#my lower back fucking hurts
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Me when my disabilities are disabling :)))))
further venting in the tags, plus a new tag that can be blocked
#golden anon vents
#golden anon vents#tagging these with new stuff so anyone who's interested enough to look through here can filter it out#my lower back fucking hurts#my mental health is Constantly Fucking Me Over#the idea of going back into the work force makes me wanna vomit#but god forbid i finally go and get diagnosed with literally anything other than just anxiety and depression like our therapist wants us to#so we could go on disability and at least get SOMETHING#so we can get out of our damn abusive household#me when our “mom” doesn't believe we're disabled lmao#she doesn't even believe that our asthma still affects me#because we're not as severely immunocompromised as we were when we were younger <3
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#I was vaccuming for like an hour and half straight and the second I went to pull out a chair my whole lower back just straight up seized 😭#I'm literally crawling on the fucking floor it hurts like a mf#daria#cartoon#90s#mtv#daria mtv#daria morgendorffer#cartoons#90s cartoons#gif#gifs#daria gif#daria morgendorffer gif#lane miserables s3ep08
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i hurted myself at work and nobody kissed my boo boos 😢
#spacie spoinks#unfair#my pinkie is a little swollen lol#the heavy metal cart i was moving slammed my pinkie into a brick wall#yes its as painful as it sounds#im surprised its not broken. and that it didnt break the skin.#the bricks are not exactly smooth#dayum that shit HURTED!!!!!#i couldnt even hold anything#sidenote but vibrating pillow chair was a good idea b/c my lower back was fucking killing me
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one of the things i find funny now with my past shitty dnd experience is the fact that the problem player only seemed to really care about their own character, and whenever they drew dnd art it would look like this:
#theres a lot of things i find funny whenever i think back on it#its fun to clown on them even tho back then i had so much grief#i dont really like to reminisce on the shitty things that happened but its fun to laugh at how stupid it was#i AM kinda dunkin on their art but its bc they were like 'OGHH I LOVE ALL THE CHARACTERS' but then showed close to no interest in other pcs#they literally treated it like their character was the Main Character and was the center of the world#it was very reflective in their art.#other things i find funny: how they obviously cheated their rolls#they averaged ... 18 i think?#meanwhile the second highest was 15 and everyone else was within 2 points lower of that#and also their infamous '...for what exactly?' question when they questioned me 'getting in the way' of their rp#even tho i was rping my character and having them stop their pc from doin things due to clash of motives#also. i was a text rper. LMAO#ITS JUST SO FUCKING FUNNY LIKE WDYM 'FOR WHAT EXACTLY' LMFAOAOAOAOOO THEYRE THEIR OWN PERSON WITH THEIR OWN MOTIVES.#skypeaks#im so glad i dont feel shitty abt it anymore. its just so fucking stupid#like yeah it affected me but now im WELL past the point of being mad abt it its just. Funny.#on that note tho i hope that whomever this person has hurt can heal as well. bc im sure those other people have had to deal with WORSE imo#i think all things considered i didnt have it that bad. i just had a small taste of their shitty behavior#EDIT: i might make more small doodles with this experience. its just funny to recall so who knows
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recently my body just hurts all the fucking time
#not like#severly#not to the point where it's actually painful#just#my back has been aching the entire day today#i was showering earlier and got a twinge in my knee#my lower back hurts if i'm on my feet for too long#it's sooo fucking annoying#god#buggy thoughts#buggy life
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Life is kicking my ass rn and. I'm very tired and very busy ahehwhqjehdhf
Have a husk while I figure out my mess :')
#bear cub art things#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#husk#ugh I'm so tired.#It's like I never get enough sleep these days (I do but I dont)#also I'm in pain 👍🏻#my knees and lower back hurt whenever I do something strenuous#and then my left pointer finger fucking H U R T S#I SMASHED IT AGAINST MY DRUM LAST NIGHT WAAAHHH#ITS BRUISING UNDER THE NAIL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'll be okay. But like I said. Life's kicking ass
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I <3 laying on the ground [IS NOT GETTING BACK UP.]
