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I guess I don't do a whole lot of life update posts so in case anyone wants to know how big of a thing this really was for me here's basically my life story up to now in a brand new format I came up with:
- Be me
- Born in rural southern US
- Get assigned Gifted Kid status basically immediately
- Breeze through school for the most part but barely make any lasting friendships or spend time with people my age outside of school
- Become a furry at some point during high school, for some reason
- Get tired of trying to block every queer furry I run into online and realize that maybe the whole Hating People Different From Me thing won't help me get into heaven
- Oh I'm bi
- Start to feel very burnt out around senior year but still manage to graduate
- Somehow obtain a Discord boyfriend
- A bit of a stoner but super sweet and in a similar living situation to me
- Start my first semester of community college in Fall of 2019
- Then my second in Spring of 2020...
- You already know what happens here
- Flunked out after dropping or failing most of my classes cuz I was struggling to even start assignments or pay attention to online lectures
- Oh I'm a girl
- Spend the next 2 or so years working at the same dead-end job and coming home to my parents' house to rot in my room playing video games alone or occasionally with Discord boyfriend, who also happens to be bisexual
- Survive a hurricane of unprecedented magnitudes for the area I live in
- Return to work after a few days, parking lot is now the largest relief center in town
- About half of all customer interactions involve hearing about people losing their homes or loved ones, but fortunately didn't lose either myself
- Eventually power and water return to town, things slowly return to post-Covid normal
- Election Day 2024
- Spend a couple more months rotting in my room and hearing news about how much the government wants me dead while everyone around me praises them for it
- Finally muster the courage to submit a therapy request through a place I found that lets you fill out a form online rather than making a phone call, AKA the most horrifying thing in the world
- They call me a few hours later and I let it go to voicemail while I curl up in bed and cry
- Eventually call them back, get an appointment
- Ride the high of successfully returning a phone call until the day of the appointment
- Day finally comes
- Car breaks down on the way there, find out pretty quickly that the engine is totally fucked and have to call my mom, who I hadn't even told about the therapy
- Feel like more of a hopeless failure than ever
- Immediately have my own break down when she picks me up and start crying in front of someone for the first time in years
- She has no idea how to handle her son having emotions past the age of 5 and I have to lie about most of the reasons I'm upset so it isn't exactly cathartic
- Get home and eventually calm down enough to reschedule the appointment, via email
- Finally make it to therapy (in a different vehicle) the next week and I'm nervous as hell the whole time but I still make it through the introductory session
- Nicest fucking person I've ever met and also they're non-binary and awesome
- Get to talk to someone in person about being bi, trans, and having a boyfriend for the first time
- Get to keep doing so for an hour every week
- Also talk about my problems with social interaction and college of course
- They recommend me a psychologist and we work up to me eventually calling them
- Psychologist also turns out to be non-binary and awesome
- Get psych evaluation
- Oh I have ADHD, Social Anxiety Disorder, and Persistent Depression Disorder
- Actually that's not surprising
- All the weight of dropping out of college despite being The Gifted Kid all my life starts to fall off my shoulders
- I continue therapy, feeling much more comfortable with the therapist and my current life status over time, including my long standing online relationship
- Finally start talking more with my boyfriend about meeting up
- Book a hotel, request time off work for myself for the first time, and even call ahead to confirm the reservation
- Day finally comes
- I finish packing, tell my mom I'm gonna be camping with a friend for a few days, and get the fuck out of there before she has time to ask too many questions
- "Son" of white Christian nationalists goes on "camping trip" with a "friend" she met online...
- You already know what happens here
"Son" of white Christian nationalists goes on "camping trip" with a "friend" she met online, smokes WEED, sucks COCK, and gets RAILED all for the first time. Many such cases!
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Madam Zenin - T.F.
Synopsis. Thereâs nothing that rouses Toji, the infamous head of the Zenin clan, nothing that will make him lose control - until they take whatâs most important to him. You.
Pairing. Toji Fushiguro x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, arranged marriage, clan leader! Toji, kĂdnapping, the elders sĂșck, Toji goes INSANE, BRĂEDING, talks of an heir, oraI (fem), fĂngering, Tojiâs powers, FĂRAL Toji, crĂ©ampie, spĂtting, overstĂm, AU if Toji didnât leave the clan, slight misogyny from Naoya, slight bIood, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 6.2k
A/N. Didnât realize how much clan leader!Toji made me quake soâŠHope yâall have a good day <3

âWho took her?â
âM-master?â
There wasnât a single individual in the Zenin Estate that didnât think Toji Zenin wouldnât kill them in the blink of an eye. Happily, at that.Â
It was rumored he was cursed, ruthless. And out of everyone - elders, servants, children - not one didnât look over their shoulder behind every corner of the sprawling Zenin house, flinching at his mere shadow. Broad, towering, wrenching out nothing but hushed apologies and deep bows - they never dared to look into his devastating eyes.Â
And right now, that pale-faced attendant of yours could only tremble - pray - she wonât be next on Tojiâs long, long list of victims when the looming man himself bends to meet her lowered gaze. And oh-
Fuck.Â
No one ever saw the vicious head of the Zenin clan smile - no one.Â
Except you.
And here he had the most dangerous grin gracing his features, darkened olive eyes wide - crazed, when they halt on that slightest drop of red sinking into the tatami mats.
âMy wife.â The other woman jumps when he loudly kicks your chamber door open. Abruptly barking out a deep, humorless laugh at the disheveled emptiness inside, âWho took my wife?â
---
Young master Zenin - Toji Zenin. Your husband.
Itâs only been a few months since your stiff, lavish wedding ceremony to him - part of an arranged deal made between his clan and your own. Your parents practically leapt at the chance to marry into such an esteemed jujutsu name, forgetting all those dark rumors swirling around the young head at the first golden glint of the Zenin familyâs massive treasury. Â
Sure, they promised to treat you well, to prime you into becoming the new madam of their distinguished household. But you knew better - it wasnât your upbringing or your cursed technique that brought you here, they couldnât care less - no, it was because of an heir.Â
The one thing that the Zenin family didnât have.Â
And the one thing Toji Zenin refused to give them.
That much was obvious when just minutes after exchanging vows and the ceremonial sake, a group of todgering elders had thrust a heady antidote for conception into your hands, smiling smugly as if theyâd just given you the wedding gift of the century. Of course, your all-new husband didnât even look at you properly on your wedding night - opting instead for a short, husky goodnight and to sleep in a separate bedroom down the hall from the newly-wedsâ chamber.Â
He wasnât a cruel husband, you think, and he was attractive - painfully so - and felt more like a gruff acquaintance than anything. But the only problem was that he didnât embrace you, not even a fleeting kiss.
Even when you really wanted Toji to.
â-T-Toji?â youâre breathing shallowly, eyes blinking up hazily at the dim lighting. It comes out small, cracking so pathetically at the end.
â---Toji--even----â
âNo use--- had--months---â
â---keep her to myself--â
Instantly, youâre sitting upright in a cold, wooden chair. Heart thumping wildly against the ribs of your body, it bangs at the thickly digging rope wrapping around your body.
Shit shit shit - where were you? The last thing you remembered was chatting with your attendant in your room, and sheâd handed you a brand-new perfume to smell- Fuck. Where was-
âAh, youâre awake.â Thereâs a high, sing-song voice from somewhere on your right, and your blood runs chillingly cold when you recognize that voice. âHonestly, I hoped you wouldnât be around for this part but-â Naoya Zenin claps his hands to get the attention of every other elder hunched around the traditional Japanese room. â-that just makes it all the more fun, right?â
With the one tiny lantern being lit overhead, you could make out those scraggly smiles, the sharp glint of the Zenin Clanâs famed katanas. A tear stumbles down your trembling cheek, tasting salty on your lips.
âAww, not the tears.â Naoya guffaws, âYou know mânot good with the tears.â Those ropes pinning your hands behind your back rub raw with your frantic movement, creaking and unstirring despite your best efforts. âTry and try all you want, sweetcheeks, but a failure of the Zenin clan will only be met with the appropriate consequences.â
A failure.
The words wouldâve cut deep had they not been the very same ones spat at you at every clan meeting - the exact reason you didnât accompany Toji to the one today. Toji, you think. Fuck, how you wished youâd have gone just this one time.Â
Straightening your spine the best you could in this binding chair, you ask - firm, pretending for all the world to be as confident as youâre not. âWhat do you want from me?â
Itâs as if your question is the biggest joke that every scowling man in this room had heard, and they all burst into wheezing, riotous laughter. Some even slapping their knees - even Naoya gives you a cold, leeringly gleeful grin, âJust as mouthy as he is, huh?â He turns back to the elders, âSheâs asking what we want!â
You bristle at another bout of cackles, struggling to hiss out a strangled, âWell- well if you bastards just fucking told me-â
âAn heir.âÂ
Fuck, you had a feeling it was this.
âWhat? You pussies get your rocks off by wondering about mine and Tojiâs sex life?â you let out shrill laughter, mouth moving before your brain because fuck, if it was all going to end now, might as well spew out everything youâve wanted to since you walked in here. You shake your woozy head, âOh fuckinâ grow up, if the man himself wanted an heir then youâd know-â
Eyes enraged, he takes a heated step towards you, âYou little-â
âNaoya.â The strained drawl of an elder youâd seen around the corridors stops him straight in his tracks, and Naoya gives the man a hasty, reluctant bow. âFinish it. Before he gets back.â
Those last few words splatter a few drops of panic into your words, and a few more exhausted tears stream down your face.Â
âHeh, whatever.â heâs taking one last greedy lookover down your rattling figure. âWouldâve taken yâfor myself if I didnât think heâd kill me, sweetcheeks. What a shame.â Trailing off airily, he turns back towards where you spot another spiking glisten in the dark, a metallic twang! rings through the thick, musty atmosphere. âWho knows, maybe his next wife will actually listen to a thing or two.â
Next wife.Â
Youâre not sure why but the thought made your heart clench. And youâre gasping when he turns back around - silver katana in hand - trying to scream, yell, anything for help. But no sound comes out.Â
Instead, all you can do is gape when Naoya crowds in menacingly closer, you can just hear the smile in his voice when he coos mockingly, âYouâre much better when you shut up, doll.â You press your lips tightly together at the same, sullied use of Tojiâs nickname for you - wondering how he would react to all of this. Wincing at the cutting whoosh! of the katana being raised up, up, up- âAny last wo-â
BANG!
Youâre grimacing at the loud crashing of wood and panels, sliding doors ripped to shreds. And in the hazy cloud of dust you could make out the outline of a tall, heaving figure. Big arms swaying with his choppy breaths, heâs standing still - dangerous.
And even in the soft darkness, your unblinking gaze caught on his gleaming, feral smile, sharp canines bared like some beast. Eyes carnivorous, widened as he assesses the room like a predator lurking in on its prey.
The drop of fear hits you before the realization - Toji.
Letting out a strangled yelp, âT-Toj- mmpf!â Before cold, wrinkly fingers come up from behind to cover your mouth. But even the slightest sound of your voice has Tojiâs form jolting - fingers twitching on the handle of his blade, like electricity zapped through his entire body, and you can hear the elder behind you take in an obvious gasp when his eyes lock onto the two of you.Â
Finally.Â
Tojiâs lips part silently, and abruptly, youâre being let go of as if you burned. âYou.âÂ
It happens so fast that youâre not even sure you imagined it, in a split-second, the long, jagged dagger in Tojiâs hand is being flung right at his shivering target. .Â
And you knew he wonât miss - he never will, because youâre not even blinking when a drawn-out groan of pain echoes from behind you. Followed by an echoing thud!
âMy wife.â Tojiâs rasping baritone sends goosebumps racing down your spine, youâre puffing in a quick inhale at just how close he sounds. Sure enough, when you look up, youâre met with softened sage eyes, and crooked beginnings of a smile. âMy wife.â he breathes out, as if he still couldnât really believe it. But any and all tenderness in his body bleeds away when Toji abruptly looks over his shoulder at the men crowding around the entrance with a thunderous glare, âNext.â
Naoya is the first to dare to speak - to even move. Yelling, âY-y- do you even know who that- the crime it is to kill one of the elders-â
Fuck, you swear Toji looked elated at that, that savage grin still plastered on his face, he grits through clenched teeth, âNext.âÂ
Next. Next. Next. Next.Â
Itâs all that kept being laughed - laughed - out when Naoya activated his own cursed technique, absolutely nothing against Tojiâs rampant ravaging. The thrum of jujutsu makes your head throb, and Tojiâs steps sound deafening. Pressurized lunges towards the man himself, and before he can think - before he can even breathe - Naoyaâs being pinned face-down on the tatami floor. Face stinging with the force of the stronger manâs foot on his head, pressing it underneath his wooden sandals. He speaks softly - as if talking down to a child - over the strained pop! pop! pop! of joints. âFor taking my wife, for insulting the very soul of my soul.â
Toji wasnât done, he wasnât even stopping. He was out of control. Ready to kill. To break.Â
And none of the elders could do anything - in fact, they fall fatally still onto their knees at Tojiâs growing smile, the slow turn of his head. All knowing they were on the very brink of death himself. âWhoâs next?â
Fatigue and relief hits you like a semi-truck - five of them, in fact. And you can feel your body drooping lower, vision tinging with black at the corners. Over the grotesque crunching of limbs, you think you could hear a faint, gruff laughter of, âYeah, ya might wanna sleep this one out, doll.â
---
Toji never wanted to let you out of his sight. Never.Â
And with you so vulnerable like this - dozing off gently on his silken bedsheets, body curling subconsciously into his benevolent hold - he thinks he never will.
Mellow, rounded tips of his thick fingers glide down your skin, sensitive from the hot water and the way heâd washed away every evidence of the blood and pain from just a few hours before.Â
âIâm sorry.â Toji breathes, hushed, a thumb gliding away a stray droplet of water on the apple of your cheek. âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry-â He connects his forehead with your damp one, eyes fluttering shut. âIâm sorry. If I hadnât come to see you early from the meeting- just knew something felt wrong.â
âSorry for what, Toji?â
Your teasing tone of voice shocks him to his very core, and yet he canât find it in himself to pull away - fuck, he canât even dare open his eyes to look. âAll of it.â heâs spitting out, tormentingly.
It takes you a while to find the words, âItâs- itâs not your fault.â you nod, a wet hand coming up to comb through Tojiâs soft black tresses. âItâs neither of ours.â
Thereâs a few seconds of silence, in which heâs scrubbing non-existent beads of water off of you. Long strokes - slow, and purposeful - and you have to hold back your sudden yelp when it hits you that this was the first time that he saw you naked.
âBut-â he falters, shaking his head - before thinking better of it. And you take the moment to appreciate just how gorgeous he is up close, every spike of pink in his worried lips, dark lashes kissing his high cheekbones. âBut itâs over now, you can- you can go back to your clan.â he grimaces, still looking like he wanted to rip something - someone - apart. âThe Zenin family is done.â
Done.Â
âToji.â you exhale, luring in your face so close to your husbandâs. Too close. âCome with me. Fuck this Estate, fuck having an heir- and fuck the elders, if theyâre not dead by now anyway.â They were - every single one - bodies piled high in the same room you were carried tenderly out of, you find out later. You steady onto your elbows on that unfamiliar mattress - Tojiâs, you distinctly realize. And his brows crinkle upwards into an expression youâve never seen on him before.
âIâŠâ
âAnd-â A hand of yours wraps around his throat, nails digging into the racing pulse of his at the side of his milky neck. â-kiss me.â
Then heâs raising his eyes to look at you and fuck-
You were fucked.Â
You might as well have just signed away your own will because here was the man that was covered in blood not too long ago, here he was with his lids hooded, pupils blown. âMy wife.â he repeats that same mantra from before, lips parting like something so dark, visceral, was poked dangerously awake. Like he couldnât quite believe it. His eyes flicker in a lingering triangle across both of your eyes, your lips. Just a hairâs breadth away. Straining out a raspy, âOh fuck.â
Depraved - Tojiâs lips are so depraved . And heâs drinking you in like all his bloodthirst from before had liquidated into pure need.Â
Youâre mewling when a large palm brushes over to cup your cheek, tilting that pretty head of yours to deepen the kiss. âToji.â
You shouldnât have done that - oh, you shouldnât have done that. Because the sound of his own name in your syrupy sweet tone makes him jolt. Jolt. His entire body rumbles with a deep, wrenched-out growl, followed very closely by a loud slam! of Tojiâs fist banging down on the nearby bedside table. Only later will you find that perfectly indented hole in the shape of his hand, splinters scattered across the floor.Â
Like wanted to keep in control - needed to keep in control. But was failing - miserably.Â
âF-fuuuuck-â he draws out huskily into your mouth, that tiny scar always at the corner of his mouth catching on your lower lip when he takes it between his. Sucking on that slick-glossed seam harshly, it almost hurt - but it hurt so good. âYou have no idea- absolutely no fuckinâ idea how much Iâve wanted to do this.â
And suddenly youâre so painfully aware of the way your robe hadnât been tied up properly, feeling the cinch of your sensitive nipples against his rich yukata, the warmth of all five of his long fingers splaying out just below the curve of your tits.Â
You can feel his needy hips rutting into yours - such raw strength in the way he holds your own still so easily. Pushing right into the bullseye between your legs with the outline of his massive, heated bulge. Languid, delicious drags.
âFuck we shouldnât-â he cries out when youâre reeling him back in with his plump lip tucked beneath your teeth. âYou need to-â Before heâs being tugged back in again. And again. And again and again like one taste of your candied lips and he was addicted. Barely able to choke out a single syllable before mashing them back onto yours. Gruffing out a deep rumble from the depths of his sculpted chest, âShit- yâknow why I didnât do this sooner? Why I didnât just fuck you right then and there in front of hngh- everyone whenever I wanted to? Because I knew-â
He cuts himself off with a convulsing shudder, pulling away just enough that you whine disappointedly. âI was gonna fuckinâ ruin you.â
âCouldnât- hngh-â youâre mewling at the delicate little strings of syrupy spit snapping. Spying down at the way his yukata was disheveled now, displaying such delicious panes of warm skin for you. âCouldnât have guessed.â
Tojiâs brows raise at your slightly bratty tone, lips curling into such a sinful smirk that it makes your cunt throb so hotly, despite the slowly cooling water. His eyes darken - as if something snapped. âOh- youâre gonna fucking regret that, ma.â
And something did - Â maybe his whatever restraint he had left, probably you by the end of this.
In an instant, youâre seeing a flash of that man- that monster from before. Baring you the most vicious grin inhumanly possible, if you didnât know any better youâd have wondered how high the death count would be. The hundreds? The thousands?
Heâs worshiping down your body like an apology for all that transpired before, hot, wet brandings of his mouth across each and every inch of skin he could reach. It made you whimper, it made you feel the powerful hum of his strength at his fingertips, it made you need more more more-
All you can let out is a drawling moan when he unapologetically snaps! the hem of your panties onto your heated skin, âDonât be such a t-tease.â
Oh, you were so weak against the dark head of the Zenin clan, against the way he circles his two hands around your ankles. Easily pulling - hauling you across the plush mattress like some ragdoll.Â
Not even hesitating before ripping your poor yukata off your body, until youâre left spread so shamefully underneath him, Toji knocking down hard onto his knees before you.Â
âWell- whatever my wife wantsâŠâ the same dangerous grin grows along his face, glinting white teeth bared where they held your flimsy excuse of panties between honed canines. He murmurs the final few words hovering over where you needed him the most, â...no elder or god themself could stop me from giving you.âÂ
RIPâ!Â
Itâs the last thing breathed out of his heaving lungs before your poor underwear is being torn off of you by his very mouth, not wasting a moment before spitting them out, and burying his face between your trembly thighs. Not even taking in one last gulp of air, not even thinking because all Toji Zenin knew was that he was going to fucking die if he didnât taste your sweet sweet cunt right now.Â
âOh f-fuck-â heâs musing, sharp tongue stuttering for once in his life. âFuck fuck fuck- fuck-â Youâre yelping when your jelly-like legs are pliantly thrown over Tojiâs broad shoulders, digging into the muscles of his deltoids. âCanât believe youâve been-â He trails off so deliriously, planting a hot, thick glob of spit on your spread pussy lips once. Twice. Smearing that glistening coat along your puffy folds with the fat of his thumb, â-been holdinâ out on me like this.â
âShit- sâtoo much.â youâre whining at the slippery gloss of the mess heâs made down below leaking down your slit. Threading your fingers through his silky locks, âI wasnât holding out on anything, yâknow-â
His wide-eyed gaze was locked on your sloppily winking hole, circling the rim of that needy ring of muscle with his pointed index. âGodâŠâ his hot breath fans your dripping cunt, âYou might just be my god. Didnât wanna bring a kid into this family but youâre so- so sweet mâthinking it might not be too bad.â
Those words are barely even registered in your mind before his pretty pink lips wrap themselves around your throbbing clit. Handsome cheekbones hollowing, droopy eyes rolling to the back of his head when Toji sucks. Whirling his tongue erratically around the sensitive nub, such lewd little squelches ring in your ears.Â
âT-Tojiââ your purring moans only make him bury his face even deeper, nose pressing up against the edge of your sopping slit. And each thorough drag of your slobbering cunt down his face makes you knock against the end of his chin, so thirsty with the way he was making out with your cunt. Like he couldnât get enough - never will. âY-you were the one-â the heels of your feet move up higher to loop at his neck. â-holding out.â
And you knew that Toji the strongest of his clan - you knew it took more than a mere, barely-lucid tug to have him clashing even deeper into your pussy.Â
But he does for you anyway.Â
âFuck- fuck you little-â Tojiâs own heavy tongue betrays him with a throaty moan, and he looks so furious. Seething at the way he was pussydrunk already. Greedy gaze so crazed that youâre back to wondering how high the kill count would be- would they all even fit on the Zenin Estate? â-f thaâs what you fuckinâ want.â
âWha- oh!â you yelp at the sheer burning stretch of your legs being pushed up, up, up until your knees were knocking against your tits. And Toji takes the shamefully spread opportunity to bully one rummaging finger past your swollen folds. âOh fuck- youâre reaching so- so-â
âFinish it.â
It takes you a second to realize that Tojiâs addressing you, his tone so jagged. Words muffled when he pants them out into your weeping cunt.Â
Heâs pulling out his finger - intentionally curving exactly against all those sweet spots mushed into your velvety walls - only to brand your poor clit with a sharp smack! âFinish that fucking sentence, ma.â
â-deep!â your hips are bucking up at another hefty intrusion, Tojiâs fingers relentless inside your elastic wall. Molding out your insides to memorize every bump of his knuckles, every neat curve of his short fingernails. âSo so- deep, Toji.â you whine, your shaky hands coming to rest at where you could feel him pumping in and out feverishly into hidden nooks and crannies of your sopping cunt. âC-can feel you right- here!â
This earns you another smack! gifted once again on your awaiting clit, but any and all irritation is swept away when heâs clashing his lips with yours down below in such a messy kiss. Meshing around the bulge of his own large fingers, tongue rolling placatingly over your glisteningly ravaged clit. Flicking, âYeah- definitely my kind of fucking goddess.â His own free hand dances up to rest about midway up your stomach, pressing down. âMâgonna be in even deeper soon, yâknow. Trust me.â
Itâs at this moment that Tojiâs exploratory fingers find their greedy way to your bulbous g-spot, immediately crashing into it - hard.Â
There. There there there, you want to say - but you donât have to, because he could tell. Could feel the vice-like grip of your slicked walls, the way itâs almost difficult to hammer back into your cunt.Â
âYeah yeah I got it-â heâs humming cockily, back to dragging his lips all over your clit senselessly all over. âAll you hafta to do is- hah-â Heâs being cut off by his own ravenous thirst, slurping mouth grinding even faster into your pretty pussy. And all you can hear are those syrupy squelches and the smacking of Tojiâs mouth, your whining ah! ah! ah! following with every push of his fingers forming around your gummy walls. Curling deftly to massage all your sweetest spots heâs already mapped out so scarily well. â-ahh fuck- canât get enough. Would kill them all over again just for a single taste of this. Would kill everyone- burn down this entire fuckinâ city.â
You didnât doubt it, and Toji didnât let you - not for a single second.Â
Because he was almost violent in his approach, bruisingly pushing apart your legs further and further with each sloppy, stumbling second. Looking up at you with his wild gaze, with such a feral grin you could feel along every crevice of your overwhelmed cunt.Â
âCan tell ya liked that-â heâs huffing out a surprised bout of laughter, âOhhh- ya like that very much, huh?â
His tongue was alternating between ravaging your clit and brushing against the teasing edge of your entrance now. Over and over. And youâre gifted with another imprinting smack! onto your quivering cunt - and another and another and another until youâre all but sobbing out such a broken, âToji- mâso close, fuck- mâgonna cum, mâgonna cumââ
âThen cum fâme, my wife.â
It only takes a few more messy rams of Tojiâs fingers knuckle-deep into your eagerly swallowing pussy until youâre crashing so aggressively into your high. Wave after wave of white-hot pleasure running down, down, down your spine and into where he was relentlessly stuffing your convulsing pussy.Â
Fucking you over and over through your orgasm, the pretty sight of you so splayed out and ruined makes Tojiâs mouth water. He feels like a damn dog with the way his tongue lolls out, grin widening, he murmurs absent-mindedly, âYeah- wouldnât be bad at all. Swear youâre gonna be the end of my sanity.â
Fuck, you shamelessly ogle the way his dark robe falls down his broad shoulders, revealing so many dips and curves of muscle after muscle. He was so large - so meticulously sculpted that your restless legs fasten around Tojiâs slenderly toned waist, drawing him close until your bare chests were rubbing up against one another. âHeh- you donât get to hold out on me anymore, doll.â
It sounded almost like a threat - but your bleary, orgasm-drunk mind only has the chance to wonder what exactly he would do if you did. If you didnât give him - the one head of the Zenin clan that didnât get everything he wanted handed to him on a silver platter since birth - the one thing he would kill for. Die for.Â
You.Â
So youâre smiling drunkenly, head tilted to one side, âWhat are you gonna do about it?â
Toji doesnât answer - doesnât even bother to. And the only response youâre getting is a strained laugh - delirious almost, like the mere thought of that was enough to shred away whatever was left of his sanity.
And yours - clearly - because in that very moment, Toji lets his throbbing cock finally spring out, smacking against his abs to leave a glisteningly wet smear of precum. So so angry, his fat weeping tip lets out another wave of syrupy precum at the chill of the heady air.Â
Shit - he was big.Â
Long, long shaft blending so prettily from a feverish red at his tip to the tan skin behind those tufts of black at his happy trail. Veins pulsing, girthy enough that youâre wondering back to his kill count, thighs twitching nervously to a close.Â
âNo- no no-â you could tell his tone was trying to veer into scolding, but you caught the way it cracks with so much raw need. âDonât you fuckinâ-â His hands just wrench your knees back open, green eyes just aflame at this point. â-dare.âÂ
His pointed smile was so dripping wet with your sweet sweet juices from before, trickling in a sloppy trail all the way from the glossy corners of his lips, down to his chin. And his eyes follow the splattering, thick puddle on your collarbone.Â
âOh-â Tojiâs mouth falls into a wicked gasp, immediately, heâs surging forward to pool the syrupy mess on his hot tongue. âHeh- guess we really are just now consummating our marriage, huh?â
The movement causes his painfully rock-hard cock to just kiss at your puffy pussy lips, just mashing the fat round tip of his length between your slit. Teasing. So fucking filthy.Â
âToji-â youâre wrenching him by his dark hair to pant into his open mouth, like a mantra. âMore- need more- fuck I need-â
âMore?â His shuddering rap is barely even audible, ringing straight to your very heated core, because he sounded so wrecked. So fucking utterly ruined. Voice a few octaves higher in disbelief, âMy pretty girl wants my cock? Fuckinâ want-â And then itâs like all the air is being knocked out of your lungs - literally. Feeling as if youâre being split apart so sinfully so, âmore?â
You couldnât have answered if youâd wanted to - because Toji Zenin was fucking ruthless. Just as mean as those greedily lingering juts of his hips, pushing and pushing his massively rotund length past your first snug channel of muscle.Â
But that didnât matter, because your slutty cunt was speaking more than enough for the both of you - or at least thatâs what Toji mutters, over and over when he pushes in jutting, unrhythmic jabs to squeeze himself deeper inside you.Â
âOh- oh my godââ youâre batting your heavy eyelids open to take in the way your overstuffed pussy just bulges around him. Lips spread so widely it was like they were conforming to each ridge and vein down Tojiâs fat cock, beading a glossy sheen down every inch by fucking inch you were being fed. âSo much- fuck, donât know if I can take it.â
Toji Zenin would rather die than not have his pretty wife all overfilled with cock if thatâs what it takes him.Â
And by the way your teary eyes grow wider, he suspects his pussydrunk mind mightâve just babbled that out loud. âHehâŠdidnât I tell ya, ma?â His low whisper puffs hotly against your ear, tugging tensely on your earlobe. âMâgonna fucking ruin ya.â
And itâs times like this that itâs so clearly impossible to forget that Toji is inhumanly human - that you are so unfairly nothing in a match up against him.
