#my lovely mountain

[ravenssilver]

hello. welcome to raven succumbing to the voices.

aka 1.2k words of mountain realizing he’s emotionally neglected a lot of the time.

cw: dew gets emotionally spoiled, mountain has lots of trouble with his feelings, mountain lore👹

under the cut, if you please<3

Aether was gone.

Everyone was tentative around the subject, not wanting to trigger Dew into another fit of anger. Nobody really knew what Dew was mad at. It could’ve been Aether, the Ministry, himself—but nobody could say for sure due to how closed off Dew had been.

Swiss was always making jokes with Dew, wanting to distract him from the pain of not having one of his mates with them. Cumulus always got a fresh loaf of Dew’s favorite bread whenever they had a rest day, and everyone knew she’s rather be baking the loaf rather than buying it.

Cirrus was a silent comfort, in the shadows where Dew would hide, always willing to wrap her arms around him and whisper sweet nothings to the fire ghoul.

Rain, and by extension Aeon, were always there for Dew to rant to. And Aurora was more than happy to braid Dew’s hair whenever Rain initiated a mini spa night in whatever hotel the ghouls and their Papa were staying in that night.

And Mountain was tired of it.

He was tired of being the backbone, the one who constantly lifted everyone up when he was on the verge of crumbling himself. He was tired of watching everyone coddle Dew, and whisper with each other when the fire ghoul was asleep about oh, poor Dew—or—he’s been feeling better! Maybe he’s getting used to not having Aether around?

Mountain huffed behind his book, glaring over the tops of the pages at the fire ghoul sleeping on the tour bus couch.

He was tired of Dew being helped while he was tossed aside.

But he also felt like shit. He was feeling the same pain as Dew, yet here Mountain was acting childish, jealous over his mate who was getting the help that he needed.

But was it really being childish? Or was it realizing the mistakes of the pack, and how he felt being left in the dust when he needed support as well?

Mountain’s glare softened as he felt thorns growing from around his antlers. He slouched down a bit in the table booth, hiding his face behind his book until he could control the tears welling in his eyes.

He just wanted Aether back.

It wasn’t often Mountain was late to pre-show roll call. But tonight?

He was just so tired.

Mountain’s body was now facing the effects of being stressed out and emotionally worn. His stomach was constantly churning, he had an ever present ache right behind his eyes that never seemed to go away, his back was rigid and it hurt to move.

He was sore, and he knew he life was about to get a whole lot more exhausting after tonight’s ritual.

“Mountain?”

The earth giant blinked behind his goggles and looked down, seeing Aurora. Her much smaller hand was picking his up, a frown on her face as she felt how heavy his arm was, his exhaustion clearly echoed in the way he was holding himself.

“Hi.”

“Are you okay? You seem tired. Your ritual jitters aren’t as noticeable as usual,” Aurora spoke softly, reading the shaking of his hand as just simple jitters.

If only.

“I’m fine. Ready for the rest day we have tomorrow.” Mountain said simply, his face emotionless as he looked down at Aurora. His neck screamed at him as he looked down at her, the amount he had to strain his muscles almost laughable due to Aurora’s size compared to his.

Aurora nodded, a smile on her face.

“Me too.” She chuckled. She went to say more, but Papa cut her off, reeling in all the ghouls for the pre-show huddle.

Mountain sighed and stiffly walked over, taking note of how Rain, Swiss, and Aeon all walked over with Dew huddled between them.

His eyes narrowed as he watched how Aeon gave Dew a small buzz of quintessence to give him an energy boost. Mountain grumbled silently, knowing he could’ve used that small amount of energy much more than Dew.

But who was he to demand Dew stops getting the attention and support that he had been drowned in the for the whole tour?

A soft sigh left Mountain as he joined the huddle, tuning out Copia’s words.

Tomorrow.

Resting tomorrow will help.

He hated his sleep schedule.

Mountain was up with the sun the next day, and no amount of keeping his eyes closed lulled him back to sleep.

Mountain huffed and rolled onto his side, opening his eyes and discovering he hated something a lot more than his God forsaken sleep schedule.

Swiss was in the bed two feet away from him.

As well as Dew, Rain, and Aeon.

A low, earth rumbling growl left Mountain and he was immediately standing up, roughly unzipping his travel bag and pulling out some regular street clothes, his toothpaste and toothbrush, and his hairbrush. He grumbled as he walked to the bathroom, quickly getting ready for the day before he tossed his pajamas and hygienics onto the bed.

Mountain grabbed his phone and a room key before storming out of the room, ignoring how his now glamoured body complained with each step he took.

He didn’t know where he was going. He wasn’t even sure which city he was in.

He just needed to leave.

He turned his phone off after a while. The constant buzzing was getting on his nerves, and he had gotten close to tossing his phone on the sidewalk and letting it get trampled by the crowd.

He was so mad. The anger was only growing as Mountain realized how childish he was being.

