#much funnier to think he wakes up for just a second to send that then goes back to sleep
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nejishadow · 3 months ago
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A smaller set because I'm getting ready to move so not tons of time to make more
I really do need to find more key images for Kotone, I can't keep using the one P3P art for all eternity pft
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shigayokagayama · 2 years ago
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incomplete list of weird/interesting manga-anime discrepancies
-you know the bit where they break into the girls highschool in episode 2? yea thats chapter 56. spliced into the middle of chapter 4. its supposed to go before the bit with the ghost family as a lead up to the mogami arc with mob starting to consider evil spirits as just as much “people” as living humans are. all things considered its kind of weird how well it fits its anime placement
-ritsu in the manga gets introduced in the same chapter as teru. you dont see mobs family at all for the first few chapters. infact i dont think his parents appear until like. chapter 25????? every interaction you see between mob and any of his family is completely made up for the anime
-in the manga during the claw arc instead of reigen sending them away all the lackeys just stood there awkwardly during the fight w the scars fdnjksndkjgnd
-mogami arc got GUTTED my god. the part where the fake psychics tried to murder minori got removed, shinras role in the arc got reduced to basically nothing, they move mogamiland ritsu to a bridge like 50 feet away instead of having him walk right over mob, mob only gets beat up like twice, the cat lives, the boxcutter bit is totally removed, the fight with the spirits is made a lot more abstract and less graphic. like im glad this one took the hit instead of the separation arc bc i cant imagine that arc ever being effective as one episode but wow.
-putting the “mob finding his family dead” thing at the end of the episode instead of in the middle of a chapter where it originally was was an objectively hilarious move
-rip the scene of teru outsmarting all three claw guys and saying “say old man have you ever been tortured before” unfortunately all scenes of teru being competent are not plot relevant and must die. also teru can make shadow clones
-hey remember those weird satellite people in claw keeping the viewer updated on where all the characters were in that infinite arc?
-mob with a gun.
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-mob getting briefly knocked out while fighting toichiro and dimple possessing him then getting kicked out was replaced w toichiro just throwing him out the window or somethhing???
-toichiro saying that he only kept the super five around as spare batteries and draining serizawas power getting cut was a personal affront to me
-every single emotion mob cycled through in the anime got a 100% meter. the kid was super emotionally unstable in that fight
-that old man whos house they went to whos wraith made everyone asleep that they exorcised? yea they anime team made that up. they never went to his house in the manga, he just went to spirits and such for a shoulder massage
-manga reigen got 0 money for helping the yokai dude. it wasnt on the table. also most of the stuff he was saying was lifted from a video game serizawa played which he pointed out. also serizawa thought getting arrested was a type of spell
-takenakas general meanness was significantly toned down manga takenaka was a huge bitch
-in general the alien arc was a lot funnier in the manga? like the scene where reigen crashes they had reached a dead end on an extremely narrow path and were driving in reverse while tome and takenaka were screaming at each other in the back and inukawa was 5 seconds from snapping and killing everyone in the car. these might be my favorite pages in the entire manga they as so fucking funny
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-originally when tome said she wouldnt keep climbing reigen suggested mob carry her with telekinesis (which horrified her) and mob said he was too motion sick to use his powers (obvious lie) but could carry her instead which got her to get up
-mezato asking mob to sign a t shirt for the psycho helmet cult in exchange for relationship advice got cut
-i cry every day that the sequence of ???% waking up didnt get animated it set a very different tone than the anime did. the anime was like. slow build up of dread. the manga was immediately bone deep horror i was literally sitting in my room yelling “WHAT???” over and over again at my computer as i clicked through it
-shigeo and mob conversation cut down significantly, all the references to the body improvement club being mob making a new self rather than embracing who he really is and being scared that all the friends hes made wouldnt like the real him removed </3
-the scene where reigen takes his shoes off is made a lot less somber and depressing. it feels less like “oh he knows hes going to die” and more like. triumphant? in the anime
-100% shigeo kageyama is an anime addition they added specifically to ruin my “the first time we see mob 100% is to fight dimple and the last time is to stop himself from fighting dimple” observation
-anime teru generally seems like hes in a better place than manga teru? manga teru seems very melancholy and like he doesn’t really know what to do with his life or his place in the world (which seems to put shigeo off) but anime teru is like wanna go shopping ^_^ *sips tea happily*
-manga shigeo deliberately threw the cake directly in reigens face and my fury over them making this ambiguous will last until i am dead
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varpusvaras · 6 months ago
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The doctors had told him that things would get easier after the first trimester.
Fox had believed them. He had kind of had to, to preserve his own sanity. He had to believe that at some point, he would stop throwing up, sweating and shivering and being so damn tired that he'd fall asleep just about anywhere.
It had, in fact, been true. Of course he still occasionally felt a little sick when he smelled something unsavory, but it was only occasionally. He didn't wake up to being hot and cold in tandem so much anymore either. He was tired, still, but only to a degree that he had to sit down a couple of times a day, and maybe take a nap. Otherwise, he had been feeling pretty good during the start of the second trimester.
But then, a new challenge had crept up on him.
It had started small, so small that he had barely even felt anything at first. When he had noticed it for the first time, he had actually been happy about it.
What a fool he had been.
It had only gotten more frequent from then on, and most importantly, stronger. So much stronger.
So much stronger, in fact, that he had looped back around being tired, since every time he tried to sleep or even rest for a moment, it would start again.
It was happening again now, as he lay in their cooled bedroom, the lights dimmed and the blinds shut to escape the summer heat. He would've loved to take a nap, but he was yet again realising that sleep would not be happening.
There was a light knock on the door, and Breha peeked in.
"You're still awake?" She asked. She kept her voice quiet, in case Fox was somehow sleeping.
"Yes", Fox answered. "I don't think I will be getting any sleep."
Breha made her way to the bed, and sat on the edge of it next to Fox. Her fingers very quickly found their way into his hair, pushing it back from his face.
"Try to at least close your eyes", she said. "It's better than nothing."
"I know, I know, I'm trying-" There it was again, cutting his words into a breathless gasp.
Breha sighed softly, continuing to pet his hair.
"Is it that bad?" She asked.
Fox pressed his hand against his abdomen, and poked at it slightly. It was still, for the most part, hard muscle he had spent so long acquiring during his training, and had took even more time and effort to keep during serving. He hadn't even needed new clothes, yet, apart from a pair of dress pants he had very much liked and sorely missed now.
Fox had no idea how there was a whole baby in there, somewhere, but there was no mistake of it, not since-
Fox hissed slightly when there was a blow straight into his ribs.
"Yes", he said. "I'm going to send Bail a very pointed message. Those are definitely his elongated legs kicking my insides around the clock."
Breha barked out a laugh, that she quickly tried to cover up behind her hand.
Fox turned to glare at her.
"You think this is funny?" He asked. "You think it's funny that our husband's giant long-legged offspring is trying to break my bones?"
"No, no, of course not", Breha hurried to say, but she was definitely still grinning behind her hand, and-
-and maybe Fox was tired enough, because the longer he laid there and watched her laugh about it, the funnier it suddenly got in his mind as well.
"How dare you", he said, trying his hardest to keep himself from breaking out into laughter as well. "How dare you make me laugh when I'm miserable."
Breha could no longer hold it in. She broke down into loud, bright laughter, and Fox could only hold his own in for a few more seconds, before he eventually followed her suit.
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cal-daisies-and-briars · 1 month ago
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Because Dove is such a sweetheart and I'm a sucker for girldad!Buck!
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And this to help you finish!
Just out of curiosity, do you have a ballpark of how much you still have left to write for this mammoth of a fantastic fic? :)
Ahhh thank you! For TWATYTK, I know exactly how much more story I want to write, but not how long it'll end up being. Basically, I think I can wrap up this kid plot in a few tight chapters, but the final storyline I'm not sure yet. Then an epilogue.
51 for 🪞:
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He nods. “I got hurt at work one time, and when I did, I got confused for a bit and thought I lost Bobby.”
“Captain Bobby?” 
“Mhm. You can just call him Bobby.” Buck tells her. “But yeah, for a few months after that, I’d wake up scared he was gone.”
“What did you do?” She asks.
“When I woke up in the morning and I was scared, I’d send him a text. If he responded, I knew my dream wasn’t real.”
Dove considers this. 
“That’s smart.”
“Thanks,” he smiles. Even though in all reality it’s rather basic. “What do you say? Can we make that work for you and I?”
“I don’t have a phone,” she reminds him.
“That’s true,” he says. And maybe he should look into a tablet with some sort of kid-safe messaging app. “But if I’m home, you can knock on my door. And if I’m not, whichever adult is with you will be able to text me.”
Dove nods. “Okay.”
“Sometimes I could be on a call, and it may take me a little while. But I’ll always respond, okay?”
“Okay,” Dove exhales. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Can we watch the movie now?” She asks. 
Buck chuckles before hitting play.
“Of course we can.”
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Halfway through the movie, as Dove is beginning to fall asleep, still tucked into him, Buck’s brain can’t help but fill with a rather melancholy thought. He wonders if Christopher ever dreams that he’s in his old bed, in his old home. He wonders if, when he wakes up, he’s disappointed. 
iv.
A week or so later, and it’s clear Eddie has fallen back into a sort of slump. Whatever joy he’d reclaimed by spending time with Buck and Dove has been dampened with the same old sadness catching up with him. Buck thinks he won’t be able to outrun it, with Chris gone. 
It’s not that he’s moody or withdrawn. He doesn’t hide from Buck like he had when Dove came home. He’s just muffled. Like there’s tinted glass around him. And Buck just knows. He knows Eddie well enough to see it. He just doesn’t know if there’s anything he can do to fix it. 
��Come over,” Buck insists at the end of a particularly rough shift. He doesn’t want Eddie returning to an empty house.
“I’m not going to be great company today,” Eddie dismisses the idea. 
Dove will be at school for several more hours, so it doesn’t really matter. 
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But he is so curious about this child anyway.
“What do you think they’ll be like?” He asks Eddie late one night in early May. “Do you think they’ll end up looking kind of like Maddie?”
Eddie chuckles tiredly. “I don’t know. That’s assuming a fair balance of both sides. The Diaz genes did not seem very strong in Christopher’s case anyway.”
“Uh, unless you’re ignoring his entire personality?” 
“He’s got plenty of Shannon there, too,” Eddie points out.
“And lots of his dad,” Buck says.
“Maybe our kid will just be a clone of Adriana, but even clumsier, because of you,” Eddie posits.
“Oof,” Buck replies. “Well, at least then we know they’ll be funnier than you.”
“Hey!”
It goes on and on like that. Lots of nights they lay awake imagining it. It’s like they’re both so wrapped up in this shared dream. Buck finds himself thinking about it when he doesn’t even mean to. 
He thinks about it a lot when he gets invited by Connor and Kameron to their son’s second birthday party. Eddie can’t make it due to a commitment with Chris that day. So Buck goes alone. With a toddler’s gift in hand, and the strange thought that he will spend the afternoon celebrating a little boy who could be a future version of what he’s going to have. He knows it’s probably not fair to his future child or Luke to compare the two of them, but he can’t help it. Every little thing Luke does - every big smile or adorably mispronounced word - and Buck can’t help but wonder. 
The baby fever is actually sort of crippling. 
Kameron seems to notice. 
“Are you and Eddie thinking of having one?” She asks. “Or, another one, I should say.”
“We’re actually in the middle of planning it,” he says. “His sister is donating eggs. We’re just trying to find a surrogate.”
“Really? That’s fantastic!” Kameron beams.
“Yeah, thank you,” Buck smiles back at her. “We’re pretty excited.”
“So, you don’t have a surrogate chosen yet?” She asks. 
“No,” Buck huffs. “It’s quite the process, as I’ve found out.”
“I bet,” Kameron nods sympathetically. “And I’m guessing, hard to find someone you trust with your literal baby?”
“Yep,” Buck agrees. “Kind of scary looking through profiles of strangers. But, hey, that’s the reality in our case.”
“Right,” Kameron says. “The reality.”
He doesn’t think anything of their conversation. But then, two days later, she calls him.
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yerimbrit · 2 months ago
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[flufftober day 15, wc: 702] - horror movie marathon : k. chaeyeon
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“I HATE YOU,” chaeyeon sniffles, even though you haven’t even hit ‘play’ on the remote yet. actually, you can’t even hit ‘play’ on the remote because she’s already holding you so tight and restraining you from moving.
“chae,” you nervously laugh, which almost sucks all of the remaining breath out of you, “it’s just scream.”
maybe you could’ve chosen some other day for this, because it’s some random tuesday and chaeyeon wanted to have a stay-at-home date with you. you were already planning to watch some old horror by yourself, but figured it would be funnier if she (d-1 horror fearer) joined you in your watch. sure, chaeyeon can be rather chaotic at times, but she’s good to you. you just think you should have a chance to exact revenge on her for dragging you through an 8-hour shopping spree at the mall.
the girl relents on her hold, and you’re finally able to reach for the remote. “you have to promise to protect me, okay?”
you sigh playfully, rolling your eyes in mock-annoyance, “yes, honey, i’ll protect you from the screen that is displaying a movie.”
despite your reassurance(?) chaeyeon doesn’t stop her pleading face. she pokes you on the shoulder with her pinky, then holds it out to you. “pinky promise?”
no, don’t do that, chaeyeon… it’s gonna make you feel guilty for even suggesting the movie. well, lucky for you, you’ve grown somewhat immune to her ulterior motives hidden behind aegyo, so you’re gonna go ahead and play the movie. oh, but not before locking pinkies with her. 
as you make the pinky promise, she manages to pull you in and leave an exaggerated, loud smooch on your cheek. “you’re the best girlfriend ever!”
how can you not love her? she’s the cutest. 
you smile affectionately, “as long as you don’t rupture my eardrum within ten minutes.”
chaeyeon did not, in fact, rupture your eardrum within ten minutes. it was ten minutes and four seconds, to be exact. when the chair crashed through the window, she threw herself into your arms and let out an ear-piercing scream. you think you feel some blood dripping down the side of your neck from your ear, but it’s most likely just your imagination.
“why would he do that!” she half-yelps, half-whines, “who throws a chair through a window!?”
you giggle, patting her on the head, “i could see you doing that.”
she makes a moue at you, ultimately not saying anything because she could also see herself doing it. however, she still had to get back at you somehow, so she lightly pinches you on the wrist. come on, now.
this process repeats throughout the entire movie all the way until it ends. chaeyeon’s head somehow ends up in your lap, hair disheveled, and you’re also sure that you’d be needing to make an appointment at the doctor’s for your ears. it was particularly rough when billy came back after “dying” because her shrill scream wakes up chaewon and yubin, who stalk into the living room and watch the two of you in silence before going back to their rooms. you're surprised that yubin didn’t end up screaming at you guys.
the ending credits roll, and by now chaeyeon’s curled up and facing your stomach, tears staining your pajama pants. you feel bad, you do, but the sight is so incredibly adorable that you can’t help but coo when she gets up and looks at you with her teary eyes.
intertwining your hands together, you grin, “what’s your favorite scary movie?”
“legally blonde,” she sniffles, wiping her eyes with her unoccupied hand.
that’s not… well, okay. you navigate the menu using the remote (which was thrown to the ground at some point earlier) and find the romcom listed, clicking on it. your actions send your girlfriend into a state of happiness, a stark contrast to her earlier fear. her head rests on your shoulder comfortably, and she even starts humming when the movie starts. 
“thanks for watching scream with me. i was gonna put on the sequel, but i love you too much for that.”
“if you make me watch scream 2, i really will throw a chair through the window.”
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flufftober masterlist!
a/n : apeach watches scream with her companion feeling: frazzled
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27emailsicantsend · 2 years ago
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Season 3 Episode 8 Thoughts
I am SO sorry this took me so long to write. My week has been a lot, so it’s just taken me a little longer to get to this. But I have been so excited to write my thoughts! A lot of things I might have already discussed on my blog, so if it seems like I’m missing something go back through the last few days on my blog and I’ve probably talked about it already :)
Ok… heads up this is my longest one yet… buckle up, wildcats 😂
I love that for the last couple of episodes they’ve had jet and Maddox doing the opening lines. It was a good subtle hint to the casual viewer that we were going to be seeing them again. If they weren’t a part of the larger cast this season then it wouldn’t make sense for them to do the opener
ANY TIME I hear the rina cue I will call it out. And guess when it played during the opening credits?? When jet said ej and gina broke up (so literally over that scene) AND when he was reemphasizing the coat check 👀
I’m going to be honest… the set up they made for Channing going “full reality show” last episode made it seem like there would be… more this episode? I thought it was going to be more of a repeat of episode five but it felt a little lackluster
LMAOOO the way ricky is sleeping has me 💀 what does josh think fake sleeping looks like 😭 he is so perfectly posed I don’t know how he thought we wouldn’t know he is acting hahahaha
But his jump scare was funny. I’ve loved his “scared” moments this season, like when he and gina were going through the woods and then when they found Ashlyn 😂 so funny
BIG RED I MISSED YOUUUUU
I’ve seen a few people throw around the idea that big red and jet might have a “fighting over who is the best friend” arc next season which would be so funny. But then I saw someone else say what would be even funnier is if ricky just said “gina” so both of them lost 😭 Tim please I’m begging for the storyline
Also when ricky asked if red bought the lotto ticket bc it was the last thing on the list and then red asked if ricky walked on the moon. It kind of made it sound like red got him something for THAT instead which makes me wonder what it would have been… 🤔
Oof jealous Maddox 👀 listen I’ve been calling the Maddox and Ashlyn romance since the episode where they were painting the set and Val and ej since ep 2. I’m impartial to Maddox and Ashlyn because I also love Ashlyn and red equally.