CRACK!
Because with one, harsh ram of his sharp hip bones smacking against the globes of your ass - every solid inch of his intimidating cock is slammed against your tightly cushioning walls. Itâs such a ravaging intrusion and you swear you could feel him everywhere. Feel him thrumming hotly against sweet spots inside you that you didnât even know existed. Finally, buried all the way to his thick hilt, yet still nuzzling his hips upwards for more-
âSâbroken.â Toji muses, and for a second you didnât know if he was talking about you or the suspiciously sagging bed. âPlan B.âÂ
It takes only two seconds for his beefy arms to pick you up as if you were weightless - god, he was treating you like some object. And the only time heâs not enveloped by your heavenly cunt is when youâre being shoved down like some slut onto the cool mahogany of Tojiâs work desk, his firm front pressing up against your arched back. Â
âPlan C is to just fuck you into the floor until it breaks.â he snorts throatily into your ear.Â
And you wondered whether it was a joke - you hoped it was a joke. You almost half-believed it until he was back to bulldozing his plump tip back into your briefly-neglected cunt. Stretching the clingy rim of muscle to bend to his round length, fully. Oh, heâll never get used to this sight.Â
Yeah, you definitely werenât making it out alive.Â
âF-fuck you really are-â One hand of yours scrambles to blindly white-knuckle the smooth wood beneath you when Tojiâs bludgeoning your pussy with powerful, long thrusts. Feeling every minute flex of his thick thighs behind your own, shuddering with each forceful hammer of his sweeping cock inside you. â-you really are in so deep.â
As if to confirm, the man himself glides down an open palm to your stomach. Pressing down hard with all five splayed-out fingers until Toji could feel the same incessant slam of his thumping cockhead, the cascading ripple of his heavy, cum-filled balls smacking against your ass.Â
âTold ya- hah told ya so.â his cocky groans are whirling all throughout your mind, such a hot, melty mess with the sheer fucking stretch of Tojiâs cock. âYâknowâŠI canât help but imagine just how pretty youâd hngh- look all stretched out nâ swollen as a momma.â
Youâre nodding deliriously, and the way his crashing thrusts were just bruising against your spongy cervix, bouncing off onto every sweetly hidden sensitive spot inside your elastic walls. âShit- ya jusâ got wetter- ya like that? The thought of me fuckin a baby into ya?â he spits, long sloppy tongue coming up to taste the dredges of tears streaming down your face- shit, when did you even start crying?Â
âShh shhh- donât cryââ heâs cooing, rewarding you with another heavy smack! right onto your poor clit. Every steady clash against your over-sensitive g-spot only sends a fresh wave of big fat tears for Toji to kiss at. â-donât cry, donât cry. Never fâme, mânever hah- gonna kill off anything that makes my pretty wife cry-â A soft, salty peck on your lips, â-nâ that includes me. If ya asked me to, ma. Iâll give ya anything you ever want.â
Thereâs a creaking slam! on the wooden surface, and a hasty look over your shoulder shows that Toji has hiked his knee up onto the desk. For a second, you wonder whether it hurt - whether the throbbing shaft of his cock wasnât rubbed raw by now, whether his abs werenât just burning with movement. Fucking you so recklessly into the desk.
But oh, you think Toji Zenin would care?
You think he would give a fuck about anything other than rutting riotously into your gripping cunt? Drilling into you again and again until your tip-toes donât even reach the ground at the force of his pressurized thrusts. The change in angle has his leaky tip glide glossy lines right across the bottom of your dripping pussy and pressing down harshly onto your g-spot. So rough. So mean. Youâre scrambling further and further up the desk and-
âNow now-â Toji hoists your weak hips up ever-so-slightly back to him, before pinning you to the desk with his full, heavy bodyweight. âNo running away. HehâŠhow funny would it be if I actually did jusâ hngh- fuck a baby into ya right now?â His fingers get so sloppy on your clit, âFill ya up- rub an heir right in everyoneâs faces?â
âShit- mâso close- again-â Your ears are popping at the pure saturated stimulation when his hand down below rolls over your clit. Desperate. Depraved. Glossing up the curve of his thick thumb with all the sweet slick beading out with each broken thrust. Itâs like he was out of control - losing his fucking mind. And your delirious mind wondered whether youâd be next, that faint cracking of joints certainly not boding well for either of you. âToji, mâgonna-â
Heâs so erratic - sloppy. And so it only makes sense that your orgasm was the same - fuck, you didnât even realize it at first.
So hard that your vision flashes red and white, breathing raggedly gasping in lungfuls as you rock your sticky hips back into Tojiâs so greedily. Your voice is shot - because youâre moaning Tojiâs name so loud that it almost felt disrespectful, echoing across the sex-thickened air. âThaâs right- scream as loud as you want, ma. Itâs just us in this house.â
And maybe it was that - maybe it was the feeling of your velvety walls clamping down hard around his achy length - maybe it was just the way youâre whispering out such saccharine sweet, âCum inside.â
Because Tojiâs fractured sanity can only handle a few more unkindly bullying drives into your gushing cunt before heâs cumming and cumming so much he thinks he might die.Â
Doesnât know if he can - if he wants to - stop.
âOh- ohhh fuck- didnât think Iâd actually-â You feel a branding bite inside the crook of your neck as his sloppy white seed splatters at your inner thigh with each rummaging thrust forward. Oozing down in messy, thick dredges. â-hngh- gonna fill you up so good- until you canât take it anymore.â You didnât know if you already could - because you felt so full. Tojiâs syrupy cum sloshing around with each ram of his hips, coating your walls in a creamy, slick-like sheen on the inside.Â
âYesââ you sigh over another splintering crack! from somewhere, âFuck fuck fuck- need you to- hngh, wanna make you a daddy- give you an heir, To-â
Itâs as if he couldnât bear to hear your swollen lips part with his name, because Tojiâs shutting you up with a sweltering kiss. Still mounted and rutting into you so animalistically, âthe best- the best momma, youâre gonna be the best momma-â he hushes into your mouth. Pliantly kneading your body into a sinful arch for him, you barely even register it when heâs carrying you away. Two thick fingers pooling his glistening cum, inching them back into your stretched-out cunt - âDonât waste a single drop now- hngh- fuck, youâll look so pretty all full.â
Before you know it, youâre being sprawled out so easily on the clean tatami mats below, face down, your hips being propped up by one of Tojiâs. And in your bleary peripheral vision, you could just about make out how ruined that desk was - how broken. How the fuck havenât either of you broken any bones, yet?
Or maybe you have - you wouldnât even know at this point, because Toji was still slamming into your poor, overspilling pussy again. His harsh grunt puffs out in a feverish breath against your ear, âTold ya I was gonna ruin you, doll. Better get ready-â Heâs punctuating each word with a sloppy, sold thrust, pace picking up to fuck you so thoroughly into the floor. âBecause I have a Plan D and a Plan E until mâsure youâre givinâ me an heir.â
A/N. Ooo what if I made a clan leader series? Thoughts?
Plagiarism not authorized.
#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk x you#toji x reader#toji smut#toji x you#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro smut#toji fushiguro x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fic#toji#toji fushiguro#tonywrites#gojo x reader#gojo smut
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I need more of Jason's and Lois's duo, so here is my humble little scenario â Jason accidentally starts writing articles under her wing after being back from dead.
It starts like this: Bruce kinda announces the rest of the League that the Second Robin is alive, and in fact, Red Hood is him. It is confusing as fuck, but honestly, at this point, everyone is used to Batman's antics, so they just nod along. Clark decides to casually drop the news to Lois, too.
Clark: Do you remember the Second Robin?
Lois, without getting distracted from her work: Oh, of course. Batman asked my autograph for him once. And he mailed me a few of his writing stories once. He was such a talented kid.
Clark: He is alive again!
Lois: Oh.
Lois, pausing and glaring thoughtfully at her computer: ...Do you think he is still into writing?
So, Lois reaches out to Jason, suggesting to try writing again because the Daily Planet needs more talented people, and she can't find anyone normal for months now. And Jason accepts. They end up choosing him a pen name, and it goes just... perfectly. Lois is glad that someone matches her enthusiasm and does the job perfectly, Jason is in awe about working with his second favourite woman alive (after Wonderwoman, of course) and doing the thing he likes.
Jason, irritated as fuck, calling Lois: Hey. I don't know if you have seen the latest president's meeting, but, please, tell me that I canâ
Lois: Yeah, son. Drag his ASS. I will deal with the rest.
Jason: Don't tell anyone, but you are my favourite Super.
Lois: Don't tell anyone either, but you are my favourite Bat.
Lois: Now, on a completely unrelated note, do you think Red Hood can assassinate the presidentâ
Naturally, Jason doesn't intend to tell anyone about his new job. No one suspects a thing anyway, and he is working from home, expect for times, when he visits Lois to hang out. Everything is fine.
Until Tim.
Tim, coming for dinner at Kents, by Kon's invitation: Hey, everyoneâ Jason?
Jason, who is giggling with Lois about their the most hated coworker: Uh. No?
Tim: JASON!
So, Tim knows now. He agrees not to tell anyone, but it doesn't mean that he is not going to tease Jason subtly around others. As usual.
Tim, casually, during the family breakfast: By the way, had you guys read articles in Daily Planet recently? Their new writer is fire.
Jason, tensing up: ...
Bruce: Really? Which one?
Tim, smiling politely: Oh, his name is Peter Austen. His writing style is SO good, and he is always SO on point, I ADORE him.
Jason, half-flustered, half-irritated: (gesturing Tim to shut up)
Bruce: I'll check his articles later today, then. Jaylad, had you read any of it?
Jason, grumpy as hell: You know me. I only read that crap for Lois.
Tim: That's a shame. Because I love this man SO MUCH.
(On the other side of table)
Dick, whistling: Damn, I think Lil Wing is jealous.
Damian, nodding: Todd definitely wishes he could be Drake's favourite writer.
#tecnically Lois registered Jason at work illegally#but if someone asks Clark and her had already prepared a fake ID and a fake story that he is her distant nephew#just don't tell Bruce about it#jason todd#red hood#dcu comics#batman#dcu#dc universe#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam#tim drake#lois lane#dick grayson#damian wayne#clark kent
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You thought it would feel different, leaving.
You thought that when high school ended, youâd find something different waiting for you. You imagined a new beginning, a fresh start, maybe something excitingâsomething where you wouldnât fade into the background. But the reality was far from that.
You were always too soft. Too nice. You never knew how to be anything else, even when everyone around you told you to toughen up, to stop being so stupid.
In high school, they made sure you knew how weak you were. How easy it was to push you aside. You were a target for the mean girls, the ones with sharp smiles and even sharper tongues. They loved to mock you, but you didnât have the heart to fight back. Instead, you retreated into yourself, hoping that one day, theyâd stop.
You thought maybe things would change when you went off to college. It wasnât like you had high expectationsâit was just supposed to be a chance for something different. You imagined that the people there wouldnât see you the same way. But it wasnât different. It was the same. It felt like rot.
College was just high school in a bigger building. Louder rooms. Longer halls. The same laughter behind your back.
Your professors barely knew your name. The other students walked past you like you were invisible. And no matter how hard you tried, no matter how much you smiled or how polite you were, it was always the same. You thought that maybe it was just a phase. That things would get better after a few months. But after three years, it just felt like you were fading. You didnât belong anywhere. You didnât even recognize yourself anymore. You didnât feel like you were living.
Thatâs when you decided to come home.
Your parents didnât question you at first. They asked once, maybe twice, but after a few months, the questions stopped. They stopped expecting anything from you. And so did you.
Now you live in a small apartment above an old antique store in Northridge, a place where no one expects anything from you. Itâs quiet except of the floors that creak beneath your feet, and the window by your bed is stuck halfway open, even when you beg it not to. You donât even bother trying to fix it anymore. Itâs just easier this way.
You work at Sloanâs Bakery, a quiet little shop that smells like cinnamon and fresh bread. Itâs nothing glamorous, but itâs safe. You like the routine. You like the silence. Now, you donât mind being unnoticed.
Today isnât supposed to be different. Youâre just doing your usual thing, putting the price tags on the pastries like you always do. The oven hums in the back, the cash register dings every so often as customers come and go. You feel like youâre in a bubble, watching the world outside through the small window at the counter. Nothing remarkable. Everything in its place.
And then, the bell above the door rings too loudly. You glance up, expecting some sleepy regularâmaybe Mr. Hanley, or that tired-looking woman who orders oat milk but forgets every time that you donât carry it.
But you were never the luckiest person.
Itâs Macy King. Her heels click too sharply against the floor, and for a second, it feels like you're back in high-school. You havenât seen her since then. You donât know why, but the second you see her, you freeze. Youâve never forgotten her face.
âOh my god,â she says, too loud, too fake. âItâs you.â She laughs. That same high-pitched laugh you remember from the cafeteria. It scrapes something raw inside you. You donât know what to say. You feel like youâve been caught in something. âI havenât seen you in, like⊠forever.â She giggles like itâs funny, but you know itâs not. Sheâs looking at you with that same old smugness, that always made you feel small. It funny really, she's at the same level since high-school yet she still believes everyone is beneath her.
âDidnât you go to college or something? I thought youâd be, like, doing something by now.â You canât find your voice. You nod slowly, trying to force the words out, but your mouth feels dry. âIă
ĄYeah⊠for a while.â
She doesnât ask why youâre back. She doesnât care.
âSo this is what youâre doing now?â Her eyes sweep across the bakery. Sheâs sizing you up, like sheâs inspecting the life youâve built. âWow, thatâs⊠cute. Really, though, I didnât expect you to end up here.â She doesnât say it mean. But thatâs the trick with Macy. She never said it mean. Not directly. Just enough to make you feel like dirt on the floor.
You donât answer. You canât. You want to scream, but itâs like your throatâs closed up, and the words arenât coming. She steps closer, running her fingers over the glass of the pastry case like she owns the place.
âOh my god, do you still make those little cookies?â she asks, peering into the display case. âThe ones with the filling in the middle? What are they called? The jelly blobs?â
âThumbprints,â you say softly.
âYeah, whatever. Iâll try one.â You give it to her, unsure of what to expect. She bites into it immediately, but her face twists in distaste.
âEw,â she spits out, loud enough for the whole bakery to hear. âThis is disgusting. Too sweet.â
You donât move. You just watch as she drops the half-eaten cookie on the floor, the soft thud of it making your stomach turn. âOh, wait. Let me try that one,â she says, pointing at a different pastry. You give it to her. She bites into it and immediately frowns, dropping it to the ground too.
âUgh, all of these are gross,â she says, shaking her head like youâre the one at fault. She turns her back on you like sheâs bored, her eyes scanning the other pastries, dismissing them with a flick of her wrist. âDo you ever get anything right?â she adds, but itâs not a question. Itâs just another jab.
You bend down to clean up the mess sheâs made, your hands shaking as you gather the pieces of pastry from the floor. The crumbs stick to your skin, like a reminder of how small and invisible you are.
She doesnât say goodbye when she leaves. She just walks out, her footsteps echoing in the silence she leaves behind.
Itâs hours later and it's finally time for you to close up. You donât know why you turn the radio on, but you do. Itâs the static hum of the local station, the voice on the other end dull and distant.
ââŠBody discovered behind the Valero gas station early this morning. Authorities have confirmed itâs a local man in his twentiesâŠâ Your heart skips a beat and you sit up straight, the words striking you harder than they should.
ââŠMultiple stab wounds to the chest. Police are investigating but no suspects have been identified. More details to come as the investigation unfolds.â You donât know why it strikes you so hard, but you canât shake it. The voice continues, but youâre already lost in your own thoughts.
Its not long until the whole town starts talking. Brandon Haynes. You remember him. He was just like everyone else. He touched you. Too much, too harsh. More than enough to make you feel small. To make you feel like nothing.
You donât know why itâs so strange. Why it feels like youâre holding your breath. It doesnât matter.
You donât feel anything for him. But you feel something for the moment. For the chance that maybe somethingâs shifting. Something is moving. And in that quiet, empty way, you realize that maybe youâre not the only one whoâs been pushed aside.
A few days later and it is close up time again. As always the radio voice drones on as you wipe the counters. âMacy King found dead this morningă
Ąâ
You donât need to hear more. You already know.
Macy is dead too. How is this even possible? Was it all a dream, or was it the karma they couldn't escape from? You donât feel sorry for her. You donât feel sorry for Brandon either. But somethingâs stirring deep inside you. Something darker. Something thatâs been waiting for a long time. It feels liberating. Maybe it makes you broken. But you donât care.
Because some quiet part of you smiles.
You never said it out loud, but you hated them. For how they made you feel. For how they touched you, laughed at you, stepped on you. And now theyâre gone. You tell yourself itâs not coincidence. How could it be? What if someone saw you? What if someone knows?
What if someone did it⊠for you?
The thought makes your breath catch. Makes your cheeks flush. Itâs stupid. Delusional. But it feels like the first real thing youâve had in months. Maybe longer.
Someone out there, somewhere in this cruel, gray little town, mightâve done what youâve never had the courage to. And that makes you feel seen. Wanted. It doesnât scare you. It makes your chest flutter.
So you hope, quietly, selfishly, shamefully, that whoever it is, does it again. For you.
Days later, the radio talks about Macy's death like itâs a warning. Like the whole town should be afraid. They now know the crimes were done by the same person. A man. But youâre not afraid. Youâre captivated.
You walk home that day in a daze, the cold air biting at your cheeks, and for the first time in so long, you feel like someone is walking with you. Not beside you, but behind you. Somewhere. Watching. At least thats how it seems, or that's what you hope for.
And that thought that maybe someone sees you, maybe someone is thinking of you, it makes you ache. It makes your chest feel full. Like you matter. Like youâre real again.
So the next morning, you get up early. You shower longer than usual. You put on perfume, the one you wore back in college when you thought someone might notice you. You do your hair, just a little lipstick, and put on that soft sweater that hugs you just right. You donât know why youâre doing it.
Except you do.
Because maybe he is out there. Maybe he's watching. Maybe youâll catch a glimpse of him one dayâ maybe at work, across the street, reflected in the bakery window. Maybe heâll come in and ask for a loaf of rye bread. And youâll know. Itâs stupid. But you donât stop.
You start waking up earlier. Dressing softer. Smiling, just in case. The town is still cold and gray, but inside you, something is blooming.
A few weeks pass. Youâve stopped keeping track of the days. Everything just folds together nowâsugar, flour, radio static, names whispered on the news.
The third victim throws you for a loop. Julian Moore.
He wasnât like Macy or Brandon. He never laughed in your face, never whispered about your thighs or stole things from your locker. He wasnât cruel.
But he stood by. That's your reasoning.
He was there, every time you were shoved into a locker or had your tray flipped in the cafeteria. He saw you crying in the girlsâ bathroom after gym, after someone stole your clothes. He saw everything. And he never said a word. So when they find Julianâs body slumped behind the old church parking lot, throat cut clean through, something inside you hums. Not with guilt. Not even with relief.
But with a kind of satisfaction.
'You see me', you think. 'Youâre doing this for me'. Youâre too far gone now. You know it. But itâs like slipping into warm water. Soft and quiet and too easy to sink.
You donât pray to God anymore. You pray to him.
Whoever he is.
Some nights, you whisper your thoughts aloud. Just in case he can hear you. You tell him about the people you hated, the ones that ruined you, the ones that still smile like they got away with it. You tell him about your dreams. About how sometimes you think you feel him just outside your apartment, under your window, in the creak of the floorboards that shouldnât creak. You leave your curtain open a crack at night.
Just in case.
More days pass. The sky is bruised purple and gold, streetlights humming like quiet thoughts, the pavement still sticky with sun. You smell like sugar, yeast and a little vanilla, your apron folded neatly in your bag, your perfume still clinging to your collarbones. And you feel good.
Itâs not something you admit often. But tonight, the wind is soft. Your chest feels light. And thereâs that quiet, persistent buzz in your stomach that maybeâjust maybe, heâs proud of you.
You walk slower than usual. You want to be seen. You smile at the window reflections. At your shoes. At nothing.
And then it shifts. At first itâs subtle. There's a sound that doesnât belong. A presence you canât place. But it thickens around you slowly, like fog, until you know youâre not alone. Thereâs someone behind you.
It's ot a feeling anymore. Not a maybe.
Someone is there. Slowly, your steps falter. You stop, you turn. And heâs there.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Older. Heâs standing under the glow of a flickering lamppost like itâs a spotlight and he is the misunderstood actor, with shadows cutting across his face. His hair is dark and slightly curled, his jawline sharp, mouth neutral. He doesnât move.
But heâs looking at you. Your heart slams up into your ribs. He doesnât smile. Doesnât speak. Just watches. You donât know him. Or maybe you do. Maybe youâve seen him before, in your dreams, in your prayers, behind your eyes when youâre alone in bed with nothing but wanting. Maybe heâs always been there.
The street is silent. The street lights glow faint behind you. Somewhere far off, a dog barks. And youâ God, you donât run.
You take a step forward. And he doesnât move. Not until his hand shifts just a little and you see something glint. A blade. Maybe. Or maybe your mind wants it to be. You gasp, but itâs soft, almost reverent. You donât feel fear. You feel certain.
You open your mouth, voice trembling but real. âI am not afraid o-of youâŠâ He laughs. Itâs a quiet sound. Deep and low and almost surprised. âOh?â
But you mean it. Youâre not afraid. Youâve wanted thisâhim, whatever this is, for so long, youâre not sure thereâs any room left inside you for fear.
For months youâve been dreaming of this. Not of murder or blood, but of him. Of being seen. Of being chosen.
And now heâs here. You donât blink. Donât breathe. âStupid girlâŠâ he mutters. His fingers brush the knife at his belt. And you? You smile.
He steps closer. You donât move. Canât. Your mouth is dry, breath catching somewhere between your chest and your throat, your heart trying to crawl up your neck. Heâs beautiful. Not in any way youâve ever known. Heâs rough, a scar curling just near his temple, his face carved from something too human and too wild at once. His eyes are dark, unreadable. His mouth is stern, unmoved. You feel heat flush up your neck and to your cold cheeks. Heâs right in front of you.
Close enough to see the shadow of stubble on his jaw, the way his eyes linger on your face for just a second longer than they should. âIâI know what you did,â you whisper, voice trembling, breathless.
He raises an eyebrow. You swallow hard. âThose people⊠Brandon. Macy. Julian. They hurt me. Back then. Youâyou knew, didnât you? You did it for m-meâŠâ
He doesnât say anything. Just watches.
And that silence, it pulls more out of you. âI mean, it makes sense. Doesnât it?â You laugh, soft and shaky, hands trembling at your sides. âNo one ever remembered me. No one ever noticed me. But youâyou saw me. You mustâve. Thatâs why youâŠâ You trail off. You canât bring yourself to say killed. Not out loud.
His expression shifts. A little. One corner of his mouth twitches. And then he laughs. Itâs sudden and deep and rough, like it bursts straight from his chest.
You flinch, but not away. Never away.
âYouâre a real sweet thing, arenât you?â he drawls low, the faintest southern rasp brushing the words. You donât know what to say. You just stare up at him, cheeks burning, stomach a mess of tangled knots. Then he leans closer. Close enough that you can smell leather and smoke and something more darker. Close enough that his voice grazes your ear when he speaks again. âI might just keep you longer.â
The words burn. You feel them everywhere. Your legs tremble. Youâre too warm. Too soft. You feel like you could fall straight into him and vanish.
And still, he doesnât touch you. He just watches the way you unravelâeyes wide, lips parted, breath shallow, as if itâs his favorite pastime. As if he likes watching you break.
The space between you is so tight it feels like you have been touched. Brushed. You wonder what his hand would feel like on your throat. You shouldn't want that. âIâŠâ you whisper, barely audible. âCan I know y-our name?" He doesnât answer. Doesnât even blink but you see his jaw tighten. Just a little. Like maybe something in him twitches when he looks at you too long.
âWhy me?â you ask, stupidly, helplessly, hopelessly. His eyes flick down to your mouth, then back up. And he smiles. Barely. âYou talk too much,â he mutters. He leans in again âI liked you better when you were just starinâ.â You feel heat bloom low in your stomach.
âYou ever wonder what itâd feel like,â he murmurs, his voice a low drag in your ear, âif I just took you right here?â Your breath stops.
Right here. This alley. The air thick and sticky with heat, the only light coming from the weak glow of the streetlamp at the corner, flickering like itâs about to die too. He pulls back just enough to look at you.
âNo one can see you out here. No one can hear you.â His hand trails down slowly, fingers dragging across your arm, your waist, until it rests low on your hip.
âWhat if I held you up against this wall,â he continues, voice crueler, âfucked you until you beg for me to stop, and then put a knife in your gut?â You should run. You should scream. But your breath comes out shuddered, and your eyes go wide, not in fear, but something closer to desire.
You want it. You want him.
He sees it. He feels it. Your body leaning closer, your thighs shifting, the way your lips part and tremble. And he stills. For a second. A long one.
ââŠJesus Christ,â he mutters. âYou like that?â You nod. He stares at you. Quiet. Like heâs trying to figure out whether youâre the dumbest girl heâs ever met or the most dangerous. Maybe both.
He shoves you back against the alley wall and kisses you like a punishment, like he hates that he wants you, like he wants to see how deep the rabbit hole goes.
You moan. Loud. Needy. And thatâs all it takes. His hands are everywhereâon your hips, your ass, your throat. One knee forces your legs apart and he grinds against you through your clothes, a low, guttural sound in his throat when he feels how soaked you are already. âYouâre fuckinâ filthy,â he growls. âGettinâ wet from me talkinâ about killinâ you. You sick little thing.â
You nod again, whispering a barely-there, âpleaseââ And then it happens. Just like you have dreaming of. His mouth was on your neck, his breath in your ear, his body pressing you into the wall like heâs carving your shape into it. He quickly takes off his pants, leaving you no time to react to the sheer size of him. He forces the head inside of you, leaving you mewling under his touch. âLook at you, lettinâ a killer fuck you in a goddamn alley like a whore.â In no time he was in your guts, each stroke sending you further into oblivion. Your fingernails dig into his skin and he growls, rough hands wrapping around your throat as he whispered dirty nothings into your hair. âThis little cuntâs never been touched, has it? Feels too fuckinâ tight to beă
Ą shit!" He uses you like he owns you, like youâre a soft and stupid doll made just for him. âDonât stop, please donât stopâfeels so goodâŠâ
âI could kill you right now, and youâd still thank me for it, wouldnât you?â he gloats, each snap of his hips hitting deeper into your cunt. Your tear stained cheeks press agains his hard chest, sobs muffled and eyes blurry from crying. Your head is spinning, brain melting into nothing but thoughts of him. âYouâre gonna remember this every time you sit down, darlinâ. Gonnaă
Ą fuck, feel me for days.â
You hiccup, head bobbing up and down, as he hastily chases his high. He groans low into your neck, voice cracking like gravel, rough fingers digging into your hips as he jerks once, twice, then stills as he spills his cum inside of your ruined insides.
