#my despair helps no one!!!!
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i know “visualize world peace” is a bumper sticker cliche they were already making fun of forty years ago but i think i literally have to start doing that or i’m going to go insane. in all seriousness from now on i need to spend five minutes at the beginning and end of every day just purposely imagining a future where in a hundred years the world is peaceful and just and sustainable so that i can get up and fold the laundry that’s been on the floor for seven days and watch my neighbor’s kids and vote for the district representative who wants to build affordable housing. the hippies who made those bumper stickers did so under the threat of mutually assured destruction and just because the end of the cold war didn’t end war, it doesn’t mean they were wrong to believe it could. we’re drowning in blood and hurricanes and the only way i can get my head above water and keep dog paddling in the right direction is to intentionally kindle the hope that our children’s children’s children can still live better lives on a more loving world.
#i DO want to think globally and act locally and save mother earth and make art not war!!!!#my despair helps no one!!!!
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pov xander eye reveal speedrun (gone wrong)
#my art#guys ive been going insane this is the third drdt drawing in the past 24 hrs 😭#THIS WASN’T EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE A DRDT DRAWING BYE#AT SOME POINT I WENT “oh wait this is the min color” GUYS THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SKETCH I SWEARRRRR#actually u can def tell it was a sketch bc whenever i dont reference an on-paper sketch ive already made the head looks wonky#anw to that one min lover account ty for being d1 min truther ive followed u since before u even made the daily min jeung account#drdt#drdt fanart#danganronpa despair time#min jeung#drdt min#im too hungry to add any more tags if u think there isnt much its bc i ate them. hope that helps
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Dr. Ratio: Normal people should stop counting on geniuses to help them! Only relying on themselves will allow them to grow and realize their strengths!
Also Dr. Ratio:

He just can't help it, can he? Although technically he's not a genius, so it's okay, I guess?..
#honkai star rail#my stuff#dr ratio#hey doc#that happened to “To stand aside and observe is the best treatment one can give”?#how about#'it is only in moments of solitude and despair'#'when help is absent'#'that fools grasp how to pick themselves up'#huh?
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What would be a sure fire way to actually kill Makoto Naegi in a way where his luck wouldn’t interfere? Specifically, if Junko were to succeed in killing Makoto in any way, how would he do it?
(some things to consider:
In SDR2, Nagito is able to be killed because his death WAS the desired outcome, and his good luck enabled it to happen.
another ultimate luck talent can sometimes cancel out another’s, as seen in the DR3 anime in the Kamukura/Komaeda confrontation
In the DR3 anime, the brainwashing video almost causes Makoto to kill himself without any interference from his lucky talent. In retrospect, you could argue Sakakura’s arrival counts, but I really don’t think this was intended to be “just lucky that Sakakura was there!”)
#need help with a crucial plot point for a fic series 👀#Naegi Makoto#makoto naegi#danganronpa#thh#danganronpa thh#trigger happy havoc#sdr2#drv3#ndrv3#danganronpa goodbye despair#ndrv3 killing harmony#my closest working theory is that someone would have to leverage his loved ones and he’d have to volunteer to die#Similarly to him just trusting Kyoko in thh chapter 5#Bc although she didn’t know for sure if his luck would save him—she did assume that it would. And she was right.#BUT EVEN THEN. EVEN IF HE VOLUNTEERED TO DIE. IS HIS PLOT ARMOR SO STRONG THAT NOTHING COULD KILL HIM? EVER??#Just for the sake of a plot point I need something BELIEVABLE.#I’m gonna tear my hair out LMAOOO#I need him to die Chiaki style. In a way that would turn Class 78 to despair.#Is it compelling and believable that he would sacrifice himself? And that the sacrifice would work because it absolutely had to?#Using the Nagito logic of “his luck determined the most favorable outcome” and if Makoto’s desired outcome IS LITERALLY TO DIE#then maybe this could work.#mine
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this is my fancast for kaz brekker
#can't help myself#sun yuan and peng yu#kaz brekker#six of crows#kanej#mine#i love this art sm#for people who don’t know this is a robot arm that keeps continuously sweeping a deep blood-like red liquid back into a circle#but it fails to make it look neat.#the haphazard movements of the arm give off a hysteric feeling as if it's meant to portray a human who's#overcome with emotions and having a panic attack and therefor fails to do what it's supposed to.#the machine makes screeching sounds reminiscent of screams of despair.#it’s like the machine made a huge mistake and it's trying to cover up the evidence but fails to due to the overwhelm and shock of it all.#it can’t clean up its own blood fast enough.#or as if it's going through such intense stress because of responsibilities and expectations#that it doesn't know where to start anymore.#it’s in pain and no one helps it#theres many ways to interpret this work but that’s my favourite#there is no way to help it out of the burden and neither can it help itself like the title of the work already indicates.#and in the progress it's destroying itself the way trauma fear and anxiety can also destroy a person overtime
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Was toying with the idea of planning a despair disease fic and it's turned into an entire chapter 3 rewrite,,, I don't know how this happened??
