#music tingz

[rubylioness]

Ignoring his personal shit (i.e. his relationship with a teenage girl), just wanted to point out that as a singer it makes *so* much sense that Aaron Hall is a Leo…ol’ extra ass 😂

[nojaloart]

time travelling back to 2017 bc i’m watching a production of the great comet tonight :3

[cl0ud-ninex]

Thanks for the tag! 🩷💜💙

1. Don Toliver - Cardigan

2. Playboi Carti - 9am in Calabassas

3. Frank Ocean - Provider

4. Amaarae - Sociopathic Dance Queen

5. Luci4 - Bodypartz

Tagging: Literally, anyone else who wants to do it

🎶✨when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool)🎶

Toxic - 2WEI

CODE MISTAKE - CORPSE

The Call (feat. Edda Hayes)

So Long - James Marriott

Insane - Black Gryph0n

taggggssss:

@i-the-frenchiest-of-fries, @purple-purple-pink-purple, @butterflies-and-bumble-bees, @irrealisms, @whitehorsevale, @curly-cottage-girl, @i-am-a-freg, @a-beautiful-crow, @frogressive-rock, @the-honey-dukes, @intothelionsden

[jigoku-no-jonetsu]

[saturday-eve]

I always get what I want. 🥸

Especially in regards to my tuba playing omg it’s gotten so much better!

[lets-talk-spirituality]

2023 Recap

2023 was quite a fucking year. I’m a markedly different person now than I was at the beginning of the year. I opened up my life, with the help of some amazing people, and created one I had always dreamed of having. During the pandemic, I used to feel like my life was devoid, empty, and I was the walking dead. Even felt that when I first moved here. All I wanted was for my life to feel full. I’ve been reflecting a lot as I begin my next internal journey through sexual trauma, and that reflection fills me with gratitude. Because I can see where what I asked came to be, my life is so full now, and there’s even room for more!

I fell in love with my island, with myself, my life and with other people. Some people left, but my love was never lost for them, just dormant. Jesus, as painful as that has been, was someone who showed me so much about the ways I was still afraid of embracing myself, I wish our lights could’ve flickered together longer, but I’m glad he illuminated me for the time he did. He made me glow when he lit me up to myself. My mom was right, he came to bring me community. To show me how to create it for myself. I always admired how he could talk to anyone. And before he left, he brought me together with new friends who I cherish.

As I examine the year ahead and a big year for me it is, I’m proud of 2023. Like I predicted it was a year about relationships, where I realized so much more about what it means to actively maintain and form friendships, how to communicate better and how to show up more. I’ve been realizing how much I shut myself off from people and I’m trying to learn how to let people in and how to be there for them too. A lot happened in the world, a lot happened internally. Here are some other recaps of the year!

Best books I read this year:

My Body— Emily Ratajkowski

“In my early twenties, it had never occurred to me that the women who gained their power from beauty were indebted to the men whose desire granted them that power in the first place. Those men were the ones in control, not the women the world fawned over. Facing the reality of the dynamics at play would have meant admitting how limited my power really was—how limited any woman’s power is when she survives and even succeeds in the world as a thing to be looked at”

The Woman in Me—Britney Spears

“In some ways, they turned me into a teenager again; in other ways, I was a girl. But sometimes I just felt like a trapped adult woman who was pissed off all the time. This is what’s hard to explain, how quickly I could vacillate between being a little girl and being a teenager and being a woman, because of the way they had robbed me of my freedom.”

Ain’t I A Woman—bell hooks

Best music I discovered:

Barbie Movie:

I just watched it and I cried my eyes out multiple times. I think what broke my heart most was seeing Ken uphold the patriarchy to Barbie. In Barbieworld, men are subjugated much like women are in reality, and I didn’t like that. But when he took away her place in her world and made it a place where she didn’t have anything, not even female friendship, I cried harder.

I thought of every man I’d loved and that inevitable moment of shock and a drop in my soul that came with him reminding me of who was really the power player between us. When he rubbed in my face my inhumanity as an object for sexual observation and that I was in competition always for his attention.

I was curious to know some women, including my friend, didn’t like the movie or cry. I wonder if they maybe hadn’t been hurt the way I had, maybe it’s an age difference. My friend my age said she cried too. It was another moment where I was hit with the reality that what my pain has been isn’t normal and is sadly, so normalized that it’s universal. The pain of being a woman so easily communicated on screen, without even broaching the topic of children. That’s what made it sell the way it did. To be seen.

Insights or profound shit I thought and wrote down:

At the core of existence is the question of what am I and why do I exist, consciousness is asking that and all of us are just expressions of this question

Don’t wrap your politics around you in the cold dark night, for you forget, you may be a less marginalized body but you are still a body who has no rights except the ones we collectively believe we hold, rights are a belief until they are held, humans don’t have rights yet, not fully

I lost myself inside myself, I buried myself so low, I’m still finding me in the rubble, that’s the thing when your coping mechanism is suppression, that’s why I don’t even feel feelings.

