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Edvin's photos for Sommarprat 🌸
#HIM!!!!!! 🤍✨#in this house we stan edvin#edvin ryding#young royals#my fellow anxious#🌺 🌺 🌺#the Europeans#is this midsommar#somebody please explain#i still don’t really know what this is for lol#but bless
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they’re not mysterious they just have poor communication skills
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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Tamlin based off of this post
#pro tamlin#acotar#tamlin#a court of thorns and roses#My art#arsons art#Ive never posted any shirtless characters before so im a little anxious over the anatomy but i made a PROMISE#my inability to draw the same face twice somewhat struck#but im also going to call it evolving my tamlin design#Hes so shshnsnsns i want to chew on him#sorry guys the parasites got me#anyways anxiety be damned this was a FUN piece to draw and i hope my fellow tamlib enjoyers like it#love yall#tamlin art#also that it a scar on his chest from feyre stabbing him in acotar#my personal fave hc :)#bye bye im gonna go swim 🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
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???????????He looks fine??????????????
people always find something negative to say about how edvin looks, I'm so tired, it makes me so sad...he looks gorgeous to me 😞
We worship at the church of Edvin Ryding here. 🙏🙏🙏
#some of the comments are truly heinous tbh#he’s cute????#he’s also only twenty???#also you can tell he’s going to age really well#he already is starting to between S1 and now tbh#also#have y’all seen his hot af dad???#so yeah. 😏#i rest my case#edvin ryding#my fellow anxious#my swedish actor son 💜#y’all better start acting correct tbh………🐓🇺🇸🔪#✌🏼
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I’m a little nervous to post these because I’m aware there’s some drama going on in this fandom, but I just wanted to say I really appreciate König from CoD.
I just learned a few days ago that these games have actual plots! And they’re really emotionally charged plots too! I don’t think I’ll ever play them because just watching the gameplay makes me a little sick with how casually violent it is, but I think I will be watching other people play them with great interest 👀
#I’ve been kinda quiet on here lately cuz the end of Bad Batch kinda has me reeling#both in terms of how I feel about the actual finale#and in terms of the show has ended#and I don’t know what to do with all this “watching a show as it comes out” energy#trying to claw my way out of the hole with art of my new favorite character#I love the fact that he wears the hood because it scares people as much as he’s scared of them#as a fellow extremely socially anxious person I get it#könig#könig call of duty#könig cod
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[[Tomorrow I wanna do some warmups before comm work... Like this post and I'll come doodle your characters. Canon or OC welcome as always \o/ -- It'll proabably be busts/headshots or somethin simple]]]]
#[ooc]#[totally stealing the recent concept from Dragonliight]#[Im too anxious to like posts like that cause im a spooked fellow]#[But I like to draw for other people]#[Ill scour your info too so Ill do my best to be HC or OC accurate]
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Good morning gamers! Hope you're all doing well! Feels like a hot minute since I did one of these-afksbfksbfk I admittedly haven't been the best but we keep going!
I watched a bit of this one anime called D.elico's nursery yesterday and it seems interesting but I think I'll wait till more episodes are out before I watch it fully. That being said, that one blond guy...👉👈 Ngl for a while I couldn't tell if the character was a boy or girl for a while-akfsnfkdn
Also I played some O.ctopath T.raveler yesterday and it was fun!! :> There's a certain character that's caught my eye but I'm trying to not get any crushes-afksnfkd I feel like I have too many and I start to feel bad if I get too many ^^"
#pan rambles#But yeah!! That's what I've been up to!#IAnd thinking about my husband ofc!!#I love him so so much!! I may have been an anxious mess for weeks straight now but thinking about him always helps me calm down#It's really comforting <3#OH ALSO#D23 TIME GAMERS!! MY FELLOW K.INGDOM HEARTS FANS ARE YOU READY TO PUT ON SOME CLOWN MAKEUP TODAY?#Because I sure am!!!
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google search "wikihow to manifest the ship zoanne wilkins/serling roquette as two funky little science wlw into a fic that i can read, without having to actually write it myself?". what do you mean no results. that can't be right. surely i don't have to write it myself?
#i just miss them...#individually i mean they've never interacted or even been like remotely near being on the same page but hear me out.#hear me out!!! hear me out okay THEY'D BE SO CUTE TOGETHER serling who's a genius who had one (1) friend her age and then he died#and zoanne who's soft and sweet and a lil anxious and figuring out what she wants to do in academia and research#meet cute where she's gushing about a paper by a dr. roquette at a conference and it turns out the cute girl she's gushing to#who she'd assumed was a fellow undergraduate researcher#IS ACTUALLY DR. ROQUETTE?!?!?!?!!?!??!? WHAOAOAHHH#she's so embarrassed but serling is like NO DON'T BE I LIKE YOU LET'S HANG OUT do you like vintage music btw---#do you see my vision life could be a beautiful dream please#rimi talks
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Bury me with this.
