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Official name: Creation Entertainment's SALUTE TO SUPERNATURAL, SMALLVILLE AND BUFFY/ANGEL Location: Hyatt Regency Woodfield, Chicago, Illinois Time: Sunday November 11, 2007, ?10:10? am (GMT-6) Panelists: Jared Padalecki Last episode: 3x06 "Red Sky at Morning" Nov 8, 2007 Next episode: 3x07 "Fresh Blood" - Nov 15, 2007

Question Index: 1- Dog snacks 2- Jensen impression; Fav Love Interest 3- Living, dead, or fictional dinner; 2x17 "Heart" love scene 4- Pranks; Kim Manners; 2x06 "No Exit" 5- Most rememberable SPN moment 6- Acting with Sandy; 3x05 “Bedtime Stories” crossroad demon scene 7- 3x03 “BDABR”; Sam laughing end scene 8- Fav pastime 9- 3x05; “Bedtime Stories” walking up hill scene 10- Gilmore Girls; fav drunk!Jensen moment 11- Dream Role; H/F 12- SPN Appreciation 13- Post Production 14- Fan Gift; Thank you plaques 15- On Set Happenings; funny

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Jensen: (walks off stage) Thanks guys. (audience cheers)

Jared’s Panel starts.

•Intro- (6:30-SA, 1:03-S, 0:38- DD)

Jared: Can I have a cold seat? (audience laughs) He kept it warm for me. Hi guys! (audience says hey back and cheers) Some the same, some different. Good to see y’all.

◘Chicago November 2007 - Jared Solo Panel - Enhanced Edition Con Video - V2.0 by DetailTilted◘

Were y’all easy on him? (thumbs off stage)- We can- We can smartify the questions now- now that- (audience laughs and oo’s) (grimaces and then smiles)

•(1:21 S, 0:57 DD, 0:06 DT )- Chicon07JP;Q1- Dog snacks

Audience member: Did the dog like his snacks?

Jared: No, my dogs loved the snacks. They love all snacks. Anything, they’ll smell it, they’ll find it, and they'll... (audience member: Cats.) eat it. (nods) Cats. They actually we were- (audience member: Cats.) (audience laughs) I took them to the vet the other day. Um, my-my shepherd, Sadie, uhm, she had a wart growing on her mouth. (a few audience aw’s) And, I was afraid it was a- I was afraid it was a spider bite or something. So, I took ‘em to the vet and there was one of those old school, fat vet cats that kind of hangs out in the lobby. It probably ran into a, you know, thousand dogs and.. vicious dogs and nice dogs.

And Sadie, just being the shepherd, goes up to the cat and starts kind of, like, smells and do a little rumble. And the cat just goes like (mimics rapid swatting) (audience laughs) maybe five or six shots. And Sadie was like, “Alright, I’ve had enough of that cat.” (audience laughs) “I’m not really-” And Harley’s too slow to really do anything. So, he’s sort of like.. confused. The cat moves too fast. He cries and.. (audience aw’s) I pet him. (audience laughs) So.. that’s it. (a few audience aw’s)

Anything else? H-How are y’all, uh- How was Jensen doing? Did he.. (audience says good and cheers) (?Did he do everything? Good?). (raises fist) Good. (nods) Yeah. I can always count on him to.. say the right things (?when he?) (audience laughs) (?does one of these?)

Anybody have any more? Anybody have any more... questions? (throws his hand up) See you later (mimics leaving) (audience laughs)

Audience member: Stay!

Audience member: Both sides.

Jared: Both sides. Both sides. Oh! (looks back and forth) Which side- Which side do I start with?

Audience members: This one.

Jared: (throws up a hand) Oh, this is very organized. (audience laughs) I was trying to find out.. which were camera phones and which were microphones. (audience chuckles) Uh, (looks to his right) Hi.

•(1:33 DT)- Chicon07JP;Q2- Jensen impression; Fav love interest

Fan: Hi, I’m Gen. I wasn’t really expecting a switch so, um... (giggles) (audience laughs)

Jared: (laughs) I can play Jensen. (audience cheers)

Jared swipes his bangs to the side, squints his eyes, and puckers his lips. The audience screams and then claps.

◘Jensen and Jared at Creation Con 8 by sarahmonious◘

◘Out with Jared, in with Jensen… by tchuuuka◘

Jared: (deeper voice) Yes? (audience laughs and catcalls) (laughs) He’s not here to defend himself. I feel bad. (audience laughs) Which means he’s going to defend himself back in the corridors.. like.. kicking me in the stomach.

Fan: Please, though, I have two questions then. (Jared: Please.) Can you do that again now that I zoomed in? (audience laughs)

◘Jared in Chicago: Being Jensen by BabyBlueSteel◘

Jared: Sure. (dramatized calm gesture) Out with Jared, in with Jensen. (resumes Bluesteel expression)

Parts of the audience are yelling out to look in their direction. The rest is laughing and squealing. Jared abruptly stops, laughs, and wipes his eyes and then nose.

◘Jared_cc1 by _sin_attract◘

Jared: I think I snotted outta my nose. (audience laughs) That was very not Jensen. He probably wouldn’t ‘ve.. snotted on himself. (audience laughs)

Fan: Okay, now for my real question (Jared: Yeah.) Umm.. uh.. (laughs) (audience laughs)

Jared: Uh, I agree. I agree. (audience laughs) (turns) Next. (laughs) Sorry.

Fan: What would be your, uh.. favorite love interest on “Supernatural” so far? (audience yells out Sarah)

Jared: So far? Uhm, my favorite love interest- which one? (audience yells out Sarah) You know what? I s- I feel- I feel like the most open ended- Obviously Madison’s dead, (audience laughs) and, uh- Though that was- that sort of s- was a full arc, it happened very fast. And, I think that Sam and Sarah did have something (audience: Yeah) kind of going on, and we never- (audience screams) And, nothing ever happened, so I’m curious to see if she comes back.

And it seemed like, at least at that point in time, it seemed like, um- it seemed like it was setting her up to come back, because she worked.. at antique shop where there might be more, uh, (audience member: Yeah.) more.. (shrugs) paintings or.. more stuff. (nods and points at the crowd) I borrowed that word. (audience chuckles) More stuff that comes in that she need help with. So, I wonder if we’ll see her come back. (nods) But, that’ll probably be.. the most realistic.. for my opinion. (nods)

Fan: Thank you.

Jared: Sure. (turns to his left)

•(3:37 DT)- Chicon07JP;Q3- living, dead, or fictional dinner; 2x17 love scene

Fan: Hi. (Jared smiles) I have two questions. (Jared: Okay!) Uh, a friend of mine would like to know, if you could have dinner with any person living, dead, or fictional who would it be? And I would like to know (Jared: Oh, wow.) who chor- I would like to know who choreographed the love scene in Heart. (audience laughs and squeals. Jared laughs)

Jared: That was, uh- the first- the second question easier to answer. That was Kim Manners. (audience laughs) Inevitably- inevitably it’s, uh, it’s.. I’m mean kissing on screen is awkward enough, because.. you're sort of like, I wanna look cool. (swipes his bangs bang) (audience giggles) I wanna be- I wanna be, like, hot and sexy. And I wanna, like, get (wiggles) that (a few audience catcalls) right emotion.

◘ Jared in Chicago: the Love Scene in Heart by BabyBlueSteel◘ ◘Jensen and Jared at Creation Con 9 by sarahmonious◘

And then, you know, (sits up straight and rigid) the light’s there and they’re going, “You’re blocking her light.” (audience laughs) (mimics stiffly backing up) So you back up. (audience laughs)

"Is it good now?" Like, “Okay, Yeah. Now lean in.” (leans forward) “Turn your head more.” (nods and turns head) “Okay. Yeah. Still look good? Still look-” “Yeah. Yeah.” (audience is laughing the entire time)

(sits back and relaxes his body) And so, that’s odd enough. And so, now take a lot of clothes off. (a few audience catcalls) And then you’re like, (slightly turns) “Where can you see? Can you see.. my forearm?” (gestures to his forearm) “No. So, I don’t need to flex my forearm? Just the top? Okay.” (audience laughs) “My back?” (turns slightly in the chair and gestures to his torso) “Can you- Can you s- Did you get any abs? Shannon!” My makeup artist, Shannon. “Give me some paint.” (audience laughs) (points around his side torso) “Some- Pour- Pour" (laughs) "paint around here.”

And so, it’s- it’s- Though it looks- it looks… fine on screen. It’s inevitably very awkward. And it’s always, like- She was a very sweet girl. Uh.. but it’s like, you know, “I’m sorry. Like, nice to meet you. Okay, uh.” (mimics taking off clothes and then shrugs) (audience laughs) So, it’s- it’s odd and it's awkward. So, they have to be very choreographed. But Kim Manners did that.

And the living, dead, or… You know what? This is just, uh, this is just something out of my own curiosity. And I’m- I’m.. I love my family and I never got to meet my dad’s dad. So I’d like to go back and.. (audience aw’s) and see, yeah. (nods) My mom’s parents, uh, I-I knew them both. My- my dad’s mom, but I never got to meet.. my father’s father. So-

Fan: Good answer.

Jared: -If I could.. go back and meet him, I- I’d love to.

Fan: Thank you.

Jared: Sure. Thank you. Now I go (snaps his fingers and turns and points to his right) New face.

•(5:32 DT)- Chicon07JP;Q4- Pranks; Kim Manners; 2x06 “No Exit”

Fan: Hello. Um, I was wondering- improvising here because (laughs) I had a question for Jensen. (audience laughs)

Jared: I- I can bring him back. (swipes his hair and puckers his lips) (audience laughs) (laughs then shakes his head)

Fan: But, um- You can if you want to. But, I was wondering what your favorite practical joke was.. that you played.. on someone.

Jared: My favorite practical joke was that I played, um- You know what? I-I still say Kim Manners once- (points off to his left) To go back to Kim, we always have a lot of fun with him on set. And last year, we threw him into- When we were doing “No Exit,” um, which is the one where they were in the walls, Jo and Dean. Uh, there was a tube that they built on set that had water all through it.

◘Jared_cc2 by _sin_attract◘ ◘Jensen and Jared at Creation Con 10 by sarahmonious◘ ◘Jared Padalecki talking a prank in Chicago by BeckyVids◘

And so, we had to crawl through it. We’re all getting wet and our knees are getting all scuffed up and- and Manners is laughing. And so, Jensen and myself and two of my buddies, my buddy Jordan and Logan who were in town visiting, um, picked up Kim. Who as it is, is already, you know, 5’6” and much smaller than (laughs) any of us. (audience giggles) And so, he’s like a hundred and ten pounds or something. (audience laughs) So, we just grab him.

And he’s like, (mimics struggling) “I’ll kill yah. I’ll kill you all.” (audience laughs) He’s.. struggling back and forth and finally we just overpower him because there’s like four of us. And we shove him into the, uh- into this.. tube full of water and kind of.. gunk and all this crazy stuff that they put in there to make it look like a sewer. And, so- He got us back though. (nods) He got us back. It’s actually on the gag reel, he's getting us back. (audience: Yeah!) (nods) Yeah. So, uh- So, he had the last laugh, but we still have to get him back for that.