#strong emphasis on planning a fic because I'm burnt out beyond belief 😔#I was kinda like I wanna maybe write something using the despair disease one day#originally I wanted it to be during the first chapter but then I wanted to include oumota because of course I do#so I thought setting it during chapter 3 would make more sense because Kaito and Kokichi would've had more time to know and hate each other#then I started thinking about drv3 chapter 3 in general and realised how pointless the motive was because it wasn't?? really used??#then I started thinking about how much of a mess chapter 3 was in general because?? it started with removing Monokuma#then introducing a motive that?? literally wasn't used?? and did not motivate anyone??#monokuma got lucky korekiyo decided to just?? seesaw I guess#ANYWAY I thought despair disease would be a better chapter 3 motive because its technically a much more brutal time limit#and I absolutely love the idea of Korekiyo hunting down the monokubs for more information about the despair disease#because it shouldn't exist and yet it does?? as an anthropologist Korekiyo wants answers#I wanted to give the disease to Gonta Miu Himiko Shuichi Maki and Kokichi so it took out half the group#oh yeah I also wanted to use this fic as a chance to write Kaito and Tenko being friends and working together because#I love their friendship#kaito wants to save his sidekicks and tenko wants to save himiko#haha what if they planned to work together and plan a reverse hangar to save everyone haha jk unless??#also want the chance to write Angie because she's so interesting#I also want to give Kokichi a certain disease which I think will be the last disease anyone will expect him to have#which will help strengthen kaito and kokichi's relationship#but yeah for now this is just a?? idk what to call it?? me daydreaming??#you know what at least this hasn't turned into my 3rd Danganronpa rewrite lmfao
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i cant believe dead trio isnt gonna be a trio for much longer !!!
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt fanart#drdt spoilers#fanganronpa#xander matthews#min jeung#arei nageishi#wow i cant believe you guys are seeing this for the very first time!!#if you saw the first upload no you didnt <3#guys make sure to check whether ur art looks good on other screens... bc why was half of it not visible ;;;#also make sure to use lighting references help#anyways copying and pasting my tags again...#i needed a reference photo for them sitting at the table so i made them in the sims lol#i couldve used random sims but i spent like 40 minutes making them 3 specifically#they spawned in and xander and arei had one conversation and he immediately gained a new dislike for mean interactions#min ran away from them and sat in the bathroom on her phone#i cant believe ch2 p2 could come out any day now#i joined the fandom during the current hiatus so im excited to actually watch it with yall yayy#artlying#my art
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#heavier than my usual venting#im living in a lot of fear right now#my entire family is undocumented-- if not in the process of becoming citizens#i'm afraid of my parents leaving the house and never coming back#i'm afraid i'll hear that a brother or a sister have been taken#i don't even know if i'll be able to keep my birthright citizenship#we are not white passing-- most of my family can barely speak english#we live in one of the biggest sanctuary cities in the fucking country and now that's not a source of security anymore#i am in so much fear#it borders on paralyzing and i know that does nothing to help#i'm already quiet when it comes to chatting and while i am trying to push through it#doom scrolling and just allowing myself to spiral into despair isn't going to help anyone#but im working with possibly even less spoons than i already do#i want to keep creating and working on stuff since its the few things that give me joy#but its been hard to get out of this headspace#i don't plan on self-isolating or anything like that but i can already feel myself shifting into a strange sense of apathy#for a lot of things#i don't like that#it's awful#i don't want to drown in this#please be patient with me
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💛 Head Over Heels 🩷
