#my mum didn't even know she was pregnant when her and my dad got married

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[amberjazmyn]

oh my god we're having a baby! 🫶

pairing : charles leclerc x fem!reader

summary : all the moments leading up to the birth of baby leclerc 

warnings : mentions of herve leclerc and jules bianchi, pregnancy, happy tears, some dodgy french translations in tiny italicised text, reader has a name (lilia)

a/n : this is for sure a one-shot i'm also going to do for carlos just because i love the idea of c2 as dad's lol - anyways, enjoy my lovers and don't feel shy about putting in a request or a comment

finding out about the pregnancy

lilia leclerc felt like shit. for the last two weeks she had been waking up at the break of dawn, sprinting down the hallway and straight to the bathroom. puking her guts up for an hour only to lose the nausea and disgusting scent and taste of vomit for the rest of the day. thankfully, this had been happening during the summer break so charles wasn't away racing since he was a well-known formula one driver for the scuderia ferrari. 

"...mon ange my angel, are you okay?" charles' morning voice his wife found so attractive came up from behind her

"sorry, did i wake you, bebe baby?" lilia whined, lifting her head up out of the toilet as charles breathed a sigh of relief 

"no, i've been awake for a couple of minutes. are you sure you're okay?" charles lowered himself down to reach his wife, a comforting hand on her back 

"i still feel bad that you're awake, charlie! it's summer break, you should be relaxing! and, honestly, i've been feeling like shit the last two weeks..." lilia trailed off as her eyes widened and it seems as though charles' did as well 

"...two weeks this has been going on? bebe, when was the last time you got your period?" charles asked, remembering that it had now been an entire year since she had her birth control implant removed 

her eyes widened even more, "umm, the last time i got my period?" charles nodded his head, "i...i don't know? i can't remember the last time i had my period..." lilia was now slightly worried that she was now pregnant 

not because she didn't want to be pregnant. of course she did. it was her biggest dream to be a mum. in the same way it was charles' biggest dream to become a dad. however, with him now as the number one driver for ferrari, she was worried that maybe right now wasn't the right time. they hadn't even been married for a full year yet and the topic of babies hadn't been mentioned since lilia had went to get her birth control implant removed because her and charles were wanting to start the journey of trying for kids. however, during that period, every time lilia missed a period or thought she had morning sickness like right now, all the tests she and charles excitedly took always came back negative. so, they gave up and just decided to stop trying so hard with the hope that maybe, the one time that they weren't trying so hard, that they'd get a positive. 

"...bebe, do you still have any pregnancy tests left from months ago?" charles then questioned after silence as lilia nodded her head, the nausea suddenly disappearing in the same way and at the same time like it had been the last two weeks 

"umm, yeah, i think so. they should be in the top shelf next to the basin," lilia sat up more, leaning against the wall, charles taking a proper look at his wife 

and it was clear that like every other day the past two weeks, the nausea was gone and she was no longer pale and sweaty. at this point, there was no other explanation other than lilia being pregnant. in charles mind, this was the worst bout of morning sickness he had ever seen her go through. even during all the negatives when they were actually trying to get pregnant, all the signs and symptoms they thought were because of pregnancy were never at this extreme. 

so, charles grabbed the pregnancy tests and gave them to his wife. only hoping and praying that a miracle would happen. at this point, with charles job being so hectic, it was clear that now he was married, he was beyond ready to start the motions of slowing down and building a life outside of formula one. and, he had already completed the first step by making lilia his wife. now, his next step was making them maman and papa. 

after lilia had taken three of the pregnancy tests, now it was the waiting game for mr and mrs leclerc. and it was agonizing. the waiting was the worst part of it all. charles and lilia were usually patient people however, when it came to waiting for the results of something as life-changing as a pregnancy test, it was brutal and excruciating. they just wanted to know if they were going to be parents or not. it didn't make sense to them that they had to wait an entire three minutes to see if the pregnancy tests had come out as positive or negative. 

and three minutes later, their life was forever changed. with her phone recording every moment of this, the best moment of the video was when it had been captured that all three pregnancy tests had come back positive as well as the reactions of lilia and charles. lilia had unknowingly been pregnant for an entire trimester when she and charles went to visit her ob/gyn just to make sure the positives weren't false later on in the week. 

"...oh my gosh...charles...i'm pregnant!" lilia whispered, her hands shaking as she handed him the three tests that all read positive - the iphone camera still recording

charles' eyes immediately welled with tears as his hand covered his mouth, "je suis tellement heureux! nous allons être parents, chérie!" his voice cracked, tears streaming down his cheeks as he pulled his wife in for a hug i'm so happy! we're going to be parents, darling

not caring that this video of him crying over finding out his wife was pregnant would eventually be made into a youtube video and put on the internet, charles was overjoyed with emotions that he didn't care that he was crying his eyes out. at this point, he was now just waiting for the moment that he could shout this secret out to the world. 

announcing the pregnancy

and thankfully, charles and lilia leclerc wouldn't have to wait too long before they could announce the exciting news for the whole world to see. after doing a cheeky photoshoot with the help of charles' brothers, arthur and lorenzo, the married couple posted the photos to their instagrams in a joint post. using that as their announcement to those that they couldn't tell in person. having only told charles' family as well as lilia's in person. sadly, the rest of the f1 grid, because it was summer break, found out over text in their cheeky little f1 group chat that they have together. but, to fully announce it publically, they decided an instagram post by the both of them would be their best bet. 

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charlesleclerc and lilialeclerc well, how has your summer break been everyone? this has been ours, the leclerc's continue to grow 

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arthurleclerc do you know how hard it's been to keep this secret for? 

charlesleclerc arthurleclerc how do you think i feel? 

leclerc_pascale my babies are having babies! 

lilialeclerc leclerc_pascale we love you maman, we can't wait for baby leclerc to meet her grand-mère

maxverstappen1 congratulations you two! you'll be amazing parents! 

lilialeclerc maxverstappen1 thank you maxie! we cannot wait!

scuderiaferrari cannot wait to meet the little leclerc! making all the baby ferrari merch as we speak

lilialeclerc scuderiaferrari and we'll be the first to purchase the merch!

carlossainz55 congratulations, baby leclerc will be the most spoilt baby in the world! 

lilialeclerc carlossainz55 thank you carlitos! and yes she will and we cannot wait to shower her with all of it

pierregasly congratulations to you guys! i call being godfather! 

lilialeclerc pierregasly thank you pierre and don't be announcing things too early!

finding out the gender of the baby

the next exciting milestone for baby leclerc after announcing the news was finding out the gender. even though charles and lilia wanted to wait until birth so it could be a surprise, which is what they had told the technician at their last appointment and she respected that. but, it was at their most recent appointment that when it was offered to tell them the gender, that they couldn't wait any longer. they just had to be told now that the ob/gyn had mentioned it that she could absolutely tell them the gender of their baby if they had changed their minds about waiting until the birth. 

"...lilia and charles, from the looks of these scans, baby looks amazing which is always what we want to hear. and now because it's gotten to the point where we are absolutely confident about the gender, if you guys have changed your mind and no longer want to wait until birth, would you like me to tell you guys the gender of your baby?" the ob/gyn asked, her smile bright and her voice soft and calm 

with her head trying to look over at the ultrasound screen so she could see the baby, it was clear that the husband and wife were done with waiting and were wanting to know the gender of their baby. 

"i know we said we wanted to wait but, is it okay if we get told the gender? i don't think we can wait any longer!" lilia giggled in embarrassment, her face flushing a sweet pink colour as the technician nods her head and smiles back 

"*giggles* i can absolutely do that for you, lilia and charles! so many mums, first time ones especially, think they have the patience when it comes to knowing their baby's gender but they never do. so, this happens majority of the time however, i think by the time you get to your second or third, you become more comfortable with having the patience to wait until the birth to find out the gender," the techncian giggles which causes lilia and charles to giggle as well 

their 'guilt' of not being patient enough dwindles away quickly for the leclercs as the technician quickly prints out two pieces of paper. one that shows the gender of the baby on a printed out ultrasound photo and another one that has the colour to indicate if the baby is a boy or a girl.

but, before giving them the documentation and the little coloured square, she tells them, "so, if you just look here, at the screen, lilia and charles, i am happy to announce that you guys are having a baby girl..." the technican announces, a soft smile covering her face as she notices the tears that had welled up in the eyes of charles had made their way down his cheeks, lilia's face not too far away from being identical to her husbands 

"...oh wow..." charles' voice breaks, his lips trembling and his shaky hand that wasn't squeezing his wife's shoulder was over his mouth to cover his shaking smile that took over his entire face

lilia could only smile at how emotional her husband was getting at the news of them having a baby girl. however, if she had looked at the image on the ultrasound screen of their baby girl, she too would have cried the same exact way as charles currently was. 

"...oh, bébé, ne pleure pas. c'est bon!" lilia giggled, her voice lightly emotional as she brushed her hand against charles' chin as his tears weren't stopping, the ob/gyn now out of the room oh, baby, don't cry! it's okay

"j'essaye mais je ne peux pas m'arrêter de pleurer!" the husband and wife giggled, charles' tears really weren't stopping, even with the amount of tissues lilia had given to him in an effort to stop them i'm trying but i can't stop crying

finally, five minutes later, charles's tears did eventually stop and after notifying their ob/gyn, lilia got cleaned up from the gel that was used for the ultrasound and after getting some additional information about when their next appointment was, their current appointment was finished. and then they were allowed to leave their appointment with an extra exciting piece of news that their baby leclerc was a girl. now all they had to do was announce in some sort of other interesting way that they were having a little girl. and, the way they did that was with a gender reveal cake that they had done together. since lilia's mum and sister were bakers, she asked them to make the cake, telling them it was a girl which was a very sweet moment. 

then, announcing it to everyone else, with that cake, charles and lilia with their two plastic wine glasses, dug them into the cake and out to reveal the pink buttercream icing that was in the middle of the all white loveheart cake. 

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charlesleclerc and lilialeclerc baby leclerc is a girl 🩷

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francisca.cgomes i'm still crying! baby girl is going to be so loved and spoilt by her aunty kika! 

lilialeclerc francisca.cgomes don't cry you'll make me cry! baby girl loves her aunty kika already!

maxverstappen1 baby leclerc's now going to be even more spoilt 🩷

lilialeclerc maxverstappen1 of course she is! wouldn't expect anything less from her uncle maxie!

leclerc_pascale cannot wait to meet my first granddaughter 🩷

lilialeclerc leclerc_pascale she can't wait to meet you either, maman 🩷

kellypiquet having a baby girl is wonderful! you guys will be amazing girl parents 🩷

lilialeclerc kellypiquet we truly cannot wait, kelly! 

pierregasly this little girl is blessed with the best parents and aunties and uncles! 

charlesleclerc pierregasly you just made lilia cry! 

carlossainz55 charles as a girl dad is for sure what i expected 🩷

charlesleclerc carlossainz55 another comment that has made my beautiful pregnant wife cry

the birth of baby leclerc

since finding out the gender and before lilia went into labour, it was coming to the end of the summer break before the season started back up again. and because lilia was pregnant, it had felt like summer break had just come and gone by the click of a finger when really, to the other wags and drivers, it felt like the summer break had started to drag on towards the end. but, because lilia wasn't too far away from giving birth, fred vassuer, ferrari's team principal, had actually very sweetly, given charles early paternal leave so he could at least be in monaco when lilia gives birth. which meant that ollie bearman, the reserve driver for ferrari who was still driving for f2 was once again brought in after he had his debut whilst carlos had his appendix taken out at the beginning of the season. however, all the drivers had kept the leclerc's in the loop about what was going on and how midseason training had been progressing since charles had been exempt from that as well since lilia was so far along that it was now a matter of when not if to the date of her falling into labour during the first week back of the season. 

and it seemed as though no one was more ready for the day that lilia fell into labour then charles. it had been a quite slow, lazy day for the family of two until it had become obvious that they were now hours from becoming a family of three. 

lilia had been feeling as though the little baby had dropped even lower in her womb as though the little girl was ready to be welcomed into the world. however, it wasn't until she tried to move herself off of the exercise ball and her waters broke that she realised it was finally time for the baby to be born! 

"...charles...i think my waters just broke..." lilia's voice came out as shaky and it was the first time she had sounded so scared, her eyes huge and frightened at her husband who shot up from his spot on the kitchen counter 

"...okay...it's okay bebe, just breathe alright? we'll be fine, we know what we're doing, i'm here, you're here! everything that we need is in the car so all we now need to do is get ourselves into the car and down to the hospital! just keep on breathing baby, you are doing perfectly well!" charles' voice came out as strong, confident and completely sure of himself and what he was doing 

it broke his heart to see the tough exterior that his wife had put up throughout her entire pregnancy finally falter at the exact moment of her waters breaking. whilst it wasn't obvious to everyone, not even fully obvious to charles since she wasn't one to let anyone know, but it was clear to charles just from this interaction as they got into their car to drive to the hospital, that lilia was utterly terrified to actually get to this stage of the pregnancy and give birth. everyone that knew lilia knew she hated showing fear but, if she was to show fear about any place or anything, it was the hospital. to her, the hospital meant bad things. to her, the hospital meant death and despair. because for lilia, every time she had been in a hospital, it ended with her on the sterile floor in hysterics because someone she loved had died. 

with charles' strength and confidence on the way to the hospital that everything was going to be okay, it was clear that that strength wasn't going to stay for the entire duration of the labour and delivery of their little girl. because, like every other to be father before him, charles was always confused why so many new fathers would be crying whilst watching their wife/significant other give birth. it made sense if their partner was crying since it was them doing all the hard work of growing the baby for nine months and then giving birth to the baby. however, what charles was yet to realise was the reason why the new fathers would be so emotional. it wasn't a lie that it made charles upset to see his wife in so much pain. it was agonizing for charles whenever he had to bear witness to his wife being in pain or in tears. however, he didn't realise just how upset he would be to see his wife in the excruciating pain that she went through whilst giving birth to their baby girl. 

from the very beginning of the leclerc's arriving at the hospital in monte-carlo, it was obvious that this labour wasn't going to be an easy simple one. it was going to take hours and it was going to be painful and excrucitating. at first, they had hoped that lilia would be able to have a natural birth however, it had been discovered quite quickly that a natural birth was not going to be happening. so, they had to unfortunately induce lilia and have the baby delivered via c-section and the entire time, charles had to watch helplessly whilst his wife was put under, having no clue what was going on and that their little girl had been born. 

the entire time that his and lilia's little girl had been delivered via induced c-section, charles was inconsolable. he was crying more than he was the last time they had an appointment about baby leclerc. the midwifes and other doctors and nurses that were in charge of taking care of his wife could tell just how much agony and grief this entire situation had put charles through but they couldn't do anything more than offer him comforting words and comforting hugs whilst they assured him that both his baby and his wife were fine and that as soon as baby was out, that lilia would be taken out of the induction and would be woken up again. 

however, those words of comfort and sweet hugs only did so much. it wasn't until the cries of his little baby girl and of his wife were heard, announcing to the world that both baby and mum were okay that charles would finally breathe. now the tears pouring down his cheeks weren't tears of agony, fear and grief but of relief and utmost joy that he was finally a dad to the most gorgeous looking baby he had ever locked eyes with. 

with his head resting against the hospital bed, his hand tangled in lilia's hair and the other one hovering over the back of their little girl, charles was in heaven. he finally understood why new fathers got so emotional when their partners gave birth to their children. it all made sense to him now that it had happened to him. not only were the tears there because it was excruciating watching his wife in so much pain but also because it now settled in that he was now a father himself. the tears no longer tears of grief and agony but of pure happiness and joy. he was now the parent of this little miracle that was laying atop her mother's body, their breathing intertwining into one whilst charles kept his focus on his two girls. tears still streaming down his cheeks, quietly this time, the sobs no longer present as he was now as calm as the little girl that was fast asleep on the body of her mother. 

finally, lilia spoke up in their native french, whispering, "...même si j'aime le calme, nous devons choisir un nom pour notre petite fille, char..." the look on his wife's face as she said that was never going to leave charles' mind as he smiled at her as much as i love the quiet, we need to choose a name for our little girl, char

"...et juliette marie antoinette harriett leclerc? jules pour faire court?" charles whispered back, his voice sounding light like a feather as lilia smiled at the name choice what about juliette marie antoinette harriett leclerc? jules for short

"juliette marie antoinette harriet leclerc...c'est un personnage parfait." lilia smiled sweetly, her lips kissing his cheek, not able to reach his forehead due to the way she was inclined in the hospital bed juliette marie antoinette harriet leclerc...it's perfect char

wiping away one of many tears from her husband's cheeks, she then picked up little jules and wordlessly gestured if he wanted to hold their little girl. since he still hadn't done that yet since there was so many things going on that he hadn't yet had the chance to even get his first skin to skin with his daughter yet. 

