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230709 seungcheol was life changing
#safe to say that i am NEVER moving on from this particular cheol#i am not the same person i once was#before 230709 cheol happened#my life has been altered forever#seungcheol#scoups#csc#seventeen#svt
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Paramore - All I Wanted (THAT NOTE edition)
Rod Laver Arena, Melbourne, 30th November 2023
#Paramore#hayley williams#all I wanted#me: for the last show of ‘23 they should sing AIW. Hayley: so it’s the last show of 2023… me: *banshee scream*#apologies to my friend who I slapped the shit out of when I realised what was about to happen#my life has been altered forever#i wasn’t even meant to be at this show#I impulse bought tickets from the last minute release on Tuesday#I got to witness 🎵somebody is getting fired🎵 and AIW in the same week#blessed
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Paper Stars✨
#casart#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#shadow and maria#i hc that maria was very creative coz she relied heavily on her imagination and shared her crafts w shadow#and when she struggled on bad days shadow would be there to still her paint brush or fold more stars#2 months until the movie that will alter my life forever#this has been sitting in my drafts shadow and maria my beloveds ;;w;;♡♡
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how long have you been in the utmv fandom
#for me its been since early 2017#a literal permanent brainrot#SIX FUCKING YEARS#i see all my other friends and mutuals jumping from interest to interest over the period of the year#and im sitting in the same puddle of mud i've been sitting in since age fifteen like#🥺guys nooooo come back haha no#fnaf has been a thing for me since 2015 and im still mentally unwell abt freddy fazbear to date#my interests aren't interests they're permanent life altering Guys that live in my brain Forever and i never don't love them
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WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME ABOUT EPIC THE MUSICAL?!?!??!
THIS THING HAS BEEN IN THE MAKING FOR YEARS AND I ONLY LEARN TODAY THAT SOMEONE IS WRITING A MUSICAL ABOUT THE ODYSSEY AND THAT THE SOUNGS FUCKING SLAP!!!!!!??????
#epic the musical#i did not know this existed#i feel like my life has been altered forever#this is so fucking good!!!
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I think I figured out how the Creels relate to the manifestation theory and I hope for the Wheeler's family sake that I'm wrong, but...
#manifestation theory#something something they're a play#something something improving#something something henry's life being forever altered and him being taken by the lab at age 12#something something creel-wheeler parallels#henry's focus on the wheeler's#us seeing just enough of the wheeler's#somehow my mother just knew = virginia#but also karen in season 1#this falls a bit into what aemiron-main has been implying about the wheeler's#so major yikes#ref
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there are no words that can accurately express just how full my heart is with love for edward 'blackbeard' teach and stede bartholomew bonnet xv of barbados. to the brim, and beyond. it transcends the limits of language
#i feel like i'm bursting with love for this entire show and cast and crew#this is really life-changing#i think my brain chemistry has been forever altered
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it has been so long since a game has done this level of irreparable damage to my emotional wellbeing
#yes this is about persona 3 i am no longer the same person i was before this game#it has permanently altered my brain chemistry. reorganized every single molecule in my body#it has fundamentally changed me as a person#ive been doong horribly in school bc i literally canmot focus in class#all i can tjink about is p3 and how quickly i can rush tjroigh assignments so i can go back to my room and play persona all night it#is not healthy i need summer break for a reason and thay is to be able to let out all this energy so i can#function properly in daily life#ivr half a mind to make little digital p3 emote sticker thing doodles so that i can plaster them on my notes#i think if i have a drawing of aigis next to my linear algebra notes i will have more motivation to read them#going to make so many aki ones...#all of this is if i have the time and energy tho. i hate school so much#rambling about stuff#literally been listening to tje p3 soundtrack everyday when i study#its that bad. it really is that bad. i need to start taking school seriously i cannot fail my classes i do not jave tje money to afford rep#ating any classes#also coping w how hesvy the p3 story is compared to the other games ithink... idk man im thriving off of tjr everybody lives no one dies au#and imean i get thay that kinda goes against the whole tjeme of tje game but like. let them be happy ;O;#maxing all my social links bc i love them all so much tjey are bffs forever. sees bffs sees bffs i love sees#im not even that far into my playthrougj yet ive yet to meet aigis but that is coming soon!!!#going to hug her so hard when she finally shows up#ryoji too ;w;#celebrating every mochizuki monday so i actually get out of bed and go to class#fuck linear algebra i might actuslly fail linear algebra i have no clue whats going in linear algebra ryoji mochizuki would never
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I have a Jabitha idea! What about Tabitha falling asleep on Jughead's shoulder (or both of them falling asleep) as the sun rises from them staying up all night reading together?
