#my fuckinf god.

[atrium-hq]

hey guys just finished seraph of the end im inconsolable

[pensymbols]

RUNAAN LOVED RAYLA *SO* MUCH THAT THE GUILT OF THEIR LAST INTERACTION CORREDED AWAY AT HIS SOUL FOR THE YEARS HE WAS STUCK IN THE COIN.

HE LOVED *HIS* DAUGHTER SO MUCH THAT IT LITERALLY TORE HIM APART WITH HOW THEY ENDED.

YOURE FUCKING KIDDING ME.

[manglw]

guh just finished playing dsaf 3 i am. mentally unwell

[kazelnoot]

he makes me so unbearably sad like Actually. Every time i think about him i take one gazillion psychic damage he makes me want to cry and eat drywall

[miiyas]

atsumu the type to send you a snap while blowing up the toilet and say how he misses you and then you block him

[f0rgetf0rgetting]

You will never love me in the same way I did, but that’s okay. I will let you hate me for a thousand springs if it meant you would love me in a winter.

extra doodle or whatever

[melodychocolat]

hnnngh.... oh alan wilder why are you soooo sexyyyy... aughhh

[quasarifxxy]

What primarily drew me to Kazurei as a pairing isn't the roommate trope, nor the golden retriever and brood cat trope, or the gay spy x family gag, but rather this scene from Episode 8 (that I'm somehow still not over.)

It's the mutual reluctance to love and let themselves heal, with the exception that Kazuki couldn't stand to see Rei in the same position as him, so he offers to take care of him anyway. Both, who had a rough relationship with love, let themselves confide in each other. Rei, who found comfort and experienced what it's like to be taken care of, and Kazuki, who can't help but to extend care because it's something that's just... natural to do in his position. Kazuki, who is hurted by love that is taken from him over and over again, offers what he'd regard as a bare minimum because deep down, he wants his remaining loved ones (and in this timeline just rei) to feel the love he always desired.

Though Kazuki is seemingly full of emotions every time (enough to almost repress his sadness), his actions are always so gentle and full of warmth.

What makes it more beautiful is how Rei adapts Kazuki concept's, or rather, way to express love to Miri (with the most apparent example being Episode 9) considering Kazuki was probably one of if not the first person he'd experienced and therefore actively saw it from. He initially wasn't able to comprehend how to love and be loved, and only through Kazuki's deeds did he learn how comforting and nice it is to be cared for, so he wanted to extend that to Miri after realizing how much his family meant to him.

Going back to the topic, I genuinely adore how Kazurei is a pairing consisting of two people who weren't given the opportunity to love, and during their time before Miri subconsciously fulfilled each other's emotional needs. Though initially distant, they immediately clicked because they fit together like puzzle pieces. Similar desires but difference in approach and seek what the other has.

While there is mutual understanding between them, being able to read each other, neither of the two had the will to step onto each others' boundaries and address it. It was satisfying to see them grow closer emotionally and form the courage to communicate, with great examples being the last few episodes of the series.

Tl;dr the soft aspect of Kazurei made me complerely fall in love with the pairing and I used to be neutral about it

[soadscrawl]

imagine u r a young man whose lost all the family hes ever had and thought you lost the only person you had left. then finally u find people you can trust and count on only for one of them to hate you for who you are again. imagine youre a young woman whose family and world was destroyed by a genocide so you consider the people youre working with to defeat the people who committed the genocide your new family but then you find out one of the people on ur team is the race of the person that killed ur people. now imagine u love and care abt each other. both of them almost lost the new family they desperately needed. but they love each other so allura could see past her anger and keith could forgive her. im gonna throw up everywhere

[fairyofshampgyu]

WJAT THE FK FUCKINGUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL EVERBLIVING FUCK ??!)/8:&$€>€€%*BEOMG FUCKINF GYU ?!€**%6)£8& IM LITERALY IM FUCKING-I JUST IM CRYING IM SCREAMING INIUDT CANT DO THIS ANYMORE GOOD GRACIOUS FUCK

[soullessjack]

at this point my entire blog is dedicated to the jack-related roman empires of spn but one of my BIGGEST roman empires is that jack was literally in psychosis after killing Mary. he was hallucinating his own father who shared the face of the man he just murdered brutally, and that hallucination said he was never anything more to his family than a pet monster and a weapon. that he’s pathetic and desperate and clinging to deranged hope to think he can fix it and earn their trust or love again. and this wasn’t chuck tampering. this was literally just a hallucination. Rowena even says he’s mentally unstable. and that hallucination is verbalizing Jack’s own subconscious and [probably] intrusive thoughts that he’s presumably been holding for a while, and urging jack to be selfish for his own survival when jack said in ouroboros that it’s selfish of him to put himself first. a whole guilt induced psychotic episode. jack repeatedly being shown to be ever so happy when he feels needed and loved and wanted by his family, only to internally fear that he’s a fucking pet to them. literally subhuman. a PET. MONSTER. I don’t even. I don’t even fucking know man. Like. HELLO?

[skekgra-smokes-weed]

redraw of this :]

[mssboo]

IM GOING TO BE FUCKING SICK

[tomlinsun]

i hadnt listened to clouds in fucking ages n i just have to say: louis’ HERE WE GO AGAIN at the end should’ve won a grammy alone

[zer0brainc3lls]

Evan. Evan no. EVAN. SARCASTIC TREE BOY. NO.

[polycrews]

ddcds. for u (hopefully ur day will b a bit better!)

had to take a second to respond to this because dear GOD this made me lose coherent thoughts. ahem