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I am so scared about my doctor visit tomorrow; I have IBS but it's gotten to the point where I need them to make sure that is all that wrong, because boy do I highly doubt it.
And the hand shaking thing, I'm finally gonna have a doctor talk with me about it and I've feared this my entire adult life. here is how they were like 2 years ago on a good day, they've gotten significantly worse, every single thing I draw is a massive struggle. Writing is difficult even typing is a struggle some days.
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My dad and brother both had/have this this, much worse than I do, so I have never wanted to pay for testing that's just like 'you have essential tremors go away' but at this stage I need something, some sort of help here idek.
#tw: medical#to be deleted#I have a great doctor but I also had years of being ignored until I passed out and rolled down some bleachers and the school got involved#but that was like 20yrs ago#my hands were shaky then#so time to get a colonoscopy and see another specialist yeehaw#misadventures with aes
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so much happened in this whole episode but iâm still on fig infiltrating rubenâs dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of âsomebody needs to take the fall for this, and itâs not going to be me. itâs going to be you.â while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we donât even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we donât even know if heâs guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice⌠like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my âthis is a teenagerâ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devilâs nectar iâve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now iâm curious if theyâve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they arenât guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesnât quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk iâm just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#thereâs also the strong possibility that theyâre aware of what happened but they werenât the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devilâs nectar yourself into believing it wasnât your fault someone died⌠CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders donât ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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new mumbo skin... why he so eepy
#hermitcraft#mumbo jumbo#jupiter's art tag#my hands were so shaky drawing this and you can tell#i need to draw mumbo more.. hes one of my favorites to watch
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Stick in the Mud
#Inanimate Insanity#ii2#Suitcase ii#Mephone 4#Mephone ii#Mecintosh ii#Programs Used: CSP Procreate Illustrator#Thanks to Leon for the FLA Screencap#Dreamy Art#I Wanted to Have the Fleshy Real Tangible Memories to Be Painted and Have Texture#To Contrast With the Flat and Clinical Look of Everything Else That is What Suitcase is From#I Got a Lot of Thoughts About the Sensation of Already Having a Shaky Sense of Reality Only to for The Absolute Basest Assumptions#To Be Completely and Totally Untrue#Like You Dont Even Exist#Sometimes You Were Just Dealt a Shit Hand and Sometimes The Hand Was Stacked Against You#The X In the BG Is From a 2004 Copy of Macworld! The Weird Inversion Was Something My Darkmode Plugin Did I Just Did the Bluemaking
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Adam and Lucille pageeeee I am going to punch them both (affectionate)
#my hands were so shaky drawing these I hope the writing is legible#camp here and there#chnt#camp here & there#ch&t#camp here and there fanart#chnt fanart#up and adam chnt#up and Adam#up and adam fanart#Adam chnt#chnt Adam#lucille bertuccelli#lucille chnt#my art
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Looking forward to October...
#natsume yuujinchou#fan art#natori shuuichi#hiiragi#ink drawing#inks#did a suuuuper rough ink of an old sketchbook doodle to test out my new light pad eeheheh#i kept not wanting to touch my hand to the surface so all my lines were shaky waaaahh#it was a good thing i practiced with this first before doing any important half-decent inking!!!#the red is digital though
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riza day be upon ye
#there were attempts. a few attempts. this whole week#my hands have been so shaky i donât even know!!!!#tutu art#fullmetal alchemist
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a tiny little dude
#ny hands were so shaky today I had to stop#but I missed one of my meds last night so maybe thatâs why#hopefully theyâll be better tomorrow
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late night doodle bc when i say "i will never recover from Blitzø's nightmare sequence and flashbacks" i fucking mean it this entire episode destroyed me (thank fuck he got some fucking comfort though oh my god)
