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Bluey is incredibly sweet and heartwarming but ngl it’s kind of hard to watch because it makes me sad seeing two little girls having a perfectly healthy and loving relationship w their dad 🥲
#I mean#it makes me happy that they have a good dad I’m v glad about that#but it makes me sad that little me never got to have that lol whoops 😀#bluey#bluey show#bandit heeler#daddy issues#bad dad#narcissistic father#narcissistic dad#cptsd#just cptsd things#don’t mind me I’m just over here#mourning over my#inner child#chatterbun#dad issues
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[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled "immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]
a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”
#dinosaur#evolution#comic#prehistoric#animal#wildlife#paleontology#biology#poetry#comics#original#my art#archaeopteryx has no direct living descendants i know#but i wanted something aerial and the dinosaur to bird connection is classic and well known anyway#also the chicken over any other bird is very on purpose#its the mix of truth and comedy and genuineness and the fantastic in the mundane#its me asking you to see something so wonderful in something taken so un-seriously#and to love it both ways#also the jurassic park thing#where someone saw the reconstructed gait of a dino#and said. hey hang on. i know that walk.#and pulled up footage of a chicken walking#which jumpstarted the entire study into the link between dinosaurs and birds#in the end take whatever you want from it i just thought id provide some insight#i always like it when other artists do#the point is that i enjoy when people laugh at the end and when they dont#and i like it when they cry. i like it best when they both laugh and cry. eeaao intent#anyway mourn your losses but to live is to change#also hi guys i finally figured out tipping after 5 months so no more annoying ko-fi link#the antidote to despair is awe
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Once I wondered what was holding up the ground But I can see that all along, love it was you all the way down
#my art#the sandman#the sandman comics#dream of the endless#hob gadling#dreamling#song inspo: Hozier - I Carrion (Icarian)#colors picked from Sunday Mourning because I was bawling my eyes out over it
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i don't want to lose you. i don't want to lose this
#ffvii#cloud strife#zack fair#zakkura#mind link au#my art <3#tangentially related:#i think a lot about the year or so between the events of the og and advent children#he's changed so much by the time ac rolls around. which is to say the survivor's guilt is DEEP and the depression is EVEN DEEPER#i wonder how much of that is from letting go of the zack part of his identity.#oh what's that? forgot to mourn his death properly the first time? aww well shucks buddy#now he gets to die all over again in a brand new way! and now you're the one with the blood on your hands :) and you get to dig the grave :)#and now you get to live with the self blame for the rest of your life :)#yeah...........
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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!
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I need to drink and get drunk so desperately that I forget everything and cry. I quit drinking alcohol for months, but suddenly I need it.
#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jjk 261#i can't focus on my finals i need to have a moment to mourn and cry over Gojo and Yuta .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.#sending hugs to all gojo and yuta girlies here :(( 💔
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He'd just finished speaking when Mobei-Jun sent Shang Qinghua flying forward with a kick. And he really did go flying... flying... flying... [...] he tumbled and skidded as he went flying into the hole, to "investigate and ascertain the situation". After a long, dead silence, a terrified scream suddenly exploded from within the cave.
The absolute business-like manner with which Mobei-Jun decided to "volunteer" Shang Qinghua nearly killd me, the visuals of this scene are unparalleled
#svsss#moshang#mobei jun#shang qinghua#mbj#sqh#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#sqq#lbh#my art#svsss spoilers#i would love to know what was going through mbj's head in this moment sldkfjsdklfjs i can guess what was going through sqh's#i'm finally done sitting in stupefied mourning/reflection over the end of this series so i can finally draw this silly scene#mxtx's ability to include the goofiest nonsense during the most intense final battles is amazing#every single one of her final battles is a great mix of action/tension/emotion/grief/humour
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Desiderium
#genshin impact#Arlecchino#Peruere#arlevie#watched Arlecchino's animated short again and that shit STILL had me hurting as fuck as much as the last 3743262764 times ive rewatched it#Arlv's relationship makes me SICK catch me pulling a Peruere and mourning over them for well over a decade#If arle's official birthday art has a lumidouce bell anywhere in sight im flinging myself off a bridge#anyways aside from that rant i was fighting for my life trying to color this and not make it look like complete doodoo#this is what i get for not studying color theory and instead choosing to raw dog every colored piece </3
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whoops gay awakening part xx
#its that one scene in the donghua#scum villian self saving system#scum villain#shen qingqiu#sorry nothing revolutionary from me#more lazy rendered 3/4 busts haazah#anyways guys do you know that i cant stop thinking about nie mingjue and huaisang#they make me so sad i keep obsessing over how huaisang dealt with his grief OR if he even#let himself mourn before he finished enacting his revange#i have so many thoughts i should make a side blog for all my dumb thoughts
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if your requests are open could you maybe draw a lizzie? i’m still thinking about her death in secret life tbh 😭
shes still waiting
#my art#ldshadowlady fanart#ldshadowlady#secret life smp#secret life#i will never get over her character#i am still mourning.
