#mutuals SHOULD message me so i know youre actually interested in talking to me and not in fact. literally anyone but me

[arsenicflame]

i will always reblog those "mutuals can message me!!!!" posts, but also i will absolutely never message anyone because i know they can't possibly mean me

[idontego]

Kaji Conceals His Relationship With You From His Friends

Summary: well, the title explains it, but do you think he can keep it a secret for much longer?

Warnings: swearing and suggestive violent behavior

A/n: I hope the ending didn’t disappoint! I thought it was a unique twist, pls.

As much and Kaji loves you, it was a mutual decision that your relationship be kept a secret from his friends because he didn’t want you to become a distraction because of how his friends would act towards him.

His friends knew who you were and looked at you as a mutual. They had no idea that you had a particular love interest and it was better kept that way. Kaji and you have been in a relationship for less than 6 months so far, but the more you stuck around him and his friends, the more they gained interest in you. Some of them even considered you a love interest and in fact had crushes on you. It wasn’t until recently that all of this unfolded.

Kaji was getting lunch with some of the second years, along with the first years. Kaji wasn’t too fond of most of the first years and would normally tune them out, that was until at Pothos you were brought up to the table. He immediately paused his music, but kept his headphones on.

Taiga was waving around his phone and said “Should i text y/n? I have her number and I’ve been thinking about asking her out on a date or somethin’.” Taiga said with his feet propped up on the table. “not if i beat you do it first, buddy.” Mitsuki said, leaning over the table grabbing Taiga’s phone from him. “There’s no way you haven’t even texted her yet. I’ve been knocking on that door for a few weeks. It’ll work soon, trust me.” Mitsuki proceeded.

“HEY GIVE ME THAT BACK!” Taiga said now also reaching over the table to get his phone back. Mitsuki was now typing something on his phone.

“I’m just gonna see if she at least responds to you! Don’t worry, you’re in good hands. You know how i am with the ladies.” Mitsuki reassured him.

Kaji sent over a piercing gaze to the both of them, crushing his lollipop between his teeth, making a loud cracking sound. He bit right through, all the way to the stick and he then realized he was gritting his teeth pretty hard and needed to keep listening to see if things got more out of hand. Would you actually respond to them? He wouldn’t expect you to say anything back to them, or at least he still hoped. He was now full of regret. Why did he not tell them sooner. It was for his own selfish reasons. He didn’t tell them because he felt he couldn’t genuinely handle them picking on him for being with you and making gushy jokes. Don’t even get me started on his phone. He just knows that if it was left unsupervised, they would try to send you some silly text or even worse, go through your messages.

Kaji began to mumble under his breath, completely consumed by the idea of their scheme and the reality of it happening right In front of his face. He ripped open another lollipop placing it in his mouth and put his headphones around his neck.

“You morons really think she’d say something back to ya’?” Kaji said with a straight face.

“What’s it to ya, Kaji? You like her or something? You’ve been pouting in the corner the whole time we’ve been here.” Taiga said.

Kaji’s eyebrows furrowed and he stood up and walked over to them stuffing his hands in his hoodie pocket. His fists were clenched so tight in this very moment he was breaking the skin in his palms from his nails.

“What’s it t’me?! Pick up the Goddamn phone, and send it, i dare you. Unless you wanna find out the hard way, ‘what it is to me’. ” He said. He closed his lips back around his lollipop and stood there, waiting for a response. His chest was heaving up and down, fast. The blood rushing to his face at a faster pace. Did he just give himself away?

“That’s it.” Sakura was now tuned into the conversation and started making his way to their table. He didn’t like all of this girl talk and was about to say something to all three of them until Nirei pulled Sakura’s arm, turning him around and saying “S-Sakura that is not a good idea! Please trust me! For starters, you know you don’t want to get Kaji fired up and second, it’s rumored that y/n is his girlfriend.” The room went silent. You could’ve heard a pin drop. Nirei’s face was unexplainable.

Kaji turned around to Nirei, spitting out his lollipop and lunging towards him, but Kaji was swiftly restrained.

“Of course you would be the one… TO FUCK EVERYTHING UP AND NOT LET ME HANDLE IT!” Kaji barked, his nose was scrunched and yelling at this point, showing his canines.

“I-i didn’t m-mean to, Kaji, please. Please forgive me.” Nirei pleaded.

Kaji took a deep breath and realized the two forces holding him back and relaxed his body, ripping open another lollipop, tossing it in his mouth. He knows you wouldn’t want him to be acting this way right now and concluded to own up to it. It wasn’t that he was ashamed of you by any means, he just wants to protect you so bad, even if that means from his own friends, but he truly doesn’t need to worry now that they all know.

“Secret’s out.” Kaji responded as he smoothed back down his hoodie and put his headphones back on. He walked out the door of Pothos by himself and the only thing that made a sound was the chimes of the bell on the door as he exited.

[siflshonen]

I’d love to interpret bkdk as romantic but I will be honest, it is difficult to do when a het ship is being hinted at more explicitly. I’m still glad Horikoshi did not include a full-on confession though. We can do what we want in fics without having to rework canon.

Love your posts, thank you for your wonderful insights into bkdk. Your meta is always well-done.

I know this ask was originally meant for someone else, and you’re absolutely right that bakuhatsufallinlove does fantastic meta. You’re very wise to see how great of a job they do and it’s kind of you to say so. It’s also very kind of you to read my posts.

I’m about to not be quite so kind.

I hate Izuocha. And I’m annoyed by the insinuation that Ochako breaking down in tears over Himiko to Izuku - her big moment of bearing her emotions out in the open to him - is seen as an endgame romance, especially since the only other detail we have to go off of is Ochako smiling at Izuku in their hero suits when Todoroki is kinda doing the same thing, AND when I should DAMN WELL hope Ochako and Izuku are still friends and looking out for each other, especially since they bonded over the traumatic deaths of those they failed to save.

I’m insulted that Ochako’s confessions to Himiko are disregarded like that, or the tumultuous chaos she grapples with in her heart is brushed aside. I’m insulted by the insinuation that Ochako’s known love of seeing happy, smiling people is not acknowledged and instead her expressing joy over seeing that on Izuku’s face is painted over as being implied, for-sure romantic endgame. Maybe it is, sure. Anything is possible. I’m sure Himiko wants the best for Ochako and for her to be happy, and would probably think it was romantic that her feelings also reached Izuku by way of Ochako as being someone they mutually loved.

But Himiko is dead and it ripped Ochako apart, and her reaction to that is the last in-depth look we get at her feelings. Izuku recognizing that Ochako is a hero in her own right (not a heroine, aka a damsel for the hero to save and then end up with romantically per Japanese storytelling roles, not just “a female hero” like we think of it in English) is gratifying and wonderful. And I’m insulted by the insinuation that just because Izuku acknowledges that Ochako is and has been his hero and always saved him that this must mean that they are implied to be the romantic endgame. God forbid they mutually admire each other and respect each other and the story just ends there, and god forbid Izuku calling her his hero sends a totally different message.

Now, as for Katsuki. You cannot tell me that he doesn’t have some kind of deep feelings for Izuku. @bakuhatsufallinlove has posted extensively about unspoken feelings with a likewise unspoken understanding are common for Japanese romances, but I’ll admit I’m not here to talk about that.

Do you really want to tell me that Horikoshi-sensei allowing Katsuki and Izuku to keep their arms and have an implied handhold at the end doesn’t mean as much as whatever the fuck Ochako is doing in the final panel?

In Naruto, which BNHA takes many cues from, Sasuke and Naruto had their arms ripped off because the editor didn’t approve of the two of them holding hands in panel. Apparently, that’s too romantic and inappropriate for the male leads of a shonen. Given that, how interesting that the doctor recommended that Katsuki’s hand-holding arm be amputated. How interesting that Katsuki refuses. How interesting that Katsuki refuses while thinking not just of All Might, probably not really of All Might, but Izuku. How interesting that Izuku also keeps both arms, and we as readers are very certain they held hands even if it is not shown.

How interesting that Katsuki is not just the heart of Izuku’s mech suit project (and, in some respects, of the class,) but of Izuku’s image of victory, Izuku’s “Pro Hero with a quirk” origin, the heart of what he believes a real hero is like, and the literal actual heart of what he wanted to defend from ShigAFO multiple times over. How interesting that Katsuki’s story is in part him learning how to not be a burden to Izuku or used against him like, say, a heroine-damsel-in-distress might be used, AND it is also in part him learning to come to terms with his feelings for Izuku. In fact, we spend basically the whole manga dwelling on this with him. It’s that important that he reconciled Izuku with his heart and desires.

