#my commissions are open btw uwu

[anilucy]

Beauyasha in a nutshell.

[akareeh]

happy new year guys

[naricats]

This blog contains sensitive content involving gore, horror and vulgar language. View at your own discretion

I'm a 20yo Canarian girl (She/He) who LOVES horror and cute stuff :)

Here's my bluesky and my strawpage. If we are mutuals you can ask for my discord :3

I will mostly post cotl art here but i will also draw my other interests!

Feel free to send me asks about anything! I like to talk a lot. And i print every drawing i receive on strawpage... uwu wink wink

Art tag: #naren

Commissions open btw

Kofi!

[enerisarchive]

Commission - Glorfindel of House of the Golden Flower

My client said "Glorfindel is not a uwu pretty blond boy at all. In pov of an orc or a balrog, he's damn scary."

Btw, my November Commission slots are opening, so if you like my art style and wish to make a request, don't hesitate to contact me. My comm info is all here: https://enerisart.carrd.co/ 💖💖💖

[softseaside]

Still need a small christmas present for your loved ones or yourself? I got you covered 👀 grab a sketch commission before the year ends! uwu

The last months were pretty expensive so I’m opening sketch commissions until the end of this year! 3 slots for now!

Sharing is appreciated! 💕 (Also I will update my big commission sheet next year btw so stay tuned!)

[ultimate-saulo]

Icon for my boyfriend uwu🦝💜

This icon is for his channel btw!! He's a great VSynth cover artist!! I also made him a lil banner to go with his icon uvu You can find him as Ryusouta on YouTube. ✨My commissions are open!! Info in my pinned post:]✨

[sloanedestler]

Hehee, for the "Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask", I'm really curious about you UwU sorry for asking too much UwU

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

🎯 Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them. (of course, Erik hehee, but could I have Christine too? UwU)

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

Oh my gosh, how fun! You could never ask too much btw 🥰

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

I think the version of the moment where Erik realizes Christine accepts him for who he is, whether that's physically, emotionally, or both. I'm just a sucker for a sad man who thinks he'll never have love in his life realizing he finally does

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

One that gets my every time is this exchange between Erik and Raoul from Thanksgiving Dinner:

'Just as Erik was about to comment on his friend’s lack of culture, Raoul entered the room and rudely thrust a wine glass at him. He arched an eyebrow as the insolent boy took a seat, his own wine glass in hand. Erik tried to be the bigger person, truly he did, but the wretched boy made it so difficult sometimes.

“Something on your mind?” he asked innocently, and was rewarded with seeing Raoul instantly bristle. Ah, he was simply too easy to rile, Erik thought with satisfaction.

“Absolutely nothing.”

“Indeed? I thought as much, but it’s always nice to be validated.” Really, irritating the boy was no challenge at all.

Raoul had turned an unflattering shade of red, Erik noted with satisfaction. Just as he was about to return his attention to Nadir, the boy spoke again. “By the way, nice shirt, jackass.”

Erik slowly allowed his gaze to return to the boy. Why was he cursed? Why did every person in his life have to be so irritating? Except for Christine, of course.

He stared at Raoul until he flinched slightly, but still he refused to break Erik’s gaze. After a moment in which he determined the boy wouldn’t back down and look away, Erik answered his insult. “This shirt is to please Christine. Obviously if you knew more about how to do that, maybe you would still be with her.” By now fully done with the conversation, Erik turned away once again, but Raoul refused to take the hint.'

⛔️ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

There's been a few one shots that I started that never went anywhere, but the only one that had enough there to come to mind is a story I started right before I had the idea for Second Chances. It was also a marriage of convenience story (surprise lol), where Christine knows Erik is a man and not an angel. Mamma Valérius gets sick, and Erik offers to pay for a doctor. Christine thinks he will only do it if she marries him, and he thinks Christine is marrying him because she wants to. I don't really know what else would happen though so I've never gone back to it

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

Very, very positive. They truly mean do much to me!

❌️ What's a trope you will never write?

I would probably never do a time travel story

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

I can't see that ever happening for me. However, I'm happy to consider any prompts people might send my way. I actually have a great one in my inbox right now, I just need to get to it

🎯 Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

Not that I can think of (apologies if I've forgotten someone). I guess I'm too predictable! 😂

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them

This is a hard one for me, as I don't necessarily have strong headcanons. I think there are so many ways to see the story that I can get into many different interpretations of it. However, as far as what I like to write:

Erik: I like an Erik that was probably a very sensitive and kind child, and it was everything he encountered that made him the way he is, as in he became who he had to in order to survive. And I like to think that under the right circumstances, he could reclaim at least some of who he once was

Christine: I like to write a Christine that recognizes Erik as her 'person', at least on some level, but has to deal with feeling as though she shouldn't want him, both due to his actions and to outside pressures

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

This is from a story I started last summer but haven't posted anything from yet:

'Trailing along after her father and M. Khan, Christine glanced up shyly at the tall man walking silently next to her. Uncertain if she should remain quiet or not, she decided to try venturing a question.

“Destler is an unusual last name. Is it British?”

Taking so long to answer that Christine had decided he wasn’t going to at all, M. Destler slowly shook his head. “No, it’s just a name I took by chance. I have no idea what the origin is.”

“Oh,” she answered weakly. He really was the strangest person she had ever encountered. “I’m sorry if I offended you, M. Destler.”

“Offended me? You haven’t. But, I would prefer that you call me Erik.”

“Of course,” she answered automatically, wondering if she was trapped in some kind of bizarre dream. Wanting to be polite, she added, “And, you may call me Christine.” Slightly encouraged by his brief nod at her words, she continued, “So, with the given name Erik, are you Scandinavian? I was born in Sweden.”

