#my babies... are finally at peace...
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FINALLY we know what the fuck goes down after NieR Automata ending E
Took all my willpower not to sob lmao
#Mym speaks#nier automata#nier replicant#Nier Concert 12024#text post#NAUR THEY GOT ME ALMOST SOBBING IN THE THEATER#to the dude in front of me subtlu wiping his tears: same homie#they get to break the cycle. they get to LIVE#fuck u for that solid 2min of me thinking 2B was gonna die frfr Yoko Taro what the fuck man#“I'll never let her go” STOOOOPPPPP 9S IM WEAK#“I'm glad you were with me in my last moments 9S” SHUT the fuck UP 2B IM A WRECK#my babies... are finally at peace...#they get to live without damnation for past sins#they get to be together and live#fucking sobbing I can't with this series#rip no Reincarnation reference or tie in#kinda makes sense tho#Replicant and Automata timeline has finally been closed fr this time#they've broken their endless cycles#im so happy [ugly crying]
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fam i'm having shrimp emotions about dean winchester in the year of our lord 2024. it doesn't get better
#yes i did watch the dean landslide amv three times in a row. no i dont want to talk about it#bUT ALSO-#DEAN DESERVED BETTER#we all deserved bETTER !!!#baby had so much trauma and didnt get to kiss the gay angel what even was the point#finally reading the goldenrod revisions (ao3) is healing and destroying me all at the same time#will i ever know peace#i hope dean winchester is watching 911 in heaven and seeing bi buck has altered his brain chemisty <3#spn#dean winchester#destiel#supernatural#dean winchester my beloved#the goldenrod revisions
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Sparkling Bee colored doodle sheet because I need some comfort and this tiny little man is the comfort
Even if this is a massive no no for the timeline, idc. Sparkling Bee
(I’m not sure who (or if someone) made a Cybertronion design for Optimus but this is the concept I used. It looks like the official TFPOptimus so maybe it was a concept from one of the designers? who knows. I sure don’t... but I’d love to find out)
#transformers#maccadam#transformers fanart#transformers prime#tfp#tfp bumblebee#tfp fanart#tfp optimus prime#optimus prime#tfp ratchet#transformers jazz#sparkling#baby bee#raf would lose his fricken mind#I think i'm finally entering my cringe era#and I'm at peace with it#the cringe can flow through me#and I it
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most likely speaking to the void but i NEED angelo penumbrapodcast to meet magnus adventurezone POST HASTE its not even funny
#they'd be such great friends i know this in my heart#listening to the second citadel finale right now and angelo speaking about how he feels hes not meant for peace because he was made to be#the strong once among his friends and that he was willing to die in protection of them so now being alive he doesn't know what to do with it#IM INSANE ABOUT HIM#also not to be annoying about magnus burnsides but angelo baby i know a dog who has been recently orphaned (gawain) i hear looking after#dogs is a popular pursuit of kindhearted fighters post-saving the world#tpp#the penumbra podcast#second citadel#taz#magnus burnsides#im capable about being normal about both of these characters and both of these podcasts (lying so hard im physically vibrating on the spot)
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my girlfriends cat is supposed to be her emotional support animal and she is wonderful at emotionally supporting but i think she also thinks she is MY emotional support animal because when my gf and i fall asleep on the phone and i have a nightmare and wake up, the cat hears me and wakes up my gf so she can comfort me 😭😭😭😭 sometimes when i really don’t feel well she just sits by the phone and purrs i’ve literally never met this cat in person but she comes running every time she hears my voice 🥺🥺
#the other day we were asleep on the phone and i woke up and i called the cats name#and she woke up my gf#sorry baby for making the cat wake you out of your peaceful sleep but#she was gonna do it anyway#but it was so funny i literally just called for the cat and she came and stepped on my gf’s head to wake her#she’s in for a rude awakening when i do finally meet her and die of sneezing
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The rin and sae fic was amazing! I just want to know what happened after. I mean how both sae and rin felt? What will happen if they see sae again?
