#my life is sooooooooooooooooooo fun

[sleeplessinseattlee]

well it’s time for me to drink more wine and do my puzzle and listen to trc audiobook. live laugh love

[the-entity-down-the-street]

Can we talk more about how having severe allergies puts mortal fear into your soul at a young age?

Like "hey kid I know you're like five, but your body has a design flaw where if you eat (or sometimes even share a space with) {allergen} you essentially drown on land, and instead of water rushing into your airways, your body turns against you, tongue and throat swelling until breathing is completely cut off. You're surrounded by oxygen, yet it's completely inaccessible. Only way to *temporarily* keep that from happening is to stab yourself in the thigh with a needle full of panic chemicals. Also avoiding your allergen is mostly on you because restaurants won't think twice about frying potential allergens in the same oil as the goddamn fries (or worse, they use an oil made from your allergen), the folks bringing potluck dishes don't provide listed ingredients (and you shouldn't trust their word alone), and your allergen shows up in unexpected places because nobody thinks about this stuff if their literal life isn't on the line. Have fun with that!"

What in the Junji Ito Clive Barker David Lynch horrific fuck is this body/psychological horror shit

[oatmadly]

having an eating disorder is sooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm having the time of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[moonraccoon-exe]

I love all your stuff with regclar and gladnis so I thought of a few questions for you to answer, Love ... ;)) According to your regclar A/B/O verse, Gladio is an alpha and therefore Iggy would be an omega. However, I imagine that Regis and Clarus tried for pups but had many miscarriages in the beginning of their marriage so when they heard that Iggy and Gladio were expecting, what was their reaction? :) WELCOME BACK OLD PAL!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE A CUPCAKE, I SEE HAVE A WARM HELLO!!! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ.｡ｏ♡

((gonna keep answering to you under the headcanons))

Aaaw, the scenario you propose is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sweet and cute omg!!! MY HEART IS SO FULL ;-; <3 

I see Iggy as a good beta, but for the sake of Gladnis he’d make a great omega, yes! Aaw, Regis and Clarus having tried for pups and having miscarriages is such a sad scenario, but it also sounds so accurate...? Perhaps what with Regis (and the Lucis Caelum line in general) being frail when it comes to health and such ;-; THE POOR BABIES

Okeh then, let’s get to work!

A/B/O verse: Regis & Clarus react to Gladnis expecting

Iggy and Gladio knew of the hard time Regis and Clarus had to have kids, so they could only imagine this meant a lot to them. Hence, they didn’t just drop the news, they wanted to make it a little more special. 

Have you ever seen one of those “Man knows he’s going to be grandpa” videos? Basically Regclar’s whole reaction <3

Iggy and Gladio were to have lunch with Regclar. By the time they finished and were just talking, Gladio and Iggy said they had a gift. 

Clarus is like >:| all wary because these two can be pranksers when they want, and a gift in no special ocassion? Definitely up to something suspicious!

Regis starts opening the gift and fishes what’s inside and it’s- a onesie?

At first Regis and Clarus are like ?? staring at it

Then, basically at the same time, both gasp and turn to look at Gladnis with this...glow. This face just...shocked, and so bright, with these eyes so pure and wide, and so hopeful. Like, the face of hope, it’s just undescribable.

Regis is holding the onesie tight, tight, like he’s holding on for dear life, eyes wide, gleaming, and teary, just looking at Ignis in disbelief. Clarus covered his mouth for a moment, not taking the eyes off the onesie, then he glanced between the two. Gladnis don’t even need to say anything, they just smile at the good papas.

“...really?” Regis asks, but it’s just...this tiny, miserable, pathetic little whisper. Like if they say ‘no’ the entire world will end for real, almost like he doesn’t want to ask.

When Gladnis say yes, Regis just. Breaks. Something in his eyes goes breaks, and he turned to look at Clarus. The Shield seemed like wanting to stay up, but when he makes eye contact with Regis his lower lip quivers and he gets teary in a second. 

It gets really sad in a very pretty way? Regis leans into Clarus’ shoulder and starts crying, and all Clarus can do is hug him and start crying quietly too. It’s sort of bittersweet, because it’s a happy moment but they can’t help it but cry because it’s just...IT’S SO MUCH

Gladnis get up and reach to hug them because ow, my god, how would they not? 

After they calm down, it’s still sniffling and some tear cleaning, but they start asking; since when? Ooh, dear, is it going okay, how are you doing? Oh dear, I’m sorry, it’s just...I’m just so happy for you two :’( 

Neither Regis nor Clarus could sleep that night. It was a mix of overwhelming emotions. It was excitement, eagerness, worry, shock, and the bittersweet sensation of before. 

Straight away, both Regis and Clarus get into a very protective mode with them, particularly Iggy, and they get super attentive. It can even rub in overprotection, so Gladio tries to tell them when they don’t have to worry too much but doesn’t have the heart to tell them off, because he understands. It’s not just some overreacting grandparents to be being excessively spoiling, it’s a pair of grandparents to be who went through a really tough time losing kids before getting to have them, so of course they must be remembering and worrying over it happening again :(

Regis particularly can’t seem to get off Ignis and giving him attention.

Clarus thinks he’s not being more protective than he needs, without noticing that he’s starting to accompany them everywhere and keeping this...protective aura while going with them, like just his aura is menacing like to keep others away.

Clarus is so ready to fight anyone that dares get too close >:|

That includes Gladio even if he’s the alpha because the kid needs their alpha dad too!!!

Regis is giving Iggy a much more soft-natured attention; making sure he’s comfortable, reminding him of his doctor appointment schedules, heck, he goes through extensive research on appropriate diets and ways to keep Iggy happy and comfy.

Regis can’t help but ask daily if things are going okay. And it’s...honestly sort of heartbreaking. Ignis thanks the attention, but it’s just so sad when Regis asks him that, because it comes out so quiet, so fragile, so profoundly full of a root-deep fear...Iggy can only hear in his voice and see in those gleaming sad innocent eyes the tough times of Regis’ youth when he and Clarus went through this and had it gone wrong :((

 Ignis is being particularly enthusiastic about taking care of himself and following all doctor instructions even if he doesn’t like something because 1. the baby 2. Gladio 3. FOR R E G I S AND  C LA R U S

((Iggy bby why do you never think of yourself too alksjdagdkj))

Some nights, Regis can’t sleep. Clarus has woken up in the middle of the night to find Regis at the living room, standing in front of the phone and looking at it like it’s making him miserable.

When Clarus goes to hug him gently, Regis immediately sniffles and drops a few tears.

“...I’m just so scared something happens, I want to call them all the time to make sure. It’s senseless but I can’t help it, Clarus.”

Clarus tries to cuddle Regis in bed and pamper him to keep him calm and help him get some sleep. 

Poor Reggie may overthink and wonder stupid things.

