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I-is any one there....?
I can't... I don't want to... I'm just tired. I'm scared. I miss people.
But I can't.
But I want-
No.
#dragons mind ramblings#tw anxiety#tw depression#my internal thoughts#switching meds is hard#I'll be okay.#vent art
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I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! OH GOD!!!
Sorry. Sorry. I'm cool.
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Southeast-asian chinese miku but she’s a 4th gen immigrant who’s never gotten to try hanfu on in her life because we only have cheongsams here,,,
i’m also part peranakan so heres peranakan miku
#hatsune miku#my art#初音ミク#yes thats a miku fan#shes just like me for real#growing up i never realized that qipao wasn’t technically the original chinese trad clothing#anyway yes im a 4th gen immigrant thats very disconnected from my culture#i thought of drawing peranakan miku in a kebaya too#you get to witness my atrocious mother tongue handwriting#vocaloid#artists on tumblr#vocaloid fanart#renting a hanfu to visit a temple...#sea chinese miku would be like. 150 cm#international miku
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I was poking fun at how unexpectedly silly the CHB kids looked in armour in the first two episodes of the PJO show (acting like an almighty army and all) and then it hit me. This is exactly how some of them will look like when they will be dying in the final battle. Silly. Tiny. Literal children
#i'm sorry i always knew that they were children but#when i read books the characters' ages. idk. don't really register completely#maybe it's because i know their internal pov and don't hear their voices or see them#but these are. 12 y/os#fighting things#and only now that i see an actual live action rendition of pjo do i realize the weight of it all#they're so young oh my god#percy jackson#pjo#pjo tv show#lonely thoughts
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Could I request Medic having The Mom Grip on Scout’s shoulder after the speedy moron almost let a mercenary secret slip while they weee getting groceries?
Three Europeans and two Americans walk into a grocery store in New Mexico.
I hope this is the right meme.
More silliness below.
This comic is the antithesis of the "wtf is a kilometre" joke.
The faces they make when they can't quite identify the type of brown bread in the bread aisle.
You don't know how [insert nationality here] you are until you go overseas and things are different.
Spy obviously has no problems with pretending to know how much a gallon of milk is, he just peeks into his conversion chart notes, pretending it's his shopping list.
I want to think Heavy is completely fine with having to readjust to a new unit system, he just eyeballs most practical things anyways by holding them up and mumbling about how they approximately weigh like a chicken or his kettle bell etc. He's always been living in practical ignorant bliss.
Medic has a peer reviewed meltdown the first time he realises there's no uniformity in "a cup of ____" because every object has different densities. He's diligent about memorising the conversion rates for ounces, pounds, the most common things etc., and recovers ok. He goes through the same stages of grief rage when he finds out about distances and lengths.
Just remember four inches are 10.16 cm and pray no one asks you to specify anything bigger than inches.
Everyone does a mental victory lap when they manage to guess how much Celsius the weather is because they keep forgetting it's Celsius*5/9+32=Fahrenheit, Engineer reminds them patiently.
The true victories are the correct temperature guesses we've made along the way.
One time, a friend asked me if I actually knew how much a tablespoon of flour was in gramms to convince me that metric users also make use of volume based units without thinking about them. But little did she know a heaped spoonful of 405 flour is about 15g and a level tablespoon is 10g.
They claim Oolong just tastes better when it's boiled to 80°C exactly with a Bunsen burner.
You only asked for one scene but somehow I came up with a bunch of other things. This post was drawn across 2 months so the artstyle is all over the place. Thanks for your ask!