#some postgame kuzusouda for the soul <3#some people only ever draw their favorite ships#meanwhile i’ve never drawn these two together before#because i’m always afraid i won’t do them justice 😭#also#while i love the headcanon that kaz goes back to his natural hair color after the simulation#consider this:#now that there’s no one around to judge him#he can experiment with as many piercings haircuts and dyes as he wants#(don’t ask how he gets them maybe it’s the future foundation idk hajime can do anything so he helps lmao)#maybe he keeps it black later on maybe not#but he at least has the confidence to wear glasses again#(all of this is coming from me being a pathetic souda kinnie)#(he’s my mannequin for all the body modifications i’m too scared to get)#kuzusouda#kazuichi soda#kazuichi souda#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#danganronpa 2 goodbye despair#goodbye despair#sdr2#danganronpa fanart#fanart#fanart digital#digital art#art#drawing#my art
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Why are we as a fandom not talking more about this scene ??

Clive is literally asking the professor to come back and stop him. Like this isn't him pretending to be Future Luke : he looks genuinely upset/displeased even after the professor promises to come back. He only goes back to smiling after the professor says, and I quote "I wouldn't dream of leaving things here in that state" before talking about stopping his future self. Clive wants confirmation that Layton is actually going to confront the bad guys, that he won't just solve the mystery but fix it too.
And this is literally so important. Clive's speech at the end, about getting saved. This is concrete proof that he had truly meant it from the start, because he's asking for Layton to stop him and thus save everyone here. Which, hey- he didn't just hope and wait to get saved, he tried to save himself too.
Yep, that's right. The game talks about how dangerous it was for Clive to bring Layton underground : it doesn't talk about how even more dangerous it was to let him leave. He could have brought back cops (he did). He could have gathered precious knowledge out there (he did). He could have never come back (and yet he did !!). Clive letting Layton leave is the biggest threat to his plan, and yet HE DID. And you know what else he did ? Make Layton promise to stop him. You can't make a clearer call for help, you just can't.
"Oh but it doesn't make his crimes more forgivable, now does it-" of course not. This isn't about Clive's redemption, it's about Clive trying to avoid needing a redemption : his efforts are vain the moment he started using the fortress. But. There were efforts.
#Damn Syl ! Back at it again with the nonsense/stating the obvious !! <3#Actually nope I don't care. I know how it feels when your self is working to achieve a goal your essence is actively against.#You just feel TERRIBLE. Shouldn't I give in ? I want to give in. It feels wrong but fighting it feels even worse. I'm tired#This exchange is so important. The despair. Asking for help when he knows at that point he's not getting saved it's too late#Like he's been working on the mecha he knows it's done he knows he's starting it. He knows Layton will be his enemy#And yet he still asks him to fix things. He still lets him go when Layton would have understood if it wasn't possible#It's about Clive asking/trusting Layton to keep the fight going and win even when Clive himself knows he can't keep fighting#I feel like I'm repeating myself. It's 2am and I'm sleepy ahah but I needed to get this one out <3#clive dove#professor layton and the unwound future#professor layton and the lost future#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#My analysis#(Scheduling this one to post when I'm sleeping. I wonder how this one will go lol)
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While it's sort of fun to invent new recipes out of the dwindling ingredients we have left in the pantry, I think it would be more fun if you supported us on KoFi so that we can buy cat food, milk, and protein.
The state is dragging its feet on food stamps for no reason and my disability application is moving at the speed of molasses, otherwise I wouldn't even ask. But we could really, really, really use help right now.
