize itâs going to be dirt roads, right?â You cross your arms.Â
âI think Iâll live. Besides, what makes you think this is the only fancy ass car I own?â He gives you an amused smile.Â
âYouâre joking, right?â You stare at him.Â
He hesitates for a moment. âYes.âÂ
âThat doesnât soundââ
âWhat time are we leaving tomorrow morning?âÂ
â...Seven.â
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Unsurprisingly, Donghyuck picks you up right on time, not a minute too early or late. As the universe would have it, it rained the night priorâmeaning all the dirt roads are now rivers of mud. You wince every time you heard a splat of mud hit Donghyuckâs pristine white car, but he seems to pay no mind to it. The two of you arrive at the farm within twenty minutes (he found a shortcut), and because you came so early, you get the entire farm to yourselves. The staff arms both of you with a large wicker basket each before setting you loose onto the massive property.Â
âOkay, make sure to pick the fat ones. The small ones are super tart, so avoid those,â you instruct Donghyuck. âWeâre going to fill these baskets to the brim and get our moneyâs worth.âÂ
âYou got it, Captain.â He salutes.Â
You give him a determined nod and a thumbs up before turning to your respective side and beginning to pick the blueberries. The two of you work without much fanfare or conversation, and itâs a silence that lingers between you comfortably. It reassures you to hear the sound of the bushes rustling from Donghyuck working; his companionship alone relaxes you.Â
Eventually, when the sun starts peeking through and the weather grows warmer, both of you decide to take a break. You find a spot in the shade before sitting down, pulling out snacks and bottles of water from a backpack Donghyuck brought along.Â
âI have a surprise for you,â you tell him, trying to hide a smile. âClose your eyes.âÂ
He eyes you suspiciously but does so anyway. You fish out a handful of unripe blueberries wrapped in a handkerchief from your pocket and feed some to him. His reaction is nearly instant the moment he starts chewing them; you watch as his face puckers up from how sour they are and his entire body shrivels into itself, a shudder running through him. Heâs polite enough to not spit them out, but youâre not polite enough to resist pointing and laughing at him. Throwing your head back, you laugh so hard that your stomach starts to hurt.Â
âOh my God, your face!âÂ
âUgh,â Donghyuck groans, taking a big gulp of his water. âI shouldâve known you had sinister intentions from the start.âÂ
âI didnât think youâd react like that,â you finally manage to say after catching your breath. âYou really canât handle anything except for sweet stuff.âÂ
âAre you having fun bullying me?â He rolls his eyes.Â
âSo much fun,â you say in a sing-song voice.Â
Donghyuck tries to continue feigning annoyance, but he canât help the low chuckle that rumbles in his chest. His eyes always soften when he looks at you, and his gaze is intimate like a loverâsâgentle, tender, unwavering, and vulnerable. But his warmth is always fleeting, and he only allows you glimpses of it through the unmoving walls that heâs erected around himself.Â
You wish he wouldnât indulge you so, terrified youâll try to cross the line heâs drawn between the two of you.Â
âWhat are you thinking about?â Donghyuck asks, trying to read your expression
âAbout the delicious pie Iâm about to make when we get back,â you smile.Â
âI see,â he responds, though itâs clear he isnât convinced. âIâm looking forward to it.â
âYou better be. This is how Iâm paying you back for driving me here,â you nod.Â
âInstead of that, pay me back by telling me what your favorite dessert is,â he suddenly says. âI do still want the pie, though.âÂ
âThat was random,â you snort. âWhy do you want to know my favorite dessert?â
âBecause you asked me, but you never told me yours.âÂ
You suppose he has a point, but you find it ironic that he wants to know more about you when he refuses to offer you even a modicum of information about himself. Despite this, you tell him anyway because you are obviously the fool here.Â
âIf you must know, itâs red velvet cake,â you sigh.Â
âWhy?âÂ
You donât answer at first, carefully thinking about if youâre ready to be vulnerable in front of himâstill a virtual stranger. A virtual stranger who loves sweets. A virtual stranger who is a bit of a messy eater. A virtual stranger who knows Pompompurin. A virtual stranger who worries about you even when heâs not on the clock. A virtual stranger who gently tells you to be careful whenever you try to do something dangerous, whispering, âIâll do it instead.â A virtual stranger who allows his luxury car to be caked in mud for you.Â
âBecause itâs the dessert that made me realize I want to do this for the rest of my life,â you finally say. âI baked it for my momâs birthday, and I think I ended up being more excited than her.âÂ
Donghyuck stays quiet, gauging your reaction.Â
âI was in college, studying to be a doctor like everyone else in my family. So, like a dumb young person who thought that dreams were more important than money, I dropped out of college and went to culinary school. My parents told me I was ruining mine and their lives, disowned me, yada-yadaâa bunch of depressing stuff, you know. Eventually, I graduated, took out a huge loan, and opened up my own bakery. Worked a bunch of part-time jobs until my business could stand on its own. Now here I am. Still in debt, though,â you laugh awkwardly. âBut Iâm not doing too shabby. I was able to hire you, so at least I have a little cash to spare.âÂ
He still doesnât say anything, so you find yourself starting to ramble. Youâre really not sure what possessed you to trauma dump on him like that.Â
âYou know, a lot of people talk shit about red velvet cake because they say the only thing that makes it special is the red food coloring,â you hurriedly explain, âbut thatâs not true. The cream cheese frosting is super important too. Also, I always say love is the most important ingredient of all. As a baker, youâre kind of baring your heart to the customer, and isnât it kind of cute that red velvet cake is red like a heart? Okay, please say something now or else I think Iâm going to projectile vomit.âÂ
Donghyuck reaches over and brushes a sweaty lock of hair out of your face. His fingers brush over your temple, which makes you sharply suck in a breath. You almost lean into his touch, but you catch yourself. His hand slightly lingers on the side of your neck, like he wants to bring your face closer, but he eventually pulls away.Â
He searches your face, and youâre not sure what heâs looking forâif anything. Rather, perhaps heâs not searching. Perhaps heâs committing your features to his memory, as if the way you look right now is something he wants to remember forever.Â
âYouâve worked hard, Y/N,â he says softly, voice slightly hoarse. âThis is long overdue, but congratulations. You achieved your dream, and donât let anyone ever discount that. Not even yourself.âÂ
You wonder how long youâve waited to hear that. Youâre not even sure you knew you needed to hear that. But when Donghyuck says it, it hits you just how long and hard youâve worked all on your own without a single break. Throughout the years, youâve really only ever heard, âIâm sorry that happened.â When was the last time someone congratulated you? When was the last time you congratulated yourself?Â
You surge forward, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and burying your face in his shoulder. Donghyuck cradles you against him, one hand wound tightly around your waist while the other is tangled in your hair. You can feel his chest rise up and down as he holds you. He smells like lavender soap and a bit earthy from being outside, and the warmth of his skin against your cheek makes you want to close your eyes and fall asleep in his arms.Â
âThank you,â you whisper.Â
âNo, thank you,â he murmurs into your hair.Â
Youâre not sure why heâs thanking you instead, but what you are sure of is that youâre crossing the line, taking a step towards him and wondering if heâll meet you halfway.Â
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âTada!â you announce cheerfully, setting down the freshly baked blueberry pie onto the table.Â
Donghyuck claps excitedly. âHoly shit, it looks amazing.âÂ
âIâm still trying to figure out the right portions for the filling, so let me know if you think thereâs too much or little,â you tell him as you hand him a slice.Â
Without even answering you, he stabs his fork into the pie and almost eats the entire slice in one bite, seemingly unbothered by the steam still rising from it.Â
âBe careful. Youâre going to burn your tastebuds off. Iâm not letting you eat it for shits and giggles, you know. This is for research purposes.â You cross your arms.Â
âItâs perfect, Y/N. Iâm serious,â Donghyuck says after swallowing. âThe filling isnât too sweet, and the crust is airy and light.âÂ
âWell, alright, Gordon Ramsay. I think weâre going to be adding a new menu item then,â you smile. âThink you can get Mrs. Kim to buy a dozen of these?â
âI donât think sheâll need much convincing with how good these taste.âÂ
âYouâre so easy,â you tease. âAll I need to do is feed you. Anyways, Iâm going to clean up here, but you should head home. Itâs getting late, and you wake up way earlier than me.âÂ
âIâll help,â he insists.Â
âGo,â you order, pointing at the door. âI can handle it.âÂ
He looks conflicted but eventually relents when you threaten to physically kick him out. Before he leaves, he turns back to you and says, âThank you, Y/N.â
âWhy do you keep thanking me?â you laugh.Â
âItâs been a long time since Iâve had this.â
âWhat? A blueberry pie?â
Donghyuck pauses, a slight wonder in his expression, as if heâs realizing his answer for the first time as well.
âPeace.âÂ
And you think maybe this is a step forward for him too.Â
RECIPE 3. CREAM PUFF
Itâs quite surreal how easily and naturally you and Donghyuck fall into a routine together. Somehow, in the blink of an eye, two weeks becomes two months. Youâve learned the little things about him, like how he always swipes some icing before you can fill up the piping bag or that heâs not a coffee drinker at all (more of a hot cocoa person) or that he purses his lips when a dessert heâs testing tastes off (no matter how hard he tries to hide it) or that he involuntarily sticks his arm out in front of you when he wants to stop you from doing something you shouldnât.Â
You also notice that he sometimes comes into work with injuries. Theyâre not nearly as bad as the first time you met him, but itâs hard to ignore a bruised cheek or bloodied knuckles. He always has a reason for them, whether itâs tripping down the stairs or accidentally falling down and scraping his hands on the concrete. You can tell by the way he laughs it off that he doesnât plan on telling you the truth, so you laugh with him. The two of you, having taken only a step towards one another, find yourselves completely immobile now.Â
He always does this: envelops you like a cloud but disappears the moment you reach out for him.Â
Youâre honestly not sure why heâs still here. Your injury has long healed, and he clearly doesnât need the abysmal pay youâre giving him. He feels like heâll slip away at any moment, fleeting like a warm spring breeze, and you suppose time flies by when you know itâs limited. Despite knowing that, you canât help but desperately want him to stay.Â
âI think itâs cute how hard heâs working,â Yeri randomly says one day as she eyes Donghyuck prepare orders in the front. Heâs in the middle of a lunchtime rush, so he doesnât even notice the two of you watching him like weirdos.
âWell, thatâs what Iâm paying him to do,â you reply, rolling his eyes.Â
âOh, I think the money is the least of his worries here,â she hums, taking a sip of her coffee.Â
She has a point, but youâre pretty sure sheâs implying something else as well. Just as you go to ask her what exactly she means, you hear a loud clatter. Flinching, you turn your attention back to Donghyuck and realize that heâs dropped a tray on the floor. However, the tray is the last thing on your mind when you see the expression on his face. Itâs a mixture of horror, anger, and almost sadnessâlike heâs finally come face-to-face with whatever heâs been running from. It makes your blood run cold.Â
Donghyuck is looking at a boy around his age; the boy has dark hair, a mole under his eye, and a grim expression. More importantly, heâs covered in injuries too.Â
âWho is that?â Yeri whispers. âWhy does Donghyuck look like heâs seen a ghost?âÂ
Maybe because he has, you want to tell her.Â
Donghyuck grabs the boy's arm, squeezing so tightly that his knuckles turn white, and mumbles something to him. When he turns around and meets your eyes, he looks pained and fearful as if you witnessed something you shouldnât have.
âIs it okay if I take my break early today?â he asks calmly, though the tremor in his voice gives him away.Â
You nod hesitantly, unable to force yourself to speak. You watch him as he drags the boy out; when he passes you, you can tell how tightly his body is wound right now. His jaw is clenched, a muscle spasming as he tries to control himself, and every step he takes seems labored. Heâs running on pure adrenaline right now, like heâs physically steeling himself.Â
However, you donât think heâs ever appeared so incredibly alone before. As you watch his back disappear further and further from your view, youâre unsure if heâll ever return, and you never imagined how terrifying that would be.Â
.
.
.
The cream puffs arenât rising.
Youâre crouched in front of the oven, watching the dough remain flat and lifeless. You shouldâve known better than to attempt to make cream puffs on such a shitty day, especially when pastries like these are so sensitive to the environment and atmosphere. Even though you know you should probably just scrap them and try again, you wait for just a little longer, hoping that maybe if you wish hard enough that theyâll magically start to rise.Â
But then again you suppose that no matter how hard you try, no matter how careful you are, no matter how perfect the batter is, no matter how much time you spend time piping them, no matter how much you want them to rise, they wonât.Â
You decide that Donghyuck isnât like a tiramisu at all; heâs sensitive and delicate and elusive and frustrating like a cream puff.Â
âY/N, theyâre burning.âÂ
Losing your balance and nearly falling over, you gasp loudly. You were so lost in your thoughts that you didnât even hear Donghyuck walk into the kitchen, nor did you smell the undeniable scent of something being burnt to a crisp.Â
âOh, fuâ!â you curse, hurriedly opening the oven and casually suffocating both you and Donghyuck with a hot plume of air. Sputtering, you look around and grab a random rag from the sink before reaching for the cream puffs.Â
âWait, stop!â Donghyuck stops you with an outstretched arm, his hand pressed to your side. âLet me do it.âÂ
He gently takes the rag from your hand and removes the tray of charred cream puffs from the oven, dumping them into the trash before putting the tray in the sink and running some water on itâjust how you like it.Â
Letting out a relieved sigh, he turns back to you and asks, âAre you okay? Itâs not like you to make a mistake like that. You didnât get burned anywhere, did you?âÂ
When you donât answer immediately, Donghyuck rushes forward and grabs your hands, carefully examining your fingers and arms. âWait, are you hurt? Where? Tell me where you got burned. We have to cool it down with some lukewarm water. And donât just say youâre fine. Burns are not a joke, Y/Nâwhy are you looking at me like that?âÂ
His hands are calloused and rough, and you can still see scabs from where he tore his knuckles, yet he touches you like youâre the delicate one. Heâs covered in fresh and old wounds, yet he looks so panicked at the thought of you having a scratch.Â
âShut up,â you whisper furiously, ripping your hands away from him. âFrom now on, donât ask me another question. Itâs my turn to ask you questions.âÂ
He blinks, a bit stunned by your reaction, but itâs clear he knows what youâre about to say. He goes to reach for you again but decides against it. âOkay.âÂ
âWho was that guy?â you demand. âWhy are you always covered in injuries? Why did you lie to me? Who are you?âÂ
âHeâs an old friend,â Donghyuck starts quietly.Â
âDo you treat all your friends like that?âÂ
âWhen I donât want to see them.âÂ
You wait for him to continue.
âBefore I met you, he and I and a few of our other friends workedâŚodd jobs for cash,â he explains, and he looks like heâs choking on every word. âThe jobs usually entailed us hurting people and also getting hurt. I did a lot of shit I wasnât proud of. At the time, I didnât really care. It was just nice to feel something, whether it was the adrenaline rush from doing the punching or the pain from being punched. I got a bunch of money, bought a bunch of expensive stuff, but none of it mattered. Eventually, I just felt nothing again. I didnât even have the energy to loathe myself anymore. So, I took one last job, got the shit kicked out of me, and then I left. Thatâs when you found meââ
He inhales, and his eyes flicker towards you. He gazes at you so longingly, as if you were impossibly out of his reach, that you canât help but involuntarily take a step towards him.Â
But he steps back.Â
âI thought that working here would make me feel like a human being again, but I didnât realize how much I wouldââ He pauses again. âI thought working here would be a nice reset for me, but I naively thought that I could completely leave my past behind. My friends eventually found me, and I guess I care about those reckless assholes more than I thought because they managed to convince me to take on a few more jobs with them. Thatâs why Iâve been coming to work with injuries. But Iâm done. I cut them off for good when they walked into this bakery. I donât wantâŚI donât want our past to tarnish this place. I want to keep this place a beautiful, warm, and pure safe haven that you worked so hard for it to be. Thatâs why I lied to you, Y/N. Iâm a coward to the bone, and I was envious of you. I was ashamed to admit it to you. You, who had the courage to chase after your dream. You, who had the kindness to help a good-for-nothing asshole like me. I only want you to have happy memories from now on, and I am not one of them.âÂ
âAre you going to leave?â you ask softly.Â
âI probably should,â he answers shakily.Â
âWhatâs stopping you?âÂ
âJustâŚone reason.âÂ
âWhen you say it like that, it makes it sound like the reason is me.âÂ
Donghyuck laughs bitterly, and his eyes drag across your face like every movement hurts him.
âYou know itâs you. Itâs always been you.âÂ
When you reach for his hand, he turns away like just the warmth from your body heat burns him. So instead, you take a step back.Â
âI wonât ask you to stay, Donghyuck, I wonât chase you. Iâm going to wait right here, and itâs up to you if you're going to meet me halfway.âÂ
RECIPE 4. RED VELVET CAKE
When your alarm clock goes off the next morning, you seriously consider just not showing up to work. Itâs not like you can be fired for being a no-show when youâre your own boss, after all.Â
And itâs not like you have any employees who will be expecting you.Â
Youâll just apologize to Mrs. Kim and your other regulars later. Youâre allowed to have a day where you just rot in bed and feel sorry for yourself.Â
However, no matter how much you tell yourself that, you find yourself crawling out of bed and getting ready anyway. You canât seem to brutally crush that small glimmer of hope that Donghyuck might still be there, no matter how hard you try. When you see yourself in the mirror, you recoil in horror. Your eyes are almost swollen shut from the amount of crying you did last night, and your face is sallow and lifeless.Â
So much for putting on a brave face, you think wryly to yourself. You tried so hard to look tough, when in reality, you bawled your eyes out and even considered praying to God for Donghyuck to stay. Itâs a humiliating and humbling reality check.Â
âStand up right now,â you sharply tell yourself in the mirror. âHeâs just some guy. Get it together.âÂ
You do your best to clean up your appearance and make the trek over to the bakery. It takes another internal pep talk before you can make your way to the door. After you finally walk up, you see that the lights inside are off. Your stomach sinks, and your eyes start to burn. Even though youâre holding the handle, you canât bring yourself to open the door. Itâs an outcome that you expected, yet you wonder why it hurts so badly.Â
âYou liar,â you mumble to yourself, âYou said you only wanted me to have happy memories.âÂ
Once you make your way inside, you numbly head towards the kitchen, trying to remember what exactly you have to do today. Oh right, now that heâs not here, you also have to make sure all the ingredients are prepped first.Â
When you walk into the kitchen, you do a double-take.Â
The whole place looks like itâs been completely ransacked: used pans and utensils piled up in the sink, two opened boxes of cake mix, containers of ingredients without lids on on the tables, random lumps of flour and egg shells strewn aboutâÂ
And right in front of the oven is Donghyuck, flour in his hair and frosting on his nose. Heâs holding a cake stand withâŚyou think itâs supposed to be a cake on it? The shape is mangled and haphazardly cut, but it has echoes of a heart. The frosting is a hot mess, as if a bird with diarrhea shat all over the cake. The batter is clearly underbaked and makes the cake look gooey in a bad way.Â
âUm, I promise Iâll clean all of this up in a second, but I wanted to surprise you,â Donghyuck starts awkwardly. âItâs not perfect, but I tried making a red velvet cake for you.âÂ
You stare at him, still not sure how to react.Â
âYou once said that baking is like baring your heart to the customer and that love is the most important ingredient of all,â he laughs softly to himself. âI think love is the only ingredient I managed to get right, but Iâm baring my heart to you now, Y/N. Iâm sorry I hid everything and lied to you, but Iâm in love with you. Hopelessly so. All my life, Iâve chased a feeling, not knowing what it was. But now I do. I donât think I knew how to feel until I met you. I never once thought I would ever have a purpose in my life, but you make me want to be a normal, proper member of society. Your dream is my dream. I want to wake up at 5AM and sell egg tarts with you for the rest of my life, if youâll have me.âÂ
Donghyuck sets the cake down on a table in front of you, and you notice that his fingers are dyed red from the food coloring. It almost reminds you of when you first met him, except his injuries have been replaced with red food coloring, flour, and cream cheese frosting.Â
âThis cake is terrible,â you smile, âhow did you butcher it that badly when you used cake mix?âÂ
You watch him blush all the way down to his neck, as he sheepishly looks away. âDonât make fun of me. I really tried my best. I stayed up watching tutorialsââÂ
Leaning across the table, you cup his face with both hands and kiss him, brushing your thumbs across his cheekbones. He tastes like frosting, hot cocoa, and your prayers being answered. The way he kisses you back is bruising, dizzying and knocking any coherent thought out of your head, his hands finding your hips and anchoring you to him. He kisses you like youâre the sweetest and most wonderful thing heâs ever tasted.
When you finally pull away, it takes you a moment to regain feeling in your legs. Donghyuck presses his forehead against yours, lips brushing against yours once again as the two of you try to catch your breath.Â
âI think Iâm going to have to fire you, though,â you whisper. âYou know, with me being your boss and all. The power dynamic is too weird.âÂ
He hums, pausing for thought. âThen how about I become your business partner?âÂ
âWhat?â
Donghyuck reaches into his pocket and fishes out his wallet, pulling out a shiny and fancy-looking credit card. He hands it to you without much fanfare.Â
âI have a lot of money, you know. So Iâm going to invest in your business. Use it as youâd like,â he casually announces.
You stare at him, your jaw hanging wide open. He never tried to hide from you that he was rich, but he never told you that he was rich rich.Â
âWell, damn! Why didnât you show me this earlier? I would have forgiven you a lot sooner,â you tease, slapping him on the arm. âAre you sure you want to give this to me? Iâm quite the gold-digger, you know.â
âWhen I told you to use it as youâd like, I meant me as well,â Donghyuck replies, shrugging.
âYouâre insane.â You hope he canât tell how much your face is burning up.Â
âI guess I am,â he laughs, and you donât think heâs ever looked so free. You want to tell him that you hope he only has happy memories from now on too. You want to tell him that youâll rewrite all of his scars with sugary and fluffy desserts so that they wonât ever hurt again.Â
And for the first time in your life, you feel it too.
Peace.Â
EXTRA
âSo, have you figured out what your favorite dessert is?âÂ
Donghyuck stirs slightly, groaning, as he wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you closer. He slips his hand under your shirt (well, technically itâs his shirt) and rests it on your bare hip bone.Â
âWhy arenât you asleep?âÂ
âBecause Iâm curious.âÂ
âIf I answer, will you let me rest?â
âDepends on how good your answer is.âÂ
âBlueberry pie. Thatâs my answer.âÂ
You smile against the crook of his neck.Â
âWhy?âÂ
âBecause itâs the dessert that made me realize I want to do this for the rest of my life.âÂ
#nct imagines#nct scenarios#haechan fluff#haechan angst#nct dream fluff#nct dream angst#nct 127 fluff#nct 127 angst#nct 127 imagines#haechan#nct#choerrypuffs
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He wished he could say he knew it was a bad idea before it happened, but he didn't.
It wasn't until the saw blade had sliced straight down his leg and the blood started seeping onto his pants and pooling on the garage floor that he realized hey, maybe I should have been a little more careful.
Still, without allowing himself to panic, he made himself a tourniquet before getting into his truck and heading toward the hospital.
âI was going through your files, Thomas,â Tommy's nurse, Angela, said as she walked into his room, âand you have a blank space where your emergency contact should be. Why's that?â
âWell good morning to you too, Angela,â Tommy replied, plastering on a grin. âLovely to see you, as always.â
She cocked her head to the side, resting a hand on her hip. âMhm. You need an emergency contact, Thomas.â
âNobody calls me Thomas, Angela.â
âAnd nobody calls me Angela, Thomas.â
Tommy pushed himself up in the bed, wincing slightly at the pain that radiated down his leg. âWhat do they call you then? Angie? Ang? Ella?â
âThis is serious, Mr. Kinard.â
âAngel?â
Angela sighed. âWith your career, it's very important to have an emergency contact on file.â She moved closer to him, maneuvering the tray table over his lap and setting some paperwork down with a pen. âGet to writing.â
âOkay, okay,â he relented, picking up the pen. She waited as his hand hovered over the form. After a few seconds, he blinked up at her. âWhat's your number?â
âI find it very hard to believe that a pretty boy like you doesn't have at least one name and number he can drag from his phone to that piece of paper right there.â
âIs that a no on your number?â
âAs long as no infection gets in that leg, you'll be out of here tomorrow,â she said, ignoring his question. âYou have to have a ride or we can't release you.â
âOh, come on,â Tommy whined, âI drove myself here!â
âWhich was stupid!â She replied. âA gash that big, nearly to the bone. You're lucky you didn't bleed out on your way in.â
âMy tourniquet skills are unmatched.â
âWell your common sense skills could use some work.â She took a look at her watch, let out another sigh. âI'll leave the paperwork with you. I'll be back in two hours to change your dressing and give you some meds.â She tapped on the paper, âI want a name and a number when I get back.â
Tommy grinned up at her, âYes, Ma'am.â
He kept the smile on his face until she was out of the room, then he dropped the act. He tossed the pen down and pushed the tray away from him, pressing the button on the side of his bed so he'd be lying down.
Carefully, as to not disturb his leg, he turned onto his side and closed his eyes, letting sleep take over.
*****
When Tommy woke up nearly an hour later, it was due to loud noises across the hall.
Laughter.
A lot of it.
There was some shushing, and things quieted down for a minute, then it started back up again. It almost sounded like they were having a party over there.
When another round of laughter started, Tommy decided to get up and take a look at what was causing all the commotion.
Moving around too much wasn't recommended after the surgery and stitches he had to have for the gash on his leg, but he was tired of doing nothing and the door wasn't that far away.
Cautiously, he sat up and swung his legs around until he was sitting on the edge of the bed. He pushed himself up, groaning slightly at the pain.
He clenched his teeth together and took a step, barely tiptoeing with his left foot to keep as much pressure on the right as he could.
He managed to make it to the door in five steps, leaning against the frame as he stared at the room across the hall.
The door was halfway open, filled with more people than Tommy thought was allowed in a room. He could see flowers on a corner table, and balloons nearby with GET WELL SOON written on them.
A man peeked around the corner, his smile turning into a grimace. âSorry!â he exclaimed. âWe're trying to keep it down over here.â
âOh, you're fine,â Tommy assured him, motioning to his leg. âNeeded to move around a bit.â
âOur boy over here just had surgery on his leg too,â the man said. âTrying to cheer him up since he'll be out of office for a couple months.â
Tommy forced a smile. âThat's nice. Please, don't mind me. I'm not gonna be making it much further than here, just needed to get out of bed.â
âAlright. Feel better, Man.â
Tommy nodded. âThanks.â
As the man disappeared back behind the door, Tommy turned back to his room. It'd been three days since his surgery, but there wasn't a balloon in sight. No flowers, no stuffed animals, no people. Nothing.
It was fine though. It wasn't like he needed those things. His captain had texted him that all his shifts had been covered, not to worry. A couple of coworkers had sent him teasing messages about hurting himself off the clock.
That was enough.
As he got back to the bed and laid down, he grabbed his phone off of the tray table. He was forever thankful to Angela for going downstairs to the gift shop on his first day in recovery to get him a charger.
He opened up the Uber app and clicked through all the steps to schedule a ride home tomorrow. He'd come back sometime soon to pick up his truck.
Once that was settled, he looked at the time. Angela would be back soon, and expecting a name and number on that piece of paper.
With a very dramatic eye roll, he grabbed the pen and quickly wrote down a name and a number.
*****
Twenty minutes after changing his dressing and getting his paperwork, Angela walked back into the room with a glare on her face. âYou can't have Uber's corporate number as your emergency contact, Tommy.â
He gave her his award winning smile. âHey, you called me Tommy!â
âI'm being serious with you. Who is Gary P.? Did you make him up?â
âAbsolutely not,â Tommy gasped, feigning offense. âGary P. is the lovely man who will be taking me home tomorrow. For the low, low price of $42.35. That's before tip, of course.â
âSo you put your Uber driver down and added the corporate number?â
âYou're in the wrong field, Angela,â Tommy said, wiggling his finger toward her. âYou should be a detective.â
Tommy hadn't asked, but he was pretty sure by the face Angela was giving him that she was a mother. âWhat is this?â she asked. âToo macho to let anyone know you're hurt?â
âI've actually worked very hard to rid myself of toxic masculinity, thank you very much.â
âTommy-â
âYou've been a nurse a long time, Angela,â Tommy interrupted, beginning to feel a little irritated by her refusal to let it go. âI'm sure I'm not your first patient without an emergency contact.â
âYou're not,â she agreed. âBut with your job, you could have your captain or a coworker-â
âIf I get hurt on the job, my captain and coworkers will already know. I'm not going to have them running down to the hospital because I didn't properly secure a saw. I texted my captain that I'd be out of commission for a while, he texted back. It's all good.â
âA parent?â
âNo mom.â
âYour dad then?â
He let out a humorless laugh. âAngela, please, don't joke like that.â
âIf something serious were to happen to you, you need someone on the form.â
Tommy rested his head against the pillow and stared up at the ceiling. âIf something serious were to happen to me, let it happen,â he said. âWe're all gonna die anyway, don't need anyone to watch.â
He could feel her watching him. Could sense the pity. He closed his eyes, hoping she got the hint.
After a few seconds, he heard her shuffling around, and when he opened his eyes again, she was gone.
*****
Gary P. wasn't exactly the kindest man Tommy had ever met. He seemed frustrated that he had to pick Tommy up in the first place, as if he hadn't accepted the ride. He was impatient, huffy, took two wrong turns, and practically shooed Tommy out of the car the second they arrived at his house.
âYou know, Gary,â Tommy said as he pushed the car door open and took a wobbly step onto his driveway, âI'm beginning to regret putting you as my emergency contact.â
Before Gary could even register what Tommy had said, he slammed the door and turned toward his house.
As soon as he got inside, he headed for the couch. He tossed down his keys, phone, and the bag of pain meds from the hospital pharmacy before sitting down himself. He propped his leg up on the coffee table and leaned his head back, closing his eyes and falling asleep.
When he woke back up it was due to a throbbing in his leg. He couldn't help the moan that escaped him as he tried to pull himself back up from the slumped position he'd sunk into.
He reached over for his meds and grabbed the bottle out of the bag, popping off the lid and shaking out one of the pills into his palm.
He needed water. He'd never been able to swallow pills without a drink of some kind. But water was all the way in the kitchen and the kitchen felt very far away right now. Especially when he could feel his heart beating in his leg.
Still, he knew the pain would only get worse if he didn't get up. So, he stood and his groans turned into whimpers with each step he took.
He ignored the pain as best as he could, stopping when he reached the fridge to lean against it with his hands gripping the door handle.
After letting himself take a few deep breaths, he opened the fridge and grabbed a water. He opened the bottle quickly and swallowed the pill, feeling a slight vindication at the fact that he'd done it and he could go back and rest again.
And that's when it hit him. Standing in the middle of his kitchen, staring back toward the living room, it hit him all at once.
He'd need to fix himself something to eat soon, or order something at least. Either way, he'd be walking to the kitchen or the front door. He needed to go to the bathroom. Needed a shower. Needed to rewrap his leg. He desperately wanted to sleep in his bed but wasn't sure if he could get back up after he laid down. Then he remembered he was in the middle of washing his sheets when he hurt himself so they were still in the washer, probably soured, which meant he needed to get his spare set of sheets out of the linen closet and make his bed.
He'd have to get another Uber in a day or two to go pick up his truck. God, what if he got Gary again? He needed to let his captain know when he'd be back at work. Needed to remember to get a release form when he went back to the doctor for a checkup. He needed to go grocery shopping. He needed to make sure all his bills were paid for the month. He needed... he needed help.
He needed someone.
He was so damn tired.
His eyes burned as he rested his elbows on his countertop, digging the palms of his hands into his eyes.
He was fine.
It was fine.
He didn't need anybody.
The couch would be fine for tonight.
He'd figure everything else out on his own.
He'd always figured everything out on his own.
This was no different. He just needed the pain to stop and to get some rest and he'd be fine.
With a deep breath, he straightened up. He ignored his blurry, wet eyes as he took each pain-filled step back to the couch. And if a few tears fell down his face on the way, well, at least no one would ever know.
*****
It took three and a half weeks before his leg was healed enough for him to return to work.
There was no big fanfare on his first day back, which he was thankful for.
A couple of people gave him a high five and asked him how gnarly the scar was. One guy told him he was forced to take three of his shifts, so Tommy owed him. His captain kept him on light duty and told him to make sure he let him know if he felt any pain.
Other than that, it was a regular day.
Another week passed until he could go back up in the chopper. He was thankful to be back in the air again. Back where he belonged. He could forget everything when he was in the air.
Just focus on flying. That's the way he liked it.
It was in the middle of his second shift back as pilot when his phone buzzed in his pocket.
He stared at the name that lit up on his screen, eyebrows furrowed in confusion before answering.
âHowie? What's up, Man?â
âHey, Tommy! Long time no talk, I know, but I, uh, I got a big favor to ask.â
#tommy kinard#911#bucktommy#(not really though)#lonely tommy my beloved#this was not everything I wanted it to be but my niece wants to go to bed and I wanted to post this tonight#so it is what it is#enjoy!
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An Exercise in Patience
Pairing: Azriel x F!Reader
Kinktober 2024: Cockwarming
Description: Your plan to bother Azriel while he's working fails, or maybe it doesn't.
Warnings: Smut, cockwarming, implied vaginal sex, slight dom/sub dynamics, kinda bratty reader, actually kind of fluffy
Word Count: ~1,3k
Rating: 18+ MDNI
Kinktober 2024 Masterlist
You sigh for what feels like the millionth time, unashamedly acting like a petulant child who hadn't gotten her way, pouting against Azriel's shoulder as you felt his chest rise and fall against yours.
âI'm not sure what you expected was going to happen when you walked in this room wearing that, my love.â
âI expected my mate to bend me over his desk and fuck me.â
The disinterested yet somehow amused hum he offers makes you let out a huff of your own, straightening your posture so you aren't leaning on him anymore and can meet his eyes, trying to ignore the way his cock is filling you oh so deliciously, and only goes deeper with the change in position. If he wants to act unaffected, you'll do the same.
âRhys needs these reports ready by tomorrow morning for his meeting with the High Lords,â he starts explaining, the sounds of his pen scratching against the paper the only sound in the room as he pauses, reading carefully through the pages, choosing the documents over you even now, âI told you all of this already.â
The way he was reading over your shoulder, not even meeting your eyes as he talked or acknowledging the fact that you were barely wearing any clothes at all, the sheer black lace not truly covering anything, was annoying you more than it probably should have.
It's not your fault you can't be patient when it comes to your mate. Not when he looks like a wet dream personified, especially when he focuses on something as he is now. It's also not your fault Rhys suddenly had a meeting the day after you bought such a beautiful set for Azriel to rip off of you and ruined all your plans.
It's not like you didn't understand how important his work was, but he had shut you down too easily, simply sitting you on his cock and going back to writing his report like it was the most normal thing, like the way his mate was dripping and clenching around him didn't matter. It was especially vexing since you could barely form a single thought, his scent and warmth making the bond want to jump through your skin, lay him down over the desk and ride him until you were shaking on top of him.
âI can almost hear your thoughts,â he says, a hint of amusement breaking through the serious tone he put on earlier.
âHas Rhysand been teaching you new tricks?â
Your tone makes him pause, hazel eyes shifting to yours for just a second before returning to the task at hand. He doesn't say anything, but he wraps one arm around your back, pulling you in closer, making you wrap your own arms around his neck, hugging him to you once again, humming when you relax a bit against him, annoyance fizzling out in his arms. Your body was a traitor, and he knew its every little secret.
One thing you wouldn't admit is how impressed you were that you had been able to fit him all the way inside you so quickly and with barely any preparation, it usually takes you a bit of stimulation to be able to get to this point, not that either of you mind the need for some foreplay.
Unfortunately, these thoughts led to memories of how well he fucked you just about every day and every night, this morning even, on the bed, in the bathtub, on this stupid desk, and up against the wall. Another defeated sigh escapes your lips, your cunt clenching around his hard cock involuntarily.
âYou know if I was a little more insecure I'd find it insulting that you can keep working while I'm sitting on your cock,â you mumble, nuzzling into the crook of his neck.
âI was trained to not let anything distract me,â he answers matter-of-factly.
Your teeth find the skin of his neck before you could stop yourself, biting hard enough to leave the imprint of your teeth on the soft skin, his body tensing under yours - apparently he wasn't immune to every type of distraction.
Feeling bad for him, or just wanting to see what other reactions you could get out of the stoic spymaster, you lick over the mark, kissing and sucking on the skin until a deep red spot bloomed under your mouth. Sadly, it still doesn't keep him away from the papers, only giving you the satisfaction of feeling him tense up against you a couple times.