He decided he needed to punch something. Hard enough to break whatever faced his wrath.

He wanted to indulge. He wanted to allow himself the brief respite that would be bruising his knuckles as his fists slammed down over, and over, and over, and over again.

Damned Beelzebub..

Mountain huffed and turned on his heel, walking back to the hotel and praying to his Lord below that he would be calm by the time he finished the fourteen block walk.

He just wanted to feel normal again.

Maybe he just wanted to be noticed.

Mountain listened to the quiet snores of Swiss and Rain, ignoring the growling voice in the back of his mind that was reminding him Dew had a key to the hotel room.

He didn’t want to be mad at Dew, and after lots of thinking, he realized he wasn’t. Envious, for sure, but he didn’t blame Dew, despite how much he wanted Dew to feel the hurt that he had been feeling. He wasn’t jealous anymore.

Mountain sighed as he looked over at Swiss and Rain.

He knew he could join them. He could start an unofficial and unannounced ghoul pile, but he wasn’t sure he wanted to see any more of the pack until he had to.

He was mad at them for forgetting him. He was mad at them for leaving him in the shadows and putting Dew in the limelight of their care and attention.

Tears welled in Mountain’s eyes as he realized what he was actually upset about.

He rolled onto his side, facing the wall so he could have some resemblance of dignity as he begrudgingly let tears fall.

He was an afterthought.

And he had reached his limit.

Mountain curled into himself and buried his nose into his knees, whining quietly as his back screamed in pain yet again.

This rest day wasn’t very restful.

[lynnsdarkuniverse]

[scargvl]

Brokeback Mountain but it's Charthur

i drew these on an ipad, which is NOT my preferred tool at all, so don't mind it too much.

[egophiliac]

was this anyone else's first thought, or

[barghest-land]

drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home

[mochi-han]

mountain 🌱

(accidentally posted this on the wrong account, head over to @lovetositinsilence for more art ✨️)

[botanyshitposts]

incredibly obvious statement but it MUST be said. ah to be a lichen or shrub on a mountaintop

[david-tennant-wearing-things]

DAVID WHAT ARE YOU DOING GET DOWN FROM THERE

fashion commentary: Isn't he worried about damaging the sweater?? Not to mention the risk of falling out of a fucking tree but he seems to really like that cardigan and a tree is a great place to snag wool

[saturnvs]

under the starry skies, where eagles have flown

[ghuleh-recs]

ghouls! ghouls! ghouls!

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Good Morning, World.

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[ravenssilver]

mushy may day three !

massage with mountain and dew :)

cw: mountain in pain

under the cut, if you please

Mountain didn’t like asking for help.

He knew his pack would drop everything to help him, especially if it was because of the aches in his knees, and that was exactly why he didn’t ask.

The Earth ghoul didn’t want to distract his pack from the things they needed to do. He didn’t want to be a bother.

Though, when he had bad pain days—days where the aches in his knees turned to sharp stabs and the aches fell to his ankles and raised to his shoulders and back, it was incredibly hard to hide the grimaces that crossed his face with every movement.

Dew watched as Mountain sat down on his bean bag with an exhausted huff, his eyebrows pinched as he tried to get comfortable and ignore the way his nerves were on fire.

“Ice or heating pad?” Dewdrop asked, already standing up.

“Pardon?” Mountain looked over at Dew, his eyebrows furrowed.

“Do you need an ice pack or a heating pad?” Dew repeated his question, his eyes soft as he looked at Mountain.

“Neither.” Mountain responded, his pain receptors flaring at the mere thought of being iced, and his mind being riddled with anxious thoughts about using a heating pad.

“The heating pad gets too hot and burns me.” Mountain sighed, not wanting it to seem like he was denying the fact that he was in pain. He didn’t want Dew to think he was blatantly lying.

Dew nodded at his words and walked over, sitting next to Mountain on his beanbag and cuddling close.

“What are you doing?” Mountain asked, his pain clouding his mind. “Cuddling you.” Dew responded, looking up at Mountain with a smirk as he began heating up his body to a temperature he knew the Earth ghoul liked.

“Dew-“ Mountain sighed, but stopped himself when Dew just hugged him tighter. Mountain silently nuzzled his nose into Dew’s ashy blond hair and closed his eyes, his tail twining with Dew’s.

Dew began gently rubbing at the areas that he knew bothered Mountain the most. He was extremely gentle, knowing that the slightest amount of too much pressure would make Mountain hiss in pain and recoil from Dew’s touch.

Mountain began quietly purring, a big sigh leaving him when Dew began kneading at his shoulders.

“I love you, Droplet.” Mountain murmured.

“I love you too, skyscraper.” Dew smirked.

[lynnsdarkuniverse]

[peloblancophoto]

Punch Bowl Falls

[artist-rat]

nothing new, just average skyrim experience

[themaybug]

Clean Slate, The Mountain Goats (x)