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thefairylights · 1 year

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Starting off Kinktober 2023 @vampirefest with a playlist! Sexy songs for sexy prompts of many types. No set ship so we vibe with every pairing. Whatever feels right, is right. ❤️🖤❤️

No more sunlight. The moon awaits us. ⚰️

Now, on to your knees to click that link, my companion heart.

31 tracks for 31 days.

one: mack loren/if i didn’t know better

I take my time and study your face

Thinking of a different place for it to be while you keep

One hand on my waist, you grip my thigh

Heart starts to race

Like you could taste what I'm tryna hide

two: zolita/holy

I can fight but the devil wins

And I will fall like a saint who sins

Forgive me Father, I am weak

And it's not forgiveness that I seek

three: the marias/hush

Don't think you've made it under my skin

Could never get in

Forget about it

Don't talk so much

Your tongue is burning up

I've had enough

four: elley duhe/middle of the night

These burning flames, these crashing waves

Wash over me like a hurricane

I'll captivate, you're hypnotized

Feel powerful, but it's me again

Come, lay me down

'Cause I know this

'Cause I know this sound

five: saint mesa/lion

You burn everything you see

Gold are your fingers

Leaving traces everywhere you go

Diamonds in your skin

My blood flows

six: chloe adams/dirty thoughts

I'm frustrated

Do you really look good naked

And I know that it ain't that holy

But Lord I need this one night only

The more that I push 'em away

The more that you're stuck in my brain

The more I mentally undress

I confess

seven: king mala/she calls me daddy

She's a little bit psycho

But she follows

When I call in the middle of the night

She's got you wrapped around her finger

You try to linger

But she's already on her way to mine

eight: hey violet/unholy

Say your name while our tongues are tied

Getting shivers all down my spine

We're in bed, we're embedded in my mind

nine: hozier/eat your young

I'm starving, darling

Let me put my lips to something

Let me wrap my teeth around the world

Start carving, darling

I wanna smell the dinner cooking

I wanna feel the edges start to burn

ten: chandler leighton/when you say my name

Does it scare you

That I already know what you're into?

You can say less, I bet I can guess

That'll you say whatever to get me undressed

Double dare you, tell me two lies

Don't need no truths

'Cause I can see right through you

You're no good at pretend

I'm using your tricks that you use with your friends

eleven: dezi/sinner

Lead us not into temptation

Your touch is feeling like salvation

If you're down for misbehaving

If you're liking this sensation

Pin me on your wall like an icon

And I pray that you leave the lights on

twelve: banks/fuck with myself

You're in the corner waiting for my love

I put two walls behind you just to lean on

Kinda need 'em 'cause I stood you up

'Cause I fuck with myself more than anybody else

thirteen: dove cameron/breakfast

I'm sick, yeah, I'm sick

And honestly, I'm getting high off it

Do you wanna see a magic trick?

'Cause you don't know what you don't know

But I know

fourteen: lana del rey/freak

Flames so hot that they turn blue

Palms reflecting in your eyes, like an endless summer

That's the way I feel for you

If time stood still I'd take this moment

Make it last forever

fifteen: ari abdul/taste

I'm begging you, untie this noose

Want your hands 'round my neck

I'm begging you, come be my muse

You're all that I have left

sixteen: ag/terrible thing

Oh honey, you're so cold

I lose my self-control

seventeen: jesse joe stark/fire of love

Your kiss rips through the shadows

Lipstick poisons this black rose

Haunted and torn from the heavens

You pull the petals from my mouth

They fall and tenderly black out

Baby, it's been so lonely

eighteen: zaryah/deep dive

Deep dive into my lips

Heat of your breath takes me into your abyss

Hold tight, I'll fulfil every need

Head up, you got me down on my knees

nineteen: lana del rey/gods & monsters

In the land of Gods and Monsters

I was an angel looking to get fucked hard

twenty: darren hayes/insatiable

Breathe in breathe out, there is no sound

We move together up and down

We levitate our bodies soar

Our feet don't even touch the floor

twenty-one: melanie martinez/high school sweethearts

If you can't handle a heart like mine

Don't waste your time with me

If you're not down to bleed, no, oh

If you can't handle the choking, the biting

The loving, the smothering

'Til you can't handle it no more, no more

Go home

twenty-two: ramsey/daddy

Baby, you're divine, I leave my body

Suckin' on your tongue, gold teeth, come find love

twenty-three: massive attack/paradise circus

Love is like a sin, my love

For the ones that feel it the most

Look at her with her eyes like a flame

She will love you like a fly will never love you again

twenty-four: aeseaes/desire

I'm an old

Desire

Sleeping in your skin

I'll take you over

And let you hide

twenty-five: natalia kills/problem

Sweat, dripping down your chest

Thinking 'bout your tattooed knuckles

On my thigh boy boy boy

Cold shower... you got no power to control

How I make you my toy toy toy

My hips rocking

As we keep lip locking

Got the neighbors screaming

Even louder louder

twenty-six: the pretty reckless/going to hell

Gettin' heavy with the devil, you can hear the wedding bells

twenty-seven: meg myers/desire

Baby, I wanna fuck you

I wanna feel you in my bones

Boy, I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna tear into your soul

twenty-eight: soap&skin/me and the devil

And I said hello Satan, ah

I believe it is time to go

Me and the devil walkin' side by side

twenty-nine: chymes/gity

You can trust in me, no, you don't have to hide

Have anything you want, just tell me what you like

Bring out the devil in you, it can't hide

I feel the fire trapped inside

thirty: banks/gimme

At the rock bottom baby crawl, crawl

I let you lick it from the ground, ground

'Cause I've been drippin' for your love, love

You can call me that bitch

thirty-one: nine inch nails/closer

I wanna fuck you like an animal

I wanna feel you from the inside

I wanna fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

You just have to nod your beautiful head and say yes 🩸🩸🩸

#vfkinktober23 #vfkinktober2023 #vfkinktober #interview with the vampire #the vampire chronicles #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #the vampire Armand #daniel molloy #Loustat #loumand #Devil’s minion #lesmand #iwtv #amc iwtv

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toffeechad · 1 year

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▂▃▄▅▆▇█▓▒░ My new pinned!░▒▓█▇▆▅▄▃▂

【Fictive indicators!!】

ꕥ = Major kin!

ᰔᩚ = Semi-major kin!

✬ = Partial kin!

My system's fictionkins/fictives:

Puffball (BFDI) ꕥ (my main fictive!)

Fries (BFDI) ꕥ

Eraser (BFDI) ✬

Pen (BFDI) ꕥ

Golf Ball (BFDI)

Tennis Ball (BFDI) ꕥ

TV (BFDI) ✬

Leafy (BFDI) ꕥ

Firey (BFDI) ꕥ

Winner (BFDI) ꕥ

Flower (BFDI) ꕥ

Dora (BFDI) ᰔᩚ

Four (XFOHV/BFDI) ꕥ

X (XFOHV/BFDI) ꕥ

Hatsune Miku (VOCALOID) ꕥ

Stella (Angry Birds) ᰔᩚ

Bloody Bunny (Bloody Bunny) ✬

Mumu (Bloody Bunny) ✬

Dark Rabbit (Bloody Bunny) ✬

Rainbow Dash (MLP) ꕥ

Pyro (TF2) ✬

Dave (DFAC/FNF) ꕥ

Bambi (FNF) ᰔᩚ

Tristan (DFAC2/FNF) ✬

DATA_EXPUNGED (FNF)

Bandu (FNF) ᰔᩚ

Bendu (FNF) ✬

Ringi (FNF) ᰔᩚ

Bambom (FNF) ✬

Marjia (Muse Dash) ✬

Buro (Muse Dash) ᰔᩚ

Sorbet Shark Cookie (Cookie Run) ꕥ

Timekeeper Cookie (Cookie Run) ᰔᩚ

Lychee Dragon Cookie (Cookie Run) ✬

Fettuccine Cookie (Cookie Run) ✬

Peni Parker (Spiderverse) ꕥ

Crimson (Total Drama: The Ridonculous Race) ✬

Gardevoir (Pokémon) ✬

Lightbulb (Inanimate Insanity) ꕥ

Test Tube (Inanimate Insanity) ᰔᩚ

Paintbrush (Inanimate Insanity) ᰔᩚ

Bot (Inanimate Insanity) ꕥ (3rd major fictive!)

Shadow the Hedgehog (Sonic) ᰔᩚ

Boboiboy (Boboiboy) ᰔᩚ

Yaya (Boboiboy) ᰔᩚ

Gebura (Lobotomy Corporation) ✬

Strawberry Cream Cookie (Cookie Run) ✬

Kotoko Utsugi (Danganronpa) ꕥ

Babs (Chicken Run) ✬

Shaun (Shaun The Sheep) ꕥ

Speakerwoman (Skibidi Toilet) ᰔᩚ

Mr Strong (The Mr Men Show) ᰔᩚ (2nd major fictive!)

