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Hey Kids! Who Wants to Learn What it Was Like Getting into Digimon in America in 2007?
This is my Digimon origin story. Click to read my tale of woe, Youtube videos, bootleg figurines, and the birth of the Tai thirst.
IN THE BEGINNING
So I was too young for Digimon Adventure’s original airing. I was around five, and- at that time- I wouldn’t watch anything I thought was “a boy’s show”. Yet, I was okay with The Powerpuff Girls and its brutal opening sequence. Buttercup was my favorite. So ???
Little me was stupid.
Pokemon came first, and- without it- I wouldn’t have gotten into Digimon. There’s a Youtube Pokemon parody that sucks, but it mentions Digimon and Agumon. Here it is if you want to suffer-
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My sister knew that Ash’s blatant OOC got under my skin, so she would play this 200 times a day. It was enough times for me to wonder what an “Agumon” was. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because you could barely hear the word “Agumon”? He doesn’t even show up in the video.
So I looked up Digimon. I discovered the In-Training and Rookie-level Digimon first, which was good because they resemble Pokemon the most. I fell in love with the cute blobs and critters. This led me to wiki pages for the DigiDestined. The first one I found was Sora, followed by Tai.
Yes, this man. But Kizuna didn’t exist yet, so it was when he was a cocky little shrimp. That cocky little shrimp moved into my brain and hasn’t left.
But this was 2007. Digimon didn’t air on Saturday mornings on Fox Kids anymore. How could I possibly access the adventures of Tai, Agumon, and the rest of the gang? Well, there were two answers, and both sucked absolute shit.
METHOD 1: JETIX AND THE TIME SLOT OF DOOM
Any anime fan of a certain age- namely from before streaming- remembers a time when anime was only on at an ungodly time. Midnight, 2 AM- whenever normal people weren’t awake. This was common- and somewhat understandable- with anime loaded with violent content, in order to keep it away from the kiddies. But Digimon is specifically for children. Yet, it still got this treatment.
At least, any season before Data Squad did.
Digimon was owned by Disney at the time, and they aired it on Jetix (which was one of the higher channels you had to pay extra for). Data Squad- the newest season- got a normal air slot. This may be due to the fact that Disney had a hand in its dubbing. In fact, Marcus Damon shares his English VA with Axel from Kingdom Hearts, and references his famous catchphrase in one episode. (Go to 0:27 to catch the line, plus avoid having your ears destroyed.)
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If you wanted to watch Adventure, 02, Tamers, or Frontier, they were only on at Stupid AM. I kept my interest in Digimon a weird secret at first- probably because Tai awakened my hormones and I felt embarrassed. My mom caught me at two in the morning watching a children’s cartoon, but she thought it was...something else.
After explaining the issue, we taped the episodes on old video cassettes. I still have them around somewhere. So we did find a way around the time slot of doom. Unfortunately- once Disney XD came into the picture- they nixed everything but Data Squad, which only aired for a very short window. After that, they were pretty much done. Digimon wouldn’t air again until Fusion dropped on Nickelodeon, and Fusion was never one of my favorite seasons.
Which brings me to-
METHOD 2: YOUTUBE PART 1/3 VIDEOS
Yeah. I had to deal with these.
I didn’t know about pirate sites. There was no Crunchyroll back then. The only episodes I had on tape were those obtained via Method 1. Because Digimon requires watching all of its episodes to understand the story (unlike Pokemon, which is more loose with its storytelling), I needed a way to fill in the blanks.
Enter Youtube.
Youtube’s videos were a godsend. I watched them while waiting for after-school activities. I even used the software at school to make a crude AMV begging for a continuation to Tai’s story (this was before tri. threw me a monkey’s paw). There was just one teeny issue, and any anime fan from this era knows what I mean.
Part 1/3 videos were the only way to access Digimon episodes on demand in 2007. While it didn’t bother me much back then, it was nonetheless a pain in the ass. For the whippersnappers- Youtube videos containing old anime episodes cut them into pieces (usually two or three, but sometimes four), forcing you to dig through the recommended videos or the uploader’s account to get the whole episode. This is still the only way to watch some old anime for free. Fighting Foodons and the English dub of Mon Colle Knights come to mind for me.
...I like kiddie anime. Digimon and Pokemon both had a hand in that.
