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I rewatched perfect blue recently
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run fanart#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#pureshadow#shadowvanilla#shadow milk fanart#pure vanilla fanart#crk#These are probably niche as fuck brainworms but they're MY niche as fuck brainworms#pv is in the middle of a transition from pop idol to actor. persuaded to take on a role that ultimately tarnishes his once pure persona#This drastic change causes him to be haunted by the persona of his once pure image#During this transition he realizes he is being stalked by an obsessive fan.#simultaneously those that are responsible for his role in the production are being killed off one by one.#These events cause him to lose his grip on reality. what is real? who is he? is he even the real pure vanilla?#Anyway.#I cannot for the life of me decide if I want shadow milk in the role of me-mania or rumi#on one hand: the obsessed stalker who is trying to “save” pv#on the other hand: the best friend who is actually the mastermind behind everything#I think if he's in the rumi role it'd be less of a#“im vicariously living through you and you changed your image so now i must get rid of you because I'M the real pv”#and more of a "i'm vicariously living through you and if you're going to change your image then i'm going to bring you to the lowest of low#maybe black sapphire and candy apple would be the me-mania role in this case#more of a “we work for smilk” kinda deal tho.#idk i'm yapping too much now#the 140 character limit with tags is not letting me get my thoughts out in a coherent way LOL
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"Why is all aspec representation in media AROACE rep?" and is the aroace rep in the room with us right now?
#text#aro#ace#aromantic#asexual#aroace#genuinely WHERE? WHERE is the supposed magical aroace rep that is taking up ALL the aspec rep#point me in that direction and no characters who are just ace DONT FUCKING COUNT BUDDY#most the characters I can name got either retconned to not be aroace. or the fandom fights tooth and nail for them to not be aroace#because they never said the words outloud so there for it doesn't count#and other characters are side characters and are characters that can be ignored#like maybe instead of complaining about the nonexistent aroace rep you should be doing something more productive#like genuinely we dont have enough aspec rep to be complaining about too much of it being of one identity
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Do you have any final theories/desires for Book 7 Part 12?
(slamming fists on table) I DEMAND MORE CHE'NYA
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#to be fair i am always in a state of lowkey wanting more che'nya#let him crash cater's pizza party!!!!#i wanna see cater skateboard up that big ol' tower to slam some za with a neon purple cat#truly this is the most radical dream yet#golly. i do try not to speculate too much but the 3-part split has me VERY intrigued#like yeah it most likely is just because hearts has a lot of boys#so it's probably cater and one of adeuce -> trey and the other adeuce -> riddle#but i am curious what's gonna happen after riddle's dream. because we'll have the party all together#and we gotta segue back into malleus somehow...#man i was wondering if the subchaptering of the subchapters was a one-off or if it was gonna be a consistent thing from here on#i guess we're gonna be getting smaller but more frequent drops from now on?#i am into that (keep up the hype!) but i'm surprised that it'll be happening just...around other events#main story has become unstuck in time and is just floating around the schedule now#we're gonna be locked in battle with cater's subconscious while deuce is over there in a parallel timeline trying on crop tops#makes me wonder what's going on in that production schedule...#lemme see those gantt charts twst
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This damn thing is way out of print and often goes for $200 second-hand for a 100-page artbook, but! To keep you from having to flip through incomplete uploads on hentai sites, and to save you from minuscule and questionably seeded torrents for files you might not know how to open, you should absolutely NOT check out this Google Drive I made of some ridiculously high-quality .png scans of the '98 Trigun artbook. Absolutely don't spread it around to anyone interested and keep it from getting lost ever again.
#Trigun#Trigun 98#Nightow#Yasuhiro Nightow#Because there are some BANGER illustrations by him#This took too much time while my insomnia began creeping up on me lmao#But leave me a tip if you'd like but more than anything I want to preserve this stuff#I'm gonna try and keep this up for as long as I can#But take it and save it and spread it#Enjoy it!!!!!!!#The depression is kicking my ass and I wanted to be and do something productive#So now you all get to benefit lol#Anyway#Someday I want to own it because I love books#But who knows#So I get to hoard the files now
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#shroomer's finished art !#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all
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i call this one "literally what was going on with the second us tour"
#its a shame this production only had prefilmed races because imagine how chaotic real races would have been with this cast#jeremy kocal you deserved to crash people on stage im sorry man#my gifs#starlight express#stex#stex us tour 2#musical gifs#theatre gifs#musical theatre#idk how to feel about the 2 3 2 gif layout#fun fact there were originally two more whole gifs of jeremy kocal as caboose being fucking weird#but i was like no i shant thats too much caboose#okay now that these gifs are finished after like a month of them rotting on my laptop#now i can start working on the gay ones
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The Neurodivergent Struggle of Not Being Able to Do Anything All Day Knowing We Have A 3pm Appointment









Neurodivergent_lou
#autism#actually autistic#waiting mode#i procrastinate too much#I worry about so many things#I wish I was more productive#feel free to share/reblog#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#Neurodivergent_lou (Facebook)
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Something that really sets Wille and Simon apart from other queer ships is that when we say their love language is physical touch, IT REALLY IS PHYSICAL TOUCH. And I’m not speaking of just sex. Over the course of the show, the amount of touching between them is astronomical. And that’s really something rarely seen in queer media. There may be moments here or there, but often times there’s a lack of physical contact unless it’s for “the plot”. Wille and Simon feel like a real couple in the way they’re always physically reaching out for each other.
