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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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🖤 bewitching 🖤
#tiddie tuesday#this is a throwback but one i never posted on the old blog so ur welcome#can't wait to be a true big tiddie goth babe with my black hair now 😈#hikey#hikeyze#goth babe#goth gf#cnc brat#bd/sm brat#bratlife#nsft brat#big tiddy gf#big tiddy baby#big tiddy goth gf#tiddy tuesday
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finally got me pirate merch + some more sake 😊
#I have a dedicated merch room now and baby it's looking fineeee#I have to hang up my pin boards and a few other things but it's just about good to go 👀#got some big but spensive *sobbing* plans for some decoration#rgg merch#blog mod
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#me and my friend are noticing a strange thing where aether keeps it mid but everywhere else we've tried so far takes it north#so we are now curious#im expecting less jp/oce replies since tumblr is mostly NA and EU players from what ive seen and the poll was already big so you guys share#dynamis isnt here bc it's still baby and queues are garbage on it#i am a small blog so reblogs to get more results are appriciated#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv
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(//i don't normally do text but cw in the tags erm. i went a little off track)
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii lightbulb#daily lightbulb#scribbly bulb#god. ohh my god. im not doing so hot yall#once again i apologize for suddenly halting on posting; ive had a couple rough days recently and it's constantly crashed my motivation to#even QUEUE SCREENSHOTS. my mental health has been so messed up too and i just had to take a step back#for starters. happy birthday to my baby sister that was born yesterday. like legit. im a big sister now#it's hard getting used to it; i was never good with change#secondly; like in the 100 post i've gained a new fixation thats unfortunately pushed ii to the side#i have adhd and autism so its hard for me to keep up with such a daily routine that includes a media i may end up losing interest in#i LOVE lightbulb and i LOVE ii i just.....need a bit#thirdly; i actually havent seen inside out 2 yet. might end up watching it this week or next week though which will be fun#while waiting in the hospital inside out was playing on the room tv so i wanted to draw smth to get my thoughts out#inside out is one of my favorite. modern? disney movies. rlly means a lot to me.#sorry for ranting i shouldnt dump all my life problems on yall LMAO you just wanna see lb pics#anyways posting will try and resume! cant afford to slack off with ii 15 being so close#if anyone is reading this ty sm for liking my silly blog and i hope you have a good day/night#102
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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i think its so inevitable for the team to take up a 100 yr quest at SOME point in time so i might keep the idea that they're doing it, but i won't involve the story & plotlines in the current series. do u get me.
#ooc.#i kinda had this idea already. like. i just assumed everyone knew what i meant tho and#thats not the case so here i am saying it now.#this is obviously not going to be a BIG thing on the blog unless the thread itself is..#taking place during this unlabeled timeframe and/or involves the quest itself.#this also is me rlly wanting to incorporate a fight / anything that happens during that time that results in erza losing her hair bc i need#i NEED that like. yesterday.#also i think she'd look so cute w/ a lil bob...my wife.#me looking @ girls w/ short red hair on pinterest and inserting erza in my head#clutches heart.. she'd look so cute & itd mean so much#in case anyone was wondering tho no she wouldn't keep it.#as in she'd grow it out to the previous length#know that like 75% of the reason im pushing this is bc of the jerza interactions thank you.#im nothing if not predictable#also small hc that erza would be 100% down 4 a 100yr but shes concerned w/ leaving the guild for#such long period u know. so she has her moment of holding it off bc of that but obvi its resolved#just thinking of the time preparing 4 it ykno...my little babies#erza going to snatch s-class quests is something i miss too. i think it happened literally once but still
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Do u not ship tatum and brown 💔
