#my brain is fried but i have SOMETHING
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ok what do we think? 👀👀
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caretaker desperately kissing, cuddling, hugging, etc whumpee because "you're here. you're alive."
whumpee basking in the affection, and returning it (as much as they can). they missed caretaker more than anything. and caretaker came to save them.
#could be right as whumpee is rescued or after#also i could prob elaborate on this more but my brain is already so fried#ive got a cold thats like. not awful? but exhausting#idk if other ppl assume whumpee and caretaker to be romantic or at least something that could become romantic but i do bc my ocs are#in a qpr and i have to remind myself that sometimes ppl's whumpee and caretaker are like siblings or something fhsdkjfhs#caretaker x whumpee#whumpee x caretaker#comfort#whump#whump community
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Is there any animal or dog that you just cannot seem to get right? I used to be very obsessed with horses, would draw them all the time, and I know many artists struggle to draw them. I was curious because I've seen you draw lots of different animals and dogs and was wondering if there was one in particular that made you put down the pencil and ask yourself, "Why do I do this to myself?" I've definitely had those moments myself.
Horses are very, very challenging. Whenever I look at almost any animal I haven't drawn before or have very limited experience with, I tend to think to myself "okay, I can figure this out, I have references, it's just a little extra effort".
Trying to draw a horse sucks all the artistic self-confidence out of me and makes me feel like I have zero clue what I'm doing. When it comes to drawing, very few things make me feel the icy touch of impostor syndrome the way horses and human faces do.
#sometimes I draw a horse and it fries my brain so spectacularly I have to chase it with a doodle of something familiar and comfy#(most likely a dog) (if you'd believe)#just to prove myself that no whatever skills I have aren't actively hemorrhaging out of me it's just horses again#answered#anonymous#if you know how to draw horses without pulling your hair out#I salute you but can't relate in any level
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You know why I love Feysand? One of the reasons is because there's a balance between them. In a way they complete each other.
Feyre is all forgiveness, love and a pleaser.
But Rhysand on the other hand is all revenge, hate and never forget.
Whenever he's drowning in hatred for himself, for people who wronged his loved ones, she's there to pull him up and shower him with love, respect and reminding him of goodness.
And whenever she is being too forgiving to the point she's forgetting herself or to put herself first, he's there to bring justice and be a shield for her from the injustice of it all.
That's why this is one of my favorite scene of them:
He's saying he can't forgive anyone who wronged her. But she remembers the ones who wronged him and notices he doesn't care about himself, his hatred for himself won't allow it.
She's saying he has to forgive at some point. He's there to remind her that maybe it's okay to admit that some people have made her suffer.
It's this back and forth between them. It balances them.
He's always self sacrificing himself to keep his loved ones safe, to make them comfortable, to be a shield. And Feyre came to his life, saw right throw all of them and let him to burden her with some of those duties he put himself up for them.
Sometimes it's a wrong trait but it's never out of malice.
And she is always too forgiving, putting everyone else first, always backing down when some times she needs to back up for herself and she let herself to forget them. But he won't, he will remember, he'll defend her if it's needed and when someone crosses a line, he's there to remind them to back down.
Sometimes she let people take too much from her and it might hurt her in the process. A wrong trait of her.
They're the definition of "I will give my love for the both of us" and "I will give my hatred for the both of us"... does that make sense?
#I wrote this with my half fried brain for being on traffic for better part of my morning lmao#feysand#pro feysand#rhysand#rhysand acotar#high lord rhysand#pro rhysand#feyre archeron#feyre cursebreaker#feyre darling#high lady feyre#pro feyre#pro feyre archeron#i saw something a few days ago#some of you might know what I'm talking about some of you may not#but yeah I wanted to answer them in my own way#and also not reblog them and bring hate on the main so...#I wish people would stay on their own lain#I don't need to read the takes of my fav characters of someone who's coming from hatred toward those characters#leave them alone if you have nothing worthy to say#and don't waste our time lol
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I skip all Hiccstrid scenes in Rtte because buffstrid is not canon💔
#am i mentally ill?#maybe#but do I also possess the power to redraw Hiccstrid scenes with buffstrid#yes#I do#hiccup#Astrid#hiccup x astrid#biblically accurate hiccstrid#hiccstrid#buffstrid#httyd#Rtte#shit post#I wish I was joking#I’ve fried my brain to the point where I just cannot watch them#and if I’m being honest a lot of the Hiccstrid scenes are kind of hard to watch anyway😭#don’t get me wrong I absolutely love the ship#however#they make me kringe#yes kringe with a k#because the normal ‘cringe’ word is used too often and too negatively just to insult people having fun#So I’m using kringe and hoping it doesn’t already mean something extremely offensive#okay I googled it it’s fine#I am now dubbing ‘kringe’ to be a friendlier version of ‘cringe’ and only to be used in a situation where you are expressing your opinion -#-and not directly insulting someone else just because they’re a little different#what the fuck was I originally on about#oh yeah I kind of find canon Hiccstrid kringe#hot take mayhaps?#idk my opinion man🤗
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Day 20: aaauughfgsgxgvnnfgjnd
#rambled in these tags sorry its been a long day#toontown corporate clash#pacesetter#graham ness payser#ok i said in my last post that todays was gonna be another prompt but i do not have the mental energy for that rn#like i stayed up all night even though i knew i had somewhere to be (i tried to sleep it didnt work my sleep cycle was fucked)#then i took a two or something hour nap cus i knew i would be out all day and then i was out and social for EIGHT HOURS#so yeah my brain is pretty fried from that#my shoes were really uncomfortable too and i was standing for most of it so uh oww#im doing alright btw this drawing is more of an exaggerated projection but i think i needed it right now#also fun fact most of the drawings on this account do have sketches made for them. this isn't one of them i wanted it to be a bit more jank#i need to sleep now bye jgsdkajgjk
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I just think they're neat!