âDidn't know you could be so mean either.â
âMean?â His voice sounded deeper, maybe your little plan was working better than you assumed. âI think I'm being quite generous, letting you warm my cock when it's the opposite of helpful while I have work to do.â
âThen why can't I move?â You grind into him softly, a harsh breath escaping him at the movement, it brings a triumphant smile to your lips even if his shadows rush to stop you from repeating the motion.
âBecause you need to learn how to be patient.â
âSo this is my punishment?â
âWe can call it that if it makes you feel better.â It doesn't, not at all. âNow hush, the sooner I finish the reports on my desk, the sooner I can bend you over it.â
âAzriel,â you whine yet again.
âI'm almost done,â he shushes you softly again.
You watch his face for a moment longer, debating whether to try your luck or wait patiently like he asked you to, but a quick glance from him has your body making the decision for you, leaning back down against his strong body, waiting quietly, and mostly still.
With a hand falling over the back of his neck, you pet him softly, fingers combing through the curls on the nape of his neck, just how you know he likes, feeling him relax under you immediately. Azriel wouldn't let you move too much, but you could at least do this. You start dropping little kisses all over his neck, starting by his ear and moving down until you find the fabric of his shirt, unbuttoning it so you could tug at his collar and reach as much of his soft, unmarked skin as you could.
âWhat are you doing?â
His voice startles you, pulling back to meet his eyes, you had gotten so focused on covering every little bit of skin that you almost forgot he was even there. He did look a bit less in control than before as half lidded hazel eyes stared back at you, and you can't help the smile from spreading over your face at that, leaning down to kiss his cheek.
âKissing my mate,â you answer, lips brushing against his skin as you did, his stubble tickling your lips, âor are you going to tell me I can't do that either.â
âThat would be cruel,â he breathes out, eyes locking on your lips when you pull back just enough.
âIt would,â you say, dropping a quick peck to his lips before kissing his other cheek, traveling down his jaw. âDon't mind me, you can keep working.â
âI already finished the reports.â
âWhat?â
âI'm done,â he says one more time, the smile growing as you look behind you to find the files neatly arranged and ready to be delivered to your High Lord.
âYou're done,â you repeat dumbly.
Azriel lets out a chuckle and nods. âI'm all yours.â
âAll mine?â
He hums in response, finally kissing you properly, his scarred hands traveling down your body, caressing the exposed skin at last, moving down to hold onto your thighs. Suddenly, every bit of calmness and patience leaves your body, the feeling of his hard cock sitting inside you the only thing you can think about once again.
You're both out of breath when he pulls away, the same hunger that has been eating away at your sanity present in his eyes as he lets go of all his self control.
âHow do you want me, my love?â
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i have a name | l.s
a/n: so this is an idea i had after the miami gp and its been stuck in my head so im finally writing it. there is some slight jos slander and reader is max's sister
summary: y/n verstappen drives for f1 academy. they find comfort in a certain american when the media gets too much
Your whole life you've always been Max's sister. You didn't hate your brother for it because it wasn't his fault. You hated the world for being so small minded. You hated your dad for not caring. His words stuck in your head like a broken record. 'You're overreacting Y/N. It's not a big deal. You need to grow up.'
But it was a big deal because why couldn't they be bothered to learn your name. Your accomplishments throughout your career always amounted to 'Max's sister' it was never 'Y/N Verstappen'. You were sure if they could your trophies would say that too.
Going into the F1 Academy you thought it'd be different. You were excited when you got the call. The first person you told was Max and he was even more excited than you, if that was even possible. You were at the forefront of the series, watching young girls across the world become interested in the sport you loved. Something you wished you had growing up.
The driving was great. The team was great. Everything was great except the media. Its the one thing you dreaded stepping into the spotlight more. You tried to develop a thick skin like your brother but it was difficult when you constantly got picked at.
"So, Y/N, great day today. You qualified third. How was it?" The interviewer asked.
"Yeah it was great. Obviously we'd prefer P1 but we're still happy with the result and looking forward to pushing it even more tomorrow." You replied, grinning at your result. It might not be front of the grid but you were still proud.
"Your brother Max had a phenomenal season last year. Can we expect the same this year?" And there it was. Your first interview of the weekend and it only took one question before they asked you about your brother. Normally you didn't mind talking about Max's accomplishments. You were so unbelievably proud of him. It's when they start talking about him when they should be asking you about your race and your season that you get annoyed.
You plastered on your fake smile, hoping no one saw the disappointment flash across your face. "It's hard to say what this year will bring but what I do know is that Max will give it his everything. Whatever happens though I'm still proud of him."
Before anymore questions about Max could be asked your manager made a sign that time was up. You thanked the interviewer and left the media pen. She gave you a run down of tomorrows schedule as you were now finished for the day. Your manager didn't need to ask if you were okay because she knew you weren't. Working with you for a few years meant she had learnt all your tells.
You thanked her for today before parting ways, leaving you alone. The night air was brisk but welcoming. You shut your eyes and sighed enjoying the silence. You were supposed to be meeting Max tonight yet you couldn't bring yourself to move. Not wanting to face him just yet.
It was late and you weren't expecting many people left at the grid. Especially the F1 drivers which was why you jumped when a voice broke the silence. "Y/N right?" Logan said, your stomach fluttered when you looked at him. You have never really spoken to Logan before, only seeing him in passing but you always thought he was cute. He also called you by your name and not 'Max's sister' which was a welcomed surprise, used to his friends calling you that. "Sorry, didn't mean to scare you."
"It's fine, just wasn't expecting anyone to be left at the track." You told him. You took in his appearance under the setting sun. He was in his Williams uniform, his hair slightly tousled from wearing his hat all day.
"Yeah, I was just heading out. Had to do a few tweaks before tomorrow. What are you doing here late?" He asked.
"Media." You grimaced. Logan laughed, understanding your reaction.
"That bad huh?"
"Yep." You nodded. "Talked about Max the whole time."
The two of slowly started walking towards the car you have rented this weekend. It was one of the few left in the parking lot. "Seriously? That's so shit." Logan said, shaking his head. It wasn't out of pity though, more like anger.
"You get used to it." You shrugged.
"You shouldn't have to though." He told you, pulling you both to a stop. His eyes, looking at you intensely making you nervous. "You were incredible out there today and I'll definitely be watching tomorrow as you get your first podium of the season."
"Wait, you watched qualifying?" You asked, surprised.
"Don't tell my trainer though." Logan grinned, winking at you making you laugh. It was a sound he could get used to.
"Well thank you Logan. It means a lot." You thanked him, coming to a stop when you reached the drivers seat door.
"You have a name, Y/N. Your not just Max Verstappen's sister and I hope you know that." He said, earnestly.
You don't know what came over you but you found yourself leaning up, pressing a kiss on Logan's cheek. "Thank you."
-x-
"You're late." Was all Max said as you walked through your hotel room door. You kicked off your shoes, walking further into the room seeing your brother lying on your freshly made bed scrolling on his phone.
"Don't you have a sim race or something?" You asked, shoving his feet off your bed trying to change the subject because what else can you say? The reason you were late was the slight breakdown you had about the interview and then you bumped into Logan. You couldn't exactly tell Max that.
He playfully stuck his middle finger up at you, knowing you were making fun of him. "How was your day anyway? Excited for tomorrow?"
"Yeah it was good." You lied. You liked that Max was oblivious sometimes because it meant you didn't have to talk about what people said about you. However, you also hated his obliviousness because sometimes you wanted your brother to comfort you. "Hopefully people won't get sick of the Dutch national anthem." You grinned at Max who laughed loudly.
You asked Max about his day and he told you about how confident he was with this years car, excited to see what he can get out of it. He carried on talking as you got out of your team uniform and into some comfy clothes when he quietened down.
"When were you going to tell me?" Max asked when you exited the bathroom. "About what the interviewer said?"
"It's fine Max." You said, avoiding his gaze on you by putting your clothes away. You were afraid if you looked at him the dam would break.
"It's not fine, Y/N." He huffed, his voice raising out of anger. It wasn't aimed at you though, Max would never raise his voice at you. "It was so unprofessional. Not to mention the commentators today couldn't even be bothered to learn your name. I'm going to do something about it."
Max's reaction reminded you of Logan's. You didn't think anyone would care this much. Especially someone who you never really had a conversation with before. You knew it was pointless to ask Max to leave it alone so you didn't bother. "Just please don't do anything stupid."
"When have I ever done that?" Max asked and you laughed. You would run out of fingers if you counted all the times Max did something stupid.
It was getting late and you and Max said your goodbyes, leaving you alone once again with your thoughts. Instead of the video on repeat in your head it was Logan's words. You reached over for your phone and unlocked it, going straight to instagram to find Logan's profile. You hit follow before going to his dms.
Y/N:
Thank you again for tonight.
His response was quick making your stomach flutter.
Logan:
You don't need to keep thanking me Y/N
Y/N:
I know
I enjoyed talking to you tonight
So thank you for your company đ
Logan:
I enjoyed talking to you too đ
I hope we can do it again some time
You were sure you were grinning like an idiot but you didn't care. You had fallen for the American and hard.
Y/N:
I would love to âşď¸
Good luck for tomorrow Logan đ
Logan:
Good luck Y/N đ
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ŕ¨ŕ§ â duck (nrk)
pairing. idol bf! nishimura riki x fem! reader synopsis. you want a sonny angel hipper genre. est. relationship fluff wc. 1947 notes. ft. enhypen library.
ever since your friend showed you her sonny angel hipper on the back of her phone you knew you needed one.
it had been about a month ago when you had set your eyes and manifestations toward getting the duck baby for your phone.
specifically, because the duck reminded you of your boyfriend, riki.
riki being an idol, garnered him a representative animal. amongst a few others, the duck stood out the most.
you thought it was the most accurate and adorable animal they could have chosen for him. he looked exactly like a duck to you.
you had even told his members that he resembled a duck before being told it was his emoji.
he reluctantly told you all of his self-revised profile after a while of dating.
when you had first met riki you accidentally bumped into him while trying to get the sonny angel furthest from the front of the display. convinced that by some miracle a sonny angel would be hiding amongst the smiskis.
defeated you had stood up and accidentally bumped right into riki.
you stared up at the tall figure clad in a hat and mask apologizing. until your eyes landed on the small box in his hand. the only baby you had seen all day.
âwhere did you get that from?â you asked curiously, looking up at him.
âoh um iâm holding it for my friend,â he coughed. âit was the last one.â pointing towards another boy with a mask and sunglasses on in the corner.
âoh.â you frowned, looking back over at the shelf.
your older sister had texted you saying she was on her way back to pick you up from downtown and you were sad again leaving the store. as you came every week in hopes of getting another baby.
you had plenty of regular sonny angels but you hadnât been able to find any marine series ones. you had been coming for a whole month straight but every time the store employees had apologized for being sold out.
he saw how sad you were and decided sunoo could always get another one. he had to buy it for you.
you had walked off to look around the store.
riki was scared you were about to leave so he quickly rushed to the cashier and bought the toy baby. he asked the employee for a pen. he quickly wrote his number on the receipt and ran after you.
nearly stepping out of the exit you were stopped by riki with a shopping bag.
âi got this for you!â he huffed, catching his breath. how did you walk so fast?
surprised and confused you took the bag from his hands and opened it.
riki watched your eyes widen and your lips break into a smile.
you opened the blind box and ended up getting the exact one you wanted, the penguin. you jumped up and down excitedly for a couple of seconds before remembering you were celebrating in front of a stranger. a cute stranger.
âoh my gosh thank you thank you thank you!!â you exclaimed. âthis was the exact one iâve been hoping for oh my gosh!!â
âitâs no problem really,â he chuckled. âyou looked so sad and i didnât want to see a cute girl leave empty-handed.â
you could feel your cheeks heat up but thank god for your full coverage foundation.
âthank you so much..?â
âriki. iâm riki nice to meet you.â
âiâm ____!â
then looking back at your new sonny angel and bringing him up to your eye level.
âi guess his name will also be riki since you got me the penguin iâve been hoping for!â you said giggling, turning the baby around to show him your new toy named after him.
âhow can i repay you?â you asked.
âitâs nothing! but my number is written on the receipt if you ever need someone to buy you another one.â he winked at you.
you swore you were dreaming.
you two stared at each other for a couple of seconds but then were interrupted by the honk of a car. which when turning around happened to be your sister parked on the side waiting for you.
âthank you so much again riki!â
âtext me when you get home.â
then in the blink of an eye, you were driving away with your sister. not forgetting to wave at riki who watched from the doors of the store.
you let out a laugh when you saw his friend come up from behind him with an angry look on his face.
the rest is history.
it was around 11 am and you were now desperately trying to shake riki awake. you needed to buy a sonny angel hipper like your friend and needed him to come with you. it was not like you couldnât go alone but you hated driving alone.
âki wake up plz!!â you sighed, rolling over him a bunch of times like you were a human-sized lint roller.
which you were then stopped by a long arm locking around you, preventing you from moving.
âjust go back to sleep baby,â he mumbled, moving you next to him and burying his face in your neck.
âbut i need to buy a sonny angel hipper!â you exclaimed, squirming around.
âwhy donât you just buy one online ____?â
âbecause!! i want the duck one and having you there ups my chances of getting the duck because you're a duck.â you complained.
âcan we go later? iâm still sleepy..â he yawned, tightening his grip on you.
you shot up and went to the bathroom to get ready. you were going to get him to get up now no matter what.
âyou know, i could always go with sunghoon! maybe iâll get the penguin and name it after him!â you yelled from the bathroom.
the mere mention of his hyungâs name made him shoot out of bed and head straight to his closet to get dressed.
he heard you squeal in victory and laughed to himself.
in 20 minutes you were finishing your makeup while riki stood behind you doing your hair. he had already dried it for you and was now contemplating which hairclips he should add to match your outfit.
you applied some lip balm and then grabbed rikiâs arm to put some on him since his lips were awfully dry and you both set out for the kitchen.
you were met with the smell of pancakes made by jay waiting for you at the table.
two plates next to each other, you however having waffles instead of pancakes since jay always remembered that you liked them better than pancakes.
âso where are you two off to?â asked jungwon, as he took a sip of his drink.
âi want to buy a new sonny angel!â you told the table. âitâs going to look just like riki!â
âso youâre getting the duck one?â said sunghoon, to which you nodded.
âoh can i come??â jake spoke.
âoh well itâs a date-â
âno.â the other 6 answered for you.
âworth a try..â jake sulked, taking a sad bite out of his chocolate chip pancake.
âmake sure to cover up, are you taking the train?â jay advised.
âwhat no! i can drive remember!â you reminded them.
you had had your driver's license in the states for about 2 years now and now have your license here. when you first met riki you were visiting your sister for the summer as she decided to study abroad. you and riki did some long distance for about a year until you moved and followed in your sister's footsteps.
ârikiâs your passenger princess.â jake quipped, causing the other members to laugh.
ânone of you can drive anyways, what if someone were to try and chase your van but the driver wasnât there to start the vehicle? you are all doomed.â
âitâs ok ____ you would save us!â said sunoo.
âno iâd save riki.â you replied, earning some joking eye rolls and a chorus of âboosâ.
you and riki finished eating and brought your plates to the sink. riki made sure to grab 2 masks for the both of you and some sunglasses for himself. then you were off.
you parked the car in the closest parking spot you could find next to the store you and riki met at. heâd paid for parking before you could and then you both quickly crossed the street and walked inside.
making a beeline to the wall of blind boxes, you and riki got to searching. high and low in every section of the store to see if someoneâs mom had said no and a kid was forced to put it back. but no luck. just like the first time you met, no luck.
you sighed and riki dragged you to the nearby cafĂŠ to buy you some cake to cheer you up.
on the drive home riki fed you spoonfuls of the cake since it was getting late and driving at night was not your favorite.
once you entered the doors you went straight to rikiâs room to mope and rot in his bed. you really wanted the duck so you could have something on your phone to match the riki polaroid in it.
riki followed shortly after, after greeting his members and putting the leftovers you guys had brought home in the fridge.
you felt the bed dip next to you and you turned around to see riki. by nature you rolled on top of him, resting your head on his chest.
it wasnât that late, but the sunsetting had made you feel the need for a nap.
riki ran his fingers through your hair, humming, and lulling you to sleep.
once he was sure you were asleep he reached to unplug his phone from his bedside table. he started to search the internet for the duck hipper you had been so determined to get.
he scrolled for 20 minutes trying to find the cheapest one on ebay and eventually settled on one going for 20 dollars.
he quickly paid and then he fell asleep.
a couple of days later it arrived and now it was rikiâs turn to forcefully wake you up. you woke up but didnât budge, resulting in riki having to carry you to the living room couch while he opened the box addressed to him.
once he had cut all the tape he placed the box on the coffee table, sitting down next to you and moving you to sit in his lap.
â____,â he called softly. âitâs for you.â
you rubbed your eyes and picked up the small box. pulling the top back to reveal the duck sonny angel you had been wanting.
your eyes shot open, feeling wide awake now. you threw your arms around rikiâs neck and thanked him continuously, kissing both of his cheeks in the process.
running back to his room to retrieve your phone, he used that time to throw the box in the garbage.
you came back with the new duck hat baby-clad attached to the top of your phone. being way too hyper and running back to your boyfriend you bumped into heeseung.
âhee! look i finally got my riki sonny angel!â you said waving the figure around in his face.
âwow, looks just like him,â he said, patting your head and passing you to go to the fridge.
you went back to the couch to sit next to riki and grabbed his phone. you made him pose with your phone case and photocard in a point-five photo. which you then changed to your lock screen.
riki giggled at your phone being strictly him-themed and brought you into a quick kiss.
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It's a Match! || 141 x reader
[ Chapter 4 ] || [ Chapter 6 ]
Pairing: 141 x gn!Reader Words: 1.3K~ tags: a little bit of angst in this one, mentions of infidelity, also, Price is divorced. Summary: While overcoming recent heartbreak, you decide to join Tinder in search of a rebound. Your friends advise to just Swipe Right indiscriminately... What happens when 4 soldiers from the same squad match with you?
Chapter 5: GET LAID?
[The scolding Price gives is fully inspired by Captain Holt from B99]
âYOU. DID. WHAT?!â Priceâs voice was so loud it bounced off the walls and Soap could swear the door was rattling.
The environment inside of Priceâs tiny little office was beyond tense. Gaz sat across from Price on the arm chair, with his hands clasped over his lap. Soap stood beside him, hands on the back of the other chair, constantly shuffling and readjusting. And Ghost was all the way in the back of the room, arms crossed and one foot scuffing up the wall he was leaning against.
They looked like a group of kids at the headmasterâs office, getting the reaming of a century and waiting for their parents to come get them, only to get reamed out some more by them. Except theyâre grown adults and Price is, in a way, both the headmaster and their father.
Granted, they probably shouldâve waited until tomorrow morning when theyâre not all a bit buzzed from one too many beersâŚÂ It seemed tonight was just one of those nights where they have little to no restraint⌠and are incapable to be reasoned with.
âIf itâs any consolation, I told them you wouldnât be too keen on 'em buttin' in your life.â Ghost spoke up while dipping his head to the side in a lazy shrug.
This earned him a sharp look from Price, who swivelled on his executive chair, turning a bit to properly face Ghost. The man looked seconds away from blowing up, eyes widened and wild.
âAnd yet you still HELPED 'EM?!â The Captain scolded him, to which Simon replied with a full shrug.
âThey made a compelling case. Youâve been insufferable, boss.â He remarked, causing Price to sputter a bit.
âI didnât wanna say anything, but itâs true, Captain. You need to get laid.â Soap jumped in.
His hackles raised and he stood up, slamming his hands on the desk, causing a rattling in the white mug he used as a pen holder. Gaz couldnât help but wonder if the Captain didnât hurt his palms.
âGET LAID?!â Price shouted in a tone almost akin to panic. âMY LOVE LIFE IS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN!â Price scolded them all, rausing a hand and pointing his finger at no one in particular.Â
âAND I WOULDNâT BE SO INSUFFERABLE IF YOU LOT DID YOUR JOBS. BUT NO, IâM HAVING TO FIX YOUR MESSES AND DEAL WITH ALL THIS BULLSHIT!â He shouted as he ran his hand over a pile of documents on the edge of his desk, sending them all flying to the floor.
None of the lads shook in the face of the Captainâs shouts. They were all used to it, having heard enough of them from other C.O.s in their careers and, especially, more than enough from John in the last year.
Price huffed through his nose and hung his head for a moment. Then, he tossed himself back in his chair, leaning it back and grumbling under his breath.
He sat with his legs parted, left arm over the desk top, the right one hanging limply over his lap. He grumbled under his breath, his mustache scrunching a bit as he raised his right hand to rub his eyes.
âBloody fuckinâ hellâŚâ Price grumbled and swiveled his chair back toward the desk, inadvertently toward Soap and Gaz as well, setting his elbows on either side of the black desk mat.
He held his head up with both hands, his blue eyes sliding downward to the phone they had set in front of him when explaining what they did, which now sat between his elbows.Â
In it was the Tinder profile they had created, the gimmicky, silly little shite that includes grainy photos of him and a bio written in the 3rd person. What impressed him was the fact that somehow, despite only having been active for an hour, according to them, the account had already seen about 35 likes and a handful of DMs from people.
Most of them were curious about the bio, some of them asking a variation of âDoes John know you made this account?â, etc.
However, it bothered him that they did this behind his back, never once stopping to ask if he needed or wanted their help (AND HE DIDNâT). âYou need to delete this.â He ended up saying after a moment of silence.
He grabbed the phone and set it on the edge of his desk to be taken by either Gaz or Soap, with a bit more aggression than he meant to. âDeactivate it, whatever.â He added.
âBut, sir-â Soap tried to say, being shushed by Price raising a hand to signal him to quiet down.
âNo buts.â He said directly as he raised his head and glared right at Soap. âAnd you need to tell that person that you already promised a date to that Iâm not interested and APOLOGIZE for leading them on.â He ordered.
âBoss⌠Câmon.â Ghost called for him from his corner, causing Johnâs head to slowly turn to face him, eyebrows scrunched when he noticed the gaze Simon was sending him.
Cursed be Simon Riley, the only tosser in the entire SAS other than MacMillan, who can read John like the open book that he prides himself in not being.
But of course Simon knows why heâs so reluctant. He was there 5 years ago⌠when Price called him from his car in a side road somewhere, so drunk that his words were more so obscene slurs than words themselves, spewing mentions of loss and betrayal and a visceral need to cave a manâs face in, of emptying magazine after magazine on his wifeâs loverâs body.
Simon went to get him, took the man home to his own shitty little flat, let him sleep off the inebriation in his bed, looked after him just in case heâd choke on his own drunken vomit, and the next afternoon, when Price was more himself, he drove Price to his marital home and helped him pack his bags.
Price stayed at his apartment for almost 6 months before getting his own place. Not that Ghost minded. Returning to the barracks was embarrassing for the Captain⌠And getting his own place required time and patience, which Price was lacking.Â
Eventually, Price signed the divorce papers, the matter was settled, and Price went on leave. Ghost took his as well and helped him settle into a flat, helped him assemble furniture, brought him meals.
Then started Priceâs fuckboy era. Which is how Gaz and Soap heard of his proclivity to hook up with people. Gender didnât matter, so much as getting momentary satisfaction and some of the shadows out of his bones.Â
Then, Graves and Shepherd happened⌠And Price cut it cold turkey. He was pent up. Point blank. Went from getting regular satisfaction to getting nothing and burying himself in his work. Blaming himself for not noticing the signs earlier.
Sometimes Ghost wondered if the man was going through a mid-life crisis.
âYou could use it, boss.â Ghost added as he looked Price right in the eyes. âWhatâs one night, huh? Just going for a drink with them?â
âSimon-â Price tried arguing.
âPlease, sir. We promise youâll like âem.â Gaz pleaded.Â
âYeah, sir, we all talked with âem and theyâre a right laugh.â Soap added.
Taking a deep breath, John leaned back on his chair again and threw his hands in the air again.
âAlright.â He conceded. âBUT!â He interrupted them before they got too giddy. âNone of this⌠Tinder shite.â He gestured vaguely to the phone at the edge of the desk.
âYou set up a meet-up this Friday at a pub nearby. No more after that.â He ordered.
âOn it!â Gaz said as he snatched the phone from the desk to dm you.
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Make it Real
summary: your best friend Tyler finds your smutty books and offers to help make your fantasies a reality
cw: MDNI (18+) smut (p in v) choking, spanking
based on this request by @thespillingvoid
Tyler had somehow beat you to your apartment, which never happened on nights you worked. He knew you wouldnât mind so he let himself in, knowing exactly where the key was hidden. The two of you were supposed to have a movie night and had gotten there first which never seemed to happen.
He had never been in your apartment alone, so he took the opportunity to snoop, knowing that you wouldnât have cared if he went through your stuff.
He went to your desk in the kitchen and sat down at it, opening the middle drawer to see a small notebook along with a container filled with highlighters, pens, and markers. There were also some bookmarks and a stack of unopened packages of tabs.
Tyler grabbed the notebook and set it down on the desk before opening it to the first page to see a small photo of a book cover. Next to it were five stars and only three of them were colored in. So that was how you tracked what you read.
But he couldnât help but notice a group of five peppers underneath the stars. Only two of them were colored in and he wondered what they signified. This seemed to be a whole new world he had entered since reading had never been his thing.
He made a beeline for your room, wanting to look at your bookshelf since you never seemed to let him any time he came over. What could you have been hiding? It couldnât have been that bad, could it? After all, it was just a bunch of words on pages, right?
Tyler let his eyes scan over your many bookshelves, wanting to find the perfect one to read. They were all organized very neatly and he was not trying to ruin that in any way since he had helped you put them on once he had the shelves built.
He just wanted to know why you were hiding them from him even though he knew it was wrong.
His gaze fell on one that had a very intriguing title and he plucked it from the shelf and noticed that there were many tabs in it. He flipped to one of the pages and noticed that one of them had a highlighted paragraph. His eyes glanced over it and he felt his cheeks heat as he realized what he was reading. It was titled âRev My Engineâ so he didnât know why he was surprised by what was inside.
âIt seems that you need to be taught a lesson,â Sam told Eliana as he grabbed hold of her throat, giving it a gentle squeeze. His fingers were pumping in and out of her cunt, feeling it getting even wetter as his grip tightened. He had her right where he wanted her and she seemed to be into it considering how her eyes were glazed over.
âWhat the fuck?â He whispered to himself, confused, but simultaneously intrigued by what was on the page. That didnât surprise him, but what did was that you, sweet, innocent- seeming you had been reading something soâŚfilthy.
Tyler sat down on the edge of your bed and flipped back to the first page to see how the couple had gotten to that point. Even though he didnât read much, he had to admit that his interest was piqued. He was so invested, in fact, that he hadnât even heard you come in. It wasnât until he heard you clear your throat that he remembered where he was.
âWhat are you doing?â You asked, setting your purse down by the door and Tyler felt his cheeks burn as he had been caught.
âI was just-â he tried to come up with an excuse, but it was deemed useless as he was still holding the book.
âYou were just what, Tyler?â You marched over to him to take the book from his hand, but he held it out of your grasp, a shit-eating grin on his lips.
âI havenât finished it. You can have it back when Iâm done, darlinâ.â He then stood from the bed and moved to the door, racing out of it and into the hallway.
You followed, hot on his heels as you heard his laughs echoing down the hallway. He got to the living room and stood on the couch, holding it completely out of your reach even when you had climbed up with him.
âI had no idea you were into this kind of stuff, y/n,â he teased. âI mean, youâre so shy and innocent, but I should have guessed since it always seems to be the quiet ones.â
Your cheeks were now burning with embarrassment. You knew that Tyler was just teasing, but you still couldnât help but feel embarrassed. People had always been weird about you reading that kind of content, but what they didnât know was that you mostly sought it out because real men couldnât seem to please you so you had to take matters into your own hands.
âI do have a question for you though,â he said, flipping through the pages. âWhy read this, when you could have the real thing?â
You leaned close to him, reaching for the book, but you still couldnât get to it. Your body was now pressed to his and if you could feel how hard he was, you didnât say anything.
âTyler, Iâve told you all about my sex life and Iâm not really comfortable-â
âNo-â he interrupted. âI mean, why not have the real thingâŚwith me?â You froze in that moment, staring up at him with wide eyes, your mouth agape.
You let go of him, his question finally setting in. He wanted to sleep with you? Was this only because he had found your book or had he actually been wanting to sleep with you and this was the best way for him to bring it up?
âWith you?â You asked and he nodded, hopping down from the couch before offering you his hand. You hesitantly took it and it was like electricity was shooting through you. You were now suddenly aware of how soft but rough his hand was.
âYes,â he nodded, his green eyes boring into yours. âWith me. If you want to. No pressure.â
You thought about it for a second, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth and Tyler watched you, finding himself wanting to be the one to bite down on it and he kissed you until you were both breathless.
âOkay,â you nodded. âLetâs do this.â
Without a word, Tyler grabbed you by the back of your neck, pressing his lips to yours. You were quick to respond, grabbing onto his shirt, pulling him even closer to you before wrapping your arms around his waist while his free hand went to the small of your back.
You and Tyler had never kissed before, but there was something about it that felt right, your lips slotting together like two puzzle pieces. His were soft and warm and you flicked your tongue across it, wanting to know if he tasted as good as he always smelled.
He tasted like a mixture of mint and tobacco and while normally you would have thought it was gross, this time, you couldnât get enough, letting your tongue roam all over his mouth to taste as much of him as you could.
A moan fell from your lips at the feeling of his tongue scraping against yours and you could feel Tylerâs dick getting even harder against you. His hands moved down to the bottom of your shirt, slipping it off to reveal your bra. It was a black, lacy thing that left little up to the imagination.
âOh, what is this?â he asked, his eyes going dark. âWere you wanting someone to see it?â
âI-I have a ton of them. I donât wear them for anyone, I wear them for me. To make me feel good about myself.â
âThatâs really admirable. Itâs hot,â he said, His nose brushing along your jaw. âYouâre hot.â He then buried his face into your neck, peppering the spot with kisses as you tilted your head to the side, letting your eyes close as his kisses got longer, his tongue swiping back and forth along your skin.
Tyler began to suck on the spot and you moaned again, your back arching into him. He could feel your heartbeat hammering and chuckled to himself that he of all people could make you feel that way.
His teeth slid along the spot and you let out a gasp before melting into him, letting his hand come up and support your head as he continued to work.
âI bet your fictional men canât do this, can they?â He chuckled before diffusing the sting with his tongue.
âD-definitely not,â you replied, trying your best to not sound out of breath. âTyler, I think Iâm gonna-â your words were cut off by a loud moan falling from your lips, your back arching again.
âWow, I havenât even gotten inside you and youâre already coming for me?â He pressed a kiss to your lips. âThat must be a new record. Now câmon, letâs go somewhere more private, hm?â
You couldnât even respond to him, your head feeling cloudy as your body went limp in his arms. Your legs were starting to feel weak and Tyler picked you up and carried you to your bed, setting you down on it gently.
You removed your jeans and underwear while Tyler did the same. You reached for a condom in the drawer of your bedside table, watching him roll it onto his massive cock before he climbed onto top of you.
âFeel free to be as loud as you want. Tell me what you like, what you donât. And if you want to stop, let me know and we can. I want you to enjoy this. Thatâs my number one priority. This is about you.â
âAbout me?â You asked, feeling your eyes getting a little misty. You had only slept with one other person. It was your freshman year of college and all he had done was get inside you and pump a few times before he came then pulled out before he left. It seemed that he just cared about himself, leaving you to finish up the job.
Ever since then, you had been afraid to sleep with anyone else. But Tyler was different. You were confident that he could make you feel good, that he would be attentive and nothing but sweet the entire time.
âAll you. What do you want me to do?â He asked, one of his hands cupping your cheeks.
âI want you inside me, please,â you asked, your voice soft. Tyler liked himself up with you and slowly inserted himself, watching your every move.
He began to thrust, starting slowly to warm you up. He usually liked it rough, but this time he was going to be soft and gentle because that was what you deserved. He knew all about your first time and was intending on giving you one that you deserved.
He watched you underneath him, his mind wandering to that passage he had read in your book. You read about choking, but did that mean that you were actually into it? Maybe heâd try it out later when you had gotten used to him.
You grabbed onto him as you bucked your hips into his as he grabbed onto your hips, his thrusts getting a little faster, just trying to match your energy.
âFaster,â you breathed. âHarder.â
He did as you asked and your moans were like music to his ears, especially when it was his name that fell from your lips. He never thought your friendship would get to this point, but now that it had, he could imagine being in a relationship with you. He wasnât really that kind of guy, but for you? He could be. He would be anything you asked.
âJust like that,â you said, continuing to buck your hips against his.
âYeah?â He asked, his thrusts becoming even harder and faster. âYou like that?â
âSo good,â you moaned, bucking your hips against his again and again with more force each time. He let out moans of his own and you felt yourself getting even more wet at the sounds. They were hot and breathy and were definitely going to live rent free in your head for the rest of your life.
âDoing so good, darlinâ,â he cooed. âI think you deserve a treat.â
âWhat? Are you gonna choke me?â You asked, batting your lashes.
âDo you want me to choke you?â
âI do,â you nodded. âPlease.â
His hand wrapped around your neck and squeezed, but not enough to actually do anything. He then began to pound into you as his grip on your neck tightened, more moans falling from your lips, your breathing becoming even more labored.
âYeah? You like this, huh?â He asked and all you could do was nod.
âWhat else do you like? handcuffs?â You shook your head and Tyler let go, realizing that he was choking a bit too hard.
âI-I want to be spanked,â you replied once you could breathe again. Tyler took no time to flip you over so that you were on top of him.
He helped you lie flat on top of him as he leaned up to kiss you, his hands resting flat on your back, sliding down slowly until they reached your ass. He put a hand on each cheek and gave them a squeeze, catching you off guard, causing you to accidentally bite down on his bottom lip.
âSorry,â you apologized with a sheepish smile.
âThatâs okay,â he replied. âJust kiss it better, hm?â He pecked his bottom lip and he smiled up at you, his eyes darkening as his hands lifted from your ass, giving it a rough smack, causing you to let out a yelp.
âAgain,â you commanded.
âHoney, I donât want to hurt you.â
âWell, I do. Thatâs the point, Ty.â
âAlright, but you asked for it, sweetheart.â He smacked your ass again and again as you buried your face into his neck as if elicited moan after moan from you.
You were crying into his shoulder, begging for more until the skin felt raw. Tyler honestly never would have guessed you would have been into any of that, but he was more than willing to match your freak, having no intention of shaming you for what you were into, just wanting to go with the flow.
Tyler flipped you over again gently then pulled out of you before cleaning the two of you up. He then helped you put on some pajamas and grabbed some of his own that he usually left there before he changed.
Once the both of you were dressed, you climbed into bed, Tyler pulling you to his chest like normal. Your arms wrapped around each other and he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
âSo same thing in the morning?â You asked, looking up at him with an adorable smile.
âLetâs not get ahead of ourselves, darlinâ,â he chuckled and the two of you drifted off to sleep, wrapped up in each otherâs arms just like usual.
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a/n; hello, my love! iâm good, and i hope you are too! of course EEK i was going to write more for her anyway, i love a nerdy girl. also this is cut off asf IâM SORRY iâm tired, maybe iâll do a part 2 if yâall ask <3
synopsis; youâve never been good at science, let alone college biology. when your professor all but forced you to get a tutor, who should you end up with but your nerdy girlfriend, who has a very unique way of getting you to study?
pairing; dom!abby anderson x sub!fem!reader
warnings; abby uses baby/princess, use of a strap-on, cockwarming + edging (kinda), abby refers to the strap as her dick and itâs referred to as her dick/cock, choking, spanking, degradation (ish. abbyâs tone is just mean), anddd i prob missed smt so lmk <3
wc; 2.2k
p.s.; ALSO this is was ib an ellie fic i saw bro idk where tf it is đ searching for it tho. i js remember it was nerdy ellie. it was so good BUT LIKE WHERE IS ITTT idk iâll link it here if i find it
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youâve always sucked at science. biology, chemistry, whatever the hell it was, it had never been your cup of tea.
your professor had not so kindly recommended you get a tutor. otherwise, your grades would decline (more than they already were, that is). you didn't want a tutor, let alone for it to be someone you didn't know. you were already feeling awkward enough having to have someone tutor you at allâyou couldn't imagine if it was by an unfamiliar.
that's where abby came in.
abby anderson was your girlfriend, and she was a nerd. like, cliche movie nerd. if you couldn't find her in her dorm, with you, or in class, she was at the library, doing homework until she couldn't anymore. she was a coffee addict with how late she was up each evening, study sessions, unnecessarily reviewing, and, again, homework.
let's just say, abby anderson would do crazy things for an a.
you didn't necessarily want to have abby as your tutor. for some reason, it was embarrassing to you. you had already felt that way when you told her you needed one at all. it would be 10x worse if she would be the one doing it.
not only that, the focus.
how the fuck were you going to focus when you have abby fucking anderson in front of you? when your mind races with memories of her fucking you from behind, or kissing down your neck, or making you the wettest you've ever been, just by being alive?
you weren't.
but abby was persistent. you had originally said no when she first asked to tutor you, but when the guy who was supposed to tutor you didn't even show for your first session, it was no longer a request.
it was a demand.
you were sitting beside abby in her dorm, working on an assignment for your biology class that was due the following day. you had taken up to ten breaks by now, and it had only been an hour and a half or so.
abby pushed her glasses up on her face as she looked over at you, eyebrow raised. you had been dozing off, elbow on the desk and chin on your palm as your eyes began to fall shut.
