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i keep seeing it everywhere so friendly reminder to those who need it: charlie spring is not depressed! he has ocd and anorexia, not depression. those are different things and you can’t just call any person who is sad and has a mental illness “depressed” hope this helps

#heartstopper#heartstopper comic#charlie spring#osemanverse#nick and charlie#alice oseman#my brain produces thoughts#i know people are probably just projecting#but a character is not a vessel for your personal problems
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god help me
#csp#my art#doodle#fear and hunger#funger#enki ankarian#ragnvaldr#d'arce cataliss#sorry i am a slave to every stupid thought my brain produces 🙇♂️#d'arce you are such a pain to draw girl whyyyyyy the armor why#the real reason i only draw enki: he is a noodle void w this face >>>>>:[ only#everyone else is so hard rude as hell#im completely out of captioning juice sorry lmao 07#stay strong everyone
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#beware. a thought was born in my brain and the thought was as unintelligable as every other thing it ever produces#sorry for this. hiccup draws better than me so obv i cant do him justice. sorry sorry. sorry.#theoretically i Could Have done a better job w fishlegs' drawing. but i wont.#sigh. what do i even tag it as#gronckle#httyd#how to train your dragon#ivan shitson the killer of grass !!!#sorry for no interaction. let this week die peacefully maybe the new one will breathe some life into us.#dagur obsession era
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I find him kinda neat so I drew him (don't mind the alternate)
LIKE to be his Darling, REBLOG to share his loves arbor/j
Or do both to send him to therapy/JJJJ
#my art#the mandela catalogue#tmc#doodle#outlast whistleblower#outlast fanart#outlast whistleblower fanart#eddie gluskin fanart#eddie gluskin#really odd crossover#tbh when i first found out about eddie and watching videos about him or gameplay of the DLC#my first thought was “omg this guy kinda looks like Cesar???” when you have the night vision mode on the camera#so then my autistic brain produced this bullshit#two fancy and evil dressed dudes who will kill you without hesitation who are also maybe sorta kinda a bit just a tiny bit romantic#honestly i wonder how a TMC x Outlast crossover would go..#guess we'll never know#anyway take my art#maybe ill draw eddie more#if he keeps living rent free in my mind#damn groom#pay rent#outlast the groom#the man in the basement#the thing below#alternate cesar#outlast
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i recently organized my xmfc photo album to follow the sequence of the film and it made me look at this scene again and now i’m going insane and curling up into a ball again


“There’s so much more to you than you know, not just pain and anger, there’s good too I felt it. When you can access all that, you’ll possess a power no one can match. Not even me.”




it was at this point in the movie (when i first watched it) that finally had my brain click and say “Oh they’re gay 🤯” i was uming and uhing about it since i wasn’t sure if they were really good friends or something else entirely up until then😭
god i’m in constant battle deciding if i love or hate these guys they’ve made me so insane they’re all i can think about 24/7 365 SOMEONE SEDATE MEEE
#this scene was so fucking romantic and for what#if cherik not canon what is this 🤨#jfk just HAD to interrupt them with his speech 😒#THEY WERE ABOUT TO KISS JFK CANT YOU WAIT ANOTHER HOUR?? GOD..#idk why my brain decided to produce thoughts at 2 in the morning but here we are#also yes i am insane for organizing my whole photo album to follow the sequence of xmfc#it makes it easier for me to find photos so yippee yahoo wahey!#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#professor x#magneto#xmcu#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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drawn ref for a flowey wof cbc (mine i made six months ago)
#wings of fire#wof#undertale#flowey#premaposting#this is the uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#this is the fourish/fifthish wof oc thats a cbc#character based character#p much means i made an oc to be like another existing character but in the form of another media. first learned it from a pmd arpg#the last ones have been less obvious than this#p much freedom core but if freedom also had foresight and could comb through different futures and was the brain of the plant#and theres no cottonmouth. leaf/rain/night my first tribrid like ever#i used to not like tribrids bc id think that theyre genetically impossible?#like that trying to show especially all the traits would be near impossible and would just produce a weird looking dragon or a dragon that#has just slightly off traits from their main tribe.#like if sunny was a tribrid of sand/night/ice how she looks is how exactly i thought a tribrid would look. mostly sandwing. some nightwing#features. probably just paler.#but yeah theyre only like 2. just dead for longer. oh yeah theyre dead. freedomcore#kinda how wof flowey is. apart of the plant but using another dragon's body as a new identity. but og self is hooked to the plant.#oh yeah last wof cbcs have been based on nine from sonic prime. pomni. yes. pomni. uh shadow kinda moreso ultimate lifeform danger to all#core. and then like. uzi or moreso nori. i still need to color in that ref. workwing oc named ashsparker who uses her fire to pvp hivewings
