#much to think about 🧐
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
Are you still into Klave?
They will always have a special place in my heart. TUA is the fandom I have been in the longest (like actively in one sitting), and klave is currently the only ship I have ever written for. And I have met some wonderful people here which has definitely helped me stay on for so long.
But the hyperfixation started to die a bit before s3, and I was hoping the next season would reignite the passion, but I wasn't super happy with how it turned out, so it died altogether. And with no Dave, staying on the Klave train was hard. While I was feeling lost and empty without a show, suddenly The Sandman came along and then WWDITS, Good Omens, Our Flag and Interview with the Vampire, GoT, MDZS, AoT, and now JJK has swept me off my feet and I cannot get up haahahah
Season 4 is coming in the summer so I am hoping it will get me back into it, and that Dave is there and klave gets a proper ending. But we will see!
#anon ask#I have been considering changing the blog to be more neutral and not so klave focused as it’s not really that anymore….#but I am attached to the look I have had it for so long#much to think about 🧐
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
taemin fans dont want him to meet and fall in love with them like in the wattpad fics. they want gory criminal-based manga, homoerotic hannibal style, multiple volumes
#99.txt#who is with me grrrrgrgrgrrrggrr#who will be insane abt susino with me plzplz plz i think about them too much#i will also accept him making a movie abt them....#use your film degree boy.#anyway this is the one aspect where tumblr annoys me bc not enough ppl are willing to be insane and nerdy abt his stuff#its all ''ououh hmm 🧐🧠 perhaps the 'criminal' is fame itself''#and not enough drawing him anime style with one angel wing and one devil wing covered in blood !!!!!!!!!!!#not enough drawing him kissing his evil alter ego on the mouth !!!!!!! even hes doing it in the posters come on !!!!!#stop being pretentious our boy is a GEEK. plz be a little more fun abt his stuff plzplz plz#ugh fine I WILL DRAW him with one angel wing and one devil wing covered in blood 🙄🙄 i gotta carry out ALL his wishes#cos everyone else is all about the realism WATEVER#the twitter ppl get me. right now everyone is in cardcaptor sakura!taem obsession mode#idk abt western shawol twt i only follow like 3 of u the rest are boring.....#its just reposting clips or pics or whatever and being like ''WOW he SLAYED'' what EVER !!!!!! and it gets 700000 likes#the rest of the world IS drawing him edgelord style with one angel wing and one devil wing like god intended !!!!!!!!!! or in maid outfits#get a grip !!!!!!! get him in the magical girl outfit boy !#sorry gksdjhsdgsd im going insane i just want the fanbase on here to be a little more fun. that sometimes i lose my mind#cos as cool as my twitter circle is. im the only one who speaks english 💀
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
Should I end my tolerance break tonight or should I continue and see how long this can go on for
#full disclosure it’s only been two days#i’ll be honest kitten; daddy might have a fucking problem#look it’s not even… weed is not addictive. obviously#BUT i am not in the greatest mental state right now. i am not exactly a shining example of perfect mental health#i’m a 28 year old loser who peaked in undergrad and is a self employed freelancer BUT is too lazy to make decent money freelancing#i really need a manager breathing down my neck to get me to do the bare minimum or more consistently#i’m also super not doing well regarding 1) my dad’s deathiversary 2) my ongoing grief over mabel (yes she was a dog but if you say she was#‘just a dog’ i will come to your house and throw up in your walls DON’T DO IT. DON’T TRY IT. I LOVED HER)#and also just. the crushing weight of it all.#if i have edibles i don’t have to think about the fact i thought i’d either be dead or successful by now and instead i’m alive and mediocre#am i really supposed to freeball THIS reality. THIS ONE???#but then it’s like it creates a vicious cycle because is the weed making me unproductive or do i want the weed BECAUSE i’m unproductive#and it helps me forget that i’m a complete and utter loser. 🧐#listen i’ve gotten less done during this tolerance break than i did last week when i pretty much had a weed gummy every night#i’m not saying there’s a correlation but what i AM saying is it’s suspicious#i could continue the break until the weekend. that seems like the best plan#personal
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
did jars swoop that out of mid air
#<3#pens lb#he like. lunged forward to swipe at it#much like a kitty cat would with a teaser toy 🧐#much to think about
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
I really don't know how to express this but I grew up not really showing interest in boys bc the ones around me sucked shit, and the way other girls/woman expressed their attraction to men was alien bizarro to me, therefore ppl questioned my sexuality to the point as an adult woman who has only ever desired men, fantasised about men and been attracted to men, I still sometimes am like but what if I'm just a turbo repressed lesbian 🤔
#like 😭😭#its so weird and me even thinking that is like well why would u think that....#.....if u werent a mega repressed lesbian🧐?#also i just think so much ~female desire~ is passive and more about#being seen as desirable....#and its like i dont want my whole attraction to men be revolved around how hotly i am perceived
1 note
·
View note
Text
i want to write angst with no happy ending again 😭 something where hotch is mean but not mean in a way that makes you h*rny but in a way that breaks your heart
#i’ll go through the angst with no happy ending requests you sent me last time 🧐 and see if i can make one of them work that way#i have a specific line that i want him to say that hurts me a lot#much to think about 👩🏻💻#hotch 🪐
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
okay now i’m watching mlp s1e3 and i’m just saying it’s very comphet for rarity to set her sights on a guy she would realistically never meet. and then iirc once she meets him she can’t stand him
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Good morning afternoon, everyone! 😁 Had a bit of a power outage where our mod's located, so things are ever so slightly out of sync-- but we are officially in day 5!