#kieran duffy#sean macguire#rdr 2#rdr#red dead redemption 2#spoons stuff#my art#they're my favourites honestly#i thought i would have something more interesting to say but my brain is fried lol#enjoy!
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Something something Laurence being a foreigner something something him experiencing xenophobia something something him learnig how efficient the oppression he faced is as a tool for keeping the masses calm and distracting them
#have no thoughts just vibes yknow#after learning that og laurence was supposed to be the best friend's mc who too came to yharnam the idea of foreigner laurence#lives in my head rent free#ig that i could also do something with this and bradors employment??#like. i do think that brador (canonically a foreigner) too knew how much powerful as a tool xenophobia is#like his whole character screams that hes well enough aware to think that#and the fact that he willingly collaborated with the extremely xenophobic healing church is. interesting?#and ig that according to this hc laurence's influence might have something to do with this#idk thats just some rambling. my brain is pretty fried atm#bloodborne#laurence the first vicar#adding this tag a day later but also like.. hes one of the few characters with a definitely english sounding name and#most characters with those names are foreigner
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Hi 👋🏽 I’ll be going on an indefinite break that may (or may not) be for good.
Writing fanfiction was an escape for me these past 2 years. It was a way to express my love for the tannies in how I wrote them as comfort characters, and it was a way for me to make sense of my own experiences and emotions. These fics have always been very personal, with a bit of me in every OC, my pains reflected in their stories, and words I wish someone told me growing up expressed in the dialogues. And I’ll always be so thankful that many of you related with them, found meaning in them, and found comfort in them. That will always be my favorite part 💜💜 stories are so powerful! They’ve allowed me to connect with so many people and make memories in this (mostly) lovely part of the site.
But the process of writing has also been draining, not as cathartic as it used to be, and not as fulfilling. So much as I find myself going back and forth with the numerous stories in my drafts, I can’t bring myself to continue with them. Not anytime soon, at least. Maybe one day the itch to write will be so intense, or JJK1/KTH1 drops and I’ll lose my shit (Untitled and Belong were born out of Indigo and D-day after all), or after rereading my stories, I’ll miss writing so much. The thing is, I’ve never loved BTS as much as I do right now; perhaps I’m content with screaming about that love to myself in the meantime.
I’ll be lurking around here, maybe pop in every once in a while (so plagiarists, keep off my work, pls). My stories will remain here as your comfort 😌 and I’ll do my best to put out the PLM drabbles I promised! Other than that, all the stories are complete for you to enjoy (sorry to those waiting on TLA 😔 I hate that I’m unable to continue). I also have Twitter (jmimi_mi). I’m also just a lurker but say hi if you want! 😊 we can talk bts and fics and whatnot over there (I’ll try, I promise).
Please give love to the authors who are still lovingly putting out work for the community! 🥰
#tl;dr I’ll be on an indefinite break bc the writing just isn’t working for now!#and I love BTS#and thank you so much for appreciating the stories!#PLM drabble will still come some day!#++ I know I’ve had multiple breaks but srsly now my brain is too fried to write like#I have so many ideas that stay in my head and it’s so frustrating that I feel like unless I say I’m taking a break from writing#for a longer period this time then I’ll just keep pressuring myself to write something and it’s winter break and I don’t want pressure#especislly if it’s coming from me! lol also all the stories in my drafts are meant to be LONG and I might not have the energy to finish it#and you guys know I don’t put out anything unfinished so yeah 😔#it also sucks that I haven’t read in SO LONG so yes tumblr u are losing me I’m sry 😢#i also just wanted to say all this if this is for good so yes THANK U and UR ALL WONDERFUL#mimi things#mimi rambles
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t#even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !