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so apparently even when I'm playing a card game with my family i cannot turn off the brainrot 💀
#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda#i saw the opportunity and i took it#i just physically could not stop myself from arranging the cards like that#i see dbda and there's only one possible thought that my brain can produce#meant to post this like two days ago but i guess i got distracted lmao#that's not gonna stop me tho i need to share the brainrot
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Do you think the finale episode of TBNW will come up with an original NC scene since they skipped the bigger ones already? Or is there one from the book they could still use? Also, it there’s no final NC, imma be pissed lol
There is so much to get through, I would not be too surprised if there is no NC at all...
There is still one NC from the novel they could technically use, but they might also save that for the special episode.
Honestly, the way the ep was cut, I wouldn't be surprised if the box set had the missing NC scene. It had everything leading up to it and cut right before it would have started.
That being said... Boss said they spent around 5 days filming NC scenes, and so far what I have seen... my professional opinion, as someone who has worked in TV for 11 years, is that what we have seen would probably be done in 3 days of filming or less...
#ask#bnw spoilers#the boy next world#Cirrus blowing Phu looked like about... 5-7 hours filming on the high end of the scale#Phu blowing Cir I would clock at 4-6 hours; from a technical aspect it was much more straightforward#those estimates include the talking bits of the scenes leading in btw#and the ep 7 one is impossible to accurately predict since BossNoeul said that was the short version and a longer one will come#but like it is 2 locations which can be a bit wrench-ie because maybe 2 hours to reset location#but looking at the longest NC from LITA or Love Sea- it is all stuff you could do within 6-7 hours no sweat#so i just estimated a blanket day of filming to be on the conservative side#but also those could be overestimated because with TV it either takes half the time you think it will or 3 hours longer#TV work is a bit of a time black hole you just do the tasks then look at the clock some days#but yeah Boss said 5 days and what i am seeing is 2.5-3 days worth if you work only 8 hour days and frankly most TV is 10 hours+#so assuming that 5 also includes the special episode i would think 3 more NC series wide or 2 really solid scenes#welcome to my brain it is weird in here and these are the kind of thoughts that bop around#especially being a producer i have to constantly be estimating time unless I merely assist with someone elses circus#dont ask about editing timelines time straight up doesnt exist in an edit room#i once edited 19 hours straight and was sure only 5 had passed
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how did i JUST realize that oikawa playing vb for argentina means he speaks argentinian spanish?? okay mister “ehtá shoviendo en la cashe” ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? this is amazing
#what a beautiful day to have a brain that produces thoughts#argentinian is one of my favorite accents too!!#iwaizumi you lucky lucky man#i would love to elaborate further on this realization#but i did unfortunately drop out of university so i no longer major in spanish#this is what i get for noping out of getting a degree at something i love#and also working 13-hour shifts#which i have to wake up in five hours for one of those#but i can’t fall asleep because i’m obsessing over a Fic Idea#so maybe not such a great day to have a brain that produces thoughts afterall#oikawa tooru#haikyuu#haikyuu time skip#i would add haikyuu hc tag but this is CANON#probably#okay here it is anyway#haikyuu hcs
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i really love how the first clip they gave us is the new years party
i know it’s to avoid spoilers and i’m also 99% sure what i’ll say here was not the actual intention but to me it serves as a reminder to those who’ve been fixating more on the angsty aspects of the season (of whom there are even more now after the stills have dropped)
like, yes, it’s going to be sad, but this is what it’s all leading to. no matter how dark it gets, they (and we) are going to get here:
and isn’t that just great
#heartstopper#osemanverse#alice oseman#heartstopper tv#heartstopper season 3#nick and charlie#charlie spring#nick nelson#narlie#my brain produces thoughts#and all the other characters too!! i just don’t wanna flood this with tags#paris squad
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wrist? limp. canine? crooked. boy? acquired
#the radiant emperor#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#wang baoxiang#the third prince#ayushiridara#i have the administrator position in the baob3i union and I'm asking YOU to join#i am actually sick and feverish and my hands produced. this.#you kno what they say only slutty baoxiang a day keeps the doctor away#this was an anatomy study again but after sneezing so painfully my brain rattled i thought#girl you're suffering anyway wouldn't it be better if you were also having fun?#my art#is the 3rd prince evolving into new ratboy heights by the minute? apparently.