Tweak (Octonauts) ᰔᩚ (4th major fictive!)

Ami (Hi Hi Puffy AmiYumi) ᰔᩚ

Bubble (BFDI) ᰔᩚ

Mr Nervous (The Mr Men Show) ᰔᩚ (5th major fictive!)

Little Miss Daredevil (The Mr Men Show) ꕥ

Little Miss Sunshine (The Mr Men Show) ᰔᩚ

This is my ref sheet!

Main alias: Toffee

Other alias: Lana (my actual name)

She/Her

I'm Aromantic, so uh I'm not interested to be in a romantic relationship

Autistic

Aries

My f/o's Mr Tickle from the Mr Men and Little Miss franchise! (Specifically, he's my childhood crush.)

ꕤ MY FREE DRAWING REQUESTS ARE ONLY AVAILABLE AT THE WEEKENDS IN THE MALAYSIAN TIMEZONE! ꕤ

Erm yeah I have spidersonas as well

The Object Spiders of Earth-2763 OLD REF SHEET >>

>> NEW REFS FOR THE OBJECT-SPIDERS OF EARTH-2763

Spider-Fowl

Clymene Moth

Honeycomb Spider

Avicularia

Green Lynx Spider

MORE INFO ABOUT MY EARTH-2763 SPIDERSONAS!!

(REDESIGNS OF THE OBJECT-SPIDERS WILL BE DRAWN SOON.)

I also made a few BFB AUs too!

BFB MDM AU

BFB MDM AU CHARACTER SUMMARY PT 1

BONUS CHARACTERS FOR THE BFB MDM AU

ASK BLOG FOR THE BFB MDM AU!!

EARTH-2763

BFB HUNGER GAMES AU

PROTAGONIST MARKER AU

BATTLE IN LOBCORP: THE TRUMPET OF TWO

CONCEPT OF THE "CONTESTANTS" IN THIS AU

FULL BILC: TTOT INFO LIST

CURRENT UPCOMING AU I'M MAKING:

FLOWERET: A MR MEN AND LITTLE MISS INFECTION AU

If you're wondering what does my persona look like, feel free to click here!

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ List of my awesome besties!! ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

◍ Cooki_Alt

◍ Exsio Picore

◍ NovaAzurite

◍ Moonsprout-sys

◍ MochaBlogger

◍ Trashbins_Stuff

◍ artismeyou-12

◍ vaap0r_wave

◍ B0nb0n

◍ wowwzaaxei

◍ heartsfortwotpot

◍ Branimator

◍ slimebottlesilly

◍ the-random-creechur

DNI if you're hella problematic especially for: NSFW, Proship, Israel supporters, UNTITLED BLOGS, fetish, MAP, Sigmas, L*licons, Ableists, P*dos, etc!

Interests: Mr. Men & Little Miss, BFDI, II, Bloody Bunny, MLP, Cookie Run, FNF, Octonauts, Muse Dash, TF2, Sonic The Hedgehog, Mobile Legends, Super Mario, Pokemon, Roblox, Angry Birds, Spiderverse, Vocaloid, Total Drama, The Amazing Digital Circus, South Park, Chicken Run, Mobile Legends, Lobotomy Corporation, Skibidi Toilet and Hi Hi Puffy AmiYumi.

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starsmaligned · 4 months

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stars sexy time playlist ( updated! AGAIN )

i decided to do this again to try and connect to my muses again, haha. feel free to send asks questioning them about their playlists, if you would like

zeki the weekend by sza (2022) / slow dancing in the dark by joji (2023) / toroka by christian kuria (2024)

enoch get you by daniel caeser (2022) / crazy in love (2014 remix) by beyonce (2023) / idfc by blackbear (2024)

llyr clair de lune by debussy ( not so much for during sex, but to play in background while cuddling after sex ) (2022) / slow hands (acoustic) by niall horan (2023) / pillowtalk by zayn (2024)

kristofel papi pacify by fka twigs (2022) / deeper by summer walker (2023) / show me by dean raven (2024)

thelonious do i wanna know? by the arctic monkeys (2022) / change in the house of flies - deftones (2023) / abuse me by ex habit (2024)

yves skin by mac miller (2022) / unforgettable by french montanna + swae lee (2023) / after hours by the weeknd (2024)

cy skinz by onlyoneof (2022) / body by mino (2023) / you by ari abdul (2024)

sauveur focus by h.e.r (2022) / movement by hozier (2023) / aqua regia by sleep token (2024)

othniel tear you apart by she wants revenge (2022) / written in blood by she wants revenge (2023) / chokehold by sleep token (2024)

arek solita by kali uchis (2022) / tell me the truth by two feet (2023) / too sweet by hozier ( 2024 )

septimus nocturne op.48 no.1 by chopin (2022) / hunnie by locket (2023) (only sept would choose a slightly sad song for this haha) / video games by lana del rey (2024)

victorien high for this by the weeknd (2022) / downtown baby by bloo (2023) / expectations by lauren jauregui (2024)

evander closer by nine inch nails (2022) / the death of peace of mind by bad omens (2023) / ascensionism by sleep token (2024)

elio back seat by jyj (2022) / talk by hozier (2023) / sacrifice by black atlass (2024)

luan 6 8 by gabriel garzon-montano (2022) / babydoll by ari abdul (2023) / like you're god by mehro (2024)

cethin kissing in cars by pierce the veil (2022) / black butterflies & deja vu by the maine (2023) / i'll make you love me by kat leon (2024)

#about #about the stars #hehe i did it again

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ronanzng · 11 months

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☆ — 𝙍𝙊𝙉𝘼𝙉 𝙕𝙀𝙉𝙂.

highlights & keywords; eccentric, a touch of elitism, his end would come through hubris, lacked the parental affection, demanding attention, acting only on impulse, excelling, always second, dramatic, believed he was better than people, a god complex

is that RONAN ZENG ? a SOPHOMORE originally from MANHATTAN, they decided to come to ogden college to study DRAMA. they’re THE HUBRISTIC on campus, but even they could get blamed for greer’s disappearance.

FULL NAME: ronan zeng

SEXUALITY & PRONOUNS: bisexual, he/him

ROMANTIC STATUS: single

BIRTHDAY: october 30th, 2003

HEIGHT: 6″2

BIG SIX: scorpio sun, aquarius moon, scorpio rising, leo venus, aries mercury, scorpio mars

HOMETOWN: manhattan, new york

OCCUPATION: full-time student

EXTRACURRICULARS: captain of the swim team, debate team member, SAE frat member

SIBLINGS: an older sister, by one year

TATTOOS & PIERCINGS: a nose ring & eyebrow piercing, and five small-medium tattoos scattered across his body — 1 on his left arm, 2 on his right arm, 1 on his chest and 1 at his ankle.

MUSE INSPO: tristan dugray (gilmore girls), max wolfe (gossip girl reboot), lumpy space princess (adventure time), sharpay evans (high school musical)

AESTHETICS: old money, messy hotel rooms, an apathy built by money, a lana del rey song, crashed vintage cars, body glitter, the chaos of unnecessary drama, an echo in an empty theatre, a god complex,

THREE POSITIVE TRAITS: eccentric, quick-witted, fun

THREE NEGATIVE TRAITS: impulsive, hedonistic, arrogant

THREE SKILLS: acting, piano, competitive swimming

RELATIONSHIP TO GREER: a family friend. ronan has always been closer to eddie than anyone else in that family, but he knew them all pretty well — the good, the bad, and the ugly. greer was part of that.

HOW THEY EMBODY THEIR CHARACTER TROPE. arrogance, pride, a touch of elitism (when he’s not trying his best to pretend he isn’t) and feeling like you deserve a lot more than what you’ve been given — if ronan lived in a greek myth or a greek tragedy, his end would come through hubris and nothing else..

