#my fat is not a curse
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Some days it's hard, but it's worse when you think "I hate my fat but love my self despite that." fUCK the "despite" here. I need to love myself and my fat (or at least not despise my fat!) in order to not want to off myself.
I don't want to be skinny. I don't want to want to be skinny. I want to be myself and let my body be itself and move on with my life. My fat is staying and I want to be hospitable (in my interior monologue AND in my actual treatment of it/my body). It will make its stay much more pleasant for both me and my fat.
it literally HAS to be okay to choose to be fat in order for fat liberation to mean anything at all tbh
#and i think we should try NOT separating our fat from ourselves? i love my body and that should maybe include my fat.#im not saying you need to love and feel the love all the time. thats not the point. the point is that i need to be able to survive and enjoy#living at some point. and hating a part of my body does NOT help with surviving and wanting to surving and living. so#let us like being fat#my fat is not a curse#my body is not cursed#i am blessed#or am at least NEAUTRAL#my fat keeps me warm#my fat is the answered prayers and wishes of my ancestors#and if you spit in the face of the poor hungry and ill people of my distant past#you spit in mine#now please#let us be fat. and dont critique us if we seem to happy#you can go demolish your own joy if you're desperate to destroy mine becuase im working to love myself and life
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Hello chat bye bye chat :] and heeellllooooo ibis paint~





(Last one is a clip from forsaken with my guy @quasiliteral (chance) 😏)
#i cant tell if i wanna make 1x a fat butch or not…#URGHHH CURSE ME AND MY DESIGN CHOICES!!!!#art#1x1x1x1#1x forsaken#forsaken#bluudud forsaken#bluudude#coolkidd#coolkidd forsaken#animation#my art#nuttdoodles#anyways hello chat!!! nice to see youuu!!#i hope you all had a wonderful day.. i miss you all!!
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i don't feel good so here's some doodles
#my art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#doodles#hazbin alastor#hazbin angel dust#hazbin charlie#hazbin sir pentious#hazbin fat nuggets#cursed alastor cat#sir Pentious#charlie morningstar#Angel dust#Alastor#fat nuggets
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May I request
Curly's hair made out of curly fries and one (or more, your choice) of the crew member/s take/s a bite out of it
d1tz I dislike you more than going to the grocery store <3/j
I was today years old when I realized I can't draw food in traditional
Ask me or request Mouthwashing art
#Mouthwashing#Curly Mouthwashing#Daisuke Mouthwashing#Jimmy Mouthwashing#Anya Mouthwashing#Swansea Mouthwashing#cursed#ask#art request#“I'M NAMED AFTER THE TYPE OF FRIES I LIKE EATIN' YOU BIG FAT--”#Curly Fries#my art#doodle#traditional sketch#fanart
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Cursed cat Alastor with fat nuggets
Totally forgot to answer this even if I drew it a while ago,
Yes I can’t draw fat nuggets.
#fighting artblock#digital art#hazbin hotel#cursed cat alastor#my art#alastor#cat alastor#fat nuggets#hazbin#hazbinhotel
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Sketchbook dump





#You’ll never know my favorite character nope#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#cursed cat alastor#angel dust#for that one doodle#Oh and also#radioapple#because I love annoying my friends with old man yaoi#And then#fat nuggets#Also for that one doodle
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They turned my boy into Gary...

