#my brain is scrambled tbh

[untoterxhund]

good morning y'all!

[raiiny-bay]

b/a for the boys’ anniversary edit :-)

[chococookiez]

this has 2 saves already even though i haven't talked about it at all so ig there's an audience to throw it out to somewhere . fuck it we ball

WOE. INCOMPREHENSIBLE SLEEP TOKEN INFESTED GABV1EL PLAYLIST BE UPON YE.

[wigglebox]

Destiel Month - Day 7

Decorate

[falmerbrook]

Re: your post about younger you being disappointed in your art now. I’m a bit older than you, and I used to let thoughts like that bring me to tears.

I didn’t start seriously working on my art until I was 19. Seeing people my age put out what I considered to be masterpieces was soul crushing. I felt like I started too late, with art and everything else in life.

But the thing is, I still did art. It’s been a decade or more now and I still make art. I have a degree in Art History. I can competently make gifts, drawings of my OCs. I can go to galleries and take inspiration from what I see. But I’m still not producing pieces on the level of the teenagers I compared myself to in the beginning. Maybe I never will.

Younger me might be disappointed in my art now, or my life in general. But I think about it very differently. When we’re young, we don’t understand how hard things are. Time is very abstract - the idea of hundreds of hours of practice, life throwing curveballs (illness, work, lack of motivation), the fact that there will always be someone younger and better than you. Kids and teenagers can’t really understand it. Because they haven’t lived enough yet.

Younger you might be disappointed, but younger you is naive and arrogant. They have the toxic and immature mindset of “You should be good at something right away, and if you’re not, you’re a failure!”

Instead of feeling upset, feel compassion towards your younger self - your inner child. They are putting so much pressure on themselves, and on you. They don’t understand how long it takes to learn skills, they can’t accept the unfairness that some people are prodigies whose parents have had them tutored since birth to draw like Da Vinci.

The older you get, the more you’ll be at peace with your practice and you won’t compare yourself to others so harshly. Younger you is stuck at a set point in development - they can’t come to peace with it. Don’t let it upset you, use it as a chance to reflect on how much you’ve matured since then.

When it comes to art, all you can do is embrace the practice. Your art is yours, it should feed your soul. Best of luck ♥️

It means a lot to me that you took the time to leave such a thoughtful ask about that little post I made. And you honestly hit the nail on the head. No matter how bad I feel about it, I'll probably never stop making art (in some form) just because it's like a stabilizing force in my life. I cycle between being happy with where I am at with it (even if it isn't to my expectations) and hating it, but I think that's just a normal part of improving, so it least it means I am, even if nonlinearly.

[neurotonic]

i know you ship solary/roxana i just wanna hear what you have to say about it 👂👂👂

solary roxana moment........ omg I shall do my best to yammer

SHIP IT !

1. What made you ship it?

I thought they'd make an interesting duo especially in their post-Zoraxis arcs. They've got a lot in common, girlie engineers... hello...I've also been trying to get their dynamics right bc I wanted to make a fanfic about them meeting. Triple Threat also made me consider them a lot, though I don't think of them as much as. Fabbylaris and roxafabby lately, to be honest KJSDFH

2. What are your favorite things about the ship?

It's really in the way that. They're so similar yet so different. To me they tackle life in two different directions, and I think they'd balance each other out. In my mind, Solaris has been a bit worn down with what life has to offer, not to mention her lack of mentioned connections throughout the game. Prism is still a bit of an idealist in my mind, obviously the events of IEYTD3 shifted her beliefs significantly, but she's still very much a person that puts a lot of importance on trust. After fleeing Zoraxis I think they've gotta hang out. For their health. Solaris learning to open up more, Prism learning to find her own self-worth through herself, and not from anyone else...

Not to mention, after going through so much shit as two women engineers, they understand each other's experiences, even though they kind of view it a little differently. Makes for some interesting discussion points.

Also, their fields of specialty is just different enough from one another, I can imagine them making some funny contraptions. Just. Trying to figure out each other's ways of thinking through their engineering. I think Solaris would like Right Robot.

3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

Once again I don't think this is a popular ship enough for me to consider my opinions unpopular. so I have no Idea SDUHG

[minty-bubblegum]

The urge to send you pictures of myself but then remembering that you live on the other side of the country and that this is a social media website that could be filled with creeps and tha for all I know you could be a creep and I'm scared.