Izuku, who is so tearfully happy that Katsuki wants to be with him for the rest of their lives in whatever form that takes, even when they weren’t sure he was going to have a quirk and be able to be Katsuki’s superhero rival. Izuku, who is so happy to be with Kacchan and the class as a hero again, in part BECAUSE it is with Kacchan………….and everyone else on the next page.

Nothing is for sure. Nobody kissed or got married or whatever, sure. But you really want to tell me Izuocha is more heavily implied based on the ending?

Thanks for the ask. I’m sorry you feel that way. Get off my lawn.

[lucent-roase]

random long rant belowww

i was in my first serious relationship for about a year and a half. we met two years ago through a mutual friend and i fell really hard. six months went by and we became a couple and it was nice and we were interested in the same things. unfortunately, both of us were very unwell mentally, but we made it work and we helped each other get better bit by bit. we were both so infatuated with each other and out of all my relationships, i had a flicker of hope that this has to be my future. we made plans, we agreed on practically everything, it was going to be easy and by golly it was just right there. i helped him put the shovel down and he started to want to live until he grew gray and old. with me.

suddenly a few months ago something seemed to click for him and he was so. much. mentally. healthier. he began to take up hobbies like guitar and writing and he even got a pet rat (who is the sweetest little thing, her name is Mochi). unfortunately, i was left in a shell of this perfect routine i made up that included him in everything i did. i was happy he felt better, but this was so different from everything we had before. he then fixated on a show that i can’t ever seem to like, and at that point we were barely talking to each other anymore because our interests were no longer aligned and he didn’t want to talk to me even when he had free time. it was a weird 180° from how we used to be and i was uncomfortable. we started arguing a lot and became more distant as things progressed. i started sensing lies and since then, could hardly trust his word about anything. he admitted that he wasn’t actually that much better and was trying to keep me away from that, hiding his worst from me, but i just couldn’t believe that, since he was happily talking to his other friends (that were apparently creeps that he wanted to shield me from, though that didn’t make me feel any better about them).

i was getting irritated and despite practically needing to speak to him every day, asked for a break. i didn’t cry as much as i thought i would. the lies were settling in and i realized that i put up with a lot more than i needed to. we broke up a little while after talking again.

i started learning to care for myself without needing to lean on him, but i was mourning the future i was supposed to have. even though i was figuring out that future wasn’t meant for me, that i truly wanted different things in life, and that he wasn’t the partner i saw him as (also an even shittier friend), i felt like my life was ruined indefinitely.

but it’s been a few weeks, maybe a month, and i’m following the path i really do think i want. i’m drawing and it makes me happy, i’m collaborating with other artists, and i’m making lots of friends because i’m not focused on only one person anymore. all of this i’m doing without him. there’s no doubt that my heart aches when i see he’s blocked me on yet another site just to keep me from talking to him in public, or when i look at older messages and see how happy we both were, but i’m able to self-regulate.

i don’t know. it’s tricky trying to navigate where your future is going when you had it all planned out, but i guess there’s still time. i mourn what i had but i also grieved happiness for much longer than i should have.

[shubblelive]

— HOW IT WORKS

summary : you have never liked wilbur soot. the two of you just always seemed to butt heads. you’re civil, though, especially because you have mutual friends. one of whom seems to have an ulterior motive.

genre : fluff

warnings : swearing, alcohol/drinking (not to excess) protective!best friend! niki is pissed at wilbur the ENTIRE time, reader has hair that reaches at least their shoulder (type, texture and colour aren’t described), tommy being a shithead

pairing : cc!wilbur soot x fem!cc!reader, one-sided enemies to lovers

pronouns : she/her

featuring : cc!wilbur soot, cc!nihachu, cc!tommyinnit (mentioned)

word count : 1.4k

note : ty for 300, can’t even begin to explain how much i appreciate it tagging @starsyoubreaklikesugardust because of how lovely she is. title stolen from one of my favourite taylor songs ofc

“please, niki,”

he’d been begging for nearly 15 minutes at this point, but niki was stone faced. she was one of his best friends, he knew all the tricks to make her give in. he’d complimented her, talking about her new hair colour and how it suited her. he’d made himself seem as pathetic as possible so she’d be more likely to help. he’d given her begging eyes, trying as hard as he could to convince her.

he only had one more trick left, and after that it would be pure brute force: asking over and over again until she got pissed off enough to either yell at him to fuck off or she’d agree.

“but, niki, please,” she huffed as wilbur started talking again. “imagine,” he pulled his face up beside hers to guide her on his journey of persuasion. “events in which you can hang out with me and not feel guilty. events in which you can hang out with her and not feel guilty. picture not having to be weird and squirmy around me when you say you can’t film with me because you’re filming with her. not having-”

“enough!” niki put her phone down, looking at wilbur, unimpressed. “you know she’d kill me, right?”

“pretty sure she’d thank you if it works out the way i want it to,” wilbur said innocently, and niki picked up a pillow, ready to hit him with it. “come on! for me? for your best friend?”

“the answer is no wilbur,”

“but-”

“no, i already have to listen to you whine about how much she doesn’t like you, i don’t want to have to listen you talk about how much she does.” niki shook her head. “i’m sorry. i can’t help you.”

lo and behold, thanks to brute force it was less than twenty minutes before she finally agreed, and wilbur walked out of her flat armed with his new knowledge.

there was only another 2 weeks before he had to use it. tommy had finally moved out of his shithole apartment, and he had a small get together with a few other brighton streamers. including you.

your cardigan had slipped off your shoulder, and he resisted the urge to pull it back up. not in a predatory “no one should see your shoulders” sort of way, but more in a protective, wanting you to be warm way.

you’d first met wilbur six months ago, and he’d declare it was love at first sight. niki had actually been the one to introduce you, and he’d never be able to thank her enough for all the help she’d given regarding you. the first night, you’d were lovely. all soft smiles and laughing too hard at his shit jokes. he’d brushed a lock of hair off your shoulder and it had given you both goosebumps. wilbur had decided right then and there that before the night was over, he was going to kiss you. or at least attempt to, unless you weren’t interested.

he’d left you alone for fifteen minutes to go get a drink and to use the bathroom, and on his way back he’d been apprehended by tommy. the bastard had made fun of him for how whipped he looked the entire night, and wilbur had been too self conscious to admit he wanted to go back to talk to you. when he’d finally lost tommy’s interest, he’d also apparently lost yours.

you avoided him for the rest of the night, sending short replies whenever he messaged you until finally, he stopped.

he hadn’t dated anyone since, putting it down to it simply not being something important right now. he pointedly ignored the fact that he still really wanted to kiss you.

now, he watched you sip your drink while you chatted with tommy. someone new showed up and tommy had to excuse himself to say hi, and that was when wilbur approached. "fancy seeing you here."

you smiled politely, trying to mask your evident distaste for him. "hi,"

"you look really nice," he tugged gently on the sleeve of your cardigan. "'s this new?"

you pulled back. "thank you. and no, i've had it for a while. i think i see niki, i should go talk to her. have a nice night, wilbur."

perfectly polite, if a little brusque. you floated off, pulling the cardigan back up over your shoulder as you reached your best friend. "what did he want?" niki asked curiously.

"just trying to talk to me," you didn't wanna start a fight, so you waved him off. niki, however, kept pushing.

"yeah? about what?"

"doesn't matter, nik-"

"why do you hate him?"

you shut your mouth. "i don't-"

"yes, you do. and i love you both, and i just want to fix it but i don't know how!" she sounded upset, and you frowned. she took a gulp of the rest of the water in her glass. "i'm going to get enother drink. i'll be back."

so you were left alone in tommy's crowded living room, having pissed off the one person you'd really want to talk to. the only other person who wasn't speaking to someone else was wilbur.

there was no point in staying at this point. you finished your drink and grabbed your bag, stepping out into the hallway to call a taxi. it was raining outside, and you were huddled under the awning as best you could, pulling your cardigan back over your shoulder.

the metal door to the building buzzed as it was open. it was wilbur, black coat pulled tight around him. he shrugged it off, shoving it towards you. rain had started trickling down your back, and you were shaking uncontrollably.

"are you insane?" he had to yell for you to hear him. when you didn’t take the coat, he tossed it at you. you caught it instinctively. "what are you doing?"