But I am VERY much a Val and ej stan. To me they GET each other. Who did he keep going to for serious talks this season? Who gave him comfort instead of his girlfriend? It’s been Val the whole time. Tim said we won’t get a ton of ej next season because we’ll be focused more on the high schoolers, but it would be cool if his “outside plot” was that he started dating Val :)
RICKY AND GINA MADE WISHES FOR EACH OTHER I REPEAT THEY MADE WISHES FOR EACH OTHER
And I KID YOU NOT: the first time I was watching this (1 am and delirious from just waking up), I watched ricky make the wish, said “where’s gina?” outloud and not even 2 seconds later ricky said, “where’s gina?” That was a little spooky if you ask me hahahaha
But also the fact that he had literally every other friend in the cabin he cared about INCLUDING red who traveled all that way and all ricky could notice in the chaos was where gina is, is so 🥺🥺
It just sends me back to some of my crushes and I KNEW I had it bad when I could spot in a crowd of 100 people if they were there or not and it completely influenced the night. Yeah mr bowen has it BAD
Ginaaaaaa you look so pretty my dear!!! Her outfits made the show feel grounded in reality. It feels less disney. Just something I appreciate in general :)
the only time it felt disney was that AWFUL outfit they had nini in when she was singing “What I’ve been looking for” at the piano with EJ. That one was cruel from the wardrobe department
But also this scene makes me want to do yoga in the woods. Fun fact I actually love yoga and have been doing it for a few years now. Ive just never gone to a remote location to do it 😂 only a gym or at my house
this is superrr random but Val looks EXACTLY like one of my friends from the back with her hair in that updo. I had to do a double take at first when she walked up to gina 😂
“When the right person comes along you’ll know, the timing will just make sense” and then LOOK WHO SHOWS UP MR RICKY BOWEN HIMSELF.
And Val is SO right for this. Rina has been right person, wrong time for the last two seasons. They just kept barely missing each other because of dating other people (FUNDAMENTAL to their growth arcs though). It’s cool seeing them go through all those lessons about who they aren’t supposed to be and be with, so when they DID understand it they got together. 🥹
Kind of a cool parallel from ep 1 this season 😏 “nobody’s gonna get in our way” and then “nobody” shows up asking for a group hug lol
RINA THE LITTLE YOGA POSE THAT WAS SO CUTE NO ONE SAID YOU HAD TO DO THAT
And then gina talking about knowing where she stands with people and that it’s “over and done” she’s ok… Ricky THOUGHT she was talking about himself kinda fibbing last night (he knew that she knew he fibbed), but then she mentioned ej and you see SO much relief on his face. He was so scared he messed up 😭 sweet boy
RICKY PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU LEARN YOUR CHARACTERS JUST A LITTLE FASTER THAN RIGHT BEFORE OPENING NIGHT. Personally I find the joke of him getting main guy without doing anything significant to get it SO funny. I know other people say others deserve it more, but he really is just being Troy Bolton because that’s exactly what Troy does. He doesn’t really do anything and still gets the lead 😂
That little “happy birthday”. Part of me wishes she would have said it a little louder so ricky would have heard and then maybe we see him walking away, pause when he hears it, then shakes his head and smiles a little. The other part of me likes how quiet she said it because it really gives off that vibe of “things left unsaid” which has just been the two of them all season
One of my favorite running things in the show is that we were told it would never be a “spontaneous song and dance”. There would always be a REASON something would happen. So it’s been so funny watching the show runners jump through every single freaking hoop they can to get a song in 😭 this song, by far, was one of the biggest reaches to me. We go inside Emmy’s mind for a song lol
She has a really good voice but I still am having a hard time seeing why she sang it? I guess I don’t have much of an emotional attachment to her character. She was only shown a couple of times in the show so it felt kind of… off balance for her to get such a large song when there’s other characters (like EJ or Gina or Kourt or even little Elsa after the talk about anxiety) that probably could have had a more emotionally charged version of the song for the audience? Idk it just threw me a little that she got a song in the finale. I’m pretty sure she’s a main character next season so I think a song after we learn her character more will make more sense then.
But regardless I did enjoy this rendition. It was fun seeing everyone prep for opening night to this song and them looking at their costumes. I also LOVED the little ricky and gina opening night looks during the circle. It very much was a direct parallel to s1, but this time felt more authentic because it wasn’t Ricky fighting for gina because he was anxious and needed security. He just loved her and was so proud and happy to be there with her in that moment. The lines about “letting the light shine on me” is very metaphoric to gina this season because she finally feels seen as an actress and ricky shining the light on her saying how proud he is of her… 🥹 this song just comes full circle back to those moments of him celebrating her as Anna.
I will say I LOVED their black and white outfits for this number though… especially Ashlyn’s. WOW she looked STUNNING in that top. Literally like an angel. They all just had these beautiful modified versions of outfits that made sense with them and their characters (for instance, EJ’s was just this sportsman jacket). It was cool because to me it felt like they were all smaller parts of a larger whole symbolically. We could see their essence through the individual outfits, but they were all black and white making them seemingly the “same” as everyone else’s. Costuming is just so, so cool because there is actually a LOT of thought that comes from wardrobe departments when you start doing more investigating in it. It’s all veryyy intentional.
This song was nice too because it really does make sense for every character. We watch their reactions to their costumes, being part of the greater production as a whole, and we know from their individual arcs that “this is where they’re supposed to be”. Gina is supposed to be in a spotlight she earned, ricky is supposed to be in theater camp with gina (not with lily back home), kourtney is supposed to be learning more about her potential, jet is supposed to be a part of the theater kids and making amends with Maddox, Maddox is supposed to be with her friends who consider her part of the same team, ej is supposed to be directing the show and learning about his potential in the film and production industry, etc. etc. etc. it’s just cool watching all of their storylines add up to this part and make SO much sense with this song
Ashlyn being so happy as an ensemble member and practicing with them is so 🥹🥹 the growth
“Gotta figure that one out” lmaooooo Maddox your crush is showing
oof can you imagine if Red, Antoine, Maddox and Ashlyn were all in a room together 😂
I can’t imagine how gina felt when ej was like “that’s tomorrow’s problem” about his dad and them trending. Because one of the MAIN contributors to their fighting and break up was how paranoid and stressed ej has been trying to impress his dad with the show. It’s why he kept blowing gina off and had so much anxiety and more. Now literally a day later after they broke up he doesn’t care? It’s fine now? I’m sorry that would have been SO upsetting for me. The whiplash of it all. And you can see the upset on her face ☹️
Miss Jenn and her singing I can’t 😂
OK this scene in particular how did we NOT see frozen coming?? Miss Jenn and nini here is a DIRECT callback to the “snowstorm” episode where they get stuck in the car. Snowstorms=frozen. Miss jenn talked about how the reason she became a teacher is because she was so stressed over getting that part in frozen and then she saw “let it go” on the score which helped nini decide she wanted to come back to east high. And now she is singing that song and nini is back and they’re talking about letting things go again (nini with east high going to California). Gosh it just makes some cool parallels doesn’t it
But also… Nini’s arc feels a LITTLE counterintuitive because she made this big deal about coming back to east high because that’s her family and that’s what made it so hard to leave and be in Denver. But now she’s leaving again. I mean I understand why, since Olivia is leaving. I guess I just find the irony a little funny 😂
On a lighter note I loveee nini’s top. UGH have I mentioned how obsessed I am with the wardrobing this season?? Because I am 😅
“It’s just a high school musical, nini” 😭😭😭
It’s a small detail, but I love (for the most part) how consistent this show stays. It’s cool that they reminded us from back in s1 that nini used to go to that camp. Of COURSE she would know where the firepit is. I just like when little things like that stay consistent in shows because it makes the characters feel more real. Another example of this is when Carlos at the beginning of the episode was like “on 3” and kourt says, “on 3 or after 3” and then Carlos goes “not this again”. The audience might not remember, but of course Carlos would remember being annoyed trying to get those numbers right from taking pics s1. It’s just fun little details like that that, again, make us feel like these characters really exist.
I love how they’ve decorated the barn from episode to episode 🥹 so cute
For the most part, I like how they’ve addressed kourt’s anxiety storyline. I work with anxiety professionally, so I think they’ve done a good job. Gina asking about what happened to kourt’s bravery the night before might have seemed a little insensitive but i get why they did it. It was so kourt could explain that they don’t go away in a night. The only thing i would have liked to have seen is maybe gina helping kourt take some deep breaths or kourt doing a grounding exercise or something. They’re doing this storyline to show kids they aren’t alone and everyone experiences anxiety, so yes while having a friend HELPS, not everyone has a friend that can “talk them out of it” or be there for them. It would have been a simple way to model, for kids, how to cope with anxiety on their own too if no one is around to talk to. (But this is just the professional in me coming out 😂)
Carlos not being ready to say good bye when he first came to camp not happy to be there 🥹 the growth!!!!
I liked watching Carlos do the “in summer” song but I also kinda wish we would have gotten “fixer upper”. But that’s just my selfish rina heart talking 😂 this was still a cute song either way, though
Lol you can tell nini was filmed separately from the actual opening night. They have no cameras behind her watching so we can see her WATCHING the play. It just LOOKS like she is. You can just tell there were time constraints they were trying to work around with filming with her and it’s just funny watching how they work around that 😂
The little “I’m gonna tell him” “don’t you dare” is VERY much something actual rina would say if there was something happening with one of their friends. Oh yeah they are so kristanna coded 😂
The little red and Ashlyn picture before she walks in on her mirror 🥹
This scene is why I am so neutral about Ashlyn being with red or Maddox. I think she and red work really well together. And with both of them discovering their sexuality and red still knowing regardless he wants Ashlyn, makes me SO happy for them. (Like imagine them checking out girls and guys together on dates lol).
I think this scene was supposed to be confirmation that she was happy with red and wants to be with him too? But the line delivery didn’t totally make me feel that way? And we know Maddox is still going to be around next season, which I really love their arc this season as well, so I would be ok seeing her with either :)
I appreciate that they both went through similar arcs on their own though :) it would have been cool to see red have that parallel to Ashlyn in the episodes… like showing his self discovery back at the pizza shop. But I also love the end of the episode when he’s just like “oh and I’m bi!” And ricky goes “good for him”. 😂 comedy gold. Just so unapologetically themselves. I love it :)
Also, I just realized remember how Carlos and seb had that whole plot last season about being the only queer characters in the school (that they knew of)? It makes the pin scene last episode so much more special because now they’ll have at least 3 more people a part of the LGBTQ group in just their theater club (there could be even more in the school they don’t know about yet) 🥲 that makes me so happy to know they won’t feel so alone
Ok I do like this scene between kourt and little Elsa but my one gripe with it is, isn’t kourt’s mom supposed to be a therapist?? The show did so well keeping storylines accurate up until this point (and I guess a little with nini as I mentioned before). So I don’t know why kourt is so surprised little her has a therapist? It makes it seem like kourt doesn’t know kids her age have one?? Idk and some of the advice little Elsa gives her seems like something her mom could have said to her at this point? This scene was a little confusing to me ig 😂 it was sweet, don’t get me wrong. It just seemed a little counterintuitive to what we already knew about kourt from episodes past hahaha
But also WHEN are we getting a convo with ej and kourt about anxiety?? I’ve said this before and I’ll keep saying it til it happens. Im waitinggg 🤨⏱
“The feeling you get right now is the feeling you get right before you’re about to do something brave” I’m crocheting that and hanging it up in my office fr, fr. One of the best lines of the entire show
“You’re my supernova ash” 😭😭
KOURTS PERFORMANCE OF LET IT GO 15/10 STARS
Literally SO good. Her vocal runs, some of the changes to the delivery of notes, the acting, the contrast of lines as she’s building up to the main part… this was absolutely one of the best performances of the entire show. Hands down. Like BRAVA Dara.
Also normally I absolutely CRINGE when the audience pulls out their phones or starts singing to help the main character, but I actually was ok with it here. (I would have DIED if they would have sang though soooo thankful they didn’t). I think shining that light on kourtney was kind of like what little Elsa said about using her anxiety to help her be brave. At first the lights scared her but then she used them to power through her stress. It was a cool parallel to that convo
The audiences gasps are killing me though 😂 i can’t take them seriously they’re so funny hahahaha its giving mii audience during wii tennis
And their nodding while they’re holding their phones 😭😭 PLS they look like npc’s I’m cryingggg
Also GINA YES FREAKING ANNHILATE CHANNING OMG I LOVED her coming to the rescue for kourt there 😭 really showed that “power of sisterhood” that’s been mentioned a few times in the show. So good
That was such a cool wardrobe change!! AHHH I WANT TO PERSONALLY MEET AND THANK THE WARDROBE DEPARTMENT
gina being so willing to punch Channing i cant 😭😂 she’s my FAVORITE
Ricky saying he’s never felt so much like a kid. When I think of kids I think of how happy and playful they are. How they can just move through life and accept things as they are. They are VERY resilient. This carefree and happy version of ricky makes me sooo happy. I know he’s been hurt by not being with gina but he’s not hurt BY gina. She makes him SO happy and you can see that so much through this season. I just really loved this line. It feels very special to me ❤️
Listen nini and I have had our beef but her doing the little cards each season and this little balloon set up is so sweet to me 🥹
Also… low key (like others have pointed out on here) I kind of forgot nini and kourt were best friends 😬 watching them sing born to be brave together was really cute and you could definitely tell some of that emotion from nini was just Olivia sad to actually say goodbye, but I don’t think I’ve ever really felt a friendship chemistry from them? I’ve seen it a lot more with kourt and carlos, gina, and ash. This scene just didn’t have a ton of impact on me which makes me a little sad? I think I would have liked to have seen their friendship a little more in the past two seasons to make this feel more deep. I’ve seen other people say the same thing so I know I’m not alone on this
I know ricky is just watching offstage but you can’t see that from the angle of this so it looks like he is just walking over and idling, staring at a wall 😂 it’s giving npc energy hard hahahhaa
YES RICKY END HIM. I love that it’s ricky and gina who stand up to Channing. Yet another parallel. Rina being the protective parents of the theater… our protagonists 🥹
Also “for the first time in forever”. You can tell that gina was not at all upset about what ricky said about “acting” like he likes gina. That she knew he was just saying that to get Channing to leave her alone and that he was defending her. It’s a cool contrast between him and ej because ej was just like “yeah we’ll give you drama” which upset her and ricky was like “we’re faking it and we want you to leave us alone. We’re not going to give you more of what is hurting us” which was comforting to her. ahhhhhhh
And then him immediately turning to her and asking her if she’s ok??? He’s so protective of her 😭
KRISTOFFS LULLABY
This was SO sweet
I also fully expected ricky to sing “you’re what I know about love” while looking at Gina so I was taken back when the only line he sang TO her was, “everything I thought I did, you’ve gone and changed it kid”, but after thinking it through this line makes WAY more sense. And the fact that he sang that BEFORE the “you’re what I know about love line”, helps us to know that the following line is STILL referring to gina. He didn’t need to look at her for us to know who he was now referring to because he already did. But lets break down the other line, shall we? Everything he thought he knew and did for love, she changed. Gina represents change. He doesn’t act like old ricky in love situations anymore. We also know that she said ricky came to her as a surprise, he was not part of her plan either. She helped him see that he doesn’t have to be stuck in what he’s known forever to feel love. Also, him calling her a kid refers to my point a few bullets ago about him feeling like a kid again this summer. They are two kids in love. He feels happy, carefree and childlike with her. Not stressed or anxious, like he did with nini. He may have grown up because he’s 18 now, but gina keeps him in that young and happy state of mind. Not in an immature way either… but more in a relaxed way where he doesn’t feel so much pressure on the relationship. “It is what it is and I’m happy if you’re happy”. It’s a very innocent and calm state of mind and I just love seeing them (him) that way together. 🥹
I’ve got some thoughts about why ej and nini were shown during this song, but I’ll keep it short. I think a lot of it is the context of the lines and their stories. For example, “braver than the bravest of us” when showing nini. She sings about “born to be brave”. Her entire arc is about bravery and taking risks and trying big, life changing things which has helped her grow into who she is as a person. I can break down the rest of these if you guys want, but I think that’s what a lot of that is during this song is ricky just explaining their arcs each time a person is shown along with the line that’s sung.
Again, Val and Ej!! I’m telling you people, they’re meant to be!!
Val looks BEAUTIFUL here. I want to know every place these outfits came from, I’m so serious about this
This scene was HEARTBREAKING. Ej needed his dad so much in this moment and for him to turn that love away was hard to watch
You can see Ej just trying to do everything he can to make things right and it just isn’t working.
I know Josh has wanted to sing “scream” and he is absolutely the Troy of the show but with EJ’s arc I actually think he’s more suited for this song? And it would be his first serious performance. Maybe he and Josh could duet it? I’m not sure what Ricky’s story line would be for him to sing this but I’m sure if josh really wanted to sing this, Timberly could make something work for both of them to duet
But the lyrics about losing yourself to get what you want, getting on a ride and wanting to get off. Ej lost everything this season. Himself, his girlfriend, his dad, last season he put away college…. His world is completely upside down and he is being told from every direction how he should be or trying to be everything he isn’t (we saw him go drastically in both ways when he lied all the time to being honest all the time in s1). The song just MAKES SENSE for his character arc
And you can’t tell me when Val sits by him and holds him close they don’t look like husband and wife!! Like they literally look like an old money couple and the wife is comforting the rich husband. I bet this is what cash and his wife look like after a difficult night lol.
