#my muse lied to me
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Wait if all the journal 3 pages were restored after Weirdmageddon why does Bill’s book insist there were still missing pages that just conveniently happened to pertain to his incredibly sad backstory and concepts brought up earlier in that same book
#going off of memory here for that first bit but iirc the journal gets chucked into the bottomless pit alongside the other two#with all of their pages still intact#right?#so then why would bill have more pages if there shouldn’t be any more?#gf#screw it this goes in the general tags too#gravity falls#the book of bill#ANSWER ME YOU FUCKASS TRIANGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ALSO if the answer is supposed to be “ford tore them out of the journal out of shame” wouldn’t it make more sense to leave them in as a-#cautionary tale? he already left the “my muse” pages in why should these be any different? to protect his identity? fiddleford’s?#the last half of journal 3 throws all anonymity out of the window too#so then if he didn’t tear the pages out himself… why would bill have them? HOW would he have them; he’s stuck in the theraprism!#did he stow them away somewhere? nope; he burnt the journals and then got punched into oblivion. could one have popped up at the theraprism#nope; specifies its journal 3 lost pages! how could he have gotten journal 3?#okay so the pages are fake. what about the events that happened on them?#look into my eyes and tell me you really believe fiddleford won against the krampus. the guy who built a mind eraser gun after getting-#snatched by a different monster.#sure SOME events could have happened— who’s to say they didn’t? but when you take into account everything else about the pages and the book#how believable is it really?#how believable is anything he says for that matter? how much are truths? half truths? lies on paper but truths from a different angle?#“LIE UNTIL WHAT YOU WANT TO BE TRUE BECOMES TRUE.”#“LIE UNTIL YOU CANT REMEMBER WHATS A LIE AND WHAT ISNT.”#“LIE UNTIL YOU ARENT LYING ANYMORE”#how much are lies that he wishes were true?
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Withering Lotus Flower
深深深情幾許 如果一刀能夠化作兩段 • 就讓一切在這地方 鬆綁 • 峯已回 路已轉 此情何苦枉斷腸 • 愛是沒有人能夠解開的兩難
How deep are the deepest feelings if they can be cut clean? • Let's just let everything loose here • The Peak is behind, the path has taken a turn, why should we remain heart broken by these feelings • Love is a dilemma no one can solve
轉彎 (Turn) - Nicky Wú QíLóng 吳奇隆
Chéng Yì's cover for the MLC concert is so lovely
...☕?/commission
#mysterious lotus casebook#li lianhua#li xiangyi#cdrama#fanart#lyselkatzcreations#whump#Who knew Chéng Yì would please my Muse so much since I'm quite indifferent to his look#but he seems to be a genuinely nice human bean and that's very attractive of him#also such a good actor!#he can make me cry with just his eyes#ugh... the three dots on the ear disappeared with the image compression#lysel's savage translations
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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#musings: cr#to be clear I am doing this for my own fucking reference but also to be able to point and scream because#my fucking god this conversation was layers on layers on layers#and growth and regression and love and desperation and lies and truths and chef's fucking KISS#*is* Laudna lying in this moment? probably not insofar as what she says specifically - Delilah WAS always there#but in the larger context? fuck yeah she's lying -- mostly to herself#but there's such an interesting question of intention and control seeded through it all -- because was she ever lying about the rock?#and where is the line for her between Delilah made me do it and *Delilah made me do it*?#also friendly reminder that as far as laudna knows (and we know) imogen doesn't even know about edmuda#FIRE ELMO DOT GIF i am living for this#imogen temult#laudna#c3e89#also surely there would be a much nicer looking way of compiling all this but i am lazy af 🤷#anyway i would both kiss and pay actual moneybucks to whoever runs searchable cr transcripts thank you for your service
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okay, SO although this account is based on a heavily canon-divergent and reworked version of mister bloom, there are some thing's that he says in the comics that i think are REALLY accurate to blamore's way of thinking and/or something that he'd say because he does have this mindset that gotham is past the point of saving... so it would be better to just raze it all to the ground. BUT in such a way that will make it seem like a revolutionary because it preaches that it wants a 'better life' for all gothamites + that they should rise up and TAKE what they want, though he is in fact turning people against each other in the process and killing people because some people don't survive consuming a seed at all... and the ones who do STILL tend to die later. so this is the biggest panel that i think still relates to it:
as well as this one, because blamore really DOES sometimes believe in his own hubris that he is a savior and someone who will bring a new beginning to gotham that everyone needs. except no one will be there to enjoy it besides maybe him and a few others, so his logic is beyond flawed. though i truly do believe that the immense amount of stress he was put under combined with actually dying for about three minutes made something snap in blamore... though, that doesn't excuse his actions or anything he does, of course. i'm just saying that it may do a good job of pretending like it's okay a good amount of the time, but it is SO angry and full of resentment towards humanity in reality. because blamore spent what was about eight years of his life studying to help people and years actually doing so as well, but in his point of view, it didn't seem to help. especially after blamore's father got shot.