“...what if...any of my reproductory genes made it to Gladio and it makes the same problems we had-” 

Clarus is shushing him. Tells him that it’s going to be fine, that he doesn’t need to think about it, and most importantly, reminds him that if things went wrong it wouldn’t be his fault, just like it never, ever was back then. 

Honestly they reach a point where Regclar are visiting daily to help the dads to be <3

In the later stages of pregnancy, you can bet Regis definitely stayed, like even overnight, to help out and be around to be of help.

The nerves and anxiety but also hope and eagerness grew with each day that passed IT’S INSANE, REGCLAR ARE ABOUT TO EXPLODE

((you can only imagine how Regclar were when it was the day...and how they reacted when they were told they could go into the room and found a smiling Gladio-Iggy duo holding a tiny little bundle... <3))

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAMMIT 

WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO GIVE ME THESE FEELS I DIDN’T KNOW I HAD, AAAAAAAAH!!! TAT <3 

This was from the other last time I was back hahaha...I’m so embarrassed I disappeared again, but I didn’t expect it! Sorry, and thank you for this welcome back then and now!!!! I hope you’re around and seeing, I’ve been eager to answer this one so much <3 

And I wasn’t wrong! This was so much fun and lovely to write!! I love the headcanons you people send me, even if it takes me literal ages to get to them. Thank you so much for sending this prompt in, I wasn’t expecting ABO but it was so enjoyable!! 

Aawwww, and thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOO much for saying such nice things about my gladnis and regclar stuff!! Those are two of my 3 faves to write, absolutely, I miss having daily time for them because BOY, even years later I’m still so hardcore into them! 

Seriously, this whole ask is just so alksjdkdjg :’) Thank you for the nice things you said of my stuff, thank you for the prompt, and thank you for sending it as a welcome back!! SERIOUSLY HOW SWEET AND KIND ARE YOU, AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3 <3 <3 ;A;

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU

Sending you LOTS of raccoonie sparkles of happy and luck!! Thank you once more!! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･���

[sierrabinondo]

woodland creatures tour - day 7 (greensboro)

normally i feel very weird about sleeping over people’s houses, just in general??? you know what i mean? sometimes you just can’t get comfortable because you’re not in your own bed, not because of where you are or who you’re with. on tour i’m so fucking exhausted and so comfortable with living like i’m a backpacker that it’s all just normal to me. like a brat i located the couch and crawled up onto it while everyone else took an air mattress. i would have slept on an air mattress but we couldn’t fit one lmao. 

i automatically woke up at like 8:30 and couldn’t fall back asleep, so i got up and started getting ready. tour has also made me skilled at being able to freshen up and do my makeup in the crevice of any house, hotel, car, you name it. i try not to make noise but inevitably everyone heard me and slowly woke up one by one. the door was unlocked so i started to pack whatever i could into the van. god, it was so beautiful out. though we were in the south, and the temperature was still pretty high day-to-day, at this moment it just felt like the most beautiful fall weather. we managed to get out of the house at 9:30 am, which we were aiming for. james’ roommate, who was leaving for work, kindly wished us well as we packed up the van to head out. we unfortunately missed james so i shot him a text. 

the day before, taylor and i coordinated a group outing to the greensboro science center, which was a museum, zoo and aquarium all in one. for the price of $12 per person, since we were a group!!! incredible! before heading to greensboro, which would be our shortest drive all of tour (an hour and a half!), we hit starbucks and panera again. when we pulled up to the panera it was in a shopping plaza with people lined up waiting for like... verizon to open???? so bizarre. 

i desperately needed to hunker down and get some work done before we hit the road, for the most part my phone was providing reliable wifi but i had a time sensitive task that needed to be completed. once that was done we hit the road. we arrived to the science center and once pulses. showed up, we headed in. the science center was so sick. we started our trek around the building at like 1, and penguin feeding was at 3:30. but with so much exploring to do, we knew we’d be able to kill two hours and a half easily. 

we started with the zoo portion a

nd saw a lot of cool animals. they had a lot of atypical mammals you don’t always see at zoos. what they DID have was R E D  P A N D A S, and theY WERE AWAKE. back at home we have the cape may zoo which is soooooo sick, i love going there, but their red pandas are always sleeping. i literally cried because the red pandas at this exhibit were so much closer, and they were romping around their lil home. the one red panda hopped off its perch and CAME TO THE WINDOW TO SAY HELLO IT JUMPED UP RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. i definitely made a fool of myself getting loudly emotional but i didn’t care in the slightest. my entire life was made. we also saw an owl at the barn where the petting zoo was!!!

we were all laughing so fucking hard cracking jokes at every exhibit. it felt like an adult school field trip hahaha. i was having so much fun. it was nice to enjoy something together and not be stuck in a van in a rush to get somewhere. the outdoor area tuckered us out pretty badly from being in the heat, so it was nice to get back inside to go check out the aquarium in the air-conditioned building. the aquarium was pretty sick, there was a tank that was home to the biggest octopus i have ever seen in person. i was most interested in the otters and penguins, to be honest. we also hit the touch tank which was sick, except i had to soak my entire fucking arm just to maybe get a crumb of attention from a sting ray. they were swimming everywhere but where i planted myself. 

after going through the aquarium, we still had some time to kill before the penguin feeding at 3:30 pm. we hit the gift shop, where they had red panda and barn owl plushes. what a coincidence, both our tour mascots!! i’m a sucker for stuffed animals so of course i bought one. taylor bought an owl for pulses. so now we both had FRIENDS to represent our bands. we went downstairs to go check out the snakes and lizards. not as exciting for me, but still sick. we were going to hit the museum part finally, but it was 3:20 so we figured might as well head over to the penguins. it was worth the wait. there was a penguin named gojira haha

it turned out that there was enough time for us to get food together before the show. jaime found a restaurant named pastabilities, it was a sit-down but you could make your own pasta dish chipotle-style???? so i got chickpea pasta with chicken, sundried tomatoes, spinach and mushrooms. sooooooooooooooooooo good. i wasn’t going to get pasta because i was going to try to be a healthy guy but ugh what the fuck ever. i love pasta. i’m not going to rob myself of pasta opportunities!!!! we had another really wonderful meal together as a tour package. i guess because we were the biggest group and you could hear us talking loudly about tour the staff figured out we were musicians. the manager came over and started asking who played what haha. 

after a delicious early dinner, we drove to our hotel for check-in so that we could drop our personal bags. pulses. followed us because they were just driving home after the show later, and waited in the parking lot until they could head to the venue. i forget the name of the hotel we stayed at but the people in there were super suspect, and projecting those vibes FOR sure. taylor said she thinks she saw a guy walking around with a burner phone as a car was slowly driving in circles around the parking lot. i’m like great, last thing we need is another scary motel. our stuff ended up being fine though, it was one of the better spots we stayed at. 