"hey," abby snapped her large hand in front of your face, making your eyes open again just as quickly as it had happened. "are you listening to me?"
no.
"yeah. yeah, sorry, i just, umâdna and rna. that's what we're learning now, right?" you ask confusedly, doing your best to make it seem like you know what youâre talking about.
but the look on abby's face tells you all you need to know.
"mhm, like, ten minutes ago," abby hums a bit annoyedly, and you can't help but let out a sigh. it's bad enough you have to be here at all, but letting abby down, or worse, pissing her off, was the last thing you wanted to do. âyou're never going to learn if you don't put any effort in," she sighs.
âcâmon, abs,â you whined as you set your pencil aside, putting your head down on the desk, eyes on abby. the blonde set her own pen down with a small shake of the head, expression unreadable. âi canât do this anymore,â you said dramatically. abby rolled her eyes.
âwhatâs wrong now?â abby asked, but itâs not like she really wanted to know the answer. you knew how seriously abby took her own schoolwork, which may be the reason she was annoyed that you didnât. but you just werenât like that.
ânone of this makes sense. i canât remember a thing we go over. god, i hate biology,â you complained once more, looking away from abby.
abby sighed as she put a hand on your shoulder. as much as she wanted to be annoyed, she loved you, and she knew full well that even if you were smart, biology was your worst class.
âwhat can i do to help, baby? flashcards, dâyou want me to quiz you? what do you need?â abby asked as she moved her hand to your back, rubbing it. you shrugged.
âi dunno. i donât think any of that stuff is going to help me, abby. my memoryâsânot that good,â you lamely huffed, but it was true. your memory was best when it came down to the things you cared for. college biology was not one of them.
âhm,â abby hummed. it took a beat, a small pause. but then, abbyâs perked eyebrows told you that she had just gotten an idea, and so did the way her plump lips curled into a grin.
âi think i know whatâll do the trick.â
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thatâs how you ended up on abbyâs lap, her cock buried deep inside of you as she gripped you by the bottom. abbyâs way of bettering your sour memory came in the form of one of the most agonizing experiences you had ever had.
âhow does dna differ from rna?â abby asks you casually, as if she isnât filling you to the brim. you feel your face getting hot, bottom lip bitten down on as you look at her nervously.
âu- uhm. d- dna has a d- double helix model, fuck,â you whine. you must be at least a little correct, because abby bucks her hips up into you, causing the silicone dildo to move inside of you. ârnaâs single, a- and involved in a different process than dna.â
âattagirl,â abby praised. itâs then that she grabbed you by the ass, hard, and forced you to ride up to the top of her dick, just before sheâs slamming you back down. for only a few seconds, you gain some pleasure by moving your body like that, or abby doing it for you, that is.
but then, sheâs robbing it away from you, just like that.
âa- abby, please, câmon,â you whimper. this had been going on for a third of an hour or so. abby would ask you a question from the deck of index cards she had made for you, and you would answer. simple, right?
wrong.
because here's the thing: she wouldnât move unless you answered her, and it had to be correct. and if not?
smack.
abby's large hand comes down on your ass as if to shut you up. really, it doesn't. you let out a moan as she then grabs your ass again, not giving a care to how sore you may be.
because she's already slapped you way too many times to count.
âdon't act like this isn't for your own good," she says firmly, reprimanding you. "you got that one wrong last time. and weâre not going to stop until youâve got that whole fucking deck memorized, you got that?â she asks, signaling to the forgotten pile of index cards on the desk behind you. you whine, body too achy for abby to deny her.
âf- fine," you whine, because who the hell would you be to say no?
âgood girl," abby praises as she rubs her hands over your bottom, caressing you in a loving manner, a wide difference to the way she was addressing you mere seconds before. "now, can you tell me what a neuron is?â
doing your best to not focus on the feeling inside you, you nod, and easily answer. âa- a neuronâ" you huff. "is a specialized cell.â
abby moves her hands to your hips and pushed you up, so that you're around halfway down on her cock. you let out a small shudder, but it must mean you're correct. âand whatâs it do?â abby then asks.
to some degree.
but you know this one. after all, it was one of the last cards you looked at in the deck. so, you respond, âtransmit.â
abby moves you up more, and this time, she brings one of her hands up to cup your tit. she plays with your nipple if only for a second, causing you to let out a low moan. but just when you think she's going to keep going, of course, she doesn't.
âtransmit what?â she asks firmly as her fingers caress your rib cage, and it's all you can do not to roll your eyes.
ânerve impulses," you say a bit too fast, eager to have her hands back on you. your neediness helped you on that one. "i- itâs the basic unit of the nervous system," you add, for good measure.
"that's right, princess," abby smirked, course she did. she had always had way too much fun when she was driving you crazy during sex. this was no different.
but you're pleased to find yourself rewarded, because abby allows you to ride her again. you move up and down a little quickly, scared that your girlfriend will rob you of the feeling before it's even begun. abby begins to rub your clit as she gazes at you fucking yourself on her dick, way too needy for her touch.
"eager girl," abby cooed, rubbing her index on your clit in quick circles. "so needy for my cock, aren't you?"
"yes," you huff out fast, eyes closing shut at the feeling under you.
"too bad."
abby shoves you all the way back down her dick, so that you're all the way back down at the base. it pleasures you for only a second, before the feeling vanishes, just like that.
"abby, f- fuck," you groan annoyedly, body begging for a release you know abby won't give you unless you do what she tells you to do.
and she doesn't like your words.
abby grabs you by the neck, forcing you to look at her as you roll your eyes in the brattiest manner she's ever seen from you. "look at me. look at me when i'm talking to you," and she uses that tone you know she only uses when she's not playing games, barking your full name out at the end like the word pains her tongue.
once she's got your eyes on her, she speaks once more. "if you really want this dick, and i know you do, you're gonna take what i give you like the good girl you are. that clear?"
you keep your eyes on her, scared of what will happen if you don't, face hot as you answer. "y- yes, ma'am."
"primary use of the kidneys?" abby asks, not even giving you praise for obeying her. but you're not at all surprised by that: if there was one thing about abby, she did not like your bratty side.
this time, unlike what abby's asked you before, you can't remember the answer to this. like, at all. you fumble with it for a second, digging through your head for what it could be. but you don't get a response.
"i- i don't know," you dumbly stutter, genuinely unsure of what to say. abby isn't having it, obviously, because one mlre spank is coming down onto your ass before you know it.
"f- fuck!" you whine brokenly, head rocking back, and bottom sore from each hit abby's given you. she doesn't seem to care.
"yes, you do," she all but growls at you, and you think of your real class all too quickly, like she's your professor. "we went over this. so fucking tell me," she says, and it only makes your abdomen churn more.
and fill with butterflies.
âs- something to do with b- blood pressure, right? c- controlling it? please say yes," you were begging more to yourself than to abby, not even sure where that answer came from.
âmhm, and what else?" she coos, doing what she's done a million times before: moving you halfway up her cock.
"i- i don't know, abs. can't remember," you mutter, and really, how could you by now?
it looks like abby is feeling a little generous this time, because she helps you along. "whatâs it do to your body, princess? begins with an 'r',â she asked.
even when your brain begins to fog up with all of the questions in your head, and what's happening besides that, it seems to click for you when abby says the letter 'r.' âr- regulates it? th- the fluid balance?â
âmhm," abby says with a small nod of approval, even kissing your chest this time as a reward.
"thereâs my smart girl.â
and it goes on like that forever, question, answer, question, answer. sometimes, you got abby's cock easily. most times, you weren't so lucky.
your eyes are drooping, body aching and face hot as you stutter out the answer to the final card in the deck. once you do, you let out a deep, long exhale, which makes abby chuckle.
"see, pretty girl? wasn't that bad, was it?" abby coos, putting her hand up to cup your cheek. obviously, you want to say no. but after all of this, it was too risky to be bratty to abby. so you shake your head.
and you hadnât even finished yet.
"n- no, it wasâfine," you lie, and abby knows you are. but she doesn't ask about it, knowing full well how much she's done to you already.
"look on the good side.â
âyou'll remember better now, won't you?"
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[30.2k] Pairing | Jack Hughes x afab!reader Summary | how does one guy go from wanting everything to do with someone, to nothing at all? Jack didnât know what he wanted until he started losing to Trevor, but maybe that was a good thing. Warnings | 18+ smut, childhood friends to lovers, angst, jealousy, fluff, swearing, grumpy x sunshine-ish, underage drinking, mention of mildly-dysfunctional family, hickeys, backshots, mild choking, masturbation implication, praise kink, hair pulling, making out, protected p in v, pet names (angel, sweetheart) Authors Note | this is my first Jack fic please bear withđŤś. Another slow burn, sorry. This is a work of fiction, please remember that my dudes ⍠the spins - mac miller [small worlds masterlist]
Jack's heart stopped and he gulped. Never in his thirteen years of living had he come face to face with someone whose stare was more bone-shaking than his older brother, Quinn's. He'd never felt apprehensive about someone else, hockey eliminated that the moment he learnt to skate as a small child. Y/n L/n had been in every class of his since he could remember. In the frozen suburbs of Toronto, she lived a few houses away from his, took the same bus and could only recall two occasions where heâd seen her smile: with her friends at lunch and watching guys like him suffer misfortune. Then they were project partners for their literature class, and neither had been too pleased with the decision.Â
Jack slid into the empty seat next to her with a grin smeared across his face and a chewed pen between his fingers. His nerves hadn't dissipated as he had hoped, the neat formatting of her notes and their quality only made his heart pound harder. Her face didn't move but her eyes scanned his face, finishing with a stone gaze into his pretty, blue eyes. That was one thing she had to give him, his eyes were beautiful, vibrant and lined with long, thick lashes that she wished she had.Â
âDo you like literature, y/n?â he asked. He had far too much confidence in himself, an ego some would say. He was used to people just agreeing and following him like a prince, bowing at his words. The girls would fawn and twirl their hair, the guys dying to hang out with him. Jack was popular because he was charming, friendly and social. But he was also a teenage boy, so the world was also his territory, and everyone was just in it.Â
âYes.â She squinted cautiously, grip on her pen tightening.Â
âPerfect! How about you do the parts you're good at, and I do the speaking? Does that sound good?âÂ
âSounds like a âget out of jail free cardâ, Jack. We're splitting it fifty-fifty. Drop it and let's start brainstorming.â She spat, opening his notebook for him and refusing to drop her glare.
He groaned, slamming his head onto the desk. âWhat do you mean âdrop itâ? Drop what? My pants? Because I didn't know you were that kinda gal-âÂ
â-The act, Mr. Eighty-Percent Average Score. I want a good grade and you're a hockey player, you need good grades, or you'll be benched, right?â She deadpanned and started jotting down ideas in her notebook. Sometimes having a troublesome brother in hockey had benefits, but most of the time it didnât.Â
âHow did youâŚhuh? How do you know that? Did Quinn tell you that? That little rat-â he jolted when her palm slapped the back of his head, not hard but enough to get him to shut up.Â
âWhat was that for? All right Sunshine, what is your problem?â
Her hand grabbed the collar of his burgundy hoodie, a fire burning in her eyes as she seethed. âMy problem is some of us don't have set futures and need school, Hughes. So shut up, do as you're told and let's get this project over with so we can both go back to enjoying our lives. And get this idea that you call the shots here just because you're popular out of your head. You're no more special than anyone else while at school."Â
She let go and leant back, returning to her notes as if nothing had happened. Jack didn't adjust his collar. He didn't laugh, cry or yell. His cheeks burned pink with wide eyes, and his stomach doing flips. If he could replay that moment again, he would. No one had spoken to him like that before, not even his family. She was out for his blood. Some of his friends would call her unpleasant, others would disagree and say that Jack was lucky to be partnered with someone as cool as her, someone who didnât take shit from people and got things done. Theyâd grown up in the same schools, of course, heâd heard the stories about y/n being voted âmost fearlessâ because she wasnât afraid of having a backbone or watched her hit another girl because she stole her friendâs juice box. She wasnât unpleasant, Jack wouldâve done the same, and thatâs why he wasn't even angry, but his respect for her peaked and intrigue bursting at its seams. But the guilt lingered. His first ever proper interaction, conversation with just the two of them (aside from small talk over the years) and he may have just fucked everything up when they were supposed to get along and cooperate. But why did he feel guilty.Â
âDo you hate me?â he blurted out quietly, watching her pause mid-sentence. If she was out for his blood, what did he do that was so bad? Or what had she heard?
âNo,â she turned her head to face him, âI have no reason to hate youâŚyet. You're just annoying and stupid if you think Iâll let you sit back while I do this alone. We're doing our presentation on symbolism, by the way.â
âAm not, control freak,â he grumbled, muscles relaxing at the fact he wasn't rejected, God forbid he was rejected by someone cool, that would be embarrassing. He pulled his seat in and started copying the notes she'd scribbled for him, âbut yes ma'am.â
 *
Maybe some people arenât meant to be. Not even as friends. After almost getting choked on Monday, Jack hadnât learnt much from his experience. On Tuesday he spilt water over y/nâs notes, and while he profusely apologised, he was punished with silent treatment and no guidance on their project. Wednesday, she had sought him out over lunch, hoping to retrieve the notes he borrowed but as she found him at his locker, he slammed the door into her face on accident and the only thing he could do after that was slam his head into the wall, repeating âidiotâ to himself. But Thursday was the worst. The winters were vicious in Toronto, so attempting to navigate the ice was a task. Fortunately, the school set grit over the concrete, but over time the snow would deflate into sludge as everyone trampled over it. Y/n had been carefully making her way to the bus, trying to work with the crowd and not slip in front of everyone. Jack was late, in too much of a panic to be thoughtful. He just didnât want to be late for hockey practice. Without looking, heâd stormed through the crowds and shoved past y/n, but he tripped and took her down with him, the pair tumbling into the sludge, soaking wet and cold through their clothes. When Jack realised who it was screaming âasshole!â at him shooting daggers into his soul, he learned that his coach was, in fact, not the scariest person he knew.
Since Monday, the week was supposed to be easy after processing the partnerships, yet on Friday, y/n still found herself in her seat doing more than fifty per cent of the research while Jack talked endlessly to his friend across the classroom, laughing at YouTube references and memes that only thirteen-year-old-boys would find funny. She knew Jack was doing it on purpose, he was more than capable of contributing, sheâd seen his previous presentations and other projects. Was it her? She wondered if sheâd been too aggressive, too moody with him to the extent that she was just off-putting or that he found it amusing. Perhaps if sheâd been a bit kinder, they would be getting along like the rest of their class, laughing and chatting with each other instead of him flinging rubber bands at his friends while she stuck her nose in her notebook, worrying about how sheâd get all the work done solo (because she wasnât holding out for hope). Truth be told, she had as much passion as a night-shift worker, not because of Jack, but who liked doing graded presentations at the start of the school year?
âWill you please turn around and shut up?â she whined, tugging on his hoodie sleeve with a tired pain in her voice, âYouâre so rowdy.â
Giggling, Jack turned around in his seat, satisfied with the torment heâd caused his friends and with a wide grin. Heâd taken time to reflect on their interactions, even asking Quinn what heâd do to redeem himself (after calling him the grumpiest man alive). He did come across as arrogant, he admitted to that. He wasnât expecting her to know about the school and hockey relationship and really wasnât expecting to be choked by his collar and humbled publicly. Thatâs why he decided he liked her; she was a cool girl in his world who didnât care about who he was. He didnât know any girls like y/n, not that she wasnât like other girls, but other girls he surrounded himself with didnât hiss in his face and spit his name like it was poison in her mouth.
âSorry, Sunshine,â he saluted, continuing his part of the project in an awkward silence. Jackâs knees bounced, the air between the pair so quiet he could hear his breathing echoing in his ears, mouth itching to talk about anything but he didnât want to risk saying the wrong thing again. He watched her from the corner of his eye, even in a neutral state she looked jarred, lips in a permanent downward fall. His friends called it a âresting bitch faceâ, but she had every reason to be a bitch to him, after all, he had pretty much embarrassed and driven her up the wall all week. He sighed, turning his attention back onto the text she chose to study, annotating parts he thought would suit the instruction sheâd given him.Â
âIâm sorry for choking you. And snapping at you.â He whipped his head around in surprise, her eyes hadnât moved from her notes, but her tone was soft, the softest sheâd sounded to his memory. She peered over to him apprehensively, almost shocked at his silence.
He blinked twice, out of the two of them it should have been him apologising first. His lips tugged into a small smile, âI deserved it. Iâm sorry for being an ass and hitting you with my locker, and knocking you in sludge and overall, just being annoying. You have every right to hate me.â
Sitting up straight, y/nâs gaze softened for the first time, âJack, I donât hate you. For the sake of this project, how about we start over?â she held her hand out, âPleasure to be working with you, Rowdy. Letâs do this fifty-fifty and that way we both benefit.â
He shook her hand, his almost engulfing hers, but he thought it was cute, âYou too, Sunshine. So, uhâŚhow are we gonna do this? Because weâre kinda slacking on all grounds. Like, we know each other and where we live, and that we take the same bus, yeah, but likeâŚnot anything, uh, personal like your favourite colour.âÂ
âWell, my favourite colour is red, I like hot chocolate with marshmallows and my favourite hockey team is the Maple Leafs.â She said, doing her best to start some sort of icebreaker to at least make conversation easier. They should have done this from the start like others would have but he was arrogant, and she was up tight. Just because youâve grown up in the same proximity as someone doesnât always make you friends.
Jackâs eyes lit up, âNo way! My favourite hockey team are the Leafs too! Lemme thinkâŚuhâŚmy favourite meal is steak; I love watching movies and my dream is to make it to the NHL.âÂ
âCool. Thatâs a lot of weight to carry,â he nodded enthusiastically at her, âbut youâre the kinda guy who could, Hughes. Anyway, what have you done for this shitty project?â she peeked at his notebook, brushing over the fact Jack was grinning like an idiot at his breakthrough. It was a start, but at least she wasnât insulting him anymore and they were talking with their walls down, no weapons. He opened his mouth but immediately closed it, scratching the back of his neck. Her notes were always so direct and neat and his were a mess, not even he could understand what he was saying half the time.
âWhat the hell am I reading, Jack?â her smile dropped, and her deadpan humiliated him alone. He sunk into his chair, he did his best, he really had, but unlike in hockey, the school was a flow he just couldnât enter. âWe have a lot of work to do. Hope youâre free over lunch next week.âÂ
âOr we could do it at my house. Do you wanna come over?âÂ
âNot really,â she said flatly, looking him in the eye.Â
âPlease, thereâs too much happening at school and doing it at my house - or yours - would be so much better. Think about it, I wonât get distracted~âÂ
She chewed her cheek, watching his toothy grin widen. If he werenât a charmer she wouldâve made her decision more quickly, but Jack had this effect to him where it was almost impossible to resist, whether you liked him or not. He had a point, in his home he wouldn't be hollering across the room or fidgeting in his seat. Anyway, it would be a good opportunity for them to bond.Â
She sighed, and hung her head, âFiiiine. Are Sundays, okay?â
He nodded urgently, perhaps more excited than he should have been, but getting her to give in and try to hang out outside school felt like a win. He just wanted to know if her walls were always enforced up high or if it was a school thing.
 *
The first Sunday crept quicker than she would have liked. Although the Hughes' house looked no different than hers, the dahlias in the front garden were twice as pretty, a small part of her hoped the frost would never hit them, reflecting the joyful souls of the Hughes family. Y/n stood on the doorstep, rucksack slung on her shoulder and rollerblades in her hand. When Jack had told her to bring them, she asked why but in typical Jack manner, his answer was vague, âPlease just bring them!â, but she listened anyway, dreading what kind of ideas were running through his mind when they were supposed to be working on their project. After all, the faster they submitted it, the sooner they could return to their lives.
She lost track of how long sheâd been standing there, he probably thought sheâd ditched him by how long sheâd been mustering up the nerves to knock but the reality of the situation, her reality, she was processing how there was no muffled noise coming from behind the door.
For a home of five, it was as quiet as a zen garden. She wasnât sure why she was surprised; most families were quiet. She never had to look where she was going on her way home, she always heard her family before she saw them, whether outside the front door or somewhere in the house. The yelling never stopped, so standing outside Jackâs house took the weight off her chest and she could feel the September breeze in her hair.
She knocked timidly, listening to footsteps barrel through the house from the other side and a muffled âQuinn donât you dare answer that!â however when the door opened it wasnât Jackâs excited, puppy-like self. Sheâd never looked at him properly, but y/n blinked twice at Quinn standing before her. He was a lot better looking than Jack made out, the opposite of Jack: dark hair, taller, broad shoulders and his eyes were a duller blue compared to Jackâs vibrant ones. He smiled kindly as Jack shoved past him, shooing him out of the way and muttering at him to leave them alone.
âI told you not to answer! I had it!â Jack whined at his older brother, pushing him to the side.
âI didnât know you were inviting your girlfriend over, why didnât you just say so?â Quinn teased, letting Jack move him. To him, seeing Jack so ecstatic over a girl wasnât new, Jack had had short-lived girlfriends since he was eleven, not understanding the difference between validating attention and love yet but y/n with the hard gaze was the first girl he invited into his home. The kind of girl Quinn least expected since she didnât seem happy to be in their home, unfazed by Jackâs playful behaviour and glint in his eye. That was new and part of him felt old seeing his little brother grow up so fast.
âSheâs not my girlfriend, assface!â Jack growled, his face heating up.
âUgh, as if.â She scoffed at the same time before fully processing the smirk on Quinnâs face. Jack girlfriend? Is that how it looked to others? A boy and a girl hanging out as children was fine but the moment, they hit their teens it meant they were all over each other. She imagined what it would be like if she were to be his girlfriend, until she caught herself in the act, what kind of demon possessed her even to have such a fleeting thought? Curiosity? Or maybe it would be funny seeing the reactions of others, seeing him with someone they least expected. Y/nâs breath hitched, heat rising to her cheeks but less noticeably than rosy red Jack who started swatting Quinn.
âIgnore him, y/n, letâs go do this project.â He emphasised to his brother.
Jack gently took her by the sleeve, pulling her into his hallway and impatiently waiting for her to slip her shoes off and leave her rollerblades before leading her upstairs. She glanced behind her, giving Quinn a shy wave which he returned as Jack led her further, weaving around stray hockey gloves and shoes on the stairs and reappearing into a simple hallway. The layout couldnât have been more unfamiliar to her home, the walls were highly decorated with family photos, more of the boys than anyone else. Quinn, Jack and Luke, the youngest, clad in mostly hockey gear but the occasional casual photo, some even of them piled on top of each other. The landing was nothing special, a single strip with one bedroom facing the street, one next to the stairs with another opposite and the master facing into the garden, bathrooms in between.
Jack pointed to the room next to the stairs, âthatâs Quinnâs room,â then to the room at the back of the house, âthatâs my parents,â then to the front, âthatâs Lukeyâs,â and eventually ushered her to the room opposite Quinnâs, opening the door and giving her a grand reveal, âand this is mine!â
Y/n shuffled in, taking in the personality of the room. It wasnât big, nor a box room but the grey walls made it feel smaller than it was. A double bed pushed against the wall, a desk next to it and opposite those were a chest of drawers and a wardrobe crammed snugly. It was the kind of room that someone who didnât spend a lot of time in would have, the only elements saving it from a show home were the hockey posters and awards on the walls and surfaces, a hockey helmet on top of the wardrobe with gloves and skates scattered under the bed. But the one part that stuck out the most while she moseyed around, was the framed photo on his desk. A recent picture of him and his brothers together, void of smiles and Jack wearing the burgundy coat the day he knocked her into sludge, Quinn in the grey hoodie she just saw him in and Luke in, what she assumed, some sort of blue university fleece with an âMâ on the chest. She stifled a chuckle, only Jack would wear full burgundy, but it was no better than the photo of her, her younger brother and her dad at her cousin's wedding, all three of them miserable and her dad nursing a hangover (pre-drinks with the boys before the wedding was not his and the relativeâs greatest idea for some of their ages). But this photo of Jack had something endearing to it, and proof that he wasnât sunshine and rainbows all the time.
Jack crept behind her, peeking over her shoulder and speaking quietly next to her ear, âWe all got a copy of that one. Itâs also on the stairs. Mum thinks itâs hilarious because before it was taken, Dad had us shovelling snow for thirty minutes before a two-hour evening hockey practice.â
It hadnât occurred to her how he felt the need to stand so close to her until then, his voice practically sinking into her skin as if she were wearing headphones rather than listening to him through a speaker. It wasnât that she hated it, it was justâŚnew. He wasnât smirking, his hands were in his jeanâs pockets and the way his popular-kid demeanour plummeted when talking about his brothers was like she had met an entirely different person. Itâs crazy how getting someone in a different environment can lower their mask. It made him loveable and the longer they stood there, close together, the less she hated the idea of being around him. It was almost comforting to share family stories, the information that anyone who hadnât seen the photo wouldnât know.
She nodded, her rucksack strap dropping from her shoulder and into her hand as she turned to him, looking up at his smiling face. Okay, he was a lot taller up close, or well to her at least, and he seemed to enjoy looking at her face as she swore his eyes had a sparkle in them.
âWhere do you want me to sit?â she asked, casually.
For a second he thought he saw her crack. She was the only person whoâd seen the photo, heâd usually put it away for safety when his friends came over since a couple of them had a thing for pillow fights at three in the morning. Letting her into his world and sharing his secrets would surely get her out of her shell, he was convinced that if he dropped his mask, sheâd drop hers. He imagined what that would be like as she turned to him, and what it would be like if she looked in his eyes brightly all the time, shamelessly in the school hallways without anyone to ruin it. But her voice jolted him like he had been shaken by its shoulders and the real world was back to ground him, âUh- right- project, you can take the desk Iâll sit on my bed. What, uh, time do you need to be homeâŚby theâŚway?â
She sat on his office chair and set up her stationary, not looking at him when she replied,
âProbably seven at the latest, usually when dinner is but I can leave whenever you want me to. Iâm just a few houses away.â
He grinned. That gave him a perfect amount of time to begin his plan if they didnât spend the whole day on the project, which was likely considering his attention span went haywire in her presence. He couldnât explain why, only that there was something about her gloom had him infatuated. Partnered projects werenât for everyone, he knew that. He loved them, the bouncing, the company, getting away with not doing anything because he did all the talking but he also knew some people despised them entirely because of people like him, slackers, yappers, people who didnât view them as real assessments because they werenât pen and paper. Jack was the first and y/n was the latter, but for some reason, he wanted to be bossed about, wanted to work and perhaps see things from her world, hear her talk more.
Maybe it wouldnât be so bad after all, maybe if he showed her to loosen up, she wouldnât get stressed over it but if he tightened up, he could learn a skill or two and theyâd find a balance.
Usually after two hours of unbroken work focus, Jack would groan in despair out of restlessness and boredom, but in the two hours that passed, both parties had completed a lot. Theyâd managed to negotiate roles, y/n would endure the tedious theory research elements while Jack focused on analysing and piecing together their text passage and the theories sheâd found. It wasnât fun, but theyâd caught up with the rest of their class and were safe, and on track. She wouldnât have to work into the night, and he wouldnât have to risk skipping his social life. Jack had to admit, and he couldnât lie, that working with her, even in silence, wasnât as bad as he thought it would be. They chatted here and there about life when they let their brains rest, she didnât insult him, and he didnât annoy her. They found a balance, and heâd learnt a bit more about y/n, like how she couldnât ice skate but could rollerblade, how she forgot to blink when in a hyperfocus or that she didnât like talking too much because sheâs worried, sheâd overshare and weird people out. Which did hit him in the gut when she casually expressed it, because he didnât think anyone should hold themselves back from being true to themselves.
With his notebook and pens abandoned on his bedsheets, he sat crossed-legged, watching her scribble down quick notes from a website, âSo, you used to talk a lot but since your friends justâŚnever reacted or made snarky comments, you just thought to reign it in? What do you talk about?â
âYup. Can be a yapper in the right environment, but now all we talk about is school, the news or things theyâre into. They donât even try to give context to those who have no idea whatâs going on. Itâs not a big deal though, most of them are going to a different high school than me so Iâll make new friends.â She explained with a sigh, finishing her notes and swivelling in his chair to face him. Talking to him as if they were friends felt refreshing, she only got to talk to one or two people this way, and those were the two friends going to the same high school as her. Neighbours would say that she and Jack shouldâve been friends from toddlers since theyâd grown up together on the same street, same kindergarten, same elementary and now coming to the last year of the same middle school but Jack was an outdoors kid always participating in some sort of sport with the other kids, y/n preferred the indoors, quietly finding hobbies and watching from the window. The only reason theyâd recognised each other in elementary school was because Ellen had once dropped by to gift her mum, flowers as a thank you for something, and Jack happened to be with her, y/n locking eyes with him as she was walking through the house.
âWell, you can always talk to me, Iâll be your friend. Weâve known of each other for years, our mums help each other garden for Godâs sake so weâre not completely strangersâŚâ he fiddled with the chewed pen in his lap, âbesides, I have two brothers and someâŚunique friends, nothing you do or say could weird me out.â
She sat in silence, watching him struggle to make eye contact with her for the first time like he was nervous about what she would say. He was probably expecting her to chew him up, brush him off but he had a point. They had been neighbours their whole lives, and if she played outside more, they would have been better acquainted. But her middle school friendships were fickle, and immature, in their eyes, she was the weird kid and only because her interests differed slightly, and more people gravitated towards her, girls and boys alike. And when that happens in a friend group of eleven to fourteen-year-olds, youâre the odd one out, people get jealous and thereâs only so much artificial solidarity to go around sometimes. So, she changed and tried to scare people away so she could fit in again and survive and it worked. Until Jack Hughes wiggled his way into the picture.
Why is Jack talking to you? You know I like him.Â
Thatâs so unfair!
Befriending your friend's crush? Low y/n, so low.
âI appreciate your kindness, but thatâs a terrible idea.â She deadpanned, leaning back in the chair, a pang of regret striking through her upon seeing his shoulders slump.
He looked up with confusion written on his face, âWhat, why?â
âBecause youâre Jack Hughes. Popular, charming Jack Hughes who everybody wants to be friends with. And Iâm miserable y/n, my friends would throw me to the curb if I started hanging out with you suddenly. Actually, they would accuse me of betraying them and think something is going on between us. Petty shit.â
âBut I like miserable y/n, youâre not even miserable. But why would it be a betrayal? Unless your friends got a crush or something-â the pieces clicked in his head, â-oh. I see. Well, think of it positively, would you rather have a group of friends who make you have to pretend to be miserable or have one friend who actually makes you miserable?â
She tried so hard to suppress a giggle but seeing him gesture to himself when making humour of the conversation made it impossible and she let the giggle out. Only Jack could say that, and it be funny, as self-deprecating as the joke was, it came from a good place. Jackâs head however emptied, and his chest exploded, a giddy feeling jerking his nerves hearing her giggle because of him (and not because he was getting punished or dumped in the hallway). He didnât fuss over it, he didnât want her to stop because heâd brought her guard down, so he giggled with her.
âI guess I would rather have one friend that makes me miserable.âÂ
âCorrect answer!â he mused, all project work was abandoned, and it was clear to them both that they were done for the day. âWell, now weâre friends, do you wanna go play street hockey? Thatâs why I asked you to bring rollerblades, weâre gonna hang out.â
âSo, doing the project was just a front for getting me to hang out with you?â she began to pack her stationary into her rucksack while he pushed his onto the floor. Heâd clear it up later if he remembered.
âUh-huh,â he nodded proudly, âI thought that if we hung out, we could get to know each other better, do something fun.â
He was almost falling off his bed in excitement, waiting for her to agree and play with him. Was he this eager with everyone? No one had ever been that desperate to be friends with her, most people werenât that desperate. She opened her mouth to decline, but heâd spent the past two hours forcing himself to focus on their schoolwork, do as he was told, and listen to her intently even though she knew he was getting restless and bored, she owed him at least an hour of her time.
âOkay, but only for a little bit. Iâm not great like you so go easy.â A smile was all it took for Jack to leap up, take her by the sleeve, drag her through his bedroom door (almost knocking Luke over in the process) and into his hall again.Â
*
What was supposed to be just an hour, so she told herself, turned out to be three hours of non-stop street hockey. Two beaten-up goals outside his house and two laughing teenagers clad in gloves and rollerblades, hockey sticks hitting each other for the plastic ball that dragged and rattled across the concrete. Neither had been keeping track of the time, they were too engrossed in trying to beat each other, especially y/n, who forced Jack to go easy on her just so she could at least have a chance.Â
It wasnât often she got to participate in something like street hockey with someone, a lot of her social life was talking and not a lot of experiencing. She didnât even hang out with her brother like the Hughes boys did, but her brother was far more interested in golf or playing FIFA with his friends or causing trouble at school. When they were younger, she and her brother used to spend hours playing basketball in the garden, so much so that eventually the hoop fell off and that was the end of it. Or they used to play video games together, getting so competitive in Wii Sports that her brother would start crying if he lost. Those were ephemeral days stuck in a memory loop, but playing hockey with Jack freed the same adrenaline rush that made the world feel brighter and hopeful like living for yourself was worth it.
She closed in on Jackâs goal, readying herself to take the shot, sheer confidence across her face until he swooped in and blocked the shot, stealing the ball from her possession and skating towards the other end.
âJaaack,â she groaned, âyouâre such a dick, I almost had that!â
His triumphant laughter echoed through the neighbourhood as he closed in on her goal,Â
âYou donât sound so happy, Sunshine, why donât you come to show me whoâs the boss, huh?â
She clicked her tongue playfully, getting a burst of energy as she approached Jack. She could have knocked him out of the way, blocked his shot, or broken any of the standard rules but she was having the time of her life and Jack hadnât stopped smiling since she agreed. Y/n tossed her stick to the side, dropped her gloves and grabbed the back of his hoodie, pulling herself closer to him and wrapping her arm around his shoulder, sending them both crashing to the floor, equipment scattered but both players laughing and playfighting, rolling and wrestling until their stomachs ached from laughter.Â
At some point in their roughing, y/nâs fist hit Jack square on the cheekbone, hard. Sitting up straight, legs tangled, they stared at each other like theyâd seen ghosts, her heart stopping in her chest. She didnât mean to hit him, not for real, but on reflex she unclenched her fist and held his face in her hands with a delicate touch as if he were glass, her fingers holding his jaw as she inspected his cheekbone for any bleeding. She may have thought nothing of it, just protocol for when someone got hurt, but Jackâs cheeks blazed, hands becoming clammy, and he thought he was going to lose his breath at how gentle she was with him. If getting injured was all it took for her to look at him with soft eyes and obtain all her attention like a prize, he shouldâve broken his legs a while ago. His world paused, the sounds of nature and cars faded out into a silence and his heart skipped eight beats at once. Heâd had girlfriends, but heâd never had skin contact with one. Never held a girlâs hand before and never had his face held by one. She was like a drug, the second she cradled his thumping face, he never wanted her to let go. Maybe it was because he liked the attention because it was new and exciting or maybe the endorphins rushing through him altered his state of mind too much and confused the difference between enjoying her touch and pain relief.
âIâm okay,â he said just above a whisper with a fond look, âitâll just bruise at most.â
She nodded, letting him reassure her before a grin crawled onto her face, arm snaking around his neck and held him in a headlock, grinding her knuckles mildly into his head and ruffling his hair. Even though he wished on all his lucky stars that the moment would never end, getting noogies from her was just as euphoric if it meant her giggles gave him just as much of a bliss escape as the scratching of ice skates did in hockey.Â
âIf you say so, Wack Hughes.â She rolled off and sat on the concrete opposite him, catching her breath, both bodies panting with flushed, chilly cheeks and undoubtedly bruises and grazes on their limbs. Thatâs what they got for not looking properly for knee and elbow pads.