"going home." you replied, throwing it over your shoulders, leaving your arms out. "what are you doing here?"

"i came to check on you!"

"we're not friends, wilbur!" you rolled your eyes, rain pounding the top of your head and soaking you to the bone. "what do you want?"

"why do you hate me?"

your voice went up an octave. "why does everyone keep asking me that? i don't hate you! ok, we're fine. just go back inside, my cab's coming." you looked at your phone and your face fell. they'd cancelled on you. "fuck.”

"let me drive you home," he begged. "please."

"we are not friends!" you emphasised. "wilbur, come on-"

"you know i'm in love with you, right?" you stopped in your tracks, mouth left open. "i have been since i first met you! i thought you were the prettiest girl i've ever seen, and i was going to kiss you. the very first night we met."

tears had welled up in your eyes, blending with the rain. he wanted to wipe them away, but he kept talking. "and i had just worked up the courage to, when suddenly you decided you hated me! why? what did i do? please, just tell me!"

"you're being cruel, wilbur," you sobbed. he was taunting you. telling you what you wanted to hear, making you admit to how you felt only to shove it in your face. you were being pathetic.

"i love you," he said quietly. "and if you don't feel the same, then that's fine. but this has been the longest six months of my entire life. and it's because i was a coward. i was too afraid to tell you how i felt."

"you talked to tommy that night," your voice was low, so soft he almost couldn't hear you over the rain. "kid was making fun of you, said you were being a simp, or something." you wiped a tear away furiously. "and you said. "her?" as if the idea was so terrible. "sure." you said. you laughed, and then came right back to my side and tried to flirt with me."

he faltered. he did say that. it had been loud that night. he was a little drunk, and irritated with his younger brother figure, and all he had wanted was to get back to you. tommy wouldn’t stop making fun of him and he wanted to kiss you so bad his mind went blank. he was an asshole.

“believe me, darling,” he pleaded. “i know i was a dick, and i hurt you. but that was a lie. i wanted tommy off my back, so i said it to shut him up. but trust me, it’s not true at all. i love you, really. and i’ll wait forever and ever, if that’s what it takes for you to believe me.” there was nothing but sincerity in his eyes. “please, let me drive you home.”

so, you ended up in the front seat of wilbur soot’s car on your way back to your place. you’d noticed that he’d nearly died of shock when you’d let him hold your hand with his free one. you could only imagine how he’d react when you let him kiss you on the sidewalk in front of your house.

he’d have to thank niki later.

[mcufan72]

It's not a thought, it's a fact

Loki x female reader(18+)

18+/ enemies (?) to lovers/ bantering/ mutual pining/ fluff/ a little bit angsty/ implied smut but no actual smut.

Loki is part of the Avengers, you are one of Tony's office assistants.

"I won't team up with him, Tony!"

"She would love to," Loki smirked.

"No, Laufeyson, I would never. I hate you," you complained.

"She doesn't!" Loki teased back, grinning at Tony.

"I do hate you and I'll never team up with you," you snarled, glancing disdainfully at Loki.

"Stop it, you're worse than toddlers! I had enough of kindergarten now. You two team up for that mission and wait in the car for the delinquent. Observe the area and when you see him leaving the building you message us so we can get him," Tony became obviously furious.

"No! Are you serious Tony? I would rather spend a whole day with a hundred snakes in that car than with him!" You stated harshly.

"As I said, she likes me," Loki grinned smugly, hands on his hips.

"No, I hate you… Tony, please why can I not stay behind my desk and do my work? He can do it alone." You begged.

"No, he can't and you know why…", Tony responded.

"I'm not his nanny! Ask one of his countless affairs to pamper his royal ass." Your anger grew and you definitely didn't want to sit in the car together with Loki.

"My what?" Loki raised his eyebrows.

"Your countless affairs…don't play dumb, Laufeyson. You should tell your playthings to giggle and scream more quietly when you…bless them with your …princely features." You complained and crossed your arms in front of your chest.

Loki opened his mouth to say something but he decided to swallow down his words and closed his mouth again.

"Y/n, you know most of us are on a mission and we don't have enough agents here to solve the actual problem. We need you to support us. So please, do me the favour, get in that car with Laufeyson and observe the said delinquent!" Tony commanded strictly with no room for further discussion.

"I've no other choice I guess…," you sighed.

"Nope!" Tony answered.

"It's going to be a nice afternoon…," Loki rejoiced, smirking again.

"Shut up, Laufeyson," you snarled.

On the way to the car parking lot you didn't even look at him, you tried to ignore him. Why couldn't you just stay in your office? Why were you punished to do this observation with Loki Laufeyson, the bane of your existence?

"Don't even think about talking to me. Just keep your mouth shut and don't you dare bother me!" You said to him with a pissed-off undertone while you both entered the car.

"Oh, I'm quite a good storyteller…"

"Laufeyson…"

"…I could tell you an Asgardian fairytale…"

"…shut up…"

You arrived at the observing location and Loki parked the car some distance from the building you had to observe. You loosened your seat belt and tried to get comfortable in your seat. You still ignored him but you couldn't ignore how sexy he looked when he drove the car, his veiny forearms and hands holding and controlling the steering wheel. One of his arms now rested on his bent leg. He was too tall for this car and he had some struggles finding a comfortable sitting position.

"Why don't you like me?" Loki asked you curiously.

"Oh, I don't just not like you, I hate you!"

"Why? What have I done to deserve this?" He wanted to know, seemingly disappointed.

"You're arrogant, spoiled, rude, vain, hostile… wanna hear more?"

"Oh, yes please it's going to get interesting," he scuffed.

"You're insatiable, cheeky, unpredictable …and disgusting and a man whore …I hate men like you."

"And you're full of prejudice. You don't know me. You don't know anything about me. You didn't even try once!"

"Why should I? I've seen enough." You answered annoyingly.

"What have you seen?"

"All the women who got nibbled by you …and I…I've heard them. How many women do you need per day? One? Or three? For morning, noon, and evening? Like 'three women a day take the pain in my cock away'? Are you ever satisfied?"

"Satisfaction is not in my nature."

"Oh, yes that's not new information …"

"Why do you think I whore around and have lots of women? Is it wrong to have needs? Don't you have them?" Loki asked you curiously.

"My needs are none of your business. At this point our conversation is finished, Laufeyson."

The observation and the long wait for the delinquent Tony wanted to get caught was boring and tiring so after a while you fell asleep. After an hour you woke up yawning and stretched your limbs.

"Welcome back, sleeping beauty. Did you sleep well?" Loki asked you sarcastically.

"I didn't sleep, it was just a slight slumber."

"Aahh, okay so snoring is your favourite hobby…I get it."

"Shut up… and I do not snore."

"You do…it's cute." He said softly.

"Fuck you, Laufeyson!"

"You don't have a kind word for me, do you?"

"No! You're just a pain in the ass. Any signs of the delinquent?"

"You didn't answer my question."

"What question?" you asked him annoyed.

"Why do you think I make out with a lot of women and let them warm my bed?" Loki sounded a bit hurt.

You huffed and inhaled deeply.

"Laufeyson… it's not a thought, it's a fact."

"And you know why exactly?"

"I. Can. Hear. Them. My room is pretty close to yours. And you must be very good in the bedroom department when they squeal that loud and with such delight." You answered him with faked kindness.

"Should we try it? I could show you how …"

"Uurrgghh…no! Never, Laufeyson. You're not that good-looking that I would share a bed with you. And by the way, I'm not that easy to get. I'll never be a further notch in your bedpost. You'll never have me!"

"Very good, because you wouldn't even be my third choice!" He said harshly.

Your harsh words felt like you had stabbed him with his sharpest knife. He stared through the windscreen while tears welled up in his eyes.

You stared through your side window and bit on the inside of your quivering lower lip. Why did his words hurt you? You knew you were nothing special, you were just an average woman, not in the slightest as beautiful as all the models or whatever they were he used to devour every day.

He would never find you attractive or worth talking to and so you decided to continue hating him. A few minutes later you saw the wanted criminal leaving the by you observed building.

"Loki, look… over there on the left…," and your one hand grabbed his forearm, the index finger of your other hand pointing in the direction of the fugitive who left the building.

Loki saw him too and while he contacted Tony immediately, he looked down at your hand on his arm. Your touch caused goosebumps all over his skin and it felt so damn good.

"Mission accomplished," he informed Tony briefly.

