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#my brain is weird and dumb#momentarily felt guilty for unfollowing someone till i went no thats stupifld#what am i doing#god ive got a deep seated fear of people getting mad at me for any reason
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happy new year Ego!!! Just wanted to let you know that I absolutely adore your twst fanart and the tags are just an absolute pleasure to read! You are my greatest inspiration for my personal twst art and I just wanted to thank you for your wonderful masterpieces <333 if possible, may I ask what are some of your headcanons for the diasomnia family? If not for diasomnia then any other characters are fine as well!
thank you, and happy new year! 💚💜💚 that is amazing to hear; it's always a little bewildering but super flattering that other people like my silly little doodles so much!
I don't think I really have any really solid headcanons and also canon keeps validating me left and right (FLUFFY DOMESTIC DIAFAM IS REAL). mostly just kind of...impressions and general thoughts, if that makes sense! lately though I've been kind of obsessed with thinking about Lilia's hair, and specifically when/why he ended up cutting it. (l-look, we're bouncing around the timeline and I gotta make decisions about these things when I draw, it's relevant) (I mean I would probably be weirdly fixated on this anyway, but.)
I think I've settled on the idea that he kept it long until he went to NRC, partly because 1) I like drawing The Ponytail, and 2) I think he thought of NRC as a chance to reinvent himself a bit! he gets to go and be a wacky carefree teenager for a few years and have fun! (officially he's there to keep an eye on Son #1, but how much trouble could he get into, really.) so he gave himself a Cool Teen Haircut to go with his fresh new Cool Teen Persona!
also maybe he had some reflection on his hair's troubled past with three kids...
...and had to weigh his vanity versus the fact that he was going off to be around hundreds of kids on a daily basis, and. the choice suddenly seemed obvious.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#this is my blog and i'm going to write a million words about lilia and you can't stop me#but anyway i do genuinely get the impression that he's using Pretending to Be a Teenager as a chance to be even sillier than usual#he's a very silly man he's just being EXTRA silly#supported by his recent birthday card where he says he was specifically trying to cast himself as an adorable little brother-type#because he wanted the other students to give him free shit and save him seats and things like that#it worked for about a week before he turned out to be way too good at stuff and everyone just kind of ended up in awe of him instead#and he was like DANGIT. I'VE RUINED IT FOR MYSELF.#(then he and epel went on to talk about their hypothetical vtubersonas because the birthday cards are INSANE but anyway)#i'm bad at headcanons :( sorry!#unless it's dumb things like...what pokemon they would have or whatever#(malleus would have some kind of special fancy-colored dragapult) (but i digress)#i have a hard time putting things into words. just know that i love the grampa bat and his weird kids very much.#my brain is also still kind of fried from the last couple of weeks#i am however starting 2024 off the way i intend to continue it: in deep contemplation of anime hair#(sorry if these look weirdly aliased) (i realized about 3/4 of the way through i was using the wrong brush and i didn't want to restart :U)
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May I ask what do you use to draw and what pens do you use? Your art is truly beautiful and id like to know how to improve my own art, if you have any tips that is.
first of all THANKMK YOU and I use clip studio paint, these are what i use the most!
i hope this isn't too messy to read LOL
as for art tips, here are some bits and tips just based on my experience (sorry ive got a lot to say)
An artist I really look up to once said becoming good at art is learning to systemize your processes - i didn't really understand it at first but now i think nothing captures it more succinctly than this
Experiment!!! don't worry about "not sticking to your style"; experimenting IS how you will develop a style by finding what you like and don't like
This is gonna sound cliche but don’t be discouraged if you are not satisfied with your art; it means you are improving and you have critical vision just that your art muscles hadnt caught up
Draw as much as you can! I've been doing digital art for ~5-6 years but for almost 4 of those years i was just moping around and drawing about once a month - to this day i still regret wasting so much time 😭😭
Adding on to that, find something that will motivate you to draw as much as you can/ gives you confidence. for me it was actively participating in fandoms and having supportive friends; drawing consistently won't be as useful if you are not actively aiming to become better
that said everyone’s learning process with art is unique and honestly i still have a long long way to go myself LOL hope this helps!!!!good luck n have fun!!!!!!!