We’re biding our time. (nods) (audience giggles) Yeah.

Fan: Thank you.

Jared: Thank you. (turns to his left)

•(6:55 DT, 1:02 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q5- Most rememberable SPN moment

Fan: Hello. (Jared: Hi!) I’m Maria. Um-

Jared: Hi, Maria. I’m Jared. (audience laughs)

Fan: My question is that- Um, my question for you is, what is the most memorable moment you’ve had in the process of filming “Supernatural?”

Jared: …Wow, uhm.. that’s a- that’s a.. very good question. (audience giggles) Uh… You know what? The- iit’s not really been one moment. But it’s been, maybe, a series of moments.

◘Jared's q&a by augustfading 1:03◘

This is what’s pops in my head.. of.. when you kind of realize that what you’re doing.. such as right now this very second, when you realize that what you’re doing is reaching people. And, people are actually watching and enjoying your work and- and getting along with those stories. And, you'll read this.. letter, o-or you'll hear from this.. fan.. or this person that says, “You know, listen, um.. it’s something that I can watch with my brother. We used to not get along.” “It's something I can watch with my father.” “It's Something I can watch with my sister.” "It's something like- We’ll turn the phones off. And you know, “We’ll- We’ll lock our doors and no one kno- Everybody knows not to call us.” (audience giggles)

And so, hearing stuff like that, (nods) it really gets you through the long hours. And the, you know, we’re living in Vancouver. We’re waking up, going to work, going home, going to sleep. Waking up, going to work, going home, going to sleep. On the weekends, we do grocery shopping, you know? (audience laughs) Like, and then go back to sleep, and then we’re waking up and we're at work again.

And so, these moments help you realize the last two in a half years has not been for naught. (nods) So.. (nods)

Fan: (?Well, you make-?)

Jared: Thank you guys.

Fan: (?You guys make incredible?) (?)

Jared: (nods and smiles.) Thank you. (The audience claps and cheers.) (turns to his right.) Hi.

•(8:25 DT, 2:33 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q6- Acting with Sandy; 3x05 “Bedtime Stories” crossroad demon scene

Fan: Hi. I’m Sarah.

Jared: I’m Jared. (audience laughs) Sarah. That was, uh, Taylor's name in.. “Provenance.” (looks down) (Fan: First of all-) (looks up and points at his head) My mind is always working, guys. (audience laughs) Always working. (leans back, grimaces, and then chuckles)

Fan: First of all, I just have to say, Hi, Sandy. I- I think your fabulous.

Jared: (hand on chest) I’m Jared. (audience laughs) (looks around) I can bring (swipes his hair) Sandy in here. (audience laughs, cat-calls, cheers, and claps) (laughs) Thank you. She was- she was absolutely fabulous. She is. Thank you.

Fan: Second of all, I have to say my birthday is on Thursday. And I just have to say thank you so much for coming out here, you and Jensen both. This is the best birthday present ever.

Jared: Oh. Well, happy birthday. And thank you so much.

Fan: And third of all, my question.. (audience laughs. Jared smiles) um, is, was it difficult in the episode Sandy was in, (Jared: mhm) acting that scene out because, I don’t know about anyone else, but that was disturbing for me to watch you shoot her.

Jared: It was- (laughs) (audience laughs) Well, I’ve always wanted to.. (gun gesture) you know, (smiles) (audience laughs and oos) (laughs) I actually called and asked. I was like- a-Originally I just walk away, but I called Eric, “Can I shoot her or something?” (audience laughs)

Um, it-it was- it was difficult in that.. you.. when.. you’re in a relationship and- and you know somebody so well and you fall in love with a person for many, many years.. (points back and forth to his eyes) you- you- there’s something different that happens when you look at them and you don’t- you don’t see- even what they say, you kind of- Like-like they could not talk and say anything and you’re.. reading? You’re buying what they’re selling (laughs and shakes his head and mouths “I don’t know”) Sorry. (audience laughs)

◘Jared and Jensen Q&A (1) by LauraTX1◘

So, it was weird to act with her in that sense. And-But it was kind of- It was a great.. kind of way to come full circle, because we met on "Cry Wolf" (nods) ..and acting (Fan: acted) together. (nods) And so it was interesting to- to go back and act and- and I was very proud of her and very happy with.. the work.

And it was fun. It was a lot of fun.. And our director was very.. (swipes hand) obviously.. conscious of what was going on. And-and it was fun. But, the only thing is, is that when I watched the ep- when I watched the scene, it looks like I’m smirking (audience laughs) at a point in time. And I’m like, “I know I’m not smirking. I know I’m smirking as Sam, but I hope it doesn’t look like I’m laughing.. because I know” (audience laughs) “Sandy.” Because I remember, I was trying to smirk to-to- to help Sam bluff the crossroad’s- (swipes hand through air) Anyways, (audience laughs) it was odd, but I loved it. (nods and puts briefly hand on chest) I loved it. And I’d do it again too. (nods) Yeah. (audience laughs) (turns to the audience and nods but then realizes) Not that! I didn't- (leans back and facepalms) (audience laughs, claps, and cheers) (smiles to himself looking down and then at the audience) I’m done. I'm done. (audience laughs) (to Sarah) Sorry, baby.

Fan: Thank you.

Jared turns to look at fan and turns to his left laughing to himself.

•(10:46 DT)- Chicon07JP;Q7- 3x03 “BDABR”; Sam laughing end scene

Fan: Hi Jared. (Jared: Hi.) I’m Amanda. (Jared: I’m Jared.) (audience laughs) Um, my question is about the "Bad" episode of season 3, “Bad Day in Black Rock”

Jared: Yeah. I got it. (audience woo’s) Yeah, (?I loved that episode?).

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Fan: I absolutely loved that episode. (Jared: I did too) And in.. the last scene between Sam and Dean where.. Dean is yelling out, “Son of a bitch,” (audience and Jared laugh) you can see you cracking up on film. (audience laughs) I was wondering- (Jared: [points] That’s- that’s actually-) I was wondering how many takes did it take for you to just give up and have that one on film.

◘Jared's q&a by augustfading 1:51◘

Jared: We, um.. Well he improvised that line. He- he’s thrown in a few- He’s said, “Son of a bitch,” a few times on “Supernatural” for those who- for those who know the history of “Supernatural.” A lot of times he’s just.. uh.. improvising it.

And so, the shot- a-as I had known the shot was over, and it was- it was a great shot- it was a Steadicam shot, that starts- And that was all- that whole scene was one shot. And it was sort of a way to cleverly tie in us leaving with catching her in the background, and then coming back and ending on us. And it was just a- it was a great shot, a really tough shot. We have a great Steadicam operator.

◘Jared in Chicago: The laugh in BDABR…Jared or Sam? By BabyBlueSteel◘

And, um.. we had to do that.. probably three or four times. You know, there’s a light.. that goes off. Or I fall. (audience laughs) Or one of those things like that. Or the car is not, um, is not cued on time. Or it’s cued on time, but she goes too fast. There was- there was so many elements that work, especially those long Steadicam shots. Everything has to be perfect.

And, he.. comes around. And so the people who are (mimics boom mic operators) running behind us holding mics have to like run (audience laughs) and then run back, and then get-hunk down, and like.. run into grave stones. And we try.. to ignore (laughs) everything.

But, um.. that one I couldn’t help but laugh (nods). (audience laughs) Yeah. It was one of those ones and I was like, “I don’t know if they’re still rolling, but if they are I better hide my face." (turns head) (audience laughs)

Fan: (?I'll?) say, I watched it and then I went- I was watching, um, Jensen’s reaction (Jared: Right.) and then I went, “Hang on, Jared. What's that?"

Jared: Yeah. My favorite part of that episode is actually (points then mimics holding the check) just the look on Jensen’s face when we win the- when we have the check from Biggerson’s. (audience laughs) He looks like he’s six years old. (mimics Jensen’s face) (audience laughs and claps) There’s something about… there’s something about- because he’s- he’s a li- he’s a few years older than I am. But there’s something about when he gets this goofy look on his face, he could be five. (audience laughs) He could be my son, like, on my shoulders. (mimics Jensen on shoulders and handing him food) “Want some chicken nuggets?” (audience laughs)

But.. But, yeah. That was- Every time I watch that I crack up. But.. yeah. That was a funny shot.

Fan: Okay, thank you.

Jared: Thank you. (turns to his right)

•(13:38 DT, 2:08 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q8- Fav pastime

Fan: Hi, Jared. I’m Tina.

Jared: Hi, Tina. I’m.. (Fan: I wanted-) Jared. (flustered smirk) (audience laughs) (laughs)

Fan: I- I wanted to ask what your favorite pastime while you're filming “Supernatural” is. When-

Jared: Um, my favorite pastime while I’m filming “Supernatural..” Uh.. I guess during the day.. um- It’s weird because.. when you’re filming a TV show or a movie or anything, it’s true what they say, you know, in a fourteen hour day only be working three of those hours? Four of those hours? Maybe on a hard day, half of that time? But, your off time, you can’t necessarily just go, (looks at watch) “Okay, I have five minutes between shots. I’m gonna go, uh, you know, like.. read a book or write-” Because you get totally out of the scenes. It’s, you know, you go from doing a crazy emotional scene to like, “Hey, let’s go play like.. you know, jumpin’ jacks or something.” (audience laughs)

And so, whatever- what I tried to do during the day is just try to set my head straight. You know, my dogs are usually with me (a few audience aw’s) and I-I’ll just kind of sit down with them and pet them, or I’ll call Sandy. Or, uh, turn on.. the news, just sort of have in the background.

But, even sometimes watching the news, you know, you’ll- you’ll sit there and go, “Oh, wait.” And they’ll call you, they’ll- “We're ready on set.” (mimics talking to someone behind him) And you're like, “I just wanted to see if.. this person’s alright.” (audience laughs) You know and so, it’s tough.

And-and it’s sort of this weird.. limbo where you can’t- you can’t… stay on set, because you’ll just go crazy. But, you can’t.. completely.. let your mind leave.. the job at hand, because then you’ll get out of the scene. So, it’s kind of- you kind of just.. zone out. But, I guess, just relaxing. (nods)

Fan: Okay. Thank you. (audience laughs)

Jared: Thank you. (turns to his left) Hi, I’m Jared.

•(15:06 DT, 3:35 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q9- 3x05; “Bedtime Stories” walking up hill scene

Fan: Hi. (audience laughs) I’m (?Brendan? or ?Brittney?) my comment was going to be for Jensen, sorry.

Jared: Okay! (Fan: Um-) I can- I can- (swipes his bangs back and purses lips) (audience laughs)

Fan: (?See if Jensen is still out there. He can hear this but-?)

Jared: He will be coming back. (Fan: Okay.) He will be coming back.

Fan: Alright, but.. I might not get to tell him. (Jared: Awooh) Fell in love with him on Dark Angel and, um-

Jared: Didn’t we all. (audience laughs) (leans back) What? (clears throat and taps mic) Sorry. (adjusts his shoulders and purses his lips)

Fan: Love him more now. But, um.. (Jared laughs) question can be towards you. (Jared: Okay.) In the episode-

Jared: I’ll-I’ll take it. (laughs) (audience laughs)

Fan: Well, it involves you, but um, his answer would have probably been a lot better. (giggles)

Jared: (nods) It probably would've- (audience groans and oo’s) (curls up, shaking his head, then sits up) Will someone come wipe my tears. (audience is a mix of laughter and groans)

Audience member: We love you Jared!