âFuck⊠thatâs it, girl. Take it. Take all of it, you stupid thing.â He stays inside, breathing heavy against your cheek, his hand slipping down to hold your belly like heâs wanting to feel how deep in he still is. âMaybe itâll stick. God knows youâd like that, wouldnât you?â
You nod, dazed, breathless. You donât even know what youâre agreeing to. But you're full. Of him. Of this moment. Of something filthy and real and unforgettable. Itâs dripping out of you already and you shudder as it drops onto your newly bought underwear.
Your thighs still trembling, your skin still burning where he touched you. âI hope it doesâŠâ you whisper, blinking up at him, lips swollen, brain a haze of sugar and sin. âI really hope it sticksâŠâ And he just laughs, sharp and cruel. He is entertained. âYou're so fuckinâ pathetic.â But he doesnât pull out. Not yet. The words sting. But not in the way they should. Not in the way a normal girl would cry over.
There's that filthy slickness between your thighs, and his rough hand moves down, slow, before dragging fingers through the mess he's left inside of you. You gasp.
He brings his fingers back up, slick and warm, and pushes them against your lips. "Open," he commads. And you do. You part your lips like itâs holy, like itâs something good, something earned. You wrap your mouth around his fingers and taste salt, heat and him. He watches you, slow and dark, chest rising. â God dammit...â
Your eyes flutter shut as you suck, as if this will anchor him to you. As if this will mean something. And when he finally pulls his fingers away, wiping them on your cheek with something like contempt, you're still there, ruined, breathless, glowing in it.
He pulls away from you slowly, lazily, like heâs in no rush to care. His beltâs already half-fastened, knuckles grazed from the rough press of brick and skin. Youâre still trembling, ruined and bare and aching in places you never knew could ache.
He pulls out like it means nothing. Like you mean nothing. The air cools around you instantly, and so does he. Zipping his jeans, flexing his jaw, his gaze flickers down at you once more, lazy and cold.
Then he turns. One step. Another.
It shouldnât hurt this bad. But it does. Your voice cracks before you even know what youâre saying. âPlease donât leaveâpleaseâIâll be good, I swear!" Youâre shaking. Still sore. Still wet. Still his, in some awful, ruined way.
âDonât go fallinâ in love, dumb girl. I ainât your savior. Iâm the reason people like you go missinâ.â His eyes are sharp, unreadable.You're on your knees, legs trembling, underwear pushed to the side and forgotten, dress wrinkled and twisted halfway around your thighs. Your elbows ache from where you caught yourself against the brick, and your lips are raw from biting down too hard. Thereâs a stream of his come between your legs and bruises blooming along your skin. The alley smells like him. You do too.
Your heartbeat is still stuttering, off-kilter, your body stuck somewhere between shame and a high you never want to come down from. You blink up at him through damp lashes. âThatâs all you wanted, huh? Someone to fuck the stupid outta you. Thought youâd get a happily ever after?â
It feels like you're begging without even saying a word. He should leave. He said he would. But he's still here, isnât he? He just stares. Something in his brain ticks. And then, slowly, he pulls the knife from his belt. The steel hits the streetlight close to him and you freeze. He doesnât say a word as he shifts closer. One knee between your legs again. Hand under your chin, tilting your face up to his. Finally, the blade touches your skin. âStay still,â he mutters.
The metal is cold when it drags along your collarbone, slow. You whimper, but donât pull away. Itâs not deep. Just enough to hurt a bit. Just enough to bleed a little. When he leans back, satisfied, thereâs a rough little 'J' carved just above your heart.
âNow youâre mine,â he murmurs, more to himself than you. Then louder â So donât go forgettinâ who you belong to, girl.â
You donât say anything. Youâre too out of it. Your fingers come back red as you touch the small mark.
He tucks the knife away. âIâll find you again. Same spot. Don't make me come lookin' for you." And then heâs gone. Just like that.
You stay there, knees scraped, heart pounding, sticky, aching and marked. You should be afraid. Instead, your fingers ghost over the wound, and all you can think is heâs coming back.
You walk home with your head light and your lips smiling. So stupid. So giddy. Youâll clean yourself up, cover the mark with something soft and cottony. And maybe tomorrow, youâll wear something nicer to work. Just in case heâs watching.
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on my knees begging for more werewolf soap
i have ideas, but they're more omegaverse-y than werewolf-y. but there is this one thought.
imagine johnny taking a page from price's book and choosing patience. deciding to not jump you where you stand and fuck you on the kitchen floor.
he switches gears. lays on the charm. he apologizes for barging in. it's hard, y'know, denying instinct. you of all people know how that is, right?
and it takes everything in him to hold a conversation. especially when your eyes keep dropping to his bare chest.
naturally, he asks how you're adjusting to your new life. tells you he's sympathetic. knows how hard it can be on your own. but when you tell him what you do every month, his demeanor shifts. brows pulling together, eyes darkening with disbelief. genuinely offended.
"you what?"
he can't believe it. can't believe you're spending good money, running up your card, on a storage unit across the city. that you lock yourself inside, slap on a muzzle, and chain yourself to the damn walls every full moon. denying yourself like that. ignoring the natural pull to hunt. heartbreaking, really.
"that's no way tae live."
his disapproval stings. he's the only other wolf you know.
then he extends an invitation. "come hunting with me."
thatâs how you end up in the countryside, crammed into what's barely more than a glorified cowshed. some outbuilding on a relative's land. it smells like himâearth and sweat. reeks. it makes you second guess why you're really here, but he's a gentleman. makes you take the futon pushed into the corner, while he stretches out on a sleeping bag by the door.
but with only one night until the full moon, your mood shifts like the wind. restless. pacing like a caged animal, prone to snap. you think you'd sink your teeth into him if he tried anything untoward.
but he doesn't. he just smiles.
smiles when you tear into the raw meat he's packed for the trip. sits across the small table, watching with an almost dreamy look, his eyes practically sparkling when you lick your fingers. tells you that if you like that, you'll love sinking your teeth into the throat of a stag.
it should be humiliating. would be, if that part of you wasn't being smothered by the wolf tearing to the surface. your good senses held underwater to drown.
he's so kind. so understanding. soâŠpatient. it's odd.
the next day, as the hour creeps closer to moonrise, that patience starts to feel like something else. something sharper. your control is splintering. like cracks forming along thin ice in spring, ready to shatter and burst. the wolf claws at your ribs. she's hungry. angry. you swear you feel your ears pinning forward, body coiling, alert.
you're jumpy around johnny all day, something primal thrumming beneath your skin. a whisper in the back of your mind: donât turn your back on him.
by the time the evening chill sweeps through the hills, you're barely holding on. twitchy. usually, by now, you'd be drooling into a muzzle, yanking at the cuffs secured around your ankles. too far gone to even think about the combination lock keeping the keys out of reach.
after a final meal, something to take the edge off, johnny pushes back from the table and then through the door. cool as anything, he strips right there in the grass. sheds his clothes in a heap.
for all that staring, it's like you're seeing him for the first time. certainly the whole of him.
he beckons, voice rougher now. thicker. "c'mon, then. let me see her."
youâre shivering when you follow his lead. any embarrassment or shyness you might've feltâbeing bare beside a man, beside johnny, for the first timeâjust isn't there. it doesn't register. this feels natural. the most natural thing in the world, even as the wind bites at your skin.
and when you finally shiftâit's brutal. visceral. a tearing and twisting that leaves you breathless, bones grinding and reshaping, muscle stretching taut. it always leaves you vulnerable for those first few moments. heart hammering. senses on overdrive as the world explodes in vivid color and scent.
so when you feel a warm breath on the scruff of your neck, feel it trail down your knobby spine to where your new tail twitches, you go still. the shiver that wracks through you clarifies what your wolf was trying to warn you about all day.
only one of you wants to hunt the wildlife.
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a spiderverse x spiderman!reader x batfam concept different from my spidernoir one
exposition is fairly simple, peni-parker!reader comes back from the boarding school they were sent to by the family to "keep them out of vigilante business" but are blissfully unaware that for the past few months, peni!reader's been working on a mech suit to support their new found spider powers, after getting bitten by a radioactive spider while away at school.
with access to bruce's batcave, luke's indulgence in your "academic strive" and your stealth and sneaking about, you're able to make your suit pretty quickly. unresolved feelings from your past, and this sense of debt you feel, you decide to repay by being SP//dr... spider for easy-comms.
the thing is, peni!reader is an anomaly, since this spiderman in this universe in not meant to exist. maybe some stuff with the spider society and all can come in and we find out that actually, the spider that bit peni!reader was from this universe and spiderman is allowed to exist here.
but to investigate what a radioactive spider with the wrong genetic data was doing in your universe, where is wasn't supposed to be* spidernoir agrees to drop down to gotham to help peni!reader to figure it out. he becomes, essentially, a father figure for reader, something that bruce hasn't been able to due to the weight of reader's and his past.
meanwhile, when peni!reader comes back to the manor from 'boarding school' the family notices physical and mental changes in them. their more distant, dismissive... confident in their skin. though you guys never had much time to talk or hangout or bond like they do, the development is difficult to notice.
additionally, sightings of a man in a trench coat and a car-sized robot swinging around have been going around, doing god knows what. the batman doesn't like being unprepared, and tries to scour out their identities and whereabouts. i have some really small little ideas that'd be funny for the whole run, like spidernoir showing up for a parent-teacher conference instead of bruce, ai assistant karen, commentary from spiderpunk, constantine and strange link up and also delve a little into what the themes between spiderman variants, spiderman, and batman are that make them so different are.
i'm rotting away like an oxidised apple but rlly dont know if i should write it cus ive got so much 2 do... if ppl are interested at all i mkigbt consider
in conclusion: I LOVE YOU SPIDERNOIR AND PENI PARKER!!!!!
*supposed to be = not in the sense that how mile's spider teleported to another earth, but like, peni!reader was just not meant to be bit, and that spider is not supposed to exist. the dc and marvel universes are parallel, with peni!reader's existence being a small, hairline road between the two.
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i see you (always, forever). - l.hs

synopsis. following your ex boyfriendâs sudden disappearance, lee heeseung seemingly enters your life at the perfect time.
pairing. stalker bf!heeseung x fem reader
genre. dark romance, smut, light humor.
word count. 6.1k+
warnings. swearing, obsessive behavior, stalking, brief mention of drink spiking (doesnât actually happen), mention of alcohol consumption, person held in captivity, mention of past infidelity, extremely brief mention of childbirth, smut [ consensual somno, oral (fem receiving), p in v, sex toy usage ]. this fic contains dark content and is not at all how i view these idols. minors and ageless blogs dni. 18+ content read at your own discretion.
featuring. hwang yeji & shin ryujin (itzy)
a/n. happy valentineâs day babies!! wanted to do something cute and light but i fear it just wasnât working out ⊠so this right here is for my dark romance girlies hehe enjoy! drew inspo from the television show âyouâ! shoutout to bae @yangkkomi for beta reading
Lee Heeseung has the worst case of separation anxiety when it comes to you.
The mere thought of being away from you for too long is enough to send him into a spiral, and you barely even realize the effect you had on him. His naturally clingy nature raised no concerns to you; in fact, you relish in his borderline unhealthy infatuation with you â seeing as your previous boyfriend of ten months disappeared on a random Tuesday afternoon, leaving nothing behind but a note claiming he needed to start a new life.
The week of Park Jongseongâs sudden disappearance was agonizing. Yes, he assured everyone he was okay and simply was moving onto a new chapter in his life, and that no one drove him to make such a rash decision, but something about the situation didnât sit well with you.
Jongseong wasnât impulsive in the slightest, and you would argue he was one of, if not the most, mature, level headed men youâve dated. He was distant at times which often felt unsettling, but had his reasonings and assured you he couldnât have been happier in the relationship. That was one of your favorite things about Jongseong, how he always knew just what to say to calm your nerves, and how he always had a rational explanation for everything.
Running away so suddenly was out of character for him, and a part of you feared that, despite the note left behind, there was something malicious going on that led to his disappearance.
Your older sister, Yeji, had just given birth and was in the midst of planning her wedding, while your parents deemed themselves as âtoo busy to deal with your issuesâ, leaving you to become a shell of yourself without having anyone to confide in. Days turned into weeks of you locking yourself in your apartment, typing your ex boyfriendâs name into the search bar over and over, hoping something new would pop up; but nothing ever did.
After a long, tiring day of Zoom meetings and doing more research on Jongseong, your eyes had begun to flutter shut when a knock on your front door wakes you. Expecting it to be your Doordash driver dropping off a greasy, million calorie cheeseburger and a can of soda, you yell out to leave it at the front door. The knocking persisted, and with a sigh, you dragged your feet all the way to the front door, certainly shocked at the man that stood before you.
You donât even give him the chance to explain himself before youâre asking, âWhy do you look familiar?â
He grins at you, absentmindedly drumming his fingers against the cardboard box in his hands. âUnless youâre a book lover we probably donât know each other; Iâm a manager of a bookstore downtown, Iâm there all the time.â
âIs it⊠Brookhaven? You guys have K-pop albums too, right?â
âBook-haven,â he corrects you with a polite nod, âand, yeah, we have albums. Have you been to the shop?â
âA few times.â You mumble, suddenly feeling very self conscious of your outfit choice. With the option to have your camera off during the Zoom meetings, you felt no desire to get dressed for the day, opting to work in your oversized sweatshirt and sleep shorts.Â
The unnamed man wore casual clothing â a grey North Face jacket atop a black t-shirt and white cargos â yet, you felt completely underdressed in comparison to him. His gaze was piercing yet gentle, like he carried a certain confidence about himself in a way that didnât come off as cocky or arrogant. Though, you really couldnât blame him if he were the conceited type; he was definitely an attractive man.
The silver chain on his neck had been paired perfectly with matching earrings, including a silver hoop on his helix. His hair, though likely not his natural color, suited him perfectly; the subtle curls and waves giving him a classic, boyish look with bangs that fell just beneath his eyebrows.
You clear your throat, gesturing towards the package in his hands, âAre you dropping this off?â
âYes! Uh, FedEx dropped off some packages at my store yesterday and it looks like this mustâve gotten mixed in,â he explains, extending the package towards you, âI tried calling the number on the label yesterday but no one answered, so Iâm just swinging by to drop it off.â
You accept the package, rolling your eyes at the mixup. âFedEx is always doing bullshit.â
He lets out a dry chuckle, âTrust, Iâm fully aware. The driver for our block is this old-ass man; I once caught him asleep in his truck.â
You laugh a little too loud at this, inwardly cringing at yourself afterwards as you tuck the package beneath your arm. âWell, thanks for bringing my packageâŠ?â You trail off, hoping heâll complete your sentence by offering you his name.
âHeeseung, Lee Heeseung.â
âThank you, Heeseung, Lee Heeseung.â You repeat, earning a grin from him.
âNo worries,â he responds, fishing something out of his pocket, âand feel free to stop by the store sometime, especially now that you have a coupon.â He says, offering you the small slip of paper from his pocket.
You accept it, eyes widening at the âBOGO FREE KPOP ALBUMâ staring back at you. âIâŠis this real? You really donât have to.â
Heeseung shrugs, shoving his hands in his pockets, âItâs no big deal, I keep coupons on me to hand out, anyway. Plus, weâre trying to make room for more stock.â He says, slowly walking backwards down the hall as he inches away from your door. Like a magnet, your body automatically angles towards him, hoping heâll say something else.
âYouâll just have to request a manager when youâre ready to use it, regular associates canât process certain coupons under their employee number.â
You nod, free-hand gripping the doorframe as your eyes follow Heeseung, âWhat days do you work?â
He shrugs again, âDoesnât have to be me, I have two assistant managers that are there pretty often.â
âRight, but, when are you there?â
He pauses, titling his head at you before responding, âMonday through Friday, eleven-to-eight. Sometimes I stop by once or twice on the weekends to check in.â
âWill you be there tomorrow?â
âAll day, eleven-to-eight.â
The following morning, you had the sudden urge to buy a K-pop album and get another one for free.
Heeseung had spent a good portion of that morning conversing with you from behind the counter, listening intently when you got on the topic of your previous boyfriendâs disappearance. Itâs still a touchy subject for you, and probably not the best thing to talk about while getting to know a guy youâre interested in, but Heeseungâs question on how âsuch a pretty girlâ like you was single required a truthful answer. Initially, you feared your response of âmy boyfriend went missingâ would be enough to scare him off, but Heeseung didnât seem phased in the slightest.
In fact, in the two-and-a-half months youâd been dating Heeseung there was almost nothing you could say or do that would phase him to the point of genuine concern. Not how it took an insane amount of motivation for you in order to clean your apartment (he was fine cleaning it himself), or how often youâd forget to take your very much needed medication (he was more than happy to remind you every morning and night, and even went as far as requesting a refill when the bottle was nearly empty and picking it up for you). Catering to your every need was just another simple task for him, and youâre more than grateful that the universe seemingly dropped him right in your lap when you needed it most.
Heeseung was patient, understanding, and was absolutely devoted to your relationship. In his eyes, you deserved nothing but the best, and was keen on making sure to provide for you.Â
Cooking for you was probably his favorite task. He wasnât the best at it per se, but improved with every attempt, and you seemed to enjoy his meals despite them not being to his liking.
Heâd woken up early this morning to prepare a Valentineâs day breakfast for you, planting a gentle kiss on your forehead as he slipped out of bed and into your kitchen. The original plan was to go all out and cook a ridiculous breakfast feast heâd seen on TikTok that featured cinnamon rolls, sausage, and fluffy pancakes.
He burnt the first batch of cinnamon rolls and decided it best to simplify your feast down to eggs, bacon, and french toast sticks. Slightly disappointed that his original plan didnât work out, your boyfriend sighs at himself as he pours a glass of cranberry juice before setting it on a wooden tray table. How he made it to your bedroom without dropping everything was beyond him, considering how he was still weak from sleep and could hardly keep his eyes open.
Heeseung pushed the door open with his foot, peeking his head in slightly and furrowing his brows at your sleeping figure. If not from the noise of clattering dishes, he was almost certain the smell of food would be enough to wake you up. He knew you were a heavy sleeper, but never realized how heavy.
âHow are you still asleep?â He mumbles to himself with a sigh, setting the tray of food on your desk before retreating to your bed. He digs his knee into the edge of the mattress, gently shaking your leg in an attempt to wake you. You donât budge, your slumber remaining unaffected as the sounds of your light snoring continue to fill the room. His fingers trail down your leg until they reach the sole of your foot, his fingernails softly tickling the sensitive area until youâre jerking your leg away in discomfort.
âWeirdo.â You say through a yawn, angling your body until youâre laying on your side.
Heeseung rolls his eyes at your insult, grabbing ahold of your leg as he responds, âA true weirdo wouldâve put their mouth on it, youâre lucky itâs just me. Now get up, I made breakfast.â
Waking you up was no easy task, whether it was seven in the morning or half past noon. Heeseung suspects youâre still recovering from sleep debt after all the nights youâd spent lying awake researching Jongseongâs disappearance. The nights you could sleep didnât typically didnât last long; itâd either take hours until you finally drifted off, or youâd wake up in the middle of the night from a nightmare; leaving you unable to go back to sleep.
Your sleep schedule hadnât gotten back on track until you met Heeseung, who made sure you were taking melatonin, iron pills, and just about anything that would help you sleep soundly and feel less tired during the day. And while the extra supplements may be working, there was still a lot of sleep debt you were recovering from; an almost concerning amount that made it difficult for you to get up most days.
You groan into your pillow when the smell of Heeseungâs freshly made breakfast hits your nose, your mouth nearly salivating from the scent alone. As much as you wanted to sit up and start eating, your limbs were still heavy with exhaustion. âGive me twenty minutes and Iâll be up,â you plead, âI promise.â
Heeseung shakes his head. âY/N,â he whines, âjust get up, I wanna spend time with you before work. You can go back to sleep after I leave.â
Today was the release day of author, Shin Ryujinâs, newest sapphic romance novel that Heeseung could not remember the title of; just that it featured a lot of smut, has over twenty-four chapters, and was highly anticipated. Her team had reached out to Bookhaven not too long ago, inquiring about hosting a Q+A session and book signing event on the day of its release. Initially, Heeseung had planned to reject the offer since it fell on Valentineâs day and that type of event required his presence, and heâd originally planned on spending the entire day with you. The payout of said event, however, was more than enough to get him on board.
Heâd be leaving the shop and heading over to you around five, and have Sunoo or Jungwon close up, leaving him with just seven hours with you that heâd planned to make the most of. All he needed now was for you to wake the hell up before he has to leave.
You still donât budge, mumbling something incoherent before the snores resume and youâve drifted back to sleep.
âBabe,â he says flatly, shaking your leg. âY/N. Baby. Dude, get up.â
Still nothing, and Heeseungâs on the verge of kissing your forehead and calling it a day, but there is one thing that could get you up.
Slowly, he peels the thick comforter off of your body, relishing in the fact that you chose to sleep in one of his shirts. Allowing himself further onto the mattress, Heeseungâs hand reahes for the hem of your shirt, pushing it up just enough to reveal your lavender colored panties. He pauses, glancing up at you momentarily before lowering his head and nestling it between your thighs.
He starts off slow, placing a light kiss on your inner thigh before trailing his lips upwards. Pausing right at your hip bone, Heeseungâs fingertips move to the core of your underwear, lightly scratching at your cunt through the soft material. Frustrated, he whines your name once more before slowly trailing your panties down and off your legs, discarding of them on the other side of the mattress.
Fingernails digging into your flesh, he grips your thighs as he repositions himself at eye level with your cunt, inching forward slowly until heâs pressing his lips right against yours. Itâs gentle at first, much like how heâd kiss you any other time, a few gentle pecks until he was desperate for more.
Heeseung tilts his head slightly, and finally has his tongue fall flat against your entrance. The groan that escapes his mouth from the contact comes from deep in his chest, his fingernails leaving crescent-shaped indents on your thighs from how hard heâs gripping them.
He licks a long, slow strip along your cunt upwards towards your clit, licking and sucking at the bud as if savoring the feeling of your taste on his tongue. He repeats his movements a few more times, growing desperate as the seconds pass by, each moan and whine from him becoming more desperate and whiny than the last. You shift around slightly, furrowing your brows a bit, but still not fully awake.
Another minute passes by and youâre still asleep. Your body automatically responding to Heeseungâs touches, but theyâre still not enough to wake you. Heâs not bored in the slightest, though, and would argue that he could probably go on for hours if thatâs what it took; but he has to leave soon, and needs you awake as soon as possible.
With a sigh, he kisses your thigh once before twisting his body and reaching over to your nightstand, opening the bottom drawer and digging around slightly until his fingers brush against the rubber vibrator heâd been searching for. Itâs an air pulsing one youâd bought before youâd met Heeseung, and when heâd discovered it in your room for the first time, heâd insisted on implementing it into your sex lives as much as possible.
He turns it on, choosing to keep it on the first setting before pressing it directly on your clit. A sharp gasp escapes your lips at the contact, with Heeseung keeping his gaze fixed on your face. Gently massaging the toy against your cunt, your eyes slowly began to flutter open, a loud moan echoing through the room as Heeseung turned the toy up to a medium setting.
You grab a fistful of Heeseungâs hair, yanking him forward until his mouth is on your cunt again. The sudden roughness takes him by surprise, but he doesnât seem to mind it in the slightest; in fact, he can feel himself stiffening in his boxers from you gripping his hair alone.
Moaning into your cunt, Heeseung does his best to keep the vibrator pressed against you while he eats you out. His desperation was astonishing, his moans nearly being as loud and whiny as yours as he continued.
When youâre finally close, which doesnât take very long; Heeseung discards the vibrator completely; mindlessly tossing it on the floor to lap at your cunt with his tongue. He presses it flat against you, dragging your wetness up to your clit before sucking the swollen bud between his lips.
You orgasm almost instantly at that, trapping Heeseung's head between your thighs as you come on his face with your back arching off the bed and swears pouring from your lips.
Youâre panting as you come down from your high, breath rigged as you drape your arm against your forehead, âWow.â
âYou okay?â Heeseung asks, voice muffled as you finally release his head was still trapped between your thighs.
âShit,â you loosen the grip, âsorry, Hee.â
âDonât apologize. Oh my God, I couldâve died like that and wouldâve been okay with it.â
Weirdly enough, you donât think heâs joking.
âAnyways,â he continues, âyou okay?â
You nod, pressing your lips into a thin line, âIâm definitely up.â
âYeah, me too,â He responds, tapping on his painfully hard erection. âCan IâŠ?â
âIf you do all the work, sure.â
Heeseung scoffs, already moving to tug his pajama pants down, âAs if I ever let you do any of it.â
Itâs not a complaint, Heeseung was more than happy being the more assertive one when it came to your sex life. He didnât mind doing most of the work as long as it meant you were getting off.
When he turns you to lay on your side you let him, resting your back against his chest as he teases his tip at your entrance. You bite down on your bottom lip, hand gripping the bed sheets when he finally does slide himself in. Heeseung grunts into your ear, placing a gentle hand on your hip, â âm gonna go a little bit fast, okay? We donât have a lot of time.â
He wasnât exaggerating, either.
At your confirmation, Heeseung pulled out of you entirely before pushing himself back in; his thrusts overwhelmingly fast but not painful or rough. You yelp when he bites down on your neck, though, a habit he picked up upon finding out you enjoy being marked up.
He was certain that neither of you will last long like this, so it doesnât surprise him that after a few minutes youâre already creeping up on your orgasm. Heeseung takes this as a sign to speed up his already quick thrusts, his nails digging into your hip as he presses his head onto your shoulder.
You finish first with Heeseung just a few seconds behind you, squeezing your eyes shut at the feeling of him filling you up with his cum. As always, he keeps his dick buried in you for another minute longer, only pulling out when heâs reminded of how little time he has.
Sitting up, Heeseung moves a few stray strands of hair out of the way to plant kisses on your face, but you stop him with the excuse of not having brushed your teeth yet before heâs able to properly kiss you on the lips.
He scoffs, âYou just came on my face, do you think I care if you have morning breath? Donât insult me.â
âAt least let me eat first so I can get this weird taste out of my mouth,â you counter, reaching over your shoulder to pat Heeseung on the cheek. âCan I do that?â
Heeseung lets out a loud, dramatic sigh, âIf you insist. Let me clean you up first, though.â
He stands from the bed, awkwardly pulling his boxers and pajama pants back up before excusing himself to your bathroom. He takes care of himself first before running a rag under the sink faucet and returning to your bedroom.
After cleaning you up with practiced ease, Heeseung discards of the rag in your bathroom hamper and slips back into your bedroom, finally delivering you the breakfast in bed heâd been anticipating all week, a wide grin on his face as he sets the wooden tray down on your lap. âAll your favorites: french toast sticks, bacon, scrambled eggs with cheese, and a glass of cranberry juice. Bone apple teeth.â
You chuckle at his joke, admiring the feast laying in your lap as you grab a strip of bacon, âWhereâs your food?â You ask, noticing there was only enough servings for one person.
Heeseung shakes his head, resting the palm of his hand on your bare knee as he sits across from you, âIâll pick up something on the way to work, didnât have time to make enough for both of us.â
With a pout, you take a bite of the bacon strip, âNow I feel bad.â
Heeseung grins, reaching over to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, âDonât, consider this part one of your Valentineâs gift.â
Youâve finished the first strip by now, moving onto the second one as you use your free hand to retrieve your phone from the nightstand. âWell, at least let me pay for your breakfast then.â
He shakes his head at you, reaching for your phone that you manage to pull out of reach. âBabe, you seriously donât have to.â
âI want to,â you respond, halfway through Venmo-ing him fifteen dollars, âthat should be enough.â
âY/NâŠâ
âDone! And donât send it back or else Iâll be really sad, you know gift-giving is my love language.â
He chuckles, using the fork and knife on the tray table to cut a piece of the french toast stick, âThank you, baby. You spoil me.â He dips the fork into the container of maple syrup before bringing it up to your parted lips, cupping his hand underneath to prevent the syrup from dripping onto the bed sheets.