Again, he shook his head. “No, I’m not Scandinavian. I suppose you can say I’m not really from anywhere.”

Thankfully they had arrived at the wagon by this point, because Christine truly had no idea what to reply to that statement. Fortunately, M. Destler - or Erik, as he wanted her to call him - seemed to forget what they had been discussing, completely changing the subject.'

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

Omg any of them 😅

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

Although it ends happily, one part of Second Chances really got to me as I was writing it, specifically Erik's internal monologue during the climax of the story. I'm not usually a crier, but I cried a little when I was writing that

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

Reader interaction means the world to me, and any questions about my fics are so welcome! The entire reason I started writing was because I was feeling some kind of way during the pandemic, and I think I wanted some kind of way to connect with people. And that's still true today, so yes please to any and all reader interaction!

Okay I think I made it through 😂. Thank you again, I had blast answering these! ♥️

[aretmaw]

Commission for @prince-snatcher, of their human!Snatcher from A Hat In Time :D!!!

[thecryptidwizard]

Forgot to post this! This a a commission I did for @toomanyhusband ! I had a lot of fun making this :D

Please check out their amazing work! >:3c

sMOOCHES FOR EVERYBODY AAAA

please do NOT repost without my permission!

[fiveminuterice]

btw just moved into my first apartment uwu

will finally get internet soon

here is a picture of my sister’s cat on top of the fridge

will try to make content soon and/or open commissions again heart emoji 💖

[ssuzu]

just a recent commission! UwU my comms are open now!! btw ;;DD

[mike-and-cavai-askblog]

Btw the cat that enjoys Cavai’s company is my cat - Nika uwu

support me on Ko-Fi☕ commission are open òωó

[animoholicredux]

[Commission] WIP.. Commission 2/5 to be posted soon.. My slots are still open, 2 out of 5 left . UWU I'm lucky to have so friendly and considerate commissioners ( *¯ ³¯*)♡ Btw no prize for guessing the character 😝

[yukihimea]

Wip drawing of My OC Haze uwu

⭐Commissions open too btw =^=⭐

I need to pay something online worth $10

[pointedly-foolish]

as usual, click on the image for a higher quality

i’ve been listening to alot of j-pop lately...

i would like to earn the trophy of never being able to draw kaede consistently uwu

just messing around w composition 

oh btw, the lyrics are from hitchcock by yorushika. i’d put the link here but i’ll be shadowbanned by tumblr. just check it out! it’s rlly cool and the song slaps !

date: 26/06/20

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more thoughts about kaede in my au under the cut

- i feel like - after isolating herself in her room for long enough - and kaede has run out of tears to cry - she’d seek out her grandma and open up to her, allowing herself to ramble and vent while her grandmother comforts her - maybe comforting kaede with words, but just her being physically there and still here, still present, still alive, grounds kaede to a certain extent - idk i feel - an 11 year old child - would have a lot of questions, and confusions, regarding the circumstance around her father’s death, the heavy secrecy around his work as a hero, and how to move forwards - she would voice some of her anxieties, and kept others to herself - questions like:

why didn’t they ever tell kaede about her father’s job?

why wasn’t she told that he was a hero? was she not important enough? did they think she wasn’t mature enough to understand?

did they not trust her enough?

what would’ve happened if he had died some other way, while saving someone or in the line of duty? did she not matter enough to be told?

were they really going to keep her in the dark forever?

was it her fault that her father’s dead?

did she indirectly cause it? if she had reached him sooner, if she hadn’t gotten stuck in the elevator or gotten stopped by the heroes, would her father still be alive?

why did the heroes kill her father? how come they showed no hesitation?

wasn’t her father barnaby’s partner? didn’t they work well together? how come barnaby showed her father 0 mercy?

from all the interviews and shows they did together, it seemed like they both respected and cared for each other. so how come they ended up killing each other?

aren’t heroes supposed to be the good guys? can she and her family trust them, regardless? (she knows the answer is no)

what else will they do? they’ve come after her father, will they come after the rest of their family? will they target her? her grandmother? her uncle? (kaede can’t bear the thought of losing her grandmother or her uncle, the last family she has left. the only people she has left.)

will they keep pursuing them and not leaving anyone alive?

why won’t they give her her father back?

why have they faced 0 repercussions while her family are suffering? 

why is it that bad people prosper?

what should she do from now on?

everywhere she goes, everyone shuns her, so what should she do now?

where does she go?

it’s easier to pretend that everything is ok and to relive memories of happier times, but is it ok to do so? how should she move on and seek closure?

is it selfish to seek revenge?

- it’s easier to be in a state of apathy than to think about what’s really happened, but she knows she can’t stay this way forever - but she just feels so  - tired - and she feels so empty  - she just wants to find a patch of soft grass, lay down under the blue sky and the warm sun, and just sleep for… forever - it just - hurts - so much - it’s not that she’s suicidal, or that she wants to die - it’s just that she thinks it’s really hard to keep going  - in a strange parallel to her father, she is also able to disregard her own safety and her own environment pursue her vision of justice. 

the selflessness that has allowed to relentlessly seek revenge is the same kind of selflessness and lack of concern for the self that has allowed her father to save so many people.

[melessiaarts]

btw uhm... the support I've gotten lately through commissions and donations has been much higher than anticipated, I was so afraid frankly to put out an announcement like that as I was sure no one would value my art enough to pay for it but my followers have been so kind and generous :') thank you all so much and also, reminder that commissions are still open if you are interested in them uwu