EXTRACURRICULARS: captain of the swim team, debate team member, SAE frat member

☆ — 𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆𝙂𝙍𝙊𝙐𝙉𝘿

ronan zeng was born into money, wealth, and luxury. his father was a ceo of a software company that generated an obscene amount of money for him, and his mother had her own small side businesses that she owned and visited often. she could have easily slipped into the rich house wife lifestyle, but what was admirable about his mother was that she chose not to. but as admirable as that was, it also meant that both parents were quite absent and focused on work for most of his life, if not all of it, to pay any real attention to him and his sister.

naturally, that caused a ripple effect — they lacked the parental affection and attention that children crave, so they grew up to become people demanding the attention that he thought he deserved. for ronan, this came in becoming more eccentric, causing a little more trouble, saying out of pocket things just to get a reaction, and acting only on impulse. this desire to be seen didn't only come in the form of a wild streak — it also came in excelling at the piano, and swimming, joining the debate club and being the loudest most obnoxious fuck in there, and current day, joining a fraternity on campus. still, it seemed to get him nothing more than a hair ruffle, or a nod of approval, or a few words of affirmation that felt scripted from both his parents. it wasn't like he doubted that his parents loved him — at least, he never doubted his mother. they just didn't really put him above their careers, always second. this is why ronan wanted to be the first and the best at everything he did.

as far back as he could remember, ronan grew up alongside the morrisons. they were like a second family — full of the good, and the bad side of a family. he was the closest to edward, as they were the same age, and did pretty much everything together. for a second, he thought that he and eddie would be close friends until they grew old. but now, that hasn't been the case, after their most recent fight that they haven't been able to come back from.

☆ — 𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙊𝙉𝘼𝙇𝙄𝙏𝙔

eccentric, dramatic, and absolutely loves being the center of attention. he demands it, and tries to get it in every single room he's in. ronan grew up learning how to grab people's attention, so it was effortless at this point, but never quite enough

he really hates to be seen as some elitist rich trust fund baby, so he likes to pretend that he isn't... but deep down, it's how he grew up, and it was all he grew up around. he's always been privileged, and it shows in those rare moments when he isn't able to catch himself from letting his trust fund baby show. he truly believed that he was better than people, whether he wanted to shout that out loud or not.

ngl guys this is all i got so far, this is a new muse for me and im still figuring him out.... i will let u know if i add more shit lmfaoo please plot with me.

#ogdenintro

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ikvgai · 5 months

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quais seus fandoms?

oiê!

o único fandom que faço parte e acompanho mesmo é o fearnot, fandom do le sserafim.

(inclusive se alguém gostar das meninas também, sigam o meu tumblr dedicado a elas, @sserarchive)

meus atores e atrizes favoritos: margot robbie, anya taylor joy, ryan gosling, jenna ortega, ana de armas, zendaya, katharine isabelle.

artistas que gosto: taylor swift, lana del rey, the weeknd, chase atlantic, ari abdul, the neighbourhood, after school, nine muses, snsd, pristin, (g)-idle.

#ask

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dangerous-realms · 1 year

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A quick muse list so ya all know who exist-

Will be updated when needed

And since I seem to not be able to stay focused for normal bios

Aaldur(U1), Agnosod/Sebastian, Anashi/Aina(U6), Aniki, Anolesh/Jack, Asner/Klaus, Atamash/Vanamo, Ath/Takumi(U6), Atizas/Dexter, Atroz/Dante, Aunna/Talia, Avysho/Jessie

Berunsar/Reidar, Brutivar/Aries

Caiviai/Drerena, Calla/Tiamat, Ceib/Vilmos, Cela/Vaermina, Cide/Eha, Cima/Hircine, Coldarder, Coldisa/Kirsi, Cromras/Aster

Daarvaaz/Esha, Daiydra/Hina, Dama/Halo, Darsais/Twila, Dathdase/Katsu, Deaevidra, Dirdovkul/Ruairi, Divoa/Eli, Doksiiv/Artair, Dokvaaztil, Dovinhus/Fenrir, Draidi/Deimos, Dravsa/Iskra, Dunrokaav/Lycaon

Emati/Sirius, Enaki/Ebony, Eovan/Coraline

Flovidal/Vipin, Fovasu/Lumír

Genesis

Hatvasi/Odysseus, Hedos/Irenaeus, Hidasha/Hulda, Hikotoshi, Hilvash/Toros, Hishala/Belladonna, Hishosti/Claudius, Horro/Hieronymus, Houlvani/Sydall

Inactu/Icarus, Inasher/Neferkare, Inferlion/Vulcan, Inkotu/Clementia, Inoalu/Hyperionm, Intelgen/Sothy, Itar/Dean

Jarle/Leto, Jernash/Jericho, Joyaka/Taika

Kaalsot/Lydia(U6), Kaja(Any), Karo/Loki(U6), Kateris/Pomona, Keta/Peony, Keroz/Heikki, Keyziioth, Keyta/Laima, Kifa/Asena, Kima/Freja, Kinosha/Kinscő, Kiirdreh, Kios/Lothar, Kiosari, Kiyokata, Klem/Codrin, Klovlehaar/Hilmar, Knolectu/Sibyl, Kotia/Zoe, Kotishi/Vex, Kriini/Lycos, Krilolus/Joel, Krondu, Kuras/Asterius, Kynotos/Orion

Lanashi/Delilah(U6), Lashia/Lana(U6), Leiashra/Rosemarie(U6), Leviathan(U6), Levra/Kriemhild, Lians/Grimwald, Liflas/Arachne, Lihvatu/Zente, Lixbana/Aphy, Lokaavkrii, Luka, Lunlirrok, Lunvullok/Aurora, Lutuar/Mammon

Makisis/Valkyrie, Merutarra/Vidya, Mias/Hugo, Minuka/Caspian, Mirvu/Sanyi, Mitah/Kalliopy, Motomu/Seth, Mozla/Nala

Naaklorel/Solomon, Naerveth/Viola, Nalt/Hel, Nata/Mishka, Naoko/Venere, Narnahia/Elysia, Nas/Mercer, Nasola/Domink, Natki/Dorieann, Natvari/Silvester, Neriah, Nerlen/Koray, Neve/Denzil, Niaazdov/Kavita, Niaroz/Hana, Nilu/Laelette, Nilvaalah/Skye, Nintuz/Marcas, Nonaveh/Iris, Novoz/Tekla, Nuro/Leonid, Nymtia/Drita

Ocinava/Yōko,

Para/Siegfried, Perhaa, Pheirlak/Phobio, Phirna/Beatrix, Praalsah/Juno, Prirdel/Hazel

Raanroleh/Kasper, Ras, Ranu/Fura, Rathyah/Corinthia, Relwuth/Felicitas, Rera/Potema, Reshis/Restus, Rhaari/Vaike, Rhaghver/Ragnar, Rhevlous, Riaasai/Raphiel, Riea/Lunete, Rigvasa/Ziarus, Rihala/Lillith, Riisovaak, Rinu/Sati, Risyla, Rhuddah/Akatosh, Rokhet/Osvald, Roshani/Rodia, Rotdiivnin, Rulovo/Zenithar, Rulsar/Dieter, Rurook/Jacob, Rutryx/Erebus, Ruzein/Kallisto, Rymose/Sven

Saanruzok, Sanazu/Javid, Saorr, Saru/Dove, Soruvaat, Silor/Kai, Seton, Sevasu/Pearl, Siivolkaaz/Lupa, Silnea/Artemis, Siok/Jupiter, Skoling/Amos, Sokra/Lena, Solleu/Anima, Sovas/Ivory, Sprigli/Živa, Srovu/Gypsy, Syrak/Viotto, Syzula/Euphrasia

Thiskr/Shinji, Tieva/Embry, Trorax/Finn, Tuvasha/Achilles, Tuva/Lucia

Urzavax/Uriel, Uvalash/Ulfric, Uzara

Vaazes/Katsuko, Vacadath/Morana, Valnici/Lucy, Vavengra, Veldil/Hanako, Vatren/Emil, Velle/Werther, Venniinkah/Kira, Veysikhaas, Vhal/Signý, Vistar/Abaddon, Vodkos, Vurdaan/Nisha, Vurii/Clara

Warmarx/Athena, Wivon, Wolvisher/Castor, Wolvran/Jørgan

Xuvi/Shakuntala

Yaeru, Yeith, Yivot/Julius, Yovos/Helsi

Zaishvaer/Azura, Zerc/Arrats, Zildyrria/Zila, Zivyr/Malice

#×got nothing left to give× – ooc #×ever increasing – muse list

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dejwritesarchived · 2 years

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MUSE, CHAPTER 13 (PRESENT)

— warning: profanity, mentions of infidelity, alcohol drinking, mature scenes included, chapters jump from past to present, college au (past), luxury rich adults (present), artist!nanami, muse!reader, angst, slow burn, humor, reader implied to be black, kinda like a hbo sitcom in my head lol

— chapter summary: y/n ends her stay at the cabin with a bang, but it leads her in the hot seat with toji.