You quickly withdrew your hand from Loki's arm and you scolded yourself inwardly. It was definitely unnecessary to touch him but it didn't feel bad…he didn't feel bad.

"What was that?"

"What do you mean?" You weren't able to look at him and you kept staring through the windscreen, your gaze fixed on the wanted criminal. That guy seemed to feel safe because he didn't walk any further.

"You touched me."

"I didn't touch you. I just wanted your attention...," you huffed.

"Well, you succeeded." He couldn't avoid a grin.

You felt a burning heat on your face…you were blushing like hell. Within a minute, the Agents, which weren't far away from your current location, arrested the wanted criminal and Loki and you were allowed to return home. You spent the car ride back to Stark Tower in awkward silence.

You returned to your apartment and took a shower. After that, you put some body lotion on your body and spread it over your skin. You looked at yourself in the mirror. You were satisfied with your appearance and your body. Both weren't flawless or perfect but acceptable. Would Loki like your body? Would he even like you one day? You thought about the countless nights when you had pleasured yourself while thinking of him. You always wished it were his fingers sliding through your wet folds and fingering your cunt, his thumb, that circled your needy clit, making you moan. With every orgasm you gave yourself you silently called his name. Why did you even ask yourself that question? Why should he want you? It seemed he could be a pleasant conversation partner. His wit and his charm were adorable. But instead to befriend him you did everything to expel him. And you did it just because you were afraid to fall in love with him and anyways it would be a love he never would reciprocate. He would never want a Midgardian girl.

You got dressed in tight-fitting blue jeans and a loose black T-shirt with a deep v-neck. You had just left your apartment when you heard pleasure screams ring out over the corridor. You inhaled deeply and rolled your eyes in annoyance. You had just returned less than an hour ago and he already fucked the next woman. Unbelievable. You looked in the direction where Loki's apartment was…and a door was opened.

But it wasn't Loki's door. It was Bucky's and a blonde giggling Barbie double left his apartment and walked past you without greeting you. Not that her bad manners would bother you but you didn't like women like her. Bucky's apartment was diagonally opposite of Loki's and suddenly realization hit you. It wasn't Loki who was whoring around, it was Bucky! You had often seen the same types of women here, nearly every day and you always assumed they were Loki's affairs.

You headed to the kitchen to prepare yourself some pasta and a fresh salad for dinner. You turned the music on and sang along while preparing the ingredients for your meal. You felt bad now because you did Loki wrong. The sounds of pleasure you had heard all the time never came from his room. How embarrassing. You had been such a fool and Loki had been right, you were full of prejudices. The whole time he tried to tell you that he didn't change his partners like others changed their socks. But you never really listened to him. You didn't know how but you had to apologize to him.

Could she have been more obvious today? Now Loki knew for sure you would never be interested in him, let alone fall in love with him. He has been smitten with you since the first day he saw you. Your appearance, your behaviour, the way you moved, the way you spoke to others…you were adorable. You never had a nice word for him. It seemed you always looked at him disgusted and annoyed.

Sure! It was because you thought he was a man whore. You only bantered with him and he'd rather let you insult him than not talk to you at all. It was enough for him because he would never get the chance to make you fall in love with him and to make you his woman. He tried to focus on other women but they were never interested in his personality or in things he loved to talk about. They just wanted his body and his cock to satisfy their carnal desires. To be horny sometimes and to surrender to pleasure was nothing bad per se. But if he was honest he just wanted to share it with you.

After he had taken a shower, he stood naked in front of his large mirror, looking at himself. He knew he was attractive. After all, he was a god. Every part of his body seemed to be perfect. His long raven hair, which cascaded over his broad shoulders, his strong arms with the well-built biceps, his big hands made to grab a woman's hips or hold her in his arms, his chiselled chest and his perfectly build abs, the seductive v-line and the happy trail that leads to his cock, those long muscular legs, his well-toned ass …nearly every woman he got to know wanted exactly this, and only this…the perfect muscular, godly body to satisfy their needs. But there was one muscle they never wanted, they never cared about …his heart. It stayed cold and empty… until he met you.

He had lost count of how many times he had stroked himself to orgasm at the thought of you. How much he wished it was your hand which stroked his aching length and fondled his swollen balls. Your hands would feel heavenly when they would roam over his body to caress him and take his pain and loneliness away. To hold you in his arms and fall asleep with you together in his bed was his biggest wish. You looked so cute today when you had fallen asleep in the car seat next to him.

And besides all of this, you were an eloquent and lovely woman and he'd love to talk with you about all the things you both were interested in. But it would stay a dream. Everything would stay a dream and that was the greatest pain of all.

He got dressed. He wore a half-open white shirt with rolled-up sleeves and dark blue trousers, his feet bare. He was hungry so he headed off to the kitchen to have a look if there was something he could eat for dinner.

The closer he came to the kitchen the louder became the music from there and then he saw you. You were preparing some pasta and a salad and you sang along to the music. He knew how much you loved doing it, he often watched you from afar. It always made him smile but he never dared to join you when you were alone in the kitchen, preparing some food or making some tea or coffee. And you were barefoot again, like him. Loki grinned happily because it was something you had in common. You both loved to walk around at home without shoes and socks.

He was starving and your pasta smelled delicious. Normally he would leave the kitchen area immediately until you would be gone again but this time, he didn't leave. Something told him, he should try to talk to you tonight.

"Hello y/n. It's me. Just don't notice me! I just want to look for something to eat," Loki said softly as he approached from behind. He didn't want to scare you because you were still singing and hadn't recognised him entering the kitchen. You turned around to look at him and greeted him and this time you were not annoyed or harsh.

"Good evening Loki. Did the smell of my pasta bring you to the kitchen? Please, join me. You can help me get the table ready." You asked him nicely.

Loki was amazed because he wasn't used to hearing a friendly word from you.

"Are you sure you want me to join you?"

"An absolutely legitimate question but yes, I'm sure, Loki."

"Not 'Laufeyson' anymore?"

You both chuckled and smiled at each other.

"No, it's unkind and inappropriate," you said and bit nervously into your lower lip.

"No confessions of how much you dislike me? No confessions of how much you despise me? I loved the bantering between us," he said hesitantly, a hint of sarcasm in his voice.

"I love it, too, Loki," you answered soft-spoken.

"Do you still hate me?" Loki questioned thickly.

"I never did. But don't forget, I'm not even your third choice."

"No, you aren't. You are always my first choice, my beauty! And my only choice. I'm going mad from the desire to hold you in my arms. I'm not a man whore. I just dated a woman sometimes and once in a while I also spent the night with a woman. And my apartment is soundproof, I'd never expose the woman I share my bed with. I'm still looking for the one and only woman who wants to be a part of my life and who wants to own my heart. The woman who allows me to love and worship her. And who loves me back in the same way."

His voice was so deep and rich and you felt like he had wrapped you in a velvety blanket

"I know. The sounds of passion never came from your rooms. I learned my lesson earlier before I headed to the kitchen. Please forgive me, handsome. I did you wrong. And you think I could be the one for you?" You asked him shyly.

"It's not a thought, it's a fact. I'm not gonna fuck you tonight, sweet thing. I want to court you, impress you, seduce you. I'll make you mine one day, I'd love to hear your cries of pleasure but…I want that romantic stuff, too. And I want that first. I've never wanted any woman the way I want you. I never wanted these women who threw themselves on me just because of my looks. I want you to fall in love with me. You're too precious to me to be just a fling. I want you to stay with me."

"I want all of this, too. I was such an idiot, Loki, full of prejudices and so jealous of the other women who weren't even yours. And I was so afraid of falling in love with you because… I thought you would reject me. After all, you are a god. I'm deeply sorry. Please, Loki court me! Let us have all that romantic stuff." You explained and a tear ran down your cheek.

"Your wish is my order, my beauty. Do you allow me to kiss you?"

"Only if you allow me to kiss you back."

"I wish for nothing else…"

Loki pulled you gently into his arms and cupped your cheek in his hand, his thumb trailing over your cheekbone. He kissed your lips tenderly before he deepened the kiss and it became a passionate one. His strong, muscular body flush against yours felt heavenly and you reciprocated his desirable kiss and wrapped your arms tightly around his neck. It was the sweetest, most genuine and most longingly kiss you ever got or gave someone. And he smelled so good and you were completely enchanted by him.

Loki couldn't believe that you had allowed him to kiss you. Your soft lips on his felt unbelievably good and your scent and your taste intoxicated him. You were enchanting in every way. This kiss wasn't just a kiss. It was a promise that you would be honest with each other and not just this, you would also be the only true love for each other.