I leave the series there because I kinda want to leave you guessing a little bit but,,, hmmm if I had to say
Rin’s sense of value really stems from being compared to Sae and beating him in some way, but when it comes to their imouto he really felt beat in every way and still loves her so much despite it. So I think now that he’s finally got her, there’s nothing he won’t do to keep her. Rin is really fucking bold when it comes to taking what he wants from his little sister.
The only limit really is what she’ll let him get away with!! If that’s sleeping in the same bed every night whispering her name or fucking her in shared showers or become her husband then that’s what he’ll do.
And Sae well,,, does feel regret over how things happened. Deep down he knows he was wrong and despite wanting to be, he knows he’s probably not the right person to keep you company. He doesn’t even really want to try to be. That’s Rin’s thing. Rin is the try hard, Sae just reaps the rewards. Even his little sister was all over him without really having to try and because He tried to do something nice by giving her to Rin, now he’s being punished for it.
Sae likes to think he can leave it at that and be a better niisan than he was (by maybe not fucking his little sister and then abandoning her right after). I think once the feeling of regret gets too strong he’ll come right back to softly manipulating her into his arms, and she’s soft and caring so she’ll probably want to just be with her two big brothers again.
But Rin is never ever gonna let that happen again.
When they see each other again little sister will probably have a ring on her finger with Rin wrapped around her back glaring daggers. He’ll just have to remind imouto of what Sae did to fuck it up. How he’s not like him, Rin loves her more than anything and he’d never leave her, but she can’t betray him, ever. She can’t leave. He won’t let her.
#thank you for readingggg lovely#I am sOOO happy people like that one#I honestly haven’t thought much about anything after because k really like where I left the fic off#it’s my baby ♡#but yea the peace and quiet won’t last#and I can totally see Rin turn much more yandere now he finally has you#honey mail#tw.incest#tw.yandere
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Girl Look at sanemi Here look at his face 😭😭
Pinching and squishing his cheeks
#his eyes being normal again is my thirteenth reason#my baby is finally RESTING#still annoyed but AT PEACE#sanemi shinazugawa#🍑’s asks
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sorry. aventurine got me
it was the "chasing after your past self (who loves you and wants to encourage you and ease all your fears) through an amusement park while your future self (who hates you and spends every second disparaging and tormenting you) follows close behind" sequence. two seconds into that and i knew i was doomed
#DRAGGING MY HANDS DOWN MY FACE. UGHHHHHHHHHH#when baby kakavasha told current aventurine his eyes are pretty right after we were treated to that flashback of him telling jade that#he'd gouge them out and sell them if he could. fml#FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they did a REALLY good job with this guy. it came together really beautifully 🥹#him going from carelessly seeking his own death to accepting all the broken fucked up pieces of himself and coming to peace with it all#and realizing that just because everything ends with death doesn't make this world a pointless one#we can't change our final outcomes#but we can make lots of choices on our way to that final sleep... and create a magnificent journey full of precious memories#and that's the point of it all.#ahhhhhhhhhhhh
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Ayo @rodolfoparra suggested GhostRoach post-military domestic fluff wayyy back and this has been sitting in my draft for AGES cuz I forgot about it I'm so sorry :')
Read on AO3
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The bed he sleeps in is warm, a gentle material that feels like it engulfs his body in a soft, sinking embrace. When he opens his eyes, rays of sunlight drape over his body in cozy stripes, over his sheets and throughout the room. It's quiet, and the other side of the bed is empty, sheets messily rumpled without a care.
When he gets off the bed, he allows himself a few moments to breathe, stretch and slowly allow wakefulness to flood through his eyelids and into his brain.
There's noise in the kitchen, and without a second thought, he lazily shuffles towards it.
There's no sense of urgency in his bones.
He turns the corner and is met with the back of his partner at the stove. A smile pulls at his face.
Gary does not turn around at the sound of his footsteps.
There are eggshells on the counter and two plates next to them. The pan sizzles with the enticing scent of eggs and bacon.
He approaches his lover and hooks his arms from behind in a gentle hold that makes the other huff a lighthearted laugh.
