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Everything about this is so beautiful!!! T.T T.T I miss them so much
The Doctor ans Rose watching the sunrise
- inspired by ‚Sunrise in Orbit‘ by Astronaut Alexei Leonov -
#my heart can't take all this guys#i'm not going to make it#doctor who#rose tyler#tenth doctor#tenrose
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Hope-
Or tfw you touch grass for the first time in your life, and it makes you so sappy that you can't help it but pray for a brigther future.
If, in said future, there's also your best friend, well, who are you to not hope a little more?
Little comic without any kind of expectations and is showing I did to try the 8 page zine layout and it does work!!! I will do more of these because it was fun as heck and really made me happy to do it!
If you want to print it and have a physical copy, you can find the file on my Ko-fi for free!
Here some photos of my own little prints, tried both the A3 and A4 format and they are so cute! **





#trigun#trigun maximum#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#chronart#hospital yuri arc my beloved#finished sometime ago and had the time to test out the result only today#posting it now before i die with another week full of nonsense#also don't notice how the A4 format came out strange the printer had a bad day lmao#also can't take a fucking photo to save a life my god#anyway hope you guys will enjoy it!!!!#i didn't throw all my heart and soul into drawing vash and wowo's lovely eyes nope nope!!!!
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the new rider for ride kamens is agata, and he's based on hibiki, which, while makes sense 'cuz araki is based on momotaros and therefore oni, is kinda boring after the reveal of our lord and savior dan kuroto
don't be mean to Agata, he's the only reason the other two can survive with half a braincell between them :(
#art#ride kamens#disclaimer that this is all pre-canon so i have no idea if this will track at all once the game actually comes out#but i feel this in my bones#HIBIKI THOUGH! he looks great!!!!#hibiki was my guess for him! i'm so validated right now#between him and w my track record is now...two out of ten#...i'll take it!#man. i love justice ride a lot already but mad guys is swiftly capturing my heart#justice ride are all idiots in a certain way but mad guys are all idiots in a CERTAIN way#i can't explain it you just have to trust me on this
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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Augh
#fancy is really struggling#and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them#but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy#and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this#and i will have to give the babies up#and...not have another cat#just one#i would be crushed#and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually#but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then#and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted#so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works#but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone#with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP#and one who is sad and not herself#and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this#and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard#and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three#and im already barely holding on#i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend#i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies#i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT#i don't want to be in a house so empty#i can't live like that#having the babies is lovely#they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing#even before they died#it's been so good to have them running about#i don't want to LOSE that#im so tired of LOSING things
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i tripped and fell into the marauders fandom and now i keep getting my heart broken
(send help)
#excuse me#this wasn't in the terms and conditions#i mainly read#wolfstar#but i've read a couple of#sunseeker#starchaser#jegulus#and guYS my heart can't take this#seriously#everyone DIES in#teen wolf#but the fanfics are#hopeful#bittersweet#completely ignores canon#i thought#sterek#would be the most angsty thing i saw#but noooo#regulus got the dark mark#sirius abandoned regulus#everyone remus ever loved dies#james potter#WHAT'S THE POINT OF FORBIDDEN LOVE IF THEY'RE STILL MIND NUMBINGLY SAD AT THE END#okay but i still love the fandom#you all are awesome#but check up on your mental health okay#sirius black#remus lupin
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au again
-Don't touch me, employee. You're a psychopath
translating only snooore mimimimimi snoooooore mimiimmi
#dsaf#dayshift at freddys#dayshift at freddy's#dsaf au#dsaf jack#dsaf jack kennedy#jack kennedy dsaf#jack dsaf#old sport dsaf#phone guy#phone guy dsaf#dave dsaf#dave miller dsaf#kepch doodles#cotton candy blue and pink hair is changing i know your heart is fading now that's alright i know i'm fine take the train home fromthe cit#tonight fireworks out the window lean your head on my elbow cross the name off the checklist life is fine when it's like this now#let these leaves fall on the ground let my demons finally drown let my body turn to stone let my heart fill all the holes that spread acro#ss all your skin you know my guard's paper thin i still love the way you smell i'm so nervous can't you tell me something other than what i#ve been facing im so lowly at making destructive decisions tell me something other than what i've been facing im so lovely at making#destructive decisions lay your sin here on the ground what was lost can still be found lock the door inside our room god put me here just#for you you for me i cannot see how this is not just a memory a better time of a better place but that is me if you choose to stay you for#e i cannot see how this is not just a memory a better time of a better place but that is me if you choose to stay#i know i know i know nothing i know i know i know nothing i know i know i know nothing i know i know i know nothing#тупо они аушные#извините я опять намаккаффертил#люблю вас
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😭 Incredible start to this very good article.