"Would you like to have dinner with me? I cooked pasta with salmon, with a hint of dill and paisley and I made a fresh salad. It's enough for two!"

"I'd love to. Could be a good start, couldn't it?" Loki smiled lovingly at you.

"Is this our first date then?" You asked him softly.

"It's our first date then!" Loki answered and he kissed you again until you both were breathless.

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Taglist:

@lokisprettygirl @wheredafandomat @anukulee @smolvenger @stupidthoughtsinwriting @lokixryss @huntress-artemiss @obscureenigmatic @fictive-sl0th @lovingchoices14

[l-in-the-light]

How clingy is Law when being in a relationship? 👀

I sort of answered this one before, though it's kinda scattered among many different asks. I will put it all together for you here, fill up the blanks and summarize neatly.

First of all, would he be clingy at all? And if so, in what ways? Let's cover the "yes" option first, because he would be, but perhaps not in "usual way" when you think of someone being clingy (which is sending messages constantly, always seeking your attention, literally clinging to you physically in any way they can - those things Law would definitely never do).

Overall, I think Law would be a caring and dedicated partner in a romantic relationship, loyal to the grave type, never one to betray. His love would know no boundaries and his partner would be always on his mind. But it would be probably a bit heavy though, considering everything he went through. He would be always worried about losing that person, he would also sacrifice the whole world if needed just to prevent that from happening. He's like "I would drag you forcefully to safety if I have to, even against your will". Other than that he wouldn't limit their freedom.

But his experiences and overdedication to keep that person safe definitely suggests some form of clinginess indeed, it's like his own emotional wellbeing depends on his obsession of keeping the other person safe (it's definitely a result of his trauma, but also his "older brother" overprotective nature. A dangerous mix!). I mean, look what he does in One Piece Red, he literally stores Luffy inside Barto's barrier and rolls him around, just to keep him out of trouble, this is his personal fear of losing his important person taking over him completely. Though we're talking about Luffy so he didn't have much choice, but I have a feeling he would do it for anyone else important to him as well. You could totally see it as kinda clingy (but so is Luffy towards him, so I guess it's alright. They match each other's crazy in this regard, after all).

I actually think jealousy can also be a form of clinginess, and I think Law is capable of showing at least a bit of that. He would be very childish when jealous. Any time his partner shows unusual interest in someone else, he would try to extinguish it immediately, but never directly. He would try to find a less personal reason to show his partner he should drop the interest in the new person, especially if he's afraid it would make him lose the special connection he has to his significant other.

But if his partner would actually betray him or have a fling, I believe Law would also be very forgiving, even if his partner really hurt his feelings. And it's not because he's that benevolent or good-natured, patient like an angel. It's because he would forgive just about anything as long as his important person is safe and sound, so for that reason he would totally disregard his own feelings, needs and wellbeing. It's not very healthy and also carries a hint of clinginess. And his hurt over the betrayal would actually run really deep in him, because Law believes a relationship without mutual trust is not worthy being called a relationship (the same way he thinks about alliances). In the longer go this could totally lead to a breakup, just not immediately. When you think about it, Cora-san lied to him a lot, especially about not being a Marine, and that was important to Law. Yet he allowed Cora-san to lie to him and forgave him. I think this tells us a lot about Law. I can see him doing the same to his partner, even asking them "Are you betraying me?" and just accepting if he's lied to, without pointing it out or doing anything about it.

Now let's cover the "no" option, as in: he isn't clingy. Let's not forget he is very emotionally withdrawn so besides the few scenarios I listed above, he wouldn't actually cling to anyone. At times he might also act very distant or push his partner away, just because he thinks that will be better for them in the longer go or because he feels like he cares way too much. He has a lot of issues and those issues aren't going away in the relationship (don't believe in the "love will fix you" crap, it's just a fairytale, you bring your traumas into your relationships, they're not gonna magically disappear). So unless it's a life-endangering situation, Law's first instinct would be the exact opposite of clinging to someone - he would actually just go away, push them away, not to impose himself on his partner, or suffer quietly on his own. Unless it would be about his pride as a captain, but we're speaking romantic relationships here :D

It would take a lot of effort to make him get into an actual romantic relationship, but once he falls in love he falls in love for life. Just look at his dedication to Cora-san after all. There's no way anyone can take that spot in his heart, it would be the same if he falls in love romantically. So he would be extremely commited and to only one partner. If you want to see it as definitive answer that "yes, he's very clingy", then go ahead, just please remember it's really nuanced in this case. His clinginess has the flavour of "I will devote myself to this person for life, but they won't even know they mean the whole world to me" kinda way, pushing his own needs to second place or even further. But it would occassionally show, because you can't completely hide a love that is so big. This dedication though doesn't sound very romantic, or maybe it does?

Also if you want to see how a potential date with Law could look like I'm leaving you with a link: https://www.tumblr.com/l-in-the-light/760451338590191616 in short: he would be so devoted to his partner they might feel overwhelmed by it. Would that be considered clingy though? Please let me know what you think about that, anon :D

[bcolfanfic]

"they like me too? are you sure? is this a prank?" for the mutual crush prompts? feel free to alter it however you want too :)

going oc crazy here bc i haven’t actually written em yet and i wanna lol. so. wyatt and micah <3 young vets au wise that’s nash/helen’s son (ev’s step son) and the bucks son. rachel and i’s rule of thumb for the OC kids age gaps is “whatever serves the story” LMAO. but here wyatt is 22 and micah is 19. meadow and bry are curt/ken's twin girlies.

/ / /

meadow biddick

wyatt told me something super interesting last night (:

Micah rolled his bottom lip inwards, exhaling as he tapped his thumb against his screen. Wyatt had mentioned in passing the other day that the "New York gang" was getting together over the weekend.

Really, he should've known that would only end in someone in his business. And it should've been obvious who that someone would be, but that was here nor there.

He sat up in bed, rubbing his eyes and looking out the window. Wyoming was home- and didn't think he'd actually like living in a big city all that much anyways. But he'd been home from school for a few days and was already itching to look at flights, just for a weekend. Just for Wyatt.

Which was silly, really. Wyatt was probably glad to have him out of his hair, be back in New York with his family and his city friends.

They were friends- friends that did things as he'd put it trying to explain to Josie when she'd prodded. But it wasn't anything more than that, and never would be. No matter how he felt about it.

meadow biddick

but if you wanna know what you have to venmo me 3 dollars.

micah

no. just tell me.

meadow biddick

he missessss you. was talking about how how he's hoping you guys come up here for new years. i wonder why...

Locking his phone without replying to that, he forced himself out of bed and into the kitchen. Plopping down across from Josie- he didn't think he looked in any sort of mood until caught saw her squinting at him.

"Somethin' wrong?"

"You look mopey, missin' your boyfriend?" She asked with a little laugh under her breath, punctuating it with a kissy sound.

It made him itch in a way only his sister could make him itch.

"He's not my boyfriend." He said inhaling sharply, glancing back down the hallway where he'd heard at least one of their dads getting out of bed a few minutes ago.

He hadn't told his either of them about the turn of events with Wyatt over the semester, and as far as he was concerned Wyatt hadn't told his folks either. Felt more awkward than it was worth when they were just hooking up anyways.

"Hey dad, by the way I started having sex with Blakley's son. Just thought you should know."

Absolutely not.

Josie hummed, bobbing her head from side to side and finishing her bite of Cheerios before she shot back. "Maybe in that delusional little head of yo-"

Micah interrupted her with a groan, pressing the sides of his hands into his eyes and tearing them away abruptly."

"Do you ever shut up?"

"Good morning always works too y'know."

John looked like he was holding back a laugh, ruffling Micah's hair as he reached over him to grab the cereal box. "If you guys are gonna do this all break we're flipping a coin to send one of you to Wisconsin with my ma."

Josie rolled her eyes, leaning back in her chair with her arms crossed. "If Micah would stop being such a pussy about-"

"Josie STOP."

That seemed to get the message across at least, Micah figuring he looked pretty damn panicked when she mouthed "sorry" at him with what appeared to be a trace of genuine guilt in her eyes.

"New topic." John said, clearing his throat as he set his bowl on the table and sat down. "Been talking to Uncle Curt and the New York gang about comin' up for New Years. You guys interested?"

Micah watched whatever guilt he'd seen in his sister vanish in all of three seconds.