Fan: In Bedtime-

Jared: I’ll-I’ll take no offense. (audience laughs) In Bedtime. (nods to fan)

Fan: In “Bedtime Stories,” the episode, there is a scene that, um, Sam and Dean are walking together in con- (Jared: Right) in conversation. And you, like, look like you fforget your, um, your- no. ur- you know, your lyri- lyrics- (audience yells out lyrics and lines) your lines. (Jared: Right) (laughs) And, um.. And Dean has to, like, step in. In the- in.. offset there- not offset, but you can see, uh um, an extra- a female extra walk by and you kind of, like, follow her and Dean has to jump in.. and finish, like, your line or whatever.. and save you, I thought.

Jared: Which one was it? A lot of times that’s, uh, a lot of times he and I work out that. Do you remember which scene that was? Because, I could probably.. answer very specifically. (fan sighs) It was in “Bedtime Stories?”

Fan: It was in “Bedtime Stories.”

Jared: Were we in a hospital?

Fan: No, you’re not in the hospital. You’re outside.. in the park- (a few in the audience start talking) Yeah, you’re talking about what happened in the morgue.

Audience member: You said, “I got nothing!”

Fan: Yeah I- Yeah, you got nothing- you kind of, like, paused and (Jared: [mumbles] I got nothing) Dean had to jump in and, like,-

Jared: Oh, You know what that was! (nods) Okay, I know what you mean. We’re walking up a hill. We’re walking up the hill of the streets. (Fan: Because it’s-) What that was, is that was another long shot. The-the longer the shot the more you kind of have to rush things. And what it is, is that we had to finish the shot by the time we came exactly even with the street, because that’s where we had.. our cameraman. We had, uh, ‘cause we had another angle- We had an angle going down the street. And we had an angle that was sort of following us like this. (moves his hand horizontally to his left)

And so we had to time out that whole walk, to try and start it at the bottom of the block and finish it by the time we exited frame. (Fan: mhm) Um, and so it’s just this weird timing issue to where.. you sort of- Either you’re going too fast and then you have to really slow down and, like, dramatic pause (flips hair) (audience giggles) towards the end of the scene. Or you have to take your pauses through the scene and then you sort of, uh, rush it at the end.

So, I think that was sort of.. we both might have rushed it a bit at the end to- to make sure it got out.

Fan: Get- Because it.. It kind of looked like you were checking the chick out, which is so out of character for Sam. (audience and Jared laugh)

Jared: Well. (laughs and throws a hand up)

Fan: It’s usually Dean. (laughs) It’s usually Dean who’s really like, “woo.” You know?

Jared: Man.. (laughs) I think- I think it’s- it's actually- If-if- if I was checking- (laughs) (audience laughs) (stands up) Back pedal. (mimics stumbling back and then shoveling dirt) If I was- I’ve actually tried to make a conscious effort this year- for no reason I haven’t been (?informed by?) any writers. But, there’s a- there’s a line that Fred Lehne says to Jensen at the end of last year which is, “Are you sure what you brought back is 100% Sam.” (audience agreement)

Fan: Right.

Jared: And though we haven’t- So- So, we started to- I’ve started to sort of.. bring out the Dean in Sam. (nods)

Fan: Right. And that’s what I was wondering if that’s where (Jared: Right. [nods]) the storyline (Jared: Which is- [laughs]) was going. (Jared: Um-) Because it really- that's- re- (laughs) re- (laughs)

Jared: Not- not s- not tech- not specifically, but just as an actor (nods) some choices.. I make.. o- to deliver lines would be how I think maybe Jensen would’ve done it. (Fan: Right) Or with just a check-out here and there.

There’s also another part in “Sin City,” where they didn't- you didn’t see it too much, but where, uh-um, Martin Papazian, I forget his character’s name, but, (Brooklyn accent) “Forget about it,” that guy. (Fan: Yeah) Where he comes out he’s like, (Brooklyn accent) “My sister, Cheryl.” And then she walks away. And we both (leans forward) kind of check her out. (Fan: right) (nods) And that was another thing that I decided, you know, like, throw Sam’s face out there and- (nods)

Fan: You guys are great. Thanks so much.

Jared: (pats leg) Thanks so much. (audience claps) (turns to his right)

•(19:36 DT, 7:33 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q10- Gilmore Girls; fav drunk!Jensen moment

Jared: Hi! (Fan: Hello.) I’m Jared.

Fan: Taylor. Um-

Jared: Taylor was Sarah. Sarah was the girlfriend. (audience laughs) (snorts and then chuckles)

Fan: (laughs) Um, (?). I have two questions. (Jared: Okay.) First one is, are you in contact with anyone still from “Gilmore Girls?”

Jared: I’m not. I-I’m- I’m not in contact with anyone still from “Gilmore Girls,” but I have, uh.. When I see people here or there, like Scott Patterson is up in Vancouver right now shooting, Al-“Aliens in America.” (an audience woo) And so I’ll see them- Yeah, he’s great. But I’ll see them at, um.. Warner Brothers events or CW events. And.. the latest people I’ve really seen have been Scott, and I saw Milo, like, a year and a half ago. (a few audience woo’s) But other than that I haven’t- I haven’t really been able to keep in charge of everybody. (looks at audience)

He’s kicking ass, huh?- He’s kicking butt. (grimace) He’s kicking butt. (nods) Yeah, I’m really proud of him. He’s- he’s a- he's a hard worker. (nods) He deserves it, so. (nods)

Fan: Okay and the second on is, Jensen didn’t really answer this one but, what is your favorite memory of Jensen-

Jared: (?Wouldn't? or ?What do?) you mean my answer is going to be better than Jensen’s? (looks back and forth in the crowd) (audience laughs and cheers) (stands up) Where is she? (nods, points into the crowd, and then sits back down towards the fan) I’ll take care of it. (waves at the fan) What's your- What’s your question? (audience laughs) (laughs)

◘Supernatural - Jared memory…By csnutty◘

Fan: Tell us your favorite memory of Jensen when he was drunk?

As soon as the question registers, Jared’s face lights up with an open mouth laugh and then he gets up, turns around, and pumps his fist in the air. Then he turns back and pumps his fist towards the middle. The audience laughs and cheers. Jared walks and sits back down.

◘Jared Padalecki at Chicago Con…By DegaDreamer◘

Jared: (laughs) You know what? Uh- It goes back to my favorite memory of Jensen in “Bad Day at Black Rock.” He’ll sometimes get this face- this look on his face where he’s six years old. (audience giggles) And you want to, like, take a beer out of his hand and go, “Son, you’re- you’re not old enough.” (audience laughs) So, uhm, idk, we have a lot of fun. W-We don’t ever get stupid, but we have a lot of fun and like to laugh. So, just goofing around on each other. You know? (nods)

Fan: Okay. Thank you!

Jared: Thank you, Taylor. (turns to his left) Hi!

•(21:14 DT, 9:10 SA, 0:40 C)- Chicon07JP;Q11- Dream Role; H/F

Fan: Hi, Pam. I’m Jared.

Jared: Hi Jared- (audience laughs) (reels back, presses his lips together, and then hides his face behind his mic for a few beats) I did it on purpose! (mock frowns and then laughs)

Fan: Is there, uh, an historic person or fictional character that you would like to play?

Jared: Uhh.. Yes. I’d love to play Howard Roark from “The Fountainhead.” (Audience member: Yes! Woo!) (audience laughs) (nods points mic at audience member) Yeah. I-I love- I love to do that. When I read that book, I really- I really.. appreciated.. the character. And, whether you agree with Ayn Rand or not, you know, (swipes hand) that’s a totally different discussion. But I think he’s a very.. interesting character and he- and he’d be very, very fun to play. So. (nods)

Fan: Thank you for being here.

Jared: Thank you. (turns to his right) (audience laughs) Hi!

•(22:08 DT, 10:04 SA)- Chicon07JP;12- Spn Appreciation

Fan: Hi. I’m actually an actor from New York.

Jared: Awesome! (pats his leg) (Fan: Yeah) Well, nice to meet you.

Fan: Um, I so connect with the show and I’m not really a TV person at all. (Jared: Right) But um, I really wish that, you know, the darkness and evil in the world came from the supernatural, (laughs) you know. (Jared: [shrugs and nods] Right.) But, it doesn’t. (Jared: Right.) And um, I still connected with the show, because, um, well coincidentally my mom died the same week that the father died on the thing. And I- I look after my sisters and there's a lot of dark and pain and terrible stuff. And, um, these conversations that you have about faith and all these things, I just so connected. It has such an impact on me. You just- You know, the writers do it, but you really bring the unbelievable to be believable. Which I think is such a skill. And so...

Jared: Thank you so much. (audience claps and cheers) I’m very sorry, but thank you so much. And that’s- and that’s one of the things actually- (points at fan) You voiced one of the reasons that Jensen and I are so excited to be apart of this show. And Eric has voiced it before. And it’s.. in this guise of supernatural we get to... tackle a lot of.. real-life issues dead on. Like y- like.. the vampires, Do you kill them and sort of tackling racism? Or like you’re saying faith, you know, you’re talking about faith healers are real or not, you sort of talk about beliefs and that. So, it’s-it’s been a good- it’s been a good way to get away with talking about real-life issues, but not throwing it in your face like.. (shrugs) real-life issues. You know? (nods) (audience laughs)

Fan: Dean- Dean had this one line where he says- In, “My Time of Dying” he says um, I would, um, you know, “You always have a choice. You could roll over and die or keep on fighting no matter what.” (Jared: Right [nods]) And that stayed with me, through so many things. And I just wanna...

Jared: Awesome. Well, thank you so much. (audience claps) (turns to his left and smiles)

•(23:45 DT, 11:41 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q13- Post Production

Fan: Hi, I’m Charity.

Jared: I’m Jared. (an audience laugh) I’m Pam. What? (audience laughs) (smiles)

Audience member: (?That’s right!?)

Fan: Uh, my question is, um, since you guys obviously film out of sequence, uh eh, whenever actors are available or whatever. (Jared: sure.) What do you think of the final.. program once it’s put together?

Jared: It’s so bizarre. Because not just the out of sequence filming but.. um, with the visual effects, and the special effects, and the color timing that’s done- the changing- the- the darkening of, uh, a lot of the shots, and just everything getting put together. It’s- it’s great to watch.

It’s-it’s not- it’s not just like- and I loved Gilmore Girls. I loved my five years on Gilmore Girls, but when you film it, you know what you’re going to see. You know, you look around and you’re in.. uh, Luke’s Diner and you’re like, “Oh, okay. At least it's gonna be Luke’s Diner.”

Whereas, you know you’re here and we’re out in the field somewhere and we’re yelling, there are rain towers, and I’m reading Latin book, (audience giggles) and looking at absolutely nothing. And then you see, uh, what our visual effects guy’s have done and our special effect guys have done. And you’re going, “Wow, like tha-that’s good for them.” (audience giggles)

It-It’s just feels like a really collaborative effort because um- on all sides. So, not just the out of sequence filming. But.. every aspect t-that goes into “Supernatural” really. Um, makes it.. a fun production and fun to watch.