You hum, cupping Heeseungâs face as you chew, âAnything for my princess. Also, you said this was part one of my gift?â
Heeseung nods, cutting another square off the french toast, âPart two is still later tonight, once Iâm off work.â
âCan you tell me what it is now, please?â You plead, clasping your hands together as you jutt out your bottom lip, staring up at him with a pout. For the past week, Heeseung had been teasing about this big Valentineâs day surprise he had planned for you, claiming it would be the âsurprise of a lifetimeâ.
He hums, feeding you another forkful. âIâll tell you this, when you have the time, youâre gonna have to pack an overnight bag.â Your eyes light up, waiting patiently before speaking as Heeseung continues, âAnd, youâre gonna have to be dressed up once I pick you up after work. Nothing crazy fancy, just⊠something nice.â
Heeseung can tell you want to bombard him with more questions, and brings another forkful of food to your lips before you have the chance. âIâll be picking you up around five-forty-five, âm sorry Iâll have to be at the shop most of the day.â
You shake your head, picking up the glass of cranberry juice, âDonât be, I hope the event goes well. If you have extras, can you bring me a copy of the book?â
âFor sure, and Iâll see if I can leave any sooner so we have some extra time together.â
âYou seriously donât have to,â you assure him, taking a sip of your drink, âbesides, I have some errands to run in the meantime.â
Heeseung raises a brow at you, âOh? Youâre going out today?â
You nod excitedly, setting the cup on your nightstand, âYeji and I are taking the baby to a Mommy-and-Me yoga class then doing some shopping.â
Heeseung rolls his eyes at the mention of your sister, setting the fork and knife back onto the tray table. You frown at him, shoulders slouching as you tilt your head, âWhy do you hate my sister so much?â
âI never said I hated Yeji.â
âYou didnât have to, itâs pretty obvious. You never wanna talk to her when sheâs around and you roll your eyes whenever I mention her.â
Heeseung shrugs, âSheâs just not my cup of tea, is all. Our personalities clash.â
Of course thereâs more to it than clashing personalities, but youâre not quite ready for the full truth just yet, so he decides to leave it at that. âAnyways, how are Jake and Jihan?â
Your eyes light up at the mention of your future brother-in-law and nephew, âI talked to Yeji yesterday and she said things are good! Jihan is starting to roll over and Jake plans on asking his friend, Sunghoon, to be his best man. Oh, and Yeji says the baby is finally starting to look like Jake.â
âReally?â
You nod, âMmhm, Jake is so happy.â
âGood for him,â Heeseung mumbles, watching as you take a bite of the eggs. âGonna have to head out now, but I loaded my card onto your Apple Wallet, âkay? Use that while you shop.â
You blink at him, âWhenâd you do that?â
âLast night, consider it part one-and-a-half of your gift.â
âYou spoil me.â
Heeseung grins, âAnything for you.â
The drive to Bookhaven is quiet, with Keshi playing from the stereo as Heeseung made his way to the shop and parked by the employee entrance.
Stepping right into a pile of snow, he shuts the car door behind him before making his way across the street and stopping by his favorite breakfast cafe, Heavenâs Treats. He ordered his usual: two bacon, egg and cheese sandwiches on croissants and two bottles of water; using your fifteen-dollar Venmo gift to pay and tipping the staff with a few dollars cash.
He heads back over to his shop afterwards, unlocking and entering through the employee entrance. Once inside, he unlocks his office door first, setting the bag of food down on his desk before heading into the main area of the shop. Taking a few minutes to wipe down tables and put away loose books, Heeseung hums to himself as he enjoys how quiet and peaceful the shop is. Shin Ryujin was sure to bring in a crowd later today, and he can already tell heâd be leaving the shop with a headache.
Once finished, Heeseung retreats back to his office and shuts the door behind him, grabbing the bag of food from the desk before walking over to the closet door. With a sigh, he opens it up, pushing the file cabinet to the side to reveal the door to the hidden basement. His eyes jot down to the keypad under the doorknob, where he quickly types in your anniversary before twisting the knob and pushing the door open.
Staring down at the wooden staircase, Heeseung sighs once again, âLetâs get this over with.â
Carefully, he retreats down the steps and into the basement, looking over into the glass chamber and finding Jongseong, your ex boyfriend, sound asleep on his mattress. Heeseung chuckles once heâs made it down the stairs, walking over to the pass-through attached to the glass chamber and opening it, sliding in the breakfast sandwich and bottle of water before shutting it with a loud click!
Heeseung retreats over to his desk and computer monitors that sat opposite of the glass chamber, sitting on his office chair before grabbing and turning on the intercom microphone. âSleeping in?â
His voice comes out ten times louder in the glass chamberâs speaker, jolting Jongseong out of his sleep as he presses the palms of his hands onto his ears. âJesus fuckinâ⊠is the intercom necessary?! Youâre right there! I can hear you through the glass!â
Heeseung shrugs nonchalantly, setting the microphone back on the desk, âYouâre a heavy sleeper.â Jongseong sighs in response, rubbing his eyes as Heeseung continues, âBrought you breakfast, itâs in the pass-through. Eat before it gets cold.â
âHow do I know you didnât do something to it? Sick fuck.â Jongseong spits, arms folded across his chest as he stares at Heeseung through the glass.
âDo something like what?â
âI donât know, spike my drink like last time?â
Heeseung lets out an agitated groan as he slumps in his chair, retrieving his own food from the takeout bag as he responds, âHow many times do I have to tell you I didnât fucking drug you that night? You actually made everything a lot easier by getting blackout drunk at a fucking nightclub.â
âYeah, and if I didnât blackout? Then what?â
âWho cares? It doesnât matter, what matters is that youâre away from Y/N.â
Jongseong shivers at the mention of your name, immediately looking away from Heeseung and focusing his attention on the food in the pass-through.
Around six months ago, youâd showed up to Bookhaven hand-in-hand with Jongseong, and Heeseung had been enthralled with you ever since. He spent is every waking moment doing his research on you, which included doing a deep dive on the people closest to you: your immediate family, close friends, and stupid fucking boyfriend.
Heeseung knew the moment he laid eyes on Jongseong that he was no good for you, and was clearly putting up a facade when the two of you were together. Heeseung saw right through it, how quickly heâd pull out his phone to snap a text when you were looking, how heâd roll his eyes whenever you got too excited about something, how he almost never responded to your PDA â he was the fucking worst, and you deserved so much better. You deserved Lee Heeseung.
Days leading up to Jongseongâs disappearance, Heeseung had been watching him like a hawk; cyber-stalking him as closely as possible without being caught, until, finally, Jongseong decided to go clubbing one night.
Heeseungâs original plan was to wait until Jongseong was slightly drunk and knock him out, but Jongseong getting blackout drunk on his own accord made things way easier for Heeseung â all he had to do was pretend to be a friend to Jongseong and convince everyone else heâd be getting him home safely.
Dumbasses, all of them.
Jongseong stands, scratching the back of his neck as he walks over to the pass-through.
âAnyways, itâs Valentineâs day,â Heeseung says after biting into his own sandwich, âyou have any plans? Oh wait.â
Jongseong rolls his eyes again, mumbling âFuck youâ under his breath as he retrieves his food and drink. He inspects the sandwich thoroughly before taking a bite, chewing slowly as if trying to taste each and every spice and flavor.
âWait,â Heeseung speaks, suddenly realizing something, âif you just woke up, that means you missed the show.â
Jongseong rolls his eyes a third time, already knowing what Heeseung was getting at. âIâm sure I didn't miss much.â
Heeseung swivels around in his office chair to face the three monitors, each one surveilling different areas in your apartment. You were blissfully unaware of the hidden cameras heâd set up in your home that have been recording your every move for months on end. Heâs doing it for your own safety, really; keeping an eye on you at all times.
Youâre in the kitchen now, loading up the dishwasher with music playing from your phone, stopping every few seconds to belt out the lyrics or make an attempt at doing the choreography. Heeseung enjoys watching you like this, when you truly get to be yourself because you think no one is around.
He grins, switching over to the center monitor and hitting the rewind button until he sees himself entering your bedroom, âThere we go.â Heeseung monitors himself closely, watching as he sets the tray of food down on your desk before walking over to your mattress.
He moves out of the way so Jongseong has a better view of the screen, a smug expression on his face as he watches the scene unfold in front of him. The monitors were on at all hours, meaning the only entertainment Jongseong had was watching you stroll around your house. Weirdly enough, it pleases him to keep an eye on you like this, making sure youâre still okay after all this time.
He can do without watching you and Heeseung have sex, though.
Jongseong turns his head away the moment Heeseung removes the blanket from your body, groaning in disgust as he takes another bite from his sandwich. âI donât need to see this.â
Heeseung shrugs, mumbling, âYour lossâ as he speeds up the replay. He prefers to focus on the key moments anyway, like the face you make right before you come on his, or how your entire body tensed when he leaned down to bite on the nape of your neck.
As arousing as it was to play back all those moments, he primarily used it as a personal study guide on what you liked the most, so heâd be better at pleasing you going forward. This behavior had started before the two of you even got together, if heâs being completely honest. One simple, playful retweet from you about preferring to receive oral rather than give it had him ordering a pocket pussy the very next day to practice on.
The first time the two of you hooked up, Heeseung had spent approximately twenty-four minutes going down on you, only stopping when you expressed concerns about his jaw locking up â not that he cared.
âWait a second,â Jongseong pauses, crumbling the empty food wrapper into a ball before tossing it to the floor, âwhat happened to that big breakfast feast you kept talking about, huh? With the, uh, the pancakes and cinnamon rolls?â
When Heeseung doesnât respond, Jongseong continues taunting, âWhat, realized you couldnât do it? That you can do something as simple as prepare a meal? Wow, are youââ
âShut up, dumbass.â Heeseung interrupts him with a shake of his head, swiveling around in his office chair until heâs facing Jongseong, âYou think youâre better than me because you know how to cook? Go on then, cook something. Go to the stove and prove youâre better at me than cooking.â
Silence falls between the two, with Jongseong glaring daggers at Heeseung as he tightens his fists.
âOh, wait,â Heeseung continues, tapping his chin, âyou canât cook; youâre trapped in my basement while I fuck your girlfriend.â
âWhatever.â
âOh, now itâs whatever, but just a second ago you were so much better than me for knowing how to cook â you also know how to lie and cheat.â
âWhatever, Heeseung, just drop it.â
âHow do you think Y/N would feel if she found out you were cheating on her with her own sister? How old do you think Jihan will be before Jake realizes why they look nothing alike?â Heeseung questions, tilting his chin at Jongseong, as if expecting a legitimate answer.
The mere thought of Jongseong and your own sister getting together behind your back is enough to make Heeseung gag; he couldnât fucking believe two of the closest people in your life would deceive you like that. It was beyond disgusting, and he had a strong distaste for Yeji the moment he found out.
Ashamed, Jongseong turn away from Heeseungâs gaze. âThatâs none of your fucking business.â
Heeseung rolls his eyes, turning around in his seat until heâs facing the monitors, âAnything involving Y/N is my business, fuck-face, including you and anyone else that bothers her.â
He navigates the surveillance controls until heâs back to watching you in real time, the corners of his lips quirking up into a smile when he sees you facetiming someone. He shushes Jongseong, who hadnât even been speaking, as he turns the volume up in order to hear you better.
ââŠand I think he looks just like you, seriouslyâŠJake?âŠI mean, I donât knowâŠIâm not really seeing the resemblance yetâŠâ
Realizing who you were talking to and what the topic of conversation was, Heeseung clicks his tongue, âThey may even find out sooner than you think.â
The sound of Yejiâs voice through the speaker has him rolling his eyes as he turns down the volume, not that it mattered, considering you disappeared into the bathroom a few moments later.
âHey,â Jongseong taps on the glass, âlet me ask you something.â
âNo.â
âWhy do you have a camera in every room except the bathroom?â
Itâs a genuine question, but it comes out more perverted than Jongseong had intended it to.
As if the answer was obvious, Heeseung raises a brow as he responds, âIâm giving her privacy, pervert.â
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Hidden Truths pt.2
Cregan x wife!reader
named reader no description, from house Glover
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thank y'all so much for the kind words and eagerness to see this part. Please forgive me for not replying to all asks being sent to inbox, you'll understand with the chap lol. The pressure was so real I had planned to write other things between pt 1 and 2 but I dropped everything to do this between work and sleep lol
changed the og ending because so many people thought it would be more fitting and I agreed lol
anon pointed out my mistake on glover and bolton im so sorry for that confusion yall it is meant to be glover originally. i made too many mistakes im a mess rn



Ernest makes it to Cregan's solar first, Ron not far on his heels. Panting, the younger speaks up first when Cregan Stark shoots them a bewildered look whilst hunched over his oak desk.
"Was Lady Stark due for some business today, My Lord?" He asked, catching his breath as Cregan sat up in his seat, attention fully on the guards.
"Not any that I'm aware of. Where is my wife?" He asked, glancing outside of his small window to the blistering storm outside. There was no way she would be anywhere except her chambersânot after he caught her soothing Brandon to sleep. The sight had melted his heart immediately, glad to see his wife finally finding it in her to go see him, to give him a chance.
Though, he could not blame her, of course. He could still remember the day he brought the Stark babe home, and how he dreaded the meet throughout his months of journeying home to Winterfell.
Aelys had been on the forefront of his mind, even through the slimy politicking of King's Landing. The wait was only made ever longer by the fact that the party Cregan traveled North with had to wait until Brandon was old enough to travel, too. Moons went by painstakingly slow, and Cregan moved to load the carriage for the boy as soon as the Maester gave his word that Bran would not be suseptible to the outdoors during long durations on the road.
Cregan dismounted his grey mare, patting her on the neck in thanks before the stable boy guided her back to her designated place. With a tense sigh, he rolled his shoulders and opened the carriage door that held Brandon and his new wet nurse. Sara, his older sister, would join the family in a few short weeks while she continued her stay at the Blackwood's. He wished she was here to console his wife in the coming days. Gods know that he cannot, not when the news of his betrayal had to come from his own mouth. As he promised himself it should be. The sinner should say his own penance, no one else. A Stark is a slave to his oaths.
Thanking Greya kindly, Cregan picked up Bran in his arms. His onyx black curls shifted against the crook of his arm as he shifted the babe to be held better. The four moon-old babe fussed as he was removed from the woman's comforting hold. As if was, Cregan was more of a stranger to the young babe than his wet nurse was. Unfortunately, the Lord had not spent the amount of time with him as he knew he should have. The thoughts and guilt racked up in his mind and burned at the back of his throat every day, leaving Cregan to promise himself that in Winterfell he would spend more time with him.
Another promise for the list.
Cregan stepped through the courtyard's archway, holding his breath as he watched his beautiful wife standing by the Keep's doors, shivering but still insisting that she come out to meet her husband. Her smile was as lovely and bright as he remembered, a much more contented and relieved smile than she had sent him off to battle with. That day, she could hardly stifle her tears back as she hugged him 'goodbye'. He felt quite the same. Cregan would never leave for Southern business again, not in his lifetime. Once had been enough to last generations, though he was sure the Stark family would not go too long before being summoned again.
Her face shifted from joy to confusion in a matter of seconds. As Cregan continued straight towards her, Bran bundled up in so many wools and pelts that it entirely engulfed the babe. She lifted her skirts to step down to meet him. Originally, Cregan had wished to scoop her up in his arms and place a sweet kiss on her cold lips, but the bundle between them prevented such things. He could not greet her so sweetly and then present the bastard to her. Ripping the bandage off a fresh wound, Cregan would not be deceitful for longer than he had been during his moons of silence in the South.
"Husband," She smiled, reaching out to touch his chilled face, pink in the cheeks and ears from exposure. "You should come inside. A feast has been prepared for youâand your men, of course." She was antsy on her feet, eager to get inside to proper reunite with her husband, no bystanders gawking.
Speaking of bystandersâCregan's entire party had separated and dispersed around the courtyard. They met their own wives, parents, or children as they laughed and conversed. Though, the loud and joyous clamor soon died down when whispers had been spread around by those who already knew of Cregan's boy. Wives that knew Aelys well stared in pity, clutching their shawls to their chests and shaking their heads quietly at their Lord.
He fought the urge to hang his head.
She had not yet seen the babe, only the cloth surrounding him.
"Cregan?" She whispered, tilting her head with concerned eyes. "What is wrong?" His sweet, sweet wife. Her first priority had been him over anything since the days of their honeymoonâthe days she had confessed to be extremely anxious about during their courtship. She was a Northern woman herself, hardened and shaped like an ice sculpture but retaining her warm heart and spirit. Cregan had intimidated her greatly, according to her giggling confession, and she had feared he may be a cruel and selfish man since he could easily do as he wished to his Lady wife. He proved her wrong, apparently, getting to know his wife throughout their private honeymoon. They had a bond like no other, always at each other's side and filling in for the weaknesses of the other during their duties as leaders.
Cregan's brow furrowed deep, blinking away as he felt his nose start to sting.
Only then, when his glossy eyes met hers silently, did she glance down to the cloths. Slowly reaching up a shaky, gloved hand adjusted the pelts so she could peer past them. Gasping at the pale babe, Aelys' eyes sharply met his. A million thoughts raced through her head, clearly showing in her facial expressions. Not assuming the worst, as she probably should have done, Aelys asked, "has one of your men died? Is this babe an orphan?" Always so trusting of her Lord husband, something Cregan had admired and was eternally grateful for throughout their marriage.
"Aelys..." He cleared his throat when his voice came out much too quiet and hoarse. "This is my son." He declared to her, and to the onlooking crowd who did not bother hiding scandalized gasps.
Her eyes blinked in rapid succession, shaking her head lightly and smiling. "Don't jest, Cregan. We have no son."
His silence met her words. When he did not cave and admit to messing with his wife, Aelys shook her head more firmly. "No." She said, whispering. Her eyes clamped shut as she breathed in and out deeply, only opening to glance down at the babe, scrutinizing its appearing and comparing every freckle to Cregan's. "Don't do this to me, please. You would never do this to me." Her words were nearly lost to the air.
"It was one time, I swear it on my honor and Stark name." Cregan told her.
"On your name?" She harshly bit, stepping away from Cregan as if he had burned her. "Your honor? You swore on your honor the day we said our vows under the Weirwood tree. Under OUR Gods. Did that mean nothing to you? Did Iâ" She gasped out, covering her mouth with the back of her hand and clutching her stomach. A choking sob rippled through her, and Greya stepped forward to gingerly take Brandon from Cregan's grasp. His arms fell to his side, clenching as he stopped himself from holding his wife in comfort. She could find no solace in the man who hurt her so.
"I thought you wished to wait. You told me you wanted it, too. Was it just not me you wanted a family with?" She asked, cranking her neck up to look at her shameful husband.
"Aelys, I didâI do!" He started, stepping forward to wipe a hot tear from her cheek.
Flinching away from his touch, she looked up at him with the same mistrust and solemn acceptance that he found in a dying prey's eyes. Suddenly, Aelys looked to become aware of the crowd. Glancing around self-consciously, she straightened herself upright like the people expected of a Lady Stark. "The feast is growing cold. Enjoy it while it's warm." She loudly adressed the weary party and their families, who awkwardly moved to shuffle inside the dining hall. With a final glance past Cregan's shoulder to the wet nurse, Aelys was gone.
Seeing the shared glances of horror between the two, Cregan cleared his throat. "Where is my wife, boys?"
Ernest swallowed harshly, not daring to look him in the eye. "Sheâshe said that she 'ad business in Winter Town. That you approved of it, I swear!"
Ron nodded so quickly that his head of curls messed about and framed his face further. The snow still on their heads and shoulders had now melted in the warmth of the Great Keep, reminding Cregan of the harsh weather the guards had to bear all day. They were trained and honed for such conditions, Aelys was not.
"Yes, Lord Stark! We couldn't disobey our Lady's words." He insisted.
"You think I'd make my wife go settle business in Winter Town during a blizzard?" He growled out, standing from his seat and storming between them to his doorway, where he turned on them and saw them both flinch in shock. "Which way did she go?"
"Uhm..." they shared another glance. "She said Winter Town, Lord Stark. What other way would she have gone?"
Cursing, Cregan grabbed Ice and lifted the great sword to his shoulder. He left without another word to anybody, knowing every second counted when it came to finding her. "Bloody fools." He scoffed to himself, mind turning and thinking of places she might head to.
Clearly, not Winter Town. She had no business there, not that he knew of, and although they had not been speaking these past moons he still oversaw all of her duties as Lady. Though, her reports of dealings and responsibilities was done through the Maester rather than her own mouth. A middleman, the poor elder had become. Cregan endured the silence without complaint, knowing his own actions brought it upon him.
His actions brought her further away from him than he perhaps estimated. He knew the babe would tear a rift in their relationship, and knew it would take a long time before they could even begin to mend itâbut he never wanted it to go this far.
Back to her childhood home, to the Glovers in the Motte? Or, perhaps she found a secret lover that would meet her in the storm like a destined and tragic fairytale. He would not blame her for seeking love in another, though his never faded.
His quickened pace was only interrupted by Sara. "What is the rush for, brother?" The elder woman asked, dark brows furrowed with concern. Other the past four moons she had gained her strength back, looking the picture of health now that she was back home and recovering. Cregan could barely meet her gaze, looking between her and the doors ahead.
"My wife is gone." He told her honestly, shifting impaitiently in place. "I don't know where to, but I'm going to search for her."
Sara's dark eyes saddened, face scrunching up in grief. "This is my fault. I should haveâ"
Cregan stopped her immediately, taking her firmly by the shoulders and dipping his neck down to level himself. "No. It is mine alone. I made the choice to do this, I shall face the consequences of my actions."
"Cregan..." she sniffed, but did not allow tears to fall so easily.
"I'll be back." He promised. "With my wife."
Was she running away?
Cregan swung open the Great Keep's door, blinking staggardly at the wind gust that slammed into him. Not bothing to close it behind him, Cregan stormed to the stables and tacked his horse up. In a matter of minutes he was off and out of Winterfell's expansive walls.
His only option was to head towards Glover territory. It was a two days ride normally, but the storm would make it double or perhaps longer. She would not be far ahead, not even two hours ahead of Cregan and unknowing of how close he might be on her trail.
There were not even hoofprints left in her wake. The snow immediately covered all tracks and left only pristine fields of white powdery frost.
He would not know where she was until he spotted her amongst the white. Cobalt, her black stallion, was sure to stand out within close enough distance.
Until he did see her, he could only wait.
And it was exactly that; a waiting game. Cregan took only three days to reach the Deepwood Motte, faster than he anticipated. He was weary and exhausted, but still pumping with adrenaline and awake off sheer will. Here, in the safe walls of Harriston Glover's keep, his mare could finally have more than a few measly hours of rest, as well as food and water.
His fingers and toes burned with the edges of frostbite. Even in his thick protective gear, he was not entirely safe. The few, small fires that he built for himself in the cold nights gave him only a semblance of warmth. Each step felt like five as his vision blurred and weaned in and out. He steadied himself on a pole, waiting for his father-in-law to come downstairs to greet him. And, if luck be on his side, his Lady wife.
He owed more than an apology.
Harriston was a stern man, though not unreasonable. He loved his children and ensured they had only the best; education, caretakers, spouses. His eldest two children married long before Aelys was even of age to be wed, both men marrying Northern girls that they'd grown up with. When it came to his youngest and only girl, the man knew Lord Stark would be a most auspicious match. The Houses had long been friends and allies, and keeping the tradition of partnership thriving through marriage was no strange thing. He'd been even happier when Aelys wrote to him weekly, describing how enchanted she had been with her new husband and thanking him profusely for giving her a blessed match.
Now, the greyed man stood in front of Cregan with a deepset frown and a fierce look in his eyes. "Lord Stark. I thought you'd be busy in Winterfell."
Cregan cleared his throat, focusing on him intently. It made sense that the man was cross with him, especially after he assumed that Aelys had sent him a few lengthy letters telling of Cregan's infidelity. "I came to see my wife, and to bring her back home."
Harriston huffed a sarcastic laugh. "You send her back home, only to come yourself first?" He gestured around with his arms up.
Cregan tensed, "first? Is Aelys not already here?"
Lord Glover matched in his seriousness. "Aelys wrote to me three days ago, informing me that you had sent her here to be away from danger."
"I did not send her anywhere."
"You mean you do not know where my daughter is?" He asked, voice low and firm as he stepped closer. Though Harriston was a fine swordsman and a battle-worn fighter, Cregan did not fear the Lord's wrath, for he could easily best him in combat.
He did, however, have the brains to fear a furious father's vengeance.
His heart nearly beat out of his chest. "And she stated that she was on her way here?"
"I think I know what she said, boy." Lord Glover hissed. "Where is Aelys?"
"She must still be out there," Cregan murmured breathlessly, turning on his heel and running out of the fort's doors and back out to the stables. Cobalt was in none of them, confirmed to him that Lord Glover was not simply lying and hiding his wife away from him.
Cregan decided to take another horseâone well rested and ready to travel in the packed snow, unlike his own weary mare. Guiding it to the doors where Lord Glover had exited and looked at Cregan with a fear unlike the learned man usually expressed, he asked: Where are the kennels?"
When Aelys left to brave the storm alone, she had not anticipated the sheer unforgivable nature of it. Living in the North her whole life, she'd long grown used to cold weather and hunting for herself. Hunts often lasted days or weeks, being times of comraderie and companionship when out in the wilderness with your people. She had not been hunting in years, much less alone.
The snow had slowed her travel significantly and clouded her navigational judgment. North became South, and East became West after so long of walking. With the skies so darkened, it was even harder to tell the time of day. With every stop she made and every fire that burnt out too quickly for her to be fully warm, Aelys had grown desperate.
She found shelter in a half-conscious act to preserve her on life. Now, curled up with only her fur-lined dress and the pelt she had brought from Winterfell, she could not help but begin to accept that she would die in this cave.
Aelys thought of her life in a few curt thoughts.
She had only lived twenty and two years. She grew up with loving parents and two elder brothers who doted on her greatly. She married Lord Stark of Winterfell, someone who took her heart quicker than she'd ever thought possible. She would die here, alone and cold because of him.
She thought of all the things she had wanted from life. Not much, for a Lord's daughter. Aelys had always wanted love and gave love in return. Trusted perhaps too much and did not gain from it. She wished for children, eventually, and could never have them now. She wished to see the warm deserts of Dorne and the lush gardens of Old Town in her retirement.
Aelys Bolton would not see anything but the North, nothing but the cold snow and frost-tippes trees around. They had grown familiar and warm.
Warm.
She was so warm, now.
Aelys closed her eyes and fell asleep, dreaming of better days.
"You do not wish to return home to a babe in the nursery?" Aelys asked, voice low and humming as Cregan lay beneath her on their shared bed. Most men did, misliking the process of pregnacy but loving the outcome, for it could only serve to benefit them.
"We will have plenty of time for babes when I come back to you." He replied, brushing his lips over her the crown of her head. "What kind of husband would I be if I left you to deal with the struggles of pregnancy and birth all alone?"
"I won't be alone. Sara is staying, too. I will have a sister to keep me company and complain all my grievances about my missing husband to her." She said amusedly.
Cregan paused in his rhythmic stoking of her spine. "Sara has asked to come, my heart."
She paused, too, lifting her head from his chest and squinting at him. "Sara can come down to King's Landing with you, but I cannot?"
He sighed, shaking his head. "She will be staying at the Blackwood's residence at Raventree Hall, not King's Landing. I would never endanger either of you by bringing you to the capitol. She has been offered guest housing by her friend, Alysanne Blackwood, during my time down there."
