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oshaskell · 10 months ago

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Dozing noblewoman and her strange young friend.

#bbc ghosts #sophie bone #bbc ghosts robin #bbc ghosts art #art entry #Robin's hair is so much fun :')#tumblr compressed this to hell and back it seems </3 #making as much art as i can before i go back to work next week. RIP #every other month i get frustrated because I can't line art very well anymore and then remember how much more fun lineless painting is #and roll my eyes at myself for having wasted my own time and by the same time the next month ive completely forgotten #<- cursed by adhd bad memory to repeat the same mistakes #now for blog archival purposes:#green #neutrals #bbc ghosts fanart

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raticalshoez · 1 month ago

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i'm having hyperfixation drought so i did what i did best and created a crossover episode

#trafficblr #life series #hermitcraft #qsmp #the drought's been crazy i had to make qsmp x life series/hermitcraft you don't understand i literally had to #i literally cannot tag all of the cubitos without going over the limit so i'm gonna use them to rant about these doodles instead #when i tell you that i think dl!pearl would've loved tilín i'm telling you i think she would've LOVED them like.#something about just wanting to find love at every turn but feeling unwanted spdihgpisadhfpa. and also tilín's name is similar to tilly LOL #the jelly egg is just like if the double life jelly pandas were just an egg that scar loves with all his heart and grian reluctantly accept #i think out of all the duos in qsmp. the one i would want to see in the dl soumate premise the most is slimeriana. it's the dysfunctionalit #i made a post in the past about pac and tango being my fav cubitos bcs they were both crazy cartoonish and like scientists #but it kinda felt like a disservice to leave mike and zedaph out because to me they're argubly crazier and more cartoonish #missa and tim are paired bcs i just really wanted an excuse to draw the wet cats and it just so happened they both have relations to death #skizz and jaiden as the lawyers who were SHOCKINGLY good at their jobs like they cooked with that one #(was also gonna draw joe and roier as bad lawyers but i was running outta steam)#someone's already made a post about grian and (el) quackity and their eye entities so not much elaboration needed there #fit and etho just give the same vibe to be as a dude who has a reputation and is well-known and seems intimidating #i also made fit's arms way too skinny and i don't like it...but i'm not gonna go back and change it now i spent embarassingly long on this #but then his silliness is brought out by The Narrative #foolish and bdubs is one of my favorite drawings because i just knew i wanted to highlight the silly height difference #just realized they're also both god-like figures at least at some point #cellbit and rendog. cat and dog and lore. enough said about their connection.#i couldn't decide who fit etoiles combat hungry anime protagonist vibe best bcs martyn was originally paired with him #but i wanted martyn with phil so i went with my second options: joel and gem #i couldn't draw them mid rage but essentially the title is derived from “WHO KILLED EMPANADA” and “do me a favor. die for me.”#philza minecraft and martyn inthelittlewood. they feel like twins but one is evil (it's martyn)#SOMETHING I FORGOT THAT I WISH I ADDED: BBH AND BIGB AS THE ENTITIES WHO LIE. I HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I FORGET THAT #if i were to pair impulse with someone it would be tubbo? either him or scar would've been with tubbo #and then lizzie i just did not know who i wanted to pair her with. no one really does it like her in my opinion #scott's someone i also had no idea who to put him with he's just so...him...

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heavendraven · 1 year ago

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do you think they explored each other's bodies

#friendly reminder that stronghart was 43 during the professor case no way his hair would be entirely white yet #most people seem to agree on stronghart being blonde but consider this: I REALLY wanted to draw visible white streaks in his hair #my art #mael stronghart #klint van zieks #klimt van zieks #the great ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #dgs spoilers #dgs2 spoilers #tgaac spoilers #tgaa2 spoilers #vorklimt #I guess?? idk what else to call this #lord forgive me I'm going insane over another toxic ship. love krisnix but it wishes it was this tense and fucked up #this was primarily just an excuse to draw younger stronghart cause I've been down bad but I'm genuinely proud of the klint side-eye #if you want to know the vibe I was going for I was listening on repeat to hey little songbird from the hadestown concept album specifically #gonna tell the kids this was young damon gant and manfred von karma. or maybe ace and snake 999 #if you're still reading these I'm kissing you on the mouth (platonically) but also I'm sorry

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floofyeldog · 1 year ago

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So, uh, that chapter was pretty interesting, huh?

