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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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r4tv0mit · 9 months ago

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james bond more like james balls

#i hate james bond #this is poetry #im so profound #just gained consciousness #very proud #my 1 original thought #fiona apple would approve of this #kafka wishes he could be so intellectual #kafka #esoteric #esoteric nightmare #balls #laugh out loud #xoxo gossip girl

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deeva-arud · 1 month ago

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Comfort after a shattered dream

...or at least that's what I imagined💀 After seeing the story update, I think she'd opt for a more subtle action ↓

she's not letting go of his hand

#twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #twst cater #deeva twst #cateeva #my art #something something holding onto the only personal relationship that remained the same in and outside his dream #<- that was the original idea for the first drawing #ANYWAY- effect layers my beloveds they saved that piece bc I wasn't in a rendering mood LMAO #Before seeing his model I thought he only had one side of his head braided #and it stayed like that here bc 1. I didn't feel like changing the lineart and 2. side braids would have looked a lot better 😭#like. top head full of tight cornrows..... gotta protect his beautiful ginger locks or he's gonna look like a medieval catholic monk soon-

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claraoswalds · 8 months ago

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This is a brand new science for me, and I love it. The language of luck. 'Cause what is a coincidence but a form of accident? Two things bumping together unexpectedly. Like you and me.

#dwedit #doctor who #usertennant #userteri #userveronika #miatendos #userdiana #usertreena #ruby sunday #fifteenth doctor #maestro #*#originally this was just going to be ruby + snow and then it devolved from there #memories changing... being brought into the present..... some connection to the ancient one. luck coincidences connections.#the doctor describes the legion as a 'pantheon'; a group of gods. and so far they're all personifications #the toymaker is 'a living game'; maestro is 'the essence of music itself'; henry arbinger = harbinger and acts as prelude to the gods #then 'the one who waits' is perhaps... time? death?#and 'the oldest one'... that could mean a lot of things #my first thought was that the oldest one would be death since the finale is called 'the empire of death'. alternatively: life.#but if you connect it back to ruby: luck coincidences connections. so far that's been her whole thing. so maybe something related to that #then again we're only on ep 2 of 8 so... anyway. idk what any of this means but. thinking thoughts!!!#worth noting: if the snow is a warning it starts snowing in the tardis during the scan. it reveals her genetic id/species/age #but not her nucleotide composition. whatever tf that is. and it only gets to 75% complete before it pans away. but it does finish scanning #and in canon 6+ months pass between the end of ep 1 and the beginning of ep 2 so... presumably the doctor has SEEN those results. fwiw.

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humdrumvillain · 19 days ago

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I have some THOUGHTS about "Hold Them Down"

So like we all know how that song goes Antinous wants to kill Telemachus to get access to Penelope, right? Right.

Facts.

But in the song it's acknowledged that Telemachus is away on a diplomatic mission, therefore away, leaving Penelope supposedly defenseless since he's supposedly the only thing standing in their way.

Why couldn't they bust into her room kool-aid man style while he was away? Like she's alone and Antinous & Co are just like

"Hmm, it's a shame we can't take advantage of this moment"

Like, idk if my brain is too "toxic yaoi" coded & just interprets the song as Antinous having some ✨️feelings✨️ about Telemachus and is choosing to ignore those feelings

Like literally trying to kill those feelings and bury them in the sea, then "wanting" to do horrible terrible awful things to Penelope to prove he's man enough because idk sexism & internalized homophobia

Bro is emphasizing that he will be the one to kill Telemachus. He will be the one to break him. This is something that only he must do. But with Penelope, there's the line "hold her down while we share her spoils." he's willing to share her. Is it perhaps because she isn't his true desire?

Like, sir, I'm pretty sure if you would have waited another 5 minutes, drink some self reflection juice, and just admit you don't actually want Penelope and want Telemachus instead

Ody would have been like 👍 while he's nakey and coated in blood and shaking like a chihuahua high off his "hurt everyone" juice

Then Antinous and Telemachus could have made out sloppy style while Ody is upsetti spaghetti about his wife asking him to move their bed

#Athena watching that play out like “damn i cant escape family drama”#its 1:20am for me idk if i make sense or not #but like am i onto something or am i having an Original Thought™️#Hold Them Down altered my brain chemistry #Ayron Alexander your beautiful voice has my brain in a chokehold #epic the musical #sharpwolf #telemachus x antinous #antinous x telemachus #antimachus #telemachus #antinous #⚙️#🐺#💣

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darkdragon768 · 1 month ago

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Various doodles of the Dorito Twins.

I just like to play with them like dolls and put them into situations.