Ricky didn’t even seem that upset about not getting a card? Like he did earlier and then in this scene he doesn’t? Lol I can’t read him
PLS TIM IS SO MEAN TO ELTON. WHY ARE YOU MAKING HIM BE IN THAT COSTUME AGAIN 😭😭 I can’t imagine Matt’s face when he’s saw that the first time lmaoo
So I could have sworn in interviews I’ve seen Olivia say she was contracted for 4 seasons? I wonder if she was able to get out of that somehow?
CORBIN REMEMBERING JENN 😭😭 well… Jessica lmao. But that was so sweet
And then the wildcat cheer!! That was so sweet seeing how excited gina was about that 🥹 and right after she said “he’s doing it” Ricky was the first to chime in. He loves her sm fr
Gosh this whole scene with the cheer and then Corbin starting the song made me feel soooo nostalgic. I’m going to be an absolute mess s4 with all of the og cast coming back 😭😭😭
“Sometimes the really good stuff begins only when something ends” to Gina then Ej walks away. I’m so sorry p*w is bones 😭😭 that was so rina coded I’m-
And tbh I liked this song better than the “this is me”. I did like this is me but it didn’t feel as natural to me as “Everyday”. This was such a unifying song for the group about holding onto each other and being a family. And then all of the scenes of them being together were sweet
Also did you notice that the scenes where Ricky and Ej are just goofing and gagging were only at the beginning and end of the season? When Ej didn’t feel his relationship was threatened? It’s like their friendship is good when Ej isn’t worried about Ricky swinging in. I think Ej having a girlfriend that isn’t also Ricky’s love interest could be really good for them and I actually think they could be good friends (brothers even 🥹). This is another reason I want the Val and Ej agenda!!!
Favorite performances from “Everyday”: Ricky and Gina, Ashlyn (literally outsang everyone and for what) and Jet
“Because this moments really all we have” as rina stare into each others eyes 🥹🥹 we’ve seen so much talk about just enjoying high school and living in the moment and that’s what they do when they’re with each other. Time slows. It’s actually very metaphoric idk idk
RINAS NAMES NEXT TO EACH OTHER IM SO SERIOUS ABOUT THIS (especially ricky putting his name AFTER Gina’s, boy is smitten)
Ej signing with Elton 🥲😂
Corbin wearing his s2 shirt 😭😭
Also rina ran under the sparklers together… you know who else runs under sparkler send offs together?? Married couples. I’m just saying 😌😌
RICKY IS WEARING HIS JACKET 🥹🥹
Ok I’ve explained this in an ask so just go down my blog a little bit I’m very much a gina got the lotto ticket and not Nini truther and that’s all I’ll say on that
This time jump is EVERYTHING. Again, I explained my thoughts on how mature they are in another ask so scroll down a bit and you’ll find it :)
Ashlyn’s line delivery here and then her taking pictures 😭😭😭 it’s gets me EVERY time. Soooo funny
Carlos I LOVE
Maddox looks so cute here!!
Ricky 😭🤣😂😂 lmaooo this was such a funny joke and I feel so people who haven’t seen the meme behind it because I think the meme of hilary doing this makes it 10x funnier
Them just screaming in unison: same
This commercial and all of their reactions was such a great way to close up the storyline of the doc finishing but leaving tons of cliff hangers for next season. I LOVE that Tim did this
The Val and Ej/rina/Maddox and Ashlyn/Jetney agenda this doc is spreading 😭😭
Also what the HELL was that innuendo of Carlos and the camper 😭 where did that come from. Apparently this is disneyPLUS adult jokes lol
I’m so sorry but the part where gina is talking about her eyes being on “one thing only” and they just show Ricky with his “no thoughts, head empty” smile 😭😭😭 it’s so unserious 😂😂😂
Like Gina is soooo determined there and he is just completely clueless. That is PEAK humor 🤣
“Good for him” 😂😂
Ej saying he would slap Ricky but he’s his brother feels a little vindictive to me idk
“It’s all gonna work out in the end. Probably”. And then his little wink at the camera? Wtf was that Corbin hahahaha
And I’ve been wanting to point this out forever but notice how they made it a point for Corbin to turn off the camera before rina has their scene?? This was intentional!! I think this was to show the audience (us) who might have thought their relationship was “acting” for the cameras. Of course there is tons and tons of evidence for this otherwise as well, but this was such a nice small touch. Corbin knows they have more to say, so he gives them a private moment. Where they can just say what they need to. Unfiltered, not acting. I just LOVE this little touch 🥲
RINA CONFESSION
NO THOUGHTS, HEAD EMPTY
I’ve said my piece and I agree with sooo many other rinas about this scene that I think it went the way it should have. I’m not going to go into it, just scroll through my blog over the past week and you’ll see all of my opinions :) because there is A LOT
I was just as emotional as rina through this scene. They are everything to me. 😭
This was just perfect and everything it should be and I’m really, really happy with how this season ended ❤️
Rinas, especially my rinas who have been with me since there was literally like, 5 of us, we WON ❤️❤️❤️
Do not worry friends, I still have some drafts and asks I need to post so I’m not going anywhere for a bit :) I just wanted to make sure I got my episode thoughts out here because I know you’ve been waiting for it and I’ve been waiting to do it! :)
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knivesareout · 4 years ago
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My Best Decision
Pairing: Javier Peña x AFAB!Reader
Word Count: 3.5k
Warnings: Smut (18!!!+), Oral sex (fem receiving), Unprotected sex, Filth, Possible typos and bad usage of commas.
A/N: I have a whole ass universe to these two tucked away somewhere in my mind and this scene felt like it needed to be written so here we are. I haven’t written anything substantial in years so pls be nice to me, thanks. You can also read it on AO3 here. Big thanks to @dirty-holy-things​ for being a general gem of a friend and proofreading this for me. Hope y’all enjoy!!!
Summary: Time to yourselves is something hard to come by for you and Javi. When his dad offers to take your little one for the night, you have a few things in mind on what you can fill the quiet with.
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Texas was a different kind of hot, you quickly came to realize. Colombia had been sticky and humid, the feeling of your clothes sticking to your skin the absolute worst. Texas came with a dry heat compared to Colombia and it was a change that was welcome in your book.
It’d been about two years now in Laredo and it always made you wonder when you’d stop comparing the two places. It’s not like you lived in Colombia all that long, anyway; just the time it took to complete your Master’s Degree and a few months after, staying behind with Javier until his assignment with the DEA was over. Javi had warned you of all the different things moving to Texas entailed when the decision had been made, even offering up a few other options- like Miami, where Steve had tried to entice the two of you to join him and Connie and their kids. But, Texas had felt right for some reason. Being close to Javier’s father and having that sense of family was something you craved and so, Laredo became home.
Once you had your first child, it just cemented that moving to Texas had been the right decision. Javi had been a mess in the delivery room, pacing constantly and offering to get you anything every 10 seconds. It would’ve been funnier if you weren’t in pain and almost screaming at him to fuck off. Your daughter was born screaming and crying into the world, Javi’s tears unstoppable as he cut the cord and passed her over to you, the gentle grip on her so tender and careful. 
The sight of Chucho crying when he’d met your little girl at the hospital, whispering to her how spoiled she was going to be by her abuelo, was something you’d never forget and with Javi rolling his eyes behind his father’s back, you knew he was going to be just as bad as his father, if not worse, and he was. Tiny little Emilia Anaís Peña had the two men wrapped around her finger the second she yawned, her fists popping out of the blanket she was wrapped in, in search of a finger to hold on to. 
Now, at just six months, your little girl was a handful and that was putting it lightly. She was crawling everywhere and yanking on anything she could get her hands on, and that included yours and Javi’s hair. A moment of peace was hard to come by, her cries loud and piercing if no one was paying attention to her. Javier was always the first one to give into her pleas, placating her wails with quiet songs sung under his breath and a soothing hand across her back. She was a daddy’s girl and you couldn’t even find it in you to be upset about it, the sight always putting an instant smile on your face. 
It was crazy to think there was a time where you believed something like this wasn’t possible- the family, the house together, and anything really beyond a late night hook-up with Javier. Yet, here you were, and Emilia was the perfect blend of you two as you caught her dark eyes slowly drifting close on Javier’s shoulder. 
“Javi?” You ask, shuffling the bills that cluttered your kitchen table into a neat pile and setting them aside to go through after dinner.
“Yeah baby?” He slowly turns to glance at you, his hand spanning across your daughter’s back as he holds her to his chest. You could already see the drool mark on his salmon colored shirt and smile softly to yourself. It was still early, and any sleep she got was a blessing. 3am wake up calls were getting tiring and Javi was taking the brunt of them, letting you sleep.
“I was thinking,” you start, walking towards him to brush a fallen strand of hair across Emilia’s forehead as she breathes in slowly. “Maybe Chucho could take Emilia tonight? He called earlier and mentioned I sounded tired, asked if we needed a break. I thought it would be nice to have a night to ourselves. Maybe actually catch up on sleep, watch a movie.”
You would’ve been offended at Javier’s father calling you out, a quiet chuckle escaping you when he brought it up, but you knew he was right. Sleep was a myth at this point and it was only made worse now as Emilia was slowly starting to get her teeth in. You told him you’d let him know what Javier thought by lunch time, giving him a quiet thank you before you’d hung up. 
The look on Javi’s face was one you knew well. It was his thinking face. Brows furrowed in thought, lips pursed. He was silently going over the pros and cons of being away from your daughter for the first time, his lips pursed. “It’s gonna have to happen at some point, right? I guess that’s fine,” he finally acquiesces, hiking Emilia higher up on his chest while she snoozes. “Call my dad and let him know we’ll be over in an hour. I’ve got a few things I need to finish up.” With a kiss to your forehead, he turns out of the kitchen and whispers quietly to Emilia that her ‘daddy was going to miss her so much’.
You nod mostly to yourself as he leaves, watching as he heads through the house to no doubt hole himself up in the office with Emilia on his chest while he read over papers he needed to grade. There wasn’t a task he did day-to-day where he didn’t try to have Emilia with him. He’d take her to class with him if you didn’t physically remove her from his side in the mornings. Watching Javier hand her over to Chucho would be interesting and you smirk as you walk back to the kitchen to call your father-in-law, a little pep to your step as you thought about all the things you could do in the next 24 hours.
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The handoff had been hilarious, your giggles quiet behind your hand as you watched your daughter reach for her grandfather with a giant smile on her face and paying no mind to Javi’s scowl. Emilia was just as smitten with her abuelo as she was with her father and she wasn’t nearly as torn up about the goodbye as Javier was. She’d giggled and waved bye with the help of Chucho as you’d left and it almost looked like Javier wanted to cry. He’d huffed once you were back in his truck and remained quiet on the short drive back to your house, your hand reaching for his in a comforting squeeze. 
The house seemed strange, feeling almost empty, without Emilia’s presence despite her toys being scattered throughout the living room. Some part of you felt guilty at your excitement to finally have a night without your daughter but, it was needed and you’d be damned if you didn’t try to make the most of it. Locking the door behind you once Javier was sitting on the couch, you kicked your shoes off and sat down to curl yourself into his side, his arm wrapping around you tight.
“Are you gonna mope around until we pick her up tomorrow?” You tease him, reaching up to tilt Javier’s gaze towards your own.
A slow smile breaks across his features and he shakes his head, looking guilty. “No. I’m sorry,” he sighs, taking your hand from his chin to lace your fingers together. “It’s just weird and I know it’s something that we’ll have to do but I just. Miss her.” 
“I know, Javi,” you nod, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. “Why don’t we take a nap and then I’ll make us lunch and we can just bask in the quietness for a little bit, hm?”
“Yeah, that sounds,” he yawns, making you chuckle. “Good. Yeah, a nap sounds good.”
As you push yourself up off the couch and stretch, Javi’s calloused fingers reach out and brush across the bare skin of your hip, your t-shirt raising with the stretch of your arms and the feeling of his hands on you sends a slight shiver up your spine. It’d been far too long since the two of you managed to be intimate, your mind blanking on the last time it wasn’t just hurried hands and covered mouths to muffle the moans and grunts from seeking a quick release before running off towards Emilia’s cries.
It’s like Javi’s tiredness is suddenly forgotten, the bareness of your skin a reminder that he hasn’t touched you in so long. A smirk slides across his lips while his hand travels further up your shirt, squeezing along your side until his fingers skim across the underside of your left breast and this thumb seeks out the hardened peak of your nipple to pull between his nimble fingers. 
“Javi,” his name is quiet on your lips and you’re not sure if he even heard it until you feel his hand engulf the entirety of your breast and he squeezes and kneads the sensitive flesh in answer.
“Please.”
In a flash, Javier is pulling you down onto his lap where he still sits on the couch and you’re almost winded at the move as you sit on his strong thighs to steady yourself.
You hate that you want to stop this and move it to the bedroom where his back won’t hurt as bad, where you both can spread out and enjoy each other because the spontaneity of it all is sexy and a call back to your time in Colombia where you and Javi couldn’t get enough of each other. 
When you don’t automatically start grinding down onto his lap, Javi glances up at you curiously, “What’s wrong, baby?
“Take me to bed?”
He gets it then with a quick nod and you know he’s thinking the same things you are and pulls you close to his chest as he moves off the couch and slides you back down to the ground. Taking your hand in his, he guides the two of you down the hallway towards your bedroom. It’s almost comical, the eagerness of your steps, and he presses you against the wall just next to the door of the room once you’re inside. 
“Can’t believe I didn’t think of this sooner when you suggested dropping off Emilia at my dad’s,” he breathes against your ear, hands falling to your hips and squeezing them tight. 
You laugh against his ear, his mouth moving across your neck and his lips trailing across your collarbone to sponge heavy kisses on any bare skin he can find. “Kinda figured it was an unspoken thing. I’ll be more blunt next time,” you grin, running a hand through his dark hair and tugging him away from your neck to lock your gaze with his. “Fuck me, Javi. I’ve missed your cock, baby. Please.” 
His eyebrows raise in surprise at your bluntness but he wastes no time, pulling you away from the wall to back you up against the foot of your bed where you fall back, your hands reaching back to catch your fall. Biting your lip as you watch Javi’s chest heave, the tight pink shirt stretched across his chest, your legs instantly pressing together in search of some relief. Even just looking at him has you wet between your thighs and the movement isn’t lost on him. 
Javier is quick to undress, his clothes haphazardly tossed to the side, leaving him in only his boxers where his cock is straining against the seam in the middle. Seeing his clear arousal causes another wave of wetness to pool between your legs and you crook a finger, hoping to entice him to come closer. Kneeling on the bed, he brings you up with him to lay against the pillows and trails a finger down your thin t-shirt to where your leggings sit on your stomach, tracing along the waistband. 
“Tell me what you want, hermosa,” Javi asks you quietly, nose nudging against your cheek while his fingers dip just slightly under the fabric. 
Normally you weren’t so bold, but with how pent up you were there was no hesitation to your voice when you spoke up, turning to look him in the eye. “I want your mouth on my pussy, Javi. Then I want you to fuck me so hard I can’t walk the next day.” His fingers still against your skin, the side of his mouth quirking up and he sat up suddenly, yanking down your shorts along with your underwear to leave you bare from the waist below. 
“So wet for me already, hm?” Javier spreads your legs wider, putting you on display for him and your body is shameless in the way it opens itself for his greedy eyes. Your hands slide up your tummy and under your shirt to grasp at your breasts, tugging on your nipples while you watch him watch you. 
Rough hands smooth up your thighs as Javi moves to settle himself between your legs. Your eyes follow his movements, watching as he licks his lips once he pulls your pussy lips apart and sighs softly to himself. “Most beautiful pussy I’ve ever seen,” he makes sure to tell you before flicking your clit with his tongue. 
Javi is relentless in the way he eats you out, mouth sloppy and slick after just a moment and when he looks up at you from his place between your thighs, you can see how debauched he already is. You blink quickly as Javi spits on your pussy, bringing a finger up to rub the wetness against your clit and you cry out. Your hands move from your chest to grip the comforter below you and you pant his name like a prayer once his two of his fingers slowly slide inside of you. 
“It’s been so long, baby. Gonna have to stretch you out a bit before I slide my cock in you.” Javi’s voice is rough, scratchy and you bare down against his fingers once he starts a slow rhythm of fucking you. “You always take me so well though. Like your pussy was made for me.” 
“Want your cock, Javi. Please,” you plead in reply, your left hand releasing the comforter from your grip and sliding it through his hair and tugging softly to get his attention, hoping he would look up and see the desperation on your face. 
Javier pays you no mind. His fingers start fucking you in earnest, a third slipping in next to the other two thick digits and you can slowly feel your orgasm building. A slow simmer through your body, like a current that was waiting to crash. Your whines fill the room, along with the wet sound of his fingers fucking you. Once his thumb starts rubbing your clit in time with the thrust of his fingers, you feel like you’re about to tip over the edge. 
“Come on baby, can feel you squeezing my fingers so fucking tight. Come on my fingers. Come.”
At the sound of his voice, something snaps inside of you and you cry out his name as wave after wave of pleasure wracks through your body. Your body pulses around his fingers, back taut as you ride his hand. 