pulses. awaited us at the venue and we arrived a little after load-in started. it was super quiet when we showed up, we set up quickly and waited around. the house we played, ice house, was huge. so much more massive than houses in new brunswick where students in jersey host shows, mostly. there was so much room to move around and sit, it was nice. at first it seemed like not many people were inside, but then you go outside and there’s DOZENS of kids hanging out drinking. eventually more and more people came inside to watch the bands too. glow and terms x conditions were great! 

for all of us, it had been a weird afternoon, but we did our best to be positive and just rip our set(s) as best as we could. and the change in attitude paid off! both our bands received awesome crowd response from the people who attended. it was awesome to see people jamming out and genuinely having a good time. also uh a fight broke out during our set??? insane. there was a kid trying to take down everyone, like just to the ground lmao, and when he tried to do it to david he put in a chokehold. and david grabbed his arm and was just like, STOP. i made everyone stop playing until we sorted out that everything was all right. i had to play without my in-ears which sucked, in the past i have always struggled and tired myself out trying to sing loud enough over the monitors. so i just tried to listen carefully, sing carefully and trust myself. and joe said i hit some like bananas note during synapse that i haven’t been able to do since?? i remember going for it and it was fine, idk maybe it was actually BAD, but i will never know now haha. 

we didn’t sell merch, nor make a lot of money, but i think what counts as a successful show is when people receive you super well. leaving a positive first impression on somebody as a band is so important to me because that person could potentially go on to listen to us for a long time. i will say though, it’s important to try to help touring bands make money if you can, like legit anything. i know we’re small guys and we’re not worth much, but we travel so far from home. and this is the ONE time of year that we actually do need money to operate. i’ve run into people who don’t believe in this, or don’t understand. i guess it won’t be possible to make those people understand until it happens to them. it’s why we can only tour on vacation time and even then we deplete our funds. 

we sweat our fucking asses off playing the house because it had no AC, so nothing could feel more refreshing than loading out during a rainstorm. i wasn’t even mad that it was raining. it felt so amazing. normally i bug out during crazy storms, but the thunderstorm was lighting up the sky in an incredible display. it continued as we said our goodbyes to pulses. before they headed back to virginia late, and we made our way to sheetz for post-gig eats. i wasn’t going to pig out but i was feeling the munchies. sheetz doesn’t really have anything wawa doesn’t have except for the tacos, so i got some hard shell tacos that were absolutely banging. also wonderful, they had my favorite flavor of bon & viv (black cherry rosemary) so i grabbed that too. eating tacos and drinking late was NOT a smart move the night before we played our last show on tour, but boy did it feel like a nice TREAT after playing a fantastic show. 

[sebongie-loves]

soulmate!wonwoo

enjoy! < 3 

everytime you think of something, in your mind, it’s not your voice but your soulmate’s

at first, you don’t really realize it

until you turned 5 and realized the voice in your head is a boy’s voice

but you didn’t even care that much about your soulmate like “let the time comes, it will come anyway why worry about it”

wonwoo in the other hand is always curious

why he got this kind of sign? how can he meet his soulmate? all he knew is their voice

but again, since they were a little, they didn’t really care about it

as they grew and hit puberty

wonwoo’s voice drastically changed 

it’s the lowest, deepest voice ever

it all started with a raspy voice

so you think ‘ah he must be sick, maybe in a couple day his voice would turn normal’

and and and bAM 

oh boy you have no idea how wrong you are 

the next day you woke up and when you first thought to yourself something like ‘ah i don’t want to wake up’

make you wake up in a second and in cONFUSION

HOW

‘I THOUGHT IT WAS MY DAD G O D D A M N I T’

you love it though?

like you often sing in your head hey i can do it if yall can’t try it

and it gives you the most giddy feelings

you were a teenager so you tried those cheesy lines 

‘i miss you i love you you’re beautiful’

and almost fainted : )

wonwoo in the other side

he likes, no, loves to read

especially when it feels like you’re the one who’s reading it for him

he is head over heels for your voice and dying to listen to it in real life, coming from your own lips

he wrote the changes in your voice

being a caring person he is, ofc he’d be worried when you catched a cold but hates himself for cannot be helpful because he knows nothing about you

wonwoo honestly more eager to meet you than you meeting him

the guy has a dream, which is being a singer

he loves to sing 

and he puts you as his consideration

maybe you two will meet easier 

maybe you will recognize his voice and contacted him first

his mind is almost full of it so he does an audition

he got casted, put in a group, and debuted as a rapper 

everytime he got songs to memorize he’s secretly excited about it like ‘yes i’m gonna read this in my soulmate’s voice!!!”

but there is not a single sign of you contacted him which got him feeling anxious and frustated

especially when minghao, jun, and scoups met their soulmate

wonwoo tried to act all calm but deep insde he’s freaking up

when hansol who is younger than him found his soulmate he is like

“yEAH SURE F THIS IMMA PLAY MY GAME”

which turns out the best decision he’s ever did in his life

you got into a game

time spent for the game? uncountable

you play it during your free time, when you’re supposed to do something or sleep

normally, you don’t even play that much games but this one

it’s SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fun

at first you played using offline mode but one day

the discovery of online mode makes you even crazier

you woke up at night just to talk with your internet game friends 

you and wonwoo met in that game

wonwoo usually doesn’t talk much during playing with stranger 

but since he is frustated about the soulmate thingy 

frustation took over his usually calm manners with stranger 

so he acted like he knew this stranger for quite along time

you in the other hand also don’t talk much but when you hear wonwoo’s whiny annoyed frustated voice you almost dropped your controller

you stay quite for a couple minutes 

“HEY I AM DYING HERE”

“I THINK YOU’RE MY SOULMATE AND RN I’M DYING”

wonwoo dropping the whole game thingy hE DOESNOT CARE ANYMORE

you two lost and moved to skype lMAO

“what’s your name?”

“y/n”

“y/n, explain to me how in the world you never found out about me do you ever listen to kpop like seriously geez we’re not that big but i’m sure at least we have one or two famous songs”

“WHAT”

“i’m wonwoo from a group named seventeen”

“MY SOULMATE IS A KPOP IDOL?”

google, being your good friend, assist you on finding out about wonwoo

he’s handsome, tall and that’s his voice singing and rapping..

the voice you always imagine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! ! ! ! ! 

okay so now you know everything about him and what does he know about you?

only your name : )

but it doesn’t take really much time to open up

wonwoo makes you feel like home

like, when you move places and you finally find the ‘right’ one

that’s him

when you feel low, he always say something like

“think something positive!! it’s in my voice, you can say stupid things if you wanted to!!”

the most frustating thing is 

you two knew each other pretty well, endless voice calls and video calls but the tattoo you expected to got doesn’t appear

so you thought to yourself

it must be a myth 

UNTIL ONE DAY 

junhui appears on one of your video calls and you accidentally sees his tattoo

you freaked out

“wONWOO THE TATTOO IS THE REAL DEAL”

“IT IS HOW COME YOU DON’T KNOW”

“WELL I KNOW YOU BUT IT DOES NOT APPEAR?”