âCan I have your number?â the words erupted a lot quicker than he expected them to, he borderline felt like he came across as a desperate man at a bar hoping to strike gold, âSo, uh, we can text when to meet upâŚfor the project and stuffâŚyeah.âÂ
She sighed dramatically, âIf I really have to.âÂ
In all instances, all universes and every other life after his current, Jack wished the project would never end. He was just beginning to get somewhere with forming a liberating friendship where he was just Jack, the kid from class.  Â
*Â
Jack had been right, but he wished it had been a cut because the bruise over his cheek was diabolical. A beautiful purple and blue bruise next to his eye, not quite a black eye but the cheekbone was close enough. Quinn and Luke teased him relentlessly the Monday morning over breakfast, even though the middle Hughes explained it was an accident while playfighting and not because he pissed her off.Â
School was worse. At first, his friends taunted him about it, and how the âpretty boy wasnât so pretty anymoreâ. Jack was just relieved that nobody asked him how he got it, they all assumed it was hockey and he would have too if he was them. At least a bruise wasnât as embarrassing as when he broke his leg but thereâs only so much teasing you can take before it starts becoming boring, and all week he had heard the same comments and the same giggling. He didnât blame y/n, she didnât do it on purpose but her packing a punch was not on his twenty-fifteen bingo card.Â
Sunday rolled around again, Jack and y/n only had a week left until their project was due and while y/n had her hand fisting her hair, the words on her screen blending and almost sending her into cardiac arrest, Jack had zoned out long ago. Silence filled the Hughesâ dining room, both bodies void of willpower as they entered hour three of their study. On the bright side, they were over halfway done, opting to pull the presentation aesthetics together last as that was the easy part. The hardest part was trying to condense twenty-five slides into ten at most. Â
Luke was home with them, keeping out of their way but giving them a glance as he meandered into the kitchen for a snack. He may have been twelve and starting to enter his pre-teen years of figuring himself and the world out, but what he did know was that the house was quieter on Sundays. Thatâs how he knew y/n was over. He stood quietly in the kitchen, peering over at his brother and y/n in deep thought from the breakfast bar, wondering how someone had tamed Jack within two weeks. Yes, they spent almost every day together so the chance of them getting to know each other better that way wasnât off the table, and the quality of friendship isnât determined by how long youâve known someone. Heâd never seen Jack sit so still, he wasnât even chewing on his pen, just staring at his laptop screen and notebook while he feared y/n might yank her hair from her scalp if she gripped it any tighter. Luke pulled two glasses from the cabinet, filled them with water, and set them in front of the two. He then disappeared back into the kitchen and rummaged through the cookie jar before returning and placing them on the dark wood next to the water. Y/nâs hand fell from her hair and raised her head to meet a smiling Luke. Theyâd never spoken, but he liked it when she came over, especially when heâd watched her tackle Jack to the ground a week prior, of course. Â
âThanks, Luke. You really didnât have to.â Y/nâs voice suddenly filled the room and pulled Jack out of his daze, his attention immediately landing on the glass of water and cookie. Â
âItâs the least I could do for someone who can keep Jack on his leash.â Luke chuckled lightly, making his way back into the living room. Â
Jack waited until he left to whip around to her, making her flinch at the speed, âYouâre friends with my little brother easily but not me? Iâm taking that as an offence.â Â
âHe didnât tell me to do the entire project by myself while he got to do the easy part.â She jested, poking her finger into his chest. Call them Punch and Judy with the way they bickered. âHe also didnât pull me into sludge.âÂ
He wrapped his fingers around her hand, holding it gently as he rolled his eyes, âOkay, well, fair enough. At least it was Luke.âÂ
âWhy? Scared Iâll fall hopelessly in love with Quinn and his dark curls and brooding personality,â she leant forward with a smirk, watching Jackâs eyebrows knit. Sheâd done it, found his button to press and she loved every ounce of adrenaline that raged through her, âthatâll Iâll hang out with him instead?âÂ
His tongue poked his cheek, their faces inches away and for once it was him sulking while she taunted him. Yet, the grip he had over her hand stayed loose, even when she continued to prod him, but he knew she could feel how sweaty his palms were from the panic that rattled him, âYes! Kinda, maybe! I donât know!â Â
She stopped, her smirk dropping and his breathing becoming heavy. Their gazes met as she licked her lips, their faces were so much closer than she had thought, and a warmth spread up the back of her neck. They said nothing, their eyes searching each other for answers to unspecified questions. His bruise had healed better, it wasnât a deep purple anymore and a yellow tint started peeking through, although she was sorry for hitting him, there was a small, amusing element to the story. She lowered her hand, but he didnât let go. Never had she expected Jack to feel in competition with his brothers over anything but hockey, but his heart hammered in his chest the longer their stares lingered, terrified for the worst-case scenario.
âWait, for real? You think I would do that?â Jack nodded shakily, chewing the inside of his cheek. It was ridiculous, his hormones getting mixed up and fluctuating over a girl heâd only started being real friends with, but he felt like theyâd known each other longer by how thin the air felt between them. Was that allowed? Was there a rule about being friends with someone? If so, he yearned to break it, after all, heâd been friends with some guys for three years and knew nothing about them, barely hanging out with them outside school. âIf it makes you feel better, I wouldnât.â
âItâs not Quinn specifically, I donât know, like, we just started being friends and like, ugh, I donât know.â He truly couldnât describe the nagging feeling of a thorn that stabbed him in the side, heâd never felt it before, but he hated it. She was his friend and only his, Quinn and Luke werenât allowed to swoop her away. Y/n was just his friend, no more sharing friends between them, they could keep that to hockey but not school. Heâd do anything to keep it that way, even if it meant brawling with his brothers like when they were kids or even other kids at school. He just wanted to freely be friends with someone on his own, sick of being surrounded by friends who had their own, separate friend they could run to, rely on, cry, laugh with, and escape to their own isolated paradise with. He wanted a person.Â
With a gentle nod, she noticed the warmth engulfing her hand. They peered down at their laps, pulling their hands away quickly and awkwardly finding chewed pens and hoodie strings. The first time heâd held a girl's hand, and it was because she was riling him up, and sheâd never had a boy hold her hand before so the heat in her neck flushed to her face. Â
âSooo,â Jack started, the tension crushing him, âwhat do you like to do for fun? You already know I play hockey and we did that last week; we should try something of yours today.âÂ
Her muscles relaxed and she pondered. What did she do for fun? It was one of those moments where suddenly she forgot everything about herself and became the most boring person alive, nothing coming to mind. She didnât consider herself nearly as exciting as Jack. She wasnât an athlete, or an entrepreneur, and didnât do any thrilling things over the summers. How are you supposed to sell yourself when you just enjoy staying at home and chilling?Â
âUhâŚI dunno. I like doing origami, I guess. Not really as intense as street hockey but I find it relaxing.â She ripped out a blank page of her notebook, tearing it neatly into a square and effortlessly folding the corners and sides. He was mesmerised, she made it look easy and Jack convinced himself that he could do it. Pulling the head out, she placed a swan in front of him. To create what sat in front of him more than muscle memory, it was time and patience. âFor you. Iâll teach you step by step.âÂ
She tore out two more pages into squares, giving one to him, âFold the paper diagonally to create the centre line, then unfold,â she demonstrated as she spoke, allowing him time to catch up, ârefold the sides to the centre line and flip the paper over, doing the same as we just did. You should have a skinny kite shape. Bring the bottom corner to the top, middle corner and fold the tip of the bottom corner we just folded, down to halfway.â
Jackâs tongue poked out from his lips, his brows knitted as he concentrated hard, watching her fingers move intensely and carefully copying. His folding wasnât as neat as hers, but he understood what she was showing and he hadnât completely screwed it up yet, but he was a lot more heavy-handed than she was, too used to using all his strength rather than none of it at all.Â
âGood boy, youâre getting it. Okay, now fold what you have in half, but outwards, away from you, not inwards, like this,â she folded the paper as instructed, âand gently pull the neck up and head out. See, a simple swan.âÂ
Jackâs face brightened, his lips twitching into a smile as he pulled the head out of his - messily folded - origami swan. He knew sheâd gone easy on him, and he was frankly grateful that she hadnât tried to teach him something overly complex because he did not want to deal with Ellen yelling at him to pipe down in front of y/n. Y/n didnât need that, didnât need to see or hear that. Jack may not have been an empath by any means and may not be the kind of guy to psychoanalyse people but Quinn had taught him to think carefully before he asked questions. Of course, he wondered why y/n never asked if he wanted to go to her house instead, but when he talked with Jim about it, he said thereâs usually a reason, and sometimes people donât want to talk about that and would prefer to just accept the offer, and that by offering up their home could be one of the nicest things heâs done for her.Â
Y/n set her swan in front of him, his hands delicately inspecting the precision as if it belonged in a museum, âHow can you do this so quickly and neatly? What else can you make?âÂ
âPractice, I can make cranes, frogs, bats, foxes, stars.â She giggled, watching him compare the two swans and setting them next to each other, âYou can keep both mine, from me to you.â
Jack grinned. It wasnât much at all, but having a homemade gift held more value than anything money could offer. It was made specifically with him, and she gave it to him, willingly, as a souvenir. He shoved his pens into his pencil case, stacked his books and closed his laptop, sliding the pile across the table. Surprised, she began packing her belongings into her rucksack, they were done with their project according to him. In his defence, they had achieved more than they thought. He turned, resting his cheek in his palm with a burning intrigue glowing in his eyes.
âOh, uh, I guess I like graphic designâŚthatâs kinda my hockey. Just making sports posters or posters in general really. Iâll show you, my favourite.â She opened her laptop again, searching through the files while Jack scooted closer, resting his chin on her shoulder. Her chest tightened at the noise that slipped from his throat when the file loaded, an electrocuting excitement radiating from him as his jaw dropped and eyebrows raised. It was the coolest thing heâd ever seen, last yearâs baseball schedule graphic that he thought was significantly better than the one the team had originally posted. Upon hearing his chain of compliments, she opened more files, discovering their common interest in sports and the odd TV show. He didnât have many creative friends, he was part of a dominantly sporty crowd, in fact, anyone who had creative abilities fascinated him and he would argue that they deserve just as much praise as athletes. It wasnât easy producing ideas and visions let alone executing them.Â
The more Jack raved about her work, the more files she pulled up and explained with her full chest and he swore he saw her eyes light up the same way his did when he talked about hockey. So, he let her talk. He asked questions about inspiration, the origins of her hobby, her favourite aesthetics and future plans, works in progress and if she would want a future in graphic design too, all in which she answered for hours before the clock hit seven and they had to call it a day with bittersweet smiles like they wouldnât be seeing each other the next day. Â
*Â
Good times fly fast. Is what someone would say if they were having fun, but the past week had not been for y/n and Jack. In the last week before their project was due, they had crammed a weekâs worth of work into three days, their deadline being Thursday. Lunches were spent in the library, copying and formatting into their presentation slides, and then trying to condense, and condense and condense more into ten overall slides. If they hadnât worked during class and at the library, they knew they would have failed and with Jackâs hockey schedule, they had no other option. They didnât hate it, spending lunches together became the best part of their days, that little buzz in their stomach making the mundane classes easier to bear. Â
The actual presenting part started awful when the PowerPoint wouldnât load, then stabilised as Jack did most of the talking but then almost hit the fan when y/n stammered almost every time she spoke (which wasnât her fault, some people canât cope with public speaking). However, they had submitted, presented and they were project-free until May.Â
Y/n didnât expect to see much of Jack anymore, she wasnât sure what would happen next after they had no project. She didnât pay attention to her classmateâs presentations, her eyes zoned on the wall and her shoulders slumped in her seat. It was sort ofâŚupsetting that it was over, not hanging out with Jack again. Would her friends be happy? Absolutely, the competition was over but during the three weeks, they hung out constantly, what others thought mattered less and less until she smiled more with him than she ever had with them. What she and Jack had was real.Â
Jackâs eyebrows lowered and pulled closer together, he couldnât bring himself to be happy, the bleak expression on her face pulled at his heart too aggressively. It couldnât be over, he didnât want it to be over. It was not going to be over. He pulled his phone from his hoodie pocket, eyes flicking to the teacher who was too engrossed in the assignment, and he typed quickly before stuffing the device back.
Wack Huhđ¤ my house sundays? i think my mum wants to cook us dinner as a reward u can meet my hockey friends 2 they r coming 4 the wknd
Feeling her pocket vibrate and glancing at the teacher, she replied under the table.
SunshineđŞ Will be there ofc Are these the unique friends? Bracing myself
She smiled, looking to her left subtly to see Jack practically kicking is feet. All was not lost.
*
When Jack said his friends were unique, she wasnât expecting three boys to be staring at her like meerkats when she entered the living room. At least he didnât lie. She expected three dudes chilling on the sofa, with drinks and playing video games but instead, she was met with the short one and one with long-ish hair wrestling on the sofa with Mario Kart abandoned on the TV and Jack and the third with dark hair trying to pry them off each other, Jack babbling something about irritating his parents again. It was Quinn whoâd answered the door again, apologising for the noise and again she had looked up at him with adoration in her eyes. The noise was something she was used to, especially coming from teenage boys, if Jim and Ellen didnât get involved, it would be okay. When she stepped into the living room, calling Jackâs name, the three other boys shot up and snapped their heads with wide eyes like theyâd never seen a girl in their lives.Â
Jumping off the sofa, he stood beside her, wrapping his arm around her shoulder and his thumb caressing comforting circles, âY/n! This is Cole,â the short boy waved, âTrevor,â the boy with tanned skin and long-ish hair winked, blowing a kiss, âand Alex.â The dark-haired boy gave a kind, welcoming smile. They were Jackâs unique hockey friends sheâd heard many stories about over the last few weeks, like how someone hid Trevorâs towel one time and he could only wait until everyone had left the locker room before changing, or how the four of them thought it would be a good idea to hold arms and spin in a circle while on rollerblades and then let go, so all four of them went flying in different directions but it was Cole who ended up, not only taking out a couple but falling into a bin. Or how Alex tried to impress a girl by belching the alphabet but instead she slapped him.Â
âDo you like Mario Kart, y/n?â Alex asked, to which she nodded.
âDonât get too cocky, she can pack a punch. Got that Trevor?â Jack sneered, holding her closer to his side and pointing to his almost-healed bruise.
âThat was one time!â Trevor groaned, taking the controller heâd launched previously. âDonât listen to him, angel. Heâs just mad because he sucks at everything but Chel.Â
Only Jack had given her a pet name before, especially not one on the first meeting or one like angel. Jack had nicknamed her when they met, but âSunshineâ suited her at the time, a jab at her doom and gloom. Angel, though? That hit different, that felt personal, aimed at her looks alone.
âMmm sure, at least his towel stays in one place, Trevvy.â She quipped, stepping into the room.
âJack! Why would you tell her that?â Trevor grabbed a sofa cushion, and swung it at Jackâs face, âAngel, that does not happen often but if it means you call me âTrevvyâ again, it so can.â
The sun began to set earlier in the autumn. After a morning of violent Mario Kart matches and rough play in order to cheat, the five of them settled on the two sofas in front of the TV, this time watching The Amazing Spiderman and two empty bowls of popcorn and mugs that once homed hot chocolate.Â
Jackâs eyes struggled; his energy burnt out from a weekend of non-stop moving but he refused to sleep in fear heâd fall onto Trevorâs shoulder. The last time he did that, he woke up with marker over his face and a cock on his cheek, but God, were his eyes heavy. Y/n repositioned herself, bringing her knees away from her chest and stretching them with glorious relief. Said relief was fleeting as she felt a weight drop onto her thighs, peering down to see Jackâs head lying comfortably, body curled up in the spot he was sitting in. She bit her lip, what the hell was she supposed to do? Leave him? Push him off? What did it mean, did friends normally do this? But his hair looked so soft and silky, it always did. It always looked good, even after heâd finished gym class. With a hitched breath and trembling hand hovering over his head, she ran her fingers through his hair with a feathery touch, nails massaging his scalp. If his heart hadnât been thundering just trying to find the courage to lay on her lap, it was now exploding like fireworks at her touch lulling him into a slumber. Her fingers running through his locks sent euphoric sparks through his body, addicting, heavenly, he never wanted to move from the spot. He wouldnât bring it up though, he didnât want to talk about it, and it become painfully awkward and never happen again. That moment before he drifted off was Jackâs paradise.
Ten months of sitting with each other on the bus, sharing classes, and lunches, failing to beat the dating allegations and teasing. Forty Sundays were spent at the Hughesâ, playing video games, street hockey, boardgames with the brothers, gardening with Ellen, listening to Jimâs life stories and sharing secrets in the confines of Jackâs bedroom. Â
The summer before they started high school, Jack begged y/n to join his family at the lake house for the summer, the boy got on his knees and everything. Of course, she wanted to go, why would she reject going to this lake house she heard so much about? Her parents were the part she worried about, and if they said no, sheâd make them regret it, taking her away from her happiness like that. And perhaps they would have, followed it up by giving the speech about it being unfair to her brother. But to her surprise, they were pretty much ushering her out the door. What she didnât know was that Ellen had swung by and her mother agreed it would be good for y/n. Thank the stars for Ellen Hughes coming in the clutch there. Finally, a summer spent away from arguing and moaning about being grounded.
Sheâd never seen a lake house in person, and it was better than she imagined, bigger and fancier than some haggard shack. Growing up near enough in the city never gave her chances to see the open country much, let alone large lakes surrounded by well-kept homes thriving in pride, green to be seen for miles and most importantly no pollution and constant rumbling of cars. It was the perfect place to escape to.
The Hughesâ lake house was gorgeous, pale blue with white accents, flowers and hedges (kept in pristine condition by a gardener) lining the drive and bedded outside the front, long driveway where Jimâs truck and Ellenâs Toyota estate were parked up, said drivers unloading the suitcases while Jack explained the home to y/n: five bedrooms, a games room in the basement that looked out into the garden, back porch above the basement, docks at the end of the garden and their boat, a beautiful bowrider with bow seating and the back deck with a U-shape layout. The way Jack spoke with excitement bouncing around his body made all sorts of butterflies flutter inside her stomach, jubilation radiating from his smile as he pointed to the windows, informing her whose rooms were where.Â
âAlso, Mum said you get the spare room with Cole and Alex, which sucks because I was hoping weâd be roommates. So, if they try anything funny, let me know, okay? Though, I trust youâll hit âem if they do. But my roomâs only next door.â Jack placed his hands on her shoulders with a stern tone, searching her eyes for reassurance. He had half expected his parents to reject the idea, his friends were with him after all and three boys in one room never turned out peaceful. Ellen and Jim knew that first-hand.Â
She chuckled, âI will, donât worry. Besides, those two are the least of your worries.â
Trevorâs laughter roared from the truck and the two peered towards him before looking back at each other. Jack slumped with an exhale, resting his forehead on her shoulder.
âI canât believe I lost rock-paper-scissors. I love Trev and all, but he doesnât stop talking. Y/n he talked the whole way here!â
Y/nâs laugh settled his nerves as he nuzzled into her shoulder. There were now going to be seven of them that summer, and hopefully for many more to come, getting any time alone with her would be a battle to the death. That may have been their last quiet moment together for that day, so she wound her arms around his torso, stroking his hair until Ellen called out for them. Â
*
Only a week had flown by, and Jim had already started to regret his decision to let three boys tag along, the worst part being one sunny day and the other six raining, trapping everyone inside. That was one week, two cases of a blocked toilet, four ice packs to Trevorâs head from doing somersaults off the boat (on the one day it was sunny), six trips to the corner store for popcorn restocks and seven days of y/n, Quinn and Luke almost being knocked over by wrestling matches or whacked with a pool cue (Alex and Trevor almost lost their lives when they hit y/n square in the head). So, when the sun seeped through everyoneâs blinds on Monday morning, Ellen and Jim pretty much slammed every bedroom door open, threw breakfast on the dining table and told the teens to make the most of the sunshine outside.Â
Michigan was usually sweltering during the summer, cooking the seats and giving bare skin a fright when the leather latched to it, something Jack fell for every time. With the water calm and the lake hushed to birds singing their songs and neighbours heading out towards the country club, Quinn started up the boat. Heâd only had his licence a year but if there was anything he knew just as well as hockey, it was the lake. And tuning out the irritations he was surrounded with, unfortunately. Cole, Alex and Luke lounged at the back, watching Trevor groan at Jack ditch him and dart back into the house, leaving him to heave a cool box through the garden and down the docks in which his best friends could have aided him with, but they were too busy hollering banter at him and Quinn, well Quinn chose to pretend like he hadnât noticed. He was glad it wasnât him for once. Whatever Jack needed was more important, clearly.
Jack dropped the cool box handle abruptly and spun on his heel, letting Trevorâs voice fade back out into the distance as his feet slapped against the wooden flooring inside the house. When he and Trevor reached the back porch, y/n wasnât there waiting for them as she had insisted, and the thing about y/n is that when she said sheâd be there, she would be there without fail. Besides, she was more important than Trevor carrying that cool box on his own.Â
He knocked on the spare room door twice, calling out her name and waiting for her voice. Instead, she opened the door slightly, her head peeking around the corner with red, puffy eyes.Â
âHey, hey, hey,â he cooed, âwhatâs wrong? Was it the guys?â
She shook her head, refusing to let him open the door further and stop him. Heâd never felt so useless in his life, she was right under his nose, crying and he hadnât been there to soothe the tears away. All he wanted was to reach out and press her into his chest, let her sob into his t-shirt, pet her hair and tell her that everything was going to be okay. Instead, he was shut out, stuck between a barrier that he couldnât seem to break through.Â
âSunshine, please let me inâŚâ his voice was small, sympathy on his face and slowly she pulled the door back, allowing him to shuffle in and close the door behind him. When he turned around his jaw almost dropped, but his cheeks sold him out completely with how hot they flushed. When he saw her crying, he assumed that she was hurt, or that sheâd received a nasty text or something that was not what he was faced with at that moment. All that ran through his mind was, âFucking Christ.â His body betrayed him then, so badly. His eyes raked her up and down, not in the way a predator seeks its prey but in the way that he had no idea what he should be trying to fathom.Â
âI look awful. I donât know what I was thinking.â Was all she squeaked. Jack shook his head eagerly, stuffing his hands into his swim shorts and stood next to her, encouraging them both to face the wall-length mirror. Â
âI think you lookâŚâ he swallowed, throat suddenly dry and he shifted his weight, âGood.â
Of course, heâd seen women in bikinis before, in music videos, in magazines, in adverts, at the beach and lake but this time it was different. Y/n was a real-life girl who stood next to him in a bikini that showed more skin than heâd ever thought about. She looked more than good, she looked pretty, stunning but the latter were lumps stuck in his throat.
âYou think so?â she asked, staring at them both in the mirror, removing her hands from covering her body. Jack never looked any different. Sheâd only ever known him to have abs or abs in progress. He was an active guy, she expected it, but it didnât mean she didnât find it drop-dead attractive, struggling to swat away the thoughts of touching the dips in muscles and smoothing her hands over his shoulders. He hummed in response, just two teens taking in their bodies as if theyâd never seen them before. Growing up sucked sometimes. âI wish I had your slutty little waist.â
She broke into a contagious smile, one that seemed to calm whatever was making his shorts uncomfortable and chest tight, âAnd I wish I had your nice tits but here we are.âÂ
âTits only look good in bras, Jack. Gravity betrays them.â
âThat's okay, I love a good album drop.â
 She smacked his chest jokingly and giggled, âYou're such a perv.â
âHey, I'm saying you look hot!â He raised his hands in defence, the lump in his throat shrinking but biting his tongue.
âNot just me.â With her arms folded over her chest, she teased him, pushing her chest together and smirking when his eyes shifted quickly.
Jack stepped closer to, y/n spinning to face him as his figure loomed over hers, close enough to hear each other mumble crystal clear, âOh? Then who else?â
Gazes falling back into each other, smirks painted on lips, the message was evident but getting each other to admit such secrets was their favourite game to play, especially with high stakes waiting for them, now impatiently, outside on the boat.
âI donât know, Trevorâs cleaning up well lately.â She cocked an eyebrow. Behind his sleaze grin, he loathed the name that ruined his moment. Why was he on her mind when they were stood, alone, on a friendly flirtatious rollercoaster that kindled his puppy love craving for giddy sparks in his tummy? Instead, all he felt was that horrible thorn stabbing in his side again. âBut youâre not too bad yourself, I guess.â
âYou little- câmere,â before she could wiggle away, his arms locked around her waist, pulling her flush into his chest as she squealed, âthat wakeboard is calling us.â
Squirming, Jack threw her over his shoulder, opening the door and taking them both down the hall. She laughed the whole time, âI can't wait to watch you fall off again.â
Cole and Luke piped up like little meerkats when Jack and y/n closed in on the boat, y/n still cackling over his shoulder. He plopped her down on the deck, stepping into the boat first just so she could hold his hand while she joined them. There was no way he was letting anyone else have the privilege of having her hand enchant theirs.Â
âLooking sexy, angel.â Trevor hollered, way too loudly for how close they all were. Jack did his best to hide his irritation, but he let a deep huff slip and perhaps he glared a little too harshly at Trevor, who only winked.
âYou too, Zegras,â she thanked him, sitting next to Jack, thighs touching. âYou been working out lately?âÂ
âYou could say that. Been hittinâ the gym.â He flexed his bicep, âWas hoping youâd notice. Wanna come take a feel?â
âAnd get your cooties? No thanks.â She chuckled, watching Trevor slouch back in the seat with defeat.
Jackâs muscles tensed and he lay his arm on the seats behind y/n. His friends received a message that day, one loud and clear yet when Cole, Alex and Trevor, all gave each other scheming looks, Jack knew he screwed up.
*
They started high school, lost friends, made new ones, got introduced to social constructs for the first time and the anxieties and insecurities that came in the package. What trend was in this week? People were wearing makeup now? When did people start filling out and getting taller? Everything was changing, everyone was changing and suddenly the world seemed so small and terrifying to walk in. Of course, the scariest part of it all was the cliques. They say they donât exist in real life, that they only serve as movie elements, but they very much did happen in real life and y/n found herself at the centre of it all. Being friends with Jack brought out the best in her, and it wasnât middle school anymore, nobody knew who she was and better, nobody knew Jack, only by association with Quinn (which wasnât all good, he was always going to be Quinnâs little brother). Grumpy and grim y/n was part-time, and she let people in, made friends who didnât care if she was friends with Jack and Jack being Jack attracted a crowd. Y/n went from being a middle school nobody with fickle friends to rather popular for all the right reasons with a tight circle. And her best friend, Jack Hughes.Â
Another Sunday, another afternoon spent laying on his bed watching Netflix while snuggled in his hoodie. They took their usual position, y/n sat against the wall with Jackâs head on her lap, fingers running through his hair. Although the episode played in the background, both silent and still, her attention droned on him. Heâd grown so much over the year. He was taller, and broader, heâd started working out more and every time they hugged, or she held onto his arm, she felt the growing definition. His hair wasnât as blond anymore, it morphed into a dirty-blond, on its way to brunet shortly but that wasnât the most noticeable change to her. Jack had grown out of his baby fat, his jaw one of the sharpest among the boys in their grade. The only thing that hadnât changed was his striking eyes and whirlwind personality. He still followed her like a lost puppy, dragging her and jumping around her, glued to her hip, and sheâd grown to love it.Â
She hadnât realised that the episode had ended and been paused, Jack rolling over onto his back, gazing up at her. She continued to stroke his hair, the silence between them comforting as he got lost in her eyes. Heâd found his person and so far, heâd let nobody take that away from him. But he, like everyone, had that sinking feeling looming inside him. One day, sheâd like another boy, and theyâd start dating and heâd have to share his precious time with him. Sharing with his brothers was awful enough, but watching Luke try and teach her how to play Chess spread warmth through his heart, and heâd never laughed so hard seeing her and Quinn get borderline violent during Uno (she almost lunged over the table), so that wasnât so bad. But at school, that was like trying to hit a puck with a mop: impossible. Boys would like her, see her in ways he did, but also ways heâd want to punch them for, and he would be the masculinity-threatening-boy-best-friend.Â
âI always wondered why mum lets us do this. Hang out in my room with the door closed.â He said with his voice low, or as low as it could go without breaking and squeaking.Â
âMaybe my aura is trustworthy.â She chuckled, his eyes closing as her nails raked gently over his scalp. âYou mean she didnât give you a lecture?â
âDamn, think my mum likes you more than she likes me. But yeah, it was basically her telling me to not get you pregnant, which was fucking crazy for a Monday, but I was expecting to be told to keep the door open so they could see what we were doing. Yâknow, that kinda shit.â When theyâd stopped hanging out in the living room due to background noise disrupting their shows, Ellen had pulled him aside one evening and given him a thirty-minute lecture on trust and not getting girls pregnant as teenagers, but also the importance of using protection, not that either of them were going to have sex, they were only fifteen. He groaned and avoided eye contact the entire time, wanting the ground to swallow him when Quinn heard the entire thing and told Luke. Of course, she was basically telling him that she trusts him to not get y/n pregnant if they were moving to his room. They may have used his room to do their project many moons ago, but that was different, it was once before Jim found out and purposely cleaned the dining room table (which had been on his to-do list for too long) so they could work there instead, even though they were thirteen going fourteen at the time. âDonât your folks worry about things like that? Like for all they know, we could be fucking right now.â
She laughed as he opened one eye. She hadnât mentioned a lot about home, but at some point, she would have to spill the secrets about it. It wasnât that her parents were bad people, no, not at all. They were supportive and loving, but her younger brother, who was in Lukeâs grade, was a rebel without a cause and made it difficult for her parents.
âTheyâve got bigger problems than what Iâm doing,â she said, giving him a smile but she knew he was desperate to ask why she never asked him over to hers. She overheard Jack and Jim talking about it one afternoon as she was walking past. They were getting out Jimâs truck and she just happened to be on her way home from the store. It wasnât that she was ashamed but exposing him to screaming and arguing wasnât a promising impression at all. âMy brotherâs a pain in the ass, bad in school, bad reports, near suspensions, violence. My parents just want the best for him but all he does is get hostile, and then my parents start yelling and then everyoneâs arguing with each other, avoiding each other, awkward dinners. Heâs supposed to play hockey, but my parents can never get him to go to practice more than twice a week, hence I knew about the school grades and hockey relation. I just donât like hearing the yelling all the time and I donât want people to know about it.â
âDo my parents know about it? They seem to talk with yours a lotâŚâ
She pushed the hair off his forehead, thumb rubbing circles over a bruise from his helmet, âProbably, I donât know.âÂ
He thought carefully, both eyes opened and steadied on hers before he opened his mouth to speak, his voice soft, âYouâre always welcome here. My home is your home.â
Just as his dad had told him, offering up your home could be one of the nicest things to do for someone and hearing his words made her stomach fuzzy as a spark of adrenaline surged through her. Should she just do it? Was it okay? What if he pushed her away? Fuck it, what was the worst that could happen, he was too charming to pass up the opportunity and maybe sheâd be the first to do it.
She leant down, the other handâs fingertips lightly ghosting his jaw as she placed her lips to his forehead, giving his flushed skin a sweet, chaste kiss, âThank you, Wack.â
His jaw dropped, bug-eyed but blooming with ecstasy at the foreign sensation driving through his body and fogging his mind. He couldnât resist temptation and broke out into a cheshire-cat grin, eyes crinkling at the corners and cheeks burning pink. He felt like the happiest man alive. She was still his person.
*
Homecoming turned out to certainly be a night to remember, in more ways than one. A good few weeks or days, she wasnât really paying attention, of grand proposals like it was prom, many couples chained together like it were to be their wedding night and the everlonging hope that someone would ask her to be his date. The assumption was that everyone wanted to ask the popular girls, because they held this social value, clout that they had no idea about, making them highly desirable to be seen with at homecoming. Because anything could happen after homecoming, right? Kisses, sex, teens saying they had sex when really their dad caught them making out on the driveway. For a group of popular girls, only one had been asked to be a date, and she would have a magical night to add to her memories.Â
At first, she thought with her whole heart that Jack would ask her, but then he asked another girl who she didnât even know. She waited weeks and even had a jumpscare dream that Quinn was forced to take her out of pity. She physically cringed at that, as hot as she found him. Jack was positive though and reassured her that someone would come, there were loads of guys in their grade, one of them was bound to ask her, âYouâre y/n! Why wouldnât someone ask you? Youâre the coolest and funniest! Heâd be stupid to pass you up!â. He tried his best to wingman, he really did, and he thought heâd hit the bullseye with a guy from his gym class.
Y/n sat at one of the tables pushed to the side, cheek resting in her palm while she watched the couples and groups dance under the warm lighting of the gym. The committee settled of a Great Gatsby theme, with dim lighting, a red carpet at the entrance, extravagant balloons and chandeliers covering the ceiling, gold accessories, red tablecloths and a photo booth. Nobody had asked her along with her friends, she wasnât originally going to attend, claiming to Jack that, âIt was just a stupid dance, why would I go?â but there she sat, alone.
She glanced at the clock on the wall, 21:30. Two hours had been long enough for attendance, surely, and clearly nobody was dying to see her. With a sigh, she stood up, patting down her outfit and began to make her way towards the doors. She took one final gaze into the crowd of swaying and hands roaming bodies, the sea parting briefly and the world fell silent. Standing frozen, her eyes widened slightly, lips parting as she locked eyes with him. He was blatantly staring right back at her, like sheâd caught him red-handed in the act. Jack stood amongst the crowd, alone, hands stuffed into his suit pockets and looking the most handsome sheâd ever seen him. Like a moth to a flame, their legs moved on their own, weaving through the crowd with lips slipping into smiles the closer they became to each other until they stopped chest to chest, joining the sea of bodies. As if on cue, the once upbeat music lulled into a soft and slow song, the accent lights dimming until the chandeliers projected perfect amber droplets around the gym.Â
Jack held his hand out, âWill you dance with me?âÂ
She didnât need to speak, her hand melted into his as he pulled her into his chest, gliding his hands to her hips while hers looped around his neck, swaying in perfect sync to the music. He looked so good, too good, or maybe he always looked like that, and it was only then she was letting herself accept it. The way his thumbs caressed her hips made it too easy to seek comfort in him, gentle and thoughtful, not ghosting but not bruising. The perfect pressure that made the pit of her stomach warm and tingly.Â
Jackâs heart exploded repeatedly in his chest, like she was the cause of his death yet also the healer. He hadnât expected to see her alone that night, he really believed sheâd be swept off her feet so when he caught her just before she slipped away, out of his reach, he was five seconds from bursting through the crowds, without a care for who he pissed off, they didnât matter. When her hands touched his neck, the only thing he felt like doing was hugging her tight and close, to run his hands over her to feel the fire burn through him all over again, and again, and again. That addicting kind of burn, the kind that kept him warm. He just never wanted her to let him go, didnât want to become an infirm flame.
âThought you weren't coming to this stupid dance?â his voice husky, quiet, not to kill the mood for others but his playfulness seeped through.
A wave of confidence washed over her, maybe it was destiny theyâd found each other, âIt was stupid because I didnât have a date. But I guess it's not so bad anymore. I get to dance with a pretty guy.âÂ
âI was about to ditch until a pretty girl agreed to dance with me.â He chuckled.
âYou think Iâm pretty?â Her smile dropped slowly, and her eyebrows raised. Jack swore he saw the stars in her eyes then, glittering under the lights and just them two in the world.Â
âAlways.â He murmured. Her lips twitched up when his smile never faltered, ever since they met, he always looked at her like sheâd hung the stars out for him. âIâm sorry nobody asked you to be their date. I thought- Iâm sorry, I thought Ryan would. Guess he pussied out.â
He knew he shouldâve talked to her, asked her if anyone had asked her yet, if Ryan from gym class did go through with it, but guilt bit him in the gut. Thatâs what he got for neglecting his best friend, focussing on a girl he met four days prior, and he paid the price by watching her heart break before his eyes.
âItâs not your fault,â she cupped his cheek, feeling him melt into her hand like putty as he leaned down, âbut Iâm flattered you assumed I would have one. I came with my friends instead, but I lost them.â
âIf it helps, my date ditched me too. Pretty much as soon as we got here.â
Their gazes steadied on each other, her hand glued to his face and showing no sign of moving away as he closed in on her lips. She stood on her tiptoes, attempting to close the gap with hot, trembling breaths tangling and lips inches apart. Heartbeats raced at a million miles per hour, hammering in their ears with what felt like electricity transferring between them with how giddy they were. It was just them in the room, their world and everyone was just existing. Lips ghosted, eyes fluttering closed as they took the final leap.Â
Until Jack pulled back, and instead let his lips meet her forehead for a gentle kiss. Yet the thrill remained, smiles shone brightly, and eyes still sparkled under the chandeliers. His mind screamed at him, screamed insults and profanities for not thinking clearly, face flushing pink as his smile poorly hid his embarrassment. Y/n wanted to run, but her feet refused to move, heart too swept up in the moment.