Javier’s voice is soft as he coaxes you through your release, “Such a good girl. So good for me, aren’t you?” Peppering kisses across your thighs and up your tummy, he slowly slides his fingers out of you and into his mouth to lick them clean.
The sight is obscene as you watch him, your body still pulsing from your release. A smug grin is painted across Javier’s face and you bring a hand through the damp hair on his forehead and push it out of his eyes. “God that was good,” you laugh, scratching at his scalp. 
“Thanks for the glowing review, querida.” Javier kisses his way up your stomach, tugging at your shirt that had been bunched up under your arms to finally rid you of the last bit of material that was blocking your body from his.
You can taste yourself on his lips when they finally meet, his tongue sweeping across your bottom lip before kissing you slowly. The kiss is languid and soft, your hands grasping at Javier’s back to pull his chest to your own. Your hands wander down to his hips, tugging at the band of his boxers with a frustrated groan when you can’t manage to pull them down all the way and you move away from his lips, “Javi, take them off. Fuck, please. I need to feel you.”
Javier pulls away just enough to tug down his boxers and kick them off before he’s descending back on to you, his cock hard and wet at the tip smearing across your thigh. Your hips move around as you try and line him up, a whine slipping past your lips, desperate. It’d been too long since you’d been able to fully appreciate the heavy weight of him inside you and you were needy, body wanton and open for him.
“Baby, calm down. I’ve got you. Shhh,” he quiets you, a quick kiss to your lips. 
Your eyes widen as you feel the tip of his cock running through the slit of your soaked pussy, the head catching on your clit and you cry out as he continues to tease you. The feeling is torture and you dig your nails into his back, a silent plea that you need more. Javier seems to get the message and presses into your cunt, the thickness of him splitting you open in the best way. He’s wide and long, the perfect fit and once he’s bottomed out you feel pure euphoria at the pleasure it brings you. 
“Shit you feel so good, squeezing me so tight,” Javier  grunts, his hips slowly starting a rhythm as he fucks into you. The slapping of skin fills the room, his cock slick with your arousal.
No one had ever felt as good as Javi did and he knew it, the smug bastard. You nod quickly, agreeing with him as you were at his mercy. “So good, Javi. So good. Harder, please.”
He’s quick to comply, his hips fucking into yours at a brutal pace. His hands pull your thighs up at an angle that makes your vision blurry, calves thrown around his shoulders and he’s relentless as he thrusts into you. You watch him lick at the pad of his thumb, the digit finding your wet clit quickly and he rubs in time with his thrusts. 
A moan catches in your throat as your climax nears, head dug into the pillow beneath your head, legs going rigid against him and you tighten around his cock as you cum, Javi’s filthy words muttered low. “God you feel so fucking good around me, squeezing me like this. Cum for me baby, fuck fuck fuck-,” and he finds his own release just behind your own, spilling hot and wet inside your cunt. 
Your body feels boneless, the tips of your fingers numb as you drag them across Javi’s back as he breathes slow and hot against your neck trying to catch his breath. Feeling starts to return to your limbs, and you card your fingers through the sweaty curls at the back of Javi’s head. “You still got it there Agent Peña,” you tease, tugging the short hairs up to get him to look at you.
The look on his face is pure annoyance and you give him your biggest shit-eating grin as he shakes his head and slowly pulls out of you with a groan before sliding next to you and tugging you into his side. “You’re lucky I love you,” Javier grumbles, arm wrapped around you and fingertips trailing along your upper arm in a soothing motion.
“I love you too,” you sigh against this chest, tucked underneath his chin. “How many more rounds do you think we can get in before we have to pick up Emilia tomorrow?”
Javi pauses before he answers and hums to himself, knowing he’s genuinely thinking about it putting a smile on your face. “Gonna shoot for 5 but, I’m an old man now so who knows huh?” He digs his fingers into your side, tickling you. 
“Shut up and go to sleep, Javi. I’m tired.” You pat at his chest blindly as you yawn, kissing his chest once you’re more settled under the blankets.
He grumbles quietly to himself but is out like a light a few beats later, snoring softly in your ear, filling the silence of the unusually quiet house. Your hands trace carefully along his chest, mind already filling with other things you two can get up to before you pick up your daughter, wondering if you still had your toys stashed away somewhere.
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uhmlu · 3 years ago
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ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ TOGE INUMAKI HEADCANONS ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
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hello, this is the first time that i write smth like that, so pls be nice! ;-;
GENRE: fluff❣︎
WARNINGS: maybe some grammar errors, sorry!
toge seems to be the type of guy, who can be the very caring, adorable friend, and in the next second he's just the definition of being sassy.
but that mostly happens if people underestimate him or his power for example!
all in all, i think he's very confident but doesn't really show it.
a little bit like gojō but just quiet, yk?
he also may seem kinda mean when you meet him for the first time like in volume 0 with yūta maybe but after a while when you both get along well, he'll show you his soft & humorous side!
he would definitely protect the ones who are important to him with everything he has. he'll literally talk back if someone says smth mean to his friends.
toge would send you a bunch of memes if he feels comfortable around you. they're probably super random but that's what makes it even funnier.
most of the memes would also tend to tease you, because he knows that you won't take it personally & you'd just tease him back and laugh.
can we all pls agree that he's super photogenic but doesn't take a lot of selfies.
he'd just post like one selfie per month on his instagram account (and would always deactivate comments).
if we already talk about his instagram account, then let's add that most of his stories consists of memes and of secret recordings he made of his friends, to tease them ofc.
"lmao look what they did in class, idiot (jk)"
let's get a little more soft here ig?!
he's very clingy every toge simp already agreed with that but i still wanted to mention it and isn't ashamed of it at all.
whenever you two sit somewhere, have to wait for smth or whatever, he's always playing with your hand or lays against you or both.
i don't see him being very jealous tbh! he trusts you with his whole heart and is very confident about your relationship!
since he can't really talk with you, he always sends little good morning or good night messages to remind you how important you're to him! he loves you <3
generally, you have to expect to get some cute paragraphs about how much he appreciates you & the affection you give him even if he can't properly talk.
he definitely creates a playlist for you with songs that he thinks you would like or make you feel better if you shouldn't feel super well atm!
this boy probably wakes you up sometimes by spamming you with memes in the middle of the night when he wants your attention.
*34 unread messages from inumaki*
"Y/N i have to show you smth, wake up already"
yea cuddle sessions are a daily thing. while watching youtube videos or after a mission to get some rest.
you two will probably talk with your hearts as well after a while (that's the way the inumaki clan talks to each other if you didn't know!)
that's everything for now! i hope some of you enjoyed! <3
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moldisgoodforyou · 3 years ago
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parent's weekend
wordcount: 4.3k
warning: angst, a lot
i ran out of time at the end here but didn't want to leave y'all hanging for too long so i'll wrap up a few loose ends next week!!!
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After Sophie came back late on Friday night, once she’d picked her parents up from the airport and had dinner with them, she returned to Rafe’s room to see a couple beer cans on his nightstand and him fast asleep in bed. The now-melted ice pack left a wet spot on the nightstand too, probably discarded the second she left the room earlier. Say Anything... was still playing on his laptop propped up by his pillow, one of his comfort films - although he wouldn’t watch it when Sophie was around, and she wasn’t sure why. Carefully, she shut his laptop and set it aside, then gently combed through his hair to try and wake him up. “Rafe?”
He stirred, holding his pillow tighter, and mumbled in his sleep. “Soph.”
“Hey. It’s me.” She kicked off her shoes and laid down next to him, pressing a soft kiss to the tip of his nose. “Just checking in on you.”
Rafe let out a sigh, his nose scrunching up adorably, and blinked awake, a dopey smile on his face when he recognized Sophie. “H’lo.”
“Hi. I came to stay over, if you’ll have me.” She pressed the back of her hand to his forehead and resisted a scowl. “I think you still need a shower, baby.”
“Yeah. Fell asleep.” He inhaled deeply, reaching out for her, then cursed as he flexed his hand. He sat up and took in his surroundings, frowning. “Fuck, the ice pack - m’ sorry.”
“It’s alright. How about you shower really quick? I can clean up.”
He rubbed his eyes, nodding. “Yeah. Good call. I’ll just - yeah.” He rose from the bed and tugged off his shirt, kicking off his shorts along the way to the bathroom.
She used his shirt to sop up the extra water left behind from the ice pack, then tossed the beer cans and set his laptop on his desk, plugging it in to charge. When she finished and came back upstairs with a glass of water, Rafe was back in the room with wet hair and red eyes again. She didn’t mention it and just rose up on her toes to kiss him. “Better?”
“Yeah. Feel better. You said you’ll stay?”
“Of course, baby.” She crawled into bed next to him, reassured as he rested his head on her chest like usual and rested his arms around her waist. “Night, Rafe.”
“Night.” After a few beats, he sounded a little choked up. “Love you.”
She kissed the top of his head and held him a little tighter. “Love you too. So, so much.”
_______
The next morning, Sophie had to leave to get her parents again but got Rafe up in time to digest some toast and ibuprofen, making sure he had his clothes ready to go for the morning tailgate at their house before the football game. (It broke her heart when she found out he’d pressed all his clothes for the weekend and hung them in his closet, so he’d look perfect for his dad.) When James’ parents came in, he looked perfectly presentable, save for the eggs he was shoveling into his mouth at the dinner table.
“Hey! It’s my favorite son!” James’ dad exclaimed, enveloping him in a bear hug right away.
He’d started the joke about a month into James and Rafe living together in the frat house in freshman year, when Rafe was constantly in the background of James FaceTiming with his parents. He was from middle-of-nowhere Nebraska so his parents couldn’t visit too often, but his mom made up for it by sending a box of treats each month - after the first month, Rafe got his own treats too, and by the second semester when Colin lived with them, he was roped in as well. James had two brothers as well, making the joke even funnier.
Rafe blushed bright red as he hugged him back with a smile. “Hi, Mr. Williamson. It’s good to see you too.”
“Rafe, looking handsome as always - this haircut really suits you without the gel, honey.” James’ mom hugged him too. “Is that the work of this girl you’re with, will we get to meet her? You’re still together, right?”
“Still together, ma’am.” He confirmed, grinning. “You’ll see Sophie later today.”
“Sophie, that’s right! Does she have a sister, one that might want to date James?” She teased, kissing James’ cheek affectionately as he groaned. “I’m kidding, you know I’m kidding.”
“Sure you are.” James grumbled. “Mimosas? Mom, I got the good champagne this time.”
“Good, as you should.” His parents followed James into the kitchen and Rafe felt like he could finally breathe for a moment, as he prepared himself for the weekend. He loved James and Colin’s parents, and how they truly treated him like a son, but it was still overwhelming to experience that much love at once. He couldn’t get himself to fully relax unless he was tipsy - which, given James’ parents and their drinking habits, he probably would be by noon. He shot a quick text to Sophie - when are you coming? and tried sneaking up to his room unnoticed, unsuccessfully.
“Rafe!”
He turned on his heel at the base of the stairs, plastering on a wide smile for Colin’s parents. “Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, hi!”
The perfect-parent routine started over.
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After a couple hours into the tailgate, Sophie tugged Rafe into the kitchen to check in on him. He’d been leaning into her a little too much and was getting a little too loud, and she had to hide the look on her face when he leaned down to kiss her with his breath smelling too strongly of alcohol. She took a sip from his solo cup and recoiled at the taste, frowning. “Heavy pour, Rafe,” she chastised quietly.
He stopped just short of grabbing the cup back with a frown. “M’ fine. Tastes good.” He stood up for a moment, not relying on her, then resorted to leaning up against the fridge instead with arms crossed.
James watched from the living room, listening in on the conversation. He’d experienced Rafe drunk over parent’s weekend before and it never ended well - he always got too caught up in his head.
Sophie took Rafe’s cup back and traded him for a water bottle, then poured the cup’s contents of mainly vodka down the sink before he could react. She set the cup aside and ignored his small grumble of protest. “You’re drunk. You need water.”
“I’m old enough to handle drinking on my own, thanks.” He quipped, immediately grabbing the cup from the top of the recycle and went in for a refill.
She frowned, crossing her arms across her chest as if it could shield her from the way he delivered his retort with a sharp tongue. “Rafe. I don’t want you drinking just because you’re sad. You started last night, and then -”
“I’m not just - look, your parents are here, Sophie, I don’t expect you to get it. I don’t need the lecture.” He replied coolly, not meeting her gaze.
She hated how easily he was able to make her feel small, how quickly she was reminded of their fights from before. It hurt even worse now, that her emotional attachment to him was more than just a fleeting crush. “Baby.” She murmured, reaching out for his arm.
He flinched away, harsh. “Don’t. I’m getting more, I don’t care if you don’t like it.”
James stepped in quickly, closing the kitchen door behind him and trapping the three of them in. He stood right in Rafe’s face, staring him down at eye level. “Don’t talk to her like that.”
“She’s my girlfriend.” He replied, exasperated.
“Your girlfriend, who’s trying to help you. Get your act together Rafe, you’re not mad at her. You know that.” James shoved at Rafe’s chest.
“Hey, hey -” She started, sticking her arm in between the two of them as Rafe went to shove James back.
Rafe dropped his arms, sighing as he let them hang at his side and his chin dropped to his chest. “I need to sober up.”
“You do. Drink the fucking water.” James agreed, pulling another from their fridge. “I hear you talking to Sophie like that again, you’re not gonna like where you end up. Apologize.”
“James.” Sophie warned, though she was immensely grateful - she wasn’t sure if she would have been able to handle the situation on her own.
“I’m sorry, Soph.” Rafe dragged his hand over his face, looking apologetic. “I just - yeah. I’m sorry.”
James’ tone turned warmer, more concerned as he lowered his voice and slung an arm around Rafe’s shoulders. “We love you, Rafe. I want you to take care of yourself.”
“Alright, alright.” Rafe put his arm around James too in a half-hearted hug before shrugging you off. “M’ sorry. Just - I’m gonna go up to my room for a sec.” He turned, dropping a kiss to the top of Sophie’s head before heading out of the kitchen, straightening up as he did.
Sophie frowned as she watched him go, exchanging a glance with James. “Thank you.”
“Don’t worry about it. He doesn’t get to be an asshole just because his dad is one.” James affirmed, ruffling Sophie’s hair affectionately. “I’d check on him if I were you. He gets like this every year.”
“Did you think he would come? Ward, I mean?” She asked tentatively.
“No.” James answered definitively with a frown. “I knew he wouldn’t come, there was no way. He’s done this every year - I mean, this year, it kinda seemed like there was a chance, but. I knew this would crush Rafe. I don’t know how much he’s told you…”
“I know some of it.”
“Yeah, well.” He handed Sophie another water bottle. “Go check on him, I’ll handle your parents.” He glanced out toward the living room, where both their parents were blissfully unaware of where their children were as they played beer pong against each other. “He’ll be fine, he just needs a little extra support this weekend.”
“Okay. Thank you.” She sighed and slipped upstairs, knocking on Rafe’s door. “Rafe? It’s me.”
“Come in.” He responded, not moving from his bed. When she came in, he turned to face her, a little teary and his face was red. “I’m sorry, Sophie, I’m not doing great today.”
She frowned and shut the door behind her, kicking off her shoes and crawled onto the bed next to him, immediately going to comb her fingers through his hair. “It’s alright, Rafe. I know this is hard.”
“No, it’s not alright.” He curled into her, resting his head on her chest and wrapped his arm around her waist.
She glanced at his phone lying next to him on the bed, with three attempted calls to his dad displayed on the screen, and frowned, her heart breaking just a tiny bit more. “How are you feeling?”
“Not sober.” He mumbled, halfway to falling asleep.
She held back a smile. “Yeah. I know. I got you more water - you still want to come to the game with all of us?”
“And what, sit by myself?”
“I was thinking you’d sit by me.”
“Oh.” He sighed. “I might after a while, I might nap. Can you stay?”
She paused, unsure. “I was going to go with my family…um, I can stay if you want, though.”
“No, no, it’s your last family weekend too. I don’t want to ruin it.” He lifted his head with a frown. “I’m being a shitty boyfriend.”
“You’re not, you’re just frustrated. That’s okay.” She corrected, resuming raking her nails against his scalp. He groaned softly and she flicked the back of his neck, shaking her head. “Watch it.”
“Sorry.” He mumbled against her skin, his lips brushing against her neck.
She pushed at him gently, rolling out from under him. “Hey. No. I am not going back downstairs with any hickies, absolutely not. Do you want me to come get you before we walk over?”
“Would you?”
“Course I would, baby.” She leaned over to kiss him, soft and sweet. “I want to help you, Rafe, I know this sucks. But you can’t shut me out, I don’t want to fight with you.”
“I know. I’m trying.” He replied, cheeks tinting red.
“Okay. I’ll come get you again soon, take a nap.” She brushed his hair back and kissed his forehead. “Love you.”
“Love you too.”
When she returned to the room an hour and a half later, Rafe was asleep with his mouth slightly ajar, his phone in hand. Sophie crept over quietly and sat on the edge of the bed carefully. Against her better judgment, she pulled his phone out of his hand and unlocked it. It was open to a drafted text to Ward, saying:
Miss you dad, wish you could have come. Maybe you can come up for a game later in the fall or come in the spring for something, I’d like you to see campus
She frowned and set it aside on the nightstand, then leaned down to press a kiss to his cheek and comb her fingers through his hair. “Rafe, we’re leaving soon,” she whispered.