— tags: @maydayaisha @gabzlovesu @indiecursor @eiflawriting @thicksimpx @cloudsinthecosmos @woahhajime @sawamurawife @po3ticb3auty @daichisbunny @heyitsiyanas @pulchritxde @classic-les @jazzyangel242 @kunaigirlx44 @hufflefluffwh0re @savantsoulfinder @protectpancakes @littlemochi @salimcity @astennu @keke97 @r-xochitl @cosmiic-7 @lilith412426

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YOU WERE ALL PACKED UP TO GO BACK TO YOUR LIFE AS THE LUXURY DESIGNER YOU WERE. Your mind just kept darting back and forth between the drama that happened during the trip. After deciding to use the early morning while everyone was sleeping to clear your mind, you sat on the porch of the cabin watching the sun rise while you were sketching some new designs. You wanted to just leave, wake Toji up and go back home without a word. Simply because you still felt frustrated about everything. Perhaps you weren’t angry enough. Trying to grasp to fix something that wouldn’t be fixed while dwelling on the fact that the one person Nanami was set to marry was a scammer.

You knew you should tell the group considering that secrets are what made a dent in the friendship in the first place, but what exactly would they do? If you were being honest, the only one who would believe you would be Mei. She was the only one who didn’t know after all and from the looks of it being on your side without coddling Lana slash Serena's feelings.

Why did the name Lana sound so familiar? You’ve heard it before when you were in college.

“Why are you up so early?” You heard Mei’s voice as she stepped outside on the porch. She was currently wearing a suede tracksuit and her white-colored hair was pulled up into a messy bun. She stepped onto the porch taking a seat next to you on the steps.

“Toji’s snoring kept me up,” You joked. “Franky, I was thinking about leaving without saying goodbye to everyone. But something just has been eating away at my mind.” You said to her as your eyes diverted back to your iPad on your lap.

“And that thing is? Come on you know you can tell me,” Mei judged your side.

You inhaled sharply before exhaling and opening up the documents Mariah sent to you and soon you passed the device to Mei. You watched as Mei’s eyes bulged out her head in horror with each document she let her eyes glance upon. Then she stopped at the picture of Lana’s real I.D. Her eyebrows knitted together in curiosity at the woman in the picture before she glanced up at you, “You’ve met her before.”

You leaned over to glance at the picture and then at the name. Once again try to familiarize yourself with Lana. Something you’ve been trying to do since you found out all of this. “I kept saying the name sounded familiar. I just can’t pin it together and it’s frustrating.”

“That time in college when you practically was living in Toji’s fuckin’ skin—“

“You do not have to describe it like that.”

“Oh shut up, you were completely dickmatized and acting out,” Mei explained. “But you remember when the group practically fell out with each other. From you not talking to us to Geto and Gojo having that argument. It was just a complete cluster fuck. But through thick and thin, we never fell out.” She motioned her hand between the two of you.

“Okay, keep going.” You said as you were remembering that time in college. The distant memory of remembering your life spiraling.

“Your mentor Ari Aiko had you mentoring this student for you to shadow her during the summer after we graduated,” Mei explained. “Lana Volkov.”

It couldn’t be a coincidence. There couldn’t be that many Lana’s with that particular last name.

“I remember I was supposed to meet her because you expressed concerns about the woman. You thought you were overthinking about how weird she was ‘cause she kept asking personal questions. She kept asking you about—“

“Kento.” You finished the question as you finally were able to remember her. How could you not remember that wicked grin Lana would give you when you met up with her. It was the same fake one that she gave you now when you entered the room. Instead of the brunette color hair, she had now, it was a golden blonde back in college.

Your fist clutched in anger feeling completely stupid and used. The fact that she practically conned you didn’t sit right with you. You were seeing red and you could even feel your heart thumping in your chest. The fact that Lana stepped out on the porch discreetly thinking everyone was sleeping. Both you and Mei heads looked in her direction, heading her talking in Russian with the thickest accent. However, when she saw you two she abruptly ended the call.

“Goodmorning.” She said with this nervous grin and both you and Mei only glared at her. She caught onto your glare and would only smirk. “Fine then. I know you’re upset that I took Kento right from you. I snatched your happily ever after away from you in a very devious plan. But it is what it is.” She took a couple of steps forward towards you, her shoes creaking with every step she took on the wooden porch. “You can have him back when I’m done with him.”

You stood up and that caused Mei to stand up. She didn’t want you to hit Lana because she has dealt with women like that herself. You hit Lana and Mei knew the woman was going to victimize herself in a heartbeat. If she could pull off being someone she’s not for years, of course, she could make herself cry on command and have everyone feel sorry about her.

“What you’re doing is fucking horrible. Kento and I may not be on good terms right now, but he doesn't deserve this. You don’t deserve him. I’m going to tell him about your fuckin’ con and you can kiss this luxury life you think you deserve away.” You spat at her.

“You’re not understanding. He’s naive, always been when he was in college. One little sympathy cry from me and he’s locked around my finger.” Lana explained. “After all it was you who told me this fact when I dreadfully had to shadow you. I only did it to get more information on him. Even before he didn’t care to get to know me. All because of you.” Her finger jabbed at your shoulder.

Your nostrils flared at her and your eyes diverted to the spot she just touched you in. Mei felt like she was holding her breath. In her mind, she should stop this situation right here and now. However, she thought this conversation should happen before anyone else woke up.

“Don’t touch me.” You warned Lana.

Lana looked at you as if you were below her. Her eyes rolled in disgust before speaking once again, “I mean I understand why you’re so strung on him despite still having that lovely guy upstairs in your room. You’ve seen how big Nanami’s dick is. You know how hot he looks when he’s about to cum. His face gets all red. His hands always grasp at any body part just to be closer to you. And sometimes he’ll even mutter something in French. You miss that experience don’t you?”

You could feel your manicured nails digging into the inside of your palms. You felt like a cartoon character that was turning red in the face after something angered them. If you were in a cartoon, you’re pretty sure a viewer would see steam blowing out your ears. You glanced at Mei who was astonished at the words that left Lana’s mouth. She then had the biggest face of annoyance before stepping down a couple of steps and giving you a nod. You couldn’t help but smile as you lunged your fist backward and then forward connecting right onto Lana’s nose. You didn’t even let Lana react to the punch, you were seeing red as you practically dragged her from her hair off the porch. Both of you tumbled to the ground throwing blow after blow but you were sure you had the upper hand as you finally were on top of her. Your fist burning with each plow towards Lana’s face.

Your knuckles were screaming for you to stop, but soon you could hear two people run outside the cabin to help break you off from Lana. Geto and Toji had woken up early to finish packing but heard the commotion while moving around the house.

As Toji and Geto were tugging you off Lana. Your shirt was stained with blood that wasn’t yours, you could hear Geto ask Mei why she didn’t break it up. Mei only shrugged her shoulders before saying, “The bitch had it coming and you can’t tell me otherwise.”

“Let go of me!” You shrieked as you were kicking and swinging. The firm grip Toji had on you was not easing up just as much as the grip you had on Lana’s brunette hair. You were even sure you had hit Toji by accident due to your actions.

“Can you calm down first? Please.” Toji pleaded as you could hear his voice.

The grasp on Lana’s hair was loosened as Toji was pulling you off of her. You calmed down watching as Geto was trying to calm down Lana. You already could see the knot near her eye and she always was missing a couple of acrylic tips off her fingers. But that glare she gave you was as deadly as ever while Toji tugged you towards the cabin. Toji was the first to step into the cabin, you were behind him but before going in, you looked at Lana who turned into the best Oscar award-winning actress as she cried about breaking a nail and her bloody nose. “Hey, Lana?” You called out.

You watched as she and Geto looked at you. Geto was beyond confused about why you were calling her Lana. “Nanami doesn’t say anything in French when he’s about to cum. It’s actually German. I know this because we fucked in that penthouse you guys live in.” You smiled at her as you watched her completely break out of her crying ways to curse you out in her native tongue.

When you and Mei finally stepped into the house. You walked into the kitchen before erupting in a laughing fit. “I didn’t expect you to punch her when I gave you the nod.” Mei laughed as she looked at you.

“Well, why did you nod? I thought you were giving me the green light to punch her.” You chuckled before you let your finger touch your knuckles and you winced at the pain.

Toji was collecting ice in a sandwich bag for you before you prompted yourself on the counter. “You two together are never good. I woke up to pack and you weren’t even in bed.” His fingers pointed to Mei and then to you. He grabbed a hold of your hand and placed the cool compress on it. You winced at the pain but let him continue.

You could hear the door get tugged open and Geto walked in with the bloody cloth, your iPad, but no Lana. “Where is she?” Mei asked.

“She kinda pushed me away from her, said something in Russian, and then walked away.” He shrugged his shoulders.

“And you let her? Just walk away with a bloody nose?” Toji asked as he looked at Geto who thought deeply about the question Toji just asked.