When Gary turns around, his eyes are bright and dopey as he signs a soft "Good morning, love."
The kiss that comes after is sweet and slow. He wants to savour it all, even if he's done this thousands of times, every day, every time they're together. He'll always await the next thousands that will come after.
He can't stop the smile that stretches onto his face as he sinks himself deeper into Gary's warmth.
"I love you," he says. And it's easy and familiar, words that have practically become embossed on his tongue.
It's a Monday morning. The sun spills through the early skies and onto the living room floors, lighting their home in a soft glow.
When Simon sits at the table across from Gary, peeling fruit, knowing that it will be his most bothersome task today, he feels content.
He hasn't flinched in years.
In the back of their closet lies the masks they'd long discarded and have eons ago become distant memories.
He hasn't been "Ghost" in years, nor Gary "Roach."
They'll lounge on the living room couch once they've finished their meal, and with Gary's head relaxed over his lap, Simon will think about how peace is real because he hasn't felt fear in years, and his fingers have long outgrown their itch for a weapon. And he also knows this because when he looks into his lover's eyes, he feels only happiness
There are still bad days, of course. No one lives through the horrors they've been through and leaves it all behind unscathed.
Sometimes, he wakes up with the faint taste of gasoline at the back of his throat, and all of a sudden, he's back on the battlefield, thrashing around, desperate for an escape from the fire on the skin.
But Gary's with him, and he holds onto Simon until the nightmares retreat into the back of his mind. Simon will do the same for him–every time.
He'll endure those nightmares many more if it means he gets to keep this life.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
There's an almost amused grin on Gary's face, and Simon supposes he must look a tad funny, staring so lost in thought while peeling an orange. His rough, callused hands that have previously only been used to kill now handle fruit and vegetables with a gentle care, and strangely enough, it just feels right.
"Just lamenting, love."
Gary's smile takes on a softer look, reminiscent, and he reaches a hand across the table to link with Simon's. "Despite everything that's happened, I'd do it all again," he signs.
The fear, the chaos and violence, the betrayal and gunshots, the fire–all that pain condensed into two people who found each other at the centre of everything wrong with the world. Simon would do it all again as well if it meant he'd have Gary at his side.
Instead of responding, Simon stands up, dropping the orange on the table and walking over to Gary's side. Keeping their hands intertwined, Simon pulls the other up, bringing his other hand to gently card through Gary's hair as he pushes their lips together for what will definitely not be the last time that day.
When they break apart, Simon can't help but stare into loving, green eyes. He would joke that Gary looks like a lovestruck fool, but he suspects he looks much the same.
This life that they've built for themselves had felt so unreachable years back. The Simon back then, with his ever-growing crushing weight of anger and fear that seemed to consume his entire world, would've never fathomed that he could've become someone like this–normal.
Later, they'll go to the town market for groceries and maybe have mediocre burgers at the nearby diner. They'll return home and lounge on the couch watching cliché chick flicks and unrealistic action movies. Tomorrow they'll visit MacTavish and Price and laugh over shitty beers together at the local pub.
They'll do normal, boring people things in their normal, boring people house, living their normal, boring people lives.
Simon wouldn't have it any other way.
He's happy.
#i wanted to emphasize the fact that ghost n roach no longer have to be on alert 24/7#and are finally able to live a slow peaceful life#cuz my babies deserve it#yo im so sorry santi this was collecting dust for months and i just forgot abt it lmao mb#gary roach sanderson#simon ghost riley#ghostroach#roachghost#ghost x roach#call of duty#cod#mw2#modern warfare 2#ficlet#my fic#box of words#box of posts
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I never properly said how they met so...
