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omg im honoured! funny story: my poetic endeavours started when i won a school competition when i was 10 and i havent written anthing since bc i just knew id never reach the bar i raised for myself XD very happy for u keep going ^-^
the will i know is a free spirit who love to connect with others. his smile and easy going nature put everyone at ease. "Your words proceed your beauty". it comes as no surprise that a child of apollo would be gifted in both prose and presence.
fluency in languages is yet another trait attributed to apollo, and yet all the words in the world fail to do justice to the child of sunlight. "How can I can I ever compare, to The Boy Made of Sunshine?". poets and writers of old fall silent, and their works pale in comparison.
of the suns many phases and forms, perhaps the most serene and grounding is when it peeks through and sofltly seeks your eyes. "For you... are the sun beams shining through the leaves of the tallest oak". the sun is ever present and continues to shine through it all, even when you are in the shade.
euonyms are used to indicate when a name harmonises with their holder. "you are my Solace." truly a better example could not have been made by the wordsmith of the gods.
A poem of Will Solace I made (In character too 🤯)
The Boy Made of Sunshine
Your words proceed your beauty, more beauty to make Aphrodite jealous. You shine brighter than any summer day. No word in any language will be able to describe my feelings for you. Not Italian, French, German, Spanish, Greek, or Latin. You glow in the darkest parts of my mind and make my days brighter with your sunny smile. For you, and you only, are the sun beams shining through the leaves of the tallest oak, blanketing the ground in golden speckles of your love. You're angelic voice is one to make any Nymph, Siren, or even Apollo jealous. Gods, when I look at you, I can't help but wonder, "How can I can I ever compare, to The Boy Made of Sunshine?" That boy, being one, William Andrew Solace. I am forever grateful, you are my Solace.
Uh, thanks for reading, I guess. It's been a while since I made any type of poetry since middle school, so thanks @kindred-spirit-93 for the inspiration 😁
#WHOO THAT WAS FUN#my inner child is happy lol#anway#great work#honestly love it#my gushing is made 7 times funnier when u realise my oc is also a child of hades and therefore Nico's sister. asdfghjkl#i read somewhere that a first draft of anything is always perfect bc it exists#your poetry and writing skills will mature with time and practice and grow alongside you#you may change a lot of things and experiment too#the important thing is u started#well done to you :)#at first i thought it might spell some hidden message out#i can piece some correlation tbh between them#if u did i havent deciphered it lol#regardless#the poem looks like a garden of flowers#its so pretty#excuse my grammar#i care not for it#apollo got nothing on me XD#so many tags
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I watched both Incredibles movies today and suddenly I found myself in the eighth grade again, sitting with a friend as she showed me how to make a tumblr account…🥹❤️🩹
Experimentation with some new brushes cuz I’m still trying to figure out an art style that I’m acc satisfied with lol
#art#the incredibles#the incredibles fanart#mr incredible#bob parr#elastigirl#helen parr#bob x helen#do they even have a ship name ???#it’d be kinda helpful if they did#i love them sm they’re were one of my first ships ever#i’m just so happy rn this is healing a bunch of inner child stuff LOL
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did y’all know they make squishmallow popsockets 😭 i immediately ordered one when i found out this morning at 8 AM
#personal#the journey of reliving my childhood the way I want to live my childhood is in full force lol#my inner child is so happy#she’s a pink cow 😭#omg#they had a mushroom and a bat too 😭
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Not trying to make a big deal out of it, but I have 1000 followers now. which is more than I've ever had in my long time of being here on tumblr. I just wanted to say thanks for being here and for being such a lovely group of followers!
I am but a simple mother deer and you are all my fawns. <3
In all sincerity though, I really appreciate you guys. The only other place I ever posted my writing was on Wattpad, and it never really went anywhere. This was back in high school though, so I'm not tripping about it lol.
It just means a lot to me because in the time between leaving Wattpad and now, my writing was really only between me and some friends. (They know who they are, and I love you guys!!) And there was a while there that I thought about just quitting all together.
But CoD pulled me out of that slump, and got me back into reading fanfic. And I debated for awhile on whether or not to post my own writing, because it didn't feel up to par with some of the things I had read on here.
But I took the risk anyway. Because even if nobody liked my stuff, I like my stuff, and I wanted to put myself out there.
Some of it has been hit or miss, and some of it has really popped off. And I just wanted to say, from the bottom of my heart, thank you guys for being here. It means the world to me.
