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im2tired4usernames · 6 months ago

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you’re in a cult?

Arguably, H I G H control evangelical Church the H O R R O R STORIES I COULD TELL YOU also quiverfull I do not believe in any of their teachings anymore and try not to allow it to control me anymore and I'm working on unlearning and re-educating myself, my friends and partner have helped a lot (as well as Tumblr tbh lol probs not the best thing) but it still effects me daily and I have not been able to completely cut ties yet because my family and most of my friends fully believe in it.

#they still try to control the fuck out of me but it's getting easier and easier slowly #apostate and proud mother fuckers #I AM NOT CHEWED GUM I AM NOT A SINNER I AM NOT PROPERTY OF THE CHURCH OR MY FATHER OR MY BROTHER OR MY HUSBAND #I AM ALLOWED TO HAVE FEELINGS I AM ALLOWED TO BE A PERSON AND THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL #PEOPLE ARE GOOD THEY ARE GOOD AND THERE IS NO HELL #I CAN READ I CAN ENJOY LIFE I CAN BE HAPPY #fuckin hell anon friend have you NOT seen the religious tramma shit i constantly vent and reblog?#sorry not trying to be a dick but #it feels good to be free #like for real free and not to be scared #i d spent so long questioning and being scared so long clinging to things that hurt me so bad #it feels so fucking good to let it go and get mad and say hey that is abuse hey that is a cult and God is a dick and also made up #my mother was also amish so she really did just jump from cult to cult and lord #just ugh #Anon #asks #culty bullshit

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