#my first hyperfixation that is so
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my sister and I are gonna be the same ages that sam and dean were in the first season which is sooooo fucking insane
#my first hyperfixation that is so#deeply intertwined with our childhoods and our family dynamics and intergenerational trauma is soooo similar it’s so fucking insane . we#are them if we were boys.#and if we were white.#I relate to both brothers so heavily but my sister and i’s dynamic between each other and our family is so sam and dean . and she’s always#related so much to dean which makes sense and I am so sam it’s . yeah it’s .#it’s so crazy in October she’ll be 26 and im 22 holy fuck#i just talked to her abt it and we could both do fucking Ted talks abt this like it’s so . sick and twisted and us!!!!!!!
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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"What's your love language?" x
#austin butler#the bikeriders#(if ur hyperfixation doesn't make you dust off ps after 10 years of not using it. is it really a hyperfixation worth having tbh)#also melia <3 this is all because of you <3 so i'm dedicating my first gifset back to you <3 <3 <3#my gifs
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maybe they're not maineventing today
but they have definitely been the main event of my year 🤭 joking not joking
#drew mcintyre#cm punk#wwe#punkintyre#drewpunk#me obsessively watching pro wrestling was not on my 2024 bingo card...#i haven't been so hyperfixated on anything since my first golden kamuy read back in 2019#their feud probably ends today and i just finished my first drawing of them lol why am i like this#been sitting in the fandom quietly for almost what.. 8 month now??? was slowly losing my mind on the sideblog. yeah.
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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#my art#lmk#lmk fanart#lego monkey kid#lmk macaque#lego monkie kid#six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#possessed macaque#lmk lbd#lego monkie kid lbd#lbd host macaque#also a little bio parents in the corner#lmk mei#lego monkey kid fanart#lego monkey kid mei#also I can’t believe this is the first COMMITED Mei I’ve done#I scrapped the rest bc they looked awful#honestly coloring the armor is my fav part#lbd host Mac is now an actual au in my head#Mac gets revived waaayyy later and IMMEDIATELY into lbd clutches#lbd is pissed at swk so uses is not so dead ex bf as a host to taunt him#lots of angst for swk and Mac has no idea what’s happening#guys the hyperfixation has got its claws in me idk if i can get out#I CONSUME OTHER MEDIA PLEASE GIVE THE MONKEYS A BREAK
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sad wizards + sweet warlocks >>>
#bg3#critical role#wyll ravengard#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#caleb widogast#fjord stone#baldurs gate 3#hi yeah my two fantasy hyperfixations 🫶 just wanted to draw them i realized how similar my tastes are#funny enough i made the first ones before the bg3 epilogue came out and revealed they just gave gale the caleb treatement LMAO#but anyways :’) caleb and fjord walked so gale and wyll could run yk
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*rolls up 15 years late with Avatar the Last Airbender thoughts*
So I've been rewatching clips from the show lately to refresh my memory while I'm writing my Zuko Alone fanfic. And last night I rewatched the clip where Iroh teaches Zuko how to redirect lightning and I have had thoughts about this scene for years so I might as well finally throw them into the void of tumblr.
So, this scene is insane to me, because at the end of learning how he could-hypothetically- redirect lightning, Zuko looks at Iroh and, completely seriously says "okay I'm ready to try it with the real thing now". Like, Zuko, the boy with a massive scar on his face from where his father burned him just looks at his uncle and says, "shoot me with lightning".
And yes, he's 16 and not thinking but that's part of the point because the amount of blind, complete trust Zuko has in Iroh to look at him and say "shoot lightning at me" after the insane trauma he had at the hands of his own father- that is WILD to me. Zuko literally trusts Iroh so much that he just assumes, without even having to think about it, that no matter how volatile and unpredictable the lightning is, Iroh won't hurt him because Zuko cannot fathom his uncle hurting him.
And of course, Iroh's appalled because Zuko's standing there with a massive scar on his face from when his father misused firebending against him and likewise, Iroh cannot fathom hurting Zuko. And since IROH knows how volatile and unpredictable lightning is and how it could literally kill his son nephew he is absolutely NOT going to use it just to let Zuko practice redirecting lightning, but he's so flabbergasted that Zuko would even ask him that that he just kind of splutters angrily that he will ABSOLUTELY NOT shoot lightning at Zuko. (it's also just another layer of how messed up Ozai is because he shot lightning at Zuko without a second thought later)
But I hope Iroh thought about it later and realized the amount of pure, unthinking trust Zuko has in him because ;-; the child didn't even THINK about it. "Okay uncle shoot lightning at me now. I know I'll be safe because it's you." I love them so much 😭😭
#avatar the last airbender#zuko#uncle iroh#have literally had these thoughts rattling around in my head for YEARS#makes their reunion at the end of season 3 even more heartbreaking and sweet because zuko was so afraid#that iroh would be mad at him ;-;#the consequences of the crossroads of destiny really haunted him haha ;-;#their dynamic isn't even in my story I was looking it up just for lightning redirecting reference but the scene brought back thoughts#I love avatar it's one of my dormant hyperfixations that can become a current hyperfixation at any moment#which is. actually what's happened to me xD#this could potentially be relevant considering netflix is doing avatar tv show things now#but I doubt they'll do the subtext anywhere near this well#*writes an avatar fanfic 12 years after I first watch the show* 16-year-old me would go feral over the story I'm writing haha#anyway enjoy my ramblings
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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"you're addicted to me."