ADDENDUM: FANSITES
Digimon had little to no active internet presence in 2007 outside of ancient shrines. I would read shitty fanfiction on Angelfire relics. This was also my first exposure to bad fangirl practices, which came through sites like The Lost Temple of Ishida. This was its splash page (found through Wayback Machine- the site itself is dead).
The best/worst part of this is “come in my pretty ones”, which is just so out of character for Matt that it’s funny. But at the time, I only had a instinctual understanding of what OOC was. It was the thing that made the Pokemon parody so annoying, but I had no name for it. So I had a weaker bullshit detector than I do now, which let me enjoy more fanfics with plenty of OOC trash in them.
Everyone starts somewhere.
I didn’t interact with any Digimon fans- as the sites were old and inactive- which was probably for the best. Their ancient scrolls introduced me to fandom basics, like shipping. I tried my hand at it, shipping Taiora in part to deal with my Tai thirst. That didn’t work for reasons listed below.
ADDENDUM: TAI THIRST
I had a crush on Ash as a small child, but that was innocent since I was small. Once Tai came into the picture, I was a bit older. My crush on him was- different. Like “look up pictures of his naked butt in the uncut version of Ep. 8 and save them to a friend’s computer so I didn’t get in trouble” kind of different. (I’m sorry, friend.) The fact that this content was only in the Japanese version made it doubly taboo.
(Actually, this image is about the same quality as what I had access to, lol.)
I went hog wild at first. I wrote bad poems and had a binder full of screenshots. I wrote my first initial and his in hearts on my notes. It was pretty bad. Over time, I figured out this was kinda cringe, which intersected with general shame at my sexuality waking up.
So I shipped Taiora. I thought- by putting Tai in a relationship with another girl- I could segregate myself from my raging crush on him, and all the uncomfortable thoughts that came with it. Unfortunately, this pairing didn’t click in my mind. I was plagued by daydreams of Tai being deathly ill, which was my brain’s way of saying “hey- maybe forcibly shipping Tai to deal with your personal BS is a bad idea?”. So I moved on to Mary Sue stand-ins, which had the same result.
The one good thing about being 11 in 2007 means I (sort of) grew up in real time with the character. Tri. dropped when I was 19 (kind of odd, but there was only a two year difference between me and tri.!Tai’s age of 17). Kizuna was only two years ago. Both of us were in the adult world in our own ways. Tai’s like an imaginary childhood friend, and he helped me through a lot of things. I know he’s fictional, but I really felt like I grew up with him.
By around tri., I decided I didn’t give a shit anymore, I compromised by keeping my fangirl thirst to Tai exclusively. Since I had a lot of background with the character in addition to thirst, it was more “acceptable” to me. tri. Determination...helped.
I just completely lost my mind with this screenshot. This led to the towel my friend gave me, which I haven’t used but can’t get rid of. I’m in a more comfortable place on this subject than I was in 2007, even if it’s not perfect.
ADDENDUM: MERCH
Finding merch in 2007 was a pain in the butt. It wasn’t really widely available in the same way as Pokemon. So there was only one option- eBay and its bootlegs.
There was a woman who was somewhat of a family friend at the time. She was my ticket to all the Digimon figures I wanted. But of course- eBay being eBay- the figures I got my mitts on were fakes. I didn’t care, as long as I got tiny Tokomons and Patamons to play with. As a kid, I was drawn more to the cute, more Pokemon-like Digis. Blame Tai (again) for making me obsessed with the giant dinosaurs.
This was my only ticket to any form of Digi-merch, except the odd book here and there. Except the Bin that Got Away.
I remember someone was selling Digimon figures at a giant yard sale. My mom only allowed me to buy two of them. So I chose a large Terriermon- who I’ve since lost- and WarGreymon. I liked WarGreymon due to his connection to Tai (it all comes back to Tai).
The catch is this WarGreymon was a digivolving figure that went with a MetalGarurumon. At the time, I didn’t like Matt, and connected the Digimon to him. My reasons for hating Matt were really dumb, since he’s a lot like me personality-wise. Matt always fought with Tai, so I thought their relationship was more antagonistic, like Ash and Gary. Not to mention I didn’t like Matt’s fans. My only exposure to them was The Lost Temple of Ishida. So I purposefully picked out the MetalGarurumon bits of the digivolving figure, only taking WarGreymon.
Some other lucky kid bought the whole bin, so now my WarGreymon can’t digivolve. But I can take comfort in the fact that he was equally screwed.