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No but I gotta share something with you all 😂
Listen, you know that weird dream I had about Beetlejuice 3? (I totally shared it in detail here if you're curious 😂), that it was pretty bad up until the third act when Betelgeuse finally showed up? Well, I had another weird dream about Beetlejuice 3 the other night and in that dream it was ALSO awful! It was terrible 😂. I don't remember the details as vividly as I did after that other dream, because the focus of my dream this time around was that I was at the movie theater with my sisters and my mom and dad (which it was so weird that both my mom and dad were there lol).
Anyway the one detail I do remember was that I was telling one of my sisters quietly "Ok the way this is going, either Betelgeuse will die in the end or he's gonna sacrifice himself for Lydia", and the movie wasn't even funny. It was like more dramatic than the other two and it was moving toward a sad ending.
And then this stupid girl (I am sure I've seen her on TikTok 😂) showed up late to the movie and she had already seen it, but she was meeting a friend, and from the entrance she started yelling at her friend about the ENDING. Something like "Oh! I know how this movie ends! Do you want to know how it ends?!" Like her friend was at the other end of the theater and instead of going up to her she was just shouting to her for some reason (I think her friend wanted her to spoil the ending for her and that's why she was even there??). She was just yelling from the door and even though I covered my ears I could hear her say that the movie ended with Betelgeuse dying. And I was so mad! Even though I totally knew he was going to die in the end, I was still mad I was spoiled, obviously.
I don't remember if he was actually going to sacrifice himself for Lydia but he was definitely dying at the end, and I think it would have made the movie a little more bearable if he did sacrifice himself out of love, but the movie was so terrible, it didn't matter. It wouldn't make up for it 😂.
Ah! So that makes two dreams (nightmares lol) about Beetlejuice 3 being awful. One of my sisters said "those might be premonitions at this point" 💀. I hope not! Like, I rebuke! 😂 In that case we're better off with a sequel with an ambiguous ending than a third movie with a terrible plot that ends with Beetlejuice and Lydia forever separated. I repeat: rebuke, rebuke, rebuke. My sister said my dreams are preparing me for the worse 😂. I personally can take a terrible plot Beetlejuice 3 if it has a good ending (and Beetlejuice x Lydia are endgame), but if it's gonna be terrible AND end up with Beetlebabes separated forever, then nope, I don't want it. 💀
#At least it's not worse than that Beetlejuice 3 idea I read someone post on Reddit like a month ago (I was lurking for news lol)#where the movie focuses on Lydia's relationship with her real mom#and it turns out her mom is into Betelgeuse#so the movie ends with Betelgeuse marrying Lydia's MOTHER instead 😨🫥🤮#How do people conceive of these horrible thoughts omg 😅#Anyway: REBUKE#Beetlejuice 3#Beetlejuice 3 theories#in which my brain rot produced yet another Beetlejuice 3 dream movie#Beetlejuice#Beetlebabes#Beetlejuice x Lydia
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keep going "man I am really confused and disappointed that I haven't managed to do ANYTHING in days." like can't read, can't make stuff, sleeping a lot, haven't been doing The Exercises That Make Me Not Wince Whenever I Stand Up From A Chair. brain full of wet felt. got new computer for the first time in almost a decade and have yet to Write Prose or Play New Video Games or do art or anything.
then I remember that it is the week before Thanksgiving, and I work at the grocery store. sometimes this week I work eight and a half consecutive hours of my one wild and precious life, at the grocery store.
