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New low. Sobbing in the floor of a dark empty apartment
#well. he’s gone.#it’s definitely relieving in a lot of ways#but….#my apartment is empty#when I moved to this city I had two of my best friends here with me#now I have no one#I will probably never talk to either one of them again#I lived with him for five years. we made our college plans together#and now my apartment is empty and I’m all alone and there’s no one to hear me cry#I feel so pathetic and miserable#and empty but overwhelmed all at once#I almost wish it was all my fault you know#cuz then at least I could pinpoint it I could figure it out#like oh… I’m a shitty person and I treated my friends badly and that’s why I lose them#but I’ve been the one who’s been used and tossed aside and discarded#and I’m alone in a dark empty apartment crying#and I know my old roommate and my old best friend don’t care#they’re both happy and having a good time and have not thought twice about me#and yeah. I feel pathetic#that even after everything I’m wasting grief on this#growing up my family always told me friends never amounted to anything#you had your family and your significant others and that was it you didn’t put everything you had into your friends#and I always thought that was stupid#and I loved my friends so much and I feel like I gave them so much I gave so many of them everything I had#and all I get is being alone and crying in an empty apartment#maybe my family was right I’m so tired of this I’m so so so tired#kaz rambles
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My Great Grandma who loved her babies very much
Reference that I used for the face!
#I was scrolling through pinterest and saw this woman and I was like: She looks EXACTLY like how I imagine Stan and Ford's mother to look#my art#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#ig??#caryn romanoff pines#caryn pines#mabel voice: she must have been one hell of a mother to have had to deal with Grunkle Stan and Grunkle Ford when they were kids!#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MIGHT HAVE DIED THINKING STANFORD AND STANLEY NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO RECONCILE#DO U EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MUST HAVE BEEN PLAGUED WITH REGRETS AND WHAT-IFS OVER STAN BEING KICKED OUT- WISHING SHE COULD HAVE DONE MORE#DOES THE THOUGHT THAT STANFORD MIGHT HAVE NEVER GOTTEN THE CHANCE TO VISIT HER AT HER DEATHBED OR HER FUNERAL SINCE HE WAS STUCK ELSEWHERE??#EVER HAUNT YOU AT NIGHT???#DOES IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THAT SHE MIGHT HAVE KNOWN ALL ALONG ABOUT STANLEY- SINCE SHE'S THEIR MOTHER AND “WHAT KIND OF MOTHER CAN'T#RECOGNISE HER OWN CHILDREN APART“#THEY MEET AT STAN'S FUNERAL LIKE: “STANLEY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED- NOR WHY THAT CASKET AT THE FRONT IS EMPTY RIGHT NOW AND WHY WE'RE#CURRENTLY ATTENDING YOUR FUNERAL- OR WHY YOU'RE EVEN DRESSED UP AS FORD RIGHT NOW.“#“I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON STANLEY- BUT I DO KNOW THAT ONE OF MY SONS DIDN'T DIE IN A DITCH SOMWHERE IN THE FLAMING WRECK OF A CAR CRASH-#AND THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME.“#SHE GOT THAT MOTHER'S INSTINCT#stan twins parents
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DISCO ELYSIUM - LOCATIONS
#i feel like the maps look a lot freakier when you view them in full empty space included so. posting them here#sorry for putting ev first. truth is i just want to see that thing in my notes preview#wait why is capeside apartments lowkey phallic. ignore that#also. second time im abusing tumblr image limits in the name of this game sorry guys#disco elysium#long post
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a kristen nat 20 on her parents to protect her brother… shit that’s poetic
#screams FUCK into the void (my empty apartment)#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high#fhjy
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I resent you for being raised right I resent you for being tall I resent you for never getting any opposition at all I resent you for having each other I resent you for being so sure I resent you presenting your life like a fucking propaganda brochure