#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 medic#tf2 scout#tf2 spy#tf2 heavy#tf2 soldier#Medic's reaction to a stick of butter is 100% based on my own reaction after reading an American recipe for the first time#Like I didn't know butter in America came in this normed stick-form I genuinely thought it was some arbitrary unit like ??? A Stick??#As in I didn't know if the recipe required the butter to be in this specific shape; like sometimes you have to add butter in shaves or molt#no biggie lemme whittle away at my butter block until it's shaped like a stick? And then I learnt it was the portions that butter comes in#Cut me some slack; I'm used to recipes using eggs as the scale-up ingredient; not butter#I also learnt that medical labels is where metric units are mostly encountered simply because medicine is international#But that is the main reason why I think Medic would not realise he'd have to deal with imperial units until he goes grocery shopping#The man's just been ignoring the “oz” information right below everything he's ever used; out of sight out of mind#I want to think Engi is the most normal person about the entire metric-imperial-units thing he just does some mental arithmetic and done#King just learned système international d'unités during one of his 11 phds; it's not unrealistic
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#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#kim kitsuragi#harrier du bois#harry du bois#this is probably one of my fav conversations in the game...#sad that not many people get to see it(?) cause you need like 7 in empathy?#comics#comic art#trans#cw blood#blood#cw smoking#my first time making a comic i hope it looks okay lmao#ough i have so many thoughts about kim and his complicated relationship with his name#im interpreting the dialogues in a very transgender way but its definitely about his racial identity too#cause its a *seolite* name#another factor of him not being seen as a revacholian#and its one of the only things he has left of his parents too#i wonder if the name kim is seen as more masculine or feminine in seol and in other isolas?#im definitely *not* projecting haha#i read once in a fic that kim *attempted* to translate his parents' letters when he was young#10/10 fic made me cry#thats why i decided to add the seolite dictionary - i dont think kim would have *tried* to learn seolite otherwise#he definitely has some kind of internalized racism he needs to get over#sorry for rambling#my art
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A scarf long enough for two ✨
#persona 3#ryomina#makoto yuki#minato arisato#ryoji mochizuki#these two are so cute they're gonna make me explode#half of the time i spent working on this was spent internally screaming at how cute they are#also i thought too hard abt that one christmas fuuka line and then this spawned#'did he spend christmas alone crying' not on my watch <3#and the stickers and the little stars were put on there by ryoji btw ^_^#ryoji's the kinda guy to put cute little stickers on everything#ontos.art
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george rexstrew deserves awards for many things but i have to say. edwin’s bloodcurdling scream as niko gets killed deserves a whole award unto itself. like. that scream did not feel at all like a tv show scream. to a somewhat jarring degree. and i can’t express how much I respect that
#he has a number of very convincing screams and suffering noises which I imagine was an important prerequisite for the role#but this one is just especially chilling and again. jarring. not saying that the other actors are bad or anything but no one even comes#close to competing with george and its stark in moments like this#another screaming moment that I thought he did really well in particular is far easier to gloss over and that’s#when he and charles are escaping hell and he almost gets dragged down into lust#when he’s screaming out for charles he borderline SCREECHES#throughout that arc in general it’s just incredible but yeah#I think part of what makes it so convincing is that he isn’t afraid to be high pitched and genuinely Scream rather than yell#like. he is clearly immune to being put off by ‘you scream like a girl’ rhetoric#I think a lot of male actors avoid screaming and screeching like that for that internalized reason when. if you wanna be as realistic as#possible. a scream is high pitched. if you’re scared for your fucking life it’s just involuntary#I can also see it being uncommon due to difficulties getting that sound adequately recorded but yeah anyway you get my point#tldr: george rexstrew is great at disturbingly realistic screaming and I applaud him for that#I really hope he didn’t have to retake that part too many times..#his poor throat……….#george rexstrew#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives spoilers
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inauthentic
#i could go on for HOURS about his insecurities and persona and internalized shame and-#but yeah no. ive thought about it a normal amount#teruteru hanamura#hanamura teruteru#danganronpa#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#sdr2 goodbye despair#danganronpa fanart#sdr2 fanart#digital art#my art#i think im gonna f/o him. an omen for you all
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The Quest Continues...
(part 1- part 2)
#Fourfold Soul#<- That's the title of the project I've been working on!#I am very excited to finally show off the cowboy (gender redacted) I've been cooking in a slow boil!!! Yeehaw!#Yes this is the game project. YES I am commited to the bit of having the main character go through a long running pronoun-quest.#This character does not have a name so I cannot formally tag them...#(Okay. Technically they have an internal name for coding/scripting reasons...and I have a nickname for them.#But the important part of making a video game character you get to eventually name is that the name must come from *you*!)#The girl here is a npc so she has a temporary name. So I also cannot tag her. Hmm...#I have several FFS comics thumbnailed out. This one got made first because it's the funniest without context. Lore wise it's weak.#I would love to post the sexy clown but you have to wait just a few more comics.#Fun artist woes moment to share: This is the first time I've had to colour these characters traditionally. *That* was NOT fun.#Going from a specific digital colour palette to being at the whims of my limited colour choices in markers? Hell! On! Earth!#I might also be extra frustrated because this sure is 3x the length of what I usually do for comics! I spent a Whole Day on this.#Past me thought it was soooo funny and needed all the extra panels for pacing. I hate past me. That guy needs to be exploded.