#ace on stage#GIRL. HELP. MY FUCKING SPIIIINE#my lower back needs to click and its not doing it. pain. pain.#if i stay still it hurts. if i move it hurts more. :(#IM FINE. BTW. this happens often im used to it#thats probably not a good thing though
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espresso machine is being serviced what is a barista to do in these times…
#.txt#only time they could come out was between 8-9 aka espresso drink prime time 😭 guess we will be slamming drip coffee today#AND my lower back hurts so im just standing around doing fuck all in painnnn. SAD!
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I'm in sooo much pain . Lol it's okay though I don't even care that much *my weiner falls loose and crawls away whimpering*
#im on my period. badly . call in reinforcements.#i feel like ive been stabbed through my lower abdomen with a rebar thats just sticking out of my lower back.... lol#also like . chronci pain atop that. of course#i walked today. a lot. it was OKAY i rode a train i loved it . but good fucking lird my everything hurts#well mostly my FUCKING uterus and lower back and ankles and feet. how swollen can my toes get? more at 10#chronic pain
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i’m gonna fucking kill you with my sword
#everything’s fine!!!!#just stressed at work#also my lower back hurts for no fucking reason#yeouch!#and I’m hungry#and I wanna go home#bleh
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Kaeya most definitely tried to rehearse the first thing he would say to Diluc when he'd heard the man was back in Monstadt. Only to have spat out the most silver-tongued, sickly saccharine yet bitingly snarky little remark bc he happened to panic upon seeing the man and immediately knew just how bad he fucked that up by the utter look on Diluc's face.
#hc; kaeya#//Rewatching things and oh my GOD I forgot how funny Luci tryna say his first hi to Charlie in awhile was kjdfgfg#//But yeah. Like what the FUCK do you say when parting was Less Than Pleasant & it's been FAR too long since your last actual convo?#//Kae wouldn't even have been able to lower his guard; just defaulted RIGHT to the facade that's served him well all these years#//That's hidden his fears and nerves so well otherwise; only for it to get the exact OPPOSITE of a reaction than what he wanted#//Meanwhile Luc's been slapped right in the face with what he; having last known Kae as shy and anxious; deems as the fakest fucken#shit he's ever seen; and perhaps the coldest look he's ever gotten from Kae. The very palpable DISTANCE his facade puts between them#//And at first impression feels such ANGER; thinking this must be another deception he's hitting him with#//As if their last words exchanged in person weren't hurtful enough; now THIS?#//He might realize it is just a means for Kae to keep his guard/distance after thinking it over; but in the moment?#//He prolly Loathed having to hear/deal with him; with THAT after every memory he'd kept of him is suddenly shattered under this New Kaeya#//THEN it turns into stewing guilt over how Kae must have had to step up & make such changes in his absence out of Necessity#//Esp the more he learns abt what's gone down in Mond in his absence; be it via Jean or what his little network of ppl has found#//That he will probably never again see the Kaeya he once knew back then ever again. Assuming he even remained in Kae at all#//Which is why seeing mere Glimpses of it is so IMPORTANT to him; why he feels such RELIEF; even knowing he prolly shouldn't#//he's not the same man he once was either; not entirely; but that doesn't mean it wouldn't Hurt to realize it; either way. Like a harsh#bitter sting; not unlike the strike of frostbite he felt that fateful day and confrontation#hc; diluc#//Welp; there we go kjdfbg
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theb 3dmodelling assignment i spent 4 hours fixing up to like 90% completion today corrupted and of course i duplicated everything i made EXCEPT for the body of the car i spent forever trying to get right and it is so messed and i am so sick
#WAAAH WAAAAAAAH WAAAAAAH WAAAAAAH#the computer literally ate my fucking homework.#ive bitched about this to like 5 different people and i need to bitch more.#I HATE 3DMODELEIGN ok im fine#AUUUUUGH#i asked for an extension w a picture attached but its 2 days from the deadline so i feel bad. i stopped working on it and had to go laydown#Bc my lower back hurts too much whenever i sit for too long. the joys of being in your 20s#sniffle. wah. wah. wah. wah#surfacing and texturing has never done this to me. animation has never done this to me. level design kind of did do this to me once#but it also fixed itself. 3d modelling is only pain
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not my boss scolding me today because i didn't smile a lot, like— bruh if i was happy i would smile duh????