#the bear#the bear fx#the bear hulu#don't get me wrong i love this show#i love sydney adamu with all my heart and carmen berzatto...is certainly a character that exists#but jaw portrays him with such tenderness#and richie jerimovich is the babiest girl#season one was extraordinary#this is all just very sad#i remember reading an article in like 2022 and this very bitter very old guy wrote paragraphs upon paragraphs in the comments#just ranting about how terrible he personally finds the show#i blame this on him#his voodoo takes a minute but it is strong 😭#now how do we get ayo edebiri out of here#oh alsooo while i'm here let me pour one out for the sydcarmy folks#i hope the lot of you enjoy copious fanfiction for the foreseeable future#because you have it rough#i don't know why i just can't get into this ship#but i imagine if i was? after this season? i'd be dead
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polyamory is real I think hancock invented it or something
#those 3 are all married to me#Aaron is like yeah i got a new dad. i still have my first dad i just got another one#no he can't come over if he and my mom get to close they die i think#anyway he still goes on dates with my dad tho. he even takes me flying sometimes#yeah he can fly#like bro. mary and john are like. destined to be together and then. die like the others#of their kind. so they're apart. but ray isn't like.#she's not with ray just cos she can't be with hancock#and hancock doesn't gaf about ray just cos mary does. that's his guy#and ray loves them both so much even tho they tend to break walls by accident#it really makes me insane they introduce the fated lovers thing and you think oh it's 2008#this is going to ruin the friendship between these men which is the most developed relationship in the movie#BUT IT DOESN'T#the movie ends with hancock carving a fucking heart in the moon for ray wtaf#yeah it's his ''symbol'' for his projdct but u cannot deny this man carved a permanent heart into the moon#''you're gonna change the world'' even if you're not there to see it cos you're mortal. im not#and even if i forget like i did before all i need to do is look at the moon#and I'll remember how you changed the world and how you changed me#idk why im getting so deep it's literally just hancock 2008#qeued post
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I CAN BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS MAN AND HIS WAIST [LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES]
#MY GUY. MY DUDE. MY GOOD SIR. WE ALL NEED TO CALM DOWN A SECOND HERE#I AM BUT AN OLD WOMAN MY HEART CAN'T TAKE THIS#sea tawinan#m: txt
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I was pretty proud of myself for getting through this day so well (first time one of our cats had to have surgery), BUT it's 4am and it's really hitting me now 🙃
#feel like I would be sobbing if my anxiety meds didn't make that.. not harder exactly just. less likely#and I also remembered that I did take lorazepam before going to bed last night specifically because I knew I'd be a mess otherwise...#but yeaaah I just wanna cry now#it's been so hard. the cat is fine. but he's got 20 fewer teeth now and it feels bad#he's in pain and he's grumpy because he doesn't understand why we did that to him and also his brother wouldn't stop hissing at him all day#because he smells wrong and that's been stupidly hard on me#like. those are my babies. they can't be mad at each other??? it scares me. it's not the way it is. it's wrong and I don't like it#also... if I'm being honest I was also quite unsettled by how different he smells so I can understand that. I don't like it but I get it#that's still your brother though you big dumb guy 😭 be nice to him he has barely any teeth left 😭😭😭#I don't liiiike this#I hope they'll get along better again tomorrow bc seriously I can't take this. it's breaking my heart#well I wasn't a mess today but now I definitely am#AND I've got a fucking doctors appointment tomorrow 😭 so I can't even stay on the couch mindlessly watching YouTube all day#life is too hard and I am a big baby and I can't handle it#personal
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disjointed fandom posting sorry but it just hit me that pwotr is like. the only rpg where a companion never once left my team
#you can guess who it was jgkdfg#but yeah i think it has to do with disapproval not being a thing in the usual sense#Daeran was there 24/7 but my team in general is very stable compared to how often i switch it up on bg3 or the dragon ages#it's like . Daeran Woljif Seelah Lann + free space that gets swapped around (but most often it's Arue)#like aside from the point when woljif isn't there for plot reasons - i think the only time seelah and lann werent there-#was at the trap for the Other?#and that was only for plot reasons again bc basically Elluin was 99% sure the situation would escalate/#he'd wind up murdering a bunch of inquisitors and. yk. don't generally want the paladin and the guy who can't stand your bf there for that#though maybe I'll change it in future because it would be spicy if they WERE there to see it... hmmm#anyway yeah it's very interesting to me how consistent it was comparatively#honorable mention to Wyll for being the only other companion from an rpg that I don't recall taking out of my team for 99% of the game#and Zevran for being there for about? 