“WE NEED TO MEET TO GET THE TATTOO”

“....................................oh”

you calmed down for a second and rethink about everything

“i’m booking a ticket to south korea now”

“y/n cALM DOWN FOR YOUR OWN SAKE PLS”

what can you do you bought it already so now wonwoo is feeling guilty that his soulmate buying their own expensive ticket 

but you’re like

“lol it’s fine just find me  a place to stay and foods”

he picks you up at the airport

he teared up and like hugs you as he ran 

“FINALLY”

“YES FINALLY”

and so, the tattoo finally appears

and you cried “oH MY GOD THE TATTOO APPEARS BUT I SWEAR I AM HAPPIER TO SEE YOU”

the way he hugs you is the reason why the press found out and stuffs

good thing the members know, but here’s a thing

wonwoo’s parents don’t know??????????????!?!?!?! 

as soon as the articles are released, his parents called and asked him to bring you home

understandable tho considering he is pretty closed 

but you two are so close just like there’s a tie between you two 

which there is and it is the red thread of fate.

thank you for reading!!!

[ichoiheedong]

RIDE ME  [BTS JUNGKOOK]pt.17

bts member : jungkook x reader

Genre: angst /smut

rated mature :  but not in all the chapters

summary : if you want to and if you don’t want to, things are bound to happen and you broke the rules and run away only to find your self in a lion’s Den , jungkook a man who has every thing; power wealth and fame all together to burn your heart and existence if you moved away, in a land full of horses what could happen between both of you ,two young persons who meant to share the same dream  !

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thank you sooooooooooooooooooo much for 1K FOLLOWERS ; i feel so happy 

Are you feeling okay now " jimin asked as he stepped closer to Bel's bed

"yes sir thank you and i'm so sorry it shouldn't happen , but the bare accidentally dropped and it hit my feet

" please don't be like this we all know it's an accident thanks god you're okay now please rest well

" how was the show does every thing turned on like we planned

" sure jungkook did great but i heard all the guests and spectators talking non stop about y/N she did great too so don't worry "

" i need to re-watch the record then "

"sure but when you are better now you should rest

"does sir jungkook have a clue about what happened , i think he was clear about his wife not participating as he said she needed to rest , i hope he didn't mind her filling my place "

"don't worry jungkook knows about this he is with our family member

thanks god we don't have a lot of people around us tonight jimin added and he excused his self to go out

he came back immediately when Suran told him that you woke up and you couldn't held tears hearing hat jungkook left you alone

he sighed making his way to the living room where his father and his auntie " kook's mother and his mom were all sitting talking

jungkook also was there and as he saw jimin coming he rushed towards him

"guys aren't we having dinner together before i left ? jungkook 's mom said and her son turned

" sure mom "

"great then i will go see what we should prepare for dinner " hae yon added as made her way to the first floor

where is y/N jungkook ? isn't she excited to see me i didn't meet her yet

the man fist clinched as he tried to look calm

"dad y/N is resting because she was so stressed about her show and jungkook took her to her room to rest

"but she did great she should be happy "

"sure she will have dinner with us so you both will talk a lot

"great ,son i will go to have a rest too

"sure dad let me help you

jungkook grinned seeing the two men interaction he remembered his dear dad , but as soon as he remembered what happen today he felt nausea again

jimin quickly came back

"why the heck did you leave the clinic , you know y/N will ask about you firstly

" i needed to be here ,or you want them to know what the fuck did happened with her

" i don't understand how crazy my sister is "

"i do because i know how much you are when it comes to break rules jungkook mumbled as he looked over jimin towards the outside

jimin sighed " i know it's hard but what happened just happened so please go back to bring her home the doctor said she could be home this night because you could assist her

" but y/N already knows the way home so do you jimin , she better be here in few hours or your dad will found out about this and i think she will never like the idea

jungkook left the man astonished standing there towards his office

jimin couldn't believe he was talking to jungkook the man who was blindly in love with you

but he couldn't waist time he immediately rushed out the place

-

baby " Suran said as she spotted her husband coming towards her , jimin brushed his hair grinning as he picked her lips

"she is sleeping finally " we had hard time calming her , poor she , she cried rivers !oh my god losing a baby is horrible "

" we need to be home before dinner , no one there had a clue expect my mom i told her so she could make sure every thing will go normal

" my mother in low is unique she said praising her as jimin faintly chuckled

both slowly opened the door to see you laying on your side looking towards the trees outside

y/N jimin hissed and you didn't even answer he wasn't jungkook he didn't smell like him you felt hot tears burning your eyes and slowly made its way soaking your bed sheets

" baby please he whispered ,it's me jimin y/N ah c'mon be stronger it's not like this is  the end and please don't worry jungkook is fine he needed to stick into the ranch so no one could find out that you're here , do you want dad to get worried when you know how much sick he is now

you looked up shaking your head

" i lost my baby jimin , i killed him my self do you get this

suran quickly approached you too " no please don't say this abortion is so commune in the first term and it happened so what ! just recover and you could make an other baby

" i don't deserve it , god already gifted me and i didn't keep it safe i don't know how crazy was i , jungkook will never forgive me guys , he was so happy.. i broke his heart

you cried and jimin got you into his arms  

" you both will talk about this later now we need to go home please y/N try to be strong at least for tonight

and it was you forced your self to put a smile on your face as you stepped in the living room , jimin was supporting you

you didn't look that much pale as Suran used her make up to cover that and it worked specially the peachy blush she used for your cheeks

you greeted your mother in low and your dad  but you didn't see jungkook around

jimin's mother helped you a lot , she secretly prepared a big comfortable pillow and a fluffy cute blanket for you to use when you were sitting in the living room as Elsa made you a hot drink

your body was in control despite of the pain on your pelvis that you could bare of course , it was all okay expect not seeing jungkook face

it was killing you and you got scared you would cry in front of your dad later if he came to have dinner too

all of them were talking about the show and no one really payed attention to you as jimin was trying hard to make smooth conversation specially him and his bride were talking about their honey moon trip and the places the too of them went to.

good evening the voice of the coming man froze your hand as you squeezed on the mug , gulping panicking you wanted to hide before his eyes met yours and you could tear up

you prayed he will directly headed to the dinning table where all of them already were going , as jimin secretly helped you to come along

jungkook was quiet he just had his dinner as jmin kept talking and thanks god he was a sweetheart so every one was enjoying his topic

you didn't dare to even look up as you tried hard to keep your spoon steady  in your shivering hand ,

" y/N ah my dear you were great today , actually guys i'm so proud of you , you and jungkook are making it to the top every day and i want to make a big party in Seoul for you dears , a lot of friends are whiling to meet you and talk to you y/N ah i know i wasn't that kind of mothers in law who would be always here but honestly i do believe in my son he will really take care of you as he did to our company all this time

your dad nodded , he agree to  her speech as he looked at jungkook then at you

you were looking down and they thought you were blushing , but in reality it was your way to hide how much you wanted to burst in crying and let out what you held into your chest