"Oh I think that'd be wonderful." She drawled, and Micah pushed his foot into her ankle under the table. His phone buzzed before he could opine himself, a new text from Meadow waiting when he turned it over from where he'd had it resting in his lap.

meadow biddick

also i was being an asshole but i did get him to say he really likes you. so do with that what you will.

micah

we grew up together, i'd hope he likes me

meadow biddick

that was very obviously not what he meant. bry asked if he had a crushhh and he got all red faced and stupid.

someday, you'll thank me

[cosmic-chemist]

Hello!!!! Yearly tumblr pinned post hiiii :

My name is alex, I’m 18 !! usually a fnaf au artist but alas, im fixated on mcsm rn!!! ^_^

anyways i usually struggle with actually socializing with people here so pls pls dont mind my awkardness LMFAOOOOO

I love talking to people so pls pls feel free to send me asks or ask to me mutuals or whatevs

tags i use !!111!1

#art (obvious all my art is here)

#cosmic rambles (tag i use when im yapping ofc ofc)

fandom tags

most of the fandoms ive posted fanart for :3

#fnaf

#genshin impact

#mcsm #minecraft storymode

Interests!!!

• Fnaf💚 specifically my au LOLL

•MCSM!! superrr into this atm especially romeo

•hetalia

+ a lot of other things but these are currently the things occupying my mind

Boundaries n shit !!

Please don’t follow me if you’re a map,zoo,racist, homophobic, terf, Zionist, proshipper and really just bigoted people in general, this should be common sense.!!! + PLEASE DO NOT follow and especially don’t message me me if you’re -15 😭 I prefer being friends with people who are actually around my age

-if you for some reason hate Romeo I’d suggest you don’t follow with me because that’s all I’m posting about rn LMFAOOO + I’d probably dislike you anyways!!!

BYF!!!

-i am a multifandom blog!! At the moment i am really really into mcsm so thats what you’ll see me post about as of writing this, but you’ll occasionally see me post about my fnaf au or whatevs :3

-I do often make inappropriate jokes on either my text posts or sometimes my art itself… nothing ya know actually explicit but suggestive at most LMFAOO

- I fw romesse , please don’t drag me into your stupid discourse why you think it’s problematic yall are annoying n your reasonings are stupid LMFAOOO

[pardonmydelays]

There hasn't been much news about him [LMM] lately for a while now until this month, so it's understandable to lose interest (I guess is the right term) in him and his projects. Warriors is definitely a huge step back for him! If he really is collaborating with Taylor Swift on this like we all began to speculate in April, then I would have rather it been some extended version of her song from TTPD featuring him. He is extremely capable of writing songs and creating characters for original musicals (even if they are based on a film or novel), and it just disappoints me that he went this route instead of spend his time and energy on a new original musical. Give me a reason to go to New York! I'm still going to to try and go next year anyway because there's a musical I really want to see (and because I am in dire need of going back), but I'm trying to get into musicals more and Lin just kinda ✨ threw away his shot ✨ with this one. As for Disney, yeah, I'm not entirely excited about that too, especially seeing that he probably chose Mufasa: The Lion King over Moana 2. I love "We Know the Way" and "An Innocent Warrior" the most! And "You're Welcome" and "How Far I'll Go". Bro really could've given us more songs like those in Moana 2... I'm sure the music will be good regardless, but it just lowkey sucks that he didn't write any of them.

I hope he has more, EXCITING projects coming up that he's been keeping a secret...

literally all of this - i agree with every single one of your words and i'm glad someone who's also a fan of his work has pretty much the same opinion about all of this (the warriors, collab with taylor, moana 2). there's really nothing more to say about this. we just have to wait and see what happens.

i don't think losing interest would be the right term in my case tho... it's actually more than that and i don't even know if i want to talk about it, but maybe i should. this fandom fucking destroyed my mental health to the point i don't want to be a member of this community anymore. i'm still a fan. i still follow him and i still love his work. i'm trying to keep up with all the updates. i know everyone here probably thinks i just found myself a new obsession and this is the reason i don't talk about lin anymore. trust me, i listened to in the heights the other day and i started sobbing like a goddamn clown. i still love him and i always will. i think it all went down when i created my musical theatre instagram account and started being more active in the fandom... the energy there is slightly different than here. people are actually fighting for his attention. his birthday was like a fucking shit show of who would do more just to be noticed by him. i kinda started feeling like maybe i am worth nothing because i've never met him, never been to new york (simply because i cannot afford it at the moment) or never been noticed, or maybe i haven't been here long enough, well, i also don't have a motherfucking role in this fandom - i'm not a writer, i don't make art, no talents at all, i'm just here to admire and enjoy his work. it all went too far and i was even too fucking tired to keep answering all the asks i was getting about him (and there was a lot of them at some point, probably because i was the most active member of this community on tumblr and someone who was always defending him and people started treating me like a person who knows fucking everything about him and that's just not true). i enjoyed it for a while. then i stopped. who the fuck even am i to be treated like a goddamn leader of the fandom or whatever the case was. i don't know. all i know is that it was just too much. i appreciate the fact that i was getting so many nice messages from all those people but ugh... i was once asked about discord server for his fans and i decided to create one with a huge help of my mutuals. then i fucking left. my own discord server. i don't even think anyone noticed. lmao. nobody actually asked me why, so that's what i assume. i was exhausted and drained. i just think people are taking all of it too seriously??? it was actually my mistake that i ever let myself think i was worth less than others because of all those stupid things. anyway. i don't want any of this. i hope no one in this fandom even remembers me now, maybe except those people i still talk to. the rest is history.

you may think i am making the same mistake now, but no. it's different. i am just here to have a good time, reblog silly pictures with my silly little tags and maybe make some of my mutuals laugh. i also want the new members of the fandom to feel loved and safe and to know that they are all equally important, doesn't matter if they were here years ago or joined last week. it's all just so fucking stupid. i don't have a role and i don't want one. i'm just here to enjoy it, it's way more fun this way - tumblr is actually great for me again.

i have no idea why i decided to use your ask as an opportunity to tell all of this. i don't know. i'm sorry. it just had to be said i fear.

one last thing, if you really want to get into musicals more, i can recommend you some of my favourites. i have a good taste actually!

[lyehub]

Lye | 25+ | he/she/they

This is the out of character hub for my roleplay blogs. Rules and blog roster are listed below the cut.

RULES

If I follow you, know that I've read your rules. Please afford me that same courtesy.

I don't intend on posting any explicit content, but I do deal with heavier themes. All my blogs should be considered 18+. I will not RP with you if you do not have some indication that you are an adult posted on your blog.

The hub blog is exclusively for OOC/metaposting. If you'd like to RP, please follow at least one of my in character sideblogs.

That doesn't necessarily translate to "disregard @lyehub," either. I prefer to keep plotting and RP calls confined to this blog, and while it's not a deal breaker if you don't follow me here, there will probably be more opportunities to engage if you do. (This goes double if you have IMs turned off for non-mutuals. It becomes a coin toss as to whether I'll be able to message you from any blog.)

Mutuals only for threads, but my askbox is open to anyone. I do delete asks that I feel I can't answer or am uninterested in pursuing. Don't take it personally.

Out of consideration for my RP partners, I ask that personals do not reblog my actual RP threads. However, you are welcome to 'like' things freely, and OOC meta, asks, plot updates, and artwork are all OK to reblog. I like it when people like my stuff and I want to hear your thoughts.

From what I can tell, tumblr no longer lets you view the source post just by clicking on the original poster's URL, so you are welcome to reblog memes from me. Sending a few in as a courtesy is appreciated but not required.

General roleplay etiquette. No godmodding or powerplay. Metagaming I'm a little more flexible with, but please talk to me first.

I am completely uninterested in shipping, and will delete most shipping related asks, bar one or two exceptions. While I don’t mind if my RP partners are fans, Billford is NOT one of those exceptions.

While I like to kick off threads with an illustration, I don't regularly use icons or heavy formatting, and I probably won't play ball with anyone whose formatting makes their blog difficult to read.

I can take a while to respond to a thread, and will be quite a bit slower during the work week. If this bothers you, we probably won't be super compatible as writers. That said, if we're threading together and it's been a couple weeks of radio silence, feel free to poke me.

Similarly, I tend to nudge people after a couple weeks of no response, just to ensure that it wasn't a case of tumblr eating the notification. Afterwards, I assume you've seen my reply and will get back to me when you get back to me.