#gotta be honest#i almost assumed at this point that no one was going to help us#because it's just been that bleak recently with denials at every turn#but I (felix) am not yet at the point where despair keeps me from even asking#i try to be polite and just make it on my own and stretch resources and not be a bother#but I have a husband and three cats so this isn't just about me#please help if you can
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written for round 5 @stuckybingo, square I5 - Looking after each other wordcount: 1411 pairing: Steve/Bucky additional tags: fluff, kidfic, general silliness, slice of life, dorks in love, dorks in love + their baby
Steve never believed in sunscreen, no matter how many times he got the hide scorched off of him. Used to just sit there and let the sun fry his skin, seemingly content to suffer through all the pretty stages of a sunburn, the blistering and the peeling, the stinging and the itching.
The serum just gave his stubborn ass one more excuse to walk outside in all his dumb, unprotected glory.
“You know it’ll have healed by tomorrow anyway,” he would shrug in the face of Bucky’s reasonable worry. But oh, how he’d hiss and cuss through gritted teeth, Later That Same Day, when Bucky inevitably wound up spreading cool aloe over his poor, neon-bright shoulders, the shade of them a hot raw pink that’d probably get them both sued by Mattel sooner or later.
“Fuck. Fuck. I always forget how bad it gets. How do I always forget how bad it gets.”
And it would take a herculean effort for Bucky to refrain from saying ‘I told you so’, but refrain he would; he’d simply smooth his aloe-covered fingers down to the small of Steve’s back, where the tan line made his creamy-pale asscheeks stand out like two (somewhat flabbergasted) halves of a moon, and he’d lean over to whisper-kiss a fond, “Dumbass”, against the crown of Steve’s head.
* It was fatherhood that flipped that particular switch for Steve.
Already within the first few weeks of her life, Sarah Barnes-Rogers managed a colossal feat which several people, including her very own namesake, had been fruitlessly attempting for no less than a century: knock some sense into her father.
That summer, they brought their five-month-old baby to the beach for the first time, and suddenly Steve’s baseline shifted from a glaring zero, to at least three separate bottles of sunscreen tucked in his backpack at all times – and he wielded them as dramatically and determinedly as King Arthur pulling his sword from the Stone.
“Never thought I’d see the day,” Bucky teased while Steve re-applied lotion on their daughter, and then himself, for the third time in one morning, the delicate scent of coconut wrapped around them like a gentle cloud.
“Protection is important,” retorted his husband, always 101% ready to rise to the challenge, even when it was ridiculous degrees outside and the average human felt distinctly like warm ice cream oozing, slow and tragic, towards an indecorous end on a sizzle-hot curb. Sarah wriggled excitedly in his lap, her pudgy little body slippery like a newborn dolphin.
“Important for you, too? Really? I thought you were gonna heal by tomorrow anyway.”
Steve glared at him, mouth pouting with growing intensity within the neatly groomed frame of his beard.
“We lead by example,” he said petulantly, and since he couldn’t exactly stomp away – at least not with all the dramatic flair required by such indignity as Bucky was willfully subjecting him to – he settled for looking away instead, fixing the hat over Sarah’s ears to keep his hands occupied. Stubborn, mulish smartass. Bucky was sure he’d never loved him quite so ardently as he did in that moment.
He leaned between their loungers and smacked the loudest kiss on Steve’s coconut-scented cheek, not bothering (oh, not too much) to hide his smug grin. “Good.”
*
Now, all things considered, it’s no wonder that Sarah’s grown to be such a sunscreen enthusiast.
The second they hit the beach, she wants nothing better than for Papa to help her get coated in the stuff, from head to wiggly toe; and once the procedure is complete, she’ll scuttle off at lightning speed, drop to the ground, and – to Bucky’s endless horror – roll about until she’s got every bit of her greased-up self nice and caked in sand. Sand which they'll still find sprinkled in every corner, crease and crinkle of every towel, bag and piece of clothing they own for a couple of months at least, but what is parenthood if not self-sacrifice?