#ask#theunderneath#and ig do studies and references etc etc but i think everyone knows tht already#i feel like i had to work through a lot of dumb issues that were just caused by myself#like complete total silliness on my part#for a long time i was really weird and uptight about drawing#and wanting to draw a certain way#but i found that for me personally#i draw best when im going monkey brain unga bunga#and finally learnt to actually have fun with drawing
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Well I want to be honest, my mental health hasn’t been the best the past few months. I’ve been really struggling to the point of crying about several different things and it’s not anyone’s fault. Maybe my situation irl is affecting how I feel online, and it sucks because everyone is so nice and kind but I feel like I don’t belong? Idk how to explain it. It’s a very awful feeling and I’m recovering from several traumatic things I thought I’d gotten over but they keep resurfacing, I think I need to organize my feelings and stop overthinking, but I wanted to explain myself too. I’ll be unfollowing several people and you’re free to unfollow me too 💖🙏 y’all have been nothing but wonderful and a source of inspiration but I need to work on myself ;v;)b
I wish everyone a very lovely evening tbh UwU you’re all the best, bless you 💖
#pix habla#it’s hard to be honest but I have to be ฅ(•ㅅ•❀)ฅ#i could just unfollow but I wanted to explain myself too it felt wrong not to#i tried so hard to reason with my dumb little brain#but there’s too much and I need a break#this has happened before like? three times ? it’s weird#mystery skulls and undertale#hmmm i guess fnaf too then#getting diagnosed with autism made it so much worse actually now I’m convinced people only keep me around because they feel sorry for me#so I’m going to work on that#it’s not personal at all#im sad I can’t feel better no matter how nice and supportive everyone is
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Sending myself down a spiral of the worst 141 ever who all have very different ideas for their women.
Price will break them into tradwives, he wants sweet and submissive but he wants to have to work for it so always picks the most confident and independent women he can find. Ghost keeps wanting one for Soap because he wants a baby (specifically Soap's baby) but Soap absolutely hates them.
Ghost will not pick a girl for Soap himself because he likes to make them loyal to the point of ferality. Ghost's girl (he can only ever have one because they will kill any other woman getting close, although he does play around with getting another to use them as punishment against one another) will do whatever he asks, but is so obsessively loyal she would view her own baby as a threat.
Soap meanwhile makes daredevils. He picks out meek girls who maybe have a little bit of a rebellious streak but are overall sensible and turns them reckless. He is always in their ears saying how hot it is to be breaking the law, how hard it got him when they broke the speed limit. It would work for having a baby if it was not inevitable they get very hurt or imprisoned before that can happen.
Gaz in a controversial take is the one who wants a pet. Like sure she can be a person say 25% of the time, but 75% of the time he wants a very well behaved and spoiled kitten. Much like Price he wants a challenge though so is picking someone who is against the idea entirely and breaking her in nice and easy.
Of course they don't tend to encroach on one another's little projects, but that certainly doesn't stop Laswell from swooping in from time to time to ruin them for men entirely <3
#mhairidrabbles#ever since Bo had Gaz have a pet in dlmliyh he has been a man in need of a kitten in my dumb brain#also just like the idea of Ghost being so weird about Johnny that he is now gunning for a mini Johnny#a veritble football team of mini Johnnys
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I'm cracking up so much right now like....I really did it, wtf XD
First I wanted to go like "this is not my fault, this is @mechazushi's idea", but to be honest.. I had so much fcking fun with this.. ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ )
The idea is just *glorious* and so fcking stupid, it's perfect again.. https://www.tumblr.com/mechazushi/754110618707066880/so-this-isnt-so-much-an-incorrect-quotes
So this was her original post, the idea sprouting, so to say :D
Credit on your brain rot, it's hilarious @mechazushi :D
The less I get done in RL - the more creative I get, it's such a horrible curse..
Should I do a split up version of this as well, I wonder..? Like..all of them in seperate pics? (¯―¯ ٥)
#It feels weird to tag this with kn8#what will the world think of me#well I love it#kn8#kaiju no 8#dumb fanart#lol#also I was like - i make kind of a quick doodle#but no - my brain was like “render it bitch”#like whaa..?#“and make them GLAM”#but why.....#“CAUSE IT'S FASHION BITCH”#my fav is Hoshina as always#that pose I'm very proud of lol#did this in a LOL-Fanart years ago similar and kept it in muscle memory app..#did you see how gloriously I censored that shit.#*patts own shoulder*#*cracks up again*#i love doing dipshit stuff#oh yes- i want to apologize to haruichi and akari... i ruined you guys lol..#hope u don't mind#you know what#this was kind of a funny practise on doing people#and diff bodie styles#also new fear unlocked - high heels#icy's art
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then and now ~
wasn't actually gonna do this due to feeling. weird. about literally everything rn, but! out is through, etc.
once upon a time baby mode was a cat. i think i started playing in like. 2019? the first time? did not last, because i am classically bad at mmos. started playing again just before ew, because bnuy. anyway, baby mode, cat edition, first -> last
did love the hell outta that stupid little cat, though.
baby mode, bnuy edition didn't become ilya til like. well after i finished ew, but despite that the only real changes he's gone through are eye and haircolor, lmao. i have a brand. 😔
might be an actual guy, now, but he's still a meme.
lil art journey below the cut, 'cause i know it's not about that but that's where the actual guy. is. so.
mostly though he's just gotten. broader. didn't quite manage to untwink that man, but i tried. almost 2025 and i still don't know where his ears go.