#(🍰) *.✧ — Maroon#(☆) 。.゚— Silver#everytime I draw Giovanni I lose a year of life because I hate him with all my life you have no idea#now I need ��🧘🧘🧘 inner peace ooom#ok back with the comic#as I said. I never properly talked about how they met I think#so basically that's what happened yes. after that Giovanni kept visiting because Silver would start crying sometimes#because little baby missed Maroon's soup#I think Maroon would have give Giovanni the recipe at some point but it wasn't the same#also theybstarted to get along because Maroon loved Silver and. and. slowly started to love Giovanni too#and of course he had his own feeling for her because wow she takes care of my child and me wow she cute#eventually happends tha thing. and well#this is a reminder for myself to update Maroon's lore post#maybe tomorrow if I remember#BUT HEY I FINALLY MADE ONE OF THE COMIC I HAVE ON MY LIST YAHOOO 🎉🎊🎉🎉🎊#still got a few more on pending but for now I have to work on other things for valentine's day 🫡🫡#I missed Maroon that's it#should I add Silver's tag here too?#pokespe parents#📖 // Pokespe comics#pokespe#pokemon special#pokemon adventures
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i’ve been telling my school for at least the last six months to hire me as a stage manager. now that rehearsals officially start THIS WEEK, guess who came crawling back
#and obviously I said yes!!!#im going back to see all my frens in [redacted]#im so sick of living with my mother (not even cause of her. cause of my inability/lack of effort to make friends)#but yeah I have to talk to my current job about it tmrw and be like sooooooo know how you keep telling me you don’t know how this place ran#without me? peace out good luck!#(jk im gonna offer to work remotely and PRAY they take me up on it cause I need the income and the job is easy as shit)#then I’ll supplement with babysitting and finally get to see friends again and bing bang boom depression cured#the place im thinking of moving doesn’t allow pets tho so i need to see if i can afford anywhere else cause like. kitty babies#life of a boomerang
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so theres these 2 zombie apocalypse daughters and im a disappointed parent who plays favorites
#twdg replay got me feeling Feelings....then i remember i have Another zombie daughter i neglect these days >.>#this is not me pitting 2 bad bitches against each other im just thinking abt ellie and her poor life choices lol#clem got Everything ellie threw away : ) fool#ellie im so sorry its not your fault#sometimes i remember how important ellie and tlou were to me before ......#anyway :) *thunder stops clouds part sun shining birds chirping*#clem is happy at her forever home with her found family and baby boy and co leader girlfriend :) peace and love on planet earth :)#clem does Not get the appreciation she deserves and i stand by that. clementine you will Always be famous. the original. the blueprint.#CLEM I LOVE U BBY GIRL i will give u ur flowers forever#all wlw who stopped playing twdg before s4 go play s4 right now i am no longer asking#the amount of people who havent played s4...wat r u doin....its the final season...pains me#anyway back to my brain hell :) guess i'll just sit here by myself#thats ok :) my house now#it speaks#twdg#tlou
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See I think if I'd been born a guy I wouldn't be this pathologically avoidant trying to plan my career because there are plenty of situations you can find as a cis man where you just Do Tasks in awkward silence and you can get to those as a woman but you have to go through the rings of hell socializing first and then besides, a lot of those jobs already have so many men that you stand out when the whole point was you Don't want to do that
#you gotta be god's strongest soldier to survive this shit and i am not! i am god's weakest most pathetic soldier!#i survived five years of customer service crying weekly and getting harassed and being a baby about it#when i got promoted no one would listen to me and it made me constantly anxious and then so tired it took me a year to be able to#think about having a job as something remotely positive and stop crying about it#idk how other women are doing this shit a guy treats me like his sexy servant and i feel BAD and upset for years#and think of what he said 7 years later and they only touched me on the shoulder and made comments other people go through worse!#but i am not strong or determined i just want to go through my life in peace and stop talking to people altogether#it wasn't just guys who treated me badly older women made fun of me and called me lazy and stupid#tutoring was fine but i felt like i was putting on that same performance and at that point it all felt so awful i just. didn't want to#i can see no way out of talking to people for the rest of my life and it gets me down sometimes#i know i get to come home but even then i will probably need people to live with#i basically only like my family and close friends talking to me sometimes even that is hard#sometimes it's way easier to type and feels less awful#i think i have to just keep on keeping on until i can finally get good enough to freelance edit and code that's the only thing i can think#of doing that doesn't make me cry#emails are fine they suck but i don't have to control my face and tone so.