“I mean yeah. I didn’t understand Russian, so I just assumed she said she was fine.” Geto glanced at you. “What the hell happened?” He asked as he placed your iPad on the counter.

“Toji, you’re all packed up?” You asked him, completely ignoring Geto’s question.

Your fight with Lana felt like a huge weight was off your shoulder. You still felt frustrated about your friends not telling you, but you were sure it was a work in progress of repairing the friendship, and being cooped in a cabin that had many memories wasn’t helping.

“Kinda, you’re ready to go now? You don’t want to say goodbye to everyone?” Toji asked. “You should get Shoko to look at your hand.”

“I’ll send my farewells to the others through text.” You shrugged your shoulders before jumping off the counter. You held the ice on your knuckles as you glanced at Geto’s sad face. ”I don’t want to be in this cabin when that lady returns anyway.”

You grabbed your iPad and you unlocked it. You went to the document files. You wanted to have the last word when it came to this Lana situation. You were sure when she returned to the cabin, she was going to twist the story to make you the villain because she was good at it.

So you did what you had to do as you air-dropped the documents you had about Lana to everyone in the house, hoping that when all of you guys return home that Lana wouldn’t be in the picture anymore. Everything would go back to normal. Even if you and Nanami weren’t close like that anymore, at least you had the heart to stop him from possibly getting conned. Though you had a feeling that fighting Lana and exposing her possibly will come back to bite you in your ass, it was worth it. She had it coming, but now she had no empire to come back to when she would return from wherever she went. You glanced at Geto who was looking at the stuff you sent. “I just hope we can go back to the way it was. I know it’s going to be hard for everyone to digest what I sent them, but this should be out now. I’m done with our friendship group having secrets.” You sighed. “But on a lighter note, let’s hit the road Toj!!”

“You’re fuckin’ insane,” Toji uttered before following you out of the kitchen.

With each step you took, you could hear all your other friends talking about the documents you sent. Your mind is still running on pure adrenaline from the fight. You walked into your room collecting your things in complete silence realizing that you hit your breaking point and put your hands on Nanami’s fiancé.

“You know, she’s probably going to make Kento’s life a living hell now,” Toji uttered as he finished up his packing.

“That’s between him and her,” You answered as you went back to collecting your things off the dresser.

“But, she’s going to tug you into it. What if it ruins your career or something.” Toji said.

“We have evidence of her being a scammer and a known one at that, it’s best she leaves all of us alone before I kick her ass again and after the ass-whooping drop her off at the police station myself.” You said.

Toji chuckles at your comment before he’s zipping up his suitcase with his last bit of things. “Are you sure you don’t want to say goodbye to them?” Toji asks.

“No, I told you already.” You found yourself snapping at Toji. Noticing your behavior, you would look at him before speaking. “Sorry, it’s just I can handle Kento lying to me. But my friends, they all knew about it. I’m not saying much to them until I get a proper apology from them.”

Toji’s lip parted to argue against what you said, but he would only nod. He wanted to ask another question about Nanami, but he figured he would wait until the two of you hit the road to ask. He just had a bad feeling that with exposing Lana (or Serena, at this point he was confused about the lady names) that you would somehow find your way right back to Nanami. Toji accepted his fate that it would never be him, but he was now realizing how much that hurt his pride. He had you in the palm of his hand and once again was about to lose you again.

The car ride started so silently. The only thing that could be heard was the song that was playing on the radio and your mumbles about needing more fabric when you made it back home. You left without sharing farewells and you felt some weight get lifted off your shoulder. Perhaps it was the pint-up aggression you had towards Nanami’s fiance or just Nanami period. However, you just knew that the artist wasn’t going to slither out your life so easily.

You knew the news of his fiance wanting to only use him for money would take him by shock. He’ll most likely blame himself for the situation, which was his only fault. After all, you’ve told him for years that he shouldn’t let his parents dictate his life. Yet they arranged him with a con artist. You had respect for his parents, but there had to be some form of red flags that just didn’t bother to check before arranging that marriage.

“Y/N, we need to talk,” Toji said as he was driving.

“About?” You asked. Your eyes never leave the device that was in front of you as you were looking at some designs that were in Mariah’s portfolio.

“Well for one, I have to return to my office in Singapore.” He said.

“Aww man, already?” You asked. You knew Toji would have to return to his lifestyle of running a sports team. It was eventually going to happen, but you hated the fact that during his break of stepping away from being the boss he was—he was tugged into your chaotic life. But then again, he approached you first. You two indulged in each other to fulfill temporary sexual highs.

“Yes, I’m thinking about selling the team and attempting to buy a volleyball team in Japan.” Toji admitted, “But I’m not particularly sure yet. My son seems to like Singapore, so I don’t want to tug him away from that.”

“That’s understandable, I would love to meet Megumi one day.” You gave him a kind smile that you noticed he didn’t return.

Something was bothering him. You could tell by how his hand was gripping the steering wheel and how tight he clenched his jaw. “If something is borrowing you, just tell me.”

“Are you going to go back to him?” Toji asked. “I think I need to know just in case. Cause if you are, I don’t think I can be around you anymore.”

You were beyond confused at his words. “I’m not understanding Toji. You’re confusing me, just days ago you didn’t care for the guy or what he thought. Hell, you even got on at the thought of making him jealous.”

Could he have been saying that you two wouldn’t work out ever again to block his actual feelings? Could Toji have fallen for you like in college and Kento was in the way once again?

“But you didn’t answer my question. Say you do clear up the situation with your friends and you talk with Nanami now that his fiance is out of the picture, will you go be with him?” Toji asked again.

You sat in silence realizing that either yes or no wouldn’t satisfy Toji. If you said yes, he would be a sulking mess the whole ride to your place. Once again becoming the second option just like in college. If you said no, he would think you’re lying. That through the trip, he noticed how you would stare at Kento. It felt like an argument when you were in college all over again. With you and Toji's arguments, they got so heated that on some days you two spent days without talking to each other. But he took your silence as the answer he didn’t want to accept. He only leaned over to turn the radio up some more and the two of you continue down the road in complete silence.

#nanami kento x reader #nanami x reader #nanami kento fanfic #jjk x reader #jjk fanfic #nanami kento x black reader #jjk x black reader #black reader #꒰ ა ♡ ໒ ꒱ — scheduled post.

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archxngxl · 2 years

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Finding her target was nothing short of a pain in the ass. Lana prided herself on her tracking skills, but this particular target was hidden well. She tracked him down to a cabin, in the middle of nowhere. Upon further inspection and research of the terrain, Lana learned that there was wolves around. She hoped that none of them would show up, she could not afford any distractions or possible hindrances to the mission. She was being paid a heft sum, but that wasn't the only reason she took the job. 'Your target has worked with your father many times before. He is a key to finding your father.' Her employer had said with confidence. Lana took the job right away.

Now here she was, in the middle of nowhere. In the cold and damp air of snow covered forest. Lana's steps were silent, her breath was steady. She would get her answers, one way or another. She hid behind a tree, using it as both a shield and look out point. With her gun in hand and a steady breath, Lana took the first shot. "Shit." Lana had missed by a bit, the bullet hit the wooden box next to him. The shot rang out, the noise bouncing off the trees. Lana looked over, and he was gone. She cursed under her breath and went after him. More shots rang out, and Lana missed again. Something was off. Her target had agility, a complete opposite of her previous targets that stumbled and fell while running from her. No matter, she would kill him and get the job done.

