#my life is sooooooooooooooooooo fun

[sleeplessinseattlee]

well it’s time for me to drink more wine and do my puzzle and listen to trc audiobook. live laugh love

[the-entity-down-the-street]

Can we talk more about how having severe allergies puts mortal fear into your soul at a young age?

Like "hey kid I know you're like five, but your body has a design flaw where if you eat (or sometimes even share a space with) {allergen} you essentially drown on land, and instead of water rushing into your airways, your body turns against you, tongue and throat swelling until breathing is completely cut off. You're surrounded by oxygen, yet it's completely inaccessible. Only way to *temporarily* keep that from happening is to stab yourself in the thigh with a needle full of panic chemicals. Also avoiding your allergen is mostly on you because restaurants won't think twice about frying potential allergens in the same oil as the goddamn fries (or worse, they use an oil made from your allergen), the folks bringing potluck dishes don't provide listed ingredients (and you shouldn't trust their word alone), and your allergen shows up in unexpected places because nobody thinks about this stuff if their literal life isn't on the line. Have fun with that!"

What in the Junji Ito Clive Barker David Lynch horrific fuck is this body/psychological horror shit

[oatmadly]

having an eating disorder is sooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm having the time of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[starlight-time-machine]

Week in Review

11/10/2024 – 11/16/2024

Sunday

Week 40 of missing Cipher Academy

Love Live Superstar Episode 6 MADE ME CRY AGAINNNNNNNN KEKE MY BABYYYYYY YOU’RE WORKING SO HARD FOR YOUR DREAMS AND I’M GLAD YOU DECIDED TO PURSUE IT WHOLEHEARTEDLY I LOVE YOUUUUUU AND THE NEW SONG IS SO GOOOOOOOOOOD IT’S LIKE IT WAS MADE JUST FOR ME Now I just need them to give me at least a clean version of the 30 seconds of acoustic Hoshizuku Cruising on the season 3 OST CD and I’ll be satisfied and set for life. Please Bushiroad. (Also the parallels between Keke’s story and Liyuu’s real life journey to become a seiyuu and idol in Japan makes me emotional to think about…)

Monday

Undead Unluck good!!!!! UNDEAD UNJUSTICE… What an amazing parallel. Tozuka’s always been good at parallels and foils and call backs, but this is just so peak.

Tuesday

Landed back home and had to sleep for like forty hours to recover

Wednesday

Oshi no Ko finally ended and man…it feels so far from the manga I initially read and felt excited for. All I can really say at this point is LMAOOOOOO I was taken in by its seemingly down to earth take on the ins and outs of the Japanese entertainment industry with a dash of social commentary about parasociality, but the finale just devolved into unbelievable melodrama and I had to check out at that point. I don’t know, for a story supposedly about the “dark side of the industry,” it never felt like it was really examining and interrogating any systemic issues; instead it all boiled down to a few bad actors (with baffling motivations), and a final thesis you could find in any basic idol show. It hurts because I was really really into this story at the beginning, but with this flop of an ending I’m going to have to give it a 3/10.

Hung out with a friend and caught up on some Dropout shows. First we watched the Make Some Noise episode with Jess, Ross, and Geoff and it was decently funny. Then we started watching Gastronauts, and I honestly love this show so much… I love cooking competition shows already, and seeing Dropout put their own spin on it is so much fun. I love that the challenges are purposely ridiculous and out of the box – I like to imagine that the chefs had a good time flexing their creativity rather than just exhibiting their skills in a straightforward head to head. And then all the food looked sooooooooooooooooooo good it was honestly driving me a little insane. I’m really going to look forward to new episodes of this on a regular basis.

Thursday

Read the latest chapter of Ascendance of a Bookworm Part 2 and man this series is so much more fun when I can binge the whole thing…when will I learn… But this was a cute chapter regardless, just doing a bunch of testing and inventing.

Read the entirety of I Want to be a Wall in one sitting and it’s cute! As with most Yen Press queer manga pick-up’s, it’s kind of baby’s first introduction to its central topics of asexuality and marriage inequality, but it was nice to see it explored from the perspective of these adults with their various familial and social pressures (the stuff about the stigma of not having kids really got to me). It got a tad melodramatic for me towards the end, but it was sweet enough that I’ll let it slide. 7/10.

Caught up on One Piece because I heard that bangs Robin was back AND SHE DID NOT DISAPPOINT!!!!!!! I MISSED HER BANGS SOOOO MUCH and it’s kind of a relief to finally start a brand new arc, I’m going to do my best to pay attention and remember things this time as things develop lol I love the Norse mythology theming and whatever Loki’s got going on, but I hope this giant tree with its various levels isn’t just a retread of Impel Down.

