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[reallyrandomtj]

FINALLY GOT THE HOSPITAL RESULTS

Under read more just in case--

First of all I just wanted to admit--

I have been so scared, just absolutely terrified, about the results from my hospital procedure from August 19. The WAITING with no set date on receiving them has been torture! The FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN has been crippling with thoughts like 'is everything normal?', 'what if the MRI and previous tests missed something dangerous?' and 'will I have to break bad news to my friends?' has been a constant concern for me--

Only thing keeping me sane this last week? My mutuals here on Tumblr and my friends on Discord, I'm not even joking! I wanted to thank everyone for helping me through such a scary IRL time by simply interacting with me and my muses.... it means more to me than words can accurately portray ~

ANYWAY. My results? ... NORMAL!

HOWEVER

That may sound anticlimactic but in the world of medicine for a hysterectomy? LEGIT best case scenario! Meaning my chances of having to be cut open are 'very low' and my recovery time may be much shorter than expected - still a few weeks but talking more 2 to 4 weeks instead of 4 to 8 weeks - and I no joke started crying happy tears after I got off the phone with my cancer doctor!

My doctor felt that September 2nd may be too soon, for the hysterectomy, after the procedure that happened a week ago. My doctor did apologize for making that booking but she wishes to see me face to face first for a more in detail explanation of how things will proceed after taking my results and physical recovery into consideration.

I-- I feel like an entire mountain was removed from my shoulders??

[hells-sirenqueen]

(Not sure if I should post this on other blogs but..I just started taking anti-depressants so my moods are going to be all over the place for a bit. I sort of failed the depression/ anxiety q & a on Friday so now I gotta take drugs. Oh joy of joys..

[fxckin-blackbeard]

ᒥ💀ᒧ—         (Reference is the first image) Because I'm watching Ink Master, I wanted to try one of the challenges by trying my hand at an American Traditional style design--So, I found one I liked and was PERFECT for an OFMD tattoo design.

[outofthiisworld]

👽// if a character has disability aids it is your inherent duty to make them as cool and customized as you can. yes arlo's wheelchair has flame rims why do you ask.

[pitgritted]

sett being ‘commando’ underneath his super expensive ass pants is something I would not be surprised by . big furry vastaya has to get out of his clothes easily … since it’s literally canon he needs to get measured to get suitably needed clothing for his massive size

[eldritchborn]

“&– - Ohhh you wanna kiss me so bad cause my scales are so shiny, my horns all polished, and I haven't tried to bite in at least 5 hours.”

[hells-greatestdad]

"For those putting antlers on cars... just know I'm not stupid. I know those are cars"

[yeagerxrobotics]

|| Cassafrass takes Disney, Day 2!

[coastercrushed]

i was releasing demons

[the-seduction-anon]

OOC

///So, I may or may not have developed a crocheting addiction over the summer.///

[glory-hasnoplacehere]

Things will be a little slow. I'm dealing with financial issues and a health decline. Lots of pain. Etc.

I will get to replies and starters I owe. But feel free to nudge me on it because my memory holds like a cheesegrater does water, lol.

[reallyrandomtj]

Results from my Cancer Specialists mouth: Will reblog due to time differences.

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MY CANCER IS BENIGN!

Meaning it has lost it's cancer status and has not grown in several months before my last hospital procedure/check!

However, to be better safe than sorry, in 3 months ( November 11th ) I will have another IUD change and internal test to make sure it has remained benign. If not and it has somehow become cancerous-- THAT is when I will have the hysterectomy with absolute zero hesitation!

[taviokapudding]

Simon's joke of "soup of theseus" is so damn good & way more layered than most people think.

Okay so first- what is the ship of Theseus?

So amongst his many misadventures and legends the ship of theseus was a ship the Athenians believed connected them to the divine living person that was Theseus. The thing is, he was maybe Poseidon's adopted kid/the King if Athen's son and probably not real (or at least if he did his misadventures were super exaggerated as royals = divity stories are) but the fate the Athenians had for him & Apollo (the 6 labors is a fun legend that explains their connection and what the original ship may have been) was so intense, they would constantly give maintence as a form of religious worship to said ship on the island of Delos (where Apollo's most sacred sancutary is) every year it would dock to pay respects.

Btw we don't need to know the specifics of Theseus but he did infamously slay a minotar and Finn did have a good exchange with the Mannish Man to get the enchiridion aka the book that sets Betty & Simon on the paths they are on now so that's neat af

So if you've ever heard about the ship of Theseus being paradox- it comes from the critique that's always existed about that ship's maintenance & religious practices tldr if you are constantly replacing each rotted and borken part of a ship, is it still the same ship?

The soup is a paradox like the ship

That paradox exists in many many scifi and adventure stories like the Nier series & Ghost in the Shell but in this instance we got to first look at the joke literally. Farm world's Finn's wife's soup is the same as the ship. The original soup farm world HW made no longer exists on a technicality, but the way Finn and his kids continue to add on and consume the soup is exactly like the Athenians. It's about the intent of carrying on the memory and keeping the soup around to honor the dead rather than the soup's original recipe {which also is incredibly sad & imples that farmworld Finn is both coping and never learned the original soup recipe}. It's a beautiful way to honor their dead mom/wife and it makes you wonder if that Finn did die if his kids will continue the practice.