She huffed, conceding to his words and dropping her head back down, listening again to his ever-steady heartbeat. "Must be nice to see the Riverlands." She said lightly. "I hear they have fields of flowers growing year-round."
"And the permanent smell of fish and mildew." Cregan added with a snort. "You're not missing anything, I swear it to you. Sara and I will be gone for a short period of time. I intend to leave as soon as things are settled and put to rest."
Aelys hummed her quiet acknowledgment. There was no argument to be had, not when Cregan was set to leave in the morning. "There must always be a Stark in Winterfell." She said cheekily, though there was plenty truth to the statement. Alone, she would serve as political head to Winterfell and the temporary 'Warden' while Cregan was missing in action. She had her advisors, consisting of Cregan's trusted councilmen, but the hole that she knew would sink itself into her heart already wore her into her.
Cregan laughed at her words, nodding. "Aye, my love, you will do perfectly. I'm sorry to leave you alone for so long, but I have no doubt you'll do great." He said proudly, kissing her nose. She scrunched it up at the ticklish feeling, allowing a girlish giggle to leave her throat.
"Don't be gone too long, husband. Your wife needs you here." She said, tilting her head up to meet his lips.
"I would never dream of it."
The moons passed by with no reprieve for Aelys. As Winterfell's sole head, her days were busy from dawn til dusk. Letters were exchanged sporadically with her husband while he helped Aegon iii ascend to his place on the iron throne.
Until, one day, his letters ceased. It had already been a full year without Cregan Stark, and Aelys was beginning to grow used to the lack of her husband and sister by her side. Routine had grown to be instinct for her, breezing through her duties like she'd done them all her life. The only thing missing was her lover.
Concerned, Aelys checked in with the resident Maester to ensure Cregan's wellbeing.
When he paused, lips pursed and hands clutching at his cane with a stress unlike the calm elder, he rasped out his own fears. "I, too, have received no word from Lord Stark. Though, no news has come of us death in the capitol, so he must simply be occupied."
Occupied at the end of the war? When Aegon had already been named King and all the men put to trial were either declared guilty or innocent? The brunt of the work was over and done withâtold by Cregan himself.
So why was he silent for an entire moon?
It was another fortnite before the Stark wrote back to her. The letter was curt and brief.
My dearest Aelys,
Forgive my abrupt silence these past weeks. Please know that you have been on my mind throughout this entire time.
Sara has grown sick in Raventree Hall, and has not been able to travel with the host of men I have sent back home to the North. We will stay behind for another few moons while she is in recovery. I will return to you soon.
With love,
Cregan Stark.
It was shorter than his other letters by many paragraphs, pages even. Cregan left out no details when describing his miserable times in the capitol. Aelys found herself much enjoying his theatrical melodramatic retelling and was rendered bemused by this letter. Still, she continued to lead with no pause for breaks.
Three more moons later, and Cregan wrote that he was mere days away from Winterfell. Without Sara Snow, unfortunately, as she was still not entirely recovered, but his party could be postponed no longer.
Aelys rushed around Winterfell's Keep in a flurry of excitement. She ordered every room to be cleaned spotless, for rations to be saved for days until a feast could be made for their arrival, for hearths to be extra tended to, and for the courtyard to be prepared to clear the way for the host.
Finally, the days of busy bodies floating around the Great Keep came to a stop. The feast was warm and ready at all available tables. The hearths were warm and ready for sleepy heads to rest within the rooms. The tubs were filled with scalding hot water that would warm by the time they were used. Lady Stark stood for hours at the Great Keep's entry stairs in the courtyard.
She wanted to be there exactly when he walked through the archway. Despite the cold biting at her nose, the Lady stood resiliant and tall.
It was nearly in the afternoon when Cregan's party arrived. He came through first, leading as head of the host as any Lord should. A wheelhouse followed, surrounded by a small league of soliders all around it. She bounced on her heels slightly, seeing Cregan dismount from his ride. Though she found herself bemused and slightly hurt when he glanced at her and made his way towards the wheelhouse instead. Had Sara recovered enough to join and perhaps wanted to surprise her good sister? She hoped so, for she had missed her greatly. After growing up with only brothers, Aelys found a best friend and sister in Sara Snow. The whispers about Lady Stark befriending the bastard of Winterfell followed her around like a dark shadow, but she never paid them any mind.
Bastardry had never bothered Aelys before. Not even when she was a woman of noble birth and was taught that bastards were born inherently lustful, evil, and made of sin.
She waited patiently at the top of the steps for Cregan to fetch Sara.
To her surprise, he only pulled out of the carriage with a bundle of clothes in his arms. Pelts and blankets, it seemed. A plainly-dressed woman from the South stepped out after him but stayed trailing behind. A maid of some sort, though she had no clue as to why a Southern maid would need to follow Cregan back to Winterfell.
As he strided towards her, a strange and unhappy look on his face, she forced her anxiety back down her throat and raced to meet him. "Husband," she greeted with a smile. "You should come inside. A feast has been prepared for youâand your men, of course." Reaching out to caress his face and simultaneously brush flecks of snow from his loose hair, she couldn't help but stop to admire her husband's handsome features. It had felt like an eternity that they were separated, and she had begun to forget the full details of his frame. Forgot his scent in the room and his side of the bed. Nearly forgot the warmth that he provided simply from standing nearby.
The very warmth he is giving to her now, in the chilly courtyard.
His eyes appeared to gloss, his nose and cheeks pinking even more so than they had already grown in the biting air. Glancing over Cregan, she assessed quickly for signs of fatigue or illness.
"Cregan?" she asked gently. "What is wrong?" She prayed he did not catch whatever Sara had caught, or hid a wound under his mass of leathers and pelts.
When he shiftly lifted the bundle in his arms to gesture for her to look at it, she finally spared a look to the mysterious ball of cloth. She had completely forgotten about it until now, noticing the maid still behind Cregan a few yards back, head tilted down and looking at her slippers. Peeking over a fur pelt, Aelys gasped at the sight. A babe, only a few moons old by the looks of it. Her mind raced with possibilities. Why would Cregan bring a babe back instead of leaving it in more temperate climates like the Riverlands that he stayed in on the way up North?
"Has one of your men died?" She asked in a hushed tone, assuming first that one of his soldiers perhaps fathered a bastard babe before perishing in a battle or falling to sickness. "Is the babe an orphan?" Cregan did always have a soft spot for younglings, showcased clearly by his time spent personally training young squires of Winterfell. He had lost his own younger brother in their youth, and the hole had never filled from that loss of kin.
"Aelys..." he started, meeting her eyes with a soft and sympathetic look. "This is my son." Was said loud and clear for any listeners to hear.
A jest. Cregan had seldom liked to be humorous in front of crowds, or anyone but herself and Sara, but he must have been in good spirits today. Briefly glancing at the surrounding people, she found only pitiful looks from the women and severe looks from the men. Shaking her head, Aelys forced a smile onto her face and a shaky laugh. "Don't jest, Cregan. We have no son." She emphasized.
He only stared at her back. No words of comfort, no sudden burst of laughter among his men to tell her that the biggest prank in the world had been pulled on her. Just shameless silence.
He had declared her second best in front of all of Winterfell. Her people and his.
"No." She said firmly, shaking her head 'no'. She breathed in and out deeply, trying to clear her blurry eyes and woozy head. Glaring down at the false babe in his arms, she found many similarities that she wished she had not. The same straight brows that Cregan had, the same scattered freckles, the same pale skin. The only difference was the hair colorâblack as a midnight sky or dragonglass. The mother must be beautiful.
Moving her eyes to the maid behind Cregan, she found that the girl had a mousy blonde color to her tresses. She could not have possibly bore a black-haired babe. She felt sick, like she'd throw up and choke at the same time. "Don't do this to me. You'd never do this to me." She pleaded out, voice small and hoarse.
"It was one time. I swear it on my honor and Stark name." Cregan promised. But every word was like poison, filling her heart with a heavy black liquid and drowning her from the inside out.
"On your name?" She hissed out, uncaring of the onlookers for this one moment. She was allowed to be angry, callous, and spiteful, even. Any self-respecting woman would be. And she'd be damned if she wasn't. Any Stark woman ought to be when ruling over the entire North. Any Glover woman is.
"Your honor? You swore on your honor the day we said our vows under the Weirwood tree. Under OUR Gods! Did that mean nothing to you? Did Iâ?" Words spilled from her mouth before she can think properly. But she did not regret any of them, knowing she was in the right. Bile rose in her throat, pushing itself past the forced down emotions. She swiftly covered her mouth, stilling herself to prevent any more embarrassing. Subconsciously, she clutched at her empty stomach with her free hand, both mourning the fact that she'd have no children and thanking the Gods for not giving her any previously. A cry finally escaped her lips, watching the plain maid take the babe into her arms again as Cregan looked on helplessly to his wife.
Aelys found her voice again, though it was ragged and tired. "I thought you wished to wait. You told me you wanted it, too." He was a liar, the worst kind of man. "Was it just not me you wanted a family with?"
She'd rather be struck with his hand than his deceitful mouth. It would hurt much less.
"I did, AelysâI do!" He pleaded, stepping forward to console her. His arms looked like steel traps in her louded mind.
She took a lengthy step back. She would not share his warmth, nor his love. Or his bed, his room, his damned dining room. His children. Not when he had shared it with another woman. Given her his love, his attention, his son.
She could not bear to keep herself calm any longer. Adressing the entire courtyard, who had made themselves the Stark's own personal peanut gallery, she spoke firmly. "The feast is growing cold. Enjoy it while it's warm." Without a second glance back at the Stark, Aelys excused herself to her chambers, where she emptied the contents of her stomach into the chamberpot until she could only dry-heave nothingness. These chambers had not been used since she arrived in Winterfell, instead choosing to sleep and stay in their marital ones. She would not step foot into those again unless she was dragged kicking and screaming.
Aelys awoke to strong arms lifting her from the stone floor. Groggily, she was stirred from her deep and preserving sleep. How long had she been traveling? How long had she been buried under those pelts? Time was a blur when she was in a near comatose state, dead to the world. Limbs were numbed and her body felt warm after so long in the cold weather.
"I've got you, sweet girl. We're going home." A familiar voice rung in the back of her head. Even the jolting movements of a horse trotting could not fully move her to consciousness as she fell back asleep.
When she fully gained her sense of mind, she could clearly hear the sound of two men arguing. The warmth of a hearth was next to her as she lifted heavy blankets and furs off of her body. Glancing around, Aelys found herself back right where it all started. In Cregan's room, formerly their marital chambers that she had long since moved out of. A large oil painting sat over the heart, depicting a newlywed image of her and Cregan. They both smiled brightly in the photo, much to Cregan's complaint that the painting did not make him look 'serious enough'. She only laughed and tipped the painter extra gold dragons for the accuracy.
She loved that painting more than any others they kept in the Great Keep. Now, the two faces looking down at her only served to remind her of the falsehood she lived every day while Cregan was absent. Taking care of Winterfell and the North all by herself, just to come back and be thanked by his uncouth mistakes.
Shakily standing up, she winced at the feeling coming back to her limbs. Wriggling all twenty of her toes and fingers, she ensured they still all had feeling. Miraculously, she did. The numbess still felt vaguely there, and her throat was extremely dry and achy. But at least she was alive. Even if it was back in Winterfell, she could attempt her return to the Motte as soon as the storm died down.
It had been a dreadful blizzard. Not a rare sight in the North, but usually none lasted so long. Aelys could not help but feel it was the Gods punish Cregan and Aelys for their marital spat. Something like this must be so futile and useless in their eyes and the eyes of the people of the realm, but to Aelys it was her world and her life. No one could help Aelys but herself. She'd leave these spoiled halls even if the Old Gods and the New wished otherwise. If Cregan didn't have to keep oaths, why should she?
Opening the large wooden door, Aelys found the source of the faint yelling. Her eyes widened at the sight of her father in front of Cregan, in all his gruff charm with his silver hair and beard. She hadn't seen him in nearly two years. She stayed at the archway under the door, simply listening in as the men shouted further down the hall. If either turned their heads, they would spot her eavesdropping.
"âcannot even keep her safe during Winter! Am I to expect her to stay safe during a wildling attack, or worse? Or will you be prioritizing the safety of your mistress?" Harriston shouted, veins nearly popping out from his forehead and neck in his fury. Snow still gathered on his pelt coat, meaning he had just arrived recently.
"It is my mistake that she was endangered out thereâbut I would never let such a thing happen again under my protection. This is her home, I cannot allow her to go back to the Dreadfort. She is a Stark." Cregan emphasized, though had a defensive raised tone.
"Was she a Stark when you bed a whore in King's Landing?"
"The situation is more complicated than that." He responded, clenching his jaw.
"Nothing could ever be more complicated than losing your wit at a brothel, Stark. There is no argument to be had. She is staying with her family, where she was intending." Harriston growled out, a tone of finality to his tone. As he swung on his feet to head down the hall, face set in a worried and seething anger, he finally spotted his daughter.
"Aelys!" He yelled in relief, rushing toward her and scooping her up into his thick arms. "We're going home immediately. We will wash our hands of the Starks once and for all."
"I will not allow that." Cregan spoke from behind. As Aelys hugged her father back just as tightly, it was a battle to keep her tears from flowing in his safe arms. She missed her father more than she knew.
Before Harristone could speak, Aelys nodded. "We will settle this." She said flatly. Her father hesitantly let her go, nodding once firmly after seeing the resolve in his daughter's eyes.
"Very well. I will wait in the dining hall for you." He sighed, walking away.
Aelys shivered in the loss of warmth again. In her bare feet and night gown, she felt the cold of the cobblestone walls and floors start to seep under her skin again. "Here," Cregan murmured, gently shifting his mass of brown wolf pelt over her shoulders and clicking the direwolf emblem into place.
She allowed it, though she did not thank him with words. She took a deep breath, looking him in the eyes. "I want to separate. Divorce, I mean." She said tiredly.
Cregan flinched, jaw ticking and heavily considering her words. "That is entirely my fault. It is in your right to ask that of me." He said, voice dimmed and not nearly half of his assuredness. "But please, hear me out."
"What could I possibly hear you out with?" She asked, exhaustion clear in her tone. She'd dealt with this situation long enough.
Cregan nudged the door back open, nodding for her to enter. Reluctantly, she led the way in and watched as he gently shut it behind them. "I swore an oath, nearly nine moons ago." Cregan started.
Her brows furrowed, bemused. "To whom?"
Guiltily, he looked down at her, looking much alike to a kicked pup. "My sister."
"To Sara? What ever for?" She grew frustrated, knowing he was beating around the bush.
Taking a deep breath, he told her everything. "Sara stayed with her friend Alysanne Blackwood in Raventree hall for the entire time I was aiding King Aegon. In that timeâshe fell pregnant."
Aelys' heart dropped to her stomach. The same sick feeling overtaking her. She did not say a word.
"Davos Blackwood and Sara had built a bond, much like we did." He said. "When she told Davos of the news, they both went to Lord Blackwood to plea to marry each other. He refused, not allowing his heir to marry a bastard."
"And you legitimized Brandon as your own in turn?" She hissed.
"Sara begged me to. She lived her life as a bastardâshe did not wish the same for her own son. I swore to her that my nephew would never be allowed the same treatment. I knew Aegon would do it." He trailed.
"So you bring him home, and humiliate me instead? You didn't even tell me, your own wife! You chose Sara over me. She is your sister, I know, but she chose to be with Davos Blackwood." She could have taken a tea, or moved to Essos or Dorne where bastards were more accepted. There were other options, but neither Sara nor Cregan used them. "That is cruel, Cregan. It is heartless." She cried.
"I never wished to hurt you, I only wanted to protect her. It was my oath." Cregan pleaded, grabbing her hands in his.
She shivered again, though unknowing if it was in chill or her own anger. Part of her was happy that he never truly took another woman to bedânever picked another other her. Though he still hid the biggest secret in the world from her for moons. Allowed her to suffer in their shared home and withstand the pitious looks of the people and court.
"I can't trust you. Not ever again. You could not trust me with your own kin's truth, and punished me for it." She stated. She could not allow herself to cave in so easily, to fall back into his arms.
"I understand, sweet girl." He muttered, softly stroking the apple of her cheek almost mindlessly. "I will sign whatever the Maester's conjure up. You will be free to marry whoever you wishâsomeone who will not lie to you."
The Starks were known for their loyalty and devotedness to their oaths. If Cregan Stark had lied to his wife so easily, no lesser man could ever make her happy with faithfulness and loyalty. Aelys had accepted her life to be one of loneliness from the day Brandon was allowed into the home.
"I will stay in Deepwood Motte for the time being. From there, I will see where my path leads." She said vaguely, unknowing now of what her heart desired. "Wish Sara well for me." Aelys asked of him, leaving him behind as she wiped any straying tears from her face.
"I love you, Aelys." He said, calling softly after her.
"I know." She whispered to herself.
In the dining hall, Harriston awaited her arrival. Perking up when she entered, he knowingly took her into his arms. "I'm tired, father."
"Let's go home. Your mother has missed you dearly." He said, planting a fatherly kiss to her temple.
Aelys would not yet send word for a formal separation to the Citadel or to the King. For now, time apart was what she declared best for herself.
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ending is ambiguous. Will she decide to divorce or eventually mend their relationship? Up to you!
might make an alt ending where he really is just a shitty guy but this had been my idea from the start (many guessed it and i could not reply to them because of it lmao)
sorry if those two scenes got repetitive, but I wanted to show the 'cregan bringing brandon home' from both of their more detailed perspectives. Cregan's shame and guilt and her humiliation and heartbreak.
so many people guessed so close (to the sara part at least) only saw Jace thoughts tho, but he's already dead long before Cregan's walk down to the South. Would have been much more dramatic, but I think Jace would never allow a child of his to be apart from him. Many people swayed me to lead them to separate instead of stick together, and it does make more sense to have her leave him in the end. Although he did not cheat he still lied and publicly humiliated her, even unintentionally, but he's a grown man who is smart enough to know consequences.
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apt 302 | sylus q.

â summary: at first, your new neighbor was as mysterious as he was handsome. after taking some time to get to know himâor forcing your way into his quiet lifeâyou realize looks can be deceiving. â cw: gn reader, neighbors au, neighbors to friends to lovers, profanity, innuendoes, jealousy, misunderstandings, stalker ex, alcohol use, guns mentioned, self-indulgent, allusions to reincarnation, angst, pet names, sylus being an insufferable gentleman, slice of life â dividers by: @omi-resources â notes: this grew way longer than i expected, soooooo youâre gonna hate me for what comes next. anyways, thank you so much for reading! â now playing: my favorite person now - she was pretty ost â tagging: @alfredosaws, @chuppiechanchan @hao-ming-8 @antonneva @sunsets-and-crows @leighsartworks216 @grabby-smitten @nebulorra @minniestarmj @elysiums-light @saiaise @queenofstresss @beewilko @aetherscribit @libriomancer @world-of-hearts @awkwardnurse @huachengnism
Information Technology isnât as cushy of a field as you initially thought.
Sure, you have a desk job doing the most mundane of thingsâworking the help desk, troubleshooting devices, re-imaging computers. But your job isnât without its drawbacks.Â
Sometimes, the days are long and arduous. The constant customer interaction doesnât help matters; youâre a bit of an introvert, requiring five business days to recover from just a few hours of socializing.Â
So, forgive you for seeking a little respite in the form of your favorite set of pajamas and fuzzy slippers as you ease into your apartment.Â
The weight of the world sloughs off your shoulders when the door leading inside clicks shut behind you. You sigh gratefully, the sound of your keys clattering against your entryway table, intermingling with that of your AC humming to life.
You hang your bag and sweater on the coat rack. Trade your uncomfortable shoes for house slippers, the soreness in your heels slowly retreating. The last vestiges of sunlight creep through the slits of your blinds to bathe your home in its ethereal glow before ducking behind the horizon.Â
Your apartment is humble. Has a natural, minimalistic vibe with bits of decor displaying your personality sprinkled throughout. You already pay the price of a kidney and two lungs to stay here. No use investing in posh furniture when your job sometimes requires you to pick up and go at the drop of a hat.
Your stomach growls whilst you draw your curtains shut and turn on some ambient lighting via your phone. Youâll eat soon, you promise. For now, youâre on a mission.Â
Quietly, you move through your home in search of your laundry area, thoroughly prepared to slip into your PJs following a shower to jumpstart your weekend.Â
Too bad a pile of sopping wet clothes awaits you when you open your dryer door.Â
âGoddammit,â said under your breath as you mash the power button. It wonât turn on. Figures. You kick the offending appliance. Stupid thing must be out again.Â
You had set your clothes to dry before you left for work. You were looking forward to snuggling up with wine and your favorite show, donned in comfy clothes. Seems your dryer had other plans.
You shouldâve replaced it months ago when it first started acting up. You had hoped to salvage it a little longer; appliances donât come cheap these days. Besides, youâve had a darling neighbor to fix it each time. To extend its lifespan.Â
Speaking of whichâ
Chewing your lip, you pad over your cold, hardwood floor to snatch your phone from the coffee table. Fall onto your couch cushions with a devious smile twitching your lips. Itâs getting late, so you donât think to badger him into tinkering with your dryer tonight. However, perhaps heâll let you utilize his. At least until you can use your day off tomorrow to shop for a replacement.
You hover your thumb over his contact, his name flanked by crow emojis. Contemplate calling him, but what if heâs busy? This is usually about the time heâs leaving. Instead, you settle for opening your messaging app, already conjuring an excuse.
(You): đŠââŹđŠââŹđŠââŹđ„đ„đ„ (Sylus): lol (Sylus): good morning to you too. (You): đđđ dude itâs like 6 (Sylus): đ€·ââïž (Sylus): im just now getting up. long day at the office. (Sylus): whats up? (You): are you busy tonight?? (Sylus): not really. đ what did you have in mind ? (You): pause. not like that (Sylus): đą (You): my dryerâs out again (Sylus): ah. want me to take a look? (You): nah you already do so much (You): is it cool if i use yours tho? đŹđŹđŹ (You): iâll bring you booze (Sylus): lol (Sylus): its fine sweetie. doors unlocked. ill be in the shower. help yourself. (You): đđđ
You take your time gathering your saturated clothes into a basket. On your way out, you snag a bottle of Merlot from your fridge.
No matter how often youâve been here, you donât think youâll ever get used to how much more⊠put together Sylusâ place is compared to yours.
It suits himâthe black and red furniture, the stylish accents littering his apartment. It smells delightful inside, a mixture of mahogany and amber enmeshed with remnants of food. Soulful jazz flows from a record player, fitting the sepia-toned glow of floor lamps and candles flickering on every other surface.
You toe the door shut behind you. Feel so small and out of place amid his decor. Youâve only recently started coming here, having spent much of your time together inside your apartment. Regardless, you navigate his space like itâs your second home, finding his washer and dryer set.
After starting your clothes in the dryer, you wander back to the living room, hands stuffed in the pockets of your cardigan. You take some time to admire the atmosphere. Fingers skim over the various vinyls organized on a built-in bookcase on the wall.
You snort with a half-smile. You know so little about your neighbor, yet you know just enough to be this comfortable with him.
Heâs a music buff; that much is for sure. Heâs clearly made of money if the luxurious furniture and his car are anything to go by. You donât press him about what he does for a living. Figure he values his privacy above all else, unlike you.
Youâre an open book. The primary yapper in your acquaintanceship, prattling on about your life and aspirations. And he just sits there, wordlessly nodding with a polite smile behind the rim of his glass. Where you would otherwise be wary of being in someoneâs home like this, you feel safe around him in a way that almost terrifies you.
âAdmiring the decor,â teases a voice from behind.Â
You jolt, spinning around like youâve been caught stealing. Youâre met with a smirk beneath scarlet eyes, twinkling with mischief. Strands of white cling to Sylusâ forehead, damp from the warm spray of his shower. He towels his hair dry, maneuvering around the living set towards you.
âHey, you,â you greet, trying to play it cool. Like your heart isnât hammering and heat isnât branching into your cheeks. You attempt to maintain eye contact. Itâs increasingly difficult to do so with his physique peeking through his t-shirt and sweats like that.
âHey, yourself.â Thereâs amusement in the deep gravel of his voice. A smile in his eyes as he studies you, draping his towel around his shoulders.
You swallow. Try to divert the subject, motioning to his record collection. âYou got some new tunes, I see.â
A chuckle is dredged from the bowels of his chest. You feel it pull in your stomach. âSure did. Got something you might like.âÂ
God help you as he reaches around you, the fine hairs littering your body standing on end, your mouth agape like a fish out of water.
Unconsciously, you step back, your spine softly thudding against the records display. Your heartbeatâs on a warpath, and you swallow against the dryness of your throat as the veiny, sinewy muscle in his forearm stains your periphery.
He gives you a bemused look before slowly peeling a record from the shelf behind you. Steps back to fish out the vinyl and settle it on the platter, replacing the record that was just playing.Â
You release a breath you were unaware of holding. Good job playing it cool, dumbass.
âYou alright?â Sylus quizzes with a raised brow. âYou seem a little on edge tonight, sweetie.â
You sigh, schooling an unconvincing smile onto your face. Try to ignore how the term of endearment glides off his tongue so effortlessly. You wonder how many other people he addresses like that.Â
âWork wasâŠrough today. Kicked my ass. Iâm tired.âÂ
A snarling sound invades the space between you, heard over the gentle croon of the new music. Your eyes fall to your stomach. You rub it placatingly. In all your haste to have some dry frigginâ clothes, you forgot to eat.Â
âAnd hungry, too,â you sheepishly add.
You glance up, and Sylusâ gaze tracks from your stomach to your face. He smirks knowingly, motioning with a nod toward his kitchen.Â
âFigured you didnât eat yet. I made carbonara if youâd like some.â
You smile wryly at his back as he pads away, carrying the scent of cedarwood and bergamot with him. Where would you be without such a doting neighbor?Â
You track him to the kitchen. Leaning against the threshold, you watch him procure a bottle of water from his fridge. Itâs so very small, dwarfed by his massive hand.
âI suddenly got called for a Teams meeting five minutes ago.âÂ
Your heart drops, the smile nearly falling from your face. And here you thought youâd have his company over dinner.
Suddenly, he taps your nose, drawing you out of your thoughts. You hadnât noticed when he got closer, swaddled in the static of your bodies being so close. âWhere did you run off to,â he rasps, searching your gaze for something.Â
The proximity of your bodies grows stifling, his warm breath glazing over your skin, dizzying. When he doesnât find what heâs looking for, he steps back, leaving you shell-shocked and utterly confused.Â
âIn the meantime, make yourself at home. You know where everything is,â he says, brushing past you with an air of finality.Â
You strain your ears for the noise of a distant door shutting before you make your move, rummaging through his cupboards and drawers for a plate and cutlery. After youâve scooped a decent helping of food onto your plate, you settle onto one of his velvet couches, cross-legged and shoveling food into your maw.Â
The fluttering of wings piques your interest. Youâve hardly any time to acknowledge him before a tuft of black, iridescent feathers shines from Sylusâ coffee table. The crow studies you curiously, ingesting you with his beady eyes before he preens himself.
âMe-fith-toe!â you greet around a mouthful of food.Â
Said crow ducks away, dodging errant crumbs and spit flying from your mouth, cawing in protest. You give him a rueful look.Â
Sylus has a soft spot for animals. You noted it the first time you entered his apartment, greeted by his boisterous companion. Funny; he doesnât look like the type to have such an eccentric pet.Â
But Sylus has found numerous ways of pleasantly surprising you, revealing parts of himself to you bit by agonizing bit.
âChicken?â you say after finally swallowing, offering a forkful of pasta to the bird. Mephisto scrutinizes the food before resigning himself to pecking at it. You smile fondly, your eyes crinkling with mirth. âMephisto, you cannibal.â
Lulled by the occasional flap of Mephistoâs wings and Sylusâ even tone murmuring things of business somewhere far off in his home, you fall into a familiar rhythm, quietly waiting for your clothes to dry.