It’s easier t-to detach myself.. when I watch it. Because inevitably actors are very.. um, critical of themselves. And so, since it’s such a fun, kind of crazy-kooky show you can sort of get caught up in it as opposed to watching it going, “Oh, I suck there. I suck.” (audience giggles) “Well, I was better than Jensen there, but I-” (audience laughs) (laughs)

Fan: Do you get to watch it every week?

Jared: No, we don’t get to watch it every week. But- because we’re usually working. Actually, I think.. we work most every Thursday at that time. But-but, they give us a copy. (fist pumps) And I have the I-Tunes season pass. (audience woo’s, cheers, and claps)

I watch it on my I-pod. Whenever I want to get recognized I go, “Sorry let me pause “Supernatural” on my I-pod.” (mimics pausing a device) (audience laughs) (mimics showing off the device) “It’s a great show. This guy is” (fist pumps) “hot.” (nods to fan)

Fan: Thank you.

Jared: Thank you. (turns to his right) Hi!

•(25:44 DT, 13:40 SA)- Chicon07JP;14- Fan gift; Thank you plaques

Fan: Hi, Jared. I’m sorry. I lost my voice.

Jared: It happens. It happens. (audience laughs) (throws up hand) I have that affect. (audience laughs) (holds up hand and shakes his head) I’m just kidding. (facepalms) (audience woo’s, cheers, and claps) Okay. No! No! (makes a cut motion) Don’t take me seriously. Don’t take me serious- (swipes at the audience) Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. (audience laughs) (laughs)

Fan: (?blending the tar binding thing right?) No I just- I don’t have any com- questions, because I think I know more about you than probably your mom, I guess.

Jared: (reels back and nods) Good to know. I’ll-I’ll have to call you and ask you some stuff sometime. (mimics phone) “I was wondering!” (audience laughs)

Fan: Um, I just wanted, um, to say you’re doing a great job. (Jared: Thank you) I appreciate you guys getting up early in the morning. I know it’s hard. It.. takes a lot you out of you guys physically and mentally. (Jared nods) I’m also the one that sent you the thank you plaque. (Jared: Yeah! Okay. [nods]) And I got one here for your mom and dad.

Jared: Oh wow. Well, thank you.

Fan: For bringing you into the world, because if wasn’t for you and Jensen, I wouldn’t be here today.

Jared: Well, thank you so much. (some audience aw’s)

Fan: (?The more I say?) the more I appreciate it. (audience claps)

Jared: Thank you… Thank you very much. I- I don’t know how to.. get that- (looks back and forth) (audience laughs) I can leave- Can I? (gets up to hug the fan) Thank you very much. (hugs) (audience aw’s and claps) (talks to fan off mic nodding)

Audience member: You dropped a card.

Audience member: You dropped your card.

Audience member: Jared, you dropped the card.

Jared: (laughs) I got it thank you. Thank you (?I will talk to her?, ?I'll- I'll talk to her?, or ?I'll tell her?). (picks up card that dropped on the floor) Alright, Thank you. (goes back on stage) Awesome. Thank you so much. (on mic) That’s my favorite question yet. (audience laughs) Free stuff. Free stuff. (laughs sits down and puts down the gift) Put that down. Okay, I go back to this side. (points and turns to his left) Hi!

•(27:26 DT, 15:23 SA)- Chicon07JP;Q15- On Set Happenings; funny

Fan: Hi, I’m Carly.

Jared: Hi, Carly.

Fan: Okay. Um, (audience laughs) I was watching the Ellen.. DeGeneres episode where (Jared: Right.) you were talking about that experience you had where thought you were dead.

Jared: That’s right. (audience and fan laugh) Yep. (nods while looking down)

Fan: I was wondering if anything like that has ever happened again on set or anything funny like that?

Jared: That was during “Flight of the Phoenix.” (laughs) That was kind of.. (fan giggles) Odd. And I’m starting to wish I didn’t admit that. (laughs) (audience laughs) It’ll follow me.

Um, it’s, uh- Every now and again some- some kooky stuff will happen on “Supernatural.” Ah, I don’t know if it’s.. because of what we’re filming or because that's kind of where you put your head for the sake of.. trying to act.. more gooder. (audience laughs) So- But um, I remember there’s this episode- I remem- I keep on telling this story of when we were shooting “Skin” which was the.. one- of season one where we had the brother-brother fight scene.

We were in this house- It was this big gorgeous house. And, you know, there are grips putting up their grips’ stuff and electrician putting up their gaff stuff. And everybody is kind of doing their own thing. And then all of a sudden, on this opposite wall, where nobody was, was a wall that, um- Outside of that wall was outside of the house. Like, it wasn’t an interior wall. It was a… (Audience: Exterior!) (smiles) exterior wall. It was the interior of an exterior wall. (audience laughs) But, all of a sudden this clock just goes, (mimics clock falling) “blunk,” and falls off.

And a couple of us sort of looked over and we were like, (tilts head) “Who did that?” (audience laughs) “And why did that do that?” And then somebody, I don’t remember who it was. But, somebody just sort of walked over and.. (mimics picking up clock) picked it up and put it back on. And we all just sort of scattered. (laughs) (audience laughs)

But, every now and again there’s some- there’s some crazy things. (nods)

Fan: Well, Thank you. (Jared: Thank you) I still- I’ll agree with that person. This is the best birthday present ever. (audience aw’s)

Jared: Oh, well, Happy Birthday. Thank you.

•(28:59 DT, 16:56 SA) - Closing

Jensen: (walks in from the right of the room wearing a Sam t-shirt over his clothes) They’ve got some amazing merchandise.

Jared looks off stage and then looks down laughing. The audience screams, cheers, and claps.

Jared: That guy is-

◘Jensen in Jared shirt By jensenluvx3◘

Creation staff brings Jensen and Jared director’s chairs. Jared stands up and the staff remove the old chair off stage.

◘Jensen and Jared at Creation Con 13 By sarahmonious◘

Jensen: I’ve never felt more comfortable than I do right now. (audience screams and laughs)

Jared: (sits down) I’ve never been more attracted to your torso, Jensen. (audience laughs)

Jensen: It’s a funny thing isn’t? (sits down)

Jared: I don’t know what it is. Something about the whooole.. half- (circle gestures at Jensen)

Jensen: (sits down and scoots back in his seat) Ah.

Jared: I answered (?two? or ?a few?) questions better than you would have. (brushes back bangs and looks around) (audience laughs)

-J2 panel starts-

#spn #supernatural #jared padalecki #spn con #spn transcript #chicon 2007 #2007

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fleshybones · 3 months ago

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Collective Soul - Adored, Good Morning After All

Queensryche - I don’t believe in love, silent lucidity

Queen - Mother Love , No One but you, days of our lives, the show must go on, save , love of my life

Written about freddie

Ginger Wildheart

Sorry, the one, one more arrow, the last song, empty garden, candle in the wind- Elton John

Motörhead 1916, love me forever , iron horse

Thinking of you - Lenny kravitz

Song for Emma - Joe Walsh

Rod McKuen - seasons in the sun

Either Way - Chris stapleton

Fade to black - Metallica

Alice In Chains- down in a hole, your decision , don’t follow

Day after Day - badfinger

When a blind man cries, mistreated, child in time, soldier of fortune - deep purple

Maggot brain - funkadelic

You light up my life - Debby Boone

Without You, you’re breaking my heart - Harry Nilsson

Chance - big country

Wildfire - Michael Martin Murphey

Eleanor rigby / the long & winding road, for no one - Beatles

I used to love her GnR

Sylvia’s Mother - dr. Hook

Crying, in dreams - Roy Orbison

Joey - concrete blonde

Silver spring, man of the world, storms - fleet wood Mac

Lost without your love, teddy bear, if, Aubrey , everything I own - bread

Tangerine, thank you - Led Zeppelin

Pictures of you - the cure

She’s gone, solitude, changes - Black Sabbath

Road to nowhere - Ozzy Osborne

Still in love with you - thin Lizzy

Garden of rememberance - phish

Final cut - Pink Floyd , broken bones, in any tongue, jug band blues , two Suns in the sunset , when the tigers broke free , sorrow , the gunners dream , nobody homr

Zzyzx rd / stone sour

Black, just breathe, bitter hands, nothing man, yellow Ledbetter - Pearl Jam

Tangled up in you, something to remind you - staind

It’s raining again - supertramp

The bed, the kids, perfect day - Lou reed

McArthur park

Love hurts, ebony eyes - the everly brothers

Paradise by the dashboard lights

Strange fruit, gloomy holiday - Billie holiday

The last game of the season -David geddes

Say hello to heaven - soundgarden

Keep me in your heart - warren zevon

Alone again - Gilbert

Knights in white satin - moody blues

The weeping song, your funeral my trial, into my arms - nick cave

Breakup - A.C.T

Angel flight - radney foster

In the river - black label society

No one has to cry - the fixx

The dance - Garth brooks

Lost horizons - gin blossoms

Tears of a clown - Smokey Robinson

Lonesome loser- little river band

Les roses blanches - berthe Silva

Bird song - Johnny thunders

It’s only make believe - Conway twitty

Sky blue & black - Jackson Browne

Swithin’s day - dubstar

For Martha - the smashing pumpkins

The sky above the rain - marillion

Motion picture soundtrack, true love waits - Radiohead

Long black limousine - Elvis Presley

Dead boy’s poem - night wish

By the time I get to Phoenix, / glen Campbell Xmas shoes

One more try - George Michael

Bright eyes, sound of silence / art Garfunkel

He went to Paris - Jimmy buffet

Everybody’s been burned - the Byrds

Puff the magic dragon Peter Paul Mary

Racing in the street, streets of Philadelphia, paradise - Bruce Springsteen

Tom waits- Kentucky Ave , closing time

Red gum - only 19

What about me - moving pictures

Fire & rain - James Taylor

New York minute, Heart of the matter - - don henley

Still loving you , daddy’s girl - scorpions

Turn of the century - yes

Honey Bobby goldsboro

Holy mother , the sky is crying - Eric Clapton

Fiddlers green - tragically hip

The last goodbye, lilac wine - Jeff Buckley

The walk - sawyer brown

Peace in the valley

Everything hurts - sad cafe

Sunday morning coming down , solitary man / Johnny cash

Leader of the pack - shangri la’s

Blinded by rainbows - The Rolling Stones

Time in a bottle - Jim Croce

Drive - the cars

& So it goes / billy Joel

Edmond Fitzgerald , if you could read my mind - Gordon lightfoot

When love & hate collide, long long way to go - Def Leppard

Only women bleed- Alice cooper

Farewell, I don’t want to talk about it - rod Stewart

It’s my time - filter

Funeral March - Chopin

Sure got cold after the rain fell - ZZ Top

Catch the wind - donovan

I’ll remember you - bob Dylan

John moreland - you don’t care for me

Anything for you - great white

Summers end - John prine

Darknessdarkneas- the youngbloods

Another day, disappear - dream theatre

Green fields of France - drop kick murpheys

Caroline no - beach boys

Cold turkey, god, I found out - John Lennon

I’ll be true to you - the oak ridge boys

Say hello to heaven - temple of the dog

Another day in paradise - Phil Collins

Reflections of my life - marmalade

Return the wish - Sammy Hagar

Starless - king crimson

After all - David Bowie

It makes no difference - the band

Hollow / pantera

Leave me blind - zodiac

Ready to fly - Lynyrd skynyrd

Save a little room , I’ll get by- Eddie money

The drugs don’t work / the verve

No one compares to u Snead o Connor

Love hurts - Nazareth

Without you - omega

Respect the wind

The day that never comes

That’s how much I feel - ambrosia

Something to believe in / poison

New order- in a. Lonely place

The water boys - too close to heaven

Solitaire - the carpenters

I left my heart in San Francisco

Rise again- disturbed

10cc - not in love

Mercy street - Peter gabriel

Big Balls - AC/DC

Tom petty - echoes

Holocaust - big star

Up the junction - squeeze

Midnight cowboy

Perfect blue building - counting crows

Thank You - Led Zeppelin

Crying in the Chapel - Elvis Presley

Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper

Box of Rain - Grateful Dead

(Don’t Fear) The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult

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thisisqueso · 8 months ago

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Where do I start with my souless endeavor? Staring blankly into the spaces of my mind until a thought succombs to a memory.