I read Itou-san on a random Twitter recommendation for dark yaoi and just felt underwhelmed lol Maybe it was a pioneer in its time, but to me it just felt like the most generic edgy romance story in the world. It was like a teenager’s conception of what a whirlwind romance with an assassin would be like (coupled with a teenager’s conception of what a super duper evil assassin organization would be run like), and it just didn’t compel me. Unfortunately I’ll be giving it a 2/10.

Friday

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Saturday

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[moonraccoon-exe]

I love all your stuff with regclar and gladnis so I thought of a few questions for you to answer, Love ... ;)) According to your regclar A/B/O verse, Gladio is an alpha and therefore Iggy would be an omega. However, I imagine that Regis and Clarus tried for pups but had many miscarriages in the beginning of their marriage so when they heard that Iggy and Gladio were expecting, what was their reaction? :) WELCOME BACK OLD PAL!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE A CUPCAKE, I SEE HAVE A WARM HELLO!!! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ.｡ｏ♡

((gonna keep answering to you under the headcanons))

Aaaw, the scenario you propose is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sweet and cute omg!!! MY HEART IS SO FULL ;-; <3 

I see Iggy as a good beta, but for the sake of Gladnis he’d make a great omega, yes! Aaw, Regis and Clarus having tried for pups and having miscarriages is such a sad scenario, but it also sounds so accurate...? Perhaps what with Regis (and the Lucis Caelum line in general) being frail when it comes to health and such ;-; THE POOR BABIES

Okeh then, let’s get to work!

A/B/O verse: Regis & Clarus react to Gladnis expecting

Iggy and Gladio knew of the hard time Regis and Clarus had to have kids, so they could only imagine this meant a lot to them. Hence, they didn’t just drop the news, they wanted to make it a little more special. 

Have you ever seen one of those “Man knows he’s going to be grandpa” videos? Basically Regclar’s whole reaction <3

Iggy and Gladio were to have lunch with Regclar. By the time they finished and were just talking, Gladio and Iggy said they had a gift. 

Clarus is like >:| all wary because these two can be pranksers when they want, and a gift in no special ocassion? Definitely up to something suspicious!

Regis starts opening the gift and fishes what’s inside and it’s- a onesie?

At first Regis and Clarus are like ?? staring at it

Then, basically at the same time, both gasp and turn to look at Gladnis with this...glow. This face just...shocked, and so bright, with these eyes so pure and wide, and so hopeful. Like, the face of hope, it’s just undescribable.

Regis is holding the onesie tight, tight, like he’s holding on for dear life, eyes wide, gleaming, and teary, just looking at Ignis in disbelief. Clarus covered his mouth for a moment, not taking the eyes off the onesie, then he glanced between the two. Gladnis don’t even need to say anything, they just smile at the good papas.

“...really?” Regis asks, but it’s just...this tiny, miserable, pathetic little whisper. Like if they say ‘no’ the entire world will end for real, almost like he doesn’t want to ask.

When Gladnis say yes, Regis just. Breaks. Something in his eyes goes breaks, and he turned to look at Clarus. The Shield seemed like wanting to stay up, but when he makes eye contact with Regis his lower lip quivers and he gets teary in a second. 

It gets really sad in a very pretty way? Regis leans into Clarus’ shoulder and starts crying, and all Clarus can do is hug him and start crying quietly too. It’s sort of bittersweet, because it’s a happy moment but they can’t help it but cry because it’s just...IT’S SO MUCH

Gladnis get up and reach to hug them because ow, my god, how would they not? 

After they calm down, it’s still sniffling and some tear cleaning, but they start asking; since when? Ooh, dear, is it going okay, how are you doing? Oh dear, I’m sorry, it’s just...I’m just so happy for you two :’( 

Neither Regis nor Clarus could sleep that night. It was a mix of overwhelming emotions. It was excitement, eagerness, worry, shock, and the bittersweet sensation of before. 

Straight away, both Regis and Clarus get into a very protective mode with them, particularly Iggy, and they get super attentive. It can even rub in overprotection, so Gladio tries to tell them when they don’t have to worry too much but doesn’t have the heart to tell them off, because he understands. It’s not just some overreacting grandparents to be being excessively spoiling, it’s a pair of grandparents to be who went through a really tough time losing kids before getting to have them, so of course they must be remembering and worrying over it happening again :(

Regis particularly can’t seem to get off Ignis and giving him attention.

Clarus thinks he’s not being more protective than he needs, without noticing that he’s starting to accompany them everywhere and keeping this...protective aura while going with them, like just his aura is menacing like to keep others away.