CONCLUSION
Being a Digimon fan in 2007 was tough. If I wasn’t an autistic kid who hung out with other, older autistic kids, I might never have found anyone to talk to about Digimon. Luckily, times have changed. I now have all of Adventure and tri, on DVD, and Kizuna on my PS4. On top of the old tapes, I have one or two official tapes I got from consignment shops, including one of Tamers. I figured out Digimon merch could be found if one knew where to look. I have the blursed towel.
As I keep collecting things and thinking about what these characters mean to me, this story will keep growing.
#digimon#my digimon origin story#multiple videos#mentions the evolution of my fangirl thirst#might not want to open this at work#it's not graphic but you never know#tai kamiya#matt ishida#fan origin story#taiposting#Youtube
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i just started running a digimon campaign using Animon Story (which I'm looooving) and I just had to draw my favorite little dude, Ghostmon. I want to do more of these digimon drawings as quick little 2-3 c'mishes. DMs are always open~
#gay artist#queer artist#character art#dnd art#ttrpg#gayboy#gaymer#gay#digimon#animon story#ghostmon#ghost game#pokemon#digifake#digimon oc#digimon fanart#digimon au#digital illustration#digital artwork#original character#oc art#oc artwork#oc drawing#original charater art#oc artist#my oc art#digimon adventure#digimon tamers
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Greed for knowledge
#gomamon#digimon#digimon oc#the main character in my digimon mystery dungeon story#a bookworm seal#oc#original character
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poe thoughts and scribbles for my aching soul
#He’s a really old oc#based off my plush rabbit when I was 10 so my first oc ever next to Craig and hope who were made at the same time.#i used to draw him as any thing I was obsessed with as a kid like digimon or Pokémon and still call him poe#cause I was also obsessed with Calvin and Hobbes and I would imagine him like Hobbes for fun and bring him everywhere and make comics of#poe hanging out with me as a scary cool monster who secretly turned into a plush rabbit like Barney the dinosaur#and that’s like his origin story LMAo I didn’t do imaginary friends or anything like that#I’d just grab a plush toy or poe and pretend I was in an adventure with them. But poe was my personal comfort one causw my abuela got him#for me and he would be gripped allot when I was sad or upset so he was my coping toy#another would be a big red dragon I have since I was five too. And I would be silly and be like that’s poes girlfriend and she is PFGN#and now with my eclipse toy hehe :) but yeah poe origin lore from my backyardigan kid times#GOD THAT SHOW ALSO MADE ALLOT OF INFLUENCE TOO LOL DOKFJF I was a massive daydreamer lol#but now poe has his own insane story now it was silly when I was a kid but it’s cool now I swear I prommy im not cringe (disclaimer I am PF#anyway that’s crazy#art#my art#my ocs#poe#monster#monster oc#furry#kinda#creature#wife ocs#harbinger#hope#Craig#hes their dad dadadada#Tired dream guardian monster raising to literal eldritch entity children in a summary pretty much
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Italian men are convinced one of the fundamental steps to conquer a woman’s heart is to be able to cook a good carbonara (false, men, we can’t care less and you are annoying with all the cringe twitter posts).
Then Junpei arrives, bless his face, and tells all his new incel friends from Italy, -who can’t just believe he has managed to score with a gorgeous former model-, that whenever his dear Izumi visits, he will cook ✨ tortellini, panna e prosciutto ✨ for her, or, like most japanese say due to how hard it is for them to pronounce it, ✨ TORTINI, panna e prosciutto✨.
Tortellini, panna cheese and ham is basically the ordinary meal of an average university student with limited budget, along with pasta al tonno (pasta and tuna). Junpei’s pasta al tonno is miserable and he is self-conscious about it, but it doesn’t take much for him to feel a bit proud of his achievement. It’s enough to think Takuya is out there doing much worse.
Even if Izumi is always there, tiptoeing to the pan to add more salt or pepper, while he’s distracted and is plunging in the fridge to find some other ingredient, she will always let him cradle himself in that belief: when they are two friends casually dating each other for some reason, that his tortini are “buoni, buoni!” ; when they are married, that his tortini absolutely are the best ones she, famous international Chef, has ever tasted.
It’s likely on her menus her diners will initially blink and boggle at the writing of tortini, panna and prosciutto on some page.