#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#ALL DARK ALL BLOODY MY HEART: character study.#yeah blamore is uhhh. very much NOT okay and if i'm being honest if you are not one of it's friends or family or anyone close to it-#i DEFINITELY would not trust him. because let me tell ya... blamore is a deceiver and it does this by appearing like this friendly-#as well as spunky being that can make friends with almost anyone BUT that therein lies the problem bc it theoretically could be using you-#and you wouldn't even know it unfortunately. plus i feel as if blamore purposefully makes his motives unclear a majority-#of the time so that it CAN make allies but then throw them away whenever they have 'outlived their use' i guess you could say.#though there are tells as to whether it genuinely feels a sense of kinship / friendship towards someone OFC and doing thing's like-#protecting them or opening up to them are a few of those. so i'm not trying to say that blamore can't forge genuine friendships but-#i'm just saying that it IS tricky sometimes and does occasionally use people as a means to an end.
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on loml why do you think she specifically wrote "i'm combing through the BRAIDS of lies" like why use a hair metaphor here idgi
Braids isn’t literally referring to hair (which I don’t think is what you meant) but it’s the idea that she’s untangling all the lies she’s been told. It’s because all the lies are interwoven with each other.
The imagery to me is also giving that the lies were so plentiful that they created a strong grip, not unlike the way ropes are braided to create a stronger hold to wrap around something.
So when she’s metaphorically combing through the braids of lies, she’s trying to untangle the truth of what happened to her from the lies the person told her.
Also, my own interpretation is that the lies are braided because they’re not just the one person’s; several subjects on the album conned her to varying degrees, intentionally or not, and she’s untangling the loss of dreams from all of the empty promises.
Don’t know if any of this makes sense 🤷🏻♀️ it’s one of my favourite lines on the album though because it’s so evocative.
#loml#the tortured poets department#that reminds me of a thought I had when TTPD came out#that I don’t know if I posted here#that I also saw braid of lies as#the three different muses are woven together on the album#so the braid of lies is also the disappointment of the three men interlocked#because they all did the same thing to her in different variations#me thinking too hard about Taylor lyrics#Pouring out my heart to a stranger but I didn't pour the whiskey
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Was doing some thinking today and realized that one of the reasons I'm really drawn to Kieran is because he's a rare example of a character that's shy (and usually good-hearted) but still has some rougher edges to him.
I feel like all too often shy characters are shoved into being portrayed as either "smol bean who would never hurt anyone and just wants friends uwu" or "brooding loner who snaps at people to cover up the fact they don't actually know how to socialize" with not a lot of wiggle room in between. While I can and do enjoy characters that (arguably) fall into those respective categories, they're a bit reductive in the sense that things are very rarely that black and white in reality. Even the kindest people have a limit to what they can tolerate. They have bad days or respond poorly to events around them that cause them stress. And the same can be said in reverse as well—point being, people are multifaceted and don't always behave as predictably as we'd like to think.
And I think Kieran reflects that dichotomy perfectly. When we first meet him, he's meek, timid, and relies heavily on his more brash and forceful older sister to help him navigate social situations where he would otherwise lose out on something valuable because he's too afraid to come forward and ask for what he wants (like how she has to ask the player to battle him on his behalf). He's often quick to cower whenever she starts to get heated, but he's also not afraid to point out when he thinks she's wrong and sometimes even gets sassy with her himself. He's undeniably sweet and gentle and shows eagerness to make friends with the player, but he becomes much more curt when he notices we're lying to him about Ogerpon. The rest of the Teal Mask storyline shows him fluctuating even further—yelling at Carmine and the player for keeping secrets from him, punching things in fits of anger...then backpedaling and apologizing for the trouble he caused a few scenes later. Spreading the truth about Ogerpon to everyone in the village to help make her happy...then selfishly demanding a battle to see who's worthy of being her Trainer when she has already clearly chosen the player.