Clarus is so ready to fight anyone that dares get too close >:|

That includes Gladio even if he’s the alpha because the kid needs their alpha dad too!!!

Regis is giving Iggy a much more soft-natured attention; making sure he’s comfortable, reminding him of his doctor appointment schedules, heck, he goes through extensive research on appropriate diets and ways to keep Iggy happy and comfy.

Regis can’t help but ask daily if things are going okay. And it’s...honestly sort of heartbreaking. Ignis thanks the attention, but it’s just so sad when Regis asks him that, because it comes out so quiet, so fragile, so profoundly full of a root-deep fear...Iggy can only hear in his voice and see in those gleaming sad innocent eyes the tough times of Regis’ youth when he and Clarus went through this and had it gone wrong :((

 Ignis is being particularly enthusiastic about taking care of himself and following all doctor instructions even if he doesn’t like something because 1. the baby 2. Gladio 3. FOR R E G I S AND  C LA R U S

((Iggy bby why do you never think of yourself too alksjdagdkj))

Some nights, Regis can’t sleep. Clarus has woken up in the middle of the night to find Regis at the living room, standing in front of the phone and looking at it like it’s making him miserable.

When Clarus goes to hug him gently, Regis immediately sniffles and drops a few tears.

“...I’m just so scared something happens, I want to call them all the time to make sure. It’s senseless but I can’t help it, Clarus.”

Clarus tries to cuddle Regis in bed and pamper him to keep him calm and help him get some sleep. 

Poor Reggie may overthink and wonder stupid things.

“...what if...any of my reproductory genes made it to Gladio and it makes the same problems we had-” 

Clarus is shushing him. Tells him that it’s going to be fine, that he doesn’t need to think about it, and most importantly, reminds him that if things went wrong it wouldn’t be his fault, just like it never, ever was back then. 

Honestly they reach a point where Regclar are visiting daily to help the dads to be <3

In the later stages of pregnancy, you can bet Regis definitely stayed, like even overnight, to help out and be around to be of help.

The nerves and anxiety but also hope and eagerness grew with each day that passed IT’S INSANE, REGCLAR ARE ABOUT TO EXPLODE

((you can only imagine how Regclar were when it was the day...and how they reacted when they were told they could go into the room and found a smiling Gladio-Iggy duo holding a tiny little bundle... <3))

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAMMIT 

WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO GIVE ME THESE FEELS I DIDN’T KNOW I HAD, AAAAAAAAH!!! TAT <3 

This was from the other last time I was back hahaha...I’m so embarrassed I disappeared again, but I didn’t expect it! Sorry, and thank you for this welcome back then and now!!!! I hope you’re around and seeing, I’ve been eager to answer this one so much <3 

And I wasn’t wrong! This was so much fun and lovely to write!! I love the headcanons you people send me, even if it takes me literal ages to get to them. Thank you so much for sending this prompt in, I wasn’t expecting ABO but it was so enjoyable!! 

Aawwww, and thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOO much for saying such nice things about my gladnis and regclar stuff!! Those are two of my 3 faves to write, absolutely, I miss having daily time for them because BOY, even years later I’m still so hardcore into them! 

Seriously, this whole ask is just so alksjdkdjg :’) Thank you for the nice things you said of my stuff, thank you for the prompt, and thank you for sending it as a welcome back!! SERIOUSLY HOW SWEET AND KIND ARE YOU, AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3 <3 <3 ;A;

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU

Sending you LOTS of raccoonie sparkles of happy and luck!! Thank you once more!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

[emoselenas]

woodland creatures tour - day 7 (greensboro)

normally i feel very weird about sleeping over people’s houses, just in general??? you know what i mean? sometimes you just can’t get comfortable because you’re not in your own bed, not because of where you are or who you’re with. on tour i’m so fucking exhausted and so comfortable with living like i’m a backpacker that it’s all just normal to me. like a brat i located the couch and crawled up onto it while everyone else took an air mattress. i would have slept on an air mattress but we couldn’t fit one lmao. 

i automatically woke up at like 8:30 and couldn’t fall back asleep, so i got up and started getting ready. tour has also made me skilled at being able to freshen up and do my makeup in the crevice of any house, hotel, car, you name it. i try not to make noise but inevitably everyone heard me and slowly woke up one by one. the door was unlocked so i started to pack whatever i could into the van. god, it was so beautiful out. though we were in the south, and the temperature was still pretty high day-to-day, at this moment it just felt like the most beautiful fall weather. we managed to get out of the house at 9:30 am, which we were aiming for. james’ roommate, who was leaving for work, kindly wished us well as we packed up the van to head out. we unfortunately missed james so i shot him a text. 