Today's theme is all about duality: Darkness/Light.
Happy posting, everyone! And don't forget you can check out our AO3 collection, too, as a writer or a reader.
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
For tgp au, if Dazai is Michael, then who is Janet?
I have no idea? Oda? Chuuya and his themes of learning how to be a human?
#Like I don't think Chuuya's character really is about learning humanity as much as it is learning to believe he's human#(something he always was to begin with)#But it could still work? I guess?#The thing is that Janet is such an extraordinary entity it's not easy to translate her in other characters. She doesn't even have a past#My first name was Oda because he matches a sort of neutrality and distant politeness that fits Janet at the beginning of her story#But then again it's just very hard to see a character fitting her shoes–#because there's no character that was literally born to serve like she is.#And it's also weird to bring up Oda and Chuuya as they're both......... Dazai love interests#and Janet and Michael are not supposed to be romantically involved at all. Unless you make them be in the au?#But I feel like it wouldn't tie well with their character arcs and core themes#almost like it was unnecessary and distracting especially for Michael / Dazai#🤨🤔🧐#Then again my au was mostly sskk centered but feel free to come up with your own ideas / headheadcanons for it!!!#bsd#people asks me stuff#Edit: Kunikida?????? Like on one hand it would never work because he's like. The epitome of unpoliteness.#On the other hand they basically have the same ‘‘‘ability’’’ and it'd be fun to have Janet go around with a notebook to evoke things ahah#Also serves as Dazai's partner I guess...
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
haven't finished watching 1899 yet but the fascinating thing about it is that they put just about every single horror trope they could think of in there and yet none of them are executed well. for every single story element, i can name a show that Did It Better™
#so many of these things COULD be scary but they just. aren't.#and i'm not sure why that is the show isn't actually bad it's well-made and intriguing enough for me to keep watching#but it's also certainly not good#idk how to explain it#like. think of the episode where everyone is mind-controlled into killing themselves right#now compare and contrast that with the cybermen two-parter in doctor who season 2#where the same thing happened and it still terrifies me TO THIS DAY#i get shivers just thinking about it#or like. the world behind the world thing? fairly boring in 1899 but done EXCELLENTLY in dghda#or the episode where they go over to the prometheus that should have been scary as FUCK but it wasn't??#and the creepy child isn't as creepy as he is just. idk. unlikeable?#certainly not the vibe i would go for if i put a creepy child in my story but whatever#the scenes in the mental hospital -- done a thousand times better in penny dreadful#one thing i will say is that ling yi's backstory was done perfectly and is easily one of the highlights of the show for me#anyway dghda is so much better and i keep wishing i were watching that instead#ALSO!!! why is the intro shit 🧐#like. for a show like this you need a strong punchy and SHORT intro like. you know. dghda had 😮💨#i am begging everyone to watch dghda i am down on my knees here BEGGING you to watch it#don't know whether i should even put this into the tag i know it's bad form to put criticism in there#when people just want to enjoy their fun little show#i think i'll just add some more tags that can be blacklisted like#1899 hate#anti 1899#1899 negativity#1899#*mine
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
only 5 episodes into season 7 and i kind of wish they had leaned into the whole sam hallucinating thing a little harder
#like they spent half of season 6 talking about how terrible it would be for sam to remember hell and then he had like a bad time in#two? maybe three episodes? and they havent done anything else with it really??#like i think the whole concept of him seeing lucifer everywhere and not being able to tell what's real is kind of hard to fumble#and they haven't fumbled it as much as they're just not really doing anything with it so far🤔🧐#flashing tw#walkie.talkie
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
One thing about me is I will buy myself treats I literally do not deserve because I didn’t do anything whatsoever
#so you know that job interview i had today? yeah i cancelled it#i looked at reviews for the company and they had legit HORRIBLE reviews on both glassdoor and indeed#and so many of them and so recent that i was like. i can’t discount this#plus the fact that i don’t even really want to work in this field… like why would i do this to myself#scheduled to work 10 days in a row; back to back 12-15 hour shifts#for MINIMUM WAGE are you actually shitting me. i think the fuck not#you know what my last job was? making coffee. you know what i got paid? 50p an hour above minimum wage. you know what my shifts were?#4-8 hours. you know how many days i worked in a week? 4-5. you know how many breaks i got? lots#i rest my fucking case#(breaks were unpaid lol and i didn’t get much holiday or sick pay but you can’t have everything!)