This memory is not something.

It is a feeling.

Some days it comes off as a dread like sticky honey left over from a cap not closed tight enough. Even if you try to drip it into your honey or on toast right, the damn thing stays sticky.

It's sometimes a oversensitivity to touch.

The rememberance of the last time I've ever eaten a peach is far too long.

What is it? A feeling of an uncomfortable nature looking for someone that won't be there.

Or the fear that someone will.

What is it? I still smile and gaze through different vectors of my personality. Drawing closer to my creative spin until I let a distraction settle in.

Am I happy? Am I okay? Do I care about others? Do I still feel the need to make friends?

Has romance left a bad taste in my mouth?

Do I run or do I stay?

The feeling comes back to being fine as long as my Spotify playlist is on point.

Thinking about how this life is too short yet not long enough in one breath. So we eat, move, explore, and embrace everything that is possible.

There is some pain in soul on a certain side that knows a name.

It'll never be a person to blame.

There are just many things that I hate and one thing is to remember how hurt became a name.

With these conflicting feelings I still wish to smile and be at peace

I love corny jokes and working with my hands, learning new things until my heart's content.

Trying not to look up to expect anything at best, to no avail I still become disappointed.

A feeling of 'I knew it!' cloaks my super ego with a brand new twist; I'll just keep moving forward.

How selfish.

Where is the integrity of only helping those you see fit, even if you do try checking in with mindless small talk.

Just trying to grow but not enough.

Am I disappointed in my self?

Then why does my pain feel good as long as I design?

What is this feeling when insults arise even thought my body is mine to love, whether I share it or not.

Why does it fuel me to try to better myself until I crash to thinking and believing I forgot something.

Nutritional values and other demands that simulators couldn't mimic. So where is this feeling of sanity that I should keep doing this?

Its just another feeling of deceit to say I'm okay when I've cried so many nights that it feels like the right thing to say now.

That even though I feel blessed for the love and care that has been shown, I don't trust many but love with what I can.

So this feeling of independent love and genuine chatter isn't to implement being selfish, I am honestly regretting not putting myself out there more by just doing everything I could back in the day. From walking to hitch hiking was a life that became a real hazy since trusting strangers than the people I've ever dated, befriended, made acquaintance, and even worked with to where most things said about me I let run at this point.

So why is it that I found peace but still dissatisfied?

My creations have collected dust, calling out to me in my dreams and developing words to corner me into submission. In a disray of restlessness due to stress and honestly working out gave me some leftover energy. After roughly 45minutes I found my rotary tool I've been thining about for two days.

So this feeling of suffocation wasn't just the nicotine cravinga, alcohol overconsuming, self-indulgent media binging queen was just a cry to find it so I can get back to what I love.

Love.

There it is.

This feeling of consistent rises and fall is my love towards knowing this feeling is true. How I am described doesn't matter as long as this love is near, I will remain sincere.

#poetry

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dr4cking · 4 years ago

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Only You.

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draco malfoy x reader | angst | fluff | smut | req.

summary : you and draco got into a big fight but he make it up to you.

“why cant you believe me, y/n? how many times do i have to prove it to you that you are the only one for me!” draco shouted loudly slamming his fist onto the desk.

they were having a big fight after what y/n just saw in the common room, pansy parkinson was sitting dangerously close to draco, flirting with him. but pansy has taking things too far this time, she was placing a kiss on his neck and y/n saw the whole scene.

draco reacted fast, pushing her off of him but y/n already ran to her dorm. he cursed at pansy before running after his girlfriend.

“how am i supposed to believe you if you yourself let her lips going near your skin?!” y/n yelled back, throwing her hands in the air.

“for godsake i didnt let her touch me i pushed her away as soon as she crossed the line! but you already gone before you see what i did!”

“yeah? but you still let her pressing her body to you and you dont even seem bothered by it!” she was still bothered by the fact that pansy dare to flirt with her man.

“what the fuck?! i dont even noticed she was doing that? okay you’re just being overdramatic right now.” he turned his head to her.

“overdramatic you said? as if you wont act the same when you see harry flirting with me!”

“its totally different, you know he is my enemy!” he snapped in disbelief.

“so what? he also happened to be my friend!” she snapped back at him letting her anger out.

they both went silent for a few seconds before draco took a big sigh and stand up, anger still plastered on his face.

“fine, believe what you want. i’m so tired of you!” and with that he walked out of the room slamming the door shut loudly.

y/n flinched at his harsh action, regret immediately filling her. did she really being overdramatic? but he would do the same too.

tears rolled down onto her face remembering his last sentence, he’s tired with me.

she curled her body under her blanket, burying her face onto her pillow letting her tears wetting it.

>>>>>

two hours passed, and draco hasnt come back to her dorm. y/n cried harder when she realized she had messed everything up.

draco on the other side isn't doing any better, he was calming his anger down in his own room, reading a book but his mind always coming back to her. he lets his ego get the best of him and choosing to stay in his room longer.

he continued reading but her face flashed to his mind. then he rememberes the last argument he threw at her. “i’m tired of you.” fuck- how can he said that? the words obviously empty. he quickly pulling a shirt on panicking at the thought she must be crying now.

he grabbed his wand and casted a spell that make a white rose appeared on his hand then he made a way out to her dorm.

>>>>>

“y/n love, its me draco..” draco knocks softly on the door.

he waited for seconds, worry filled his face as she hasnt respond him. he twisted the doorknob only to see y/n curling up to her bed with her face buried on the pillow.

“love..” he approached her, sitting on the edge of her bed, his other hand shakily pulling her wrist to sit up.

his heart broke when he saw her face, eyes red because of the tears and her body shook due to her sobbing. he wrapped her in his arm burying her face onto his chest. his hand stroking her hair softly making her sobbed harder.

“sshh.. calm down love, i’m here..” he rubbed her back and placing soft kisses to her head.

“i’m so sorry draco.. i’m so sorry i upset you, i’m so sorry i’m tiring you” y/n look up to him still hiccups.

“no darling i swear you're not. i’m sorry i said that my love, it meant nothing i promise i just said it out of anger” he cupped her face, wiping her tears with his thumbs and give kisses all over her face to calm her down.

“i shouldnt have accused you, dray..”

“its okay darling.. its over now i’m here, we’re okay. besides you were right, i would act the same if i was in your position.” draco reached beside him and handing her the white rose.

“here, your favorite.” he kissed the tip of her nose making her smile.

y/n brought the rose to her nose sniffing it, the scent could always calming her down.

“thank you so much draco..” she wrapped her arms around his neck burying her face on the crook of his neck.

“you know i love you, right?” he tucked her hair behind her ear, tilting her face up to him.

“i know and i love you too dray..” she looks at him through her eyelashes letting him putting the rose to her vase.

“good. let me show you how much i love you, let me make it up to you princess..” he closed the gap between them, catching her lips in his, savouring her taste like he couldnt get enough of her.

y/n slowly laid back on her bed pulling draco on top of her without breaking the kiss. she let him exploring her mouth, heavy pants fill the room as the kiss heated and get deeper.

“i adore you so much my love.. you have completely stole my heart” he said as he broke the kiss and lowering it down to her neck, sucking on her sweet spot.

“draco..” she tilted her head back allowing more access for her boyfriend, her hand grasped onto his hair.

“may i?” she opened her eyes and look at him who tugging at the bottom of her shirt.

“yes dray, please..” she said allowing draco to take it off of her.

draco take her shirt off of her as soon as he gets his permission then he takes off his own, he groaned when he saw her not wearing a bra.

“you’re so beautiful princess” his lips instantly latched onto one of her nipple suckling while he twirled the other in his fingers.

“mhmm dray..” she arched her back as she feels his warm tongue swirling around her hard bud, his free hand playing with the bands of her shorts.

draco plopped her wet breasts out of his mouth, looking into her eyes when he was about to pull her shorts down. she nodded eagerly lifting her hips to help him.

“fuck.. looking delicious as always, i could eat you out for the rest of my life, doll” he began to eat her out like a starved man, licking her glistening folds and sucking on her sensitive clit making her body jolted out.

“dray..” she choked out of air at his sudden move, her hands pulling him close between her legs while he gripped tightly on her thighs spreading her legs wider.

all draco could think now is just her, her taste, and for her pleasure. he was making it up to her, but this was for his pleasure too. he would do anything to have her in his mouth.

he inserts 2 digits of his fingers into her slowly, stretching her out and thrusting them into her making the girl squirming there and then.

“fuck dray i’m close..” y/n cried out moving uncontrollably as he curled his fingers inside her hitting her spot making the coil tightened.

draco sped up his pace, both of his fingers and tongue helping her to finally reach her high. the slurping sounds and moans of him and her making her face heated.

“oh- draco..” y/n moans his name out loud as her high snapped hard through her body making her legs spasmed.

“you taste so good princess, i can't get enough of you..” he brought his fingers into his mouth sucking on her taste. closing his eyes and humming at it making her blushes madly and butterflies filling her.

draco kicked off his sweatpants, hissing as his cock slapped up to his lower abdomen, precum oozing out of it.

he pulled her hips closer to him, positioning himself at her entrance, lining his cock on her cunt making him grunted.

“you ready, love?”

“yes dray..” with that he pushes into her slowly, letting his cock inch by inch disappeared inside of her, both of them were moaning each other over and over again.

draco let y/n adjust for few seconds after being balls deep inside her leaving no gap between their bodies. his eyes never leaving her face.

“move.” she pulls him closer by his back to her face and reconnect their lips, muffling their moans as he slowly moved in and out of her.

“so t-tight love, so good for me” he broke the kiss to catch some air burying his face on her neck moaning against her neck.

“feels so good dray to have you inside me..” he groaned louder at her words, thrusting harder and deeper into her, his balls slapping the curve of her ass.

moans, groans, sounds of skin against skin filling her room, full of ungodly yet intoxicating sounds.