"tu veux tenir jules, char?" lilia questioned, her voice getting tired as charles didn't hesitate in nodding his head you want to hold jules, char

and magically, as if lilia's midwife had powers of some sort, just as the husband and wife were getting ready to do the safe handover of baby jules from mum to dad, the midwife entered the hospital room. 

"mum, dad? sorry to bother you but, there are some guests that are itching to meet the little one...but, first, does dad want to hold her and does the little one have a name?" the midwife, emilia, smiled, slowly walking into the room and closing the door behind her as the new parents smiled up at the health professional 

"hey, you aren't bothering us at all, emilia, and we'd love to have the guests come in but, yeah, charles is wanting to hold her since he wasn't able to earlier because of everything that had happened. and, yeah, we have actually just finished up the name conversation, little leclerc finally has a name," lilia giggled as emilia smiled, walking over to the computer so she could input the name into the birth certificate that was to be printed out 

"amazing! i'll let the guests in soon after we give daddy and baby some skin to skin which i'll help with so, no worries there. but, now that you've mentioned that you've got a name for the little one, i'll be happy to hear it!" emilia smiled excitedly with a cheeky giggle as they quickly decided that inputting the name first would be the better option and then have emilia show and help charles in holding their little girl

 "thank you, emilia! and baby's name is juliette marie antoinette harriett leclerc," lilia announces as emilia's face scrunches up, a hand on her heart as she types it out on the birth certificate 

"any meaning behind the adorable name?" emilia asks as she finishes typing before sending it off to the receptionist printer 

"juliette for charles' godfather jules bianchi, marie because it was my mum's name, antoinette for one of charles friends who we lost during an f2 race, anthoine hubert and harriett is what we're saying the female version of charles' dad, herve who sadly has also passed away," lilia explained as charles nodded his head, the joy in his eyes not going way even at the mention of the fact that every single name of his daughter was in tribute of someone he's lost in his life, with the exemption of lilia's mother, marie

emilia smiled softly, "that's a perfect name and i'm sure jules, marie, anthoine and herve are bursting at the seams with joy from wherever it is they are watching from. baby jules is going to be so protected. well, the birth certificate has now been sent for printing at the receptionist printer but whilst we wait for that, lilia if you could give me juliette, i'll now be able to assist charles in his first skin to skin with her," emilia moves away from the computer and to lilia's bed and without hesitation, lilia happily hands baby juliette over to her 

emilia then holds baby juliette easily as she waits for charles to take off his shirt and figure out whether or not he's comfortable to stand for his first hold of his baby or if he'd feel more comfortable sitting down. deciding to sit down first, just to be safe, emilia easily hands baby juliette over to her daddy and instantly, baby juliette just curls into her dad's body with ease. as though she was her dad's missing piece. holding his baby girl felt like heaven and earth had finally joined together like a jigsaw piece. because he never imagined he'd have this moment. to charles, having a baby was a heavenly thought, a dream, that he thought he'd never get in his life because he was so focused on his job with formula one. however, for charles, formula one no longer felt like his only purpose in life. his new purpose in life was now this little baby girl, little juliette, that was sleeping soundly in his arms as tears rolled down his cheeks. it seemed as though charles' tears would overflow the hospital because it seemed as though ever since arriving at the hospital, he hadn't stopped crying. and of course, with the help of emilia, charles and lilia were able to have photographical and video evidence of just how emotional charles had been the entire time. but, it wasn't something that charles was ashamed of. how could he when all this emotion was all due to this beautiful little girl that rested on his bare chest, his wife who had just given him this heavenly gift of their little girl, meters in front of him.

then, it was time for the rest of the family to meet little leclerc. the grandparents had already met little juliette and when lilia and charles told them, especially pascale, juliette's name, it was obvious just how meaningful her name was to them. however, those weren't the guests that emilia was referring to earlier. the guests that she was referring to was charles' f1 teammates. they had all been buzzing with every emotion under the sun as they waited for the moment them to finally get permission to meet their niece. 

f1 grid meeting baby juliette

charles was still having skin to skin time when emilia had allowed in the first influx of f1 drivers in the room to meet the little baby. with the permission of lilia and charles of course, the first group to meet baby juliette was pierre, carlos and max. their girlfriends francisca, rebecca and kelly had also joined in but were at the hospital bed next to lilia whilst the guys had gone straight over to charles before coming back to congratulate lilia as well. 

"...hey guys, come in!" charles whispered, lilia's face lighting up as she saw who it was that had walked in as he stood up, juliette still asleep in his arms 

max, pierre, carlos and the girls' faces all softened when they made eye contact with the newest arrival to the f1 family. all the emotions suddenly coming up, moreso from the girlfriends then the drivers. 

max being the most comfortable and composed one to speak up, "oh my gosh, charles, lilia, she's gorgeous and so tiny! what's her name?" he questioned, his eyes showing an emotion that was very rare to be seen by anyone as charles smiled at his childhood friend 

"thank you max, thanks guys! her name is juliette marie antoinette harriett leclerc," charles smiled, his voice still shaky from the tears he had finally stopped crying

at hearing the name of the little girl, the room fell into a silence, so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. the looks on the faces of each of the drivers and their girlfriends were immediately the same as the faces made by the leclerc's when they had been told the name of little juliette. it was obvious to lilia, from one look at the drivers, pierre specifically, that those middle names, especially antoinette for him, was more meaningful than anything else. 

"that's a gorgeous name you two. and she suits the name as well." max whispers as his head tilts as he looks at the sleeping newborn, his finger lightly brushing her forehead as she smiles at the touch 

the drivers and girlfriends all look at one another after that touch. it seemed as though from that touch and smile response that juliette and uncle max were going to have a special bond. however, whilst that would be true, it wasn't until carlos came over, lightly brushing his lips against her forhead that she woke up. her eyes locking with carlos' and smiling at him. 

that very moment, charles and lilia knew that they had to have carlos as juliette's godfather. which was another thing that because of the whirlwind of emotions, the husband and wife had forgotten to discuss. however, it seemed as though it didn't need a discussion because it seemed like baby juliette knew for herself that uncle carlos was also going to be her godfather. with maybe uncle max as godfather number two or the godfather to her future sibling. 

whilst you'd think there would be a lot of talking between the group of nine, there really wasn't. it was a calm and serene quiet as each of the drivers and their girlfriends got to quickly hold little juliette with charles taking photos of each of them with their little niece. however, the one that they wanted to be printed out was carlos'. they wanted to announce to him, once they had gotten everyone else out of the room, that he was juliette's godfather. 

godfather carlos

saying their final goodbyes, the group of six drivers and girlfriends were now leaving charles, lilia and juliette, thinking that another group of drivers was going to be allowed in to meet little juliette. however, just before carlos could leave with rebecca, lilia and charles stopped him before he was fully out the door. 

"...carlos...wait, can you stay, for a minute? we want to ask you something..." lilia calls out, just before carlos could leave 

nodding to them, he then lets the other five know that he'll catch up with them later. giving a quick hand squeeze and kiss to rebecca, he then walks back into the room and closes the door behind him. 

"...yeah, i can stay, is everything okay? what do you want to ask me?" he questions as he notices charles and lilia, it was as though they were communicating with each other without speaking 

they then look back over at carlos and they ask him to sit down, which he does. now that he was seated, charles and lilia felt more comfortable telling him just in case he fainted or his legs turned into jelly. charles then asked if carlos wanted to once again, hold juliette, he accepted of course and holding her ever so carefully, waited patiently for what lilia and charles were going to ask him. 

"everything's perfectly fine, carlos, we just wanted to ask if you wanted to be juliette's godfather..." lilia asked softly as carlos' eyes widened as his grip on juliette tightened slightly but not too much to cause concern 

"...are you serious?" carlos' voice shook, his emotions now coming out now that it was just the three of them plus juliette - carlos not really one to cry in front of a lot of people 

"we're dead serious, carlos. you saw the way juliette seemed to latch onto you seconds after she did similar to max. we did think of making max maybe godfather number two *giggles* however, i think we'll make him godfather to baby two when we decide to have baby number two. but, right now, we seriously think that you're the right choice for juliette's godfather and we know we can trust you fully with her if anything god forbid was to happen to us before she's old enough..." lilia assured as carlos' eyes became watery and his lips started to quiver 

charles and lilia became a little worried when he didn't respond for a little bit. carlos' head had dipped down to rest on juliette's (which, in all honesty, nearly made charles and lilia cry at how sweet it was and before either forgot, they made sure to capture a quick photo) as his body started shaking. it had now become clear to the husband and wife that the simple question of them wanting carlos as juliette's godfather had hit an emotional chord for the spaniard and it also struck an emotional chord with them. 

sniffling, carlos finally lifted his head up and nodded his head, "...i'd be honoured to be juliette's godfather you two! i promise i won't let anything bad happen to juliette for as long as i am able to," carlos sniffled, his tears hitting his shoulder as his head was resting there in a bid to not get any of his tears on his goddaughter 

and seeing that image was priceless for charles and lilia. they both adored carlos and they really treasured their friendship with the spaniard. i think the reason why carlos was so emotional was because of everything with him leaving ferrari at the end of this season was now starting to hit him. and now that halfway through his final season with his teammate and with ferrari, the kid decides to have a baby himself, it made him even more emotional because he thought he'd never get a proper relationship with little leclerc because of his departure from ferrari. however, no matter where carlos would be in f1, whether that was alpine, mercedes, audi, charles and lilia would always look for him first when it comes to juliette. the baby now born before the end of their last season together. now it made sense why carlos had been so quiet when he had first come in to meet the baby with pierre, max, kika, kelly and rebecca. carlos was holding back all of this pent up emotions that were now coming out when asking him to be godfather. 

"we trust you carlitos. that's why we asked you. and it doesn't matter that you're leaving ferrari at the end of the season. no matter where you end up on the grid, whether it's mercedes, alpine, audi, we will always and we mean always look for you first when it comes to juliette. we love you carlos and you leaving ferrari doesn't change that. we really want you in our lives after this and that means you being a vital part of juliette's life!" lilia was adamant in getting carlos to believe that they really wanted him as their baby's godfather 

and, it finally seemed to be working. nodding his head and wiping away his tears, carlos held juliette ever so securely as he allowed the two parents to take more photos of them together. 

because, after that, it would be the announcement that everyone that was all caught up in the bubble of the birth of baby leclerc was hanging for. the announcement that baby leclerc has been born and introduced into the world. so, that's what they did. 

announcing baby juliette

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charlesleclerc and lilialeclerc introducing juliette marie antoinette harriett leclerc 🩷

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leclerc_pascale parfaite petite juliette 🩷 perfect little juliette

arthurleclerc juliette is perfect you two 🩷

maxverstappen1 uncle maxie loves you juliette. she's beautiful you guys🩷

kellypiquet the sweetest baby girl ever! you'll be beautiful parents 

carlossainz55 godfather carlos loves you, juliette, forever and ever🩷

pierregasly i've only just finished crying, mon dieu my god

scuderiaferrari isn't she just a precious little thing? can't wait to meet little juliette 

landonorris she's gorgeous, i'm actually going to cry when i meet her! 

francisca.cgomes i still can't get over her name! it's so beautiful 🩷

forzacarlos oh my gosh, juliette's name is all in tribute to those the leclerc's have lost! jules, herve, marie (lilia's mum) and anthoine, i can't i'm actually sobbing! 

fewarrifwends forzacarlos oh my gosh, you're right! that's actually so sweet and now i'm crying too! 

fin

this was a completely different format than i normally do but honestly, i love it more than i thought i would! i know i said in the authors note at the beginning that i'd do this for carlos as well but, now i'm actually really considering it because i loved this charles version so much! and, yes, i came up with baby juliette's name all on my own and i'm actually kind of proud of it! i truly do think that whenever charles and (possibly) alex or whoever he's with when that happens, decide to settle down in that regard of having kids, i do think no matter if it's a boy or girl, he'd pay tribute to jules and his dad herve in some type of way. and this was my version of it with the edition of anthoine hurbert and the fictional mother of lilia because i also feel like people forget that charles was also friends with anthoine, not just pierre so, i just wanted to honour that as well in the best way i could. 

©⠀amberjazmyn's original work. do not translate or steal any of my fics. 2024

[themultifandomgal]

Ethan Choi- One Up

Warnings- talks about miscarriage and toxic sister. Also if your waiting for a request I’m working on them. Hoping to get them up end of the week maybe next week.

When we were kids, my sister Phoebe and I were the best of friends. We did everything together, yes she was 2 years older but we loved each other. However things changed when we were at high school. We drifted  apart, she was popular, I wasn't. She was your typical thin pretty girl who had all the boys chasing her, I however wasn't like that.

Then when she graduated she went to collage to be a makeup artist. When I left school I went to collage to be a nurse, a year later my sister decided to go to school to become a doctor.

When I moved into my first apartment she moved into a house.

When I started dating Ethan, a doctor at Med where I work, my sister started dating a CEO of a company. When Ethan proposed we rang my parents, Phoebe, her boyfriend and Ethan's sister Emily to our apartment for food to celebrate. Of course as soon as I say 'Ethan and I are engaged' Phoebe comes out with 'well Alexander and I also got engaged today' and shows us her ring. How does she do this? How did she know? So the meal to celebrate my engagement turned out to be a meal to celebrate her engagement as well, which ok fine I can't grumble to much, but could she not have waited until the following day?

Mine and Ethan's wedding was perfect, except for when Phoebe had to tell everyone that she was going to get married in Mexico. Why did she have to do this at my wedding? It's like she is constantly trying to one up me.

After our wedding Ethan and I decided we wanted to try for a baby, before we knew it we were painting our spare room and Ethan was building a crib. That was all put on hold when I woke up one night in pain and was bleeding. Miscarriage.

I waited a couple of days before I told my parents who insisted that Ethan and I come over for a home cooked meal. I asked Ethan sister to come for support, because knowing my sister she will have something to say. And boy was I right.

"We don't have to go if you don't feel ready" Ethan takes my hand in his and gives it a squeeze

"Yeah I can go and tell everyone that your not feeling well" Emily says poking her head between Ethan and I

"No it's ok. I'll be fine. Come on" I open up the car door and head to the front door. I open it up, Ethan and Emily following me

"Mum? Dad?" I call out. Mum runs out of the kitchen and hugs me

"Oh my sweet girl. How are you feeling?"