#i've been taking the same screenshots since i first loaded into the game man gpose or no gpose#there's like. no drastic shift happening here i have A Brand and that is small grey and a lil dumb#his hair changed colors and i changed his mouth after the graphics update#but u would not be able to tell#anyway i love this stupid little guy we're all gonna be stuck in stupid little guy hell for. time.#there are older cat screens Somewhere but i wasn't tagging them and the laptop they're on is dead#goodbye cat.#xiv blogging#thoroughly enjoy seeing these from other people even though i haven't been reblogging because. weird. the brain is weird.#BUT I LOVE YOU I LOVE THEM k i'm go bye.#i miss my cat i'll never get her back they did things to that FACE#still in mourning.
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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Every time I remember that the most popular jjk ship is gojo x yuji it disturbs me…
it makes me wanna run people over w a truck like i genuinely don’t understand and you caught me at a time where i feel like ranting so please excuse me but like . i get sooooooo annoyed when people say they’re proship like??? i personally don’t conflate proship & dark content together bc i feel like some people who say they’re proshippers do it in an anti-censorship way which is so ??? like most aren’t for censorship like people are fine w dark content like including murder or stuff of that nature but at least w people around me when we say we hate proship it’s the pedophilia stuff… and from that… why would you EVER wanna align yourself w pedophiles/people who are fine with pedophilia??? it makes no sense to me. some people are just SOOOOOOO obsessed w making everything sexual like nothing is safe. not even the IDEA of children!!!!!! pisses me the FUCK off!!!!!! just ship the adults w the adults there’s a hundred adults why the FUCK does your dumbass want to see that adult rape a child. makes me so fucking pissed off beyond belief. it’s also like…….. why does it make Y’ALL pissed off when people say it’s gross/that it’s fucked up 😭 like if you say you agree and you don’t condone this shit IRL then don’t be mad when people call it out. be glad people will call this shit out when you won’t lmfao
#asks#anon#this is just a mini rant but yeah agreed w your anon it’s disturbing as FAWK#also i’ve always been annoyed w batfam shippers too bc this was ESPECIALLY prevalent then#but w that it was a lot of incest too and it’s like . do y’all not see as adopted children as REAL family members???#people said it’s fine bc they aren’t related and it’s like#do you hear yourselves#do you think stepchildren aren’t still children of the adult???#it’s with a lot of x reader Shit too and it’s like . do you like the ‘taboo’#or is it more of like: you’re way younger than your fictional crush & you just wanna call him daddy#like you can do that without being related you Know that right#anyways . praying on every proshippers downfall#just rotted brain and rotted takes. bunch of dumb bitches saying ‘yesssssss’ to each other#anyways. shoutout logan & kit & my old batfam moots we would pray on proshippers downfall every other tuesday 😭#fighting in the trenches but SOMEBODY has to do it!#i implore everyone else to also get a backbone and don’t be scared of ‘ruffling feathers’#like hating proshippers is the majority of people . don’t be fooled by your little tumblr/twt circles#also yes their victim complexes goes BONKERS.#like logan said someone talking abt your niche fanfic online being weird as fuck isn’t censhorship 😭 stop acting oppressed & marginalized#*censorship#just SILLY
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I took a really hot panty pic but I'm like, sooo nervous because my brain is like. I have a weird body!!! even though it's a hot pic. my brain is like, WEIRD BODY HAIR (no that's a regular hair) NO ASS (it's not an angle where you can even see ass) YOU LOOK MESSY (I am messy and I'm hot anyway, next) and I just. keep going and trying to convince myself but my brain comes up with the next and the next and the next and. I need a smoke
#idk im in a weird headspace i think#i had a really good day#and then like one tiny thing sets off my RSD and suddenly im so fuckin low i can barely sit on the couch#fucking dumb stupid brain stop it#gonna have a smoke and hope it helps
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😭😂