#i also saw like… management is rude; disorganised; disrespectful etc and i was like okay. that’s not going to go well#i mean there is something very wrong with me so i’d more than likely end up being about thrice as rude to management. but still#anyway. the treats! i ordered myself a new leather jacket because idk i don’t care about my credit score i guess#i also bought a lot of chocolate. like a lot a lot. they didn’t have my favourite ice cream so i compensated#by raiding the christmas display and also buying sweets and cookies and aero bars and THEN i noticed they had chocolate yoghurt on offer#so i obviously had to buy those. i did also buy the necessities#well i didn’t buy cheese but honestly i was too bamboozled by the display and the fact that they only had mild cheddar and light cheddar#and lightER cheddar which? 🧐 just buy milk at that point man#so basically if you need me i think i am going to eat haribos and play my game#there will be other job interviews. i literally have one next week. the one today was just not it#personal
1 note
·
View note
Text
Reblog if you also think Toph shouldn’t have been a cop.
I want to see how “unpopular” this opinion really is outside cop-worshipping Reddit.
#i can't believe it's been 40 minutes already since i reblogged this#i have been RANTING to myself about how much i do not like LOK it's so fundamentally different... she has many criticisms#it's the kinda show where if you've never seen ATLA I'll gladly watch the first show w you and gently warn u LOK is very different 😹#but I'll watch it with you. once ☝🏾#but once u know now u know.. i kinda want to rewatch ATLA now that I'm thinking about it 🧐 sounds like a good palate cleanser#poll
28K notes
·
View notes
Text
everytime i see a reblog with tags on a post that's not silly and stupid i'm always like oh shit what did i get wrong. what did i interpret completely wrong this time. if i open the reblog will i be scolded for a wrong interpretation WHAT DID I GET WRONG THAT'S NOT CANON i'm sorry i'll never do it again 😞😞😞😞😞 and then i stop posting for like a few days and then get upset and then more drafts pile up
#which one of the mtt could this relate to#i fear this is more of a niche issue i dont think any of them could?????#they'd look at me reading this post with the nastiest side eyes i know it#side eye in horror's case#what do you MEAN you were talking about US. THEORIZING ABOUT US. RANTING ABOUT US#oh they'd be out to get my ass ‼️‼️‼️ i just KNOW it#triglycercule youre distracting yourself. youre right triglycercule i indeed am#reblogs frighten me and im not even scared of critism that much. i think#YEAAAH i mean like. i dont mind art critiques. and when i get a bad grade i dont shit and piss and cry#i just ignore the grade and then act shocked when my overall grade drops!#unfortunately i cant do that on here because then ill get too curious#what DID i get wrong 🧐🧐🧐 hmmm hmmmmm let me see what the professionals have to consult me on#like a king and his court i listen to advice and then refuse to take it in#every time i see that dreaded ____ reblogged your post and there are tags im just like oh god#oooohhhhhh noooooo THIS will haunt me for the next 15 minutes!#tricule rant
1 note
·
View note
Text
🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣Unflowologing a lot of creators that turned out, I despised them, and or slightly inconvenience me, but mostly that, you know omg🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣 🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🔈🔊🔉🔉🔉🔉🔉🔊🔊🔊🔊And I share this because I'm currently hot angry,
and right, ironically and as joke sure, but also seriously, heartfully, I'll share what I think
I myself create a little, somewhere else, and is small, tiny, but I do like what I do and treasure it. Still can't imagine the level of disgust some get to feel against those who don't experience/enjoy/interact a certain way with it. Maybe I've just havent done something myself that I love so much, and put so much work into, that I turn into "ugh you don't have the right - block me if you don't like it not my problem- if you like but don't reblog you are literal thrash - some of you are so entitled to my work - didnt ask for you opinionnsonyou can go f urself and i may have reacted completely different to other interactions like yours positively with the only diference that what was told appealed to my very own perspective but that has nothing to do with the way im being mean and smug to you because the problem is that what you just said is objectively dumb and I cant believe you hadnt guessef id react negatively and that doubles my disgust towards you and i better never hear you enjoy anything made by me because I, a pixel on the web, condemn thy, another pixel on the web to never have acsses to my works publiced here, publicly and freely, on the internet. And you better do as I say, or what? Are that much more of a disgusting person-" Que finding other unrelated stuff (truk6 unrelated like wtf) to add on to why this one (person b/anon/fan/anyone) is very wrong and therefore this other one (person a/creator/anyone) is right, superior even, Que too that if public other people (unrelated too) have to show that much despise towards B or they are disgusting enablers supporters idk
And it is quite specific, I know, but it has happened enough times with different people/situations to be a thing.