@hcllriot

#tw guns #muse: lana aries #yeah sure jan

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sunflowerharrington · 2 years

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bestie PLS PLS GIVE SONG RECOMMENDATIONS??? I’m desperate for new music.. everything sounds like noise T-T

SORRY BUT THIS IS THE BEST ASK I HAVE EVER GOTTEN I SWEAR!!!

i absolutely love doing this!

so these songs are what i’ve been listening to recently;

- high school sweethearts by melanie martinez

- sex with my ex by lil peep

- boss bitch by doja cat

- thru the night by jack harlow and bryson tiller

- maniac 2000 by ruaile buaile 🎉😭😭 this one is a joke btw i’m not getting you to actually listen to it

- thot shit by meg thee stallion

- hallucinate by dula peep

- drive by wes nelson and clean bandit

- comme toi by tayc

- redbone by donald glover

- heartbreak anniversary by giveon

- hrs and hrs by muni long

- boyfriend by dove cameron

- she’s all i wanna be by tate mcrae

- fine line by harry styles

- show me how by men i trust

- heartless by kanye west

- i bet you look good on the dancefloor by arctic monkeys

- pink + white by frank ocean

- billie bossa nova by billie eilish

- honesty by pink $weats

- tú by maye

- supermassive black hole by muse

- loving is easy by rex orange county

- pluto projector by rex orange county

- hello? by clairo

- ok by wallows

- are you bored yet by wallows and clairo

- mind games by sickick

- poison by brent faiyaz

- confidence by raye and maleek berry and nana rouges

- twisted by missio

- easy by dani leigh and chr*s br*wn

- first class by jack harlow

- hypnotize by the notorious big

- breed by nirvana

- lounge act by nirvana

- come as you are by nirvana

- oxytocin by billie eilish

- fuck everyone but you by cheat codes

- all for us by labrinth and zendaya

- as it was by harry styles

- she by harry styles

- softcore by the neighbourhood

- the less i know the better by take impala

- deviltown by cavetown

- underground by cody fry

- she’s my collar by gorillaz and kali uchis

- see you again by tyler, the creator and kali uchis

- sweetest pie by dula peep and meg thee stallion

- tear you apart by she wants revenge

- potential breakup song by aly & aj

- burning pile by mother mother

- hayloft I & II by mother mother

- je te laisserai des mots by patrick watson

- brutal by olivia rodrigo

- wild by troye sivan

- my my my by troye sivan

- boys by lizzo

- wild side by normani and cardi b

- s&m by rihanna

- pov by ariana grande

- parents by yungblud

- smells like teen spirit by nirvana (had to hid this song in here somewhere lmao)

- rhinestone eyes by gorillaz

- little dark age by mgmt

- prefontaine by versatile (for all my dubs out there xoxo) and also ketamine by versatile. don’t @ me!

- teenagers by my chemical romance

- love on the brain by rihanna

- sweet dreams (are made of this) by eurythmics because how could i not recommend this song?

- could’ve been by her and bryson tiller

- boo’d up by ella mai

- shot clock by ella mai

- god is a dancer by mabel

- sociopath by olivia o’brien

- begin again by taylor swift

- fuck it i love you by lana del rey

- 505 by arctic monkeys ❤️😭 favourite song ever

- ilomilo by billie eilish

- nintendhoe by doja cat

- 40 shades of choke by ari lennox

- while we’re young by jhené aiko

- sativa by jhené aiko and swae lee

- love language by queen naija

- no idea (don toliver) remix by dj purpberry

- 3 nights by dominic fike

- cupid’s chokehold / breakfast in america by gym class heroes

- sparks by coldplay

- freaks by surf curse

- jealous by eyedress

if you want my playlists i can send them to you, babes!

#song recs #recomendations #tate’s song recs #my music taste is all over the place omfg #spotify

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serenscarlett-moved · 2 years

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i’ll throw this under the readmore about me being conflicted about the idea, which the muses had bugged me about it over the weekend. also readmore due to my nonsense ramblings. 🤪

also, this is something for a certain cipher nine oc of mines and my verse’s two characters. feel free to ignore.

So, my muses decided to hit me with the biggest what if idea and it started with “what happened if Aris had a child with Jadus through difficult circumstances” and at first I was like, “oh no, I’m not sure the timing would be right or how long did chapter 1 lasted for, muses.”

this is probably because the idea came to me inspired by a simblr’s 18+ story I read.

and now, I am undecided over this idea and my good friend, Maczac, said the idea could be interesting and “combine with Aris having a child (with Jadus) creates extra dramas“. I decided to brainstorm on this further over the weekend:

We know that seduction and s*xual activities are all apart of Intelligence field works. Of course, this situation between Aris and Jadus was very complicated because Jadus was drawn to Aris (and completely in love with her), and Aris was no stranger to sleeping with other women before, So, basically to Aris, it was either face punishments or caught up in a web of lust against her better judgements.

Again, a very complicated situation considering Aris’ line of work and Jadus being a powerful Sith Lord.

Fast forward post-Eradication Day and the engagement announcement, Aris would discover she was carrying Jadus’ child after Vowrawn noticed the signs (through his trans pregnancy experience) questioning her health. Though, Aris was completely unaware for months despite claiming the sickness caused by poor food rations.

This would had meant she had a cryptic pregnancy. Again, completely unaware but was discovered by Vowrawn during 20-30 weeks.

To add on this, Jadus did not know about this either.

Vowrawn and Kritanta would be extremely protective over Aris and the unborn child, neither of them would leave her side should one of them needed to attend a meeting.

Kritanta (Aris’ father) informed Darth Marr about the development and they were both shocked and surprised by this. This does not affect the engagement as both Aris and Marr are still adamant on going ahead with the arranged marriage as planned.

Marr had dealt with kids before. So they talked to Aris about the development, nothing will change between the two of them. Marr asked about how would she feel if they were to be named as the parent to her child (aka adoption), Aris agreed because it would be a safer option.

Aris gave birth to her daughter sometime after the wedding. Named her Naomi. Kritanta and Vowrawn are grandparents. Acina as Great-Auntie. Vaylin is the Auntie. Also, Auntie Lana Beniko. Malora get an adoptive sister. Marr as the parent to share joint custody with Aris.

Aris’ child would be 100% safe within Marr’s care when Aris leaves for undercover work. also, likely to be raised within the Nevrakis’ estate on Ziost.

there’s so much dramas in this I know....

Should I go with this... I think chapter 2 would set a few years after chapter 1 because I really do not like how toddlers look in the sims 4--I had a couple of ccs for children (which I had gotten for my oc Roxie in different fandom) so that’s easier for me. Plus, to give Jazz and Tau the time to grow and develop as Jedi Knight going on Jedi Master together. I think this would sense to spend a few years to achieve Jedi Master rank rather than too soon.

Anyways, there’s that and I’m undecided on this particular arc. So I don’t know... ugh, muses why you gotta do this to me?! edit: suddenly realised that my oc Roxie and Naomi would have something in common regarding the parental lineage.

#scarlett replies to stuffs #ch: darth marr #ch: darth jadus #all in all this is one big complicated drama for the Vathraki family should and if i consider this canon or not #i almost tempted to say 'maybe not go with this bc it sounded like a bad idea'#nevrakis legacy headcanons #oc: naomi nevrakis #oc: anisaira nevrakis

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fiiore · 2 years

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hey is that lorenzo zurzolo? no, that’s just fiore gattuso. they’re twenty one, and have spent two years in dayton. i hear that they’re kind of determined but also can be narcissistic. black nail polish and piercing blue eyes remind me of him. can’t wait to see them at the next party!

warning: this intro contains a lot of mature/triggering content such as homophobia, emotional and physical abuse, mental illness implication, and probably a lot more. i’ve tried tagging everything accordingly, but if you see something i missed, please feel free to dm me!

basic stats ;

⟶ full name: fiore emiliano luca gattuso ( first name pronounced fee-oh-reh, also see here ! ) ⟶ nicknames: usually just goes by fiore, his cousin will jokingly call him fiorella or fifi , some people might even say…. flower boy ( fiore literally…. means flower in italian 😳 ) ⟶ three things he likes: people who smell good and have general good hygiene, seth rogen, tiramisu gelato ⟶ three things he dislikes: dirty fingernails, people who are actually very wealthy but are super cheap, cracked phone screens ⟶ gender: cis male ⟶ height: 5 ‘ 8 ⟶ age: 21 ⟶ birthday: june 13, 2001 ⟶ zodiac: gemini sun, aries moon, libra ascendant ⟶ right handed or left handed: left handed ⟶ eye color: baby blue ⟶ hair color: brown ⟶ piercings and tattoos: a cartilage piercing on his right ear, usually covered by his hair, and a small gemini symbol tattoo on his left wrist ⟶ languages spoken: italian ( native tongue ), spanish, and english ⟶ sexuality / romantic orientation: homosexual / homoromantic ⟶ place of birth: positano, italy ⟶ hometown: rome, italy ⟶ last five songs listened to: testa tra le nuvole pt.1 by alfa, sei bella come roma by dandy turner, caught you boy ( i want you ) by lana del rey, completamente by thegiornnalisti, 16 marzo by achille lauro ft. gow tribe ⟶ five aesthetics: several golden rings on thin fingers with black nail polish to match, always looking on fleek regardless of the situation, a flirtatious smile, a soft italian accent when speaking english, being late to literally everything ⟶ character inspo: kat hernandez from euphoria ( big muse! ), maeby funke from arrested development ( also big muse! ), lucrecia montesinos from elite

background story ;

so fiore was born to a spanish mother named martina belmonte and a fully italian father named gian gattuso in the village positano, in southern italy. they later moved to rome when he was around four years old. his family? basically comes from really old money. so old, they really don’t even know where it came from? point is, they’re a very well off bunch. his mother is into politics and has her own line of hair and skin care products, and his father owns companies worldwide, of just about everything. gas, water, electric, fashion, food industries, you name it, his name is on it.