"thank you so much for join us today it was fun , jimin i will talk to you tomorrow properly i know you need to rest now ,you and Suran

"sure bro , just let's have our morning coffee together  "

"excuse me then i have a lot of work and calls to do " he said and rushed out

you didn't eat any thing as you pleaded jimin to help you go out too ,

" dad do you want to drink some tea in the garden , it's really nice at night and it's warm today you too auntie

" great idea call your mother then let's all seat there

" emm i really want to join but i feel tired because today was too busy for me and i want to rest " you let out and they nodded wishing you  sweet dreams

you slowly walked towards the room , gripping the wall, as your hand turned the knob you came in slowly but at the same time you    wanted to end this nightmare

the place was dark and it means jungkook was still in his office , you walked towards the bed grinning as you saw your medicine and the bed ready for you , jimin's mom she is so kind and caring

you laid down after you changed your clothes and made your self comfortable , as you rolled into bed time flow so slow and you couldn't sleep , even you were still under the effect of the medicine you took in the clinic room ,

you sighed looking at the ceiling then uncontrollably touched your belly , squeezing gently ,

"i'm so sorry you mumbled fighting tears , you closed your eyes breathing heavily when out of blue you saw a shadow coming closer

breath hitched you looked to his direction and it was him , there next to your bed stood jungkook , eyes red it seemed like he would explode he approached a flame or a heat you felt how much he did pretend that he was calm while he wanted to break every thing around him

" you're happy now " his voice came straight like a knife digging inside your heart and you adjust your frame in the bed sitting up

" i'm so sorry jungkook , i didn't have a better option "

" i told you countless time , i hate it when some one exceed my rules i hate it when some one just do the thing i hate and you did pissing me off to death

" i couldn't risk ruining the show , your ranch is always in the top and it had to stay there , "

"non sense bullshit ! you are just a loser y/N , you will never achieve your dreams you know why because you don't know how to act smart in troubles

it was the second knife for tonight , and it was enough to push you to the edge of crying

" you just ignored that your life was in danger and jumped to continue the show , something we do to please people when we are in good mood when we feel happy we don't enjoy making this if one of us is in danger but you just forgot that and kill.. he stopped gritting on his teeth as your breath hitched

you just ended every thing before it happen fuck it he deadly said still looking at you with the same furious way

you couldn't answer as the lamp on your throat became bigger

" i'm so sorry jungkook you said but he just backed up going to the dressing then storming out the room and you just figure out it was the beginning of a hard chapter in your married life

-

a week!!!!! your eyes widened as suran came in informing you that Jungkook left to Seoul for a week

last night he was angry and you couldn't talk properly , he already know you were out of an abortion and he left you !! you bit your lips

" don't worry i asked jimin to stay here for few days before coming to Seoul , i'm so sorry y/N i need to go this evening you know i have work to do specially that i was in a long vocation because of my marriage and honey moon

" it's really ok i have to apologize , i made your day hell yesterday , and please take your husband along i 'm fine all what the doctor said is that i have to stay in my bed  and eat healthy so i can be ok in few days there is no need for my brother to stick in here

she frowned but you reassured here and she finally accepted

you grinned they still newly weds and they need each other , you couldn't separate them

-

one week turned to be ten days as jungkook was still in Seoul , you missed him a lot you missed his warm body next to you , you even couldn't sleep without wearing one of his hoodies or shirt his scent was what you were wiling for , you wanted to hug him let him know how hard you will try to be a good wife for him , he didn't ask for a lot he just wanted you to be careful , he just wanted to protect you

you spent the days walking around the garden it was magically affecting you as every now kind of roses you saw mesmerized you

you came here in fall so it was your first spring to spend here ,

you visited the stable every day checking the horses and went to check Bel , he was so sorry but you reassured him wishing him to recover soon

every thing in the ranch was going well just like jungkook was here , he honestly affected every one as he was a hard worker so they all took of his good so even he was absent things were going on on point

you were fine , your body was fine never your soul

it was true that the physic pain disappear but every time you smell jungkook scent crying hit you like a tuck

you missed him , it was too much already

the night came after you watched the sun set from your balcony , you were sitting there for hours reading and checking your phone seeing some news and of course reading the electronic press  talking about the show and you saw the great picture some journalists uploaded for you and jungkook

one caught your attention and hell it was when you were wishing him good luck picking his cheek the photo was so sweet and the comments too

"gosh , she is so lucky

" jjk is so hot

" park y/N & jeon jungkook "

" nice couple , matching clothes

love goals

" they did great together

you turned off your ipad and got inside to take a shower , if he didn't come tomorrow you 're going to Seoul

-

jungkook exit the company finally going back home he was exhausted doing all this work in a short of time

he needed to relax and have his normal routine again , his mother ID popped in his phone screen and he picked up

" i'm in my way home mom what's up

" jungkook you don't need to send your driver y/N just arrived i'm telling her about the party we're running tomorrow so hurry up i'm sure you missed her

jungkook mumbled hanging up , he did yeah he fucking did !

-

y/N the dinner is ready you must be hungry , jungkook on the way home we will wait him

the maids sounds cracking their heels and went to greet the young master was enough for you to send chills to your spine

jungkook was finally here he was wearing a suit and as he took off his jacket holding it in his right hand as he tossed his left hand on his pocket he stepped towards you

his mother was on the couch while you sat next to her

you panicked as you thought he will coldly greet you but your eyes grew bigger when he took your hand and dragged you into a hug

" you must miss her a lot kook his mother said chuckling as he picked your cheek  

" c'mon let's have dinner and i will leave you guys alone

and you all gathered around to have some food and then his mother excused her self to go get ready for her date with some of her friends

you followed jungkook to his room and closed the door he remains silent ignoring you as you took the coach sitting there as you saw him exiting the shower you stood up stopping him as he looked at you coldly

"so you started looking a him " aren't we going to talk jungkook , how dare you leaving me without even telling me and now you're behaving like i don't exist

" move aside y/N , i really don't want us to talk i already said what i wanted

" what you wanted , but you didn't listen to me and that's what you will do now

it's ok i understand how much you're hurt but i am too, and i's so sorry i can't do any thing about it now, i tried my best to keep it but it's gone and i'm hurt too so please jungkook don't make it harder for me " you said as your hand rested on his chest , he was breathing soundly and it couldn't be that he was quiet ,you know he was trying to calm down

" y/N move away "