After being lied to and suffering repeated losses at our hands (including the Pokemon he's idolized all his life choosing us over him), he leans even more heavily into his bitter side during the Indigo Disk—being cold and ruthless to pretty much everyone around him, but at the end of the day it's primarily overcompensation for what he perceives as his own personal weakness (because he's still just a kid trying to be taken seriously). He's shown to drop the act on multiple occasions—most notably when he's caught off guard by our appearance at Blueberry Academy and at a few points during the Area Zero expedition. He antagonizes the player up until the moment of his defeat and tries to catch and use Terapagos in a last-ditch moment of desperation that ends up going horribly wrong, but after everything resolves he's quick to admit his mistakes and asks the player for forgiveness and if they can still be friends. After the epilogue he's mostly back to his old self, but still seems to get worked up when provoked (e.g. when he yells at Drayton for refusing to stop calling him "ex-Champ" in one of their League Club Room interactions).
And I think this varied and sometimes contradictory behavior is precisely why Kieran is such a cohesive and believable character—because it shows how even kind, well-meaning people may have a hidden darker side that can show itself under the right circumstances. How they might let their insecurities get the better of them. How a shy, timid kid might not have the experience to know how to deal with sudden feelings of frustration and/or jealousy that are far too strong to keep to himself, so he lashes out as a result. How despite all this he remains kind, sensitive and loving at his core and shows willingness to learn from his mistakes. And that is what makes him so compelling to me.
#mel's musings#kieran#pokemon#all this to say i now have brainrot and you all are going to suffer for it#me: *sees any pokemon boy with attitude problems* son? son boy? he my son boy? ;_;#kieran is also. oddly relatable to me in a way#in the sense that i was a neurodivergent kid whose overstimulation issues among other things weren't taken seriously#and it made me really bitter and angry at both the people who caused them & the people that didn't know how to deal with me#i lashed out a lot back then. i yelled and hit and said things i didn't mean and lied so i could stay in control#and while i still think i deserved better than the shit the adults who were responsible for me put me through#i do regret a lot of what i did. and i try to make up for it by being as patient as i can with others#ALSO. oc tangent time. kieran and denise are very similar in this regard#dena felt a lack of control w/ her dad leaving but couldn't blame him bc then she'd have nowhere to vent her anger#but she's also too young and too hurt to blame herself. so she lashes out at her mom instead (granted. jen made some poor choices too)#but after her treasure hunt and her first trip into area zero she sees things in a different light and is able to reconcile with her#and that's the exact reason she's able to forgive kieran so quickly. bc she had been through a similar thing with jen#i am filled with a whole WHIRLWIND of ideas for my au denise and this cast are a match made in HEAVEN#forest for the tree#mel plays scarvi
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all for one, the dramatic and petty beefcake demon lord
#ok so i lied about writing...... i am making bio pages#with specific headcanons for my muses so it's easier#to plot and write with me :')#but i'm making images and i have to slap this on my blog#look at this handsome mofo#he is also single.......... jk........... or am i?#although the relationship dynamic will not be a normal one#it would be manipulative and exploitative but ya know#very hannibal lecter / will graham kinda vibes hehe#anyways if someone wants a 7'4" demon lord bf#who is also a psychopath#then i shove him @ you <3#he is also a prude ngl#afo: i don't look very good naked *puts clothes on*#me: TAKE THEM OFF WTF LMAO#* ⟢ ALL FOR ONE ( visage )#// mha spoilers#just in case#the afo tags have literally no content so i must make my own
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What are you on about? Who's Faust? Are you good, Will?
Will looked horribly startled for a second, the flood of panic rolling down his spine and making his hands clutch each other, whiteknuckling his own fingers in an attempt to keep them still. Had he been imagining him again...? Another hallucination tormenting him with the near presence of someone who'd left a hole of their shape in his soul? God.... He couldn't keep doing this, not again. They couldn't see him could they. He was alone again, completely and utterly. Never had been anything but it seemed. "I-.... Don't want to talk about it," He said eventually, voice wobbly and eyes glossy, hands letting go to rub over his face.
#faust<3#grahamsasks#will graham askbox#william graham askbox#me when my partner bullies my muse <3#no im not online im busy freaks#just doing this one thing#<- lies#ill answer everything in a bit
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is it that one scene from the show that you reference and can’t find or has it been from a fanfic the whole time.