You spend the remainder of your evening in your neighborâs company, drinking Merlot and judging each otherâs music tastes, long after your pajamas have dried and settled in the dryer.
âSo, have you boned yet?â
You choke on your waffle. Pound on your chest with the heel of your palm to dislodge it. You turn narrowed eyes on the source of the question. She merely shrugs from across the table, sipping her mimosa as if sheâs asked the most innocent thing.Â
âBitch.â
âWhat?â She appears nonplussed, setting her champagne flute down with a definitive clack. All serious when she returns your stare over crossed arms, and you know youâre in for it.Â
âYou talk about the guy so much I figured you wouldâve already, ya knowâŠâ The humping gesture she makes under the table is a bit much.Â
You blanch. âNo, dumbass, I havenât boned.â Your voice peters towards the end of your sentence. And you peer down at the napkin folded in your lap, heat prickling your face.Â
You wonât deny Sylus is good-looking. More like he could be someone modeling Prada on a catwalk. Canât pretend you havenât entertained the thought of being a little closer to him, too. More than just the late nights spent talking or him fixing something you broke.
You shake your head. Of all the times youâve been tucked away in either of your apartments, heâs never made a move on you. Sure, heâs said some pretty suss things. Flirted with you outside of your usual banter.Â
And maybe heâs done things to confuse the ever-loving hell out of youâcooked you breakfast when you were drunk off your ass and hungover the next morning. Lended you one of his expensive record players. Shacked up at your place a few times under the guise of âcoming to get Mephisto.â Butâ
Nah. Heâs not like that. Youâre just neighbors, right? Unofficial friends. Friends hang out all the time, right?
âHeâs not like that,â you say brattishly, stuffing more food into your face. At least not with you.Â
You donât miss your coworkerâs fox-like grin spreading in your periphery. She taps her cheek thoughtfully, watching you like a smug sibling about to snitch.Â
âSure, sure. If you say so. Heâs still a man, though. He might not have tried you yetââ
âHush,â you interject. The table shakes, cups rattling as you saw into your sausage with your fork and butter knife. Youâre done with this conversation.
Try as you might, however, you canât banish your thoughts revolving around him. Especially with your coworker watching you like that, silently egging you on.
Heâs not that kind of guy.Â
Heâs still a man, though.Â
Youâve repeated it like a mantra throughout your day, even as you mindlessly clacked away at your computer.Â
Work was a blur. An exhausting blur. Day gave way to the soothing exhale of night, and you were finally nestled in the quiet sanctuary of your apartment, on your couch, entertaining yourself with a game of Uno. It wasnât much fun playing alone, but you needed a distraction from the mess of your mind when your favorite show couldnât help.Â
Itâs a quarter past 9 when a shuffling sound in the breezeway outside your apartment catches your attention. Itâs accompanied by the echoed rasp of a recognizable voice, chuckling and murmuring indiscernible things.Â
You peel yourself from your couch as if on autopilot, nose pressed against the cold metal of your door as you peer through the peephole.
Itâs your nightly ritualâwaiting like an overzealous puppy to greet or send off your neighbor. You donât always get the luxury of saying goodnight in person. Sometimes, heâs gone for daysâweeksâat a time. You donât know the semantics of his job, but you make it your mission to help assuage whatever burdens he shoulders whenever you can.
Heâs there to help you, after all. Whether with a glass of wine, a warm meal, or his company.
So, forgive you for wanting to be a decent neighbor. And you would be tonight if not for the scene that passes through the fisheye of your peephole.
Itâs Sylus, clad in something flattering and expensive. Thereâs no mistaking his broad back and shoulders. The purl of his voice, the wispy dusting of alabaster hair on his collar. But the smaller frame with him, wellâ
Your heart plummets into your stomach.
Sheâs pretty from what you can glean from the limited view of your peephole. Donned in a dress thatâs form-fitting, voice high and light. Giggling silly things, fastened to Sylusâ side, held there by a virile arm draped around her middle. Sheâs drunk if the sloppy lean of her body is anything to go by. Sylus angles himself near her ear to whisper something, ushering in a new set of giggles.
You watch with your breath corked in your esophagus until they slide into his apartment together, their enmeshed voices fading from the stilled walls of the hallway.
Huh. Well, so much for him not being that type of guy.Â
You grapple with this new revelation, a furrow between your brows, hands falling listlessly at your sides. Numb as you drag yourself back to your couch, bouncing comically on the cushions.
You donât even know why youâre upset. He's a grown man with aâŠlife. You think.Â
Itâs the first time youâve witnessed him bringing someone to his place other than you, but itâs only natural for a guy like him to have options. Heâs far from hideous. Has the gift of gab, for Godâs sake. Heâs charming and the very definition of masculine.Â
It just stings a little, knowing that itâs notâŠyou that heâs touching like that.Â
So, you are definitely not flinging Uno cards onto the coffee table. Muttering things to yourself, gripping the stack in your hands so tightly, the plastic squeaks. Whatâs even got your undies in a bunch? The manâs not yours. Youâve never screwed around. Never really showed signs of wanting to, so it makes sense he would seek pleasures of the flesh elsewhere. His world doesnât solely revolve around you as much as you would like for it to.
Youâre halfway through a third round of angry card-flinging before a soft rap at your door nearly sends you some 30 feet into the air.
Stomping to your entrance, you peek through the peephole, and your heart works overtime when you catch sight of a wash of black and scarlet.
Internally, you scold yourself for how gullible you are. You throw the door open like you werenât just cursing him and his stupid existence moments ago. Try to act nonplussed, crossing your arms and leaning against the doorframe with a haughty look.Â
Of course, he would smell good. Look good, propped against the threshold like that, an amused cant to his lips, his physique devastating beneath the tight cling of his turtleneck.
âHey,â he greets, the sound breathy and easy like warmed honey.Â
âHey, yourself.â
He studies you for a bit. Eyes flicker over your face, and you tamp down the sparkling rush of warmth that wades over your skin at the attention. Even when youâre mad at him, your attraction still finds an annoying way of creeping through the seams.
âThis is going to sound incredibly strange, and feel free to tell me to piss off, butâŠdo you mind if I crash on your couch for the night?â
You stand up straight. Blink owlishly, mouth opening and closing. âHuh?â is all youâre able to muster.Â
He chuckles, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck. You donât think youâve ever seen him this side of bashful. âYeah. Itâs aâŠbit of a long story, sweetie.â
âO-Okay,â you say, rigidly moving aside.
âThanks.â The charm is back on, turned up to max capacity. He brushes past you into your apartment, falling onto your couch with a huff. Quirks a brow at the mishap on your table, the carnage having spilled onto the floor.Â
âIâm almost afraid to ask, but were you playing Uno by yourself?â
You ignore him, plopping cross-legged on a floor cushion adjacent to him. Bypassing the tick in your brow, you look off to the side, fighting the embarrassment threatening to take hold of your visage. Shouldnât he be across the hall, entertaining his company?
âShut up and grab some cards,â you grumble to dispel the green-eyed thoughts stewing in your mind.
âBossy.â But he doesnât contest you, gathering the abused cards to shuffle them.Â
The remainder of your evening slides by with comfortable quips. With booze and a break to catch up on Love Is Blindâsomehow, heâd roped you into watching it.Â
You had no idea he was such a sap. Nearly forgotten how miffed you were mere hours ago.Â
He assuaged your worries with an explanation as the sun crept over the city.Â
The girl in his apartment was an old colleague whoâd gotten drunk and convinced herself that she was anything but.Â
Being a good samaritan, Sylus brought her to his place to sober up since the apartment complex wasnât too far from the main strip of bars. He didnât want any issues when she inevitably woke up. Messing with drunk people wasnât his thing.Â
So thatâs how he ended up here, inhabiting your couch like heâd always been a part of the decor.Â
He didnât owe you an explanation. You were just friends. Still, you couldnât help the quiet smile that twitched your lips after he cleared the air.
At some point in the morning, you both fell asleep. He looked all serene, too big for your sofa, but comfortable. You watched his lashes flutter from your place on the floor, his lips parting with soundless exhales. Even in sleep, he maintained that guarded aura, his arms folded across his chest.Â
You were bleary-eyed, gathering yourself from the hardwood to fetch a blanket to drape over him. He shifted, and he was so pretty with the sun bathing him in an angelic glow like that, his hair bright like a halo.Â
You were about to retreat to your bedroom when an abrupt knock tore you from your reverie. You glanced at your guest, ensuring he went undisturbed. He needed the rest. He was a night owl, and something about the sun vexed him, so he typically spent his days sleeping when you werenât impeding on his time.
You moved to the door, foregoing the peephole to open it. Big mistake.
On the other side stood Little Miss Pretty from the night prior, impatiently tapping her foot. Her hair was flattened on one side, and her dress was askew. By the looks of it, sleep hadnât been kind to her.
âHi, good morning,â she sighed, schooling her expression into fake politeness. She straightened herself as best she could, but the white patch of dried slob staining her chin did little to help her plight. You bit back a snicker.Â
âIâm looking for a friend. He lives across from you. His nameâs Skye.â
You quirked a brow at that. Skye? Oh, honeyâŠ
You wondered how many other people Sylus had fed a fake alias to. Or if Sylus was even his real name.
âHavenât seen him,â you chirped over crossed arms. Pulled the door slightly closed behind you, barring the woman from getting a peek at him, nuzzled up so cozily on your couch.
She sighed with slumped shoulders. A childish pout warped her lips. Her voice shifted into something more bratty. âYou sure? Tall guy, white hair, red eyes? You canât miss âem.â
âNot ringing a bell, hun. Sorry.â
It was taking all of you to keep up this ruse. You were fighting so hard to tamp down your amusement. This woman reminded you of an antagonist in a Korean drama, the way she was kicking and huffing about.Â
âWhere the hell did he go,â she groused. You watched her draw her phone from the pocket of her fur coat, your throat growing dry.Â
Your blood turned to ice when a familiar ringtone chimed in your apartment behind you. You stiffened comically; mouth hinged open with shock.
The womanâs expression morphed into one of suspicion. She tried to look inside your home, the upbeat ring of Sylusâ phone still flooding the uncomfortable silence.
She narrowed her eyes, trying to assert her way inside. âWhat the fuââ
âHey, girlie. Back the hell off before I call the police,â you warned with a hand pushed to her sternum. She insisted on being unruly, so you snatched your taser from the entryway table, the telltale blue sparks and sharp whip of static causing the woman to jolt back with alarm.
âYouâre both insane!â she shouted from the hallway, the stomp of her heels reverberating off the walls as she made her way to the stairwell.Â
With a relieved sigh deflating your chest, you eased the door shut. Leaned against it, glancing at the man of the hour. He was still fast asleep, his leg dangling off the edge of your sofa. You smirked knowingly, shaking your head as you disappeared into your bedroom.Â
Youâd let him sleep for as long as he needed. And youâd give him shit when he awoke about his taste in acquaintances.Â
(Sylus): hungry? (You): a little. was gonna make some ramen if you want (Sylus): đ€ą (Sylus): that stuffs terrible for your digestion sweetie. (Sylus): how about i make you dinner instead ? (Sylus): at the supermarket. need anything? (You): đČđČđČ (You): you keep spoiling me and i might think you like me (Sylus): đ (You): nvm. no donât need anything. lemme know when youâre back (You): i can help with groceries (Sylus): now who likes who? (You): fkdkos (Sylus): ? (You): sorry fat fingersÂ
You have a nasty habit of not using your peephole as of late.
Your apartment came with one for a reason. Sure, your neighborhoodâs been pretty tame since youâve moved here. But that doesnât mean the occasional weirdo doesnât slip past security, roaming the halls and startling the other tenants.Â
Youâve found yourself forgoing the use of it a lot lately, given the only person who typically knocks on your door is the guy across the hall. And he usually calls or texts before he bugs you, but that doesnât stop him from being spontaneous. You suppose today is one of those such cases after he manipulated you with dinner.Â
Maybe his hands are full, you muse, unlocking your door. Though youâre doubtful he canât handle a few bags. Youâve seen him in action at the community gym, thick cords of muscle rippling beneath a tan stretch of skin.Â
You draw the door open with a smile, expecting to see a customary thatch of white. What confronts you instead sends a tide of dread washing over your innards.Â
âOh, thank God youâre home,â breathes a voice you havenât heard in months. A voice that still makes your body stiffen, and your blood run cold.Â
When your senses return, you step back into your apartment, thoroughly intending to slam the door in your exâs face. Theyâre quicker, however, wedging themselves in the gap before you can shut it. Grabbing for you, a crazed look warping their features.
âBaby, please! Talk to me! I miss you!â
You bat at their hand, trying vainly to crush them, to scare them off. Itâs to no avail, and you wonder if theyâre coked up, giving you a run for your money as they try to bully their way into your home.
Thereâs a softball bat propped on the wall, and your fingers brush the base of it in your attempt to grab it. Something to defend yourself since your taserâs out of reach, tucked somewhere in your bag.Â
The sounds of your struggle intermingle, your voice strained and panting, please please please, and your exâs caught between sobs of your name.Â
Just a little further. Justâ
Suddenly, thereâs no more resistance in your door. You stumble against it, a wild look in your eyes. And then, there is the noise of a brief scuffle. Of a back being shoved against a wall, of rusting plastic bags, of âWho the fuck are you?!â
Amid your panicked frenzy, you glance up to see a back to you. Barring you from the view beyond your threshold, and your bodyâs awash with relief as you register your saviorâs form.
âYou would do well to piss off,â seethes Sylus, and thereâs an edge to his voice youâve never heard before. You feel it furling in your stomach, burning your lungs. And in this moment, you donât know who to be more afraid of.
Your ex makes a sound of protest, but you imagine the cut of Sylusâ eyes deterring them.
There is the scuffling of shoes across the concrete flooring of the breezeway, and you listen with bated breath until the cacophony fades at the foot of the stairs, willing your heart to ease down.
Scarlet eyes shift to you, brows knit with concern. âWho was that?â Sylus asks, tone cautious as if he doesnât want to startle you more than youâve already been.
You right yourself, smoothing out the wrinkles of your clothes. Finally grab your bat, waving it intimidatingly as you step aside to let your neighbor in.
âMy stupid ex. Just know you saved their life. âcause I was gonnaââ You make swinging gestures, the metal bat swooping in the air. The corners of Sylusâ eyes crinkle.Â
âSlow down before you hurt yourself.â He kneels to retrieve the bags heâd tossed down in his haste to intervene. You scurry over to help, gathering up spilled food.
Once youâre both inside, the bags placed haphazardly on the counter, youâre seated on your sofa, nursing the rush of adrenaline still spuming through you like the hot rush of a geyser.Â
âYou need to get a restraining order,â says Sylus. He emerges from your kitchen with a tense set to his jaws, two bottles of Angry Orchard clasped between his fingers.Â
Plopping down beside you, an arm draped over the headrest, he shoves a bottle into your hand, side-eyeing you as he throws his head back for a swig.Â
You babysit the cider, the crisp condensation of it serving to ground you. âYeah, yeah.â
âIâm not asking, sweetie.â
You bristle under the weight of his tone, feeling much like a scolded child. You know this. Shouldâve done it long ago the first time your ex took it upon themselves to do surprise pop-ups at your placeâat your job. Â
âAnd an alarm system.â
âI know, I know.â
âI can take you right now to look for oneââ
âI got it, Sy! Fuck, I-I got it.â You release a weighted sigh, warring with yourself.Â
Not only do you feel silly for being so lackadaisical with your life. But now, you feel even worse for the seemingly impenetrable silence that settles between you. You didnât mean to yell, frustration and adrenaline having burbled to the surface. He was just worried. No need to take your emotions out on him.Â
Sylus exhales slowly, an unreadable expression descending onto his face whilst staring at the wall.
âSorry,â you murmur, unconsciously patting his quad. You donât miss how he stiffens; donât miss the tight coiling of tendons in his neck. You retract your hand, instead drumming your fingers along the bottom of your bottle.
âIâm assuming this isnât the first time this has happened,â queries Sylus in an attempt to dispel the tense atmosphere.
You shake your head, shrinking into yourself. Stare at your lap, pulling at some frayed threads in your bottoms.Â
âHow did they even manage to get up here?â
You shrug. The security guards at the gates arenât always the most attentive. Besides, sometimes, the pin pad leading into the lobby malfunctions, making it easier for anyone to just slip into your complex.
Unprompted, you begin to bare yourself, explaining the possibilities of why your ex showed up.
Sylus listens attentively. Doesnât interrupt you, watching the subtle shifts of your expressions as you speak.Â
You tell him that things werenât bad in the beginning about two years ago. How your ex said and did all the right things, and they were wonderful. But they wanted something you werenât ready for. You had some growing up to do, so you broke things off. Moved to another city, started a new job.Â
You didnât bank on them following you.Â
The visits were random at first. Occasional run-ins at the park, the bar. Things soon blossomed into something more concerning when your ex found your new address after you relocated to another part of the city to ease the stress of the commute.Â
This was their second time making an appearance at your door. You knew you shouldâve done something to protect yourself sooner, but you didnât think much of it then. Figured they would live and let be. Today proved otherwise.Â
âYouâre grossly naive, sweetie.âÂ
You snort before gulping down the remnants of your cider. âWay to make me feel better.â
He chuckles, and itâs comforting, your thighs pressing together amid your dinky couch. âItâs what Iâm here for. But I could understand how you could drive someone to such extremes.â
You glare at him. âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âIt meansâŠâÂ
Before you know whatâs about, heâs panning in, flooding your vision with the scarlet shine of his eyes. With the wispy dance of his lashes until his breath fans over your molten cheeks. Limber fingers sneak beneath your chin, slightly tilting your head back.Â
Warmth wades over you. Your breath swells in your chest. Lips purse as a mysterious shade of burgundy leaks over his irises. His voice drops a few octaves, husky, the sound of it pinching in your stomach.
âIt means that youâre someone worth fighting for.â
You scoff, shaking yourself away from his hold. Ignore the bashfulness creeping into your face in favor of being a cheeky little shit.Â
âAll right, Li Shang. Getting a little too serious over there.â
He huffs a laugh in response, popping up to grab another round of ciders from your fridge.
Ingredients sat untouched on the countertop as your evening eased by. Youâd settled on a pizza, catching up on shows and talking, long after the moon had pinned itself to the center of the sky.Â
Sylus promised to teach you how to use a gun. He had plenty and would carve out time in his schedule to take you to a range. He didnât press much after, instead letting the weight of your evening melt from your shoulders.Â
He was reluctant to leave you, even after sunbeams spilled through your blinds and you snoozed so quietly, cheek propped against his shoulder.Â
His hand never left your thigh. Possessive in its touch as he mirrored your affections from before.Â
Itâs strange.
Today is your birthday. Youâre enjoying yourself, filled with enough alcohol to tranquilize a small goat.Â
Your co-workers had dragged you out. Surprised you with dinner, a cake. Took you to the strip of bars lining the streets adjacent to your apartment complex. You were all smiles until your cheeks ached, and youâd nearly thrown up from laughing so much.Â
Still, you feelâŠempty. Like something is missing. Or someone.Â
You look at your phone for the umpteenth time. Scroll through your messages, reliving the moment in your head.Â
Sylus was the first to wish you a happy birthday. It made you swell with overwhelming happiness, knowing heâd woken up so early to be the first to say it. You donât think youâve ever cried harder when he sent a voice message of him singing âHappy Birthday.â
God, for everything he was good at, poor baby couldnât hold a note to dig himself out of a hole. Still, you cherished the gesture, lying in bed for the first hour youâd been awake, replaying said message and rolling around your bed like an enamored teen.
Even now, you replay the voice note, holding the speaker to your ear. Itâs hard to hear it amid the live band playing and the merriment around you at the bar. Try as you might to enjoy what remains of your night, you canât keep your thoughts from drifting back to a certain smug figure clad in black.Â
(You): đŠââŹđŠââŹđŠââŹđ„đ„đ„ (Sylus): hows it going birthday babe? (You): đđđ (You): u shuld be her e (Sylus) im sorry sweetie. i had some work to catch up on. (Sylus): you must be having a good time. đ (You): fuk wrk đđđ (You): am not drink ur dronk (Sylus): lol. you sound plastered. (Sylus): do i need to come rescue you? (You): hum (Sylus): ? (You): hone (You): home (Sylus): đ«€ (Sylus): we need to have a serious talk about you enabling autocorrect. (You): r u (You): home (Sylus): about to be. why ?? (Sylus): sweetie?
Somehow, you find yourself staring at the glossy, black numbers embossed on the top center of his door. 302. Itâs ingrained in your memory. Youâd probably find your way to his apartment with your eyes closed, driven to it by the familiar smell and homeliness it exudes.Â
Youâre still a little tipsy. Took some time to sober up as best you could before ditching your friends and catching an Uber back to your complex. You had enough sense to gather everything youâd shown up with. Didnât hitch a ride with any strangers regardless of how many of them tried to pull you into their arms as you stumbled out of the bar.Â
You had a one-track mind. Only wanted to spend the rest of your birthday with him.
With a goofy smile plastered on your face, you knock on his door. Youâre singing that infectious song you canât get out of your head when it swings open.
âApateu-pateu, apateu-pateu,â you chant, shaking your hips from side to side.
He greets you with an omniscient smirk, eyes softening whilst leaning against the doorframe. âWell, hello, birthday babe.â
âSup!â you return a little too enthusiastically, pitching forward until Sylus steadies you with his hands. You giggle like a drunken fool, peering at him. Hadnât realized how good his hands felt, searing through the fabric of your top.Â
Come to think of it, you hadnât noticed many things about him before. His lips are a pretty shade of pink. Skin textured, nose sharp, cheeks high. Little flecks of amber dwell between the scarlet rinse of his eyes. His hair falls into his face, damp from the shower he probably had before answering the door.
âI take it you had a good night,â he says, gaze painting a steady triangle between your eyes and mouth.
âAlmost,â you whisper back, surprised by the huskiness of your voice. You lose yourself in the idle stir of his eyes. In the fragility of his smile, and you feel so safe in his hands like this.Â
You donât know what compels you to do it. To conquer the space of hot, dizzying breaths between you. But, you sort ofâŠwellâŠ
Your inhibitions hit the floor. With your fingers wrapped tenderly around his wrists, you angle yourself closer to kiss him. You almost pull away when he stiffens. But he seemingly relaxes, and his lips cautiously move against yours as he unconsciously guides you closer.
You cling to the sleeves of his sweatshirt. He encircles your waist in his powerful arms, fastening you to the hard press of his body. He kisses you like heâs waited lifetimes to do it, one hand molding around the apple of your cheek.Â
When your tongue sloppily prods the barrier of his teeth, he bristles. Draws away from you with a resounding smack, blinking wildly. Youâre confused. Your heart sinks. You try again to draw him back in, but he gently pushes you away, shaking his head to dispel the bleariness. To chase away the spell thatâs fallen over you.Â
âBaby, wait. No. NotâŠnot like this,â he rasps through kiss-swollen lips, holding you by your hips. Youâre wounded. A hot flush of embarrassment washes over you, and your brows knit together like those of a confused puppy.
âWha-whatâs wrong? Did Iâam Iââ
âNo, no, youâreâŠyou're perfect,â he soothes with a chuckle, a thumb gliding over your bottom lip. âBeautiful, even. I justâŠI donât think now is a good time to do this.â
âOh.â You deflate, a scorching film of tears clouding your vision. âOh, okay. Um, Iâll justâyeah, Iâll go. IâllâŠsee you around, I guess.â
You slide out of his arms, too mortified to look back as you fumble with your keys. After he murmurs a hoarse, âgood night.â Did you misread him before? Misinterpret his actions, his words?Â
Youâre numb as you sink into your couch. Sobriety slowly creeps in. Stray tears blister your cheeks, but you donât full-on sob. Canât bring yourself to, instead laughing hysterically with your face buried in your hands, swallowed by the bleak loneliness of your apartment.
Happy Birthday, indeed.
#sylus x reader#sylus x you#neighbor au#neighbors to friends#friends to lovers#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#lnds sylus#l&ds sylus#sylus love and deepspace#qin che#sylus fluff#sylus romance#lnds x reader#love and deepspace fic#gn reader#apt 302/304 series
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dad of three l dad! max verstappen imagine
a/n: sooo max is officially a dad đđ so I picked up the draft of my dad!Max series with the twins which you can find here! I hope you like it and let me m ow if you have some ideas!
summary: baby verstappen nÂș3 is here, and the twins are now happy with the idea.
It had been a quiet morning, at least by the new Verstappen household standards.
The Monaco penthouse, usually alive with the squabbling of six-year-old twins and the occasional feline disaster, was unusually peaceful. The cause of this rare tranquility? The arrival of Baby Lia had everyone mesmerized, literally and metaforically having everyone wrapped around her little finger.
Youcradled the newborn in your arms, gently rocking her in the nursery Max had insisted on painting himself. Pale pink walls, soft grey furniture, and a mobile of tiny stars that the twins helped assemble.
âYouâre not even crying today,â you murmured, brushing a soft kiss on Liaâs forehead. âItâs like you know I needed a break, what a smart baby, yes you are.â
Footsteps padded down the hallway, fast and energetic. Then came the crash of something toppling over. The twins ready to disrupt the quiet.
âMila!â Lucaâs voice rang out, shrill and dramatic. âYou almost dropped her bunny!â
âItâs not my fault Jimmy knocked it down!â Mila huffed back.
You sighed, smiling despite the quiet moment gone. The calm had lasted exactly twelve minutes.
You stepped into the hallway with Lia, just in time to see Jimmy dart out from under the babyâs toy box with a fluff of pink clutched between his teeth.
âMama!â Mila wailed, dramatic tears already forming. âJimmy stole Liaâs bunny!â
âYes, because you dropped it, Mila!â Luca reprimanded his twin.
Before you could intervene, Maxâs voice boomed from the kitchen. âJimmy! No stealing from the baby!â
Max appeared, wearing sweatpants, a Red Bull hoodie, and holding two sippy cups. He looked equally amused and tired. parenthood in a nutshell.
âCrisis averted?â he asked, eyebrows raised.
âI think Jimmy wants attention,â you replied, bouncing Lia gently. âHeâs jealous, he probably thought it was only going to be the twins forever.â
Max chuckled, scooping up the cat and plopping him into Lucaâs arms. âThatâs what happens when youâve ruled the house for years. Then babies come and steal your spotlight. Tough life.â
âAnd what about Sassy?â You asked Max.
Max glanced toward the back of the couch where Sassy lounged with the disinterest of a feline queen, which of course she was. âSheâs plotting our demise, probably.â
You snorted, the vibrations of your body earning a smile from Lia.
The twins came running, now united in their mission: cooing at their baby sister.
âCan I hold her again?â Mila asked, reaching for Liaâs tiny hand.
âNo, me first!â Luca insisted, already positioning the couch pillows for support just like Max had shown them.
You sighed again, this time with a full heart. You remembered the day you told the twins about the pregnancy, Luca had declared he didnât want âa baby stealing his toys,â and Mila had spent the afternoon sulking because âbabies are boring.â And both of them had tried really hard to stop the babyâs arrival.
Now? They were obsessed.
It was later that weekend in Miami when Max found himself being cornered in the paddock for an interview with Sky Sports Netherlands.
âSo Max,â the interview began in Dutch, âcongratulations again on the new addition to the family! How are things going at home with three kids now?â
Max grinned, hands in his pockets. âChaotic. Loud. Exhausting⊠Perfect.â
The interviewer laughed. âAnd the twins? How are Mila and Luca adjusting? I remember they werenât too pumped when we crossed paths a few months ago.â
Max didnât hesitate. âHonestly? I thought theyâd hate it. When we told them (Y/N) was pregnant, Luca wanted to move out.â He chuckled, shaking his head. âMila made us sign a paper saying weâd still play Barbie games with her even after the baby came. They were so in denial that we got a call from their teacher.â
The small group of journalists laughed.