Before she gets to that, though, Sarah has her own self-appointed job to do.
She plucks the bottle from Steve’s hand and, as per their private ritual, manhandles him into lying on his belly, announcing with her sweet, recently tooth-gapped smile, “I’ll do your back!”
Steve always indulges her with a smile of his own, and lets her climb onto the small of his back, ready to surrender himself to Sarah’s loving, if somewhat fierce ministrations.
For once, though, she doesn’t simply smear the lotion around with her usual excitement. On the contrary, she holds the bottle up and squeezes it meticulously, her brow scrunched up in concentration as she works with slow, strangely deliberate moves.
It’s only after a minute or so that Bucky really sees what she’s trying to do; and by then, her masterpiece is all but complete. The sight of it makes his heart clench with unexpected fondness.
“Daddy! Daddy, can you take a picture? I wanna show Papa, please!”
He takes one look at her hopeful little face, at the blond curls falling over her eyes, the sun-kissed freckles already crowding the bridge of her nose so early in the summer, and there’s no way in hell he’d ever even dream of saying no.
“’Course, baby,” he says, reaching for his phone with no further ado.
“Show me what?” Steve pipes up, twisting his neck to try and peek over his shoulder. “What’re you guys doing back there?”
“Nuh-uh,” Bucky tuts, pushing Steve’s head back down to rest atop his crossed arms, “you stay put for a second, doll. Can’t ruin this shot. Alright, here we go.” The camera clicks softly, once. “Hm. Nope.” Twice. “Eh– almost.” Thrice. “Ha! There. Perfect.”
He helps Sarah down from her perch on Steve’s back, very, very careful not to smudge her precious work, then hands her the smartphone. “Go ahead, baby, show Papa what a good job you did.”
In her eagerness, Sarah all but shoves the phone right in Steve’s face, with a squeal of “Pa! Look, look!”, watching him expectantly.
It’s there, on the screen, that Steve finally gets to see it. A message just for him, spanning almost his entire back, spelling, in Sarah’s wonky six-year-old handwriting, “I LOVE YOU PA ♥”, big squiggly heart included.
Steve doesn’t breathe for three whole seconds; and when he starts again, it’s with a soft, awestruck, “Oh.”
And it might be the stark light, or the warm breeze, or the scent of ocean salt in the air, but when he props himself up on his elbows to look at their daughter, his eyes have a familiar, watery shine to them. One of his strong arms wraps around Sarah’s middle and pulls her in, and he plants a kiss on her forehead, smiling all the while. “Love you too, munchkin. It’s beautiful, thank you so much.”
“Yah!”
Satisfied with the feedback, Sarah can finally run off to fulfill her destiny as a pocket-size sand monster. Steve gazes adoringly after her, then lifts his big, gleaming puppy eyes on Bucky, looking about as lovestruck as Bucky’s ever seen him in the last ninety-five years or so.
“Buck,” he says, soft and just, just on the cusp of choked up. How anyone ever thought they could teach this guy not to wear his heart on his sleeve, Bucky’ll never understand.
“Yeah, big guy. I know. I know,” he soothes, hovering close to place a sympathetic kiss on the swell of Steve’s bicep. “Listen, I’m gonna ask a dumb question here.”
Steve blinks up at him, curious.
“Do you maybe want me to fix your back for you, so you don’t actually burn to a crisp?”
And see, the truth is, he already knows the answer. He knows it with even greater certainty when Steve sinks his face in the crook of his own elbow, half laughing, half groaning, and a hundred percent utterly defeated.
Of course not. Of course he’s gonna lie directly in the nearest sunbeam, and let himself bake there until the words are branded onto his skin, pale white on Barbie-box pink, no matter how short-lived they’ll be.
“Yep. Called it.” He gives Steve’s bicep a gentle pat-pat, knowing that in about ten hours, even that will make Steve hiss with unrepentant, self-inflicted pain - and possibly loving him just that wee bit more for this tiniest of derring-do’s. “I’ll make sure to grab some more aloe on our way home.”