#woo dragons art be upon you #gravity falls #the book of bill #bill cipher #pyramid steve #have fun decoding! won't give the answers in the tags cuz that's taking the fun away #anyway. anyone wanna hear some additional thoughts of mine to the images? of course you do.#[IMAGE 1: originally i also wanted to do a ''mom said it's my turn'' but decided against it then. also. they are playing #Super Battle Siblings™ for the BoxBox64.™ ''but op. the n64 didn't exist in the eighties yet'' do i look like I fucking care.]#[IMAGE 2: i struggled pretty badly with those darn shoes. the shoes too big for the goddamn hes. anyway.#i also had to change the color of bill cuz he looked fucking sun burned.]#[IMAGE 3: if bill fucked our mom it's just fair that steve fucked our dads. i also always had this one tumblr post in mind that goes like:#''is the opposite of 'forgive me father for I have sinned' 'sorry daddy for being dirty'?'']#[IMAGE 4: actually no additional thoughts. squish the cat.]#[IMAGE 5: I once saw a drawing that had the steve equivalent to 'universe is a hologram. reality is an illusion. buy gold.' but all I -#remember is that it said 'eat copper' at the end. i also used minecraft ingots pngs cuz it's funny]#[IMAGE 6: the alpha twin title belongs to the silly ones. I don't make the rules.]#[IMAGE 7: :) ]#[OTHER: there's something else I had planned for this but I thought too much about it so now it's gonna be a comic.#hope i can finish it til next Wednesday]#have a lovely day everyone :]

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novicedraws · 1 year ago

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doodles!

@helsensm I raise your tattoo raiden idea to add with his white hair

also fun times below!

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deafleppard · 5 months ago

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'i'm so tired of having self respect, let's do something i'll regret"

#issy makes something #f1 #f1 edit #web weave #like. technically? i guess?#how do i tag this???#anyway two things about this #1. this originally began as just about james vowles. but i thought it had more impact #if it's about the overarching impact of the fucked up role of ceo and or tp of an f1 team so #and 2. aanya learned that i make all of my edits sitting like a gremlin on my bed or couch using my mac's track pad b/c of this so

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l3viat8an · 1 year ago

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Just thinkin’ about the way Solomon would give you little neck kisses whenever you’re cooking or doing the dishes and then he just stand there with his arms around your waist ‘n resting his chin on your shoulder <3

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aquanutart · 1 year ago

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#wind waker #loz #zelda #beedle #linktober #link #aquanutart #day 1: merchant #i really liked beedle in the wind waker he just always seemed so genuinely enthusiastic and happy to see you #i thought his compliment card was hilarious. i always bought a lot of bait anyway to complete my sea chart #and because i liked messing around as a bird i guess i'd buy hyoi pears; so i always racked up enough points without really trying #however i wasn't a fan of what they did with his character in games after that. he became pressuring and insincere #i understand why people would find a two-faced salesman character funny or interesting in his own right #but it's the opposite of what i originally liked about him #unfortunately this makes me question whether it was meant that way to begin with?#i don't know but i like to believe wind waker beedle actually meant his enthusiasm #back when ww beedle was the only beedle i always meant to show appreciation for him so i'm doing that now

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kuulpenguin · 5 months ago

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Memories <3

#mythicalsausage #solidaritygaming #jimmy solidarity #shubble #empires smp #I was going through my old art and found some of my original empires season 1 designs! :D #thought it could be fun to redraw a few of them <3 #mcyt

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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For Dru (@fortheloveofaussiegrit), thank you for completely and utterly brainrotting me with this moment 🙏

#HEHEHEHE SOO HAPPY WITH THIS AAAAAHHHHHH #hope you like it dru <3 #originally i was just going to draw oscar with the plushie #but then im like wait....mark is the type to proudly take pics of him(that clip of him taking pics of oscar)#but seriously that clip literally fucking murdered me #like it starts off with him randomly being all cutesy like #'oscar was tucked into bed 🥰 with his teddy 🥰🥰 which is a kangaroo actually! 🥰🥰'#which like murdered me on the spot. was literally just slapping my chair at that #and then the rest of the clip praising him and then comparing at the end #THANK YOU MARK FOR THAT. I GUESS.#just like. he hears party and champagne and his first thought is oscar cozy in bed...okay 🤔🤭#two theories(i said this to dru already):#A. he is telling the truth. i mean cmon came up with that one so quickly!#B. they had a private party to celebate oscar's win-*I am forcibly dragged away*#but jokes aside. so funny for mark to just headcanon on broadcast #f1 #formula 1 #mark webber #oscar piastri #2023 qatar gp #oscarmark #i dont know if ive actually ever seen any oscarmark fanart before? interesting #catie.art.

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skunkes · 9 months ago

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#a doodley #1. they shld not have given [cheye] the [freedom to draw penis in his sketchbook]#2. i like how talon's pointy vampyre ears hold his hair up as well as the thought of his original ears #sticking out a little...so he has reason to want to keep em covered anyway #DAMN they shadowbanned my post again

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gg-ladybug · 10 months ago

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I’ve been thinking nonstop about a post @nouverx made on March 3rd where Alastor asks “what country” the ace aro flag was, and my brain naturally made a meme about it.