#my late night ramblings

[onlyancunin]

If Iove you

feel free to call me anytime

ask me for whatever you need and I'll do my best to make it work

I am here for you and I'll support you – and I mean it, whatever you think you did that is unforgivable, I want to hear all about it and be there for you regardless,

whatever is happening around you, I am not afraid of it

whatever you think is your biggest darkest secret, it doesn't scare me away.

Let's just be.

I've seen loneliness stemming from trying to find the "perfect match". But the big secret is, nobody's perfect.

And as much as I hate this saying, it really is when you know, you know.

[indigocrystal19]

Head Cannon

In drawing the Guard Dogs of Snowdin I have come up with a few dog breeds they might be or to some extent based on.

Doggo (Siberian Husky/ Alaskan Malamute)

Dogamy and Dogaressa (great Pyrenese/Newfoundland)

Greater Dog (Samoyed)

Toby/Little white dog and lesser dog (American Eskimo dog)

Endogamy (unknown they could be any and varieties of cold weather dog breeds)

[imreallyonthishellsite]

Yall know the posts that are like "you can usually tell who little sister is bc she'll be the taller one", lets test that theory

if you need an example, my sister is older than me by 3 years and I'm taller by a few inches

Edit: 1) sorry to all the middle children out there!! I didn't mean to forget yall on purpose it slipped my mind when I made this poll, take a cookie as an apology 🍪🍪🍪. Just choose whatever option fits best and explain in the tags if you feel like it.

2) the formatting of the polls are like that bc it was late asl when I made this poll and it made sense to me at the time, so sorry again if yall have trouble understanding the poll

[darkest-part-of-the-forest]

Coming back to my blog after, essentially, being inactive for almost two years is insane to me. My following tab is almost unrecognizable, some blogs have changed entirely as people's interests have shifted. It's kinda fun to see what people are currently really excited about, but it's also so sad to go through the blogs that I follow and used to love and see that so many of them have been inactive for years. People who's stuff I used to see all the time, some of them I used to even talk to often. Anyway, this was a long way of saying that I missed seeing their fun little thoughts and I hope they're doing alright.

[emjiroki]

Yuuta begs everytime to take the condom off. Wants to feel the warmth of you around him gripping him raw so bad he's near tears. Whimpering cries against your chest, throat, shoulder, anywhere he can sink his teeth

"Please baby, this time? Can I this time?"

"Wanna feel you all wet for me just once, let me slip it in please"

"Promise I'll be good"

The night you finally peel the latex off and give him the okay is the best night of his life.

He pulls three orgasms from you before hiking your legs over his shoulders and thrusting his sensitive cock in so deep he cums bucket loads against your womb, a contended sigh gracing your ears as he releases your legs and sits between your thighs to push his release back in with his fingers

[festive-unserious-fellow]

No okay because what REALLY GETS ME about Adam and Lute's final interaction is that THIS FACE

Seems deeply out of character for Adam. Like, especially considering how he was having the classic Third Act Breakdown right before this? This cocky motherfucker got stabbed by fucking NIFFTY after getting his ass beat by LUCIFER HIMSELF, and yet this is the look on his face as he bleeds out. You'd think he'd be more upset, but he just seems. Accepting. Ready for this fate. Which is COMPLETELY UNLIKE ADAM!!!!!!! The only in-character reason this would be the final look on his face would be that he's putting on a brave face for Lute. Lute who came running over to him as soon as she saw him fall, yelling for him, crying. Adam, the pettiest, bitchiest asshole in the entire goddamn show is putting on a brave face for her. Or he's just like. Happy to see her in his final moments. Which either way they cARE ABOUT EACHOTHER SO MUCH I CAAAAAAAAAN'T-

[bluewolfangel01]

Levi: "I don't understand why you like someone as pathetic as me, I'm not that good at anything other then being a nasty useless otaku, (insert more self degrading here)."

Mc: *blank faced, moving sneakily close to Levi and picks him up bridal style*

Mc: "Snake <3."