"what if i don't " you said still chocked how brave you were acting

but the second jungkook gripped your arms and dag your body harshly on the wall you felt your heart skipped some beats

he was like a monster hovering around you , you looked at him fears on your eyes as he leaned closer and closer til your nose brushed

he held your hands tightly to the wall as he dropped his lips on yours kissing you harshly , his kiss was so rough and needy you couldn't believe he was your husband the way he gripped you , the way he breathed and he bit on your lower lip it hurts

you groaned into his lips and he backed up eyes shut and his grip loosened , you slowly opened your eyes still looking down when you saw his fist directly hitting the wall next to your head , it dag on the wall leaving an obvious mark there , you froze there feeling your feet incapable to hold you more so you just  dropped down slowly until you seat on the floor , while jungkook left the room to only he knows where

you couldn't sleep that night as you couldn't stop crying , is it the end already, does he hate you now ?or he will just drop it on day a lot of questions were killing you but you just hugged your self and tried to have some sleep

his bed was full of his scent so you just hugged his pillow and slept soundly fears filling your heart

-

next day you went to shopping with your mother in law , you were running out of time because you didn't get ready for the party so she took you to choose a dress

she said you have to be beautiful because you and jungkook will be the honorable couple you grinned to her but your mind was just thinking of how will this night pass as you and jungkook barely talk let's say never talk since last night fight

you walked around the boutiques going here and there but nothing caught your attention , any way you weren't going to enjoy the party so why bother choosing a dress jeans were enough for you , the idea was devilishly popping into your mind as you know it could piss jungkook off but no way when it come to your mother in law she was so sweet to you

you sighed finally going into one of the boutiques

the seller guided you to the show room where the have party dresses and you made a walk around as your eyes caught a red dress , Cinderella dress it had a round gown with a delicate bronze belt around the waist the top was also attractive as the  fabric of  The upper part was divided into two halves from the upper abdomen to the neck showing the breast valley , it was so sexy yet class and it was a good weapon

you smirked pointing to the dress as you headed to the fitting room to try it and as you came out your mother in law gasped clapping as she praised you

" you're so pretty jungkook will drool tonight

you blushed and continued to choose your heels and clutch so the look will be done

by the night you were alone in jungkook's room he just came in took one of his tuxedo telling you to get ready at nine  and rushed out  

you were by your self ,you showered and styled your hair deciding to make  a hair bun you wore  a bracelet and earrings with the same bronze shade and you slipped on your red dress and sprayed some of your  Carolina Herrera's fragrance

it was nine finally and you came out the room heading to the hall where your husband was , jungkook was looking from the balcony straying away

you cleared your throat and he turned to you , he was like usual handsome and hot his hair was styled back and his orbs were sparking

you nodded " i'm ready you said stepping towards him

he didn't say any thing , just looking at you for so long before he leaded the way out the mansion

all the way there you both were silent you chose to look out to the people on the street as he drove towards the party location ,and then the car stopped

jungkook came opening the door and you stepped out holding your dress like one of the nineteen century princess as he held your waist

you shivered as he did but you knew already it was for his appearance and you just shrugged it off

jungkook needed to pay ignoring you tonight and you will make sure he will

all the guests stopped talking or sipping their drinks when you two stepped in  

"she is stunning , Mr jeon is a lucky man

" i heard she is talented in riding horses as well , lucky them

" look at her dress !!

jungkook greeted some elders and you did too ,both walking around until you found your lovely brother , he was sweetly holding his wife as they swayed gently enjoying the music rhythm playing on the back round

" oh my god sister you look stunning jimin let out hugging you as jungkook excused his self to go greet some people and you just find your self a lonely butterfly who kept  flying from circle to an other greeting them hearing their compliment and showing gratitude

jungkook was looking into a serious conversation when his mother appeared next to you

" my son can't enjoy his night , i made this party for him to go out and shrug off all the stress of work and look he is talking to one of our partner "she shook your head nodding

"excuse me mom i will grab a drink and come back

you stepped towards the buffet and you took a plate deciding to eat some food instead of drinking it was too early to get drunk

" i see you alone tonight any company Miss ? "

you turned and your eyes met the tall young man

" oh good evening ,

"i'm sorry i didn't introduce my self , "i'm kim sohyun , BMK CEO

" oh hi you mean you're Mr Kim son because i heard he retired lately  ,"

"yeah exactly and of course you're park y/N "

" jeon y/N actually "

"but i don't have to call you that as i'm not seeing him around , isn't too bad to let you alone

you chuckled he got a bright smile

" actually my husband is talking to some partners

" i see , but i can took this wonderful chance and have a conversation with you

"sure let me choose a drink

" yep i will would like some thing ,

"champagne ?

"who doesn't love champagne go for it

you giggled as you took two glasses and gave him one

you walked slowly to one of the table and stood there with him

it felt natural , god how  smooth his was , his smile and his talk  

" such a shame i didn't have the chance to meet you before

" yeah sadly , it's because i was studying abroad and i just made it to Soul you know my father business

"yeah i see "

" i saw all the articles in the sport magazine , you look hot when you ride honestly

you blushed hearing him and of course jungkook wasn't that blind to not notice all this sweet interaction

he didn't believe his eyes when he saw sohyun him self talking to you , what the fuck did he came here for!! the man blood boiled soon as he saw him dragging you to the dance floor gently placing his hand on your bare waist

fuck ! jungkook kept looking he couldn't stop the man but he wished he just gulp down his tongue and die so he could walk out this circle and rush to you and he did  just excusing his self as he walked towards you

" you look so gorgeous i saw a lot of women wearing red dresses but i have to admit you're the prettiest

you smiled shyly feeling uneasy , you couldn't act weird as you were into his hands

"thank you so much i appreciate that

" jungkook is lucky "

" i've been always "his voice behind you made both of you stop as sohyun looked up to lock the eyes with him you just smirked turning around gently  watching the cold gaze jungkook was giving to the other man

" hey kook , how have you been "

" great , but can i have my wife now i think you already got to know each other

"sure , i enjoyed her company i really really wonder how could you left her alone

jungkook protectively wrapped your waist and you leaned on him

" c'mon baby let's go

" thank you so much Kim so hyun it was nice meeting you tonight "

" like wise y/N make sure we will meet again he shamelessly added and headed towards some men standing there

-

" i was trying my best to have a peaceful night but you're making it worse than i imagined

" what are you talking about  you said trying to free your self but his grip tightened

" let's say good bye to our guests first

" jungkook you're hurting me , you mumbled feeling his finger digging into your waist

" it's the start he hissed as he did what he said and asked his mom to go first

she smiled to you two and you smiled back even you wanted to stay there tonight his new behavior

"get in the car " he ordered and drove off , he didn't talk neither you but you were worried yet scared

you walked heavily towards the room following jungkook as you thought he will just took his clothes and rushed out he just closed the door shut standing tall looking at you darkly

"what now ! you let out sighing "

"how dare you flirt with him , why him out of all the fucking man there ,? he shouted and you backed up hands dropped as you were taking off your bun

your hair fell on your shoulder as you looked in chock

" he was nice to me and i was lonely every one tonight was expecting to see us together but you just ignore me and go ahead with your work