If I send you an IM to plot and don't hear back within a few weeks, I assume you aren't interested and will not usually follow up. This doesn't mean I don't want to RP or that interactions are forever off the table; chasing people down is just a frustrating process for both me and the other party. I'm trying to be courteous.

I have no tolerance for bigotry of any kind. Mistakes are one thing, but sustained patterns of behavior will result in a hard block.

I’m pretty live and let live when it comes to shipping discourse, but engaging in pedophilic or incestuous content in any form will also result in a hard block.

Unless it involves the above two points, I don't care if someone was personally mean to you. Don't talk to me about stupid interpersonal drama. That's really not my problem.

I will update my rules as needed.

BLOG LIST

The "genres" are not hard stops, but rather, guidelines for figuring out what characters your muses might be compatible with! That said, you're welcome to RP with anyone on this list, no matter the genre.

@amphioctopus (Original Character | Genre: Modern Fantasy, Paranormal, Magical Realism | RP)

@ethelstreep (Original Character | Genre: Historical, Fantasy, Mythical | RP)

@obeythefist (Original Character | Genre: Sci-fi, Superheroes/Villains, Cyberpunk | RP)

@maymayandthehog (Canon Character | Gravity Falls | RP)

@pythagoraswasahack (Canon Character | Gravity Falls | RP)

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My personal blog is @lyesander. Follow if you wish.

[gingerrroot]

a (re)introduction

hiiii~

you can call me ginger.

US-based, white, cis, disabled, queer, survivor in my 30's.

my expertise lies in trauma and sexual violence, and i studied to be a clinical mental health counselor, but that's not what i am actually doing for work. i work as a bartender at a community-focused nano-brewery, and as an assistant to a local construction/renovation company that focuses on historic buildings. i used to work at a pig boarding facility and foster home, with one of the leading experts in mini-pigs, so i also know a lot about them.

my interests include love, beauty, community, growing, learning, reading, creating, cultivating, nature, eating, sleeping, video games, tv, my pets, pickles, pigs (the animals), astrology, parapsychology, and my husband.

i do my best to tag things appropriately if you filter certain content, for whatever reason. for example, food will be tagged, bugs/insects/creepy crawlies will be tagged, any posts related to violence of any kind will be tagged. if they are my own posts, they will likely also contain a read more.

all newly uploaded media will contain captions or a description in the alt field, or in the body of the post.

my boundaries are below, TLDR: i can and will block you for any reason, don't get overly familiar, rude, or cross my boundaries.

you do not know me. we are not friends. (unless you do, and we are). i am not here to build a parasocial relationship with anyone. not every single aspect of my life, thoughts, emotions, or relationships are fully represented here for you to have a full and accurate view of my life. i am a human, please treat me like one, and approach in good faith, and i will do the same.

please do not message me with trauma dumping, oversharing, or asking for personal information.

if we are mutuals and/or interact regularly, these first two do not apply to you, but i do ask you to Ask before divulging trauma.

if we are mutuals, and/or interact regularly, you are free to ask for other forms of contact, just let me know your username and such bc i won't know who you are if it's not the same.

i am not interested romantically or sexually. do not sexualize me or get sexual with me. yes, i used to sell content. if you are trusted, you can have access to my stash for a price. if i decide to post more content, it'll likely be here for free.

i am no here to debate or argue, please do not follow me bc you want to keep tabs or talk shit. if you've got something to say, please say it, or just block me.

if i am incorrect, misinformed, or have reblogged or posted something that is a scam or bigoted: PLEASE tell me! please engage in good faith. i will happily remove the post and learn more, where applicable.

please do not repost any of my content without my permission! just ask, and credit me (link to the original post, or tag me). if you're not going to write *good* alt text/a *good* image description, you may not repost anything (feel free to copy/paste the original image description and edit it).

you DO NOT have permission to repost/upload any of my old camming content, should you have or gain access to it. please be respectful and keep it where it is.

[punderfullll]

Where would you recommend looking to purchase Touhou cosplay outfits? I've been looking through EZcosplay, But I'm really skeptical of the how the quality may be. Are there other sites that you think would be better? I know you make a lot of your outfits by hand, but I really just don't have the skills to do anything wonderful like that. Thanks! Love your work!!!

Hello! First off thank you so much! I do make some of my stuff but typically if I am buying cosplays I do so secondhand. Mostly because it saves me a bit of money! So sadly I do not have a lot of experiences purchasing new! However I'll try to help the best I can with what I know :D! If you are interested in buying secondhand please send me a message and I'll send you my big info pile on it. I have a lot more experience with it in comparison so I have a ton of links and information on it! Ok so for new! I think the best place currently in terms of price and quality is typically Taobao. A lot of stores like aliexpress and other online shops that sell touhou cosplays are often just reselling from Taobao. Buying off Taobao can be a little tricky but you will need a proxy. I know a few touhou cosplayer mutuals of mine have had a lot of success with bhiner cosplay It is basically a taobao proxy with a focus on cosplay and there is a whole touhou section here <--- I have only ordered here once and it was for a Yukari Parasol prop. It was a pretty good experience overall and the quality was nice. The only major issue recently is I've hear Bhiner has stopped accepting paypal for payment. I'd have to try to put an order in to confirm that but it might be something worth looking into another proxy for! At the very least its a great way to browse what is currently being sold and bhiner always links the actual taobao stores themselves, so you could easily go through another proxy! Another touhou cosplayer also made a handy guide on buying some of the more fancy premades as well I'll also link that here <------ A very helpful guide!! I bought a costume off a cosplayer that bought it from a shop called fm-anime . Can't speak for the ordering process but the quality pretty good! It was a Touhouvania Alice cosplay. It looks like they have limited stock these days with touhou but it might be worth a look! RoleCosplay seems to have a decent selection and even some less popular touhou characters. I've never ordered off here myself though so I'd maybe look into reviews a bit more! Maybe I should put in a test order and do a review one day LOL EzCosplay (as you stated) I have heard mixed things about! It used to be regarded as a pretty okay place to get Touhou cosplays from but more recently I've seen some people complain about sizing issues and quality in regards to their photos vs product etc! So I'd maybe avoid that one! Lastly there was this google doc made a little while ago with some shops listed. I do not know if this is up to date but I thought I'd share https://docs.google.com/document/d/12w82AVDHKmJ1dKRRZ3CAYiy1S5TbqOR_o91NCJVqgUQ/edit Also there is a touhou cosplay discord I could get you the invite to (just send me a message first) Its full of really nice and supportive people and theres a cosplay shopping talk channel and lots of people with experience there that can help out! There's also a secondhand cosplay sale channel as well if you wanted to buy directly off another cosplayer! Anyways I hope that helped. Again please feel free to message me anytime if you need specific help. I'm always happy to help people cosplay touhou in any way possible :D If you have a specific character you want to do I can try and get as many links for you put together that I can as well!!

[sleepydelights]

about me

This is an NSFT place. Minors are not welcome and I’d prefer to not interact with anyone below the age of 25 (not a hard limit on the 25 thing, I’d just prefer a fully developed frontal lobe)

Ageless blogs will be blocked on sight. This is for my safety and yours.

To expand on that(and I stole this one directly from my wife’s page because it doesn’t need changing):

DNI: minors, TERFs/transphobes, racists, fascists, detrans fetishists, zoophiles (sigh, I hate that this even needs to be said. IF YOU FUCK SOMETHING OR SOMEONE THAT CANNOT OR DOES NOT CONSENT, IT IS RAPE AND IT IS WRONG), anti-SW or "don't pay for content"

For the time being, all but the above are welcome to interact but know that I am hesitant to interact with cis het males. Please do not be offended if I choose not to interact with you.

Sexual RP is by invite only. This invite can be earned through mutual interest and normal conversation. Thats to say, don’t come in to my asks roleplaying without having talked to me first. Enthusiastic consent is required.

This place is meant to be a place for me to explore my sexual identity and find other people that may identify with me and become a part of a community. It also tends to a place where my brain vomits heart thoughts.

There may be discussions of trauma and other triggering topics as I navigate my own story. I will do my best to apply appropriate content warnings and encourage you to DM if I’ve missed any or made a mistake.

Don’t be toxic. Everyone deserves a space here.

Block me if I bother you; you sure would be saving me some work in the future.

A little about me:

I’m almost 35 but I’m saying it now because I will forget to change it when my birthday actually happens. I am certain I have undiagnosed ADHD and autism to go along with my confirmed initialism of cPTSD.