tbh it was kind of liberating because if the devs themselves can fall to the ol' gary keytrap, then i, too, can sometimes let my mortal follicles flow downward, and allow myself to lettersmash about gary and/or kary in my accidental overenthusiasm
#feesh answer#sleepless fun fair#i feel like the whole english speaking fandom saw that typo and pointed with :O#me too devs. me too.....#we are but foolish mortals. subject not only to terms and conditions#but occasionally even typos#for some reason i imagine a translator aggressively typing on their phone#working remotely on a train somewhere because the deadline for the event transcription is coming up#but they'r ein a bit of a pickle. a rush? an unfortunate schedule of events and mishaps?#maybe they would normally be flanked by 3 giant screens displaying their text in different fonts#so they could catch mistakes as they proofread#but this time there are demands at inopportune moments#and now they're typing up a game dialogue on a tiny ancient phone#and of course your stupid fat fingers are gonna mash the tiny on-screen keyboard inaccurately when you're in Circumstances#so they accidentally let a Gary go through (cursed autocorrect) when they submitted their work#and every other translator was also perishing. or they were responsible for separate segments#so anyway this Gary makes it to us. The Masses.#and we collectively go :O!!!!!#and the translator is slapping their forehead somewhere like. omg. why didn't anyone catch that#did they seriously not have anyone proofread my work?? are we that shortstaffed???? do i have to do everything around here?!#how could i have let a Gary slip through.... orz#it's ok... we all let a gary slip through sometimes...
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I should probably start doing some candies 'n curses-posting because right now it's mostly just me rambling to people in dms across various social medias, mainly discord.
so let's start with me being insane
I think the Phantom King is kinda agender/genderfluid :D
Is there like a term for being both? Agenderfluid? bwa
anyway
This follows the assumption that he's a different entity from the Candy King and more specifically the demon CK summoned (which is an assumption applicable to all my fics btw they're separate characters to me unlike all the other bosses)
In the journal the generic phantoms are referred to with they (sometimes as a plural yes but as a singular too) and it, from which I conclude that the phantoms as a species are genderless... and so PK is too.
So I HC that PK shifts to whatever gender the person he's possessing is and defaults to they/them when he's not possessing anyone but can also take up other gender presentations and pronoun sets when he's just... feeling like it. But he's not particularly attached to any gender and feels gendern't about himself.
I also don't think he'd particularly care about gender norms since well phantoms didnt have those due to not having gender and I view him as someone who thinks little of humans so he wouldn't really have issues mixing gender presentation.
In conclusion:
PK my favorite androgynous he/him girlboss <3
#candies n curses#candies 'n curses#candies and curses#phantom king#yeah im actually tagging this shit look at how brave i am#/j#ok but seriously PK bro you're possessing an old fat man why did you feel the need to give yourself a cunty snatched waist#also no most of my headcanons are not related to gender i just thought this would be somewhat interesting to post about
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Kitty, kitty, kitty. . .
More Cursed Cat Alastor (Roach), but this time he's up to no good!😈
Baby boy, baby <3
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My first time drawing Fat Nuggets and Keekee! They were fun! Also, here's the inspiration for this bit:
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#cursed cat alastor#king roach#evil kitty#alastor hazbin hotel#aroace alastor#ace alastor#keekee#fat nuggets#vox hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#charlie morningstar#i absolutely love to draw this kitten#his eyes and fluffy tail and ears are my favourite part <3#hazbin hotel#asexuality#asexual
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if i have to see one more “mark webber caused the second seat curse” post i’m gonna freaking lose it
#i quite literally had to check myself to see if i was losing my mind cause i have seen it so much with all this Lawson stuff lately#which i’m not even going to touch with a ten foot pole. no one wins you guys.#but like…webbuh did not cause the curse!!! max verstappen is quite literally the curse!!!!#the car is *made* for him and rbr will do WHATEVER it takes so get max the support he needs to win#which means sacrificing the second teammate. it’s that simple.#mark webber is (as i said in the gc) just a big fat loser!!! and like what went down between 09-13 at rbr was nasty and full of layers#it wasn’t the start of the curse. max verstappen is the curse. rbr want him to win sooo badly they drive themselves mad#it’d be different too if people were joking about him starting the curse but lately…they have not been joking 👀#you can still know your history and make a factually accurate post but also make it a jokey post i promise#anyway end of ted talk i legit thought it was the mandela effect for myself there#i’m rambling again aren’t i?
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The lackluster romance and overemphasised 'love triangle' in The Hunger Games movies makes more sense when you frame it as Peeta's hijacked memories after the war.
Katniss being super cold towards him? The terrible cave scene? The emotionless 'I need you' on the beach? The general lack of chemistry between them? All the Gale angst?? Peeta's entire character being reduced to a damsel in distress and very much feeling like a spare part??? The totally weird and unsatisfying epilogue where the distance between them in the field is emphasised and something about the lighting and framing makes it feel like a Bad Ending????
boom hijacking it's all in his head
#meanwhile book Katniss is holding his face saying 'i am madly in love with you let us have fat and happy children and grow old together'#i may have implied this in my fic but idk if anyone noticed haha#idk it makes the movies more bearable#it's frustrating because technically they're good adaptations#except for all the important bits#like the whitewashing#and the cursed triangle#and the loss of the emotional core#obligatory no shade at the actors they did the best with what they had#the hunger games#everlark#rambles
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My Hazbin Hotel fanart so far