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2023 in review! I made an effort to try more things and it worked mostly (at least for TV and movies). New things, new-to-me things, and new installments of old things all had characters to love even if I didn't necessarily feel fannish about them, and I'm hoping 2024 does, too.
#but yeah no I had a lot of fun with some of these#mp100 is now fully going down as one of my favorite works of art ever. i mean it. i'd stick it on a shelf with discworld.#trying Nida Manzoor's work was SO GOOD like if edgar wright knew how to make girls lovable I meant to only try one episode of WALP#and then I marathonned it all in one night right into the sunrise and I do not regret it#(look I love edgar wright but)#i had my issues with GO2 and Fionna & Cake and HxH (which I finally tried yes I am late) but still they had babies in them#one piece and the last of us did like major progress for proving those mediums *could* be adapted and not suck so seriously kudos#I didn't go into Barbie expecting it to Solve Capitalism and The Patriarchy so I appreciate what it did do#Nimona was just gorgeous#Across the spider-verse is so good it's hard to say anything about it#Peacemaker is obnoxiously good and Chris's breakdown near the end really got me#Bottoms & Marry My Dead Body & Ying-Yang Master: Dream of Eternity are just fun okay don't think about it#the strange planet show was sweet and peaceful to watch#and even with a 40% budget cut OFMD has my heart and ed is The babygirl of all time for me#thanks for reading these tags if you did and I hope you have a good new year#art i'm proud of
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Pathetic!Kimhan truthers rise up 💕
#baby-dom chay you are my confidante my best friend my silly rabbit.#for legal reasons this is a lightheated jokey post :')#but it is also what I do every time 💀#I dont know if its because it orders them Chay/Kim on ao3 so when the dom/sub tag is there im like OH MY GOD YES FINALLY LETS FUCKING GO#rare dom-sub variations my beloved#alas.................. people look at kim and think ''hot.'' instead of ''sopping wet pathetic little meow meow''#the power that d/s chay/kim has.#Kimhan 'needs to be in complete control' Theerapanyakul#utterly picked apart by Porchay 'broke down all of Kims careful defenses by accident' Kittisawadt#it just makes sense!!!!!#credit to tumblr user kinnbig for the meme#negative credit for being too much of a puthy to post it tho 🙏#that said my wife does have significantly more followers than me to be angy in the inbox and she does not want that smoke💀#I however needed this on my blog more than my peace and sanity#anyway sub!kim is my hill to die on#youre telling me you dont look at Kimhan Theerapanyakul and want him held down by the throat??#you think he doesnt deserve to be pinned to a wall???#thats like enrichment for him??? he loves it#its perfect. Kim finally doesnt have to be in control and Chay finally gets to!! its just such a neat exploration of trust!!#something something eroticising vulnerability after years of being forced to be stoic and invulnerable and emotionally cut off 💕#the fandom can barely handle sub!Kim so let me stay completely silent on my sub!Vegas thesis....... but like...... 👀#anyway!! babygirlify that man#put that man on his knees agenda 💕
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Three Act Tragedy - Dress Rehearsal
Egg, Charles and the others attend what was supposed to be a dress rehearsal, but unfortunately it takes a dark turn....
#martin shaw#sir charles cartwright#egg lytton gore#kimberley nixon#three act tragedy#my gorgeous babies!#look how happy they are!#for all I care the ep could have ended there and I would have been alright with it#just let them have a fun night out and plan their wedding in peace#and Charles finally feeling secure enough to put his hand around her shoulder#now that she already said yes to his proposal#my poor darlings - you deserved so much better!#even mama Egg is all smiles#she can tell her daughter is excited and in love#and then the Belgian penguin has to ruin their night!!#Shame on him for thousand years#and you know that slimy little lurker in the background was slobbering over her again the second they left the theatre#my gifs#I'm still so very passionate about them#even though my writing is stagnating right now#but they will have their story told eventually#not giving up on my sweethearts - don't worry!
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