He blinked sleepily up at her, wrapping her arms around her waist in an effort to pull her down. “G’morning.”
She laughed and let him tug her down, leaning into him. “Not quite. We’re going to head over and catch the second half of the game, you want to come?”
Rafe nodded but didn’t make a move to get out of bed, leaning forward to kiss her instead. “Yeah. Are they waiting on us?”
“I said you were tired from homework last night so you were taking a nap, that it might take you a second to wake up.” She kissed him back, the kisses going from chaste to needy on his end way too quick, and pulled back after a couple minutes, when his hand crept south. “Hey,” she warned.
“Hey.” He mumbled, slowly rolling on top of her. He was extra clingy, not wanting to let her go for a second, and her miniskirt she wore wasn’t doing him any favors.
She gave in for a few seconds but pulled back again, giggling when his nose bumped against hers. “You want to come or not?”
He started to smirk, slowly.
Sophie rolled her eyes and pushed at his shoulders to get him off. “Not what I meant, Rafe.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He grinned down at her and pushed her top up, unsurprised that she wasn’t wearing a bra like usual, and sucked a hickey on the top of one of her breasts. When he did the same on the other, he could hear the tiniest whine before she pushed at him again. Once he tugged her top back into place, he was pleased to see her cheeks flushed pink. “Okay. I’m ready.”
“Fucker.” She accused.
“Oh, angel, I’m pretty sure we don’t have time. Later though.” He laughed as she immediately went to shove at him and stood, tugging her up off the bed. “C’mon, can’t leave them waiting.”
“You suck.” She adjusted her top in the mirror and smoothed over her hair, then touched up the fraying edge of her lipstick - and wiped off a smear of red on the corner of his lips, too.
“Should you go down first, pretend we haven’t been alone in the same room together? Can’t have your mom thinking we gave into temptation.” He teased.
Sophie flipped him off over her shoulder as she strode downstairs. “Come on, dumbass.”
“Your dumbass.”
“Yeah, lucky me.” She grinned.
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After a long day of tailgating, and an unexciting blowout game against Minnesota, Rafe’s social battery was completely drained. He sucked up anyways and met Sophie’s family at a restaurant downtown for dinner, in a completely sour mood as he drove. However - as usual - he was able to plaster on his best winning smile as he strolled into the restaurant, greeting both her parents with a hug and a grin.
Thankfully, dinner was largely uneventful - he didn’t have to field any questions about his father not being there, or job prospects for next year. He was sure Sophie had prepared his parents before on everything they were allowed to talk to him about, something he was insanely grateful for.
At the end of dinner, after Sophie caught her mom eyeing the ring on her fingers a little too often, she tried to be subtle as she switched her Cartier ring from her left ring finger to the middle finger on her right. She wore Rafe’s opal ring too, which she stole from him sometimes to wear on her thumb, because it was way too big to wear on any other finger.
“Sophie.”
“Yes?” She replied, grabbing Rafe’s hand under the table to replace the opal ring back onto his finger.
“Do you have something to share with us?” Her mom nodded toward her Cartier ring and Sophie paused, glancing down at her hands.
“I’m not sure what you’re talking about.”
“Your ring, Sophie, don’t play dumb.” Her mom tapped her own wedding ring, raising her eyebrows.
“Alice.” Her dad warned, knowing exactly where the conversation was going.
“It was a gift from Rafe, what are you asking?” Sophie gripped Rafe’s hand underneath the table with her free hand and he had to resist cursing at how tight her grip was.
Her mom leveled her with a cool stare, matching Sophie’s energy. For a moment Rafe thought it’d be funny if he was watching the situation as an outsider, with how alike the two were. “Is that meant to be an engagement ring?”
Rafe choked on his drink.
“Oh my god, Mom, are you serious?” Sophie complained, delivering a hard pound of her fist to Rafe’s back. “I’ve had this since May.”
“Exactly, so if you’re engaged -”
“Alice, they’re 21 and 22 -”
“We’re not engaged, Mom, come on. You would know.” She rolled her eyes.
“I expect you’re planning on it soon, then?”
Ever-dramatic, Sophie sighed and put her head down on Rafe’s shoulder. “I want to disappear.” She mumbled.
Rafe pinched her thigh under the table and kept his eyes straight ahead to acknowledge her mother. “We haven’t discussed that, Mrs. Flint. I hope I haven’t given the wrong impression.”
“You haven’t, Rafe, it’s fine.” Her dad quickly assured him, a small smile teasing at his lips. “I see no reason for you to get married any sooner than necessary.”
Sophie lifted her head with her nose wrinkled, and Rafe reached out and smoothed his thumb over the bridge of her nose before he could think to stop himself. She held back a smile as she blushed, shaking her head before she returned her gaze to her parents. “Thank you, Dad, exactly.”
Rafe made a show of checking his watch. “I’m not sure what your plans are, Soph, but my fraternity has a parent’s weekend party tonight. I was going to go hang with Colin and James if that’s alright...don’t want to take too much of your time…” He trailed off, hoping she’d take the hint and give him the out.
“Yeah, I’ll see you later.” She leaned over and kissed his cheek, making him blush.
He grinned and stood - he’d already slipped his credit card earlier to the waiter, hopefully unnoticed. “I’ll see you two later, Mr. and Mrs. Flint? Thanks for letting me tag along.”
“Of course. Sophie’s sorority actually has a brunch tomorrow, if you’d like to come?” Her mom asked, trying her best to make sure Rafe still felt included. Sophie had given the two of them the rundown on what happened, and while they didn’t mention it, Rafe could tell they were being extra sympathetic. He appreciated it, but he also hated it - it made him feel hot under his collar.
“Oh, we actually have a golf tournament with -” His face fell as he remembered. He rubbed the back of his neck, embarrassed. “With the dads, uh, I guess I won’t be going though.”
Jeff glanced at Sophie for approval before speaking up. “I’d go with you. If you want, that is. I mean, if you already paid, you might as well take advantage of it, I’m happy to Venmail -”
“Venmo.” Sophie corrected with a grin.
“Yes, Venmail. Happy to Venmail you for my share, if you’ll have me.”
Rafe beamed, rocking back on his heels. “Really? You’d do that? You don’t have to, but yeah, I’d love that. If you’re down.”
“I’m in.” Jeff grinned. “More fun than a silent auction at the brunch anyways.”
“Dad!”
“It’s true!”
Rafe laughed, nodding. “Okay, I’ll pick you up tomorrow morning at your hotel at 8. I have an extra glove, club rental, all that.” He leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of Sophie’s head. “I’ll see you all tomorrow.”
“Let me know if you need a ride tonight.” Sophie told him with a smile, squeezing his hand.
“I will. Love you.” He left with a grin, one she hadn’t seen from him all weekend.
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The next morning, Rafe came to pick Jeff up right on time, with his coffee order already in the car. They were placed in a group with James and Colin and their dads as well, and Rafe felt a surprising sense of ease being alone with them all.
“What happened to your hand?” Jeff asked the second Rafe got in the cart, nodding to the bandages wrapped around each individual knuckle. (He’d protested it, but Sophie told him he was being ridiculous and he had to wear them if he wanted to heal.)
He just shrugged, flexing his hand and resisting a wince.
“Rafe.”
“I, uh, may have punched a brick wall.” He admitted, not looking at Jeff, just staring ahead out at the green.
Jeff snorted. “Ah. Not your smartest choice.”
Despite himself, Rafe laughed. “Yeah. Not really. I thought my dad was coming this time, and - yeah. Last minute cancellation.” He paused, then glanced over with panic in his eyes. “I’m not violent, you know - I would never, ever lay my hands on Sophie -”
Jeff nudged his shoulder against Rafe’s as he pulled up to the next hole. “I know, kiddo, you’re alright. Sophie told me you were excited.”
“Yeah.” Rafe nodded with a frown. “I was. Should’ve known, though, it’s nothing new.”
“Still frustrating.” Jeff watched as Rafe selected a club, raising his eyebrows at the choice, then nodded when Rafe carefully put it back and chose another one. “It’s tough when people don’t show up for you.”
“Yeah, exactly. It’s just -” Rafe took a deep breath, lining his ball up on the tee then connected with a satisfying crack of the club. “Everyone else’s dad works, they found a way to come. I don’t get why he can’t. I even did extra hours this week for him so he could have less of a workload to catch up on next week.”
“You’re still working for him?”
“Yeah. Probably going to after graduation too, even though Sophie doesn’t like it.” He said resignedly. “Now I just gotta wait for her to get into Columbia so we can start looking at places.”
Jeff whiffed the ball, something he hadn’t done in years. “Hold on. We?”
“Uh…”
“You two have talked about living together?”
Rafe gulped.
They’d discussed it so often that it was a fact of life by now, he’d forgotten that not everyone would also know. “Very briefly. Just because New York is expensive. It’s nothing set in stone.”
Jeff carefully replaced the ball on the tee, then hit it hard - Rafe briefly considered running. “Huh. That’s new information to me.”
“We’re just - I don’t know, I thought I’d like to be able to help her with rent a little, if she’s willing. New York would be cool to live in. Or Austin too - but she could live with other students, too, um, we haven’t really started looking or anything -” Rafe rambled, getting more and more nervous as Jeff just listened with raised eyebrows.
“Were you going to follow her? For sure?”
Rafe rubbed the back of his neck. “That was the plan, yeah. If she’ll have me. I just, uh. Feel better when she’s around. More for my sake than hers, honestly.” He confessed, thinking back to how miserable his summer had been. Sure, Sophie had missed him, but he didn’t realize how lost he would feel without her.
“Living together would make sense, then.” Jeff nodded, slotting his club back into the bag and climbing back into the cart.
Rafe shrugged, trying to seem nonchalant. “I kinda thought so. But if that’s something you’re against, I wouldn’t want to be disrespectful -”
“I’ll talk about it with Alice.” Jeff cut him off. “Sophie’s an adult, of course, but we’d like to be involved in her choices.” He paused. “She’s worried about telling her mom, isn’t she.”
“I’m not sure, sir.” He told him, truthfully.
He didn’t quite understand her relationship with her mom - they’d be talking on the phone for an hour one day, as Sophie ranted about architecture and work and everything in between, and the next day she refused to talk to her after her mom tried slipping a hint that she didn’t like the two of them sharing a bed. She’d tried to explain once, but Rafe didn’t quite understand, not having grown up around religion like she did. (Sometimes it felt like the actual religion, sometimes it felt like her mom was just more concerned with how they’d appear to others in the church.)
Jeff nodded, thinking for a moment. “Truthfully, I’d rather she live with you than with someone she doesn’t know, so. We’ll talk about it.”
Rafe couldn’t hide his beam. “Thank you, sir. I’d really appreciate that.”
He smiled back, then tapped Rafe’s arm with his club. “You’re welcome. Now fix your form.”
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submissivekillers · 4 years ago
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Could you do rivals to lovers headcanons with Venom and/or Yautja, please?
ah yes my second favorite relationship trope (the first favorite is friends to lovers bc i am a Soft Bitch™)
tw: mild violence/gore in the yautja section
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ok you COULD be another symbiote or just your average mutant but honestly i think it’s so much funnier if you’re a completely mundane human. you took the last chocolate bar from Mrs. Chen’s store one night and now an eight-foot-tall goo alien has major beef with you
Eddie is So Sorry. he tries to talk Venom down but it only works like half the time. you’ll just be going about your day and then an alien jumps through your window ready to fight. he is So So Sorry please let him make it up to you (…maybe he could buy you a drink?)
also sometimes you’re a shithead and provoke them, which does not help with the whole rivalry thing
Venom: YOU AWFUL LITTLE SHIT. I COULD LITERALLY BITE YOUR HEAD OFF RIGHT NOW
you, staring them in the eye as you slowly unwrap a chocolate bar: so get rid of me, pussy
but then the dynamic Shifts 
Venom still bursts in at the most inconvenient times possible, you two still swap insults, but even when you’re using the filthiest language imaginable it starts to sound more like endearments. you start buying extra chocolate bars for their visits. Eddie bounces story ideas off you and Venom over takeout Chinese. whenever you mention that someone’s giving you trouble, the next day that person makes sure to give you a very wide berth
it comes to a head when Eddie sleeps over at your apartment one night - which has happened a couple times, since your place is way nicer then his bachelor-pad shitbox, but it’s the first time you’ve woken up to find him in bed with you
you’re spooning, your chest against his back, one of his hands loosely holding yours even though he’s fully asleep (and snoring fit to wake the dead, fwiw.) Venom’s wrapped around both of you, black tendrils curling around your intertwined hands and along your legs 
when you try to move away, they both complain; Eddie making a soft, sleepy noise of complaint as his fingers tighten their grip, and Venom’s rumble of “Stay.” vibrating through your bones 
you stay. within a week, the bachelor pad is up for sale
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you get caught up in a hunt - maybe you’re a warrior, taken for some Youngblood to earn their stripes through your death, or maybe you’re just unlucky enough to end up in the wrong place at the wrong time, caught between the hunters and whatever creature they’ve taken it upon themselves to kill 
whatever the case, you prove strong, smart, and resourceful enough to survive the first few rounds of slaughter, though not without collecting a few bruises and new scars
there’s one Predator in particular who seems to have it out for you, and you for them - neither of you come out of the initial scuffles unmarred, you with a matched set of scars down your arm and them with a bullet in their side 
they start to follow you. you wake up to them lingering at your campsite, occasionally leaving food when you’ve had an unsuccessful day of hunting; when terrain gives out under your feet and threatens to send you crashing hundreds of feet below, they’re there to grab your wrist and toss you (literally) to safe ground you assume (correctly, at first) it’s because you’re their chosen prey; you don’t get to die unless by their hand
between the communication barrier, your (justified) suspicions, and the fact that the Yautja tends to have a very aggressive way of guiding you (i.e., stopping you from eating those poisonous berries by just. shooting the bush), it’s an uneasy partnership, but you can’t bring yourself to make the first move to break it. it seems like they can’t either 
another human tries to kill you. they almost succeed - you’re relaxing, your guard somewhat down now that you’re used to having a killing machine by your side 24/7, and fail to notice the laser sight fixed just above your ear. your Yautja is faster, and the spear ends up in their thigh instead of your skull, splattering blood across your face as they howl
you kill him together, your combat knife splitting his stomach and sending his guts spiraling to the ground as your Yautja hefts him by the throat, and after they fling the empty body away they fall too
you’re aware by that point that you trust them, even like them - but it’s not until you’re frantically bandaging their leg that you realize how much you don’t want them to die
as soon as they wake up and find you next to them, tears in your eyes and dried blood on your hands, the tension snaps; they pin you down and take you amidst the gore, mandibles sinking into your shoulder while you claw neon green trails down their back 
when the new hunting party arrives, you leave together
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lovely-ateez · 4 years ago
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I’ll Be Home Soon~
ꕥPosted: 5/16/21
ꕥGenre: Fluff
ꕥPairing: Fem!Reader x Idol!Mingi
ꕥWord Count: 1.8k
ꕥWarnings: An overwhelming heaping of fluff
ꕥTag List: @nevieatiny @bobateastay
ꕥA/N: I know this is short but I wanted to write at least a little something for Mingi’s return. I’m just so proud of him and can’t wait to see him again ><
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I sat on the couch as stiff as a board. At any minute my boyfriend would return home after being away for months. We kept in contact while he was gone, of course, but it wasn’t the same as seeing each other in person. Even after all this time, I still wasn’t accustomed to the cold bed or the lack of sticky notes he would leave me throughout the day, all saying some variation of I love you or good morning or you look beautiful today. It was always something simple, but they became so meaningful to me. Waking up without his warm smile never got easier, and every moment he was gone I thought of him. Our house wasn’t a home with only me.
I heard the faint jingling of keys and I scrambled to the door, about falling over in the process. The door opened to reveal my tall, lanky boyfriend. He was dressed casually, wearing a large white sweatshirt over black baggy pants. His brown hair was down, slightly covering his eyes. He wasn’t dressed up or wearing anything special, but in that moment he looked more handsome to me than he ever had before. It couldn’t have been more than a few seconds since I laid my eyes upon him and my heart was already beating as rapidly as the first time I met him.
He smiled at me and opened his arms wide to embrace me in a tight hug. I jumped in his arms without thinking and felt tears beginning to run down my face.
“I can’t believe you’re home. I missed you so much.” I nuzzled into his warm chest.
His voice was deep and warm, enveloping me ten times over. “I’m home, baby. I’m home.”
We held each other tight, basking in the feeling of the other after being separated. It felt new, in some ways, but completely and totally familiar at the same time.
“I’m sorry I was gone for so long.” His voice was soft, as if he thought I might blame him.
I pulled back from his embrace, making eye contact. “Song Mingi don’t you dare apologize! Health always comes first and I’m so proud of you for recognizing that you needed a break.”
He gave a shy smile that I happily returned. Noticing the luggage that he was carrying, I picked up a few bags and ushered him in, setting the bags down once we were inside. He looked around our living room, smiling at its setup. On the main table I had placed his favorite snacks, a few presents, and an overwhelming number of envelopes.
Mingi quirked a brow and chuckled, obviously thankful but a bit confused, “What are the envelopes for and why are there so many?” 
I looked to the ground,feeling shy. “Every week that you were gone I wrote you a letter. I know we facetimed and everything but I thought it might be more personal through a letter. I tried to send them to you but your manager told me to keep them instead-”
Mingi set his luggage on the floor and once more hugged me, this time lifting me in the air and placing kisses all over my face. “You didn’t have to do this, babe.”