#kelin talks#kelin's ramblings#and besides when did i not smile???? is this mf for real???? i smile (sometimes forcibly too) so much that my cheeks and jaw fucking hurts#god my dream of the other night about me resigning from this place is 🤏🏼 close to manifest itself irl#he has never (in these past almost 3 months) ever said to me that i did a 'good job'#the only thing this bastard does is criticize me guilty trip me and downplay me from 3pm until 0am#but then i'm supposed to smile???? when all he does is giving me anxiety and my insomnia getting worse????#well... damn... sorry i didn't smile to a customer for 0.01s my bad#plus i'm also very tired and from the back of my neck to my lower back it hurts and burns like hell#how tf am i supposed to smile when i'm in physical and psychological pain????
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i feel like my back got blown out but not in a sexy way bitch im HURTINNNNN
#🧸; dally speaks#my lower back and my hips are fucking killing me#i honestly think it’s bc of my anxiety#when my anxiety gets bad it physically manifests as pain in my hips and back#and yall#that shit hurted
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pain has veeeeeery suspiciously disappeared from the tooth which makes me veeeeeeeery suspicious bc that’s not good lmfao bc if the pain goes without treatment, it means smth in that tooth has fucking died if I can’t feel anything anymore LMAO. okay if I press hard enough it hurts but it’s nowhere near the sharp ass pain it’s been leading up to this point so! I’m gonna go into that appointment expecting dead nerves and an infection or abscess of some kind. I’m also going in expecting the tooth to get ripped out so! what a day that’s gonna be
#:)#like lack of pain means nerves that were on the fritz the entire time#are not responding anymore#I know this from my tooth hurting. it stops. it comes back. it stops. I get a root canal. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#mind you the one tooth I did have pulled had a hole so fucking big I’m assuming#it just took the nerves clean out at the start#bc that hole got BIG. BIG. I could put my tongue in that thing I had to clean it out after every meal#and I told the receptionist on the phone yeah there’s a hole and she’s like how can you tell#I CAN PUT MY TONGUE THROUGH HALF THE TOOTH LMFAO#but a different tooth HURT so we fixed that one first dmfnfndj AND GET THIS. ITS THE ONE IM EXPECTING TO BE RIPPED OUT#HAH. A FULL CIRCLE. MAN. THAT WHOLE HUGE FUCK OFF FILLING FOR NOTHING#luckily they cap at a certain amount per financial year so it’s $36 or smth and if I go enough and hit the cap I don’t pay anymore which is#additionally the first pulled tooth was a very back molar also. this one is on the other side and on the lower jaw instead#which Could effect chewing a bit#but like the other one I figure I’ll get used to it. so. it is what it is#I’m willing to just say goodbye I just want a photo of it if possible#bc one root canal was like. a worry. bc of how fucking huge my roots are they worried the filling#would push the tooth in and it’d hit nerves and maybe it would reject. alas that did not happen so!#ooc#can you tell we have good luck with teeth in my family#I’m not the only one with teeth missing and technically with how bad mine are they’re still not even the WORST so! silver linings!
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You have to be one of the most funniest creators to ever interact with LMAOOO especially with the tags 😭. But in the end I rlly love your work!!
I love this image its literally me anyways THATS ONE OF THE BEST COMPLIMENTS EVER OMG HELLO <3 the goal is to be fun enough that ppl feel comfortable talking to me without feeling awkward <3
#💜.answers#🤍.azulesworld#also off topic my lower back hurts like FUCK and its bc im kinning mc: shrimp#but yeah i talk about anything in the tags bc why not MOST OF THE TIME PPL DONT READ THEM LMAO i think idk#i just like being a creator that people feel comfortable talking to <3#like guys. i promise i dont bite (unless its affectionate)
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