drew some scenes from my own fic because it turns out you can do whatever you want forever
#🐉#VALshrue#verses unwritten#<- i know i put my fic in the maintags but. no. jon ware avert thine eyes.#if youre wondering why these look so different btw its because they were originally drawn about a month apart#and ive had enough of looking at them#also VALs hair is down even though its impractical bc she has neurological damage from being hallowed#so her fine motor skills are shot to shit#this will be explored in the next fic in the series so it is actually important#jart#this is a fic about communication! and doing fight club on each other in an empty field#eiars
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Drivers leaving home at a young age to pursue karting then ultimately F1 and some of them (esp non-European drivers) don't get to travel with parents or guardians- it's an accepted fact of motorsport. But then I remember that interview where Daniel said he was 17 and a million miles away from home and all he had was a copy of The Castle, an Australian movie, and he'd watch it incessantly beacuse he was afraid of losing his accent and there was no one around to talk to... reminds me of that one James Agee quote about clinging to home because in the absence of home the vastness of the world might mean we don't exist at all
#ban sports#sorry i didnt even remember this organically- y'all can thank helmut-lite for asking for daniel lore and this was the result of digging#into my archive#daniel at 17 in that stupid empty stale apartment in that town with 1000 people watching an Australian film bc he misses home#i need to find the video again UGHHHHHH#f1#daniel ricciardo
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stray cats
Self-indulgent post; OOPS the character ideas are Manifesting again
So meet Ion and Poppy! Designs are subject to change, but I think I like the names! They're not on a team together (yet); I've got some plans for them (and a plus one), and while I can't show them quite yet, I hope I'll be able to sooner than later!
But yeah! Here are the newest goobers to the whole gang; I have no clue how I'm going to feed all of them now—
#pokemon#pkmn#art#doodle#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#pmd ocs#AND THE NEWEST NERDS#(oc) ion#(oc) poppy#ooc#man i always don't know how far i should tag this stuff lol#how does this empty white void have the capacity for a couch and door? WHO KNOWS#i should make a tag for the whitespace apartment shenanigans#i have. so many ideas. PLANS WITHIN PLANS.#MY MACHINATIONS SHALL SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY I PROMISE YOU THIS#long post#(oc) vex#(oc) skye#(oc) brooke#(oc) arcas
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New game with emphasis on guns, somebody's bound to get shot
#professor layton#hershel layton#luke triton#asil and art#I have so many thoughts running around in my head#about their possible new dynamic it's ripping me apart inside#the part in UF where Layton asks if they are best friends and Luke goes YEAH OF COURSE#if Hershel has to remind him of that at any point I'm going to explode into bits#I'm going to go into the game with no expectations completely empty headed#but my chest is gonna be so full I can already tell
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Odasaku, Sasaki, and the orphanage headmaster are all buried in the same cemetery.
So Kunikida, Atsushi, and Dazai all run into each other grave visiting regularly and politely pretend they don’t. They never acknowledge the meaning behind the bouquets brought, even if all of them know the others know flower language. They never acknowledge the tear streaks down Atsushi’s face, or the solemn look on Kunikida’s. Atsushi never points out how the scent of whiskey is always a bit stronger on Dazai’s coat. They never acknowledge the location of their accidental meetings.
Sometimes Kunikida might offer to take them to get food, or Atsushi will offer a random hard candy from his pocket, on colder days Dazai might lend his coat. None of them are really themselves when faced with grief, and none of them will to hold it against each other.