#man these characters just cant seem to catch a break #rudy is so patient #i feel so bad for him #and Tobias is going to go back home and find his brother all slugded or missing #i am sure thats going to go great for his mental health #Rudolph ghost eyes #tobias ghost eyes #ghost eyes webtoon #my art #i couldn't find a good photo for the restraining order paper so i had to make work with what i found #i think its pretty funny tho #my post #my artwork #tobias schneien #rudolph richardson #i have just realized i put rudys middle name instead of his last name... oh well im sure he would have written both of them anyway #floofyeldog stuff

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bulbabutt · 2 months ago

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ugh my dominant eye has gone bleary guess ill die now

#like seeing a rainbow reflection of these words hovering above themand no amount of blinking or rubbing is making it go away #i cant see outta my other eye well at all so this seems BAD.......#dont diagnose me i have strabismus so my brain doesnt use one eye i cant use it to read only see peripheral

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danielnelsen · 3 months ago

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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs

like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something

#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping #she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window #her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day #that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better #she can probably barely see at this point #like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery #and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you #bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible #personal #like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues #last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again #not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food #it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn #i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work #but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow #so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything #and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close #which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens #and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons #my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive #like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency

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itsseriouslyridiculous · 8 days ago

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I really hate how my physical body looks so so so much. unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it.

#ive got fat genetics from both parents families going back generations and ive been trying to lose weight forever #my stupod body likes being fat i can excercise like crazy and eat barely anything and i wont lose anything #i was excercising 2+ hours a day before i got sick and it made me stronger but i.stayed fat. now that im sick im weak and still fat.#and im not the kind of fat anybody can find pretty. if i could somehow not be fat id be decent to look at my face isnt bad #my skin is bad though my skin sucks #in my eyes im disgusting #and its so messed up because i dont think other fat people are gross #but i hate how i look so much that i cant imagine anyone being okay with it #like no matter how kind and understanding and sweet i am to people its never gonna make up for the fact that my body is grossly ugly #and i cant blame anyone for not liking me i get it.#sorry #this is a problem i have #bacause i just usually pretend my body doesnt exist and i wear pretty loose fitting dresses that cover me completely so but #even though i am what i am #sometimes you happen to meet a nice person and they are polite and dont seem disgusted by your existance so then your traitorous brain t #thinks hey maybe this person would be willing to marry us someday if they got to know us. which is so silly becuz theres no way thatd ever #so it makes me sad when i should be happy that a nice person talked to me. yay good job successful friendlyness. but it has to remind me #that i had this expectation from when i was a kid that id marry somone and have at least 3 kids and love my kids and take care of them and #give them everything i needed when i was a kid. and of course that never happened. because i never dated anyone. because people dont just #magically get married out of nowhere. its stupid. so i keep trying to be okay with whatever. but i guess i never stopped wanting a family.#which we know im aroace now so. i need to stop. but my brain is always bothering me about this.#why can't i just accept that no one will ever love me. why cant i be happy that they dont?#ive got cats #someday i will have irl friends again #sorry i think everything would be so much easier if i was just #this isnt a problem with an easy solutiom #i guess im gonna try to do the useless excercises again because at least it will look like im trying even though nothing will change

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agentartemus · 20 days ago

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I thought today was a good one..

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gifti3 · 7 months ago

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Im in such an obey me mood today haha

other than "pls dont tell asmo about that",,,, i have questions about these freaking vegetables (im putting under the cut since im talking about food and bad eating habits/diet related stuff)

im assuming they would have to be mixed with other regular ingredients to prevent the hunger but it sounds like ppl would use them as the main component in a dish or just eat them by themselves

So does all of it get digested? No leftovers (waste) comes out the other end im guessing? is it like a magic type thing?? it has to be right? Cause if not...ur body will take the calories needed to replace the ones burnt, take the nutrients, and the rest will just get tossed out

And since it doesnt make you full, like wouldnt it be way too easy to overeat this type of thing? so you could accidentally end up making urself go to the restroom more often :/

Ig if it gives u the nutrients u need that itll be useful then. So maybe its a 'heres ur macros for the day' type dealo? but u still have to go eat an actual meal or make sure u mix it with other stuff tho