Levi: *Stunned silent, he doesn't move for a few moments, then his tail curls around Mc's leg, and leans into their touch.*

Levi: "Y-yeah...."

[aroaceleovaldez]

I was reading a post about CoTG and I realized: Rick has seemingly started to write every character pairing with the exact same dynamic, and he's not good at writing that dynamic and it doesn't make sense for 90% of the characters he writes it for.

It's that very specific dynamic of one half of the pair who is almost aggressive to the other party - "teasing" them constantly/insulting them, affectionately punching/judo flipping/maiming/etc, seemingly almost always exasperated with the other - and said other party usually just accepts this treatment or blanketly views it fondly, and may generally be framed as more incompetent than their partner and a little bit of a doormat (particularly relating to being insulted/teased/etc by their partner).

We start seeing this dynamic in HoO with Percy and Annabeth, as a sort of semi-inconsistent twist on their rivals-to-friends-to-lovers dynamic from the first series. Then the dynamic pattern develops further with Leo and Calypso. Then Magnus and Alex. Then Nico and Will, particularly in TSATS. And now in CoTG, it's Percy and Annabeth again but even more in this direction.

I know people have talked about Nico and Will's relationship over the series rapidly being shoehorned into Percabeth Two™, and it's extremely apparent in TSATS that Rick's doing it on purpose (including directly quoting Percabeth scenes but minorly tweaking them to be Solangelo). But recognizing it as an overarching trend in Rick's later books honestly reminds me a lot of how Rick started trying to apply the "Percy Formula" so-to-speak to nearly every protagonist in HoO (and then try to replicate similar character archetypes with Magnus and Apollo's narrations - moreso Magnus in being jaded and sarcastic, very much trying to be first series Percy. He only sounds unique because Rick failed at making him Percy 2. Apollo is more akin to later-series Percy characterization of being goofy and incompetent. Apollo [and Zeus] even got retconned to give Apollo a more similar backstory to Percy's). Rick seems to have decided that he thinks the audience wants this specific dynamic but 10 times over, except he's not good at writing it the first time because it's a bastardization of the time he did a different thing okay.

And Rick also seems aware of that too! Because he retconned Calypso and Leo at the end of TOA, probably because he realized how absolutely awful it was reading when they were written with that dynamic of Calypso just functionally hating Leo and constantly being aggressive towards him! The only time Rick's actually made the dynamic even semi-successful was with Magnus and Alex, because it actually fits within their characters, their dynamics with each other, and their environment. Alex beheading Magnus on the regular works out fine because there are no repercussions to that in Valhalla, Magnus will be fine, so it does genuinely come off as humorous. And Alex has been effectively established to be abrasive at times but have her genuine feelings shine through regularly, and that meshes well with Magnus' jaded-and-aloof-but-quietly-very-empathetic character. And Magnus has been established to, yes, not be great at combat, particularly compared to Alex. They are the only time that flavor of dynamic in that form was effective and cohesive.

Percabeth is no longer rivals-to-friends-to-lovers badasses on equal levels with shaky pasts who finally found some form of permanence with one another. Now it's super smart doting and affectionately aggressive girlfriend and her silly goofy 50%-of-the-time incompetent boyfriend who she judo flips/pushes off cliffs/etc - but affectionately~! Solangelo is trying to riff off of the early series "Poseidon & Athena are enemies" dynamic that Percabeth had but with Apollo & Hades being "opposites" but learning to accept each other, except it ends up with Will just coming off as a huge asshole and Nico being retconned to a complete doormat about it - when prior to that those characterizations would be completely contrary to their established characters (even just from TOA!). Calypso in HoO gets retconned from her PJO characterization to being snooty and aggressive, and Leo's false persona gets merged into his just normal personality except he just also becomes a doormat but more goofy than Nico with occasional haha-dark/depression-humor! Which Nico also got. Which was also a bastardized Percy trait that got redistributed.

It's exhausting. Rick write more than one relationship dynamic you can do it I promise

[kaleidoscope-ize]

David Dastmalchian is killing it!!