#ur answer#LMFAO TO BE SRS THO#i do ship them but i also dont#like i like the ship i think it's rlly cute#i just dont feel the urge to write for it myself or comment on it#ill see pics of them and be like aww!! the cuties!! married !#but like thats all tbh#i dont have the personal compulsion to explore their relationship in depth on my own time#now that dowsnt mean i know nothing abt them. i know bits n pieces but only from moots#not from research done on my own accord#and bcs i dont have that solid backbone to play off of#i dont feel comfortable personally to write stuff for them if what im mainly playing off of are small bits#to make a big whole thing#then ill feel like it's a disservice to those that DO know the whole thing so i just leave it to the more experienced ya feel?#theres a lot of blogs who DO do that research and thats awesome! i do research too! judt on other things#everyone has their own cups of tea they like to sip and they like to down#i like to sip on some ships but ull Know when i down a ship bcs . ya. ill be the iceberg baby#it's like my opinion on favs like zach lavine#hes pretty and i can see the reason for being a fan but personally im just a fan of other things !#a bigger fan* i mean. i like him. but do i LIKE like him? cant say for sure bcs i havent made the effort to get to know him fr#and i dont feel the need to bcs i just dont and thats ok! no need to make any violent defense up when theres none needed#altho i do feel like sometimes a ship like jt and jb can run the risk of the curry lebron thing where#a lot of ppl jump into writing it bcs pretty light man paired with powerful seeming/looking dark man = wowziezowa#and thats all it ever is to them#so i Do tend to avoid Some media of it. but again. unforch. this follows a Lot of the popular ships between a light complex&dark one#do i think theyre super cute ? yes! do i find their found family adorbs! ofc! in a way i ship them and in a way i dont#i am just a creature at the end of the day#soggy :(
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important to understand that my approach to oc design and characterization depends explicitly on how i'm playing that specific game, like. a thing you should know about ilya is that he is the kind of person who will dive into the middle of a large pull ahead of the tank and pop all of his mitigation while screaming because i get distracted and do that. constantly.
... it's the siren's call of the big aoe damage noises, ok.
#mostly im thinking about these things because they're the easy things to think about#i am. very. very. bad. at like deeplore dives lmao#so bad!!!!!!! i'm here for the emotional complexity do Not ask me where this man lives i don't know#... i do know.#once it starts branching out into history and family lore and godforbid fucking cultural lore i am just#so dumb. i'm so dumb i was not designed for worldbuilding even if it's just the world of one weird little guy#v invested in other people's sandboxes because mine is very small and it's also just full of rocks.#anyway.#my partner: BABY MOOOOOOOOODE#me: it's okay my heal is up it'll be FINE#also increasingly play casters like melee dps so everybody gets to suffer that as well#ilya standing directly under a very large guy in his stupid leylines like MANAWARD'S UP IT'S FINE#.... i dont play blm as much now honestly because to contribute i have to be less stupid. and that's not fun.#i really. REALLY enjoy the big melee dps damage noises#they're across the board better than caster noises. so disappointing because in my heart i am On Fire#sam+pal noises are the best noises in the game#SPINNING#i'm thinking too hard about backstories and it's not going well lmao#grabbing this creature by the shoulders and shaking him violently like WHO ARE YOOOOOOOU#concussed probably his brain is just sloshing around in there#babg mode blogging#this is also why he's canonically A Guy Who Touches Things He Shouldn't#because i'm that guy.#i'm the guy who touches things.#this explains sehren also like she would not be who she is if i didnt play dragona age with wild hubris and abandon#.... it wasnt fun unless i was wildly underleveled in places i didnt belong ok#every if mc ive gotten invested in also
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What's up Persona?
The name is James 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈🇨🇦 I use he/him pronouns, I'm 26, I run a multifandom blog (emphasis on the persona if you couldn't tell 🤭) and there is a veritable cocktail of things Wrong in my Brain :3
I'm your friendly neighborhood Pegoryu guy and self proclaimed expert in all things Akira and Ryuji, and I have been known to write things from time to time, so why not make a pinned post about it (we love the sorting things type of autism)
#skaterboy speaks for all my original thoughts both fandom and non fandom related
#about: [insert blorbo name here] <3 and you've got yourself a blorbo post (mostly Akira and Ryuji, but that is subject to change)
#skaterboy answers for all of my answered asks, including games, bingos etc.
