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squishe · 1 year

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god i'm so confused

#i've been showing more dissociative symptoms recently #and it's probably because moving and living alone in a quiet place is triggering me #but i keep #feeling like someone else is in my body with me #i'll try to speak but it's not me speaking and its not my words #it doesnt sound like me #my handwriting changes #theres #more #but i just #dont know what to do #mentioned osdd to my psychiatrist when i saw him last n he was kinda dismissive and convinced that the dissociation is just bc of past traum #but osdd is a specific kind of dissociation caused by trauma? which i have plenty of lol #i don't know #it's so fucking weird and i feel like i'm slowly losing my mind #i can't find any answers #i just want to know what's going on #i'm scared to join any spaces for multiples to ask questions because it isn't their job to help me #but i need help so bad #this is really scaring me #dissociation #dissociation cw

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asuuree · 6 months

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needed to get my take on a human loop design out here...

a design sketch under cut!

#in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat spoilers #act 6 spoilers #isat loop #isat siffrin #might change some things later idk #i just designed them based on how i would design one of my own ocs :)))#hello to the one person reading these tags: sorry for my handwriting...#i wanna make a comic about them wearing the hat too #my next isat drawing will probably feature the gang or your money back (you didnt pay anything...)#my art

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bakedbeanz · 8 months

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Third Rail Karaoke Night!!!

#my art #fallout 4 #fo4 #john hancock #fo4 hancock #he would go CRAZY on the mic change my mind #my handwritting sucks ass why do i keep putting it in art

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simmonsized · 3 months

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A Day in the Life of Private Michael J Caboose, Post-Restoration.

It's three days late, but this is my comic for #makeaterriblecomicday. I became possessed by the idea, and could not stop until it was complete. I haven't drawn rvb in a really long time, but I had a lot of fun!

#i cannot draw armor and i cannot draw bodies but it can't stop me lol #i became possessed by a demon #watching restoration over and over for references fucked me up bud #rvb #new art tag #makeaterriblecomicday2024 #i know it's late I know its long i simply could not stop myself #i call this ''it could have been a fanfic but instead i decided to torture myself ''#as always my work is about grief and loss and the ways in which we cannot change things #u know the drill #obviously spoilers for rvb: restoration but it's been ages (to me) at this point #ps sorry abt my handwriting lol #tony says i should tag properly sigh #rvb restoration #red vs blue

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mispatchedgreens · 7 months

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more of xu da's internet activity, placed thoughtfully (to me) in the reincarnated band au, featuring the most beautiful woman alive, one bug person crouched on the rooftop of the recording studio while ouyang is being Fussy downstairs, and the rarest creature ever to be caught on film: grumpy bitch ass smiling. permission to imagine esen, chin to chest, flopped on the couch, staring at ouyang's photo, ablaze with jealousy at all of his interactions with xu da, while wbx rubs at his temples in preparation for yet another oblivious, nonsensical sibling conversation.

#the radiant emperor #she who became the sun #he who drowned the world #ma xiuying #zhu yuanzhang #general ouyang #xu da #my art #yes another installment of me making you look at my handwriting #also last time i drew ma in this context she was way too thin and i did my self reflection and Fixed my mistake #i love this au okay i'm not giving up on it #xu da is their mixing guy and jovially goes along with both whatever 'original analog sound' bullshit ouyang wants to use #and with zhu asking for re-recordings only to change the whole thing without telling anyone bc she wasn't 'vibing'#band au

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ethosiab · 7 months

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more ms paint etho because i like the crunchiness !! plus an aro etho using default colours because i cannot control myself

#nics art #ethoslab #ethoslab fanart #hermitcraft fanart #hermitcraft s10 #hermitcraft #aromantic #i know valentines day is over and all that blah blah blah but im calling this my valentines day post #resisting the urge to change my pfp to one of these doodles lmao #i cannot have a serious pfp apparently im just incapable #(btw please ignore my handwriting i do not care for legibility 🙏)

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gingermintpepper · 12 days

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There are many things people expect from one called 'God of Blood'. Always, the first thought is the blood of war, the blood of violence, the blood of the weak shed for the goals of the strong. Ares doesn't think of the blood of battle at all. When he thinks of blood, he envisions the many tied knots of blood bonds and bonds forged in the blood of battle. Blood sons and blood daughters, blood brothers and battle sisters, blood oaths and blood vengeance - he watches over them all and keeps close each one of these bonds.