we've been doing all this late night talking
"Silently, immovably, they saw each other face-to-face–eye-to-eye. Their sous lay naked to the night. It was not lust, it was not love–it was some vaster, mightier thing that needed neither touch of body nor thrill of soul. It was a thought divine, splendid," Jughead reads, looking back at Tabitha and closing the book. "It's really beautiful. Thank you for introducing me, Tabitha."
She nods. "Of course, what are friends for?"
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read here on ao3
#anon asks layla answers#layla writes#jabitha#tabitha tate#jughead jones#jabitha fic#this took me forever im so sry anon life has been a lot and no inspo for a while but i finally found a copy of the comet to read :))#the comet is so jabitha actually its crazy like using that story for jabitha was insane for riverdale and i love it!#got so thick for one of my tumblr prompts that I had to move it over to ao3 that's kinda crazyyyy#also realized i altered the prompt slightttyyy BUT it’s okay because i really like this piece#anon thank you so much for requesting this because im kicking my feet and giggling at the thought of this happening its sooo fluffy
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Just got back from Across the Spiderverse
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what was your number one on wrapped?? the fans need to know
so do i 💗 i transferred my spotify account to a new email and it deleted 2021, 2022, and 2023’s wrapped in the process 😭 which is potentially for the best!
as far as i can tell off scattered screenshots, looks like it may be wurli by dominic fike!
#thank u for the distraction anon it has worked well BDJDHD i’m now invested in trying to figure out why it poofed#every other playlist is there but the wrappeds have wrapped themselves up in their snowsuits and headed tf out#which is okay <33#current on repeat has stick season by noah kahan on top which is. accurate#i think i’ve been listening to the we’ll all be here forever deluxe edition on loop for a little over two months now#partially bc of the life-altering (for the better i feel like? i feel insane but like it’s making me more sane on the whole) heartbreak#and mostly because my little sister recommended it to me and after listening to youre gonna go far kid attaching it to her and then sobbing#every time it comes on because i adore her and truly knkw she’s going to go so far and do so much good like she already has#ty for asking!! it’s a nice feeling to be asked like. stuff#quite an incoherent way of putting it but yk. ty anon#🍊 nonnie
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took a non-expired adderall for the first time and dude! is this how you guys function? has this been the neurotypical experience The Whole Time???
#kinda felt like god when i rolled up to the office tho#can’t wait to crash OUT for a nap later#personal#bird noises#swagrising#honestly tho my experience has not been as life-altering as i thought being on a huge stimulant would be#i feel like i’m able to really follow a rabbit hole instead of getting distracted by other stuff#idk i really want a prescription if i’m doing 8 hours a day every day forever
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I would just like to say since this is a thing right now.
The aromantic community has opened my eyes to so many different things. I'm alloromantic 100% but man, the aromantic community has done so much for me.
I will always be an ally to my aro siblings. They helped me realize that relationships are not black and white. Relationships are not just romantic and nonromantic.
I have learned that love exists in so many forms. Love takes shape in so many different ways and people. How I experience relationships from my romantic ones to my friendships to my family to my hobbies to communities to the world around me has been forever changed thanks to the aro community.
I've started blurring the lines (in healthy and responsible ways so yk not romantic with my family) between relationships. I've started to be more open and don't limit how I display affection to certain "love types". If I want to make out and go on dates with my best friends I do. If I'm not in the mood to cuddle and be all kissy with a partner I just play a game with them or something.
I'm telling my friends and family "I love you" more. I say that I love things like art and nature more. I call my partners my good/cherished/best/beloved/etc. friends.
I have platonic partners and I'm open to the idea of alterous partners too. The aromantic community has given me language for feelings that I as an alloromantic DO IN FACT experience while also experiencing a romantic attraction.
The aromantic community is beautiful and I will ALWAYS fight with them. They have redefined how I view my orientation and relationships as a whole.
Admittedly, there's still a lot I don't know about being aromantic but you can put your life on me being that stupid himbo ally to them.
AROMANTICS ARE QUEER! THEY ALWAYS WILL BE!
-Mica
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WHAT THE FUCK.
