#music for edgy people
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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One of the power hours is just his own one. Like the chonny jash power hour. Where he just covers his own songs
#remakes the before & calls it the after/j#well no its a power hour so like#the afterhour?#sure that makes sense#that or he jokingly parodies himself#like he covers one of his songs but in the way other people think his music is#overly complicated or edgy. or whatever they say about it i cant remember#okay this was a joke post why am i putting so much thought into this lol#chonny jash#moss post
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ngl guys I think Ritsu is a little preppier than we give him credit for
#at least outside of his little hater arc#why do we think he joined student council. to fit in! his whole THING is fitting in and being#NormalCore#I think more explanation will come to me later but it's also the fact that he's not really emo.#yeah his motifs are edgy and fun I like them too but not really MCR All Black Clothes edgy#he's a freak but in front of other people he has to be regular#boy says he doesn't listen to music because it's all hauntology and noises and shit#ritsu kageyama#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama ritsu#mob posting 100
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That image is useful when replying to suicide bait or violent anons but not so much when you're responding to someone's genuine expression of emotion and I am going to lose my mind if I keep seeing it in response to art or someone talking about a song or something they like.
#look a lot of my current music taste revolves around a playlist someone made for me years ago#that was made up of songs relatable to psychosis#it included songs like aspiring fires by mother mother and flagpole sitta by harvey danger#those songs made me feel seen when i was a scared teen just starting to accept that i have psychosis and delusions#and i will NEVER forget mentioning some of those songs to 'friends' at the time#and being mocked for being 'edgy'#and i still see that attitude all the time from many of the people who claim to be anti-cringe culture#but not when cringe culture is applied to art relating to psychosis or violent urges or suicide
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as much as sondheim claimed that sweeney todd is just a silly little time, it's actually an absolutely devastating tragedy and the fact that this isn't widely discussed is an insult
#johanna quartet is always blocked as a goofy time killing people 🤣#but it's not#sweeney literally decided to think of his dead as dead in that song#he's given up on her#i love the comedy of this musical. a little priest? slaps. but above all it is a heart-wrenching story.#it's a screwed up story and it is horrifically sad#i understand the appeal for it comes from the edgy humor but it's so much more than that#sweeney todd
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My friend said something like "The guys in mcr ain't cool"... and I was like "Yeah, exactly, that's why we like them. They're not trying to be cool, and they never were. They're just doing stuff that makes them happy. I wouldn't like them if they were trying to be cool."
He was extremely confused.
#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#mcr gerard#frank iero#mcr frank#mikey way#mcr mikey#ray toro#mcr ray#like...they're so lame#and that's so incredibly comforting#it's nice to be able to listen music by people you actually relate to and who will just be themselves#mcr fans are often kids that other see as wannabe edgy but who are actually rather nerdy outcasts or kids who just don't fit in#i happen to be both and that's why im able to enjoy mcrs stuff#we're not cool and neither are they
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there is just something about driving down the highway with you and your mother both bobbing your heads to the beat of Rage Against the Machine together
#people are often reaply surprised by the type of relarionship i have with my mum#but like#shes the one that got me into punk music#shes bought me my first MCR album when i was an edgy teen#she isnt Perfect but no one is#she tries though#the song is Killing in the name of btw#we are an ACAB household lol
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do you ever read something and it‘s just so obvious the people saying it dont have any actual experience with the topic theyre talking about
#felix babbles#„[blank]‘s music is shit ohh it‘s so edgy and cringe it sounds so bad“#no. it‘s different. you dont like different.#god forbid other people arent obsessed with a band to the point of ruining other people‘s fun#literally no one except other fans care when they see you obsessing over it. shut the fuck up it‘s COLOURS#god im sorry but this is pissing me tf off and im not even a huge fan of the covers people are referring to#INCREDIBLY /dir.#people on reddit need to shut the fuck up forever and delete the app it‘s bad for everyone
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johnny cash's cover of hurt you'll always be famous to me. its one thing to regret your life when you're young, but to look back on your life with regret as an old man who's time is up... i consider the downward spiral to be one of my favorite albums ever but nothing could EVER compare to hurt. its heartwrenching. it isn't their song anymore.