#stuckybingo#stucky#rillers scribbles#i like to call this one 'SCREAM SCREAM' or alternatively#'i don't know what i'm doing'#idk i looked at it for so long that eventually it stopped making sense lmao#(says lmao but is actually in despair)#i think maybe there was something else i wanted to say but i'm forgetting#in my defense i'm dizzy and sleep-deprived??#agsdjashjskdh help how do you human
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People like this have made me terrified that I am mischaracterizing my favorite character by playing into his strengths and emphasizing them so much... That I'm making things "too anime", "too over-the-top", and by doing that straying away from the groundedness that made the character compelling in the first place... But I think it's better to be a fan who loves someone so much they're willing to step into goofy over-the-top showcases of strength and morals out of love than being a fake fan who only ever rags on what they proclaim is so dear to them. I dunno. I don't think I'm wrong in saying that. I'm hella insecure when it comes to my own writing, especially with this guy because I want to do him as much justice as I possibly can as a writer. But I have to convince myself that it's not too much.
#logs#it doesn't help that i've been exposed to a lot of bad writing and cynical critique in general‚ so i'm even more fearful...#but i think the cure for that is to just... read more‚ and read with an honest heart#i don't know... i feel like i have a lot of growth to do as a person‚ as a reader and writer before i can execute this to the level where it#can truly be considered a masterpiece. grounded‚ yet not so. over-the-top in every way while also providing meaningful critique and#commentary on the nature of humanity. gutwrenching dialogue packed neatly with the most insane displays of asskicking. commentary on how war#is cruel and bad and only sows misery contrasted with the coolest battle scenes you have ever seen. these are the essence of the things i#love‚ and i want to be able to channel that through my own writing as well. it's the only way to do justice to the source material‚ the only#way to truly pay a tribute to the things that i love.#now that i am free‚ i can finally become more cultured... read more books‚ watch more films‚ inhale old mecha anime... it's what i've always#dreamed of doing#i just need to undo the mental shackles of ''i cannot do this right now''... i can. i finally can. i just need to let my mind catch up to#that. give it a little push along the way#once that's done... the journey begins.#i anguish a lot over the fact that my writing is locked in a tomb for the next decade... but sometimes‚ like now‚ i think‚ hey‚ maybe that#isn't so bad. imagine how many movies you can watch in those ten years... good movies‚ bad ones‚ exceptional ones... i'll have grown so much#as a writer by that point in time because i'll have learned the ''how'' part of what i want to write. i have the ''what'' already‚ and a#general idea of ''how''‚ but... ten years from now‚ i'll be able to write everything in a way that truly makes my eyes shine#a rare moment of me being hopeful for the future... i cherish it as those don't last very long in my life. i more often tend to despair#(cursed be the chemical disbalance!)#but yeah. there is a lot to look forward to despite the hardships. sure it would've been nice to just... have it all here‚ but... that's not#the world i live in. and maybe this one isn't so bad‚ either.#i have my box of scraps. now i just need to make it out of the cave.#the deadliest type of man is one with motivation and a purpose. right?
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Y’all I’m really having a dickroy brainrot that’s not funny. I’ve created 2 AUs already and more are forming
Help me
#idk what to say at this point#how about teasing my aus#well#bbsitter au#and#dc vs vampires au#im in despair#send help#dickroy#this is terrible#no one will read that anyway#i just gotta put it somewhere
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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Ok based on some messages I've been receiving, I feel like I have to say something!
#send#actually going to keep it this way bc I cracked myself up#my ass needs to reply to texts so bad 😭😭😭#but seriously I've been getting a few messages saying that there's less care for one specific group in the us#from multiple people and each one is a different group they mention#and mannnn that's just not helpful thinking i feel#EVERY LGBT person is being screwed over rn in the us. it's not helpful to separate each other in tinier pockets of despair#you should approach one other not with hostility or bite... but with compassion and empathy#call each other brothers and sisters. because that's what you are!#everyone has their own hardships in this and the best we can do as an online community is to give each other kindness
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