#ik its just a silly joke type text but i do like to take these things and overthink them and apply them to real life #its just interesting to me cause ik the answers will never come so its like a brain exercise or something #eating disorder tw #just to be safe #but yea..................#im gonna just go off in the tags cause im just wondering about when this would be useful cause regular veggies are the better choice to me #ig that could be useful in a very specific circumstance where you went over calories but still need certain macros..but like...its veggies #going over for some for veggies isnt that big a deal imo but if ur mostly concerned with deficit then ud cut anywhere u can...#u could also like use it to lessen the calories in the dish overall and maybe add more of the ingredients u actually like #tho i feel like it would not remove that many calories in the first place #and ud probably wouldnt even get to add that much more of what u actually want in comparison #and then...ur gonna be hungry cause u took away a big volume of the food which was the regular vegetables #but for me when im making food the last thing im worried about in my dish is the freaking vegetables #im trying to add more veggies and less of everything else ._.#i feel like this would make more sense if it was like a sugary treat #especially if this is supposed to be a thing that helps with cravings #u get to eat and enjoy the thing without consequence (for the most part) while eating a more restrictive diet #tho it would probably be even more dangerous than the veggies when it comes to overeating...#idk how the demon biology works but it seems about the same to humans but just more durable #and with asmos eating habits...i can already see in my minds eye whats gonna go down #it just seems like a bad idea all around to tell him about this!#obey me nightbringer

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falinscloaca · 11 months ago

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pisses me off so much much that i’m not immune to people arguing about steven universe

#what is it about that g-dforsaken cartoon that makes my bones weep for blood #its like. the perfect combination of well intentioned progressive storytelling bungled themes antiblackness fandom culture and shipping bul #bullshit queer community physiology kids show and actually-good-except-all-the-bad-parts #anyways any defense of the show that starts with ‘lily orchard is full of shit huh’ immedialy into the trash you fucking go #not all criticism of the fucking thing stemmed from one annoying youtube skank. people have been hypercritical of SU since before that vide #was a glimmer in orchard’s eye - people have been making great and godawful points about it since steven fucking two #STEVEN TWO?!?#SEASON #like some points made against it ARE bullshit! but not all of them! and when real life seems to have spat out a few strawmen for yall to ar #argue against you’ll never make actual progress on the genuine fucking issues people have on it! its useless!#also it really irritates me that bc some people escalated criticisms of the diamonds to ‘su condones nazi redemption’ all responses to the #shows approach to justice just get countered with ‘but RS is jewish’.#like YEAH and actually her jewishness does inform the shows approach to justice abd punishment but that doesn’t make the end result GOOD #also judaism isn’t. spiritually speaking. 100% about reform and self-reflection rather than christian damnation barbarity or whatever #there is in fact harder edges to our shit its just unlikely steven universe would include WD getting hanged along with all her sons orchang #changing her mind at the last second because she hasn’t earned an uncomplicated admittance of fault and she sends and army after the #escaping stevenites only for said army to get drowned alive as the sea closes around them #lol #(or that it SHOULD have #imo while the diamonds did escape proper justice from just a tonal and like. thematic cohesion standpoint a violent execution of the #dictatorial class really would NOOOOT fit the show in any sense)

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starlooove · 8 months ago

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I rlly liked red hood the hill bc besides the gift it completely ignored everything else with the batfam which to meeee I’m taking it as the hill has been overlooked by the bats forever (see Orpheus rising) so yeah nobody there gives a fuck about those people and jason knows better than to bring that shit over there

#genuinely tho #I dislike the trend rn of simplifying Jason and Bruce’s issues and making it seem like Bruce was nice and accepting all along and Jason just #needs to get with the program #like the fanficication of that and the Damian Bruce issues or Damian tim issues or even Dick and bruce issues #where everything comes down to the kids being insecure and Bruce being bad at communicating #which has always been PART of the main issues but using that as the crux and lens through which a solution will be acheived is a stretch #a stretch only made in fix it fics that is picked up by ppl who dont read shit and then writers who dont read dont care and get a check #THIS IS MY ISSUE WITH WHERE IT SEEMS BATFAM IS GOING THAT IS NOT AN ISSUE I HAVE WITH RE #NOT ABOUT RED HOOD THE HILL #back to red hood the hill #i DO like them #playing off how jason has always been able to relax there #with a community that has eachothers back #and the flip from #his early red hood days to seeing dana go that path is soooo #what i find interesting tho as that he positions himself as support and backup more than a deterrant #like yes he does try to talk her down a lot but most of the time hes living his life with a worried eye on her #and i think it shows to how he reacted to ppl (bruce) being heavy handed with him #and u know i love the batfam repeating awful cycles shit i think its very interesting that this is one jason didnt repeat #maybe bc hes so close to the feeling or that dana isnt to him what he was to bruce or even that hes just relaxing and thinking clearly and #above all trusts her #most toxic fun future would be for her to break that trust and him to go crazy but thats a diff rant #anyways my entire summary for jasons character is that THAT is what good coochie does to a nigga #carmen thank you for your service another crazy off the street 🙏🏾#red hood and the hill #oh. still no Orpheus mention #no it doesn’t hurt less anytime 💔#Jason Todd