#guess I made a big deal out of it lol#idk man 1000 is a big number and I never thought I'd get here#my inner child is so happy#also just wanted to share a bit of my personal story. just so y'all know the person behind the screen.#I grew up poor and writing self-insert fanfic was my escape from all that.
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ItaFushi in Neopets...
I wish I could've given Megumi spikier hair but this is the best I could do that wasn't species locked or impossible to find 😭😭😭 also getting Yuji hair that is remotely close to his canon look was a lost cause so I didn't try lol
#jjk#itafushi#neopets#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#ive been playing neopets a lot indulging my inner child by spending a lot of money 😅#i also have a lost desert aisha which was my DREAM neopet as a kid so im very happy 🥰🥰🥰#megumi blending into his bg a lot which works bc i dont like his hair but I'll have to change it eventually lol
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Getting to the point in the show when Wally's crush on Kuki is more evident and it takes me back to when I was a kid, they were one of my OTPs.
They're still SO cute, I can't lmao.
#torra rambles#torra rewatches knd#I just adore how wally goes from rabid wolverine to kicked puppy in .5 seconds flat around her#also in zero the closet scene he's such a fucking DORK#I watched both movies early on lol#it makes my heart happy lmao#my inner child is healing again
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Bluey is incredibly sweet and heartwarming but ngl it’s kind of hard to watch because it makes me sad seeing two little girls having a perfectly healthy and loving relationship w their dad 🥲
#I mean#it makes me happy that they have a good dad I’m v glad about that#but it makes me sad that little me never got to have that lol whoops 😀#bluey#bluey show#bandit heeler#daddy issues#bad dad#narcissistic father#narcissistic dad#cptsd#just cptsd things#don’t mind me I’m just over here#mourning over my#inner child#chatterbun#dad issues
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i have not emotionally processed or accepted that im seeing Fall Out Boy in a week
#it's gonna heal smth in my inner child#not many other bands i have loved this much for this long#now if i just see Paramore and Evanescence i can die happy lol
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Mordred as a persona is so refreshing for me to draw because while I put a lot of thought into other persona designs with Mordred I just went "big dark half rotten dragon :]" and ran with it
#oc tag#literally just me saying fuck the rules and having fun#by rules i mean general design conventions + my own rules lol#whenever im really pissed off about something i draw him its so cathartic#its also really fun because ive always wanted to draw dragons but never knew how#so im kinda learning through him and its really fun making inner child me happy u know#you could argue that mordred not looking like a persona is like deliberate cause his awakening is unnatural#but eh whatever hes really just self indulgent#ive been thinking a lot about him and black mask lately ngl#id love the share the new design with ye but honestly most of these sketches im doing are for me and me alone so#sorry u guys know i love talking about my persona designs and im just not having a good time rn so#ramble about the big scary dragon persona time it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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July 23
#1. the weather this month was horrible. how is it raining this much in the middle of summer? so annoying#2. July was a month full of having mehmaan or going to visit other peoples houses. I’m a pretty social person and I usually love spending#spending time with family but this was a bit too much#I made my version of knafeh after quite some time (without a recipe really) and it turned out good 😃#3. flowers my mum regretted buying cause after paying she saw other ones she liked more and which were cheaper lol#4. these beads I used last year to make necklace. wore it only a few times so decided to change it and make it into a phone chain. also#got this cute sticker from work. cute right. my inner child is really happy with the amount of cute stickers I can just use#5. every year there’s this group of Muslim youth from another city. and they organise a carnival type a thing for the kids in their city#2 years ago I volunteered there and decided to do it again this year. it’s not in my own city but our masjid is in that city. took my mum#+ little brother with so he could play. my aunt also came with her kids and it was a really nice day. the whole thing was organised and run#by Muslims and was free for all. i had a good time helping out and was asked if I wanna join the committee (?). I declined#bc it’s a little too far for me to be present throughout the year. I will continue to help on the day of in sha Allah. anyway they did do#catering for the volunteers and it was from one of my favourite restaurants in that city. I kinda know the owner so when I saw him when I#joked if my favourite cheesecake would also be provided today. he said unfortunately not but he’ll bring some just for me so he did 🥺#6. made a little heart w my baby bros hair#monthly recap
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I survived the therapy appointment with only one embarrassing moment. literally half of it was just this fuckin image
#vark posts#i was like 'yea i can do convos with an expected script amazingly but as soon as its just simple talk with a coworker i die'#and shes like 'hm? 🤨 anxiety? 🤨 parental issues? 🤨 are you attention deficit? 🤨'#im jokin but she was really nice#she made some connections super fuckin fast that i just wasnt aware of at all#she pulled out some fuckin finger puppets at one point which was actually really sweet#felt like my inner child was happy lol#the embarrassing moment was cause i wasnt understanding the simple thing she wanted me to do and kept fuckin it up#overall good tho 👍#i was kinda wanting something thatd would go all year but her style is more weekly for a couple months to tackle specific goals#so like whatever its good
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Omg guys it's my first oc who has never existed outside of my head before: Hunter Bluecoin
I wonder how he got here?