One cannot begrudge his displeasure then when he realises he cannot tell Leto's offspring apart just by looking at them.

It was easier when it was just Artemis. Dark hair curled about her shoulders, a fierce mien whenever Father summons her to the mountain, a scattering of bones and blood shed whenever she was disturbed; the eldest child of Leto was a wild thing, sharp toothed with sharper claws always at the ready. There's whispers of her being a twin, of her other half being made to crawl on their belly as penance for their sin of god-slaying but Ares pays it little mind. What twins look alike among their number? Even dog litters are born distinct with all their unique markings inlaid in their fur. Artemis' twin too would be much more than their sister's mirror image.

Pouring over his list now, he wishes anything about Phoebus Apollo was that simple.

Mirror image did not begin to describe it. The twins were the same height, the same build, had the same colour and texture hair, ate the same raw food and drank the same amount of nectar. There was no difference in how they dressed, no difference in the company they kept, no variance in the weapons they used. There are some days Ares still cannot believe Phoebus will grow into a man and not some nymph with the way his ears have that slender point. He watches them now, sitting together beneath a shady palm and stringing their bows in an uncanny unison and curses because he still cannot tell them apart. What use is his skill in knowing blood when they both have the same damn blood running through their veins? What bond is there to sense when they are tied so tightly together, Ares can scarcely tell brother from sister?

He sighs. Unadorned and completely alone, the only way to know who is who is to speak to them. He'll have to find more ways to tell them apart from a distance. Surely they cannot stay this similar all the rest of their immortal lives.

#ginger writes #hello and welcome to my 'ares is doing his best' corner #I can't overstate enough how alike Artemis and Apollo are as young gods physically #literally identical twin status which only begins to change as they acquire different domains #I was really happy with the font I got because it very closely resembles what I imagine Ares' handwriting to be like #But I'll gladly add an image description if it's too illegible #That said Ares has an interesting dynamic with the twins #In a lot of ways there's a sense of guilt/wariness surrounding him for Apollo and Artemis #because he knows how much they stress his mother out and he also knows how much Hera doesn't like Leto #But there's also a bit of fascination because Artemis is extremely strong #(in a way that's markedly different from Athena's strength)#while Apollo has all of these crazy stories attached to him from killing Python + his work while exiled #but when he returns he's very placid and calm and almost?? too nice? Definitely nothing like Artemis #in terms of personality #Ares doesn't really trust it until he learns that straight up that's just What Apollo Is Like #That too will change eventually but for now Ares just doesn't want to approach Artemis the way he'd approach Apollo #because he'd get his head caved in with the curved side of a bow #There are precious few encounters Ares has had with Artemis where he hasn't walked away with #at least a few arrow wounds LMAO #He'll eventually be forced to accept that it's Artemis' love language #ares #artemis #apollo #pursuing daybreak posting #writing

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hidiustd · 4 months

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6.06.2024 — finals season

lots of course paper editing, reading, and puzzles

#don't mind that there are two different handwritings in the notebook #i have three #and they change depending on my mood #and on paper and pen as well #chaotic academia #studyblr #books and reading #study space #study blog #reading #studying #study aesthetic #my stuff #college student #student #student life #university #study motivation #studyspo

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kabutoden · 8 months

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how do seasdwellers work in bugstuck?

here we go : ) i made you a sheet! check it!!

#sorry abt my handwriting is bad #bugstuck #buggy trolls #homestuck #feferi peixes #eridan ampora #trilobite #anolocaris #changed feferis design also she has more armsnow #thanks for the ask #TIME TO KRILL #MULTI KRILL #SUPER KRILL #DOUBLE KRILL #KRILL STREAK #KRILL RAMMMMPAGGGEEEE #E

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crybabierin · 3 months

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This is an older introduction I had made last year so some things are a bit outdated but I thought I should post it here as well! I want to already make a new version and possibly update some things. （´・ω・｀） My brain is always messy with my summarizing my thoughts