"Errm ok I guess. Can we not talk about it"

"Of course. Go and sit at the table. Dinners nearly done" we walk to the dinning room where Phoebe and her husband are sat giggling. Taking a deep breath I sit opposite her with Emily and Ethan either side of me.

We eat our food which was amazing and mum brings out dessert when Phoebe has to say something

"Ok I'm glad mum and dad asked us to have this meal together because I have some, sorry, we have some exciting news"

"Your moving to the Bermuda triangle?" Emily mutters, I have to try and hide my smirk

"No" Phoebe looks at Emily annoyed then looks back at all of us smiling "I'm pregnant" immediately I feel everyone's eyes on me

"Oh... wow that's... erm congratulations" I manage to stutter out

"Thank you YN. We're super excited aren't we?" Not leaving her husband a chance to speak she continues "we've started decorating the room, we're actually 3 months along. We decided to keep it very quiet since you decided tell us all and then have a miscarriage, we didn't want to upset mum and dad anymore"

"Is she for real?" Emily looks at me. I feel a mixture of upset and anger

"We had our scan and everything is good. We even heard their heart beat, which is the best feeling the the world knowing your baby is alive and safe. That I am keeping them safe"

"I think that's enough Phoebe" mum sternly says

"Why? I thought you'd be happy to hear that your actually going to have a grandchild. Oh YN could we have the crib you bought and clothes, since your not getting to us them. Seems a shame to go to waste" that's it. Hot tear roll down my face as I stand up

"You want the clothes and crib we bought for our baby who we only lost last week?"

"Well yeah why is that a problem you have no baby coming I do"

"Your unbelievable. I didn't chose to loose mine and Ethan's baby. Your acting as if it was my fault" I leave the table and room hearing my mum and dad scold Phoebe for being so inconsiderate. I run to my old bedroom upstairs and break down into tears when the door opens. Ethan walks in and immediately wraps me up in his arms

"I'm sorry she said all that. It affects you as well. It wasn't just me that lost a baby it was you. Are you ok?" I ask looking up. Ethan is also crying now

"She had no right to ask any of that. Your mum and dad have told her to leave"

"You didn't answer my question. Are you ok?"

"I will be" Ethan kisses the top of my head and we stay like this for a little while.

[jillianfahey]

Good Omens Family

I have been watching and reading Good Omens stuff recently, and I have my own idea for an OC that is Aziraphale and Crowley's kid. She is tall and slender like Crowley with Zira's more solid frame helping round the kid out so she's not a beanpole. Appearance wise she has Crowleys dark hair and good cheekbones with Zira's blue eyes and kindly/cheerful smile and air. She doesn't like it when there are homophobic comments about her Papa (Zira) and Dad (Crowley when he isn't feeling feminine, which is when Crowley is Mum).

There are many ideas for how the ineffable idiots got a child. And in my AU Crowley carried their daughter after turning to female due to being bored and needing a change in her skin. After their initial panic when she didn't change back to male at will they found she was pregnant which was another round of panic. This idea is purely self indulgent as while it is fantastic for Crowley to be protective over a pregnant Zira, I just couldn't pass up on how dramatic a pregnant Cowley would be. And the idea of a sweet but equally protective Zira is something that should also be explored.

When it came to naming their daughter it was a long discussion. There were several biblical suggestions (Aziraphale) and more modern rockstars (Crowley). Finally they decided on the biblical but modern Sarah with a coin toss deciding that her middle name would be Ruth. Sarah was the reason that Crowley and Zira got officially married (according to mortals) and helped in their move to the South Downs (Zira accepted that an antique bookshop was not the right place for a baby). But as in another fic that I cannot remember the name of, Zira was able to open/run a library in their South Down village so it was an easier transition.

Sarah was generally a happy and well behaved baby, but when she needed/wanted something she was loud (Crowley would say it was the demon in her to even out the angel). Growing up Sarah was a quiet and introverted kid who loved books, oldies music, and the garden/plants that were around the house (Crowley could not stop her from stroking and complementing them, a fact that always made Zira laugh). And if there were a few times in elementary school that Sarah brought a pitch black snake for show and tell that insisted on staying around her shoulders for the entire day (it was a very well behaved snake, and Crowley was somehow never around on those days, Aziraphale had to come sort things out with the school). Though the rest of Sarah's schooling if there was ever a bullying problem that same black snake found it's way into her school bag and came out when she was being backed into a wall (and if anyone heard her call it dad, they had to be hearing things.) When Sarah learned to drive, and started thanking the Bentley for the help but she really did have to practice because not every car was as great as she (the Bentley) was everyone just thought that her parents had rubbed off on her too much.

I realized I have not talked about Sarah's fashion style. While she will dress up in a usually white button up/collared shirt and black knee length skirt on a formal occasion her daily style was normally dark blue jeans (not the skin tight ones Crowley wears on the T.V. show, boot cut ones) and t-shirts. Given her skin tone Sarah usually wears blue or green as they look better, but she will wear an occasional red or purple if she likes the shirt.

As for how Heaven and Hell reacted to the development of their traitors having a child together, it was mostly ignored. Some demons (I'm looking at you Hastur) put her down as a possible way to get back a Crowley but mostly it was noted as something they didn't know could happen but did. Sarah knows about Heaven and Hell, like she knows her Papa is an Angel and her Dad is a Demon which is why she has her own abilities. But these were just facts in her life. The sky was blue, the grass was green, her Dad turns into a snake, heaven and hell were real and she would never see them as long as her parents had a say in the matter.

These are all the ideas that I have currently. I hope you enjoy.

[oncethrown]

Steganography Cut

Since the basic outline of steganography is written so far out I sometimes write little scenes for way out in the story.

But because the outline for Steganography is extremely lose, some of those scenes are going to get cut before they even get added, so I'm just posting them as they fall out of the outline.

**

"Percy…" Bill sighed. "Look, If you want to ditch Penny because she's a half blood, then yes, I will drop kick you, but I think I know you better than that."

"It's not because she's half blood," Percy sighed, nudged his toe into a crack in the sidewalk and stopped when he realized how young it made him look. " It's just... I went to a big, old fashioned country ball over Christmas, and… these girls, with money, and manors and stables and everything we could never dream of— they just want a pureblood husband. Even a Weasley is good enough. And Penny… is amazing, and we have fun together, and she… she *gets* some of the worst parts of me, but she also… I want her in my life, but I don't think we bring out the best in each other."

Bill let him sit in his silence, and even though Percy recognized it for what it was, a tactic to get him to feel that he had to fill the silence, he went on. "And the way Mum and Dad insist that they were perfect for each other, madly in love, and got married right out of Hogwarts because they were the other half of eachother's-"

"Percy— Mum and Dad didn't get married because they had a perfect love story."

"I know, the war—"

"Percy— when is my birthday?"

"January."

"Uh huh. And Mum and Dad got married two weeks out of school, right? In June?"

"Yeah, dad started at the ministry the day after the honeymoon."

"Do the math, Percy. Mum and Dad didn't get married because they were so in love it hurt. They got married because Mum was two months pregnant when they left Hogwarts." Bill stuck a thumb at himself. "I have proof. So you don't have to feel like you and Penelope are pre-ordained perfect lovers forever to be together."

Percy did the math, realized Bill had to be right and screwed up his courage to say the next part. "Thats… not what I meant. Kind of… the opposite."

"The opposite of being in love?"

"No. There's someone else. Someone… who…" Percy paused, and worked the conversation out a few steps ahead. There wasn't a version where he didn't have to admit to Bill who it was. "Nevermind. I'm being silly. Silly and overdramatic."

"Yeah. You do that… Percy are you in love?"

"I didn't say that."

"I think you nearly did. She's not French is she? Cause that's not going well with the family and you probably don't need to make reconciling any harder."

"Scottish," Percy admitted. 

"That's not so bad," Bill grinned. "Muggle?"

"No."

"Redhead?"

"Brunette."

"So… the problem here is that you don't want to be in love because mum and dad said they were in love?"

"No, of course not. This... this someone else. it's almost perfect. Perfect like I didn't really believe things could be," Percy sighs. "Being in love with them is like breathing."

"Then what on earth is the problem, Percy?"

Percy looked at his older brother, unflappable, effortlessly cool at all times. Apparently about to bring a part Veela French girl home to their mother. Part of an anti government insurgency from an institution adjacent to the government. 

"The problem is it's Oliver Wood."

Bill almost managed to hide his shock. "You don't mean like mates, do you?"

"No, I mean like we live together and we had sex this morning,"

"Oh."

"Worse than being French, do you think?"

Bill struggled to speak for a moment. "Well. Certainly not better."

[itsachillesbtch]

the silly little story about my silly little guy ! TW for Crucio abuse :]

With a long line of Slytherins in his family, he isn't actually the first to be sorted into Hufflepuff. Nymphadora takes that spot!

Yes, you read that right! My boy is related to the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black!

If you've read Cursed Child (bless you), you'll know a certain Dark Lord and Black Sister have a child hidden away in Malfoy Mannor. Well, the nice thing about fiction is, well, it's fiction. You can bend and alter it all you'd like, as I have done to make this specific narrative work! Delphini was born before Voldemort tried and failed to Avada Harry (the first time). She was, disdainfully, raised by Wallberga, and her threats know no bounds.

This is where the Comet family comes in! Another long line of purebloods, but less pureblooded by heart than the Black family. Ephias was the eldest of four children, hearty and charming. A Ravenclaw. Both families thought it would be good, both for Delphi and the Noble Blacks, to have a little change of family pace (ew).

They were married a week after graduating from Hogwarts, Delphi already 4 months with child. "Start early" as both families said.

Their eldest daughter was born on the Winter Solstice. They named her Atliar.

Two years later, Delphi was pregnant again with their second child. Another girl. Delphini was far, far from pleased with this news. She was born on January 30th. They named her Astrid.

The news spread of the Battle of Hogwarts, and Delphi wanted absolutely nothing more than to help her dear mum and dad fight. Ephias, bless him, didn't allow it. When word got to the that both The Dark Lord and Bellatrix were dead, Delphi got violent. Very, very violent.

Another 3 years, and their last child was born. A third girl. Ephias wanted her name to hold her last name well. They named her Halley after Halley's Comet.

Astrid always sort of stood out against her other two siblings. A simple 'Tom Boy' described her well to others, but Ephias felt like it was more than that. So he asked. And his child told him, more than anything else, she wanted to be he. He told him that it was alright. His mother would be pleased with it, as well. Octavian was happy, even for a short time.

Delphi knew crucio, how to cast it under her breath, how much force it needed to be real. She never pointed her wand at her daughters. But her son, her husband? That was different, to her, at least.

Tavi developed left-hand tremors from it and learned how to hold his breath so it didn't hurt as bad. Ephias took most of them, and Octavian took all of his sisters' punishments. He wasn't going to let anyone touch his baby sister.

The 5 had a second home in the country, amongst the fields and animals of Ireland. After a particularly rough argument with his mother, Octavian ran out. He ran until his lungs hurt. Being 5 years old, he couldn't go far. So he waited by a lake he found, nestled quietly near a fenced field of sheep and magical creatures he'd never seen before. He found this area comforting, and then, he heard a large feog croaking near him. He shot his head up, and there stood a very odd looking girl, holding said frog.

"Why are you crying?" She asked. He was too frightened by the frog to answer.

The girl ended up being his #1, even when he wasn't hers, for more or less the rest of their lives (iykyk)

Part 2 soon 🫶

[voxasks]

Tw: uhh...hook-ups. Bad dads. Unwanted pregancy (not mine) Smoking/Drinking. Mental illness. Adult content mentioned in the passing but not elaborated on.

Okay, soo...this seems interesting so I might as well interact. Nice to meet you. My names Mali, I'm 5'4, I'm bi-racial. (Taiwanese from my mums side and Hawaiian from my dads.) I've got grey eyes, curly hair black hair and tanned skin. (I've heard I look Filipino or Indian before, so...)

I'm an INFJ and I like writing poetry and stories and such, gardening, painting, etc., ect.

Artists I like; Maneskin, Nickelback, Poor Mans' Poison, Billie Eilish, The Neighbourhood, Fitz and the Tantrumz and Artic Monkeys.

Honestly, my movie/show tastes are kind of everywhere, Mostly old Disney movies, Nickelodeon shows (iCarly, Victorious), True Crime Documentaries, and cheesy Romcoms...yeah...

Same with my book tastes: I'm sort of addicted and I read anything honestly. Some favorites: Looking for Alaska and Our Fault in the Stars, John Green. Hoot and Chomp by Carl Hiaasen. The Little House Series, Laura Ingalls Wilder. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett. The Maze Runner, James Dashner. The Tower, Gregg Andrew Hurwitz. Any Goosebumps book, R. L. Stine.

And a bunch of manga, One Piece, Naruto, Haikyuu, Sword Art Online, Death Note, etc., ect.

My dad and mum basically had me on accident since they were both in the military, they got dumpy one night and hooked up, and my mums parents were super traditional, so they pressured her into getting married once they found out she was pregnant. My parents basically divorced when I was nine, and they did split custody.

My mum was having issues with alcohol and smoking and my dad had issues with smoking/drinking and adult content.

Then my dad got remarried, but my mum was still recovering so she stayed with my grandmother a bit before getting her own apartment.

The woman my dad was an immigrant from Portugal, she already had one kid from a past marriage, then she came to live with my dad.

They stayed married for four years, and he had two more kids with her, and then they divorced because my dad was being super toxic and she moved in with her family in San Francisco.

He got diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder and borderline personality after being evaluated by a psych ward for the case, and basically my mum got full custody of me and my two half-siblings and stepsibling live with my stepmom in San Fran. (Fifteen at the time.)

My mum eventually got remarried to this Navy Seal named (not gonna say his real name because pretty sure that stuffs supposed to be classified so lets call him Bob) when I was in sophomore year and he was okay. But the ended baby up being born with birth defects since she was pregnant during Bobs deployment and was smoking and stuff when he wasn't there.

Plus I still haven't come out of the closet to my parents. My grandparents on my mums side are staunch Catholics...and my dads side is estranged...My mums Catholic, and Bob converted to Catholicism too.

“i  wanna  say  you  seem  completely  over  this  but  then  you  choosing  to  tell  me  about  it  in  my  inbox  kind  of  negates  that.  my  expertise  lies  in other  familial  issues  so  apologies  but  i  don't  think  i'll  be  of  any  help  here.  though  i  am  supposed  to  give  you  my  inner  thoughts  so  here  it  is  :  i  really  think  it's  nice  that  you  seem  to  have  your  life  a  lot  more  together  than  i  would  have  expected  considering  your  circumstances;  you  have  good  taste  all  around  the  bases,  from  hobbies  to  music,  your  favorite  shows  and  all  that  jazz.  you've  had  it  rough  a  kid  so  i  can  only  imagine  how  it  must  have  been  to  get  yourself  to  where  you  are  today.  and man,  that  whole  'coming  out'  thing.  i  didn't  even  know  there  was  a  term  for  whatever  the  fuck  i  was  back  then.  i  didn't  bother.  i  like  whoever  the  fuck  i  like  and  that's  it.  though  i  understand  the  complications  of  your  situation.  if  you  want  to  come  out  to  them,  it's  completely  your  decision,  but  just  know  that  if  they  don't  agree  with  who  you  are  then  i  promise  it  will  be  a  lot  easier  being  alone  and  yourself  than  being  controlled  by  your  family.”

based off of the 200 follower event.