*
Winters in Toronto bit hard. Froze anyone to their core, nothing but one big duvet of snow covering every building, road and car for miles, taunting the poor civilians who had to wake up extra early just to shovel their driveways and lay layers of grit on the footpaths. The only real redeeming quality for it were the Christmas decorations plotted around peopleâs front yards and lights wrapped around fences and trees, hung on porches and bushes. Perhaps the Christmas spirit too, when people decide to be just a little bit kinder than normal or suddenly feel the urge to see every family member they know, or huddle inside and watch films by the fire all day with hot chocolate and puzzles. The best of all, Christmas break. A house with no parents for days and freedom to do whatever you wanted.Â
Unfortunately for y/n and Quinn, there was no huddling in the warmth or sleeping in. The two eldest siblings were promptly enforced to shovelling duty in the AM so their parents could make it to work on time. Thick coats zipped to chins and hockey beanies pulled down to the eyebrows. Y/nâs dad was an early riser, so she never had too much to shovel at six-thirty in the morning with headtorches, but since she was already up, she trudged her way down the road, shovel in hand and surprised Quinn by aiding him. Both gave each other a mutual look of disapproval at their parentâs decision, why were they the ones being punished?Â
âYou donât have to do this, yâknow.â He was so kind, too kind, and such a softie with the way he smiled though his face felt numb.
Y/n tipped a pile of snow off his driveway, âWasnât like a was sleeping anyway, teamwork makes the dream work.âÂ
He chuckled with her, both shovelling the last pieces of snow before huffing and high fiving.
âHey, weâre heading down the rink this evening, you wanna join? Jackâs dying to teach you how to skate, wonât shut up about it.â
At seven-thirty in the evening, the rink was exactly where y/n had found herself, her hands clutched in Jackâs as she attempted to skate like a newborn giraffe. His practice wouldnât start until eight, and he was determined to get her skating on her own by the end of the public session. Kind of. Part of him had a longing to skate side by side with her, her arm looped with his as they glided around the ice in a perfect sync, yet the other part melted into a puddle when she clung to him for stability, she was just too cute when she concentrated. How could she rollerblade but not ice skate? It was the same thing, almost.Â
âI got you, donât try and walk, trust the blades and push. I wonât let you fall; I promise.â He instructed, intently watching her feet move and progressively start gliding yet also trying to not tumble backwards. âThatâs it, youâre doing so well.â
His words repeated in her head like a verse, a greed for success shining at the end of a dark tunnel, she would learn to skate eventually. Even though she was barely skating, she laughed the entire time, deep down knowing Jack was doing a lot more dragging than he was letting on, he just wanted her to be happy and have fun.Â
âYou think you can try on your own? Iâll still catch you.â The shock and horror on her face when he let go sent a shockwave through him, y/n was hard to rattle, courageous as they came sometimes and he never thought ice would be her enemy. He found it somewhat amusing, watching her wobble like a baby deer, cautiously moving one leg in front of the other and her arms reaching out to him just for him to slide back, like she was chasing him.Â
âJack this is terrifying!â she cried, but not seriously.Â
âNo no, youâre doing fine, look! Youâre skating!âÂ
âBarely!â She straightened her hunched posture, bending her knees like Jack had shown her and caught his burning eyes. He did have confidence in her, real, genuine confidence that she wasnât a lost cause. So, the ambition grew, pushing with more power, using her hands to drive her stride instead of looking for him and by seven-fifty, she could just about skate in one direction.Â
With one hefty push, she threw her hands up in victory, forgetting about stability and purposely falling into Jack, who caught her by the waist and cheered with her while spinning in a circle with smiles that ached their cheeks.
âI did it!â
âI told you so, Sunshine!â He pulled her onto her feet, hands holding hers tight and cosy, looking at her like she was the most beautiful diamond of the batch, âWhen Iâm out there with the big shots, Iâll take you to the family skate, and the whole world can see us, I swear.â
âSounds good to me! You better be winning games though!â
âDuh! I have a practice game today, and if I win, I think I deserve a thank you for being your coach.â Although he was only joking, sheâd known him long enough to know he was also being dead serious.
âAlright, I suppose. What do you want?â
He pretended to think hard, rubbing his non-existent facial hair on his jaw, âMmm, I think if I win, I would like a kiss, right here.â He pointed to his cheek. He knew goddamn well what he was doing, the boy craved affection and attention and he knew she was willing to feed it to him.
She agreed, short-circuiting for a second at his wishes but not entirely opposed to the idea overall. He was cute, and she did wonder what it would feel like to kiss a boy and her friends had all done it so why wouldnât she? The final call for changeover buzzed and vibrated the walls, public skaters leaving the ice and the hockey coaches entering to set up. Jack led y/n off, taking her skates off for her and bidding her a temporary goodbye with a squeeze before she left to sit in the lobby.Â
On the way through to the locker rooms, an arm plonked itself around his shoulder, âLilâ Hugh, that uh, girl you were with, sheâs real cute. She got a Snapchat?âÂ
Shrugging his arm off, he continued walking, âNot for you, Chris.â
âOh~,â Chris was his teammate, and unfortunately someone Jack could never find a middle ground with. He thought he had superiority since his father was a former professional hockey player, âIs she your girlfriend? That why?â
Jack turned the corner and entered the locker room, ignoring Chrisâ comments and gossip but his fuse shortened every time Chris opened his mouth. Y/n wasnât some girl to rotate around the team, heâd sworn to himself that sheâd never go near the team ever. She was his person; she and hockey were separate, and he hated how badly his jaw tightened whenever her name left someone elseâs mouth. All he wanted was to scoop her up in his arms and tell her how much she meant to him. He knew, oh knew painfully well how down bad heâd fallen for his best friend already.Â
Y/n almost dropped her phone when the doors to the lobby swung open to a Jack bundling through them at some inhuman speed. She whipped around, standing up to open her arms, catching him with a stumble. The cheesy grin on his face meant one thing, and it was that Jack was about to claim victory for the second time. With a playful eye roll, she cupped his jaw, little fires tingling over his skin and igniting more goosebumps than the cold could. Her lips softly met his cheek, giving it a sweet peck before he engulfed her in a bear hug.
Sixteen was such a socially vital age to be turning. Everyone had crazy sixteenth birthdays it seemed. She remembered Quinnâs well, heâd thrown a house party and when she found out she was invited, surprised was an understatement. Some guy had managed to get his hands on alcohol, and at least half the guests got tipsy, except this one girl who threw up in the garden. She knew that because it was her and Jack whoâd hosed it down before Ellen and Jim got home the next morning. It was also her and Jack whoâd nursed Quinnâs hangover and cleaned half the house for him, safe to say that it was a party people remembered.Â
Now it was Jackâs sixteenth, he hadnât planned to celebrate socially until the weekend, savouring the actual day to have at home, just the two of them watching a marathon of The Mighty Ducks in the living room although spent most of the second movie eyeing up the present and card on the coffee table in front of them. Pausing the TV, he took the card between his fingers, slicing the envelope with his nail. Â
Y/n bit her lip, in excitement or nerves, she wasnât sure, but she struggled to sit still in anticipation as he pulled the card out. His eyes lit up, carefully holding the handmade card between his fingers, admiring the poster of himself in the format of his favourite video game cover (âchelâ/NHL). Pestering Ellen for photos was worth it after all, the edit looked almost real. No store-bought present could come anywhere close in value to the card in his hands, and the long message handwritten inside made his chest swell and tummy do somersaults like it was going to explode. Placing the card on the coffee table, he reached for the present, looking back at her for the go ahead before tearing the paper to shreds over the floor. Â
âThank you so much, Sunshine.â He tackled her back into the sofa cushions, fingers gripping the marshmallow-scented cologne heâd mentioned one lunchtime. Â
âAnytime.â She fished for the remote, hitting the play button and accepting the fact that Jack had no intention of moving off her, nuzzling his head into her chest as if he couldnât have been any more obvious to her. She didnât mind, it was only Jack, and the weight was comfortable and brought a sense of security. Her arms wrapped around him, fingers carding through his hair until the sound from the TV slowly droned out, pairs of eyes fluttering closed, and they drifted off. Â
While passing by, Ellenâs heart swelled. In the years y/n had joined their lives, sheâd never seen her rowdiest son so calm and hooked on someone like Jack was to y/n. Ellen never told Jack or any of her boys, but back when the kids were only young, Ellen and y/nâs mother hoped theyâd become friends just as the l/nâs and the Hughesâ had, enrolling them in the same schools their whole lives just to ensure that if all ended badly, theyâd still have someone in their lives. They always assumed it would be y/n and Jack hitting it off being the same age, but little y/n seemed to enjoy little Quinnâs personality more, likely due to being the eldest and always having a louder younger sibling disgruntling them, hovering all the same with that childlike fascination that thereâs someone else living in their home too. But kids grow up and the heartbreaking part of being a parent was watching kids grow apart from each other until they were nothing more than neighbours and strangers on the same street, the kid from class until theyâd completely forgotten that at one point, they were friends. Â
She draped a blanket over the two, carefully prying the cologne box from Jackâs hand and placing it on the coffee table and turning the TV off. To say that she was riddled with joy as a mother was nowhere near as descriptive as what she felt inside, even spotting the card y/n had made Jack just made her want to tear up. It wasnât easy finding solace in someone, but as his mother, she knew that no matter who he dated, how many girls he dated, none of them would ever bring the peace of mind y/n had and unfortunately for that poor girl, y/n would always be his number one priority, whether Jack knew it himself or not.Â
*Â
People change ages and they also change mentally and emotionally with it. His sixteenth weekend social turned out to be one of the best nights of his life, not a great one for y/n (she was on drunk Jack duty after once again, beers had been smuggled in). She knew that one day, she would be second to Jack, heâd raved about girls to her day after day, his confidence never wavering when it came to his feelings. It started with Nicole when they were thirteen but nothing ever came of it, Talia at fourteen whom he had his first kiss with under the bleachers, he dated Emma when they were fifteen and he took her to homecoming, only for her to ditch him then dump him a month later and at late fifteen, Jack started dating Kenna but at sixteen they had recently broken up, yet Jack was still stuck on her. She never understood why, not because she was upset or jealous, but Kenna wasnât ever clear with him whether she liked him or not, but Jack seemed to be into whatever it was. Above all those girls, he told y/n about every single one of them in crushing detail, calling until the silly hours of the morning like a lovestruck teenager. Y/n kept her crushes and boyfriends on the down low, they werenât anyoneâs business anyway. Jack had only met one of her boyfriends, and the air that day was as awkward as it came, behind Jackâs forced smile his shoulders tensed and jaw locked, poor Miles sweat like a pig for the whole interaction. But she couldnât date Miles for long, couldnât lead him on like she felt something real for him and after four months she called it off. He thought it was due to Jack, which would have been any guyâs default answer, but Jack had no idea about it until a week after. The worst part for Miles was that y/n didnât shed a tear, sheâd cried over Jack more.Â
Y/n and Jack stood outside his friend, Liamâs, house. Music thumping, echoing into the street outside and colourful lights strobing from the windows with teens seeping into and out the house as they pleased. It was the most college looking party theyâd seen, but Liamâs parents were on the wealthier side, and they had a large enough house to host. Â
âWack, I have a really bad feeling about this,â Y/n said, holding onto Jackâs arm. Her hand squeezing around his bicep made him all kinds of jittery inside. Â
âItâll be okay, yeah? If you wanna leave, either come find me or give me the signal.â He smiled, giving her forehead a quick peck, âAnd if you canât find me, find my friends, youâre okay with them, right?â Â
She was, sheâd hung out with them on occasions and had classes with a couple of them. They werenât on a level of friendship like Jack was with them, but they were the kind of friend where youâd still be relieved if you saw them in an unfamiliar place. Â
With a nod, they entered through the crowds, snaking through bodies to find Liam and the rest of Jackâs group. In a house swamped with people she knew, y/n had never felt so small and alone, clinging to Jackâs arm like she didnât belong there at all. She could hold onto his arm the whole night and he wouldnât have minded; his number one fear was losing her entirely or being unable to help her in a time of dire need. Â
After an hour of being at Liamâs, her vice grip on Jackâs arm was surrendered as soon as her friends arrived. Liam was only really friends with one of them, but the more the merrier, right? The level of tea that had been spilt while she and her friends dominated the sofas was astronomical, y/n had updated her mental filing cabinet of high school gossip completely, a full reboot and sheâd contributed heavily to it. âAnyone who claims they donât gossip is the biggest gossipâ, that was their motto. Â
Her friend, Rachel, leant closer into their huddle, âGuess who just arrived? Kenna!âÂ
âKenna? As in Kenna who started dating Miles? Thatâs fucking bold.â Sarah gasped, the groupâs eyes widening.Â
âHuh?â y/n choked on her beer, âTheyâre dating? Why?âÂ
âRight!â Kylieâs posture straightened, her mouth falling in disbelief, âThough, I heard from Josh that Miles was super bummed when y/n/n dumped him, so maybe heâs in his revenge era?âÂ
âBold of him to assume I care about what he does.â Y/n sipped her drink, scoffing slightly. Â
âReally? Lily, the blonde one, said that Owen told Liam that Kenna and Jack had broken up and Kenna was so pissed about it because apparently Jack dumped her for y/n/n, which we know isnât true because Jack and y/n/n arenât together!â Jonie exclaimed. Y/n hated how her heart sped up, there was no way she was the reason Jack left the girl he was crazy about for her.
âThatâs further from the truth,â y/n piped up, âKenna dumped Jack a week before his birthday outside my locker, think she was upset that he planned to spend his birthday with me and not her. Fucking Cam was there too. I dumped Miles way before that.â
âOh my God, maybe Miles thought you dumped him for Jack and Kenna assumed that you two were canoodling? Like, âHey, sorry but I love my bestie more than you, youâre second placeâ which is understandable, itâs normal.â Kylie raised. All drinks had been set by feet and the huddle tightened, the conversation just got juicy.Â
âOne, never say canoodling, two, hold up. Why would Miles date Kenna to get back at y/n? And vice versa?â Rachel asked, the group subtly glancing across the room at the two victims of their night.Â
âShit, Kenna knows Jackâs crazy about her and probably knows he hates Miles. Itâs for the chase. Poor Wack.â Y/n rested her chin in her palm, her friends looking at her with sappy eyes hearing her use the nickname.Â
âYou two are too cute.â Kylie cooed, y/n rolling her eyes. She despised that comment with every fibre in her body. Nobody broke her heart more than the comments about how cute she and Jack were, nothing fed delusions and false hopes more. Jack liked Kenna, and that was final. In no universe would she and Jack be more than friends, as much as that tore her heart out of her chest. Maybe some people arenât meant to be.Â
As if theyâd summoned him, Jack shoved his way through the crowds to the sofa and stood with panic in his eyes, âSunshine, I need your help, like now.âÂ
Jack dragged her to a corner of the living room, away from the majority of the crowd but not isolated entirely. When Jack said he needed him, she hadnât expected the following sentence at all. Heâd seen Kenna and Miles, and heâd fallen into their trap, and she felt nothing but sympathy for him. Â
âSo, Kenna thinks weâre, like, a thing so I need you to kiss me.â He begged, y/n stood frozen, âPlease, y/n, you know how crazy I am about her, Iâll make it up to you.âÂ
She almost shook her head and walked away, but the way he flashed his puppy eyes and clutched her hands in his, she couldnât resist. He was so adamant that by Kenna seeing them kiss, sheâd come crawling back to him in some sort of jealous fit of rage. Kissing Jack would screw things up, y/n knew that. She knew that it may have not meant anything to Jack, it would fog her feelings and mind too much and sheâd never be able to look at him the same way again. But they were best friends, they were supposed to be there for each other, and his happiness was her number one priority.Â
âAll right, pretty boy,â Â
Her hands cupped his jaw, his lips gracing into a smile. He wasnât supposed to feel excited; he wasnât supposed to feel restless with adrenaline surging through him and he certainly wasnât supposed to be enjoying the way he melted into her palms and his hands embedded on her hips, pulling their bodies closer. He dipped down, closer to filling the gap between them as eyelids fluttered closed with hot breaths bouncing off each other's cheeks. The house of bustling teenagers yelling to each other over throwback songs and cheering from beer pong muted and everyone they were once surrounded by felt like they had disappeared into the void as just the two of them heard heartbeats pulse in their ears. Just Jack and y/n, y/n and Jack. Their lips pressed together, a thrilling voracity unleashing, and his tongue swiped her lower lip. She was only going to live once, and even though sheâd never made out with anyone before, if she wasnât great at it, at least it was only Jack. She opened her mouth, his tongue darting in with a fervent desire. With one hand sliding to his nape, tugging on the hairs and ripping a groan from the back of his throat, one of his hands left her hip and slid up her spine, pressing her body closer into his chest. She followed his lead, tongues lapping at each other in a rousing frenzy, like something theyâd been dreaming of doing for months and getting it out of their systems turning them feral for the taste and affection. All the little touches, hugs, afternoons spent cuddling on his bed, time cooped up in each other's company with no proper understanding of their feelings finally bursting into fireworks. Â
He pulled back, chests heaving as they caught breaths with half-lidded eyes speaking more words of yearning than either would admit before Jack dove back in, deeply kissing her slowly, tongues roaming mouths and moans vibrating through chests as they physically couldnât stop themselves from drinking in one another. Â
Perhaps theyâd kissed a bit too long for it to be fake, kissed a bit too well for it to be a show. What they did was that dreaded limbo between a mistake and the experience of a lifetime. When they had pulled away for the final time, hands leaving each other hesitantly with sheepish smiles, Kenna stormed out the room, y/n and Jack watching her with giggles. The pair turned to each other and high-fived with strained hearts and trampled feelings being stuffed to the pits of their minds as theyâd tried to forget the kiss ever happened. Not that they could, no, there was too much intent behind the way they touched, too many sparks between their lips for it to not mean anything at all. It meant everything to y/n, her first proper French kiss and when the world tuned back into play, she ascended to the heavens with pure elation. She hoped he felt the same, the way he kissed her had too much desperation and emotion behind it to all be just an act.Â
Another two hours drowning at the party, another three cheap beers and she just had to break the seal, and wetting yourself at a party was not what anyone wanted in their teenage years. She splashed her face, doing her best to keep herself away, perhaps another hour and sheâd go lug Jack home. Fixing her hair and outfit, she slipped from the bathroom, exhaling before entering the lion's den once again but when she turned the corner, her stomach dropped to the pit and shattered into shambles. She was so wrong. She knew it was a bad idea and she should have stayed strong when he raised the idea because then she wouldnât be watching Jack lip-lock with Kenna right in front of her. She had to remind herself, repeat it like a mantra to drill it into her skull, they were just best friends at the end of the day. Jack was into Kenna, and she knew that, but it shouldâve been her standing there. It was her before Kenna, why did he like her anyway? She was hot and cold, on and off with him, one day they were snuggled up and the next y/n was the one cradling Jack through his rambles. Kissing Jack had always meant nothing, yet she deluded herself that it meant everything. With watery eyes, she took a sharp breath and kept walking, B-lining for Jackâs friends at the beer pong table. Anything to take her mind off the invasive fantasies being abolished. Getting drunk didnât sound all that bad anymore. Â
âHey, y/n!â Liam called as she approached, his t-shirt collar damp and stained, âYou good?âÂ
âYeah, was wondering if you needed one more player?â she lied, hiding any drop of hurt behind her teeth. Â
They split into even teams, re-setting and refilling the red solo cups to the brim and playing rock-paper-scissors to decide who started. Liam won, lining up his aim and watching the ping pong ball bounce over all the cups, the other team (y/nâs team) letting out sighs of relief. The next guy took his shot, the ball landing in the cup and the round continued, y/n forgetting about Jack the more beer she threw down her throat. Â
One round quickly turned to two in the heat of the thrill, the beer slowly running low and so Liam pulled out the vodka heâd stashed away from the rest of the party. The vodka had one hell of a kick compared to the beer, the burning satisfying as it fell down her throat, yet it was the perfect remedy as the more cups she drank from, the less Jack entered her mind. Until the room started spinning and nausea hit her like a brick.Â
âIâll be right back; I donât feel so hot.â She tapped Liamâs shoulder, stumbling as she turned away. Â
âShit,â Liam wrapped his arm around her shoulder, stabilising her, âhold on guys, be right back.â Â
Liam guided her to the bathroom, sitting down next to the toilet with her. She shook her head at him and leant over the bowl, panic rushing through him as his hands pulled her hair away from her face.Â
âItâs all right, âatta girl,â he soothed. He shouldnât be the one with her in that state, she needed someone close and that she trusted, and Liam wasnât sure if she was entirely okay with him seeing her in such a disastrous state, but if he left her, Jack would tear the place up. Â
She stopped retching, tears falling down her cheeks as she sobbed out hoarsely, âJust wanâŚted to forgetâŚsaw.â Â
Meanwhile, Jack hung in the garden with a group of girls, Kenna and her friends, re-telling a half-exaggerated story from the summer when Owen blundered over to him and gripped him by the arm, spinning him around to face him. Â
âHughesy! Your girl's not holding up so good, she played beer pong, Liam took her to the bathroom.â He explained hurriedly, watching Jackâs face screw up, brows knitting deepening on this forehead and suddenly the girls werenât important anymore.Â
âAnd you left her there?!â he hadnât meant to raise his voice, but his fight or flight kicked in and he shrugged Owen off, storming into the house, âThanks anyway.âÂ
Jackâs ears blocked out his classmates swear at him as he burst through the house, pushing his way to the bathroom like the place was on fire, swinging the bathroom door open and halting when his eyes laid upon y/n slumped against the cabinet, Liam sat opposite her.Â
âI got her, go. Thanks for keeping an eye on her.â He let Liam squeeze past before locking the door. Jack crouched in front of her, his chest tightening at her tear-stained cheeks tinted red, his palm resting on her cheek.Â
âHey, Sunshine,â he said softly, y/n nuzzling into his hand with opening, puffy eyes, âwhyâd you drink so much?âÂ
âMâwas sad.â She uttered out, pulling her knees closer to her chest with a fuzzy head and weak jaw.Â
âAnd why were you sad?â his thumb rubbed her cheek, guilt building in his stomach. She was in dire need of him, and he wasnât there. The evil voice at the back of his brain refusing to let it slide, howling it at him, âYou werenât fucking there! Itâs your fault!â.Â
She lulled her head up straight, red, sleepy eyes staring into his, âBecauseâŚyou kissed me,â she slurred, sniffing, âand I liked it, and I shouldn't haveâŚbecause you kissed another girl. So, it meantâŚmeant nothing.âÂ
You kissed me and I liked it. It rang through his head like a parasite. Actions have consequences, his dad had always told him that since he was a child and he was finally realised that he didnât just mean in hockey, but in life. Not only had he messed up his own feelings but now hers too and it was all his fault. He didnât want to think about it anymore, he just wanted to night to end, the moment to pass and a new day to begin where everything went back to normal. Where he could hug and hold her without thinking about a future where she was more than his best friend, where he wouldnât be squatting on a bathroom floor, holding his drunk y/nâs head in his palm while evidently displaying the fact she had been crying because of him, even worse that Liam had seen her. Even worse that she felt the need to drink until she puked just to get it out her head. Â
âYouâre drunk, y/n. You have no idea what youâre saying.â Â
She raised her hand and gripped his wrist, âIâm drunk, not stupid. Youâre annoyingâŚand annoyingly pretty. Itâs not fair! Why dont guys like you like me!? Why do guys like Miles like me, heâs soâŚso lukewarm.âÂ
She tried to stand up, wobbling but he caught her, his arm snaking around her waist as she put her weight into him. He would always catch her. Â
âYou deserve better than guys like me, Sunshine.â He unlocked the door, walking with her through the foyer until they left out the front door, âThe guy who wins your heart will be so lucky.â Â
It was midnight by the time theyâd managed to trek home, y/n sobering up as they walked, leaning her body weight less and less into him but they walked hand in hand the entire way. Although it was nearly mid-May, the nights were still chilly, and both regretted not wearing jackets. Â
Jack walked her to her back door, her head still a bit fuzzy and his heart aching tremendously. Neither said a word, they gave each other a slight nod but to her surprise he planted a kiss on her forehead. Then he spun on his heel and left out her back gate.Â
*Â
Life moved on since the party and neither Jack nor y/n bought it up either, the whole event just seemed to fade into a memory vault. Yet too many nights of overthinking, too many hugs that lasted too long and sex dreams after the kiss just kept the feelings on a loop. But enough time passed for them to sit in Jackâs room at the lake house during the summer, chatting like usual and laughing at stupid jokes. Somehow, y/n had convinced Ellen and Jim to let her share with Jack, her point being that sharing with boys was awkward (even though she, Alex and Cole got along perfectly, harmonious to be absolute) and Jack couldnât bear Trevorâs brutal snoring for another year. So, they let y/n take the mattress on Jackâs floor, emphasising the âno funny businessâ rule once again.Â
Jack tossed and turned in his bed, shorts hiked up his thighs from wiggling so much, sheets twisted and his mind refusing to sleep. He tried flipping his pillow, turning the fan on a colder setting, and counting sheep but he couldnât stop thinking.Â
âJack, stop moving.â She whispered from the floor, irritated at the rustling.Â
âI canât sleep knowing you have to sleep on the floor.â It wasnât a complete lie, âSleep here with me.âÂ
Opening her eyes slowly, she gulped. He wanted her to share his bed? Even after they made out and she confessed her darkest secrets about it to him? He muttered a âPleaseâ before she threw her duvet off and slipped into his bed, Jack shimmying over next to the wall. They laid on their sides, facing each other with nothing but the whirring fan filling the silence. He tried to keep his eyes steady, to stop them from wandering to her collarbones and cleavage but why did she have to wear a tank top to bed? Was she trying to kill him? The bikinis during the day had him sweating and retreating to his room early to deal with his uncomfortably tight shorts as it was. What was she doing to him?Â
âDid you mean it? Did you really like it?â He asked, voice barely above a whisper. Â
She knew exactly what he meant, the only thing they hadnât been talking about. âWhy would I lie to you?âÂ
âI liked it too. I donât care if people know we kissed, by the way. I wasnât ashamed. I just didnât want to make things awkward, so I didnât bring it up.â He placed his hand over hers on the pillow, as if to hold it. Â
She smiled at him, âItâs okay, as long as weâre cool.âÂ
He paused and gazed into her eyes, admiring how they shimmered under the moonlight that seeped through his blinds. âYouâre a good kisser, dunno if anyoneâs ever told you that.âÂ
âYou too,â she giggled, âwhen did you learn how to make out?âÂ
âHonestly, I winged it. That was the first time Iâve made out with somebody but Iâm glad it was you. You were a lot better than she was.âÂ
âWhat happened to her?â Â
Jack exhaled, taking his hand off hers and his arm winding around her waist instead, tucking her into his chest. Y/nâs arm snaked around his torso, the two intertwining and slicing the thick atmosphere that once separated them. With that action alone, y/n knew his answer, she was the only woman back in his arms again. As it should have been. As it should be.
The weeks before the annual lake house trip was always the most hectic. So much packing, cleaning, laundry and sorting out car and bedroom arrangements. Ellen and Jim had to spend almost two days brainstorming on how everything would work efficiently and make everyone happy. The more summers that passed, the more they got used to their big group and they didnât mind anymore. What was supposed to be a one-off turned annual but giving the kids fond memories of their childhoods and adolescence was all that mattered. However, Jack had started dating a girl called Tabby from school which meant for weeks on end he pestered Ellen to let her join the lake house. Of course she was wary about space, but she didnât want his teenage moods to ruin the summer. The settlement was final, Tabby could join for a week, but she had to find her own way there since their cars were full. Or so Ellen hoped. It wasnât like she hated Tabby, she barely knew her sonâs new girlfriend, but she hoped y/n would still be on the invite and if Jack wasnât going to relay the message, then she would. She just prayed Jack still remembered he had a best friend. Â
Saturday nights were Jackâs turn to wash the dishes, even if he complained every time. It was good training for when he got older and would have to do it anyway. Quinn would do his part without question, Luke too, but Jack moved at one-hundred miles per hour, everything else was far more interesting than chores. Especially Tabby, the girl he thought heâd fallen in love with, thought about all the time, wanted to spend the little moments with.Â
Luke entered the kitchen, two plates in his hands and he placed them next to the sink, Quinn following with the last one. Jack scowled, placing a wet plate onto the drying rack. Both Luke and Quinn gave each other a side-eye, nudging each otherâs ribs behind the middleâs back, silently gesturing who would speak up first. Â
Luke rolled his eyes, shaking his head, âIs y/n coming this summer? She better be, Jack.âÂ
Jack shrugged, placing another plate to his right, âIf she wants to.âÂ
âDoes she know that?â Quinn prompted, folding his arms over his chest. Â
ââŚprobably?â Jackâs voice was far too dismissive to his brothers, like he didnât even care at all, hadnât even thought about it. Quinnâs tongue poked his cheek, Luke exhaling.Â
âYouâre such an ass, Iâm texting her.â The youngest exasperated, his dirty-blond curls bouncing as he pulled his phone from his pocket, fingers typing rapidly.Â
âMumâs not gonna let you and Tabby share your room, by the way. That only works with y/n/n.â Quinn was his big brother, it was his job to tick his brother off, have the last word and assert that he was in the right.Â
Jack placed the final plate on the drying rack, roughly pulling the rubber gloves off and swung around to face his siblings, eyebrows knitted into a deep âvâ, âYou guys suck! Why canât you be supportive?â He snapped, voice echoing through the kitchen and dining.Â
âYouâre not seeing the point, Jack.â Luke kept his voice calm, even though his knuckles gripped his phone until they were white, âWe donât care if Tabby comes or not, we care if y/n is. And I just invited her so some friend you are.â Â
Quinn was almost shaking, seething as he hissed, âDonât forget who was here first. Goodnight Jack.â Â
He shook his head with disappointment, turning and leaving the room, Luke tailing behind him. The clock ticked in the silence that swallowed Jack, his breathing heavy and rattling in his ears as his eyes caught sight of the photo on the wall. It was from last summer, a group photo of the usual suspects around the fire pit, wrapped up in hoodies and blankets with hot chocolates in their laps. The lawn chairs had all been taken, so he, y/n and Trevor sat on the log, y/n huddled between the two boys with their arms thrown over her shoulders. The same distaste coating his tongue as it did in the moment, something about how close she and Trevor had been that summer. The only thing making it better was how she fell asleep in his bed, in his hold and how she also was not ashamed of kissing him.Â
But he had a girlfriend now, so why did it still hurt to think about y/n?Â
Seventeen was such a floodgate age. You were in love with living and so dearly connected with souls, afraid to get old but at the same time you were so inconsolably fragile. Y/nâs stomach twisted whenever she saw Jack and Tabby together. Slowly, day by day, she watched him drive further into the distance while she was left in the rear-view mirror. She couldnât control him; he was free to love and live how he wanted but didnât think she would be easily replaced. At least she was the first to make out with him, the first to cradle him while he cried, fall asleep with him on sofas and beds, tell him he was pretty but now she was lucky to receive a text back. She hung out with Luke more than him since Tabby entered the picture. She played street hockey with Luke, watched movies with Quinn, FaceTimed Trevor, played games with Cole, texted Alex, spent Sundayâs shopping and took long drives with her friends instead. It was starting the feel like the older they got, the further apart they became. So much so that she found herself texting Cole, Trevor and Alex more than Jack. Hell, they thought they texted her more than they did Jack. Â
Trevvy R u lake housing this summer? Pls say yes cuz ik jizzyâs got his new girl and ur always no 1 y/n <3 Youâll have to take that up with Jacko, depends if I still have a place in his heart I just say yes to the invite I hope so tho I miss you and the boys Trevvy UâLL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART ANGEL We miss u 2 Iâm gonna be so pissed if ur not I wont go. Omg u can come to me!!!! y/n <3 Thanks Twevvy But gross no thanks You should still go tho like donât let me get between friendships Trevvy Ur so mean to me :( Dw Tabby already did that We r y/n/n supporters in this house <3333 y/n <3 Lukeyâs invited me!! But snore in my ear and Iâll rip your balls off <3Â
She was just about to fall asleep, a new excitement flushing now she was officially going back to the lake house and away from the house for another year until her phone flashed. Her brother had only become worse, and she started getting used to the Hughesâ getaway home, that was the scary part.Â
Wack Huhđ¤ I was gonna call u but its late but im sorry Ik this is poor of me to say over text but it cant wait. Im sorry for kinda just leaving u behind now im w tabby. Idk what was wrong w me but Q and lukey opened my eyes and after thinking i realise ive been a dick abt it. Im sorry for not hanging out with u as much and for not texting or calling, im sorry i havenât been sitting with u at lunch either. Im gonna go back to how things were w us. Im sorry for not inviting u to the lake sooner and that luke had 2 do it. I do want u 2 come ur my best friend ofc i do, i need u. I wont let it happen again, im so sorry sunshine i love u and uâll always be my no 1 u were here first <3Â
She really didnât know how to feel. There was no distinctive feeling but as heâd said, they were best friends, and she needed him too and it did hurt. It stung like a bitch but not forgiving and giving him a chance would have stung more.Â
SunshineđŞ Thank you Youâre forgiven but i miss you so please donât let it happen again. Idc if youâre with tabby or not as long as youâre happy but you have friends too that love you more than any girl couldÂ
*Â
Tabby had arrived at the lake house a week after the Hughesâ and honorary Hughes did. She wasnât a stranger to his brothers and y/n, but Trevor, Cole and Alex had never seen or met Tabby (only knew the name) so when some girl rocked up at the door, the three suddenly got the memo that Jackâs girlfriend had come to join him on their adventures, and avoided her like the plague, subtly. Y/n, Quinn and Luke, all had given each other looks, knowing that they wouldnât see Jack for the week. Â
So, when Jack yanked y/n into his bedroom one afternoon out the blue, shock slapped her around the face. He closed his door urgently, eyes wide in a panic, his clothes skewed over his room, and he stood skittish in front of his mirror, dressed in a white polo shirt and khaki shorts. Â
âBe honest, do I look good?â he asked her, biting his nail. Â
Y/n blinked, processing how sheâd never seen him so unsure of himself. Wanting to impress someone was natural, but Jackâs confidence usually never wavered, especially around people he was comfortable with.Â
âStupid question. You look great, possibly the cleanest Iâve ever seen you.â She stood next to him, like they had done years ago when she cried over a bikini. Â
He fussed with his collar, spinning to face her, peering down at the way her eyes softened, âReally? Good, Iâd be so lost without you. Why am I scared, y/n? Itâs just a date.âÂ
Her eyebrows raised. Date? Since when did he start planning dates? It couldnât be helped when you could be in love with your best friend, that slither of jealousy choking her neck. Y/n swatted his hands away from his collar, straightening it out and patting it flat. Her hands slid to his chest, smile tugging on her lips as his hands moved in autopilot to hover over her hips, fingers barely ghosting the fabric of her (his) hoodie.Â
âBecause you want to impress her. Itâs normal, you want her to keep liking you and get to know her more.â She replied gently, watching the way his eyes glued to hers in a trance.Â
âYou always know what to say, Sunshine,â his voice was deeper than last year, chest firmer and as much as she knew she had to stop enjoying her hands on his chest, she couldnât back away, âsâone of the things I like about you.âÂ
Thank the stars heâd closed his door, because if anyone had seen them standing almost chest to chest with hands in places they shouldnât have been for just friends, the hurricane that would have broken loose would have been disastrous. Yet neither moved, thumbs rubbed circles over fabrics and thoughts spiralled, the same devilish thoughts from Liamâs birthday party. How soft lips looked, how pretty and handsome theyâd become, how sharp jawlines were and how alluring eyes had become. Touches igniting the fires than tingled over skin all over again. The aroma of marshmallows that had her dying to bury her nose in his neck. That stupid cologne. How dare he wear it for a woman that was not her. The scent that triggered waterfalls of memories and feelings; him sleeping on her chest, her tucked under his arm.Â
âYou smell really good, almost familiar.â She mumbled with a smirk, batting her eyelashes at him sinfully.Â
His lips quirked, âMarshmallows? I wear it when I need you around.â Â
To school, to hockey, to family functions, to parties, to dates, whenever she wasnât there, the cologne was. It was his own reassurance, comfort. When heâd neglected her before summer, every time he wore the cologne, the smell would bring a longing, a sense of emptiness and he never figured out why. He didnât care if anyone liked the way it smelled, unless it was y/n. Always y/n. Only y/n.Â
She slipped her hand to his shoulder, standing on her tiptoes gradually as he dipped down, wetting his lips. The action felt familiar, the attraction like a Sirenâs song as their noses bumped hesitantly, breaths hitting cheeks and lips ghosting, sparks shooting through nerves and through bodies and hitting the fight reflex. She titled her head up, millimetres away from closing the gap and warmth pooling into her lower stomach. He wanted to kiss her again. Again, again and again. Recreate their night all over again and she needed to taste his tongue. But as their lips barely met, his door handle rattled and opened hastily. Jack let her go and y/n pushed him back, both stepping away and creating a sensible distance between the two of them, cheeks flaring at the realisation that they shouldnât be left alone. Â
Tabby poked her head through the door with a smile, âJack, are you- Oh hey, y/n! Are you okay?âÂ
âUh, yeah, sorry I just needed toâŚask him somethingâŚIâll, uh, go now. Have fun!â She fumbled over her words, pulling her sleeves over her hands and slipping past Tabby, stumbling into Cole in the hall.Â
After leaving Jackâs room in a hurry, she hadnât a clue where she was going until her legs took her to the back porch, sitting on the porch swing. The sun set in in the distance, the orange and pink hues cascading down the sky and the lakeâs water twinkling. She sank back into the cushions with a gentle swing, eyes fixated on Trevor, Luke and Alex playing swing ball down on the grass. There was peace, nothing but quiet for once. She closed her eyes, relishing in the breeze and movement of the swing until the seat dipped next to her. Opening one eye, she was met with Quinnâs comforting figure. He didnât say anything at first, just sat and swung next to her, watching the boys below hit the tennis ball with too much aggression for what it was worth. Â
âYou know heâs just gonna keep breaking your heart, right?â He stated, gaze maintaining on the boys. Â
She suspired, a bittersweet smile on her lips and eyes, âAnd Iâll let him every time.âÂ
Quinnâs heart sank, heâd watched his little brother obsess over her for years, talk about how pretty and cool she was, beg for her undivided attention and fear that sheâd like his brothers more. The dramatic switch up hit like a brick, and if it was tough on him, y/n mustâve been feeling one hell of a storm inside. He scooted closer, wrapping his arm around her and pulling her into his side. She leant her head on his shoulder, sniffing. Â
There was nothing romantic about the gesture, theyâd known each other for so long it was more comforting in a brotherly way. At one point she may have had the tiniest crush on Quinn, but spending every week with him normalised his presence and spending more time around Jack made the feelings jump from one brother to another. Â
âTry not to think about him, hang with the others instead. Youâre allowed to have friends too. Jackâs just annoying, remember that.â He reassured, attempting a light-hearted sprinkle of humour. Â
*Â
Boat days were always highest priority, even if waking up was difficult. Sheâd slept well for once, considering she was sharing the basement with the boys. She could have shared the spare room with Tabby, but from the kindness of her heart, she let her have the room to herself as she was considered the guest, and because y/n felt awkward. Besides, pillow fights in the basement hit different and Uno when youâve got to be quiet turned out to be funnier than it should have been. The basement was just the vibe, kitchenette under the stairs, glass sliding doors out into the garden, pool table in the middle, fireplace with a scoreboard on the right side of the doors and a c-shape sectional sofa and a TV on the other side, bathroom in the corner. Â
Y/n wasnât as upset as sheâd thought she would have been, seeing Jack and Tabby together. Trevor had consoled her beforehand that she was welcome to join him and the other two on shenanigans if Jack was, in his words, âbeing a dickâ. But she wasnât upset when they all headed out into the lake, Jack and Tabby cuddled up together on one end of the deck while the other hooted and hollered at y/n tearing it up on the wakeboard. Â
âLookinâ hot, y/n/n!â Trevor called, pulling his phone out.Â
âWhen did you get so good!?â Coleâs eyes almost falling from their sockets in surprise. Â
Tabby and Jack were in their own bubble, chatting with arms around each other while blocking out the laughter from the others. Though, Jackâs eyes couldnât stay on his girlfriend for long, they seemed to flicker between her face and the way Trevor caught y/n as she stepped back onto the decking, handing her the towel before it was Lukeâs turn. Something about seeing y/n with the guys just irked him. Â
The second time Jack found himself licking his teeth was on Tuesday night. The usual suspects circling the fire pit, roasting marshmallows and chatting until their eyes became heavy. Tabby was deep into sharing a story with the group, but it fell deaf on his ears, and apparently y/nâs too. Sheâd also apparently decided that wearing Trevorâs hoodie was more comfortable than his. Her melted marshmallow had bumped Trevorâs, and the pair were trying to unstick them while suppressing giggles as to not be rude to Tabby. Usually it was himself and y/n trying to stifle laughter. Â
Wednesday heâd taken Tabby to a flower show sheâd been interested in. But the biggest mistake heâd made was opening his Snapchat to find, via Alexâs story, that his friends, brothers and y/n had gone down to the go karting track without him. In the video was Cole and Trevor pulling up, both boys flashing the camera a wink before he heard y/n voice ring out from behind the camera.Â
âThat was so hot, Alex send me that.âÂ
âYou could just ask and weâll do it again.â Coleâs voice muffled by his helmet.Â
âYou do know your way to a girlâs heart, Caulfield.âÂ
He had a girlfriend, why was he seething over a few banterous comments? It happened all the time, they were friends! It meant nothing!Â
Wednesday afternoon, only a couple of days left until Tabby had to leave and instead of planning how to make her days special, Jack watched his best friend teach Trevor, Cole and Alex how to shotgun a beer from the porch. They all laughed harmoniously, like seventeen-year-olds should, alcohol spraying everywhere when someone didnât quite make it but grabbing another can from the crate Jim bought them as a treat. Â
âTabs, you wanna go join them? Itâll be fun! Y/nâs super cool, sheâll teach you better than I would.â He interrupted his girlfriend, who was mid-ramble about a concert she was dying to see. Â
âOh, no itâs okay. I donât drink, but Iâll stay here and watch!â Tabby politely declined, she was too kind, but disappointed when she realised that Jack hadnât been listening for the past five minutes. Â
He stayed, sitting back into the cushions and resting his arm over the back of the bench, eyes still blankly staring at his friends below.