“i love you so much, y/n.. its you, only you’re the one for me” he intertwining their hands and put it on the side of her face as he snapped his hips harder.

“i love you draco, you’re the only one..” she said between her moan, her breath hitching as he hit her spot repeatedly.

“fuck y/n lets do it together” he caught her lips in his again to muffled their scream, both of their hands squeezing each other as they were near their high.

they disconnected the kiss and moaning each other loudly as they both came together. her walls pulsing and clenching hard milking him and longing his orgasm, filling her up with his cum, only.

“holyshit.. you are amazing as always, princess..” draco collapsed on top of her, resting his head on the side of her face. his hot breath tickling her ear as he catches some air.

draco grabbed his wand and muttered a quick spell to clean both of them before rolling to her side, getting both of them under the covers.

“i only have you in my heart, i promise.” he pulled her closer to him by her waist and reconnecting their lips one more time before falling asleep next to each other.

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qpraphael · 7 years ago

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My fave is Raphael strolling in front of the cage. Then Simon totally not checking Raphael out but looking at the floor to not fall over the armchair. :p Then the bottom two. *You’re cute but not that cute.* Then Simon being a sassy fledgling.

#actual married couple

#is this sad #my heart cries but in rememberance #not because it's bad #and then there's the thrid gif #and rapha being a puppy #idkkkkkk

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positivelyholland · 3 years ago

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hey girlie i saw that u write tom holland x sister!reader. can you do an angst one with that pairing? idc what, just angst lol tysm ❤️

Pairing: Tom Holland x sister!reader, holland brothers x reader

genre: angst

warnings: mean brothers, like one swear

summary: you hear your brothers talking about you behind your back.

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As the youngest Holland, and the only girl (other than Nikki, of course), you’re naturally the favorite. Both your parents’ favorite, and all of your brothers’ favorite. You and your brothers are all really close to each other, despite the age gaps.

Your older brother, Tom, had just gotten home after a 3 month trip, so he, Harry, Sam, and Paddy were all up in Paddy’s room, catching up with Tom. But you, however, you had just gotten home from being at school all day, and you were ecstatic to finally see your eldest brother again.

“Hey Y/N, how was school?” your mother asked you as you walked through the door.

“It was good, and I’d love to tell you all about it, but I wanna go see Tom” you replied. This made Nikki laugh.

“Ok darling, I think they’re up in Paddy’s room” she said while handing you your after school snack.

“Thanks, Mom” your voice was fading away as you hurried up the stairs to your brother’s room, you were so excited to see Tom that you tripped while walking up the stairs. As you stood back up, you thought you heard your name followed by a bunch of laughs coming from Paddy’s room.

Curious, you decided to wait outside the door, and listen to what they were saying about you, thinking it would boost your ego a little because of their favoritism towards you.

“She’s just so clingy, it was honestly so nice having a break from her for 3 months” at the sound of Tom’s words, your heart shattered, but you kept listening.

“Yeah haha, she’s a lot, almost too much, I don’t know how her friends put up with her” Harry replied. This is what caused tears that you didn’t know had been building up in your eyes to start falling.

If you’re being honest, you didn’t have any friends. You had been told by ex-friends that you were too much for them to handle. They would also tell you that if you ever wanted people to like you, that you can’t be yourself.

While all those words do hurt, they never bothered you as much as they should have because of the fact that you knew your family loved your personality. Yeah, you can be a little extra at times, but your family, especially your brothers, would assure you saying that’s their favorite thing about you. But you guess that's just not the case.

“Sometimes I have to lock myself in my room to hide from her begging me to spend time with her, because I can really only stand her for so long,” another one of your brother’s said. You were too heartbroken to try to understand who’s voice that was.

You eventually decided to go to your room. You didn’t want to hear any more of your brothers’ shit, and if you stayed there any longer, they would’ve heard your soft cries.

Once you opened the door to your room, you went to your bed and sobbed. You were quiet, and you made sure that no one could hear your broken cries. You had so many questions running through your head on why they would say that.

Am I really that bad?

Why do they hate me?

Why can’t I just be a good sister?

How long have they thought this?

Why do I have to be like this?

What’s wrong with me?

As your tears slowed, you decided you should probably leave your room, as it would be suspicious for you to be in there for so long. So, you freshened up. You wiped off all your tears, applied new mascara, brushed through your hair, and put a convincing fake smile on your face.

“Look who finally woke up!” you heard Tom say. Yeah, I was totally napping in there.

“Sorry, school was just extra exhausting today and I needed some rest” you surprise yourself with the excuse you made up on the spot.

“Too tired to even give your brother that you haven’t seen in months a hug?” he joked.

He’s an actor. You remembered. That’s why I believe he can actually tolerate me.

“Sorry” was all you said. He decided he wouldn’t wait for you to come to him so he walked up to you, before pulling you into his embrace.

You tensed at his gesture. He was hugging you not even an hour after he was saying how much he hated you.

This did not go unnoticed by Tom. He thought it was weird that you tensed up in his touch. Usually, if the two of you didn’t see each other for a while, there were lots of hugs exchanged. He just told himself that you were probably stressed. You did say that you had a rough day at school.

“I have some homework to do, call me down for dinner please” you said, breaking the awkward silence.

“Homework, on a weekend?” your mom questioned.

“Yeah, Mrs Brown is evil” you told her before walking back up to your room where you had just barely spent a little under an hour crying in. Before anyone could say anything else, you shut your door and pulled the school sheet out of your backpack.

As you went to sit down at the desk that’s in your room, something caught your eye. It was a framed photo of you and all of your brothers. This used to bring you comfort when you needed it, but now the sight of it just made your heart ache.

You quickly snapped out of your stare on the picture, and got to work on your assignment.

The assignment was finished within half an hour, but you didn’t feel like seeing any of your brothers after hearing their true thoughts on you.

So, you decided you’d lay in bed and actually take a nap. You cringed at the tear stains on your pillow, but the second you laid down, you were out cold.

You awoke to Sam aggressively shaking you, saying that it’s dinner time.

You quickly got out of your bed. Not because you were actually awake, but because you felt physically sick at the words you were reminded of, that had come out of the person currently shaking you’s mouth, just a few hours earlier.

Once again, this didn’t go unnoticed by Sam. You usually took at least 20 minutes to get out of bed. But, like Tom, he dismissed the thought that anything was wrong.

All of dinner, you sat at your spot at the dining table silently, instead of talking non-stop like you normally did. You didn’t feel like eating. All the crying you’d been doing wore you out, and you also just wanted out of the situation ASAP.

After about 10 minutes, you stood up, put your plate in the dishwasher, and started to head back up to your room. But, you were stopped at the sound of Harry’s voice.

“Are you ok, Y/N?” he said. The words terrified you, so you froze. There was no way you’re telling everyone that you overheard what they said about you. “Are you sick or something? You’ve basically slept all day and I haven’t seen you eat anything since you got home from school”

You felt relief spread throughout you. They think you're sick, not devastated like what you’re actually feeling.

“No, I don’t think so, just tired” you didn’t want anyone to worry about you being sick. Then they would try to take care of you, which you didn’t like the thought of, you just wanted to be alone.

Again, your family thought this was very weird. It was so unusual of you to be quiet and secluded. This time however, they did not ignore it. After you were out of earshot, Tom spoke up.

“She’s been acting weird all day. She didn’t come say hi to me when she got home from school, and her body tightened up when I hugged her” he told his family.

“I agree,” Sam added. “When I went to wake her up, she stood up really fast the second she saw me. She almost seemed defensive towards me” he thought out loud.

“I’ll go check on her,” Tom said as he stood up and started heading towards your room. As he got closer, he heard muffled sobs coming from inside your room. So something is wrong, he thought to himself.

He was surprised when the door to your room was unlocked. You usually kept it locked for privacy. As he opened it, the sight he saw broke him.

You were curled up on your bed, shaking furiously as you sobbed. He could tell that your cries were being quieted from what they would’ve been if you were truly alone, so he knew that this meant you were trying to keep this secretive.

He walked towards your bed, but then he saw something in your hand that made him very confused. It was the picture of all of the Holland siblings, and you were looking at it while crying. He knew that this object brought you comfort, so he just thought that you were using it to help calm you down. But that theory was shattered when he heard what you were whispering between cries.

“What did I do to you? Do you really hate me? I know I’m terrible” you said as if you were talking to the pictures.

You were so caught up in your emotions that you didn’t hear the door open, or Tom’s footsteps, and you didn’t sense him being in the room like you normally do.

“What’s wrong, and don’t lie to me” he said, making his presence known to you. You looked up at him like a deer caught in headlights. You just looked at him shocked, hurt. But then you just turned your back to the other side of the bed, where he couldn’t see your face.

You were so embarrassed, you hated when people saw you cry, and the last person you wanted to see you crying was the person that had caused your tears.

“I’m gonna ask you again, what’s wrong Y/N?�� His voice was stern, and you were so emotional in the moment that you were scared of him, so you hesitantly answered him.

“Go away, why do you care anyway?” you said. This pissed him off. He was just trying to care for you, and you were being difficult.

“I do care, that’s why I’m here. Now tell me, what’s wrong?” he sounded so mad, so you told him.

“No, you’re only pretending to care! Just like how you pretend to tolerate me!” you yelled. He was so confused, what could possibly make you think this?

“What?” he simply stated.

“Don’t play dumb now, Tom! I heard what you said about me! And not just you, but Harry and Sam too!” This made him have an idea of what could be bothering you. But he wasn’t sure, so he kept asking before he jumped to conclusions.

“Did you hear us say something earlier today?” he questioned, but he was pretty sure he knew the answer.

“Yes! And you know exactly what you did, SO GO AWAY!” you exclaimed. How was he supposed to justify what he said? He can’t. So, it’d be better if he leaves instead of trying.

Then Tom said something unexpected.

“I’m sorry about what you heard. I didn’t mean it to sound the way it did.” he told you, but that didn’t help anything.

“Sure, you didn’t mean it” you said sarcastically.

“No, I didn’t. And I’m pretty sure you didn’t hear the part where we said amazing things about you and talked about how great you are, am I right?” he was right, you just didn’t want to admit it.

“No” you said shyly

“I know that doesn’t completely justify what I said, because what I said was not okay. But, I hope it helps” he told you honestly. It did help if you were being honest, but that was just Tom’s apology, and you deserved one from every single one of your brothers.

“Ok, thanks for your apology, but I’m not going to forgive you yet” you told him calmly.

Tom assumed you weren’t going to just let go of things so easily since he probably wouldn’t forgive himself if the roles were reversed. So, he decided he’d go tell the others about the situation.

After he finished explaining everything to the rest of your family, everyone felt strong feelings about the circumstance. Nikki was pissed at her sons for saying those things. Dom was infuriated that they hurt his little girl. Sam, Harry, and Paddy felt just as guilty as Tom, so they went to your room as quickly as they could to apologize.

While the apologies did help, you were still hurt. So Harry proposed they made it up to you with a movie night. So that’s what you guys did.

They let you pick the movie, and you could tell your brothers were genuinely sorry, and that they didn’t mean what they said. You could tell that they did actually love you, so you spoke up as soon as the credits started rolling.