“🫐 — tell vox about yourself and he’ll give his inner thoughts about you.”

[blackbutlerfandomnerddomain]

This is me when making this idea and therefor doing it for no reason than my own pleasure and buisness. Please read ahead in your own accord and give me your thoughts afterwards!

My Danganronpa AU where at least most of the cast are married or related to each other!

This family dynamic needs some explaining to do and this is mostly thanks to my brain not connecting shit or my sister or Tumblr/Reddit doing it's magic!

Okay, so, in this AU/Headcanon Taka's dad was married to a woman who gave birth to twins, Celestia and Taka, however she run off with both of them after they where Mr. Ishimaru managed to get Taka back but was too late to get Celestia back as she was in the system in adoption. She later on gets adopted into the family she has in canon.

So technically Gundham is a bridge of sorts of the five and here's why! He's technically the only one out of the set to have the same mum and dad! When Taka and Celestia's bio mum ran off she ran off to her new boa whom she had out Lord of Ice Gundham Tanaka! Buuuuuuuuut that man wasn't too faithful cause he had an affair with the mother of Ibuki. In "revenge" of this Taka's and Celestia's bio mum went back and got with her ex which resulted in her pregnant with Peko whom, without telling either man she was pregnant in the first place, gave up for adoption. But after this she did start caring for Gunham more and became a more beloved mum. Gundham's parents broke up in this process and he went and lived with his mother while his dad went off and started a relationship with Ibuki's mother who had Kokichi years later.

Sadly, during this time Ibuki was taken away from the home due to it being unfit for her and she wound up in the Foster System, same goes for Kokichi after he was five.

EDIT: I decided to add Mikan in the family as well! She's older than Ibuki by a year, still not sure how to write her other than saying she's Tanaka's sister who the dad took during the messy divorce. EDIT 2: After popular vote Maki is added onto the list! To be fair I was a bit confused how to add her, similar to Mikan, I was going to add her as a twin to Peko but then I thought on it more and decided she was the final child born after Peko but Tanaka's, Ibuki's, Mikan's, and Kokichi's father had custody over her to "get back" at her getting back with her ex husband for a second. His wife got bored and put her up for adoption so yeah-

Yet another case of very confusion yet somehow will make sense!

Mahiru is the second born after Leon, Himiko was the third conceived right after, and Masaru was the last of the family tree.

Starting with Leon's mother and father meeting, getting married, and having him life was great. Until Leon became old enough to realize his mother was being abused and stood up to her, which resulted in him being abused before the man disappeared into the night never to be seen again. After this he was given a somewhat split custody of living not by the father but by the rest of Leon's family especially when his mother left him to deal with her own trauma but promised to return when she is "capable of raising him" her words.

Some time after the separation she fell in love with another man and mad Mahiru soon after. Sadly, the relationship didn't last so long due to the trauma of her first marriage and Mahiru was sent to live with her father.

I would like to edit and say Himiko has the same dad not the same mum as the others

Of course the dad met other women and got them pregnant, Himiko's mother leaving him before he even knew of her pregnancy and then he met Masaru's mother and well his sad life began

As for Soda and Kaito (I can never remember if Soda is his first or last name I think Kazuichi's his last name is he in different areas?)? They're cousins of different sides! Soda is the cousin of Leon and Mahiru from the mum's side while while Kaito is the cousin of Himiko and Masaru from the dad's side.

And yes I know I forgot Kanon, I will fix that mistake here and one day on the list!

Also, does anyone else headcanon Gundham and Soda being once friends when they attended the same middle school?

Oh look at that, another semi broken family!

This one is purely based off bad mums all around!

So, Naegi and Komaru are obviously siblings in this AU but their dad had a brother who is both Kirumi's and Rantaro's father who passed on when out Makoto siblings were too young to know they had cousins.

The mum, however, put them in the system where they were separated and have very faint memories of the other like a "imaginary friend" situation. However, prior of that marriage she had Nagito and like her kids later on she left him alone. Though I'd like to change that a bit. Let's say Nagito was born more so as a surrogate baby. Like the Komaeda paid her to have their child and she gave him to them afterwards.

Hoping to get rich, mother went and slept with a rich man and got pregnant, however said man refused to accept her calls. So what does she do? She left her baby in front of the home of the father's family. . . The Towa's family

And this is just a fun either half-sibling, full sibling but parents divorced scenario, and/or plain "my dad married your mum" scene!

[extremelyblackandwhite]

Ok I got an idea. Reader spending a day with Ivy cause she’s scared that Ivy feels left out now that Aaron is born. Turns out though that she loves Aaron but doesn’t want that they forget about her. Perhaps she even says that she wouldn’t mind having more siblings but that’s between them, Steve is not allowed to hear that. Otherwise she’s gonna have 10 more siblings

pairing: steve kemp x dark!reader

warnings: 18+ topics (under 18 year olds do NOT interact/reader)

part of toxic

Y/N had never expected to end up with seven children. She didn't even believe she'd end up married after her divorce, much let remain happily married after 20 years of marriage. She had a good life and she had to admit she had began to be happy at the surprises it threw at her, specifically when she became pregnant as her eldest child was about to graduate high school and start university. However, as much happy as she was about the possibility of a new baby returning to their household, she worried about her other babies. Rose and Daisy were old enough not to be affected, they no longer needed her as much as she wished they did, William was excited about having a new baby brother and two of the triplets were too busy being teenagers to care. Ivy was the one she was worried about, she had been gloom and part of her suspected it was the arrival of a new baby. Ivy hadn't particularly enjoyed the time when she was pregnant with William; so, she had decided to arrange a day to spend with her fourteen year old. Steve stayed home with the other children while she and Ivy went to a nice spot for lunch.

- You know, me and your dad came to this restaurant when I was pregnant with you and your sisters. - she reminisced about the restaurant which hadn't changed a bit in fourteen years. - I was terrified.

- You? Terrified? - she looked up from her plate. - You've never been scared of nothing, mum.

- That's not true. I had two baby girls at home and was now pregnant with triplets. I was scared as can be until they put your cute little faces on my lap.

- Cornelia didn't look that cute. - she smirked. - Why did you bring me here, mum?

- Can't I spend time with my daughter?

- You and dad can't lie to me. Besides dad said good luck before you left and if you try to convince me not to take Daisy's closet, she said it was fine.

- I merely want to spend time with you. You didn't enjoy it when I was pregnant with your brother and I don't want you feeling forgotten, baby.

- I don't feel forgotten. - she shrugged. - If I say I do, can I still keep the closet?

- Why have you been so sad, sweetheart? Me and dad are worried.

- It's nothing.

Y/N bite the inside of her cheek. She knew it was something, after all Ivy was many things but she had never been one to be sad for no reason. She was one of her happiest kids, actually. Besides, she was much like her dad to fool her. She could tell she was upset. She reached over the table to her hand, looking into her daughter's eyes which she had inherited from Steve.

- You can choose not to tell me, Ivy. It's your choice but I don't know how to help you if you don't tell me what's happening.

She looked down at her plate before looking back at her mum.

- I'm not upset about you and dad having another kid. I like having lots of siblings.

- Let's not tell your dad that. - she joked. - What is it then?

- I'm weird, mum. All my sisters had boyfriends so far or have tons of friends and everyone I know says I'm weird.

- Ivy, you're not weird.

- What if I'm too weird to ever meet new friends or to get with someone? What if no one wants me?

- Ivy. - she gripped her hand. - You are not weird. You are the most clever, beautiful girl.

- That's easy to say, mum. Everyone loves you, even my friends love you!

- Grandpa and grandma don't and I can tell you right now that when I was your age no one really particularly liked me. I was divorced before I was 25, sweetheart.

- And then you met dad.

- Exactly and you're exactly like your dad. You're your father's daughter and trust me, your dad was plenty weird when I met him but he was also the most charming, handsome and smart man I ever met.

- Dad's not weird, he's a surgeon.

- Dad was into his weird things when I met him but that's not important. What is important is that the right people appear, sweetheart. Your friends and partner will show up and when they do, they'll be right people. Trust me, it's better to wait for those right people than to be hurt settling with those who don't want us.

- You really think I'm like dad?

- If you'd been born a boy, I'm sure grandma Kemp would've mistaken you for him. You will be alright honey, these are tough years but they'll lead to something good, alright?

- Alright.

- And if someone tells you you're weird again, you tell me and dad. We'll handle it.

- Can I still keep Daisy's closet?

- If Daisy says so, then yes you can.

[tina-aumont]

what was tina aumont and christian marquand's relationship like?

Hi anon! thank you very much fro your question.

Tina relationship with Christian Marquand wasn't one of equal terms. He was friend of Jean-Pierre Aumont and he saw Tina's birth.

For her, when she was a child, Christian Marquand was "Uncle Christian", and for him Tina was just his friend's daugther until she grew up.

Tina when she was a teenager had lots of problems with her step-mother and felt her dad had left her, so when she met with Christian Marquand, saw him as her saviour and fell in love with him. After JP Aumon't blessing, they got married.

Living with him, at first it was easy, he was an actor and filmmaker and she worked at home, redecorating their flat but soon saw she wanted to be an actress so he helped her launching her star career, he had contacts and friends in the cinema industry that could be happy to have Tina in their films.

Tina and Christian had a happy life as a married couple and in 1964 Tina got pregnant, and in November that year, she gave birth to a baby girl she called Maria after her mum, but the happiness soon led to tears as the baby was born with crystal bones disease and just survided one hour after birth.

Tina was heartbroken and felt she had to do something worthly with her life so she took more seriously her future as an actress ans spent lots of times far from home (as her husband did), but soon Christian felt Tina was getting away from him and he didn't like she wasn't around him anymore so he told her to stop her pursuing her actress carreer, bur Tina felt free, she loved acting and discovered a new way of life more suitable for her young and free spirit, so they divorced.

Tina kept contact with Marquand's family and even worked with Nadine & Marie Trintignant in the early 2000s, and once, than Tina knew Christian Marquand was living in a geriatric residence as he was suffering from alzheimer, she went to visit him, but after realizing he didn't recognised her, she never visited him again.

So that's all I know thanks to Jean Azarel's book about Tina, but also this information comes from vintage articles I have and information coming from internet.

I hope I have answered what you needed to know, and my apologies from my lare reply.

Your questions are always welcomed ^^

Eleni xxx

[newtonsheffield]

Molly literally one of your best works - so gooooddddd

Speaking of, can we see how Kate tell him about bb Ed and how he is after she has to leave for a tour right after they’ve just found out.

Is he holding a water bottle for her backstage? Shoving people away so that she can get breathing space?? Aaah tell me moreeeee

The idea just got... stuck in my head I guess!

Oh lil BB Edmund, So I think Kate's probably just released her second studio album, and the world tour's about to start, and Kate probably thought she was really tired from the stress, the rehearsals taking their toll etc. But No that's not what happened.

"Anthony, I am absolutely fucking not wearing that." Kate sighed, looking at her husband. And truly, in times like this she wondered what it had been about him that made her fall in love with him in the first place.

He was standing in their London home (which still sounded terribly WASPish to Kate no matter how many times she heard it) holding up what appeared to be a hula hoop with shoulder straps.

He huffed, "Well, you have to do something! I don't want people getting too close to you, god knows what they'll have that could be bad for the baby! Some sort of plague probably!"

And there it was.

He'd been so irrational since she'd told him. Happiness, and excitement, and love bubbling out of him tempered with a primal sort of need he seemed to have to wrap everyone he loved in cotton wool and protect them from the world. And it was beautiful, it really was, the fact that he was so ready to be a Dad already but it was a little inconvenient given her tour started in three days.

She hadn't even realised at first. She and Anthony had agreed, since they got married, they weren't trying for a baby, but they weren't not trying either. This was a good time really, she could tour now and write another album when the baby was small, delay it a little and the tour would be after that. This was good. Except she'd misread all the signs. She'd misread the aching tiredness and nausea for nerves and stress and the fact Anthony wasn't due down for another week until she'd been sitting on her mother's sofa, three slices into a lemon meringue pie, starting on a fourth and Edwina had said,

"Jesus christ, if I didn't know better I'd say you were pregnant."

Kate had frozen, her eyes darting between Mary and Edwina both looking a little perplexed as she swallowed "What did you say?"

Mary had rolled her eyes, hissing, "Edwina, I told you not to ask! You get your tactlessness from your father. It's a wonder you've ever had a girlfriend."

Edwina had opened her mouth to respond indignantly, but Kate had cut her off. "You think I'm pregnant?"

Edwina had rolled her eyes, "Well aren't you?"

And suddenly it had all clicked into place. She'd dropped her fork on the table in surprise, "Fuck!"

"Well, I guess I'm going to get a pregnancy test." Edwina had sighed, standing from the table, and 30 minutes later Kate had been looking at four positive tests.

She was laying on the Sofa, Anthony had been in London for a few hours at most when she'd nudged him to sit up, tugging his head from her chest where he'd been laying against her like a tiny puppy.

"I wrote a new song." She'd said gently, reaching for her guitar nearby, her cheeks burning while Anthony looked curiously at her.

She'd started singing, the soft, lilting melody, the story of a little mouse come to the city for a few days, the details correct right down to the boots he'd been wearing, and when she finished Anthony was looking at her s curiously.

"What do you think?"

He looked a little confused, "You sound amazing, like always, and I' desperately flattered, but it sounds like a nursery rhyme."

She'd taken a deep breath, intertwining their fingers before she said, "Well, I want the baby to know how we met."

His mouth had dropped open, staring at her, tears in his eyes as he struggled for words, "We're- I'm gonna... you're gonna be a Mum?"

She'd nodded gently, her fingers in his hair "You're gonna be a Dad."

And three seconds later he'd let out the most childlike whoop of excitement and spun her around the room.

And now this.

Kate sighed, taking off her glasses, "Anthony, I get that you want to protect me, and the baby and that's beautiful, I'm so so glad you love us that much. But this is insane, mousey."

His brow had furrowed, staring down at his contraption for a long moment, before he'd sighed, "This is ludicrous isn't it?"

"Yes, babe. It looks like something a serial killer would make."

He flopped onto the sofa beside her, his creation abandoned, chin on her shoulder. "I guess I'll just talk to your security. But I just... I love you, okay?"

"I love you too." it felt warm and safe in her chest just like always, his hand resting on her flat stomach.

"I am going to look after you though, you know that right?" His voice was serious, brow furrowed, nd it burned against her.

"I would expect nothing less."

And he did. Anthony loitered in the wings every night, like the world's most dedicated body man, ladened down with water and snacks and a fan for when she got too warm, love pouring out of him as he stuck to her side while they walked through crowds and something about it made her love him so much more.

And so, when she stood in Wembley, finishing the tour right where it began a few months earlier she said

"You know, I met my husband outside a seedy pub in Brixton, where maybe 60 people came out to see me. I stole two cigarettes from him (smoking is bad by the way kids, don't do it) and he stole something a little more precious from me. So in honour of that, and the biggest crowd that I've ever played in front of: This one's for you Country Mouse and for our baby mouse as well."

And she was sure, the crowd barely heard the start of Foundations of the screaming, but she was only looking at Anthony.