80%? Orion didn't take him into the deep roads for blight safety reasons#it's a LITTLE bit funny to think of Daeran as the one companion this happens to djkfg#similar to the Dorian Bit of the high class character forced to trudge along the dirt fdjgk but.. better#because he's deadass forced to do it dnfmgbdh#I have this one particular thought in my head about the abyss as well.#about being made to follow along the heart of Alushinyrra as essentially a glowing target?#and how that's somehow both the worst and best outcome of being in the abyss in the fist place?#i mean he says it himself retroactively about the battlebliss. there's a certain sense of safety that comes from sticking close to the kc#and that's also why Elluin Does keep him with- it's a risk either way but if we gotta bring an aasimar into the Abyss#and that aasimar just so happens to be someone he has a vested interest in keeping safe#he's much better off where he can see him at all times rather than at camp#gods something about this visual. standing right there as the person you're following walks in front of you-#provoking the 2d highest authority in the entire /realm/ - a realm that's already been hostile to you from the very second you stepped ther#yet somehow - against all sense or better judgement . you know it's going to be fine?#(yes in a sense Dae may be safer than anyone there on account of life insurance and the Other itself in a sense but still)#im shaking the bars of my enclosure etcetera#river rambles
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I'm so lucky with the men I choose to have in my life I forget how some men Can be and then I open ig comments
#Girl: light hearted video about men who can't take a hint at the club#Men in the comments: I can't wait for all women to die horribly and alone because they coldly turn men down I hope all women suffer greatly#alda rambling#If not for the art instas I have I'd uninstall the app not joking#I know they put the worst commenta first on purpose. But I keep forgetting#Oh also my extremely hot flatmate telling me about the 4th guy who tries to take her out despite repeated dodging
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moodboard for when u . when. hwen u . sighs. Yhea ❤️
#yk i'm starting to think tht maybe being nice and leading with ur heart is perhaps not the move i think tht maybe being a harlot#and a spectacle and removed is more rewarding and above all of tht i think tht i deserve pyrokinetic powers tht allow me to cast fireball#any time i please :) btw :)#can't even talk shit irl bc the person tht tipped me over the edge this morning was introduced to me by my friend . so like . 😁❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#That's :) So :) Wonderful :) And :) Convenient :) For :) Me :) and u guys tht have to deal with my posts :)))))))))))))#i even went for a run like . if power cleaning and taking a shower doesn't fix me rn then it's really joever for me like 😁🫶
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Roku, "For the Avatar, friends can be...a liability."
WHO WROTE THESE GUYS???????????
#and kyoshi apparently agrees with him??????????????#the same kyoshi who kept her avatar state from destroying everything out of LOVE instead of giving in to pain and grief??????#i'm.#who wrote these guys i just wanna talk#can't believe i'm gonna say it rOKU BABY THEY DID YOU DIRTY TOO!!!!!!!!#the previous avatars are supposed to be wise and understanding!!!!!!! why are they all assholes!!!!!!!#they can be firm and frustrated (see kuruk and kyoshi) but like??????#hello??????#did ANYONE pay attention to the source material???#or did they just read a synopsis of each episodes and just go off that???? there's so much nuance?????#like there are plenty of things i do think are working#but it's stuff like this that's just...taking the heart out of it y'know??#like i'm sure by the end my opinion will simply be: it was fine#a fine but ultimately lackluster adaptation that didn't seem to take any real storytelling risks#kellyn watches
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sorry i still think that Phone Sex But Not But There's A Phone And Mine's Being Unhinged minedai fic's cinema. in text form.
#snap chats#when i say i havent updated the fic rec list in a year i meant it and its cause all the gold i love's on there#i cant explain to you why i love that phone fic so much its just art to my eyeballs#i live for mine being a freak while daigo's just being A Guy#LIKE TRULY NOOOO CAUSE DAIGO JUST CASUALLY TALKING ABOUT HIS DAY WAS SO CUTE TO ME#and then mine's being a fucking. WEIRDO on the other end just encapsulates their vibe#dude talkin bout his dork ass dream an shit. love you king no wonder champ's havin a wank atm ☠️☠️☠️#the FINEST flavor ever is Innocent Phrases That Arent Innocent Due To Context daigo just tryna be silly but then he give mine a heart attac#ITS CINEMA#Most Relative Bland Man You've Ever Met Can't Escape Freaks More At 12#i love calling daigo a bland man because as Head Honcho yakuza boss he shouldnt be a Bland Man#but he's just so CONSIDERABLY normal. like he's an Actual yakuza taking a gun out and shooting everyone and then he goes home#i love him..#ok i have to go be ill for the two other non-freaks that live in my brain then im sleeping bye#gonna reread that fic after i sketch this comic. who am i kidding after i FINISH this comic ffs#I DONT WANT IT TO BE LONG I DONT HTINK IT WILL BE BUT I KNOW MYSELF LMAO ok bye
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