"so you go flirt with that fucking man

" i just talked to him jungkook if you are that jealous why the hell leave me alone

you said , stepping back as he stepped towards you, you felt your feet hit the bed board so you stopped but your eyes got wide when  he tossed you into the mattress there you fell on your back hair flying and dress covering all the bed side

as jungkook hovered around ,you missed him like that too close to you but the gaze he was giving to you shook your heart

you gulped feeling his hands on your waist suddenly gripping your breast you whimpered

" god jungkook ! you hurt me  

"it will never hurt you the same you did to me he said picking your lips he kissed you roughly but you just kissed him back

" you just enjoy awaking the devil in me and you will pay for that he hissed

and you wanted to cry , you wanted him so bad you missed him but not this way he was so angry and he will just use you to calm down

" jungkook get off me please i don't want this

" what if i do!" he said slipping his hand around your neck loosening your dress knot so it fell in each side of your body revealing your silicone bra

you were technically naked jungkook pressed more his torso into yours dragging you into a kiss but you just tried to stop him

" jungkook you're not in the mood for sex listen to me let's just talk you're hurting me

he ignored you gripping your hands tossing it into the mattress as he kept biting your neck and sucking in your collarbone

with one hand he took off your bra and his dress shirt

your eyes teared up but you couldn't cry feeling his hands touching your body as he unzipped the dress and throw it away on the floor as he spread your legs

he didn't even wait to see if you were wet enough to take him as he pushed him self into you

you whimpered in pain underneath him as he thrust into you he buried his face into your neck so you couldn't see his expression

you couldn't ignore the pleasure he made into you but it was mixed by a lot of pain and hurt the way you sobbed finally letting out all your tears as you gripped his back holding him

your tears were falling and you thought it was them that soak your neck when you heard him sniffle

your heart raced as you felt the hot liquid on your neck  " jungkook ! " you whispered as he suddenly stopped still inside of you

jungkook! you repeated" look at me you hissed forcing his head into your palms so he could look at you

" i'm sorry it was all because i love you , i couldn't bear disappointing you while you gave me every thing i'm sorry i hurt you but i just love you so much to see you upset" you said hugging his head brushing your noses

his breath calmed as you felt his muscles relaxed

" i love you so much love ! he said and you grinned

" i missed you calling me that ,i do miss my jungkook

" i'm sorry i didn't mean to hurt you though but you're so sexy and hot and i can't stop my self from making you scream the whole night he said and you giggled

" so we're good now "

he suddenly pushed inside and you moaned it didn't need a genius to know you're more than perfect for each other .....

some one here save my poor ass it got numb because i wrote this shit for five hours straight  urhgg <<

[littlemissmusiclover-blog]

GETTING BACK TOGETHER | Johnny

ALRIGHT! SOMEONE REQUESTED ME TO DO A JOHNNY VERSION OF THIS ONE. HERE YOU GO. :)

Johnny loves you to bits

even if that meant dissing your sense of fashion lol Johnny’s Fashion Evaluation

“oh my god, you’re gonna wear that to your friend’s party????”

“why? what’s wrong with my outfit?”

Johnny stares at your attractive figure that’s obvious because of the tight fitting of your outfit

“you look like one of those rice-cakes sold in shops”

“it’s such a painful and pitiful sight. 0/10”

“change it”

“I hate it”

“BUT YOU’RE NOT THE ONE WHO’S GONNA ATTEND THE PARTY!”

“But I’m your boyfriend and I’m evaluating your outfit right now. Now go change before I rip that dress off of you.” :>>>>>>>> Johnny,you naughty li’l rascal

but really, you look good in it

he’s just worried that some random guy might start to flirt with you at the party

so he would rather let you look like a potato than this bombshell chic

he’s overprotective of you

he always wants you to be safe that it would get to a point where he wouldn’t leave until he has seen with his own eyes that you have entered through the front door of your house

and no, that doesn’t only apply when he’s with you physically

it applies E V E R Y T I M E

even if he’s away, he’ll Facetime you right after your work/school

because he wants to make sure that you get home safely

you are his baby and he’s yours too

sometimes, the fact that you’re his baby gets a little bit overboard

“come home straight away”

“do not talk to strangers”

“even if it is your ex-boyfriend or your bias from another kpop boy group, do not talk to them”

“why not?”

“because I said so”

“anyway, please eat the food that I brought you today”

“I want you to be healthy”

“Oh you mean the food that TAEYONG cooked this morning?”

“shut up”

HE SAYS I LOVE YOU EVERY 10 MINUTES AND THE MEMBERS TEASE HIM ABOUT THIS BUT HE DOESN’T CARE CUZ HE WUVS U

THE OTHER MEMBERS THINK LIKE: “HOW CAN SHE EVEN STAND HIM?!”

HE’S CLINGY AF

“SHE’S NOT REPLYING! I’M GONNA CALL 000 NOW!” - Johnny

“oh my goodness! you just texted her 5 minutes ago!” *rolls his eyes like bitch why are u so clingy af?* - Jaehyun

And you kind of grew tired of it already

you felt like you’re being suffocated in your relationship with him

you love him but sometimes, you felt that he only loves himself because he always wants you to do what he says

he’s more like a dad/mom/older brother to you than a boyfriend

one time Johnny saw you bidding goodbye to one of your group study mates and the guy was pretty good-looking too but not as good-looking as Johnny

the guy suddenly hugged you

this infuriated Johnny

you saw Johnny’s face as if he’s about to rip the guy’s head off but good thing that the guy already left before he could do that

S I L E N T  C A R   R I D E    B A C K H O M E

OH GIRL HE’LL WRECK YOU ONCE YOU GUYS GET HOME YOU’RE IN BIG TROUBLE

“Did you have fun today?“

“I don’t know. I think I should be asking you that question.”

his face is just… oh god, I hope you get out of his car alive

“Did you have fun with him today?”

“Johnny, he was just my friend from our group study. Calm your shit!”

“Yeah sure! He even hugged you. Sure, he’s just a friend. Just a friend. Fuck no!”

“Johnny, you are my boyfriend!”

“Really? I’m your boyfriend? Then what the hell was that a while ago?”

bruuuuuhhhh….

“Istg, that was nothing!”

“Stop lying to me (y/n)!”

as much as you hate crying, you still cried because he thinks that you’re lying to him even though you’re not

you finally had enough so you face him

“YOU KNOW WHAT?! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU BEING CLINGY AND OVERPROTECTIVE!”

“YOU ALWAYS WANTED ME TO DO WHATEVER YOU SAY!”

“YOU’RE TOO CONTROLLING! I HATE YOU! I HATE THIS RELATIONSHIP!”

“I’M BREAKING UP WITH YOU!”

Johnny was stunned he expected that you guys would just argue but never thought that one of you would decide to break-up

He stepped on the brakes and the car halted to a stop

“Y-You’re joking, right? You can’t break up with me! You promised to love me as long as we live!”