Like an anon hey could I (something. Not mean or entitled (no, not related to ai use at all (obviously?))) And oh boy the answer. Oh boy, like: oh so you think that you can (a bunch of awful stuff the one asked got out of their ass bc was nowhere on the ask/comment) the audacity, omg wtf, the nerve- and the revlogs are of other people tagging stuff like ph yeah I can't believe it like the mental problems this annon must have'
I have a decent social understanding, I think? No, there wasn't condescending undertones or something to read between lines, unless you want to, because then you can do that about anything. Giiiirl like ioiiffffffoooofff I got ooooofff wtf fuck is so wrong with them bitch just called them stupid or dumb and move on? A paragraph on why bdjshdhdhdhfhd I can't write anymore idk fucking fuck fuck FUCHCFUCKFU K SGU K SHIT BITCH FUCK
#atenceladusiaawfytbwb me be saying 🤠🧐#sonangy jdhdhfbbdbdhddv u cant fucking write on the fuckin g phone fucking fuck hate everyone uuuu go to fucking å#And onc3 again because im a yapper and know what usual tumblr user thinks and i just for some#reason want people to know just so they know idk maybe everithing i do is destructive#and i want to rage bait but i do hearltully thi k#i love ai technology and stuff and yes fuck generative ai and all that#but ai as the thing as the machine learning as the fractal as the shorcut to everything it fucking rules bitch like omg love it#And one day ill have something i care for so so much ill pull hate out of my ass just to#fight and even try to embarras strangers idk ill be the clown then idk#so much real condescending hateful smug destructive criticism out there and#you chose to purposefully very purposefully and withball your might to misinterpret and take things the absolutely worst way posible#no need for imaginary enemies girl#but no go ahead and pick the random “innocent” ones i mean look at me#talking all alone tobmyself because i wasnt done but inhad moved to tags already and uuuu here i am#by this point im calmer yes#but i gotta say i took it personal you know like in highschol whenbid reach a popular (mean) girl and#be treated like i went to them looking for a fight when if anything inlooked for a lil approval but then#theyd teach me or humble me and it was so fucked so obviously their super pathetic stunt of ugh check me#getting thisnother gir in check ??? when i was like hey can i borrow your pen or something#and then very cliche the populat one with her clique would go oh so uh omg you think you have the right#to demand something from me dont you se there is people out there with real problems and jesus say (yes it would be that random and#that out of place because thats how they didi it and how its done) you shouldnmeditate about your actions and next time#you talk to my or my girlfriends i will denounce you to the authorities and- meanwhile i just stansing there 😐 JUST ASKED FOR A PEN WTF WTF#and writing that i remembered even more other awful stuff where i ughhhhhhhhhhh guacala guacala no no no#anyway personal just personal it was all a personal afligation if mine still am gonna gelll overpowerful while unfolowing because hehehhe
1 note
·
View note
Text
No one actually wants to hang out with me unless I demand/beg for it and even then it’s hit or miss. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Why am I the only one who ever makes any plans with anyone and if I don’t put forth an invitation no one ever remembers me to return the favor? 🧐
#vent#I’m the most forgettable and annoying person I swear to god#it’s good practice for when I die alone someday xoxo#everyone always has people they like more than me to hang out with instead it’s so annoying#why’re you in a private call with other people in the server Whatcha talking about? me?#or do you just not wanna risk me joining in bc I’m obnoxious and weird? 🧐#much to consider#i don’t even know why it still bothers me bc I already know my friends will abandon me when they get an s/o anyways#and I won’t ever be able to experience that and no one is ever gonna wanna just have me as a roommate forever#if I outlive my family I’m just gonna be fully alone and then I will have to disappear I think#it’s not like anyone else would even notice#oops! all bpd!#whatever I’m not even good enough at Splatoon to get the octoleet gear I think when I get home I’m just gonna draw
0 notes