#junpei shibayama#izumi orimoto#junzumi#digimon frontier#junpei#izumi#yesterday I ate carbonara and my father was boasting about it like any incel would#since Junzumi is always tied to food in my holed mind I couldn’t help-#I mean the tortini origin story is already a thing but did you really think it was over…???????#they rescue me from university bad thoughts my bbies#dating or/and married Junzumi are as good as food in life#trust me#zura rambles
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Wanted to make a custom playmat for the Digimon tcg featuring Asher (of course) and Whispmon X! Here's the playmat with all the zones, and the art by itself (which I'm contemplating on making card sleeves out of as well lol)
This is my first time doing an art nouveau-ish kind of style. I had fun!
If you don't mind the artsy fartsy mistake on the bottom, here's what the full decoration behind them looks like.
I did so much work to make that look good, only for them to cover it xDDDD I found the crests (minus Destiny's crest and the pixel agu) on Deviantart by alijamZz, and the art nouveau assets from the clip store.
#digital art#art#oc art#artists on tumblr#digimon#digimon digital monsters#digifake#digimon oc#digimon art#digimon tcg#art nouveau#original character#original character art#sword#extra comments: yeah the sword's a digivice because why not#I swear I'll go back to Elegy one day life's just been rough and disability is mean but I'm also rethinking parts of the story yet again#for now I'm just gonna vibe and do whatever I want with my art
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Commission for @emperornaka; featuring their OCs, Sigurd the ChaosDukemon (Core) and Rivan uwu
This ChaosDukemon was inspired by the figure of Dukemon Amplified.
#digimon#chaosdukemon#chaosdukemon core#chaosgallantmon#chaosgallantmon core#dukemon amplified#original character#(not my character)#digimon story sunburst#Digimon Story: Sunburst
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REPOSTOBER - Day #29
today is the last of my main trio of fanmade Digimon to appear over here, Ligermon!
his line is based off of the hybrid liger (crossbreed of a lion with a tiger) and have patches of gel-like kerosene that they can ignite for various uses, as well as a number of nasty & incapacitating attacks! his clawtips are filled with blackdamp (a mixture of CO2 & unbreathable gases that displace oxygen to cause asphyxiation) and in his signature move Blackdamp Bomber, he fires them at the foe to induce dizziness and disorientation. further stages of his line draw inspiration from the mythical Ifrit + bones/skeletal parts, and lean further into the whole "fire and kerosene and gases and petrochemicals and nasty stuff" idea... they're all just mean little guys :'D
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Kuumon > Kyaamon > Ligermon > Pridemon > [WIP] > [WIP]
#repostober#haulauart#ligermon#digimon#so funny story is that originally pridemon had an attack called ketamine zephyr......... I had absolutely no idea back then-#-that that would become a popular recreational drug! wikipedia said nothing about that a decade ago!!!!!#I was just looking for an asphyxiant that could be used to incapacitate a foe and I swear there was a connection to blackdamp back then#either way I've changed it to cyclopropane gas which is NOT a recreational drug but still a related incapacitating agent#(and it also has propane in the name which ties back into their whole kerosene-burning-fire-ignition shtick)#(people probably thought I was a druggie or something lmao... I've never touched drugs in my life beyond paracetemol and alcohol hahaha)
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My digimon :]
#some of these are alot older than others. for example i made pekomon in middleschool. meanwhile i made kweemon and the unamed stress ball#like 2 years ago.#my art#artists on tumblr#digimon#aloemon and tikemon are my digimon partners but the others (apart from stress ball) just hang out.#i have alot of notes and ideas for a series around my digimon sona...#I also like the idea of putting me/my sona into the story of a soul journey.#they were sucked into the digiworld alone in a time of non termoil and now they have to survive and make friends along the way!#has all of the charm of the original digimon anime where its all alice in wonderland/ random stuff from our world out of context in the#digital world. and the only real conflict is man vs environment. they dont start with their digital partners and actsholly meet pekomon#first. pekomon just sort of follows dare around and shows up randomly. theres plenty of time for digital dare to travel with the bois so i#didnt want them to be handed to them right off the bat. humans have been to the digital world before and some of the digimon digital dare#mets remeber seeing humans.#story of learning that growing up dosent necessarily have to involve growing up. you can keep injoying the things you injoy as an adult tha#you did as a kid. its also mainly about found family and recovering from the shity times that came before.#in the end digital dare whoudlent want to leave the digital world but need to anyways... in the end credits it whould show digital dare#getting a messege on their computer from their digimon friends.#its implyed they get to keep in touch even when they are oh so far apart.#99% of digital dare's messeges to pekomon are just them sending pekomon cool pictures that they took.