the day before, taylor and i coordinated a group outing to the greensboro science center, which was a museum, zoo and aquarium all in one. for the price of $12 per person, since we were a group!!! incredible! before heading to greensboro, which would be our shortest drive all of tour (an hour and a half!), we hit starbucks and panera again. when we pulled up to the panera it was in a shopping plaza with people lined up waiting for like... verizon to open???? so bizarre. 

i desperately needed to hunker down and get some work done before we hit the road, for the most part my phone was providing reliable wifi but i had a time sensitive task that needed to be completed. once that was done we hit the road. we arrived to the science center and once pulses. showed up, we headed in. the science center was so sick. we started our trek around the building at like 1, and penguin feeding was at 3:30. but with so much exploring to do, we knew we’d be able to kill two hours and a half easily. 

we started with the zoo portion a

nd saw a lot of cool animals. they had a lot of atypical mammals you don’t always see at zoos. what they DID have was R E D  P A N D A S, and theY WERE AWAKE. back at home we have the cape may zoo which is soooooo sick, i love going there, but their red pandas are always sleeping. i literally cried because the red pandas at this exhibit were so much closer, and they were romping around their lil home. the one red panda hopped off its perch and CAME TO THE WINDOW TO SAY HELLO IT JUMPED UP RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. i definitely made a fool of myself getting loudly emotional but i didn’t care in the slightest. my entire life was made. we also saw an owl at the barn where the petting zoo was!!!

we were all laughing so fucking hard cracking jokes at every exhibit. it felt like an adult school field trip hahaha. i was having so much fun. it was nice to enjoy something together and not be stuck in a van in a rush to get somewhere. the outdoor area tuckered us out pretty badly from being in the heat, so it was nice to get back inside to go check out the aquarium in the air-conditioned building. the aquarium was pretty sick, there was a tank that was home to the biggest octopus i have ever seen in person. i was most interested in the otters and penguins, to be honest. we also hit the touch tank which was sick, except i had to soak my entire fucking arm just to maybe get a crumb of attention from a sting ray. they were swimming everywhere but where i planted myself. 

after going through the aquarium, we still had some time to kill before the penguin feeding at 3:30 pm. we hit the gift shop, where they had red panda and barn owl plushes. what a coincidence, both our tour mascots!! i’m a sucker for stuffed animals so of course i bought one. taylor bought an owl for pulses. so now we both had FRIENDS to represent our bands. we went downstairs to go check out the snakes and lizards. not as exciting for me, but still sick. we were going to hit the museum part finally, but it was 3:20 so we figured might as well head over to the penguins. it was worth the wait. there was a penguin named gojira haha

it turned out that there was enough time for us to get food together before the show. jaime found a restaurant named pastabilities, it was a sit-down but you could make your own pasta dish chipotle-style???? so i got chickpea pasta with chicken, sundried tomatoes, spinach and mushrooms. sooooooooooooooooooo good. i wasn’t going to get pasta because i was going to try to be a healthy guy but ugh what the fuck ever. i love pasta. i’m not going to rob myself of pasta opportunities!!!! we had another really wonderful meal together as a tour package. i guess because we were the biggest group and you could hear us talking loudly about tour the staff figured out we were musicians. the manager came over and started asking who played what haha. 

after a delicious early dinner, we drove to our hotel for check-in so that we could drop our personal bags. pulses. followed us because they were just driving home after the show later, and waited in the parking lot until they could head to the venue. i forget the name of the hotel we stayed at but the people in there were super suspect, and projecting those vibes FOR sure. taylor said she thinks she saw a guy walking around with a burner phone as a car was slowly driving in circles around the parking lot. i’m like great, last thing we need is another scary motel. our stuff ended up being fine though, it was one of the better spots we stayed at. 

pulses. awaited us at the venue and we arrived a little after load-in started. it was super quiet when we showed up, we set up quickly and waited around. the house we played, ice house, was huge. so much more massive than houses in new brunswick where students in jersey host shows, mostly. there was so much room to move around and sit, it was nice. at first it seemed like not many people were inside, but then you go outside and there’s DOZENS of kids hanging out drinking. eventually more and more people came inside to watch the bands too. glow and terms x conditions were great! 

for all of us, it had been a weird afternoon, but we did our best to be positive and just rip our set(s) as best as we could. and the change in attitude paid off! both our bands received awesome crowd response from the people who attended. it was awesome to see people jamming out and genuinely having a good time. also uh a fight broke out during our set??? insane. there was a kid trying to take down everyone, like just to the ground lmao, and when he tried to do it to david he put in a chokehold. and david grabbed his arm and was just like, STOP. i made everyone stop playing until we sorted out that everything was all right. i had to play without my in-ears which sucked, in the past i have always struggled and tired myself out trying to sing loud enough over the monitors. so i just tried to listen carefully, sing carefully and trust myself. and joe said i hit some like bananas note during synapse that i haven’t been able to do since?? i remember going for it and it was fine, idk maybe it was actually BAD, but i will never know now haha. 

