#my fat is not a curse
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Some days it's hard, but it's worse when you think "I hate my fat but love my self despite that." fUCK the "despite" here. I need to love myself and my fat (or at least not despise my fat!) in order to not want to off myself.
I don't want to be skinny. I don't want to want to be skinny. I want to be myself and let my body be itself and move on with my life. My fat is staying and I want to be hospitable (in my interior monologue AND in my actual treatment of it/my body). It will make its stay much more pleasant for both me and my fat.
it literally HAS to be okay to choose to be fat in order for fat liberation to mean anything at all tbh
#and i think we should try NOT separating our fat from ourselves? i love my body and that should maybe include my fat.#im not saying you need to love and feel the love all the time. thats not the point. the point is that i need to be able to survive and enjoy#living at some point. and hating a part of my body does NOT help with surviving and wanting to surving and living. so#let us like being fat#my fat is not a curse#my body is not cursed#i am blessed#or am at least NEAUTRAL#my fat keeps me warm#my fat is the answered prayers and wishes of my ancestors#and if you spit in the face of the poor hungry and ill people of my distant past#you spit in mine#now please#let us be fat. and dont critique us if we seem to happy#you can go demolish your own joy if you're desperate to destroy mine becuase im working to love myself and life
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i don't feel good so here's some doodles
#my art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#doodles#hazbin alastor#hazbin angel dust#hazbin charlie#hazbin sir pentious#hazbin fat nuggets#cursed alastor cat#sir Pentious#charlie morningstar#Angel dust#Alastor#fat nuggets
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drawing a silly cartoon of a fat cat but shaking my head while doing it so everyone knows i disapprove of valuing the cuteness of a pet over its quality of life and am aware of the myriad health issues that result from an animal becoming severely obese, which you may not even notice in a cat because they're notorious for hiding their suffering
#i have a fat cat but i do everything in my power to stop her from getting fatter so i know how tough it can be— esp if it's a hormone issue#but man i see cats online whose bellies are nearly dragging on the ground when they stand up and it's like... put that thang on a diet...#i curse the day ''chonker'' arose as a cutesy affectionate way to refer to morbidly obese animals#shebbz shoutz
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Sketchbook dump
#You’ll never know my favorite character nope#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#cursed cat alastor#angel dust#for that one doodle#Oh and also#radioapple#because I love annoying my friends with old man yaoi#And then#fat nuggets#Also for that one doodle
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Kitty, kitty, kitty. . .
More Cursed Cat Alastor (Roach), but this time he's up to no good!😈
Baby boy, baby <3
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My first time drawing Fat Nuggets and Keekee! They were fun! Also, here's the inspiration for this bit:
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#cursed cat alastor#king roach#evil kitty#alastor hazbin hotel#aroace alastor#ace alastor#keekee#fat nuggets#vox hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#charlie morningstar#i absolutely love to draw this kitten#his eyes and fluffy tail and ears are my favourite part <3#hazbin hotel#asexuality#asexual
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So what actually goes on in jojolion? What's that one about?
Ohhh brudder jojolion is probably my personal favirote jojo part
I love it so much, its unfortunately got some rough spots especially at the start with the character daiya. But as for the story at whole its really great
Its about a man who wakes up with no memories of who he is, where he came from, or why he was buried in the dirt. It's about the journey of this man as he discovers who he was to those around him before he lost his memories. It's about a man deciding who he wants to be in an ocean of perspectives of his character from others.
It's about family and the unbreakable bond with your mother no matter where you go and what happens. Even if that means doing things that no one else will understand or even hate you for doing.
#but as a real awnser#its about a man and a woman waking up in the garden of eden with the forbidden fruit#sorry dhsjsk#but its about gappy and his adventure to learn who he is after waking up with no memories#and finding reasons to fight beyond himself along the way#and about the family that adopts him and the curse their family name bears and the lengths some of them will go to in a chance to avoid fat#oh ans if your asking where my rock human wham fits in#they introduce a species thats identical to humans but can turn into rocks and stuff#it takes place in 2011 with josuke and yasuho#but theres a flashback af the end with joseph joestar and him moving to america to help lucy while she works at the speedwagon foundation#and mentions him meeting suzi q who works there ans them having their daughters#and i just wanted to expand wham into that for fun lol#the rock humans are like this universes take on the pillar men sorta kinda
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The lackluster romance and overemphasised 'love triangle' in The Hunger Games movies makes more sense when you frame it as Peeta's hijacked memories after the war.
Katniss being super cold towards him? The terrible cave scene? The emotionless 'I need you' on the beach? The general lack of chemistry between them? All the Gale angst?? Peeta's entire character being reduced to a damsel in distress and very much feeling like a spare part??? The totally weird and unsatisfying epilogue where the distance between them in the field is emphasised and something about the lighting and framing makes it feel like a Bad Ending????