[harryssatellitestompers]

Stolen Time

A/N this is united, and probably has a lot of false information as I don't know anything about Cancer

Pairing: Harry Styles X Reader

Where Harry is sick and y/n is an angel

Waring: major character death, suicide , little bit of alcohol addiction

4th February 2009

Dear Diary, Four days ago it was my 16th Birthday. My mum (Anne) got me a diary for my birthday. She told me to write everything down, so that one day when I'm older I can show my kids--and grandkids--what life was like when I was young. I don't see the point because I always get bored when my grandparents talk about life in the stone ages but it doesn't matter. Here's a bit about me: I have a mum called Anne, a sister Gemma and a dad Desmond. My parents broke up when I was 7. Zayn and Liam are coming over soon so I'm gonna go. Bye!

8th February 2009

Dear Diary, Writing that sounds strange since I'm not writing a letter to someone called Diary, It's more future me. There was a new kid in my class today. Y/n. She's really pretty and has super bright eyes. She sat with Louis and his group of friends today, I don't think I'll get to talk to her since she's a "cool kid" and I'm not but she seems really nice. Gemma left for University a few days ago, I really miss her but she calls most days. Liam and Zayn are coming over now byeee!

1st March 2009

Dear Me, I haven't written in a while, that's cause there's been nothing interesting to say. But today the best thing happened. Y/n got partnered with me for a Hpe project. We need to create a game and show it to the class. She's super nice and invited me over to work on it tomorrow. If I've forgotten--which i highly doubt--I have a huge crush on Y/n. Wouldn't it be funny if I married her one day and we were showing this to our kids. Niall Horan is also friends with us now, he used to be with Louis 'group but he got kicked off the Footy team for his bad knee, now none of the pops want him. He's alright though, mainly quiet and only talking to Zayn. X Harry

4th March 2009

I was wrong. Niall is not quiet. He is loud and DOES NOT shut up. he's like a giant, happy, loud cloud floating around and making people laugh. Apparently its because he's Irish. I just think he does it cause he's sad and doesn't want people to know. Y/n has a really nice house. Her parents are super cool too. I think she's rich rich. I'm middle class but she lives it a mansion. She had an older brother but he left a while ago. I think he might be dead, I didn't want to ask. She even sat with us at lunch today. I don't think her other friends liked it very much cause they kept glaring over at spread rumours about me. - H

11th March 2009

I've been at hospital for the past two days. We had a fire drill and I passed out in the field cause the sun was too hot. You'd think that I'd be allowed to go home but the doctors kept me overnight to do some tests. Niall recons its cause I'm dying. Zayn said its cause I'm pregnant and Liam is just worried. Y/n came to visit me earlier, she brought a card, some flowers and Louis. I don't know why she brought him cause he doesn't like me. It doesn't matter though cause he left to get food a few minutes after. Y/n was sitting on my bed beside me and the BEST thing happened. She KISSED ME. Y/N KISSES ME. it was only on the cheek but it was still awesome. I might ask her to be my girlfriend soon. xx Harry

14th March 2009

Y/n and I are dating. She sits with me at lunch now. It's really fun. We have our Hpe game due tomorrow and I think were gonna get an A, Y/n doesn't think so, she doesn't like the written report. Reckons its got to many "flowery" words for an essay, I dunno what that means though. Y/n is on her way here now, we're gonna watch some movies. xx Harry

16th March 2009

Hi, I woke up in the middle of last night. Mum was crying through the phone to dad. I think it was about me. Mum's been really strange lately, she's always letting get whatever I want, but she's extra coddling than usual. I asked y/n about it and she said it might be cause we're getting older and she doesn't want her last kid to leave home. I don't know tho. - Harry

18th March 2009

I have cancer. That's why mum was sad. Cos she knew I was gonna die. I haven't told anyone else, it's only me, mum and Gem who know. I want to tell y/n but I don't think she'd want to be with a sick kid who's a ticking time bomb. I'm taking her on a date soon. To this little park with ducks. She's always loved feeding the ducks. We also got an A on our assignment which was cool. See you soon! X Harry

3rd April 2009

I've learnt a bit more about what's wrong. I have stage 4 Leukaemia. The doctors said that I'd be able to make it if I took my treatments and didn't exhaust myself. I'm starting chemo in a few months. Apparently it'll make all my hair fall out and I'll get real skinny. The day I fainted apparently had something to do with it, cos I'd been feeling really tired and weak, the sun didn't help either. There'd no cure for what I have, but most kids who get it are usually don't die. I went on the date with y/n, she had a really pretty blue sundress on. I kissed her, proper this time we've only been together for a few weeks but I really like her, it's like she's this super bright glowing star. Louis Tomlinson also started hanging out with us, he's y/n's step cousin or something, he nice when he's with her but still a dick when he's with the other pops, he doesn't pick on me as much though which is good. Xx harry

13th April Today was y/n and mine 1 month anniversary, we went to the park again and ate some pizza from this little Italian restaurant it was really nice. We even got to get gelato afterwards. I like spending time with her. Whenever we're alone it's like nothing bothers us. We're in our own little world. She feels like home.

23rd June 2009

Hey, I haven't written in a while cos I've been busy. I started chemo. Its been going alright, I've gotten a lot skinner and my skins kinda pale cause I don't get to go outside as much. I think Y/n knows something wrong. I threw up in the middle of class last week, and again when her and I were studding at my house. She's been really nice about it though, didn't ask too many questions. Louis found out I have cancer. He was visiting his mum or something and ran into me at the hospital, he didn't say anything though, just gave me an awkward side hug and hurried off. After I was finished with my treatment, it took 1 hour and 25 minutes this time, I saw Louis crying on a bench in the garden part of the hospital. I went over and gave him a hug. He stopped crying after a while, mum ended up taking him home with us. He played footy for a while outside with Niall, Liam, Zayn and I, it was pretty fun. See you later!

30th June 2009

I told Y/n today. We were at the park, watching the baby ducklings and it just kind of fell out. She hugged me and we both ended up crying alot. She told me I wouldn't die, cause I'm a fighter. We sat at the park for a few hours before my mum called and said I had to come home. Y/n stayed that night, we didn't do anything, we just sat up all night talking and watching movies. She told me I should tell Niall, Liam and Zayn, I don't know how though.

July 2nd 2009

Today my hair started falling out. I woke up and there was some of it on the bed. I freaked out and wouldn't let mum in my room, she called y/n cause she knew I'd let her in. When she saw me she just hugged me and waited till I told her what happened. She just brought her hands up to my hair and said that she could shave it off for me if I didn't want it to be slowly falling out for the next week. I said yes. After it was done she kissed my head and said I looked beautiful. We didn't go to school today. She's in the shower now. Mum said she could stay for dinner.

July 4th 2009

I told the guys about my cancer yesterday. Y/n was there when they got to my house but went to talk to my mum when I was telling them. Liam got really sad and started crying, Niall sat and listened to everything I said. Zayn sat there in shock. after I told them mum said we could all have a sleepover, y/n left then. The guys were really supportive about it, I told them the chances of my living where really high but they were still sad, We played on my Wii most of the night. Zayn and Niall eating about 20 packets of chips and 3 boxes of pizza between them. Around 2am Liam was passed out on the floor, Zayn and I drew on his face. It's 9 am now, Niall's starting to wake up. Bye!

July 22nd 2009

They put me on new meds cause the old ones stopped working I've been getting weaker, kids avoid me at school and Louis started hanging out with us. His old friends were making fun of me cause I had cancer, he got upset cause of his mum and left. His mum has cancer too, I don’t know if I’ve already said that. I'm at the hospital now, I've got a special private room that I stay in when ever I need to do treatments. I don't think having my own room is a good sign, Niall and louis like it though cause they get to eat the jelly and moose the nurses give me.

August 5th 2009

Hello!

Today was super fun, I went to go see y/n's eisteddfod. In LONDON! She came 3rd and got highly commended. She sang a song called "Salvation" its really sad. But I like it. She has an amazing voice. After her performance I went over and kissed her. She went really red and started blushing. When we got home, we went out to Maccas with the boys for dinner. She also introduced me to one of her friends Zoe, she's nice but kind of intimidating. Liam has a crush on her. Also Niall's getting knee surgery tomorrow morning, he's staying at the same hospital as me, two floors down. I told him I'd sneak in a visit him when it was done.

August 23rd 2009

Happy Birthday Y/N! She's 16 now, same age as me. She had a party at her house with heaps of people. She introduced me to her family (extended as well) and they all seemed really nice. She also introduced me to her brother, he's 19, studying art somewhere. Not dead. He doesn't like his parents much and they don’t like him but y/n seems to adore him. I had no idea what get y/n fir her birthday. I asked Louis and he took me shopping. I ended up getting her a really pretty snow globe. It had what looked like our park in winter, with a frozen pond and two people sitting on a bench. It also plays music, the Disney one about wishing on a star and dreams coming true. I started to feel really tired part way through the party. Y/n dragged me to her room and told me to sleep. Then she went back downstairs to kick everyone out. I kissed her when she got back and called ger and angel, she just rolled your eyes and smiled down at me.

November 14th 2009

Hi!

Yesterday was mine and Y/n's 8 month anniversary. We went to our spot at the park again, and she took me to the ice-skating rink. It was really fun, but I fell over alot. When we were walking home I had a coughing fit and threw up on the path. Y/n called my mum and she took us to the hospital. The doctors did some tests and apparently the Cancer spread to my lungs, they said I'll need new ones as soon as possible, the waiting list is really long. Y/n stayed at the hospital the whole night with me and mum. Gemma's also flying home to visit. Mum left to pick Gem up a few minutes ago, and Y/n is painting my toenails. I don't know what colour, she said it was a surprise. Last night, when the doctors were talking to mum about me, I figured it's highly unlikely that'll I'll ever get to read this when I'm older, let alone to my future kids. I still want to write everything down though. I think I might start writing it to you, y/n, instead of me, all our happy moments so that when I'm gone you can read over it and remember all the good stuff, and that stuff I'm too scared to tell you. It's not Christmas yet but I've already bought you a gift. It's a silver locket of a star, with the word angel engraved in the back. Cause that's what you are to me. You're my Angel. There for me when I'm lost in the dark.

10th December 2009

Hiiiii,

I've been in hospital for the past few days, the doctors said I could go home on the 24th and stay there till new years. I'm really weak now and have to use a wheelchair. They keep putting me on new meds, cause they stop working after a month. I get to go home for Christmas now, until New years, then I'm back at the hospital. Gemma's back again. She’s flying back and forth alot, it'd be costing her a fortune, but I think she's worried about me. You're asleep right now, lying curled up into my side. The nurse came into check up on me before, but left when she saw you there, we're lucky is was Abby and not Rosalind, she would have woken you up and kicked you out. I think you're waking up now, Byeee!

27th December 2009

I made it home. Niall, Louis, Liam, Zayn and you came over for boxing day, we played alot of board games together, Mum and Gem played too. Dad called as well, to wish us a merry Christmas, he doesn't want to see me though, Mum said it's cause he thinks if he doesn't see me when I'm sick, I'm not sick. I gave the necklace to you, I think you liked it. You also gave me a polaroid camera, so that I could take pictures of all the things I love and put them in my hospital room when I weaker than usual. We went for a walk to the park, going extra slow cause I get tired really easily. I told you I loved you, and you said it back. Now that we've said it for the first time we don't stop. Niall and Louis keep teasing us about it. Liam and Zoe are dating now, you and her want to go on double dates. Gem, mum and I are going to watch home alone now. xx Harry

1st January 2010

I'm back at the hospital. I accidentally took some of the alcoholic punch instead of the normal one at your parents new years party, it didn't mix well with my meds. I still got my new years kiss, even if it was in an ambulance. I woke up about half and hour ago, Abby, my nurse, said that your parents had taken you home not long before, I think they’re worried about you, you're hardly ever at home now. I don't know if you know this but you looked really scary last night. Still beautiful but really scary. Screaming at the medics while red and blue lights flashed. I think you thought I was gonna die. You can't get rid of me that easily though.

1st February

I'm 17 today. You took me to the park, I was in a wheelchair and everyone was starting at me. Probably wondering why an angel like you was with a freak like me.

We stayed there for hours watching the sun set. You look so beautiful when he light shines on you like that. We spent the evening planning our future together. You want three kids because you hate even numbers. You also gave me a ring. With the word angel engraved inside and the date I asked you to be my girlfriend. You have one too. You said it was a promise ring. Meaning that we will always love each other. When I asked you why you put angel in my ring you told it was because I saved you. I know it sounds silly, but maybe were soulmates. Wouldn't that be awesome. Gotta go now x H

10th February

I'm getting better. The doctors don't know how but I feel a lot better, I can walk by my self now. You cried when you saw me standing near the fish tanks at the entrance and wouldn't stop hugging me, neither would my mum. I'm at home now. I was even able to shoot some hoops with the boys. It was fun. Until Niall made everyone play chubby bunny, I threw up then. Gem left a few days ago, she was really happy when I told her I was getting better. Mum said that we might be able to go visit her at uni next time instead of her flying out to see us. Also I decided to use my wish. I'm getting us tickets to go to Disneyland in March, we'll be there on our 1 year anniversary. You, me, Gem and mum. It'll be super fun, we also have passes to skip the que, and a three night stay at the resort. I haven't told you yet, I did tell Niall, Li, Zayn and Louis though, they were pretending to be jealous that I didn't invite them. They're excited for me though, they also think I'm gonna propose to you on the teacup ride. I think we're still too young for that. Maybe one day we will get married though. I'd just want our families and a few friends there nothing to big. I know you want that too, not until you've graduated though.

20th February 2010

Hey Y/n, I'm at the hospital again,  My head hurts, and my skins going all blotchy. The cancer is back, which sucks, the doctors said I'm still fine for Disneyland. Mum talked to your parents and they organised that we're not gonna tell you where we're going. Your mums gonna pack your bag and It'll be a surprise.

I gained a few pounds when I was feeling better which was great, I don't look as sick now. The chemo isn't as strong as it was before, and doesn't work as well but that doesn't matter because were going to DINSEYLAND. It makes everything worth it. I don't know how I would have done all this without you, you're always there supporting me, you're my angel. You just walked through the door now. Byee! x H

3rd March 2010

I'm sorry. This was not the way I wanted it to end. We had so much planned that we didn't get to do. I'm sorry for being sick. This is shit. I can see you over in the corner, you're crying, so is mum and Gem. Can you tell them that I love them so much, and I never wanted to hurt them. And that I'm sorry for saying Gem was the worst sister ever when she left for uni.

I know you'll read this soon. Maybe tonight, maybe next week, I wish it was never. This book that was meant for my future self has now turned into one sombre long letter to you.

I like to think that you won't be sad if I go, but I know that's probably not right. You love me, and I love you so, so much. Promise me something. That no matter what you'll never stop smiling. Your smile saves people, you saved me, you're my angel. I know why we met--even if sometimes I wish we didn't, so you wouldn't have to go through this pain--but I think God sends people like you into the lives of those who need cheering up. And one day in the future you'll meet your angel too. They'll find you in whatever dark place you are in and save you, even if you don't realise it. So please angel, keep smiling. Thank you for sticking with me, and I'm sorry I couldn't be a better boyfriend. Who knows maybe we'll meet again someday, as strangers, maybe the we can get the fairy-tale ending we deserve. I'm blessed to have you in my life, and please never forget how much I love you. I'm sorry for letting you down, for not being able to give you the dream life you've always wanted. I know this will be hard, angel I know. You'll feel like your drowning , but eventually you'll learn to swim, and from then on life will be easier, you'll be able to see the time we spent together as a happy memory cast in sunlight, no a sad tragedy. I'll always remember we have had the time of our lives together. But now our chapter is over. I know it's hard to walk away, but it has end, no matter how much we wish it didn’t . Say goodbye to Liam, Zayn, Niall and Louis for me. I love them all. I don't think I've ever cried this much. This sucks. I will miss you so, so much. I'm sorry for everything. I'll be waiting for you, in another life. Hopefully we can meet again somewhere, somewhere far away from this mess. Don forget to smile. I love you. Its time to le

13th April 2010

H,

Happy 1 year baby.