“Oh I know, but I wanted to. It’s the least you deserve.”
His eyes watered at my words and I gently cupped his face. “You deserve the world, my love.”
He set me back down and gave me a playful shove, “Stop that I’m gonna cry.”
I pouted, “I’m sorry I don’t mean to make you cry. I just love you so much.”
“I love you too, baby.”
I stood on my toes to press a kiss to his lips, which he returned. I felt him smile against my lips and the gesture made butterflies stir within me.
"So what do you wanna do, babe? We can stay here and watch a movie and relax if you want or-”
He laughed, “Honestly? I kinda want to go to the zoo. I don’t really know why, but I haven’t been in awhile and it just sounds fun.”
“Right now?”
“Hell yeah.”
I smiled at his childlike answer, expecting nothing less from my puppy-like boyfriend, “Alright, let’s go then! Oh-”
I felt a ball of fluff run past my ankles and up to Mingi. Both of us looked down to see our cat, Mao. Mingi smiled and picked her up, pleased to find her purring while he pet her.
“I missed you, too. Silly cat.”
“She’s been sleeping on your side of the bed since you left, so you’re probably gonna have to kick her out tonight.”
His eyes widened, “You replaced me?”
“No! I could never! She just decided to keep me company.”
A tight smile formed on Mingi’s face, “Sure, sure.”
I scoffed, “Are we going to the zoo or not?”
“Of course!” He set Mao down before moving his luggage into our bedroom. I picked up my purse and car keys as I saw him return to the living room and gave him another smile. We quickly said our goodbyes to Mao and locked the door, excited to spend more time with each other.
-
“So what’s your favorite zoo animal, Mingi?” I asked as we walked through the zoo with our fingers intertwined.
His eyebrows furrowed in thought, “I kinda like sun bears. Have you seen the memes about those things? How they look-”
“Like a person in a bear costume?” I finished his sentence and he giggled, nodding at me.
“I think they have those here, actually. We might have to find a map but I’m sure they’re around here somewhere.”
After asking around and wandering for half an hour, we finally found the sun bear enclosure...only to be met with empty land.
“Damn, are they really not here?” Mingi asked, looking dejected, “I thought they’d have at least one.”
Before I could reply a little girl ran up to the exhibit in front of us, her brown pigtails swaying with her quick movements. She pressed her small fingers to the glass, squinting to see any signs of the sun bears. Her bottom lip stuck out when all she saw was an empty exhibit and my heart lurched for the poor girl. Mingi and I watched as an attractive couple ran from the same direction as the little girl, their movements frantic until they saw her tiny figure.
“Migyung you can’t just run off like that, sweetheart.” The mother lightly scolded, sounding more concerned than angry.
The little girl turned around at the sound of her mom’s voice and frowned. “I’m sorry, mama. I just wanted to see the funny bears!”
The father crouched down to reach her height, “I know, just tell us next time, okay?”
Migyung nodded at her father’s words.
“And would you look at that?” The man smiled and pointed behind her, “Look who’s coming over to see you.”
The girl turned around and spotted a sun bear walking towards her. She let out a gasp, once more pressing her fingers to the glass. Her eyes filled with stars as she looked at the bear.
She laughed with excitement and bounced on her toes, “Daddy, mommy, look at him! He’s so fat!”
“We see him, sweetheart.” The father replied with a smile, even though the girl couldn’t see it. He looked over to his wife and placed an arm around her, kissing her cheek as they looked at their daughter fondly.
Mingi squeezed my hand, his attention no longer on the sun bear. He turned to me with love-filled eyes and whispered, “That’s gonna be us one day, you know?”
I bit my lip and felt warmth spread through my body. We’d talked about our future before, how we wanted kids and planned on getting married, but watching the scene before us and seeing the sincerity in his eyes, it made my heart feel like exploding.
“I’d really like that.”
We stood there for a bit longer before leaving to look at the other animals. The red pandas, in particular, caught Mingi’s attention, and I found myself quite fond of the baby rhinos, but we both agreed that the sun bear was our favorite.
-
Neither of us were entirely sure how we both ended up covered in flour on the floor of our kitchen, only that once the sun had began to set we left the zoo and came home with empty stomachs, then deciding to make breakfast food for dinner. Now we were both in fits of giggles as we struggled to sit upright, Mao’s strange looks at us somehow making the event even funnier.
“Maybe this wasn’t the best idea,” I laughed.
“I think this was a great idea,” Mingi said with a smile before grabbing a handful of flour and throwing it at me.
“Hey! You’re gonna pay for that!”
He stood and grabbed the bag of flour, raising a brow in challenge, “Oh yeah? Come and get me, babe.”
Against my better judgement I stood and ran towards him, throwing my body onto his and tackling him to the floor. As our bodies collided, the bag of flour flew out of his hands and I crawled over to the bag only to feel Mingi’s arms wrap around my legs and drag me back towards him.
“Noo! I’m so close!” I giggled, the bag barely a foot away.
“Not anymore, you aren’t.” He pulled me into his lap and wrapped his arms around me tight, preventing me from escape, “What are you gonna do now, huh?”
I tilted my head with a smile, “I’ll probably flirt with my captor until he falls for me and then I’ll run away with the flour.”
“Is that so?”
“It is.”
“Well, what if he’s already in love with you but won’t let you go?” Mingi shifted our bodies to where I was laying with my back on the floor, his own body hovering over mine but still very much keeping me in place, “What if he’s gonna keep you here with him? What do you think about that?”
My breath hitched as he looked down at me, his face slowly inching closer to mine. He had it too easy, really, with how quickly he could fluster me.
“I think you’re far too handsome for your own good.” I said barely louder than a whisper.
He let out a chuckle before kissing me, our lips moving in time with the other’s. My hands found his hair and I pulled him closer to me, my hunger long forgotten.
As I felt Mingi’s body against mine, I finally felt whole. It was hell, going without seeing him for so many months, but because of moments like these, I knew I’d gladly wait a hundred more if it meant I could just have one day with him.
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jjmaybanksbaby · 4 years ago
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Where It Leads (Rafe Cameron)
Summer IV
Part 07: Crashing Down
series masterlist | previous part
summary: A jarring family emergency forces you to consider the future of your relationship with Rafe Cameron.
a/n: I'm a little bit emotional about this series ending because I've had so much fun writing it! Enjoy the last part and, as always, please come share your reactions with me in my inbox. Okay, that's all from me!
word count: 2.1k words
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Rafe Cameron knew how to text. He was somehow witty, charming, and hilarious all in less characters than a single tweet. Texting with most boys was like talking to a brick wall: single-syllable answers, unironic uses of punctuation, asking “What are you wearing?” before even listening to how your day went. Though, to be fair, Rafe had asked that same question a few times, which always earned him a sarcastic answer in return. Well, except for that one time.
You’d been forced to spill the beans about your dreamy summer romance to Alice and Kensie after one of Rafe’s funnier texts almost made you pee yourself laughing at the lunch table.
“Oh, so he’s a stud muffin,” Alice announced, peering over Kenzie’s shoulder at the photo on your phone.
“Please god don’t call anyone a stud muffin ever again Al,” Kenzie replied.
“What? The 80s are like making a comeback.”
“Yeah, not that,” you countered and Alice huffed.
“He’s totally hot though,” Kenzie said, handing the phone back to you. “And I kinda hate you for not telling us about him.”
You looked down at the picture. Rafe was kissing your check while you grinned up at the camera, the golden hour lighting made the whole thing look rather enchanting. It was your favorite picture of you and him.
“Oh shit,” Kenzie said causing you to look up from the phone. “You’re like in love in love with him.”
“What? No,” you protested. Yes, your brain corrected.
Kenzie glanced over at Alice for backup.
“Besides, I wasn’t hiding him. I just didn’t know if there was anything there to...tell,” you finished.
“I wish I had a handsome summer fling with spectacular cheekbones,” Alice sighed.
“Don’t let your boyfriend hear you saying that.” Kenzie chucked a fry off her tray at Alice who dodged it expertly.
“Oh, please. Matty knows I would dump his ass for someone who looks like a young Chuck Bass any day of the week. Gimme your phone. I wanna see the photos again y/n.”
“I seriously don’t know how you and Matthew have been together for two years,” Kenzie replied.
“Are you kidding? They’re practically made for each other,” you added.
“The phone, please,” Alice interjected. “I wanna thirst over your mans while my boyfriend is sucking up to his English teacher so she doesn’t fail him. Of course, I told him he needed to actually read Wuthering Heights and not just sparknotes it. But did he listen? No. I picked a real winner y’all,” she finished, taking the phone from your outstretched hands. “You sure Rafe doesn’t have any brothers? Not even like a half-step brother?”
So yeah, going great. Against the odds of three thousand miles, the whole thing was somehow working. Long-distance friends with benefits? Check. Well, except for those moments when that nagging feeling in your stomach came back and you’d start overthinking everything. His texts would sit, unread in your phone for days or even a whole week, slowly sinking to the bottom of your messages.
Then came the call from the Kildare Country Hospital in the early hours of a foggy April morning. You should have gone to sleep hours ago but were still up, desperately trying to cram Maria’s lines into your brain while also texting Rafe. The Sound of Music opened in three weeks and your director had already chewed you out twice for not being off-book, something about being an upperclassman and the lead, and what kind of an example were you setting for the rest of the program. Big speeches were kind of your director's thing, you learned to just ride them out.
Around 1 a.m. your phone ran with an incoming FaceTime call from Rafe. You pressed the green acccept button, a smile spread across your face as Rafe’s own filled the screen.
“Hey Broadway Star.”
“Hi Rafe.” The dim lighting of his bedroom made his feature especially striking. “What are you still doing up?”
“Can’t sleep. Plus you’re up too so. How’s the memorizing going?”
“Shitty,” you replied, closing your binder with a sigh. “I’m too tired to do anymore of it tonight anyway.”
“You know, I was thinking I could come to Oregon for your opening night?”
“Really?” The possibility of Rafe sitting in the audience made your heart race.
“Yeah, why not? I’ll ask Ward if I can borrow the plane that weekend and I bet Sarah’ll want to come too. I wanna see my girl kill it. I miss you.”
“I miss you too, Rafe. You know my friends think you’re hot.”
“Oh, do they?” Rafe replied, rolling over onto his back in his bed.
“Don’t let it get to your head, Cameron.”
The home phone ran but you ignored it, much more invested in your conversation with Rafe. The second time the hospital left a message. Your Nonna’s heart had given out. The prognosis wasn’t good. She had barely any time left.
Your heart dropped as the words echoed over the speaker of the answering machine.
“Rafe,” you said, cutting him off momentarily. “I gotta go. I’ll call you back later. I gotta-” you ended the call before Rafe even had the chance to respond. You dropped your phone on the kitchen table, dashing up the stairs to your parents’ bedroom. Your father was booking a flight for your mother back to the Outer Banks minutes later.
The end had come so quickly, so unexpectedly. It was almost like that made it harder. There'd been just enough time for your mom and uncle to get to the Outer Banks, sitting on each side of your Nonna as her final breaths passed through her lungs. Now, everyone was there to say goodbye one last time. Uncle Austin and his fiancé. Your mom and dad. Both your siblings. The entire population of Figure Eight.
☼☼☼
Rain drizzled down from the dark, gray clouds looming overhead. It was as if Mother Nature was mourning your Nonna too, hiding the sunshine away.
Three baby ducks followed their mama into the man-made pond at the edge of the cemetery. You watched their tiny feet kick up small waves disturbing the peaceful water and the tears silently slipped down your face.
The cars were waiting to take you back to your Nonna's house for the wake. The same house with the for-sale sign now stuck in the front yard. The for-sale sign with Rose's patronizing grin that you were starting to really hate. Your dad had handled that. Listing the house. He'd handled most of the funeral arrangement's actually because your mother had been too sunken into her grief to make any decision. Sending out the invitations, picking out your Nonna's casket, choosing the flowers. Your mother clung to him during the entire funeral, weeping into his shoulder.
“Y/n?” Rafe's voice called out from behind you and you turned to see him walked toward you. He’d stood at the back of the church with his family during the funeral. You had longed for him to be sitting in the first pew next to you, to have had his hand to hold onto to ground you, but it hardly would have been appropriate. Your Nonna would have sooner risen from the dead than have had a Cameron front row at her funeral.
As soon as he was close enough, Rafe reached for you, pulling your body tight into him. Your head landed on his chest and the sobs came moments later. God, he always smelled the same. He just let you cry, holding you close, smoothing his hand over your hair.
“I know you’re selling your grandma’s house but I was thinking you could stay with me for the summer," he said as your tears began to slow. It was hard to imagine that you wouldn't return to the Outer Banks once school let out. It was the first week of May already and you could feel the tourist-attracting town waking up. But selling the house just made more sense. Your older sister was already living her life in New York, a real adult life. Next summer, you'd be moving out too, headed to college. The house would sit empty for eight months out of the year, your family couldn't keep it and your uncle certainly didn’t want it. Selling it just had to happen.
You stepped back, slipping out of his embrace. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, Rafe.”
“Why not?”
“Cause we’re like Romeo and Juliet.”
“I copied Cleo’s notes for that unit," he joked, trying to lighten to damp mood. “Plus I was never a fan of Leo DiCaprio so I didn’t finish the movie either.”
“It means we’re not supposed to be together, you and me. And whenever we try, the universe rips us apart. We hurt each other.”
Rafe shifted awkwardly on his feet, clearly wanting to reach for you again but stopping himself from doing it. “But I can't lose you.”
You reached your hand out, brushing away a strand of hair that had fallen in front of his eyes. “Oh Rafe, don’t you get it? You never really had me.” You stood up onto your tiptoes to kiss him just like you had the first time three years ago. Rafe barely parted his lips, kissing you back gently. Your hand cupped his face, your thump stroking over his cheek. It was a goodbye. Both of you knew it. It was an ending and this was your closure. You pulled away, your hand falling away from his face.
You couldn’t bring yourself to say the actual words. Your eyes fell to the ground. You needed to walk away now. You side-stepped Rafe but he grabbed your waist, turning you back around to face him.
“So that’s it? You’re not even gonna try to fight for us?”
“What even is there to fight for, Rafe? I’ve been fighting for us for the past four years. If we were supposed to be together that car wouldn’t have crashed into ours, I wouldn’t have fallen for Evan when I did, we wouldn’t be having this conversation at my Nonna’s funeral. What? Are we supposed to do long distance for all of college? I hardly know who I am right now. I have no idea who I’ll be in the next four years. Our future selves might not even like each other. I’m not gonna wait around for you Rafe and I would never ask you to do that for me.” You twirled the small, star charm between your fingers, a nervous habit you'd developed over the past year. His eyes dropped down to your neck momentarily and his adam's apple visibly bobbing as he swallowed his next weeks.
“You were it for me, you know. I tried to give a fuck about anyone else but I couldn’t get your gorgeous, stupid face out of my mind. I only wanted you.” Rafe paused gauging your reaction “I was falling in love with you.”
Your eyes wandered over his stoic expression. “The feeling was mutual, Rafe Cameron.”
He dropped your wrist but you both stood, not moving or saying anything. “Do you wanna walk me back to the car?”
“Yeah.” He reached for your hand, interlocking your fingers. Your other hand held onto his bicep so you walked together through the graveyard back to the parking lot.
The moment felt precious and delicate, like the fragile china your Nonna used to collect. You wondered what would happen to all that china.
Rafe placed a chaste kiss on your lips before opening the door of the car.
“I’ll miss you,” you said, the words hanging in the air meaning so much.
“Me too,” Rafe agreed.
You wanted one more kiss, one more passionate declaration of how much this all had meant but that would make leaving Rafe so much more impossible.
You climbed into the car, dropping Rafe’s hand in the process.
“See you around Cameron.” You knew it wouldn’t happen but it felt better than a goodbye.
He smiled back. “Maybe so.”
Perhaps Rafe was right and you’d both end up at a small liberal arts college in California taking the same second-year Econ class with a professor who always smelled like weed. Perhaps the stars would align and two of you would realize the universe wasn’t trying to keep you apart. It was just waiting for the right moment to show you that the love you had for each other was the soulmates, forever and ever kind of love. Perhaps you would get married and Sarah would be your maid of honor, of course. You’d buy back your Nonna’s house to raise your troubling-making kids in. Perhaps, you would find your way back and wake up each day and choose each other again and again.
Or perhaps, he'd always be your right-person-wrong-time. And, in the end, the passing days will steal away your memories of the blue-eyed boy from the Outer Banks.
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justasimptm · 3 years ago
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The Bride C17
The voice rings clear and stern, tone filled with rage and disbelief. Heisenberg stands a few feet away, leaning on his hammer, watching Moreau hesitant in front of me. It’s kind of funny to me, watching him panic, it’s like he’s hitting all the stages of grief at the same time. His mouth flaps like a fish, which is even funnier given his ugly other form, but to give him credit, he doesn’t back away. Heisenberg barely twitches a finger, but the knife he was holding flies from his hand, banging loudly on the support beam behind us. I feel both relieved and tense still as he steps closer, knowing I’m not alone but unsure how he’s going to deal with this situation.
“Mother wanted me to do another test! I’m making progress!” Moreau whimpers, matching his steps moving backwards, only stopping when he bumps into his little table and trips, falling to the ground with a nauseating wet slap. Heisenberg doesn’t even look at me, keeping his eyes fixed firmly on the dolt that’s trying to skitter away from him. “You should-you should go! Let me finish my work!” Heisenberg scoffs at the effort, twisting his fingers slightly to pull the needle from my arm, letting it ping to the ground before sliding the bucket that had started collecting my blood over to him. It sloshes slightly, and I realise he had already started draining me before I woke up.