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Zelda & Link 🫶
#the legend of zelda#loz#tears of the kingdom#totk#zelink#i drew something#been a minute since i had something to post erm oopsie!#i'm done with my postgrad now :) i'm starting a new job in just over a week tho so i'll be busy again soon#anyone heard of this niche little game called tears of the kingdom i thought it was pretty cool. check it out sometime#is it really possible for a burger king boy and a pret girl to be in a relationship#just kidding. link is a girl too of course#sorry for the british exclusive joke i don't know a more international equivalent of pret
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EST SUPHA as PO and WILLIAM JAKRAPATR as THAME in Thame - Po ・HEART THAT SKIPS A BEAT (2024ISH)
#heart that skips a beat#thamepo#thamepo heart that skips a beat#gmmtv 2024#estwilliam#william jakrapatr#est supha#Y'ALL THEY GOT ME GOOD WITH THIS TRAILER#IT WAS MY SECOND FAVORITE AFTER THE HEART KILLERS ONE#I WAS EXPECTING AN ESTWILLIAM SHOW BC YK THE HINTS AND EVERYTHING#BUT FOR SOME REASON I'VE NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT A SHOW POSSIBLY INCLUDING LYKN AND THEIR IDOL LIFE LOL#BUT DANG I'M INTRIGUED NOW#PLUS I AM VERY MUCH LIKING THEIR CHEMISTRY SO FAR#(ALSO WHAT'S THE ACTUAL INTERNATIONAL TITLE OF THE SHOW ??????)#my edits#gmmtv2024#gmmtv 2024 part 2#htsabedit#thame po#thamepo the series#thamepoedit
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Techno looks so confident in that animatic but I know for a fact that he mentally prepared for that for atleast a week and right after saying the line he was like "omg omg did I said it right???" With the voices going absolutely apeshit like "OMG TECHNOFLIRT - TECHNO DID IT RIGHT!! - DEFFO FLERTING"
-Leafie🌿
Well- let’s just say we wasn’t as unaffected as he looked ^^
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#my love mix up#my love mix up thailand#my love mix up th#fourth nattawat#gemini norawit#geminifourth#bledit#thaidrama#thaidramaedit#dailyasiandramas#asianlgbtqdramas#boyslovesource#mlmuedit#*#ignore that im putting a 17 gifs set on your dash#but im insane#gemini....................................#also to the person who wrote in the tags under one of my sets that fourth is skilled at expressing internal processing and u feel like hes#hearing and realizing things for the first time. i thought of you while making this.
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Your value as a person is not dependend on somebody's approval.
#genderfluid#nonbinary#trans#lgbtq#transgender#genderqueer#lgbtqia#lgbt#queer#lgbtq+#just some thoughts for my queer folks that are not accepted by peers or at home#you have internal value that others may not see but that does not mean it's not there
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byler x jurassic park. thank you for your time.
#listen jurassic park is one of my Medias Of All Time#like. fundamental to understanding suni astrobi fr fr fr#i watched it for the millionth time on the plane a couple days ago and was thinking Such Thoughts#re: ellie will#bc they r both empathetic and sweet and nerdy but brave and will not take shit#and also paleobotanist will is so. SOOOOO.#and also re: alan mike#bc they r both a little grumpy and aloof and closed off at first interaction#but warm up to their loved ones and are protective and strategic and kind and also a huge fucking nerd#i can’t get them out of my head#they r in there like a worm in my brain .#also re: the scene where ellie helps the triceratops#imagining will pausing to help it when it’s sick#internally gagging while shoving his arms into the poop pile bc it’s disgusting but Powering Through#hm.#this one’s for thea btw my jurassic park loving partner in crime#she gets me. she rly gets me.#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#/astro draws
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