Nothing's the same without you. Even a school it's like a veil of shadows is draped over everything, like the world's lost it's colours. Your funeral was last week.

I hated it.

The people that would bully and whisper about you were crying and talking about how you were their best friend. I know it's selfish but I hated it. I ended up breaking down during your eulogy, Liam and Zayn had to step in.

I met your dad. He hates him self, he's been self medicating since he heard the news, he's not the only one. Anne and Gemma are doing okay, they've got each other to work through it though.

I tried to do what you said, to smile and be happy. I don't know how though. Everything hurts, even breathing, everything I try to talk or do something it's like I'm being strangled. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you, I tried H, I really did.

I guess you really are an Angel now huh? Up in the sky. I know you told me to let you go, that everything will be fine eventually, but how is that possible when my other half is gone? I think I've made you wait long enough, I can already start to feel my body shutting down. I'll see you soon angel.

Love Y/n

[amberjazmyn]

oh my god we're having a baby! 🫶

pairing : carlos sainz x fem!reader

summary : all the moments leading up to the birth of baby sainz

warnings : pregnancy, happy tears, some dodgy spanish translations in tiny italicised text, reader has a name (esmeralda)

a/n : finally written carlos' version of this fic - anyways, enjoy my lovers and don't feel shy about putting in a request or a comment

finding out about the pregnancy

esmeralda sainz felt like shit. for the last two weeks she had been waking up at the break of dawn, sprinting down the hallway and straight to the bathroom. puking her guts up for an hour only to lose the nausea and disgusting scent and taste of vomit for the rest of the day. thankfully, this had been happening during the summer break so carlos wasn't away racing since he was a well-known formula one driver for the scuderia ferrari. 

"...mi angel my angel, are you okay?" carlos' scratchy morning voice his wife found so attractive came up from behind her

"sorry, did i wake you, bebé baby?" esmeralda whined, lifting her head up out of the toilet as carlos breathed a sigh of relief 

"no, i've been awake for a couple of minutes. are you sure you're okay?" carlos lowered himself down to reach his wife, a comforting hand on her back 

"i still feel bad that you're awake, carlitos! it's summer break, you should be relaxing! and, honestly, i've been feeling like shit the last two weeks..." esmeralda trailed off as her eyes widened and it seems as though carlos' did as well 

"...two weeks this has been going on? bebé, when was the last time you got your period?" carlos asked, remembering that it had now been an entire year since she had her birth control implant removed 

her eyes widened even more, "umm, the last time i got my period?" carlos nodded his head, "i...i don't know? i can't remember the last time i had my period..." esmeralda was now slightly worried that she was now pregnant 

not because she didn't want to be pregnant. of course she did. it was her biggest dream to be a mum. in the same way it was carlos' biggest dream to become a dad. however, with him now as a driver for ferrari, she was worried that maybe right now wasn't the right time. they hadn't even been married for a full year yet and the topic of babies hadn't been mentioned since esmeralda had went to get her birth control implant removed because her and carlos were wanting to start the journey of trying for kids. however, during that period, every time esmeralda missed a period or thought she had morning sickness like right now, all the tests she and carlos excitedly took always came back negative. so, they gave up and just decided to stop trying so hard with the hope that maybe, the one time that they weren't trying so hard, that they'd get a positive. 

"...bebé, do you still have any pregnancy tests left from months ago?" carlos then questioned after silence as esmeralda nodded her head, the nausea suddenly disappearing in the same way and at the same time like it had been the last two weeks 

"umm, yeah, i think so. they should be in the top shelf next to the basin," esmeralda sat up more, leaning against the wall, carlos taking a proper look at his wife 

and it was clear that like every other day the past two weeks, the nausea was gone and she was no longer pale and sweaty. at this point, there was no other explanation other than esmeralda being pregnant. in carlos' mind, this was the worst bout of morning sickness he had ever seen her go through. even during all the negatives when they were actually trying to get pregnant, all the signs and symptoms they thought were because of pregnancy were never at this extreme. 

so, carlos grabbed the pregnancy tests and gave them to his wife. only hoping and praying that a miracle would happen. at this point, with carlos' job being so hectic, it was clear that now he was married, he was beyond ready to start the motions of slowing down and building a life outside of formula one. and, he had already completed the first step by making esmeralda his wife. now, his next step was making them mama and papa. 

after esmeralda had taken three of the pregnancy tests, now it was the waiting game for mr and mrs sainz. and it was agonizing. the waiting was the worst part of it all. carlos and esmeralda were usually patient people however, when it came to waiting for the results of something as life-changing as a pregnancy test, it was brutal and excruciating. they just wanted to know if they were going to be parents or not. it didn't make sense to them that they had to wait an entire three minutes to see if the pregnancy tests had come out as positive or negative. 

and three minutes later, their life was forever changed. with her phone recording every moment of this, the best moment of the video was when it had been captured that all three pregnancy tests had come back positive as well as the reactions of esmeralda and carlos. esmeralda had unknowingly been pregnant for an entire trimester when she and carlos went to visit her ob/gyn just to make sure the positives weren't false later on in the week. 

"...oh my gosh...carlos...i'm pregnant!" esmeralda whispered, her hands shaking as she handed him the three tests that all read positive - the iphone camera still recording

charles' eyes immediately welled with tears as his hand covered his mouth, "estoy tan feliz! vamos a ser padres cariño!" his voice cracked, tears streaming down his cheeks as he pulled his wife in for a hug i'm so happy! we're going to be parents, darling

not caring that this video of him crying over finding out his wife was pregnant would eventually be made into a youtube video and put on the internet, carlos was overjoyed with emotions that he didn't care that he was crying his eyes out. at this point, he was now just waiting for the moment that he could shout this secret out to the world. 

announcing the pregnancy

and thankfully, carlos and esmeralda sainz wouldn't have to wait too long before they could announce the exciting news for the whole world to see. after doing a cheeky photoshoot with the help of carlos' sisters, blanca and ana, the married couple posted the photos to their instagrams in a joint post. using that as their announcement to those that they couldn't tell in person. having only told carlos' family as well as esmeralda's in person. sadly, the rest of the f1 grid, because it was summer break, found out over text in their cheeky little f1 group chat that they have together. but, to fully announce it publically, they decided an instagram post by the both of them would be their best bet. 

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anasainzvdec do you know how hard it's been to keep this secret for? 

carlossainz55 anasainzvdec how do you think we feel? 

blancasainzv my babies are having babies! 

esmeraldasainz blancasainzv we love you blanca, we can't wait for baby sainz to meet her tía

maxverstappen1 awe, this is great news, congratulations you two! you'll be amazing parents! 

esmeraldasainz maxverstappen1 thank you maxie! we cannot wait!

scuderiaferrari cannot wait to meet the little sainz! making all the baby ferrari merch as we speak

esmeraldasainz scuderiaferrari and we'll be the first to purchase the merch!

charlesleclerc congratulations you two, baby sainz will be the most spoilt baby in the world! 

esmeraldasainz charlesleclerc thank you charlie! and yes they will and we cannot wait to shower bub with all of it

landonorris congratulations to you guys! i call being godfather! 

esmeraldasainz landonorris thank you lando and don't be announcing things too early!

finding out the gender of the baby

the next exciting milestone for baby sainz after announcing the news was finding out the gender. even though carlos and esmeralda wanted to wait until birth so it could be a surprise, which is what they had told the technician at their last appointment and she respected that. but, it was at their most recent appointment that when it was offered to tell them the gender, that they couldn't wait any longer. they just had to be told now that the ob/gyn had mentioned it that she could absolutely tell them the gender of their baby if they had changed their minds about waiting until the birth. 

"...esmeralda and carlos, from the looks of these scans, baby sainz looks amazing which is always what we want to hear. and now because it's gotten to the point where we are absolutely confident about the gender, if you guys have changed your mind and no longer want to wait until birth, would you like me to tell you guys the gender of your baby?" the ob/gyn asked, her smile bright and her voice soft and calm 

with her head trying to look over at the ultrasound screen so she could see the baby, it was clear that the husband and wife were done with waiting and were wanting to know the gender of their baby. 

"i know we said we wanted to wait but, is it okay if we get told the gender? i don't think we can wait any longer!" esmeralda giggled in embarrassment, her face flushing a sweet pink colour as the technician nods her head and smiles back 

"*giggles* i can absolutely do that for you, mum and dad! so many mums, first time ones especially, think they have the patience when it comes to knowing their baby's gender but they never do. so, this happens majority of the time however, i think by the time you get to your second or third, you become more comfortable with having the patience to wait until the birth to find out the gender," the techncian giggles which causes esmeralda and carlos to giggle as well 

their 'guilt' of not being patient enough dwindles away quickly for the sainz's as the technician quickly prints out two pieces of paper. one that shows the gender of the baby on a printed out ultrasound photo and another one that has the colour to indicate if the baby is a boy or a girl.

but, before giving them the documentation and the little coloured square, she tells them, "so, if you just look here, at the screen, esmeralda and carlos, i am happy to announce that you guys are having a baby girl..." the technican announces, a soft smile covering her face as she notices the tears that had welled up in the eyes of carlos had made their way down his cheeks, esmeralda's face not too far away from being identical to her husbands 

"...oh wow..." carlos' voice breaks, his lips trembling and his shaky hand that wasn't squeezing his wife's shoulder was over his mouth to cover his shaking smile that took over his entire face

esmeralda could only smile at how emotional her husband was getting at the news of them having a baby girl. however, if she had looked at the image on the ultrasound screen of their baby girl, she too would have cried the same exact way as carlos currently was. 

"...oh, cariño, no llores! está bien!" esmeralda giggled, her voice lightly emotional as she brushed her hand against carlos' chin as his tears weren't stopping, the ob/gyn now out of the room oh, baby, don't cry! it's okay

"lo intento pero no puedo dejar de llorar!" the husband and wife giggled, carlos' tears really weren't stopping, even with the amount of tissues esmeralda had given to him in an effort to stop them i'm trying but i can't stop crying

finally, five minutes later, carlos' tears did eventually stop and after notifying their ob/gyn, esmeralda got cleaned up from the gel that was used for the ultrasound. and after getting some additional information about when their next appointment was, their current appointment was finished. and then they were allowed to leave their appointment with an extra exciting piece of news that their baby sainz was a girl. now all they had to do was announce in some sort of other interesting way that they were having a little girl. and, the way they did that was with a gender reveal cake that they had done together. since esmeralda's sisters were bakers, she asked them to make the cake, telling them it was a girl which was a very sweet moment. 

then, announcing it to everyone else, with that cake, carlos and esmeralda with their two plastic wine glasses, dug them into the cake and out to reveal the pink buttercream icing that was in the middle of the all white loveheart cake. 

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francisca.cgomes i'm still crying! baby girl is going to be so loved and spoilt by her aunty kika! 

esmeraldasainz francisca.cgomes don't cry you'll make me cry! baby girl loves her aunty kika already!

maxverstappen1 baby sainz's now going to be even more spoilt 🩷

esmeraldasainz maxverstappen1 of course she is! wouldn't expect anything less from her uncle maxie!

carlossainzofficial cannot wait to meet my first granddaughter 🩷

esmeraldasainz carlossainzofficial she can't wait to meet you either, papa🩷

kellypiquet having a baby girl is wonderful! you guys will be amazing girl parents 🩷

esmeraldasainz kellypiquet we truly cannot wait, kelly! 

pierregasly this little girl is blessed with the best parents and aunties and uncles! 

carlossainz55 pierregasly you just made esme cry! 

charlesleclerc of course you two would be girl parents, i saw it in the stars from the beginning🩷

carlossainz55 charlesleclerc another comment that has made my beautiful pregnant wife cry

the birth of baby sainz

since finding out the gender and before esmeralda went into labour, it was coming to the end of the summer break before the season started back up again. and because esmeralda was pregnant, it had felt like summer break had just come and gone by the click of a finger when really, to the other wags and drivers, it felt like the summer break had started to drag on towards the end. but, because esmeralda wasn't too far away from giving birth, fred vassuer, ferrari's team principal, had actually very sweetly, given carlos early paternal leave so he could at least be in spain when esmeralda gives birth. which meant that ollie bearman, the reserve driver for ferrari who was still driving for f2 was once again brought in after he had his debut whilst carlos had his appendix taken out at the beginning of the season. however, all the drivers had kept the sainz's in the loop about what was going on and how midseason training had been progressing since carlos had been exempt from that as well since esmeralda was so far along that it was now a matter of when not if to the date of her falling into labour during the first week back of the season. 

and it seemed as though no one was more ready for the day that esmeralda fell into labour then carlos. it had been a quite slow, lazy day for the family of two until it had become obvious that they were now hours from becoming a family of three. 

esmeralda had been feeling as though the little one had dropped even lower in her womb as though the little girl was ready to be welcomed into the world. however, it wasn't until she tried to move herself off of the exercise ball and her waters broke that she realised it was finally time for the baby to be born! 