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the mourn watch background gives you such a GIFT in having other characters notice and call out on-screen that rook code switches like a motherfucker. the whiplash of hearing my snarky 'heeey I'm just a little guy! :>' funnyman rook speak the heightened ritualized phrases of the mourn watch with perfect seriousness and gravity completely naturally and/or break into an academic tone that can keep up with emmrich at the drop of a hat never stops giving me such endless delight. truly their real mind is a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside some hideous mourn watch casual wear
#that last one was just for comedic purposes rye would NEVER wear the mourn watch casual wear willingly#he hated the new livery so much he hoarded every pair of the older watcher robes he could hunt down so they'd tide him over#in the hopes that the next uniform design would be less awful. he is a fancyboy at heart. he should be wearing so many earrings#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#A Watcher's work is never done#rye's whole deal is half built on the feeling of 'we've had a lot of fun here today folks. but at the end of the day I have given my oath#and I mean to fulfil it. so either help me do that or get out of my fucking way' that sort of naturally rises out of this contrast#and everyone who has for a moment doubted his complete seriousness and sincerity about it so far has ended up much deeper#than six feet under by the end of it all haha#I've found I've actually been able to build a really good sense of character here (with some reloading to see different options#to be sure lol I am a control freak) -- mixing in a stoic response in certain situations for example can inform so much with so little#and the contrast works out to be so much greater.#just this sense of a layer of levity and awkwardness on top of an immense and unflinching seriousness#that sometimes shines through. it's uh. it's been really good for me
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"I want to spend my tomorrows with him" or something
cry- C.A.S
#i'm so miserable over them#like genuinely going through my mourning and grief stage all over again#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#myuminjiart
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when elrond finally sailed i like to think that he saw celebrían waiting for him on the shore and leapt from the boat, splashing through the waves until he could run to her, unable to bear even another moment apart.
#WHILE WE’RE ON THE TOPIC OF ANGST. have this hurt/comfort that was sitting in my drafts#picturing him running through the waves#crying and laughing and smiling hysterically#when elladan and elrohir join them in the 4th age they cry together over arwen but also over their sheer joy for her and each other#celebrían mourns that she never saw her daughter grow up and that she will never again see her face#but elladan and elrohir tell her everything about aragorn—he deserves her#they promise—and it’s ok that way.#plus they have grandpa celeborn with them finally too#elrond#elrond peredhel#celebrian#elrond x celebrian#the peredhel family is something that can be so personal#the silmarillion#the rings of power#fae speaks
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riskiest post ivemade yet
based on the first ever scarling fanfic LMFAOO
#if the haters find this it might be over for me#this was created 40% out of my interest for scarling and 60% out of spite#why?#i saw this really cute scarling edit (it was what made me consider scarling) and it got taken down because of the hate#i will forever mourn it#mr crawling#mr scarletella#homicipher#scarling#mr crawling x mr scarletella#out of character#文字化化#art..
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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally
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#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#swag daniels#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#alexandrite#posts by me dot com#okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob#etc etc ... lots a variations#i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time#so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like#i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network#mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever#that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it#and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went#'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment#but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL#caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around#and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday#after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)
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When I was younger, we had a clock in the garage that would sing bird calls every hour, instead of chiming or ticking or the regular things clocks do. (......I am fairly sure it was exiled to the garage by my mother, who hated the hollow, tinny sound of it.) Anyway, I mostly remember that clock because the mourning dove call was so distinctive---twoo, twoo, too too too, too too too. I can shut my eyes and hear that song, and it taught me to identify it with unerring precision, even though I couldn't pick out another birdcall to save my life.
To this day, mourning doves are one of my favorite birds. and when I caught sight of one perched delicately on my bird feeder I lost my ever loving mind and will take it as a sign of good things to come.
#they are so beautiful!! grey ladies!!!#sad and lovely and stately and flighty I love them!!!!!!!!!#I know it's very nerdy to get hyped over a bird but counterpoint: I have lost count of the sparrows#that eat at my bird feeder.#there are maybe 1-2 female house finches; 1 male cardinal; 1 female cardinal; 2 squirrels; 1 robin#AND ONE MOURNING DOVE I LOVE HER!!!
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