#skaterboy writes for fic updates (they're all pegoryu to no one's surprise)
speaking of,
Fic Masterlist!
I’m on ao3 @/beaboy ✌️💪‼️
Leap of Faith
What a Pleasant Surprise
And Then there was You (WIP)
Pegoryu week 2023 collection
Nail Polish and the Complications Therein
Anyways yeah that's pretty much all you need to know, other than that I tag every fandom and ship thing I reblog accordingly, and I am always down to talk. Seriously, leave a fic comment, rb stuff, send asks or submissions or whatever tickles your fancy, every interaction is appreciated :3
#hoooo baby this was a long time coming#imagine actually using the blogging platform to run a blog where you blog about things#what a novel concept#anyways I guess I'm a big boy now#I'll consider going and archiving my dr blorbo thoughts properly#but that is just so much work#and I don't really post about that anymore so shwatevs#if anyone really wants me to just beg and plead about it I guess
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7 / 1 / 2024
I feel like I'd be more of a 'medium' type Witch. I wanna get into Cooking and Herb magic, but I seem to have a natural affinity for the more spiritual side of it all. Especially when I was growing up.
I remember when I was growing up, I'd have 'future vision' type dreams (don't remember the term atm) where I'd see events well into the future. And it was always accurate, I'd get 'deja vu' moments out of nowhere and sometimes I'd even stop myself from saying the same things as I had in the original dream. But I couldn't control when these 'dreams' happened, nor could I determine how far it was into the future...though, now that I think back, the visions came true normally two whole years after I have them. But I wouldn't have any more until after they happened either.
I ended up losing that ability as I reached adulthood, and I feel kinda sad about it. I was never trained to learn how to keep that ability, plus my trauma got really bad and I closed myself off for a long time to those parts of me. And now I want them back, but I don't know how to start. The only ability I gained (after opening myself up again) was Lucid Dreaming, but even that felt like a 'natural' ability to me. Like I was meant to gain it, and every time I Lucid Dream it just happens. I gain abilities in those dreams, ones that I feel represent my personal progress and show how much stronger I've become. It's really cool when it happens, I feel like my dreams always mean something even if I don't remember most of them.
I'll probably look into how I can get my old prophetic dreams back, and help myself Lucid Dream more often. But it does feel like, when I want these things to happen, they just don't. And I'm scared that I'll lose these abilities for good one day. But I'll still try, because I want to open myself more to the spiritual side and explore that myself. And I hope that my protector will help guide me through it, along with my deity who I know is watching over me and probably laughing while they enjoy seeing me work through mt struggles.
#witchblr#witchcraft#witch blog#baby witch#wiccan#beginner witch#dreams#magick#pagan witch#I'll be revealing who is my deity in my next post ye#I just kinda feel like some may say I am a 'faker' for it when I reveal who they are#like my deity is a VERY common one used by fakers#but I am doing my best to be more open about these things now#anyone have any tips for increasing the power of Lucid Dreams and awakening Prophetic Dreams? it'd be a big help#I am not trying to delve into the realm of drugs for this so please no substance suggestions thank you#unless it's like incense or candles or crystals#but no shrooms or weed#my brother would KILL me if I did those
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Songs I like from TTPT, having had a break.
Fortnight. I felt absolutely nothing for this the first time I heard it but it's a slow burn. I cannot recommend listening to it the four or five times it took to really hit for me, but I love you and it's ruining my life did get stuck in my head on a loop.
The Bolter. I think this one suffers from overwriting but honestly I am a sucker for a good story about emotionally unavailable women making predictable choices
Florida!!! I had fun with this one but it doesn't really stick with me. I do enjoy yelling floRIDAAA though.
So Long, London. imo this is just a solid breakup song. I feel for the singer, who is conveying the specifics of her grief in terms relatable enough for me to project onto it. It does suck when someone who used to make your day by walking into the room is increasingly emotionally unavailable in lieu of pulling the trigger themselves and you have to do it for them.