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peskyfirefly · 5 months ago

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hi hi mishmish!! happy sleepover! those haikyuu charms you got are sooo cute! miya with his fluffy ass hair!! i just got my hoshina charm actually and i loveeee it its so cute his head is so round. this made me realize/remember though that i'm going to a big anime convention next month and... i fear for my wallet...

anyway i wanted to say hi!! i would ask for manga recs since akatsuki no yona is such a banger (HEARTWRENCHING RN THO) but i'm in the middle of a haikyuu reread! and then i really wanna reread akagami no shirayukihime!! have you been reading anything fun lately? manga or books? i've been in a huuuuge reading slump for novels but whew manga does not pose the same problem thankfully haha

thank you for being such a delight and thank you for torturing me sharing pics of those silly lil dudes!!!

hi fuji my most lovely bestie<33 happy sleepover!!

aaaa yes im so happy with the hq charms!! they bring me sooo much joy 🥹

HOSHINA CHARM?? DID U GET THE HOSHINA ONE I SENT U???? im still waiting for mine 😭 WAIT are we gonna have matching hoshina charms?? omg what are we..... 😳

im fearing for ur wallet too rn LOL...we've all been there tho i feel u. i went to a convention last month and didnt see much haikyuu stuff which is why i had to go to etsy to get my fill asdfghkl;. maybe its changed a little now since the movie came out and everyones back into it?? idk.

is there some kinda merch ur looking for at the con? are u going to panels or meeting any celebs or anything?? are u gonna cosplay? 👀👀

i love cons, they bring me so much joy<3

IM SO GLAD U LOVED AKATSUKI NO YONA AAAAAAAA and oooo haikyuu is such a great rereading choice

oh no i think i might be out of bangers...yona is all i got.....what do u like to read for manga? o: im ngl i tend to read a lot of romance type stuff asdfghjkl. its usually how i wind down at night. and its easy when im in a book reading slump which im in rn (crying)

i read a book a couple weeks ago called all systems red by martha wells. it was good but. it just didnt grip me so. my slump resumes....

im just read the mafia nanny. and im currently reading my first love hate. aaand im lowkey rereading akatsuki no yona of course asdfhjkl;

as for recs:

yakuza fiance

fullmetal alchemist

fruits basket

the apothecary diaries

when jasy whistles

my reason to die

aLSO THANK U for being such a sweetheart ilu and thank u for accepting all the thirsty art i find and send u asdfghjkl

#i tried to pick recs that arent...Entirely Romance..but they still do have romances in them #also gonna hesitantly rec noragami. i read it yrs ago and liked but havent gone back to it #its ended now tho and people seemed satisfied with the ending?#im so bad at keeping up with manga asdfhjkl ill read to whatever the current point is and then not go back for yrs and then i have to rerea #ummm if u do want just straight cute romance thennn #ill suggest my love story with yamada-kun at lv999 #(i love yakuza fiance tho pls check that out aaa)#also side eyeing all the books i have on loan rn from my library on my kindle lmao #ask #mangostarjam

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asterbats · 1 year ago

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drew my new kitten as a “warmup” but have to stop here because shes being a rascal

#her name at the shelter was pog btw. like the game but now her full name is cricket pogchamp #cat #cricket #pets #artists on tumblr #drew some blue in her eyes. bad at picking colors from irl that much but shes got a very small blue ring in there still #though shes close to having her regular eyes. i think they will be yellow?#i love her but whew cant wait til shes big......... will probably update what she looks like #tried to make her look deliberately worried with her whiskers btw. she seems sad but she was abnormally snuggly on day 1 #she cried in the carrier and hid under my drawer for like 5 minutes then instantly got to exploring and 1 hour in she showed her belly #which. im a first time cat owner but im told thats absolutely insane for a kitten on day 1 #shes already sleeping on me and stuff and snuggling next to me.... playing w her is the hard part bc lack of energy #idk if itll ever be enough for her but i am trying! i want her to be happy. also i think rn she mostly likes me when im sitting #otherwise she darts away when i walk around. i think bc im like this weird giant to her #oh also shes apparently just tiny? bc her mom was small too so she'll probably grow up to be a small cat #everyones going on abt how my aunts cats were bigger at her age sdklfjsdlfds (8 weeks almost 9!)