we didn’t sell merch, nor make a lot of money, but i think what counts as a successful show is when people receive you super well. leaving a positive first impression on somebody as a band is so important to me because that person could potentially go on to listen to us for a long time. i will say though, it’s important to try to help touring bands make money if you can, like legit anything. i know we’re small guys and we’re not worth much, but we travel so far from home. and this is the ONE time of year that we actually do need money to operate. i’ve run into people who don’t believe in this, or don’t understand. i guess it won’t be possible to make those people understand until it happens to them. it’s why we can only tour on vacation time and even then we deplete our funds. 

we sweat our fucking asses off playing the house because it had no AC, so nothing could feel more refreshing than loading out during a rainstorm. i wasn’t even mad that it was raining. it felt so amazing. normally i bug out during crazy storms, but the thunderstorm was lighting up the sky in an incredible display. it continued as we said our goodbyes to pulses. before they headed back to virginia late, and we made our way to sheetz for post-gig eats. i wasn’t going to pig out but i was feeling the munchies. sheetz doesn’t really have anything wawa doesn’t have except for the tacos, so i got some hard shell tacos that were absolutely banging. also wonderful, they had my favorite flavor of bon & viv (black cherry rosemary) so i grabbed that too. eating tacos and drinking late was NOT a smart move the night before we played our last show on tour, but boy did it feel like a nice TREAT after playing a fantastic show. 

[sebongie-loves]

soulmate!wonwoo

enjoy! < 3 

everytime you think of something, in your mind, it’s not your voice but your soulmate’s

at first, you don’t really realize it

until you turned 5 and realized the voice in your head is a boy’s voice

but you didn’t even care that much about your soulmate like “let the time comes, it will come anyway why worry about it”

wonwoo in the other hand is always curious

why he got this kind of sign? how can he meet his soulmate? all he knew is their voice

but again, since they were a little, they didn’t really care about it

as they grew and hit puberty

wonwoo’s voice drastically changed 

it’s the lowest, deepest voice ever

it all started with a raspy voice

so you think ‘ah he must be sick, maybe in a couple day his voice would turn normal’

and and and bAM 

oh boy you have no idea how wrong you are 

the next day you woke up and when you first thought to yourself something like ‘ah i don’t want to wake up’

make you wake up in a second and in cONFUSION

HOW

‘I THOUGHT IT WAS MY DAD G O D D A M N I T’

you love it though?

like you often sing in your head hey i can do it if yall can’t try it

and it gives you the most giddy feelings

you were a teenager so you tried those cheesy lines 

‘i miss you i love you you’re beautiful’

and almost fainted : )

wonwoo in the other side

he likes, no, loves to read

especially when it feels like you’re the one who’s reading it for him

he is head over heels for your voice and dying to listen to it in real life, coming from your own lips

he wrote the changes in your voice

being a caring person he is, ofc he’d be worried when you catched a cold but hates himself for cannot be helpful because he knows nothing about you

wonwoo honestly more eager to meet you than you meeting him

the guy has a dream, which is being a singer

he loves to sing 

and he puts you as his consideration

maybe you two will meet easier 

maybe you will recognize his voice and contacted him first

his mind is almost full of it so he does an audition

he got casted, put in a group, and debuted as a rapper 

everytime he got songs to memorize he’s secretly excited about it like ‘yes i’m gonna read this in my soulmate’s voice!!!”

but there is not a single sign of you contacted him which got him feeling anxious and frustated

especially when minghao, jun, and scoups met their soulmate

wonwoo tried to act all calm but deep insde he’s freaking up

when hansol who is younger than him found his soulmate he is like

“yEAH SURE F THIS IMMA PLAY MY GAME”

which turns out the best decision he’s ever did in his life

you got into a game

time spent for the game? uncountable

you play it during your free time, when you’re supposed to do something or sleep

normally, you don’t even play that much games but this one

it’s SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fun

at first you played using offline mode but one day

the discovery of online mode makes you even crazier

you woke up at night just to talk with your internet game friends 

you and wonwoo met in that game

wonwoo usually doesn’t talk much during playing with stranger 

but since he is frustated about the soulmate thingy 

frustation took over his usually calm manners with stranger 

so he acted like he knew this stranger for quite along time

you in the other hand also don’t talk much but when you hear wonwoo’s whiny annoyed frustated voice you almost dropped your controller

you stay quite for a couple minutes 

“HEY I AM DYING HERE”

“I THINK YOU’RE MY SOULMATE AND RN I’M DYING”

wonwoo dropping the whole game thingy hE DOESNOT CARE ANYMORE

you two lost and moved to skype lMAO

“what’s your name?”