#THE TRAJECTORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE HAS BEEN ALTERED FOREVER.#ignore that it took me 4 hours to watch a 2 hour movie. i like my breaks.#WAHT.
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So on one hand I am not going crazy (yay!) because I was right and there is something wrong going on in my brain right now (fuck!)
#when your psychology prof who has been a practitioner for 20 years tells you you need to get something checked#it puts things in a bit of a different light#looks back at the post I made on Tuesday about my mind deteriorating#oh………… oh boy#it’s not anything incredibly serious I just very much definitely have long Covid and my brain like. isn’t working#it isn’t#fun example I got this week: the essay I worked on for 3 weeks about the film trainspotters (which is abt heroin) I wrote about cocaine!#and did all this research on cocaine! despite HEARING. THE WORD HEROIN. 50 TIMES#also my tests went from 95% to 70%. which isn’t like… it’s not bad but. like. that’s a sign#so basically my mind just isn’t working. and information doesn’t stick or gets jumbled#I… am so scared this won’t go away though. what if I’m like this forever now#:))))))))#not me rawdogging life never having drunk alcohol or caffeine or taking any mind altering drugs because I have a fear of losing grasp of my#mind#only to fuckin…….. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#BRUH#what are the odds. things keep coming at me and I
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summary: in which jungkook’s new lip piercing makes you want to cry, and he can’t live without you.
> established relationship, fluff / word count: 1.4k
> warnings: mention of or*l (f. receiving)
> in which masterlist!
note: heh surprise :D my impulsive, jungkook lover brain couldn’t resist so here’s a little something 🥲
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“why are you looking at me like that?” jungkook nervously asks as the excited beam lighting him up gradually fades. “do you not like it?”
you remain speechless with an unreadable expression written on your face. dumbly staring at the lower right corner of his lips, it is adorned with yet another piercing that makes your boyfriend appear more enchantingly attractive in your eyes — which are, by the way, currently blurry and dazed. your brain is still fuzzy around the edges, short circuiting the longer you observe the silver stud.
it infuriates you, almost, how he still manages to effortlessly drive you crazier for him five years later.
it’s extremely rare for you to fall asleep before 10pm, and to be frank, you hate him for waking you up because you know you won’t be able to go back to sleep until 3am no matter how tired you are. and you’re still not quite certain if you’ve already registered that your consciousness has been rudely pulled back into reality; because then again, you’ve always been obsessed with his lip ring, maybe unhealthily so, and it wouldn’t be a stretch to assume that you’d dream of him surprising you with a new piercing just beside it.
however, there is a particular reason that holds you back from strongly wishing for that to come true.
“but you loved the ring, even the eyebrow ones… did i pick an ugly placement this time?” he wonders out loud with a frown, confused that his surprise didn’t receive the type of reaction he expected.
when he tries hard enough, he can picture them vivid enough to draw from memory… your eyes glittering with awe and adoration each time he presented himself with a new piercing or tattoo. you, showering him with love and praises that erased every ounce of anxiety he had about his life-altering decisions that usually came in the aftermath. what others would call impulsiveness, you named his fearless self-expression.
“ow- ouch- baby! what the hell? what was that for?”
with doe eyes struck by headlights, he gapes at you in surprise as he rubs his poor shoulder that was slapped without warning.
“why did you get it there? we’re not allowed to make out again until it’s healed!” you pettily complain with a drawn-out whine, knees bumping against his thighs as you bounce your crossed legs in bitter vexation.
“oh, shit.”
in real time, you witness the realization comically dawn on jungkook’s face, flabbergasted that in the thick haze of his excitement, he forgot about this excruciating restriction during the extended healing process. in his defense, it’s been forever since he got his first lip piercing.
oh, he’s in so much trouble.
he stares back at you, frozen and unblinking as he slowly speaks with a guilty wince. “ahh, you’re right… i must be out of my mind… i can’t eat you out, too… fuck, how did i survive this back then?”
the genuine innocence lacing his voice only fuels your urge to curl into a ball and cry in frustration. yearning for his touch while he’s not physically present is one thing, but this is much, much worse.
“stop talking.” you glare at him, angry eyebrows contrasting the puffiness of your face caused by sleep.