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midnightcowboy1969 · 9 months ago

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tw assault, don't worry, just thinking out loud

it's horrible that people feel that they have to question themselves like was I actually assaulted, I did the same thing, but it's nice to know that this uncertainty isn't a me thing

#is it bad that i just go hold on hold don't worry about me it was just physical but also he did like me #so im just glad there were people there and that they worried #but i do feel a sorta burden that im still thinking about it #because the people there asked me whether they should talk to the guy to make him stop but i said no even though i had tears in my eyes #because we were /just/ playing around #him lifting me up and then putting me on the floor and then fucking holding me down legs around my legs #like he's a fucking alien #he's a huge guy #i feel like it's too late to tell my best friend #it was her party #and he was there at the party the next year #and he was nice didn't seem like he had memories of it #and nothing happened #I don't want to unnecesarily ruin my friends friendships #and he might get the wrong idea #my mind always go to oh he was drunk #he'd drunk a lot so is it that big of a deal #i felt terror when his legs coiled around my own #genuinly what the fuck is wrong with the guy #i watched hoots' newest video which made me think #but the thing is i've got a habit of staying silent about things having been done to me #i got bullied throughout fucking kindergarten and some elementary school #never told anyone #and my parents were always like why are you never playing with anyone #idk maybe because i can name the names of people who like to see me cry

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redwinesupernovadyke · 1 month ago

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had another date with them yesterday morning and I CAAAAAAAAAANTT THEYRE SO FUCKING HOT AND CUTE AND CHARMING UUUUGGGHH!!!!! Their eyes, their smile/laugh, their nose, their shaggy punky wolf cut mullet.......just OUGH 😍😍😍😍😍

There were a couple different instances where I said something and they would agree or laugh and touched my leg playfully as they did ajfjgnsk which of course made my touch-starved idiot gay brain short circuit.

And I was paying specific attention to their accent while we were talking and it's so fucking endearing I'm freaking obsessed 😍💙💙

#dating life #I cant tell what it is it sounds almost midwestern to me but im really bad at placing accents tbh #Whatever it is it's very very charming 🥰🥰🥰#Their new haircut is very cute on them!!#They have the most captivating icy blue eyes I've ever seen 💙💙💙#Their smile is literally like a millions bucks I'm just 😍😍😍😍#BBBBRBRRBRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I feel like I'm GOING MAD FR IM LIKE FERAL AS FUCK RN #AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THEM TOUCHING MY LEG AJFKGJSBDJKDJNSK #The first time they did it their hand stayed for a second before they quickly pulled it away & they seemed almost shy or awkward about it #I think they worry that it made me uncomfortable (cause ive told them it takes me a bit to warm up to physical affection)#and yeah I'll admit I kinda froze for half a second & if I did come off as awkward or panicked it's just because my brain had a short #I really really love that theyre getting more comfortable around me to start to be physically touchy or playful like it's truly so sweet #But also when they took their hand away it took everything in me not to tell them that it's ok they can have their hand on me if they want #I genuinely really like the small gesture of affection but my gay brain had a moment of dial-up & tbh I forgot how to behave like a human #So that's why I may have seemed awkward or like I froze up over it it's just because it was really nice to experience #babes I promise you didnt overstep my boundaries im just an awkward gay disaster & you make my brain go haywire 😍#anyway #dating tag #my thoughts

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sheyshen · 1 month ago

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i think i'm gonna need to block all veilguard related tags until i get my hands on the game even though i really want to share like art of the new crew and stuff because i don't want to see more spoilers that makes me go hmmm lol

#i saw one today and i'm like :|#cause it was that you can't import what class the quizzy was and while i don't care if they fight with you or not #i do feel like whether they were a mage or not would be kinda important considering. well. all the lore we've been given til now lol #it might not be right! because we haven't actually seen too much of the CC for the inquisitor. but it was enough to make me narrow my eyes #there seems to be a lot of strange choices of things they decided not to include and i really want to wait to see it myself before i judge #because for all i know half the stuff we're seeing is being portrayed in a way to create this kind of reaction and isn't as bad as it sound #we unfortunately exist in a time where gaming reporters will exaggerate to get clicks #so until i see the game myself i'm taking most of the stuff with a grain of salt #for all we know they got to play a version of the CC that didn't include everything to avoid something that could be a big spoiler #i'm going to let myself stay optimistic even though i do have some concerns lol

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