“y/n”

“y/n, explain to me how in the world you never found out about me do you ever listen to kpop like seriously geez we’re not that big but i’m sure at least we have one or two famous songs”

“WHAT”

“i’m wonwoo from a group named seventeen”

“MY SOULMATE IS A KPOP IDOL?”

google, being your good friend, assist you on finding out about wonwoo

he’s handsome, tall and that’s his voice singing and rapping..

the voice you always imagine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! ! ! ! ! 

okay so now you know everything about him and what does he know about you?

only your name : )

but it doesn’t take really much time to open up

wonwoo makes you feel like home

like, when you move places and you finally find the ‘right’ one

that’s him

when you feel low, he always say something like

“think something positive!! it’s in my voice, you can say stupid things if you wanted to!!”

the most frustating thing is 

you two knew each other pretty well, endless voice calls and video calls but the tattoo you expected to got doesn’t appear

so you thought to yourself

it must be a myth 

UNTIL ONE DAY 

junhui appears on one of your video calls and you accidentally sees his tattoo

you freaked out

“wONWOO THE TATTOO IS THE REAL DEAL”

“IT IS HOW COME YOU DON’T KNOW”

“WELL I KNOW YOU BUT IT DOES NOT APPEAR?”

“WE NEED TO MEET TO GET THE TATTOO”

“....................................oh”

you calmed down for a second and rethink about everything

“i’m booking a ticket to south korea now”

“y/n cALM DOWN FOR YOUR OWN SAKE PLS”

what can you do you bought it already so now wonwoo is feeling guilty that his soulmate buying their own expensive ticket 

but you’re like

“lol it’s fine just find me  a place to stay and foods”

he picks you up at the airport

he teared up and like hugs you as he ran 

“FINALLY”

“YES FINALLY”

and so, the tattoo finally appears

and you cried “oH MY GOD THE TATTOO APPEARS BUT I SWEAR I AM HAPPIER TO SEE YOU”

the way he hugs you is the reason why the press found out and stuffs

good thing the members know, but here’s a thing

wonwoo’s parents don’t know??????????????!?!?!?! 

as soon as the articles are released, his parents called and asked him to bring you home

understandable tho considering he is pretty closed 

but you two are so close just like there’s a tie between you two 

which there is and it is the red thread of fate.

thank you for reading!!!

[littlemissmusiclover-blog]

GETTING BACK TOGETHER | Johnny

ALRIGHT! SOMEONE REQUESTED ME TO DO A JOHNNY VERSION OF THIS ONE. HERE YOU GO. :)

Johnny loves you to bits

even if that meant dissing your sense of fashion lol Johnny’s Fashion Evaluation

“oh my god, you’re gonna wear that to your friend’s party????”

“why? what’s wrong with my outfit?”

Johnny stares at your attractive figure that’s obvious because of the tight fitting of your outfit

“you look like one of those rice-cakes sold in shops”

“it’s such a painful and pitiful sight. 0/10”

“change it”

“I hate it”

“BUT YOU’RE NOT THE ONE WHO’S GONNA ATTEND THE PARTY!”

“But I’m your boyfriend and I’m evaluating your outfit right now. Now go change before I rip that dress off of you.” :>>>>>>>> Johnny,you naughty li’l rascal

but really, you look good in it

he’s just worried that some random guy might start to flirt with you at the party

so he would rather let you look like a potato than this bombshell chic

he’s overprotective of you

he always wants you to be safe that it would get to a point where he wouldn’t leave until he has seen with his own eyes that you have entered through the front door of your house

and no, that doesn’t only apply when he’s with you physically

it applies E V E R Y T I M E

even if he’s away, he’ll Facetime you right after your work/school

because he wants to make sure that you get home safely

you are his baby and he’s yours too

sometimes, the fact that you’re his baby gets a little bit overboard

“come home straight away”

“do not talk to strangers”

“even if it is your ex-boyfriend or your bias from another kpop boy group, do not talk to them”

“why not?”

“because I said so”

“anyway, please eat the food that I brought you today”

“I want you to be healthy”

“Oh you mean the food that TAEYONG cooked this morning?”

“shut up”

HE SAYS I LOVE YOU EVERY 10 MINUTES AND THE MEMBERS TEASE HIM ABOUT THIS BUT HE DOESN’T CARE CUZ HE WUVS U

THE OTHER MEMBERS THINK LIKE: “HOW CAN SHE EVEN STAND HIM?!”