I am married to the love of my life @seradae (she’s wonderful and amazing and you should follow her if you don’t)

I am poly but not actively seeking partnership at this time.

I’m into everyone except cishet men (and minors and other DNI folks obviously)

Pronouns I accept currently: she/her and they/them. You can pick what you’re more comfortable with and it’s okay to use them interchangeably.

I am submissive, I like to be told what to do in the bedroom. I like to be punished for doing poorly and I like to be praised for doing well.

I’m a voyeur at heart. Horny for moots. Not horny for creeps.

I feel like I have too many kinks to list at the moment but this is a work in progress and will be updated as time goes on.

If you’re curious, feel free to ask questions. Put ‘alert’ in the first message to me so I know you’ve taken the time to read the above info and we can build a friendship on trust and boundaries :)

Mutuals, yes I have a crush on you.

If you’ve made it this far, I’m Conna. It will please me to please you.

[batsarebetterthanpeople]

Alright. My most recent foray into the Izzy drama has revealed to me that there is a problem in the Izzy stan community, and I love helping the less fortunate so I'm going to give the people a little crash course in how to use tumblr. Me and many of my mutuals have done some or all of the things that I'm about to show you in the interest of a more enjoyable tumblr experience. This is directed at a specific tumblr community but is universally helpful so if it breaks containment I am sorry.

We're gonna start off with the basics here. Blocking people. If you see a post you don't like. If you think a take is horrible. A person is just giving you bad vibes? HIT DA BRICKS my friends. You can never see another post from this person by clicking on their blog, clicking on the elipses, and hitting that block button. Thank you to my beloved mutual @ourflagmeansgayrights for letting me use your blog to display what I'm talking about.

I understand that some people might feel bad about blocking someone. You shouldn't tho. The person might find out and get a little salty, but you don't know them and they can't do anything about it so who cares? I personally have over 40 blogs blocked and honestly I should have more.

Next, onto something a little more challenging. filtered content. You're gonna want to go to your settings. here's a picture with the directions to the settings menu helpfully highlighted.

When you click on the settings it'll take you to a page like this

I have already scrolled down a bit. You can scroll down until you see the portions that I have ever so helpfully highlighted. You're gonna want to click the little pen icon on the far right. When you do it should look like this.

You're gonna want to type exactly what I've typed into that box, and then you're gonna want to hit that Add button. When you do it will appear at the bottom of your filtered tags list like this.

Congradulations. You don't have to look at another post that's mean to Izzy. I know I sometimes tag posts that are not that mean to Izzy as izzy critical because I know you guys will hate it and I want to spare you, so please. It's for your own good. and it takes about 20 seconds.

Finally, turning off anons. I've seen a lot of you complain about anon death threats. I get those too. I just delete them when they come in my ask box because I don't actually take them that seriously but if they're bothering you there is a way to get rid of them for good, and you are already half way there if you're in the settings menu blocking the Izzy critical tag.

On the side of the settings menu theres a little list of all your blogs. You're gonna want to select the one you don't want to get anons in. You have to do it separately for each blog but it's pretty easy.

It's gonna take you to a page where you can edit your blog. You want to scroll down until you see this

And then you just want to smack that second button. You can even smack the first if you don't want to receive questions at all, but if the anons are your problem I'd recommend the second one

Anyway, hope this helps, because literally everyone I know does some or all of these things in order to mitigate online harassment and curate our online experience. Obviously if someone really wants to harass you they're going to. Some of my mutuals with anon turned off have had people make burner accounts to message them. But the great thing about that is, you can just block the burner.

OH! I nearly forgot! There's one more thing you can do. Say you don't want to turn off anon, but you keep getting one really annoying bitch in your inbox and you suspect its the same person twice because of the affect or whatever. Guess what. If you click the three dots next to the message you can block them too!!! I've sent two nasty anons to the shadow realm this way. I would have sent more but unfortunately you cant delete the message after you do this so it leaves a number in your inbox even if it's not there anymore. I prefer to just delete them unless someone is spamming me.

Also if you don't like my tone in this post I'm giving you permission to use the information contained within this post to hit that block button babey. See you never. I'd love to be your first block. I'll pop your block cherry for you baby. It'll be so satisfying.

[melodraca]

~ Introduction Post ~

(Via: Outofcontextanimash)

Hello there, and welcome to my blog! My name is Gabriel, and I've been on this site for way too long

Mutuals, new followers, etc. feel free to reply to this post and tell me about yourself, infodump, talk about ocs, etc. I'm always happy to chat!

One like on this post = one high-five

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Don't forget to kiss the mezuzah on your way in!

(Via: Frankfontainecalloutpost)

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Check out the links below to see my about, and to find me on other sites!

About Me

Linktr.ee

DeviantArt

Art Fight

Toyhou.se

Flight Rising

Twitter

Warriors Sideblog

(Mobile-friendly "About Me" under the cut)

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ABOUT

Hello, I’m Gabe! I’m a queer, Jewish hobbyist artist/writer with a ceaseless obsession for character creation. I’m a trans man, and I exclusively use he/him pronouns :)

I live in Canada with my roommate/best friend/RP partner/guy I bother, and my rancid little budgie Genji, whom I love terribly. I have a nasty habit of creating tons of characters and then never doing anything with them, kind of like a dead-beat father

Outside of art and character creation, I love dragons, video games, hiking, literature, film, paleontology, and animals/zoology. I’m currently in university, double majoring in English and biology!

Autism/ADHD/OCD/anxiety and physically disabled as well. I’m terrible at messaging people first, but I am always delighted to get messages <3 I’m awkward, but I love chatting. Also feel free to ask me to tag things!

On testosterone since July 25th, 2015

Post top surgery since October 26th, 2017

Post hysterectomy since August 6th, 2020

Currently on the wait-list for phalloplasty!

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HEADS-UP

This isn’t really a DNI or a BYF, but more of a heads-up about the kind of content I reblog and my general takes on things. I don’t engage in discourse on here, like ever, but I figured I should include this anyway

This is probably a given, but I block conservatives/terfs/bigots/etc. on sight

I identify as queer and I use the (reclaimed) f-slur pretty frequently. I don’t tag reclaimed slurs

I do tag triggers as thoroughly as I can (nsfw/nsft, blood, transphobia, etc.) Please let me know if I ever forget to tag a trigger!

On that note, I’m an adult, and I frequently reblog/discuss things with mature themes (mostly jokes tbh). I also swear a lot. This isn’t an nsfw blog or anything, but y'know

I’m a furry, and I reblog (sfw) furry art. I may be cringe, but at least I’m free :3

I love the horror genre, and I sometimes reblog horror stuff. I tag anything with blood, gore, injuries, or body horror, but I don’t ever reblog legitimate/intense gore

My general political take on things is that every human deserves basic human rights, and violence or bigotry of any kind (transphobia, racism, antisemitism, ableism, Islamophobia, misogyny, homophobia, etc. etc. etc.) is bad, actually

For my own mental health, I don’t answer inflammatory asks, or asks about topics I’m not comfortable with

Ask games are totally okay! I don’t really do “send this to 5 other people” type ask games, but I appreciate the sentiment nonetheless ^_^

Oh yeah. I should mention that I love MCYT (Minecraft YouTube), specifically Hermitcraft and the LifeSMP, and I post about it a lot, including shipping content. I feel like I need to clarify that I’m shipping the characters, not the Real Human Guys playing them. This is a super minor note, but like, y'know, just in case

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INTERESTS

Feel free to check out my top tags to see the topics and fandoms I enjoy! I’m trying to tag things more comprehensively, but sometimes I forget so please, like, bear with me <3 I frequently post…

Animals (birds, dogs, bugs, etc.)

Dragons :D

Photography and nature

Paleontology and biology

OCs and art

Jewish stuff

Whatever I find funny or interesting on my dash

Posts that give me an excuse to info-dump or ramble

Occasionally politics/social justice/current events

In terms of fandom, some of my favourite things are…

The Magnus Archives/Protocol

Minecraft and MCYT (Third Life/Hermitcraft mostly)

Pokemon

Fallout

The Elder Scrolls

Flight Rising

Breaking Bad

Dungeon Meshi

Severance

Baldur’s Gate 3

Fullmetal Alchemist

Jurassic Park/World

Nope (2022)

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Invincible

Fire Emblem (mostly Three Houses)

Infinity Train

Definitely more I’m forgetting right now