Photoshoot by Mike Ruiz

[lavend3r-stardust]

"Match my freak! " Bitch! Match my enthusiasm! Match my whimsical joy and wonder and dumbassery!!! Match my optimism and thoughtfulness and clown shit or you can get tf out, respectfully.

[spacemothes]

The Sun/Moon (fnaf) fandom to In Stars and time pipeline needs to be studied in a lab.

[joeeatsdvds]

rewatching torchwood in celebration of it's 18th birthday and i just realised i never stopped to read what gwen was typing on her computer after jack slipped her that dash of retcon in her drink

"They made eyou amnsia"

[3leafstem]

Thinking about what kind of tech Jason has in his helmet.

Ignoring the og bomb. For sure he's got voice modulator, which implies some sound proofing so the voice is mostly filtered through the mic, which also implies mics/speakers to pick up sound outside the helmet and filter it in, unless there's much less proofing around the ears, but it would still be muffled.

There's gotta be air filtration. If a toxin is released, he's not gonna take it off to exchange for a gas mask. But I can't recall any canon times he's been seen around a toxin with his helmet (granted I haven't looked), so just gotta assume. This also means the helmet is air tight, some type of latching devices around base.

Comms are a question of are they built into the helmet or separate. If he lost his helmet, it would mean losing his comms too, so I like to think that even if there's comms built in, he has an earpiece at least as a backup just in case.

Then there's the lenses/eyes. They've gotta be lenses rather than holes for the air tight thing, unless it's air tight only around the bottom half of his face. There may be a part inside that juts in to fit snugly over his nose and cheek bones, but that seems unlikely, unnecessary, and uncomfortable.

From here, it's all just speculations and head canons. Are they just lenses? Do they have night vision? Are they opaque on the outside? What other kind of tech could you fit in there? WayneTech, what can you do? I'm sure he'd have more leeway in his helmet than the other bats' lenses do, because he has room for proper wiring, whereas you're working with very limited microtech for dominos.

Speaking of, is he wearing two layers of lenses because of his domino? Can they flick up the lenses, or like slide them up in the dominos if they wanted? I feel like they would have to be malleable for that. Otherwise it's just an all or nothing deal.

Back to Jason, is there a coloured film on the world? Is he seeing the world just extra pale/white because of having two white lenses?

How the hell do one way glass/mirrors work? Can that apply to this situation? Can they be super thin?

I'm so sleep deprived.

[phone-kisser]

Going through tumblr is hurting me rn because like. Why do gravity falls fans choose to hate on everyone BUT the villains.

Stan didn't do SHIT. Ford didn't do SHIT. Dipper and Mabel didn't do SHIT‼️ I mean they OBVIOUSLY made pretty big mistakes but they each had REASONS?? They do NOT deserve this slander. They all made mistakes but they're not the BAD GUYS. You'll blame Ford or Mabel and yet you decide to SYMPATHIZE with BILL. Sure he's got a backstory but he is in NO way a good person(?). Like are we looking at the same geometric shape here. That motherfucker does not deserve sympathy

Stop blaming the Pines (except Filbrick) before I lose my shit!!!!!!

[bigchumpus]

Grian doodles ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

[eshithepetty]

Thinking about Mob and contradictions today.

About how he's seen as this emotionless, unemotive person, yet he has all these strong emotions whirling on inside him. How he's seen as gullible and air-headed, yet he thinks every little thing through, and only is so easily taken advantage of cause he doesn't value himself. How he's seen as unintelligent, especially academically, yet he becomes so emotionally intelligent over the course of the series. How he's seen as this endlessly kind, endlessly patient and forgiving person, but as we find out in confession arc, he has a deep well of resentment growing inside him that ends in him near-killing his friends out of that anger. How his eyes are red, symbolising both love and passion and rage and danger at once. How his form can change from a monstrous black hole to an innocent, ordinary middle schooler at will. How his hands have both been used to spill blood and gently hold.

And they're not contradictions, really. It's just that he contains multitudes. It's just that he's human.

And he's loved not despite, but precisely because of it. We all are.