"...carlos...i think my waters just broke..." esmeralda's voice came out shaky and it was the first time she had sounded so scared, her eyes huge and frightened at her husband who shot up from his spot on the kitchen counter 

"...okay...it's okay carino, just breathe alright? we'll be fine, we know what we're doing, i'm here, you're here! everything that we need is in the car so all we now need to do is get ourselves into the car and down to the hospital! just keep on breathing baby, you are doing perfectly well!" carlos' voice came out as strong, confident and completely sure of himself and what he was doing 

it broke his heart to see the tough exterior that his wife had put up throughout her entire pregnancy finally falter at the exact moment of her waters breaking. whilst it wasn't obvious to everyone, not even fully obvious to carlos since she wasn't one to let anyone know. but it was clear to carlos just from this interaction as they got into their car to drive to the hospital, that esmeralda was utterly terrified to actually get to this stage of the pregnancy and give birth. everyone that knew emseralda knew she hated showing fear but, if she was to show fear about any place or anything, it was the hospital. to her, the hospital meant bad things. to her, the hospital meant death and despair. because for esmeralda, every time she had been in a hospital, it ended with her on the sterile floor in hysterics because someone she loved had died. 

with carlos' strength and confidence on the way to the hospital that everything was going to be okay, it was clear that that strength wasn't going to stay for the entire duration of the labour and delivery of their little girl. because, like every other to be father before him, carlos was always confused why so many new fathers would be crying whilst watching their wife/significant other give birth. it made sense if their partner was crying since it was them doing all the hard work of growing the baby for nine months and then giving birth to the baby. however, what carlos was yet to realise was the reason why the new fathers would be so emotional. it wasn't a lie that it made carlos upset to see his wife in so much pain. it was agonizing for the spainard whenever he had to bear witness to his wife being in pain or in tears. however, he didn't realise just how upset he would be to see his wife in the excruciating pain that she went through whilst giving birth to their baby girl. 

from the very beginning of the sainz's arriving at the hospital in madrid, it was obvious that this labour wasn't going to be an easy simple one. it was going to take hours and it was going to be painful and excrucitating. at first, they had hoped that esmeralda would be able to have a natural birth however, it had been discovered quite quickly that a natural birth was not going to be happening. so, they had to unfortunately induce esmeralda and have the baby delivered via c-section and the entire time, carlos had to watch helplessly whilst his wife was put under, having no clue what was going on and that their little girl had been born. 

the entire time that his and esmeralda's little girl had been delivered via induced c-section, charles was inconsolable. he was crying more than he was the last time they had an appointment about baby sainz. the midwifes and other doctors and nurses that were in charge of taking care of his wife could tell just how much agony and grief this entire situation had put carlos through. but they couldn't do anything more than offer him comforting words and comforting hugs whilst they assured him that both his baby and his wife were fine. and that as soon as baby was out, that esmeralda would be taken out of the induction and would be woken up again. 

however, those words of comfort and sweet hugs only did so much. it wasn't until the cries of his little baby girl and of his wife were heard, announcing to the world that both baby and mum were okay that carlos would finally breathe. now the tears pouring down his cheeks weren't tears of agony, fear and grief but of relief and utmost joy that he was finally a dad to the most gorgeous looking baby he had ever locked eyes with. 

with his head resting against the hospital bed, his hand tangled in esmeralda's hair and the other one hovering over the back of their little girl, carlos was in heaven. he finally understood why new fathers got so emotional when their partners gave birth to their children. it all made sense to him now that it had happened to him. not only were the tears there because it was excruciating watching his wife in so much pain but also because it now settled in that he was now a father himself. the tears no longer tears of grief and agony but of pure happiness and joy. he was now the parent of this little miracle that was laying atop her mother's body, their breathing intertwining into one whilst carlos kept his focus on his two girls. tears still streaming down his cheeks, quietly this time, the sobs no longer present as he was now as calm as the little girl that was fast asleep on the body of her mother. 

finally, esmeralda spoke up in their native spanish, whispering, "...por mucho que me guste la tranquilidad, tenemos que elegir un nombre para nuestra pequeña, carlitos...." the look on his wife's face as she said that was never going to leave charles' mind as he smiled at her as much as i love the quiet, we need to choose a name for our little girl, carlitos

"...qué pasa con evangelina alexandra maría sainz? lina para abreviar," carlos whispered back, his voice sounding light like a feather as esmeralda smiled at the name choice what about evangelina alexandra maria sainz? lina for short

"evangelina alexandra maria sainz...es perfecto carlitos." esmeralda smiled sweetly, her lips kissing his cheek, not able to reach his forehead due to the way she was inclined in the hospital bed evangelina alexandra maria sainz...it's perfect carlitos

wiping away one of many tears from her husband's cheeks, she then picked up little lina and wordlessly gestured if he wanted to hold their little girl. since he still hadn't done that yet since there was so many things going on that he hadn't yet had the chance to even get his first skin to skin with his daughter yet. 

"quieres abrazar a lina, carlitos?" lilia questioned, her voice getting tired as charles didn't hesitate in nodding his head you want to hold lina, carlitos

and magically, as if esmeralda's midwife had powers of some sort, just as the husband and wife were getting ready to do the safe handover of baby lina from mum to dad, the midwife entered the hospital room. 

"mum, dad? sorry to bother you but, there are some guests that are itching to meet the little one...but, first, does dad want to hold her and does the little one have a name?" the midwife, sofia, smiled, slowly walking into the room and closing the door behind her as the new parents smiled up at the health professional 

"hey, you aren't bothering us at all, sofia, and we'd love to have the guests come in but, yeah, carlos is wanting to hold her since he wasn't able to earlier because of everything that had happened. and, yeah, we have actually just finished up the name conversation, little sainz finally has a name," esmeralda giggled as sofia smiled, walking over to the computer so she could input the name into the birth certificate that was to be printed out 

"amazing! i'll let the guests in soon after we give daddy and baby some skin to skin which i'll help with so, no worries there. but, now that you've mentioned that you've got a name for the little one, i'll be happy to hear it!" sofia smiled excitedly with a cheeky giggle as they quickly decided that inputting the name first would be the better option and then have sofia show and help carlos in holding their little girl

 "thank you, sofia! and baby's name is evangelina alexandra maria sainz," esmeralda announces as sofia's face scrunches up, a hand on her heart as she types it out on the birth certificate 

"any meaning behind the adorable name?" sofia asks as she finishes typing before sending it off to the receptionist printer 

"evangelina for my godmother, evanglina who passed away a couple of months ago, alexandra because it's lina's godmother's name and maria who was carlos' best friend and motorsport mentor who sadly has passed away," esmeralda explained as carlos nodded his head, the joy in his eyes not going way even at the mention of the fact that nearly single name of his daughter was in tribute of someone he's lost in his life, with the exemption of evangelina's godmother, alexandra

sofia smiled softly, "that's a perfect name and i'm sure evangelina, maria and alexandra are bursting at the seams with joy from wherever it is they are watching from. baby lina is going to be so protected. well, the birth certificate has now been sent for printing at the receptionist printer but whilst we wait for that, esmeralda if you could give me evangelina, i'll now be able to assist carlos in his first skin to skin with her," sofia moves away from the computer and to emseralda's bed and without hesitation, esmeralda happily hands baby evangelina over to her 

sofia then holds baby evangelina easily as she waits for carlos to take off his shirt and figure out whether or not he's comfortable to stand for his first hold of his baby or if he'd feel more comfortable sitting down. deciding to sit down first, just to be safe, sofia easily hands baby evangelina over to her daddy and instantly, baby evangelina just curls into her dad's body with ease. as though she was her dad's missing piece. holding his baby girl felt like heaven and earth had finally joined together like a jigsaw piece. because he never imagined he'd have this moment. to carlos, having a baby was a heavenly thought, a dream, that he thought he'd never get in his life because he was so focused on his job with formula one. however, for carlos, formula one no longer felt like his only purpose in life. his new purpose in life was now this little baby girl, little evangelina, that was sleeping soundly in his arms as tears rolled down his cheeks. it seemed as though carlos' tears would overflow the hospital because it seemed as though ever since arriving at the hospital, he hadn't stopped crying. and of course, with the help of sofia, carlos and esmeralda were able to have photographical and video evidence of just how emotional carlos had been the entire time. but, it wasn't something that carlos was ashamed of. how could he when all this emotion was all due to this beautiful little girl that rested on his bare chest, his wife who had just given him this heavenly gift of their little girl, meters in front of him.

then, it was time for the rest of the family to meet little sainz. the grandparents had already met little evangelina and when esmeralda and carlos told them, especially carlos sr, evangelina's name, it was obvious just how meaningful her name was to them. however, those weren't the guests that sofia was referring to earlier. the guests that she was referring to was carlos' f1 teammates. they had all been buzzing with every emotion under the sun as they waited for the moment them to finally get permission to meet their niece. 

f1 grid meeting baby evangelina

carlos was still having skin to skin time when sofia had allowed in the first influx of f1 drivers in the room to meet the little baby. with the permission of esmeralda and carlos of course, the first group to meet baby evangelina was charles, lando and max. their girlfriends alexandra, luisa and kelly had also joined in but were at the hospital bed next to esmeralda whilst the guys had gone straight over to carlos before coming back to congratulate esmeralda as well. 

"...hey guys, come in!" carlos whispered, esmeralda's face lighting up as she saw who it was that had walked in as he stood up, evangelina still asleep in his arms 

max, lando, charles and the girls' faces all softened when they made eye contact with the newest arrival to the f1 family. all the emotions suddenly coming up, moreso from the girlfriends then the drivers. 

max being the most comfortable and composed one to speak up, "oh my gosh, carlos, esme, she's gorgeous and so tiny! what's her name?" he questioned, his eyes showing an emotion that was very rare to be seen by anyone as carlos smiled at his childhood friend 

"thank you max, thanks guys! her name is evangelina alexandra maria sainz," carlos smiled, his voice still shaky from the tears he had finally stopped crying

at hearing the name of the little girl, the room fell into a silence, so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. the looks on the faces of each of the drivers and their girlfriends were immediately the same as the faces made by the sainz's when they had been told the name of little evangelina. it was obvious to esmeralda, from one look at the drivers, charles specifically, that those middle names, especially alexandra for him, was more meaningful than anything else. 

"that's a gorgeous name you two. and she suits the name as well." max whispers as his head tilts as he looks at the sleeping newborn, his finger lightly brushing her forehead as she smiles at the touch 

the drivers and girlfriends all look at one another after that touch. it seemed as though from that touch and smile response that evangelina and uncle max were going to have a special bond. however, whilst that would be true, it wasn't until charles came over, lightly brushing his lips against her forhead that she woke up. her eyes locking with charles' and smiling at him. 

that very moment, carlos and esmeralda knew that they had to have charles as evangelina's godfather. which was another thing that because of the whirlwind of emotions, the husband and wife had forgotten to discuss. however, it seemed as though it didn't need a discussion because it seemed like baby evangelina knew for herself that uncle charles was also going to be her godfather. especially when it's considered that his girlfriend, alexandra, was lina's middle name. with maybe uncle max as godfather number two or the godfather to her future sibling. 

whilst you'd think there would be a lot of talking between the group of nine, there really wasn't. it was a calm and serene quiet as each of the drivers and their girlfriends got to quickly hold little evangelina with carlos taking photos of each of them with their little niece. however, the one that they wanted to be printed out was charles and alexandra's. they wanted to announce to them both, once they had gotten everyone else out of the room, that they were evangelina's godparents. 

godfather charles

saying their final goodbyes, the group of six drivers and girlfriends were now leaving carlos, esemralda and evangelina, thinking that another group of drivers was going to be allowed in to meet little lina. however, just before charles could leave with alexandra, esmeralda and carlos stopped him before he was fully out the door. alexandra already being told secretly the important news that she and her boyfriend were baby lina's godparents.

"...charles...wait, can you stay, for a minute? we want to ask you something..." esmeralda calls out, just before charles could leave 

nodding to them, he then lets the other five know that he'll catch up with them later. giving a quick hand squeeze and kiss to alexandra, he then walks back into the room and closes the door behind him. 

"...yeah, i can stay, is everything okay? what do you want to ask me?" he questions as he notices carlos and esmeralda, it was as though they were communicating with each other without speaking 

they then look back over at charles and they ask him to sit down, which he does. now that he was seated, carlos and esmeralda felt more comfortable telling him just in case he fainted or his legs turned into jelly. carlos then asked if charles wanted to once again, hold evangelina, he accepted of course and holding her ever so carefully, waited patiently for what esmeralda and carlos were going to ask him. 

"everything's perfectly fine, char, we just wanted to ask if you wanted to be evangelina's godfather..." esmeralda asked softly as charles' eyes widened as his grip on evangelina tightened slightly but not too much to cause concern 

"...are you serious?" charles' voice shook, his emotions now coming out now that it was just the three of them plus evangelina- charles not really one to cry in front of a lot of people 

"we're dead serious, charles. you saw the way evangelina seemed to latch onto you seconds after she did similar to max. we did think of making max maybe godfather number two *giggles* however, i think we'll make him godfather to baby two when we decide to have baby number two. but, right now, we seriously think that you're the right choice for evangelina's godfather and we know we can trust you fully with her if anything god forbid was to happen to us before she's old enough..." esmeralda assured as charles' eyes became watery and his lips started to quiver 

carlos and esmeralda became a little worried when he didn't respond for a little bit. charles' head had dipped down to rest on evangelina's (which, in all honesty, nearly made carlos and esmeralda cry at how sweet it was and before either forgot, they made sure to capture a quick photo) as his body started shaking. it had now become clear to the husband and wife that the simple question of them wanting charles as evangelina's godfather had hit an emotional chord for the monegasque and it also struck an emotional chord with them. 

sniffling, charles finally lifted his head up and nodded his head, "...i'd be honoured to be evangelina's godfather you two! i promise i won't let anything bad happen to evangelina for as long as i am able to," charles sniffled, his tears hitting his shoulder as his head was resting there in a bid to not get any of his tears on his goddaughter 

and seeing that image was priceless for carlos and esmeralda. they both adored charles and they really treasured their friendship with the monegasque. i think the reason why charles was so emotional was because of everything with him continuing with ferrari whilst carlos leaves at the end of this season and it was now starting to hit him. and now that halfway through his final season with his teammate with him and ferrari, the guy decides to have a baby himself, it made him even more emotional because he thought he'd never get a proper relationship with little sainz because of his friend's depature from ferrari. however, no matter where carlos would be in f1, whether that was alpine, mercedes, audi, carlos and esmeralda would always look for him first when it comes to evangelina. the baby now born before the end of their last season together. now it made sense why charles had been so quiet when he had first come in to meet the baby with lando, max, luisa, kelly and alexandra. charles was holding back all of this pent up emotions that were now coming out when asking him to be godfather. 

"we trust you charlie. that's why we asked you. and it doesn't matter that you're staying with ferrari at the end of carlos' season with you. no matter where he ends up on the grid, whether it's mercedes, alpine, audi, we will always and we mean always look for you first when it comes to evangelina. we love you charles and you staying with ferrari and carlos leaving doesn't change that. we really want you in our lives after this and that means you being a vital part of evangelina's life!" esmeralda was adamant in getting charles to believe that they really wanted him as their baby's godfather 

and, it finally seemed to be working. nodding his head and wiping away his tears, charles held evangelina ever so securely as he allowed the two parents to take more photos of them together. 

because, after that, it would be the announcement that everyone that was all caught up in the bubble of the birth of baby sainz was hanging for. the announcement that baby sainz has been born and introduced into the world. so, that's what they did. 

announcing baby evangelina

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anasainzvdec pequeña evangelina perfecta 🩷 perfect little evangelina

maxverstappen1 uncle maxie loves you evangelina. she's beautiful you guys🩷

kellypiquet the sweetest baby girl ever! you'll be beautiful parents 

charlesleclerc godfather charles loves you, evangelina, forever and ever🩷

pierregasly i've only just finished crying, mon dieu my god

scuderiaferrari isn't she just a precious little thing? can't wait to meet little evangelina

landonorris she's gorgeous, i'm actually going to cry when i meet her! 

francisca.cgomes i still can't get over her name! it's so beautiful 🩷

forzacarlos oh my gosh, evangelina's name is all in tribute to those the sainz's have lost and love! evangelina (esmeralda's godmother), maria (carlos' friend and mentor) and alexandra, charles' girlfriend, i can't i'm actually sobbing! 

fewarrifwends forzacarlos oh my gosh, you're right! that's actually so sweet and now i'm crying too! 

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i'm so happy i could finally write this for carlos and actually was able to finish it! since starting my new job since 2021, it's been hectic and i've been swamped so it was nice to finally get something published again! i'm now thinking of doing a version for max so, i may just do that lol! don't @ me if i do because i absolutely adore this format and this fic so, if i do it again, don't get mad at me lol!

©⠀amberjazmyn's original work. do not translate or steal any of my fics. 2024

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Tommy Shelby-Daddy’s Girl Pt1

This imagine was requested on wattpad. Also mentions of nausea and throwing up (not in detail)

Pt2

Having children wasn't originally on your cards. You thought you were destined to live a loveless life without a husband and children, but how all of that changed when you met Tommy Shelby. At first you had no idea who he was, but as time went on you had started to fall for the Birmingham gangster and he had started to fall for you.

Now your here married with a large house, dogs, horses and 2 children a boy and girl, Charlie aged 5 and Florence aged 2.