âBut now?â Max continued. âTheyâre obsessed. They follow Lia around like bodyguards. Luca brings her toys she canât even use, Mila sings to her. They fight about who gets to hold her. I think Iâve held her less than both of them.â
âAnd the cats?â The interviewer teased. âI hear Jimmy and Sassy have opinions.
âOh, Jimmyâs a menace. He tries to sleep in the crib,â Max said, his tone fond. âSassyâs smarter, she gives Lia a five-foot radius. She watches from a distance like sheâs evaluating her for royal court or something which is very entertaining.â
There was more laughter.
âSounds like a full house.â
Max nodded. âIt is. But I wouldnât trade it for anything.â
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Back home, the house was quieter than usual.
With Max in Miami, you were managing the trio on your own. Your mother had offered to stay, but you politely declined, liking the rhythm and evolving routine; early mornings with Lia after the twins left to school, midday chaos with the twins, and long, quiet evenings watching Max on the TV while feeding the baby.
You curled onto the couch, baby Lia nestled in a wrap on your chest, Mila curled up beside you, and Luca was completely knocked out from building a Lego fortress with a secret baby princess chamber, which he assured was for both Lia and Mila.
Maxâs interview played in the background. âLuca wanted to move out,â Max said on the screen, laughing.
You giggled, watching Lucaâs face twitch in sleep as if heâd heard his name.
The moment made your heart ache with pride and love.
Two days later, Max came home.
The door opened quietly, heâd learned not to make noise just in case Lia was sleeping, but before he could take a step in, Mila barreled into him.
âPapa!â she squealed.
Max laughed, lifting her with one arm and dropping his bag with the other. Luca followed, hugging Maxâs waist.
You appeared at the end of the hall, holding Lia with one hand and balancing a bottle in the other. âHello babe, the house didnât burn down.â
He met you halfway, kissing you deeply, letting his hand rest over Liaâs tiny head. âMissed you,â he whispered on your lips.
âShe missed you too. She kept staring at the TV every time you talked.â
âSheâs a Verstappen, she knows good racing.â Max bragged, a habit he picked since the twins were born was now at its peak after the birth of Lia. âPlus, she was conceived the night I won the fourth so she knows whatâs good.â Max whispered the last part so the twins wouldnât hear.
Later that night, the five of you, cats included, were on the bed.
Mila had brought her blanket, Luca had brought snacks which were promptly confiscated by Max. Jimmy snuggled into Maxâs feet while Sassy stared at the baby with mild disapproval.
Lia gurgled softly between you, wearing a pale pink Red Bull onesie Max had been gifted by the team.
âI canât believe we made her,â you whispered, resting your head against his shoulder.
âI know,â he whispered back, brushing his thumb along Liaâs little hand. âSheâs perfect.â
âI was so scared,â you admitted. âI thought adding another baby would ruin the balance and letâs be honest, we never really thought about having another baby, we were just desperate to celebrate your championship.â You giggled, remembering the night.
Max turned to you, cupping your cheek. âYou were right to be scared. But we didnât ruin anything. We just⊠added more love.â
Luca yawned. âPapa, can Lia come to the next race?â
Max smiled. âNot yet, buddy. But soon.â
Mila curled next to her mother. âShe needs earmuffs with her name printed, like the ones we use when we go see daddy race.â
âSheâll have them,â Max promised. âWeâll get her baby-sized ones.â
You smiled, the warmth in your chest spreading like sunlight.
âI know we have enough but⊠I think we need a new cat.â Max proposed.
You snorted. âExcuse me?â
Max shrugged. âItâs only fair! The twins have Jimmy and Sassy, Lia deserves her own.â Your husband worked his beautiful blue eyes on you.
âWeâll talk about it tomorrow.â You said, knowing this fight was already lost.
âMila was also talking about a puppy after meeting Leo.â
âMax!â
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reader with bf daryl who is obsessed with her tits and loves to suck and play with them, but also likes to lay his head and squeeze them in a non sexual way?đ
â Lay Right Here
â Daryl Dixon x Reader
summary â Daryl comes home tired and needy, and your chest just happens to be his favorite pillow
warnings â fluff, cuddling, Daryl being obsessed with readerâs chest in a very non sexual way
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a/n âhello everyone i am trying a new layout this is my test post if this looks ugly iâll cry. anyways i had fun with this request
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You were stretched out on the couch, flipping lazily through an old magazine someone had scavenged a few weeks back. The late afternoon sun was spilling through the windows, painting everything golden, and you were so lost in the soft quiet that you didnât hear Daryl come in at first.
The front door clicked shut and heavy boots padded across the floor. Before you could even turn your head, a familiar weight dropped down next to you. You smiled when you felt Darylâs scruffy face nuzzle into your chest, his arms wrapping tight around your waist like he hadnât seen you in months.
âHi Daryl,â you laughed, setting your magazine aside. âRough day?â
He just grunted, burying his face deeper into you.
You giggled and ran your fingers through his messy hair, feeling the way he melted instantly under your touch. âYouâre like a big dog, yâknow that? A big dirty dog.â
He mumbled something against your skin. You caught pieces of it , âTired.â âMissed ya.â âSmell good.â
You smiled even bigger, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pulling him closer. His hand came up, sliding lazily over your side and finding its way to your chest, giving it the gentlest squeeze like it was his favorite thing in the world.
You shook your head fondly. âYouâre obsessed,â you teased.
âDamn right I am,â Daryl muttered without missing a beat, squeezing you again for good measure. âBest pillow I ever had.â
You laughed so hard your shoulders shook. âIâm serious! Youâre worse than a teenage boy.â
Daryl finally lifted his head, just enough to look at you. His blue eyes were heavy lidded and warm, the corners crinkling from his sleepy smile. âAinât just âbout sex. Jusâ like holdinâ ya.â His hand squeezed again, this time more gently, like he wanted to prove it wasnât about anything dirty , just comfort.
Your chest ached in the sweetest way. You cupped his jaw with your hand, stroking your thumb across his stubbled cheek.
âI like holdinâ you too,â you whispered.
Darylâs smile widened a little. He dropped his head back down, pressing a soft kiss right over your heart through your shirt. âCould lay here forever,â he mumbled, his voice low and rough and full of something so tender it made you want to cry.
âDonât let me stop you,â you said, closing your eyes and letting your fingers tangle in his hair again. âNot like I was gonna get up anyway.â
He chuckled against your skin. âGood. Stay right here with me.â
You stayed like that for a long time, just breathing together, the house warm and silent around you. Every so often he would mumble something â little praises you barely caught. âSo softâŠâ âSmell like heavenâŠâ âMineâŠâ
At one point, you shifted a little and he immediately grumbled, tightening his arms around you like a possessive bear.
âYou gonna let me move at all, Dixon?â you teased, laughing.
âNope,â he said stubbornly.
You rolled your eyes affectionately. âGod! youâre needy.â
He smirked into your chest. âOnly for you baby.â
Your heart practically melted into a puddle. You kissed the top of his head, feeling the way he smiled against you.
Minutes turned into hours. The sun started dipping lower, painting the room in shades of orange and pink. Neither of you moved, not wanting to break the spell.
After a long stretch of silence, Daryl finally spoke again, his voice rough and quiet.
âGonna marry ya someday.â
You tilted his chin up gently so you could see his face. His blue eyes were serious, his mouth soft and a little nervous, like he was scared you might laugh.
Instead, you smiled so big it hurt and whispered, âYeah? You better.â
His whole face lit up, the tiniest smirk tugging at his mouth. He ducked his head back down, hiding it in your chest again like he was a little embarrassed.
You hugged him tighter, running your fingers over the back of his neck. He stayed there, holding you close like you were the only thing anchoring him to the world.
When he spoke next, it was even lower, just a breath against your skin;
ââM gonna take real good care of ya⊠startinâ with gettinâ you upstairs⊠and outta this shirt.â
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DROP MORE PREGNANT READER AND MY LIFE IF YOURSđđđđđđđđđđđ
ups and downs | various! yandere! fatui harbingers x pregnant reader
a/n: gimme your life :3
CAPITANO
you were not happy, the captain could tell.
whenever he'd bring light to your sad expression, you'd just sulk, and walk off, dragging your feet.
perhaps this pregnancy was getting to you more than he knew.
to see you so sad, to see you so sluggish, he knew you weren't feeling well.
so he started coddling you. he'd do everything for you, or, almost everything anyway. he would help you get dressed in the morning, he would braid your hair down for you to keep it out of your face, he'd hold your hand and walk you through the snowy garden with him.
things seemed to be looking up for you.
"it's getting colder shall we go back in?" the captain asked, pausing to look at you, waiting for an answer.
"I'm not ready..."
"very well," he would remove his coat and place it over your shoulders, "if it pleases you, we can continue our walk."
"thank you."
"of course. I'd do anything for you, (y/n)."
sure, he was getting tired of roaming the garden, but holding your hand and being near you, seeing you enjoy yourself, made it worth his while.
DOTTORE
dottore had it with you.
not literally, but goodness, you were wearing him out. if you weren't complaining about one thing, it was something else.
you were sitting in front of the fireplace complaining about how hot it was. so, of course, dottre had to help you find a better seat, or else you'd get upset with him.
and now, you were complaining about the fruit salad you were eating.
looking across the table at you, dottore picked at his salad. it was meant to be a small meal until dinner and here you were complaining about it.
"(y/n), if it's not to your liking, then don't eat it. nobody here is forcing you to eat it," dottore formed a smile on his face, it was small and tense but if he didn't smile at you, he knew you'd think he was being 'rude'.
"yeah, but I'm hungry... I don't think fruit salad should be so... mushy."
dottore swallowed, poking at his salad - it wasn't mushy at all. pulling your bowl away, he slid his own to you, "eat it, (y/n), please - there is absolutely nothing wrong with mine."
dottore then ate your fruit salad - it didn't matter to him how it tasted, as long as you were satisfied and eating, he didn't mind how rotten the salad tasted.
though, he would be firing the chief for even daring to serve this garbage to you.
PANTALONE
"look at this dress, oh, it looks absolutely lovely on you," pantalone turned you to face the mirror, his hand hovering over your round belly before he dropped it to his side.
catching a glance at your face, pantalone saw that you were frowning deeply. "(y/n)... what's the matter?"
"I'm tired," you replied, looking at him through the mirror.
right, pantalone had forgotten, you've been quite sluggish these past few months. it was inconsiderate of him to make you stand and try on multiple dresses just for his satisfaction.
it was truly inconsiderate of him.
"oh, it completely slipped my mind," pantalone was quick to turn you to face him, his hands on your shoulder, "forgive me, won't you? here, let me help you out of this..."
"it's fine..." you mumbled, as he began tugging the dress from over your head. removing the dress, he helped you back into your old clothes.
"a nap would be nice, no?" taking your hand into his, he guided you into his bedroom where the two of you would lie down for a nap.
he could tell you were tired.
gosh, he was so very considerate.
CHILDE
when childe worked, he had a new goal in mind.
providing for you, of course. he was going to be a father; he needed to prove that he was worth it, and he needed to prove just how good of a father he'd be.
he had never felt quite so motivated before. he had never felt so motivated to be good and stay out of trouble.
love really changes people, huh?
after finishing his work, he'd come home with a grin on his face. it didn't feel real, at all.
he was with you and you were going to have a child with him!
"(y/n), where are you? I'm home! I brought dinner," childe called out as he stepped through the front door.
the fireplace was on, the lights were off and the bedroom door was cracked open. huh, guess you were sleeping.
so childe crept down the hallway and into his bedroom where you were sleeping.
how pretty you were...
he sat down beside him, looking at you and your peaceful features. he grinned, how much better could his life get?
he idly messed with the hairs on your head, petting and twirling them around his finger. he sat there and did that for a while, that was until you woke up.
you swatted his hand away, scowling at him.
childe smiled down at you, "let's go shopping for baby clothes. that would be nice, wouldn't it?"
"sure..."
"great! now let's go eat, (y/n), I brought dinner home for us."
eating dinner with you would be a nice change of pace but, of course, anything done with you would be nice.
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I WANNA BE YOUR ENDGAME â Chapter 14
đâ€ïž A Hockey Romance feat. modern!Sukuna
Pairing: HockeyPlayer!Sukuna x Reader (female) Genre: College AU, Hockey AU, fluff + smut Playlist: I wanna be your Endgame Word Count: 4.5k Warnings: 18+, smut, cigarettes, alcohol, some rough locker room sex in this chapter ;), Kuna makes Reader squirt. Fuckbuddies to lovers. Reader is a creative writing student. Sukuna is an ice hockey player + history student. This story will have approximately 16 chapters. Minors don't interact. Header by me. Divider @/benkeibear
MASTERLIST
You have been dating Sukuna for two months, and it shows in the clothes you have bought lately. Warm sweaters and thermo leggings, anything to keep you warm in the chilly hockey arena, where you seem to spend more and more time.
You're not just here for Sukuna's games. More often than not, you are also sitting in the stands after your classes, reading the books your literature professor assigned while stealing far too many glances at your man, who is practicing with his teammates, looking too sexy to keep your eyes off him for more than a few minutes at a time.
It was Sukuna who asked you to come to his hockey training more often. Or he didn't outright ask, but told you how much he likes it when you watch him during practice. He whispered it in your ear when he was on top of you in all his naked tattooed glory, pressing you down with his heavy body, spoiling you with strokes so deep and good that you thought you would lose your mind, and of course, it lead to you promising him that you would drop by more often to keep him company during hockey practice.
So basically, you are here because Sukuna and you are equally obsessed with each other. And that thought alone is enough to make you grin from ear to ear.
You are currently sitting on the stands on a Tuesday afternoon, huddled in Sukuna's warm Tigers hoodie and your new fleece leggings, telling yourself you are working on your assignment, but truth be told, you are too busy watching your boyfriend skate across the ice, looking like a full course meal in his black compression shirt.
And Sukuna keeps looking at you, too, grinning that boyish grin and winking at you, not giving a fuck about who can see him flirting with his girl.
He even skates over to you occasionally, putting his gloved hand against the plexiglass and banging on it to capture your attention (as if he didn't already have it),
"Hey, princess! Come here for a sec! I need my lucky charm real quick!"
He smirks at you and jerks his tattooed chin towards a gate a few meters away. You roll your eyes playfully but get up and walk toward Sukuna while teasing him,
"Aww, does the big bad guy have withdrawal symptoms?"
And Sukuna just grins even broader at you, raising an eyebrow,
"Maybe I need a kiss or two. Isn't that part of your job description as my personal lucky charm? I am adding it to the rules right now if it isn't included already."
He looks so charming standing there with that playful grin and the twinkle in his maroon eyes, and you laugh delightedly, opening the gate so you can deliver the motivational kisses Sukuna asked for.
Sukuna leans down to capture your lips with his, giving you a playful, slow kiss. The sexy combination of his cold lips and warm tongue makes your head spin, and you eagerly lick into his mouth before he pulls away again a few seconds later and winks at you.
"Yeah, I am already feeling more energetic. Thank you, princess."
He ruffles your hair, waiting for your squeal of complaint before he laughs and turns around, skating back to his teammates to continue his training while you smooth down your hair and lick your lips, still tasting Sukuna on your tongue.
But even though his girl is here and Sukuna steals all those little moments with you, his coach never complains too much. Because he knows what you know, too: Sukuna isn't slacking. He takes his training seriously.
It's one of the things you love about him. His dedication, his ambition. Sukuna always gives his all. He always wants to be the best. And yet, as important as hockey is to him, he made room for you in his life. He wants you here, wants you in the stands when he has practice, wants you close to him, even if it just means some shared grins across the rink or some stolen kisses in between training sessions.
It's just as Sukuna said to you the night he confessed his feelings to you. He loves to combine his two favorite things in the world: You and hockey.

"Ew, get your dirty sports things off my pretty couch!"
Nobara stands in your shared living area, arms crossed in front of her chest, glaring indignantly at Sukuna, who just dropped by after hockey training and put his sports bag on the couch.
You snicker softly, about to make a joking reply, but your boyfriend is faster. Sukuna laughs and flashes Nobara a big rude grin, almost as if he is enjoying this. Which he probably really is, when you think about it. His eyes glitter with dark enjoyment.
"Chill, Ginger. Your couch should be honored that it gets to touch my bag. Also, you can go through my stuff, you won't find anything dirty. I take very good care of what is mine."
Sukuna's gaze strays to you at those last few words, and he winks at you, making you chuckle. You hold Sukuna's gaze, smiling broadly at him, watching his rude grin soften to a smile. Nobara sighs dramatically, marches over to the couch, and lifts Sukuna's bag with an exaggeratedly disgusted expression on her face before she dumps it on the floor in front of Sukuna's feet,
"Take that thing away! And, God, would the two of you stop it with the eye-fucking!? It's disgusting!"
Which only makes Sukuna's lips lift in a devilish, lopsided grin as he keeps looking at you,
"You heard her, princess. She doesn't like us eye-fucking. Let's go into your room and fuck for real."
Both you and Nobara squeal loudly at his words. Nobara makes a gagging noise, hurrying to the door,
"I am leaving! And if I find your filthy used condom in the bathroom again, I will burn down the hockey arena!"
"Okay, if you don't want it in the bathroom, I'll make sure to put it in the trash can in your room then. Didn't know you are such a fangirl, geez!"
You smack Sukuna's shoulder playfully, and Nobara screams as she bangs the door shut behind her. You laugh, rolling your eyes at Sukuna,
"Maybe you should be a bit nicer to her, Kuna."
"Oh, I fear I can't do that. It's part of my charm. And you're the only one who gets to see my nice side anyway."
And then his lips silence any further complaints, kissing you deep and with all those sexy tongue flicks that make you melt against his tall body, and a few minutes later, you sigh contently as Sukuna's weight settles on top of you on your bed, your hands automatically slipping under his hoodie, caressing his buff muscles, your head tilting back to let Sukuna trail kisses over your neck.
The little dispute with Nobara is forgotten for the next two hours that you spend with Sukuna in your room, making out and fucking, and cuddling afterward. But then he grumbles something about being hungry, and you smile and press a kiss to his neck, murmuring,
"Then go look what we have in the fridge."
Sukuna turns his head to cup your cheek with his hand, pulling you into a sloppy kiss before he gets up from your bed, only putting on his boxer briefs before he goes to the kitchen to raid your and Nobara's fridge.
You smile to yourself, sitting up on the bed as you put on some clothes, too. You are just in the middle of putting on your t-shirt when you hear Sukuna's loud laugh, and he calls out to you,
"Princess! Come here, quick! You won't believe this!"
You raise an eyebrow curiously, hurrying to the kitchen and asking what happened. Then, stop in your tracks when you see Sukuna standing in front of the open fridge, holding up two milk cartons. One of them has a pink sticky note taped to it that says in Nobara's handwriting: For ugly hockey players. Enjoy your milk, Kirby.
For a moment, you blink at the milk carton, and then you burst out laughing while your boyfriend opens it to take a big gulp straight out of the carton.
Nobara returns home a few hours later when Sukuna has already left. You are in the kitchen doing the dishes, and before Nobara can disappear to her room, you quickly call out,
"Hey, why did you put milk for Sukuna in the fridge?"
Nobara makes a huffing sound and turns around to look at you, but one corner of her glossy lips lifts in a half-grin,
"Ah, so he found it."
"Of course, he found it. You know he always takes something from our fridge. But I thought you can't stand him?"
Nobara shrugs, averting her gaze to inspect her long nails,
"He's annoying as fuck. But you like him. So I thought I'd get some milk for your boy."
"Oh... that's really nice, actually. Thank you."
Nobara shrugs again, but you can see the proud glint in her eyes as she flips her hair back.
"Yeah, I am the nicest person ever, of course."
Acting all tough and unimpressed, but after a moment, she sighs and walks over to you and puts an arm around your shoulder, holding you loosely while she adds,
"You're my friend. And you have always been supportive of Maki and me. Now, I am supportive of you and your curse boy, no matter how annoying he is. And at least, when he has his own milk carton now, I can rest assured that his slimy lips don't touch my precious milk!"

Another Saturday, another afternoon in the hockey arena.
The thing about being Sukuna's girlfriend is that you get quite used to seeing your boyfriend winning. Most of the Tigers' games end in a victory, with the whole arena cheering for their star player and Sukuna grinning that big, proud grin.
But tonight is not one of those nights. It doesn't look good for the Tigers.
You can see the fury in Sukuna's eyes with each minute that passes. He gives his all, throws himself brutally into his opponents, fights his ass off to get the puck, doesn't even let himself get stopped by getting slammed into the boards countless times. But still, it's not enough.
The Tigers lose.
You can see the anger sizzling through Sukuna's veins when he leaves the ice. His tattooed jaw is clenched, his posture tense, and the fiery glint in his eyes is downright dangerous. You hope he won't run into any rival player and get provoked because you know it will get him into all kinds of trouble.
Your steps are faster than usual as you make your way toward the locker room, trying to be there for Sukuna before he gets himself into a fistfight, which he will surely regret tomorrow because it will get him suspended from the next game.
When you reach the door of the locker room, the majority of the players already march out. They all look clearly upset, with slumped shoulders and sour expressions on their faces, and you have a feeling they all got changed as fast as possible to get away from a very pissed-off Sukuna.
You catch the door before it can fall shut and tentatively look inside. Yuuji is the first one you see, and he nods at you in greeting, but his face lacks the usual enthusiasm. Even the sunshine boy isn't able to muster up a smile today. You nod back at him, a question in your eyes, and Yuuji jerks his chin toward the other Tigers still in the room,
"Yo, hurry up, guys! Let's grab some drinks to forget about this shitshow!"
Yuuji pulls his hoodie over his head and then ushers his teammates out of the locker room, making sure his brother can have his alone time with you.
You step to the side and wait until the rest of the players have left and then bite your lip, step into the changing room, and let the heavy door fall shut behind you. The typical post-hockey game smell fills your nostrils, a mix of sweat, shower gel, and lingering adrenaline.
Your gaze finds Sukuna. He is still sitting on the bench, his armor off, shirtless, only in his boxer briefs, his abs and chest firm and dripping with sweat. His large hands grip the bench tightly, a furious glint in his eyes as his gaze catches you in the doorway.
It's clear to see that the King is pissed off.
Every fiber of his body screams anger at you, and it makes your breath catch in your throat, and something deep inside you throb excitedly. Because you know what a loss leads to. You know that Sukuna needs you extra badly tonight. You know that he will fuck you hard today, take you mercilessly, fuck all his frustration into you.
And it's exactly what you are here for. To offer your comfort in every way your man needs. And the thing is, you will enjoy every second of it.
"Baby, are you okay?"
You say it in a husky tone, eyes meeting Sukuna's burning-hot gaze across the locker room. Sukuna sends you a sneer, brushing his sweaty pink hair out of his eyes as he looks at you with an intensity that makes you wet instantly.
"I fucking hate this game."
You chuckle softly,
"You played so well. It's not your fault at all."
Sukuna huffs, laughing an unhumorous laugh.
"The whole team fucked up, including me."
You shake your head as you make your way over to your boyfriend. Sukuna never takes his eyes off as you walk towards him while already taking off your sweater and letting it drop carelessly to the floor of the changing room, followed by your leggings, only leaving you in the red lacey bra and panties set you wore specifically for this game.
You thought you would wear it for a victory fuck, but it's also going to serve its purpose for a make-things-okay-again-after-a-loss-fuck.
You can see the rage in Sukuna's tense posture. His broad, naked chest is sweaty, heaving heavily. The veins on his buff, tattooed arms stand out. All his muscles are taut, his jaw clenched. But at the same time, there's a feral hunger in his eyes as he lets his gaze travel slowly over your figure.
The moment you stop in front of him, Sukuna grabs you immediately and pulls you onto his lap. You straddle his thick, tattooed thighs and press yourself against Sukuna's strong, sweaty body, humping against the huge, hot bulge in his boxer briefs.
You know exactly what Sukuna needs tonight.
You lean forward, pressing your tits against Sukuna's chest as you capture his lips in a sweet kiss, even more tender than usual, more loving, despite how pissed off your boyfriend looks right now. It means you only will treat him even more lovingly. Be his sweet girl who comforts him and who he can fuck his angry cock deep into and find sweet relief by taking it all out on your tight wet pussy.
Sukuna rewards you instantly with a low, needy growl, and his large hands tighten roughly around your waist as he pushes his tongue between your lips. There is nothing gentle about the way he kisses you. It's rough and savage, almost brutal. He's fucking your mouth with his tongue, deep and savagely, making a needy mewl fall from your lips as you wrap your arms around Sukuna's thick neck.
You kiss him back eagerly, with tender licks and soft moans, keeping it sweet despite his rough attitude. Your lips trail from Sukuna's lips over his angular jaw to his neck. Kissing and licking before you gently nibble his earlobe and whisper in his ear,
"I'm here for you, baby. Do whatever you want with me. Take it all out on me. Fuck it all into me, Kuna."
Sukuna answers you with a low growl, and his large calloused hands grab your ass and squeeze it hard as he pushes you down on his lap, grinding his hard bulge against you, hot and heavy rubbing against your swollen wet clit, making you soak your panties and his boxers with your sweet arousal.
You moan softly, letting yourself sink heavily onto Sukuna's lap, meeting his movements. Grinding against his hard cock, massaging it with your clothed pussy, feeling him growing even harder against you. You watch Sukuna closely, basking in the way he lets his head fall back against the locker and moan loudly.
His gaze meets yours, and it makes a needy moan fall from your lips, too. Both of you wear the same horny and passionate expression, both knowing exactly what will happen.
You rub yourself slowly against Sukuna, spoiling his cock some more, watching as Sukuna lets you see all the passion on his tattooed face, mouth hanging open, low moans and harsh breaths falling from his lips as he watches you with that feral glint in his maroon eyes.
Sukuna's gaze never leaves yours as he slips the straps of your bra down and then yanks the whole thing down, making your tits spill out of the lacey red cups. The next second, his lips close around one nipple, sucking roughly on it, tongue lapping hungrily at it, making you twitch in his lap and letting out a shaky moan. Sukuna's teeth close around your tit, biting gently, leaving his teeth marks on you, making you gasp his name and tug on his pink hair even as you arch your back against him.
A low growl falls from Sukuna's lips. His tongue is still lapping teasingly at your erect nipple as his fiery gaze burns into yours. His voice is a low, velvety drawl,
"I'm gonna fuck you so hard. Gonna wreck you, princess."
Sukuna's maroon eyes look almost black from how dilated his pupils are, and you bite your lip before caressing his hair and whispering to him,
"Do it, baby. Fuck me as hard as you need. I can take it."
Sukuna lets out a breathless low groan which makes your pussy clench around nothing. One of his hands leaves your ass to grab your chin and caress your jaw firmly, his eyes dark and full of a mix of love and rage and so much passion and need, a lopsided smirk lifting one corner of his lips,
"Be careful what you wish for, sweetheart."
But you just let his thumb slip between your lips and suck it into your warm, wet mouth, looking deeply into Sukuna's eyes as you suckle devotedly on his finger showing him how serious you are about this. How much you are willing to give yourself fully to him and let him do anything he wants with you. Anything he needs tonight.
And Sukuna wouldn't be Sukuna if he didn't take you up on that offer. He smirks at you with a devilish glint in his eyes, and then Sukuna grabs you tightly and gets up with you in his arms, lifting you up as if you weigh nothing, holding you securely in his strong arms.
He slams you against his locker, making you gasp breathlessly as your back hits the cold surface while the rest of your body is covered with Sukuna's buff and overly hot body.
Sukuna's lips claim yours in a hot kiss, tongue so deep in your throat that it sends the craziest butterflies flying in your stomach.
He pushes down his boxer briefs impatiently, freeing his hard cock. It's pulsing with need, the tip swollen with an angry dark pink color, drooling pre-cum all over himself.
He doesn't bother taking off your panties but just yanks them to the side, letting his hot cockhead caress your throbbing clit sending shivers down your spine for a few seconds before Sukuna pulls back.
And then he claims you fully without any prior warning.
You gasp loudly, digging your nails into Sukuna's muscular back, feeling so full when Sukuna's hard cock rams into you deeply, claiming his girl with a hard brutal thrust.