Lukewarm beer pooled down Coleâs throat; his free arm raised in the air as heâd finally been able to successfully shotgun without the drink exploding over himself. The other three cheered, only Trevor left to gain success. He tossed the can around in his palm, puncturing the bottom with the key and tilting his head back only to have it spray over his face and t-shirt, his friends bursting into fits around him. Â
In an instant retaliation, he turned to the nearest person and held the can towards them. Beer sprayed over y/nâs t-shirt and hair, earning a squeal from her that rang through the yard.Â
âThe fuck, Trev!â She swatted his arm away from her, grabbing his can and sticking it to soak Alex instead. Alex ran, only to have y/n chase him with the drink as it rinsed his clothes.Â
âYou bitch!â It was his turn to take the can and chase Cole, who screamed the loudest blood-curdling scream as the others cackled, holding stomachs and dodging the firing line. Â
The evening Tabby bid her goodbyes before Ellen drove her to the airport was the worst moment of Jackâs teenage life. Heâd barely seen his friends all day, making Tabbyâs last day special before helping her with her bags and giving her a kiss goodbye before he watched his mumâs car drive down the road. He would have joined if his assistance wasnât needed at the barbecue. Watching his girl leave wasnât the worst part, it was what came after that.Â
He ran his fingers through his hair and stood in the foyer, strangely absent of that empty feeling when good times come to an end, that longing when you donât know what to do with yourself. He knew what he wanted to do, he wanted to hurl himself into y/nâs arms, tuck his face into her neck and feel her fingers rake through his hair, tugging gently through the knots while she vented about how stupid the characters in a movie were. But he couldnât. Was thatâŚwrong? To want such a thing when his girlfriend just left. He wasnât going to be a cheater, y/n would never forgive him if he did such a thing to anyone, and he wouldnât forgive himself either. He loved Tabby after all, and clearly y/n loved Trevorâs company better. Â
Shuffling through the house and onto the back porch, Jack froze, the light in his eyes dimming, his jealousy growing from a thorn in his side to a leash around his neck upon watching his friends play basketball on the patio. Y/n shot the ball into the hoop, circling the rim before falling in. Trevor and y/n jumped for joy around a defeated Alex and Cole, y/n leaping into Trevorâs arms as they hugged in celebration. Jack grit his teeth, that should have been him spinning her around, holding her waist. But no, it had to be Trevor, his other best friend.Â
Actions have consequences, they said. And what they said was right. But Jack still hadnât entirely grasped that concept entirely. To him, he was being replaced, that y/n didnât want him anymore now he had a girlfriend. Â
*Â
After Tabby left, the basement dwellers moved to the spare room, but y/n didnât retreat to Jackâs. He had half expected her to, but he ended up laying alone, ignoring the texts from his girlfriend and scrolling through photos of himself and y/n, wondering what life would be like if he didnât have Tabby. Â
It wasnât often y/n woke up in dire need of a drink, especially in the middle of the night. She also didnât mean to hang around in the kitchen for too long, but the moon just shone beautifully, almost enticing her into her own little world. So much so that the footsteps against the floor startled her, fear running, thinking the worst-case scenario that either Jim or Ellen were about to tell her to go back to bed. But it never came. Her eyes met his in the reflection of the glass and she turned to face him calmly, a small smile on her lips seeing his blue eyes focus on her for the first time in a while. Jackâs body urged; legs restless as they just stood listening to the kitchen clock tick in the dark. Her feet concrete to the ground, with tears welling in his sullen eyes, swift like the breeze, his arms encased around her shoulders, burying his nose into the crook of her neck. Y/n hummed, winding her arms around his torso and listening to the way his heartbeat slowed. Jack could be told a million times that heâd hurt her, but the only way heâd realise was to feel it with his own heart.
âYou guys are seeing what Iâm seeingâŚright?â Cole asked, adjusting his seating when the leather starting stinging from the heat. Â
Y/n, Quinn, Luke, Alex and Trevor replied in unison with âyepâ and âyupâ, the group blatantly staring at Jack and his new girlfriend sitting at the bow of the boat. After last summer, Tabby had broken up with Jack a couple of months later, something about just not being a fit for each other. Of course, Jack was devastated, but not as much as he thought heâd be which showed a lot about his feelings, but life moved on normally. He still had his best friend, and he still had his family. He still had his constants, especially that constant feeling like he was in competition. Regardless, it wasnât long until he was laying on y/nâs lap, telling her all about this girl, Ari. And as everyone had assumed, Ari joined their lake house summer for a week. Â
âItâs kinda freaky, do you think he realises?â Trevor added, y/n shaking her head at him.Â
âEither he doesnât and heâs really stupid, or heâs done it on purpose. I mean come on, she and y/n look so similar.â Luke said, overly thrilled that he was considered cool enough to be part of their group activities fully. Â
âShould I be flattered or worried?â y/n blinked at the couple, noting the familiar bikini Ari was wearing, âI wore that bikini when I was fifteen. He fumbled so badly when he saw it.âÂ
âDonât blame him, angel. Had me gasping for air.â Trevor chuckled, y/n slapping his chest.Â
âYo,â Alex spoke up, the group turning to him, âI think Jack may be into y/n but just doesnât know it.âÂ
âDonât be ridiculous, kidâs into Ari and all those other girls he talks about. Donât give me false hope.â She scoffed, folding her arms. They all glanced back at the couple and then at each other. It wasnât like she was hiding the fact she liked Jack, in fact, she didnât have to because it had been obvious since they were kids. If anything, they were all rooting for them. Â
âNo, he has a point,â Quinn eventually piped up, pulling the boat to a stop and swivelling to face the back deck gang, âever since you were fourteen, heâs been obsessed with you. Like all he would ever talk about. That kid would have never completed that project if you hadnât been his partner and choked him.âÂ
âYou choked Jack?!â Alex and Trevorâs jaws dropped in disbelief, Quinn, Luke and y/n throwing their heads back and laughing. Â
âWhen do you think heâll realise that y/nâs actually the love of his life and always has been, like girlâs willing to let him break her heart every year.â Luke jabbed, a cheeky glint in his eyes.Â
âI have an idea,â Trevor smirked, arm falling over her shoulders and pulling her into his side, âyou guys in?âÂ
*Â
From the get-go, Ari knew sheâd never be number one in Jackâs heart. She shared classes with the two since they were freshman, she wasnât an idiot. Sheâd seen the way they looked at each other with hearts in their eyes, the way y/n shone like the sun around him. She always envied their friendship, so when Jack asked her out, she didnât hesitate but the guilt that ate her took the pleasure from it all. It wasnât fair in her romantic mind. But she did love Jack, he was just oblivious and if it meant Ari had to break her own heart, she was willing to do so for love.Â
Ari poked her head out the patio doors, spotting y/n on the porch swing and smiling. She sat next to her timidly, mustering up the words while y/n stuck her nose into the novel she was reading. Â
âY/n? Do you mind if I join you?â Ariâs voice was sweet, quiet compared to the rest of the lake house group. Â
âNo, youâre okay. Something up?â Her eyes never left the pages, she wasnât really reading them, just avoiding eye contact.Â
âWell, um, is Jack always weirdly protective of his clothes? Heâs never offered a hoodie or anything and I was worried it was me?â she asked, recognising the blue sweatshirt y/n wore, Jackâs blue USA Hockey sweatshirt.Â
âI donât think itâs you, he has this weird thing where he likes them to smell and fit a certain way. Or it was a gift.âÂ
âWeird guy. Does he also not vibe with pet names? I called him âbabeâ and he screwed his face up! I thought I said something wrong!â Ari just needed to prove her theory. Theory that she was not the one he loved, but the one who just needed to fill the gap.Â
âIâm not sure, actually,â y/n closed her book, looking out into the garden while she thought, âheâs not used to things like that, I guess. He might warm up.âÂ
âBut you call him âpretty boyâ or, or âhotshotâ and he doesnât seem to mind. Is there a difference?â Ari knew she was starting to slip, sounding more upset than she had meant to, more accusing and she knew y/n wasnât a bear to poke.Â
âI also call Trevor âsexyâ and âgorgeousâ, Cole âcutieâ. Heâs your boyfriend, ask him. If it upsets you, you should tell him because he won't take a hint unless it's hockey, believe me.â She turned to face Ari, surprisingly calm, âLike this one time, we were at a party and this girl had just been dumped, and we kept nudging him to shut up and that it wasnât the moment for jokes, but he didnât get it. Literally had to slap my hand over his mouth for him to take the hint.âÂ
Ari smiled and nodded, thanking her and getting up to leave while y/n opened her book. Data collected and conclusions made. The ambush was odd, especially the questions asked but y/n was in no position to think too deeply about it. Ari and Jackâs relationship wasnât her business anyway.Â
*Â
With the sky clear and weather warm, the golf course swarmed with country club members of all ages, kids learning from their parents to the retired living their best lives with a three oâclock beer. Â
The usual suspects hung around their current hole, poking fun at Coleâs terrible shot. Y/n also wasnât the greatest golfer, Trevor was teaching her that day how to play as they went along, claiming to be the best golfer of the group. Â
She stood by the tee, correct club in hand with her feet shoulder-width apart. Trevor tried his best to explain what to do but the complex terms he used just made the whole thing more confusing. He stood behind her, arms around hers with her back to his chest, guiding her hands to the positioning on the handle. He walked her through the process, voice rumbling in her ears. Â
âRelax, imagine Iâm Jizzy.â He whispered, breath hot on her neck.Â
âNo, I might cum. Besides, heâs got Ari.â She was glad she could make crude jokes with people, and if anyone was going to find it funny, it would be Trevor.Â
âJack would have my head right now if he were here. No way would he enjoy watching this.â He muttered playfully.Â
âYeah, but he sucks and isnât here, so less talking more teaching, Yappy.â She giggled.Â
Jackâs phone flashed, the Snapchat notification that Luke had added to his story filling his screen. While Ari left for the bathroom, he unlocked his phone, desperately opening the story. Luke barely ever posted to his story; he knew theyâd gone out but where was a mystery. Â
âYouâre fucking kidding me.â He grumbled, grip tightening on his phone upon seeing Trevor Zegras with his body wrapped around y/nâs teaching her how to play golf. That was supposed to be him. He was supposed to teach her golf so they could go out and do it together. Until then, he thought the only way to have your heart broken was by being dumped or rejected, but for the first time he understood how y/n must have felt all the times he made an empty promise. It shouldnât have bothered him; it shouldnât have made him seethe but there was only so much he could manage before he was going to snap. The more summers that passed, the closer she got to his friends and even closer to Trevor and she never pushed him away, like she was doing it on purpose. Â
Then it clicked. They werenât together, so she was allowed to do as she pleased. She wasnât confined to a relationship like he was. When he was off the table, sheâd retreat, let him go with a bittersweet smile, stay away from causing confusion, but when he was a single man again, sheâd be there, smiling when heâd curl up in her arms like old times. Ari may have been right. He called her insecure when sheâd raised the issue that she did not believe that Jack loved her the way he thought he did. Theyâd argued about it, about how y/n had clothing and pet name privileges over her, how she knew he was looking at her over dinner, fire pits, boat days, that he only talked about y/n and never her and the worst topic of all, how y/n was the only woman Jack would allow in his bed. To Ari, the signs were all there. Y/n was not just Jackâs best friend, he just didnât know it. And it wasnât y/nâs fault, sheâd done nothing wrong. In that moment, Jack realised that if he didnât wake up, he would lose the woman he loved the most. Â
*Â
Y/n slowly and softly placed her glass onto the draining board, trying her best to not make a noise because everything was louder at three in the morning for some reason. Three days had passed since golfing, since Ari went home, since the room arrangements changed again. Three days passed and Jack hadnât made a peep to anyone.Â
She sighed, stepping back and hoisting herself onto the island counter, watching the waves in the distance twinkle like a sheet of glitter under the moonlight, the memory of last summer fading back into existence when sheâd been watching the moon and Jack snuck up on her. Nothing hurt more than watching yourself slowly drift apart from someone youâd spend every second with. She missed his laugh, the playfighting, when heâd fall asleep on her, pull her into his chest and hug her longer than friends should. She missed the way heâd kiss her forehead, curl up on her lap, his scent and as much as she hated to admit it, his attention, his wandering hands up and down her spine and hips, eyelashes fluttering against her neck and that one open mouthed, shamelessly lewd kiss when they were sixteen. Â
âHey, Sunshine,â his raspy voice echoed in the dark, the window just barely illuminating the room, âcanât sleep either?âÂ
She peered over her shoulder to the boy leaning against the kitchen doorframe, arms folded over his bare chest and basketball shorts hanging off his hips. Even dishevelled he looked attractive. He pushed off the doorframe, ambling around the island until he faced her, leaning against the sink and blocking her view of the moon. Y/n shook her head at him, kicking her legs slightly just to occupy them from the suffocating gap between them, like a wedge had been jammed to keep them apart.Â
âIâm guessing you miss Ari too much to sleepâŚâ she mumbled, voice above a whisper but not loud enough to wake anyone. Â
He hung his head before he responded, âI've been thinking about you a lot lately. About us,â Â
âMe too, Jack. About if weâre still friendsâŚâ she wet her lips, âbecause you havenât spoken to me in over a week, havenât really spoken to me properly for the past couple of years actually. So, whatâs up, hotshot? Where did I go wrong?âÂ
Jack let out a shaky breath and kicked the wedge that separated them away. Hands meeting the cold marble of the island counter and he stood between her legs, eyes coming directly in line with hers. Â
âI was supposed to teach you how to play golf. It was supposed to be an us thing.â He kept his voice low as she watched his gaze skip between hers and her lips, his hands shifting closer to her bare thighs. âAnd instead, I found out, via Snap, that you found a new best friend. Iâm okay with you and Trevor being friends, but any closer and thatâs off the table.âÂ
âWeâre just friends. You were busy and that was the only time slot open. Whatâs it to you?â She folded her arms and raised her eyebrows at him. Sheâd never seen him like that, his forearms tensed and poison dripping from his words, but she truly did not understand what the big deal was. If he could go off all merry with his girlfriend, why wasnât she allowed to hang out with her friends? They were also being cast aside like she was, so it was logical for all of them to band together and enjoy their summer either way. Plus, they were eighteen, they were getting too old to hold grudges against people, throw tantrums about whose turn it was to play with who. Â
Jackâs hands roamed along her thighs tenderly, hooking under her knees and opening her legs further apart, pussy throbbing at the sudden action. Excitement puddled in her stomach when he smoothly pulled her to the edge of the counter until they were close enough to hear their breathing, âI don't like sharing, especially not with hockey guys. Youâre my person.âÂ
âAnd I always will be,â heâd always been clingy, the king of her personal space but this was a whole new ground he marched on, it was territorial with how firm his stare was, how tight his shoulders and jaw held. She could feel the bubbling heat radiating off his skin, a green-eyed demon flaunting around his shoulders. After Kenna, her envy died into acceptance, but he never accepted that one day she wouldnât be just his anymore. Not because he had that toxic twang to him, he was just protective of the girl that put up with him happily, blended with his family well, picked him up when he was down, tamed him when he was wild, choked him humble when he was arrogant. He didnât believe that she deserved any harm or heart break after making his life so much more euphoric, âJack, are youâŚjealous?âÂ
âI dont know, why dont you go ask Trevor, you two seem close lately. Practically tangled in each other by the looks of the photo. Wouldnât be surprised if you two fucked too since youâve been all over each other.â A vein pulsed in his neck sending a pleasurable shiver down her spine. She shouldnât have found it sexy, there wasnât anything attractive about being accused but he looked so hot with how defined his biceps were, how his veins popped on his arms and hands.Â
Her lips twisted into an amused smile and titter, âOh my god you are! Youâre being ridiculous.âÂ
He pushed away from the counter, taking a sharp breath and running his hands through his hair before turning back, hands slapping on the counter either side of her, âSo you two did? Is that where the hickey came from? Did you go see him? Fuck my best friend because you werenât getting attention?âÂ
She only grinned at him. Before summer, she and her friends took a weekend break to New York for Kylieâs birthday, indulging in cute cafes and activities but somehow, Rachel had managed to get them all invited to some random frat party where alcohol was obviously on the table out in the open. She didnât remember much from the party, but she did remember hooking up with some guy and waking up in her B&B with a purple blotch on her neck. Sheâd managed to hide it from her parents, but she thought Jack too, but she should have known that nothing slipped past Jack and when heâd asked her about it, he pieced the worst case - and dramatic - scenario together: New York? Trevor was in New York. Girls trip? Weekend away? Funny business, because Trevor was obviously the only man in New York.Â
âOh jeez,â she rolled her eyes, âthat really was a girlâs trip, Jack. You saw the photos.â  Â
âYouâre avoiding the question, Sunshine. Work with me.â He still hadnât raised his voice, whether because he was trying to keep quiet or because heâd never raise his voice at her didnât matter.Â
âBecause youâre jealous, I can have sex with who I want, Iâm not yours and I never was so why does it bother you so much?â Â
He sighed in defeat, hanging his head and resting in on her shoulder while his hands locked on her hips. Y/n didnât touch him, didnât speak, let him control his hammering heartbeat and get himself thinking straight before heâd say something heâd regret. She wasnât mad at him; she couldnât be mad at him even after heâd accused her of sleeping with Trevor. It wasnât that deep, he was just jealous for reasons she wouldnât know until he took a breath, calmed and confessed. Â
Jack went back and forth on what he would say. Worst case scenario was she never spoke to him again. Best case scenario was she reciprocated. His thumbs rubbed circles over her shorts unconsciously, as if seeking comfort by finding home on her hips. Theyâd always find their way to her hips, there was just something that took the weight off his shoulders and she never pushed him away. Â
He looked up wearily, chest rising and falling and palm cupping her cheek. She melted into his touch, the beacon of hope that she wasnât upset. That she still wanted him. Her lips still looked as soft as they always did, inviting and waiting to be blessed and bitten. Eyes waiting on him, half-lidded and searching for reply. He couldnât be a coward forever, too many times theyâd been interrupted and too many times heâd wished heâd just gone for it, followed his heart. Â
With his hand tangling in her hair, he leant in, closing the distance between their pining selves, lips meeting for a bruising open-mouthed kiss. Y/n unfolded her arms, enlacing around his shoulders, pulling him in with a low moan emitting from the back of her throat when his tongue lapped hers the way it once did. He kissed her with a desperate yearning, slowly and sloppy, hand on her nape as lips connected and disconnected, tasting each otherâs toothpaste with little mewls slipping through from the pleasure embracing them.Â
They pulled back, panting but hands remaining latched onto each other, âI'm in love with you. Thatâs why it bothers me. And I think Iâve loved you since the day you punched me in the face. And Iâve wanted to kiss you again since we were sixteen.â
She smirked. That was so hot, so goddamn hot of him to do with impatient passion driving him into a confession. She wondered what else he would do with enough provoking, what other feelings would he give into, âThat all you got? I bet Tre-âÂ
He kissed her roughly again, just as messy with twice as much appetite in the way his tongue danced with hers. Her hand slid to his hair, tugging and pulling a groan from him while his toyed with the hem of her shirt, his hand moving from her hip, gliding underneath the fabric and feeling up her waist and curve of her spine. They pulled away again, but he didnât give himself much time to catch his breath before attaching his lips to her neck, leaving butterfly kisses down the column until she moaned in his ear. He nibbled at the spot at the base of her neck, biting and sucking on the skin, leaving a purple blotch in his wake. Y/n held his shoulder tight, continuing to play with his hair with a rousing desire coaxing her core and pussy, begging for attention as his body was just so close. Jackâs hand slipped from her hair to join the other under her shirt, palms groping her breasts, rolling her nipples between his fingers, with his lips assaulting her neck, nipping and suckling little red blossoms over the skin as if leaving his mark. Not that she minded, she finally got to be his girl, years of painfully watching from afar and hurting her own feelings rewarded with his tongue running over the spots where he sunk his teeth into her. Â
âI wanna fuck you so good you won't remember his name.â He grumbled into her ear, planting a kiss underneath her earlobe and sending jolts through her veins. She let out a whimper, aching for friction between her legs as he kneaded her tits like dough, feeling the smirk on his lips whenever he could get her to submit to a whiny, pathetic noise. Â
Letting go of his hair, her lips pulled into a devilish grin and fingers wrapping around his neck, pushing his head from her neck and squeezing at the sides. He huffed in surprise, cock twitching in his shorts and hands dropping from her chest to her hips again. He really hadnât thought sheâd be into anything like that, but he should have guessed since he caught a glimpse of Deja vu. It had been too long since they really talked, did he know anything about her anymore? Apparently not, but it wasnât like heâŚdisliked it. Â
âDo it,â she loosened her grip with honey lacing her voice, sliding her hand to grip his shoulder, âdo it, Jack. Iâm on the pill. Show me who I belong to.â Â
The fire lit inside him and without any ounce of hesitation, he was back to tasting her lips, fingers kneading her thighs and inching up underneath her shorts. He pulled them to one side, brushing his knuckle over her clothed clit, erection hardening with the way she mewled and ground her hips into his fingers. He toyed with the elastic of her underwear, pulling them to one side and ran his fingers through her folds, coating his fingers in her slick as they slipped through smooth.Â
âThis fucking wet? For me?â He whispered into her lips, middle and ring finger landing on her clit, massaging the bundle of nerves in firm circles as she clung to his shoulders, relaxing into his chest and panting in his ear.Â
âYes,â she sighed, âdonât stop, feels good.âÂ
 She left languid, messy kisses over his neck, biting when sheâd pull a groan from him. No man had ever made her cunt ache to be filled like Jack could. The merciless cries to be filled and stretched out and it wasnât like she hadnât dreamt about it, thought about it when heâd parade around shirtless and adjusting his swim shorts. Dreams do come true though, her message fell loud and clear into his ears, and his fingers that toyed with her clit sank into her cunt, warm, spongy walls taking him perfectly. Her jaw slacked, a winded breath replacing an elongated moan that wouldâve got them caught. Â
âMorâŚmore,â she puffed, her nails digging into his shoulder muscles when his fingers plunged in and out faster, eyes rolling back when they curled into her. He bullied his digits at a fast but steady pace, knowing heâd hit her keen spot when her nails pierced into his skin and her hips rolled to meet his pace, arousal seeping from her. Â
He threw his head back closing his eyes, he slipped in her better than heâd imagined, he could do it every day, all day if sheâd let him. The sheer salacious yearning that washed over him not enough to tend his fantasies. He needed more, to be inside her, feel his cock be squeezed and hugged as if his life depended on it. Needed to hear his name leave her mouth when he fucked her. His y/n, his person. No, it wasnât just fucking, he wanted to love her, let the world know who makes her feel good.Â
âFuck this.â He grunted, pulling his fingers out, taking them into his mouth and sucking them clean with low, erotic moans of satisfaction. She whined at the loss of pleasure, pouting and darting back to know why he suddenly stopped only to feel heat rush through her and pussy throb at the sight of Jack pulling his cock out his shorts. With a couple of blissful strokes and lustful gaze boring into her, he lined himself up, y/n placing her hands on his shoulders and giving him consent. Â
It wasnât her first-time having sex, but it already felt better than the last. He pushed himself in slowly, y/n nuzzling into his shoulder as he disappeared into her until bottoming out, gummy walls hugging him with a sensation resembling ecstasy fogging his mind. She broke into a smile, he felt so perfect, stretching and filling her in all the ways sheâd hoped and wanted. His pace started gradual, rocking his hips, watching his cock sink in and out with shaky breaths, hands gripping the globes of her ass. Â
His pace quickened, her whines muffled by his shoulder, the only sound that mattered to him, âYou feel incredible, canât help myself, y/n.â Rocking into rutting, his cheeks flushed red, throwing his head back and screwing his eyes shut as his craving tormented him as if he had committed the worst sins of all.Â
âFas-faster, Jack, fuck,â her legs wrapped around his waist, locking her heels together and inhaling his scent as he hit deeper angles. She struggled to keep her voice down, if only she could really let go and let him hear how much she enjoyed the wet sounds of his cock plunging in and out of her sopping folds. His hips thrusted harsh, each fast stroke dragging whimpers every time he hit her cervix, sweat forming on his brow and sticking their skins together. Â
His fingers laced in her hair, yanking her face from his shoulder with a mewl and bearing her neck to the open, her eyes squinting closed as he admired his artwork cascading over her skin from earlier. Her cunt ached for him, relished in how he pounded in and out, in and out, squelching echoing into the kitchen. âWho does this pretty pussy belong to, y/n? I wanna hear you say it.â He rasped.Â
âYou,â she croaked, breasts pressed flush against his chest. She only wished she had taken the t-shirt off to properly feel his skin cling to her, âyou, Jack! I've wanted to do this for so long,âÂ
Her words triggered an animalistic burst of energy, hips thrusting desperately. Sheâd wanted to feel him fuck her all that time and never said anything. He thought about how many nights sheâd spent with her fingers inside herself, moaning his name and cumming at the idea of him. âTakinâ me so well. Made for me.âÂ
âOh fuck,â she moaned, slightly louder than she had intended but Jackâs mouth reattached itself to her lips, his grip in her hair falling slack as he kissed her deeply. Â
âTrevor couldn't make you feel like this, could he?â he growled, her pants hot on his cheeks as she batted her eyelashes at him, tits bouncing with every consuming buck into her. Her mouth opened to respond, no words falling out except small cries of elation and the pit of her stomach feeling a surge of heat spill into it, like a knot tightening on the verge of snapping.Â
His hands massaged her ass roughly, all those days of watching it fit snug in the little bikinis and it was finally in his clasp. The days of containing himself when sheâd wiggle on his lap and clueless to how painful his raging erection was. Letting every pornographic fantasy that kept him up at night out in erratic, mouth-watering thrusts on the kitchen island of all places. Â
Y/nâs eyes snapped open, the warm and pleasant euphoria in her pussy suddenly cold and empty when Jack pulled out abruptly, pulling her off the counter all-together and harshly spinning her, back against his chest and voice husky next to her ear, âBend over, sweetheart.âÂ
With a coy smile, she did as she was told, sticking her ass out into his crotch and tits chilly and squished against the marble. He smoothed his hands over the curves and with his finger pulling her shorts and underwear to the side as before, shoving his cock inside her harder and faster.Â
âOh shit-â she moaned in a hoarse breath, âPlease fuck me, fast and hard. Make me cum, Jack! Wanna cum!âÂ
Biting his lip at her demands, lust glazed over his eyes, âFuckinâ tease.â Wrapping one hand around her throat, he tugged her back flush to his chest, pelvis bulling into hers as a rapid and feral pace. The only sound bouncing off the kitchen walls being the melody of skin slapping and short, high-pitched whimpers.Â
âThat's my girl, make such pretty noises for me,â his stomach contorted, burned, he couldnât let himself cum yet, she felt too good it couldnât be over too soon. Fingers slipping down the front of her panties, he circled her swollen clit, her head falling back onto his shoulder as his grip around the sides tightened. Sensual, needy pleasure seduced her senses, choking on her saliva in spurts of whines. Pent up feelings and emotions encasing her into a paradise of raw, sloppy sex with her best friend. âWho do you belong to? Whose pretty pussy is this? Who treats you like the goddamn beauty you are?âÂ
âPussy belongs to you, belongs to you Jack, you,â her head lulled against him, his grip ever so slightly loosening. The knot building began to falter, harder to hold and keep tight the more he rutted with a brutal stamina. âMâgonna cum, please let me cum.âÂ
He pulled his fingers from her clit, hand splaying over her stomach as his thrusts became sloppy, languid but deeper and exhilarating. His other hand dropped from her throat, sliding down her chest to grasp her tit as his hips burrowed into her from behind. He wasnât far off, the pool of heat ready to overflow, pussy clenching around him tight.Â
âSqueezinâ me so tight, Sunshine. So fuckinâ perfect,â a strangled moan escaped her lips, heat dripping from her cunt and down her thighs, muscles relaxing into Jackâs body as he held her like a ragdoll against him while he made his last few thrusts, chasing his own release with soft grunts. He shuddered, jaw slacking and flooding her with warmth. Â
âGood girl. Such a good girl.â He pressed gentle kisses to her jaw, a ring of thick and hot cum soaking his cock. The kitchen fell back into an eerie silence, just heavy breathing and the clock hands reminding them that everything was louder at the unholy hours of the morning and that they both should hope no one heard them, or at least say nothing if they did. Â
He released her throat, arms winding around her midsection, nose nuzzling into the crook of her neck while his cock remained nestled comfortably in her. One of y/nâs hands lay over his on her stomach, the other reaching up feebly to pet his hair. They stood like that for a moment, catching breaths in a pleasant haze, his eyelashes fluttering against her skin. As satisfying as the high was, as warm as his embrace was, she couldnât let the thought go. They hadnât found closure before they lunged for each other, did she let a taken man drive into her or not. The last thing she wanted was to be the other woman, it wasnât fair on Ari. Sweet kisses littered her neck and up to her jaw, his lips laying the final on her temple before resting his cheek against her hairline.Â
âWhat about Ari?â she whispered, staring out into the abyss of the house, âWhat are we supposed to tell her nowâŚâÂ
âNothing. Sâjust you ân me nowâŚâ a weight fell off his chest, finally saying it out loud, making sure it wasnât a dream. The afternoon Ari left, sheâd given him a poetic speech, a much needed one to drill it into his head that everyone was seeing what he wasnât accepting or letting himself accept. Ari had grown up alongside them too, sheâd seen their good days, their bad days, the days Jack pined over her, the days y/n pined over him. She told him to think about who he loved more and always had. Reminded him that love is a constant that sometimes falters, but always bounces back in the end. And that only person constant in his life was y/n. No matter what happened, she was always there, even if it hurt her watching Jack with someone else. And now, he got it. âI love you, a lot. Always have. Just not sure how you feel.âÂ
âYouâre so stupid. You think I kissed you to make your ex jealous for shits and giggles? Let you spend hours rambling about how in love you were with those other girls because I didnât value your happiness?â she gave a small, airy giggle, âLet you make empty promises that broke my heart repeatedly and still let you cry in my arms? Let you fuck me in your kitchen, and you donât know if I love you? Jack Rowden Hughes, I fell in love with you the day you told me that your home is mine.â Â
âThank fucking God,â he breathed, craning his neck to capture her lips into a passionate and earnest kiss, no tongue, no teeth just souls connecting. They may have not pulled out and cleaned up yet, time was moving and getting closer to four thirty, but in their world, everything froze and felt as if the universe had fallen into place. Â
He pulled away, forehead leaning into hers, âYouâll come watch me play, right? In the NHL?â
âIâll come watch you fall.â She pulled him into another sincere kiss and for a moment, nothing seemed to matter anymore.