#only friends#only friends series#only friends the series#only friends ep10#ofts#firstkhao#sanray#sand x ray#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#PLEASE MY BABIES 😭😭😭😭😭😭#im SO soft for this moment you have no idea#theyre ending me#i might have to go to rehab bc i sure have a problem#the problem being my hyperfixation on them#dkjhgkdf#😩
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the herald awakens
hehe sketches and alt versions under the cut !!!
#with the power of gay sex#gay mind sex#or somethinf#idk#aka oh my fucking god i love you machine herald desifn#arcane made me draw something for rhe first time in 8 months#the power of hyperfixation#viktor arcane#the machine herald#arcane spoilers#arcane season 3#i took some creative liberties but i just had the craziest ideas#his design is so cool 😭#jayvik#arcane#covering all my bases#sorin's art
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so draw your blade, you wretched fiend and let's you and i fight like the dishonourable dogs we are savage, violent, yet free and when the curtain calls, let me put you out of my misery
#mak art#mak draws aa#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa#dga#tgaa spoilers#dgs spoilers#kazuma asogi#kazuma asougi#barok van zieks#klint van zieks#genshin asogi#genshin asougi#artists on tumblr#OW MY FUCIKIGN HAND#i took like a whole month on this. working on and off#never hyperfixate on a series set in the 20th century that makes u wanna draw in a style ur not good at#worst mistake of my life#i referenced a lot of chiaroscuro stuff for this#'the fallen angel' painting was used as ref for barok too#wanted to fit in a stronghart motif but#couldn't make it work w/o cluttering the whole thing tbh. so#(looking at bvz and kaz) ohhh they hate each other so much......... but they're mislead........ ohhhhhhh#also i hope to Never fucking draw or paint dogs again. Horrible#theres more stuff on the way. probably#one's a video but. i gotta rest first. im gonna Die#anyways. enjoy gang
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michigan miku!! miku from michigan!!
(and, per my friend's request, assembly line miku)
#hatsune miku#miku#international miku#miku worldwide#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#medibang paint pro#character design#vocaloid#miku around the world#i'm super hyperfixated on world cultures because of my anthro class so i've gotta say this trend came up at the perfect time#that and it's my yearly tradition to draw miku around august so :D#wanted to focus on a downtown/college girl/LP style because i absolutely love ann arbor :)#got genuine culture shock when i went there for the first time#i'm sorry if this offends any other michiganders but also i'm not sorry because i don't care#michigan#creature art
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Drawing made while listening Underdog by Takayan !
+ comic of my slice of life
And this one is from 2023
+ random drawings
#my art#original art#i am not sure what to tag lol#the first character is kinda my persona#I'm not sure about the result but a lot of persons reassured me on instagram#im grateful to them !!#it is so sad I don't have any thought in my head#no hyperfixation and it is the void#last two pic is Nilou and Tighnari#pink hair with black sweat is from Tamon's B-Side#i love this manga it is so hilarious#the one with short hair w blue background is a doodle I made in uni because my ass wasn't listening#and the one with a lot of hand is because I was overwhelmed ):
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Sharing some doodles with news that I have been working on something Big the last month and will eventually reveal more about that but until then, have a few in-betweens<3
#my art#danganronpa#drv3#drv3 killing harmony#kokichi oma#kokichi ouma#traditional art#digital art#kaito momota#danganronpa v3#danganronpa v3 killing harmony#new danganronpa v3 killing harmony#ndrv3#ndrv3 killing harmony#oumota#i have not seen a hyperfixation this bad taking over my life in a WHILE so just know#im working on shit<3#and its coincidentally the most time consuming shit ever buT WE CAN IGNORE THAT#BEHOLD#OLD OUMOTA DOODLES#also fuck i just realized i forgor kaitos goatee in the first 2 pages whoops-
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tfw when minibosses take you an average of like 8 attempts minimum but then you somehow manage to defeat your fav boss in the entire game on your first try :v
#NAH BC I LOVE HIM SM AND HIS BOSS FIGHT WAS SO ENJOYABLE I WOULD HAVE BEEN OKAY WITH BEING STUCK ON IT FOR WEEKS#AND THE HE FUCKING DIED#god but his 2nd phase animations 😳😳😳 sir...that drop kick one i'm-#it was honestly kinda hilarious#I have never before and probably never again be that locked in#I'm so normal about him#but also like rip bozzo bc I genuinely suck at combat sm how dare you die this quickly#wyatt??? defeating a soulslike boss ???? on their first attempt??!? like that sounds so fake#my gaming skills are incomprehensible to everyone including me#truly court jester on court jester violence at the estella opera house#((yeah yeah he's the king but I think he can multitask))#ok ok that's enough rambling ...can you tell the hyperfixation is back in full swing ywy#this is barely coherent but neither are my thoughts on this game#((also new wyatt haircut for the nearish future))#lies of p#lies of p romeo#lop#lies of p fanart#king of puppets#digital art#my art
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