“I forgive you guys” you spoke up.

Everything was alright, and never again did you doubt your brothers’ love for you.

#tom holland x reader #tom holland x sister!reader #tom holland #tom holland angst #holland brothers #holland family #sam holland x reader #harry holland x reader #paddy holland #holland sister #holland!sister #positively holland

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thestripedzhevra · 3 years ago

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Counterfeit Composure

Characters: Taldiruun Ebonoak, Trethine Willowwhisper

806 Words

Just a short something I popped out regarding an interaction between @vawianwynn ‘s OC Taldiruun and my OC Trethine taking place during Legion.

Another drogbar fell before Trethine, and as a moment of respite was created by the duo's steel she turned to her friend, half expecting him to pause with her to recoup. Taldiruun only paused to look at the lacerated corpse of the drogbar before lifting his head, the deadset expression blocked by his helmet all too apparent to Trethine. "Tal!" She cried out, hoping her friend would come to her for just a moment. He only stopped in place, not even turning his head. "That's another wave down and we're almost to the summit, please rest." Her voice didn't sound as if she was begging, but even the slightest desperation tasted foreign in her mouth. She had never needed to ask him to take a break, and the only time she had ever seen him fighting so feverously was when she had been the one charging recklessly into danger. With the roles reversed, she felt more helpless than she had in years.

"Don't need to." His answer was deadpan and left little room for a response. She felt a tightness in her chest at the foreign voice coming from her friend's mouth, her eyebrows furrowing as the frustration swelled. The vengeful recklessness that compelled Taldiruun seemed to have completely enveloped every part of the person so dear to her, and the unfamiliarity with who was left brought a lonliness that had been concealed to the surface.

"What are you going to do?" She asked, the desperation once again tainting her tongue. His shoulders could have raised in a shrug, but if so it was only slightly. "Fight." His voice sounded conflicted, as if he couldn't think of any other answer to a question that seemed so obvious. "That's it? Just...Fight?" She asked, the space between them feeling as monumental as the mountain they stood on. "What are you really going after?" The venom in her words brough her gaze to a glare, and as her eyebrows lowered she felt something akin to anger toward her friend.

"Them." Was all he said as he began to walk towards the carnage. Trethine felt her jaw tighten as she clenched her teeth, her eyes quivering for tears she knew wouldn't come. The answer was so short but told her everything she needed to know: Them wasn't the drogbar on the mountain, and it wouldn't stop with the demons on the Broken Shore. The answer that felt so familiar told her he wasn't going to stop until it was all over, one way or another.

"Tal." Her voice was firm despite the shake she felt in her throat. Her fingers clenched her scythe as she began to follow him. "So you're just going to fight? Until what? Gul'dan? Kil'Jaeden? Or do you intend to just fight the entire Burning Legion by yourself?" His silence told her what she already knew, and as his walking slowed to a standstill his gaze remained fixed. She thought he might actually answer but as his shoulders lifted in a careless shrug she felt the emptiness echo in her chest. The budding anger began to subside as a painful coldness formed in her core, his silent answer once again telling more than words ever could. She knew he wouldn't stop, and for the first time she knew she was seeing exactly what he had years ago. Looking at her friend who refused to turn away from his enemy to face her brought a rememberance of when they stood opposite to her mind. She knew he wouldn't turn away from the enemy, whoever it may be.

"Tal...Don't...Leave me here without you..." The cold spread through her body, and despair filled her as she looked at a friend she knew she couldn't help. She hoped he would turn around and face her, comfort her like he had so many times before, fall into her arms and break down crying, anything, but the sound of the ice that had formed at his feet breaking resonated in her heart, breaking her down to her heart. Her eyes widened in a helpless gaze as he continued walking away from her. She tried to take a step towards him but felt something stronger than ice rooting her in place. As the distance between them grew she felt the coldness push her down, sinking her in a despair that opposed the one that pushed her friend forward. "Don't..." Her words as quiet as breath barely left her lips before she realized she couldn't bring herself to finish the sentence. Standing in place she watched as her friend's back grew more distant she finally willed herself to walk, the feeling of the distance never closing lingered in her heart. She followed her friend, the darkness of her past pushing her to follow the shadow of the only thing in this world that mattered.

#World of Warcraft #WoW #fics

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newtcallsmetommy · 4 years ago

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Can we talk about this? Bc I think that in the safe haven you’d catch Minho moving to do this and then realize that he doesn’t have that thing on and then kinda gets stuck like thinking about all the years he spent in the glade, all the good times he had with his friends, with Alby and Newt and Ben and Winston, and all the people that died making the Glade what it was, and all the people that died escaping it. Bc like that was an essential part of his wardobe for most of his rememberable life and it’s such an automatic response for him at this point and yeah it’s such a small trivial thing but idk I was looking at it again and my heart went 🥺

Oh gosh! You make a very good point! Ah that's so emotional to imagine him reaching to do the thing, realizing his gear is not there and then suddenly his expression just drops and you can practically see him running through memories in his head😭 I like to think the rest of the Gladers notice that he still has the habit and somehow get their hands on a similar thing he can wear and grab (for some reason my brain tells me Gally would notice first??? I dunno he just strikes me as weirdly perceptive without anyone realizing). And then when they present Minho the runner gear similar thing he actually cries a little and hugs them all and from then on is seen happily doing his grabby thing because it feels good to have something familiar to hold onto (both physically and metaphorically)

#Now I'm emotional about Minho #Which is a mood lately #I'm trying to address some of his struggles in my fic #tmr #minho #noctophiliac #answered #Safe Haven

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modharlow · 6 years ago

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You not once ever regretted meeting Leorio Paladiknight at The Hunter Exam. You can still recall vividly when he tried to sabotage you—which not only earned him a good fist-fight but also a chance at love.

The two of you had been as inseparable as bees to honey since that beautiful fateful day.

...That was a weird euphemism but it works.

Either way, you can say with confidence that you loved Leorio. You loved his weird half-beard, his glasses that he obviously didn’t need, his spiky hair that could poke holes into your skin if he tried hard enough… His laugh was like the sun parting a way through the clouds, and his voice reminded you of that one time you did that one rememberable thing. Everything about him caused your heart to beat faster.

This time, though… not in a good way.

”Leorio, my dear, my love, my Prince Charming in a business suit,” you started with a gentle smile, “Please for the love of God stop offering me to vape.” As you said this you moved his vape-holding hand away from your face. “If you’re going to smoke, at least do something hardcore. Weed. Cocaine. Pixie Dust.” Your tone held a begging undertone to it.

Leorio tsk’d and shook his head. “You don’t understand luxury when you see it, Cheerios.” He scolded, a frown toying his oh-so-kissable lips. Lips that are now around the end of a vape-pen.

Tears formed in the corner of your eyes at his simple, cold-hearted response. In anger, you slammed your hands onto the coffee table that you weren’t aware was between the two of you. “Why won’t you listen to me, Leorio-kun?!” You shouted in anguish. “This isn’t you! The Leorio I fell in love with would never vape that weak shit!”

As if you struck the wrong cord, Leorio yanked the vape out of his mouth and slammed it onto the table. “Yamero!” He shouted back, his eyes somehow hiding behind his small glasses. “You don’t understand, do you, my Honey Bunches of Oats?!” His hair managed to cover his eyes as he spoke timidly. “Vaping… vaping is all I have left of… him.”

Ripples started to form around Leorio’s body, signaling that he’s experiencing a flashback but you could not see it because you were not him. “Leo…” You whimpered out, your heart knowing who he was talking about. “He… he wouldn’t want you to vape in his honor! He’d want you to do something cooler than that!”

”How would you know?!” Leorio cried out.

”Because I am him!”

Suddenly, you were on the ground, a sick look on your face. You smiled up at Leorio whom had rushed to kneel beside your dying body. “I… never said anything. I didn’t want you to be hurt again…” You wept softly.

Leorio took your hand into his, his grip begging you not to go, as his other cupped your face. As tears fell from him eyes, he spoke. “I’ll… I’ll vape in your honor, Count Chocula.”

You weakly nodded your head and sent him a peace sign, your body slowly disappearing into nothing. “Tight shit, dude.” Your hushed voice whispered throughout the wind.

Looking up at the ceiling, Leorio brought his vape pen back to his mouth. He inhaled the fumes and smile sadly.

It was your favourite flavour.

#leorio #leorio paladiknight #leorio x reader #leorio paladiknight x reader #hxh #hunterxhunter #hunter x hunter #hxh imagines #hunterxhunter imagines #hunter x hunter imagines #drugs //#vape //#hate how i had to tag that #mod harlow #absoluteky HATE how tumblr formatted this!#on mobile anyways #anyways dont ask & dont @ me its a silyfic

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randoms-world · 5 years ago

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Always by my side (ben Hanscom x oc)

Amy had always made sure she was always there when her friends needed her, she especially was always there for mr ben Hanscom as she has always loves him and his kind heart and sweet nature. Unfortunately he likes Beverley Marsh and doesn't notice the hints she has tried giving him, mike however did notice and he made sure to support her and tried to help ben see that she has feelings for him. Amy even had a few fights with Henry bowers whenever he bullied ben even after the fight at Nebilot and she was the one who helped ben he still couldn't see that she was in love with him. She was actually started to think that maybe she should leave, the thing that tipped her over the edge was seeing ben kiss Beverley to free her from the hold of the dead lights so after the fight with pennywise she went right home ignoring the group calling out to her. She packed her bags and called her aunt asking if she could come live with her, it's the next day when bill came round "h-h-hey so the rest of the losers m-m-made a oath to come back if it dose" he says. Amy allowed him to cut her hand with and glass shard ceiling her into th oath as well "I promise bill that I will not hesitate to come back if it dose" she she says and bill smiled at her as he went home. Amy wrapped her hand up and it's the next day that her aunt came to pick her up, she looked back at her home for the last time "you okay dear?" Her aunt asked "yea I'm fine just gonna miss this house but I need a fresh start" amy says getting in the car.

*27 years later*

Its late at night and Amy is making her classes test papers as she had a quite tune playing in the backyard, she then heard her phone go off so she paused her music and picked up. The voice that came three was one she had completely forgotten about "Amy rose Duncan, its mike Hanlon from derry" he says and those memories came flooding back "hey mike, has it come back because correct me if I'm wrong but it's been 27 years" she says and mike conforms that. She said she'd come and she packed then on her way she dropped the rest of the test papers along with the answers to her coworker in the high school's English department. She kept her eyes on the road as she calmly drove, she was the closest loser to Derry as mike said so that's probably why she can remember so much of that summer. She makes it to the town house that she rented a room from and toke her bags up to her room and then plopped on the bed.