#had one of those hyper realistic dreams where it feels more real than irl and for once there was a blorbo of mine in it#and it was super chill me and a friend group (dont know these people but in this world we knew each other since hs) were going bar hopping#and blorbo was acting kinda weird since he changed his look up#friend pulled me to the side and said the dudes trying to impress me and thinks its not working thats why hes been mopey#my brain: wtf man?? no one has to do that to win points for me#anyway we get to a bar and blorbo goes to a different table since were a group of 15#and hes taking off his jacket and i whistle at him and hit him with a HEY!#he looks up kinda shocked and I gesture at his jacket and yell#IF YOU TAKE THAT DAMN THING OFF I'LL KILL YA#and throw him a big grin and wink#he just fucking blushes and grins while putting the coat back on like he won the lottery#like YAY THEY NOTICED ME!!!!!#and i get up and go sit with him and tell him i know he changed up to get my attention and that was dumb#and he's like why??#“man I'm simple just throw a bird mating call at me and I'm yours.”#fucking wake up right when he cracks the fuck up#dumb rant but damn it that was fun wholesome stuff i want to go back to that universe#other pink variant#non magenta post
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ocd is weird bc I definitely still have it, I just got really good at identifying it and shutting it down. Like I was taking down a gross medical sticker on my wall that for some reason I stuck up there last year, and my brain was like “no don’t do it. You’ll die if you do that” so I put it back on and my brain was like “or…maybe life will get way better if you take if off. And if you leave it life will get worse. Want to make that choice” and I was like really stumped over it, then suddenly I was like ohhhhh ocd you tricky devil… and tore the sticker off. I go thru this exact experience about thrice a week.
#ocd#Just a peek into my twisted mind……#Jokes aside ik this probably still sounds weird and mentally ill#But trust me on this#It’s way better than it sounds#At least comparatively#Back in 2020 I literally didn’t piss for 2 days because I thought pissing would cause the world to end#Like me at 15 was legit contemplating suicide bc it got to a point where I couldn’t even move#Without being convinced it would end the world#So all I could do was just lay in bed and I couldn’t grab my phone either bc that would also end the world I guess#Couldn’t blink freely had to do like one blink two fast blinks one slow blink#Damn just remembering how much it tormented me before I got a handle on it is actually pissing me tf off Wtf#Fuck ocd I fucking hate ocd#I’m so glad I outsmarted it#Shit was easy too#Bc the way my ocd worked was it was just completely spontaneous#There were certain patterns especially w numbers (like I couldn’t interact w the numbers 6 or 4)#But for the most part it was just whatever my brain decided was bad in that exact moment#Which was why it got as bad as it did so quickly#But that was also why I was able to go “ok well if I obey any compulsion all my fears will come true”#And that WORKED#IT WORKED FUCKING PERFECTLY#SO FUCKING DUMB#who even needs therapy I’m fucking Mr. Mental health. Fuck uou#tw compulsions#tw ocd#tw sui mention#< sui mention is in tags
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🥲 potato fairy energy
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Okay
The zooted Inu was made more mmmmmmm
He can be seen now
#my physical state is the same as last night tho#jhfhfdblik(h#I hurt okay?#inuyasha#brain rot art#he looks like heckin uuuhhhhhhhh#idk you wouldn’t know him#some kid I went to school with and thought he was all hot shit#he should not have been allowed to have that weird floppy hair#so dumb#I’m about to fight god or sleep
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#it feels like every time i post something im lile ''sorry this is dumb but my brain wouldn't let me rest until i did it'#just assume that disclaimer is on all future posts#weird al#weird al shitposting#btw prices in dollars are estimates except the sponge Tshirt.#you really can get that for 17.99 dollars at walmart apparently.#op
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You ever think about your own life and go, "Wow, wtf, this character sounds unrealistic, they can't possibly exist?"
#not that I have had a particularly weird life#but every once in a while I say something and pause and am like#'huh'#'that's true?'#blabbing Haddock#non-dragons#Haddock Focus On Your Job: Impossible Challenge#Haddock Ramble Mindlessly On Tumblr Because Ugh Work Ugh: Success#I don't question Stanford Filbrick Pines's 12 PhDs after getting 1 Masters 3 Majors 1 Minor 1 Certificate in 4 years#why the fuckity did I do that again#why did anyone LET me do that#Haddock you are dumb and unreal#don't mind me having my own sleep-non-deprived existential crisis#[[as opposed to sleep-deprived]]#(you know -- when you slept well and so that made you MORE tired than if you hadn't slept)#(so you're still 'groggy' and your brain goes WHEEEeeEEEEEE!!!!!)#(good day but I am REaDyY to be out of here)#(hi everyone)#(hi)#(Haddock? stop rambling)#(NO!!! too late! I have sent friends a bunch of rambling DMs too!)
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