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Manufactured SEEDs
Basically, the concept is that SEEDs once served as a “positive” force meant to permanently remove or separate negative emotions that were deemed unnecessary.
(I wish I could elaborate but I don’t really know how) (I wanted the idea that “SEEDs” have always existed or something unique to Fragaria Memories without being inspired to anything if that makes sense?)
Assuming that SEEDs existed during the time of Legendary Red, what if “Legendary Red” made the SEEDs but backfired and twisted the story that they saved the world of Fragaria from the SEEDs.
Maybe the SEEDs couldn’t be completely destroyed for whatever arbitrary reason, and the Strawberry King took responsibility to guard the last remnant of existing SEEDs left from this world of Fragaria?
Eldritt’s purpose is to keep the origin of SEEDs and the truth of Legendary Red a secret.
<- But at the same time, what good is keeping the truth hidden(?)) “To keep the world idyllic”(?) (How would revealing the truth about Legendary Red and the SEEDs affect the world?
(Maybe we can connect this to time loop theory(?)) (Do you think Halritt wants to keep the world happy by all means necessary) (and time loop is his only answer)
Do you think their existence evolved during their entrapment by the Strawberry King? They’re indiscriminately trying to feed from negative emotions because of this insatiable hunger they had for who knows how long?
How did they escape? Why did the Strawberry King disappear?
Lovers to the same lies— Protectors to sanctity, memories to sanity Red-splattered puddles dye into black I, the shadow to which you belong … strangers to the flesh. Fumbled darkness, the pitch-black mold. A stiff neck … Unable to turn. (Clocks unfortunately twist … A head rolls down.)
Edlritt - “What only needs to be known is that…” Eldritt - “We both want the SEEDs eliminated.” “So, Merold, as long as the motivation exists—we will both be quiet.” Eldritt - “Is this clear enough for you?"
#fragmem#time to ramble in the tags again haha...#holostarsEN lore is crazy but basically the world “elysium” exists as a solution/digital world in the pursuit of peace and perfection#abandoned humanity and “record corruption” is basically a terrible disease that leads to death if i remember correctly(?)#and “corruption beasts” are similar to SEEDs but don’t remove memory#if i remember correctly the people are either “players” or “NPCs”#we live in a digital world digimon digimon#honestly i kinda forgot mid-thought about what i wanted to elaborate on but i think it was the theory that knights earn their forms and nam#i think i wanted to connect it to the possibility of what could be the lore of fragaria memories’s world#like maybe it is a digital world?#i like the idea that world was dying but was saved by the strawberry king and the lords#what if magic was only made as a countermeasure against SEEDs?#Merold - “To destroy the sin within you I will thoroughly humiliate and reveal the truth one by one.”#Merold - “So I’ll keep playing Halritt.” “A smile just like this! Where nothing seems out of place.”#“SEEDs are the original sin” will always be stuck in my head#to eliminate negativity is to embrace death#maybe that is the purpose of a SEED?#to become pitch black or free from color because nothing exists within a void(?)#i wrote to myself once that i wanted merold to have his the holy grail of eris moment#merold - “kirikikirikuku” (eldritt awakens)#its such a good story… im too much of a sucker to villainess stories…#my dark timeline is that halritt tries to create a peaceful world to prevent the SEEDs but this backfires and halritt becomes a tyrant#i want him to die by merold’s hand like a sick joke instead of a SEED#the people you tried to protect now fear or hate you#Merold - “You’re a small man who is bounded by his appearance.”#Eldritt - “Oh but Merold—Aren’t you also the same if we apply it you?”#Merold - “And who’s to say I’m spared from my own words?”#Merold - “An executioner is not exempt to his own blade.” “I intend to do worse to you and the same to myself.”
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Guess that dumb comic I made is getting some lore now, bc I sketched these out while waiting on diorama stuff to dry. Might finish em up digitally, a proper comic concept is swirling around in my brain.
#digimon#digimon story cyber sleuth#wip#I’d originally written up a big set of tags when trying to post this#only for my internet to go ‘no :)’#oh well#my art
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I know you're on a Pokémon Reborn spree, however... Your digimon OCs? I would love to hear about your digimon OCs? A crumb even, I love digimon
OH HELP THAT WAS UNEXPECTED- hello fellow digimon fan
the digimon characters on my page are actually the sonas of my friends and i, we have a shared project called "Digimon Wipeout" :]
They all go to a school together and have their own digimon, there's a government organization trying to weaponize the digimon and destroy the digital world (tamers type of beat) while rifts to a space (Dubbed Cyper Space) between the digital world and the real world are being opened and letting digimon pass into the real world, as well as people accidentally passing into Cyber Space.