HE’S CLINGY AF

“SHE’S NOT REPLYING! I’M GONNA CALL 000 NOW!” - Johnny

“oh my goodness! you just texted her 5 minutes ago!” *rolls his eyes like bitch why are u so clingy af?* - Jaehyun

And you kind of grew tired of it already

you felt like you’re being suffocated in your relationship with him

you love him but sometimes, you felt that he only loves himself because he always wants you to do what he says

he’s more like a dad/mom/older brother to you than a boyfriend

one time Johnny saw you bidding goodbye to one of your group study mates and the guy was pretty good-looking too but not as good-looking as Johnny

the guy suddenly hugged you

this infuriated Johnny

you saw Johnny’s face as if he’s about to rip the guy’s head off but good thing that the guy already left before he could do that

S I L E N T  C A R   R I D E    B A C K H O M E

OH GIRL HE’LL WRECK YOU ONCE YOU GUYS GET HOME YOU’RE IN BIG TROUBLE

“Did you have fun today?“

“I don’t know. I think I should be asking you that question.”

his face is just… oh god, I hope you get out of his car alive

“Did you have fun with him today?”

“Johnny, he was just my friend from our group study. Calm your shit!”

“Yeah sure! He even hugged you. Sure, he’s just a friend. Just a friend. Fuck no!”

“Johnny, you are my boyfriend!”

“Really? I’m your boyfriend? Then what the hell was that a while ago?”

bruuuuuhhhh….

“Istg, that was nothing!”

“Stop lying to me (y/n)!”

as much as you hate crying, you still cried because he thinks that you’re lying to him even though you’re not

you finally had enough so you face him

“YOU KNOW WHAT?! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU BEING CLINGY AND OVERPROTECTIVE!”

“YOU ALWAYS WANTED ME TO DO WHATEVER YOU SAY!”

“YOU’RE TOO CONTROLLING! I HATE YOU! I HATE THIS RELATIONSHIP!”

“I’M BREAKING UP WITH YOU!”

Johnny was stunned he expected that you guys would just argue but never thought that one of you would decide to break-up

He stepped on the brakes and the car halted to a stop

“Y-You’re joking, right? You can’t break up with me! You promised to love me as long as we live!”

“Baby… please don’t do this”

“I’m sorry if I have been too controlling”

“Just please don’t break up with me!”

you get out of his car while crying and just decided to walk home

on the other hand, Johnny just cried inside his car

he was too hurt to run after you

1 week… 2 weeks… 1 month… 2 months… 3 months… 4 months have passed and both of you still can’t forget what happened

both of you still yearn for each other especially Johnny

he has tried so many times to reach out to you but he just can’t seem to do it because he’s too afraid that he might discover that it’s too late

sometimes, you regret loving someone like Seo Youngho (Johnny)

but then again your life would be colourless and lifeless without him in it

so you go back to loving him again

and it was the best thing that you’ve experienced in your entire life

YOU HEARD A KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR AT 12:30 AM

LIKE WHO TF WOULD COME TO YOUR HOUSE AT 12 FUCKING THIRTY A.M.?

You open the door and see Johnny outside

as soon as you walk towards him, he doesn’t mind bending to your height level and just wraps you in a tight hug

you can tell from his hug that he terribly misses you

it’s so tight that you can’t even breathe

“johnny, let me go i can’t breathe you’re hugging me way too tight”

“sorry” hehehe

he lets you go and goes down on his knees

NOPE HE’S NOT GONNA PROPOSE TO YOU

“i’m sorry for being a bad boyfriend”

“i’m sorry for being too controlling… for being overprotective… for going overboard with things”

“i love you and I truly do that’s why i’m doing my best to protect you and give everything that i think is good for you”

“i didn’t mean to come off as a controlling boyfriend”

“i’m so sorry”

he looks at you with a hurt expression on his face as if he’s telling you that those 4 months have been a torture and it would be great if you guys get back together with each other

it’s the only thing he wants right now at 12:30 a.m.

“Stand up you doofus” and so he did

“First of all, I want you to trust me with my actions. Second, let me wear what I want.”

“But-!”

“LET ME WEAR WHAT I WANT OR ELSE YOU’LL NEVER SEE THIS RICE-CAKE FIGURE AGAIN IN THE BEDROOM.” Oh my Lord girl, you didn’t just say that

He blushes, “Deal.”

You tiptoed and locked lips with him

like his lips just melted on top of yours and it felt soooooOOOoooooOOOOOO goOOOOOOoooood and great

you’re never gonna let him go again

Johnny Seo is yours and you are his… always and forever.