#just thinking abt Blitzø's life makes me sad#like i doubt stupid cash let him stick around after the fire#how long was it just him and his mom's little charm#e nough sad lemme autism abt the actual piece noejdjskdj#i loved doing the desaturated colors sm it makes the whoke thing feel so much sadder#i also mimiced Blitzø's handwriting for the text#it was a little tricky but with pen stabilization off my shaky hands helped#the tears were killinh me bc my reference was Blitzø watching his mom burn đđđ it was not fun#also SAD FACT: when i color picked for Blitzø it came out that his mom's charm is the same color as his eyes#but yeah if i cry you cryJSDHSHXKA#my art#clouds posts#hb spoilers#helluva boss spoilers#helluva blitz#helluva boss blitz#blitz hb#blitzo#helluva blitzo#blitzø#Blitzø i love you but why must you have eight bajillion tags#ghostfuckers
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Turnip Four
(Og: @themortaldraw )
Close ups:
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#legend of zelda#lu four#turnip four#sketch#my hands were unforgivably shakyđż
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#This mission means a lot to me#so I wanted to try to make something beautiful about it#My hand were shaky earlier so some of the lines arenât straight and I couldnât fix them but I think it looks ok#jupiter icy moons explorer#JUICE esa#Ganymede#Europa#Callisto#Io#Jupiter#Space#17776#17776 juice#this art is more about the ongoing mission than JUICEâs appearance in 17776 but I am a fan.. and 17776 fans might like this#Astronomy#ESA#European Space Agency#Jupiter Icy Moons#Planets#Catâs art
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cant stop thinking about this silly dog i saw on twitter the other day, reminded me of him for some reason. The Animal đ
#i would link a source but it was a repost account so. idk whose ouppy this is im so sorry#also FIRST TABLET DRAWING RAAAAAAAUGH đĽđĽđĽ MY HAND HURTS SO FUCKING BAD FKJDHG#i gotta get used to holding a pen like that...#my arm keeps doing muscle memory Dont Touch The Screen thing but. it's ok relax man this isnt even a touchscreen#you can rest ur arm it's fine#it's so funny that desktop medibang was so hard to get used to bc i genuinely just didnt understand the software#was anyone gonna tell me you can move the red square to move your view... i've been using the scroll bars this whole time#WAS ANYONE GONNA TELL ME I FORGOT MY FUCKING PEN CORRECTION-#NO WONDER MY LINES FOR THIS SKETCH WERE SO SHAKY KGJFHG#also i forgot to fix the anti-aliasing so umm just pretend this is pixels like usual ok.. i couldnt tell#i dont have my glasses on and the screen is juuuuust a bit blurry anyways. didnt notice till i zoomed in to do his eye </3#yay doodle <3 i love coloring on this thing it's so fun#awa#umm im gonna leave this nonrebloggable for now bc i feel nervous for some reason#might change it later bc this was really fun
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still shaking⌠VISCA FLIPPING BARĂA â¤ď¸đ
#i died#i was a metre away from mapi#genuinely was an out of body experience#ona batlle#woso#barça#my hands were too shaky to film anything#barça femeni#lucy bronze#spanish football team#woso community#fc barcelona
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Sorry for disappearing for a while hereâs a drawing I probably wonât finish đđ
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#art#hands were too shaky to color so oh well#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#traditional art#my art#ignore the weird looking proportions and hands
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hello everyone. i am going to the toronto tour stop. seats seen here đ
#carly.txt#this was quite the ordeal. but i. with my shaky ass hands#got us vip soundcheck abt as close as u can get to the stage without being in the pit. that's crazy#my friend also bought two vip soundcheck tix to the right of the stage but i just bought these bc her card and paypal were being weird LMAO#just to be safe đ and i think she's going to sell those bc somehow i got better ones whaddahell#i was literally 15000+ in queue btw.#the money can buy happiness while everyone else is shook buff was real đ#also jesus took the wheel tho. prayed beforehand as u must when ur fate is in the lord's hands#thank u @ god. jesus loves me#amen .
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learning to draw sonic characters for. reasons
they're so hard for me to draw their proportions are so different from how i draw anthros so i have to fight my own muscle memory ;-; this is my first somewhat successful attempt out of... a few (read: too many)
#the reasons may or may not be an au sonics mass attack i'm planning??? we'll see how things work out#new special interest alert. this has gotten to yugioh levels that's how you know i have The Brainrot#the way i draw sonic characters will definitely change as i find a happy medium between my style and the sonic style#but for Practice Reasons (i.e. i bad at drawing mobians) i tried to emulate the official style here#which is why it looks a little stiff lol#most of my drawing attempts were of scourge actually#what can i say. i'm a big fan of his transmasc swag and deviantart recolour energy#(scourge might sorta kinda maybe be my favourite sonic character and also one of my favourites of all time now)#(he rivals kaiba with how much i psychoanalyze him it's nuts)#toonagi art#digital art#artists on tumblr#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#heehee funny blue hedgehog :]#unfortunately the new brush i've started using is very sensitive so yall get to see my shaky ass lineart#i'm just too awesome and swagful for straight lines i guess (<- has constant hand tremors)
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