I Can do it with a Broken Heart. A bop! I think this one will stand the test of time and stick around in the same lowkey way Bruno Mars' lazy song did because it's good to have a song for spackling manic cheerfulness over the void in much the same way it is good to have a song for being a wastrel.
Anyway all this to say I think Taylor Swift should do a Henry the Eighth themed music video where she casts herself as Henry and actors who are obviously meant to represent her exes as his assorted wives and mistresses and just go to town on depictions of herself feasting and jousting and fighting with the Pope.
#press says tswift#i think this concludes my ttpd blogging#i'm going to wind up listening to the first half again when the record arrives but i feel cleansed and also like even my most#beloved swiftie is a little done with it#actually i like i can do it with a broken heart significantly more than i like the lazy song. but some days you really don't feel like doin#anything. he was right about that. i'm big enough to admit it#shoutout to saint mela's the bends which is what i'm listening to now and has me going baby girl ;___________;#i'm just a grown woman wallowing in what this has done to my spotify algorithm#ok i lied. all of these songs are also about wwx. usually also jiang cheng
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Having a dragon type is all fun and games until the start screeching for help when you wear pink.
#tiramisu(my garchomp) is a big baby but shes a big baby with poison jab so im not taking any chances#maybe in another life id be a fairy type trainer now ill never now what that feels like 😔#pokemon rp#pokemon blog#pkmn irl#pokémon#rotomblr#rotumblr#tiramisu(Garchomp)
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anyway i have a crooked smile that curves to the right so sukuna and i are basically meant to be <3 together our smiles make one massive whole <33
#HAHAHAHAHA#no but really i have a crooked smile#in pictures i have to consciously force my smile to be even and balanced#and i don’t know if that’s just my face or if it’s because i stopped giving a fuck about my elastics near the end of my time with braces or#whatever it is i have a crooked smile now#i might’ve had a crooked smile as a kid too who knows!!!#omg i should show u guys that picture of me as a lil butterball at 3 yrs old HAHA#baby clari’s eyes are like O.O LMAO#they’re too big for her face#anYYYYYWAY GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS#i am ready for another day of christmas baskets!!!!!!#i’m having fun but i’m also super tired n i can’t wait to#come back to my blog n get back to writing n all that haha#also my body is screaming at the physical labour but it’s okay!!!#pls have an awesome sunday <3#clari chatters
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A HUGE THANK YOU!!!
I have a lot of feels this morning 😭
Not only did Breathless hit over 100 notes
As well as Four Times We Missed almost hitting 100 notes
But I've also officially hit over 200 followers?! WHERE DID YOU COME FROM 😭😭😭
Never in a million years would I have thought that people enjoyed my work so much, especially as much as I enjoyed writing it. 💖 I can't wait for you guys to see what I have in store!!
Writing has been a huge passion of mine for years, and I feel so incredibly blessed and grateful for all the friendships I've created over the years and for the new ones I've just made and will make in the future.
I'm so thankful for each and every one of you - all the likes, the reblogs with silly tags that make me cry and scream because I'm so over the moon, all the asks and dms... I'm so incredibly thankful.
You have all impacted my life so much, I can't imagine my life without even one of you lil nuggets. I love you my lil tangerines! Thank you for all the love and support.
#ramble ramble#mandie is a big baby and is crying he lik eyes out while typing this#personal post#blog boost#writing boost#best mutuals ever#im so thankful for you all i cant even wrap my head around how so many cool people follow me now 😭😭😭#im going to cherish each and every one of you like lil tiny porcelain babies
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request: men covered in blood
My initial thought was to draw a bunch of fandom stuff but I realised this was also a good oc prompt. so heres blorbo from my brain
#my ocs#my art#art#blood#also I have an oc dump blog now but I barely draw these guys </3#charlie looks like a baby here but zavir is just really big i prommy
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