[itismetheperson]

My Top Ten Tips For Instagram Everyone Should Know

I've had instagram for over a year now and just wow. That is actually crazy. I remember when I first got it and it made me sooooo happy. Since then I've grown my account to almost 1.5k and I've started doing collabs with brands which makes me super happy. :) People ask me a lottttt for tips for insta which has made me realize I still haven't done a blog post on it???? Um what???? So today I am collabing with the awesome Grace and we will both be sharing our top ten insta tips. After you read this post make sure to go check out her post over on her blog. :) Related: 7 Things I Have Learned About Instagram So Far 17 Instagram Accounts I'm Loving Right Now

1. Post Good Quality Photos

I know this is so duhhhh and at the top of everyone's tips list but seriously!! I am not saying what pictures you have to post because of course the unique photos makes your account unique but they should be good quality. This means:

-not fuzzy

-you can actually see the main focus of the photo

-it's not dark 

How to help that:

-don't use the front facing camera

-natural lighting is always best

-golden hour is a real thing, photos are soooo good when the sun is setting/coming up

Related: How To Take Awesome Photos With Your Phone

2. Use all of the hashtags

Instagram allows you to post 30 hashtags per post and not using absolutelly alll of those is a waste! Hashtags are one of the best ways for people to find your account. 

tips:

-the more specific the better 

-relevant to the photo and to the audience you want to attract 

-don't make them to long

-always have more words in your caption then hashtags or else it's just annoying 

-put the hashtags in the post itself (not the comments) but at the end of the post 

3. Post Consistently 

You need to actually post more than once a month. If you don't post a lot then it will be a lottt harder to get people to follow you. Plus when you do post they will have already forgotten about you since they followed you like two weeks ago so they will either unfollow or just not be engaged. I would recommend posting every other day more then every day cause I think it's just the right amount of posting consistently but not the spammy amount that might annoy people. 

4. Be Active On Other Peoples Accounts

This and hashtags are basically the main ways to grow your account. Set aside time every day to actually engage with your followers and comment nice things on there posts. When people comment nice things on my posts it makes me sooo happy and definitely makes me want to follow them. 

5. Only Follow Accounts You Enjoy

There are a lot of people that will follow back there followers or do follow for follow and follow/unfollow and hey that works for some people. I personally believe though that you should only follow accounts you reallllllllly enjoy. This makes instagram more fun and makes it so much easier to be active because you genuinely enjoy what's on your feed. 

6. Make Friends

Friends are pretty much the best things in the entire world. They just are!! Making friends on instagram is sooooo essential for both growing your account and also just having fun. If you make a lot of online friends there will always be someone online even at like 3 in the morning when all of your irl friends are asleep because time zonessssss. If you think someone is super cool just reach out to them! Even if they have a bigger following than you I promise they are not as scary as they seem. :) 

Related: 

The Steps Of Becoming Friends With Someone 

How To Easily Make Online Friends 

11 Fun And Easy Things To Do With Friends

A Post About Friends 

7. Make your captions personal

I've noticed that when my captions are talking about my day more then just my new blog post they do sooooooooooooooooooo much better. I never thought people would be interested in my life but they for some reason are????? Your followers want to know you and who you really are! You might have amazing photos but if you don't engage and share, then it basically means nothing.

8. Post On Your Story

This one hundred percent goes with the one above and just being personal with your followers! Especially if you're more of a niche account and share actual facts/tips/something in your posts and less your life it makes it even more essential to use your stories. Share little bits of your life and use all of the cool features like questions and things like that! 

9. Make Your Photos Go Together

I'm not saying necessarily have a super rigid theme and only post one color but to make your feed as a whole, look good. Maybe for you this means taking more photos outside and maybe having kind of a greenish theme or using one filter for all of your posts. Personally I use the filter P5 on VSCO and it gives all of my photos a blue tint and I love it. I would recommend planning out your photos in advance with an app like UMUM to make sure all of the photos work together and everything. 

10. Have A Good Bio + Username + Profile Pic

These are all super important because they are the first thing that people see.

For bio: Share a little bit about you and use that link!! If you have any other social media accounts this is a perfect place to put it.

For username: 

-make it something that kind of shows what kind of posts you have

-easy to remember

-not to long

-either interesting or have your name

Profile pic: 

-of your face

-close up

-bright

-clear  

I really hope that that was helpful to y'all!! If you liked it make sure to also check out Grace and her post! I would super love to follow all of y'all on insta so if you have an account make sure to link it down below! If you don't follow me you can find my account here. Also feel free to share all of your tips in the commmmmmentssss. :) 

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