It was October when Jack made his NHL debut for the New Jersey Devils. She was there on draft day; she was there afterwards, and she planned to always be there. Y/n had made it to university for graphic design, coincidentally close to him which worked in their favour. He always joked about how even after she graduated, she could work for the Devils social team, and heâd get on his knees and beg if he had to. Â
The crowds were always loud in the Prudential Center, a sea of red and black, chants and cheering with elation for another game. The team entered the ice for warmups, skating in laps, manoeuvring pucks with skilled hand work, and shooting practice before the game started. Y/n could have sat in the family room with the other wives and girlfriends, but when sheâd mentioned her weekend plans to her university friends, theyâd asked if they could tag along for the experience. So, there they were, screaming and waving at the players, offering trades for pucks and falling in love with athletes, into the realm of hockey men. Jack didnât need to look hard; he could spot her for miles even in a crowd where everyone looked the same. After taking a couple shots at the net, he stopped in front of her and her squealing friends, tapping the top end of his stick at her and throwing a puck over the plexiglass. There really was no time like the present. All Jackâs nerves faded when she clasped the puck in her hands, looking back at him with a smile and a nod. It was just Jack and his girlfriend, y/n, now against the world.
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biker! bakugo PLEASE i'm choking
ËËËride or die
pairing: biker!katsuki x nerd!reader
summary: you'd been partnered up with the hotheaded speed racer, katsuki. who knew he'd end up more interested in you then the races he'd win?
tags: fem!reader, use of she/her, cursing, racing, college au!, no quirk au!, smart reader, studying, projects, reader has glasses, pet names
(a/n: i couldn't resist doing a trope đ)
wc: 2k
flashing lights, money bags, and trophies were just another thing to katsuki.
It had begun when he was young, as a teenager becoming infatuated with motorcycles. he'd been gifted one when he became the driving age, and it'd become history ever since.
he was naturally adept at the sport, winning every competition he'd ever stepped foot in. but because of his mother, he was still forced to attend college.
it wouldn't be that bad if it wasn't so boring. he'd joined a friend group of fellow bikers, none on his level though. despite his reputation for being a bad, mean, and crude guy,
he'd never miss a class.
he walked in just before the bell rang, sitting towards the back of the class. there was no one close to him, well except you.
with your computer at the ready, notebook wide open, and the clicking of your pen you prepared yourself. your glasses already sliding down your nose as you begun to take basic notes on the slides.
katsuki found himself staring at you often, he didn't know why. maybe it was his boredom, or the focused expression on your face. maybe it was because you were really cute.
his heavy boots clanked around as he put his feet up on the table, not even bothering to pretend he was paying this lecture any mind.
he was lost in though, he honestly couldn't even figure out his own reasoning. but he finally looked off of you to note the huge letters on the board, project requirements. he mentally groaned and read over them, all pretty easy for him to accomplish except for..
the required partner. he didn't have any friends in this class and he sure as hell wasn't going to ask some loser. his eyes were glancing back at you instinctively, your pen was in your mouth as you were lost in thought.
âa pretty loserâ. he thought. âwhy not.â
he was walking over to you before he even recognized his movements, you were packing up your things into you bag when you noticed him. with eyes wide you looked up into his. âyo.â he smirked, hand behind his head.
âhello..?â you replied, confused as to why he was talking to you. you only knew him from the rumors that he was just a rich racer attending school for the hell of it. his expensive leather jackets and sleeves of tattoos you'd seen when he took it off only confirmed those for you. besides that, you'd never noticed him before, not speaking to anyone in this class in general. âcan i help you?â
âyeah, we need a partner or some shit. yâ in or not?â his hands were on his hips as he awaited your answer, you finished packing your tote bag and shrugged. âit's cool with me, but i don't have a ride so weââ
âi got one though. so we can do this shit at my place tomorrow.â
âuh.. okay.â he held his hand out to you. you were confused and tilted your head, to which he scoffed. âyour phone.â
you made an âoâ sound with your mouth, handing it over to him. he had the audacity to snap a quick photo of himself before setting it as his contact photo, filling in his name and number before handing it back to you. âwe can start this bull tomorrow, i need it done quick. i got something today and comp season is soon. i can't be busy.â
âuhâ okay.. bakugo.â you read his name off of his contact, âthat's fine for me.â
âjust send me your address tomorrow, i'll come pick ya up. see ya.â with a wave of a hand he left you, holding your phone in your hand still very confused at what just happened.
âbakugo. what a weird guy.â you looked over the selfie he took of himself, his eyebrow piercing clear from the shot. your face flushed slightly, but you quickly left since you didn't want to be the last one out.
your day ended as usual, taking the bus home and petting your pet cat. finishing up assignments in the week early but leaving the annoying class for sunday, and sitting down to watch tv.
you were channel surfing, idly yawning as you were looking for something to watch while eating. you eventually landed on the sports channels, you were about to skip through them all when the sight of a familiar face broke you out of your mind.
âbakugo?!â you exclaimed, startling your pet. you couldn't believe it, he was actually racing professionally. and he was good, like really good. you found yourself with your jaw dropped and heart racing as he drove, crazy overtakes and high speed at every turn.
your food was now cold as your eyes had been locked on the race for forty minutes. as bakugo crossed the finish line, winning officially you cheered, fist pumped in the air.
the national anthem played as he was paraded around, cameras in his face as they handed him the trophy. a knowing smirk on his face as he celebrated.
once your excitement died down, you bit into your freezing food, opting to go pop it in the microwave.
as the bowl rang in circles, you realized.. he wasn't expecting you to ride on one of those was he?
yes he was. the next day after you texted him your address, you prayed that he'd come to you in a sports car. a regular car, just something that didn't involve you in something so tiny.
you heard him arrive before he even texted you, the roaring of his bike cutting through the music you were listening to. he arrived outside your apartment with a motorcycle, a spare helmet in his hand as he knocked on your door. âoh, no way.â you eyed him as if he was crazy, and he only laughed. âcome on, it's just a bike. i'm the fucking best so don't worry babe.â he took your bag out your hands for you, helping you onto the back of the bike.
his hands were on your waist as he lifted you, steadying you. âhey, i got you.â was all he said before handing you the pink helmet, a bow on the side.
he hopped on in front of you, kicking back the pedal keeping the bike still. âhold on to me.â you put your hands onto his waist. âgo slow.â
âi don't promise nothinâ.â he roared the engined. âbut i'll try for you, pretty girl.â
you squeaked as he sped off, your face now squished against his as you held onto his waist impossibly tight. âthis is not slow!â you sped down the streets, way over the speed limit. you should've just taken the damn bus.
âcan't hear ya.â you could hear the smile on his face as he sped up. âasshole!â you shrieked again as he popped a tiny wheelie.
after the ride of your life, or the possible end of it, he helped you off. you had shaky legs as you held on to him, chest heaving. âyou're crazy.â he didn't let go of you, body supported by him as you walked into his house.
âi'll be back, gotta put the olâ girl in the garage. make yârself at home.â he walked out, leaving you calming yourself down. his house was huge, you looked around as you poured yourself a glass of water.
he walked back in, waving you to follow him. âcome on, we can start over here.â you followed him into his room, a large setup on his desk. black silk sheets adorned by orange and red comforters laid upon his bed. it was actually pretty well decorated. âyou just gonna look all day specs?â
you shook your head and sat next to him. âso, we just have to code a basic game, easy right?â
âyeah. this'll be a piece of cake.â
and a piece of cake it was.
he was actually really smart, fun to talk to. the game was created piece by piece, finished up easily, way faster than expected. but you hung around longer than necessary.
even though you finished the project in a week, it's been about a month and you still would go to katsukiâs house everyday.
lazing around his room on his bed, him holding your waist with one arm while you were hung over his body. scrolling on your phones, sneaking photos of each other, getting impossibly closer.
he'd take you out on drives, actually going slow now and riding around with you. he'd take you to his favorite shops, laughing when you manage to stomach the spicy ramen he enjoyed.
he'd take you to eat ice cream after, sitting in the parking lot watching the moon rise.
âyo, [name].â he pushed up your glasses with a finger. âwhat?â
âbe mine, okay?â your face flushed, you swore the atmosphere grew hot. âuh.. okay.â
âcool,â he breathed. ânow i have to ask you the actual important question⌠[name].â your heart beat sped up as he grew closer to you, caressing your face with his ungloved hand. he took a deep breath before saying,
âwill you come to one of my races?â
your face fell and your eyebrows shot up. âthat's the important question??â
âhey don't be rude. it's important to me and that shit took a lot outta me.â
that made you laugh, holding your stomach while he started at you with a straight face. you finally calmed down enough to say, âwell, duh. of course i'll go. maybe you'll be extra lucky with me there too.â you joked.
âim sure i will [name].â he kissed you afterwards, tilting his head as the moonlight made you look ethereal.
being there was a lot different from just watching on the tv. you had a pass to walk around the pit area, katsuki kept you glued to his side. he explained to you how everything worked, where you'd be able to sit and watch him, and showed you his personal room.
you saw as he raced, your heart in your throat as you saw how dangerous the sport really was.
after all of it, after he won, he threw himself onto you and kissed you, trophy in his other hand.
when it was time to go though, you didn't see his motorcycle anywhere. âhey, âsuki? where's the bike?â
he walked up to a black sports car, leaning against it. âi wanted to take her out for a spin ya know? switch it up.â
âyou had a car this whole time?!â
âyeah, but how else would i get to see your cute face?â
"i'm going to kill you."
"you won't, you love me."
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Heart-Warmed and Teary-Eyed: Kindness Matters
I have a P.O. Box that I check once a week. Right now, I mostly use it for letter correspondence with my friend @always-coffeeâa tremendous published poet and beautiful human I met by chance online.
Monday she said she mailed her latest letter. So, I stopped by the Post Office on the way home from dropping the kids at school on the off-chance it made it through USPS faster than normal.
I found no letter inside, but a flyer from the Post Office saying they were holding something for me that wouldn't fit in the box. I wondered if Ali had sent a letter that was too tall (because she has such amazing stationary). I had no idea what was about to happen.
I glimpsed the package as they pulled it from a cabinet and wondered what on earth Ali sent me. That was not a letter.
Then I saw The Golden Notebook Bookstore label and knew it was something @neil-gaiman related.
For those who don't know (normal people who don't follow Neil on social media, for example), that is the local bookstore near Neil's home in New York. He periodically signs books for them that are sold with zero markup.
I am a fan of Neil as a writer, but also as a human. I don't follow many celebritiesâa side effect of my set-kid youthâbut I did follow Neil last year during the WGA Strike. Been a fan of his for ages, and Neverwhere is my favorite book.
Ali knows all this, and I just knew she had done something sneakily sweet.
I rushed home with a smile on my face, trying desperately not to set off the speed-trap on the road back. Let me tell you, driving speed limit when excited is not easy for me!
When I finally whipped into my driveway and sprinted into my house, I carefully opened the package (more excruciating slowness) and tried not to cry happy tears when I saw what was inside. Wrapped tenderly in bubble-wrap rested... a book.
What You Need to be Warm is a poem Neil wrote that features illustrations from some of the best artists in the industry. That in itself is wonderful. But the mission of this little book is what is so amazing.
See, the sale of every copy supports UNHCRâthe UN Refugee Agency. This book literally helps people when you buy it.
I have wanted to buy a copy for ages, but you all know I thrift and buy books secondhand. I didn't want to do that with this book.
I wanted to buy it outright to ensure the maximum amount of money went to support the cause. So, I have been waiting until we were a little more stable so I could buy it full-price, outright.
Thanks to Ali, I have a copy that was purchased outright (so it helps people in need) and it is signed!
Yes, it's a signed copy with pen bleed on the opposite page, and all.
I would never do something like this for myself. You all know I am woefully practical and doing things for myself isn't second-nature. Iâm working on it, but it is slow coming reprogramming a lifetime of behavior. So gifts like this... oh, they mean everything.
I am overwhelmed with gratitude that such a kind soul would do something like this for me. Thank you, Ali.
#Gratitude#Acts of Kindness#What You Need to be Warm#UNHCR#Good People Still Exist#And Ali is one of the brightest stars shining in the dark
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Tutoring
Male Reader x Park Sooyoung (Joy)
Tags: 12k, age-gap, cheating, creampie, cuckold, oral
The story is not ours; we simply alter the original story to our preferred settings.
Sooyoung had just writing her personal report for the day while sitting in an empty classroom. It was convenient way for her to track the progress of the various classes throughout the week.
She was almost done, just finishing with some constructive remarks about some of the lower-performing students. She glanced outside the classroom window as she placed the tip of her pen in her mouth to think of something to add. She noticed a young man in an oversized hoodie walking towards the school building, constantly looking down at his phone. It was Minho. What was he doing here after school ended?
Sooyoung finished her report, closed her notebook, and placed it in her bag. She walked out and noticed me standing in the hallway, just outside the school office door. I leaned against the wall as I put my phone back in my pocket.
âWhat are you doing here?â Sooyoung asked as she approached me.
She wore matching black yoga pants and a sport bra, her voluptuous figure provided plenty to look at. We were the only two people in this hallway, The bell had just rung earlier, and the rest of the staff had left for the day.
âWhat does it look like? I need tutoring,â I said, my smile betrayed my true intentions.
Sooyoung couldnât help but flustered. She was always a confident woman, but my brazenness was something she didnât know how to handle... especially after taking my load on her face and seeing each otherâs private areas. But the deal was a deal. Sheâd jerk me off today, and itâd be a week before the next time.
âWe canât do anything here,â Sooyoung whispered, even though no one was around. âI know we made a deal, but we canât do that here! I could get suspended!â
âSo do I, relax Iâve only got twenty minutes until football practice. How about we sneak to this empty classroom and knock it out real quick? Youâre tutoring me, so itâs not suspicious that weâre in a classroom,â I suggested, eager to get started.
Sooyoung shifted her feet, unsure. Itâs true that nobody would have expected anything funny, but weâre still at school... And anyone can walk in at any time! No, itâs not going to happen. Sheâd let her emotions and libido get the best of her last time, she needed to be stronger now. And it was not worth jeopardizing the job sheâd worked so hard for. Sooyoung swallowed dryly.
âIâm sorry, Minho,â she sighed, frowned regretfully.
âWell... okay, I guess we can take care of it in your car instead. A deal is a deal, and time is ticking. âIâve been thinking about it all day,â I explained.
âCanât it wait?!â she asked.
âNo, I will not go to football practice like this.â I answered matter of factly.
âMinho, I donât want to do it at all,â
âShouldâve said that to your husband. Come on. We made a deal, and Iâm not taking no for an answerâ
She turned away, feeling cornered.
She silently cursed her husband and his stupid fantasy and replied, âOkay, fine. But please. Twenty minutes, nothing more. And Iâm even doing it in the car. No silly shenanigans. And remember no intercourse. Got it?â
âYeah, of course. Lead the way, maâam.â I replied, smiling.
Sooyoung couldnât believe what she was doing. Leading her student to her car so she could give him a handjob. Fortunately, she had parked quite discreetly behind the corner. Anyone leaving the school would not notice them. But what if people found out what they were doing here? That would be disastrous.
Sooyoung told me to get in the car. I did so. She didnât bother jumping in; instead, she stood in the doorway. Nobody would see us, and if they did, it would be from the opposite side of the car.
âNow lay back and relax,â she said with a smile.
I qucikly took off my gym shorts and underwear, Sooyoung grabbed my cock and began to stroke it, focusing on the head and my balls. She started with quick, easy jerks and gradually slowed down to a smooth, sensual movement. I groaned with delight as her silky married hands touched my throbbing member.
âTwenty minutes,â she reminded herself.
She glanced over at me who looked relaxed as my hips raised up and down against her hand. Sooyoung worked so smoothly, running her fingers along the tip and length of my cock. She couldnât get over how big I was. When she imagined taking something so big into her body, she felt a hot shiver of nervous excitement run through her body. Knowing sheâd chosen such a brazen boy to be intimate with, gave her goosebumps all over. But the rules were there for a reason. This allowed her to protect her morals and principles while also exploring them.
âSpit on it,â I muttered.
âSorry, no,â she responded almost immediately.
âI said, spit on it, or at least kiss it or something. Youâre chafing me,â I commanded. Sooyoung gulped, unused to being bossed around.
âItâs filthy,â Sooyoung said in a low voice, continuing the steady pumping. She was enjoying my cock in her hand, its size and mass. But to kiss it? Thatâs a no no.
âAnd me giving you head in your bedroom was clean? If you donât...â I warned.
âFine. I wonât kiss it but I guess I can... give some spit...â she sighed and stopped for a moment, then bent down over my cock.
She leaned in and let out a small dribble onto my throbbing member. The precum mixed with her saliva caused my cock to glisten and drip all over, with slicker sounds filling the small space between us. Sooyoung's rhythm became faster.
âI love your little hand. Mmmh... fuck that is nice..." I hissed through clenched teeth.
âHahh,â Sooyoung snickered, staring down at my cock, admiring it. âSo, is this better than any girl your age?â
"Much better⌠I would deepthroat you right now, if you like, You have the perfect face to fuck," I moaned desperately.
"Oh god, no, no mouthfucking," Sooyoung groaned somewhat annoying.
I smirked and began to whisper in a leering tone, staring at her while she focused on jerking me âYour body is nice, you know? I like those jeans you wore before; they make your butt stand out. A nice, curvy fat ass. You definitely have that.â
Sooyoung felt a hand firmly grab one of her ass cheeks. She nearly stumbled and leaned in, giving me enough leverage to grab it. Sooyoung swatted my hand away while continuing to stroking my cock. I laughed but moved my hand back to her firm ass.
âYou jerk,â Sooyoung scoffed.
âSay you want my cock, slutâ I groan and slap her ass.
âMinho, stop! Hand to yourself.â She said as tried to stop me playing with her fat ass.
She resumed her pumping on my cock as my hand returned to her ass cheeks once more, now she just shaking her head, rolling her eyes.
âYouâre such a naughty teacher, look at you, jerking me off in your car.â I said.
Sooyoung gave me an angry look but yet she continued to pump my cock faster and harder. She knows she shouldn't have let me touch her body, but with her husband fantasy in her head, Sooyoung surrendered control to her subconscious.
I squeezed and spanked both her cheeks harder this time as if proving my point that she couldnât, or shouldnât resist my... helping hand.
âGuys at school wouldnât never believe a teacher like you can be this... fucking⌠slutty. You just can't stop thinking about my cock, can you?â I taunted.
Sooyoung scoffed. âAs if I hardly notice that thing,â she replied.
She leaned in as she continued the strokes and let another dribble land on it, she added a little twist and grind at my cock head. She pumped and pumped, while my hands never left her butt, I groped and squeezed it even harder, my fingers sinking into her round fat ass.
âOh yeah, Sooyoung, just like that,â I said, almost whispering.
âShush,â Sooyoung reprimanded me on instinct, hearing me mention her name made her feel even worse. She felt as if we were becoming intimate.
âOh fuck, Iâm gonna-â
Sooyoung increased her speed, stroking harder, leaning closer for leverage. I looked down at her, my chest rising and falling with my quick breaths. My fingers caressed her ample globes, while my other and started rubbing at her covered cleavage. Sooyoung was completely captured by the pleasure she was giving me, unable to wrench herself away.
And then I finally blew, shooting giant ropes high up, some splashing against her clothed chest. My hand groping her ass, pushing her forward even further, making the stinky mess even more inescapable.
âOh fuck Minho, come on! My clothes!â Sooyoung said, rolling her eyes with a defeated sigh, though never stopping her strokes.
I was panting and grunting as I unloaded my seed. The last few spurts leaked out and trickled down along her hand. A couple of drops hit her sleeve too. âThatâs so much,â Sooyoung groaned annoyedly, looking at her now completely stained hands. Even her wedding ring glittered underneath the thick coating.
âShouldnât have worn something so... easy to stain. Thatâs on you,â I laughed. âCanât dress like that with me around.â
âYeah, whatever. You got what you came for. Now please leave,â Sooyoung said.
I chuckled but left her car without complaint. I sauntered back towards the school for my football practice.
â
Sooyoung let the week crawl by without any more thought of our illicit encounters. With all that went on in the classroom, the parentsâ evening, and her after-school yoga and Pilates club, running with her favorite student and neighbor, Sooyoung found the time passed swiftly by. Before she knew it, the next week was near. We hadnât really talked about when the next encounter would be.
I didnât even contact her until Tuesday. I wrote ââAre you home?â
When Sooyoung looked at her husband, he only smiled and nodded. It was enough permission. ââYes, come over.â
And just like that, I came strolling inside their house once more.
âHi maâam,â I greeted her, entering the kitchen.
Sooyoung leaned back against the table, smiling politely at me. She was wearing a white, fitted shirt and navy trousers, accentuating her gorgeous physique. The loose waves of her dark hair were draped casually over her shoulders, as a thin coat of lip gloss coated her lips.
âWhatâs up?â Sooyoung asked, trying to keep her composure, her smile on, and not to let me dominate her thoughts like last time. âSo, youâve come here for another tutoring session?â Sooyoung asked, playing coy.
I approached her at the dinner table, a bulge protruding from my shorts, totally ignoring Hyoseob who stood a bit further away in the open kitchen, just watching. Sooyoung shifted her glance at him, sending her husband a coy smile before focusing her attention back on me, whose hands were suddenly all over her butt again. Sooyoung giggled nervously as I grabbed a firm handful and groped her shamelessly. It was so different with Hyoseob right there. It was an assurance that me groping her was perfectly fine, and she had to admit she was glad it was.
âWh--What are you doing!â Sooyoung asked, keeping her cool, acting outraged as my cock pressed against her thigh through my shorts.
âI didnât get you off last time,â I said.
Sooyoung puckered her lips playfully, continuing to shake her head, making herself chuckle. But I am was done messing around and her playful manner only spurred me on.
I picked her up like she weighed nothing and placed her back on the dinner table. She was giggling wildly, allowing me to tug her pants and panties down her shapely, toned legs. I then spread her legs, wasting no time, I started eating her out... She yelped. It was wrong, filthy.
âohh, so goodâŚâ she moaned.
Sooyoung groaned loudly, throwing her head back as my tongue deep into her warmth, nibbling at her clit before driving back up into her gushing pussy. She immediately felt the fiery sensations begin to ignite and grow. I held her by the hips, thrusting my face and tongue into her. Her chest heaved and bucked, a high-pitched gasp escaping her. Her shirt rode up from the friction.
The wickedness of what she was letting happen consumed her. My skill brought her to orgasm quickly. My fingers were splayed over her butt cheeks, nails digging into the skin. One hand squeezed each plump buttock and parted them wide to expose the tender flesh. With a savage growl, I tongued her open pussy, and dug deep, my teeth scratching the edges as I gnawed and ate her. Sooyoung yelped, moaned, and whined at the most horrible thing ever, a dirty secret of what shouldâve been an affair and a taboo infraction of her marriageâs holy sanctity. The utter thrill of what she was letting go down, not for the first time, would normally have appalled her, but succumbing to Hyoseobâs powerful, yet wicked desires drove her to enjoy every second of it.
But now, with the pleasure mounting and spreading its tentacles, her mind had to focus on one thing: more. She grabbed the edge of the table, gripping it so hard that her knuckles turned white. The squishing and licking was the most awful sound to the ears. Her leg bounced, her heel beating hard against my back. Sooyoungâs mind was blank, only thinking of that voracious mouth feasting on her.
I licked slowly and wetly, tongue darting in and out of her opening, covering her in saliva, lathering her folds with my spit. At every withdrawal, Sooyoungâs hips rose off the table to meet me, wanting the pleasure only I could deliver.
The pleasure overcame her. She whimpered and then fell silent as a tidal wave of orgasms burst. Sooyoung gushed, trembling as wave upon wave washed over her, My mouth still hungrily at work. Finally, Sooyoung just fell quiet, moaning slightly and breathing raggedly, her pussy finally satiated and soaked. I looked up, staring directly at her.
âFeel better maâam?â I grinned wolfishly. Sooyoung blinked. She could only mumble incomprehensibly in reply. She felt limp, helpless.
And yet she felt this strange emptiness. A need inside her to be filled and satisfied in a whole new way. The kind only a thick man, the biggest she had seen, could satisfy. It was weird being watched by her husband too. In a strange way, she was more concerned that Hyoseob saw her behave so crudely and obscenely. And in a different, yet much more tangible way, Hyoseob was seeing this horrendous, loathsome act and doing nothing. Maybe Hyoseob could see she was enjoying it so much that heâd let this wicked transgression slip without a hitch.
âHere, let me set up the camera,â Sooyoung said, still slightly out of breath. She was determined to finish me off so she could have Hyoseob rail her like the good husband he was. For once she wanted Hyoseob to take her rough, and remind her who she belonged to.
Glancing over at Hyoseob, who stood with his eyes and crotch bulging. he seemed to be more than ready for the same prospect. It was obvious he enjoyed watching his own wife cum on the behest of another man, even if it was due to a shithead like me. In fact, his proper wife becoming a sexual object, made it so much more incredible and surreal.
Sooyoung took her phone and propped it up on the dinner table and activated it to record. As she turned, she saw me had thrown my shorts aside, my erection standing proud. Sooyoung gave a sidelong glance at Hyoseob, who stood there transfixed and just watching the sin unfold. She felt guilty for making him endure such a situation; however, this was his own doing. It was his fantasy, and sheâd be a good wife and indulge him. She loved him too much to deny him one of his darkest fetishes.
Sooyoung licked her hand, placing it around my stiff, rigid cock and started stroking slowly. I felt huge in her palm. She massaged and fondled it as best she could, her small fingers trying to encompass me completely, but she was still inexperienced, unused to handling an immense slab of cock like mine. She was almost in disbelief as it continued to pulsate and grow. Her delicate hands did their best to massage and soothe my throbbing cock.
âGet those tits out,â I demanded.
âHuh?â Sooyoung shook her head, refocusing from the massive slab of meat in her hands. She was mesmerized.
âTake it off, I said,â I reiterated. âI wanna see your tits.â
Sooyoung slowly nodded, biting her lower lip with a sly smirk. I hadnât seen her naked breasts yet, but had seen plenty of her pussy... so really, it probably didnât matter. Besides, Hyoseobâs gasp told her that her husband wanted it as well.
She pulled at the buttons at the front of her shirt, and took it off. Next, she slid down her black laced bra straps, pushing it down so her bare boobs were on display, right in front of my face, with her husband watching, recording and knowing it was all for him. Sooyoung pushed out her chest and stood proud in my face, saying, âYouâre not getting your hands on these, theyâre all Hyoseobâs.â
Taking a seat so I could be at eye level with her breasts. âBut you can admire them as much as you want,â Sooyoung assured, standing topless before me.
She finally could display some of that confident pridefulness that lingered within her. She got down on her knees on the floor and resumed pumping my shaft again, her fist sliding along its full, imposing length, staring intently at my stiff cock. She could sense that I wanted to grope her breasts, but for now, I was a good boy. Maybe her breasts jiggling with each stroke made for a good enough sight.
Sooyoung kept working me, stroking me at a much slower tempo than I clearly desired. I wanted her to increase her pace, but she wouldnât give me the satisfaction. With her spare hand, she started fondling my balls. I could handle a bit of squirming for sure.
âThese are some big balls. Gonna shoot a big load for me? Wanna show me how much you can cum for your teacher?â Sooyoung said, even though she wasnât really my teacher, but you say what you gotta say.
âWanna take a closer look?â I said. eyeing Sooyoungâs gorgeous features with the most lustful gaze. She giggled, suspecting what I wanted. She wouldnât do it, but why not indulge just a little bit? And so, she slowly bent forward with my cock slowly coming closer to her face.
Sooyoung peered over and caught sight of Hyoseob. I was aroused, staring at her with anticipation and eagerness. My erection, confined in my pants, was very obvious. She loved watching him get hotter. In that instant, Sooyoung felt the fantasy growing on her. She had been reluctant before, and perhaps she would be later again, but for now, her primal urge for satisfaction took over, and the delicious rush of taboo sensation pushed away her reserve. Her husbandâs affirmation was all she needed to let go.
âYou like that my cock in your face?â I asked, as I swiped her hair over her shoulders.
Her attention snapped back to me. âSure, itâs the biggest one Iâve ever been this close to,â she admitted and giggled mischievously, knowing it would torture her dear husband.
âHow about you give it a taste?â I suggested. She stroked it casually with one hand and leered, cupping my balls again with the other. It was right there, inches from her mouth. The temptation to do something so wicked, something so far from anything sheâd sink herself to do, was unreal. How far would this go if she didnât stop it?
I grabbed her jaw with one hand, pressing my fingers into her cheek so that her lips popped into a little pucker. âTake it,â I said.
Sooyoung pursed her lips again and obediently kissed my tip. Just a simple peck of a kiss, like with a friend.
âAlright,â she admitted, nodding, âThat felt nice,â then leaned down and kissed it again.
She stuck out her tongue, swirling it around, and licked my swollen cocck. I groaned, closing my eyes as my breathing grew deeper. âMmmmh, yummy,â she teased, staring straight into the camera, then turning to her husband winking at him, âHe really does taste rather good.â
That was far from the case. It tasted vile, but she knew Hyoseob would love if she teased me.
Hyoseob, in return, shuddered in place, heart pounding, his cock swelling at the thought of seeing her act like such a slut. But for the wrong guy, a young stud taking her instead...
I looked down, Sooyoung looking right up at me as I pushed a thumb into her mouth. âOpen,â I ordered, pushed her jaw open. I used a finger, pushing her tongue.
âHowâs it feel?â Hyoseob asked, entranced. Sooyoungâs mind was racing. Licking my cock was disgusting, yet so wicked.
âI donât know,â she moaned, her eyes filled with heat, her body burning. âSpongy.â She had never given a blowjob before, and though the idea seemed utterly unappetizing, the hunger within her to see my cum burst into her mouth drove her into an excitement. It was nasty, something she never wanted to do, but still the depravity of it turned her on. âOpen wider,â I commanded as I poked my thumb in the side of her mouth, opening it widely so I could see down her throat.
âOwwwhhh, Canât wait to feel my cock bump up down there.â
It wasnât entirely unpleasant; Sooyoung was having difficulty remembering what she disliked about having a large object stuffed in her mouth.
âPlay with my balls,â I commanded. âStroke that cock.â
Sooyoung did as I said, having let go of my cock while I had toyed with her mouth. In the process, she was regaining some composure.
No way sheâd let that filthy thing into her mouth! She couldnât believe she had even let it so close, and kissed the nasty thing even! Yet, when my thick cock hit her palm and she wrapped her hand around the big meat, stroking me firmly, and heard my moan, and then felt the hot pulse of the blood against her flesh...
Sooyoung stroked me, watching my cock flex and grow in her hands. Her other hand gripped the base of my shaft while she gently tugged at my balls. The incredible size and pulsing intensity of my cock filled her entire world. She became hungry for my release, eager for me to be shooting all that cream. But to meet me halfway, not wanting to give me her mouth, she came to a compromise she knew would make both I and Hyoseob blow our minds... and loads.
She would let me cover her big tits with my cums. Sooyoung looked down, cock throbbing and veined in her grip, staring at my massive crown, watching me shift, my hips pumping in pleasure. âGod, the things Iâm letting you do to me...â Sooyoung muttered with her best scowl, yet the playful wink and her low chuckling said she was enjoying it more than her words indicated. She pressed the head of my cock between her ample bosoms and pressed them together with a devilish leer.
âUughh, yeeaah,â I hissed.
Sooyoung continued to jerk me off with her squeezing tits. She increased the pace, shoving my bulbous, throbbing head repeatedly in her cleavage. Sooyoung stroked until the first splash of hot, gooey cum exploded into her neck, chin, and breasts. It felt strangely gratifying. Sooyoung let go of my sack and worked both her hands over my cock in rhythm with the spurts, milking more and more of my cum to gush down her neck and onto her tits. I finished, and her tits glistened, coated in cum. Sooyoung sat back, giving her audience a magnificent view of her sitting topless, completely covered in white goo from navel to chin. Sooyoung smiled at her dirty accomplishment, admiring the big cock she held in her hand, as the hot cum ran over her hand.
âFuck, that was incredible, youâve got an incredible pair,â I said.
She lowered her eyes to my half-mast organ, studying it with the fascination one had for something seen only once, not fully comprehending what she has seen, only recognizing the wonder of it. The foreskin covered the bulb, which seemed bigger in its protective covering, creating a feeling of mystery and anticipation, causing Sooyoungâs breath to quicken. She couldnât tell where the feeling was going, but she needed her husband as soon as possible.
Sooyoung turned to Hyoseob. âBedroom, now.â She turned to me, giving him an appreciative smile. âThanks for the loads... now get the fuck out.â
I laughed and quickly put my clothes on, leaving the house with a cheeky two-finger salute, heading back to school or football practice or some shit.
Finally left alone with Hyoseob, Sooyoung wasted no time. She tackled her husband on the bed and attacked him with her hands and mouth. As Hyoseob enjoyed the pleasurable attack by his loving wife, his thoughts were focused solely on the desire to be inside her. he finally removed her bottoms and flipped her on her back, her dirtied-up tits strutting up towards him.
Barely saying anything except for âYou are amazingâ, He lined his member up to her now-ready hole, pushed it deep, and rammed away at her with long, forceful strokes. With each pump from her husband, droplets of my cum flew and dripped off Sooyoungâs body, drenching their sheets.
It took quite a few thrusts until Hyoseob ejaculated, but once he was done, Sooyoung let go of him, her whole body shaking and whispered: âGod that felt amazing. You can do that more often, just... please donât make me fuck any other guy,â she said and grabbed Hyoseobâs shirt collar, kissing her dear husband.
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A month passed by without any incidents. Once a week, I came over just to eat her out, who in return let me fuck her tits, or she would jerk me off. She even let me fondle her breasts when I fucked her tits. I was still trying to prod her to take me in her mouth. She never relented, though came as close as one could get. She did sometimes kiss the tip a bit, which I appreciated. Iâd reward her by creampying her cleavage or coating her face in warm goo. It always disgusted her, yet she relished me giving her facial after facial. Sheâd look at Hyoseob in the act, trying to keep that annoyed, unhappy facial expression as ropes of sperm shot her face as if to reassure him that she didnât enjoy the disgusting act. But Hyoseob couldnât help but notice how wet her pussy got from my facial, and how vigorously theyâd make love after I left.
To make our tutoring more ââtutor-likeâ, the three of us agreed that the following month weâd do some actual tutoring at the school. Either running track, Sooyoung helping with weight training, swimming, or whatever. Of course, if anything happened, we then knew to record it. Weirdly enough, I was happy to play along. Or maybe not that weird, considering the woman in question.
New month, new week. Sooyoung hadnât seen me since Monday last week and we hadnât scheduled anything until Friday, as the school pool wasnât available until then. We also agreed to the âother businessâ in the car after our lesson, like the first time.
However, mid-week, I texted her.
Sooyoung was just done putting running cones back into the equipment shed. Her heart beating quickly and her hands shaky, she looked at the message, which read: ââI wonât wait for fridayâ.
âOh god,â she murmured, thinking I was asking her to hook up right then and there at the school. Before Sooyoung could respond with anything, I sent another message: ââsend pics, please?â.
A sight of relief from her as she texted back ââokâ with an embarrassed smirk on her face. She already wore skin-tight clothing; this was no problem. I would love an eyeful of her black yoga pants stretched across her shapely ass, not to mention her small crop top emphasizing her curves, making sure her toned tummy was visible. She dropped a photo of her ass. She captioned: ââCanât wait until Friday. Gonna catch some swimmers đđŚ.â She knew her emoji game was on point now.
Feeling extra daring, Sooyoung shot another picture of her ample cleavage, pressing her arms together to emphasize it. She felt so devious sending me these lewd pictures. Gezz! She hadnât even asked Hyoseob if that was okay! She immediately felt bad so she sent both pictures, with captions to Hyoseob.
ââJust sent these to you-know-whoâ she wrote. She knew she would be forgiven.
ââVoldemort?â her husband replied.
ââJerkâ she replied. Hyoseob joking around was a clear sign it was okay. ââDid you like it though?
ââHell yeah,â Hyoseob replied. ââMaybe have the camera ready at all times on Friday,â he added.
A grin formed on Sooyoungâs face. ââSure thing, babe,â she wrote back.
The bell rang, and it was time for her next class. Before heading inside, she texted me: ââHope you enjoy them.â
ââIâll enjoy more when I see you naked. Friday right?â I texted back.
ââOn the conditions we agreed upon...â Sooyoung wrote.
ââOf course, Iâm not breaking any rules...â I wrote, reassuring her, before adding, ââunless you want me tooâ.
A third message came just after, ââJust joking aroundâ.
Sooyoung didnât have time to dwell on it, but my words made her uneasy. She had to be extra careful on Friday.
ââLol. Fridays fine,â she quickly typed and walked to class.
The last thing she wanted was to encourage me to do something sheâd would later regret. Especially because I knew a lot about the fantasy they were working with, and probably what buttons to press if presented.