#Hazbin Hotel#fanart#hazbin fanart#fat nuggets#velvet hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel velvette#vaggie hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#charlie hazbin hotel#cursed cat alastor#Art#artists on tumblr#my art
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happy late birthday to pepoyo!!!! as a celebration i decided to do a redraw of this still from Norino Neurose!!

og image ^
#my art#art#hatsune miku#noiro-chan#is that right?#norino neuroses#norino neurosis#curse neurosis#PEPOYO#blood tw#jade.png#been a while since i drew lol#i tried to make her fat if you cant tell
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🐀 fät rät
#rat#crochet rat#crochet#amigurumi#amigurumi rat#purple#cursed creations#fat rat#fät rät#rät#ratte#häkeln#rat plushie#crocheting#chrochetblr#chrochet noob#MY PICS#MINE#liminal crochet rat#no sniffer hair because that's what happens wenn man seine Nase überall reinsteckt
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You know what the weirdest thing about me is? Going outside for other people to places that are fun?? It’s normal. Just having out. For me ?? It feels like a special occasion.
#melifails#anyone else feel that way?#to stores or restaurants or movies#those don’t feel like regular hang out activities it feels formal to me#i wasn’t a kid who went anywhere#been a home body my whole life#been monitored my whole life#my mom and dad gave us freedoms but my mom is lowkey a helicopter parent because eod her anxiety#i Can’t be away form my house for even five minutes before she calls me to ask where I am#It’s smothering sometimes#it makes me feel like I can’t leave home without her permission#when I’m with my best friend she’s less likely to be on my ass because she trusts my best friend more than anyone else I know#but at the nice old age of 26 I have to update my family even when I’m at another friends house#so we have game/Karaoke nights with two sisters bestie and another friend and maybe a few more occasionally#and okay SURE I would come home at 4-6 in the morning#BUT i Don’t drink i Don’t do drugs they know the home and where I am and STILL scold me#It’s only on Fridays and we don’t leave their house and when I do I update them#it just makes me feel like smothered and like I can’t be trusted that the people I love can’t be#🥺 I followed all the rules I still follow all the rules and it doesn’t feel like enough#sometimes I feel chained#like Im wearing a dog collar with greatest daughter on it#but this is my own doing#i am my own curse#Im so sorry I’m getting all depressing#im really tired and when I’m sleepy and tired I just remember the burden of my existence#okay I’ll be nicer sorry#also there’s a cockroach and I don’t wanna sleep 🥹🥹 who wants to come kill it for me#oh also I’ve been very insecure about my size and weight#of course I want to LOOK thinner but really?? I just don’t want to feel like I weigh down my friends either#Im scared to go places because I’m not only broke but because I’m fat and I’m slow and I won’t fit in seats and all that
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raaah
#want. wide. hips. fat. butt. big. everything. curse. you. genetics. don’t get me wrong. i LOVE my body way more than i did 3 years ago lol.#i am proud of my self love journey. i just wish for more.#if i can’t look how i want in a few years. i’ll get small hip injections and butt lift#idk tho cuz it’s really not that serious loool#i’m just yappin. i just truly wanna feeeeelll like im hot shit yk? but i also wanna work for it.
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