#'why can't i make my brain produce any thoughts why am i so exhausted' says guy who rang up $300 grocery transactions one after another#for hours at a time with no pause in between all day and all day yesterday and all last week and#ANYWAY#NORMAL HOURS NORMAL BRAIN NORMAL CORVID. ME#the diary
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i saw that you used to hint at oc stuff on twitter (don't ask me why im digging im looking for zola stuff lmao) why don't you post more about them?
i am simply terrified that if i post oc things online someone will steal the concept and run with it faster and better than i ever could have and then i will be devastated forever and ever
more seriously i have very little to show for any of my oc things (adhd brain making life difficult as per usual awawawawawa) and every time i've shared oc things in the past i've ended up never following up on it and it makes me feel bad and guilty so i've just convinced myself i will Never talk about my ocs until i have something substantial i can put out there
#mio answers things#anon#i'm getting a little better with making things for my ocs#on account of having friends i can actively share my brain rot with#but i still dread the feeling of posting a character and being forever haunted about never doing anything with them ever again#(echoes of custard howling in my mind)#just like how i dread having a repeat of that time in middle school#where i talked about my werecrow oc in the comments of a bigger artist's works#and they ended up making their own werecrow oc immediately after#they very much directly aligned with mine#but it got wildly popular on their account and they made a ton of art for it and i just#ended up deleting any evidence of mine because i felt so bad about it skjdfhgkldhfkgj#like i have no problem with people taking inspiration from my designs#i think it's fun seeing people design vy2s with two toned hair and kyos with pink eyes and hair pins w#but like. the thought of posting my oc and having someone run them through a blender to make their own character makes me feel. bad.#i can't articulate the specific reason Why it makes me feel bad but it does skjfghdkjfgsdhkjf#like if i finally posted theater gang stuff and then saw someone else take those concepts and make them into their own characters#i might just collapse into a pile of beef trimmings and never get up sdfkjhglksjdfg#it's silly and i don't know why my brain's like this but because of this in combination with my fear of posted oc things haunting me foreve#i simply will not be posting <3333#(and also just that. i'm incapable of producing enough artwork to make my ocs matter in a public context i think.)#(like you breed affection for a character through familiarity)#(which you only really get by creating A Lot Of Art)#(and i cannot do that <333)#(so instead most times i post it's a few handfuls of likes)#(and that doesn't really feel worth it to my brain when i could just settle for going insane over them with my friends skjdfhgkjsdf)#i really think this last year has just taught me that i really. honestly truly prioritize the reactions and feelings of my friends#over strangers on the internet#and it feels a lot more comfortable that way w#AH
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adult wins, adult anxieties and fears and frozenness.
#I take my responsibilities so seriously and I take my work so seriously and so consequently myself so seriously#and that last one I need to not do#it doesn’t all come down on me. I am not in charge of everything or in control of everything#anyways I’ve just been absolutely wrestling these past few weeks with my internal landscape#if that makes sense#but it’s this thing where I just feel full of layers of deception#to other people because no matter who I’m talking to there’s something they don’t understand about me.#and this part of my brain goes insane when I’m tired and stressed and empty#and I have simply been doing so much non-stop#that I am due for a crash and a rest#unfortunately my brain also loves to torment me when I am tired and stressed#(it’s because of the tiredness and stress)#not a thought here is coherent or connected#but I need to rest and recharge#it’s like I keep finding new aspects of me that i can push harder. increased stamina. mental strength. more Finely honed observations#so I’ve just been doing it (everything life teaching conversations existing) at a much higher rate of intensity#and productivity#but the exhaustion this produces is new to me and it’s very scary and idk what to do with it#(rest. change my metaphorical tires. sleep. recharge)#anyway ignore me
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Shes defrosting,,,,,,,,,
#hsbsjshs#i need to put my brain through a defrost cycle#its . it s producing more thoughts#thankfully not sad ones#but#bu t-#ahgem#beloved mutuals
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