Today you have been suffering from a headache on and off. You've also been super tired all week and at times nauseous. Thinking it’s nothing and just something that you had picked up off the kids you carry on with the day, walking the dogs and going outside to groom the horses. But right now your daughter is giving you hell

"Flo please get off the sofa" you sigh as she is jumping up and down

"But mamma it's fun" Florence smiles

"It might be but the sofa is not a toy and ya might fall and harm yourself. Also ya dad will be home soon and he'll go mad if he sees ya"

"It's ok mamma dad loves me"

"That he does" you mutter rubbing your head as a headache begins. You give your daughter one last look before picking her up off the sofa and placing her on the floor

"Mum?"

"Yes love?" turning around you see Charlie walking out of the kitchen

"When's dinner?"

"I don't know. Have you asked Mary?" you sigh once again flopping down on the sofa

"Yeah she said when dad gets home. When's that?"

"Soon" you reply now feeling exhausted, nauseous and this bloody headache. Closing your eyes you tell your kids to go upstairs to the nursery and play.

Before you know it your being woken up by the rough, but gentle voice of your husband. Opening your eyes the bright blue eyes that you love so much stare back at you

"When did you get home?" you ask while yawning

"Just. How long have you been asleep?"

"Not long" you reply glancing at the clock "how was work today?"

"The usual, how were the kids?"

"Giving me hell... we'll your daughter has. Charlie has just been asking me a million questions"

"Call the kids down and we'll have dinner. You can relax for the evening"

"Actually I'm not feeling well, I think I'm just going to head to bed"

"No. Your having dinner. You have a go at me enough for not eating so your going to have dinner"

After calling the kids down you all sit around the table, feeling more and more sick. Mary places a glass of wine in front of you, but you just stick to drinking water

"I heard you've not been listening to you mother today Miss" Tommy looks at Flo with raised eyebrows

"Er mamma took me and Charlie for a walk" your daughter tries to change the topic

"That's not really what I was talking about was it Flo" Tommy tells her "you need to listen to mamma"

"But she ruined my fun. Mamma has been lazy today"

"Oh really? so we didn't go for a walk then? or go into town to buy some bread and cakes? or do colouring and play with your dolls eh?" you ask

"But you had a nap 3 times today" Florence holds up 3 fingers

"Hmm is that right" Tommy now looks at you with a smirk

"Let's finish our dinner then bath then bed you two"

Once the kids are in bed you and Tommy curl up on the sofa together, a book in your hand and the paper in his. All of a sudden you felt the urge to throw up. Dropping your book on the sofa next to you, you get up and run to the nearest downstairs bathroom, Tommy following you.

Once you finish throwing up you and Tommy head upstairs

"How are you feeling now love?"

"Fine. The nauseas gone now. I’m just super tired. I've had a headache all day so its probably that that's made me sick”

"You've been tired all week love. Don't you think it's like when you were pregnant?" you give Tommy a look as if to say 'seriously?'

"I'm not pregnant"

"Are you sure because we're not very carful" Tommy states and to be fair he's got a point

"I had my monthly if you remember 2 weeks ago"

"Could be 2 weeks pregnant"

"Tom I'm not pregnant" you sigh getting changed

"I'm not convinced love" Tommy tells you as he gets changed into something comfortable to sleep in as you get into bed. Tommy slips in next to you, you lay your head on his chest as he holds you close "get some sleep love" Tommy kisses your head and immediately your out like a light.

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AFTERTASTE PART SEVEN

Pairing: Archie Andrews X Reader

Summary: In which two best friends since childhood test whether sex and friendship can co-exist without causing conflict. Including OC's Flick and Cherry, a bisexual and lesbian in a sapphic relationship who are best friends of Y/N.

Song: Dream Boy by Waterparks

Warnings: swearing

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Y/F and Y/M Robins were far from perfect parents. Y/F had the mental age of a toddler at times, and being an estate agent who always has to go the extra mile- he often wasn't home when his wife needed him the most. Y/M, on the other end of things, had been a stay at home mum until Y/N turned 16 last summer, and now she helped with all the administrative work for Mayor McCoy. She was a maternal creature which, coupled with her brilliant sarcasm, made for some explosive conversations. The two met on the first day of university and got married a week after the last.

When Y/M first found out she was pregnant with little Y/S Robins, the two realised they wanted a quiet bubble of a town to raise their children and grow up with them. But it wasn't until their second daughter was about to turn seven until they found their forever home in the quaint town of Riverdale. Ten years passing before their eyes, and the picturesque place didn't seen all that anymore.

Jason Blossom's death had nothing to do with the short gunshot sounding over the waves of Sweetwater River, the noise which woke Y/N from her sweet unmemorable dreams every few nights. The summer days rolled into early August without anyone caring, Y/N spending most of them at Cheryl's side listening intently to her past adventures with her brother. Betty threw herself into an internship at a publication house; Flick and Cherry had volunteered at a summer camp, and Archie was helping his dad out more and more with constructions job.

Although it hadn't been the start to the relationship Y/N had hoped for- the nervous giggles and hand holding, short and sweet kisses on late night walks followed by poetry worthy cuddling. There was a magnificent silver lining as Archie's muscles gained definition, and he suited the sweaty builder look far too well.

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"Earth to my gorgeous queen? Y/N/N?" Cheryl quizzed her friend, who currently resided at the poolside of Thornehill Manor. Her mind was off on a glorious tangent about her rendezvous in the kitchen at two in the morning. Fixing herself a glass of water, when Archie slips his hand into her pyjama shorts, his other around her mouth muffling her needy moans.

The red headed beauty shoved her y/h/c friend playfully, warm skin sweaty under her pale touch. Y/N blinked innocently and sent her an apologetic smile, "What?"

"I asked if you've thought about dating anyone else since Clayton?" The fiery ginger girl enquired with her usual upbeat tone.

Cheryl knew she had a unique quality about her which made it almost impossible for Y/N to lie to her face. The y/h/c girl scrunched up her nose, hiding the smile the idea of Archie Andrews brought to her face. 'Yes. We started off as fuck buddies but never actually fucked. Then I drunkenly asked him to be my boyfriend, now a month later I think we may genuinely work out.'

"Maybe." Y/N bit her bottom lip, listening to her friend's squeal as she squeezed her sun tanned arm.

"I knew it! You have this euphoric glow you only get when someone else makes you climax." The redhead affirmed confidently, watching the Robins girl's eyes bug out before hitting her arm, "Y/N/N, you know your secret's safe with me."

"Fine." She sighed and took a sip of her fruity cocktail, "It started off as just fooling around, honestly I just needed to let off some steam after everything. I knew he was into the kinds of things I was, I mean he used to tease me about it non stop. And it was good, so good I stopped being a pussy and asked him to be my boyfriend."

"Holy freaking hell!" The Blossom girl grinned with excitement, "Dare I ask, who is it?"

Y/N deadpanned at her friend, "Guess."

"Please don't tell me it's that muscular oaf Reggie, he's pretty but there's not exactly much going on upstairs." Cheryl tapped her temples and rolled her eyes at the thought.

"Nope."

The ginger thought for a moment, consulting her liquid courage and splashing her feet around the waters edge, "It's Archie."

All it took was a side-eyed glance at the y/h/c girl's blooming rosy cheeks to know she definitely wasn't wrong. Y/N severely lacked the ability to lie, even if her tone held conviction, her features were far too expressive and told the truth all on their own. It's not like they were hiding it from anyone, but the past four weeks had gone far too quickly without any moments to spare for the world around them. They slept together each night, the majority of that time not actually spent sleeping, but they hadn't been given the chance yet to explore more romantic avenues.

"It's fucking Archie Andrews- you're fucking Archie Andrews and don't you dare deny it." Cheryl gawked in her gorgeous white and nude bikini, watching as her friend lay back against the hot marble slabs which encased the large pool with the largest grin adorning her plump lips.

"We haven't had sex yet, so technically you aren't completely correct." Y/N winked but carried on before the girl exploded with a hundred questions and could never be turned off, "Trust me, I want to, and I'm sure he does too. But you know, it's his first time, I want it to be perfect for him."

"Y/N/N, you really love him, don't you?" Cheryl gagged to begin with, but she found it sweet in truth. She wanted someone to hold, who would hold her right back just as tight for no other reason than needing to.

Y/N sat back up and paddled her feet, "You have no idea, Cher."

Arch 🧡

That new post should be illegal

Tiger 💛

Ooo

I like this reaction

Maybe I should post more

Like this one

Cheryl pushed me in the pool

And I may have had a drink

Or three

Arch 🧡

Well that's sexy

I swear nobody looks good like that how on earth

You're a goddess

But also

How's she holding up?

Tiger 💛

🥺😇

Broken

But she's strong yk

You coming over for dinner?

Arch 🧡

Yeah Y/D invited my dad too

Need me to pick you up from Cheryl's?

Tiger 💛

Awe cute we love a bromance, and it's all good my mommas coming now anyways :))

Hours had elapsed far too fast and soon the summer heat simmered into cool waves of wind brushing over sun kissed skin. Cheryl's arms were clasped around the blonde's shoulders in a tight embrace.

"Thank you so much, Y/N/N, I don't know what I'd do without you!" The Blossom girl professed with sparkling eyes and a brilliant smile.

Y/N beamed up at her, fingers carding through her damp y/h/c hair as she looked over her shoulder to see her mum pulling into the driveway, "You don't need to thank me, Cher, friends look after each other. Message me if you need me, okay?"

Cheryl promised she would and the two teen girls hugged goodbye, with Y/N soon heading home- listening to her mother gossip about Hal and Alice's screaming match last night, Y/N loved her inability to keep her mouth shut sometimes.

"Mom," The y/h/c stopped her mid sentence and received a side eyed glance in response, "I need to tell you something and you're totally not allowed to freak out while you're driving."

Y/M's eyes widened and her grip tightened around the steering wheel, her daughters very rarely confided in her. While she knew her youngest was safe in her promiscuity, neither of Y/M Robins' girls ever shared their secrets so for the most part she took finding out into her own hands.

"Honey," The forty four year old's calm tone was hardly comforting to the teenager, "if this is about you and Archie fooling around, your father and I figured that out a long time ago, like so long ago. Who do you think does your laundry? When your underwear starting looking like dental floss, we caught on pretty quickly."

Y/N felt like a deer in headlights, "Mum, what the hell?" Her cheeks heated to an inhuman temperature.

"It's nothing to be embarrassed about, as long as you're being safe and he's-"

"For the second time today, and I can't believe I'm saying this to you, but I am not having sex with Archie Andrews!" Y/N's high pitched voice sounded through the car. It truly was a blessing and a curse to have such open minded parents in situations like this. She thought about telling her mother the truth, but Y/M was a blabber mouth as well as a gossip, so Y/N chose to withhold certain pieces of information.

The Robins matriarch dropped the subject but didn't forget about her daughter's tone, and continued to ramble on about how odd she found Penelope Blossom and the whole Blossom family in general. "Like why on Earth is Rose in a wooden wheelchair? They know it's the twenty first century, right?"

As expected, the Robins household was once again filled with warm laughter and copious amounts of food. The topic of Jason was skimmed over, and Y/S found herself away from the dinner table. The eldest Robins sibling was currently pleading with Alice as she began shoving all of Polly's belongings in the boot of Hal's car. She couldn't comprehend life without her best friend, not after losing Jason. They were meant to be going travelling together for a year- working the worst jobs and staying up all night to watch the sun rise in different countries. But instead, Y/S's eyes were blinded by tears as she screamed down the street at the speeding car, with Polly Cooper taken out of her life indefinitely.

Y/N was oblivious to the dark inner workings of the Cooper clan, Betty's knowledge about her and Archie unbeknownst to the loved up teens. She'd spent every second not occupied by her internship trying to justify the romantic act as a fleeting moment of loneliness fuelled by alcohol. She wrote in her diary ideas on how she could win Archie back over, not knowing it was in fact, too late. Betty found herself hopelessly in love with the boy next door, unfortunately for her, the girl across the road was the only one his mind found.

Archie and Y/N washed up while their parents resided to the living room with three glasses and a bottle of white wine. The short girl turned the tap off after placing the last utensil on the draining board, flicking her sudsy hands at the boy's face. "What the-"

She didn't give him a chance to finish that thought, jumping up and wrapping her legs around his torso- planting a kiss onto his lips, then cheeks, then forehead. The two fell entranced by each other, planting pecks across nape of her neck and top of his head.

"Son," Fred's voice called out from the next room and the two immediately pulled apart, hearts beating in their ears, "we're going in a minute."

"Alright." He replied, placing his girlfriend on the floor once more.

"I wish you'd stay." Y/N pouted childishly, she meant the words entirely but hated feeling overbearing. Her life had been turned upside down this summer, it started off with her unable to fall asleep with another person next to her- now Archie's chest was her most comfortable pillow and is arms were the warmest blanket.

"Tomorrow night instead, Princess? I promised my dad I'd spend more time with him before senior year." The boy reasoned, holding her close and unknowingly feeling the exact same way, he adored holding her by her waist and pulling her close under the duvet.

"Monopoly night at yours?" She grinned and he nodded back in reply, the two sharing a final kiss in the kitchen before walking into the hallway.

Y/N felt at ease as she wished the two a goodnight and headed up to bed. She took off her tea dress and replaced it with Archie's bulldog t-shirt, managing to reach the same length on her thighs as her dress did.

Arch 🧡

I can still smell your perfume on my sheets

Tiger 💛

Marking my territory obviously x

Arch 🧡

I love it

Hope you sleep well baby x

Tiger 💛

Call me that tomorrow and we won't be sleeping so you better rest up tonight x

Arch 🧡

Whatever you say, baby x

Tiger 💛

Goodnight x

Arch 🧡

Night princess x

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(Adalynn's POV)

Mother's day is always a day of reflection and praise for me, being a mother is all I ever dreamed of growing up so it fills my heart with joy to see myself being able to live out my dreams. My parents and grandparents instilled in all of us the need to raise children in the way of the Lord to do everything for His glory. Recently I was on a phone call to my mother and during the call she told me how she and Macie had undertaken the project of scanning our of family photos into a digital hard drive. Her reminiscing led to us talking of our own journeys within motherhood, where she shared with me even more gems on motherhood and gave me advice I didn't even know I needed.

(AN: Ignore the fact that they look like mannequins, I was new to using poses and had the same 5 on rotation for everything 😂 I also hadn't learnt about the sims 3 camera, so they're not even looking at the photo but oh-well, its history 😂)

My mum sent me this picture of me posing with her and my dad when they only had me. They had just thrown me my first birthday party and my mother was approaching her 2nd trimester in her pregnancy with Barrett and Macie. My mother said that the jumps from being single to being married to being pregnant came in quick succession but that she wouldn't have had it any other way. How with every challenge it was a new way for her to prove herself in her service to others for the Lord's glory. Be it having to manage morning sickness while caring for a home and her first child, having 3 children under 2 years old and pregnant with the fourth, or trying to balance homeschooling with potty training and house chores - she'd turn to the Lord for the strength to deal with it in a way that would bring him glory.

This was me experiencing the 3rd trimester for the first time, I was a few weeks away from having Noah and was mentally preparing myself to have a baby of my own. When I wasn't cooking or cleaning I was on the phone to my mother or my mother-in-law picking their brains on pregnancy and the science of having a baby. You'd think that since I was so hands on at helping my parents with my siblings that I'd know everything about having a child, but there's a world of difference when it's your own child.

The time between when those two pictures were taken seems to have gone by in the blink of an eye, feels like just yesterday I was in labour with Noah at home and now almost 13 years later he's got 7 younger siblings. These 8 boys are my entire heart and soul, this is the life that I prayed for when I was a little girl. These boys have all taught me so much, and continue to teach me things about motherhood everyday.