#wilmon#young royals#OH ALSO#wtfock#sobbe#cuz they def belong in this category too#constant touching between them#but you don’t get it with most queer ships and idk if it’s just bc production is afraid of it being ‘too much’ or what#but it’s annoying#and frustrating#just something I’ve been pondering on recently#tv has come a long way in terms of representation#but it still feels like there’s almost a FEAR of too much affection between queer pairings#it’s seen more with mlm than wlw cuz I think they’re like oh well women are more physically affectionate in general even with friends#but damn like#I mean I’m a woman and bisexual so obv I have a lot of queer friends#and a couple of my besties are gay men who have been married for years#fun thing they live right next door to my parents lol#and I’ve known one half (michael) since I was 16 and he was 14 lol my friend jen actually had a big crush on him#and I was like GIRL#BUT ANYWAY#he and rick have been married for many years and they’re SO AFFECTIONATE in a casual way that you would be with a partner#just touches here and there on the shoulder or hand hold or kisses like???#obviously they aren’t the only gay couple I know but I’m around them so much so they are a good example#Lol this got weirdly personal but the point is that we don’t see that shit in queer media#at least not enough of it it’s like producers/writers are afraid of ‘too much’#so they give not enough#ANYWAYYYY rant over!!!
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It's kinda funny to find posts about how evil all the Spuffies are and how we contaminate all the fandom spaces and all that bullshit right there in the Spuffy tag. Like hmmm I think maybe it's you who's making your surroundings toxic, bb. Why not try doing something constructive with your time instead of posting the world's most tepid takes and whipping yourself up into a fervour about how much you hate a ship? Like idk make some fanart or fanfic about the ship you love instead? 🤷🏻
#Spuffy#literally just use your time on something productive#instead of making it obvious you've never once actually engaged with people who ship Spuffy#or like enemies to lovers#you'll have so much more fun#not that they'll see this because I blocked 'em#life is too short#calm thy tit
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Another necklace, but bigger. She's okay I guess. I've been saving that cicada charm for a flower crown I wanted to make but never did, but she deserved a better home. Also she was not one of a kind and in fact can be found at hobby lobby. so. Yeah.
#necklace#jewelry making#sorry for posting so much jewelry#once the con is over ill probably slow down on the necklace production#or will i#i really do enjoy it so i plan to make more#also i have like 200 pokemon cards i wanna make necklaces foe#so#but i will hopefully get back to regularly drawing LMAO#i havent drawn in a bit but thats mosyly cause con prep#as usual i am doing too much#but idc its my sister's first con#and first booth
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Gorgeous new clip of David and the cast of Macbeth, ahead of the cinema release on February 5th...
#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#macbeth#donmar warehouse#black and deep desires#god he is gorgeous here#far too much attractiveness in one person#this entire production is just living art#so glad that more folks will have the opportunity to see it#the androgynous beauty of David Tennant#<3#amazing
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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being highly sensitive to Perfume Smell is such a game of russian roulette in which you put Scented Stuff on your skin and wait 5-15 minutes to find out if it's going to stab you through the sinuses straight through your brain
#goddamn scent triggered migraines#you have NO IDEA how hard it is to find soaps and shampoos and lotions i can use#unless you are Same Hat#and of course every damn time ya find a lotion or soap that smells nice (even unscented is a smell i promise) AND doesn't hate you#it's wildly expensive/very difficult to find and/or immediately discontinued by the brand#also just because one scent from a brand works for you doesn't mean others will#fascy moisture bomb strawberry hand cream?? fucking phenomenal#disappeared forever as soon as i bought it#the other scents in the same product line? unfuckingbearable#i spent entirely too much time tonight hunting online for lotions with enough reviews to let me take a chance on it#and bought entirely too many because by god surely ONE OR MORE of them will work right???
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I blame my bestie for getting me into Murder Drones against my own will, so uh, here! *throws my wacky ass crossover OC at you and runs away* (for all intents and purposes, that is a very dramatic joke)
Rambles about the crazy™ under the cut
She is a weird ass unholy mix of a Disassembly Drone and an actual Mass Production Evangelion corpse.
She was created literally just to spite god and the government.