fiore grew up with anything he’s ever wanted ( materialistically, of course ). apart from that, his parents were, how you say…. awful? like no beating around the bush, they were awful. his mother’s businesses’ were legit, but they were also used to secretly wash money. his father treated his employees like garbage. they were both awful individuals, but his father however, had to be the worst for him. he had a very old school way of thinking, the whole the man brings the money into the relationship mentality, this dumb idea that men couldn’t show their feelings because they would be labeled as weak, a super religious mindset that honestly? was toxic masculinity at it’s absolute finest. very gross and vile behavior

they were people who expected a lot out of their only son, which made fiore feel an insane amount of pressure from the very start. he showed characteristics lots of boys his age didn’t show at a super young age. he did things like peeing while sitting down instead of standing up, he preferred to play with dolls instead of toys specifically for boys, favored the color pink, got along better with girls, preferred to watch shows that were considered ‘girly’, etc, etc.

they were very harmless things honestly, things that most parents would laugh about or just turn a blind eye at. however, fiore really wasn’t that lucky when it came to the people who bought him into the world. any time he would do anything they claimed a ‘normal boy wouldn’t do’, he would get a huge lecture, and a beating to go with it. needless to say, he learned to hide a lot of who he really was very early on

he did a lot of things to seek the approval of his parents. he wasn’t smart academically ( dumb boi 101 tbh ), but he tried to make them happy in other ways. fiore was never fond of sports at all, but he started playing tennis when he was five, because it made his parents less vile towards him. truth be told, he hated tennis with every fiber of his being but again, he did this, simply because it satisfied his parents

he grew up trying to be the perfect son, often times putting himself in situations he didn’t want to be in or felt uncomfortable doing because he wanted them to be proud of him, but honestly? it was like? never enough. he could single handedly be the best person at anything he does, but it never made his parents happy. it was all smiles for the pictures, but behind closed doors, he really was pretty damn miserable. he was basically the perfect example of money doesn’t buy real happiness, because he had anything materialistic anybody could ever want, but he was not a happy kid

simply put, he’s always known he like boys. it wasn’t even one of those cases where he’s super confused and assumes it’s just a phase or is in deep denial or whatever, nope, he has literally always known, clear as day. and this, along with how his parents were in general, really made him depressed because he knew the way he felt wouldn’t be cool with them. if anything, he was terrified of how they would react if they ever found out about his feelings, so, as unhealthy as it sounds, he buried that shit. his perfectly normal feelings? buried, stashed away as if it’s something he should be ashamed about. the saddest part is though…. he totally was ashamed. his entire upbringing, he was just told it was wrong. religion was an excuse that was always used, but it was more of the whole ‘oh my god, what would everyone think?’ type thing. he grew up with the idea that the image people have of him and his family is everything, because this was pushed upon him since he could remember. again , he felt this insane amount of pressure to look and act perfect, and this, along with hiding his true feelings, secretly drove him insane

his life consisted of mostly just doing things he didn’t want to do. between tennis, cotillion classes he was forced to take, tutoring because he wasn’t academically intelligent whatsoever, the upperclass parties he was forced to attend with his parents, speaking to kids he actually couldn’t stand…. it all drained him. even things he liked doing, like playing piano, all seemed like a chore to him, because of all the pressure he was under. he just kept acting perfect, like his life was perfect and everything was okay, and fiore was so damn cynical and charming that he made everyone believe he was having the time of his life, when really? people didn’t know the half of it

it isn’t until he’s fifteen that his life kind of changes. his parents have been friends with this other family who was in their social class since fiore could remember, and they had a daughter fiore’s age, named luna maybe you can see where this is going, but if not…. they’ve always wanted fiore and her to date. their mother’s were pregnant at the same time and would talk about their wedding type thing, fiore and her have known each other since they were in diapers, and this would all be super cute if he wasn’t like, secretly super fucking gay? but it was around this age that they kind of started pushing for them to hang out more, with the pure intention of them getting together. like ‘fiore has tennis practice, maybe luna can come with and you guys can go see a movie later?’ or ‘fiore, luna knows this great pizza place she can totally take you to’

basically…. kind of forcing them to hang out, and you know, fiore definitely tried. he would pick her up after school, they would go see movies together, they would exchange music back and forth, and he thought she was really, really cool, but he just was not into her like that. and again, he really did try? he kept telling himself that maybe if he holds his breath when he hugs her, the strong scent of her perfume wouldn’t nauseate him. that maybe one day, he would like how much smaller her hand was compared to his. that maybe he would come to enjoy how long her hair is, but like…. he actually could not? he was just not into her at all no matter how much he tried to be…. sad boi realization hours tbh

and one day when they’re at his house, alone, she tries to kiss him, and he doesn’t know what comes over him but dude kind of just pulls away and says ‘i’m gay!’ without even thinking about it, and i shit you not, her actual response? ‘oh, i figured that out. i just wanted to hear you say it’, and strangely enough, from that point on, they become best friends. she didn’t tell anyone what he told her, and she’s literally the first person he’s ever come out to

his life only gets, dare i say, spicier, from that point on. it’s two days after his sixteenth birthday when he’s going over to luna’s house to pick her up so they can hang out. now just imagine his surprise when the person who opens the door is some handsome shirtless stranger he’s never seen before. as it turns out, luna has an older brother, alessio, who fiore has never met before because he went to a boarding school in london and mostly lived with their grandparents. now this dude was actually the most attractive man fiore has ever seen. he actually just stands there and stares at him for a second because he can’t believe how handsome he is

to make a long story short, after weeks of sexual tension between them, they finally start messing around behind closed doors. fiore tried to avoid it, but his simp ass just gave in. he just couldn’t really hide his feelings anymore. it’s this whole secret summer romance, the only other person knowing the truth between them being luna. it turns into more than just a summer thing though when alessio decides to start the school year in italy, leaving behind the school he went to in london, literally all for fiore. obviously he gave a whole different reason when asked why he did what he did, but the real reason? definitely fiore

they’re together for two years, secretly, of course. fiore was legit in love with this guy. they were both young, but he knew he loved him. and they would have been together forever and probably run off somewhere to get married if it wasn’t for one single thing that fucked everything up

one day, fiore and him are walking back from his tennis practice. this is a time where fiore knows no one is home and no one is coming home for a while, so when they get to his house and see his father’s car parked outside, he low key panics a little. alessio leaves, but little does fiore know, this is the last time he would ever see him

his father asks him to come upstairs and surprisingly, leads him into his room. this is when fiore’s entire life practically changes forever. his father turns on his tv and legit starts playing his sex tape, with none other than alessio. just picture this though; your extremely homophobic, close minded and hateful father and you sitting on your bed, watching your gay sex tape with your boyfriend, who happens to be the son of your parents’ closest friends

obviously, this news isn’t well taken by his father. he gets his ass beat. like, literally almost dies type shit. he’s definitely been beat by his father before, but the truth is that it was never that brutal. he knew neither his mother or father would be okay with everything, but he didn’t think it would be that bad. this is definitely one of the lowest points in his life

it’s like they knew about it for a moment too because everything kind of just seems like they planned it with time? his plane ticket to california, his living arrangements with his cousin when he gets there, their very hurtful speech…. it’s like they thought about all of this. they tell him that if he wants to do ‘gross shit like that’, that he’s going to do it very far away from them. that he’s no longer going to be a responsibility for them, that they can’t believe he would even think to embarrass them that way and they couldn’t even imagine anyone finding out…. basically gets disowned and sent away, forced to leave the city he’s lived in all his life

it doesn’t really take an expert to figure out that fiore did not take this move well at all. for a while, he was really depressed. he wouldn’t go out at all and would just lay in bed for the longest time, his english was kind of ass as well. he appreciated what his cousin was doing for him by letting him live with him ( even though he didn’t know the real story ), but he just couldn’t get over what happened. after about the second month of just feeling sorry for himself, it was his cousin who snapped him back to reality

he got him a job at the pizza place he works in, but fiore began to realize how much he despised working. his entire life, he received everything he’s ever wanted on a golden plater with solid gold spoons, he’s always had everything without working for it, so this? he was for sure not used to it at all. his life completely changed. he went from living in a two story mansion in the most prestigious part of rome to living in a very shitty part of california, broke almost always, and working a job he hated with everything he had, splitting rent with his cousin

he didn’t want that for himself. he was trying to not be judgmental, but he simply couldn’t live like this, he refused. it wasn’t until he went out clubbing one night ( fake id and all ), that one of his friends really opened his eyes, showed him the wonders of being a sugar baby and conning people. they walked into the place with twenty bucks and left with four thousand dollars