“I think, you have plenty. And I also think if you ever try something like this again, I will tell Mother Miranda about your betrayal, because that’s what this is, and she’ll cast you out for it. Let her out of your filth.” He hisses, leaving no room for argument or discussion. Within seconds I feel the sludge holding me up release, which is both a relief and a shock, because without it I feel a million pounds heavier and I tumble forward into Heisenberg, who with all his grace, manages to catch me before I hit the ground.
Without so much as letting the other creature breathe a syllable in reply, Heisenberg turns, and promptly stalks from the mines, resurfacing through the hut before walking us slightly downstream. He sets me down carefully on one of the bigger rocks, letting me adjust myself before fully releasing me and sitting down next to me. Part of me wonders how he found me, but part of me doesn’t want to ask, wanting instead to break down slightly and thank him for saving us again, even after our last encounter had been so cold. I scramble for the words to say to break our silence, even a simple thank you not feeling good enough. My buffering seems to register with him, so he fortunately takes the initiative and speaks first so I don’t have to.
“Do you need blood? He got a lot before I got there.” He asks, eyeing me up and down before looking out at the running water. The concern in his voice shocks me for a split second before I reply, humming thoughtfully as I focus on my body to see if I can get it to wake up. He must’ve really taken a good portion of what I had running through me because even now, out of his slime and out in the light, my body feels like it could drop into a coma at any second.
“I will. Before I go home if I can manage it. Thank you for coming, Lord-” I start, watching him from the corner of my eyes so I can look without staring directly. Before I can finish my miniature praise he cuts me off with the waive of his hand.
“I wasn’t gonna let that Fish Chum kill you. And I’m pretty sure I told you to call me Karl.” He states, turning to face me head on, but keeping his attention low as he shrugs off his jacket and rolls up the sleeve of his shirt. My brows furrow at his movement and I have to force myself away from staring at his now exposed arm and flexing biceps as he moves them. “I know I’m probably not preferred dinner, but I don’t think I’ll be able to get anyone fresher.” He mutters and it suddenly strikes me what he’s planning. Before I could protest, both at the intimacy of it and the idea of drinking from him and hurting  him, he pulled a thin knife from his belt and made a small cut across his arm. Not so deep as to cause much damage, but enough to make his blood sing in the air. “Don’t even think about saying no. Can’t have you dying’ on me yet, Doll. I still gotta make you like me.”
His words barely register on my mind as I reach for him on instinct, he pulls me closer to his side, running his fingers through my pinned hair and letting it fall fully loose from it’s half destroyed bun. It’s interesting as I latch on, not biting really, more like suckling, the conscious part of my brain trying not to cause too much harm. What’s even more interesting is that instead of tensing, like most would under the fang of what could arguably be considered a vampire despite our real creation, he relaxes into me. Sighing as my lips close on his skin and I apply the first light pressure of sucking, not flinching as my tongue swipes over the cut he made, tasting him for the first time.
He tastes like the best treats you could imagine. Like a fresh strawberry, dipped in rich dark chocolate, both sweet and bitter, but a perfect combination of both. He tastes like nothing I’ve had before, something I can only imagine could be compared to having your favorite meal at the end of a long week. My eyelids flutter close at the first drop that I pull into my mouth. Trying so hard not to be greedy, but wanting so desperately to bite and drink until I can’t. I think I hear myself whimper slightly, but I’m quickly soothed by his gentle shushing as he runs his fingers through my hair, scraping slightly along my scalp. The paired sensations of his coarse fingers on my head, his calm voice telling me it’s okay and to take what I need is almost too much to handle.
It makes me not want to stop, even though I know I need to. My body feels alive, humming with strength and more energy than I’ve had in years, and I fight every single nerve I have as I pull my stained lips away from his arm. When he asks me if I’ve had enough I almost laugh. No, I want to say, I need more, I need everything, but I say yes, because I am sated, belly full and happy, warmth flowing back to my fingers and my cheeks. His face is tinged red, just so slightly, a thin layer of sweat along his forehead, and for a split second I’m terrified I took too much. But as smoothly as he had rolled it up, he tugs his sleeve back down, nodding to himself. We sit in silence for another minute, letting both of our breathings steady before trying to return to conversation.
At first our conversation is light, he asks how I ended up in the mines, I ask how he knew I was there. Both of us give half truths, evading what we think will embarrass ourselves, but walking on eggshells grows tiresome fast.
“Are you scared of your mother?” He asks out of the blue, making me choke slightly on the breath I was taking. I can’t stop myself from looking around at who might have heard him, but we’re alone, just as we were when we came down.
“My mother is...a very complicated woman.” I start, treading carefully, but he scoffs at my statement, making me smile lightly. “Maybe a bit more than complicated. She’s always wanted what she thought was best for me. For her, really.” The sadness in my voice sobers him quickly. As I find the next words he gently pulls his glasses off, putting them to the side on his jacket. I started explaining that we were both sick, her and I, but she wanted to be cured, leading into her magical find, the thing that would keep her alive for ages. He knows what I mean without having to say it. “She came home that night different. Physically, mentally. She looked like my mother but she didn’t exactly act like her. I was terrified, if I’m going to be honest. She changed me though, even though I…” I can’t finish that sentence, but I don’t have to, judging by the look on his face he already understands. “It took me a while to accept this, and when I finally did she really wasn’t my mother anymore. She was twisted up, and if I’m going to be honest, yes. I am afraid of her. I think everyone should be, really. She has no remorse for anything she does, wanting only for us all to love her. Me, my sisters, Miranda. That’s the only thing that drives her anymore.” What he asks next sends a spear of shock through my gut.
“So why haven’t you left?”
Why haven’t I left? God, that’s a very good question. I can go outside, I can fend for myself quite easily. So why not? The answer is much harder than anything else I could say.
“Because if I leave, I die.” His mouth drops at the bluntness of my response, and I have to fight to keep my voice steady. “My pendant is burned into my chest. If I try to leave, my mother can break the charm on it that keeps the silver poisoning from spreading, and kill me. I stay with her because I’m sick of dying. I’m sick of living. I’m sick of not having a choice on which I do. So I choose to stay, because it’s the only choice I have.” He doesn’t  have a follow up question, and the silence that was once comfortable now feels suffocating. “Thank you for helping me, Karl. I need to get back now. I’ll see you soon, I’m sure.”
Without so much as another beat of my heart I swarm, quickly finishing the ascent back up to my home, not reforming until I’m firmly inside the doors.
Heisenberg's POV
When I found her, mounted to the wall like some goddamn experiment, it felt like my entire world stopped moving. She was alive, but the white sheen on her face told me that wouldn’t be the case for very long. I know for a fact that this oaf didn’t ask Miranda if he could do this, so that was my opening, and thank god it worked. I was able to get her out of there before something bad really happened. Out in the sunlight she seems more calm, but she’s still too pale. It strikes me that she needs blood, to replace what he took. I start to scramble mentally, not sure where to find her something to eat, not wanting to leave her to do it.
The thought breezes through my head in a split second. If she needs blood, I think, she can drink mine. Then I think about the parasite infecting my body and I grimace, I doubt she’ll really want that. Still, however, I offer, and a warm tingle goes up my back when she agrees. When she starts mouthing at the cut I made on my arm I fight every fiber of my being to stop myself from shivering. The feeling of her tongue swiping over it, the deep but gentle sucking and the blissed out look on her face is almost too much for me. Almost too much but somehow not nearly enough.
The moment is over almost as soon as it starts. She releases my arm from her hands and pulls back, her breath still ghosting over my skin. I want to tell her she can keep going, just to feel it again, to see her like that, but I know she stopped for a reason so I don’t push it. After steadying our breathing and calming down, I decided to break the silence and try talking to her.
Our conversation is airy, but I can’t stop myself from asking the question I’ve been dying to know the answer to for ages, ‘are you scared of your mother’. When she says yes my blood boils. She tells me how her mother came back fucked up and forced the change onto her. She didn’t want this life either. She tries to keep her voice stable but I can still hear the hints of it shaking. The next question falls from my mouth before I can stop it.
“Why haven’t you left?” I propose. This seems to stump her for a minute, but she pulls her shoulders back and her face droops in resignation. I want to tell her she doesn’t have to answer, but she does before I get a chance.
“Because if I leave, I die.” She tells me, and I feel like I’ve been punched in the throat. She explains how the pendant she has is burned into her body, which explains why I never see it move, and that if she leaves her mother will take the charm off of it and let her die. It’s silver, the same material used to stab her those weeks ago. If I look close enough I can see small back veins around where the pendant sits, evidence that it would kill her. Before I can say anything else she’s gone, whisked back to her tower, far away from me. When she’s gone it feels less warm in the sun, everything somehow dimmer. I’m going to find a way to save her, I think to myself, and nobody will ever hurt her again.
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writer-room · 4 years ago
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Siblings: Chapter Three
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Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 4
Summary: The Bats reflect on how their thoughts about siblings have changed over the years. Some opinions stayed, others didn't.
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Jason was glad he didn’t have any siblings.
There was a point in his life where he longed for an older brother or sister, when he was younger and fluctuating in and out of his mom's apartment that smelled like a different drug every week. Someone to teach him the ropes and beat up the bigger kids when they stole the food he’d found or the pocket money he’d snatched up.
Nowadays he was grateful he didn’t have anyone to share resources with.
Sure, he didn’t have anyone looking out for him, but that was for the best. He couldn’t learn how to survive on his own if he didn’t get hit a few times, right? 
And a younger sibling was out of the question. He couldn’t look after some toddler while he was barely functioning himself. Hell, if he had an older sibling, he wouldn’t have blamed them if this hypothetical sibling ditched him after a month tops.
Attachments in Crime Alley were for people who made gangs, who had followers or brothers-in-arms. That was the best you could get, but don’t expect any of them to risk their lives for you.
A sibling would’ve been seen as a weakness. Someone others could torment to get what they wanted out of him.
He really didn’t want to think about another kid being stuck in this dump with him, either.
It was one of the small mercies of life, that he didn’t have any kin to drag him down.
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“Why are you here, again?”
“Because unlike you, Father prefers someone do their job efficiently.” 
Jason snorted, side-stepping the henchman who charged him, kicking his leg out and letting him slam his face right into an alley wall.
“I think blasting heads is pretty efficient,” Jason said, twirling one of said guns in his hand as Damian kicked in the face of a second henchman. “But, alas, I’ll have to settle for horrible maiming.” He said, pausing to shoot two fleeing men in the backs of their legs, sending them toppling to the ground.
“Change of heart?” Damian grunted, kicking a goon in the back and using the motion to body-slam into another. “I didn’t think you were capable of such a thing.”
“You wish,” Jason snorted. “Unfortunately, Nightwing would break his no-murder rule just for me if he knew I dared kill in the presence of his majesty with nobody else to be a buffer.” He said with a remorseful sigh.
“Tt,” Damian rolled his eyes, he always made an exaggerated head motion when he did like he was making sure people could tell through the whites of his mask. 
“He’s foolish to think that would do anything.” He said, picking up the unconscious body of one of the goons he’d knocked out and tossing it to the side of the alley. “I’ve killed far more than you could dream of.”
“Keep telling yourself that,” Jason said, his tone bordering on babying. “But, yeah, ol’ Wing’s got his priorities weird.” He shrugged, letting off another shot when he saw one of the men try to grab what looked like a knife from their scattered supplies.
“Maybe he’s just afraid of us bonding.” He continued, watching as Damian stood before four men splayed on the ground by broken wooden boxes, only two of them barely conscious and cowering away.
“And what, pray tell,” Damian said, psyching out the men by jerking towards them, startling them back against the wall, before turning to Jason with an unamused look. “Would you think to bond over?”
“Let’s see,” Jason hummed, leaning back against the opposite alley wall, gun resting on his shoulder as he counted off his fingers. “History with the League of Assassins, died at one point, killed people, fairly badass if I do say so myself, mothers with horrible morals, should I go on?” He said with a grin.
Damian paused for a moment, eyes narrowed. He thought for a moment before raising his head again to meet Jason’s gaze, a surprising lack of unbridled fury in them.
“Does that not also apply to Orphan?”
Jason paused, caught off-guard. He frowned, recounting off the points he made before staring at Damian, glad that his helmet hid his disturbed expression.
“Damn,” Jason whistled. “Guess the three of us need to bond sometime.”
“I’m sure she will enjoy being included,” Damian hummed, looking over his gloves as one of the seemingly unconscious men behind him opened his eyes. “Though I imagine Father would have some complaints about--”
Now, in Jason’s defense, he hadn’t been paying attention to Bane’s goons. As far as he was concerned, the fight was over. Which was why his attention was on Damian, and not anything around Damian.
Which meant that when one of the men who had been playing possum behind Damian jumped to his feet, gripping one of the wooden boards from the broken boxes in his hand, he barely flinched. In one movement, the man swung the plank of wood like a one-armed batter, connecting with Damian’s head.
Jason jerked the moment the wood hit, immediately sending Damian right to the pavement. He was firing off a shot before he even registered aiming it. The man yelped, falling back and clutching his side as he screamed out swears.
Jason ignored him in favor of crouching down while cursing under his breath, shaking Damian. The kid was blanked for a good few seconds before he jerked and stirred. Not too bad of a hit, not even out for more than a minute. He blinked his eyes rapidly, grumbling incoherently as Jason wrapped an arm around his front, drawing Damian up to his chest.
“B’s gonna kill me,” Jason grumbled, tightening his hold on the boy as he weakly felt around, gripping onto Jason’s arm.
The man wasn’t screaming as much as before, but he was still shouting as he gripped the wooden plank again, yelling about how he was gonna kill Jason or something. He wasn’t really in the mood to care.
Instead, he turned around, still holding Damian upright as he tried to regain consciousness. The man, with one hand still clutching his side, was raising the plank of wood again and waving it wildly around.
“Oh would you shut up?” Jason snapped, aiming his gun.
He fired off two more shots. He didn't pay attention nor particularly worry about where the bullets hit. The man finally slumped against the alley wall, weakly holding himself together and finally shutting his mouth.
Jason holstered his gun, freeing his other hand to wrap around Damian’s chest and hoist him up. Damian was shaking his head, eyes still blinking rapidly.
“The hell?” Damian mumbled.
“B talk to you with that mouth?” Jason lightly teased, shaking Damian slightly. 
Despite that, he still scooped up Damian, letting his head lay on his shoulder as he supported him.
“If you bite me for this, I’m dropping you off the first roof I see.” Jason threatened, stepping over one of the other men strewn out on the ground. “I know you haven’t gotten rabies shots, and I’m not taking that chance.”
There were balconies and window sills along the building to the left of the alley, so he used that. One arm kept a muttering and waking up Damian situated while he jumped between the balconies and used his free hand to grab onto the windowsills. It was a slower going than he normally liked, but he figured carrying Damian like a football wouldn’t go over too well.
The second his head popped up over the roof, he was greeted with the sight of black boots with thick blue stripes. One of the feet was softly tapping with slight impatience.
“Goddamnit,” Jason cursed, thunking his head on the edge of the roof, which was pretty uncomfortable considering his helmet was in the way and he was currently dangling by one arm about four stories up.
“I should’ve figured the sounds of murderous screaming were caused by you.” Dick said, crouching in front of Jason with a cheeky grin that crinkled his domino mask. “Having fun?”
“Right now? Worst time I’ve had in weeks,” Jason huffed, pulling himself up higher to reveal Damian hanging off his shoulder.
Dick’s smile dropped instantly. He reached out as Jason offered Damian to him, quickly taking the kid in the gentlest way that only Dick could pull off. Jason almost teased him for it, treating someone like Damian of all kids as fragile. He could be hit by a semi-truck and walk it off like it was an inconvenience. 
But Dick was clearly on the brink of having a panic attack, and it wasn’t any fun teasing him when that was happening. All it did was rile him up in the ‘I’m going to curl in a corner and try not to cry’ way and not the superiorly funnier ‘I’m going to punch your teeth in’ way like Damian or Tim.
“He’s fine,” Jason assured him, rolling onto the roof as Dick pushed Damian somewhat upright. At least the kid could properly hold his head up now. “Just took a blow to the head, was barely out for a second. More stunned than anything, I think.”
“Being knocked out is not fine.” Dick stressed, holding onto Damian tighter as he started growling and weakly trying to push Dick away.
“He’s getting better!” Jason huffed, gesturing towards him. “The brat’ll live. Honestly, you didn’t treat the rest of us like glass this after we died.”
“You lost all pity for it when you tried to kill everyone and bring up your death every five minutes,” Dick deadpanned, his worry breaking the moment his gaze left Damian. “And for the record, I do worry about you the same way, it’s just that Dam--Robin here is still a child.”
“Don’t patronize me,” Damian grumbled, still trying to peel Dick’s hands off him.
“He speaks!” Jason gave a sarcastic cheer. “Think you’ll live to see another day?”
“What even happened?” Dick demanded, ignoring Jason’s comments as he stood, helping Damian to his feet. 
“Took out some of Bane’s lackeys down there,” Jason said, pointing where he came from with his thumb. “Kid presumably ran off from the old man again and decided to grace me with his presence and help out. Just got a little distracted, he’s fine.”
“Please don’t tell me you killed the guy who did this,” Dick begged, giving Jason an apprehensive look.