#still not over it#but will i ever be tbh?#highly unlikely#😏#Wow.#he’s SH00K#🤣🤣🤣#congrats to my fellow anxious 😙#not sure who i’m more jealous of tbh#friends best#edvin ryding#omar rudberg#ELECTRIC CHEMISTRY#young royals#god i love them so much#sons#🍞💜🍫#also#wilmon#tbh#(and i hardly ever imagine wilmon when i see them in the wild so this is a big deal that i’m wilmonifying this tbh)#but imagine#they go to the gaygala#and they’re the distinguished guests#bc everyone loves them#and september has finally ended#and everyone is giving them the LOVE and RESPECT they deserve#prince wille wins queer of the year or something#and obviously simon is ecstatic and supportive#i can’t 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹💜💜
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bro I read go for it nakamura bc of all of the redraw memes I’ve seen the past few years and it was actually so funny and kind of sweet and I’m disappointed at how much I could relate to nakamura looking back at when I had crushes lmao
#it is a fairly good reflection of being gay to me#like I’m gay#for women#and like yeah no yeah. that. yeah he just like me fr#that’s literally how I was like when I had freshly come to terms with being gay and had my first serious crush when I was like 15#he really is an anxious gay 16 year old#and I love that he loves octopuses. so much#as a fellow marine creature enjoyer#I am not normal about nudibranchs#particularly the leaf sheep#THEY PHOTOSYNTHESISE BRO#anyway yeah#👍#ganbare nakamura kun#go for it nakamura
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In this house we mother hen for Edvin Ryding 🐓
what's your favorite thing about edvin?
There are too many to list but I'll make a top 🔝
1. His incredible acting skills!
2. His work ethic! The fact that he's so nice and lovely to everyone on set and makes sure to learn everyone's names ❤
3. His heart! He always treats people with so much kindness and care 💗 And I admire how he stands for the good causes!
4. His sense of humor! His old tweets always made me laugh 😁
5. His smile and laugh 🥺 So infectious
6. His bravery to be vulnerable and share his experiences 🙏
7. And, of course, his mullet 😌
#there. i said it.#edvin ryding#as my glimmery friend says#eyes like fabric softener#glimmer look!#💖👀#i love this mental health advocate#and he’s only twenty!#love him#send me interviews of him talking about brain stuff thanks#my fellow anxious#i love my tol actor swedish son#🔭🎭🇸🇪#‘i’m just saying i’m soft.’#:)
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I have three months till i move to Seattle and i am really, really looking forward to friendship and community and offline life. I’ve wanted this for years oh man it’s crazy. I’ve been sleeping a lot to sort of… fast-travel, i guess. Time hasn’t been going by too slowly but i just don’t have anything i can stand doing so long as i know i’ll be out soon. Too restless and skittish… it’s not really a great mindset but it’s very hard to beat back… Been thinking, particularly, about my sex-repulsion and strong desire to hold, be held, love, be loved, and otherwise be affectionate in someone’s sincere company. Asexual demisexual stone whatever butches to the front forever
#my ideal is a fellow sexually ace trans/2s/nb person who’s on the dyke spectrum#i’m pretty monogamous to be honest#i could see that developing elsewhere but for now i’m far too fearful anxious avoidant whatever#let’s make soup and watch my own private idaho and hold each other no sex plenty of kisses who’s with me!
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If me from a year ago saw me now she wouldn't believe I'm actually her.
#That's a good thing btw#younger me was so socially awkward and scared of talking it was really bad#I mean I'm still socially awkward but#not as socially anxious#so that's good#Like wow I'm actually talking to people#strangers for that matter#past me could never#so yeah I'm quite proud of myself#And I hope my past self is too#I like to believe she is#I'm doing this for her after all#hope#growth#happiness#joyful#uni#university#<-technically uni is the place where this started so I'm tagging it too#for my fellow awkward people scared of talking: don't give up. one day this might be you#I believe in you#I'll root for you on the sidelines every time you make that step out of your comfortzone#hopecore
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me, helping out my mom at a bazaar, like i've done for years, attempting stuff while she walks around to take a break and maybe get some xmas gifts: *vibing enough that some people want to buy some things*
my mom, about half an hour later: *comes back to be the more charming of the two of us, because she has more experience being a salesperson and is not autistic*
the nice lady at the table next to us, talking to my mom: your boy did a good job while you were gone!
my brain, upon hearing that sentence come out of another person's mouth while i'm feeling somewhat dysphoric in my body today:
B O Y ! ! !
(good job!)
#void keith talks#this isn't me discovering a new thing about myself but it is Different this time i think. it echoed in my brain#most people don't assume i'm masc because i have a high voice. especially because the fuckin “customer service voice" thing (higher pitch)#but more people than one have called me by masculine uhhh... adjectives? (it's probably adjectives.) it's nice. mostly strangers though. :/#and i already know i have a Thing about praise because it's my love language or whatever#and i've also been obsessing over whether or not i should ask my doctor about going on testosterone because i've been avoiding my doctor#because i'm an anxious mess and my life is about to be turned upside down again soon#but i. i wwant to#go on T. more than i thought i would?#i'm so anxious about change and i know the changes technically happen slowly#but even so i keep hesitating because of personal circumstances#uhhhh... yeah. that's. that's a thing i guess#one of my fellow nonbinary transmasc friends is going on T. and i'm happy for them obviously#but i also feel a little envious of him for being able to figure it all out that easily. even though it probably Wasn't Actually That Easy#and it just looks like that from my outsider perspective#and i'm just tired and confused because i only discovered/uncovered the more masc part of my identity relatively recently and i've-#struggled with it for long enough that i don't have to fight with myself about it anymore. still kinda scared though#nonbinary#enby#trans#transgender#voidgender#gender dysphoria#gender stuff#gender thoughts#gender euphoria#trans stuff#nonbinary stuff#rambling in the tags#rambling into the void
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Waiting for an opportunity to say words like
#theres a person sitting next to me in a dining area with this automatic skateboard thingy#completely covered in utdr stickers#i want to compliment... but...#saying words is scary...#they hit their knee on a table and i asked if they were ok and they gave a thumbs up but now its awkward as hell#how can i complement in these conditions#woes of a socially anxious duck#if they move or make eye contact again i will try#otherwise i hope you get my vibes fellow brainrot friend#not rb#sorry theres so many of these lately btw there will be more#edit fixed typos; i think my typing is getting worse#updated; NOOO THEY LEFT
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