quickly, fiore began to learn his friends’ ways. he just put himself out there. he opened up an instagram account and gained recognition after being tagged in several pictures with all these influencers with over three million followers each. his looks, his rather charming personality, and his thick italian accent helped him tremendously. he learned so fast that he could easily have the lifestyle he was so used to, using his looks to his advantage. soon enough, he was conning and finessing the fuck out of all these older men ( and sometimes women ) for their money. he would basically act like the boy of their dreams, everything sweet, then just steal their money and ghost. sometimes, he wouldn’t even have to do all that, he just had these older guys willing to buy him anything and spoil him in exchange for his company. i mean sometimes he would steal but it came up to a point where he really didn’t have to? he just had to look cute and act affectionate and he was getting whatever he wanted

on top of that, his instagram account was blowing up. he wasn’t just getting money from lonely old guys, but he was also making money off his social media accounts. sponsorships, a modeling contract, pretty much making money off his look . he’s also done some camboy stuff, but he wore a mask ( think kat hernandez from euphoria! ), like…. he became obsessed with how fast he could make money because he’s cute. he was just in love with the idea that dudes he didn’t even know online were sending him money because they think he’s hot. eventually, he began making enough money up to the point where he pushed his cousin into stocks and they eventually moved out of their crappy apartment and into a luxury house. fiore just wants to live the opulent life he’s always been used to

he’s just making money off his appearance at this point, whether it be guys spoiling him, or his social media accounts, or whatever it is, but he’s literally just living his luxury life doing what he wants and he’s just getting paid for his looks, and the content he posts? kind of an empty minded mentality, but he really doesn’t care. he’s living his dream of not working at all and still having a fuck ton of money so he couldn’t be happier. he just wants to live off his physical appearance and that’s legit exactly what he’s doing and honestly? we kind of have to stan

there is still a part of fiore that has a lot of issues and trauma. honestly mommy and daddy issues as fuck, but he doesn’t talk about this at all. it’s actually really funny because he’s pretty popular on social media, but no one really knows anything about his personal life? he literally refuses to talk about anything that happened to him before he was eighteen. it’s actually kind of wild because you can have very long conversations with him, but it’s kind of all outside things? in the sense that you can have a three hour chat with him, laughing and all, thinking you’re getting close to him, but when he gets up to leave, after like five minutes of him being gone, it’ll kind of hit you like holy fuck, i don’t know anything about this guy? he’s way too good at asking you about yourself and avoiding talking about his personal life altogether. you can tell him your entire life story but realize you literally don’t even know his middle name

he’s also super good at getting what he wants, super fucking sneaky. he will dead ass plant this thought in your head, but he’ll circle it so much, it’ll seem like the entire thing was your idea to begin with. he can be super manipulative but he’s so nonchalant about it that you won’t even notice. like nah , that wasn’t your idea... he’s been feeding it to you for weeks now to make you think it is

in a way, he is kind of relieved with everything that happened with his parents because now, he’s completely free to be himself and do whatever the fuck he wants, knowing very well they can’t really touch him anymore. of course, it still left a mark that he’s never going to be able to erase or forget ( both in his heart and on his body too ), but he feels free for once in his life and he’s kind of happier now, still low key needs therapy because he has some serious issues and problems tbh but what are you gonna do about it LOL

relationship wise, he really doesn’t commit to anyone. after practically being forced to leave his now ex boyfriend, he kind of feels like he doesn’t deserve love? it’s really fucked up but he’s genuinely convinced that no one is ever going to really love him or want to be with him so he just avoids any real romantic relationship of any kind. this is probably why he uses older rich guys the way he does, because he knows he can get as much as he wants out of them and in a way, he feels like he’s using them so they can’t use him? he also knows he’s never going to really love any of those guys, so he feels like they’re safe for him to use and manipulate to his liking. i mean he’s a major fucking hoe and will hook up with any hot guy whether they’re rich or not because BOYS BOYS BOYS, but he will definitely leave them before they can leave him. he’s the type to leave before you even wake up type shit…. we hate him tbh

deep down, he really does want to be loved. he wants an actual boyfriend and all that lovey gooey shit he had with alessio, but he’s just a scared little bitch. dude has fucking issues. like actual trauma that he can’t get over so he just keeps having meaningless sex and doing what he wants because he wants to be in control... again, get a fucking therapist fiore holy fuck

he has become a huge narcissist. he’s genuinely obsessed with his physical appearance, no lie. you will never see this man wearing sweats or half assing it. he always wants to look good, regardless of the occasion. in a way, it’s because he secretly feels like he has nothing else to offer besides being hot, so he dwells on this shit. has an extensive skin care routine, loves painting his nails, always has his hair cut nicely and dresses straight out of a magazine…. dude has to look good he doesn’t care

he’s also a huge fucking liar, can be super deceiving. he will have zero reason to lie but he’ll lie anyways. his narcissism and lying are literally a defense mechanism, like for the millionth time man…. go to therapy lmfao

he enjoys drinking and smoking weed as well, though he definitely prefers to drink. dude loves himself a huge ass cup of wine! he refuses to do anything else because he claims doing anything else is going to ‘ruin his good looks and youth’. he’s also a pretty good cook and knows how to bake, but this is a rather hidden talent of his. he’s mostly learned this because he’s a picky ass eater and wants to eat stuff his way, but he actually really likes it now? like making food or desserts is actually a relaxing hobby of his, he even knows how to make some really potent edibles which is actually pretty dope. don’t get him started on his alcohol soaked gummies because they come out fantastic as well

this is another secret of his but fiore? is actually secretly blind as fuck KJNCDNVCD like one of his many secrets. has a vision of 20/50, nearly 20/60, but hasn’t worn glasses since he was seven, pretty much doing everything with contacts. he just thinks glasses look unattractive on him and honestly refuses to let anyone see him with them on, basically only takes off his contacts to sleep type shit. it’s not even an embarrassing thing but he just hates it? honestly considers it to be one of his worst flaws, being blind as shit. no one has ever seen him with glasses on and the only person who even knows he has vision as bad as he does is his cousin 🤡

he has a ragdoll cat he found when he was two months old in a dumpster and he drunkenly named him draco meowfoy. he’s one year old now and fiore is actually in love with him. like…. that’s his baby legit

when he was younger, as punishment whenever he misbehaved, his father would lock him in the trunk of his car, for several hours. because of this and his childhood, he’s really claustrophobic. he can’t do tight spaces because he will literally freak out, have an actual panic attack. i’m sure if he ever gets trapped in an elevator, he would probably pass out with how not okay he would be KJFHNJDVN i think just thinking about shit he’s been through makes him have random mental break downs? he’ll say he’s over it but he’s definitely not bless

also just a random little fact, but his name, fiore, actually translates to flower in italian. his surname, gattuso, derives from the italian word gatto, which means cat, so when you think about it, his name? is dead ass flower cat, and ironically enough? his dream is to start his own clothing brand, with that exact name bless him

this is all i’m gonna write now because this got long as hell, but below are some wanted connections and his birthchart!

wanted connections ;

i bet i can’t remember you... no, i actually really can’t remember you: this is a messy connection, but give me a guy he drunkenly gave a blowjob to at a party and genuinely cannot recall doing it. your muse probably remembers it but fiore? watch him go damn that’s crazy... who are you again?

you can’t stand me you say? then sit on my face: ahh, the i hate you so much but we always end up sleeping together connection. someone who really can’t stand him yet they end up having sex anyways. watch his narcissistic ass go ‘you love me’ ( no you’re annoying af )

why are we friends? look at the shoes you’re wearing: very very unlikely friends, friends who have no idea how they even ended up becoming friends, but are friends anyways, watch him tell this unfortunate soul all his gay adventures

we bonded over our pets: became friends because they both have pets, they could have cute little playdates with their pets because he actually has the chillest cat alive, gets along with everyone

you’re the most irritating person i’ve ever met: someone who genuinely can’t stand him whatsoever. at all. not even a little bit. it’s very easy to hate him because he’s the worst so i don’t even blame this person

i hate that i don’t hate you: an unrequited crush. an unfortunate soul who likes him but he’s just the worst. he’s also the stupidest person ever, so he would be completely oblivious to this crush as well

let’s talk shit about everyone in the room: besties who trash talk everyone, no one is free from the mouth of these two. watch someone walk in with sweats and get roasted for absolutely no reason at all

or, we can brainstorm!

birthchart ;

#reallife.intro #homophobia tw #abuse tw #mental illness implication tw #internalized homophobia tw #emotional abuse tw #i rlly dont expect anyone to read this at all #this is LONG AF #but if anyone does lemme tell u i LOVE U

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