“First of all, if I did, he’d deserve it.” Jason said, crossing his arms. “Second of all, no, I didn’t...I think,” He frowned, looking back towards the direction of the alley. “I didn’t actually check. Shot him a few times, though.”
“Okay, okay, stop,” Dick said, raising a hand up. “Every word out of your mouth is making me more anxious by the minute. I’d rather not know.”
“Oh, so when I kill people, it’s a heinous act,” Jason scoffed. “But when a certain ex-assassin lady and demon child kill someone, suddenly you can make excuses.”
“I do not make excuses--”
Damian, with one of his arms freed, batted at Dick with increasing violence until his brother finally released him with obvious hesitation.
“If you two are done bickering like schoolgirls over makeup,” Damian gruffed, pushing himself away. “I believe we are finished here.”
“You could’ve changed ‘schoolgirls’ to ‘Dick and anyone with eyes’ and your statement would’ve stayed the same.” Jason muttered.
“The only thing you know about makeup is how to cover bruises.” Dick retorted, hands on his hips. 
“And you only know how to look like a drag queen with excessive glitter.”
“I’ll have you know I look amazing in drag.”
“Obviously, but that is literally the only makeup you know--”
Jason only cut himself off when Damian attempted to roll his eyes and leave without them, instead swaying and stumbling into his steps. He shot out a hand and grabbed Damian by the back of his cloak like the scruff of a cat, holding him up.
“You wanna do this the easy way or the hard way?” Jason said, pulling him back. “Because I’m not against harming a child if it means I can get you back to the Manor in three pieces at worst.”
Damian growled and looked like he was contemplating spitting on him. Jason held his gaze, knowing that if he took off his helmet to give a proper glare that Damian would take the moment of broken eye contact to bolt or something equally stupid.
Dick’s eyes shifted between the two of them with a mix of nervousness and confusion. 
“...you will be the one to inform Orphan of the bonding meeting, and will be the one to keep her from doing anything abnormally ridiculous, and whatever other messes she causes during and after.” Damian negotiated slowly.
“Deal,” Jason released Damian, pushing him towards Dick. “Can we go now? I’m getting bored of this already.”
“You’re so impatient,” Dick tutted, looking like he was about to pick up Damian before thinking better of it and deciding to just wrap an arm around his side. “And what did he mean by bonding? Are you two actually getting along?” He gasped in a melodramatic fashion.
“We’re bonding over dying, the League of Assassins, and terrible mothers.” Jason said calmly as Dick pulled out his grappling gun, pausing at Jason’s words.
“And killing people,” Damian added.
“And killing people,” Jason nodded wisely. “We’re getting Cass in on it, too.” He said, sidestepping away from Damian’s attempt to kick him and muttering about using names.
“...as the responsible one, I cannot, in good faith, recommend having an amatuer group therapy session.” Dick said after a moment. “As your brother, however, I commend you getting a hobby that doesn’t involve maiming someone.”
“It’s not group therapy,” Jason scoffed, patting his belt down, wondering if he’d remembered to grab a grappling hook of his own. “We’re not softies who talk about our feelings to professionals like some commoners. We bad-mouth traumatic events like the well-adjusted people we are.” He said matter-of-factly.
“You can’t bully me about going to therapy but then get pissy when I so much as joke about leaving.”
“I can and we will.” Jason said, to which Damian nodded in agreement. “Someone in this family has to convince the little ones to find a non-murderous psychiatrist.”
“You realize that you count as one of the ‘little ones,’ right?” Dick raised a brow. “You’re younger than me.”
“I’m an adult.”
“You count as a little one in my heart.”
Jason and Damian made over exaggerated gagging noises, to which Dick rolled his eyes at, despite his smile, as he withdrew his grappling gun.
“Oh hush, both of you. We’ve got a certain someone to check for a concussion.” He chastised.
“I do not have a concussion.” Damian insisted.
“We’re checking, anyway.” 
Damian groaned dramatically, Jason snickering as he shook his head, Dick giving his--their--little brother a light scolding.
They were all going to be the second death of him, he swears.
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actuallybibis · 3 years ago
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Visiting Hours - George Weasley
This is my first one shot, I’ve decided to do this because for some reason this new Ed Sheeran song reminded me of them. The lyrics will be slightly different. Please let me know what you think.
Words: 1328
I wish that heaven
Had visiting hours
A sign can be seen in front of a big gate, in a big white arc. Heaven visiting hours, it’s what it says. Walking alone through the gate is a tall, red headed wizard, that came every time that he could, just to talk to his brother.
“Hey Gred.”
So I could just show up
And bring the news
That he's getting older
And I wish that you'd met him
The two would spend hours talking about everything, but for some reason it’s been months since last visit.
“It feels like forever since I last saw you, what happened?” Fred asked.
“I’ve been distracted.” George said, waving his brother of. “But I have some exiting news.” He announced with the biggest smile in his face, since the war four years ago, it was rare to see George this happy.
“What is it mate, don’t leave me hanging.” Fred said almost jumping with curiosity.
“Angie and I had a baby!” George cried.
“Oh my Merlin Gred, this is amazing.” The older twin screamed. “I am an uncle, I am an uncle.” He singed, dancing around. “I can’t believe it.”
“Yeah, me neither.” George said. “I just wish that you could meet him, his name is Fred Weasley the second.” He told his brother, letting a tear slip from his eye.
Fred pulled him into his arms squeezing him tight.
The things that he'll learn from me
I got them all from you
“Now all you have to do is let go.” George explained to baby Fred, letting a dungbomb fall from the top of the stair from the burrow. “Me and your uncle loved to do that kind of stuff, and I know you’ll love it to.” He said looking at his son, kissing his head.
“GEORGE WEASLEY” A shout could be heard from the kitchen. “YOU BETTER NOT BE DOING WHAT I THINK YOUR DOING”
The baby in his arms couldn’t be more clueless about his surroundings.
I'd just stay a while
And we'll put all the world to rights
“You know” George started. “Ginny and Harry just had a baby too.” He told his brother.
“I can’t believe he knocked up our little sister.” Fred said, “I hope you and the guys gave him a proper scare when they told the family.”
“Believe me when I say, he will be terrified to even bring up the topic.” George answered laughing.
The little ones will grow
And I'll still drink your favorite wine
“He is so big Fred, he reminds me of you.” George said.
“Of course he reminds you of me, we’re identical!” Fred exclaimed “Honestly Gred, sometimes I think I got all the intelligence.” He said shaking his head.
George laughed, but inside he knew what he meant, and it was much deeper than the looks.
“Hey do you remember that wine that you brought home that day, when we had just closed the shop? It was the end of our first week, you bought to celebrate it.” He asked.
“Yeah, I remember, it became my favorite one, and I even remember that when I bought it, I was just joking around about being posh.” Fred said thinking back to that specific day.
“I still drink it ‘till this day.”
And soon they're going to close
But I'll see you another day
So much has changed
Since you've been away
“Hey Forge, I have to go, I think it’s closing time.” George said. ”I’ll come back tomorrow, same time. I still have so much to tell you.”
“No George…” Fred started but he was already gone.
Well, I wish that heaven
Had visiting hours
So I could just swing by
And ask your advice
What would you do in my situation?
I haven't a clue how I'd even raise them
What would you do?
'Cause you always do what's right
“I was just wondering, I think the shop needs some new products” He started. “But I can’t think of anything good enough. So, do you have any ideas?” George asked.
“Not really, but do you remember that thing muggles have that send an electric wave when shaking hands?” Fred asked. “I think you could come up with something to make this thing even funnier, I think dad would love it.”
“That’s actually a good idea, thanks Fred.” George said getting up to leave. “Looks like I have work to do, see you tomorrow.”
“Wait, don’t…” And again, George was out of reach.
Can we just talk a while
Until my worries disappear?
I'd tell you that I'm scared
Of turning out a failure
He'd say: Remember that the answer
Is in the love that we create
So much has changed
Since you've been away
“I don’t think I can do it Fred.” George said, almost crying.
“Of course you can, you did once, you can do it twice.” Fred responded. “Angie loves you, I love you, your son loves you and your daughter will to.” He said. “Remember that the answer is in the love that we create, or in our case, the chaos.” He laughed.
“You’re right, Angie is waiting for me, see you soon.”  George said rushing out.
“Hey wait… FUCK!”
I wish that heaven
Had visiting hours
And I would ask them
If I could take you home
Again, in front of the gates, was the red headed man, but this time he wasn’t walking, he was standing and looking up.
“PLEASE, PLEASE, LET ME TAKE HIM HOME” He screamed. “He doesn’t deserve to be here, I need him with me, he deserves to be living, he deserves to have a family like me, please, just please let me take him home.” He pleaded for someone, tears streaming down his face, he fell to his knees.          
But I know what they'd say
That it's for the best
“You don’t know what’s best, he was only 21, how can I deserve this life I have, and he doesn’t?” He cried.
So I would live life the way you taught me
And make it on my own
“George, c’mon, get up.” Fred said.
“Why can’t you be down there with me, I miss you so much.” George cried. “Every time I look in the mirror I see you, and it hurts so much.”
“No brother, every time you look in the mirror you see yourself, you need to stop thinking about why I died, things happen for a reason, I’ve accepted my death, you have too as well. It’s been years, I need you to stop coming here.” Fred told his twin.
And I will close the door
And I will open up my heart
And everyone I love
Will know exactly who you are
“I don’t think I can” He cried.
“Of course you can, live your life to the fullest, enjoy it.” Fred demanded. “I just have one request.” He said. “Don’t let anyone forget about me, and tell my nephews and nieces about me too, or else I’ll just have to pull your feet at night.” He joked.
'Cause this is not goodbye
It is just till we meet again
So much has changed
Since you've been away
“And remember, this is not goodbye, it’s just see you soon, you are not immortal my friend. When your time comes, I will be right here waiting for you.” He continued. “I just hope it will be many years from now.”
“Believe me I will never let anyone forget you, I love you so much.” George promised.
“Promise me that the next time I see you will be the day you die, preferably really old, like the Triwizard Cup day.” Fred pleaded.
“I promise.” George said. “I love you, see you soon.” He told his brother, passing trough the gates and the same sign that was there from the beginning.
Heaven: visiting hours. Opening hours: from the time that you sleep, till the time you wake up. 
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Must Be the Whiskey | Jack Daniels x Reader
I got inspiration to write this from listening to a song of the same name. Though the lyrics had nothing to do with the idea I came up with 😂 a thank you to @scribbledghost for letting me tag them. I hope y'all enjoy! 🤠
Word count: 1.5k
Warnings: fluff, dramatics, insinuations of sex, domesticity, light chaos
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“I cannot believe you did that!”
Jack was angry again. You had been joking but apparently he had taken it seriously.
“Hun, it’s not that big of a deal,” you said, still finding it funny, “It was just a joke.”
Jack took off his hat and tossed it on the nightstand next to your shared bed. “Well it wasn’t funny to me,” he argued. You made your way into the bathroom and began taking your makeup off. “You don’t flirt with another man while I’m sitting right next to you!”
You laughed, “Babe, I was not flirting you know that. I just wanted to try it.” You knew he wasn’t really mad, just annoyed and most likely he just wanted to fight with you.
“Well ya shouldn’t ‘ave, sugar. Now you got your old man riled up,” he replied. Jack ditched his jacket and his shoes, running his hands through his hair.
You giggled and stepped out of the bathroom, finding your fiance sitting on the end of the bed. “I can think of something to do with all that energy,” you hinted suggestively.
He pouted and looked at his lap. “I ain't in the mood.” You had to resist laughing at this grown man acting like a child over something so simple and innocent.
You kneeled in front of him and tilted his head up so his eyes met yours. "Jack, baby, it was only a drink."
"Yeah but it was the wrong drink, you should've gotten your usual, and you know it," he continued to pout. You smiled sympathetically, "I will from now on, I promise. Jim has got nothin' on you, cowboy."
Yes, Jack was angry because you had decided to get a Jim Beam instead of your usual Jack Daniels whiskey, at the bar. Ever since you met him three years ago, you hadn't drank any other whiskey except his namesake. You didn't know he would promptly flip his lid when you decided to try a different kind tonight. You were sure he was acting or playing up his anger for show. He was a very dramatic man. You realized just how much when he accused your liquid betrayal of being akin to unfaithfulness.
He sighed. "I just want you to know you hurt me, darlin'. Don't break a man's ego like that again, ya hear?" He smiled and booped your nose.
"Yes, sir," you winked. "Now, do I have to satisfy myself or do you still have all that energy?"
A devilish smirk came to his face and he hoisted you up to straddle his lap before falling backwards so you landed on his chest.
"Oof, yep, you still got the energy," you concluded. Jack kissed you like it was the last time he ever would, full of heat and passion. A kiss that was so very Jack.
"I love you, sweet pea. And I plan on showin' you just how much," he drawled. You giggled. It was going to be a long and delightfully tiring night.
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Jack woke up still feeling worn out. That's the price he paid for a good time with his lady. But it was worth it every time.
He begrudgingly lifted himself out of the comfy bed, sliding some sweatpants onto his bare body. He could hear you humming from the kitchen. Your mumbled melodies accompanied the smell of bacon and coffee, his favorites. He made his way into the kitchen, forgoing a shirt.
He found you exactly how he expected. You were standing at the stove stirring eggs in a pan, bacon was sizzling away on a different burner, and coffee was brewing on the other end of the counter. He watched you for a while, his eyes wandering up and down your body. You were wearing shorts and one of his shirts that was much too big on you. He approached quietly, wrapping his arms around your middle and resting his forehead on your shoulder.
“Morning, dear,” you greeted. You could barely hear his mumbled reply into your skin. “You hungry?” Jack nuzzled into your neck. “I don’t know, I had quite the feast last night, but I wouldn’t be opposed to a second helping,” he teased, nipping your neck and giving your ass a light squeeze. You giggled and tried to push his hands away from tickling you.
Jack loved hearing you laugh, it was one of his favorite sounds. He loved waking up to find you making him breakfast. There was something so domestic and peaceful about it. Sometimes he would sit and watch you, he found it fascinating how you could throw a few ingredients together and mold it into something completely different and delicious. He never got tired of watching you cook and bake. The only times he missed it was when you were called into work early or he left before you woke up. He smiled fondly at the memory of buying you an apron that said ‘kitchen wizard’ on it in big red letters, you always wore it when baking. Jack compared your baking to a form of art as complex and stunning as the canvas paintings you had strewn around the house.
You both worked at a reasonable time and were able to have breakfast together, chatting about the day's events and generally anything that came to mind. You and Jack parted ways with a kiss, Jack heading off to Statesman and you heading off to your day job.
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Jack got home before you and had been relaxing when he received a text from you asking him to come out into the driveway. He was confused but complied. He found you getting the groceries out of the trunk of your car.
“You need help there, sugar?” He asked.
“No. But I must prove something to you, Jack,” you said dramatically. Oh no. Jack knew that tone of voice, it was usually used to either tease him or make yourself sound like a dramatic theatre actor. In conclusion, it was never good, but always humorous, when you used that voice. “I have purchased something to prove to you how much I love you in a broad demonstration of questionable intellect,” you preached. Jack smiled and laughed. “What did you get, sweet pea. More lingerie? Because I haven’t gotten tired of the last set, ya know.”
“It’s worse,” you said. You reached into one of the bags and pulled out a bottle of Jim Beam whiskey. Holding it above your head, you took a few steps away from your car, standing not far away from Jack. “What are you doing with that?” He asked, only a little bit irked. “Allow me to demonstrate my love for you,” you announced, putting your other hand over your heart. At that, you released your grip on the bottle, sending it into the concrete with a loud smash, glass and liquor going everywhere.
Jack’s mouth dropped open. He wasn’t expecting you to do that. “Honey, what-”
“My love for you is no joke, Jack Daniels. I will love you till my dying day and will smash as many more bottles of that fowl name as I need to, should you ever doubt me.” You stood watching him, his reaction was funnier than you thought it would be, it had taken every ounce of self control in you to keep a straight face. You could feel your jeans were wet with alcohol and some bits of glass had caught in the bottom.
Jack sauntered over to you. “Darlin’, honey, sweet pea, love of my life,” he cupped your face in his hands, “Do you realize you just smashed a thirty dollar bottle of whiskey in our driveway?” You nodded, sincerity in your eyes. “Yes, I do realize. I wanted to prove to you that you are superior to anyone and everyone else, and I love you,” you beamed up at him. “You are truly somethin’ else,” he said, his smile warm and loving as he kissed your forehead. “Let’s clean this up and then have dinner.”
You helped Jack clean up the mess, sweeping the glass shards into a dustpan and washing away the liquid with a bucket of water. You made sure there was no more glass as you didn’t want any of it to get caught in the car tires. He helped you carry the groceries into the house and unpack them.
“I also got us actual drinks,” you said. Jack turned to see you holding a bottle of Jack Daniels in one hand and a bottle of Statesman in the other. “How much did you spend on whiskey tonight, angel?” He asked, amused. “Only about eighty bucks,” you answered. Jack once again took his time walking over to you, “Sometimes I think you’re worse than me.” You leaned up and pressed a kiss to his lips. “You have to think about that? I thought it was obvious,” you sassed. “Well alright, little missy, do I have to teach you not to speak out of turn again tonight or are we going to have dinner,” Jack sassed right back. “As tempting as that sounds, I’m quite hungry,” you giggled. “No time to lose then, sunshine. Let’s get cookin’.”
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