Pleasure explodes behind your closed eyelids, making you feel dizzy from the assault of hard, unrelenting pleasure. You instantly wrap your legs tightly around Sukuna's hips, stuttering his name breathlessly as he fucks you hard and rough against his locker.
Sukuna's skin is hot and sweaty against you, his muscles taut, his low groans in your ear so fucking sexy and feral. He is so loud tonight. Growling and moaning loudly in your ear. Unrestrained, sexy noises full of lust and need and anger while Sukuna snaps his hips furiously against you.
It's a hard fuck. Primal. Like a big predator driven out of his mind by the need to mount his mate. Hard, angry thrusts. So deep and rough that you know you will feel him for days.
But you would lie if you said this isn't exactly what you want. You love to feel Sukuna like this. Love to let him use you like this. Love to feel his fat angry cock push into you and hear Sukuna's desperate, feral grunts. You love knowing that you are the only one who can comfort Sukuna after a loss. By letting him fuck you like this, rough and needy, against his locker, finding relief in your tight wet cunt.
You urge him on with breathless moans whispered in his ear and your legs wrapping tightly around his taut ass and fingernails digging into his buff muscles, needy just like him, clinging to him, your wet pussy clenching around him greedily.
Sukuna's mouth captures yours in another savage kiss, and you moan into it, licking against his tongue tenderly, eyes closed while you cling to him and take his thick angry cock all too happily.
The two of you are in a frenzy. Nothing but the two of you exists. Only Sukuna and you. Only his lips on yours and his cock deep inside you. You doubt the two of you would be able to stop even if someone walked in on you right now.
Sukuna's lips wander to your neck, kissing, sucking, his teeth grazing over your sensitive skin before he bites you lightly. His low voice is husky, filled with a sexy mix of arousal and anger when he grounds out,
"I. Fucking. Hate. Losing."
Every word gets accentuated by a rough thrust directly onto your sweet spot.
You mewl loudly, legs shaking as you feel tears stream down your cheeks from how good it feels to get fucked like this, Sukuna's name falling from your lips like a prayer.
Your fingers dig into Sukuna's broad back, your voice hoarse when you moan in his ear, urging him on,
"Yes! Fuck me, baby! Fuck it all into me. Take it all out on me, Kuna!"
He fucks the first orgasm out of you right then and there. It crashes over you unexpectedly, hot and wild, making you squeal his name as your pussy clenches wildly around Sukuna's cock, your legs shaking as you cum hard on his fat cock.
Sukuna groans, but he isn't finished with you. He slams you even harder against the locker with deep, brutal thrusts that make you squeal and sob, already feeling another orgasm building deep inside you.
It feels like it's too much. Like you will melt away if Sukuna keeps going and makes you cum one more time like this. But it feels so damn good, and you sob loudly, clinging desperately to Sukuna, your legs wrapped tightly around his muscular ass, your nails leaving scratches on his back.
Sukuna's voice is so sexy, low, husky, and laced with those feral grunts and deep moans, giving in to his most primal urges as he ruts into you,
"Don't hold back! Give me another! Fucking squirt on my cock!"
His hand forces itself between your bodies, thick calloused thumb rubbing furiously at your stiff clit, so fast and intense that you cry out, feeling your body lose control, panicking for a second, but Sukuna groans in your ear,
"Yeah, just like that, make a big fucking mess all over me!"
It's not a suggestion but a command, and it drives you insane, that natural dominance, that sexy control Sukuna emits. You clench around Sukuna's cock again, eyes closed, mouth opening in a wild cry as you feel yourself tumble over the edge again, his nasty words making you lose all control.
The waves of your orgasm crash over you unrelentingly, so hard it makes you see black for a moment as you scream and your pussy spasms around Sukuna's huge cock, milking him wildly as your juices spray out of you uncontrollably, squirting all over his cock and his heavy balls, wet, hot and messy, just like he told you to.
Sukuna growls but doesn't stop drilling his cock into you, fucking you roughly, smacking your pussy with his taut heavy balls anytime he pushes into you. Fucking you through your orgasm, with the nastiest wet sounds, as he fucks your creamy wetness back into you, while grunting loudly in your ear, low sexy noises, harsh breaths, as Sukuna chases his own orgasm now.
Sukuna cums with an unrestrained loud groan. His hips stutter against yours, and he presses you against the locker, ramming his twitching cock impossibly deep into you for his orgasm. His strong body is so close to you, hot and sweaty and brimming with passion.
You mewl his name, not able to stop yourself from clenching around him as he shoots his hot ropes of cum deep into you. Sukuna is so sexy like this when he loses control and lets himself get overtaken by his most primal needs. Loud groans fall from his lips, his whole muscular body is taut, his heart racing wildly against your breasts as he empties his balls and all his anger into you.
Gradually, Sukuna's loud groans turn into low sighs and labored breathing. He pulls away only enough so he can grab your chin with one of his large hands and tilt your head back, making you look up into his maroon eyes, which are heavy-lidded with lust and satisfaction.
The eye contact is so intense, so intimate with the way Sukuna's cock is still buried to the hilt inside you after he came in you, his hot seed deep inside you, your wetness clinging to his cock, your bodies touching everywhere, your breaths mingling, both of you still high from your orgasms.
Sukuna flashes you one of his lazy, sexy smirks,
"You're such a fucking good girl for me."
His lips claim yours in another rough kiss that makes you moan softly.
Sukuna kisses you deep and hard, his cock still buried balls deep in you, while Sukuna is still rocking against you slowly, still fucking you with his spent cock, overstimulating himself because he can't pull out yet, needing you too much. It makes you whine into the kiss and caress the taut muscles on Sukuna's broad back and buck your hips against him getting every last drop of his seed, every last caress his half-hard cock can give you.
The kiss becomes slower, lazier, sloppy, and, oh, so tender. And Sukuna's cock finally slips out of you, half-hard, gradually softening now, resting heavy and hot against your skin, slick from his cum and your juices, pulsing hotly against you, and you moan his name, just when Sukuna murmurs, "I love you." against your kiss-swollen lips.
You smile softly at Sukuna, cupping his tattooed cheek and caressing it gently.
"I love you, too, baby. Are you feeling better now?"
Sukuna laughs softly and carefully lowers you back down until your feet touch the ground. His muscular arms stay wrapped around you, though, not letting you go away just yet. A playful grin lifts his lips.
"Yeah, you always know what I need, princess. Thank you. But I promise that next time, we'll have a victory fuck again. I am not going to fucking lose twice in a row!"
You laugh, patting Sukuna's cheek playfully, and shake your head theatrically,
"Of course you won't, baby."
AAAHHH angry Kuna does something to me đ”đ”
I am so glad I finally managed to post this new chapter! I hope that some of you are still interested in this story and that you enjoyed the update! Thank you so much to everyone who left encouraging messages in the last few weeks! I am kissing youuuu đđ
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When the Past Knocks | JJK


What if you never got over your ex? What if, just as youâre trying to move on with someone new, he shows upâright there in front of you?
Pairing â Jungkook x reader | exes to lovers?
genre â romance · reunion · drama · second chance · lingering feelings · unspoken tension
A / N â Hey! Itâs my first time posting here so I have no idea how things work lol. But I really hope you like what I wrote! If you do, feel free to drop a likeâor a heart? Is that how it works? lol. Iâm Hannah btw, nice to meet you :)
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âDid you make it home safe?â
That was the text you received just as you were placing your keys on the table, your bag still hanging from your shoulder. You were coming back from dinner with friends, but that message wasnât from just anyone. It was from the guy youâd been seeing for the past few weeks. You werenât a couple yet, but you were building something. A connection that grew with each date, with every conversation. And who knows⊠maybe, someday, it could become something more.
You looked at the screen and sat on the edge of the couch with a sigh. Your fingers began typing quickly.
âYeah, all good. And⊠Iâm sorry. I never imagined weâd run into him, I had no idea he was back in Busan. Just⊠forgive me :(â
Everything had been normal at the restaurant. You were laughing, chatting, holding a glass of wine as the relaxed atmosphere wrapped around you. The table was close to the entrance, so you had a clear view of who came in and out. And then you saw him. Two guys walked through the door. One of them you didnât recognize. The other⊠didnât even need to remove his mask for you to know.
Jeon Jungkook.
Your ex-boyfriend.
That ex-boyfriend.
You hadnât seen him in a long time⊠since, what, his last tour maybe? Because yes, Jungkook is a singer. And not just any singer. His face was everywhere: on social media, interviews, campaigns, songs. Even now, fans still tagged you in old photos of the two of you, commenting how much they missed you together.
âDonât worry. None of us knew weâd see him. We canât predict the future. So itâs all good.â
That was his reply. The guy you were seeing now. The one who had â unintentionally â witnessed that unexpected appearance. And even though his message reassured you, you only replied with a couple of kiss emojis. You liked him, sure⊠but you still werenât sure how you felt. Youâd been alone a long time after Jungkook.
It had been a years-long relationship.
As much as you didnât want to admit it, seeing him again shook you. You tried to distract yourself, to not think⊠but when you closed your eyes, it became clear:
You were about to break your promise.
The one where you wouldnât look him up.
The one youâd kept for days.
Weeks.
Months.
You hadnât watched interviews, stalked his profile, or listened to his new songs. Nothing.
But tonight⊠â Just this once, you told yourself.
You stretched to the other side of the couch, reaching for your laptop. You turned it on, guilt crawling in, opened the browser and searched for that interview. The one everyone kept talking about. It had only been out for a few weeks⊠but you had avoided it. Until now.
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The interview began.
God⊠he looked good.
It was well known among fans, it had gone viral, but you hadnât lived it until that moment. You bit your thumbnail as the laptop rested on your stomach, nestled between the cushions. That stupid feeling of knowing whatâs coming⊠and still needing to see it.
â âSo tell us, young singerâŠâ â the interviewer wore a professional smile, holding cue cards in her handsâ, âIs there anyone on your mind lately?â
The silence that followed made you swallow hard. The audience clapped with excitement. The camera zoomed in on his face. Jungkook smiled âthat bunny-toothed smile, the one youâd had the privilege of seeing up close so many timesâ. He shook his head.
â âNo one? Really?â â she insisted, laughing.
He looked down for a moment before answering, calm:
â âItâs just⊠I donât feel like Iâm in love with someone new.â
The camera caught it perfectly: sparkling eyes, a soft smile, an outfit perfectly aligned with his album aesthetic. He was in his era, shining as always. And even though you pretended to be clueless about his career⊠of course you knew a few things.
Even though you told yourself âI never look him up.â
â âThe boys always say Iâm still in loveâŠâ â Jungkook chuckled softly, almost wistfully â, âbut not with someone Iâm getting to know.â
â âWho could it be?â â they asked.
But he didnât answer.
He didnât look away.
He didnât deny it.
He just⊠stayed silent.
You paused it right there.
The screen froze on his smile. The one you knew by heart. Your eyes scanned every feature like you didnât remember them. Like you hadnât spent years kissing that mouth, caressing that jaw, sleeping next to that face.
And thenâŠ
Knock, knock.
The sound at the door pulled you back to reality.
You got up thinking it was a neighbor. You werenât expecting visitors this late. You set the laptop aside and walked toward the door. â Just a second! â you called out, pulling your hair up into a ponytail.
Just as you were about to tie it, you opened the door⊠and there he was. A tattooed guy, leaning casually against the frame, staring straight into your eyes.
â I wasnât planning to come â he said.
You let your hair fall back down your shoulders. Your heart pounded so loud you could barely stand still.
There he was.
Tattoos visible.
Messy hair.
And that look of his that you always, always liked.
â Are you with him? â he asked bluntlyâ. I saw⊠I know you saw me. I noticed youâre seeing that guy who was beside you. Today. Earlier. â He looked down, choosing his words carefully.
â You left your friend to come here? â you asked, serious.
He shook his head, raised his gaze with conviction, and pulled a beanie from his jacket. Put it on, covering himself.
Cautious. In case someone recognized him.
â We just had dinner. Everyone was going home after that â he explained â. My plan was to do a live⊠in fact, theyâre probably wondering why I havenât shown up on Weverse yet. â He sighed, burying his hands in his pockets â. But I preferred to look for my ex-girlfriend.
â Look for me? You broke up with me, Jeon. I donât get why someone who ended everything would show up at my place.
He held your gaze and slowly shook his head.
â You know I didnât want to break up. But my schedule was packed, I had no time for a relationship⊠I didnât want to drag you into that â he rubbed his forehead, frustrated â. Ah⊠can I come in?
You shook your head.
He crossed his arms.
â Fine â he accepted â. Then weâll talk here. Even if itâs not ideal. Not for me⊠not for you.
You frowned, silent. Hesitated. And in the end⊠you stepped aside, letting him in.
â You have five minutes.
â Thatâs enough. â He stepped in just as you shut the door behind him â. Five minutes are enough to win you back. â You froze in place. You were barefoot, wearing the socks he had âcoincidentallyâ given you for your birthday. He was always the taller one.â I never wanted to lose you. Let alone see you with someone else.
â What? You came to my place⊠to win me back? âyou asked, shocked â. SeriouslyâŠ?
â I never wanted to break up. It was never part of the plan âhe replied, looking down before locking eyes with you again â. I just got overwhelmed. Drowned in work, I had no structure. Everything was about my career, and in the end, I couldnât give you the attention you deserved. But I didnât want to lose what we had. That essence.
â But you did â you said softly â. You broke up with me.
â I had no choice! â he exclaimed with a tight smile, like it was obvious and you just didnât get it.
â And your only choice was to leave Busan?
â I was gone for months â he nodded â. Because an opportunity came up. To build my album from scratch. I met important people. Key connections. And yes⊠it helped my career.
Silence filled the space. A chill ran through you.
â Iâm seeing someone â you said, not sure if to him or to yourself â. He might become my boyfriend soon.
He just laughed.
â I saw. I saw you two. And you didnât look thrilled with him â he swallowed â. In fact⊠âhis gaze darkened, making you nervous. You wanted to runâ I feel â he pointed at you â that youâre more thrilled now⊠than you were with him at that restaurant.
â No.
â Yes.
â NoâŠ
â Yes.
He was getting dangerously close.
And he had you. His hands cupped your face, thumbs gently stroking your cheeks. â If itâs true, look me in the eye⊠and tell me youâre with someone else.
You frowned. Looked at him.
And said nothing.
You both knew in that moment.
You were still in love with your ex-boyfriend.
â Iâll tell you my truth⊠and the only truth is, itâs always been you. Just you. Thatâs it â he said.
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miya atsumu x f!reader
all you wanted was a roommate who enjoyed watching the bachelor just as much as you did. so when a disgruntled frat boy becomes your subtenant for the year, you decide to work with what you've got.
part one of the in close quarters series, a friends-to-lovers college AU featuring you, atsumu, and the ten months you spend living together senior year.
Your new roommate was moody.
He was a frat boy, you'd heard â not from any actual conversations you'd had with him â but from your friend who had internet stalked him for the sake of your personal safety.
He was also a setter on the men's volleyball team, a business major, and â as if things couldn't get any more interesting â an identical twin. The other, less hot-headed one had been by the apartment a couple of times to drop off some groceries and the occasional onigiri plate, all of which his brother had accepted with a slight growl before disappearing back into his room. In other words, he wasn't exactly your first choice of a subtenant.
You thought it was strange that a frat boy in his senior year of college had responded to the sublet post you'd shared on Facebook. Didn't fraternities have cushy, off-campus housing with three living rooms and enough booze to cause a forest fire? Or, more reasonably, didn't he have any friends he could room with in the meantime?
Despite your curiosity, it wasn't your business to know his reasons for moving into your quiet north campus apartment in the middle of August. Your old roommate had graduated the previous year, and you couldnât exactly question her replacement when he was the only one willing to move in with you. So long as he wasnât a smoker or a wanted felon, you could tolerate a bit of grumpiness here and there.
Still, it didnât stop you from trying to be kind to him.
"Atsumu?" you asked, knocking on his doorframe.
It was rare that he left his door open; normally, he'd storm in here after volleyball practice and promptly shut the door. He wouldn't slam it, but he always used more force than necessary, as if doing so would rid himself of the anger you could so clearly see in the way he tensed his shoulders, flexed his jaw.
"Yeah," he said by way of greeting, setting his gym bag by the bedside table.
"I was just going to grab some groceries before my afternoon classes. Did you need me to get you anything?"
"Nah, thanks. Osamu dropped off some stuff over the weekend.â
"Okay," you nodded, grip tightening around your car keys as you debated whether or not to just turn around and walk out the front door.
No, you told yourself, your need to be a friendly roommate outweighing your hatred of awkward small talk. Just ask him. The worst he could say is no.
As if he could see the buffer wheel spinning in circles on your forehead, Atsumu asked, "Somethin' else ya wanna ask me?"
You snapped out of your trance and, before you could think too deeply about it, blurted out, "Yes! I was wondering if you wanted to watch The Bachelor with me tonight."
He blinked once. Twice. "The Bachelor?"
You nodded. "The new season starts tonight, and my previous roommate and I always hosted Bachelor Monday night watch parties. Most of the usual group graduated already, so it would just be us two. But I was hoping to keep up the tradition."
He unpacked his gym bag as you spoke, the skepticism on his face growing with each passing word that slipped from your mouth.
"Ainât that the show where, like, one guy sleeps with a million different women?"
You pursed your lips to one side. "No, not exactly. He makes out with most of them, though."
"Ya see, now, why would I wanna watch that?"
"...because it's fun? And addictive?" Jesus, you sounded like the salesperson for Vicodin. "Plus, it's a lot more heartfelt than you think. These twenty-five women are willing to put their hearts on the line for this singular chance at love, and it's nice to see a few couples come out of it alive."
He shucked his sweaty gym shorts in the hamper by the door, his face the portrait of disinterest. "Doesn't really sound like my cuppa tea."
"To be fair, I don't think it's anybody's cup of tea when they start watching it. But it grows on you."
He drew his lips into a hard line. "Think I'll pass."
You nodded your head in reverent defeat. At least you'd tried.
"Fair. Well, I hope you don't mind me hogging the TV every Monday night until November, and you're free to join me whenever you want."
He nodded once, as if he'd heard you but was never seriously going to consider it. And that was that.
You drove to the grocery store on University Drive and picked up your meal prep for the week, adding to your cart an assortment of snacks for your solo watch party that night: jalapeño chips, white cheddar popcorn. A pack of blue raspberry sour straws â you'd seen Osamu include a pack in his grocery haul for Atsumu, so you figured you'd refill his stash while you were here. Your roommate might have been a grumpy old man trapped inside a twenty-two year-old body, but that didn't mean you couldn't care for him like you had your previous roommate. It was second nature for you to do so.
"Are you sure you don't want me over tonight?" Haruka asked during your advanced writing workshop later that afternoon. Your professor had split the class into pairs for peer-review twenty minutes ago, but you'd since abandoned each other's essays and were now only pretending to work. "I can skip my screenwriting seminar."
"Haru, no. I am not letting you sacrifice your perfect attendance just so you can watch trashy television with me."
"I'm assuming frat boy hasn't let up yet, either?"
"No,â you sighed, fiddling with the purple pen in your hands. "He's the human embodiment of a brick wall."
"I couldn't find anything else about him online, either," your friend admitted. "His socials are completely scrubbed after high school. It's like he went AWOL."
"Maybe he just values his privacy."
"Or maybe he has a secret past he doesn't want anyone to know about."
You considered all of his pent-up energy, the way he threw his bedroom door closed after a long day at volleyball practice. There was definitely a story there; you just weren't particularly keen on searching for it. You were intuitive enough to recognize a boundary when you saw one, and with Miya Atsumu, there were many.
"Maybe," you said, unwilling to divulge further. "But I'll be fine tonight. If anything, it'll be nice to just lounge in my sweatpants and gorge on chips without anyone there to judge me."
And you believed in that statement. Truly.
In fact, as you unlocked the door to your apartment a couple hours later, a people-free evening sounded like the best way to ease into the new semester. You may have been an English honors student about to graduate in ten months, but you would never let the stress of your workload interfere with Bachelor Mondays. The show was too good, too sacred for you to do that.
But as you settled into your couch and laid out the snacks youâd bought earlier that day across the coffee table, you couldn't help but wish you had someone to share them with.
Atsumu returned home from volleyball practice ten minutes into the season premiere, the slam of the front door outcompeting the gentle drone of the television as he walked inside and kicked off his shoes.
He jutted his chin out towards you in greeting.
"Hey." You sat up on the couch and readjusted your blanket. "How was practice?"
"Fine.â He shrugged half-heartedly, already en-route to his bedroom before spotting your assortment of snacks.
He paused, did a double-take. You followed his gaze to the unopened package of blue raspberry sour straws stacked neatly atop your books.
"Oh, yeah. Those are for you,â you told him.
âFor me,â he reiterated, pointing to himself. You nodded. âI thought I told ya not to get me anythin.ââ
You frowned. âDo you not want them?â
âNah, itâs not that, I justâŠâ Atsumu blinked, clearly malfunctioning. As if he couldnât fathom why you were being so nice to him. âHow d'ya know I liked 'em?"
"Because I live with you," you said matter-of-factly. "And I saw the wrapper when I took the trash out this morning â which, by the way, I created a chore chart for the two of us on the whiteboard over there."
Atsumu swiveled on his heel to face the whiteboard tacked just outside your kitchenette, the 4x6 makeshift chart decked out in washi tape, stickers, and hand-drawn bubble letters. Youâd even ordered magnets to indicate when youâd completed each of your chores â bunnies for you, foxes for Atsumu.
He looked at your display like he didn't know exactly what to make of it. âYer a real fan of stationary, arenât ya?â
âI may or may not have spent my last paycheck on that whiteboard.â
He massaged the inner corners of his eyes. âYa ainât obligated to do all this song and dance for me, ya know. I âpreciate it, but I can hold mah own.â
Shrugging your shoulders, you said, âI know you can. I just wanted to make you feel welcome, that's all.â You leaned over to pick up the pack of candy and waved it in his direction. âHere, take one.â
After several seconds of deliberation, your roommate finally accepted your offering, tore open the package, and fished out a sugar-coated sour straw bluer than a bottle of Windex. He tore the gummy candy with his teeth and chewed quietly, his shoulders finally relaxing.
You peered up at him from your spot on the couch, scared to make any sudden movements in fear he might scurry off to his room again. After a moment, you asked, "Are they good?"
He nodded, licking the excess sugar off of his fingers. "They are. Thank ya."
You brought the bowl of popcorn into your lap and smiled softly. "You're welcome."
Neither of you said anything for a few minutes as you snacked, the sounds of the television humming between you in a novel sense of harmony. Astumu's attention gradually shifted to the screen, where a beautiful young woman now exited her limousine to meet the man whose heart she would spend weeks vying for.
Behind a mouthful of candy, Atsumu asked, "This the horny dating show ya were talkin' 'bout earlier?"
You snorted. "That's the one."
The bachelor twirled the young woman around in a slow, salacious circle, his eyes sparkling with intrigue as she lifted her face to the sky and laughed.
"He clearly only did that so he could get a good look at her ass," Atsumu scoffed in disbelief.
"Yeah, but look at her. She's practically eating it up," you retorted, shoveling a handful of popcorn into your mouth. "Those are bedroom eyes right there."
Your roommate absentmindedly perched himself on the opposite arm of the couch. "How much ya think he's gettin' paid to do this?"
"Why? You thinking of auditioning?"
"Maybe," he murmured, staring at the flirtatious exchange like one might a wild animal exhibit. You considered Atsumu for a moment âwith his clean-cut fade, dark eyebrows, and bleach-blonde hair â and hummed in approval.
"I can see that."
"Can ya? Think I have a face for TV?"
"Maybe," you drawled. "If you wiped the scowl off your face every once in a while."
Almost instinctively, the corners of his lips ticked upwards into a soft flicker of a smile, revealing the dimple on his left cheek. It only lasted about a second, but you caught it like a firefly in a jar.
"So what's happenin' now?" he asked impatiently.
"So only five of the twenty-five women have pulled up so far to Bachelor Mansion, and they can do anything they want to give a good first impression," you explained. "Some just flirt, like the one you just saw. But others have brought wedding cakes, neon signs. The whole nine yards." "Sounds excessive." "Well, at the end of the night, the guy gives a first impression rose to the girl he thinks stood out the most, and she's immediately saved from that evening's elimination."
"They eliminate people on day one?" he asked. You nodded, and Atsumu shook his head. "Damn. That's brutal."
For the next hour and a half, your roommate's eyes never left the television screen, and it was the most you'd ever heard him talk since he'd moved in three weeks ago. He had something snarky to say about everything â the budding drama between the contestants, the tragic backstory of the bachelor himself. You ended up laughing at his out-of-pocket commentary, oftentimes finding his reactions to the show more entertaining than the show itself.
Once the episode was over, Atsumu leaned against the backrest of the couch, intertwining his fingers behind his neck. He exhaled a long, reflective breath.
"Damn."
"I know."
"I can't believe the doctor was eliminated."
"The good contestants often are."
"I mean, her story was so compellin'," he urged, turning to face you from the other end of the couch. "She wanted to prioritize love over her career, have a family before her ol' granny passes away. How could he not give her a chance?"
"Maybe he just didn't feel that spark," you reconciled. Atsumu scoffed in reply.
"Sparks mean jack shit if she ain't a good person." He grabbed a piece of popcorn from the bowl sitting between you and chewed thoughtfully. "If I were on this show, I'd make sure I chose the right people."
You nodded. "That's very noble of you, Atsumu."
He cut you a glare. "Are ya teasin' me?"
"No,â you deadpanned, although you didn't sound convincing. "I just think it's funny how you think twenty-five women would line up to marry you in the first place."
He folded his arms across his chest and frowned. "Yeah, right. I'd be a catch on a show like this."
"Really? With all your grunting around and leaving your smelly gym socks by the front door?"
"Hey, that was one time, and I apologized to ya already." He quieted for a moment before adding, "Just haven't been my usual self lately. Been goin' through some personal stuff."
You softened at his casual confession, Haruka's words from earlier that day immediately coming to mind. Maybe he has a secret past he doesn't want anyone to know about.
You didn't need to know what exactly he was going through. But you appreciated the acknowledgment that it was there, that dark, stormy cloud that seemed to follow him around wherever he went. It worried you, even though you'd only met three weeks ago. You wished you could do something to make it better.
But instead of admitting that and potentially scaring him away, you instead resorted to your usual sarcasm.
"Well, I'm sure your charisma is buried somewhere beneath all your steely stares."
Your roommate's brow knit together. "I ain't got steely stares."
"Don't worry. Some women like that." You paused. "Maybe not twenty-five of them, but some."
Despite himself, Atsumu huffed out a laugh, his smile making its second appearance of the evening. "Yer real funny, ya know that?"
"Says the guy who didn't think reality TV was his cup of tea."
"Oh, shaddup," he drawled. You grabbed a sour straw from the near-empty package and held it out to him in a dramatic gesture.
"Atsumu, will you accept this first impression sour straw?"
He swiped the candy away from you and ripped it in half with his teeth. "Will ya quit teasin' me?"
"Why?" you argued. "You having second thoughts about living with me for the next ten months?"
"No," he said a little too confidently, rolling the straw between his thumb and forefinger. "No, I just don't think ya know who yer messin' with."
You were taken aback by the sudden smugness in his voice, the way his eyes slid over to yours with the kind of charm that made your thoughts go hazy. For the first time in weeks, you finally got a glimpse of what Miya Atsumu was actually like.
Just haven't been my usual self lately, he'd told you. You considered the gravity of those words. The person theyâd alluded to.
Perhaps your new roommate would prove to be more interesting than you'd initially thought.
a/n: thank you for reading the first part of my new lil' series, in close quarters!
i intend to write each installment as a one-shot so you can enjoy them independently of one another. however, each part will contribute to the greater arc of the story â so if you're here for the long run, welcome! i'm very grateful to have you here. âĄ
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