#my only source of dopamine

[foreveranevilregal]

British Traitors really coming through to save the day and give me what I wanted from American Traitors.

[woundedheartwithin]

Kazama Kimichika: Kyojo Zero (2023)

[vader-anakin]

Star Wars: Episode III – Revenge of the Sith (2005)

Dir. George Lucas

[i-will-always-love-the-jedi]

Me when projecting on my faves: 👍

I won’t change my mind, they are all little neurodivergent gremlins in my head and I love them

…

[feral-k1ng]

*screaming to the tune of stacy's mom*

🎶Griddle's mom has go it goin on

Griddle's mom has go it goin on

Griddle's mom has go it goin on

Griddle's mom has go it goin on🎶

[sloppysequinz]

I fucking hate winter man it’s so DARK and COLD

[mass-convergence]

I don’t really have a resolution other than “try to make it to 2026”. But I would like to write more this year - including updating my web novel which kinda wrecked my mental health because my goddamn RSD made me feel like I was a shit writer who was just embarrassing themselves by daring to be creative. And as much as I try to avoid things that wreck my mental health for very obvious reasons …

I think this one is worth pushing through the shitty feelings for? Because even if no one else is reading it (or at least no one’s been telling me they’ve been reading it aside from like two people) I want to see the end of the story lol.

But I also want to get back into writing fanfic. And if that means I just bulk write the thing, release it piecemeal over a few weeks to months, and just try to not look at notifications from AO3 or whatever … I’ll do that.

I haven’t written much in the past like 6 months or so aside from a few thousand words in a Criminal Minds fic that may or may not see the light of day, a feeble attempt at writing in my novel, and a fuck ton of forecast discussions but those are necessary for work so they don’t count.

[monstriiss]

you may have a little bit of dopamine. as a treat.

[supemaeve]

My first Maeve poster, that I got more than a year ago, has completely faded. You can still see the colors but is not bright anymore and it wasn't even directly under light or the sun but whatever I got a new one and I hope this one last a little longer because I am NOT letting this hiperfixation go that easily, so if it was supposed to be a metaphor for that it didn't work. It's probably a metaphor for her content though because I'm like three fics away from running out of it 😔

[liebgirl]

stranger things man voice this is music!!!!!!!!! i’ve never been more dead serious about anything in my life this is the best song ever made. it’s that serious.

[francisofthespook]

Yesterday when I went to the gas station they gave me THREE percent juul pods instead of 5 and because I am nervous I let it go

Then today I bought myself two nail polishes and when I got home only ONE was in the bag and because I am nervous I let it go

FFF and then I saw today on ig my friend group went on a trip without me and it hurt but because I am nervous I let it go

And a few other things but like whatever it’s all the little things that add up yk

And now I’m sad and frustrated and need to vent ugh I’m sorry idk just needed to say that ‘out loud’ to feel better although I don’t feel much better and I just miss my friend in my hometown and I wanna go home and I was supposed to go this weekend but with all the weird plane stuff going on I canceled my ticket and I wish I had gone 😭😭

If I wake up tomorrow and still feel like crap except a DEVASTATINGLY sad one shot sorry not sorry it helps me cope 🙂

[doooble]

I've recently realized (today) that if I go too long without animating I get extremely aimless and unsoothable anxiety and I've just apparently not chosen to go without drawing long enough for this to be an issue

[kemihaydeestantonva]

I'm just so tired y'all idk how to even articulate it anymore. I'm so, so tired.

[mooneyedmermaid]

i'm so annoyed that i get as ridiculously hung-over as i do from smoking weed. like. i smoke a bowl on my day off and my thoughts are coming out backwards and upside down for 2 days afterwards

[eviltext]

GIRL IM TIRED OF NOT HAVING GOOD RESPONSES WHEN MY FRIENDS ASK ME “hey did you have anything good happen to you lately” BABY IM BARELY CLINGING TO THE IDEA THAT NO NEWS IS GOOD NEWS

[supemaeve]

I am so damn tired, the last two weeks of the semester are always the worst. So much studying and working, the days are not long enough but I also want them to fly by so I can finally be free for a little while.

I want to go back to Maeveland. I want to finish the fic I was reading and then start the ones I have left. I want to obsess over her scenes again. I want to get angry at reddit's wrong opinions about her and about what's written on her wiki. Just fill my head with silly headcanons and fake scenarios and stop thinking about Uni and the world for a minute. I really do miss her so much, I also need a Dom rewatch in general.

And then maybe I will finally feel like watching all the shows and movies I have on my list of things to watch. Oh, and I can finally play with that one switch I got like three months ago and haven't been able to properly use.