Here's my sona and his partner, Jiro, a Dorumon :) They're secretly trying to thwart this government organization by sabotaging their stuff at night.
Tamer 10 and M-10 is basically the numbers the organization have given them.
#originally a concept i would work more on but hyperfixiations change#plus my arm and stuff#v beloved project that i do for fun with my friends#just us having fun with our respective digimon as well with a darker story#digimon#digimon wipeout
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So happy I get to do these digimon commissions, they're so fun to do. Here's a happy little ToyAgumon for you~
#gay artist#queer artist#character art#dnd art#ttrpg#gayboy#gaymer#gay#digimon#animon story#ghostmon#ghost game#pokemon#digifake#digimon oc#digimon fanart#digimon au#digital illustration#digital artwork#original character#oc art#oc artwork#oc drawing#original charater art#oc artist#my oc art#digimon adventure#digimon tamers
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it’s not a REAL evolution if they don’t inexplicably gain guns permanently fused with their bodies…
Terriermon’s Rookie and Champion forms
Pokémon translation: rookie is like their 2nd evolution and it’s what they spend most of their time in, but if they’re hit hard they will recover in a previous, weaker form. champion is the next evolution, so “3rd” (upon hatching from an egg they actually have a baby/pre-evolution form, like Pichu, but we’re not counting it)
Agumon’s Rookie and Ultimate forms
Pokémon translation: ultimate is after champion, so it’s like their mega evolution (4th). HOWEVER. do not get this confused with digimon’s “mega form”, which is a level up (5th).
Gabumon’s Rookie and Mega forms
not pictured is all the fucking missiles Metalgarurumon (mega) shoots out of his body, but at this point i think you believe me.
Pokémon translation: Mega is the evolution after Ultimate, making it an evolution above pokémon’s own mega form (5th).
the "minecraft vs terraria" debate is similar to the "pokemon vs digimon" debate in that while very different pieces of media they share a few surface similarities and were therefore compared as if they were the same. and also one has far more guns than the other
#digimon#all of my information comes from#digimon adventure 1999#which was the first anime. another big difference is that#digimon games are pretty bad. or so i’ve heard#so most of the fandom has only watched the anime#and honestly i’ve only ever watched 1999 and its reboot#digimon adventure 2020#which is a good series but i’d say to only watch it AFTER the original#a lot was changed and the story suffered a lot
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#kōji wada#kouji wada#ever#digimon#和田 光司#i realized yesterday that i can't find this song anywhere on youtube and it's at risk of Being Gone Forever#my history with it is that during my heavy kouji wada phase at age 13 due to seeing him live i downloaded every item in his discography#and this song was an instant hit with 13 year old me. i loved it so much!#and since he's known for his anime and mostly digimon songs this song felt like a ''niche'' track that was special to me and me only#because no one reeeeaally cared about this obscure 2008 mini album he released to no acclaim#and then for the next 15 years i've continued to listen to it and make sure i continue to save it from hard drive to hard drive#i've imagined full anime OPs and sequences of my own original story i've had in my mind since i was a kid to this song. and still do.#and i CERTAINLY gained an elevated level of attachment to it after he passed away.#and seeing it already being in the process of being Forgotten is kind of really depressing to me.#and so. i am posting it. to preserve it.#if you liked it please share it. for me <3#music
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hmm i should have refrained from thinking about imaD because now im back to overthinking things like "are single thoughts linear or ever-changing"
#'evolution' in it was originally linear (4 stages for everyone) but if it's about imagination then should it be a reversible & changable evo#...but then that's digimon-style evolution and the story keep convergently evolving to resemble digimon more than intended Anyways so...#but idk. in my experience thoughts are pretty linear. they go one way & have a past present and future#so maybe linear evolution does make sense. idk. but thoughts do also change and branch off...#idk i just feel chatty this evening... i have a habit of overthinking these kinds of things in oc stories#when really the best thing to do is to make a bunch of characters do something and see what happens#not to mention the fact that i also have a bad habit of trying to define what some mechanic can do#rather than the far more reasonable and conventional method of just definining what it CAN'T do and working things out from there#... altho that last thing doesn't necessarily apply to an 'evolution' mechanic. or does it#anyways...#fiftytenpost
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