#txt#ao3#ao3 fanfic#I’ve realized this mid argument#my memory lied to me#marvel#naruto#harry potter#musings
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I’m thinking about how the Mechs use energy, because they do things and live and therefore they *must* use energy, that’s how physics (and biology) work.
I had the idea that they are always absolutely frigid to the touch because they suck in heat from the environment like an endothermic chemical reaction.
#the mechanisms#another crack idea#it would make the most sense for them to be able to run on multiple kinds of energy#and yes i know the actual answer is that they just do. its magic basically. but thats not fun for me.#what is fun is trying to figure this shit out#and if you disagree. thats fine. disregard my musings. but like. idk what to tell you. im autistic.#of course the way i enjoy the media is different than most people#i dont think its surprisjng that the way my autistic ass likes to interact with the mechs is to disect every little bit and try to fill-#holes in ways that make sense in our understanding of the universe and their world#like you could just say that in the universe that the mechs live in physics doesnt work the same and energy isnt needed#which is fucking insane#but you could. my question would then be how the physics does work and trying to figure that out.#i just wanna stick my fingies in the holes in the story like its a crochet blanket and make flex them around#thats whats fun for me. which means that its super frustrating when i pose these questions looking for people to play in thd space with me-#and they just get shut down with answer like ‘whatever serves the narrative’ or ‘the mechs are unreliable narrators’ or ‘jonny lies’#tbc unreliable narrators can be very fun. but its not fun when it stops the possibilities or the conversation.#its not fun when ‘unreliable narrator’ is the end.#i think other people may enjoy the freedom of just doing anything that that gives them (or ‘whatever serves the narrative’ does)#but i dont because im a scientist which means i want to figure things out which means there must be a framework#if anything could happen at any time then you can’t make a cohesive story.#and i coukd argue we know thats not the case since ivy predicts stuff based on likelihood#anyway i managed to go down a rabbit hole tangent of why apes and roundworms hybridizing is the most ridiculous ‘scientific’ answer ive-#seen in scifi. so if you’re interested in that. hmu
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No one spoil it for me but im very soft for Giangio.
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@devilsmenu continued from here
"I don't know. If this is a 24-hour place, I don't think so. . .but we might get judgy looks." Chengling will try to be quick as he can, though. He doesn't want to be judge for having the munchies.
#The day my family was killed my father only had enough time to tell me one thing…(Zhang Chengling interacts)#devilsmenu#muse: li lonnie
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NEW MUSE ADDITIONS
i've already mentioned this before but given i've now caught up, it's time for the official announcement of THREE NEW MUSES from hsr-
G.ALLAGHER
multiple people assigned this muse to me on looks alone before we even knew anything about him, so i had a space ready for him a long time ago. hyv really out here giving me all the dogboys, huh-
DR. RATIO
aka, charlie is a terrible influence and convinced me i'll write a good ratio so........... i gave in to the temptation. and, let's be real, he's also my kind of character-
L.UOCHA
this guy is on the PRIVATE LIST and not the main roster - meaning you'll have to ask for him as i won't offer him out initially (once we've discussed / built dynamics, i'll throw him at you whenever it feels right, however). he'll also be rather selective until i do some research / find his voice. but i just.... this guy fascinates me.
#;forever yelling into the abyss (ooc)#( the previously empty slot on my hsr page in the muses doc was put there specifically for gallagher )#( and i have been eyeing ratio ever since i did his quest )#( but here we are. they are officially available for people to bother )#( enjoy- )#;what do they call me? lapdog? (headcanons; gallagher)#;just as my calculations predicted (headcanons; dr ratio)#;the meaning of a flower lies in the duration of its bloom (headcanons; luocha)
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#negativity#ish#(( So I've kind of had a hellish week so far#mental health-wise#and despite trying/wanting to be active on here I am just a bit emotionally exhausted and drained ))#(( I had a v bad nervous breakdown yesterday and I'm still recovering a little ))#(( and I was wondering if I could get a little positivity on here ;u;?))#(( life stuff aside--I've been feeling a little down about my muses and writing lately and idk ))#(( I know when my brain is telling me lies but at the same time knowing that doesn't always make me feel better ))
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this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] change my majors and disappear among never-ending fields
#istg that project is gonna finish me before i even start it#that “my muse is a monster” gf quote but thats me and my form#no more triangles no more forms i get now why cubism is so neat#i lied i dont like dark academia anymore pls bring the summer back#personal#shitpost
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