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Judar is an adult who will take on a teenage rebellion outlook every day for the rest of his life. Honestly, good for him.
#magi#magi judar#magi judal#magi: the labyrinth of magic#magi labyrinth of magic#this was going to be a longer analysis#about how teenager is a relatively modern concept#and how characters in magi aren't really allowed a full childhood#but especially judar essentially growing up in a cult#but my brain has been fried trying to work on analysis stuff#i have over a half dozen drafts and want SOMETHING out#i hope i hope i can get one of them down by the new year#my stuff#includes photo edit
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Pov me realizing how inactive I've been:
#ive been#whats the word#dead on my feet#thing is ive been drawing#AND writing#but i just havent had the motivation to post#that includes reblogs bc when i reblog something i want to add a nice comment in the tags#but my brain is too fried#so here i am#yippee 👍👍👍#cfa posts#i have a lot of doodles i could post but im not too sure yall want to see fifty million different suchin outfits that are all half done
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Never mentioned here… happy birthday to me!! I got a voice acting job!! 😪 just finished recording after 2-3 days for a cloud practitioner course… nothing fun yet but it was my first job! So exciting!
Now to treat myself by editing fic and art I’ve been neglecting 🤭
I can hardly wait for my pay to hit omg also gonna treat myself w a commission 🥰 Barto my love.. it’s your turn to shine 💕💕✨
#Venus chats#it’s not my bday anymore btw it was the 12th#I’m ngl this job fried my brain but it was worth the pay#anyway#I’m so proud of myself#also nervous I’ll need to redo something but he seemed pleased and said I could do more so!!!#excited to have my foot in the door while I look for the fun jobs!!!
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Alvo “So have you been working hard on the vocals for the new album?”
Me “Look! The lasers are pink!”
#ditch adder band#elite dangerous#twitch#streaming#whenever my migraines stop me sleeping#you read that right#i can play games with a#migraine#i was surprised#but the neurologist was pretty insistent#he's the expert#i dont know#sounds wierd to me#anyway#also#twitch stream#will have#dark souls#as soon as i decide on a schedule#because#my brain is fried#and i need to do something with my time#love yall
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Aeor Arc 2 is about to happen place your Ludinus bets now 🌌
yeah, okay. heres my sort of final predictions before we get into the meat of this arc that ive been awaiting for ages. obligatory "i could very well be wrong and i accept that ive just been losing my mind for 3+ years":
-obligatory ludinus is aeorian
-ludinus was part of or close to/looked up to the original cerberus assembly
-ludinus is athodan or athodan's son (far more likely he is athodan as athodan was implied to be like. college age/a prodigy. but sometimes i can see why he would have been a child when the calamity changed him for good)
-alteratively or in tandem with this, one of ludinus's parents was an archfey or at least fae
-alteratively or in tandem with this, ludinus's mother is the raven queen. all 3 of these feel likely to me from a thematic or foreshadowing standpoint.
-frida watched over ludinus and is the boy they saw in their dreams
-i think it is thematically sound if he dies at the end of this arc. however he is so ferally desperate to win & so powerful i would not rule out escaping.... at the very ultimate cost of his physical & innate humanity. expect a transformation of a man desperate to be seen as a gentleman into a cosmic/archfey beast. or at least a man who couldnt recognize himself in the mirror.
-would not rule out him escaping by manipulating the bells into fighting each other. at this point and with the way they are slowly tracking his path of power with the harness, that has to be as easy as stealing candy from a baby.
#dont want to make post too long and brain is fried so just look into my athodan tag if you want context for some of this ig#themes of parents abandoning you for destiny is something i think ludinus. always framed as a child despite his age. fits#and the athodan theory is uh. very niche but very intensely specific to a point itd have to be him or perhaps his kin depending on his age#when aeor fell#ludinus is set up so much as The bbeg i think it is either going to be him and/or forcibly ascended as predathos liliana#so i get it's poetic here in aeor but i also see just. his humanity dying fully here. the boy who saw his city fall#ludinus da'leth#critical role#campaign 3#critical role meta#van speaks#athodan#the raven queen#frida#aeor
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Y'all I look away for 2 days and I come back and everything's on fire
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Are you guys okay??
#Sammy8D says#I have a vague idea about what's going on in the AvA fandom at the moment#shoutout to one of my close mutuals for informing me#Something something stick figure ages something something#My brain is too fried from working to comprehend anything#but death of the author and all that jazz#As a young adult I feel more comfortable writing and creating content for characters that are also adults (18+ years old)#Plus I already have my own headcanons on how Stick Figure Ages work that I spent days thinking about logisitically#You think I'm gonna give that up just because Alan said something off the top of his head?#Sammy8D Stick Stuff
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