“Baby… please don’t do this”

“I’m sorry if I have been too controlling”

“Just please don’t break up with me!”

you get out of his car while crying and just decided to walk home

on the other hand, Johnny just cried inside his car

he was too hurt to run after you

1 week… 2 weeks… 1 month… 2 months… 3 months… 4 months have passed and both of you still can’t forget what happened

both of you still yearn for each other especially Johnny

he has tried so many times to reach out to you but he just can’t seem to do it because he’s too afraid that he might discover that it’s too late

sometimes, you regret loving someone like Seo Youngho (Johnny)

but then again your life would be colourless and lifeless without him in it

so you go back to loving him again

and it was the best thing that you’ve experienced in your entire life

YOU HEARD A KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR AT 12:30 AM

LIKE WHO TF WOULD COME TO YOUR HOUSE AT 12 FUCKING THIRTY A.M.?

You open the door and see Johnny outside

as soon as you walk towards him, he doesn’t mind bending to your height level and just wraps you in a tight hug

you can tell from his hug that he terribly misses you

it’s so tight that you can’t even breathe

“johnny, let me go i can’t breathe you’re hugging me way too tight”

“sorry” hehehe

he lets you go and goes down on his knees

NOPE HE’S NOT GONNA PROPOSE TO YOU

“i’m sorry for being a bad boyfriend”

“i’m sorry for being too controlling… for being overprotective… for going overboard with things”

“i love you and I truly do that’s why i’m doing my best to protect you and give everything that i think is good for you”

“i didn’t mean to come off as a controlling boyfriend”

“i’m so sorry”

he looks at you with a hurt expression on his face as if he’s telling you that those 4 months have been a torture and it would be great if you guys get back together with each other

it’s the only thing he wants right now at 12:30 a.m.

“Stand up you doofus” and so he did

“First of all, I want you to trust me with my actions. Second, let me wear what I want.”

“But-!”

“LET ME WEAR WHAT I WANT OR ELSE YOU’LL NEVER SEE THIS RICE-CAKE FIGURE AGAIN IN THE BEDROOM.” Oh my Lord girl, you didn’t just say that

He blushes, “Deal.”

You tiptoed and locked lips with him

like his lips just melted on top of yours and it felt soooooOOOoooooOOOOOO goOOOOOOoooood and great

you’re never gonna let him go again

Johnny Seo is yours and you are his… always and forever.

[itismetheperson]

My Top Ten Tips For Instagram Everyone Should Know

I've had instagram for over a year now and just wow. That is actually crazy. I remember when I first got it and it made me sooooo happy. Since then I've grown my account to almost 1.5k and I've started doing collabs with brands which makes me super happy. :) People ask me a lottttt for tips for insta which has made me realize I still haven't done a blog post on it???? Um what???? So today I am collabing with the awesome Grace and we will both be sharing our top ten insta tips. After you read this post make sure to go check out her post over on her blog. :) Related: 7 Things I Have Learned About Instagram So Far 17 Instagram Accounts I'm Loving Right Now

1. Post Good Quality Photos

I know this is so duhhhh and at the top of everyone's tips list but seriously!! I am not saying what pictures you have to post because of course the unique photos makes your account unique but they should be good quality. This means:

-not fuzzy

-you can actually see the main focus of the photo

-it's not dark 

How to help that:

-don't use the front facing camera

-natural lighting is always best

-golden hour is a real thing, photos are soooo good when the sun is setting/coming up

Related: How To Take Awesome Photos With Your Phone

2. Use all of the hashtags

Instagram allows you to post 30 hashtags per post and not using absolutelly alll of those is a waste! Hashtags are one of the best ways for people to find your account. 

tips:

-the more specific the better 

-relevant to the photo and to the audience you want to attract 

-don't make them to long

-always have more words in your caption then hashtags or else it's just annoying 

-put the hashtags in the post itself (not the comments) but at the end of the post 

3. Post Consistently 

You need to actually post more than once a month. If you don't post a lot then it will be a lottt harder to get people to follow you. Plus when you do post they will have already forgotten about you since they followed you like two weeks ago so they will either unfollow or just not be engaged. I would recommend posting every other day more then every day cause I think it's just the right amount of posting consistently but not the spammy amount that might annoy people. 

4. Be Active On Other Peoples Accounts

This and hashtags are basically the main ways to grow your account. Set aside time every day to actually engage with your followers and comment nice things on there posts. When people comment nice things on my posts it makes me sooo happy and definitely makes me want to follow them. 

5. Only Follow Accounts You Enjoy

There are a lot of people that will follow back there followers or do follow for follow and follow/unfollow and hey that works for some people. I personally believe though that you should only follow accounts you reallllllllly enjoy. This makes instagram more fun and makes it so much easier to be active because you genuinely enjoy what's on your feed. 

6. Make Friends

Friends are pretty much the best things in the entire world. They just are!! Making friends on instagram is sooooo essential for both growing your account and also just having fun. If you make a lot of online friends there will always be someone online even at like 3 in the morning when all of your irl friends are asleep because time zonessssss. If you think someone is super cool just reach out to them! Even if they have a bigger following than you I promise they are not as scary as they seem. :) 

Related: 

The Steps Of Becoming Friends With Someone 

How To Easily Make Online Friends 

11 Fun And Easy Things To Do With Friends

A Post About Friends 

7. Make your captions personal

I've noticed that when my captions are talking about my day more then just my new blog post they do sooooooooooooooooooo much better. I never thought people would be interested in my life but they for some reason are????? Your followers want to know you and who you really are! You might have amazing photos but if you don't engage and share, then it basically means nothing.

8. Post On Your Story

This one hundred percent goes with the one above and just being personal with your followers! Especially if you're more of a niche account and share actual facts/tips/something in your posts and less your life it makes it even more essential to use your stories. Share little bits of your life and use all of the cool features like questions and things like that! 

9. Make Your Photos Go Together

I'm not saying necessarily have a super rigid theme and only post one color but to make your feed as a whole, look good. Maybe for you this means taking more photos outside and maybe having kind of a greenish theme or using one filter for all of your posts. Personally I use the filter P5 on VSCO and it gives all of my photos a blue tint and I love it. I would recommend planning out your photos in advance with an app like UMUM to make sure all of the photos work together and everything. 

10. Have A Good Bio + Username + Profile Pic

These are all super important because they are the first thing that people see.

For bio: Share a little bit about you and use that link!! If you have any other social media accounts this is a perfect place to put it.

For username: 

-make it something that kind of shows what kind of posts you have

-easy to remember

-not to long

-either interesting or have your name

Profile pic: 

-of your face

-close up

-bright

-clear  

I really hope that that was helpful to y'all!! If you liked it make sure to also check out Grace and her post! I would super love to follow all of y'all on insta so if you have an account make sure to link it down below! If you don't follow me you can find my account here. Also feel free to share all of your tips in the commmmmmentssss. :) 

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