But the paradox goes beyond the soup & into our reality

A lot of people have noticed that Fionna's last name is Campbell and Campbells is a real soup brand that would've been around before the great mushroom war. When Marceline gets sick as a kid, Simon goes great lenghts to get her chicken soup- that only worked out because the primordial version of the Mother Gum assisting {which is extreme Bubbeline foreshadowing}. And in that scene the can low key is a campbell design. But what if I told you there's more?

In Cheers, the tv show Simon is seen constantly watching and referencing throughout the original run of Adventure Time & in the recent Fionna and Cake had Carla Tortelli work at a Canpbell's Factory.

Neat references aside the soup ends the moment the main trio hit the remote button and I have a BA in psychology & interest in childrens media and entertainment that I want to milk for once. Metaphorical intention is beyond relevant episode specifics but actually the foundation of Fionna and Cake when it comes to the paradox.

Simon making the soup of Theseus joke is the main problem Fionna and Cake has to address

If Simon can summon his & Prismo's au from his head without proper MMS (Magic, Madness, and Sadness) where does Simon the human start and Ice King end?

As viewers who grew up alongside the series, the majority of 25+ watchers are finding Simon, older Finn, and Fionna painfully relatable because good fucking god we are all traumatized because of the ongoing pandemic.

If you want to focus on the main topic you can skip this part. But if you want to get very serious for a minute, please stay. The majority of people wont to accept what I just said about the pandemic being ongoing because global governments pretending the pandemic is over, the rise of depression and escapism in real time at a social level at a global level but especially in the US where the series is being made, and the daily interactions we have with most people refusing to mask up {with a violent reaction} when there still isn't a cure for COVID has created the perfect enviroment for most people to not accept change or crave extreme change. Fionna and Cake tackles these 2 very common forms of how depression tends to manifest when it's not fully manic to be displayed through Simon (self isolation from poor coping due to loss, detachment from society, dwelling on the past to the point it effects social interactions, extreme forms of religious practice, etc.) and Fionna/Finn (pretending everything is fine, avoidance, going through the bare minimum motions to survive, escapsim and dream of grandure, not caring about sel preservation, no/lack of self control with sweets/coffee, etc.). And I've noted there's a subset of AT viewers who don't relate or find the depections too real to the point they're upset the show's tone isn't as light hearted as AT. The thing is when a global disabling event happens, unless you were under 10 when it happened and even then it's a 50/50 because you probably did lose or know somebody who did die these last several years, you will have some kind of trauma response to it whether you like it or not. Hell, some of you unknowlingly have a gap in your memory about 2020 specifically due to inconsistent sleep schedules that have nothing to do with the shrinking of the brain mass COVID causes that we all call "brain fog" and now that I pointed it out you're probably going to go stare at a wall for 5 mins {sorry btw, doubly if you have long COVID and this is how you found out what brain fog partially is}. As someone who's been dealing with depression since I was a child, it's okay to be not okay given the last several years and doubly if you've been conscious long enough to see the US freefall into fascism too {which I hope encourages those who weren't aware that's been happening to go look into that because we can't get into it right now}. Because I unfortunately know what manic depression can look like - if you find yourself relating to Simon a little too much during ep 3, please talk to somebody who is licensed and trained to do so {not me, I haven't done suicide prevention work since 2017 and am not licensed- I genuienly won't be enough of a resource} okay? Don't throw away yourself nor change yourself for others only. You need to work to accept the past, move on to live in the present, and change yourself for yourself. It won't be easy and resources are out there to not do it alone, alright?

Becuase of how paradoxial and fluid mental health (espeically undiagnosed depression) can be and how AT has it's own version with MMS, could Simon have unconscious MMS still because of Betty's with without a battery but can't tap into it because of his mental state? And could Ice King as we once knew him even be considered a proper person Simon could return too?

The original wish of why Ice King's appearance & abilities is the way it is IS because of Evergreen's impression on Gunter {Evergreen was one of the ice elementals of the past btw- go watch the original Adventure Time for that context}. So Ice King isn't even an original character, just the crown building off the wishes and manifestations of each bearer by emulating a warped version of Evergreen. And that's the main reason why I speculate Ice Thing aka Gunter the Penguin is chill af to the point he got married and can exist with less gems. His wish didn't build off of power to protect Marceline (Simon) nor the power to copy Evergreen (Original Gunter).

As the main trio jump from connected universe to connected universe, more Simons and crowns will appear that are even more removed from our Ooo's crown and it's version of Ice King or Ice Prince or Winter King will only manifest because of the prior and current wishes made. So if Simon does get a crown that isn't the Ooo crown, will the Ice King that once existed even be THE Ice King he wants to be? And will Simon want to be Ice King or an Ice King when the trio do return to his Ooo?

The crown and it's many versions is a paradox that can only be resolved if Simon and Fionna can work together but also set aside their depression to address what they both really want and what that wish's intention will do to themselves and those around them. In short, shit's deep

I applaud the team for Fionna and Cake for tackling such a layered problem and I'm excited to see how Simon's soup of emotions, Fionna's growth, & magic crown of Theseus is addressed.

[verreprincesse]

Got ready for the fair! I’m excited!!

[notafraid-ofyou]

|| Izzy being adopted by a Megatron was not part of my bingo card this year

[howlkissed]

my munday contribution are these old sketches from high school, assignment was to look at a mirror and draw what you see 🪞focus less on details. these pieces are 2 months apart!