#moo.txt#tds feels like a reflection of my soul as edgy as that sounds. trent reznor really fucking gets it.#the desperation and anger and eventual surrender#it usually triggers me very negatively but its such an important piece of art to me i cant fault it#it makes me feel exposed. like someone is echoing my thoughts. and it usually fucks with my head#but right now it feels easier to talk about than anything#music#johnny cash#nin#<- just for. my tagging system. sorry people in this tag for being insane
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Those “podcasts,” of people who only talk about how many bodies someone has and relationship (is the man supposed to- should you let your female-) bullshit🗿… these people really be thinking that they’re real journalists and can barely interview the people who they bring on to be interviewed. And like, they never seem to want to talk about anything fun outside of the stuff previously mentioned.
#I get that a lot of people take up podcasting for fun but damn talk about movies music fav foods places you want to travel HOBBIES or#something#my sis and I were just talking about this#and brought up the time Charlemagne brought on azealia banks and how he was like ‘so you make music for gay people?’ as if it was a joke #like what kind of response was he looking for I don’t get it#it’s like these people who run these podcasts and radio shows are so fucking unfunny and edgy for reason#rambling#podcasts are supposed to be about something 😭….#they’re giving tik Tok dudes walking up to random women and couples to start drama
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Meg redesign sketches
I need to get an idea of what exactly I'm going to do w these guys
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#fnafhs#:*3#meg fnafhs#ok so she has a tough exterior but w those who are close to her she shows them care by protecting them#she always seems conflicted with that bc sometimes she tends to push people away (maybe like w fox to a degree. since they were much closer#before and in the series she holds some grunde against him?? idk)#this is seen in her outfits and music videos. she has a more “edgy” look at first but later (mainly on the last song) she has more “pretty”#look overall. so maybe she has a softer more positive side of her that goes overlooked#im not sure tho im making her scene or something like that
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ok i'm done. hazbin hotel's like a 4/10. it would be lower but i. i admit i laughed once. okay. it might be my own character flaw, but it's something. so one point for my laugh.
#the music was awful and took up too much time in the episode. and it took me 6 episodes to stop being bored and actually watch it actively#but the premise of the show is cool i guess#and i don't hate the art style actually. i know people shit on that first but it's not too bad#it gives off edgy tumblr comic from 2014 vibes yes. but i didn't care much i think it looks nice#i am never watching this shit ever again though
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Tim Burton when the musical he wants to adapt is full of lunatics burning down an insane asylum and a brain damaged street whore and a kid with a learning disability who suffers a mental breakdown from trauma:
#sweeney todd#sweeney todd: the demon barber of fleet street#me seeing the movie the first time: wow what a scary movie how cool and edgy#me now: this shit sucks so much what the hell why are there literally no crazy people. this is the crazy people musical. where are my freaks
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to have just seen a post by chance that was like wow i was actually vibing with a muna song then i realized it’s cause it was a copy of a 1975 song but worse. like wow i can’t believe how badly you should *** sorry what i didn’t say that that’s mean.
#do you really think he’s all that. be serious.#what is it with people either being like Wow muna is so hot too bad their music is …#or just generally making these odd comparative or just mean statements. can you not just like not like them#wow you’re so edgy for not liking this not that huge lesbian band you’re really crazy for that#oh you’re gonna compare them to a violent racist and say the violent racist has better music. that’s so crazy. 😐#damn girl imagine if i could just scroll and not get upset.#abby talks#sorry they’re not the bedroom pop or indie lesbian artists that won’t say lesbian that we’re comfortable with. whatever
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03.09.2024
Please Give Me a Red Pen.
#tw self harm#(it’s ink but it might be triggering)#rest in peace siinamota/powapowa-p#☹️#its so upsetting how people treated his music as “edgy/emo” when they were literally vents#siinamota#powapowap#vocaloid#happy birthday to him#im gonna teach myself to play shoujo a on the piano
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makes me insane how the movie mysterious skin is reduced to nothing but an aesthetic film when it made me want to gauge my own eyes out cause i saw my reflection in it a bit too clearly. die now die
#also its crazy how ethel cain can write a song about being molested by her father#and then another one about being sexually abused by men and people are like haha edgy music. kys. now.
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