#my chemical addiction

[thingyyyythesecond]

im gonna get my parents called over to school on monday (which is 2 days after) again

im a troublemaker at school

i should really stop being so chaotic and troublemaking..

but im just gonna treat it like a court case

GEEGEE!!!! :DDDDD

[endless7nameless]

Me all day

Thank you t0rnandfrayed

[glxybld-mustdie]

my italian ass had no idea it was thanksgiving so sorry i’m late to the party i brought mashed potatoes hope you can forgive me

anyway, i’m thankful for hot emo guys in eyeliner, cds in jewel and super jewel cases (fuck paper cases) and spotify (especially two particular artists on it)(yes it’s mcr and fob)

[frnkiebby]

i bet you've seen these frimages

UM EXCUSE ME I HAVE NOT??????~🎃

[chicago-geniza]

Basically what a very very very high dose of extended release anticonvulsants combined with a very low dose of immediate release stimulants does is enable me to act opposite my enviably strong will. It's not that I lack willpower; rather, it's the reverse, and I need an unstoppable external force to meet the immovable object that is my endogenous will's "I Don't Want To." Literally store-bought is fine

[abrandnewshadow]

this went harder than it ever needed to

[earlycuntsets]

the downtown at farmingdale ny 7/25/2003 - fan account below

"Jack saved my spot and I walked over to the merch tables and who do I see?

Frank Iero the only member of MCR I haven't met yet.

I walk up to Frank and give him a little tap...

Frank: Hey man whats up? Drew: Nothing Frank, you know your the only one I havent met? Frank: Really dude? Shit! Whats your name!? Drew: Im Drew. Haha, yeah lemme get a picture Frank? Frank: Of course!!

Drew: Shit thanks Frank! Frank: Aw man its really no problem! Drew: Could you do me a favor tonight? Frank: Sure Drew. Drew: My good friend is here tonight and two of his really good friends tickets tonight but they couldnt make it tonight. Their names are John and Nick, and I was wondering if you could dedicate "Vampires Will Never Hurt You" to them? Frank: Of FUCKIN course Drew! Drew: Sweet Frank, rock for me tonight. Frank: That wont be a problem at all!

Ah man, Frank is fucking so nice. Their all so nice. It blows my mind how a band can give so much back to their fans. But then what happened next almost blew my mind...

After talking to Frank Im looking at some stuff on the wall when I feel someone tap my shoulder and IT IS RAY TORO....

Ray: Heyyy Drew hows it going!!! Drew: Holy shit! Hey Ray its good! Ray: Thats good to hear Drew, thanks for coming out again! Jesus how many times have you seen us now? Drew: Haha, this is only my 3rd Ray, but their coming rapidly. Ray: Alright man! Thank you so much. Drew: No problem Ray, Ill talk to you later rock on tonight!

Whew. That blew my mind. I didnt go up to Ray, Ray came up to me. And remembering my name after nearly a month? I thought I was going to faint.

I went back to my spot in the front and told Jack that Frank was going to do the dedication. Jacks eyes blew up to the size of sausages and he started to thank me like crazy. Its really not hard, all i had to do was ask!"

photos by Gaelen Harlacher on flickr

story from drew on lj

[pissworm39]

A new day means another day where mcr5 can be announced!!

[gideonisms]

ngl having bad brain times. Can you ever physically FEEL the lack of the get things done chemical

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

the thing is that Kintsugi Kid is a very good example of what the band has described as SO Much (For) Stardust's combination of nihilism and hope. and it's also a good example of the frickin... Dune litany against fear type thing of acknowledging a feeling ("I spent 10 years in a bitter chemical haze and I miss the way I felt nothing") and letting it exist instead of trying to A= get rid of it or B= suppress it and like... what does the litany thing say?? let it flow through you and then only you remain?? that thing. the song ends with Pete's youngest kid screeching in joy because she gets to be a rockstar on a song (I'm not kidding. look at the Genius note.) the whole album is basically a case in this, in saying... yeah. this is the honest truth about how I'm feeling. but it isn't the end.

[hole34]

june 30, 2024, 3:00am

it’s 3am and i’m on my couch sobbing to disenchanted by mcr, smiling pathetically, real tears of happiness for the first time in really as long as i can remember.

when i was dealing with an addiction a year ago i developed a tie to the song sleep by my chemical romance. i’d blast it in my headphones on repeat every time, every night, it drowned out my world until i’d black out or fall asleep highly intoxicated.

the song became the substance to me, they were one in the same. i couldnt listen to it ever since i got out of my addiction and got help, it would put me right back in the scene.

i decided to listen to the black parade album tonight, and i got through sleep. i listened to the whole song and i was okay, i’m okay.

i’m okay.

i’m really proud of myself for listening to sleep. it made me realise how much progress i’ve actually made as a person now, i have so much meaning for living.

i never felt it like this before. i’m doing so great, i couldn’t even tell, but now i can. i’m proud of myself

[kermit-the-hag]

oh my god im going to cry! mikey you wonderful human, you deserve all the best things in the world.

instagram post

[irisisde4d]

Look what I got myselffff :,0🦇🖤

[hound-of-heaven]

Everyone’s reacting and feeling serious feels today but when you are checking on your friends and neighbors PLEASE remember to check on your recovering (and current) addicts.

Today is hard enough without having the siren call of substance use in your head, especially if people around you are drinking or smoking to cope.

[heartbreak-off-da-x]

heart broken forever

[cxpidbyme]