Sex is the only thing that feels safe when you have intimacy issues, it feels like love and it feels like connection but things that force us to feel instead of allowing us to blossom are illusions, sex feels real and it’s the biggest performance of all

We first have to free our enslaved bodies from the chokehold of misunderstanding humans have been holding bodies to this whole time, without knowing the truth, body’s aren’t to serve us or be bent to submission, they are meant for freedom too

We overreact with emotions when we are trying to suppress them, it creates tension that allows them to explode

The West’s hatred of Islamic subjugation of women is a projection of their self hatred for how they subjugate women in our society but refuse to acknowledge it

Sex can’t be only for pleasure because men and women alike are told to wrap our worth and gender into our sexuality, when men want to fuck me I know really they feel powerless and want me to give them some time to feel manly, that they don’t want to fuck me, they want to fuck in general to reassure themselves of their own fragile masculinity

In conclusion:

Emotionally heavy and taxing, I did open my life like I’d planned. And this year has impacted me so deeply. I have ideas that next year will be tied into structure and further care of self for me personally. I’m excited to do a collective post.

I’ve turned off my asks, and may keep them off until past the new year as I will be going out of the country for a bit in early January! I want to clear out my inbox as much as I can before the new year as a way to create space for new energy. I’m planning to do my 2024 post soon as well. I also have been thinking up an astrology post! If you want to message me to talk, please do, as I love being able to help you guys and provide insight, but my inbox is closed for a bit while I get things a bit more structured for myself. Mahalo. Mucho love and happy holidays 💕✨💋

[goodluckb4be]

fully okay w being single until its january 12th and i dont have anyone to watch mean girls w

[cal-is-a-cryptid]

Something that makes me happy #58:

Barbie Tingz by:Nicki Minaj

[hollywooddemonslayer]

I am your dennnntissst…

[xoshepard]

my psychic music powers are back. "if you think youre lonely now" was playing in my head all morning for no reason (i dont even know this song that well, the lyrics were playing wrong in my head for half the time) and then i just saw a tiktok live where someone was playing it

[rainbow-recipe]

MATCH CUTS IN MUSIC VIDEOS MAKE MY BRAIN GO BRRRRRRRRRRRRR

[curryvillain]

.@TheAlkaline Continues To "Mek Tingz Happen"

Since day 1, Dancehall Artist Alkaline has been a go-getter. Putting in the necessary work over the years, he has proven himself to be a heavyweight in the scene. His fanbase rivals some of your favourite Artists, and he from winning awards to selling out events, he has quieted the doubters and naysayers. You can say he “Mek Tingz Happen” like his latest single. Produced by Autobamb Records and…

[saturday-eve]

I’m having tuba withdrawal cuz I had to turn in my tuba after the band concert this past Friday to get it repaired and cleaned.

I had gone practicing 4 hours each day to now none lol all I have is my bass trombone since I did a jazz band concert tonight. Hoping to keep at it cuz jazz gigs are fun.

I want to play tuba asap cuz ensemble auditions for university are creeping around the corner and I have to get my scale game up.

[goodluckb4be]

going back 2 work tomorrow to be tortured listen to Christmas (Baby Please Come Home) 16 times in 8 hours

[littlestarryagere]

How to tackle chores when regressed :

Ello!! I’m here bc sometimes I find it sooo hard to check off my to-dos bc my liddol(s) out ૮꒰ྀི⊃⸝ ⸝ ⸝⊂꒱ྀིა

Here are some ideas for folks tht may be struggling getting up &&doing the tingz !!

♡ Print off a sticker chart !! Ik for me having external motivation aka cute lil stickers showing how good I’ve been can rly rly help !!

♡ Bring along your stuffie/favorite toy !! They’re your fren & wanna help u do the thing !!

♡ Play age-appropriate music & dance & sing along while u work !! This can make the thing feel less daunting & more silly & fun !!

♡ Have a kid-appropriate movie/tv show on in the background !! Just be sure to not get too distracted, little one !! ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭

♡ Ask your cg for a reward if u complete all da tingz !! Rewards can be things like regression time w them that night, sweets, etc !! If u don’t have a cg, thts totally ok !! U can also do these things solo !! ദ്ദി ( ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ )

♡ Make urself a snack/meal first !! Ik for me sometimes the energy boost is definitely needed !! Some age-appropriate foods can be apple slices w peanut butter/caramel, mac n cheese, milk in a baba, etc !! Just stay healthy little ones !!

♡ This one’s may be harder for some, but try calling another liddol fren/someone who supports your regression if you’ve got any !! I’m lucky enough to have this option, it’s ok if u don’t !! But sometimes talking to somebody helps me get up & at’em !!

♡ Play a regression podcast !! This one’s good for those of us tht may not have a cg/regression buddies to talk to !! When I’ve been cg-less these have rly rly helped me !! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

Feel free to add more, & have fun bein a good little kiddo !!

~ Starry ⋆⭒˚.⋆