With Friday not being far off, the day came fast and Sooyoung found herself swimming laps in her swimsuit as she waited for me to join her. We had the entire pool for ourselves as everyone had headed home for the weekend. She used a larger pool, creating no reason for us to get closer than necessary.
Sooyoung eventually stopped. I had finally come out of the locker room. She couldnât help but stare as I paraded down the length of the pool towards her. Her eyes darted to my crotch, expecting a bulge. I wasnât not been shy with my size, and she imagined now was no different. Sooyoung swam to the edge and hoisted herself out of the water.
âGod, that suit looks too good on you,â I declared, my eyes practically bulging out of my head, completely captivated by Sooyoung's gorgeous body.
âSo glad you noticed,â Sooyoung replied, shooting a little smile. âBut today itâs all business. Pleasure can be found after class,â she smirked.
We started the lesson. And Sooyoung kept her promise to focus on learning. So what if I kept throwing a compliment here, a touch on her ass, or a rub on her shoulder? I heeded her instructions well enough to not go further than the border of inappropriate. Plus, I did my workout with clear conviction and it was impressive.
Sooyoung was impressed that I took any of her lessons at all, as I wasnât exactly sluggish, if anyone asked, most would tell they preferred me as a fullback to their school team as I was a giant, and surprisingly nimble, blocking tackle, if the opposing team was unfortunate enough to have to carry the ball past me. But I struggled mostly to stay dedicated, which had led me to season after season on the bench. This was not a problem today.
âLooking at your tits certainly keeps me motivated,â I joked as Sooyoung complimented me on our way to the locker rooms.
âFlattery wonât get you in my pants,â she returned. She had thought nothing of my usual banter. We stood by the exit, apparently chatting a bit before going to our respective showers.
âDo you mind...â
âI mean, can I touch your tits for a bit?â I asked.
âWhat? Youâve touched them a lot, and will probably do it a lot more in the car. Whatâs up right now?â Sooyoung quizzed.
âI just wanna feel the swimsuit fabric... on those big tits,â I said, my gaze fixed on her chest. She sighed, trying to hide a blush.
âThatâs still an invasion of personal space,â she replied. But the truth was she was extremely flattered. Now that she had got to know me a bit more, she knew when I was sincere. Even more now that she noticed my bulge.
âAnd perhaps because weâre here,â I continued âPublic kinda. Or maybe itâs a student-teacher thing.â
Sooyoung looked at me, contemplating for a moment.
âSure, why not. Itâs Friday anyway,â she said, putting her hands on her waist, pushing her tits forward for me.
I eagerly seized the opportunity, and with a quick glance to either side of the room, I moved both my paws to each of her breasts. Sooyoung looked down at my hands squeezing her breasts and she felt something primal flare in her stomach as I massaged her in front of a glass wall leading towards what was usually a very public area. The way I gleefully fondled them felt too naughty, and she couldn't deny that it felt good how I knead her tits so vigorously.
âCome on, Minho, youâve touched my breasts way more intimately before,â she chuckled, biting her lip and looking around the pool area, even as she knew we were completely alone. The lewdness of our actions triggered feelings she didn't recognize, prompting her to take the initiative.
I took this as a hint for me to move her straps aside. It was happening before she realized it, and soon her breasts were exposed to the big empty hall, her nipples erect from both my fondling and the thick air emanating from the warm pool itself. She hissed.
I'd seen and groped her tits countless times before, and now she was standing at the school pool entrance, allowing me to pull and play with her nipples. A place she worked; a place sheâd get fired from if anyone ever learned what weâre doing.
âStop. Thatâs enough,â Sooyoung murmured, trying to not raise her voice so as not to draw any attention, even as we were alone. I pulled the straps of her suit but then I stopped and walked toward the men's changing room, smiling at her. Sooyoung eyed my butt the whole way, making sure I took the correct turn.
Her mind buzzed and her body throbbed from the little tease she had delivered. Not much could make her turn a cheek, especially from a horny adolescent like myself, but being topless on the threshold of her workplace took a toll, even if she was the only person there.
Sooyoung quickly rushed inside the womenâs changing room, ready to turn a shower on and rinse her shame off. However, she was feeling less and less ashamed the more she was with me. I was kind of a dick, but I had become a sort of friend who helped them live out a vile and potentially dangerous fantasy.
Sooyoung leaned against the tiled shower wall. There were six showers, three on each wall. She had wanted her own private shower, as showering with her students felt inappropriate, but now she was alone. Just as well, she found her mind swimming in lust and not paying attention to washing the soap away as her thoughts drifted to images of her lying on her back as I forced my cock into her body.
As much as she didnât want to cheat on Hyoseob, it would feel so good to finally take such a big cock inside of her... She shoved those thoughts aside. Rules were there to make sure nothing like that happened. Sex was something she loved to experience with her most precious partner, Hyoseob. No way would she compromise something so special, so sacred, just for the sake of satisfaction, or pleasure.
âEh, the menâs showers are fucked...â A voice said from the door.
Sooyoung snapped her head over her shoulder seeing me standing there awkwardly rubbing my neck, still in my swimming trunks and with a towel in my hands. She turned her head towards me, raising an eyebrow as I stood in silence.
âI think itâs that new plumber, whatever his name is,â I continued.
âSo, uhm, can I, join you? Iâd shower at home, but-â
My eyes trailed her body. âI thought why not join my hot teacher in here?â
âSure thing,â she nodded. We had already seen most of each other before... though perhaps not all in one go, and certainly not glistening in warm water.
I took the spot beside her and set the temperature of the water, making it a little more steamy and warmer, though Sooyoung would probably prefer ice cold right then. Iâd seen her in various states of nakedness a couple of times by now. Itâs not like having me under the same showering spot, still clad in swim trunks, would really bother her all that much. Still, she remained with her back towards me. It created some distance, kind of, even if I got an eyeful of her firm ass cheeks.
âSo, what did you think of today? Did you like the lessons?â Sooyoung asked, wanting to fill the silence with at least something else than her labored breath, as well as curious for an honest answer for her as my tutor.
I took a while to respond, taking all the time to let my eyes roam her well-shaped butt. Sooyoung felt that intense gaze piercing right through her and giving her a shiver she could not conceal. She peeked over her shoulder and saw that I had discarded my swimming trunks and was in the process of soaping my chest.
âMmm, your ass is gorgeous,â I remarked as I rubbed my chest, âthis was the first class Iâd paid attention to since sophomore year...â
I stared openly at her as she smiled weakly.
âSo, the lesson was a success?â Sooyoung said, turning ahead to ignore my lustful comments.
âVery,â I said.
She grabbed some soap and started to lather up her breasts. Sooyoung pressed her arms to the sides of her bosom.. She was already done soaping and all that, but she needed an excuse to linger. She had to pass me to get out of here, and she didnât want to entice me further. We could do our business in the car after anyway.
âYou stay over there, mister,â Sooyoung teased, shooting another glance over her shoulder, her eyes immediately locking to my semi-hard cock.
She turned her face away again, taking a deep breath where she stood. She cursed herself for giving in to my charms and allowing me to break through her mental fortitude, clouding her thoughts with lascivious thoughts about the forbidden. She shouldnât enjoy such terrible desires. She had felt numerous times what I could do to her, my magical hands teasing her and making her beg. âNo, no begging,â she thought, no matter how badly she wanted to. It would all become real if she did.
Our illicit activities out in the hall, me groping her breasts out in the open like that while showing my earnest opinion on her body, didnât help her predicament of having me shower a mere five feet away from her. Having my hands on her back there, nearly pushing the boundaries of the rules made her uneasy. Sooyoung stepped back, backing straight into the middle of the shower.
A pained groan came out of her, as my palm landed square on her behind, cupping her big left ass cheek and holding her tight, not letting her move from the spot.
âMinho!â she shrieked.
She turned to face me, both my hands were on her soapy waist, not giving her enough room to wriggle. It was impossible to mistake the growing intensity of my eyes. Being slightly taller than her, my monstrous cock was now bumping right against her outer thigh.
âUm, Minho, wha- whatâs-?â she stammered, feeling the immense hardness smack against the side of her hip.
I quickly grabbed her hand, forcing her to grab a hold of my cock. I grunted, my body trembling from pleasure. Her fingers clamped tight around it almost automatically, stroking me up and down. My erection was unlike any other she had known. It was far thicker and longer than what Hyoseob possessed.
âI was thinking we could do it in here,â I said.
âMy phone-â Sooyoung started, but I shush her.
âI have once a month unrecorded,â I reminded her. They were the rules that were in place when she first agreed to do all this me.
I turned slightly aside so I could move my right hand fully onto her naked ass, my left onto her breasts, causing her to gasp jaggedly. She was so sensitive in her breasts, which I had come to learn. And now she was fully naked in front of me for the first time, my hands on her fully naked body for the first time too.
âSooyoung?â I breathed her name, making her shiver.
She slowly nodded. No words, but permission to continue.
Sooyoung gasped as she enjoy my groped on her ass and breasts, her most vulnerable part on display and being violated. She wasnât resisting either. A soft groan slipped through her lips as I started applying delicate pressure against her soft features. Her mind was still holding her back, as my hands roamed over her slippery, soapy-covered ass cheeks. It felt great, she was surprised to admit; not just the obvious physical sensation, but also the freedom and sheer shamelessness in knowing she had my full focus, completely uninterested in the video-recording aspect of this, just wanting to have a more casual session. Sooyoung relished how dirty she was being right here at work, where her phone should have been recording, but wasnât.
It was strange how a few quick, strong of rubs into her fleshy posterior caused an instant reaction in her mind. I skillfully continued to caress and apply pressure to her curvy body. When I decided I was done kneading and molding the supple flesh beneath my palms, my hands crawled and glided toward her waist. I briefly groped at the jut of her hips before, slowly, my fingers moved to her lower back. At first, Sooyoung thought Iâd grope and slap her rear, as many a horny teen would have done but instead, I pushed her to turn around.
âWe canât,â Sooyoung said, suspicious of my intentions, despite the rules.
âIâm just gonna eat you out,â I replied, pressing a little harder.
Sooyoung smiled and allowed herself to be spun around and bent towards the shower wall. Her ample behind stuck out towards me, on display for my eyes, and my touch. Sooyoung braced her hands on the tile wall, opening her legs for me, and pushed her ass out, hoping I would taste her soon, hoping I would not keep her waiting any further.
I did not immediately descend. Instead, my hands wrapped around her chest, stroking at her sides before cupping both her tits, squeezing and kneading her voluminous chest. I am quick learner, my movements dexterous and adaptive to what she enjoyed.
Sooyoung felt my big firm cock lodge against the outside of her butt cheek, pulsing and throbbing in anticipation. She wanted me to get down there as soon as possible so she could get some release. She felt as if she was losing control soon if she didnât. But my hands on her body, kneading and demanding her skin to yield to my fingers, felt so good too. Finally, she could feel me release my grip and start to descend behind her.
Sooyoung groaned as my hot breath glided past the arch of her ass, gasping with anticipation. My lips glided past her cheeks, sliding through to her netherlips. She leaned forward and widened her legs even further, giving me all the space I could want, all the access I could desire. My tongue was at home, licking the outer of her pussy lips and sometimes dipping in between, testing the entrance, poking at her wet folds.
Sooyoung realized I was growing bolder as my lips slowly climbed the distance to the crack of her ass. With my nose bumping along, I rubbed the top of her mound, just below her cute little butt hole. My hands moved downward from her busty torso to her thick thighs and squeezed them tightly. I began eating her sweet wetness even more zealously than I had been before and Sooyoung soon felt a tingle start to grow in her tummy and travel outward. The sensation started to swell and was on the brink of erupting all through her, with the lewdness of it all, the forbidden nature of it all adding to the tension inside.
I moaned against her pussy lips. It must feel so incredibly wrong being intimate with a teen, being a teacher to have something like that happen with a student, her being married and still having some punk lavish her folds. Her ass cheeks quivered as my tongue found a way inside her dripping pussy.
She was pushing back on my face, trying to get my tongue in deeper, feeling herself about to explode. Sooyoung began bucking her hips against my tongue as the familiar coiling built up in her pussy, signaling that her release was not far away. She pushed her head back and wailed in ecstasy, grinding and humping wildly, forgetting about where we are. Our moans were muffled by the steamy showers, yet our echoed against the walls of the otherwise silent hall. She was sure if anyone did return to the school, they would hear what we were doing.
Her chest was heaving, the wet lapping sounds between her legs almost drowning out any inhibition, as my tongue wormed its way inside.
âMinhoâŚâ Sooyoung grunted between strokes, âI need... oh fuck, I need it.â
âNeed what?â I paused.
She could imagine a cheeky grin on my face. Sooyoung shook her head as best as she could and groaned. âGod... please.â
âIâll continue if you tell me. What do you need?â
Sooyoungâs senses were overflowing. My tongue lolling across her sensitive cunt felt absolutely amazing, and I had a habit of bringing her to the edge, only to slow down, pause, and force her to beg, which always ended with her exploding harder than anything she could remember before.
âTell me, Sooyoung,â I commanded.
âUhhgh, fuck. Keep going,â Sooyoung mumbled, groaning. âPlease let me cum, I need it!â she begged.
And with those words, I dug back into her, this time, the force of my tongue driving in more aggressively, my entire mouth locked over her pussy and my hands digging into her big cheeks. Her body instantly tensed. Her orgasm was building until the very moment she could not contain it. Sooyoung felt my tongue batter away at the folds of her wet center, and soon it was over for her, I had her fully submitting, having all the control over her as she succumbed to the overwhelming urge for sexual satisfaction.
âOh Godd!â
Her mouth dropped open. She sucked in air and froze as the explosive feelings rushed through her. Every nerve ending ignited, and her pussy trembled. It exploded into convulsing tremors.
âCumming! Oh, I, Iâm- Fuck, yes, make me cum!â she yielded.
She growled, clenching and shaking through her climax as I lapped hungrily and feverishly, feasting on her squirting honey pot. Her vision went white. She continued riding me, groaning my name repeatedly, until she felt her head begin to spin from hyperventilation. It was a wonderful sensation as I kept attacking her hole throughout the final aftershocks, slowing down my assault but making sure I tasted her, slowly massaging her softening wet cunt as I continued to make out with it. Sooyoung never really got used to the feel of my tongue rolling, the tip touching her sensitive parts, but it was over too fast.
Her knees became weak and she wanted to fall to the shower ground, yet I held her in position, not done with her yet. Before her pussy was able to recover, Sooyoung gasped when I slid my tongue to her ass. She groaned, twisting her ass-cheeks to one side, trying to get away.
âPlease, not that, itâs so filthy,â she groaned, as I press my tongue against her puckered hole, only teasing the orifice for a second. âFuck,â she hissed, my tongue felt so weird against her asshole... weird in good way. It was repulsive, yet something she found herself to strangely enjoy.
âNnh... Ah,â she groaned and allowed herself to experience this new form of intimacy. For someone so crude and ill-behaved, I was certainly gentle in my approach as my hands supported her and guided her body to give me access to all her sweet spots. I slowly shifted and held her against the wet wall. âMinho!â she exclaimed and breathed deeply before pushing out my name in a heated whisper.
I gave her clit a long teasing stroke with my thumb, making her shiver and gasp before I once again buried my face in her crotch. She pressed herself hard against the wall, arched her back as she tried to somehow make the sensations more intense. My thumb never left her clit, massaging the small spot ever so slightly, and my tongue worked ever so gently inside her, alternating her ass and her sweet labia, savoring the sweet nectar of my hot teacherâs pussy. I was slow at first but soon I began moving my tongue faster, finding myself lost in the excitement of being so intimate with her. My hands gripped her, pulled and fondled. I was groping her all over with wild abandon, as the steam fogged the walls. Sooyoung kept thrusting against my tongue as my thick organ roamed around her puffy lips.
I stood behind her and pressed my cock between the cleft of her ass-cheeks.
âMy turn,â I muttered.
My voice was desperate and full of longing as I started to voraciously thrust my cock between her ass. My hand clenched around Sooyoungâs waist. With the water and soap, her ass became perfectly smooth, just right to drive my raging cock into her. Sooyoung could feel my big balls as I smack against her mound, my large size is an indication of what would soon follow.
âUnhh... Fuck!â She panted and I growled in delight, clearly excited about finally having my teacher ass wrapped around my cock.
âThe rules,â she muttered, as her whole body jolted while I fucked her buns, âthe ah- rules. Stop. Please. I-â
âItâs... okay,â I groaned. âItâs just like with your tits,â I breathed.
Sooyoung closed her eyes, breathing through her mouth, as I worked faster and harder. In her clouded brain, it sort of made sense.
I just having a titty fuck. But with her ass cheeks.
âOhh, his feels fucking amazing,â I grunted.
âSo goodâŚâ Sooyoung murmured softly, enjoying the feeling of my cock between her ass cheeks.
It was so dirty, yet well within our rules. She was jerking me off, just with her ass cheeks instead of her hands or breasts. And from behind, no less, a position sheâd never subject herself to with Hyoseob. A forbidden aspect. And feeling the contours and details of my cock rub along her felt agonizingly good too. Like having something she desired just outside of reach, but getting a taste.
âArch your back, tilt your ass up,â I demanded.
She did without question. The angle was immediately better, as she heard my grunts grow louder and deeper. Sooyoung could not help her own moans escaping through her lips as her tits were pushed against the wet tile wall, completely at the mercy. She could hear my powerful breaths against her ear as I ravaged her big breasts with my hands and her firm buttocks with my cock. Her breath was shallow and her heartbeat was erratic as her mind reeled and raced.
I was pounding her ass at an awkward angle, and suddenly on a long outstroke, my cock disappeared down between her thighs instead of between her cheeks. My cock slid across her wet opening and out under her.
âArghhâ I groaned, but instead of pulling back, I essentially started slowly fucking her thighs instead, my cock-head ramming across Sooyoungâs wet pussy lips before jutting out in front with every thrust.
âNo, thatâs-!â she yelped. âThatâs too close,â she protested, but she couldnât deny she got more out of it this way. My cock felt too unreal against her wetness. Instead of uttering further protest, Sooyoung lowered her head and closed her eyes, feeling my cock glide across her sensitive parts. As long as I didnât break any rules, this couldnât be so bad, could it? Just me jacking off between her thighs.
âFuck,â I muttered, pounding Sooyoungâs thighs as she let me use her big tits with my hands as I slowly pushed back and forth across her slit. âThis view is amazing,â I admired, staring down where my cock disappeared below her, seeing her ass ripple with each thrust.
âI- you gotta be careful, baby,â Sooyoung breathed, closing her eyes as she enjoyed the pressure I put on her front entrance, brushing her pussy lips with every thrust. âToo close, baby, watch- oh my goodness, youâre big,â she warned.
Her hips were shaking violently with need as I continued humping between her thick thighs and squeezing her hefty chest. She felt my length hit her lower lips again and shuddered with pleasure.
âYour- cock feels- too good,â she whimpered as I thrusted back and forth. Would she be able to have an orgasm like this? She shivered with anticipation.
It was not long before I reached over with my left hand to support myself on the wall, while my right hand moved down below to guide my cock on her opening. At the touch of my swollen head directly between her pussy lips, Sooyoung gasped.
âMinho,â she pleaded.
However, calling my name wouldnât stop me. Not that she truly wanted to. Perhaps her hesitation was genuine and she did not want me to stop. I pushed upwards as the head of my cock sank inside her. She wanted to cry out and plead, ask me to pull out, not wanting to break her marriage vows, yet the feeling was simply too amazing. Instead of words of protest, she groaned in agony, as the rest of my dick eased further into her tight entrance, my cock splitting her wet swollen pussy lips apart. Sooyoung shook her head violently, my throbbing length almost becoming all-consuming.
âMinho, please,â she whispered.
Sooyoung wasnât sure what she pleaded for. She kept saying my name, pleading and moaning as I continued sliding my cock inside her, burrowing further with each thrust. Her soft folds were splitting in half from the sheer girth, her hole being forced to take my dick in. It was more intense than she had ever been with Hyoseob, and I was just a bit over halfway in.
Her fingers tightened on the wall and a lustful gasp escaped her parted lips.
âCareful... youâre so big,â Sooyoung said, sealing her fate.
âIâll treat you right, make you feel good. No one has to know.â I moaned in her ear.
I started pumping harder, my member moving with purpose, plowing past more and more my length between her lips.
âThatâs- so fucking big, Minho,â Sooyoung moaned, getting lost in the passion, slowly pushing her hips against my cock, my thick head burrowing into her soft canal. âFfffuuck, fuck me. Fuck meee.â
âShh, itâs alright,â I whispered reassuringly as I slammed my meat home, eventually fully buried myself into my sexy, busty teacher. Her moist tunnel opened up, inviting me deeper into her. I groaned, loving how her warmth spread against my length and encircled my hard, throbbing cock.
Sooyoung screamed from pure bliss as her first orgasm ripped through her, her cries bouncing against the shower wall. Her breath escaped in sharp little gasps, and her stomach convulsed each time her entire frame jolted from my thrusts.
âYes! Yes! Fucking... Ma-make me cum!â she cried out, clawing at the slick tiled wall as I took advantage and quickly established a rapid, pulsating rhythm. My grunts and pants were filled with need, desperation for relief.
âYes, thatâs- ah... thatâs the spot... thatâs it,â Sooyoung panted, bracing herself against the wall, my pace now picking up with ease as her wet walls lubricated the large intruder. She leaned against the tile with her head bent and her hands on the wall, gasping as she accepted all of me with every pump, hitting all her right spots.
âCome on, you fucking slut,â I groaned, my hands holding her waist as I was dominating Sooyoungâs insides with my cock. I fucked her relentlessly.
The noise of flesh hitting together was unbearable, the echo of Sooyoungâs big, firm, juicy ass taking my powerful poundings. I pummeled her for minutes, not stopping, nor I slower, and all of my grunting, panting, and hissing were accompanied by wet, sloppy sounds from between her legs.
Sooyoung was dizzy with bliss, barely standing, her head spinning from the intensity of it all. The way I expertly manipulated my erection inside her was criminal, but right then she didnât care, she was only focused on my veiny member pistoning her soft cunt, making her quiver.
âYou love my cock in your tight, dripping, little married pussy, donât you, slut?â I grunted in her ear.
âFuckk, thatâs- soo good, ungghh my god, youâre so bigâŚâ Sooyoung groaned, shuddering in absolute satisfaction. She reached back with a free hand to my rear. Her nails dug into my ass-cheeks as I did not cease hammering her from behind, grunting my agreement to her words.
I pulled out of her, leaving an empty feeling within her. Luckily it was short-lived as I spun her around, then without much fanfare I pushed her against the shower wall, hiked her legs around my waist, and lined up my cock head against her soaking hole once more.
She hissed as I pressed my meat against her, the mushroom head slowly pushing at the entrance of her cunt. Sooyoung squinted her eyes closed and clamped her teeth hard into her lips as I parted her delicate pussy lips with my cock.
I kept a slow and torturous pace as I finally made it inside her. Her beautiful, slutty mouth opened but nothing came out of her lips but soft, choppy breaths as my cock speared deep, the big mushroom head finally battering her womb. I felt extra big in this position, as she was folded between the wall and me with nowhere to go but deep, deeper. She cried out as a small orgasm rippled through her, shaking and arching her spine.
âYou love it deep like this, donât you? Huh, slut? You love my cock stretching you,â I growled in her ear.
âOhh god- Yes!â Sooyoung answered in a loud whisper. âIt feels sooo good.â
I pounded her mercilessly, my cock sawing her in half, her tits pressing firmly against my chest.
âFuckk⌠youâre so huge- Minho,â Sooyoung gasped. Her legs wrapped tighter around my waist, squeezing against my waist. âHow can you be- this big? this- nghh- fuck!â
âBigger than- ah- your husband?â I asked.
I thrusts harder and faster, feeling a desperate need to release.
âUngh! Fuck, yes! Yes!â She admitted.
âReaching deeper than youâre used to?!â
âFuck- yes! ahhâ Sooyoung squealed.
âBeg for it, slut.â I breathed huskily as I wrapped my arms around her back and pressed her body even closer, pushing myself balls deep.
âF-fuck me, Minho! Ruin me. Make me- cum,â she begged, clutching my back as she clung for dear life.
Just as the word escaped her lips, my lips were on hers. Sooyoungâs mind froze in a confused whirl. Her eyes went wide, yet she found herself kissing me back. Her nails dug into my back, dragging across, and I flinched at the sensation, but my lips did not part from hers.
I groaned as I pumped her harder, my hands tightly squeezing at her supple ass.
âSo good- youâre so good at this. Oh god, Iâve never done it like this...â she kept rambling with her soft voice, panting, but still seemingly holding out, her tight walls compressing around my thick, cock. She looked so adorable, trying so hard. I wanted nothing more than to see her resolve break and have her surrender completely.
âAny regrets?â I taunted.
âNnhgh,â she grunted, âno, baby. You feel so f-fucking gooo-hd-d-ah, Minho.â
âYou gonna let me fuck you again after today?â I asked.
âWhy do- nghh- why do you talk so dirty to me, Minho? Why?â
âYour husband hasnât fucked you like this, has he?â I teased.
âFuck. No. Not like- mnghh,â Sooyoung cried.
âBecause heâs not enough to keep this needy pussy satisfied?â
âJust- fuck- just make- anhh- make me cum, baby,â Sooyoung whimpered.
 âYou fucking hot little slut, take it. Youâre a dirty, cheating whore, arenât you? Your pussy has been craving my cock since day one hah"
I let her down, spinning her towards the wall again. I needed to cum, but couldnât hold her up anymore. She willingly pressed her tits and face into the wall and arched her back as she offered herself once more.
Sooyoung lifted a leg, opening herself for me as my hands came back to her ass, gripping at her waist, digging my fingers into her flesh. A second later, my cock head was knocking at her soft, velvet chamber again.
âBaby- baby⌠oh god,â she was whimpering as her pussy dripped wetness, my hands playing with her big fat ass, fondling and kneading it. The sweet music of her lust echoed through the hall, her hands scraping on the wall, my breath ragged and strained as I slammed myself into her.
âSay it!â I demanded. âYouâll let me fuck you again after today!?â
I was on the verge myself, slamming her hard, my cock spearing her well-fucked pussy mercilessly. Her whimpers had turned into pitiful wails of sexual depravity, unable to form words in her mouth.
âBaby⌠honey,â she whispered with a wince of painful bliss, âGod- Iâm gonna- Ahh, oh my- please-â
âFuckkk, cum on my cock.â I growl.
My relentless thrusts hammered her sensitive canal. I plunged deeper as she leaned against the wall, thrusting back at me. I groaned, feeling my own orgasm roar to the forefront, preparing itself. I gave her one last thrust.
Sooyoung suddenly went silent, I felt my cock swell inside her before my tip detonated, unleashing a torrent of sperm directly into her pussy. It was a monstrous eruption, spraying deep, hard jets of thick, milky, white cum, filling up Sooyoung, bathing her insides.
She went limp, yet the intense and abrupt waves of pleasure overwhelmed her, making her clench hard around my girth, milking me and contracting as she came right along with me in vigorous passion.
I kept myself deep inside her, depositing more and more cum inside her womb. I clutched her breasts for leverage and groaned as the last parts of my cum spilled into her married pussy. I took deep breaths as my load began to leak past her stretched and plugged entrance.
âFuu- uck,â she exclaimed as a spurt of cum streamed out from her.
Her body shook against mine and she lifted her leg, groaning, feeling herself full of cum. I slowly began to pull my dick out, until it finally exited her well fucked pussy with a soft ââpopppâ.
More seed streamed out, my sperm pouring down her legs, white fluids gathering below her on the tiled ground. She fell to her knees, spent, not able to remain standing any longer, having her legs give way.
âI canât- believe we just did that,â Sooyoung said in despair.
She swore she wouldnât, yet, she succumbed to her dark desires. She had broken the most important rule, and happily so... but now it didnât feel happy at all. And she had let me have her in such a slutty way too, having let go of the intimacy of sex for the sake of my cock filling her up. It was shameless, animalistic- and utterly mind-blowing. Sooyoung had not even felt such mind-numbing, toe-curling pleasure like that before, ever. And with me not having recorded this time... she knew it was just for her. Sooyoung shuddered as my cum dribbled down her shaking legs.
I helped her off the floor. The hot spray washed over her head, slicking her hair. Her thighs and buttocks were stained with my semen, making her flinch and curse my name.
âWhyâd you break the rules?â she said in a shaky voice. I held my hands up defensively.
âHey, you wanted it just as much as I doâ I retorted.
To Sooyoungâs horror, she knew I was right. âBut it doesnât change the fact that you... that we...â
âShould do it again,â I concluded. Sooyoungâs eyes flashed up to meet mine. âHey, listen. Iâm pretty sure Hyoseob wouldnât mind.â
âBut I mind!â Sooyoung replied, somewhat angrily. âIt doesnât matter whether heâd approve or not, Iâm a married woman, and proudly so. You shouldnât have gotten inside me.â
âOkay, okay,â I relented.
âSex is supposed to be special and... intimate, not just some- fuck,â she went on. âI hate that you could make me throw all that away. Damn you, Minho!â
âCome on, Sooyoung,â I responded. âYouâre talking about making love. All we did was have some fun. Two consenting adults having their carnal needs satisfied.â
âYou say it as if it were so easy,â she spat.
âIt is easy,â I said. âCâmon, you love Hyoseob, but you canât deny you enjoyed getting fucked like that. Nothingâs wrong with enjoying yourself a bit. Hyoseob will go nuts once you tell him about this!â
âTell him? I canât possibly tell him about this!â Sooyoung argued.
âOf course you can,â I said. I just wanted it to continue, and for that to happen, it was in my best interest to help get Sooyoung over her reservations. âYou have to. Just tell him how horny you were, that I caught you masturbating in the shower... and that it was too good to resist.â
âI... I guess youâre right,â Sooyoung sighed. It made sense. The rules were there to keep them honest, so honesty was the only course of action.
âNo problem,â I said reassuringly. âNeed any help cleaning off naâam? I think you need it,â I teased.
âGod, why do you keep doing that?â Sooyoung scolded, giving my chest a playful slap.
But she did have to admit she felt better after our little talk. Who knew I would be a consoling type?
âWould you want me to help?â I asked. ââŚor is that against the rules?â
â
I ended up eating her out once more before we finished the shower, and soon we found ourselves in her car.
âHow you feeling?â I asked earnestly.
âIâm better now,â Sooyoung replied, about to turn the engine on.
âGlad I could help, If youâre ever in the mood again. you know where to find me.â I said.
Sooyoung nodded. She was slightly nervous that if she had my company more, her resolve would crack and break again. She just couldnât imagine sleeping with a guy like me again, her student. It was a mistake... yet she was still hesitating to start the engine. And I noticed.
âUnless you want it right now?â I suggested, leaning close. I was good, so good, it made her tingle everywhere.
âMinho, not here. Please,â Sooyoung plead.
I pulled up my hand towards her thighs, caressing it. âLean your seat back, Iâll take care of you.â
Her resolve crumbled, once again, as she quietly allowed me to rub her thighs, my hand soon reaching under the hem. Soon enough I had my fingers inside her, pumping her loose with my finger. Sooyoungâs legs quivered, the nervous excitement building inside her. We could be caught at any moment, but it was impossible to resist. my practiced touches. Especially now that she knew how good it could be. Sooyoung even lifted her ass up to let me slide her tight yoga pants down and off her legs.
Soon she heard the familiar rustle of a zipper, followed by a noticeable change in pressure in the confined space. My hardening member popped free from its tight prison. I was hard, She reached down and pulled a lever allowing her to push her seat and arch the back down, giving me space enough to climb on top of her and line her pussy up with my swollen head. She spread her legs invitingly, I pushed inside, kissing her mouth to muffle the noise.
âNo one will know,â I reassured her as my length eased further and further in. She trembled in delight when the entirety was within. She loved every inch of it, as my cock caressed her cervix with each slow thrust. âFuck- Sooyoung,â I muttered.
She laid back against the cool leather as I thrust with such vigor. Sooyoung hated her body betraying her. She couldnât think straight when my dick was filling her, hitting all of her spots. She could feel the pressure build rapidly inside her as I grunted and leaned forward, panting. My breath brushed her face as she gripped my rear in desperation and urged me as to fucking her harder, to satisfy her need.
We were right in the schoolâs parking lot, Sooyoung spreading and wrapping her legs, letting me defile her marriage pussy yet again... and she was so close to climax already.
âGod- I really hope Hyoseob is okay with this,â Sooyoung whimpered. âCause Iâm dying for more of this.â
âTrust me,â I panted, âI- Oh, fuck- Heâll be fine. Heâs probably at home, touching himself, thinking about this.â
ââThat shouldnât be making me so damn wet,â Sooyoung thought to herself, yet the image of Hyoseob jacking off over what had happened with me, of him agreeing that his wife studentâs should defile and breed his beautiful wife, only pushed her closer and closer to her climax.
âOh god,â Sooyoung moaned.
âAnd if he isnât okay with this, are you gonna let me fuck you again?â I asked.
âUnghh,â she growled, nodding.
âSay it,â I taunted, as my cock plowed her cunt deeper.
âMnghh,â Sooyoung let out in reply, not even trying to stifle her lustful moans anymore. âYes- god, yess. Fuck me whenever you want! Just keep- Fuckk!â
Her hands are buried in my hair, pulling me closer as her moans were getting louder. Her orgasm that had been brewing exploded, rushing through her. Sooyoung bit her lip, trying to contain herself as I picked up my pace, trying to catch my own release. My thrusting and pounding didnât stop, however, my cock was beginning to throb, and her pussy walls quivered.
âCum- inside me,â she pleaded, âI need it. Please-â
She tried to press her hips harder against me, feeling my length expanding, thickening, pulsing wildly within her as my thrusting became almost desperate.
âPlease- Minho, inside. I want you to- knock me upâ Sooyoung pleaded.
She felt a hot gush inside her, the warmth spreading around her pussy. Sooyoung shuddered with anticipation. I had pumped another massive load deep within her, my length completely hilting, delivering the ropes deep inside. The pleasure rippled across her body, her womb quivering around my large appendage.
When everything is done.
âKnock you up?â I asked.
âJust dirty talk... Iâm on the pill, but itâs something Hyoseob likes me saying,â Sooyoung said, surrendering yet another aspect. âJust like when- you ask me to continue even if Hyoseob says no. Heat of the moment.â She added.
Sooyoung said that, though deep in her heart she wondered how much of the latter was true. Was it just a talk? Would she be able to resist Minho if Hyoseob said no? Sooyoung was not sure she wanted to find out. Sheâd had the best sex of her life with Minho and she knew she would have been crushed if Hyoseob said no to sharing her.
It was wrong, but she knew she wanted more. She just hoped sheâd be strong enough if Hyoseob decided to pull the plug. She had a week to find out before seeing Minho again.
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I was talking to a friend and found out this isn't normal for everyone to have so if you're one of the people who don't have an emergency hospital bag, this is your sign to start pulling one together. Hope you'll never need it but make it anyways because if you need it and you don't have one you'll kick yourself. It's designed so if you were suddenly rushed to hospital or had to go to A&E/ER then you or someone you know can just grab it and go. Trust me, it makes life so much easier when you have a bag in an allocated space that anyone can grab for you if you need it. All you need is a bag designed to be hand luggage on a plane. Everyone's is different and it's customisable to you but things I have in mine include:
A list of all my current medications and their dosages
A list of all diagnoses with the medications used for them noted since some medications have multiple uses
A list of any mobility or physical limitations due to disabilities or illnesses
A list of emergency contacts
A list of allergies and what happens when I come into contact with those allergens
My regular doctors and specialists information
A change of comfy clothes including two sets of underwear and socks
Pyjamas that are comfy enough to be in but not too revealing since it's a hospital
Dressing gown (if there's space - if not keep one close to the bag for convenience)
Wet wipes
Alcohol hand gel
Deodorant
Chewing gum
Travel sized toothpaste and toothbrush
Travel sized dry shampoo
Travel sized shampoo and conditioner
Travel sized shower gel
A small tube of hand cream
A small microfiber towel
A plastic bag to keep soiled clothes in
A book to read
A puzzle book with at least two pens/pencils
Headphones/ear plugs
A portable phone charger
Spare phone charger with plug
Small comfort items
Small stim items
An eye mask
A small fan
A bottle of water and some small snacks (no nuts!)
I really encourage everyone to build theirs and regularly check it and update it as needed. Even if you think you're the healthiest person in the world, you have no idea what tomorrow will bring and it's always better to be prepared than left floundering during an already stressful situation. Feel free to add on your own ideas for what people can put in theirs. My list is by no means complete and there's bound to be things I didn't think of
#chronic conditions#spoonie#spoonies#actually disabled#disabled#disability life#chronic illness#fibromyalgia#functional neurological disorder#fnd#chronic pain#chronically ill
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