*the next night*

Well its finally the night of the losers reunion and of course Amy was the first to show up and she smile seeing mike all grown up "hey mike" she says and the man turns around "Amy you made it" he says and the two hugged. They chatted till bill shows up and mike hugged him tightly as he always saw bill as a brother figure "hey big bill it's been a long time" amy said and bill smiled "yea it has" he says and the next to arrive was Eddie "holy shit look at you guys" he says. Eddie hugged then all and as they talked to gong was hit they turned to see richie, Beverley, ben and stan standing there. Amy couldn't believe how much weight ben has lost, she rememberes him saying he'd lose his weight some day and he sure as hell lost the weight "amy?" Ben says in disbelief at the girl he used to know from childhood. The losers all had a laugh as they caught up with each other and amy couldn't take her eyes off ben the hole time, she then had a faint memory of a poem she wrote for ben but never told him it was her

*during the ruital of chűd bit at the end*

Amy and ben had gotten separated from the others "keep running!" Ben yelled as the ran into a wall "okay I think we're safe" amy says as the ground started to shake. They both sucked into different situations, Amy's was her stuck in her childhood bedroom and she heard soft nocking on her closet door and then she heard the one voice she never wanted to hear again "come out come out little sis" hear step brother voice says. She tried to block it out as her walls started to close in around "help me!" She yelled. She faintly heard Ben's cries for help "ben can you hear me!?" She yelled but he only kept on screaming 'okay here goes nothing' Amy thinks to herself "BEN I LOVE YOU!" She yelled out "Amy?" She heard Ben's voice call out. Amy started to resight the poem she wrote ben whilst trying to kick her door down "You are the sun that shines brightly throughout my day.

You are the gravity that holds me down in every way.

You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night. You are stars that glimmer oh so bright.

You are the oxygen that keeps me alive.

You are my heart that beats inside. You are the blood that flows through me" she says as she finally kicks the food down and sees ben getting buried alive "ben take my hand" amy called out and they both reach and take each others hands and amy uses all her strength to pull ben up. They both fall back and now they on the floor of the passage way with ben on top of Amy "You are the only guy I can see" amy says with a soft voice

"You have the voice of when a mockingbird sings" ben said with realision "it was you" he says and she happily nodded yes. They heard pennywise cackle and went to help their friends, they in the end had to make pennywise feel small by shouting insults at him and they all seemed to channel their anger from when they got bullied. After that they had to hurry out as neibolt began to collapse and they just made it out alive and toke deep breaths "well that was a close call" richie says and the others nodded. They went to the quarry and toke off their jackets and shoes then jumped into the water and cleaned themselves surprisingly Eddie didn't object to it "hey Amy?" Ben says and as the girl turn him she felt a pair of soft lips on her own. When ben pulled away he had the biggest grin on his face "finally, ben you found out she likes you" mike says "wait you knew?" Ben said "yep, I could tell just why the way she would always look at you when we were kids" mike says. Ben looked at amy "up I've been in love with you since we were only 13, It was your sweet nature and kind heart that made me fall for you" she says and ben smiles more. He felt a little stupid for being so blind as not only now realize that the girl he always wanted, one who went past his looks and loved him for who he is on the inside was right in front of him and always by his side the hole time.

#ben hanscom #ben hanscom imagine #bill denbrough #stanley uris #eddie kaspbrak #richie tozier #mike hanlon #beverley marsh #the losers club #losers club

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Leasons learned ch 14

They walked into the hospital to where they were directed to the ninth floor. As they got into the elevator she was smiling and almost laughing.

"Noelle what is It?" Mitsuhide asked as he looked at the unusual reaction.

"Mitsu the ninth floor is the 'private' floor. It basically means that if you have a certain amount of money you can be placed in that floor for recovering from lets say a cosmetic procedure." She replied.

"Oh." He replied. "You really don't think anything is wrong?"

"No I really don't. I know my parents. My mother is probably making arrangements to go somewhere and my father probably had another facelift or something and maybe had a twinge of pain during it so he must, of course, be dying." She laughed. "This has happened before."

"Your parents seem interesting." He said flatly.

"Interesting is not the word I would use." She said as the doors opened and they were greeted by pandemonium in front of them. "The Hanson's at their best."

"I forgot you have brothers and sisters." He whispered.

"Stay close or they will try to bite." She said under her breath as all eyes went to her and him as the got off the elevator. She was walking with her head high as she made her way to where her mother was staring down her nose at her youngest child.

"At least you had the sense to find a man Noelle. At least now your condition can be explained easier." Her mother said as Noelle just smiled. "Now introduce me to my new son in law."

"Where is father?" Noelle defiantly asked instead of introducing Mitsuhide.

"In a moment." Her mother said standing her ground.

"Mother this is my husband Mitsuhide Akechi." She said with a flourish of her hand.

"With a name like that you do sound foreign." Her mother said as she looked him over. "However I do believe I like what I see. You will do for the Hanson's. If you want to take on that." She nodded to Noelle's baby bump.

"Take on that?" Noelle bristled at her mothers words and she felt Mitsuhide's hands on her shoulders calming her down.

"Ma'am I don't believe this is the time or place for this. Noelle is my wife and all you are doing is stressing her out and our son."Mitsuhide replied. "Today has been a busy day for us and she would like to see her father. We both do have to be at the university in the morning."

"Why would you have to be there? Either of you?" Her mother asked.

"I am a professor there and currently my wife is setting up a business with my contacts." Mitsuhide said as he waited.

"Oh Noelle you chose well with this one." Her mother said.

"Mother I didn't choose him. He chose me and the baby." Noelle was clenching her teeth. "Now as my husband said we had a long day and I need to get some rest. Can I see father?"

"Noelle it is slightly more dynamic that simply letting you see him."her mother stated and Noelle looked at her mother.

"Is something really wrong with him this time?" Noelle asked.

"He had a heart attack Noelle. A serious one. He is recovering for the open heart surgery but he had a few complications." Her mother said again in her cold as ice tone.

"What kind of complications?" Mitsuhide asked.

"His heart wouldn't restart even with the pace maker they installed." Her mother said, "Noelle I am afraid it may be his time."

"Well mother can I see him please?" Noelle asked.

"If you really want too. I mean you were not cut out of the will as of yet so you don't have to do much." Her mother replied.

"As if any of that matters Mother." Noelle said as she looked at the room. Mitsuhide nodded and followed her as she slowly walked into the room with an open door. She stopped short if the bed looking at the man she thought was the most fearsome she had met in her life. It looked as if he was sleeping instead of possibly dying. She touched his hand and said, "Dad Im here."

There was a flicker of movement in his hand. So she went on, "I am starting a business dad. Hopefully I won't have to be like you but it should be good. Im starting it with my husband. I got married as well. He is a good man as well. I won't have a marriage like you and mom but I think it will be a good one, a great one in fact. We named the baby. He will be named Maximus Nathanial. I hope you get to meet him. Everyone is here dad. I hope you recover but if you don't just know we are all here."

Mitsuhide looked at her and only saw the strength she had. This man who was in the hospital bed kicked her out and cut her off at her lowest moment and she was here holding his hands in what could be his lowest moment as well. Her strength only enhanced her beauty and he had to admit she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen before this.

"Noelle?" Mitsuhide asked as he saw the nurses waiting to come in.

"I see them too." She said as she looked down. "We won't be far dad."

They walked out of the room and the two nurse walked in. Shortly after Noelle made the rounds of her siblings she looked up and swore she saw her father standing up in the room. She motioned for Mitsuhide to look but when he looked he didn't see what she saw. Then the activity in the room exploded as doctors and nurses ran in.

Two hours later the family waited and watched but nothing the doctors could do could bring her father back. They called his time of death then. Her mother looked frazzled but never lost her composure. Her siblings also seemed distant and almost uncaring. She had to admit to herself that it was difficult to muster any real sadness. Her parents had had very little to do with them since they were mere toddlers. She looked around at everyone and sighed, she did not want to be the same as her family.

"I will be in touch for the arrangements." Her mother said to everyone, "I am sure your fathers lawyers will be in touch with you all as well."

Noelle and Mitsuhide stood along with the rest of her siblings and their spouses and the two watched as a group they all left. She began to feel lost and Mitsuhide helped guide her down the elevator hallway and then outside where she looked up at the stars.

"Mitsuhide I don't want to be like them in thirty yers." She said as they got to the car, "i grew up thinking that was a normal marriage. A man died today that was my father and no one cried. To be honest they want the lawyers to contact them before my mother."

"Sweetheart we won't be like that." He said as he started the car. "You're not like that. Why lawyers though?"

"My parents have lived completely separate lives for as long as i can remember. Mother was always off doing good somewhere her children were not. Her parents were the same. Cold and distant with each other. She is from what people call old money. She was born with it and always had it. My father was the opposite he fought and scraped by to make it. Marriage between them was a business transaction and not much more. They didn't raise us. I think if that was one of our nannies we would be inconsolable right now. My father set up his will to be separated from our mother. She lived off of her allowance from her family and father off of his businesses. So fathers lawyers would handle his estate and our inherences. Thats why they showed up today. Not to see him but to make sure they were not forgotten." She said.

"Thats a hard way to grow up." Mitsuhide said.

"That is the reason when given the chance I didn't run back to them." She said with a smile. "The idea of a real family, one with love at the center is more important to me than any amount of money."

"Noelle you are absolutely amazing." Mitsuhide said. "And I do love the way you think. We will jot be like that and that is a promise I will keep til I die."

"Mitsu I think you are pretty amazing as well." She replied with a soft smile.

"Come on Mrs. Akechi I do believe it is time to rest." He said as they pulled in to the driveway.

"Surprisingly Maximus has not been to active tonight." She said.

"He is saving it for later." Mitsuhide replied with a chuckle. "You know so he can wake both of us up."

"Probably." She shrugged her shoulders and laughed.

"Sweetheart i do know what it is like to lose a parent as well. It will hit you in a few days." Mitsuhide said.

"Mitsu is almost hard to think about him or her as a parent. They were ones we had to submit a bank withdrawal notice too, not much more. That's honestly why I was caught off guard about their reaction to the baby. It isn't like they cared for us. It was their reputation they cared about and what we could do to it." Noelle said softly. "They both would have used him if he was the right demographic for them to use, say if he looked like me. You saw how my mother was with you because of your name. You aren't foreign but if you were it would have been a strike so to speak. Instead of looking at a person they look at what a person can do for them."

"So they are typical rich people." Mitsuhide said as he chuckled. "And you their daughter bucked their rules by defying them and keeping your baby then marrying a foreign sounding named man. Not to mention you lived in one of the cities worst drug dens for months. God Noelle I love you."

"I love you too, Mitsuhide." She said. "Just think that if it wasn't for one decision and me standing up to them we wouldn't be here now."

"But we are." Mitsuhide said softly.

"Yes we are." She replied, "and tonight is our wedding night."

"Our wedding night is somewhat rememberable and not for good reasons." Mitsuhide said softly.

"Mitsuhide I don't want to think about any of that right now." She smiled at him. "Tonight is about us."

"You're right." He said as he swooped her up into his arms.

"Mitsuhide put me down! You will hurt yourself carrying me!" Noelle yelped.

"No my dearest Mouse." He said, "you weigh no more than a mite."

"I weigh a lot more than a mite, Mitsuhide." She said as he pushed through the door. "You're going to throw your back out or something."

"If I do it won't be because of lifting you but there is always the possibility of something else causing it." Mitsuhide chuckled.

"Mitsu!" She exclaimed.

"Quiet mouse. Its time for our wedding night. If you say my name it better be as you scream for me." He said softly as he placed her down on the bed.

#ikemen sengoku inspired #akechi mitsuhide #lessons learned

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