#my mother 《》

[ophelieverse]

Daemon: “Fly with me.It’s a command.”

Rhaenys: “Would that you were the king”

Me:

[beanghostprincess]

[racetrackmybeloved]

my love language is forcing everyone to watch newsies

[daweyt]

“Could I blame myself for a sin which attracted me, which flooded me with pleasure precisely to the extent it brought me to despair?”

Georges Bataille, from “My Mother,” tr. Austryn Wainhouse.

[teapetal44]

p2

[szczurherbacany]

Padme doodling

[angelshizuka]

Small nightmare Tilla analysis from someone with her own dead mother trauma (yay...) Just as I expected from the trailer, this scene came for me personally and I don't know wheter to hate or thank Brandon for it.

What personally got to me was how Blitz wasn't just hallucinating the things around him, but also how he preceived himself, aka as the age when his mother died.

I dunno about other people with dead parents/loved ones or if I just still haven't processed my grief properly yet, but I always mentally regress in age whenever I think about my mother. Maybe it's my brain trying to pretend she can't be gone if I'm still that age, I really don't know, grief is weird. I'm not entirely sure if that was the intention behind it, but seeing it visualized like that hit me.

But it's especially this part that had no right to go as hard as it did.

We still don't know all the details of what happened inside the tent, like if Blitz found her dead or had to witness her burning alive as he failed to save her (knowing this show's track record it's probably the later). I didn't lose my mother to fire, but the concept is still all too familiar to me. Seeing your mother, who's literally burning on the inside (tumors can go to the worst kind of hell) still force a smile through the pain and tears for the sake of her child as she's withering away... is the literal last memory I have of seeing her alive.

I mean, this scene is without a doubt written so well and I'm positive it still heavily affected even people without similiar grief/trauma, but for me who does have that... I think what scares me most about this scene is that I know I would see the exact same thing if I was under the same influence as Blitz is here.

Bonus points for having Blitz wear a piece of his mother's clothing, that's also something I do. Me and my mother had the same size, so her entire wardrobe went to me. It's comforting, like a piece of her never truly left and is always with me. I totally get why Blitz is so attached to it and I'm so happy he didn't lose it. It seems to be the only thing from his mother that survived the fire.

[marilynmysweet]

[shizunitis]

Shen Qingqiu. Thoughts?

oughhhoiuuuuggggghhhh. shizun. SHIZUN hnnnGgGgn shizuuun. Shizun… Shen Qingqiu. shizun.. i miss shizun..

[poughkeepsies]

9-1-1 as The Onion Headlines (Part 2) (Part 1)

[desertangels70s]

[chernabogs]

All I care about is the fact that we'll get Meleanor and baby Malleus on screen

[crucifiedlovers]

Terror on the edge of the grave is divine and I sink into the terror whose child I am.

Georges Bataille, 'My Mother' (trans. Austryn Wainhouse)

[daweyt]

“Sensual pleasure and death have the same dignity – and the same indignity – the same violence and nevertheless the same sweetness.”

Georges Bataille, from “My Mother,” tr. Austryn Wainhouse.

[sunfyredefender77]

HELP WHY IS THERE LIKE FUCKING ZEROOO ALICENT X READER FANFICS?!

WRITERS WRITE.

[h0socaine]

all of niohuru x's floorshows pre-finale.