boom hijacking it's all in his head
#meanwhile book Katniss is holding his face saying 'i am madly in love with you let us have fat and happy children and grow old together'#i may have implied this in my fic but idk if anyone noticed haha#idk it makes the movies more bearable#it's frustrating because technically they're good adaptations#except for all the important bits#like the whitewashing#and the cursed triangle#and the loss of the emotional core#obligatory no shade at the actors they did the best with what they had#the hunger games#everlark#rambles
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My Hazbin Hotel fanart so far
#Hazbin Hotel#fanart#hazbin fanart#fat nuggets#velvet hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel velvette#vaggie hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#charlie hazbin hotel#cursed cat alastor#Art#artists on tumblr#my art
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based on that horse meme that always makes me laugh
#featuring a side character of mine named Cranefly who is a fat himbo (but I love him)#it’s cursed#my art#memes#bullfrog#xenofiction memes#shitpost#how hungry
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raaah
#want. wide. hips. fat. butt. big. everything. curse. you. genetics. don’t get me wrong. i LOVE my body way more than i did 3 years ago lol.#i am proud of my self love journey. i just wish for more.#if i can’t look how i want in a few years. i’ll get small hip injections and butt lift#idk tho cuz it’s really not that serious loool#i’m just yappin. i just truly wanna feeeeelll like im hot shit yk? but i also wanna work for it.
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I missed them
#Atp I turned Jgo into a whole ass oc😭😭😭😭 whatever if G3g3 isn't gonna do anything else with him I will#jjk oc#Kaze#I love old married men who are both fat losers#I also missed drawing this design of theirs#sorry for not posting anymore err outside of ass wifi I am not that auper invested into jjk anymore#rephrase I STILL REALLY LOVE JJK its just not a current hyperfix anymore lol. still holding on to these two with everything though#cause they mean alot to me🤑🤑 may noy be into jjk as much anymore but my love for the disaster curses never left so#Also Kaze... love u Kaze#Cant believe I've been with these two for like 7 months. still going strong😭😭🎉🎉#art#FORGOT THIS TAG
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I wish I could follow you more than once~ I get excited to read a queer story anytime I see your art on my dash!
I was wondering if you've ever made a comic that centers the size of a body before? I feel like you would do a uniquely great job of making something meaningful and touching.
I took a look around but didn't find anything myself. I really like how many body types I saw though. It means a lot how inclusive you are of all kinds of people, for me especially i appreciate your inclusion of disabilities.
As someone who struggles with an invisible disability I was always really drawn to conveying that in a story, the feeling that you should just push through how you're feeling especially. The fact that I got to make it a callback to the original Little Mermaid was a huge bonus.
As to a comic that centers around someone's body- it's something I'm extremely unlikely to tackle. Any story about body size acceptance would have to grow from a world in which that person was shamed and traumatized for their body. The world I've made is not perfect, however I have no interest in porting over phobias. No one in my world is homophobic, and no one is fatphobic. People can cast illusions and use magic, I feel like that would dramatically affect social norms and self worth that people develop as a result.
I haven't made some crazy utopia, people are still shitty in other ways, Sabine had an abusive ex, Charles cursing Fen was objectively a dick move even with good intentions, Rivka and Layla are still antagonistic (and also thieves so like, crime). There's still conflict in this space but I want the conflict to be centered around peoples personalities rather than prejudices or insecurities.
I do hope you find media that portrays you better, and I'm sorry it probably won't spring up in my world, but I will continue to have a variety of body types in my comics!
#ask ffs#body stuff#as I've gained a lot of weight as a result of my illness so i definitely get it#I don't know if you're a fantasy reader but the Robin Hobb's Soldier's Son series was... formative for me. As a synopsis it's a clash#between two opposing cultures one of whom has mages that store magic as fat in their bodies the other is all woo technology magic is fake#the main character gets “cursed” to become one of those mages and gets super fat and is ostracized by his people#but when the books get to the other people the language all becomes so positive and powerful about their fat and weight and how they fuck#and like it's not for everyone but I loved it#faun love story
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where's that post about accidentally unfollowing a mutual is like stepping on your dog's paw
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i got a skirt for a cosplay and. uh. the top of it is skintight and it gets wider down the length and. idk how to say this but i have to get this off my chest. why do i have a visible bulge wearing it. i have no cock.
#having a fat pussy and a thick bush is both a blessing and a curse i guess#im sorry u had to read this if we know irl but i am. flabbergasted.#like yeah i know i can wear boxers in a locker room while stealth and wont get weird looks#and i once had a friend ask me where i got my packer from (i dont have one)#and i never felt comfy wearing leggings without a long ass shirt or shorts on top#but jfc this skirt is something else#it wraps itself around every single curve and angle of my body#leevi talks
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sometimes when i dislike how i look i think: well. at least i don't have abs.
#look no offense to anyone with visible abs but they just don't look right to me#generally i'm not my own taste anyway but if i had abs that would ruin the whole thing#and look i do a lot of core stuff i do have strong muscles there i'm just grateful there's enough of a fat layer that i can avoid looking#idk shrinkwrapped LOL#i hate whenever fictional characters have abs too sorry. stoppp giving them abbbsss#anyway moral of the story i need more meat#born to be built like a fridge... cursed to have the worlds tiniest waist#also look i don't care abt the standard my ideal human body is huge and covered in hair. i have one of those things#i just wanna be able to shop in big and tall......
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apparently I kinda want kids..?
huh.
#personal#curse my nieces and nephew for being so stinking cute#and my cousins being good parents#i would never have biological kids#but if i ever end up in a financial position to support one with someone i think i would be willing to adopt#in some perfect world where a trans woman having an adopted kid wouldn't be a grand controversy (fat chance)#tbf finding a partner that's willing to deal with my... everything is also fairly unlikely so i'm just spouting fantasy scenarios here#but eh#would be nice i think
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