Oh well, I guess I'll just be on my merry- wait a minute, my 9 year old self is behind me and holding a knife to my spine because I promised to post his backstory into writing!!! Ok then.
IRL BACKSTORY
Me and twin brother used to do RP games for all of the shows we watched togather before we knew what RP was lol. During these very early formative years (when I was like 7) I slowly began forming a character who was an amalgamation of all of the different self inserts I used in the RP. However, I first gave a name (kind of, it was still me) to this character during a Winx Club RP; Bloom was at a ball dancing with her new ice boyfriend/husband (don't ask, also it was me, also I don't even like Bloom it was my brother's suggestion lol) when the Ice-iums suddenly attack. Then when Bloom jumps to the obvious conclusion, I pull the dumb plot twist that Hunter/Howard (he had my name at this point) was from a different magic ice planet: Sticeterraria (Ice - uh - terria, the St is silent. To this day, I still don't know why I imagined the spelling like that). And from that moment forward, the path of me accidentally creating my first oc was set... [oh um, the reason why my oc is an Finn recolor is because I first thought of a visual apperance of him by thinking of finn with black hair and going "yep, that's me!"]
INSANELY AWSOME KOOL OC BACKSTORY!!!
The result of me seriously thinking about what this guys background would look like after using him as a dimension hopping self insert, circa 2013
Howard Hunter is the second in line of the throne of the Royal Bluecoin family of the planet Sticeterraria.
Note: Sticeterraria isn't the real name of the planet he comes from, it's the name that his culture (Sticeterrarians) gave to it. Sticeterraria has other cultures on the planet that have been at either war or peace with the Sticeterrarians.
Also, Sticeterraria is like really cold because it's the fourth planet from it's sun and 90% of it's surface area is water. That last part isn't relevant to the planet being cold but I put that in there just because.
Back to Hunter: he's a master of magic despite being [insert teenage age here]. His abilities include: Ice magic, superhuman physical capabilities natural to Sticeterrarians (peak human stuff) that Hunter enhances using his magic (super strength, durability, etc), flight, intangability (because Big Chill was my favorite Ben 10 alien), and a lot more powers from spells but what's listed are his go to powers. Hunter also has a magic Trident that's a family heirloom that normally goes to the oldest child, but Hunter has it because it choose him/he stole it/he just has it (???)
More on Ice Magic: my original idea was that it's just something that all Sticeterrarians can do but then 15 year old me retconed it to being a power that only 1/3 of Sticeterrarians can do without learning magic first. The reason why Sticeterrarians can do this is because they are blessed by their patron goddess, Ice (i think it's a very creative name actually), to have protection and dominion over the cold environment they live in.
Ice is also the goddess of love because 7 year old me was tired of ice powers always going to bad guys. The justification he gave for this is that "the cold winter forces people to value and treasure their loved ones more". Because of this association, the name of Sticeterraria's capital city is Amour.
Ice is also the goddess of the Moon because I used Hunter in DC comics RP and thought it would be good contrast to Kryptonians getting charged by the Sun. Hunter get's charged by the Moon!
Ice fell in love with the sun god, Fire, but their love is forbidden and the wind god, Air, keeps them apart from not only each other but also from their only child, the sea god Water. Yes.
Ok, back to Hunter. He's kind of quirked up and goated in the sauce because he's autistic not like the other boys. He despises the warrior culture he comes from (oh yeah, Sticeterrarians are basically Vikings but with 60% less pillaging) and studies the more female aligned art of magic (Norse rules of magic being feminine. Also, Sticeterrarians are lowkey sexist but like 80% less outright hostile to women compared to Americans) despite his dad telling him no. Hunter's what you might call a rebel even!