What does this mean

[cero-sleep]

If anyone wants to ask stuff abt Illusion of Choice AU I'll be answering a few asks abt it soon so now is an specially good time shjsjsvsjs 👀

[bumpscosity]

^ has every disease

[bistaxx]

I haven't watched Karmaland so I wasn't aware of Luzu/Quackity's dynamic and I just tuned into his stream to him barking!!!???

Luckityblr is this normal ???

Luckityblr- Sorry I was caught off guard by that- I don't know if theres enough people to create a Luckityblr-

but to answer your question-

Um... welll...... yes- kinda- I mean the video is new- I mean their first interaction in Karmaland was full of 'sugar daddy jokes' if that gives you some insight jsadjsakda-

BASICALLY Their characters in Karmaland had... a LOT going on... LIKE: "Friends with requited crushes but refuse to confess for Reasons, to Enemies looking to kill each other after a tragic betrayal, to brain-washed strangers who have no memory of each other-"

Yeah, Karmaland was amazing- and k!Luckity was fucking wild

[milkweedman]

Was going thru my drop spindle tag bc i wanted to see if i ever posted a picture of one of my favorite spindles, about which i remember absolutely nothing other than that i stepped on it on accident several years ago. RIP favorite drop spindle that has apparently been wholly lost in the massive and yet somehow totally empty archive of my brain

[sugusearrings]

i need some inspiration to write..

[lover-of-mine]

The way I'm debating posting for fuck it Friday one of Buck's monologues that had me crying on my keyboard so hard I had to stop writing kspakpakapakapaka

[drgnfsh]

My brain conjured and image when I was waking up

[rowarn]

wet&messy, afab!reader, no prns, just my brain worms dancing as usual, simon is obsessed with ur pleasure bc i SAID so, idk what this is its not normal grinding but.....just a lil treat from the depths of my brain <3

soft devoted simon who is addicted to your pleasure. everything he does is to get u off. he literally thinks about making u cum while he eats sleeps and dreams. its his hobby tbh

he loves loves loves slow, deep, sloppy sex. he loves having you spread and pinned beneath him — he's so much bigger than u so he can manhandle u and move you however he pleases bc he knows exactly what u need before u even know urself.

in particular, his favorite thing to do is have u pinned open your knees against his ribs and his body draped over yours. either holding himself up by his elbow above your head or his arms on either side of your head. he's got his knees slid underneath your thighs, making sure his hips are flush against yours.

you can't even break eye contact, he wont let you. all you can do is whine and squeal as he makes you take it nice and deep. his body covers yours; his scenes overwhelms you his body heat makes you sweat from just how warm the man is.

then he starts with the grinding — the slow, deep grinding of his hips that makes his cock stir inside you. there's gooey, sticky wet noises from between your thighs when he does it. he makes sure he slides over your clit in this position too.

you can't do anything but twitch and drool as he does it. and he'll do it until you cum all over him he doesn't care how long it takes.

sometimes he milks multiple orgasms out of you this way. it practically melts your brain with how he touches every single sweet little spot inside of you without ever thrusting — just that godforsaken grinding.

you don't know what to do with yourself. he's so deep. you're so wet. it's messy and loud. you scramble to hold whatever part of him you can; scratch his back, tug his hair, slap the bed beneath you. doesn't matter because you won't be getting out from under him or getting a chance to breathe until you cum.

and god, he's so deep. he's so fucking deep!

you're creaming all over him, the base of his cock covered in a thick, milky ring that just about drives him over the edge with you when you squeeze around him like a perfect little vice.

he's whispering praise and sweet little compliments about how lovely you look cumming and how good you make him feel.

it's almost crazy how selfless he is with making you feel good. he doesn't even care if you're too fucked out and tired to do anymore. doesn't even care to get off himself. all he thinks about all day is grinding into you until you gush a sweet little mess all over him without him even breaking a sweat.

ur so sweet and pliant for him and he loves it. loves u!!! adores u!!!

will go to sleep happily with a hard cock as long as u are satisfied.

but if u tell him what you want is for him to fill u up nice and full...well....he'll do anything to please his baby!!! <3

[pretend-erin]

I made this blog to post my art and yet I have succumbed entirely to being a drrr fanblog yet again