#bsd#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#nakajima atsushi#kunikida bsd#bsd kunikida#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bsd headcanons#idk#on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak#Meow#bsd sasaki#she slays#oda sakunosuke#wahhhh#sobs them#Dazai lending Atsushi his coat dies#I will never forget how even though Chuuya is characterized as someone who abuses alcohol Dazai is the one who’s canonically an alcoholic#Chuuya is always seen drinking in a social aspect and doesn’t abuse alcohol as much as he just overestimates his limit#While the only time we see into Dazai’s apartment we see and an excessive amount of empty bottles#Implying that Dazai drinks heavily when he’s alone#which is a huge trait of alcoholism#Using this moment to mention my HC that because of the scene in chapter 39 Atsushi doesn’t like hard candy
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ok fit check one more time . bc why not
#yes i got nervous and deleted it okkkkkk i don’t wanna hear it#not even in a like self-deprecating way just that it feels so conceited to post any pictures/videos of myself on tumblr dot com#buttttt. every once in a while. Maybe.#ok bye again#personal#professor bookinit#and YES MY APARTMENT IS EMPTY#it is like 20% furnished ok i am Broke
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Take my hand and don't you let it go now We'll find our way out
#link click#link click s2#shiguang dailiren#shiguang#time agents#His unreachable dream#Please accept another one of my empty sketches#I had so many thoughts so many plans for art and posts#But I literally can't do anything I just cry every time I open this episode.#I'm so in love with everything that happened but it's literally tearing me apart#Listen to Our Way Out by Nico Collins please
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first newcrest neighborhood is almost done :DD
#even tho all the houses r empty shells LMFAO#one day..#ts4 screenshots#ts4#ts4 build#showusyourbuilds#blue house is gonna belong to a lady running a bakery from home (illegally...)#and pink house belongs to the old lady that refused to take money from the government to bulldoze her home and replace it with an apartment#my builds
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[Sherlock Holmes]
what if that one scene from tplosh but i make it Actually Gay
#sherlock holmes#acd johnlock#johnlock#john watson#holmeswatson#i really didn't like this scene lmao#so i ripped it apart and put it back together again but better#forgive my overuse of gradients for backgrounds#the private life of sherlock holmes#tplosh#i spent 2 months on this can u believe it#my entire folder for july is EMPTY#and this is the ONLY piece in my august folder
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Word of the day:
筆電 bǐdiàn / notebook computer
I got in a feud today with the library employees- apparently if you want to sit in a certain area you must also have a 筆電 before you, regardless if you simply prop a book atop it to read anyways. I claim age discrimination because the old guy 趕走ing me and other young people turned a blind eye to his fellow senior citizens doing exactly this! I didn't make the 筆記本電腦 > 筆電 connection while under siege (I thought maybe B點 was the name of that table or something) otherwise I would have pointed out the above contradiction during the initial confrontation. But now I'm prepared...next time I will bring my 筆電, 等著瞧吧...
#there were even empty seats! what nonsense!#the problem is that's the only place you can sit next to an outlet#there are tables with no outlet and a phone charging area with no tables#no mercy if you want to read and use a dictionary app at the same time#tbh i only came to the library with an uncharged phone because they were chainsawing a tree outside my apartment#but now it's personal#word of the day
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happy anniversary to all the friendships where we truly thought we could make it through together
#moen art#moen sona#the slow acceptance that oh. im going to spend the majority of my life by myself is making me feel things okay#friends that ended up in fights into no contact into drifting no matter how much we went through together i still love you#learning to try to be okay with like. an empty apartment in the future and. mm#i think the anniversary for the ones where they raised me passed recently this month aha we kinda forgot to wish eachother this year and th#last#yk these drawings all started cause i just wanted to hug emmet its insane HAHA#DOMT GET ME WRONG IM OUT OF SO MANY SHITHOLES NOW#its more of. life is so peaceful now but i wish it wasn't cause it could also be harrowingly silent and empty
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every time we want to get more done in terms of cleaning the apartment and preparing it for the start of renovation, this little man has to SPRINT at top speed to get into the one room he's not allowed in - and he has to just plop somewhere and Observe. where's that screenshot of the polish plumber working at somebody's house being overseen by their cat
#honestly though it doesn't feel like we will ever finish...#emptying the wall unit is taking us two weeks already#and we have to take it apart after. and carry it all downstairs. oh gods.#steep stairs to the old seven#(which is my tag for the Apartment and Move related stuff if you are curious)
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