Also, Hunter is like a straight up dark wizard that has no qualms with performing dark riturals as long as he can control their power. And he may or may not be a a fugitive for stealing his family's royal jewel that transforms into his trident depending on canon this week.
Hunter's mom is ok with it (the learning magic part, not the dark magic stuff).
Hunter's older sister (who is my other Winx Club oc) Icealina get used to it, is kind of pissed at her younger brother for causing so much trouble and not taking royalty seriously.
Also, Icealina wants to abolish the royal family and start a democracy when she comes of age because she too is quirked up and woke actually everyone should be like her and king charles needs to be stopped.
Sticeterraria have female warriors that look just like Chesire's design from Teen Titans because...
Hunter also has a magic talking Huskey that follows him on his fandom hopping adventures. Ironically, not inspired by Jake.
Hunter is cursed to melt into a puddle of water when he is near fire. There's really no reason for it and im just mentioning it here because I like this weakness better that that one time I went "Hunter is a gary stu, better nerf his magic into the ground and make him incapable of fighting despite being a trained warrior!".
Hunter is not White its more likely than you think
And that's all(ish)! Oh look, 9 year old me has vanished to his final rest within the confines of my mind. Good, now I can go d literally anything else.
#my first oc#first oc#healing my inner child#winx club#adventure time#mary sue#marty stu#gary stu#worldbuilding#big chill#ice powers#dc comics#teen titans#im straight playing lol#im actually really happy that i got to post this here#i made a promise to never forget this#and npw it will never be forgotten!#cringe culture is dead#oc#original character
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was getting some quick groceries from my local Dollar General and found this cute little collection from LOL Surprise! I’ve recently been trying not to stop myself from the seemingly innocent and harmless things that make me happy, so i got her!! i’ve always been obsessed with dolls and looking at releases, but never get any. i’m a happy collector today :)
i think she’s so cute and butch looking and i dunno what to name her!! drop suggestions in the tags!!
#i’m actually allowing. shelf to enjoy what i enjoy#it feels good#my inner child is happy#it has spoken#dolls#it has dolls#lol surprise
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#when it’s real you’ll know#the binky back#baby is happy#I hate it#like?#lol#chill#baby is an alter#not a kink#she has the mind of a kid#lives#inside my brain#inner child#her eyes look different from mine#voice#my best friend#besides Jax#idc if I’m crazy#I love you so much Baby 💕
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#quote#quote of the day#the key to happiness is embracing your inner child#my inner child:#lol#lol quotes#lol memes
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Sigh. It begins (being forced to see the worst aro hcs I've ever seen in my life because ppl have a talent for finding the absolute worst characters to be their token aro hc)
#rat rambles#hey pros of oni. no fandom to make shitty aro hcs#cause like you just know ppl would roll out their aro jackie fanart and Id have to delete my blog#and like normally with shitty aro hcs for things I like its not even that I don't share the hc just that I dont trust allo ppl#but jackie isnt even aro to me shes allo as fuck#I could dig some arospec olivia tho#Im also an enjoyer of aro joshua and aro otto#anyways time to block the wx tag but like for realsies Im not dealing with this shit#anyways happy pride months. Im going to spend most of it being the evil homophobic acearo that they warned you abt <3#I jest I will be trying to enjoy it on my own time I just hate fandom culture and ppl having shit takes#honestly be glad I don't touch sekai tags anymore or Id start posting some real unreadable shit#its so hard being an aromantic person who hcs mafuyu as aromantic and romance repulsed because they're just like me fr#because god damn would that be a red flag to me if it were anyone else's hc lol#oh also does a little dance kanade is unlabeled as hell and no one can convince me otherwise#anyways I should make some dst pride art but its abby and walter in their aromantic echo chamber arguing with everyone that love isn't real#like I've said before its me healing my inner child who had too much of an anxiety disorder to be the obnoxious aro kid I couldve been#I bet both of them are like a wall to argue with but in different ways#walter will do the age old strat of just stating his points over and over again like it makes them right#and abby will do the 'prove it beyond a shadow of a doubt or you're automatically wrong' approach#because theyre both lil bastard kids who drive ppl around them crazy when they feel like it#wendy is also a bit of a wall but more in the sense that he will just plain refuse to believe things that he doesnt want to believe#because his coping mechanism is trying to wallow in his misery in hopes that it'll start to hurt less if he expects the worst#and I think if you tried to correct his stupid emo quotes he'd get all pissy abt it since its not abt accuracy it's abt his shitty coping
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