“you’re so adorable.” the endearing sight elicits a breathy chuckle from him, followed by a small whimper triggered by the pain that spreads on the lower part of his face immediately after. he brushes it off without care, muttering quietly- “come here.”
he carefully guides you to sit on his lap, sinking further into the soft mattress with your weight added on top of him. and for tonight, you allow him to manhandle you as he likes, not having the energy to jokingly pretend to argue with him. you wrap your arms around his neck to pull yourself closer to him, only realizing how much you’ve missed him now that you’re skin-to-skin.
“don’t be upset, baby. i’m sorry.” he sweetly coaxes you into a better mood. “i will make it up to you after. i promise. i always do, right?”
with drowsy eyes still trained on the new jewelry that shines from the light of the night lamp, you sniffle and pout at him.
“and we can still do this, remember?”
the world becomes still and quiet, and the oxygen gets trapped in your lungs when jungkook holds your face in between his warm hands, crossing the short distance between you. your eyelids slowly flutter shut, lashes kissing your cheeks as his lips softly brush against yours. languid and tender, slightly sticky from your sleeping mask that smells like candy. he ends the blissful moment too soon with a gentle pucker of his lips, leaving you with a simple peck that will haunt your mind for the weeks to come, as if you’re a teenager who just had their first kiss in the middle of the dance floor.
“hmm, see, baby? not bad?” he says quietly, pads of his thumbs tenderly stroking the apple of your cheeks.
jungkook is too persuasive for his own good. the memories of you suffering last time are clouded with the new sweet memory he just orchestrated, and you’re almost convinced that it truly might not be that bad after all.
“but we need to be veeery careful like that for now, understand? so it’ll stop hurting and heal fast.”
and just like that, you’re a little more awake.
“does it hurt a lot? did you bleed a lot?”
hearing him say that he’s in pain made you worriedly react within a split second. his heart melts, and then breaks into two as he gathers all the self-control in his body not to pepper your face with kisses like he usually does.
“the piercer was good and quick, i didn’t feel a thing. but i’m definitely feeling something now.” he shakes his head, uttering the last sentence humorously.
“of course, it hurts now. you won’t stop moving… let me see.” you scold him with a roll of your eyes, slightly turning his head by the back of his ear to have a better view of the swollen flesh around the piercing.
“how is it doing?” he inquires after a few beats, curious and impatient with your silence.
and that’s when he sees that look on your face, the glittering eyes he was anticipating to meet since he finished his appointment the morning before. you grin from ear to ear, scrunching your nose cutely before giggles bubble from your chest. sheepish with your transparent delight, you hide your face in the crook of his neck, tickling him with your every exhale.
“my boyfriend is so cool, and so handsome. i’m so lucky and proud.”
that’s him. that could only be him.
jungkook, despite being elated by the compliments, can only muster a small shy smile. he carresses your hair lovingly, securing his tattooed arm around you as you threaten to slip off from his lap.
“really?”
“hm, i like it. so much…” you hum, planting a chaste kiss to the sensitive spot on his neck. “you’re always putting me through this, making me want to kiss you more all the time. this is so unfair.”
“baby, please. behave for me?” he mutters, squeezing his eyes shut as if he’s in unmaginable pain. in his dramatic mind, currently flooded with love chemicals, he is. “if you keep talking like that, i will really end up risking an infection.”
you lift up your head to show him a grimace of disgust. “ew, pull it together. i wouldn’t want to kiss you with that.”
“tsk, you’re such a brat.” he calls you out with a pointed look, lightly smacking your thigh, revealed by your shorts that has further ridden up, before kneading the soft flesh under his large palm to soothe it.
you teasingly stick out your tongue in response, breaking out into laughter. and not so subtly, you squeeze your thighs together, grasping his wrist in a futile attempt to control the frenzied butterflies fluttering in your stomach.
“have you cleaned it?”
“not yet.”
“then let’s do it. i’ll help you.” you climb off his lap as you eagerly tug at his arm, planting your feet firmly on the ground. “love, hurry- hurry. i want to see it in better lighting.”
exhausted after an eventful day, jungkook limply flops down, occupying the side of the bed that you’ve kindly warmed up. “you can go ahead. i’ll follow you after five minutes.”
“ugh, no, you won’t. you’ll fall asleep if you keep your eyes closed for another thirty seconds, and then i’ll have to wake you up.”
he pops one eye open, and then another, meeting your affectionate gaze with a silly grin because damn, you know him so well.
“i love you… don’t ever leave me. i think i’d seriously die without you.”
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