She's literally more meat than robot.
Her name was supposed to be either "M" or "E", but because her creators were dumbasses who could never choose, she decided to mix both those letters in her name (now pronounced Emmie) and loves seeing people mess it up in paperwork.
She HATES paperwork.
She hates people too, she's Copper 9's #1 introvert.
Likes to hide in cramped spaces, like a bird, was hidden in the Cabin Fever labs because it's the only place no one ever came looking for her.
After the humans got fed up with her, they got rid of her and pretty much abandoned her at her own luck.
She is VERY picky, wants to eat only meat, can still drink oil and stuff but hates it, thinks it's gross.
The MPE corpse she has in her is still very much ALIVE and wants to break out of her to make everyone's existence just a little bit more miserable than what it already is.
#my art#my art stuff#original character#murder drones#murder drones oc#crossover#neon genesis evangelion#mass production eva#look#i like those silly ass bird robots too much for my own good#i'm just saying#that's why Marie exists#< no context for that#emmie#sd m-e#character ref sheet#i should post more ref sheets here huh
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Love when they put gay people in doctor who
#not tagging every gay character becuase there’s too many#but I’ve been watching probe instead of being productive so#liz shaw#doctor who#actually I lied I’m tagging more characters#but still not all of them#just the ones I think about too much#sam jones#fitz kreiner#bill potts#ace mcshane#liv chenka#helen sinclair#I can’t believe I fucking forgot to tag the doctor#the doctor
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new installment in my authleft lore saga ヾ(•ω•`)o this one's adding details to the things i've established in my previous posts so feel free to check them out for context (it's under "authleft family drama" tag now).
quick recap of what's going to be relevant here: the steel factory where all of authleft lives appeared long before any of them and as if by itself. this + the chthonic atmosphere of the workshops lead some to believe that this building is "alive". with its own will and needs.
Commie suspects Trotskyist of subversion and usurpation of production (how's that bad, you might ask? well, nobody knows what's gonna happen if production were to ever seize...and Commie's not risking it), and takes him out when no one's looking. Does it with a heavy heart, but believes it to be for the good of the family (or so he tells himself to better sleep at night).
There's no solid evidence, no go-to suspect (Trot wasn't popular with the rest of authleft for various reasons, at this point it could be anyone 'cept selected few), and no body. Therefore, the common story becomes that Trotskyist "disappeared" on the factory grounds. Naturally, Commie keeps quiet about his participation in this disappearance. Trot gets proclaimed dead after a while of him being MIA. It's a precedent that has never happened before so everyone's a little freaked out. Posadist searches under every pipe, but finds no trace of his father. It's at this moment when intrusive thoughts and voices turn more and more frequent for Posad. Gradually he is pushed towards the idea that it was the factory itself that ended Trotskyist.
This creates and fuels fear and paranoia regarding the factory's machines, and given that Posadist serves as a mechanic, he becomes unable to perform his duties. Which is a problem. Commie doesn't go straight for the kill this time as he finds Posadist more pliable, as well as less of a threat (and they need their mechanics). So, Commie tries to "fix" his nephew, but he doesn't know how to deal with this kind of situation and ends up making it worse, solidifying the delusions. Posadist reaches a point of breaking, where he starts to consider the factory an extraterrestrial technology or even a life form sent to Earth by a more advanced communist civilization. Not only does he fail to do his job, now he actively interferes with production.
Commie, in his final attempt to reason with Posadist, blurts out that he (Commie) is the one guilty of Trotskyist's death. This revelation comes too late, however, as it falls neatly into the conspiracy theory. Posadist calls his uncle an "alien accomplice", but he won't take him alive, for he himself almost got in touch with these alien creatures, and that he has something greater to offer them. Posadist hides in the factory's depths, and that's the last time he is seen in his "normal" form.
TL;DR: Commie kills his brother out of personal suspicions, then drives his nephew to psychosis with inept attempts at psychological help (and lying...lots and lots of lying). For the greater good tho!
#centricide#jreg centricide#centricide commie#centricide posadist#authleft family drama#you could say paranoia runs in the family..hehe#“he does it cuz he means it” works fine but “this isn't the outcome he wants actually but it is what he gets” is so much more diabolical#i think half of this was inspired by wh40k and the other half by higurashi's chapter 6 lmao#my bestie said this whole lovecraftian factory idea could make for a cool RPG maker horror...or a PS1 horror game#if i ever felt like turning it into an original project with OCs it could work out#i hardly if ever work on my originals tho XDD but u know it's an option that exists#factories are somewhat lovecraftian irl judging by my research so far...#but i mean big and old factories (like this one). not new and small productions#like the never ending routine and the atmosphere. constant noise. safety hazards. tough environment! it's bound to break some#i'm spending way too much time on stuff only a handful of people will read/look at but whatever <3
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